投诉 阅读记录

第6章

Idon’tmeantosaythatHeemskirkwasatypicalDutchnavalofficer。Ihaveseenenoughofthemnottofallintothatabsurdmistake。Hehadabig,clean—shavenface;greatflat,browncheeks,withathin,hookednoseandasmall,pursymouthsqueezedinbetween。Therewereafewsilverthreadsinhisblackhair,andhisunpleasanteyeswerenearlyblack,too。Hehadasurlywayofcastingsideglanceswithoutmovinghishead,whichwassetlowonashort,roundneck。Athick,roundtrunkinadarkundressjacketwithgoldshoulder—straps,wassustainedbyastraddlypairofthick,roundlegs,inwhitedrilltrousers。Hisroundskullunderawhitecaplookedasifitwereimmenselythicktoo,buttherewerebrainsenoughinittodiscoverandtakeadvantagemaliciouslyofpooroldNelson’snervousnessbeforeeverythingthatwasinvestedwiththemerestshredofauthority。

Heemskirkwouldlandonthepointandperambulatesilentlyeverypartoftheplantationasifthewholeplacebelongedtohim,beforeherwenttothehouse。Ontheverandahhewouldtakethebestchair,andwouldstayfortiffinordinner,justsimplystayon,withouttakingthetroubletoinvitehimselfbysomuchasaword。

Heoughttohavebeenkicked,ifonlyforhismannertoMissFreya。

Hadhebeenanakedsavage,armedwithspearsandpoisonedarrows,oldNelson(orNielsen)wouldhavegoneforhimwithhisbarefists。Butthesegoldshoulder—straps—Dutchshoulder—strapsatthat—wereenoughtoterrifytheoldfellow;soheletthebeggartreathimwithheavycontempt,devourhisdaughterwithhiseyes,anddrinkthebestpartofhislittlestockofwine。

Isawsomethingofthis,andononeoccasionItriedtopassaremarkonthesubject。ItwaspitiabletoseethetroubleinoldNelson’sroundeyes。Atfirsthecriedoutthatthelieutenantwasagoodfriendofhis;averygoodfellow。Iwentonstaringathimprettyhard,sothatatlasthefaltered,andhadtoownthat,ofcourse,Heemskirkwasnotaverygenialpersonoutwardly,butallthesameatbottom……

"Ihaven’tyetmetagenialDutchmanouthere,"Iinterrupted。

"Geniality,afterall,isnotofmuchconsequence,butdon’tyousee—"

NelsonlookedsuddenlysofrightenedatwhatIwasgoingtosaythatIhadn’tthehearttogoon。Ofcourse,Iwasgoingtotellhimthatthefellowwasafterhisgirl。Thatjustdescribesitexactly。WhatHeemskirkmighthaveexpectedorwhathethoughthecoulddo,Idon’tknow。ForallIcantell,hemighthaveimaginedhimselfirresistible,orhavetakenFreyaforwhatshewasnot,onaccountofherlively,assured,unconstrainedmanner。Butthereitis。Hewasafterthatgirl。Nelsoncouldseeitwellenough。

Onlyhepreferredtoignoreit。Hedidnotwanttobetoldofit。

"AllIwantistoliveinpeaceandquietnesswiththeDutchauthorities,"hemumbledshamefacedly。

Hewasincurable。Iwassorryforhim,andIreallythinkMissFreyawassorryforherfather,too。Sherestrainedherselfforhissake,andaseverythingshedidshediditsimply,unaffectedly,andevengoodhumouredly。Nosmalleffortthat,becauseinHeemskirk’sattentionstherewasaninsolenttouchofscorn,hardtoputupwith。Dutchmenofthatsortareover—bearingtotheirinferiors,andthatofficerofthekinglookeduponoldNelsonandFreyaasquitebeneathhimineveryway。

Ican’tsayIfeltsorryforFreya。Shewasnotthesortofgirltotakeanythingtragically。Onecouldfeelforherandsympathisewithherdifficulty,butsheseemedequaltoanysituation。Itwasratheradmirationsheextortedbyhercompetentserenity。ItwasonlywhenJasperandHeemskirkweretogetheratthebungalow,asithappenednowandthen,thatshefeltthestrain,andeventhenitwasnotforeverybodytosee。Myeyesalonecoulddetectafaintshadowontheradianceofherpersonality。OnceIcouldnothelpsayingtoherappreciatively:

"Uponmywordyouarewonderful。"

Sheletitpasswithafaintsmile。

"ThegreatthingistopreventJasperbecomingunreasonable,"shesaid;andIcouldseerealconcernlurkinginthequietdepthsofherfrankeyesgazingstraightatme。"Youwillhelptokeephimquiet,won’tyou?"

"Ofcourse,wemustkeephimquiet,"Ideclared,understandingverywellthenatureofheranxiety。"He’ssuchalunatic,too,whenhe’sroused。"

"Heis!"sheassented,inasofttone;foritwasourjoketospeakofJasperabusively。"ButIhavetamedhimabit。He’squiteagoodboynow。"

"HewouldsquashHeemskirklikeablackbeetleallthesame,"I

remarked。

"Rather!"shemurmured。"Andthatwouldn’tdo,"sheaddedquickly。

"Imaginethestatepoorpapawouldgetinto。Besides,Imeantobemistressofthedearbrigandsailabouttheseseas,notgooffwanderingtenthousandmilesawayfromhere。"

"Thesooneryouareonboardtolookafterthemanandthebrigthebetter,"Isaidseriously。"Theyneedyoutosteadythembothabit。Idon’tthinkJasperwillevergetsobereddowntillhehascarriedyouofffromthisisland。Youdon’tseehimwhenheisawayfromyou,asIdo。He’sinastateofperpetualelationwhichalmostfrightensme。"

Atthisshesmiledagain,andthenlookedserious。Foritcouldnotbeunpleasanttohertobetoldofherpower,andshehadsomesenseofherresponsibility。Sheslippedawayfrommesuddenly,becauseHeemskirk,witholdNelsoninattendanceathiselbow,wascomingupthestepsoftheverandah。Directlyhisheadcameabovethelevelofthefloorhisill—naturedblackeyesshotglanceshereandthere。

"Where’syourgirl,Nelson?"heasked,inatoneasifeverysoulintheworldbelongedtohim。Andthentome:"Thegoddesshasflown,eh?"

Nelson’sCove—asweusedtocallit—wascrowdedwithshippingthatday。Therewasfirstmysteamer,thentheNeptungunboatfurtherout,andtheBonito,brig,anchoredasusualsocloseinshorethatitlookedasif,withalittleskillandjudgment,onecouldshyahatfromtheverandahontoherscrupulouslyholystonedquarter—deck。Herbrassesflashedlikegold,herwhitebody—painthadasheenlikeasatinrobe。Therakeofhervarnishedsparsandthebigyards,squaredtoahair,gaveherasortofmartialelegance。Shewasabeauty。NowonderthatinpossessionofacraftlikethatandthepromiseofagirllikeFreya,Jasperlivedinastateofperpetualelationfit,perhaps,fortheseventhheaven,butnotexactlysafeinaworldlikeours。

IremarkedpolitelytoHeemskirkthat,withthreeguestsinthehouse,MissFreyahadnodoubtdomesticmatterstoattendto。I

knew,ofcourse,thatshehadgonetomeetJasperatacertainclearedspotonthebanksoftheonlystreamonNelson’slittleisland。ThecommanderoftheNeptungavemeadubiousblacklook,andbegantomakehimselfathome,flinginghisthick,cylindricalcarcassintoarocking—chair,andunbuttoninghiscoat。OldNelsonsatdownoppositehiminamostunassumingmanner,staringanxiouslywithhisroundeyesandfanninghimselfwithhishat。I

triedtomakeconversationtowhilethetimeaway;notaneasytaskwithamorose,enamouredDutchmanconstantlylookingfromonedoortoanotherandansweringone’sadvanceseitherwithajeeroragrunt。

However,theeveningpassedoffallright。Luckily,thereisadegreeofblisstoointenseforelation。JasperwasquietandconcentratedsilentlyinwatchingFreya。AswewentonboardourrespectiveshipsIofferedtogivehisbrigatowoutnextmorning。

Ididitonpurposetogethimawayattheearliestpossiblemoment。Sointhefirstcoldlightofthedawnwepassedbythegunboatlyingblackandstillwithoutasoundinheratthemouthoftheglassycove。Butwithtropicalswiftnessthesunhadclimbedtwiceitsdiameterabovethehorizonbeforewehadroundedthereefandgotabreastofthepoint。OnthebiggestbouldertherestoodFreya,allinwhiteand,inherhelmet,likeafeminineandmartialstatuewitharosyface,asIcouldseeverywellwithmyglasses。Sheflutteredanexpressivehandkerchief,andJasper,runningupthemainriggingofthewhiteandwarlikebrig,wavedhishatinresponse。Shortlyafterwardsweparted,ItothenorthwardandJasperheadingeastwithalightwindonthequarter,forBanjermassinandtwootherports,Ibelieveitwas,thattrip。

ThispeacefuloccasionwasthelastonwhichIsawallthesepeopleassembledtogether;thecharminglyfreshandresoluteFreya,theinnocentlyround—eyedoldNelson,Jasper,keen,longlimbed,leanfaced,admirablyself—contained,inhismanner,becauseinconceivablyhappyundertheeyesofhisFreya;allthreetall,fair,andblue—eyedinvariedshades,andamongstthemtheswarthy,arrogant,black—hairedDutchman,shorternearlybyahead,andsomuchthickerthananyofthemthatheseemedtobeacreaturecapableofinflatingitself,agrotesquespecimenofmankindfromsomeotherplanet。

Thecontraststruckmeallatonceaswestoodinthelightedverandah,afterrisingfromthedinner—table。Iwasfascinatedbyitfortherestoftheevening,andIremembertheimpressionofsomethingfunnyandill—omenedatthesametimeinittothisday。

CHAPTERIII

Afewweekslater,comingearlyonemorningintoSingapore,fromajourneytothesouthward,Isawthebriglyingatanchorinallherusualsymmetryandsplendourofaspectasthoughshehadbeentakenoutofaglasscaseandputdelicatelyintothewaterthatverymoment。

Shewaswelloutintheroadstead,butIsteamedinandtookupmyhabitualberthcloseinfrontofthetown。Beforewehadfinishedbreakfastaquarter—mastercametotellmethatCaptainAllen’sboatwascomingourway。

Hissmartgigdashedalongside,andintwoboundshewasupouraccommodation—ladderandshakingmebythehandwithhisnervousgrip,hiseyessnappinginquisitively,forhesupposedIhadcalledattheSevenIslesgrouponmyway。Ireachedintomypocketforanicelyfoldedlittlenote,whichhegrabbedoutofmyhandwithoutceremonyandcarriedoffonthebridgetoreadbyhimself。AfteradecentintervalIfollowedhimupthere,andfoundhimpacingtoandfro;forthenatureofhisemotionsmadehimrestlesseveninhismostthoughtfulmoments。

Heshookhisheadatmetriumphantly。

"Well,mydearboy,"hesaid,"Ishallbecountingthedaysnow。"

Iunderstoodwhathemeant。Iknewthatthoseyoungpeoplehadsettledalreadyonarunawaymatchwithoutofficialpreliminaries。

Thiswasreallyalogicaldecision。OldNelson(orNielsen)wouldneverhaveagreedtogiveupFreyapeaceablytothiscompromisingJasper。Heavens!WhatwouldtheDutchauthoritiessaytosuchamatch!Itsoundstooridiculousforwords。Butthere’snothingintheworldmoreselfishlyhardthanatimorousmaninafrightabouthis"littleestate,"asoldNelsonusedtocallitinapologeticaccents。Aheartpermeatedbyaparticularsortoffunkisproofagainstsense,feeling,andridicule。It’saflint。

Jasperwouldhavemadehisrequestallthesameandthentakenhisownway;butitwasFreyawhodecidedthatnothingshouldbesaid,onthegroundthat,"Papawouldonlyworryhimselftodistraction。"

Hewascapableofmakinghimselfill,andthenshewouldn’thavethehearttoleavehim。Hereyouhavethesanityoffeminineoutlookandthefranknessoffemininereasoning。Andfortherest,MissFreyacouldread"poordearpapa"inthewayawomanreadsaman—likeanopenbook。Hisdaughteroncegone,oldNelsonwouldnotworryhimself。Hewouldraiseagreatoutcry,andmakenoendoflamentablefuss,butthat’snotthesamething。Therealagoniesofindecision,theanguishofconflictingfeelingswouldbesparedtohim。Andashewastoounassumingtorage,hewould,afteraperiodoflamentation,devotehimselftohis"littleestate,"andtokeepingongoodtermswiththeauthorities。

Timewoulddotherest。AndFreyathoughtshecouldaffordtowait,whilerulingoverherownhomeinthebeautifulbrigandoverthemanwholovedher。Thiswasthelifeforherwhohadlearnedtowalkonaship’sdeck。Shewasaship—child,asea—girlifevertherewasone。AndofcourseshelovedJasperandtrustedhim;buttherewasashadeofanxietyinherpride。Itisveryfineandromantictopossessforyourveryownafinelytemperedandtrustysword—blade,butwhetheritisthebestweapontocounterwiththecommoncudgel—playofFate—that’sanotherquestion。

Sheknewthatshehadthemoresubstanceofthetwo—youneedn’ttryanycheapjokes,Iamnottalkingoftheirweights。Shewasjustalittleanxiouswhilehewasaway,andshehadmewho,beingatriedconfidant,tookthelibertytowhisperfrequently"Thesoonerthebetter。"ButtherewasapeculiarveinofobstinacyinMissFreya,andherreasonfordelaywascharacteristic。"Notbeforemytwenty—firstbirthday;sothatthereshallbenomistakeinpeople’smindsastomebeingoldenoughtoknowwhatIamdoing。"

Jasper’sfeelingswereinsuchsubjectionthathehadneverevenremonstratedagainstthedecree。Shewasjustsplendid,whatevershedidorsaid,andtherewasanendofitforhim。Ibelievethathewassubtleenoughtobeevenflatteredatbottom—attimes。AndthentoconsolehimhehadthebrigwhichseemedpervadedbythespiritofFreya,sincewhateverhedidonboardwasalwaysdoneunderthesupremesanctionofhislove。

"Yes。I’llsoonbegintocountthedays,"herepeated。"Elevenmonthsmore。I’llhavetocrowdthreetripsintothat。"

"Mindyoudon’tcometogrieftryingtodotoomuch,"Iadmonishedhim。Buthedismissedmycautionwithalaughandanelatedgesture。Pooh!Nothing,nothingcouldhappentothebrig,hecried,asiftheflameofhisheartcouldlightupthedarknightsofunchartedseas,andtheimageofFreyaserveforanunerringbeaconamongsthiddenshoals;asifthewindshadtowaitonhisfuture,thestarsfightforitintheircourses;asifthemagicofhispassionhadthepowertofloatashiponadropofdeworsailherthroughtheeyeofaneedle—simplybecauseitwashermagnificentlottobetheservantofalovesofullofgraceastomakeallthewaysoftheearthsafe,resplendent,andeasy。

"Isuppose,"Isaid,afterhehadfinishedlaughingatmyinnocentenoughremark,"Isupposeyouwillbeoffto—day。"

Thatwaswhathemeanttodo。Hehadnotgoneatdaylightonlybecauseheexpectedmetocomein。

"Andonlyfancywhathashappenedyesterday,"hewenton。"Mymateleftmesuddenly。Hadto。Andasthere’snobodytobefoundatashortnoticeIamgoingtotakeSchultzwithme。ThenotoriousSchultz!Whydon’tyoujumpoutofyourskin?ItellyouIwentandunearthedSchultzlatelastevening,afternoendoftrouble。

’Iamyourman,captain,’hesays,inthatwonderfulvoiceofhis,’butIamsorrytoconfessIhavepracticallynoclothestomyback。Ihavehadtosellallmywardrobetogetalittlefoodfromdaytoday。’Whatavoicethatmanhasgot。Talkaboutmovingstones!Butpeopleseemtogetusedtoit。Ihadneverseenhimbefore,and,uponmyword,Ifeltsuddenlytearsrisingtomyeyes。

Luckilyitwasdusk。Hewassittingveryquietunderatreeinanativecompoundasthinasalath,andwhenIpeereddownathimallhehadonwasanoldcottonsingletandapairofraggedpyjamas。Iboughthimsixwhitesuitsandtwopairsofcanvasshoes。Can’tcleartheshipwithoutamate。Musthavesomebody。

Iamgoingonshorepresentlytosignhimon,andIshalltakehimwithmeasIgobackonboardtogetunderway。Now,Iamalunatic—amInot?Mad,ofcourse。Comeon!Layitonthick。

Letyourselfgo。Iliketoseeyougetexcited。"

HesoevidentlyexpectedmetoscoldthatItookespecialpleasureinexaggeratingthecalmnessofmyattitude。

"TheworstthatcanbebroughtupagainstSchultz,"Ibegan,foldingmyarmsandspeakingdispassionately,"isanawkwardhabitofstealingthestoresofeveryshiphehaseverbeenin。Hewilldoit。That’sreallyallthat’swrong。Idon’tcreditabsolutelythatstoryCaptainRobinsontellsofSchultzconspiringinChantabunwithsomeruffiansinaChinesejunktostealtheanchoroffthestarboardbowoftheBohemianGirlschooner。Robinson’sstoryistooingeniousaltogether。ThatothertaleoftheengineersoftheNan—ShanfindingSchultzatmidnightintheengine—roombusyhammeringatthebrassbearingstocarrythemoffforsaleonshoreseemstomemoreauthentic。Apartfromthislittleweakness,letmetellyouthatSchultzisasmartersailorthanmanywhonevertookadropofdrinkintheirlives,andperhapsnoworsemorallythansomemenyouandIknowwhohaveneverstolenthevalueofapenny。Hemaynotbeadesirablepersontohaveonboardone’sship,butsinceyouhavenochoicehemaybemadetodo,Ibelieve。Theimportantthingistounderstandhispsychology。Don’tgivehimanymoneytillyouhavedonewithhim。Notacent,ifhebegseverso。ForassureasFatethemomentyougivehimanymoneyhewillbegintosteal。Justrememberthat。"

IenjoyedJasper’sincreduloussurprise。

"Thedevilhewill!"hecried。"Whatonearthfor?Aren’tyoutryingtopullmyleg,oldboy?"

"No。I’mnot。YoumustunderstandSchultz’spsychology。He’sneitheraloafernoracadger。He’snotlikelytowanderaboutlookingforsomebodytostandhimdrinks。Butsupposehegoesonshorewithfivedollars,orfiftyforthatmatter,inhispocket?

Afterthethirdorfourthglasshebecomesfuddledandcharitable。

Heeitherdropshismoneyallovertheplace,orelsedistributesthelotaround;givesittoanyonewhowilltakeit。Thenitoccurstohimthatthenightisyoungyet,andthathemayrequireagoodmanymoredrinksforhimselfandhisfriendsbeforemorning。

Sohestartsoffcheerfullyforhisship。Hislegsnevergetaffectednorhisheadeitherintheusualway。Hegetsaboardandsimplygrabsthefirstthingthatseemstohimsuitable—thecabinlamp,acoilofrope,abagofbiscuits,adrumofoil—andconvertsitintomoneywithoutthinkingtwiceaboutit。Thisistheprocessandnoother。Youhaveonlytolookoutthathedoesn’tgetastart。That’sall。"

"Confoundhispsychology,"mutteredJasper。"Butamanwithavoicelikehisisfittotalktotheangels。Isheincurabledoyouthink?"

IsaidthatIthoughtso。Nobodyhadprosecutedhimyet,butnoonewouldemployhimanylonger。Hisendwouldbe,Ifeared,tostarveinsomeholeorother。

"Ah,well,"reflectedJasper。"TheBonitoisn’ttradingtoanyportsofcivilisation。That’llmakeiteasierforhimtokeepstraight。"

Thatwastrue。Thebrig’sbusinesswasonuncivilisedcoasts,withobscurerajahsdwellinginnearlyunknownbays;withnativesettlementsupmysteriousriversopeningtheirsombre,forest—linedestuariesamongawelterofpalegreenreefsanddazzlingsand—

banks,inlonelystraitsofcalmbluewaterallaglitterwithsunshine。Alone,farfromthebeatentracks,sheglided,allwhite,rounddark,frowningheadlands,stoleout,silentlikeaghost,frombehindpointsoflandstretchingoutallblackinthemoonlight;orlayhove—to,likeasleepingsea—bird,undertheshadowofsomenamelessmountainwaitingforasignal。Shewouldbeglimpsedsuddenlyonmisty,squallydaysdashingdisdainfullyasidetheshortaggressivewavesoftheJavaSea;orbeseenfar,faraway,atinydazzlingwhitespeckflyingacrossthebroodingpurplemassesofthundercloudspileduponthehorizon。Sometimes,ontheraremailtracks,wherecivilisationbrushesagainstwildmystery,whenthenaivepassengerscrowdingalongtherailexclaimed,pointingatherwithinterest:"Oh,here’sayacht!"

theDutchcaptain,withahostileglance,wouldgruntcontemptuously:"Yacht!No!That’sonlyEnglishJasper。A

pedlar—"

"Agoodseamanyousay,"ejaculatedJasper,stillinthematterofthehopelessSchultzwiththewonderfullytouchingvoice。

"Firstrate。Askanyone。Quiteworthhaving—onlyimpossible,"

Ideclared。

"Heshallhavehischancetoreforminthebrig,"saidJasper,withalaugh。"TherewillbenotemptationseithertodrinkorstealwhereIamgoingtothistime。"

Ididn’tpresshimforanythingmoredefiniteonthatpoint。Infact,intimateaswewere,Ihadaprettyclearnotionofthegeneralrunofhisbusiness。

Butaswearegoingashoreinhisgigheaskedsuddenly:"Bytheway,doyouknowwhereHeemskirkis?"

Ieyedhimcovertly,andwasreassured。Hehadaskedthequestion,notasalover,butasatrader。ItoldhimthatIhadheardinPalembangthattheNeptunwasondutydownaboutFloresandSumbawa。Quiteoutofhisway。Heexpressedhissatisfaction。

"Youknow,"hewenton,"thatfellow,whenhegetsontheBorneocoast,amuseshimselfbyknockingdownmybeacons。Ihavehadtoputupafewtohelpmeinandoutoftherivers。EarlythisyearaCelebestraderbecalmedinaprauwaswatchinghimatit。Hesteamedthegunboatfulltiltattwoofthem,oneafteranother,smashingthemtopieces,andthenloweredaboatonpurposetopulloutathird,whichIhadalotoftroublesixmonthsagotostickupinthemiddleofamudflatforatidemark。Didyoueverhearofanythingmoreprovoking—eh?"

"Iwouldn’tquarrelwiththebeggar,"Iobservedcasually,yetdislikingthatpieceofnewsstrongly。"Itisn’tworthwhile。"

"Iquarrel?"criedJasper。"Idon’twanttoquarrel。Idon’twanttohurtasinglehairofhisuglyhead。Mydearfellow,whenI

thinkofFreya’stwenty—firstbirthday,alltheworld’smyfriend,Heemskirkincluded。It’sanasty,spitefulamusement,allthesame。"

Wepartedratherhurriedlyonthequay,eachofushavinghisownpressingbusinesstoattendto。IwouldhavebeenverymuchcutuphadIknownthatthishurriedgraspofthehandwith"Solong,oldboy。Goodlucktoyou!"wasthelastofourpartings。

OnhisreturntotheStraitsIwasaway,andhewasgoneagainbeforeIgotback。HewastryingtoachievethreetripsbeforeFreya’stwenty—firstbirthday。AtNelson’sCoveImissedhimagainbyonlyacoupleofdays。FreyaandItalkedof"thatlunatic"and"perfectidiot"withgreatdelightandinfiniteappreciation。Shewasveryradiant,withamorepronouncedgaiety,notwithstandingthatshehadjustpartedfromJasper。Butthiswastobetheirlastseparation。

"Dogetaboardassoonasyoucan,MissFreya,"Ientreated。

Shelookedmestraightintheface,hercolouralittleheightenedandwithasortofsolemnardour—iftherewasalittlecatchinhervoice。

"Theverynextday。"

Ah,yes!Theverynextdayafterhertwenty—firstbirthday。Iwaspleasedatthishintofdeepfeeling。Itwasasifshehadgrownimpatientatlastoftheself—imposeddelay。IsupposedthatJasper’srecentvisithadtoldheavily。

"That’sright,"Isaidapprovingly。"IshallbemucheasierinmymindwhenIknowyouhavetakenchargeofthatlunatic。Don’tyouloseaminute。He,ofcourse,willbeontime—unlessheavensfall。"

"Yes。Unless—"sherepeatedinathoughtfulwhisper,raisinghereyestotheeveningskywithoutaspeckofcloudanywhere。Silentforatime,weletoureyeswanderoverthewatersbelow,lookingmysteriouslystillinthetwilight,asiftrustfullycomposedforalong,longdreaminthewarm,tropicalnight。Andthepeaceallroundusseemedwithoutlimitsandwithoutend。

AndthenwebeganagaintotalkJasperoverinourusualstrain。

Weagreedthathewastoorecklessinmanyways。Luckily,thebrigwasequaltothesituation。Nothingapparentlywastoomuchforher。Aperfectdarlingofaship,saidMissFreya。Sheandherfatherhadspentanafternoononboard。Jasperhadgiventhemsometea。Papawasgrumpy……IhadavisionofoldNelsonunderthebrig’ssnowyawnings,nursinghisunassumingvexation,andfanninghimselfwithhishat。Acomedyfather……AsanewinstanceofJasper’slunacy,Iwastoldthathewasdistressedathisinabilitytohavesolidsilverhandlesfittedtoallthecabindoors。"AsifIwouldhavelethim!"commentedMissFreya,withamusedindignation。Incidentally,IlearnedalsothatSchultz,thenauticalkleptomaniacwiththepatheticvoice,wasstillhangingontohisjob,withMissFreya’sapproval。Jasperhadconfidedtotheladyofhishearthispurposeofstraighteningoutthefellow’spsychology。Yes,indeed。AlltheworldwashisfriendbecauseitbreathedthesameairwithFreya。

Somehoworother,IbroughtHeemskirk’snameintoconversation,and,tomygreatsurprise,startledMissFreya。Hereyesexpressedsomethinglikedistress,whileshebitherlipasiftocontainanexplosionoflaughter。Oh!Yes。HeemskirkwasatthebungalowatthesametimewithJasper,buthearrivedthedayafter。Heleftthesamedayasthebrig,butafewhourslater。

"Whatanuisancehemusthavebeentoyoutwo,"Isaidfeelingly。

Hereyesflashedatmeasortoffrightenedmerriment,andsuddenlysheexplodedintoaclearburstoflaughter。"Ha,ha,ha!"

Iechoeditheartily,butnotwiththegamecharmingtone:"Ha,ha,ha!……Isn’thegrotesque?Ha,ha,ha!"AndtheludicrousnessofoldNelson’sinanelyfierceroundeyesinassociationwithhisconciliatorymannertothelieutenantpresentingitselftomymindbroughtonanotherfit。

"Helooks,"Ispluttered,"helooks—Ha,ha,ha!—amongstyouthree……likeanunhappyblack—beetle。Ha,ha,ha!"

Shegaveoutanotherringingpeal,ranoffintoherownroom,andslammedthedoorbehindher,leavingmeprofoundlyastounded。I

stoppedlaughingatonce。

"What’sthejoke?"askedoldNelson’svoice,halfwaydownthesteps。

Hecameup,satdown,andblewouthischeeks,lookinginexpressiblyfatuous。ButIdidn’twanttolaughanymore。Andwhatonearth,Iaskedmyself,havewebeenlaughingatinthisuncontrollablefashion。Ifeltsuddenlydepressed。

Oh,yes。Freyahadstartedit。Thegirl’soverwrought,Ithought。

Andreallyonecouldn’twonderatit。

IhadnoanswertooldNelson’squestion,buthewastooaggrievedatJasper’svisittothinkofanythingelse。HeasgoodasaskedmewhetherIwouldn’tundertaketohinttoJasperthathewasnotwantedattheSevenIslesgroup。Ideclaredthatitwasnotnecessary。Fromcertaincircumstanceswhichhadcometomyknowledgelately,IhadreasontothinkthathewouldnotbemuchtroubledbyJasperAlleninthefuture。

Heemittedanearnest"ThankGod!"whichnearlysetmelaughingagain,buthedidnotbrightenupproportionately。ItseemedHeemskirkhadtakenspecialpainstomakehimselfdisagreeable。

ThelieutenanthadfrightenedoldNelsonverymuchbyexpressingasinisterwonderattheGovernmentpermittingawhitemantosettledowninthatpartatall。"Itisagainstourdeclaredpolicy,"hehadremarked。HehadalsochargedhimwithbeinginrealitynobetterthananEnglishman。HehadeventriedtopickaquarrelwithhimfornotlearningtospeakDutch。

"ItoldhimIwastoooldtolearnnow,"sighedoutoldNelson(orNielsen)dismally。"HesaidIoughttohavelearnedDutchlongbefore。IhadbeenmakingmylivinginDutchdependencies。ItwasdisgracefulofmenottospeakDutch,hesaid。HewasassavagewithmeasifIhadbeenaChinaman。"

Itwasplainhehadbeenviciouslybadgered。Hedidnotmentionhowmanybottlesofhisbestclarethehadoffereduponthealtarofconciliation。Itmusthavebeenagenerouslibation。ButoldNelson(orNielsen)wasreallyhospitable。Hedidn’tmindthat;

andIonlyregrettedthatthisvirtueshouldbelavishedonthelieutenant—commanderoftheNeptun。IlongedtotellhimthatinallprobabilityhewouldberelievedfromHeemskirk’svisitationsalso。Ididnotdosoonlyfromthefear(absurd,Iadmit)ofarousingsomesortofsuspicioninhismind。Asifwiththisguilelesscomedyfathersuchathingwerepossible!

Strangelyenough,thelastwordsonthesubjectofHeemskirkwerespokenbyFreya,andinthatverysense。ThelieutenantwasturninguppersistentlyinoldNelson’sconversationatdinner。AtlastImutteredahalfaudible"Damnthelieutenant。"Icouldseethatthegirlwasgettingexasperated,too。

"Andhewasn’twellatall—washe,Freya?"oldNelsonwentonmoaning。"Perhapsitwasthatwhichmadehimsosnappish,hey,Freya?Helookedverybadwhenheleftussosuddenly。Hislivermustbeinabadstate,too。"

"Oh,hewillendbygettingoverit,"saidFreyaimpatiently。"Anddoleaveoffworryingabouthim,papa。Verylikelyyouwon’tseemuchofhimforalongtimetocome。"

Thelookshegavemeinexchangeformydiscreetsmilehadnohiddenmirthinit。Hereyesseemedhollowed,herfacegonewaninacoupleofhours。Wehadbeenlaughingtoomuch。Overwrought!

Overwroughtbytheapproachofthedecisivemoment。Afterall,sincere,courageous,andself—reliantasshewas,shemusthavefeltboththepassionandthecompunctionofherresolve。Theverystrengthoflovewhichhadcarriedheruptothatpointmusthaveputherunderagreatmoralstrain,inwhichtheremighthavebeenalittlesimpleremorse,too。Forshewashonest—andthere,acrossthetable,satpooroldNelson(orNielsen)staringather,round—eyedandsopatheticallycomicinhisfierceaspectastotouchthemostlightsomeheart。

Heretiredearlytohisroomtosoothehimselfforanight’srestbyperusinghisaccount—books。Wetworemainedontheverandahforanotherhourorso,butweexchangedonlylanguidphrasesonthingswithoutimportance,asthoughwehadbeenemotionallyjadedbyourlongday’stalkontheonlymomentoussubject。Andyettherewassomethingshemighthavetoldafriend。Butshedidn’t。Wepartedsilently。Shedistrustedmymasculinelackofcommonsense,perhaps……O!Freya!

Goingdowntheprecipitouspathtothelanding—stage,Iwasconfrontedintheshadowsofbouldersandbushesbyadrapedfemininefigurewhoseappearancestartledmeatfirst。Itglidedintomywaysuddenlyfrombehindapieceofrock。ButinamomentitoccurredtomethatitcouldbenooneelsebutFreya’smaid,ahalf—casteMalaccaPortuguese。Onecaughtfleetingglimpsesofherolivefaceanddazzlingwhiteteethaboutthehouse。Ihadobservedherattimesfromadistance,asshesatwithincallundertheshadeofsomefruittrees,brushingandplaitingherlongravenlocks。Itseemedtobetheprincipaloccupationofherleisurehours。Wehadoftenexchangednodsandsmiles—andafewwords,too。Shewasaprettycreature。AndonceIhadwatchedherapprovinglymakefunnyandexpressivegrimacesbehindHeemskirk’sback。Iunderstood(fromJasper)thatshewasinthesecret,likeacomedycamerista。ShewastoaccompanyFreyaonherirregularwaytomatrimonyand"everafter"happiness。Whyshouldsheberoamingbynightnearthecove—unlessonsomeloveaffairofherown—Iaskedmyself。ButtherewasnobodysuitablewithintheSevenIslesgroup,asfarasIknew。Itflasheduponmethatitwasmyselfshehadbeenlyinginwaitfor。

Shehesitated,muffledfromheadtofoot,shadowyandbashful。I

advancedanotherpace,andhowIfeltisnobody’sbusiness。

"Whatisit?"Iasked,verylow。

"NobodyknowsIamhere,"shewhispered。

"Andnobodycanseeus,"Iwhisperedback。

Themurmurofwords"I’vebeensofrightened"reachedme。Justthenfortyfeetaboveourhead,fromtheyetlightedverandah,unexpectedandstartling,Freya’svoicerangoutinaclear,imperiouscall:

"Antonia!"

Withastifledexclamation,thehesitatinggirlvanishedoutofthepath。Abushnearbyrustled;thensilence。Iwaitedwondering。

Thelightsontheverandahwentout。Iwaitedawhilelongerthencontinueddownthepathtomyboat,wonderingmorethanever。

Iremembertheoccurrencesofthatvisitespecially,becausethiswasthelasttimeIsawtheNelsonbungalow。OnarrivingattheStraitsIfoundcablemessageswhichmadeitnecessaryformetothrowupmyemploymentatamoment’snoticeandgohomeatonce。I

hadadesperatescrambletocatchthemailboatwhichwasduetoleavenextday,butIfoundtimetowritetwoshortnotes,onetoFreya,theothertoJasper。LateronIwroteatlength,thistimetoAllenalone。Igotnoanswer。Ihuntedupthenhisbrother,or,rather,half—brother,asolicitorinthecity,asallow,calm,littlemanwholookedatmeoverhisspectaclesthoughtfully。

Jasperwastheonlychildofhisfather’ssecondmarriage,atransactionwhichhadfailedtocommenditselftothefirst,grown—

upfamily。

"Youhaven’theardforages,"Irepeated,withsecretannoyance。

"MayIaskwhat’forages’meansinthisconnection?"

"ItmeansthatIdon’tcarewhetherIeverhearfromhimornot,"

retortedthelittlemanoflaw,turningnastysuddenly。

IcouldnotblameJasperfornotwastinghistimeincorrespondencewithsuchanoutrageousrelative。Butwhydidn’thewritetome—

adecentsortoffriend,afterall;enoughofafriendtofindforhissilencetheexcuseofforgetfulnessnaturaltoastateoftranscendentalbliss?Iwaitedindulgently,butnothingevercame。

AndtheEastseemedtodropoutofmylifewithoutanecho,likeastonefallingintoawellofprodigiousdepth。

CHAPTERIV

Isupposepraiseworthymotivesareasufficientjustificationalmostforanything。Whatcouldbemorecommendableintheabstractthanagirl’sdeterminationthat"poorpapa"shouldnotbeworried,andheranxietythatthemanofherchoiceshouldbekeptbyanymeansfromeveryoccasionofdoingsomethingrash,somethingwhichmightendangerthewholeschemeoftheirhappiness?

Nothingcouldbemoretenderandmoreprudent。Wemustalsorememberthegirl’sself—relianttemperament,andthegeneralunwillingnessofwomen—Imeanwomenofsense—tomakeafussovermattersofthatsort。

Ashasbeensaidalready,HeemskirkturnedupsometimeafterJasper’sarrivalatNelson’sCove。Thesightofthebriglyingrightunderthebungalowwasveryoffensivetohim。HedidnotflyashorebeforehisanchortouchedthegroundasJasperusedtodo。

Onthecontrary,hehungabouthisquarter—deckmumblingtohimself;andwhenheorderedhisboattobemanneditwasinanangryvoice。Freya’sexistence,whichliftedJasperoutofhimselfintoablissfulelation,wasforHeemskirkacauseofsecrettorment,ofhoursofexasperatedbrooding。

Whilepassingthebrighehailedherharshlyandaskedifthemasterwasonboard。Schultz,smartandneatinaspotlesswhitesuit,leanedoverthetaffrail,findingthequestionsomewhatamusing。HelookedhumorouslydownintoHeemskirk’sboat,andanswered,inthemostamiablemodulationsofhisbeautifulvoice:

"CaptainAllenisupatthehouse,sir。"Buthisexpressionchangedsuddenlyatthesavagegrowl:"Whatthedevilareyougrinningat?"whichacknowledgedthatinformation。

HewatchedHeemskirklandand,insteadofgoingtothehouse,strideawaybyanotherpathintothegrounds。

Thedesire—tormentedDutchmanfoundoldNelson(orNielsen)athisdrying—sheds,verybusysuperintendingthemanipulationofhistobaccocrop,which,thoughsmall,wasofexcellentquality,andenjoyinghimselfthoroughly。ButHeemskirksoonputastoptothissimplehappiness。Hesatdownbytheoldchap,andbythesortoftalkwhichheknewwasbestcalculatedforthepurpose,reducedhimbeforelongtoastateofconcealedandperspiringnervousness。Itwasahorridtalkof"authorities,"andoldNelsontriedtodefendhimself。IfhedealtwithEnglishtradersitwasbecausehehadtodisposeofhisproducesomehow。Hewasasconciliatoryasheknewhowtobe,andthisverythingseemedtoexciteHeemskirk,whohadworkedhimselfupintoaheavilybreathingstateofpassion。

"AndtheworstofthemallisthatAllen,"hegrowled。"Yourparticularfriend—eh?YouhaveletinalotoftheseEnglishmenintothispart。Yououghtnevertohavebeenallowedtosettlehere。Never。What’shedoingherenow?"

OldNelson(orNielsen),becomingveryagitated,declaredthatJasperAllenwasnoparticularfriendofhis。Nofriendatall—

atall。Hehadboughtthreetonsofricefromhimtofeedhisworkpeopleon。Whatsortofevidenceoffriendshipwasthat?

Heemskirkburstoutatlastwiththethoughtthathadbeengnawingathisvitals:

"Yes。Sellthreetonsofriceandflirtthreedayswiththatgirlofyours。Iamspeakingtoyouasafriend,Nielsen。Thiswon’tdo。Youareonlyonsufferancehere。"

OldNelsonwastakenabackatfirst,butrecoveredprettyquickly。

Won’tdo!Certainly!Ofcourse,itwouldn’tdo!Thelastmanintheworld。Buthisgirldidn’tcareforthefellow,andwastoosensibletofallinlovewithanyone。HewasveryearnestinimpressingonHeemskirkhisownfeelingofabsolutesecurity。Andthelieutenant,castingdoubtingglancessideways,wasyetwillingtobelievehim。

"Muchyouknowaboutit,"hegruntednevertheless。

"ButIdoknow,"insistedoldNelson,withthegreaterdesperationbecausehewantedtoresistthedoubtsarisinginhisownmind。

"Myowndaughter!Inmyownhouse,andInottoknow!Come!Itwouldbeagoodjoke,lieutenant。"

"Theyseemtobecarryingonconsiderably,"remarkedHeemskirkmoodily。"Isupposetheyaretogethernow,"headded,feelingapangwhichchangedwhathemeantforamockingsmileintoastrangegrimace。

TheharassedNelsonshookhishandathim。Hewasatbottomshockedatthisinsistence,andwasevenbeginningtofeelannoyedattheabsurdityofit。

"Pooh!Pooh!I’lltellyouwhat,lieutenant:yougotothehouseandhaveadropofgin—and—bittersbeforedinner。AskforFreya。

Imustseethelastofthistobaccoputawayforthenight,butI’llbealongpresently。"

Heemskirkwasnotinsensibletothissuggestion。Itansweredtohissecretlonging,whichwasnotalongingfordrink,however。

OldNelsonshoutedsolicitouslyafterhisbroadbackarecommendationtomakehimselfcomfortable,andthattherewasaboxofcherootsontheverandah。

ItwasthewestverandahthatoldNelsonmeant,theonewhichwastheliving—roomofthehouse,andhadsplit—rattanscreensoftheveryfinestquality。Theeastverandah,sacredtohisownprivacy,puffingoutofcheeks,andothersignsofperplexedthinking,wasfittedwithstoutblindsofsailcloth。Thenorthverandahwasnotaverandahatall,really。Itwasmorelikealongbalcony。Itdidnotcommunicatewiththeothertwo,andcouldonlybeapproachedbyapassageinsidethehouse。Thusithadaprivacywhichmadeitaconvenientplaceforamaiden’smeditationswithoutwords,andalsoforthediscourses,apparentlywithoutsense,which,passingbetweenayoungmanandamaid,becomepregnantwithadiversityoftranscendentalmeanings。

Thisnorthverandahwasemboweredwithclimbingplants。Freya,whoseroomopenedoutonit,hadfurnisheditasasortofboudoirforherself,withafewcanechairsandasofaofthesamekind。

OnthissofasheandJaspersatasclosetogetherasispossibleinthisimperfectworldwhereneithercanabodybeintwoplacesatoncenoryettwobodiescanbeinoneplaceatthesametime。Theyhadbeensittingtogetheralltheafternoon,andIwon’tsaythattheirtalkhadbeenwithoutsense。Lovinghimwithalittlejudiciousanxietylestinhiselationheshouldbreakhisheartoversomemishap,Freyanaturallywouldtalktohimsoberly。He,nervousandbrusquewhenawayfromher,appearedalwaysasifovercomebyhervisibility,bythegreatwonderofbeingpalpablyloved。Anoldman’schild,havinglosthismotherearly,thrownouttoseaoutofthewaywhileveryyoung,hehadnotmuchexperienceoftendernessofanykind。

Inthisprivate,foliage—emboweredverandah,andatthislatehouroftheafternoon,hebentdownalittle,and,possessinghimselfofFreya’shands,waskissingthemoneafteranother,whileshesmiledandlookeddownathisheadwiththeeyesofapprovingcompassion。

AtthatsamemomentHeemskirkwasapproachingthehousefromthenorth。

Antoniawasonthewatchonthatside。Butshedidnotkeepaverygoodwatch。Thesunwassetting;sheknewthatheryoungmistressandthecaptainoftheBonitowereabouttoseparate。Shewaswalkingtoandfrointheduskygrovewithaflowerinherhair,andsingingsoftlytoherself,whensuddenly,withinafootofher,thelieutenantappearedfrombehindatree。Sheboundedasidelikeastartledfawn,butHeemskirk,withalucidcomprehensionofwhatshewastherefor,pounceduponher,and,catchingherarm,clappedhisotherthickhandoverhermouth。

"IfyoutrytomakeanoiseI’lltwistyourneck!"

Thisferociousfigureofspeechterrifiedthegirlsufficiently。

HeemskirkhadseenplainlyenoughontheverandahFreya’sgoldenheadwithanotherheadveryclosetoit。Hedraggedtheunresistingmaidwithhimbyacircuitouswayintothecompound,wherehedismissedherwithaviciouspushinthedirectionoftheclusterofbamboohutsfortheservants。

ShewasverymuchlikethefaithfulcameristaofItaliancomedy,butinherterrorsheboltedawaywithoutasoundfromthatthick,short,black—eyedmanwithacruelgripoffingerslikeavice。

Quakingalloveratadistance,extremelyscaredandhalfinclinedtolaugh,shesawhimenterthehouseattheback。

Theinteriorofthebungalowwasdividedbytwopassagescrossingeachotherinthemiddle。AtthatpointHeemskirk,byturninghisheadslightlytotheleftashepassed,securedtheevidenceof"carryingon"soirreconcilablewitholdNelson’sassurancesthatitmadehimstagger,witharushofbloodtohishead。Twowhitefigures,distinctagainstthelight,stoodinanunmistakableattitude。Freya’sarmswereroundJasper’sneck。Theirfaceswerecharacteristicallysuperimposedoneachother,andHeemskirkwenton,histhroatchokedwithasuddenrisingofcurses,tillonthewestverandahhestumbledblindlyagainstachairandthendroppedintoanotherasthoughhislegshadbeensweptfromunderhim。HehadindulgedtoolonginthehabitofappropriatingFreyatohimselfinhisthoughts。"Isthathowyouentertainyourvisitors—you……"hethought,sooutragedthathecouldnotfindasufficientlydegradingepithet。

Freyastruggledalittleandthrewherheadback。

"Somebodyhascomein,"shewhispered。Jasper,holdingherclaspedcloselytohisbreast,andlookingdownintoherface,suggestedcasually:

"Yourfather。"

Freyatriedtodisengageherself,butshehadnottheheartabsolutelytopushhimawaywithherhands。

"Ibelieveit’sHeemskirk,"shebreathedoutathim。

He,plungingintohereyesinaquietrapture,wasprovokedtoavaguesmilebythesoundofthename。

"Theassisalwaysknockingdownmybeaconsoutsidetheriver,"hemurmured。HeattachednoothermeaningtoHeemskirk’sexistence;

butFreyawasaskingherselfwhetherthelieutenanthadseenthem。

"Letmego,kid,"sheorderedinaperemptorywhisper。Jasperobeyed,and,steppingbackatonce,continuedhiscontemplationofherfaceunderanotherangle。"Imustgoandsee,"shesaidtoherselfanxiously。

Sheinstructedhimhurriedlytowaitamomentaftershewasgoneandthentoslipontothebackverandahandgetaquietsmokebeforeheshowedhimself。

"Don’tstaylatethisevening,"washerlastrecommendationbeforeshelefthim。

ThenFreyacameoutonthewestverandahwithherlight,rapidstep。Whilegoingthroughthedoorwayshemanagedtoshakedownthefoldsofthelooped—upcurtainsattheendofthepassagesoastocoverJasper’sretreatfromthebower。DirectlysheappearedHeemskirkjumpedupasiftoflyather。Shepausedandhemadeheranexaggeratedlowbow。

ItirritatedFreya。

"Oh!It’syou,Mr。Heemskirk。Howdoyoudo?"Shespokeinherusualtone。Herfacewasnotplainlyvisibletohimintheduskofthedeepverandah。Hedarednottrusthimselftospeak,hisrageatwhathehadseenwassogreat。Andwhensheaddedwithserenity:"Papawillbecominginbeforelong,"hecalledherhorridnamessilently,tohimself,beforehespokewithcontortedlips。

"Ihaveseenyourfatheralready。Wehadatalkinthesheds。Hetoldmesomeveryinterestingthings。Oh,very—"

Freyasatdown。Shethought:"Hehasseenus,forcertain。"Shewasnotashamed。Whatshewasafraidofwassomefoolishorawkwardcomplication。ButshecouldnotconceivehowmuchherpersonhadbeenappropriatedbyHeemskirk(inhisthoughts)。Shetriedtobeconversational。

"YouarecomingnowfromPalembang,Isuppose?"

"Eh?What?Oh,yes!IcomefromPalembang。Ha,ha,ha!Youknowwhatyourfathersaid?Hesaidhewasafraidyouwerehavingaverydulltimeofithere。"

"AndIsupposeyouaregoingtocruiseintheMoluccas,"continuedFreya,whowantedtoimpartsomeusefulinformationtoJasperifpossible。Atthesametimeshewasalwaysgladtoknowthatthosetwomenwereafewhundredmilesapartwhennotunderhereye。

Heemskirkgrowledangrily。

"Yes。Moluccas,"glaringinthedirectionofhershadowyfigure。

"Yourfatherthinksit’sveryquietforyouhere。Itellyouwhat,MissFreya。Thereisn’tsuchaquietspotonearththatawomancan’tfindanopportunityofmakingafoolofsomebody。"

Freyathought:"Imustn’tlethimprovokeme。"PresentlytheTamilboy,whowasNelson’sheadservant,cameinwiththelights。

Sheaddressedhimatoncewithvolubledirectionswheretoputthelamps,toldhimtobringthetraywiththeginandbitters,andtosendAntoniaintothehouse。

"Iwillhavetoleaveyoutoyourself,Mr。Heemskirk,forawhile,"

shesaid。

Andshewenttoherroomtoputonanotherfrock。Shemadeaquickchangeofitbecauseshewishedtobeontheverandahbeforeherfatherandthelieutenantmetagain。Shereliedonherselftoregulatethatevening’sintercoursebetweenthesetwo。ButAntonia,stillscaredandhysterical,exhibitedabruiseonherarmwhichrousedFreya’sindignation。

"Hejumpedonmeoutofthebushlikeatiger,"saidthegirl,laughingnervouslywithfrightenedeyes。

"Thebrute!"thoughtFreya。"Hemeanttospyonus,then。"Shewasenraged,buttherecollectionofthethickDutchmaninwhitetrouserswideatthehipsandnarrowattheankles,withhisshoulder—strapsandblackbullethead,glaringatherinthelightofthelamps,wassorepulsivelycomicalthatshecouldnothelpasmilinggrimace。Thenshebecameanxious。Theabsurditiesofthreemenwereforcingthisanxietyuponher:Jasper’simpetuosity,herfather’sfears,Heemskirk’sinfatuation。Shewasverytendertothefirsttwo,andshemadeuphermindtodisplayallherfemininediplomacy。Allthis,shesaidtoherself,willbeoveranddonewithbeforeverylongnow。

Heemskirkontheverandah,lollinginachair,hislegsextendedandhiswhitecapreposingonhisstomach,waslashinghimselfintoafuryofanatrociouscharacteraltogetherincomprehensibletoagirllikeFreya。Hischinwasrestingonhischest,hiseyesgazedstonilyathisshoes。Freyaexaminedhimfrombehindthecurtain。

Hedidn’tstir。Hewasridiculous。Butthisabsolutestillnesswasimpressive。Shestolebackalongthepassagetotheeastverandah,whereJasperwassittingquietlyinthedark,doingwhathewastold,likeagoodboy。

"Psst,"shehissed。Hewasbyhersideinamoment。

"Yes。Whatisit?"hemurmured。

"It’sthatbeetle,"shewhispereduneasily。UndertheimpressionofHeemskirk’ssinisterimmobilityshehadhalfamindtoletJasperknowthattheyhadbeenseen。ButshewasbynomeanscertainthatHeemskirkwouldtellherfather—andatanyratenotthatevening。SheconcludedrapidlythatthesafestthingwouldbetogetJasperoutofthewayassoonaspossible。

"Whathashebeendoing?"askedJasperinacalmundertone。

"Oh,nothing!Nothing。Hesitstherelookingcross。Butyouknowhowhe’salwaysworryingpapa。"

"Yourfather’squiteunreasonable,"pronouncedJasperjudicially。

"Idon’tknow,"shesaidinadoubtfultone。SomethingofoldNelson’sdreadoftheauthoritieshadrubbedoffonthegirlsinceshehadtolivewithitdayafterday。"Idon’tknow。Papa’safraidofbeingreducedtobeggary,ashesays,inhisolddays。

Lookhere,kid,youhadbetterclearoutto—morrow,firstthing。"

JasperhadhopedforanotherafternoonwithFreya,anafternoonofquietfelicitywiththegirlbyhissideandhiseyesonhisbrig,anticipatingablissfulfuture。Hissilencewaseloquentwithdisappointment,andFreyaunderstooditverywell。She,too,wasdisappointed。Butitwasherbusinesstobesensible。

"Weshan’thaveamomenttoourselveswiththatbeetlecreepingroundthehouse,"shearguedinalow,hurriedvoice。"Sowhat’sthegoodofyourstaying?Andhewon’tgowhilethebrig’shere。

Youknowhewon’t。"

"Heoughttobereportedforloitering,"murmuredJasperwithavexedlittlelaugh。

"Mindyougetunderwayatdaylight,"recommendedFreyaunderherbreath。

Hedetainedherafterthemanneroflovers。Sheexpostulatedwithoutstrugglingbecauseitwashardforhertorepulsehim。Hewhisperedintoherearwhileheputhisarmsroundher。

"Nexttimewetwomeet,nexttimeIholdyoulikethis,itshallbeonboard。YouandI,inthebrig—alltheworld,allthelife—"

Andthenheflashedout:"IwonderIcanwait!IfeelasifI

mustcarryyouoffnow,atonce。Icouldrunwithyouinmyhands—downthepath—withoutstumbling—withouttouchingtheearth—

"

Shewasstill。Shelistenedtothepassioninhisvoice。Shewassayingtoherselfthatifsheweretowhisperthefaintestyes,ifshewerebuttosighlightlyherconsent,hewoulddoit。Hewascapableofdoingit—withouttouchingtheearth。Sheclosedhereyesandsmiledinthedark,abandoningherselfinadelightfulgiddiness,foraninstant,tohisencirclingarm。Butbeforehecouldbetemptedtotightenhisgraspshewasoutofit,afootawayfromhimandinfullpossessionofherself。

ThatwasthesteadyFreya。ShewastouchedbythedeepsighwhichfloateduptoherfromthewhitefigureofJasper,whodidnotstir。

"Youareamadkid,"shesaidtremulously。Thenwithachangeoftone:"Noonecouldcarrymeoff。Notevenyou。Iamnotthesortofgirlthatgetscarriedoff。"Hiswhiteformseemedtoshrinkalittlebeforetheforceofthatassertionandsherelented。"Isn’titenoughforyoutoknowthatyouhave—thatyouhavecarriedmeaway?"sheaddedinatendertone。

Hemurmuredanendearingword,andshecontinued:

"I’vepromisedyou—I’vesaidIwouldcome—andIshallcomeofmyownfreewill。Youshallwaitformeonboard。Ishallgetuptheside—bymyself,andwalkuptoyouonthedeckandsay:

’HereIam,kid。’Andthen—andthenIshallbecarriedoff。Butitwillbenomanwhowillcarrymeoff—itwillbethebrig,yourbrig—ourbrig……Ilovethebeauty!"

Sheheardaninarticulatesound,somethinglikeamoanwrungoutbypainordelight,andglidedaway。Therewasthatothermanontheotherverandah,thatdark,surlyDutchmanwhocouldmaketroublebetweenJasperandherfather,bringaboutaquarrel,uglywords,andperhapsaphysicalcollision。Whatahorriblesituation!But,evenputtingasidethatawfulextremity,sheshrankfromhavingtoliveforsomethreemonthswithawretched,tormented,angry,distracted,absurdman。Andwhenthedaycame,thedayandthehour,whatshouldshedoifherfathertriedtodetainherbymainforce—aswas,afterall,possible?Couldsheactuallystrugglewithhimhandtohand?Butitwasoflamentationsandentreatiesthatshewasreallyafraid。Couldshewithstandthem?Whatanodious,cruel,ridiculouspositionwouldthatbe!

"Butitwon’tbe。He’llsaynothing,"shethoughtasshecameoutquicklyonthewestverandah,and,seeingthatHeemskirkdidnotmove,satdownonachairnearthedoorwayandkepthereyesonhim。Theoutragedlieutenanthadnotchangedhisattitude;onlyhiscaphadfallenoffhisstomachandwaslyingonthefloor。Histhickblackeyebrowswereknittedbyafrown,whilehelookedatheroutofthecornersofhiseyes。Andtheirsidewaysglanceinconjunctionwiththehookednose,thewholebulky,ungainly,sprawlingperson,struckFreyaassocomicallymoodythat,inwardlydiscomposedasshewas,shecouldnothelpsmiling。Shedidherbesttogivethatsmileaconciliatorycharacter。ShedidnotwanttoprovokeHeemskirkneedlessly。

Andthelieutenant,perceivingthatsmile,wasmollified。Itneverenteredhisheadthathisoutwardappearance,anavalofficer,inuniform,couldappearridiculoustothatgirlofnoposition—thedaughterofoldNielsen。TherecollectionofherarmsroundJasper’sneckstillirritatedandexcitedhim。"Thehussy!"hethought。"Smiling—eh?That’showyouareamusingyourself。

Foolingyourfatherfinely,aren’tyou?Youhaveatasteforthatsortoffun—haveyou?Well,weshallsee—"Hedidnotalterhisposition,butonhispursed—uplipstherealsoappearedasmileofsurlyandill—omenedamusement,whilehiseyesreturnedtothecontemplationofhisboots。

Freyafelthotwithindignation。Shesatradiantlyfairinthelamplight,herstrong,well—shapedhandslyingoneontopoftheotherinherlap……"Odiouscreature,"shethought。Herfacecolouredwithsuddenanger。"Youhavescaredmymaidoutofhersenses,"shesaidaloud。"Whatpossessedyou?"

Hewasthinkingsodeeplyofherthatthesoundofhervoice,pronouncingtheseunexpectedwords,startledhimextremely。HejerkeduphisheadandlookedsobewilderedthatFreyainsistedimpatiently:

"ImeanAntonia。Youhavebruisedherarm。Whatdidyoudoitfor?"

"Doyouwanttoquarrelwithme?"heaskedthickly,withasortofamazement。Heblinkedlikeanowl。Hewasfunny。Freya,likeallwomen,hadakeensenseoftheridiculousinoutwardappearance。

"Well,no;Idon’tthinkIdo。"Shecouldnothelpherself。Shelaughedoutright,aclear,nervouslaughinwhichHeemskirkjoinedsuddenlywithaharsh"Ha,ha,ha!"

Voicesandfootstepswereheardinthepassage,andJasper,witholdNelson,cameout。OldNelsonlookedathisdaughterapprovingly,forhelikedthelieutenanttobekeptingoodhumour。

Andhealsojoinedsympatheticallyinthelaugh。"Now,lieutenant,weshallhavesomedinner,"hesaid,rubbinghishandscheerily。

Jasperhadgonestraighttothebalustrade。Theskywasfullofstars,andinthebluevelvetynightthecovebelowhadadenserblackness,inwhichtheriding—lightsofthebrigandofthegunboatglimmeredredly,likesuspendedsparks。"Nexttimethisriding—lightglimmersdownthere,I’llbewaitingforheronthequarter—decktocomeandsay’HereIam,’"Jasperthought;andhisheartseemedtogrowbiggerinhischest,dilatedbyanoppressivehappinessthatnearlywrungoutacryfromhim。Therewasnowind。

Notaleafbelowhimstirred,andeventheseawasbutastilluncomplainingshadow。Farawayontheuncloudedskythepalelightning,theheat—lightningofthetropics,playedtremulouslyamongstthelowstarsinshort,faint,mysteriouslyconsecutiveflashes,likeincomprehensiblesignalsfromsomedistantplanet。

Thedinnerpassedoffquietly。Freyasatfacingherfather,calmbutpale。HeemskirkaffectedtotalkonlytooldNelson。Jasper’sbehaviourwasexemplary。Hekepthiseyesundercontrol,baskinginthesenseofFreya’snearness,aspeoplebaskinthesunwithoutlookinguptoheaven。Andverysoonafterdinnerwasover,mindfulofhisinstructions,hedeclaredthatitwastimeforhimtogoonboardhisship。

Heemskirkdidnotlookup。Ensconcedintherocking—chair,andpuffingatacheroot,hehadtheairofmeditatingsurlilyoversomeodiousoutbreak。SoatleastitseemedtoFreya。OldNelsonsaidatonce:"I’llstrolldownwithyou。"HehadbegunaprofessionalconversationaboutthedangersoftheNewGuineacoast,andwantedtorelatetoJaspersomeexperienceofhisown"overthere。"Jasperwassuchagoodlistener!Freyamadeasiftoaccompanythem,butherfatherfrowned,shookhishead,andnoddedsignificantlytowardstheimmovableHeemskirkblottingoutsmokewithhalf—closedeyesandprotrudedlips。Thelieutenantmustnotbeleftalone。Takeoffence,perhaps。

Freyaobeyedthesesigns。"Perhapsitisbetterformetostay,"

shethought。Womenarenotgenerallypronetoreviewtheirownconduct,stilllesstocondemnit。Theembarrassingmasculineabsurditiesareinthemainresponsibleforitsethics。But,lookingatHeemskirk,Freyafeltregretandevenremorse。Histhickbulkinreposesuggestedtheideaofrepletion,butasamatteroffacthehadeatenverylittle。Hehaddrunkagreatdeal,however。Thefleshylobesofhisunpleasantbigearswithdeeplyfoldedrimswerecrimson。Theyquiteflamedintheneighbourhoodoftheflat,sallowcheeks。Foraconsiderabletimehedidnotraisehisheavybrowneyelids。Tobeatthemercyofsuchacreaturewashumiliating;andFreya,whoalwaysendedbybeingfrankwithherself,thoughtregretfully:"IfonlyIhadbeenopenwithpapafromthefirst!Butthenwhatanimpossiblelifehewouldhaveledme!"Yes。Menwereabsurdinmanyways;lovablylikeJasper,impracticablylikeherfather,odiouslylikethatgrotesquelysupinecreatureinthechair。Wasitpossibletotalkhimover?Perhapsitwasnotnecessary?"Oh!Ican’ttalktohim,"shethought。AndwhenHeemskirk,stillwithoutlookingather,beganresolutelytocrushhishalf—smokedcherootonthecoffee—tray,shetookalarm,glidedtowardsthepiano,openeditintremendoushaste,andstruckthekeysbeforeshesatdown。

Inaninstanttheverandah,thewholecarpetlesswoodenbungalowraisedonpiles,becamefilledwithanuproarious,confusedresonance。Butthroughitallsheheard,shefeltonthefloortheheavy,prowlingfootstepsofthelieutenantmovingtoandfroatherback。Hewasnotexactlydrunk,buthewassufficientlyprimedtomakethesuggestionsofhisexcitedimaginationseemperfectlyfeasibleandevenclever;beautifully,unscrupulouslyclever。

Freya,awarethathehadstoppedjustbehindher,wentonplayingwithoutturningherhead。Sheplayedwithspirit,brilliantly,afiercepieceofmusic,butwhenhisvoicereachedhershewentcoldallover。Itwasthevoice,notthewords。Theinsolentfamiliarityoftonedismayedhertosuchanextentthatshecouldnotunderstandatfirstwhathewassaying。Hisutterancewasthick,too。

"Isuspected……OfcourseIsuspectedsomethingofyourlittlegoingson。Iamnotachild。Butfromsuspectingtoseeing—

seeing,youunderstand—there’sanenormousdifference。Thatsortofthing……Come!Oneisn’tmadeofstone。AndwhenamanhasbeenworriedbyagirlasIhavebeenworriedbyyou,MissFreya—

sleepingandwaking,then,ofcourse……ButIamamanoftheworld。Itmustbedullforyouhere……Isay,won’tyouleaveoffthisconfoundedplaying……?"

Thislastwastheonlysentencereallywhichshemadeout。Sheshookherheadnegatively,andindesperationputontheloudpedal,butshecouldnotmakethesoundofthepianocoverhisraisedvoice。

"Only,Iamsurprisedthatyoushould……AnEnglishtradingskipper,acommonfellow。Low,cheekylot,infestingtheseislands。Iwouldmakeshortworkofsuchtrash!Whileyouhavehereagoodfriend,agentlemanreadytoworshipatyourfeet—

yourprettyfeet—anofficer,amanoffamily。Strange,isn’tit?

Butwhatofthat!Youarefitforaprince。"

Freyadidnotturnherhead。Herfacewentstiffwithhorrorandindignation。Thisadventurewasaltogetherbeyondherconceptionofwhatwaspossible。Itwasnotinhercharactertojumpupandrunaway。Itseemedtoher,too,thatifshedidmovetherewasnosayingwhatmighthappen。Presentlyherfatherwouldbeback,andthentheotherwouldhavetoleaveoff。Itwasbesttoignore—toignore。Shewentonplayingloudlyandcorrectly,asthoughshewerealone,asifHeemskirkdidnotexist。Thatproceedingirritatedhim。

"Come!Youmaydeceiveyourfather,"hebawledangrily,"butIamnottobemadeafoolof!Stopthisinfernalnoise……Freya……Hey!YouScandinavianGoddessofLove!Stop!Doyouhear?

That’swhatyouare—oflove。Buttheheathengodsareonlydevilsindisguise,andthat’swhatyouare,too—adeeplittledevil。Stopit,Isay,orIwillliftyouoffthatstool!"

Standingbehindher,hedevouredherwithhiseyes,fromthegoldencrownofherrigidlymotionlessheadtotheheelsofhershoes,thelineofhershapelyshoulders,thecurvesofherfinefigureswayingalittlebeforethekeyboard。Shehadonalightdress;

thesleevesstoppedshortattheelbowsinanedgingoflace。A

satinribbonencircledherwaist。Inanaccessofirresistible,recklesshopefulnessheclappedbothhishandsonthatwaist—andthentheirritatingmusicstoppedatlast。But,quickasshewasinspringingawayfromthecontact(theroundmusic—stoolgoingoverwithacrash),Heemskirk’slips,aimingatherneck,landedahungry,smackingkissjustunderherear。Adeepsilencereignedforatime。Andthenhelaughedratherfeebly。

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