投诉 阅读记录

第5章

"Turnthehandsup,"Icriedthroughthedoor。"I’llbeondeckdirectly。"

Iwasgoingouttomaketheacquaintanceofmyship。BeforeIleftthecabinoureyesmet—theeyesoftheonlytwostrangersonboard。Ipointedtotherecessedpartwherethelittlecamp—stoolawaitedhimandlaidmyfingeronmylips。Hemadeagesture—

somewhatvague—alittlemysterious,accompaniedbyafaintsmile,asifofregret。

Thisisnottheplacetoenlargeuponthesensationsofamanwhofeelsforthefirsttimeashipmoveunderhisfeettohisownindependentword。Inmycasetheywerenotunalloyed。Iwasnotwhollyalonewithmycommand;fortherewasthatstrangerinmycabin。Orrather,Iwasnotcompletelyandwhollywithher。Partofmewasabsent。Thatmentalfeelingofbeingintwoplacesatonceaffectedmephysicallyasifthemoodofsecrecyhadpenetratedmyverysoul。Beforeanhourhadelapsedsincetheshiphadbeguntomove,havingoccasiontoaskthemate(hestoodbymyside)totakeacompassbearingofthePagoda,Icaughtmyselfreachinguptohisearinwhispers。IsayIcaughtmyself,butenoughhadescapedtostartletheman。Ican’tdescribeitotherwisethanbysayingthatheshied。Agrave,preoccupiedmanner,asthoughhewereinpossessionofsomeperplexingintelligence,didnotleavehimhenceforth。AlittlelaterImovedawayfromtherailtolookatthecompasswithsuchastealthygaitthatthehelmsmannoticedit—andIcouldnothelpnoticingtheunusualroundnessofhiseyes。Thesearetriflinginstances,thoughit’stonocommander’sadvantagetobesuspectedofludicrouseccentricities。ButIwasalsomoreseriouslyaffected。

Therearetoaseamancertainwords,gestures,thatshouldingivenconditionscomeasnaturally,asinstinctivelyasthewinkingofamenacedeye。Acertainordershouldspringontohislipswithoutthinking;acertainsignshouldgetitselfmade,sotospeak,withoutreflection。Butallunconsciousalertnesshadabandonedme。Ihadtomakeaneffortofwilltorecallmyselfback(fromthecabin)totheconditionsofthemoment。IfeltthatIwasappearinganirresolutecommandertothosepeoplewhowerewatchingmemoreorlesscritically。

And,besides,therewerethescares。Ontheseconddayout,forinstance,comingoffthedeckintheafternoon(Ihadstrawslippersonmybarefeet)Istoppedattheopenpantrydoorandspoketothesteward。Hewasdoingsomethingtherewithhisbacktome。Atthesoundofmyvoicehenearlyjumpedoutofhisskin,asthesayingis,andincidentallybrokeacup。

"Whatonearth’sthematterwithyou?"Iasked,astonished。

Hewasextremelyconfused。"Begyourpardon,sir。Imadesureyouwereinyourcabin。"

"YouseeIwasn’t。"

"No,sir。IcouldhaveswornIhadheardyoumovingintherenotamomentago。It’smostextraordinary……verysorry,sir。"

Ipassedonwithaninwardshudder。IwassoidentifiedwithmysecretdoublethatIdidnotevenmentionthefactinthosescanty,fearfulwhispersweexchanged。Isupposehehadmadesomeslightnoiseofsomekindorother。Itwouldhavebeenmiraculousifhehadn’tatonetimeoranother。Andyet,haggardasheappeared,helookedalwaysperfectlyself—controlled,morethancalm—almostinvulnerable。Onmysuggestionheremainedalmostentirelyinthebathroom,which,uponthewhole,wasthesafestplace。Therecouldbereallynoshadowofanexcuseforanyoneeverwantingtogointhere,oncethestewardhaddonewithit。Itwasaverytinyplace。Sometimeshereclinedonthefloor,hislegsbent,hisheadsustainedononeelbow。AtothersIwouldfindhimonthecamp—

stool,sittinginhisgreysleeping—suitandwithhiscroppeddarkhairlikeapatient,unmovedconvict。AtnightIwouldsmugglehimintomybed—place,andwewouldwhispertogether,withtheregularfootfallsoftheofficerofthewatchpassingandrepassingoverourheads。Itwasaninfinitelymiserabletime。Itwasluckythatsometinsoffinepreserveswerestowedinalockerinmystateroom;hardbreadIcouldalwaysgetholdof;andsohelivedonstewedchicken,patedefoiegras,asparagus,cookedoysters,sardines—onallsortsofabominableshamdelicaciesoutoftins。

Myearlymorningcoffeehealwaysdrank;anditwasallIdareddoforhiminthatrespect。

Everydaytherewasthehorriblemanoeuvringtogothroughsothatmyroomandthenthebath—roomshouldbedoneintheusualway。I

cametohatethesightofthesteward,toabhorthevoiceofthatharmlessman。Ifeltthatitwashewhowouldbringonthedisasterofdiscovery。Ithunglikeaswordoverourheads。

Thefourthdayout,Ithink(wewerethenworkingdowntheeastsideoftheGulfofSiam,tackfortack,inlightwindsandsmoothwater)—thefourthday,Isay,ofthismiserablejugglingwiththeunavoidable,aswesatatoureveningmeal,thatman,whoseslightestmovementIdreaded,afterputtingdownthedishesranupondeckbusily。Thiscouldnotbedangerous。Presentlyhecamedownagain;andthenitappearedthathehadrememberedacoatofminewhichIhadthrownoverarailtodryafterhavingbeenwettedinashowerwhichhadpassedovertheshipintheafternoon。

SittingstolidlyattheheadofthetableIbecameterrifiedatthesightofthegarmentonhisarm。Ofcoursehemadeformydoor。

Therewasnotimetolose。

"Steward,"Ithundered。MynervesweresoshakenthatIcouldnotgovernmyvoiceandconcealmyagitation。Thiswasthesortofthingthatmademyterrificallywhiskeredmatetaphisforeheadwithhisforefinger。Ihaddetectedhimusingthatgesturewhiletalkingondeckwithaconfidentialairtothecarpenter。Itwastoofartohearaword,butIhadnodoubtthatthispantomimecouldonlyrefertothestrangenewcaptain。

"Yes,sir,"thepale—facedstewardturnedresignedlytome。Itwasthismaddeningcourseofbeingshoutedat,checkedwithoutrhymeorreason,arbitrarilychasedoutofmycabin,suddenlycalledintoit,sentflyingoutofhispantryonincomprehensibleerrands,thataccountedforthegrowingwretchednessofhisexpression。

"Whereareyougoingwiththatcoat?"

"Toyourroom,sir。"

"Isthereanothershowercoming?"

"I’msureIdon’tknow,sir。ShallIgoupagainandsee,sir?"

"No!nevermind。"

Myobjectwasattained,asofcoursemyotherselfintherewouldhaveheardeverythingthatpassed。Duringthisinterludemytwoofficersneverraisedtheireyesofftheirrespectiveplates;butthelipofthatconfoundedcub,thesecondmate,quiveredvisibly。

Iexpectedthestewardtohookmycoatonandcomeoutatonce。Hewasveryslowaboutit;butIdominatedmynervousnesssufficientlynottoshoutafterhim。SuddenlyIbecameaware(itcouldbeheardplainlyenough)thatthefellowforsomereasonorotherwasopeningthedoorofthebath—room。Itwastheend。Theplacewasliterallynotbigenoughtoswingacatin。MyvoicediedinmythroatandIwentstonyallover。Iexpectedtohearayellofsurpriseandterror,andmadeamovement,buthadnotthestrengthtogetonmylegs。Everythingremainedstill。Hadmysecondselftakenthepoorwretchbythethroat?Idon’tknowwhatIwouldhavedonenextmomentifIhadnotseenthestewardcomeoutofmyroom,closethedoor,andthenstandquietlybythesideboard。

"Saved,"Ithought。"But,no!Lost!Gone!Hewasgone!"

Ilaidmyknifeandforkdownandleanedbackinmychair。Myheadswam。Afterawhile,whensufficientlyrecoveredtospeakinasteadyvoice,Iinstructedmymatetoputtheshiproundateighto’clockhimself。

"Iwon’tcomeondeck,"Iwenton。"IthinkI’llturnin,andunlessthewindshiftsIdon’twanttobedisturbedbeforemidnight。Ifeelabitseedy。"

"Youdidlookmiddlingbadalittlewhileago,"thechiefmateremarkedwithoutshowinganygreatconcern。

Theybothwentout,andIstaredatthestewardclearingthetable。

Therewasnothingtobereadonthatwretchedman’sface。ButwhydidheavoidmyeyesIaskedmyself。ThenIthoughtIshouldliketohearthesoundofhisvoice。

"Steward!"

"Sir!"Startledasusual。

"Wheredidyouhangupthatcoat?"

"Inthebath—room,sir。"Theusualanxioustone。"It’snotquitedryyet,sir。"

ForsometimelongerIsatinthecuddy。Hadmydoublevanishedashehadcome?Butofhiscomingtherewasanexplanation,whereashisdisappearancewouldbeinexplicable……Iwentslowlyintomydarkroom,shutthedoor,lightedthelamp,andforatimedarednotturnround。WhenatlastIdidIsawhimstandingbolt—uprightinthenarrowrecessedpart。ItwouldnotbetruetosayIhadashock,butanirresistibledoubtofhisbodilyexistenceflittedthroughmymind。Canitbe,Iaskedmyself,thatheisnotvisibletoothereyesthanmine?Itwaslikebeinghaunted。Motionless,withagraveface,heraisedhishandsslightlyatmeinagesturewhichmeantclearly,"Heavens!whatanarrowescape!"Narrowindeed。IthinkIhadcomecreepingquietlyasnearinsanityasanymanwhohasnotactuallygoneovertheborder。Thatgesturerestrainedme,sotospeak。

Thematewiththeterrificwhiskerswasnowputtingtheshipontheothertack。InthemomentofprofoundsilencewhichfollowsuponthehandsgoingtotheirstationsIheardonthepoophisraisedvoice:"Hardalee!"andthedistantshoutoftheorderrepeatedonthemaindeck。Thesails,inthatlightbreeze,madebutafaintflutteringnoise。Itceased。Theshipwascomingroundslowly;I

heldmybreathintherenewedstillnessofexpectation;onewouldn’thavethoughtthattherewasasinglelivingsoulonherdecks。Asuddenbriskshout,"Mainsailhaul!"brokethespell,andinthenoisycriesandrushoverheadofthemenrunningawaywiththemain—bracewetwo,downinmycabin,cametogetherinourusualpositionbythebed—place。

Hedidnotwaitformyquestion。"Iheardhimfumblinghereandjustmanagedtosquatmyselfdowninthebath,"hewhisperedtome。

"Thefellowonlyopenedthedoorandputhisarmintohangthecoatup。Allthesame—"

"Ineverthoughtofthat,"Iwhisperedback,evenmoreappalledthanbeforeattheclosenessoftheshave,andmarvellingatthatsomethingunyieldinginhischaracterwhichwascarryinghimthroughsofinely。Therewasnoagitationinhiswhisper。Whoeverwasbeingdrivendistracted,itwasnothe。Hewassane。Andtheproofofhissanitywascontinuedwhenhetookupthewhisperingagain。

"Itwouldneverdoformetocometolifeagain。"

Itwassomethingthataghostmighthavesaid。Butwhathewasalludingtowashisoldcaptain’sreluctantadmissionofthetheoryofsuicide。Itwouldobviouslyservehisturn—ifIhadunderstoodatalltheviewwhichseemedtogoverntheunalterablepurposeofhisaction。

"YoumustmaroonmeassoonaseveryoucangetamongsttheseislandsofftheCambodjeshore,"hewenton。

"Maroonyou!Wearenotlivinginaboy’sadventuretale,"I

protested。Hisscornfulwhisperingtookmeup。

"Wearen’tindeed!There’snothingofaboy’staleinthis。Butthere’snothingelseforit。Iwantnomore。Youdon’tsupposeI

amafraidofwhatcanbedonetome?Prisonorgallowsorwhatevertheymayplease。Butyoudon’tseemecomingbacktoexplainsuchthingstoanoldfellowinawigandtwelverespectabletradesmen,doyou?WhatcantheyknowwhetherIamguiltyornot—orofWHAT

Iamguilty,either?That’smyaffair。WhatdoestheBiblesay?

’Drivenoffthefaceoftheearth。’Verywell。Iamoffthefaceoftheearthnow。AsIcameatnightsoIshallgo。"

"Impossible!"Imurmured。"Youcan’t。"

"Can’t?……NotnakedlikeasoulontheDayofJudgment。I

shallfreezeontothissleeping—suit。TheLastDayisnotyet—

andyouhaveunderstoodthoroughly。Didn’tyou?"

Ifeltsuddenlyashamedofmyself。ImaysaytrulythatI

understood—andmyhesitationinlettingthatmanswimawayfrommyship’ssidehadbeenamereshamsentiment,asortofcowardice。

"Itcan’tbedonenowtillnextnight,"Ibreathedout。"Theshipisontheoff—shoretackandthewindmayfailus。"

"AslongasIknowthatyouunderstand,"hewhispered。"Butofcourseyoudo。It’sagreatsatisfactiontohavegotsomebodytounderstand。Youseemtohavebeenthereonpurpose。"Andinthesamewhisper,asifwetwowheneverwetalkedhadtosaythingstoeachotherwhichwerenotfitfortheworldtohear,headded,"It’sverywonderful。"Weremainedsidebysidetalkinginoursecretway—butsometimessilentorjustexchangingawhisperedwordortwoatlongintervals。Andasusualhestaredthroughtheport。Abreathofwindcamenowandagainintoourfaces。Theshipmighthavebeenmooredindock,sogentlyandonanevenkeelsheslippedthroughthewater,thatdidnotmurmurevenatourpassage,shadowyandsilentlikeaphantomsea。

AtmidnightIwentondeck,andtomymate’sgreatsurpriseputtheshiproundontheothertack。Histerriblewhiskersflittedroundmeinsilentcriticism。Icertainlyshouldnothavedoneitifithadbeenonlyaquestionofgettingoutofthatsleepygulfasquicklyaspossible。Ibelievehetoldthesecondmate,whorelievedhim,thatitwasagreatwantofjudgment。Theotheronlyyawned。Thatintolerablecubshuffledaboutsosleepilyandlolledagainsttherailsinsuchaslack,improperfashionthatIcamedownonhimsharply。

"Aren’tyouproperlyawakeyet?"

"Yes,sir!Iamawake。"

"Well,then,begoodenoughtoholdyourselfasifyouwere。Andkeepalook—out。Ifthere’sanycurrentwe’llbeclosingwithsomeislandsbeforedaylight。"

Theeastsideofthegulfisfringedwithislands,somesolitary,othersingroups。Onthebluebackgroundofthehighcoasttheyseemtofloatonsilverypatchesofcalmwater,aridandgrey,ordarkgreenandroundedlikeclumpsofevergreenbushes,withthelargerones,amileortwolong,showingtheoutlinesofridges,ribsofgreyrockunderthedankmantleofmattedleafage。Unknowntotrade,totravel,almosttogeography,themanneroflifetheyharbourisanunsolvedsecret。Theremustbevillages—

settlementsoffishermenatleast—onthelargestofthem,andsomecommunicationwiththeworldisprobablykeptupbynativecraft。Butallthatforenoon,asweheadedforthem,fannedalongbythefaintestofbreezes,IsawnosignofmanorcanoeinthefieldofthetelescopeIkeptonpointingatthescatteredgroup。

AtnoonIgavenoordersforachangeofcourse,andthemate’swhiskersbecamemuchconcernedandseemedtobeofferingthemselvesundulytomynotice。AtlastIsaid:

"Iamgoingtostandrightin。Quitein—asfarasIcantakeher。"

Thestareofextremesurpriseimpartedanairofferocityalsotohiseyes,andhelookedtrulyterrificforamoment。

"We’renotdoingwellinthemiddleofthegulf,"Icontinued,casually。"Iamgoingtolookforthelandbreezesto—night。"

"Blessmysoul!Doyoumean,sir,inthedarkamongstthelotofallthemislandsandreefsandshoals?"

"Well—ifthereareanyregularlandbreezesatallonthiscoastonemustgetcloseinshoretofindthem,mustn’tone?"

"Blessmysoul!"heexclaimedagainunderhisbreath。Allthatafternoonheworeadreamy,contemplativeappearancewhichinhimwasamarkofperplexity。AfterdinnerIwentintomystateroomasifImeanttotakesomerest。Therewetwobentourdarkheadsoverahalf—unrolledchartlyingonmybed。

"There,"Isaid。"It’sgottobeKoh—ring。I’vebeenlookingatiteversincesunrise。Ithasgottwohillsandalowpoint。Itmustbeinhabited。Andonthecoastoppositethereiswhatlookslikethemouthofabiggishriver—withsometown,nodoubt,notfarup。It’sthebestchanceforyouthatIcansee。"

"Anything。Koh—ringletitbe。"

Helookedthoughtfullyatthechartasifsurveyingchancesanddistancesfromaloftyheight—andfollowingwithhiseyeshisownfigurewanderingontheblanklandofCochin—China,andthenpassingoffthatpieceofpapercleanoutofsightintounchartedregions。Anditwasasiftheshiphadtwocaptainstoplanhercourseforher。IhadbeensoworriedandrestlessrunningupanddownthatIhadnothadthepatiencetodressthatday。Ihadremainedinmysleeping—suit,withstrawslippersandasoftfloppyhat。Theclosenessoftheheatinthegulfhadbeenmostoppressive,andthecrewwereusedtoseemewanderinginthatairyattire。

"Shewillclearthesouthpointassheheadsnow,"Iwhisperedintohisear。"Goodnessonlyknowswhen,though,butcertainlyafterdark。I’lledgeherintohalfamile,asfarasImaybeabletojudgeinthedark—"

"Becareful,"hemurmured,warningly—andIrealisedsuddenlythatallmyfuture,theonlyfutureforwhichIwasfit,wouldperhapsgoirretrievablytopiecesinanymishaptomyfirstcommand。

Icouldnotstopamomentlongerintheroom。Imotionedhimtogetoutofsightandmademywayonthepoop。Thatunplayfulcubhadthewatch。Iwalkedupanddownforawhilethinkingthingsout,thenbeckonedhimover。

"Sendacoupleofhandstoopenthetwoquarterdeckports,"Isaid,mildly。

Heactuallyhadtheimpudence,orelsesoforgothimselfinhiswonderatsuchanincomprehensibleorder,astorepeat:

"Openthequarter—deckports!Whatfor,sir?"

"TheonlyreasonyouneedconcernyourselfaboutisbecauseItellyoutodoso。Havethemopenwideandfastenedproperly。"

Hereddenedandwentoff,butIbelievemadesomejeeringremarktothecarpenterastothesensiblepracticeofventilatingaship’squarter—deck。Iknowhepoppedintothemate’scabintoimpartthefacttohimbecausethewhiskerscameondeck,asitwerebychance,andstoleglancesatmefrombelow—forsignsoflunacyordrunkenness,Isuppose。

Alittlebeforesupper,feelingmorerestlessthanever,I

rejoined,foramoment,mysecondself。Andtofindhimsittingsoquietlywassurprising,likesomethingagainstnature,inhuman。

Idevelopedmyplaninahurriedwhisper。

"IshallstandinascloseasIdareandthenputherround。I

shallpresentlyfindmeanstosmuggleyououtofhereintothesail—locker,whichcommunicateswiththelobby。Butthereisanopening,asortofsquareforhaulingthesailsout,whichgivesstraightonthequarter—deckandwhichisneverclosedinfineweather,soastogiveairtothesails。’Whentheship’swayisdeadenedinstaysandallthehandsareaftatthemain—bracesyoushallhaveaclearroadtoslipoutandgetoverboardthroughtheopenquarter—deckport。I’vehadthembothfastenedup。Usearope’sendtoloweryourselfintothewatersoastoavoidasplash—youknow。Itcouldbeheardandcausesomebeastlycomplication。"

Hekeptsilentforawhile,thenwhispered,"Iunderstand。"

"Iwon’tbetheretoseeyougo,"Ibeganwithaneffort。"Therest……IonlyhopeIhaveunderstood,too。"

"Youhave。Fromfirsttolast"—andforthefirsttimethereseemedtobeafaltering,somethingstrainedinhiswhisper。Hecaughtholdofmyarm,buttheringingofthesupperbellmademestart。Hedidn’t,though;heonlyreleasedhisgrip。

AftersupperIdidn’tcomebelowagaintillwellpasteighto’clock。Thefaint,steadybreezewasloadedwithdew;andthewet,darkenedsailsheldalltherewasofpropellingpowerinit。

Thenight,clearandstarry,sparkleddarkly,andtheopaque,lightlesspatchesshiftingslowlyagainstthelowstarswerethedriftingislets。Ontheportbowtherewasabigonemoredistantandshadowilyimposingbythegreatspaceofskyiteclipsed。

OnopeningthedoorIhadabackviewofmyveryownselflookingatachart。Hehadcomeoutoftherecessandwasstandingnearthetable。

"Quitedarkenough,"Iwhispered。

Hesteppedbackandleanedagainstmybedwithalevel,quietglance。Isatonthecouch。Wehadnothingtosaytoeachother。

Overourheadstheofficerofthewatchmovedhereandthere。ThenIheardhimmovequickly。Iknewwhatthatmeant。Hewasmakingforthecompanion;andpresentlyhisvoicewasoutsidemydoor。

"Wearedrawinginprettyfast,sir。Landlooksratherclose。"

"Verywell,"Ianswered。"Iamcomingondeckdirectly。"

Iwaitedtillhewasgoneoutofthecuddy,thenrose。Mydoublemovedtoo。Thetimehadcometoexchangeourlastwhispers,forneitherofuswasevertoheareachother’snaturalvoice。

"Lookhere!"Iopenedadrawerandtookoutthreesovereigns。

"Takethis,anyhow。I’vegotsixandI’dgiveyouthelot,onlyI

mustkeepalittlemoneytobuysomefruitandvegetablesforthecrewfromnativeboatsaswegothroughSundaStraits。"

Heshookhishead。

"Takeit,"Iurgedhim,whisperingdesperately。"Noonecantellwhat—"

Hesmiledandslappedmeaninglytheonlypocketofthesleeping—

jacket。Itwasnotsafe,certainly。ButIproducedalargeoldsilkhandkerchiefofmine,andtyingthethreepiecesofgoldinacorner,presseditonhim。Hewastouched,Isuppose,becausehetookitatlastandtieditquicklyroundhiswaistunderthejacket,onhisbareskin。

Oureyesmet;severalsecondselapsed,till,ourglancesstillmingled,Iextendedmyhandandturnedthelampout。ThenIpassedthroughthecuddy,leavingthedoorofmyroomwideopen……

"Steward!"

Hewasstilllingeringinthepantryinthegreatnessofhiszeal,givingarub—uptoaplatedcruetstandthelastthingbeforegoingtobed。Beingcarefulnottowakeupthemate,whoseroomwasopposite,Ispokeinanundertone。

Helookedroundanxiously。"Sir!"

"Canyougetmealittlehotwaterfromthegalley?"

"Iamafraid,sir,thegalleyfire’sbeenoutforsometimenow。"

"Goandsee。"

Hefledupthestairs。

"Now,"Iwhispered,loudly,intothesaloon—tooloudly,perhaps,butIwasafraidIcouldn’tmakeasound。Hewasbymysideinaninstant—thedoublecaptainslippedpastthestairs—throughatinydarkpassage……aslidingdoor。Wewereinthesail—

locker,scramblingonourkneesoverthesails。Asuddenthoughtstruckme。Isawmyselfwanderingbarefooted,bareheaded,thesunbeatingonmydarkpoll。Isnatchedoffmyfloppyhatandtriedhurriedlyinthedarktoramitonmyotherself。Hedodgedandfendedoffsilently。Iwonderwhathethoughthadcometomebeforeheunderstoodandsuddenlydesisted。Ourhandsmetgropingly,lingeredunitedinasteady,motionlessclaspforasecond……Nowordwasbreathedbyeitherofuswhentheyseparated。

Iwasstandingquietlybythepantrydoorwhenthestewardreturned。

"Sorry,sir。Kettlebarelywarm。ShallIlightthespirit—lamp?"

"Nevermind。"

Icameoutondeckslowly。Itwasnowamatterofconsciencetoshavethelandascloseaspossible—fornowhemustgooverboardwhenevertheshipwasputinstays。Must!Therecouldbenogoingbackforhim。AfteramomentIwalkedovertoleewardandmyheartflewintomymouthatthenearnessofthelandonthebow。UnderanyothercircumstancesIwouldnothaveheldonaminutelonger。

Thesecondmatehadfollowedmeanxiously。

IlookedontillIfeltIcouldcommandmyvoice。"Shewillweather,"Isaidtheninaquiettone。"Areyougoingtotrythat,sir?"hestammeredoutincredulously。

Itooknonoticeofhimandraisedmytonejustenoughtobeheardbythehelmsman。

"Keephergoodfull。"

"Goodfull,sir。"

Thewindfannedmycheek,thesailsslept,theworldwassilent。

Thestrainofwatchingthedarkloomofthelandgrowbiggeranddenserwastoomuchforme。Ihadshutmyeyes—becausetheshipmustgocloser。Shemust!Thestillnesswasintolerable。Werewestandingstill?

WhenIopenedmyeyesthesecondviewstartedmyheartwithathump。TheblacksouthernhillofKoh—ringseemedtohangrightovertheshiplikeatoweringfragmentoftheeverlastingnight。

Onthatenormousmassofblacknesstherewasnotagleamtobeseen,notasoundtobeheard。Itwasglidingirresistiblytowardusandyetseemedalreadywithinreachofthehand。Isawthevaguefiguresofthewatchgroupedinthewaist,gazinginawedsilence。

"Areyougoingon,sir,"inquiredanunsteadyvoiceatmyelbow。

Iignoredit。Ihadtogoon。

"Keepherfull。Don’tcheckherway。Thatwon’tdonow,"Isaid,warningly。

"Ican’tseethesailsverywell,"thehelmsmanansweredme,instrange,quaveringtones。

Wasshecloseenough?Alreadyshewas,Iwon’tsayintheshadowoftheland,butintheveryblacknessofit,alreadyswallowedupasitwere,gonetooclosetoberecalled,gonefrommealtogether。

"Givethemateacall,"Isaidtotheyoungmanwhostoodatmyelbowasstillasdeath。"Andturnallhandsup。"

Mytonehadaborrowedloudnessreverberatedfromtheheightoftheland。Severalvoicescriedouttogether:"Weareallondeck,sir。"

Thenstillnessagain,withthegreatshadowglidingcloser,toweringhigher,withoutalight,withoutasound。SuchahushhadfallenontheshipthatshemighthavebeenabarkofthedeadfloatinginslowlyundertheverygateofErebus。

"MyGod!Wherearewe?"

Itwasthematemoaningatmyelbow。Hewasthunderstruck,andasitweredeprivedofthemoralsupportofhiswhiskers。Heclappedhishandsandabsolutelycriedout,"Lost!"

"Bequiet,"Isaid,sternly。

Heloweredhistone,butIsawtheshadowygestureofhisdespair。

"Whatarewedoinghere?"

"Lookingforthelandwind。"

Hemadeasiftotearhishair,andaddressedmerecklessly。

"Shewillnevergetout。Youhavedoneit,sir。Iknewit’dendinsomethinglikethis。Shewillneverweather,andyouaretooclosenowtostay。She’lldriftashorebeforeshe’sround。OmyGod!"

Icaughthisarmashewasraisingittobatterhispoordevotedhead,andshookitviolently。

"She’sashorealready,"hewailed,tryingtotearhimselfaway。

"Isshe?……Keepgoodfullthere!"

"Goodfull,sir,"criedthehelmsmaninafrightened,thin,child—

likevoice。

Ihadn’tletgothemate’sarmandwentonshakingit。"Readyabout,doyouhear?Yougoforward"—shake—"andstopthere"—

shake—"andholdyournoise"—shake—"andseethesehead—sheetsproperlyoverhauled"—shake,shake—shake。

AndallthetimeIdarednotlooktowardthelandlestmyheartshouldfailme。Ireleasedmygripatlastandheranforwardasiffleeingfordearlife。

Iwonderedwhatmydoublethereinthesail—lockerthoughtofthiscommotion。Hewasabletoheareverything—andperhapshewasabletounderstandwhy,onmyconscience,ithadtobethusclose—

noless。Myfirstorder"Hardalee!"re—echoedominouslyunderthetoweringshadowofKoh—ringasifIhadshoutedinamountaingorge。AndthenIwatchedthelandintently。Inthatsmoothwaterandlightwinditwasimpossibletofeeltheshipcoming—to。No!

Icouldnotfeelher。Andmysecondselfwasmakingnowreadytoslipoutandlowerhimselfoverboard。Perhapshewasgonealready……?

Thegreatblackmassbroodingoverourverymastheadsbegantopivotawayfromtheship’ssidesilently。AndnowIforgotthesecretstrangerreadytodepart,andrememberedonlythatIwasatotalstrangertotheship。Ididnotknowher。Wouldshedoit?

Howwasshetobehandled?

Iswungthemainyardandwaitedhelplessly。Shewasperhapsstopped,andherveryfatehunginthebalance,withtheblackmassofKoh—ringlikethegateoftheeverlastingnighttoweringoverhertaffrail。Whatwouldshedonow?Hadshewayonheryet?I

steppedtothesideswiftly,andontheshadowywaterIcouldseenothingexceptafaintphosphorescentflashrevealingtheglassysmoothnessofthesleepingsurface。Itwasimpossibletotell—

andIhadnotlearnedyetthefeelofmyship。Wasshemoving?

WhatIneededwassomethingeasilyseen,apieceofpaper,whichI

couldthrowoverboardandwatch。Ihadnothingonme。TorundownforitIdidn’tdare。Therewasnotime。Allatoncemystrained,yearningstaredistinguishedawhiteobjectfloatingwithinayardoftheship’sside。Whiteontheblackwater。Aphosphorescentflashpassedunderit。Whatwasthatthing?……Irecognisedmyownfloppyhat。Itmusthavefallenoffhishead……andhedidn’tbother。

NowIhadwhatIwanted—thesavingmarkformyeyes。ButI

hardlythoughtofmyotherself,nowgonefromtheship,tobehiddenforeverfromallfriendlyfaces,tobeafugitiveandavagabondontheearth,withnobrandofthecurseonhissaneforeheadtostayaslayinghand……tooproudtoexplain。

AndIwatchedthehat—theexpressionofmysuddenpityforhismereflesh。Ithadbeenmeanttosavehishomelessheadfromthedangersofthesun。Andnow—behold—itwassavingtheship,byservingmeforamarktohelpouttheignoranceofmystrangeness。

Ha!Itwasdriftingforward,warningmejustintimethattheshiphadgatheredsternway。

"Shiftthehelm,"Isaidinalowvoicetotheseamanstandingstilllikeastatue。

Theman’seyesglistenedwildlyinthebinnaclelightashejumpedroundtotheothersideandspunroundthewheel。

Iwalkedtothebreakofthepoop。Ontheovershadoweddeckallhandsstoodbytheforebraceswaitingformyorder。Thestarsaheadseemedtobeglidingfromrighttoleft。AndallwassostillintheworldthatIheardthequietremark"She’sround,"

passedinatoneofintensereliefbetweentwoseamen。

"Letgoandhaul。"

Theforeyardsranroundwithagreatnoise,amidstcheerycries。

Andnowthefrightfulwhisker’smadethemselvesheardgivingvariousorders。Alreadytheshipwasdrawingahead。AndIwasalonewithher。Nothing!nooneintheworldshouldstandnowbetweenus,throwingashadowonthewayofsilentknowledgeandmuteaffection,theperfectcommunionofaseamanwithhisfirstcommand。

Walkingtothetaffrail,Iwasintimetomakeout,ontheveryedgeofadarknessthrownbyatoweringblackmassliketheverygatewayofErebus—yes,Iwasintimetocatchanevanescentglimpseofmywhitehatleftbehindtomarkthespotwherethesecretsharerofmycabinandofmythoughts,asthoughheweremysecondself,hadloweredhimselfintothewatertotakehispunishment:afreeman,aproudswimmerstrikingoutforanewdestiny。

FREYAOFTHESEVENISLES

Oneday—andthatdaywasmanyyearsagonow—Ireceivedalong,chattyletterfromoneofmyoldchumsandfellow—wanderersinEasternwaters。Hewasstilloutthere,butsettleddown,andmiddle—aged;Iimaginedhim—grownportlyinfigureanddomesticinhishabits;inshort,overtakenbythefatecommontoallexcepttothosewho,beingspeciallybelovedbythegods,getknockedontheheadearly。Theletterwasofthereminiscent"doyouremember"kind—awistfulletterofbackwardglances。And,amongstotherthings,"surelyyourememberoldNelson,"hewrote。

RememberoldNelson!Certainly。Andtobeginwith,hisnamewasnotNelson。TheEnglishmenintheArchipelagocalledhimNelsonbecauseitwasmoreconvenient,Isuppose,andheneverprotested。

Itwouldhavebeenmerepedantry。ThetrueformofhisnamewasNielsen。HehadcomeoutEastlongbeforetheadventoftelegraphcables,hadservedEnglishfirms,hadmarriedanEnglishgirl,hadbeenoneofusforyears,tradingandsailinginalldirectionsthroughtheEasternArchipelago,acrossandaround,transversely,diagonally,perpendicularly,insemi—circles,andzigzags,andfiguresofeights,foryearsandyears。

TherewasnonookorcrannyofthesetropicalwatersthattheenterpriseofoldNelson(orNielsen)hadnotpenetratedinaneminentlypacificway。Histracks,ifplottedout,wouldhavecoveredthemapoftheArchipelagolikeacobweb—allofit,withthesoleexceptionofthePhilippines。Hewouldneverapproachthatpart,fromastrangedreadofSpaniards,or,tobeexact,oftheSpanishauthorities。Whatheimaginedtheycoulddotohimitisimpossibletosay。PerhapsatsometimeinhislifehehadreadsomestoriesoftheInquisition。

Buthewasingeneralafraidofwhathecalled"authorities";nottheEnglishauthorities,whichhetrustedandrespected,buttheothertwoofthatpartoftheworld。HewasnotsohorrifiedattheDutchashewasattheSpaniards,buthewasevenmoremistrustfulofthem。Verymistrustfulindeed。TheDutch,inhisview,werecapableof"playinganyuglytrickonaman"whohadthemisfortunetodispleasethem。Thereweretheirlawsandregulations,buttheyhadnonotionoffairplayinapplyingthem。

Itwasreallypitiabletoseetheanxiouscircumspectionofhisdealingswithsomeofficialorother,andrememberthatthismanhadbeenknowntostrolluptoavillageofcannibalsinNewGuineainaquiet,fearlessmanner(andnotethathewasalwaysfleshyallhislife,and,ifImaysayso,anappetisingmorsel)onsomematterofbarterthatdidnotamountperhapstofiftypoundsintheend。

RememberoldNelson!Rather!Truly,noneofusinmygenerationhadknownhiminhisactivedays。Hewas"retired"inourtime。

Hehadbought,orelseleased,partofasmallislandfromtheSultanofalittlegroupcalledtheSevenIsles,notfarnorthfromBanka。Itwas,Isuppose,alegitimatetransaction,butIhavenodoubtthathadhebeenanEnglishmantheDutchwouldhavediscoveredareasontofirehimoutwithoutceremony。Inthisconnectiontherealformofhisnamestoodhimingoodstead。InthecharacterofanunassumingDanewhoseconductwasmostcorrect,theylethimbe。Withallhismoneyengagedincultivationhewasnaturallycarefulnottogiveeventheshadowofoffence,anditwasmostlyforprudentialreasonsofthatsortthathedidnotlookwithafavourableeyeonJasperAllen。Butofthatlater。Yes!

OnerememberedwellenougholdNelson’sbig,hospitablebungalowerectedonashelvingpointofland,hisportlyform,costumedgenerallyinawhiteshirtandtrousers(hehadaconfirmedhabitoftakingoffhisalpacajacketontheslightestprovocation),hisroundblueeyes,hisstraggly,sandy—whitemoustachestickingoutallwayslikethequillsofthefretfulporcupine,hispropensitytositdownsuddenlyandfanhimselfwithhishat。Butthere’snouseconcealingthefactthatwhatonerememberedreallywashisdaughter,whoatthattimecameouttolivewithhim—andbeasortofLadyoftheIsles。

FreyaNelson(orNielsen)wasthekindofgirloneremembers。Theovalofherfacewasperfect;andwithinthatfascinatingframethemosthappydispositionoflineandfeature,withanadmirablecomplexion,gaveanimpressionofhealth,strength,andwhatI

mightcallunconsciousself—confidence—amostpleasantand,asitwere,whimsicaldetermination。Iwillnotcomparehereyestoviolets,becausetherealshadeoftheircolourwaspeculiar,notsodarkandmorelustrous。Theywereofthewide—openkind,andlookedatonefranklyineverymood。Ineverdidseethelong,darkeyelasheslowered—IdaresayJasperAllendid,beingaprivilegedperson—butIhavenodoubtthattheexpressionmusthavebeencharminginacomplexway。Shecould—Jaspertoldmeoncewithatouchinglyimbecileexultation—sitonherhair。I

daresay,Idaresay。Itwasnotformetobeholdthesewonders;I

wascontenttoadmiretheneatandbecomingwaysheusedtodoitupsoasnottoconcealthegoodshapeofherhead。Andthiswealthofhairwassoglossythatwhenthescreensofthewestverandahweredown,makingapleasanttwilightthere,orintheshadeofthegroveoffruit—treesnearthehouse,itseemedtogiveoutagoldenlightofitsown。

Shedressedgenerallyinawhitefrock,withaskirtofwalkinglength,showingherneat,laced,brownboots。Iftherewasanycolourabouthercostumeitwasjustabitofblueperhaps。Noexertionseemedtodistressher。Ihaveseenherlandfromthedinghyafteralongpullinthesun(sherowedherselfaboutagooddeal)withnoquickenedbreathandnotasinglehairoutofitsplace。Inthemorningwhenshecameoutontheverandahforthefirstlookwestward,Sumatraway,overthesea,sheseemedasfreshandsparklingasadewdrop。Butadewdropisevanescent,andtherewasnothingevanescentaboutFreya。Irememberherround,solidarmswiththefinewrists,andherbroad,capablehandswithtaperingfingers。

Idon’tknowwhethershewasactuallybornatsea,butIdoknowthatuptotwelveyearsofageshesailedaboutwithherparentsinvariousships。AfteroldNelsonlosthiswifeitbecameamatterofseriousconcernforhimwhattodowiththegirl。AkindladyinSingapore,touchedbyhisdumbgriefanddeplorableperplexity,offeredtotakechargeofFreya。Thisarrangementlastedsomesixyears,duringwhicholdNelson(orNielsen)"retired"andestablished,himselfonhisisland,andthenitwassettled(thekindladygoingawaytoEurope)thathisdaughtershouldjoinhim。

AsthefirstandmostimportantpreparationforthateventtheoldfelloworderedfromhisSingaporeagentaSteynandEbhart’s"uprightgrand。"Iwasthencommandingalittlesteamerintheislandtrade,anditfelltomylottotakeitouttohim,soI

knowsomethingofFreya’s"uprightgrand。"Welandedtheenormouspacking—casewithdifficultyonaflatpieceofrockamongstsomebushes,nearlyknockingthebottomoutofoneofmyboatsinthecourseofthatnauticaloperation。Then,allmycrewassisting,engineersandfiremenincluded,bytheexerciseofmuchanxiousingenuity,andbymeansofrollers,levers,tackles,andinclinedplanesofsoapedplanks,toilinginthesunlikeancientEgyptiansatthebuildingofapyramid,wegotitasfarasthehouseandupontotheedgeofthewestverandah—whichwastheactualdrawing—

roomofthebungalow。There,thecasebeingrippedoffcautiously,thebeautifulrosewoodmonsterstoodrevealedatlast。Inreverentexcitementwecoaxeditagainstthewallanddrewthefirstfreebreathoftheday。Itwascertainlytheheaviestmovableobjectonthatisletsincethecreationoftheworld。Thevolumeofsounditgaveoutinthatbungalow(whichactedasasounding—board)wasreallyastonishing。Itthunderedsweetlyrightoverthesea。

JasperAllentoldmethatearlyofamorningonthedeckoftheBonito(hiswonderfullyfastandprettybrig)hecouldhearFreyaplayingherscalesquitedistinctly。Butthefellowalwaysanchoredfoolishlyclosetothepoint,asItoldhimmorethanonce。Ofcourse,theseseasarealmostuniformlyserene,andtheSevenIslesisaparticularlycalmandcloudlessspotasarule。

Butstill,nowandagain,anafternoonthunderstormoverBanka,orevenoneoftheseviciousthicksqualls,fromthedistantSumatracoast,wouldmakeasuddensallyuponthegroup,envelopingitforacoupleofhoursinwhirlwindsandbluish—blackmurkofaparticularlysinisteraspect。Then,withtheloweredrattan—

screensrattlingdesperatelyinthewindandthebungalowshakingallover,FreyawouldsitdowntothepianoandplayfierceWagnermusicintheflickerofblindingflashes,withthunderboltsfallingallround,enoughtomakeyourhairstandonend;andJasperwouldremainstockstillontheverandah,adoringthebackviewofhersupple,swayingfigure,themiraculoussheenofherfairhead,therapidhandsonthekeys,thewhitenapeofherneck—whilethebrig,downatthepointthere,surgedathercableswithinahundredyardsofnasty,shiny,blackrock—heads。Ugh!

Andthis,ifyouplease,fornoreasonbutthat,whenhewentonboardatnightandlaidhisheadonthepillow,heshouldfeelthathewasasnearashecouldconvenientlygettohisFreyaslumberinginthebungalow。Didyouever!And,mind,thisbrigwasthehometobe—theirhome—thefloatingparadisewhichhewasgraduallyfittingoutlikeayachttosailhislifeblissfullyawayinwithFreya。Imbecile!Butthefellowwasalwaystakingchances。

Oneday,IrememberIwatchedwithFreyaontheverandahthebrigapproachingthepointfromthenorthward。IsupposeJaspermadethegirloutwithhislongglass。Whatdoeshedo?Insteadofstandingonforanothermileandahalfalongtheshoalsandthentackingfortheanchorageinaproperandseamanlikemanner,hespiesagapbetweentwodisgustingoldjaggedreefs,putsthehelmdownsuddenly,andshootsthebrigthrough,withallhersailsshakingandrattling,sothatwecouldheartheracketontheverandah。Idrewmybreaththroughmyteeth,Icantellyou,andFreyaswore。Yes!Sheclenchedhercapablefistsandstampedwithherprettybrownbootandsaid"Damn!"Then,lookingatmewithalittleheightenedcolour—notmuch—sheremarked,"Iforgotyouwerethere,"andlaughed。Tobesure,tobesure。WhenJasperwasinsightshewasnotlikelytorememberthatanybodyelseintheworldwasthere。InmyconcernatthismadtrickIcouldn’thelpappealingtohersympatheticcommonsense。

"Isn’theafool?"Isaidwithfeeling。

"Perfectidiot,"sheagreedwarmly,lookingatmestraightwithherwide—open,earnesteyesandthedimpleofasmileonhercheek。

"Andthat,"Ipointedouttoher,"justtosavetwentyminutesorsoinmeetingyou。"

Weheardtheanchorgodown,andthenshebecameveryresoluteandthreatening。

"Waitabit。I’llteachhim。"

Shewentintoherownroomandshutthedoor,leavingmealoneontheverandahwithmyinstructions。Longbeforethebrig’ssailswerefurled,Jaspercameupthreestepsatatime,forgettingtosayhowd’yedo,andlookingrightandlefteagerly。

"Where’sFreya?Wasn’tsheherejustnow?"

WhenIexplainedtohimthathewastobedeprivedofMissFreya’spresenceforawholehour,"justtoteachhim,"hesaidIhadputheruptoit,nodoubt,andthathefearedhewouldhaveyettoshootmesomeday。SheandIweregettingtoothicktogether。

Thenheflunghimselfintoachair,andtriedtotalktomeabouthistrip。Butthefunnythingwasthatthefellowactuallysuffered。Icouldseeit。Hisvoicefailedhim,andhesattheredumb,lookingatthedoorwiththefaceofamaninpain。Fact……Andthenextstillfunnierthingwasthatthegirlcalmlywalkedoutofherroominlessthantenminutes。AndthenIleft。

ImeantosaythatIwentawaytoseekoldNelson(orNielsen)onthebackverandah,whichwashisownspecialnookinthedistributionofthathouse,withthekindpurposeofengaginghiminconversationlestheshouldstartroamingaboutandintrudeunwittinglywherehewasnotwantedjustthen。

Heknewthatthebrighadarrived,thoughhedidnotknowthatJasperwasalreadywithhisdaughter。Isupposehedidn’tthinkitwaspossibleinthetime。Afathernaturallywouldn’t。HesuspectedthatAllenwassweetonhisgirl;thefowlsoftheairandthefishesofthesea,mostofthetradersintheArchipelago,andallsortsandconditionsofmeninthetownofSingaporewereawareofit。Buthewasnotcapableofappreciatinghowfarthegirlwasgoneonthefellow。HehadanideathatFreyawastoosensibletoeverbegoneonanybody—Imeantoanunmanageableextent。No;itwasnotthatwhichmadehimsitonthebackverandahandworryhimselfinhisunassumingmannerduringJasper’svisits。WhatheworriedaboutweretheDutch"authorities。"ForitisafactthattheDutchlookedaskanceatthedoingsofJasperAllen,ownerandmasterofthebrigBonito。Theyconsideredhimmuchtooenterprisinginhistrading。Idon’tknowthatheeverdidanythingillegal;butitseemstomethathisimmenseactivitywasrepulsivetotheirstolidcharacterandslow—goingmethods。

Anyway,inoldNelson’sopinion,thecaptainoftheBonitowasasmartsailor,andaniceyoungman,butnotadesirableacquaintanceuponthewhole。Somewhatcompromising,youunderstand。Ontheotherhand,hedidnotliketotellJasperinsomanywordstokeepaway。PooroldNelsonhimselfwasanicefellow。Ibelievehewouldhaveshrunkfromhurtingthefeelingsevenofamop—headedcannibal,unless,perhaps,underverystrongprovocation。Imeanthefeelings,notthebodies。Asagainstspears,knives,hatchets,clubs,orarrows,oldNelsonhadprovedhimselfcapableoftakinghisownpart。Ineveryotherrespecthehadatimoroussoul。Sohesatonthebackverandahwithaconcernedexpression,andwheneverthevoicesofhisdaughterandJasperAllenreachedhim,hewouldblowouthischeeksandlettheairescapewithadismalsound,likeamuchtriedman。

NaturallyIderidedhisfearswhichhe,moreorless,confidedtome。Hehadacertainregardformyjudgment,andacertainrespect,notformymoralqualities,however,butforthegoodtermsIwassupposedtobeonwiththeDutch"authorities。"Iknewforafactthathisgreatestbugbear,theGovernorofBanka—acharming,peppery,hearty,retiredrear—admiral—hadadistinctlikingforhim。ThisconsolingassurancewhichIusedalwaystoputforward,madeoldNelson(orNielsen)brightenupforamoment;

butintheendhewouldshakehisheaddoubtfully,asmuchastosaythatthiswasallverywell,butthatthereweredepthsintheDutchofficialnaturewhichnoonebuthimselfhadeverfathomed。

Perfectlyridiculous。

OnthisoccasionIamspeakingof,oldNelsonwasevenfretty;forwhileIwastryingtoentertainhimwithaveryfunnyandsomewhatscandalousadventurewhichhappenedtoacertainacquaintanceofoursinSaigon,heexclaimedsuddenly:

"Whatthedevilhewantstoturnupherefor!"

Clearlyhehadnotheardawordoftheanecdote。Andthisannoyedme,becausetheanecdotewasreallygood。Istaredathim。

"Come,come!"Icried。"Don’tyouknowwhatJasperAllenisturningupherefor?"

ThiswasthefirstopenallusionIhadevermadetothetruestateofaffairsbetweenJasperandhisdaughter。Hetookitverycalmly。

"Oh,Freyaisasensiblegirl!"hemurmuredabsently,hismind’seyeobviouslyfixedonthe"authorities。"No;Freyawasnofool。

Hewasnotconcernedaboutthat。Hedidn’tminditintheleast。

Thefellowwasjustcompanyforher;heamusedthegirl;nothingmore。

Whentheperspicaciousoldchapleftoffmumbling,allwasstillinthehouse。Theothertwowereamusingthemselvesveryquietly,andnodoubtveryheartily。Whatmoreabsorbingandlessnoisyamusementcouldtheyhavefoundthantoplantheirfuture?Sidebysideontheverandahtheymusthavebeenlookingatthebrig,thethirdpartyinthatfascinatinggame。Withouthertherewouldhavebeennofuture。Shewasthefortuneandthehome,andthegreatfreeworldforthem。Whowasitthatlikenedashiptoaprison?

MayIbeignominiouslyhangedatayardarmifthat’strue。Thewhitesailsofthatcraftwerethewhitewings—pinions,I

believe,wouldbethemorepoeticalstyle—well,thewhitepinions,oftheirsoaringlove。SoaringasregardsJasper。Freya,beingawoman,keptabetterholdofthemundaneconnectionsofthisaffair。

ButJasperwaselevatedinthetruesenseofthewordeversincethedaywhen,aftertheyhadbeengazingatthebriginoneofthosedecisivesilencesthataloneestablishaperfectcommunionbetweencreaturesgiftedwithspeech,heproposedthatsheshouldsharetheownershipofthattreasurewithhim。Indeed,hepresentedthebrigtoheraltogether。ButthenhisheartwasinthebrigsincethedayheboughtherinManillafromacertainmiddle—agedPeruvian,inasobersuitofblackbroadcloth,enigmaticandsententious,who,forallIknow,mighthavestolenherontheSouthAmericancoast,whencehesaidhehadcomeovertothePhilippines"forfamilyreasons。"This"forfamilyreasons"

wasdistinctlygood。NotrueCABALLEROwouldcaretopushoninquiriesaftersuchastatement。

Indeed,JasperwasquitetheCABALLERO。Thebrigherselfwasthenallblackandenigmatical,andverydirty;atarnishedgemofthesea,or,rather,aneglectedworkofart。Forhemusthavebeenanartist,theobscurebuilderwhohadputherbodytogetheronlovelylinesoutofthehardesttropicaltimberfastenedwiththepurestcopper。Goodnessonlyknowsinwhatpartoftheworldshewasbuilt。Jasperhimselfhadnotbeenabletoascertainmuchofherhistoryfromhissententious,saturninePeruvian—ifthefellowwasaPeruvian,andnotthedevilhimselfindisguise,asJasperjocularlypretendedtobelieve。Myopinionisthatshewasoldenoughtohavebeenoneofthelastpirates,aslaverperhaps,orelseanopiumclipperoftheearlydays,ifnotanopiumsmuggler。

Howeverthatmaybe,shewasassoundasonthedayshefirsttookthewater,sailedlikeawitch,steeredlikealittleboat,and,likesomefairwomenofadventurouslifefamousinhistory,seemedtohavethesecretofperpetualyouth;sothattherewasnothingunnaturalinJasperAllentreatingherlikealover。Andthattreatmentrestoredthelustreofherbeauty。Heclothedherinmanycoatsoftheverybestwhitepaintsoskilfully,carefully,artisticallyputonandkeptcleanbyhisbadgeredcrewofpickedMalays,thatnocostlyenamelsuchasjewellersusefortheirworkcouldhavelookedbetterandfeltsmoothertothetouch。Anarrowgiltmouldingdefinedherelegantsheerasshesatonthewater,eclipsingeasilytheprofessionalgoodlooksofanypleasureyachtthatevercametotheEastinthosedays。Formyself,ImustsayI

preferamouldingofdeepcrimsoncolouronawhitehull。Itgivesastrongerreliefbesidesbeinglessexpensive;andItoldJasperso。Butno,nothinglessthanthebestgold—leafwoulddo,becausenodecorationcouldbegorgeousenoughforthefutureabodeofhisFreya。

Hisfeelingsforthebrigandforthegirlwereasindissolublyunitedinhisheartasyoumayfusetwopreciousmetalstogetherinonecrucible。Andtheflamewasprettyhot,Icanassureyou。Itinducedinhimafierceinwardrestlessnessbothofactivityanddesire。Toofineinface,withalateralwaveinhischestnuthair,spare,long—limbed,withaneagerglintinhissteelyeyesandquick,brusquemovements,hemademethinksometimesofaflashingsword—bladeperpetuallyleapingoutofthescabbard。Itwasonlywhenhewasnearthegirl,whenhehadhertheretolookat,thatthispeculiarlytenseattitudewasreplacedbyagravedevoutwatchfulnessofherslightestmovementsandutterances。Hercool,resolute,capable,good—humouredself—possessionseemedtosteadyhisheart。Wasitthemagicofherface,ofhervoice,ofherglanceswhichcalmedhimso?Yettheseweretheverythingsonemustbelievewhichhadsethisimaginationablaze—iflovebeginsinimagination。ButIamnomantodiscusssuchmysteries,anditstrikesmethatwehaveneglectedpooroldNelsoninflatinghischeeksinastateofworryonthebackverandah。

Ipointedouttohimthat,afterall,Jasperwasnotaveryfrequentvisitor。HeandhisbrigworkedhardallovertheArchipelago。ButalloldNelsonsaid,andhesaidituneasily,was:

"IhopeHeemskirkwon’tturnupherewhilethebrig’sabout。"

GettingupascareaboutHeemskirknow!Heemskirk!……Really,onehadn’tthepatience—

CHAPTERII

For,pray,whowasHeemskirk?YoushallseeatoncehowunreasonablethisdreadofHeemskirk……Certainly,hisnaturewasmalevolentenough。Thatwasobvious,directlyyouheardhimlaugh。Nothinggivesawaymoreaman’ssecretdispositionthantheunguardedringofhislaugh。But,blessmysoul!ifweweretostartateveryevilguffawlikeahareateverysound,weshouldn’tbefitforanythingbutthesolitudeofadesert,ortheseclusionofahermitage。Andeventhereweshouldhavetoputupwiththeunavoidablecompanyofthedevil。

However,thedevilisaconsiderablepersonage,whohasknownbetterdaysandhasmovedhighupinthehierarchyofCelestialHost;butinthehierarchyofmereearthlyDutchmen,Heemskirk,whoseearlydayscouldnothavebeenverysplendid,wasmerelyanavalofficerfortyyearsofage,ofnoparticularconnectionsorabilitytoboastof。HewascommandingtheNeptun,alittlegunboatemployedondrearypatroldutyupanddowntheArchipelago,tolookafterthetraders。Notaveryexaltedpositiontruly。I

tellyou,justacommonmiddle—agedlieutenantofsometwenty—fiveyears’serviceandsuretoberetiredbeforelong—that’sall。

HeneverbotheredhisheadverymuchastowhatwasgoingonintheSevenIslesgrouptillhelearnedfromsometalkinMintokorPalembang,Isuppose,thattherewasaprettygirllivingthere。

Curiosity,Ipresume,causedhimtogopokingaroundthatway,andthen,afterhehadonceseenFreya,hemadeapracticeofcallingatthegroupwheneverhefoundhimselfwithinhalfaday’ssteamingfromit。

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