第5章
ThenextdaywasSundayandastherainpoureddownintorrentsfromdawntillduskAnnedidnotstirabroadfromGreenGables。
MondayafternoonMarillasentherdowntoMrs。Lynde’sonanerrand。InaveryshortspaceoftimeAnnecameflyingbackupthelanewithtearsrollingdownhercheeks。Intothekitchenshedashedandflungherselffacedownwardonthesofainanagony。
"Whateverhasgonewrongnow,Anne?"queriedMarillaindoubtanddismay。"Idohopeyouhaven’tgoneandbeensaucytoMrs。Lyndeagain。"
NoanswerfromAnnesavemoretearsandstormiersobs!
"AnneShirley,whenIaskyouaquestionIwanttobeanswered。
Sitrightupthisveryminuteandtellmewhatyouarecryingabout。"
Annesatup,tragedypersonified。
"Mrs。LyndewasuptoseeMrs。BarrytodayandMrs。Barrywasinanawfulstate,"shewailed。"ShesaysthatIsetDianaDRUNK
Saturdayandsentherhomeinadisgracefulcondition。AndshesaysImustbeathoroughlybad,wickedlittlegirlandshe’snever,nevergoingtoletDianaplaywithmeagain。Oh,Marilla,I’mjustovercomewithwoe。"
Marillastaredinblankamazement。
"SetDianadrunk!"shesaidwhenshefoundhervoice。"AnneareyouorMrs。Barrycrazy?Whatonearthdidyougiveher?"
"Notathingbutraspberrycordial,"sobbedAnne。"Ineverthoughtraspberrycordialwouldsetpeopledrunk,Marilla——noteveniftheydrankthreebigtumblerfulsasDianadid。Oh,itsoundsso——so——likeMrs。Thomas’shusband!ButIdidn’tmeantosetherdrunk。"
"Drunkfiddlesticks!"saidMarilla,marchingtothesittingroompantry。Thereontheshelfwasabottlewhichsheatoncerecognizedasonecontainingsomeofherthree-year-oldhomemadecurrantwineforwhichshewascelebratedinAvonlea,althoughcertainofthestrictersort,Mrs。Barryamongthem,disapprovedstronglyofit。AndatthesametimeMarillarecollectedthatshehadputthebottleofraspberrycordialdowninthecellarinsteadofinthepantryasshehadtoldAnne。
Shewentbacktothekitchenwiththewinebottleinherhand。
Herfacewastwitchinginspiteofherself。
"Anne,youcertainlyhaveageniusforgettingintotrouble。YouwentandgaveDianacurrantwineinsteadofraspberrycordial。
Didn’tyouknowthedifferenceyourself?"
"Inevertastedit,"saidAnne。"Ithoughtitwasthecordial。
Imeanttobeso——so——hospitable。Dianagotawfullysickandhadtogohome。Mrs。BarrytoldMrs。Lyndeshewassimplydeaddrunk。Shejustlaughedsilly-likewhenhermotheraskedherwhatwasthematterandwenttosleepandsleptforhours。Hermothersmelledherbreathandknewshewasdrunk。Shehadafearfulheadachealldayyesterday。Mrs。Barryissoindignant。
ShewillneverbelievebutwhatIdiditonpurpose。"
"IshouldthinkshewouldbetterpunishDianaforbeingsogreedyastodrinkthreeglassfulsofanything,"saidMarillashortly。
"Why,threeofthosebigglasseswouldhavemadehersickevenifithadonlybeencordial。Well,thisstorywillbeanicehandleforthosefolkswhoaresodownonmeformakingcurrantwine,althoughIhaven’tmadeanyforthreeyearseversinceIfoundoutthattheministerdidn’tapprove。Ijustkeptthatbottleforsickness。There,there,child,don’tcry。Ican’tseeasyouweretoblamealthoughI’msorryithappenedso。"
"Imustcry,"saidAnne。"Myheartisbroken。Thestarsintheircoursesfightagainstme,Marilla。DianaandIarepartedforever。
Oh,Marilla,Ilittledreamedofthiswhenfirstwesworeourvowsoffriendship。"
"Don’tbefoolish,Anne。Mrs。Barrywillthinkbetterofitwhenshefindsyou’renottoblame。Isupposeshethinksyou’vedoneitforasillyjokeorsomethingofthatsort。You’dbestgoupthiseveningandtellherhowitwas。"
"MycouragefailsmeatthethoughtoffacingDiana’sinjuredmother,"sighedAnne。"Iwishyou’dgo,Marilla。You’resomuchmoredignifiedthanIam。Likelyshe’dlistentoyouquickerthantome。"
"Well,Iwill,"saidMarilla,reflectingthatitwouldprobablybethewisercourse。"Don’tcryanymore,Anne。Itwillbeallright。"
MarillahadchangedhermindaboutitbeingallrightbythetimeshegotbackfromOrchardSlope。Annewaswatchingforhercomingandflewtotheporchdoortomeether。
"Oh,Marilla,Iknowbyyourfacethatit’sbeennouse,"shesaidsorrowfully。"Mrs。Barrywon’tforgiveme?"
"Mrs。Barryindeed!"snappedMarilla。"OfalltheunreasonablewomenIeversawshe’stheworst。Itoldheritwasallamistakeandyouweren’ttoblame,butshejustsimplydidn’tbelieveme。AndsherubbeditwellinaboutmycurrantwineandhowI’dalwayssaiditcouldn’thavetheleasteffectonanybody。
Ijusttoldherplainlythatcurrantwinewasn’tmeanttobedrunkthreetumblerfulsatatimeandthatifachildIhadtodowithwassogreedyI’dsoberherupwitharightgoodspanking。"
Marillawhiskedintothekitchen,grievouslydisturbed,leavingaverymuchdistractedlittlesoulintheporchbehindher。
PresentlyAnnesteppedoutbareheadedintothechillautumndusk;
verydeterminedlyandsteadilyshetookherwaydownthroughtheserecloverfieldoverthelogbridgeandupthroughthesprucegrove,lightedbyapalelittlemoonhanginglowoverthewesternwoods。Mrs。Barry,comingtothedoorinanswertoatimidknock,foundawhite-lippedeager-eyedsuppliantonthedoorstep。
Herfacehardened。Mrs。Barrywasawomanofstrongprejudicesanddislikes,andherangerwasofthecold,sullensortwhichisalwayshardesttoovercome。Todoherjustice,shereallybelievedAnnehadmadeDianadrunkoutofsheermaliceprepense,???
andshewashonestlyanxioustopreserveherlittledaughterfromthecontaminationoffurtherintimacywithsuchachild。
"Whatdoyouwant?"shesaidstiffly。
Anneclaspedherhands。
"Oh,Mrs。Barry,pleaseforgiveme。Ididnotmeanto——to——intoxicateDiana。HowcouldI?Justimagineifyouwereapoorlittleorphangirlthatkindpeoplehadadoptedandyouhadjustonebosomfriendinalltheworld。Doyouthinkyouwouldintoxicateheronpurpose?Ithoughtitwasonlyraspberrycordial。Iwasfirmlyconvinceditwasraspberrycordial。Oh,pleasedon’tsaythatyouwon’tletDianaplaywithmeanymore。
Ifyoudoyouwillcovermylifewithadarkcloudofwoe。"
ThisspeechwhichwouldhavesoftenedgoodMrs。Lynde’sheartinatwinkling,hadnoeffectonMrs。Barryexcepttoirritateherstillmore。ShewassuspiciousofAnne’sbigwordsanddramaticgesturesandimaginedthatthechildwasmakingfunofher。Soshesaid,coldlyandcruelly:
"Idon’tthinkyouareafitlittlegirlforDianatoassociatewith。You’dbettergohomeandbehaveyourself。"
Anne’slipsquivered。
"Won’tyouletmeseeDianajustoncetosayfarewell?"sheimplored。
"DianahasgoneovertoCarmodywithherfather,"saidMrs。
Barry,goinginandshuttingthedoor。
AnnewentbacktoGreenGablescalmwithdespair。
"Mylasthopeisgone,"shetoldMarilla。"IwentupandsawMrs。Barrymyselfandshetreatedmeveryinsultingly。Marilla,IdoNOTthinksheisawell-bredwoman。ThereisnothingmoretodoexcepttoprayandIhaven’tmuchhopethatthat’lldomuchgoodbecause,Marilla,IdonotbelievethatGodHimselfcandoverymuchwithsuchanobstinatepersonasMrs。Barry。"
"Anne,youshouldn’tsaysuchthings"rebukedMarilla,strivingtoovercomethatunholytendencytolaughterwhichshewasdismayedtofindgrowinguponher。Andindeed,whenshetoldthewholestorytoMatthewthatnight,shedidlaughheartilyoverAnne’stribulations。
ButwhensheslippedintotheeastgablebeforegoingtobedandfoundthatAnnehadcriedherselftosleepanunaccustomedsoftnesscreptintoherface。
"Poorlittlesoul,"shemurmured,liftingaloosecurlofhairfromthechild’stear-stainedface。Thenshebentdownandkissedtheflushedcheekonthepillow。
CHAPTERXVII
ANewInterestinLifeTHEnextafternoonAnne,bendingoverherpatchworkatthekitchenwindow,happenedtoglanceoutandbeheldDianadownbytheDryad’sBubblebeckoningmysteriously。InatriceAnnewasoutofthehouseandflyingdowntothehollow,astonishmentandhopestrugglinginherexpressiveeyes。ButthehopefadedwhenshesawDiana’sdejectedcountenance。
"Yourmotherhasn’trelented?"shegasped。
Dianashookherheadmournfully。
"No;andoh,Anne,shesaysI’mnevertoplaywithyouagain。
I’vecriedandcriedandItoldheritwasn’tyourfault,butitwasn’tanyuse。Ihadeversuchatimecoaxinghertoletmecomedownandsaygood-byetoyou。ShesaidIwasonlytostaytenminutesandshe’stimingmebytheclock。"
"Tenminutesisn’tverylongtosayaneternalfarewellin,"saidAnnetearfully。"Oh,Diana,willyoupromisefaithfullynevertoforgetme,thefriendofyouryouth,nomatterwhatdearerfriendsmaycaressthee?"
"IndeedIwill,"sobbedDiana,"andI’llneverhaveanotherbosomfriend——Idon’twanttohave。Icouldn’tloveanybodyasIloveyou。"
"Oh,Diana,"criedAnne,claspingherhands,"doyouLOVEme?"
"Why,ofcourseIdo。Didn’tyouknowthat?"
"No。"Annedrewalongbreath。"IthoughtyouLIKEDmeofcoursebutIneverhopedyouLOVEDme。Why,Diana,Ididn’tthinkanybodycouldloveme。NobodyeverhaslovedmesinceIcanremember。Oh,thisiswonderful!It’sarayoflightwhichwillforevershineonthedarknessofapathseveredfromthee,Diana。
Oh,justsayitonceagain。"
"Iloveyoudevotedly,Anne,"saidDianastanchly,"andIalwayswill,youmaybesureofthat。"
"AndIwillalwayslovethee,Diana,"saidAnne,solemnlyextendingherhand。"Intheyearstocomethymemorywillshinelikeastarovermylonelylife,asthatlaststorywereadtogethersays。Diana,wiltthougivemealockofthyjet-blacktressesinpartingtotreasureforevermore?"
"Haveyougotanythingtocutitwith?"queriedDiana,wipingawaythetearswhichAnne’saffectingaccentshadcausedtoflowafresh,andreturningtopracticalities。
"Yes。I’vegotmypatchworkscissorsinmyapronpocketfortunately,"saidAnne。ShesolemnlyclippedoneofDiana’scurls。"Faretheewell,mybelovedfriend。Henceforthwemustbeasstrangersthoughlivingsidebyside。Butmyheartwilleverbefaithfultothee。"
AnnestoodandwatchedDianaoutofsight,mournfullywavingherhandtothelatterwheneversheturnedtolookback。Thenshereturnedtothehouse,notalittleconsoledforthetimebeingbythisromanticparting。
"Itisallover,"sheinformedMarilla。"Ishallneverhaveanotherfriend。I’mreallyworseoffthaneverbefore,forI
haven’tKatieMauriceandViolettanow。AndevenifIhaditwouldn’tbethesame。Somehow,littledreamgirlsarenotsatisfyingafterarealfriend。DianaandIhadsuchanaffectingfarewelldownbythespring。Itwillbesacredinmymemoryforever。IusedthemostpatheticlanguageIcouldthinkofandsaid`thou’and`thee。’`Thou’and`thee’seemsomuchmoreromanticthan`you。’DianagavemealockofherhairandI’mgoingtosewitupinalittlebagandwearitaroundmyneckallmylife。Pleaseseethatitisburiedwithme,forIdon’tbelieveI’llliveverylong。PerhapswhensheseesmelyingcoldanddeadbeforeherMrs。BarrymayfeelremorseforwhatshehasdoneandwillletDianacometomyfuneral。"
"Idon’tthinkthereismuchfearofyourdyingofgriefaslongasyoucantalk,Anne,"saidMarillaunsympathetically。
ThefollowingMondayAnnesurprisedMarillabycomingdownfromherroomwithherbasketofbooksonherarmandhip???lipsprimmedupintoalineofdetermination。
"I’mgoingbacktoschool,"sheannounced。"Thatisallthereisleftinlifeforme,nowthatmyfriendhasbeenruthlesslytornfromme。InschoolIcanlookatherandmuseoverdaysdeparted。"
"You’dbettermuseoveryourlessonsandsums,"saidMarilla,concealingherdelightatthisdevelopmentofthesituation。"Ifyou’regoingbacktoschoolIhopewe’llhearnomoreofbreakingslatesoverpeople’sheadsandsuchcarryingson。Behaveyourselfanddojustwhatyourteachertellsyou。"
"I’lltrytobeamodelpupil,"agreedAnnedolefully。"Therewon’tbemuchfuninit,Iexpect。Mr。PhillipssaidMinnieAndrewswasamodelpupilandthereisn’tasparkofimaginationorlifeinher。Sheisjustdullandpokyandneverseemstohaveagoodtime。ButIfeelsodepressedthatperhapsitwillcomeeasytomenow。I’mgoingroundbytheroad。Icouldn’tbeartogobytheBirchPathallalone。IshouldweepbittertearsifIdid。"
Annewaswelcomedbacktoschoolwithopenarms。Herimaginationhadbeensorelymissedingames,hervoiceinthesingingandherdramaticabilityintheperusalaloudofbooksatdinnerhour。
RubyGillissmuggledthreeblueplumsovertoherduringtestamentreading;EllaMayMacPhersongaveheranenormousyellowpansycutfromthecoversofafloralcatalogue——aspeciesofdeskdecorationmuchprizedinAvonleaschool。SophiaSloaneofferedtoteachheraperfectlyelegantnewpatternofknitlace,sonicefortrimmingaprons。KatieBoultergaveheraperfumebottletokeepslatewaterin,andJuliaBellcopiedcarefullyonapieceofpalepinkpaperscallopedontheedgesthefollowingeffusion:
WhentwilightdropshercurtaindownAndpinsitwithastarRememberthatyouhaveafriendThoughshemaywanderfar。
"It’ssonicetobeappreciated,"sighedAnnerapturouslytoMarillathatnight。
Thegirlswerenottheonlyscholarswho"appreciated"her。WhenAnnewenttoherseatafterdinnerhour——shehadbeentoldbyMr。
PhillipstositwiththemodelMinnieAndrews——shefoundonherdeskabigluscious"strawberryapple。"AnnecaughtitupallreadytotakeabitewhensherememberedthattheonlyplaceinAvonleawherestrawberryapplesgrewwasintheoldBlytheorchardontheothersideoftheLakeofShiningWaters。Annedroppedtheappleasifitwereared-hotcoalandostentatiouslywipedherfingersonherhandkerchief。Theapplelayuntouchedonherdeskuntilthenextmorning,whenlittleTimothyAndrews,whoswepttheschoolandkindledthefire,annexeditasoneofhisperquisites。CharlieSloane’sslatepencil,gorgeouslybedizenedwithstripedredandyellowpaper,costingtwocentswhereordinarypencilscostonlyone,whichhesentuptoherafterdinnerhour,metwithamorefavorablereception。AnnewasgraciouslypleasedtoacceptitandrewardedthedonorwithasmilewhichexaltedthatinfatuatedyouthstraightwayintotheseventhheavenofdelightandcausedhimtomakesuchfearfulerrorsinhisdictationthatMr。Phillipskepthiminafterschooltorewriteit。
Butas,TheCaesar’spageantshornofBrutus’bustDidbutofRome’sbestsonremindhermore。
sothemarkedabsenceofanytributeorrecognitionfromDianaBarrywhowassittingwithGertiePyeembitteredAnne’slittletriumph。
"Dianamightjusthavesmiledatmeonce,Ithink,"shemournedtoMarillathatnight。Butthenextmorninganotemostfearfullyandwonderfullytwistedandfolded,andasmallparcelwerepassedacrosstoAnne。
DearAnne(rantheformer)
MothersaysI’mnottoplaywithyouortalktoyoueveninschool。Itisn’tmyfaultanddon’tbecrossatme,becauseI
loveyouasmuchasever。ImissyouawfullytotellallmysecretstoandIdon’tlikeGertiePyeonebit。Imadeyouoneofthenewbookmarkersoutofredtissuepaper。Theyareawfullyfashionablenowandonlythreegirlsinschoolknowhowtomakethem。WhenyoulookatitrememberYourtruefriendDianaBarry。
Annereadthenote,kissedthebookmark,anddispatchedapromptreplybacktotheothersideoftheschool。
MyowndarlingDiana:——
OfcourseIamnotcrossatyoubecauseyouhavetoobeyyourmother。Ourspiritscancommune。Ishallkeepyourlovelypresentforever。MinnieAndrewsisaverynicelittlegirl——althoughshehasnoimagination——butafterhavingbeenDiana’sbusumfriendIcannotbeMinnie’s。Pleaseexcusemistakesbecausemyspellingisn’tverygoodyet,althoughmuchimprooved。
YoursuntildeathusdopartAnneorCordeliaShirley。
P。S。Ishallsleepwithyourletterundermypillowtonight。
A。ORC。S。
MarillapessimisticallyexpectedmoretroublesinceAnnehadagainbeguntogotoschool。Butnonedeveloped。PerhapsAnnecaughtsomethingofthe"model"spiritfromMinnieAndrews;atleastshegotonverywellwithMr。Phillipsthenceforth。Sheflungherselfintoherstudiesheartandsoul,determinednottobeoutdoneinanyclassbyGilbertBlythe。Therivalrybetweenthemwassoonapparent;itwasentirelygoodnaturedonGilbert’sside;butitismuchtobefearedthatthesamethingcannotbesaidofAnne,whohadcertainlyanunpraiseworthytenacityforholdinggrudges。Shewasasintenseinherhatredsasinherloves。ShewouldnotstooptoadmitthatshemeanttorivalGilbertinschoolwork,becausethatwouldhavebeentoacknowledgehisexistencewhichAnnepersistentlyignored;buttherivalrywasthereandhonorsfluctuatedbetweenthem。NowGilbertwasheadofthespellingclass;nowAnne,withatossofherlongredbraids,spelledhimdown。OnemorningGilberthadallhissumsdonecorrectlyandhadhisnamewrittenontheblackboardontherollofhonor;thenextmorningAnne,havingwrestledwildlywithdecimalstheentireeveningbefore,wouldbefirst。Oneawfuldaytheyweretiesandtheirnameswerewrittenuptogether。Itwasalmostasbadasatake-noticeandAnne’smortificationwasasevidentasGilbert’ssatisfaction。Whenthewrittenexaminationsattheendofeachmonthwereheldthesuspensewasterrible。ThefirstmonthGilbertcameoutthreemarksahead。ThesecondAnnebeathimbyfive。ButhertriumphwasmarredbythefactthatGilbertcongratulatedherheartilybeforethewholeschool。Itwouldhavebeeneversomuchsweetertoherifhehadfeltthestingofhisdefeat。
Mr。Phillipsmightnotbeaverygoodteacher;butapupilsoinflexiblydeterminedonlearningasAnnewascouldhardlyescapemakingprogressunderanykindofteacher。BytheendofthetermAnneandGilbertwerebothpromotedintothefifthclassandallowedtobeginstudyingtheelementsof"thebranches"——bywhichLatin,geometry,French,andalgebraweremeant。IngeometryAnnemetherWaterloo。
"It’sperfectlyawfulstuff,Marilla,"shegroaned。"I’msureI’llneverbeabletomakeheadortailofit。Thereisnoscopeforimaginationinitatall。Mr。PhillipssaysI’mtheworstdunceheeversawatit。AndGil——Imeansomeoftheothersaresosmartatit。Itisextremelymortifying,Marilla。
EvenDianagetsalongbetterthanIdo。ButIdon’tmindbeingbeatenbyDiana。EvenalthoughwemeetasstrangersnowIstillloveherwithanINEXTINGUISHABLElove。Itmakesmeverysadattimestothinkabouther。Butreally,Marilla,onecan’tstaysadverylonginsuchaninterestingworld,canone?"
CHAPTERXVIII
AnnetotheRescueALLthingsgreatarewoundupwithallthingslittle。AtfirstglanceitmightnotseemthatthedecisionofacertainCanadianPremiertoincludePrinceEdwardIslandinapoliticaltourcouldhavemuchoranythingtodowiththefortunesoflittleAnneShirleyatGreenGables。Butithad。
ItwasaJanuarythePremiercame,toaddresshisloyalsupportersandsuchofhisnonsupportersaschosetobepresentatthemonstermassmeetingheldinCharlottetown。MostoftheAvonleapeoplewereonPremier’ssideofpolitics;henceonthenightofthemeetingnearlyallthemenandagoodlyproportionofthewomenhadgonetotownthirtymilesaway。Mrs。RachelLyndehadgonetoo。Mrs。RachelLyndewasared-hotpoliticianandcouldn’thavebelievedthatthepoliticalrallycouldbecarriedthroughwithouther,althoughshewasontheoppositesideofpolitics。Soshewenttotownandtookherhusband——Thomaswouldbeusefulinlookingafterthehorse——andMarillaCuthbertwithher。Marillahadasneakinginterestinpoliticsherself,andasshethoughtitmightbeheronlychancetoseeareallivePremier,shepromptlytookit,leavingAnneandMatthewtokeephouseuntilherreturnthefollowingday。
Hence,whileMarillaandMrs。Rachelwereenjoyingthemselveshugelyatthemassmeeting,AnneandMatthewhadthecheerfulkitchenatGreenGablesalltothemselves。Abrightfirewasglowingintheold-fashionedWaterloostoveandblue-whitefrostcrystalswereshiningonthewindowpanes。MatthewnoddedoveraFARMERS’ADVOCATEonthesofaandAnneatthetablestudiedherlessonswithgrimdetermination,despitesundrywistfulglancesattheclockshelf,wherelayanewbookthatJaneAndrewshadlentherthatday。Janehadassuredherthatitwaswarrantedtoproduceanynumberofthrills,orwordstothateffect,andAnne’sfingerstingledtoreachoutforit。ButthatwouldmeanGilbertBlythe’striumphonthemorrow。Anneturnedherbackontheclockshelfandtriedtoimagineitwasn’tthere。
"Matthew,didyoueverstudygeometrywhenyouwenttoschool?"
"Wellnow,no,Ididn’t,"saidMatthew,comingoutofhisdozewithastart。
"Iwishyouhad,"sighedAnne,"becausethenyou’dbeabletosympathizewithme。Youcan’tsympathizeproperlyifyou’veneverstudiedit。Itiscastingacloudovermywholelife。I’msuchadunceatit,Matthew。"
"Wellnow,Idunno,"saidMatthewsoothingly。"Iguessyou’reallrightatanything。Mr。PhillipstoldmelastweekinBlair’sstoreatCarmodythatyouwasthesmartestscholarinschoolandwasmakingrapidprogress。`Rapidprogress’washisverywords。There’sthemasrunsdownTeddyPhillipsandsaysheain’tmuchofateacher,butIguesshe’sallright。"
MatthewwouldhavethoughtanyonewhopraisedAnnewas"allright。"
"I’msureI’dgetonbetterwithgeometryifonlyhewouldn’tchangetheletters,"complainedAnne。"IlearnthepropositionoffbyheartandthenhedrawsitontheblackboardandputsdifferentlettersfromwhatareinthebookandIgetallmixedup。Idon’tthinkateachershouldtakesuchameanadvantage,doyou?We’restudyingagriculturenowandI’vefoundoutatlastwhatmakestheroadsred。It’sagreatcomfort。IwonderhowMarillaandMrs。Lyndeareenjoyingthemselves。Mrs。LyndesaysCanadaisgoingtothedogsthewaythingsarebeingrunatOttawaandthatit’sanawfulwarningtotheelectors。Shesaysifwomenwereallowedtovotewewouldsoonseeablessedchange。
Whatwaydoyouvote,Matthew?"
"Conservative,"saidMatthewpromptly。TovoteConservativewaspartofMatthew’sreligion。
"ThenI’mConservativetoo,"saidAnnedecidedly。"I’mgladbecauseGil——becausesomeoftheboysinschoolareGrits。I
guessMr。PhillipsisaGrittoobecausePrissyAndrews’sfatherisone,andRubyGillissaysthatwhenamaniscourtinghealwayshastoagreewiththegirl’smotherinreligionandherfatherinpolitics。Isthattrue,Matthew?"
"Wellnow,Idunno,"saidMatthew。
"Didyouevergocourting,Matthew?"
"Wellnow,no,Idunno’sIeverdid,"saidMatthew,whohadcertainlyneverthoughtofsuchathinginhiswholeexistence。
Annereflectedwithherchininherhands。
"Itmustberatherinteresting,don’tyouthink,Matthew?RubyGillissayswhenshegrowsupshe’sgoingtohaveeversomanybeausonthestringandhavethemallcrazyabouther;butI
thinkthatwouldbetooexciting。I’dratherhavejustoneinhisrightmind。ButRubyGillisknowsagreatdealaboutsuchmattersbecauseshehassomanybigsisters,andMrs。LyndesaystheGillisgirlshavegoneofflikehotcakes。Mr。PhillipsgoesuptoseePrissyAndrewsnearlyeveryevening。HesaysitistohelpherwithherlessonsbutMirandaSloaneisstudyingforQueen’stoo,andIshouldthinksheneededhelpalotmorethanPrissybecauseshe’seversomuchstupider,buthenevergoestohelpherintheeveningsatall。ThereareagreatmanythingsinthisworldthatIcan’tunderstandverywell,Matthew。"
"Wellnow,IdunnoasIcomprehendthemallmyself,"acknowledgedMatthew。
"Well,IsupposeImustfinishupmylessons。Iwon’tallowmyselftoopenthatnewbookJanelentmeuntilI’mthrough。Butit’saterribletemptation,Matthew。EvenwhenIturnmybackonitIcanseeittherejustasplain。Janesaidshecriedherselfsickoverit。Iloveabookthatmakesmecry。ButIthinkI’llcarrythatbookintothesittingroomandlockitinthejamclosetandgiveyouthekey。AndyoumustNOTgiveittome,Matthew,untilmylessonsaredone,notevenifIimploreyouonmybendedknees。It’sallverywelltosayresisttemptation,butit’seversomucheasiertoresistitifyoucan’tgetthekey。AndthenshallIrundownthecellarandgetsomerussets,Matthew?Wouldn’tyoulikesomerussets?"
"Wellnow,IdunnobutwhatIwould,"saidMatthew,whoneveraterussetsbutknewAnne’sweaknessforthem。
JustasAnneemergedtriumphantlyfromthecellarwithherplatefulofrussetscamethesoundofflyingfootstepsontheicyboardwalkoutsideandthenextmomentthekitchendoorwasflungopenandinrushedDianaBarry,whitefacedandbreathless,withashawlwrappedhastilyaroundherhead。Annepromptlyletgoofhercandleandplateinhersurprise,andplate,candle,andapplescrashedtogetherdownthecellarladderandwerefoundatthebottomembeddedinmeltedgrease,thenextday,byMarilla,whogatheredthemupandthankedmercythehousehadn’tbeensetonfire。
"Whateveristhematter,Diana?"criedAnne。"Hasyourmotherrelentedatlast?"
"Oh,Anne,docomequick,"imploredDiananervously。"MinnieMayisawfulsick——she’sgotcroup。YoungMaryJoesays——andFatherandMotherareawaytotownandthere’snobodytogoforthedoctor。MinnieMayisawfulbadandYoungMaryJoedoesn’tknowwhattodo——andoh,Anne,I’msoscared!"
Matthew,withoutaword,reachedoutforcapandcoat,slippedpastDianaandawayintothedarknessoftheyard。
"He’sgonetoharnessthesorrelmaretogotoCarmodyforthedoctor,"saidAnne,whowashurryingonhoodandjacket。"Iknowitaswellasifhe’dsaidso。MatthewandIaresuchkindredspiritsIcanreadhisthoughtswithoutwordsatall。"
"Idon’tbelievehe’llfindthedoctoratCarmody,"sobbedDiana。
"IknowthatDr。BlairwenttotownandIguessDr。Spencerwouldgotoo。YoungMaryJoeneversawanybodywithcroupandMrs。Lyndeisaway。Oh,Anne!"
"Don’tcry,Di,"saidAnnecheerily。"Iknowexactlywhattodoforcroup。YouforgetthatMrs。Hammondhadtwinsthreetimes。
Whenyoulookafterthreepairsoftwinsyounaturallygetalotofexperience。Theyallhadcroupregularly。JustwaittillI
gettheipecacbottle——youmayn’thaveanyatyourhouse。Comeonnow。"
ThetwolittlegirlshastenedouthandinhandandhurriedthroughLover’sLaneandacrossthecrustedfieldbeyond,forthesnowwastoodeeptogobytheshorterwoodway。Anne,althoughsincerelysorryforMinnieMay,wasfarfrombeinginsensibletotheromanceofthesituationandtothesweetnessofoncemoresharingthatromancewithakindredspirit。
Thenightwasclearandfrosty,allebonyofshadowandsilverofsnowyslope;bigstarswereshiningoverthesilentfields;hereandtherethedarkpointedfirsstoodupwithsnowpowderingtheirbranchesandthewindwhistlingthroughthem。Annethoughtitwastrulydelightfultogoskimmingthroughallthismysteryandlovelinesswithyourbosomfriendwhohadbeensolongestranged。
MinnieMay,agedthree,wasreallyverysick。Shelayonthekitchensofafeverishandrestless,whileherhoarsebreathingcouldbeheardalloverthehouse。YoungMaryJoe,abuxom,broad-facedFrenchgirlfromthecreek,whomMrs。Barryhadengagedtostaywiththechildrenduringherabsence,washelplessandbewildered,quiteincapableofthinkingwhattodo,ordoingitifshethoughtofit。
Annewenttoworkwithskillandpromptness。
"MinnieMayhascroupallright;she’sprettybad,butI’veseenthemworse。Firstwemusthavelotsofhotwater。Ideclare,Diana,thereisn’tmorethanacupfulinthekettle!There,I’vefilleditup,and,MaryJoe,youmayputsomewoodinthestove。
Idon’twanttohurtyourfeelingsbutitseemstomeyoumighthavethoughtofthisbeforeifyou’danyimagination。Now,I’llundressMinnieMayandputhertobedandyoutrytofindsomesoftflannelcloths,Diana。I’mgoingtogiveheradoseofipecacfirstofall。"
MinnieMaydidnottakekindlytotheipecacbutAnnehadnotbroughtupthreepairsoftwinsfornothing。Downthatipecacwent,notonlyonce,butmanytimesduringthelong,anxiousnightwhenthetwolittlegirlsworkedpatientlyoverthesufferingMinnieMay,andYoungMaryJoe,honestlyanxioustodoallshecould,keptuparoaringfireandheatedmorewaterthanwouldhavebeenneededforahospitalofcroupybabies。
Itwasthreeo’clockwhenMatthewcamewithadoctor,forhehadbeenobligedtogoallthewaytoSpencervaleforone。Butthepressingneedforassistancewaspast。MinnieMaywasmuchbetterandwassleepingsoundly。
"Iwasawfullyneargivingupindespair,"explainedAnne。"ShegotworseandworseuntilshewassickerthanevertheHammondtwinswere,eventhelastpair。Iactuallythoughtshewasgoingtochoketodeath。IgavehereverydropofipecacinthatbottleandwhenthelastdosewentdownIsaidtomyself——nottoDianaorYoungMaryJoe,becauseIdidn’twanttoworrythemanymorethantheywereworried,butIhadtosayittomyselfjusttorelievemyfeelings——`ThisisthelastlingeringhopeandI
fear,tisavainone。’Butinaboutthreeminutesshecoughedupthephlegmandbegantogetbetterrightaway。Youmustjustimaginemyrelief,doctor,becauseIcan’texpressitinwords。
Youknowtherearesomethingsthatcannotbeexpressedinwords。"
"Yes,Iknow,"noddedthedoctor。HelookedatAnneasifhewerethinkingsomethingsaboutherthatcouldn’tbeexpressedinwords。Lateron,however,heexpressedthemtoMr。andMrs。Barry。
"ThatlittleredheadedgirltheyhaveoveratCuthbert’sisassmartastheymake’em。Itellyoushesavedthatbaby’slife,foritwouldhavebeentoolatebythetimeIgotthere。Sheseemstohaveaskillandpresenceofmindperfectlywonderfulinachildofherage。Ineversawanythingliketheeyesofherwhenshewasexplainingthecasetome。"
Annehadgonehomeinthewonderful,white-frostedwintermorning,heavyeyedfromlossofsleep,butstilltalkingunweariedlytoMatthewastheycrossedthelongwhitefieldandwalkedundertheglitteringfairyarchoftheLover’sLanemaples。
"Oh,Matthew,isn’titawonderfulmorning?TheworldlookslikesomethingGodhadjustimaginedforHisownpleasure,doesn’tit?
ThosetreeslookasifIcouldblowthemawaywithabreath——pouf!I’msogladIliveinaworldwheretherearewhitefrosts,aren’tyou?AndI’msogladMrs。Hammondhadthreepairsoftwinsafterall。Ifshehadn’tImightn’thaveknownwhattodoforMinnieMay。I’mrealsorryIwasevercrosswithMrs。
Hammondforhavingtwins。But,oh,Matthew,I’msosleepy。I
can’tgotoschool。IjustknowIcouldn’tkeepmyeyesopenandI’dbesostupid。Butlhatetostayhome,forGil——someoftheotherswillgetheadoftheclass,andit’ssohardtogetupagain——althoughofcoursetheharderitisthemoresatisfactionyouhavewhenyoudogetup,haven’tyou?"
"Wellnow,Iguessyou’llmanageallright,"saidMatthew,lookingatAnne’swhitelittlefaceandthedarkshadowsunderhereyes。"Youjustgorighttobedandhaveagoodsleep。I’lldoallthechores。"
AnneaccordinglywenttobedandsleptsolongandsoundlythatitwaswelloninthewhiteandrosywinterafternoonwhensheawokeanddescendedtothekitchenwhereMarilla,whohadarrivedhomeinthemeantime,wassittingknitting。
"Oh,didyouseethePremier?"exclaimedAnneatonce。"WhatdidhelooklikeMarilla?"
"Well,henevergottobePremieronaccountofhislooks,"saidMarilla。"Suchanoseasthatmanhad!Buthecanspeak。IwasproudofbeingaConservative。RachelLynde,ofcourse,beingaLiberal,hadnouseforhim。Yourdinnerisintheoven,Anne,andyoucangetyourselfsomeblueplumpreserveoutofthepantry。Iguessyou’rehungry。Matthewhasbeentellingmeaboutlastnight。Imustsayitwasfortunateyouknewwhattodo。Iwouldn’thavehadanyideamyself,forIneversawacaseofcroup。Therenow,nevermindtalkingtillyou’vehadyourdinner。Icantellbythelookofyouthatyou’rejustfullupwithspeeches,butthey’llkeep。"
MarillahadsomethingtotellAnne,butshedidnottellitjustthenforsheknewifshedidAnne’sconsequentexcitementwouldliftherclearoutoftheregionofsuchmaterialmattersasappetiteordinner。NotuntilAnnehadfinishedhersaucerofblueplumsdidMarillasay:
"Mrs。Barrywasherethisafternoon,Anne。Shewantedtoseeyou,butIwouldn’twakeyouup。ShesaysyousavedMinnieMay’slife,andsheisverysorrysheactedasshedidinthataffairofthecurrantwine。Shesayssheknowsnowyoudidn’tmeantosetDianadrunk,andshehopesyou’llforgiveherandbegoodfriendswithDianaagain。You’retogooverthiseveningifyoulikeforDianacan’tstiroutsidethedooronaccountofabadcoldshecaughtlastnight。Now,AnneShirley,forpity’ssakedon’tflyupintotheair。"
Thewarningseemednotunnecessary,soupliftedandaerialwasAnne’sexpressionandattitudeasshesprangtoherfeet,herfaceirradiatedwiththeflameofherspirit。
"Oh,Marilla,canIgorightnow——withoutwashingmydishes?
I’llwashthemwhenIcomeback,butIcannottiemyselfdowntoanythingsounromanticasdishwashingatthisthrillingmoment。"
"Yes,yes,runalong,"saidMarillaindulgently。"AnneShirley——areyoucrazy?Comebackthisinstantandputsomethingonyou。Imightaswellcalltothewind。She’sgonewithoutacaporwrap。Lookathertearingthroughtheorchardwithherhairstreaming。It’llbeamercyifshedoesn’tcatchherdeathofcold。"
Annecamedancinghomeinthepurplewintertwilightacrossthesnowyplaces。Afarinthesouthwestwasthegreatshimmering,pearl-likesparkleofaneveningstarinaskythatwaspalegoldenandetherealroseovergleamingwhitespacesanddarkglensofspruce。Thetinklesofsleighbellsamongthesnowyhillscamelikeelfinchimesthroughthefrostyair,buttheirmusicwasnotsweeterthanthesonginAnne’sheartandonherlips。
"Youseebeforeyouaperfectlyhappyperson,Marilla,"sheannounced。"I’mperfectlyhappy——yes,inspiteofmyredhair。
JustatpresentIhaveasoulaboveredhair。Mrs。Barrykissedmeandcriedandsaidshewassosorryandshecouldneverrepayme。Ifeltfearfullyembarrassed,Marilla,butIjustsaidaspolitelyasIcould,`Ihavenohardfeelingsforyou,Mrs。
Barry。IassureyouonceforallthatIdidnotmeantointoxicateDianaandhenceforthIshallcoverthepastwiththemantleofoblivion。’Thatwasaprettydignifiedwayofspeakingwasn’tit,Marilla?
IfeltthatIwasheapingcoalsoffireonMrs。Barry’shead。
AndDianaandIhadalovelyafternoon。DianashowedmeanewfancycrochetstitchherauntoveratCarmodytaughther。NotasoulinAvonleaknowsitbutus,andwepledgedasolemnvownevertorevealittoanyoneelse。Dianagavemeabeautifulcardwithawreathofrosesonitandaverseofpoetry:
"IfyoulovemeasIloveyouNothingbutdeathcanpartustwo。
Andthatistrue,Marilla。We’regoingtoaskMr。Phillipstoletussittogetherinschoolagain,andGertiePyecangowithMinnieAndrews。Wehadaneleganttea。Mrs。Barryhadtheverybestchinasetout,Marilla,justasifIwasrealcompany。I
can’ttellyouwhatathrillitgaveme。Nobodyeverusedtheirverybestchinaonmyaccountbefore。Andwehadfruitcakeandpoundcakeanddoughnutsandtwokindsofpreserves,Marilla。
AndMrs。BarryaskedmeifItookteaandsaid`Pa,whydon’tyoupassthebiscuitstoAnne?’Itmustbelovelytobegrownup,Marilla,whenjustbeingtreatedasifyouwereissonice。"
"Idon’tknowaboutthat,"saidMarilla,withabriefsigh。
"Well,anyway,whenIamgrownup,"saidAnnedecidedly,"I’malwaysgoingtotalktolittlegirlsasiftheyweretoo,andI’llneverlaughwhentheyusebigwords。Iknowfromsorrowfulexperiencehowthathurtsone’sfeelings。AfterteaDianaandI
madetaffy。Thetaffywasn’tverygood,IsupposebecauseneitherDiananorIhadevermadeanybefore。DianaleftmetostiritwhileshebutteredtheplatesandIforgotandletitburn;andthenwhenwesetitoutontheplatformtocoolthecatwalkedoveroneplateandthathadtobethrownaway。Butthemakingofitwassplendidfun。ThenwhenIcamehomeMrs。BarryaskedmetocomeoverasoftenasIcouldandDianastoodatthewindowandthrewkissestomeallthewaydowntoLover’sLane。
Iassureyou,Marilla,thatIfeellikeprayingtonightandI’mgoingtothinkoutaspecialbrand-newprayerinhonoroftheoccasion。"
CHAPTERXIX
AConcertaCatastropheandaConfession"MARILLA,canIgoovertoseeDianajustforaminute?"askedAnne,runningbreathlesslydownfromtheeastgableoneFebruaryevening。
"Idon’tseewhatyouwanttobetraipsingaboutafterdarkfor,"
saidMarillashortly。"YouandDianawalkedhomefromschooltogetherandthenstooddownthereinthesnowforhalfanhourmore,yourtonguesgoingthewholeblessedtime,clickety-clack。
SoIdon’tthinkyou’reverybadlyofftoseeheragain。"
"Butshewantstoseeme,"pleadedAnne。"Shehassomethingveryimportanttotellme。"
"Howdoyouknowshehas?"
"Becauseshejustsignaledtomefromherwindow。Wehavearrangedawaytosignalwithourcandlesandcardboard。Wesetthecandleonthewindowsillandmakeflashesbypassingthecardboardbackandforth。Somanyflashesmeanacertainthing。
Itwasmyidea,Marilla。"
"I’llwarrantyouitwas,"saidMarillaemphatically。"Andthenextthingyou’llbesettingfiretothecurtainswithyoursignalingnonsense。"
"Oh,we’reverycareful,Marilla。Andit’ssointeresting。Twoflashesmean,`Areyouthere?’Threemean`yes’andfour`no。’
Fivemean,`Comeoverassoonaspossible,becauseIhavesomethingimportanttoreveal。’Dianahasjustsignaledfiveflashes,andI’mreallysufferingtoknowwhatitis。"
"Well,youneedn’tsufferanylonger,"saidMarillasarcastically。"Youcango,butyou’retobebackhereinjusttenminutes,rememberthat。"
Annedidrememberitandwasbackinthestipulatedtime,althoughprobablynomortalwilleverknowjustwhatitcosthertoconfinethediscussionofDiana’simportantcommunicationwithinthelimitsoftenminutes。Butatleastshehadmadegooduseofthem。
"Oh,Marilla,whatdoyouthink?YouknowtomorrowisDiana’sbirthday。Well,hermothertoldhershecouldaskmetogohomewithherfromschoolandstayallnightwithher。AndhercousinsarecomingoverfromNewbridgeinabigpungsleightogototheDebatingClubconcertatthehalltomorrownight。AndtheyaregoingtotakeDianaandmetotheconcert——ifyou’llletmego,thatis。Youwill,won’tyou,Marilla?Oh,Ifeelsoexcited。"
"Youcancalmdownthen,becauseyou’renotgoing。You’rebetterathomeinyourownbed,andasforthatclubconcert,it’sallnonsense,andlittlegirlsshouldnotbeallowedtogoouttosuchplacesatall。"
"I’msuretheDebatingClubisamostrespectableaffair,"
pleadedAnne。
"I’mnotsayingitisn’t。Butyou’renotgoingtobegingaddingabouttoconcertsandstayingoutallhoursofthenight。Prettydoingsforchildren。I’msurprisedatMrs。Barry’slettingDianago。"
"Butit’ssuchaveryspecialoccasion,"mournedAnne,onthevergeoftears。"Dianahasonlyonebirthdayinayear。Itisn’tasifbirthdayswerecommonthings,Marilla。PrissyAndrewsisgoingtorecite`CurfewMustNotRingTonight。’Thatissuchagoodmoralpiece,Marilla,I’msureitwoulddomelotsofgoodtohearit。Andthechoiraregoingtosingfourlovelypatheticsongsthatareprettynearasgoodashymns。Andoh,Marilla,theministerisgoingtotakepart;yes,indeed,heis;he’sgoingtogiveanaddress。Thatwillbejustaboutthesamethingasasermon。Please,mayn’tIgo,Marilla?"
"YouheardwhatIsaid,Anne,didn’tyou?Takeoffyourbootsnowandgotobed。It’spasteight。"
"There’sjustonemorething,Marilla,"saidAnne,withtheairofproducingthelastshotinherlocker。"Mrs。BarrytoldDianathatwemightsleepinthespare-roombed。ThinkofthehonorofyourlittleAnnebeingputinthespare-roombed。"
"It’sanhonoryou’llhavetogetalongwithout。Gotobed,Anne,anddon’tletmehearanotherwordoutofyou。"
WhenAnne,withtearsrollingoverhercheeks,hadgonesorrowfullyupstairs,Matthew,whohadbeenapparentlysoundasleepontheloungeduringthewholedialogue,openedhiseyesandsaiddecidedly:
"Wellnow,Marilla,IthinkyououghttoletAnnego。"
"Idon’tthen,"retortedMarilla。"Who’sbringingthischildup,Matthew,youorme?"
"Wellnow,you,"admittedMatthew。
"Don’tinterferethen。"
"Wellnow,Iain’tinterfering。Itain’tinterferingtohaveyourownopinion。AndmyopinionisthatyououghttoletAnnego。"
"You’dthinkIoughttoletAnnegotothemoonifshetookthenotion,I’venodoubt"wasMarilla’samiablerejoinder。"ImighthaveletherspendthenightwithDiana,ifthatwasall。ButI
don’tapproveofthisconcertplan。She’dgothereandcatchcoldlikeasnot,andhaveherheadfilledupwithnonsenseandexcitement。Itwouldunsettleherforaweek。Iunderstandthatchild’sdispositionandwhat’sgoodforitbetterthanyou,Matthew。"
"IthinkyououghttoletAnnego,"repeatedMatthewfirmly。
Argumentwasnothisstrongpoint,butholdingfasttohisopinioncertainlywas。Marillagaveagaspofhelplessnessandtookrefugeinsilence。Thenextmorning,whenAnnewaswashingthebreakfastdishesinthepantry,MatthewpausedonhiswayouttothebarntosaytoMarillaagain:
"IthinkyououghttoletAnnego,Marilla。"
ForamomentMarillalookedthingsnotlawfultobeuttered。
Thensheyieldedtotheinevitableandsaidtartly:
"Verywell,shecango,sincenothingelse’llpleaseyou。"
Anneflewoutofthepantry,drippingdishclothinhand。
"Oh,Marilla,Marilla,saythoseblessedwordsagain。"
"Iguessonceisenoughtosaythem。ThisisMatthew’sdoingsandIwashmyhandsofit。Ifyoucatchpneumoniasleepinginastrangebedorcomingoutofthathothallinthemiddleofthenight,don’tblameme,blameMatthew。AnneShirley,you’redrippinggreasywateralloverthefloor。Ineversawsuchacarelesschild。"
"Oh,IknowI’magreattrialtoyou,Marilla,"saidAnnerepentantly。"Imakesomanymistakes。ButthenjustthinkofallthemistakesIdon’tmake,althoughImight。I’llgetsomesandandscrubupthespotsbeforeIgotoschool。Oh,Marilla,myheartwasjustsetongoingtothatconcert。Ineverwastoaconcertinmylife,andwhentheothergirlstalkabouttheminschoolIfeelsooutofit。Youdidn’tknowjusthowIfeltaboutit,butyouseeMatthewdid。Matthewunderstandsme,andit’ssonicetobeunderstood,Marilla。"
Annewastooexcitedtodoherselfjusticeastolessonsthatmorninginschool。GilbertBlythespelledherdowninclassandleftherclearoutofsightinmentalarithmetic。Anne’sconsequenthumiliationwaslessthanitmighthavebeen,however,inviewoftheconcertandthespare-roombed。SheandDianatalkedsoconstantlyaboutitalldaythatwithastricterteacherthanMr。Phillipsdiredisgracemustinevitablyhavebeentheirportion。
Annefeltthatshecouldnothaveborneitifshehadnotbeengoingtotheconcert,fornothingelsewasdiscussedthatdayinschool。TheAvonleaDebatingClub,whichmetfortnightlyallwinter,hadhadseveralsmallerfreeentertainments;butthiswastobeabigaffair,admissiontencents,inaidofthelibrary。
TheAvonleayoungpeoplehadbeenpracticingforweeks,andallthescholarswereespeciallyinterestedinitbyreasonofolderbrothersandsisterswhoweregoingtotakepart。Everybodyinschoolovernineyearsofageexpectedtogo,exceptCarrieSloane,whosefathersharedMarilla’sopinionsaboutsmallgirlsgoingouttonightconcerts。CarrieSloanecriedintohergrammaralltheafternoonandfeltthatlifewasnotworthliving。
ForAnnetherealexcitementbeganwiththedismissalofschoolandincreasedtherefromincrescendountilitreachedtoacrashofpositiveecstasyintheconcertitself。Theyhada"perfectlyeleganttea;"andthencamethedeliciousoccupationofdressinginDiana’slittleroomupstairs。DianadidAnne’sfronthairinthenewpompadourstyleandAnnetiedDiana’sbowswiththeespecialknackshepossessed;andtheyexperimentedwithatleasthalfadozendifferentwaysofarrangingtheirbackhair。Atlasttheywereready,cheeksscarletandeyesglowingwithexcitement。
True,Annecouldnothelpalittlepangwhenshecontrastedherplainblacktamandshapeless,tight-sleeved,homemadegray-clothcoatwithDiana’sjauntyfurcapandsmartlittlejacket。Butsherememberedintimethatshehadanimaginationandcoulduseit。
ThenDiana’scousins,theMurraysfromNewbridge,came;theyallcrowdedintothebigpungsleigh,amongstrawandfurryrobes。
Annereveledinthedrivetothehall,slippingalongoverthesatin-smoothroadswiththesnowcrispingundertherunners。
Therewasamagnificentsunset,andthesnowyhillsanddeep-bluewateroftheSt。LawrenceGulfseemedtorim???inthesplendorlikeahugebowlofpearlandsapphirebrimmedwithwineandfire。Tinklesofsleighbellsanddistantlaughter,thatseemedlikethemirthofwoodelves,camefromeveryquarter。
"Oh,Diana,"breathedAnne,squeezingDiana’smittenedhandunderthefurrobe,"isn’titalllikeabeautifuldream?DoIreallylookthesameasusual?Ifeelsodifferentthatitseemstomeitmustshowinmylooks。"
"Youlookawfullynice,"saidDiana,whohavingjustreceivedacomplimentfromoneofhercousins,feltthatsheoughttopassiton。"You’vegottheloveliestcolor。"
Theprogramthatnightwasaseriesof"thrills"foratleastonelistenerintheaudience,and,asAnneassuredDiana,everysucceedingthrillwasthrillierthanthelast。WhenPrissyAndrews,attiredinanewpink-silkwaistwithastringofpearlsabouthersmoothwhitethroatandrealcarnationsinherhair——rumorwhisperedthatthemasterhadsentallthewaytotownforthemforher——"climbedtheslimyladder,darkwithoutonerayoflight,"Anneshiveredinluxurioussympathy;whenthechoirsang"FarAbovetheGentleDaisies"Annegazedattheceilingasifitwerefrescoedwithangels;whenSamSloaneproceededtoexplainandillustrate"HowSockerySetaHen"Annelaugheduntilpeoplesittingnearherlaughedtoo,moreoutofsympathywithherthanwithamusementataselectionthatwasratherthreadbareeveninAvonlea;andwhenMr。PhillipsgaveMarkAntony’sorationoverthedeadbodyofCaesarinthemostheartstirringtones——lookingatPrissyAndrewsattheendofeverysentence——AnnefeltthatshecouldriseandmutinyonthespotifbutoneRomancitizenledtheway。
Onlyonenumberontheprogramfailedtointeresther。WhenGilbertBlytherecited"BingenontheRhine"AnnepickedupRhodaMurray’slibrarybookandreadituntilhehadfinished,whenshesatrigidlystiffandmotionlesswhileDianaclappedherhandsuntiltheytingled。
Itwaselevenwhentheygothome,satedwithdissipation,butwiththeexceedingsweetpleasureoftalkingitalloverstilltocome。Everybodyseemedasleepandthehousewasdarkandsilent。
AnneandDianatiptoedintotheparlor,alongnarrowroomoutofwhichthespareroomopened。Itwaspleasantlywarmanddimlylightedbytheembersofafireinthegrate。
"Let’sundresshere,"saidDiana。"It’ssoniceandwarm。"
"Hasn’titbeenadelightfultime?"sighedAnnerapturously。"Itmustbesplendidtogetupandrecitethere。Doyousupposewewilleverbeaskedtodoit,Diana?"
"Yes,ofcourse,someday。They’realwayswantingthebigscholarstorecite。GilbertBlythedoesoftenandhe’sonlytwoyearsolderthanus。Oh,Anne,howcouldyoupretendnottolistentohim?Whenhecametotheline,"THERE’SANOTHER,notASISTER,helookedrightdownatyou。"
"Diana,"saidAnnewithdignity,"youaremybosomfriend,butI
cannotallowevenyoutospeaktomeofthatperson。Areyoureadyforbed?Let’srunaraceandseewho’llgettothebedfirst。"
ThesuggestionappealedtoDiana。Thetwolittlewhite-cladfiguresflewdownthelongroom,throughthespare-roomdoor,andboundedonthebedatthesamemoment。Andthen——something——movedbeneaththem,therewasagaspandacry——andsomebodysaidinmuffledaccents:
"Mercifulgoodness!"
AnneandDianawereneverabletotelljusthowtheygotoffthatbedandoutoftheroom。Theyonlyknewthatafteronefranticrushtheyfoundthemselvestiptoeingshiveringlyupstairs。
"Oh,whowasit——WHATwasit?"whisperedAnne,herteethchatteringwithcoldandfright。
"ItwasAuntJosephine,"saidDiana,gaspingwithlaughter。"Oh,Anne,itwasAuntJosephine,howevershecametobethere。Oh,andIknowshewillbefurious。It’sdreadful——it’sreallydreadful——butdidyoueverknowanythingsofunny,Anne?"
"WhoisyourAuntJosephine?"
"She’sfather’sauntandshelivesinCharlottetown。She’sawfullyold——seventyanyhow——andIdon’tbelieveshewasEVERalittlegirl。Wewereexpectingheroutforavisit,butnotsosoon。She’sawfullyprimandproperandshe’llscolddreadfullyaboutthis,Iknow。Well,we’llhavetosleepwithMinnieMay——andyoucan’tthinkhowshekicks。"
MissJosephineBarrydidnotappearattheearlybreakfastthenextmorning。Mrs。Barrysmiledkindlyatthetwolittlegirls。
"Didyouhaveagoodtimelastnight?Itriedtostayawakeuntilyoucamehome,forIwantedtotellyouAuntJosephinehadcomeandthatyouwouldhavetogoupstairsafterall,butIwassotiredIfellasleep。Ihopeyoudidn’tdisturbyouraunt,Diana。"
Dianapreservedadiscreetsilence,butsheandAnneexchangedfurtivesmilesofguiltyamusementacrossthetable。AnnehurriedhomeafterbreakfastandsoremainedinblissfulignoranceofthedisturbancewhichpresentlyresultedintheBarryhouseholduntilthelateafternoon,whenshewentdowntoMrs。Lynde’sonanerrandforMarilla。
"SoyouandDiananearlyfrightenedpooroldMissBarrytodeathlastnight?"saidMrs。Lyndeseverely,butwithatwinkleinhereye。"Mrs。BarrywashereafewminutesagoonherwaytoCarmody。She’sfeelingrealworriedoverit。OldMissBarrywasinaterribletemperwhenshegotupthismorning——andJosephineBarry’stemperisnojoke,Icantellyouthat。Shewouldn’tspeaktoDianaatall。"
"Itwasn’tDiana’sfault,"saidAnnecontritely。"Itwasmine。
Isuggestedracingtoseewhowouldgetintobedfirst。"
"Iknewit!"saidMrs。Lynde,withtheexultationofacorrectguesser。"Iknewthatideacameoutofyourhead。Well,it’smadeanicelotoftrouble,that’swhat。OldMissBarrycameouttostayforamonth,butshedeclaresshewon’tstayanotherdayandisgoingrightbacktotowntomorrow,Sundayandallasitis。She’dhavegonetodayiftheycouldhavetakenher。Shehadpromisedtopayforaquarter’smusiclessonsforDiana,butnowsheisdeterminedtodonothingatallforsuchatomboy。Oh,I
guesstheyhadalivelytimeofittherethismorning。TheBarrysmustfeelcutup。OldMissBarryisrichandthey’dliketokeeponthegoodsideofher。Ofcourse,Mrs。Barrydidn’tsayjustthattome,butI’maprettygoodjudgeofhumannature,that’swhat。"
"I’msuchanunluckygirl,"mournedAnne。"I’malwaysgettingintoscrapesmyselfandgettingmybestfriends——peopleI’dshedmyheart’sbloodfor——intothemtoo。Canyoutellmewhyitisso,Mrs。Lynde?"
"It’sbecauseyou’retooheedlessandimpulsive,child,that’swhat。Youneverstoptothink——whatevercomesintoyourheadtosayordoyousayordoitwithoutamoment’sreflection。"
"Oh,butthat’sthebestofit,"protestedAnne。"Somethingjustflashesintoyourmind,soexciting,andyoumustoutwithit。
Ifyoustoptothinkitoveryouspoilitall。Haven’tyouneverfeltthatyourself,Mrs。Lynde?"
No,Mrs。Lyndehadnot。Sheshookherheadsagely。
"Youmustlearntothinkalittle,Anne,that’swhat。Theproverbyouneedtogobyis`Lookbeforeyouleap’——especiallyintospare-roombeds。"
Mrs。Lyndelaughedcomfortablyoverhermildjoke,butAnneremainedpensive。Shesawnothingtolaughatinthesituation,whichtohereyesappearedveryserious。WhensheleftMrs。
Lynde’sshetookherwayacrossthecrustedfieldstoOrchardSlope。Dianametheratthekitchendoor。
"YourAuntJosephinewasverycrossaboutit,wasn’tshe?"
whisperedAnne。
"Yes,"answeredDiana,stiflingagigglewithanapprehensiveglanceoverhershoulderattheclosedsitting-roomdoor。"Shewasfairlydancingwithrage,Anne。Oh,howshescolded。ShesaidIwastheworst-behavedgirlsheeversawandthatmyparentsoughttobeashamedofthewaytheyhadbroughtmeup。
Shesaysshewon’tstayandI’msureIdon’tcare。ButFatherandMotherdo。"
"Whydidn’tyoutellthemitwasmyfault?"demandedAnne。
"It’slikelyI’ddosuchathing,isn’tit?"saidDianawithjustscorn。"I’mnotelltale,AnneShirley,andanyhowIwasjustasmuchtoblameasyou。"
"Well,I’mgoingintotellhermyself,"saidAnneresolutely。
Dianastared。
"AnneShirley,you’dnever!why——she’lleatyoualive!"
"Don’tfrightenmeanymorethanIamfrightened,"imploredAnne。
"I’dratherwalkuptoacannon’smouth。ButI’vegottodoit,Diana。ItwasmyfaultandI’vegottoconfess。I’vehadpracticeinconfessing,fortunately。"
"Well,she’sintheroom,"saidDiana。"Youcangoinifyouwantto。Iwouldn’tdare。AndIdon’tbelieveyou’lldoabitofgood。"
WiththisencouragementAnnebeardedthelioninitsden——thatistosay,walkedresolutelyuptothesitting-roomdoorandknockedfaintly。Asharp"Comein"followed。
MissJosephineBarry,thin,prim,andrigid,wasknittingfiercelybythefire,herwrathquiteunappeasedandhereyessnappingthroughhergold-rimmedglasses。Shewheeledaroundinherchair,expectingtoseeDiana,andbeheldawhite-facedgirlwhosegreateyeswerebrimmedupwithamixtureofdesperatecourageandshrinkingterror。
"Whoareyou?"demandedMissJosephineBarry,withoutceremony。
"I’mAnneofGreenGables,"saidthesmallvisitortremulously,claspingherhandswithhercharacteristicgesture,"andI’vecometoconfess,ifyouplease。"
"Confesswhat?"
"Thatitwasallmyfaultaboutjumpingintobedonyoulastnight。Isuggestedit。Dianawouldneverhavethoughtofsuchathing,Iamsure。Dianaisaveryladylikegirl,MissBarry。Soyoumustseehowunjustitistoblameher。"
"Oh,Imust,hey?IratherthinkDianadidhershareofthejumpingatleast。Suchcarryingsoninarespectablehouse!"
"Butwewereonlyinfun,"persistedAnne。"Ithinkyououghttoforgiveus,MissBarry,nowthatwe’veapologized。Andanyhow,pleaseforgiveDianaandletherhavehermusiclessons。Diana’sheartissetonhermusiclessons,MissBarry,andIknowtoowellwhatitistosetyourheartonathingandnotgetit。Ifyoumustbecrosswithanyone,becrosswithme。I’vebeensousedinmyearlydaystohavingpeoplecrossatmethatIcanendureitmuchbetterthanDianacan。"
Muchofthesnaphadgoneoutoftheoldlady’seyesbythistimeandwasreplacedbyatwinkleofamusedinterest。Butshestillsaidseverely:
"Idon’tthinkitisanyexcuseforyouthatyouwereonlyinfun。LittlegirlsneverindulgedinthatkindoffunwhenIwasyoung。Youdon’tknowwhatitistobeawakenedoutofasoundsleep,afteralongandarduousjourney,bytwogreatgirlscomingbouncedownonyou。"
"Idon’tKNOW,butIcanIMAGINE,"saidAnneeagerly。"I’msureitmusthavebeenverydisturbing。Butthen,thereisoursideofittoo。Haveyouanyimagination,MissBarry?Ifyouhave,justputyourselfinourplace。Wedidn’tknowtherewasanybodyinthatbedandyounearlyscaredustodeath。Itwassimplyawfulthewaywefelt。Andthenwecouldn’tsleepinthespareroomafterbeingpromised。Isupposeyouareusedtosleepinginsparerooms。Butjustimaginewhatyouwouldfeellikeifyouwerealittleorphangirlwhohadneverhadsuchanhonor。"
Allthesnaphadgonebythistime。MissBarryactuallylaughed——asoundwhichcausedDiana,waitinginspeechlessanxietyinthekitchenoutside,togiveagreatgaspofrelief。
"I’mafraidmyimaginationisalittlerusty——it’ssolongsinceIusedit,"shesaid。"Idaresayyourclaimtosympathyisjustasstrongasmine。Italldependsonthewaywelookatit。Sitdownhereandtellmeaboutyourself。"
"IamverysorryIcan’t,"saidAnnefirmly。"Iwouldliketo,becauseyouseemlikeaninterestinglady,andyoumightevenbeakindredspiritalthoughyoudon’tlookverymuchlikeit。ButitismydutytogohometoMissMarillaCuthbert。MissMarillaCuthbertisaverykindladywhohastakenmetobringupproperly。Sheisdoingherbest,butitisverydiscouragingwork。YoumustnotblameherbecauseIjumpedonthebed。ButbeforeIgoIdowishyouwouldtellmeifyouwillforgiveDianaandstayjustaslongasyoumeanttoinAvonlea。"
"IthinkperhapsIwillifyouwillcomeoverandtalktomeoccasionally,"saidMissBarry。
ThateveningMissBarrygaveDianaasilverbanglebraceletandtoldtheseniormembersofthehouseholdthatshehadunpackedhervalise。
"I’vemadeupmymindtostaysimplyforthesakeofgettingbetteracquaintedwiththatAnne-girl,"shesaidfrankly。"Sheamusesme,andatmytimeoflifeanamusingpersonisararity。"
Marilla’sonlycommentwhensheheardthestorywas,"Itoldyouso。"ThiswasforMatthew’sbenefit。
MissBarrystayedhermonthoutandover。Shewasamoreagreeableguestthanusual,forAnnekeptheringoodhumor。
Theybecamefirmfriends。
WhenMissBarrywentawayshesaid:
"Remember,youAnne-girl,whenyoucometotownyou’retovisitmeandI’llputyouinmyverysparestspare-roombedtosleep。"
"MissBarrywasakindredspirit,afterall,"AnneconfidedtoMarilla。"Youwouldn’tthinksotolookather,butsheis。Youdon’tfinditrightoutatfirst,asinMatthew’scase,butafterawhileyoucometoseeit。KindredspiritsarenotsoscarceasIusedtothink。It’ssplendidtofindouttherearesomanyofthemintheworld。"