投诉 阅读记录

第7章

Hewasdisconcertedsomewhatbyherwhite,stillface,thebiglightvioleteyesrestingonhimstonily。Shehadnotutteredasound。Shefacedhim,steadyingherselfonthecornerofthepianowithoneextendedhand。Theotherwentonrubbingwithmechanicalpersistencytheplacehislipshadtouched。

"What’sthetrouble?"hesaid,offended。"Startledyou?Lookhere:don’tletushaveanyofthatnonsense。Youdon’tmeantosayakissfrightensyousomuchasallthat……Iknowbetter……Idon’tmeantobeleftoutinthecold。"

Hehadbeengazingintoherfacewithsuchstrainedintentnessthathecouldnolongerseeitdistinctly。Everythingroundhimwasrathermisty。Heforgottheoverturnedstool,caughthisfootagainstit,andlurchedforwardslightly,sayinginaningratiatingtone:

"I’mnotbadfun,really。Youtryafewkissestobeginwith—"

Hesaidnomore,becausehisheadreceivedaterrificconcussion,accompaniedbyanexplosivesound。Freyahadswungherround,strongarmwithsuchforcethattheimpactofheropenpalmonhisflatcheekturnedhimhalfround。Utteringafaint,hoarseyell,thelieutenantclappedbothhishandstotheleftsideofhisface,whichhadtakenonsuddenlyaduskybrick—redtinge。Freya,veryerect,hervioleteyesdarkened,herpalmstilltinglingfromtheblow,asortofrestraineddeterminedsmileshowingatinygleamofherwhiteteeth,heardherfather’srapid,heavytreadonthepathbelowtheverandah。Herexpressionlostitspugnacityandbecamesincerelyconcerned。Shewassorryforherfather。Shestoopedquicklytopickupthemusic—stool,asifanxioustoobliteratethetraces……Butthatwasnogood。Shehadresumedherattitude,onehandrestinglightlyonthepiano,beforeoldNelsongotuptothetopofthestairs。

Poorfather!Howfurioushewillbe—howupset!Andafterwards,whattremors,whatunhappiness!Whyhadshenotbeenopenwithhimfromthefirst?Hisround,innocentstareofamazementcuthertothequick。Buthewasnotlookingather。HisstarewasdirectedtoHeemskirk,who,withhisbacktohimandwithhishandsstilluptohisface,washissingcursesthroughhisteeth,and(shesawhiminprofile)glaringatherbalefullywithoneblack,evileye。

"What’sthematter?"askedoldNelson,verymuchbewildered。

Shedidnotanswerhim。ShethoughtofJasperonthedeckofthebrig,gazingupatthelightedbungalow,andshefeltfrightened。

Itwasamercythatoneofthematleastwasonboardoutoftheway。Sheonlywishedhewereahundredmilesoff。Andyetshewasnotcertainthatshedid。HadJasperbeenmysteriouslymovedthatmomenttoreappearontheverandahshewouldhavethrownherconsistency,herfirmness,herself—possession,tothewinds,andflownintohisarms。

"Whatisit?Whatisit?"insistedtheunsuspectingNelson,gettingquiteexcited。"Onlythisminuteyouwereplayingatune,and—"

Freya,unabletospeakinherapprehensionofwhatwascoming(shewasalsofascinatedbythatblack,evil,glaringeye),onlynoddedslightlyatthelieutenant,asmuchastosay:"Justlookathim!"

"Why,yes!"exclaimedoldNelson。"Isee。Whatonearth—"

MeantimehehadcautiouslyapproachedHeemskirk,who,burstingintoincoherentimprecations,wasstampingwithbothfeetwherehestood。Theindignityoftheblow,therageofbaffledpurpose,theridiculeoftheexposure,andtheimpossibilityofrevengemaddenedhimtoapointwhenhesimplyfelthemusthowlwithfury。

"Oh,oh,oh!"hehowled,stampingacrosstheverandahasthoughhemeanttodrivehisfootthroughthefloorateverystep。

"Why,ishisfacehurt?"askedtheastoundedoldNelson。Thetruthdawnedsuddenlyuponhisinnocentmind。"Dearme!"hecried,enlightened。"Getsomebrandy,quick,Freya……Youaresubjecttoit,lieutenant?Fiendish,eh?Iknow,Iknow!Usedtogocrazyallofasuddenmyselfinthetime……Andthelittlebottleoflaudanumfromthemedicine—chest,too,Freya。Looksharp……Don’tyouseehe’sgotatoothache?"

And,indeed,whatotherexplanationcouldhavepresenteditselftotheguilelessoldNelson,beholdingthischeeknursedwithbothhands,thesewildglances,thesestampings,thisdistractedswayingofthebody?Itwouldhavedemandedapreternaturalacutenesstohituponthetruecause。Freyahadnotmoved。ShewatchedHeemskirk’ssavagelyinquiring,blackstaredirectedstealthilyuponherself。"Aha,youwouldliketobeletoff!"shesaidtoherself。Shelookedathimunflinchingly,thinkingitout。Thetemptationofmakinganendofitallwithoutfurthertroublewasirresistible。Shegaveanalmostimperceptiblenodofassent,andglidedaway。

"Hurryupthatbrandy!"oldNelsonshouted,asshedisappearedinthepassage。

HeemskirkrelievedhisdeeperfeelingsbyasuddenstringofcursesinDutchandEnglishwhichhesentafterher。Heravedtohisheart’scontent,flingingtoandfrotheverandahandkickingchairsoutofhisway;whileNelson(orNielsen),whosesympathywasprofoundlystirredbytheseevidencesofagonisingpain,hoveredroundhisdear(anddreaded)lieutenant,fussinglikeanoldhen。

"Dearme,dearme!Isitsobad?Iknowwellwhatitis。Iusedtofrightenmypoorwifesometimes。Doyougetitoftenlikethis,lieutenant?"

Heemskirkshoulderedhimviciouslyoutofhisway,withashort,insanelaugh。Buthisstaggeringhosttookitingoodpart;amanbesidehimselfwithexcruciatingtoothacheisnotresponsible。

"Gointomyroom,lieutenant,"hesuggestedurgently。"Throwyourselfonmybed。Wewillgetsomethingtoeaseyouinaminute。"

Heseizedthepoorsuffererbythearmandforcedhimgentlyonwardstotheverybed,onwhichHeemskirk,inarenewedaccessofrage,flunghimselfdownwithsuchforcethathereboundedfromthemattresstotheheightofquiteafoot。

"Dearme!"exclaimedthescaredNelson,andincontinentlyranofftohurryupthebrandyandthelaudanum,veryangrythatsolittlealacritywasshowninrelievingthetorturesofhispreciousguest。

Intheendhegotthesethingshimself。

Halfanhourlaterhestoodintheinnerpassageofthehouse,surprisedbyfaint,spasmodicsoundsofamysteriousnature,betweenlaughterandsobs。Hefrowned;thenwentstraighttowardshisdaughter’sroomandknockedatthedoor。

Freya,hergloriousfairhairframingherwhitefaceandripplingdownadark—bluedressing—gown,openeditpartly。

Thelightintheroomwasdim。Antonia,crouchinginacorner,rockedherselfbackwardsandforwards,utteringfeeblemoans。OldNelsonhadnotmuchexperienceinvariouskindsoffemininelaughter,buthewascertaintherehadbeenlaughterthere。

"Veryunfeeling,veryunfeeling!"hesaid,withweightydispleasure。"Whatistheresoamusinginamanbeinginpain?I

shouldhavethoughtawoman—ayounggirl—"

"Hewassofunny,"murmuredFreya,whoseeyesglistenedstrangelyinthesemi—obscurityofthepassage。"Andthen,youknow,Idon’tlikehim,"sheadded,inanunsteadyvoice。

"Funny!"repeatedoldNelson,amazedatthisevidenceofcallousnessinonesoyoung。"Youdon’tlikehim!Doyoumeantosaythat,becauseyoudon’tlikehim,you—Why,it’ssimplycruel!

Don’tyouknowit’sabouttheworstsortofpainthereis?Dogshavebeenknowntogomadwithit。"

"Hecertainlyseemedtohavegonemad,"Freyasaidwithaneffort,asifshewerestrugglingwithsomehiddenfeeling。

Butherfatherwaslaunched。

"Andyouknowhowheis。Henoticeseverything。Heisafellowtotakeoffencefortheleastlittlething—regularDutchman—andI

wanttokeepfriendlywithhim。It’slikethis,mygirl:ifthatrajahofoursweretodosomethingsilly—andyouknowheisasulky,rebelliousbeggar—andtheauthoritiestookintotheirheadsthatmyinfluenceoverhimwasn’tgood,youwouldfindyourselfwithoutaroofoveryourhead—"

Shecried:"Whatnonsense,father!"inanotveryassuredtone,anddiscoveredthathewasangry,angryenoughtoachieveirony;

yes,oldNelson(orNielsen),irony!Justagleamofit。

"Oh,ofcourse,ifyouhavemeansofyourown—amansion,aplantationthatIknownothingof—"Buthewasnotcapableofsustainedirony。"Itellyoutheywouldbundlemeoutofhere,"hewhisperedforcibly;"withoutcompensation,ofcourse。IknowtheseDutch。Andthelieutenant’sjustthefellowtostartthetroublegoing。Hehastheearofinfluentialofficials。Iwouldn’toffendhimforanything—foranything—onnoconsiderationwhatever……Whatdidyousay?"

Itwasonlyaninarticulateexclamation。Ifsheeverhadahalf—

formedintentionoftellinghimeverythingshehadgivenitupnow。

Itwasimpossible,bothoutofregardforhisdignityandforthepeaceofhispoormind。

"Idon’tcareforhimmyselfverymuch,"oldNelson’ssubduedundertoneconfessedinasigh。"He’seasiernow,"hewenton,afterasilence。"I’vegivenhimupmybedforthenight。Ishallsleeponmyverandah,inthehammock。No;Ican’tsayIlikehimeither,butfromthattolaughatamanbecausehe’sdrivencrazywithpainisalongway。You’vesurprisedme,Freya。Thatsideofhisfaceisquiteflushed。"

Hershouldersshookconvulsivelyunderhishands,whichhelaidonherpaternally。Hisstraggly,wirymoustachebrushedherforeheadinagood—nightkiss。Sheclosedthedoor,andwentawayfromittothemiddleoftheroombeforesheallowedherselfatired—outsortoflaugh,withoutbuoyancy。

"Flushed!Alittleflushed!"sherepeatedtoherself。"Ihopeso,indeed!Alittle—"

Hereyelasheswerewet。Antonia,inhercorner,moanedandgiggled,anditwasimpossibletotellwherethemoansendedandthegigglesbegan。

Themistressandthemaidhadbeensomewhathysterical,forFreya,onfleeingintoherroom,hadfoundAntoniathere,andhadtoldhereverything。

"Ihaveavengedyou,mygirl,"sheexclaimed。

Andthentheyhadlaughinglycriedandcryinglylaughedwithadmonitions—"Ssh,notsoloud!Bequiet!"ononepart,andinterludesof"Iamsofrightened……He’sanevilman,"ontheother。

AntoniawasverymuchafraidofHeemskirk。Shewasafraidofhimbecauseofhispersonalappearance:becauseofhiseyesandhiseyebrows,andhismouthandhisnoseandhislimbs。Nothingcouldbemorerational。Andshethoughthimanevilman,because,tohereyes,helookedevil。Nogroundforanopinioncouldbesounder。

Inthedimnessoftheroom,withonlyanightlightburningattheheadofFreya’sbed,thecameristacreptoutofhercornertocrouchatthefeetofhermistress,supplicatinginwhispers:

"There’sthebrig。CaptainAllen。Letusrunawayatonce—oh,letusrunaway!Iamsofrightened。Letus!Letus!"

"I!Runaway!"thoughtFreyatoherself,withoutlookingdownatthescaredgirl。"Never。"

Boththeresolutemistressunderthemosquito—netandthefrightenedmaidlyingcurleduponamatatthefootofthebeddidnotsleepverywellthatnight。ThepersonthatdidnotsleepatallwasLieutenantHeemskirk。Helayonhisbackstaringvindictivelyinthedarkness。Inflamingimagesandhumiliatingreflectionssucceededeachotherinhismind,keepingup,augmentinghisanger。Aprettytalethistogetabout!Butitmustnotbeallowedtogetabout。Theoutragehadtobeswallowedinsilence。Aprettyaffair!Fooled,ledon,andstruckbythegirl—andprobablyfooledbythefather,too。Butno。Nielsenwasbutanothervictimofthatshamelesshussy,thatbrazenminx,thatsly,laughing,kissing,lying……

"No;hedidnotdeceivemeonpurpose,"thoughtthetormentedlieutenant。"ButIshouldliketopayhimoff,allthesame,forbeingsuchanimbecile—"

Well,someday,perhaps。Onethinghewasfirmlyresolvedon:hehadmadeuphismindtostealearlyoutofthehouse。Hedidnotthinkhecouldfacethegirlwithoutgoingoutofhismindwithfury。

"Fireandperdition!Tenthousanddevils!Ishallchokeherebeforethemorning!"hemutteredtohimself,lyingrigidonhisbackonoldNelson’sbed,hisbreastheavingforair。

Hearoseatdaylightandstartedcautiouslytoopenthedoor。

Faintsoundsinthepassagealarmedhim,andremainingconcealedhesawFreyacomingout。Thisunexpectedsightdeprivedhimofallpowertomoveawayfromthecrackofthedoor。Itwasthenarrowestcrackpossible,butcommandingtheviewoftheendoftheverandah。Freyamadeforthatendhastilytowatchthebrigpassingthepoint。Sheworeherdarkdressing—gown;herfeetwerebare,because,havingfallenasleeptowardsthemorning,sheranoutheadlonginherfearofbeingtoolate。Heemskirkhadneverseenherlookinglikethis,withherhairdrawnbacksmoothlytotheshapeofherhead,andhanginginoneheavy,fairtressdownherback,andwiththatairofextremeyouth,intensity,andeagerness。Andatfirsthewasamazed,andthenhegnashedhisteeth。Hecouldnotfaceheratall。Hemutteredacurse,andkeptstillbehindthedoor。

Withalow,deep—breathed"Ah!"whenshefirstsawthebrigalreadyunderway,shereachedforNelson’slongglassreposingonbracketshighupthewall。Thewidesleeveofthedressing—gownslippedback,uncoveringherwhitearmasfarastheshoulder。Heemskirkgrippingthedoor—handle,asiftocrushit,feltlikeamanjustrisentohisfeetfromadrinkingbout。

AndFreyaknewthathewaswatchingher。Sheknew。Shehadseenthedoormoveasshecameoutofthepassage。Shewasawareofhiseyesbeingonher,withscornfulbitterness,withtriumphantcontempt。

"Youarethere,"shethought,levellingthelongglass。"Oh,well,lookon,then!"

Thegreenisletsappearedlikeblackshadows,theashenseawassmoothasglass,theclearrobeofthecolourlessdawn,inwhicheventhebrigappearedshadowy,hadahemoflightintheeast。

DirectlyFreyahadmadeoutJasperondeck,withhisownlongglassdirectedtothebungalow,shelaidhersdownandraisedbothherbeautifulwhitearmsaboveherhead。Inthatattitudeofsupremecryshestoodstill,glowingwiththeconsciousnessofJasper’sadorationgoingouttoherfigureheldinthefieldofhisglassawaythere,andwarmed,too,bythefeelingofevilpassion,theburning,covetouseyesoftheother,fastenedonherback。Inthefervourofherlove,inthecapriceofhermind,andwiththatmysteriousknowledgeofmasculinenaturewomenseemtobebornto,shethought:

"Youarelookingon—youwill—youmust!Thenyoushallseesomething。"

Shebroughtbothherhandstoherlips,thenflungthemout,sendingakissoverthesea,asifshewantedtothrowherheartalongwithitonthedeckofthebrig。Herfacewasrosy,hereyesshone。Herrepeated,passionategestureseemedtoflingkissesbythehundredagainandagainandagain,whiletheslowlyascendingsunbroughtthegloryofcolourtotheworld,turningtheisletsgreen,theseablue,thebrigbelowherwhite—dazzlinglywhiteinthespreadofherwings—withtheredensignstreaminglikeatinyflamefromthepeak。

Andeachtimeshemurmuredwitharisinginflexion:

"Takethis—andthis—andthis—"tillsuddenlyherarmsfell。

Shehadseentheensigndippedinresponse,andnextmomentthepointbelowhidthehullofthebrigfromherview。Thensheturnedawayfromthebalustrade,and,passingslowlybeforethedoorofherfather’sroomwithhereyelidslowered,andanenigmaticexpressiononherface,shedisappearedbehindthecurtain。

Butinsteadofgoingalongthepassage,sheremainedconcealedandverystillontheothersidetowatchwhatwouldhappen。Forsometimethebroad,furnishedverandahremainedempty。ThenthedoorofoldNelson’sroomcameopensuddenly,andHeemskirkstaggeredout。Hishairwasrumpled,hiseyesbloodshot,hisunshavenfacelookedverydark。Hegazedwildlyabout,sawhiscaponatable,snatcheditup,andmadeforthestairsquietly,butwithastrange,totteringgait,likethelasteffortofwaningstrength。

Shortlyafterhisheadhadsunkbelowthelevelofthefloor,Freyacameoutfrombehindthecurtain,withcompressed,scheminglips,andnosoftnessatallinherluminouseyes。Hecouldnotbeallowedtosneakoffscotfree。Never—never!Shewasexcited,shetingledallover,shehadtastedblood!Hemustbemadetounderstandthatshehadbeenawareofhavingbeenwatched;hemustknowthathehadbeenseenslinkingoffshamefully。Buttoruntothefrontrailandshoutafterhimwouldhavebeenchildish,crude—undignified。Andtoshout—what?Whatword?Whatphrase?No;

itwasimpossible。Thenhow?……Shefrowned,discoveredit,dashedatthepiano,whichhadstoodopenallnight,andmadetherosewoodmonstergrowlsavageryinanirritatedbass。Shestruckchordsasiffiringshotsafterthatstraddling,broadfigureinamplewhitetrousersandadarkuniformjacketwithgoldshoulder—

straps,andthenshepursuedhimwiththesamethingshehadplayedtheeveningbefore—amodern,fiercepieceoflovemusicwhichhadbeentriedmorethanonceagainstthethunderstormsofthegroup。

Sheaccentuateditsrhythmwithtriumphantmalice,soabsorbedinherpurposethatshedidnotnoticethepresenceofherfather,who,wearinganoldthreadbareulsterofacheckpatternoverhissleepingsuit,hadrunoutfromthebackverandahtoinquirethereasonofthisuntimelyperformance。Hestaredather。

"Whatonearth?……Freya!"Hisvoicewasnearlydrownedbythepiano。"What’sbecomeofthelieutenant?"heshouted。

Shelookedupathimasifhersoulwerelostinhermusic,withunseeingeyes。

"Gone。"

"Wha—a—t?……Where?"

Sheshookherheadslightly,andwentonplayinglouderthanbefore。OldNelson’sinnocentlyanxiousgazestartingfromtheopendoorofhisroom,exploredthewholeplacehighandlow,asifthelieutenantweresomethingsmallwhichmighthavebeencrawlingonthefloororclingingtoawall。Butashrillwhistlecomingsomewherefrombelowpiercedtheamplevolumeofsoundrollingoutofthepianoingreat,vibratingwaves。Thelieutenantwasdownatthecove,whistlingfortheboattocomeandtakehimofftohisship。Andheseemedtobeinaterrifichurry,too,forhewhistledagainalmostdirectly,waitedforamoment,andthensentoutalong,interminable,shrillcallasdistressfultohearasthoughhehadshriekedwithoutdrawingbreath。Freyaceasedplayingsuddenly。

"Goingonboard,"saidoldNelson,perturbedbytheevent。"Whatcouldhavemadehimclearoutsoearly?Queerchap。Devilishlytouchy,too!Ishouldn’twonderifitwasyourconductlastnightthathurthisfeelings?Inoticedyou,Freya。Youaswellaslaughedinhisface,whilehewassufferingagoniesfromneuralgia。

Itisn’tthewaytogetyourselfliked。He’soffendedwithyou。"

Freya’shandsnowreposedpassiveonthekeys;shebowedherfairhead,feelingasuddendiscontent,anervouslassitude,asthoughshehadpassedthroughsomeexhaustingcrisis。OldNelson(orNielsen),lookingaggrieved,wasrevolvingmattersofpolicyinhisbaldhead。

"Ithinkitwouldberightformetogoonboardjusttoinquire,sometimethismorning,"hedeclaredfussily。"Whydon’ttheybringmemymorningtea?Doyouhear,Freya?Youhaveastonishedme,Imustsay。Ididn’tthinkayounggirlcouldbesounfeeling。

Andthelieutenantthinkshimselfafriendofours,too!What?

No?Well,hecallshimselfafriend,andthat’ssomethingtoapersoninmyposition。Certainly!Oh,yes,Imustgoonboard。"

"Mustyou?"murmuredFreyalistlessly;thenadded,inherthought:

"Poorman!"

CHAPTERV

Inrespectofthenextsevenweeks,allthatisnecessarytosayis,first,thatoldNelson(orNielsen)failedinpayinghispoliticcall。TheNeptungunboatofH。M。theKingoftheNetherlands,commandedbyanoutragedandinfuriatedlieutenant,leftthecoveatanunexpectedlyearlyhour。WhenFreya’sfathercamedowntotheshore,afterseeinghispreciouscropoftobaccospreadoutproperlyinthesun,shewasalreadysteamingroundthepoint。OldNelsonregrettedthecircumstanceformanydays。

"Now,Idon’tknowinwhatdispositionthemanwentaway,"helamentedtohisharddaughter。Hewasamazedatherhardness。Hewasalmostfrightenedbyherindifference。

Next,itmustberecordedthatthesamedaythegunboatNeptun,steeringeast,passedthebrigBonitobecalmedinsightofCarimata,withherheadtotheeastward,too。Hercaptain,JasperAllen,givinghimselfupconsciouslytoatender,possessivereverieofhisFreya,didnotgetoutofhislongchaironthepooptolookattheNeptunwhichpassedsoclosethatthesmokebelchingoutsuddenlyfromhershortblackfunnelrolledbetweenthemastsoftheBonito,obscuringforamomentthesunlitwhitenessofhersails,consecratedtotheserviceoflove。Jasperdidnoteventurnhisheadforaglance。ButHeemskirk,onthebridge,hadgazedlongandearnestlyatthebrigfromthedistance,grippinghardthebrassrailinfrontofhim,till,thetwoshipsclosing,helostallconfidenceinhimself,andretreatingtothechartroom,pulledthedoortowithacrash。There,hisbrowsknitted,hismouthdrawnononesideinsardonicmeditation,hesatthroughmanystillhours—asortofPrometheusinthebondsofunholydesire,havinghisveryvitalstornbythebeakandclawsofhumiliatedpassion。

Thatspeciesoffowlisnottobeshooedoffaseasilyasachicken。Fooled,cheated,deceived,ledon,outraged,mockedat—

beakandclaws!Asinisterbird!ThelieutenanthadnomindtobecomethetalkoftheArchipelago,asthenavalofficerwhohadhadhisfaceslappedbyagirl。Wasitpossiblethatshereallylovedthatrascallytrader?Hetriednottothink,but,worsethanthoughts,definiteimpressionsbesethiminhisretreat。Hesawher—avisionplain,closeto,detailed,plastic,coloured,lightedup—hesawherhangingroundtheneckofthatfellow。Andheshuthiseyes,onlytodiscoverthatthiswasnoremedy。Thenapianobegantoplaynearby,veryplainly;andheputhisfingerstohisearswithnobettereffect。Itwasnottobeborne—notinsolitude。Heboltedoutofthechartroom,andtalkedofindifferentthingssomewhatwildlywiththeofficerofthewatchonthebridge,tothemockingaccompanimentofaghostlypiano。

ThelastthingtoberecordedisthatLieutenantHeemskirkinsteadofpursuinghiscoursetowardsTernate,wherehewasexpected,wentoutofhiswaytocallatMakassar,wherenoonewaslookingforhisarrival。Oncethere,hegavecertainexplanationsandlaidacertainproposalbeforethegovernor,orsomeotherauthority,andobtainedpermissiontodowhathethoughtfitinthesematters。

ThereupontheNeptun,givingupTernatealtogether,steamednorthinviewofthemountainouscoastofCelebes,andthencrossingthebroadstraitstookupherstationonthelowcoastofvirginforests,inviolateandmute,inwatersphosphorescentatnight;

deepblueindaytimewithgleaminggreenpatchesoverthesubmergedreefs。FordaystheNeptuncouldbeseenmovingsmoothlyupanddownthesombrefaceoftheshore,orhangingaboutwithawatchfulairnearthesilverybreaksofbroadestuaries,underthegreatluminousskyneversoftened,neverveiled,andfloodingtheearthwiththeeverlastingsunshineofthetropics—thatsunshinewhich,initsunbrokensplendour,oppressesthesoulwithaninexpressiblemelancholymoreintimate,morepenetrating,moreprofoundthanthegreysadnessofthenorthernmists。

ThetradingbrigBonitoappearedglidingroundasombreforest—cladpointoflandonthesilveryestuaryofagreatriver。Thebreathofairthatgavehermotionwouldnothaveflutteredtheflameofatorch。Shestoleoutintotheopenfrombehindaveilofunstirringleaves,mysteriouslysilent,ghostlywhite,andsolemnlystealthyinherimperceptibleprogress;andJasper,hiselbowinthemainrigging,andhisheadleaningagainsthishand,thoughtofFreya。Everythingintheworldremindedhimofher。ThebeautyofthelovedwomanexistsinthebeautiesofNature。Theswellingoutlinesofthehills,thecurvesofacoast,thefreesinuositiesofariverarelesssuavethantheharmoniouslinesofherbody,andwhenshemoves,glidinglightly,thegraceofherprogresssuggeststhepowerofoccultforceswhichrulethefascinatingaspectsofthevisibleworld。

Dependentonthingsasallmenare,Jasperlovedhisvessel—thehouseofhisdreams。HelenttohersomethingofFreya’ssoul。

Herdeckwasthefootholdoftheirlove。Thepossessionofhisbrigappeasedhispassioninasoothingcertitudeofhappinessalreadyconquered。

Thefullmoonwassomewayup,perfectandserene,floatinginairascalmandlimpidastheglanceofFreya’seyes。Therewasnotasoundinthebrig。

"Heresheshallstand,bymyside,oneveningslikethis,"hethought,withrapture。

Anditwasatthatmoment,inthispeace,inthisserenity,underthefull,benigngazeofthemoonpropitioustolovers,onaseawithoutawrinkle,underaskywithoutacloud,asifallNaturehadassumeditsmostclementmoodinaspiritofmockery,thatthegunboatNeptun,detachingherselffromthedarkcoastunderwhichshehadbeenlyinginvisible,steamedouttointerceptthetradingbrigBonitostandingouttosea。

Directlythegunboathadbeenmadeoutemergingfromherambush,Schultz,ofthefascinatingvoice,hadgivensignsofstrangeagitation。Allthatday,eversinceleavingtheMalaytownuptheriver,hehadshownahaggardface,goingabouthisdutieslikeamanwithsomethingweighingonhismind。Jasperhadnoticedit,butthemate,turningaway,asthoughhehadnotlikedbeinglookedat,hadmutteredshamefacedlyofaheadacheandatouchoffever。

Hemusthavehaditverybadlywhen,dodgingbehindhiscaptainhewonderedaloud:"Whatcanthatfellowwantwithus?"……Anakedmanstandinginafreezingblastandtryingnottoshivercouldnothavespokenwithamoreharshlyuncertainintonation。Butitmighthavebeenfever—acoldfit。

"Hewantstomakehimselfdisagreeable,simply,"saidJasper,withperfectgoodhumour。"Hehastrieditonmebefore。However,weshallsoonsee。"

And,indeed,beforelongthetwovesselslayabreastwithineasyhail。Thebrig,withherfinelinesandherwhitesails,lookedvaporousandsylph—likeinthemoonlight。Thegunboat,short,squat,withherstumpydarksparsnakedlikedeadtrees,raisedagainsttheluminousskyofthatresplendentnight,threwaheavyshadowonthelaneofwaterbetweenthetwoships。

Freyahauntedthembothlikeanubiquitousspirit,andasifsheweretheonlywomanintheworld。Jasperrememberedherearnestrecommendationtobeguardedandcautiousinallhisactsandwordswhilehewasawayfromher。Inthisquiteunforeseenencounterhefeltonhiseartheverybreathofthesehurriedadmonitionscustomarytothelastmomentoftheirpartings,heardthehalf—

jestingfinalwhisperofthe"Mind,kid,I’dneverforgiveyou!"

withaquickpressureonhisarm,whichheansweredbyaquiet,confidentsmile。Heemskirkwashauntedinanotherfashion。Therewerenowhispersinit;itwasmorelikevisions。Hesawthatgirlhangingroundtheneckofalowvagabond—thatvagabond,thevagabondwhohadjustansweredhishail。Hesawherstealingbare—

footedacrossaverandahwithgreat,clear,wide—open,eagereyestolookatabrig—thatbrig。Ifshehadshrieked,scolded,callednames!……Butshehadsimplytriumphedoverhim。Thatwasall。Ledon(hefirmlybelievedit),fooled,deceived,outraged,struck,mockedat……Beakandclaws!Thetwomen,sodifferentlyhauntedbyFreyaoftheSevenIsles,werenotequallymatched。

Intheintensestillness,asofsleep,whichhadfallenuponthetwovessels,inaworldthatitselfseemedbutadelicatedream,aboatpulledbyJavanesesailorscrossingthedarklaneofwatercamealongsidethebrig。Thewhitewarrantofficerinher,perhapsthegunner,climbedaboard。Hewasashortman,witharotundstomachandawheezyvoice。Hisimmovablefatfacelookedlifelessinthemoonlight,andhewalkedwithhisthickarmshangingawayfromhisbodyasthoughhehadbeenstuffed。Hiscunninglittleeyesglitteredlikebitsofmica。HeconveyedtoJasper,inbrokenEnglish,arequesttocomeonboardtheNeptun。

Jasperhadnotexpectedanythingsounusual。Butafterashortreflectionhedecidedtoshowneitherannoyance,norevensurprise。

Theriverfromwhichhehadcomehadbeenpoliticallydisturbedforacoupleofyears,andhewasawarethathisvisitstherewerelookeduponwithsomesuspicion。Buthedidnotmindmuchthedispleasureoftheauthorities,soterrifyingtooldNelson。Hepreparedtoleavethebrig,andSchultzfollowedhimtotherailasiftosaysomething,butintheendstoodbyinsilence。Jaspergettingovertheside,noticedhisghastlyface。Theeyesofthemanwhohadfoundsalvationinthebrigfromtheeffectsofhispeculiarpsychologylookedathimwithadumb,beseechingexpression。

"What’sthematter?"Jasperasked。

"Iwonderhowthiswillend?"saidheofthebeautifulvoice,whichhadevenfascinatedthesteadyFreyaherself。Butwherewasitscharmingtimbrenow?Thesewordshadsoundedlikearaven’scroak。

"Youareill,"saidJasperpositively。

"IwishIweredead!"wasthestartlingstatementutteredbySchultztalkingtohimselfintheextremityofsomemysterioustrouble。Jaspergavehimakeenglance,butthiswasnotthetimetoinvestigatethemorbidoutbreakofafeverishman。Hedidnotlookasthoughhewereactuallydelirious,andthatforthemomentmustsuffice。Schultzmadeadartforward。

"Thatfellowmeansharm!"hesaiddesperately。"Hemeansharmtoyou,CaptainAllen。Ifeelit,andI—"

Hechokedwithinexplicableemotion。

"Allright,Schultz。Iwon’tgivehimanopening。"Jaspercuthimshortandswunghimselfintotheboat。

OnboardtheNeptunHeemskirk,standingstraddle—legsinthefloodofmoonlight,hisinkyshadowfallingrightacrossthequarter—

deck,madenosignathisapproach,butsecretlyhefeltsomethingliketheheaveoftheseainhischestatthesightofthatman。

Jasperwaitedbeforehiminsilence。

Broughtfacetofaceindirectpersonalcontact,theyfellatonceintothemanneroftheircasualmeetingsinoldNelson’sbungalow。

Theyignoredeachother’sexistence—Heemskirkmoodily;Jasper,withaperfectlycolourlessquietness。

"What’sgoingoninthatriveryou’vejustcomeoutof?"askedthelieutenantstraightaway。

"Iknownothingofthetroubles,ifyoumeanthat,"Jasperanswered。"I’velandedtherehalfacargoofrice,forwhichIgotnothinginexchange,andwentaway。There’snotradetherenow,buttheywouldhavebeenstarvinginanotherweek—ifIhadn’tturnedup。"

"Meddling!Englishmeddling!Andsupposetherascalsdon’tdeserveanythingbetterthantostarve,eh?"

"Therearewomenandchildrenthere,youknow,"observedJasper,inhiseventone。

"Oh,yes!WhenanEnglishmantalksofwomenandchildren,youmaybesurethere’ssomethingfishyaboutthebusiness。Yourdoingswillhavetobeinvestigated。"

Theyspokeinturn,asthoughtheyhadbeendisembodiedspirits—

merevoicesinemptyair;fortheylookedateachotherasiftherehadbeennothingthere,or,atmost,withasmuchrecognitionasonegivestoaninanimateobject,andnomore。Butnowasilencefell。Heemskirkhadthought,allatonce:"Shewilltellhimallaboutit。Shewilltellhimwhileshehangsroundhisnecklaughing。"AndthesuddendesiretoannihilateJasperonthespotalmostdeprivedhimofhissensesbyitsvehemence。Helostthepowerofspeech,ofvision。Foramomentheabsolutelycouldn’tseeJasper。Butheheardhiminquiring,asoftheworldatlarge:

"AmI,then,toconcludethatthebrigisdetained?"

Heemskirkmadearecoveryinaflushofmalignantsatisfaction。

"Sheis。IamgoingtotakehertoMakassarintow。"

"Thecourtswillhavetodecideonthelegalityofthis,"saidJasper,awarethatthematterwasbecomingserious,butwithassumedindifference。

"Oh,yes,thecourts!Certainly。Andastoyou,Ishallkeepyouonboardhere。"

Jasper’sdismayatbeingpartedfromhisshipwasbetrayedbyastonyimmobility。Itlastedbutaninstant。Thenheturnedawayandhailedthebrig。Mr。Schultzanswered:

"Yes,sir。"

"Getreadytoreceiveatow—ropefromthegunboat!WearegoingtobetakentoMakassar。"

"GoodGod!What’sthatfor,sir?"cameananxiouscryfaintly。

"Kindness,Isuppose,"Jasper,ironical,shoutedwithgreatdeliberation。"Wemighthavebeen—becalmedinhere—fordays。

Andhospitality。Iaminvitedtostay—onboardhere。"

Theanswertothisinformationwasaloudejaculationofdistress。

Jasperthoughtanxiously:"Why,thefellow’snerve’sgonetopieces;"andwithanawkwarduneasinessofanewsort,lookedintentlyatthebrig。Thethoughtthathewaspartedfromher—

forthefirsttimesincetheycametogether—shooktheapparentlycarelessfortitudeofhischaractertoitsveryfoundations,whichweredeep。AllthattimeneitherHeemskirknorevenhisinkyshadowhadstirredintheleast。

"Iamgoingtosendaboat’screwandanofficeronboardyourvessel,"heannouncedtonooneinparticular。Jasper,tearinghimselfawayfromtheabsorbedcontemplationofthebrig,turnedround,and,withoutpassion,almostwithoutexpressioninhisvoice,enteredhisprotestagainstthewholeoftheproceedings。

Whathewasthinkingofwasthedelay。Hecountedthedays。

Makassarwasactuallyonhisway;andtobetowedtherereallysavedtime。Ontheotherhand,therewouldbesomevexingformalitiestogothrough。Butthethingwastooabsurd。"Thebeetle’sgonemad,"hethought。"I’llbereleasedatonce。Andifnot,Mesmanmustenterintoabondforme。"MesmanwasaDutchmerchantwithwhomJasperhadhadmanydealings,aconsiderablepersoninMakassar。

"Youprotest?H’m!"Heemskirkmuttered,andforalittlelongerremainedmotionless,hislegsplantedwellapart,andhisheadloweredasthoughhewerestudyinghisowncomical,deeply—splitshadow。Thenhemadeasigntotherotundgunner,whohadkeptathand,motionless,likeavilely—stuffedspecimenofafatman,withalifelessfaceandglitteringlittleeyes。Thefellowapproached,andstoodatattention。

"Youwillboardthebrigwithaboat’screw!"

"Ya,mynherr!"

"Youwillhaveoneofyourmentosteerherallthetime,"wentonHeemskirk,givinghisordersinEnglish,apparentlyforJasper’sedification。"Youhear?"

"Ya,mynherr。"

"Youwillremainondeckandinchargeallthetime。"

"Ya,mynherr。"

Jasperfeltasif,togetherwiththecommandofthebrig,hisveryheartwerebeingtakenoutofhisbreast。Heemskirkasked,withachangeoftone:

"Whatweaponshaveyouonboard?"

AtonetimealltheshipstradingintheChinaSeashadalicencetocarryacertainquantityoffirearmsforpurposesofdefence。

Jasperanswered:

"Eighteenrifleswiththeirbayonets,whichwereonboardwhenI

boughther,fouryearsago。Theyhavebeendeclared。"

"Wherearetheykept?"

"Fore—cabin。Matehasthekey。"

"Youwilltakepossessionofthem,"saidHeemskirktothegunner。

"Ya,mynherr。"

"Whatisthisfor?Whatdoyoumeantoimply?"criedoutJasper;

thenbithislip。"It’smonstrous!"hemuttered。

Heemskirkraisedforamomentaheavy,asifsuffering,glance。

"Youmaygo,"hesaidtohisgunner。Thefatmansaluted,anddeparted。

Duringthenextthirtyhoursthesteadytowingwasinterruptedonce。Atasignalfromthebrig,madebywavingaflagontheforecastle,thegunboatwasstopped。Thebadly—stuffedspecimenofawarrant—officer,gettingintohisboat,arrivedonboardtheNeptunandhurriedstraightintohiscommander’scabin,hisexcitementatsomethinghehadtocommunicatebeingbetrayedbytheblinkingofhissmalleyes。Thesetwowereclosetedtogetherforsometime,whileJasperatthetaffrailtriedtomakeoutifanythingoutofthecommonhadoccurredonboardthebrig。

Butnothingseemedtobeamissonboard。However,hekeptalook—

outforthegunner;and,thoughhehadavoidedspeakingtoanybodysincehehadfinishedwithHeemskirk,hestoppedthatmanwhenhecameoutondeckagaintoaskhowhismatewas。

"HewasfeelingnotverywellwhenIleft,"heexplained。

Thefatwarrant—officer,holdinghimselfasthoughtheeffortofcarryinghisbigstomachinfrontofhimdemandedarigidcarriage,understoodwithdifficulty。Notasingleoneofhisfeaturesshowedtheslightestanimation,buthislittleeyesblinkedrapidlyatlast。

"Oh,ya!Themate。Ya,ya!Heisverywell。But,meinGott,heisoneveryfunnyman!"

Jaspercouldgetnoexplanationofthatremark,becausetheDutchmangotintotheboathurriedly,andwentbackonboardthebrig。Butheconsoledhimselfwiththethoughtthatverysoonallthisunpleasantandratherabsurdexperiencewouldbeover。TheroadsteadofMakassarwasinsightalready。Heemskirkpassedbyhimgoingonthebridge。ForthefirsttimethelieutenantlookedatJasperwithmarkedintention;andthestrangerollofhiseyeswassofunny—ithadbeenlongagreedbyJasperandFreyathatthelieutenantwasfunny—soecstaticallygratified,asthoughhewererollingatastymorselonhistongue,thatJaspercouldnothelpabroadsmile。Andthenheturnedtohisbrigagain。

Toseeher,hischerishedpossession,animatedbysomethingofhisFreya’ssoul,theonlyfootholdoftwolivesonthewideearth,thesecurityofhispassion,thecompanionofadventure,thepowertosnatchthecalm,adorableFreyatohisbreast,andcarryherofftotheendoftheworld;toseethisbeautifulthingembodyingworthilyhisprideandhislove,toseehercaptiveattheendofatow—ropewasnotindeedapleasantexperience。Ithadsomethingnightmarishinit,as,forinstance,thedreamofawildsea—birdloadedwithchains。

Yetwhatelsecouldhewanttolookat?Herbeautywouldsometimescometohisheartwiththeforceofaspell,sothathewouldforgetwherehewas。And,besides,thatsenseofsuperioritywhichthecertitudeofbeinglovedgivestoayoungman,thatillusionofbeingsetabovetheFatesbyatenderlookinawoman’seyes,helpedhim,thefirstshockover,togothroughtheseexperienceswithanamusedself—confidence。ForwhatevilcouldtouchtheelectofFreya?

Itwasnowafternoon,thesunbeingbehindthetwovesselsastheyheadedfortheharbour。"Thebeetle’slittlejokeshallsoonbeover,"thoughtJasper,withoutanygreatanimosity。Asaseamanwellacquaintedwiththatpartoftheworld,acasualglancewasenoughtotellhimwhatwasbeingdone。"Hallo,"hethought,"heisgoingthroughSpermondePassage。WeshallberoundingTamissareefpresently。"Andagainhereturnedtothecontemplationofhisbrig,thatmain—stayofhismaterialandemotionalexistencewhichwouldbesooninhishandsagain。Onasea,calmlikeamillpond,aheavysmoothrippleundulatedandstreamedawayfromherbows,forthepowerfulNeptunwastowingatgreatspeed,asifforawager。TheDutchgunnerappearedontheforecastleoftheBonito,andwithhimacoupleofmen。Theystoodlookingatthecoast,andJasperlosthimselfinaloverliketrance。

Thedeep—tonedblastofthegunboat’ssteam—whistlemadehimshudderbyitsunexpectedness。Slowlyhelookedabout。Swiftaslightningheleapedfromwherehestood,boundingforwardalongthedeck。

"YouwillbeonTamissareef!"heyelled。

HighuponthebridgeHeemskirklookedbackoverhisshoulderheavily;twoseamenwerespinningthewheelround,andtheNeptunwasalreadyswingingrapidlyawayfromtheedgeofthepalewateroverthedanger。Ha!justintime。Jasperturnedaboutinstantlytowatchhisbrig;and,evenbeforeherealisedthat—inobedience,itappears,toHeemskirk’sordersgivenbeforehandtothegunner—thetow—ropehadbeenletgoattheblastofthewhistle,beforehehadtimetocryoutortomovealimb,hesawhercastadriftandshootingacrossthegunboat’ssternwiththeimpetusofherspeed。Hefollowedherfine,glidingformwitheyesgrowingbigwithincredulity,wildwithhorror。Thecriesonboardofhercametohimonlyasadreadfulandconfusedmurmurthroughtheloudthumpingofbloodinhisears,whilesheheldon。Sheranuprightinaterribledisplayofhergiftofspeed,withanincomparableairoflifeandgrace。Sheranontillthesmoothlevelofwaterinfrontofherbowsseemedtosinkdownsuddenlyasifsuckedaway;and,withastrange,violenttremorofhermast—

headsshestopped,inclinedherloftysparsalittle,andlaystill。Shelaystillonthereef,whiletheNeptun,fetchingawidecircle,continuedatfullspeedupSpermondePassage,headingforthetown。Shelaystill,perfectlystill,withsomethingill—

omenedandunnaturalinherattitude。Inaninstantthesubtlemelancholyofthingstouchedbydecayhadfallenonherinthesunshine;shewasbutaspeckinthebrilliantemptinessofspace,alreadylonely,alreadydesolate。

"Holdhim!"yelledavoicefromthebridge。

Jasperhadstartedtoruntohisbrigwithaheadlongimpulse,asamandashesforwardtopullawaywithhishandsaliving,breathing,lovedcreaturefromthebrinkofdestruction。"Holdhim!Sticktohim!"vociferatedthelieutenantatthetopofthebridge—ladder,whileJasperstruggledmadlywithoutaword,onlyhisheademergingfromtheheavingcrowdoftheNeptun’sseamen,whohadflungthemselvesuponhimobediently。"Hold—Iwouldnothavethatfellowdrownhimselfforanythingnow!"

Jasperceasedstruggling。

Onebyonetheyletgoofhim;theyfellbackgraduallyfartherandfarther,inattentivesilence,leavinghimstandingunsupportedinawidened,clearspace,asiftogivehimplentyofroomtofallafterthestruggle。Hedidnotevenswayperceptibly。Halfanhourlater,whentheNeptunanchoredinfrontofthetown,hehadnotstirredyet,hadmovedneitherheadnorlimbasmuchasahair’sbreadth。Directlytherumbleofthegunboat’scablehadceased,Heemskirkcamedownheavilyfromthebridge。

"Callasampan"hesaid,inagloomytone,ashepassedthesentryatthegangway,andthenmovedonslowlytowardsthespotwhereJasper,theobjectofmanyawedglances,stoodlookingatthedeck,asiflostinabrownstudy。Heemskirkcameupclose,andstaredathimthoughtfully,withhisfingersoverhislips。Herehewas,thefavouredvagabond,theonlymantowhomthatinfernalgirlwaslikelytotellthestory。Buthewouldnotfinditfunny。ThestoryhowLieutenantHeemskirk—No,hewouldnotlaughatit。Helookedasthoughhewouldneverlaughatanythinginhislife。

SuddenlyJasperlookedup。Hiseyes,withoutanyotherexpressionbutbewilderment,metthoseofHeemskirk,observantandsombre。

"Goneonthereef!"hesaid,inalow,astoundedtone。"On—the—

reef!"herepeatedstilllower,andasifattendinginwardlytothebirthofsomeawfulandamazingsensation。

"Ontheverytopofhigh—water,springtides,"Heemskirkstruckin,withavindictive,exultingviolencewhichflashedandexpired。Hepaused,asifweary,fixinguponJasperhisarroganteyes,overwhichsecretdisenchantment,theunavoidableshadowofallpassion,seemedtopasslikeasaddeningcloud。"Ontheverytop,"herepeated,rousinghimselfinfiercereactiontosnatchhislacedcapoffhisheadwithahorizontal,derisiveflourishtowardsthegangway。"Andnowyoumaygoashoretothecourts,youdamnedEnglishman!"hesaid。

CHAPTERVI

TheaffairofthebrigBonitowasboundtocauseasensationinMakassar,theprettiest,andperhapsthecleanest—lookingofallthetownsintheIslands;whichhoweverknowsfewoccasionsforexcitement。The"front,"withitsspecialpopulation,wassoonawarethatsomethinghadhappened。Asteamertowingasailingvesselhadbeenobservedfarouttoseaforsometime,andwhenthesteamercameinalone,leavingtheotheroutside,attentionwasaroused。Whywasthat?Hermastsonlycouldbeseen—withfurledsails—remaininginthesameplacetothesouthward。AndsoontherumourranallalongthecrowdedseashorestreetthattherewasashiponTamissareef。Thatcrowdinterpretedtheappearancecorrectly。Itscausewasbeyondtheirpenetration,forwhocouldassociateagirlninehundredmilesawaywiththestrandingofashiponTamissareef,orlookfortheremotefiliationofthateventinthepsychologyofatleastthreepeople,evenifoneofthem,LieutenantHeemskirk,wasatthatverymomentpassingamongstthemonhiswaytomakehisverbalreport?

No;themindsonthe"front"werenotcompetentforthatsortofinvestigation,butmanyhandsthere—brownhands,yellowhands,whitehands—wereraisedtoshadetheeyesgazingouttosea。Therumourspreadquickly。Chineseshopkeeperscametotheirdoors,morethanonewhitemerchant,even,rosefromhisdesktogotothewindow。Afterall,ashiponTamissawasnotaneverydayoccurrence。Andpresentlytherumourtookamoredefiniteshape。

AnEnglishtrader—detainedonsuspicionatseabytheNeptun—

Heemskirkwastowinghimintotestacase,andbysomestrangeaccident—

Lateronthenamecameout。"TheBonito—what!Impossible!Yes—yes,theBonito。Look!Youcanseefromhere;onlytwomasts。

It’sabrig。Didn’tthinkthatmanwouldeverlethimselfbecaught。Heemskirk’sprettysmart,too。Theysayshe’sfittedoutinhercabinlikeagentleman’syacht。ThatAllenisasortofgentlemantoo。Anextravagantbeggar。"

AyoungmanenteredsmartlyMessrs。MesmanBrothers’officeonthe"front,"bubblingwithsomefurtherinformation。

"Oh,yes;that’stheBonitoforcertain!Butyoudon’tknowthestoryI’veheardjustnow。Thefellowmusthavebeenfeedingthatriverwithfirearmsforthelastyearortwo。Well,itseemshehasgrownsorecklessfromlongimpunitythathehasactuallydaredtoselltheveryship’sriflesthistime。It’safact。Theriflesarenotonboard。Whatimpudence!Only,hedidn’tknowthattherewasoneofourwarshipsonthecoast。ButthoseEnglishmenaresoimpudentthatperhapshethoughtthatnothingwouldbedonetohimforit。Ourcourtsdoletoffthesefellowstoooften,onsomemiserableexcuseorother。But,atanyrate,there’sanendofthefamousBonito。Ihavejustheardintheharbour—officethatshemusthavegoneonattheverytopofhigh—water;andsheisinballast,too。Nohumanpower,theythink,canmoveherfromwheresheis。Ionlyhopeitisso。ItwouldbefinetohavethenotoriousBonitostuckupthereasawarningtoothers。"

Mr。J。Mesman,acolonial—bornDutchman,akind,paternaloldfellow,withaclean—shaven,quiet,handsomefade,andaheadoffineiron—greyhaircurlingalittleonhiscollar,didnotsayawordindefenceofJasperandtheBonito。Herosefromhisarm—

chairsuddenly。Hisfacewasvisiblytroubled。Ithadsohappenedthatonce,fromabusinesstalkofwaysandmeans,islandtrade,moneymatters,andsoon,JasperhadbeenledtoopenhimselftohimonthesubjectofFreya;andtheexcellentman,whohadknownoldNelsonyearsbeforeandevenrememberedsomethingofFreya,wasmuchastonishedandamusedbytheunfoldingofthetale。

"Well,well,well!Nelson!Yes;ofcourse。Averyhonestsortofman。Andalittlechildwithveryfairhair。Oh,yes!Ihaveadistinctrecollection。Andsoshehasgrownintosuchafinegirl,soverydetermined,sovery—"Andhelaughedalmostboisterously。"Mind,whenyouhavehappilyelopedwithyourfuturewife,CaptainAllen,youmustcomealongthisway,andweshallwelcomeherhere。Alittlefair—headedchild!Iremember。I

remember。"

Itwasthatknowledgewhichhadbroughttroubletohisfaceatthefirstnewsofthewreck。Hetookuphishat。

"Whereareyougoing,Mr。Mesman?"

"IamgoingtolookforAllen。Ithinkhemustbeashore。Doesanybodyknow?"

Nooneofthosepresentknew。AndMr。Mesmanwentoutonthe"front"tomakeinquiries。

Theotherpartofthetown,thepartnearthechurchandthefort,gotitsinformationinanotherway。ThefirstthingdisclosedtoitwasJasperhimself,walkingrapidly,asthoughhewerepursued。

And,asamatteroffact,aChinaman,obviouslyasampanman,wasfollowinghimatthesameheadlongpace。Suddenly,whilepassingOrangeHouse,Jasperswervedandwentin,or,rather,rushedin,startlingGomez,thehotelclerk,verymuch。ButaChinamanbeginningtomakeanunseemlynoiseatthedoorclaimedtheimmediateattentionofGomez。Hisgrievancewasthatthewhitemanwhomhehadbroughtonshorefromthegunboathadnotpaidhimhisboat—fare。Hehadpursuedhimsofar,askingforitalltheway。

Butthewhitemanhadtakennonoticewhateverofhisjustclaim。

Gomezsatisfiedthecooliewithafewcoppers,andthenwenttolookforJasper,whomheknewverywell。Hefoundhimstandingstifflybyalittleroundtable。Attheotherendoftheverandahafewmensittingtherehadstoppedtalking,andwerelookingathiminsilence。Twobilliard—players,withcuesintheirhands,hadcometothedoorofthebilliard—roomandstared,too。

OnGomezcominguptohim,Jasperraisedonehandtopointathisownthroat。Gomeznotedthesomewhatsoiledstateofhiswhiteclothes,thentookonelookathisface,andfledawaytoorderthedrinkforwhichJasperseemedtobeasking。

Wherehewantedtogo—orwhatpurpose—wherehe,perhaps,onlyimaginedhimselftobegoing,whenasuddenimpulseorthesightofafamiliarplacehadmadehimturnintoOrangeHouse—itisimpossibletosay。Hewassteadyinghimselflightlywiththetipsofhisfingersonthelittletable。Therewereonthatverandahtwomenwhomheknewwellpersonally,buthisgazeroamingincessantlyasthoughhewerelookingforawayofescape,passedandrepassedoverthemwithoutasignofrecognition。They,ontheirside,lookingathim,doubtedtheevidenceoftheirowneyes。

Itwasnotthathisfacewasdistorted。Onthecontrary,itwasstill,itwasset。Butitsexpression,somehow,wasunrecognisable。Canthatbehim?theywonderedwithawe。

Inhisheadtherewasawildchaosofclearthoughts。Perfectlyclear。Itwasthisclearnesswhichwassoterribleinconjunctionwiththeutterinabilitytolayholdofanysingleoneofthemall。

Hewassayingtohimself,ortothem:"Steady,steady。"AChinaboyappearedbeforehimwithaglassonatray。Hepouredthedrinkdownhisthroat,andrushedout。Hisdisappearanceremovedthespellofwonderfromthebeholders。Oneofthemenjumpedupandmovedquicklytothatsideoftheverandahfromwhichalmostthewholeoftheroadsteadcouldbeseen。AttheverymomentwhenJasper,issuingfromthedooroftheOrangeHouse,waspassingunderhiminthestreetbelow,hecriedtotheothersexcitedly:

"ThatwasAllenrightenough!Butwhereishisbrig?"

Jasperheardthesewordswithextraordinaryloudness。Theheavensrangwiththem,asifcallinghimtoaccount;forthoseweretheverywordsFreyawouldhavetouse。Itwasanannihilatingquestion;itstruckhisconsciousnesslikeathunderboltandbroughtasuddennightuponthechaosofhisthoughtsevenashewalked。Hedidnotcheckhispace。Hewentoninthedarknessforanotherthreestrides,andthenfell。

ThegoodMesmanhadtopushonasfarasthehospitalbeforehefoundhim。Thedoctortheretalkedofaslightheatstroke。

Nothingverymuch。Outinthreedays……Itmustbeadmittedthatthedoctorwasright。Inthreedays,JasperAllencameoutofthehospitalandbecamevisibletothetown—veryvisibleindeed—

andremainedsoforquitealongtime;longenoughtobecomealmostoneofthesightsoftheplace;longenoughtobecomedisregardedatlast;longenoughforthetaleofhishauntingvisibilitytoberememberedintheislandstothisday。

Thetalkonthe"front"andJasper’sappearanceintheOrangeHousestandatthebeginningofthefamousBonitocase,andgiveaviewofitstwoaspects—thepracticalandthepsychological。Thecaseforthecourtsandthecaseforcompassion;thatlastterriblyevidentandyetobscure。

Ithas,youmustunderstand,remainedobscureevenforthatfriendofminewhowrotemethelettermentionedintheveryfirstlinesofthisnarrative。HewasoneofthoseinMr。Mesman’soffice,andaccompaniedthatgentlemaninhissearchforJasper。Hisletterdescribedtomethetwoaspectsandsomeoftheepisodesofthecase。Heemskirk’sattitudewasthatofdeepthankfulnessfornothavinglosthisownship,andthatwasall。HazeoverthelandwashisexplanationofhavinggotsoclosetoTamissareef。Hesavedhisship,andfortheresthedidnotcare。Astothefatgunner,hedeposedsimplythathethoughtatthetimethathewasactingforthebestbylettinggothetow—rope,butadmittedthathewasgreatlyconfusedbythesuddennessoftheemergency。

Asamatteroffact,hehadactedonverypreciseinstructionsfromHeemskirk,towhomthroughseveralyears’servicetogetherintheEasthehadbecomeasortofdevotedhenchman。WhatwasmostamazinginthedetentionoftheBonitowashisstoryhow,proceedingtotakepossessionofthefirearmsasordered,hediscoveredthattherewerenofirearmsonboard。Allhefoundinthefore—cabinwasanemptyrackforthepropernumberofeighteenrifles,butoftheriflesthemselvesneverasingleoneanywhereintheship。Themateofthebrig,wholookedratherillandbehavedexcitedly,asthoughhewereperhapsalunatic,wantedhimtobelievethatCaptainAllenknewnothingofthis;thatitwashe,themate,whohadrecentlysoldtheseriflesinthedeadofnighttoacertainpersonuptheriver。Inproofofthisstoryheproducedabagofsilverdollarsandpresseditonhis,thegunner’s,acceptance。Then,suddenlyflingingitdownonthedeck,hebeathisownheadwithbothhisfistsandstartedheapingshockingcursesuponhisownsoulforanungratefulwretchnotfittolive。

Allthisthegunnerreportedatoncetohiscommandingofficer。

WhatHeemskirkintendedbytakinguponhimselftodetaintheBonitoitisdifficulttosay,exceptthathemeanttobringsometroubleintothelifeofthemanfavouredbyFreya。HehadbeenlookingatJasperwithadesiretostrikethatmanofkissesandembracestotheearth。Thequestionwas:Howcouldhedoitwithoutgivinghimselfaway?Butthereportofthegunnercreatedaseriouscaseenough。YetAllenhadfriends—andwhocouldtellwhetherhewouldn’tsomehowsucceedinwrigglingoutofit?Theideaofsimplytowingthebrigsomuchcompromisedontothereefcametohimwhilehewaslisteningtothefatgunnerinhiscabin。Therewasbutlittleriskofbeingdisapprovednow。Anditshouldbemadetoappearanaccident。

Goingoutondeckhehadgloateduponhisunconsciousvictimwithsuchasinisterrollofhiseyes,suchaqueerlypursedmouth,thatJaspercouldnothelpsmiling。Andthelieutenanthadgoneonthebridge,sayingtohimself:

"Youwait!Ishallspoilthetasteofthosesweetkissesforyou。

WhenyouhearofLieutenantHeemskirkinthefuturethatnamewon’tbringasmileonyourlips,Iswear。Youaredeliveredintomyhands。"

Andthispossibilityhadcomeaboutwithoutanyplanning,onecouldalmostsaynaturally,asifeventshadmysteriouslyshapedthemselvestofitthepurposesofadarkpassion。ThemostastuteschemingcouldnothaveservedHeemskirkbetter。Itwasgiventohimtotasteatranscendental,anincredibleperfectionofvengeance;tostrikeadeadlyblowintothathatedperson’sheart,andtowatchhimafterwardswalkingaboutwiththedaggerinhisbreast。

ForthatiswhatthestateofJasperamountedto。Hemoved,acted,weary—eyed,keen—faced,lankandrestless,withbrusquemovementsandfiercegestures;hetalkedincessantlyinafrenziedandfatiguedvoice,butwithinhimselfheknewthatnothingwouldevergivehimbackthebrig,justasnothingcanhealapiercedheart。

Hissoul,keptquietinthestressoflovebytheunflinchingFreya’sinfluence,waslikeastillbutoverwoundstring。Theshockhadstarteditvibrating,andthestringhadsnapped。Hehadwaitedfortwoyearsinaperfectlyintoxicatedconfidenceforadaythatnowwouldnevercometoamandisarmedforlifebythelossofthebrig,and,itseemedtohim,madeunfitforlovetowhichhehadnofootholdtooffer。

Dayafterdayhewouldtraversethelengthofthetown,followthecoast,and,reachingthepointoflandoppositethatpartofthereefonwhichhisbriglaystranded,looksteadilyacrossthewateratherbelovedform,oncethehomeofanexultinghope,andnow,inherinclined,desolatedimmobility,toweringabovethelonelysea—

horizon,asymbolofdespair。

Thecrewhadleftherinduecourseinherownboatswhichdirectlytheyreachedthetownweresequestratedbytheharbourauthorities。

Thevessel,too,wassequestratedpendingproceedings;butthesesameauthoritiesdidnottakethetroubletosetaguardonboard。

For,indeed,whatcouldmoveherfromthere?Nothing,unlessamiracle;nothing,unlessJasper’seyes,fastenedonhertenselyforhourstogether,asthoughhehopedbythemerepowerofvisiontodrawhertohisbreast。

Allthisstory,readinmyfriend’sverychattyletter,dismayedmenotalittle。ButitwasreallyappallingtoreadhisrelationofhowSchultz,themate,wentabouteverywhereaffirmingwithdesperatepertinacitythatitwashealonewhohadsoldtherifles。

"Istolethem,"heprotested。Ofcourse,noonewouldbelievehim。

Myfriendhimselfdidnotbelievehim,thoughhe,ofcourse,admiredthisself—sacrifice。Butagoodmanypeoplethoughtitwasgoingtoofartomakeoneselfoutathiefforthesakeofafriend。

Only,itwassuchanobviouslie,too,thatitdidnotmatter,perhaps。

I,who,inviewofSchultz’spsychology,knewhowtruethatmustbe,admitthatIwasappalled。Sothiswashowaperfidiousdestinytookadvantageofagenerousimpulse!AndIfeltasthoughIwereanaccompliceinthisperfidy,sinceIdidtoacertainextentencourageJasper。YetIhadwarnedhimaswell。

"Themanseemedtohavegonecrazyonthispoint,"wrotemyfriend。

"HewenttoMesmanwithhisstory。Hesaysthatsomerascallywhitemanlivingamongstthenativesupthatrivermadehimdrunkwithsomeginoneevening,andthenjeeredathimforneverhavinganymoney。Thenhe,protestingtousthathewasanhonestmanandmustbebelieved,describedhimselfasbeingathiefwheneverhetookadroptoomuch,andtoldusthathewentonboardandpassedtheriflesonebyonewithouttheslightestcompunctiontoacanoewhichcamealongsidethatnight,receivingtendollarsapieceforthem。

"Nextdayhewasillwithshameandgrief,buthadnotthecouragetoconfesshislapsetohisbenefactor。Whenthegunboatstoppedthebrighefeltreadytodiewiththeapprehensionoftheconsequences,andwouldhavediedhappily,ifhecouldhavebeenabletobringtheriflesbackbythesacrificeofhislife。HesaidnothingtoJasper,hopingthatthebrigwouldbereleasedpresently。Whenitturnedoutotherwiseandhiscaptainwasdetainedonboardthegunboat,hewasreadytocommitsuicidefromdespair;onlyhethoughtithisdutytoliveinordertoletthetruthbeknown。’Iamanhonestman!Iamanhonestman!’herepeated,inavoicethatbroughttearstooureyes。’YoumustbelievemewhenItellyouthatIamathief—avile,low,cunning,sneakingthiefassoonasI’vehadaglassortwo。TakemesomewherewhereImaytellthetruthonoath。’

"WhenwehadatlastconvincedhimthathisstorycouldbeofnousetoJasper—forwhatDutchcourt,havingoncegotholdofanEnglishtrader,wouldacceptsuchanexplanation;and,indeed,how,when,wherecouldonehopetofindproofsofsuchatale?—hemadeasiftotearhishairinhandfuls,but,calmingdown,said:

’Good—bye,then,gentlemen,’andwentoutoftheroomsocrushedthatheseemedhardlyabletoputonefootbeforetheother。Thatverynighthecommittedsuicidebycuttinghisthroatinthehouseofahalf—castewithwhomhehadbeenlodgingsincehecameashorefromthewreck。"

Thatthroat,Ithoughtwithashudder,whichcouldproducethetender,persuasive,manly,butfascinatingvoicewhichhadarousedJasper’sreadycompassionandhadsecuredFreya’ssympathy!Whocouldeverhavesupposedsuchanendinstorefortheimpossible,gentleSchultz,withhisidiosyncrasyofnaivepilfering,soabsurdlystraightforwardthat,eveninthepeoplewhohadsufferedfromit,itarousednothingmorethanasortofamusedexasperation?Hewasreallyimpossible。Hislotevidentlyshouldhavebeenahalf—starved,mysterious,butbynomeanstragicexistenceasamild—eyed,inoffensivebeachcomberonthefringeofnativelife。Thereareoccasionswhentheironyoffate,whichsomepeopleprofesstodiscoverintheworkingoutofourlives,wearstheaspectofcrudeandsavagejesting。

IshookmyheadoverthemanesofSchultz,andwentonwithmyfriend’sletter。Ittoldmehowthebrigonthereef,lootedbythenativesfromthecoastvillages,acquiredgraduallythelamentableaspect,thegreyghastlinessofawreck;whileJasper,fadingdailyintoamereshadowofaman,strodebrusquelyallalongthe"front"withhorriblylivelyeyesandafaint,fixedsmileonhislips,tospendthedayonalonelyspitofsandlookingeagerlyather,asthoughhehadexpectedsomeshapeonboardtoriseupandmakesomesortofsigntohimoverthedecayingbulwarks。TheMesmansweretakingcareofhimasfarasitwaspossible。TheBonitocasehadbeenreferredtoBatavia,wherenodoubtitwouldfadeawayinafogofofficialpapers……Itwasheartrendingtoreadallthis。Thatactiveandzealousofficer,LieutenantHeemskirk,hisairofsullen,darkly—painedself—importancenotlightenedbytheapprovalofhisactionconveyedtohimunofficially,hadgoneontotakeuphisstationintheMoluccas……

Then,attheendofthebulky,kindly—meantepistle,dealingwiththeislandnewsofhalfayearatleast,myfriendwrote:"A

coupleofmonthsagooldNelsonturneduphere,arrivingbythemail—boatfromJava。CametoseeMesman,itseems。Arathermysteriousvisit,andextraordinarilyshort,aftercomingallthatway。HestayedjustfourdaysattheOrangeHouse,withapparentlynothinginparticulartodo,andthencaughtthesouth—goingsteamerfortheStraits。IrememberpeoplesayingatonetimethatAllenwasrathersweetonoldNelson’sdaughter,thegirlthatwasbroughtupbyMrs。HarleyandthenwenttolivewithhimattheSevenIslesgroup。SurelyyourememberoldNelson—"

RememberoldNelson!Rather!

TheletterwentontoinformmefurtherthatoldNelson,atleast,rememberedme,sincesometimeafterhisflyingvisittoMakassarhehadwrittentotheMesmansaskingformyaddressinLondon。

ThatoldNelson(orNielsen),thenoteofwhosepersonalitywasaprofound,echolessirresponsivenesstoeverythingaroundhim,shouldwishtowrite,orfindanythingtowriteabouttoanybody,wasinitselfacausefornosmallwonder。Andtome,ofallpeople!Iwaitedwithuneasyimpatienceforwhateverdisclosurecouldcomefromthatnaturallybenightedintelligence,butmyimpatiencehadtimetowearoutbeforemyeyesbeheldoldNelson’strembling,painfully—formedhandwriting,senileandchildishatthesametime,onanenvelopebearingapennystampandthepostalmarkoftheNottingHilloffice。Idelayedopeningitinordertopaythetributeofastonishmentduetotheeventbyflingingmyhandsabovemyhead。SohehadcomehometoEngland,tobedefinitelyNelson;orelsewasonhiswayhometoDenmark,wherehewouldrevertforevertohisoriginalNielsen!ButoldNelson(orNielsen)outofthetropicsseemedunthinkable。Andyethewasthere,askingmetocall。

Hisaddresswasataboarding—houseinoneofthoseBayswatersquares,onceofleisure,whichnowadaysarereducedtoearningtheirliving。Somebodyhadrecommendedhimthere。IstartedtocallonhimononeofthoseJanuarydaysinLondon,oneofthosewintrydayscomposedofthefourdevilishelements,cold,wet,mud,andgrime,combinedwithaparticularstickinessofatmospherethatclingslikeanuncleangarmenttoone’sverysoul。YetonapproachinghisabodeIsaw,likeaflickerfarbehindthesoiledveilofthefourelements,thewearisomeandsplendidglitterofablueseawiththeSevenIsletslikeminutespecksswimminginmyeye,thehighredroofofthebungalowcrowningtheverysmallestofthemall。Thisvisualreminiscencewasprofoundlydisturbing。

Iknockedatthedoorwithafalteringhand。

OldNelson(orNielsen)gotupfromthetableatwhichhewassittingwithashabbypocket—bookfullofpapersbeforehim。Hetookoffhisspectaclesbeforeshakinghands。Foramomentneitherofussaidaword;then,noticingmelookingroundsomewhatexpectantly,hemurmuredsomewords,ofwhichIcaughtonly"daughter"and"HongKong,"casthiseyesdown,andsighed。

Hismoustache,stickingallwaysout,asofyore,wasquitewhitenow。Hisoldcheeksweresoftlyrounded,withsomecolourinthem;

strangelyenough,thatsomethingchildlikealwaysnoticeableinthegeneralcontourofhisphysiognomyhadbecomemuchmoremarked。

Likehishandwriting,helookedchildishandsenile。Heshowedhisagemostinhisunintelligentlyfurrowed,anxiousforeheadandinhisround,innocenteyes,whichappearedtomeweakandblinkingandwatery;orwasitthattheywerefulloftears?……

TodiscoveroldNelsonfullyinformeduponanymatterwhateverwasanewexperience。Andafterthefirstawkwardnesshadwornoffhetalkedfreely,with,nowandthen,aquestiontostarthimgoingwheneverhelapsedintosilence,whichhewoulddosuddenly,claspinghishandsonhiswaistcoatinanattitudewhichwouldrecalltometheeastverandah,whereheusedtosittalkingquietlyandpuffingouthischeeksinwhatseemednowold,veryolddays。Hetalkedinareasonablesomewhatanxioustone。

"No,no。Wedidnotknowanythingforweeks。Outofthewaylikethat,wecouldn’t,ofcourse。NomailservicetotheSevenIsles。

ButonedayIranovertoBankainmybigsailing—boattoseewhethertherewereanyletters,andsawaDutchpaper。Butitlookedonlylikeabitofmarinenews:EnglishbrigBonitogoneashoreoutsideMakassarroads。Thatwasall。Itookthepaperhomewithmeandshowedittoher。’Iwillneverforgivehim!’shecrieswithheroldspirit。’Mydear,’Isaid,’youareasensiblegirl。Thebestmanmayloseaship。Butwhataboutyourhealth?’

Iwasbeginningtobefrightenedatherlooks。ShewouldnotletmetalkevenofgoingtoSingaporebefore。But,really,suchasensiblegirlcouldn’tkeeponobjectingforever。’Dowhatyoulike,papa,’shesays。Ratherajob,that。Hadtocatchasteameratsea,butIgotheroverallright。There,doctors,ofcourse。

Fever。Anaemia。Puthertobed。Twoorthreewomenverykindtoher。Naturallyinourpapersthewholestorycameoutbeforelong。

Shereadsittotheend,lyingonthecouch;thenhandsthenewspaperbacktome,whispers’Heemskirk,’andgoesoffintoafaint。"

Heblinkedatmeforquitealongtime,hiseyesrunningfulloftearsagain。

"Nextday,"hebegan,withoutanyemotioninhisvoice,"shefeltstronger,andwehadalongtalk。Shetoldmeeverything。"

HereoldNelson,withhiseyescastdown,gavemethewholestoryoftheHeemskirkepisodeinFreya’swords;thenwentoninhisratherjerkyutterance,andlookingupinnocently:

"’Mydear,’Isaid,’youhavebehavedinthemainlikeasensiblegirl。’’Ihavebeenhorrid,’shecries,’andheisbreakinghisheartoverthere。’Well,shewastoosensiblenottoseeshewasn’tinastatetotravel。ButIwent。Shetoldmetogo。Shewasbeinglookedafterverywell。Anaemia。Gettingbetter,theysaid。"

Hepaused。

"Youdidseehim?"Imurmured。

"Oh,yes;Ididseehim,"hestartedagain,talkinginthatreasonablevoiceasthoughhewerearguingapoint。"Ididseehim。Icameuponhim。Eyessunkaninchintohishead;nothingbutskinonthebonesofhisface,askeletonindirtywhiteclothes。That’swhathelookedlike。HowFreya……Butsheneverdid—notreally。Hewassittingthere,theonlylivethingformilesalongthatcoast,onadrift—logwashedupontheshore。

Theyhadclippedhishairinthehospital,andithadnotgrownagain。Hestared,holdinghischininhishand,andwithnothingontheseabetweenhimandtheskybutthatwreck。WhenIcameuptohimhejustmovedhisheadabit。’Isthatyou,oldman?’sayshe—likethat。

"IfyouhadseenhimyouwouldhaveunderstoodatoncehowimpossibleitwasforFreyatohaveeverlovedthatman。Well,well。Idon’tsay。Shemighthave—something。Shewaslonely,youknow。Butreallytogoawaywithhim!Never!Madness。Shewastoosensible……Ibegantoreproachhimgently。Andbyandbyheturnsonme。’Writetoyou!Whatabout?Cometoher!Whatwith?IfIhadbeenamanIwouldhavecarriedheroff,butshemadeachild,ahappychild,ofme。TellherthatthedaytheonlythingIhadbelongingtomeintheworldperishedonthisreefI

discoveredthatIhadnopoweroverher……Hasshecomeherewithyou?’heshouts,blazingatmesuddenlywithhisholloweyes。I

shookmyhead。Comewithme,indeed!Anaemia!’Aha!Yousee?

Goaway,then,oldman,andleavemealoneherewiththatghost,’

hesays,jerkinghisheadatthewreckofhisbrig。

"Mad!Itwasgettingdusk。Ididnotcaretostopanylongerallbymyselfwiththatmaninthatlonelyplace。IwasnotgoingtotellhimofFreya’sillness。Anaemia!Whatwasthegood?Mad!

Andwhatsortofhusbandwouldhehavemade,anyhow,forasensiblegirllikeFreya?Why,evenmylittlepropertyIcouldnothaveleftthem。TheDutchauthoritieswouldneverhaveallowedanEnglishmantosettlethere。Itwasnotsoldthen。MymanMahmat,youknow,waslookingafteritforme。LateronIletitgoforatenthofitsvaluetoaDutchhalf—caste。Butnevermind。Itwasnothingtomethen。Yes;Iwentawayfromhim。Icaughtthereturnmail—boat。ItoldeverythingtoFreya。’He’smad,’Isaid;

’and,mydear,theonlythinghelovedwashisbrig。’

"’Perhaps,’shesaystoherself,lookingstraightaway—hereyeswerenearlyashollowashis—’perhapsitistrue。Yes!Iwouldneverallowhimanypoweroverme。’"

OldNelsonpaused。Isatfascinated,andfeelingalittlecoldinthatroomwithablazingfire。

"Soyousee,"hecontinued,"sheneverreallycaredforhim。Muchtoosensible。ItookherawaytoHongKong。Changeofclimate,theysaid。Oh,thesedoctors!MyGod!Wintertime!Therecametendaysofcoldmistsandwindandrain。Pneumonia。Butlookhere!Wetalkedalottogether。Daysandevenings。Whoelsehadshe?……Shetalkedalottome,myowngirl。Sometimesshewouldlaughalittle。Lookatmeandlaughalittle—"

Ishuddered。Helookedupvaguely,withachildish,puzzledmoodiness。

"Shewouldsay:’Ididnotreallymeantobeabaddaughtertoyou,papa。’AndIwouldsay:’Ofcourse,mydear。Youcouldnothavemeantit。’Shewouldliequietandthensay:’Iwonder?’

Andsometimes,’I’vebeenreallyacoward,’shewouldtellme。Youknow,sickpeopletheysaythings。Andsoshewouldsaytoo:

’I’vebeenconceited,headstrong,capricious。Isoughtmyowngratification。Iwasselfishorafraid。’……Butsickpeople,youknow,theysayanything。Andonce,afterlyingsilentalmostallday,shesaid:’Yes;perhaps,whenthedaycameIwouldnothavegone。Perhaps!Idon’tknow,’shecried。’Drawthecurtain,papa。Shuttheseaout。Itreproachesmewithmyfolly。’"Hegaspedandpaused。

"Soyousee,"hewentoninamurmur。"Veryill,veryillindeed。

Pneumonia。Verysudden。"Hepointedhisfingeratthecarpet,whilethethoughtofthepoorgirl,vanquishedinherstrugglewiththreemen’sabsurdities,andcomingatlasttodoubtherownself,heldmeinaveryanguishofpity。

"Youseeyourself,"hebeganagaininadowncastmanner。"Shecouldnothavereally……Shementionedyouseveraltimes。Goodfriend。Sensibleman。SoIwantedtotellyoumyself—letyouknowthetruth。Afellowlikethat!Howcoulditbe?Shewaslonely。Andperhapsforawhile……Merenothing。TherecouldneverhavebeenaquestionofloveformyFreya—suchasensiblegirl—"

"Man!"Icried,risinguponhimwrathfully,"don’tyouseethatshediedofit?"

Hegotuptoo。"No!no!"hestammered,asifangry。"Thedoctors!

Pneumonia。Lowstate。Theinflammationofthe……Theytoldme。

Pneu—"

Hedidnotfinishtheword。Itendedinasob。Heflunghisarmsoutinagestureofdespair,givinguphisghastlypretencewithalow,heartrendingcry:

"AndIthoughtthatshewassosensible!"

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