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ThenextdaywasSundayandastherainpoureddownintorrentsfromdawntillduskAnnedidnotstirabroadfromGreenGables。

MondayafternoonMarillasentherdowntoMrs。Lynde’sonanerrand。InaveryshortspaceoftimeAnnecameflyingbackupthelanewithtearsrollingdownhercheeks。Intothekitchenshedashedandflungherselffacedownwardonthesofainanagony。

"Whateverhasgonewrongnow,Anne?"queriedMarillaindoubtanddismay。"Idohopeyouhaven’tgoneandbeensaucytoMrs。Lyndeagain。"

NoanswerfromAnnesavemoretearsandstormiersobs!

"AnneShirley,whenIaskyouaquestionIwanttobeanswered。

Sitrightupthisveryminuteandtellmewhatyouarecryingabout。"

Annesatup,tragedypersonified。

"Mrs。LyndewasuptoseeMrs。BarrytodayandMrs。Barrywasinanawfulstate,"shewailed。"ShesaysthatIsetDianaDRUNK

Saturdayandsentherhomeinadisgracefulcondition。AndshesaysImustbeathoroughlybad,wickedlittlegirlandshe’snever,nevergoingtoletDianaplaywithmeagain。Oh,Marilla,I’mjustovercomewithwoe。"

Marillastaredinblankamazement。

"SetDianadrunk!"shesaidwhenshefoundhervoice。"AnneareyouorMrs。Barrycrazy?Whatonearthdidyougiveher?"

"Notathingbutraspberrycordial,"sobbedAnne。"Ineverthoughtraspberrycordialwouldsetpeopledrunk,Marilla——noteveniftheydrankthreebigtumblerfulsasDianadid。Oh,itsoundsso——so——likeMrs。Thomas’shusband!ButIdidn’tmeantosetherdrunk。"

"Drunkfiddlesticks!"saidMarilla,marchingtothesittingroompantry。Thereontheshelfwasabottlewhichsheatoncerecognizedasonecontainingsomeofherthree-year-oldhomemadecurrantwineforwhichshewascelebratedinAvonlea,althoughcertainofthestrictersort,Mrs。Barryamongthem,disapprovedstronglyofit。AndatthesametimeMarillarecollectedthatshehadputthebottleofraspberrycordialdowninthecellarinsteadofinthepantryasshehadtoldAnne。

Shewentbacktothekitchenwiththewinebottleinherhand。

Herfacewastwitchinginspiteofherself。

"Anne,youcertainlyhaveageniusforgettingintotrouble。YouwentandgaveDianacurrantwineinsteadofraspberrycordial。

Didn’tyouknowthedifferenceyourself?"

"Inevertastedit,"saidAnne。"Ithoughtitwasthecordial。

Imeanttobeso——so——hospitable。Dianagotawfullysickandhadtogohome。Mrs。BarrytoldMrs。Lyndeshewassimplydeaddrunk。Shejustlaughedsilly-likewhenhermotheraskedherwhatwasthematterandwenttosleepandsleptforhours。Hermothersmelledherbreathandknewshewasdrunk。Shehadafearfulheadachealldayyesterday。Mrs。Barryissoindignant。

ShewillneverbelievebutwhatIdiditonpurpose。"

"IshouldthinkshewouldbetterpunishDianaforbeingsogreedyastodrinkthreeglassfulsofanything,"saidMarillashortly。

"Why,threeofthosebigglasseswouldhavemadehersickevenifithadonlybeencordial。Well,thisstorywillbeanicehandleforthosefolkswhoaresodownonmeformakingcurrantwine,althoughIhaven’tmadeanyforthreeyearseversinceIfoundoutthattheministerdidn’tapprove。Ijustkeptthatbottleforsickness。There,there,child,don’tcry。Ican’tseeasyouweretoblamealthoughI’msorryithappenedso。"

"Imustcry,"saidAnne。"Myheartisbroken。Thestarsintheircoursesfightagainstme,Marilla。DianaandIarepartedforever。

Oh,Marilla,Ilittledreamedofthiswhenfirstwesworeourvowsoffriendship。"

"Don’tbefoolish,Anne。Mrs。Barrywillthinkbetterofitwhenshefindsyou’renottoblame。Isupposeshethinksyou’vedoneitforasillyjokeorsomethingofthatsort。You’dbestgoupthiseveningandtellherhowitwas。"

"MycouragefailsmeatthethoughtoffacingDiana’sinjuredmother,"sighedAnne。"Iwishyou’dgo,Marilla。You’resomuchmoredignifiedthanIam。Likelyshe’dlistentoyouquickerthantome。"

"Well,Iwill,"saidMarilla,reflectingthatitwouldprobablybethewisercourse。"Don’tcryanymore,Anne。Itwillbeallright。"

MarillahadchangedhermindaboutitbeingallrightbythetimeshegotbackfromOrchardSlope。Annewaswatchingforhercomingandflewtotheporchdoortomeether。

"Oh,Marilla,Iknowbyyourfacethatit’sbeennouse,"shesaidsorrowfully。"Mrs。Barrywon’tforgiveme?"

"Mrs。Barryindeed!"snappedMarilla。"OfalltheunreasonablewomenIeversawshe’stheworst。Itoldheritwasallamistakeandyouweren’ttoblame,butshejustsimplydidn’tbelieveme。AndsherubbeditwellinaboutmycurrantwineandhowI’dalwayssaiditcouldn’thavetheleasteffectonanybody。

Ijusttoldherplainlythatcurrantwinewasn’tmeanttobedrunkthreetumblerfulsatatimeandthatifachildIhadtodowithwassogreedyI’dsoberherupwitharightgoodspanking。"

Marillawhiskedintothekitchen,grievouslydisturbed,leavingaverymuchdistractedlittlesoulintheporchbehindher。

PresentlyAnnesteppedoutbareheadedintothechillautumndusk;

verydeterminedlyandsteadilyshetookherwaydownthroughtheserecloverfieldoverthelogbridgeandupthroughthesprucegrove,lightedbyapalelittlemoonhanginglowoverthewesternwoods。Mrs。Barry,comingtothedoorinanswertoatimidknock,foundawhite-lippedeager-eyedsuppliantonthedoorstep。

Herfacehardened。Mrs。Barrywasawomanofstrongprejudicesanddislikes,andherangerwasofthecold,sullensortwhichisalwayshardesttoovercome。Todoherjustice,shereallybelievedAnnehadmadeDianadrunkoutofsheermaliceprepense,???

andshewashonestlyanxioustopreserveherlittledaughterfromthecontaminationoffurtherintimacywithsuchachild。

"Whatdoyouwant?"shesaidstiffly。

Anneclaspedherhands。

"Oh,Mrs。Barry,pleaseforgiveme。Ididnotmeanto——to——intoxicateDiana。HowcouldI?Justimagineifyouwereapoorlittleorphangirlthatkindpeoplehadadoptedandyouhadjustonebosomfriendinalltheworld。Doyouthinkyouwouldintoxicateheronpurpose?Ithoughtitwasonlyraspberrycordial。Iwasfirmlyconvinceditwasraspberrycordial。Oh,pleasedon’tsaythatyouwon’tletDianaplaywithmeanymore。

Ifyoudoyouwillcovermylifewithadarkcloudofwoe。"

ThisspeechwhichwouldhavesoftenedgoodMrs。Lynde’sheartinatwinkling,hadnoeffectonMrs。Barryexcepttoirritateherstillmore。ShewassuspiciousofAnne’sbigwordsanddramaticgesturesandimaginedthatthechildwasmakingfunofher。Soshesaid,coldlyandcruelly:

"Idon’tthinkyouareafitlittlegirlforDianatoassociatewith。You’dbettergohomeandbehaveyourself。"

Anne’slipsquivered。

"Won’tyouletmeseeDianajustoncetosayfarewell?"sheimplored。

"DianahasgoneovertoCarmodywithherfather,"saidMrs。

Barry,goinginandshuttingthedoor。

AnnewentbacktoGreenGablescalmwithdespair。

"Mylasthopeisgone,"shetoldMarilla。"IwentupandsawMrs。Barrymyselfandshetreatedmeveryinsultingly。Marilla,IdoNOTthinksheisawell-bredwoman。ThereisnothingmoretodoexcepttoprayandIhaven’tmuchhopethatthat’lldomuchgoodbecause,Marilla,IdonotbelievethatGodHimselfcandoverymuchwithsuchanobstinatepersonasMrs。Barry。"

"Anne,youshouldn’tsaysuchthings"rebukedMarilla,strivingtoovercomethatunholytendencytolaughterwhichshewasdismayedtofindgrowinguponher。Andindeed,whenshetoldthewholestorytoMatthewthatnight,shedidlaughheartilyoverAnne’stribulations。

ButwhensheslippedintotheeastgablebeforegoingtobedandfoundthatAnnehadcriedherselftosleepanunaccustomedsoftnesscreptintoherface。

"Poorlittlesoul,"shemurmured,liftingaloosecurlofhairfromthechild’stear-stainedface。Thenshebentdownandkissedtheflushedcheekonthepillow。

CHAPTERXVII

ANewInterestinLifeTHEnextafternoonAnne,bendingoverherpatchworkatthekitchenwindow,happenedtoglanceoutandbeheldDianadownbytheDryad’sBubblebeckoningmysteriously。InatriceAnnewasoutofthehouseandflyingdowntothehollow,astonishmentandhopestrugglinginherexpressiveeyes。ButthehopefadedwhenshesawDiana’sdejectedcountenance。

"Yourmotherhasn’trelented?"shegasped。

Dianashookherheadmournfully。

"No;andoh,Anne,shesaysI’mnevertoplaywithyouagain。

I’vecriedandcriedandItoldheritwasn’tyourfault,butitwasn’tanyuse。Ihadeversuchatimecoaxinghertoletmecomedownandsaygood-byetoyou。ShesaidIwasonlytostaytenminutesandshe’stimingmebytheclock。"

"Tenminutesisn’tverylongtosayaneternalfarewellin,"saidAnnetearfully。"Oh,Diana,willyoupromisefaithfullynevertoforgetme,thefriendofyouryouth,nomatterwhatdearerfriendsmaycaressthee?"

"IndeedIwill,"sobbedDiana,"andI’llneverhaveanotherbosomfriend——Idon’twanttohave。Icouldn’tloveanybodyasIloveyou。"

"Oh,Diana,"criedAnne,claspingherhands,"doyouLOVEme?"

"Why,ofcourseIdo。Didn’tyouknowthat?"

"No。"Annedrewalongbreath。"IthoughtyouLIKEDmeofcoursebutIneverhopedyouLOVEDme。Why,Diana,Ididn’tthinkanybodycouldloveme。NobodyeverhaslovedmesinceIcanremember。Oh,thisiswonderful!It’sarayoflightwhichwillforevershineonthedarknessofapathseveredfromthee,Diana。

Oh,justsayitonceagain。"

"Iloveyoudevotedly,Anne,"saidDianastanchly,"andIalwayswill,youmaybesureofthat。"

"AndIwillalwayslovethee,Diana,"saidAnne,solemnlyextendingherhand。"Intheyearstocomethymemorywillshinelikeastarovermylonelylife,asthatlaststorywereadtogethersays。Diana,wiltthougivemealockofthyjet-blacktressesinpartingtotreasureforevermore?"

"Haveyougotanythingtocutitwith?"queriedDiana,wipingawaythetearswhichAnne’saffectingaccentshadcausedtoflowafresh,andreturningtopracticalities。

"Yes。I’vegotmypatchworkscissorsinmyapronpocketfortunately,"saidAnne。ShesolemnlyclippedoneofDiana’scurls。"Faretheewell,mybelovedfriend。Henceforthwemustbeasstrangersthoughlivingsidebyside。Butmyheartwilleverbefaithfultothee。"

AnnestoodandwatchedDianaoutofsight,mournfullywavingherhandtothelatterwheneversheturnedtolookback。Thenshereturnedtothehouse,notalittleconsoledforthetimebeingbythisromanticparting。

"Itisallover,"sheinformedMarilla。"Ishallneverhaveanotherfriend。I’mreallyworseoffthaneverbefore,forI

haven’tKatieMauriceandViolettanow。AndevenifIhaditwouldn’tbethesame。Somehow,littledreamgirlsarenotsatisfyingafterarealfriend。DianaandIhadsuchanaffectingfarewelldownbythespring。Itwillbesacredinmymemoryforever。IusedthemostpatheticlanguageIcouldthinkofandsaid`thou’and`thee。’`Thou’and`thee’seemsomuchmoreromanticthan`you。’DianagavemealockofherhairandI’mgoingtosewitupinalittlebagandwearitaroundmyneckallmylife。Pleaseseethatitisburiedwithme,forIdon’tbelieveI’llliveverylong。PerhapswhensheseesmelyingcoldanddeadbeforeherMrs。BarrymayfeelremorseforwhatshehasdoneandwillletDianacometomyfuneral。"

"Idon’tthinkthereismuchfearofyourdyingofgriefaslongasyoucantalk,Anne,"saidMarillaunsympathetically。

ThefollowingMondayAnnesurprisedMarillabycomingdownfromherroomwithherbasketofbooksonherarmandhip???lipsprimmedupintoalineofdetermination。

"I’mgoingbacktoschool,"sheannounced。"Thatisallthereisleftinlifeforme,nowthatmyfriendhasbeenruthlesslytornfromme。InschoolIcanlookatherandmuseoverdaysdeparted。"

"You’dbettermuseoveryourlessonsandsums,"saidMarilla,concealingherdelightatthisdevelopmentofthesituation。"Ifyou’regoingbacktoschoolIhopewe’llhearnomoreofbreakingslatesoverpeople’sheadsandsuchcarryingson。Behaveyourselfanddojustwhatyourteachertellsyou。"

"I’lltrytobeamodelpupil,"agreedAnnedolefully。"Therewon’tbemuchfuninit,Iexpect。Mr。PhillipssaidMinnieAndrewswasamodelpupilandthereisn’tasparkofimaginationorlifeinher。Sheisjustdullandpokyandneverseemstohaveagoodtime。ButIfeelsodepressedthatperhapsitwillcomeeasytomenow。I’mgoingroundbytheroad。Icouldn’tbeartogobytheBirchPathallalone。IshouldweepbittertearsifIdid。"

Annewaswelcomedbacktoschoolwithopenarms。Herimaginationhadbeensorelymissedingames,hervoiceinthesingingandherdramaticabilityintheperusalaloudofbooksatdinnerhour。

RubyGillissmuggledthreeblueplumsovertoherduringtestamentreading;EllaMayMacPhersongaveheranenormousyellowpansycutfromthecoversofafloralcatalogue——aspeciesofdeskdecorationmuchprizedinAvonleaschool。SophiaSloaneofferedtoteachheraperfectlyelegantnewpatternofknitlace,sonicefortrimmingaprons。KatieBoultergaveheraperfumebottletokeepslatewaterin,andJuliaBellcopiedcarefullyonapieceofpalepinkpaperscallopedontheedgesthefollowingeffusion:

WhentwilightdropshercurtaindownAndpinsitwithastarRememberthatyouhaveafriendThoughshemaywanderfar。

"It’ssonicetobeappreciated,"sighedAnnerapturouslytoMarillathatnight。

Thegirlswerenottheonlyscholarswho"appreciated"her。WhenAnnewenttoherseatafterdinnerhour——shehadbeentoldbyMr。

PhillipstositwiththemodelMinnieAndrews——shefoundonherdeskabigluscious"strawberryapple。"AnnecaughtitupallreadytotakeabitewhensherememberedthattheonlyplaceinAvonleawherestrawberryapplesgrewwasintheoldBlytheorchardontheothersideoftheLakeofShiningWaters。Annedroppedtheappleasifitwereared-hotcoalandostentatiouslywipedherfingersonherhandkerchief。Theapplelayuntouchedonherdeskuntilthenextmorning,whenlittleTimothyAndrews,whoswepttheschoolandkindledthefire,annexeditasoneofhisperquisites。CharlieSloane’sslatepencil,gorgeouslybedizenedwithstripedredandyellowpaper,costingtwocentswhereordinarypencilscostonlyone,whichhesentuptoherafterdinnerhour,metwithamorefavorablereception。AnnewasgraciouslypleasedtoacceptitandrewardedthedonorwithasmilewhichexaltedthatinfatuatedyouthstraightwayintotheseventhheavenofdelightandcausedhimtomakesuchfearfulerrorsinhisdictationthatMr。Phillipskepthiminafterschooltorewriteit。

Butas,TheCaesar’spageantshornofBrutus’bustDidbutofRome’sbestsonremindhermore。

sothemarkedabsenceofanytributeorrecognitionfromDianaBarrywhowassittingwithGertiePyeembitteredAnne’slittletriumph。

"Dianamightjusthavesmiledatmeonce,Ithink,"shemournedtoMarillathatnight。Butthenextmorninganotemostfearfullyandwonderfullytwistedandfolded,andasmallparcelwerepassedacrosstoAnne。

DearAnne(rantheformer)

MothersaysI’mnottoplaywithyouortalktoyoueveninschool。Itisn’tmyfaultanddon’tbecrossatme,becauseI

loveyouasmuchasever。ImissyouawfullytotellallmysecretstoandIdon’tlikeGertiePyeonebit。Imadeyouoneofthenewbookmarkersoutofredtissuepaper。Theyareawfullyfashionablenowandonlythreegirlsinschoolknowhowtomakethem。WhenyoulookatitrememberYourtruefriendDianaBarry。

Annereadthenote,kissedthebookmark,anddispatchedapromptreplybacktotheothersideoftheschool。

MyowndarlingDiana:——

OfcourseIamnotcrossatyoubecauseyouhavetoobeyyourmother。Ourspiritscancommune。Ishallkeepyourlovelypresentforever。MinnieAndrewsisaverynicelittlegirl——althoughshehasnoimagination——butafterhavingbeenDiana’sbusumfriendIcannotbeMinnie’s。Pleaseexcusemistakesbecausemyspellingisn’tverygoodyet,althoughmuchimprooved。

YoursuntildeathusdopartAnneorCordeliaShirley。

P。S。Ishallsleepwithyourletterundermypillowtonight。

A。ORC。S。

MarillapessimisticallyexpectedmoretroublesinceAnnehadagainbeguntogotoschool。Butnonedeveloped。PerhapsAnnecaughtsomethingofthe"model"spiritfromMinnieAndrews;atleastshegotonverywellwithMr。Phillipsthenceforth。Sheflungherselfintoherstudiesheartandsoul,determinednottobeoutdoneinanyclassbyGilbertBlythe。Therivalrybetweenthemwassoonapparent;itwasentirelygoodnaturedonGilbert’sside;butitismuchtobefearedthatthesamethingcannotbesaidofAnne,whohadcertainlyanunpraiseworthytenacityforholdinggrudges。Shewasasintenseinherhatredsasinherloves。ShewouldnotstooptoadmitthatshemeanttorivalGilbertinschoolwork,becausethatwouldhavebeentoacknowledgehisexistencewhichAnnepersistentlyignored;buttherivalrywasthereandhonorsfluctuatedbetweenthem。NowGilbertwasheadofthespellingclass;nowAnne,withatossofherlongredbraids,spelledhimdown。OnemorningGilberthadallhissumsdonecorrectlyandhadhisnamewrittenontheblackboardontherollofhonor;thenextmorningAnne,havingwrestledwildlywithdecimalstheentireeveningbefore,wouldbefirst。Oneawfuldaytheyweretiesandtheirnameswerewrittenuptogether。Itwasalmostasbadasatake-noticeandAnne’smortificationwasasevidentasGilbert’ssatisfaction。Whenthewrittenexaminationsattheendofeachmonthwereheldthesuspensewasterrible。ThefirstmonthGilbertcameoutthreemarksahead。ThesecondAnnebeathimbyfive。ButhertriumphwasmarredbythefactthatGilbertcongratulatedherheartilybeforethewholeschool。Itwouldhavebeeneversomuchsweetertoherifhehadfeltthestingofhisdefeat。

Mr。Phillipsmightnotbeaverygoodteacher;butapupilsoinflexiblydeterminedonlearningasAnnewascouldhardlyescapemakingprogressunderanykindofteacher。BytheendofthetermAnneandGilbertwerebothpromotedintothefifthclassandallowedtobeginstudyingtheelementsof"thebranches"——bywhichLatin,geometry,French,andalgebraweremeant。IngeometryAnnemetherWaterloo。

"It’sperfectlyawfulstuff,Marilla,"shegroaned。"I’msureI’llneverbeabletomakeheadortailofit。Thereisnoscopeforimaginationinitatall。Mr。PhillipssaysI’mtheworstdunceheeversawatit。AndGil——Imeansomeoftheothersaresosmartatit。Itisextremelymortifying,Marilla。

EvenDianagetsalongbetterthanIdo。ButIdon’tmindbeingbeatenbyDiana。EvenalthoughwemeetasstrangersnowIstillloveherwithanINEXTINGUISHABLElove。Itmakesmeverysadattimestothinkabouther。Butreally,Marilla,onecan’tstaysadverylonginsuchaninterestingworld,canone?"

CHAPTERXVIII

AnnetotheRescueALLthingsgreatarewoundupwithallthingslittle。AtfirstglanceitmightnotseemthatthedecisionofacertainCanadianPremiertoincludePrinceEdwardIslandinapoliticaltourcouldhavemuchoranythingtodowiththefortunesoflittleAnneShirleyatGreenGables。Butithad。

ItwasaJanuarythePremiercame,toaddresshisloyalsupportersandsuchofhisnonsupportersaschosetobepresentatthemonstermassmeetingheldinCharlottetown。MostoftheAvonleapeoplewereonPremier’ssideofpolitics;henceonthenightofthemeetingnearlyallthemenandagoodlyproportionofthewomenhadgonetotownthirtymilesaway。Mrs。RachelLyndehadgonetoo。Mrs。RachelLyndewasared-hotpoliticianandcouldn’thavebelievedthatthepoliticalrallycouldbecarriedthroughwithouther,althoughshewasontheoppositesideofpolitics。Soshewenttotownandtookherhusband——Thomaswouldbeusefulinlookingafterthehorse——andMarillaCuthbertwithher。Marillahadasneakinginterestinpoliticsherself,andasshethoughtitmightbeheronlychancetoseeareallivePremier,shepromptlytookit,leavingAnneandMatthewtokeephouseuntilherreturnthefollowingday。

Hence,whileMarillaandMrs。Rachelwereenjoyingthemselveshugelyatthemassmeeting,AnneandMatthewhadthecheerfulkitchenatGreenGablesalltothemselves。Abrightfirewasglowingintheold-fashionedWaterloostoveandblue-whitefrostcrystalswereshiningonthewindowpanes。MatthewnoddedoveraFARMERS’ADVOCATEonthesofaandAnneatthetablestudiedherlessonswithgrimdetermination,despitesundrywistfulglancesattheclockshelf,wherelayanewbookthatJaneAndrewshadlentherthatday。Janehadassuredherthatitwaswarrantedtoproduceanynumberofthrills,orwordstothateffect,andAnne’sfingerstingledtoreachoutforit。ButthatwouldmeanGilbertBlythe’striumphonthemorrow。Anneturnedherbackontheclockshelfandtriedtoimagineitwasn’tthere。

"Matthew,didyoueverstudygeometrywhenyouwenttoschool?"

"Wellnow,no,Ididn’t,"saidMatthew,comingoutofhisdozewithastart。

"Iwishyouhad,"sighedAnne,"becausethenyou’dbeabletosympathizewithme。Youcan’tsympathizeproperlyifyou’veneverstudiedit。Itiscastingacloudovermywholelife。I’msuchadunceatit,Matthew。"

"Wellnow,Idunno,"saidMatthewsoothingly。"Iguessyou’reallrightatanything。Mr。PhillipstoldmelastweekinBlair’sstoreatCarmodythatyouwasthesmartestscholarinschoolandwasmakingrapidprogress。`Rapidprogress’washisverywords。There’sthemasrunsdownTeddyPhillipsandsaysheain’tmuchofateacher,butIguesshe’sallright。"

MatthewwouldhavethoughtanyonewhopraisedAnnewas"allright。"

"I’msureI’dgetonbetterwithgeometryifonlyhewouldn’tchangetheletters,"complainedAnne。"IlearnthepropositionoffbyheartandthenhedrawsitontheblackboardandputsdifferentlettersfromwhatareinthebookandIgetallmixedup。Idon’tthinkateachershouldtakesuchameanadvantage,doyou?We’restudyingagriculturenowandI’vefoundoutatlastwhatmakestheroadsred。It’sagreatcomfort。IwonderhowMarillaandMrs。Lyndeareenjoyingthemselves。Mrs。LyndesaysCanadaisgoingtothedogsthewaythingsarebeingrunatOttawaandthatit’sanawfulwarningtotheelectors。Shesaysifwomenwereallowedtovotewewouldsoonseeablessedchange。

Whatwaydoyouvote,Matthew?"

"Conservative,"saidMatthewpromptly。TovoteConservativewaspartofMatthew’sreligion。

"ThenI’mConservativetoo,"saidAnnedecidedly。"I’mgladbecauseGil——becausesomeoftheboysinschoolareGrits。I

guessMr。PhillipsisaGrittoobecausePrissyAndrews’sfatherisone,andRubyGillissaysthatwhenamaniscourtinghealwayshastoagreewiththegirl’smotherinreligionandherfatherinpolitics。Isthattrue,Matthew?"

"Wellnow,Idunno,"saidMatthew。

"Didyouevergocourting,Matthew?"

"Wellnow,no,Idunno’sIeverdid,"saidMatthew,whohadcertainlyneverthoughtofsuchathinginhiswholeexistence。

Annereflectedwithherchininherhands。

"Itmustberatherinteresting,don’tyouthink,Matthew?RubyGillissayswhenshegrowsupshe’sgoingtohaveeversomanybeausonthestringandhavethemallcrazyabouther;butI

thinkthatwouldbetooexciting。I’dratherhavejustoneinhisrightmind。ButRubyGillisknowsagreatdealaboutsuchmattersbecauseshehassomanybigsisters,andMrs。LyndesaystheGillisgirlshavegoneofflikehotcakes。Mr。PhillipsgoesuptoseePrissyAndrewsnearlyeveryevening。HesaysitistohelpherwithherlessonsbutMirandaSloaneisstudyingforQueen’stoo,andIshouldthinksheneededhelpalotmorethanPrissybecauseshe’seversomuchstupider,buthenevergoestohelpherintheeveningsatall。ThereareagreatmanythingsinthisworldthatIcan’tunderstandverywell,Matthew。"

"Wellnow,IdunnoasIcomprehendthemallmyself,"acknowledgedMatthew。

"Well,IsupposeImustfinishupmylessons。Iwon’tallowmyselftoopenthatnewbookJanelentmeuntilI’mthrough。Butit’saterribletemptation,Matthew。EvenwhenIturnmybackonitIcanseeittherejustasplain。Janesaidshecriedherselfsickoverit。Iloveabookthatmakesmecry。ButIthinkI’llcarrythatbookintothesittingroomandlockitinthejamclosetandgiveyouthekey。AndyoumustNOTgiveittome,Matthew,untilmylessonsaredone,notevenifIimploreyouonmybendedknees。It’sallverywelltosayresisttemptation,butit’seversomucheasiertoresistitifyoucan’tgetthekey。AndthenshallIrundownthecellarandgetsomerussets,Matthew?Wouldn’tyoulikesomerussets?"

"Wellnow,IdunnobutwhatIwould,"saidMatthew,whoneveraterussetsbutknewAnne’sweaknessforthem。

JustasAnneemergedtriumphantlyfromthecellarwithherplatefulofrussetscamethesoundofflyingfootstepsontheicyboardwalkoutsideandthenextmomentthekitchendoorwasflungopenandinrushedDianaBarry,whitefacedandbreathless,withashawlwrappedhastilyaroundherhead。Annepromptlyletgoofhercandleandplateinhersurprise,andplate,candle,andapplescrashedtogetherdownthecellarladderandwerefoundatthebottomembeddedinmeltedgrease,thenextday,byMarilla,whogatheredthemupandthankedmercythehousehadn’tbeensetonfire。

"Whateveristhematter,Diana?"criedAnne。"Hasyourmotherrelentedatlast?"

"Oh,Anne,docomequick,"imploredDiananervously。"MinnieMayisawfulsick——she’sgotcroup。YoungMaryJoesays——andFatherandMotherareawaytotownandthere’snobodytogoforthedoctor。MinnieMayisawfulbadandYoungMaryJoedoesn’tknowwhattodo——andoh,Anne,I’msoscared!"

Matthew,withoutaword,reachedoutforcapandcoat,slippedpastDianaandawayintothedarknessoftheyard。

"He’sgonetoharnessthesorrelmaretogotoCarmodyforthedoctor,"saidAnne,whowashurryingonhoodandjacket。"Iknowitaswellasifhe’dsaidso。MatthewandIaresuchkindredspiritsIcanreadhisthoughtswithoutwordsatall。"

"Idon’tbelievehe’llfindthedoctoratCarmody,"sobbedDiana。

"IknowthatDr。BlairwenttotownandIguessDr。Spencerwouldgotoo。YoungMaryJoeneversawanybodywithcroupandMrs。Lyndeisaway。Oh,Anne!"

"Don’tcry,Di,"saidAnnecheerily。"Iknowexactlywhattodoforcroup。YouforgetthatMrs。Hammondhadtwinsthreetimes。

Whenyoulookafterthreepairsoftwinsyounaturallygetalotofexperience。Theyallhadcroupregularly。JustwaittillI

gettheipecacbottle——youmayn’thaveanyatyourhouse。Comeonnow。"

ThetwolittlegirlshastenedouthandinhandandhurriedthroughLover’sLaneandacrossthecrustedfieldbeyond,forthesnowwastoodeeptogobytheshorterwoodway。Anne,althoughsincerelysorryforMinnieMay,wasfarfrombeinginsensibletotheromanceofthesituationandtothesweetnessofoncemoresharingthatromancewithakindredspirit。

Thenightwasclearandfrosty,allebonyofshadowandsilverofsnowyslope;bigstarswereshiningoverthesilentfields;hereandtherethedarkpointedfirsstoodupwithsnowpowderingtheirbranchesandthewindwhistlingthroughthem。Annethoughtitwastrulydelightfultogoskimmingthroughallthismysteryandlovelinesswithyourbosomfriendwhohadbeensolongestranged。

MinnieMay,agedthree,wasreallyverysick。Shelayonthekitchensofafeverishandrestless,whileherhoarsebreathingcouldbeheardalloverthehouse。YoungMaryJoe,abuxom,broad-facedFrenchgirlfromthecreek,whomMrs。Barryhadengagedtostaywiththechildrenduringherabsence,washelplessandbewildered,quiteincapableofthinkingwhattodo,ordoingitifshethoughtofit。

Annewenttoworkwithskillandpromptness。

"MinnieMayhascroupallright;she’sprettybad,butI’veseenthemworse。Firstwemusthavelotsofhotwater。Ideclare,Diana,thereisn’tmorethanacupfulinthekettle!There,I’vefilleditup,and,MaryJoe,youmayputsomewoodinthestove。

Idon’twanttohurtyourfeelingsbutitseemstomeyoumighthavethoughtofthisbeforeifyou’danyimagination。Now,I’llundressMinnieMayandputhertobedandyoutrytofindsomesoftflannelcloths,Diana。I’mgoingtogiveheradoseofipecacfirstofall。"

MinnieMaydidnottakekindlytotheipecacbutAnnehadnotbroughtupthreepairsoftwinsfornothing。Downthatipecacwent,notonlyonce,butmanytimesduringthelong,anxiousnightwhenthetwolittlegirlsworkedpatientlyoverthesufferingMinnieMay,andYoungMaryJoe,honestlyanxioustodoallshecould,keptuparoaringfireandheatedmorewaterthanwouldhavebeenneededforahospitalofcroupybabies。

Itwasthreeo’clockwhenMatthewcamewithadoctor,forhehadbeenobligedtogoallthewaytoSpencervaleforone。Butthepressingneedforassistancewaspast。MinnieMaywasmuchbetterandwassleepingsoundly。

"Iwasawfullyneargivingupindespair,"explainedAnne。"ShegotworseandworseuntilshewassickerthanevertheHammondtwinswere,eventhelastpair。Iactuallythoughtshewasgoingtochoketodeath。IgavehereverydropofipecacinthatbottleandwhenthelastdosewentdownIsaidtomyself——nottoDianaorYoungMaryJoe,becauseIdidn’twanttoworrythemanymorethantheywereworried,butIhadtosayittomyselfjusttorelievemyfeelings——`ThisisthelastlingeringhopeandI

fear,tisavainone。’Butinaboutthreeminutesshecoughedupthephlegmandbegantogetbetterrightaway。Youmustjustimaginemyrelief,doctor,becauseIcan’texpressitinwords。

Youknowtherearesomethingsthatcannotbeexpressedinwords。"

"Yes,Iknow,"noddedthedoctor。HelookedatAnneasifhewerethinkingsomethingsaboutherthatcouldn’tbeexpressedinwords。Lateron,however,heexpressedthemtoMr。andMrs。Barry。

"ThatlittleredheadedgirltheyhaveoveratCuthbert’sisassmartastheymake’em。Itellyoushesavedthatbaby’slife,foritwouldhavebeentoolatebythetimeIgotthere。Sheseemstohaveaskillandpresenceofmindperfectlywonderfulinachildofherage。Ineversawanythingliketheeyesofherwhenshewasexplainingthecasetome。"

Annehadgonehomeinthewonderful,white-frostedwintermorning,heavyeyedfromlossofsleep,butstilltalkingunweariedlytoMatthewastheycrossedthelongwhitefieldandwalkedundertheglitteringfairyarchoftheLover’sLanemaples。

"Oh,Matthew,isn’titawonderfulmorning?TheworldlookslikesomethingGodhadjustimaginedforHisownpleasure,doesn’tit?

ThosetreeslookasifIcouldblowthemawaywithabreath——pouf!I’msogladIliveinaworldwheretherearewhitefrosts,aren’tyou?AndI’msogladMrs。Hammondhadthreepairsoftwinsafterall。Ifshehadn’tImightn’thaveknownwhattodoforMinnieMay。I’mrealsorryIwasevercrosswithMrs。

Hammondforhavingtwins。But,oh,Matthew,I’msosleepy。I

can’tgotoschool。IjustknowIcouldn’tkeepmyeyesopenandI’dbesostupid。Butlhatetostayhome,forGil——someoftheotherswillgetheadoftheclass,andit’ssohardtogetupagain——althoughofcoursetheharderitisthemoresatisfactionyouhavewhenyoudogetup,haven’tyou?"

"Wellnow,Iguessyou’llmanageallright,"saidMatthew,lookingatAnne’swhitelittlefaceandthedarkshadowsunderhereyes。"Youjustgorighttobedandhaveagoodsleep。I’lldoallthechores。"

AnneaccordinglywenttobedandsleptsolongandsoundlythatitwaswelloninthewhiteandrosywinterafternoonwhensheawokeanddescendedtothekitchenwhereMarilla,whohadarrivedhomeinthemeantime,wassittingknitting。

"Oh,didyouseethePremier?"exclaimedAnneatonce。"WhatdidhelooklikeMarilla?"

"Well,henevergottobePremieronaccountofhislooks,"saidMarilla。"Suchanoseasthatmanhad!Buthecanspeak。IwasproudofbeingaConservative。RachelLynde,ofcourse,beingaLiberal,hadnouseforhim。Yourdinnerisintheoven,Anne,andyoucangetyourselfsomeblueplumpreserveoutofthepantry。Iguessyou’rehungry。Matthewhasbeentellingmeaboutlastnight。Imustsayitwasfortunateyouknewwhattodo。Iwouldn’thavehadanyideamyself,forIneversawacaseofcroup。Therenow,nevermindtalkingtillyou’vehadyourdinner。Icantellbythelookofyouthatyou’rejustfullupwithspeeches,butthey’llkeep。"

MarillahadsomethingtotellAnne,butshedidnottellitjustthenforsheknewifshedidAnne’sconsequentexcitementwouldliftherclearoutoftheregionofsuchmaterialmattersasappetiteordinner。NotuntilAnnehadfinishedhersaucerofblueplumsdidMarillasay:

"Mrs。Barrywasherethisafternoon,Anne。Shewantedtoseeyou,butIwouldn’twakeyouup。ShesaysyousavedMinnieMay’slife,andsheisverysorrysheactedasshedidinthataffairofthecurrantwine。Shesayssheknowsnowyoudidn’tmeantosetDianadrunk,andshehopesyou’llforgiveherandbegoodfriendswithDianaagain。You’retogooverthiseveningifyoulikeforDianacan’tstiroutsidethedooronaccountofabadcoldshecaughtlastnight。Now,AnneShirley,forpity’ssakedon’tflyupintotheair。"

Thewarningseemednotunnecessary,soupliftedandaerialwasAnne’sexpressionandattitudeasshesprangtoherfeet,herfaceirradiatedwiththeflameofherspirit。

"Oh,Marilla,canIgorightnow——withoutwashingmydishes?

I’llwashthemwhenIcomeback,butIcannottiemyselfdowntoanythingsounromanticasdishwashingatthisthrillingmoment。"

"Yes,yes,runalong,"saidMarillaindulgently。"AnneShirley——areyoucrazy?Comebackthisinstantandputsomethingonyou。Imightaswellcalltothewind。She’sgonewithoutacaporwrap。Lookathertearingthroughtheorchardwithherhairstreaming。It’llbeamercyifshedoesn’tcatchherdeathofcold。"

Annecamedancinghomeinthepurplewintertwilightacrossthesnowyplaces。Afarinthesouthwestwasthegreatshimmering,pearl-likesparkleofaneveningstarinaskythatwaspalegoldenandetherealroseovergleamingwhitespacesanddarkglensofspruce。Thetinklesofsleighbellsamongthesnowyhillscamelikeelfinchimesthroughthefrostyair,buttheirmusicwasnotsweeterthanthesonginAnne’sheartandonherlips。

"Youseebeforeyouaperfectlyhappyperson,Marilla,"sheannounced。"I’mperfectlyhappy——yes,inspiteofmyredhair。

JustatpresentIhaveasoulaboveredhair。Mrs。Barrykissedmeandcriedandsaidshewassosorryandshecouldneverrepayme。Ifeltfearfullyembarrassed,Marilla,butIjustsaidaspolitelyasIcould,`Ihavenohardfeelingsforyou,Mrs。

Barry。IassureyouonceforallthatIdidnotmeantointoxicateDianaandhenceforthIshallcoverthepastwiththemantleofoblivion。’Thatwasaprettydignifiedwayofspeakingwasn’tit,Marilla?

IfeltthatIwasheapingcoalsoffireonMrs。Barry’shead。

AndDianaandIhadalovelyafternoon。DianashowedmeanewfancycrochetstitchherauntoveratCarmodytaughther。NotasoulinAvonleaknowsitbutus,andwepledgedasolemnvownevertorevealittoanyoneelse。Dianagavemeabeautifulcardwithawreathofrosesonitandaverseofpoetry:

"IfyoulovemeasIloveyouNothingbutdeathcanpartustwo。

Andthatistrue,Marilla。We’regoingtoaskMr。Phillipstoletussittogetherinschoolagain,andGertiePyecangowithMinnieAndrews。Wehadaneleganttea。Mrs。Barryhadtheverybestchinasetout,Marilla,justasifIwasrealcompany。I

can’ttellyouwhatathrillitgaveme。Nobodyeverusedtheirverybestchinaonmyaccountbefore。Andwehadfruitcakeandpoundcakeanddoughnutsandtwokindsofpreserves,Marilla。

AndMrs。BarryaskedmeifItookteaandsaid`Pa,whydon’tyoupassthebiscuitstoAnne?’Itmustbelovelytobegrownup,Marilla,whenjustbeingtreatedasifyouwereissonice。"

"Idon’tknowaboutthat,"saidMarilla,withabriefsigh。

"Well,anyway,whenIamgrownup,"saidAnnedecidedly,"I’malwaysgoingtotalktolittlegirlsasiftheyweretoo,andI’llneverlaughwhentheyusebigwords。Iknowfromsorrowfulexperiencehowthathurtsone’sfeelings。AfterteaDianaandI

madetaffy。Thetaffywasn’tverygood,IsupposebecauseneitherDiananorIhadevermadeanybefore。DianaleftmetostiritwhileshebutteredtheplatesandIforgotandletitburn;andthenwhenwesetitoutontheplatformtocoolthecatwalkedoveroneplateandthathadtobethrownaway。Butthemakingofitwassplendidfun。ThenwhenIcamehomeMrs。BarryaskedmetocomeoverasoftenasIcouldandDianastoodatthewindowandthrewkissestomeallthewaydowntoLover’sLane。

Iassureyou,Marilla,thatIfeellikeprayingtonightandI’mgoingtothinkoutaspecialbrand-newprayerinhonoroftheoccasion。"

CHAPTERXIX

AConcertaCatastropheandaConfession"MARILLA,canIgoovertoseeDianajustforaminute?"askedAnne,runningbreathlesslydownfromtheeastgableoneFebruaryevening。

"Idon’tseewhatyouwanttobetraipsingaboutafterdarkfor,"

saidMarillashortly。"YouandDianawalkedhomefromschooltogetherandthenstooddownthereinthesnowforhalfanhourmore,yourtonguesgoingthewholeblessedtime,clickety-clack。

SoIdon’tthinkyou’reverybadlyofftoseeheragain。"

"Butshewantstoseeme,"pleadedAnne。"Shehassomethingveryimportanttotellme。"

"Howdoyouknowshehas?"

"Becauseshejustsignaledtomefromherwindow。Wehavearrangedawaytosignalwithourcandlesandcardboard。Wesetthecandleonthewindowsillandmakeflashesbypassingthecardboardbackandforth。Somanyflashesmeanacertainthing。

Itwasmyidea,Marilla。"

"I’llwarrantyouitwas,"saidMarillaemphatically。"Andthenextthingyou’llbesettingfiretothecurtainswithyoursignalingnonsense。"

"Oh,we’reverycareful,Marilla。Andit’ssointeresting。Twoflashesmean,`Areyouthere?’Threemean`yes’andfour`no。’

Fivemean,`Comeoverassoonaspossible,becauseIhavesomethingimportanttoreveal。’Dianahasjustsignaledfiveflashes,andI’mreallysufferingtoknowwhatitis。"

"Well,youneedn’tsufferanylonger,"saidMarillasarcastically。"Youcango,butyou’retobebackhereinjusttenminutes,rememberthat。"

Annedidrememberitandwasbackinthestipulatedtime,althoughprobablynomortalwilleverknowjustwhatitcosthertoconfinethediscussionofDiana’simportantcommunicationwithinthelimitsoftenminutes。Butatleastshehadmadegooduseofthem。

"Oh,Marilla,whatdoyouthink?YouknowtomorrowisDiana’sbirthday。Well,hermothertoldhershecouldaskmetogohomewithherfromschoolandstayallnightwithher。AndhercousinsarecomingoverfromNewbridgeinabigpungsleightogototheDebatingClubconcertatthehalltomorrownight。AndtheyaregoingtotakeDianaandmetotheconcert——ifyou’llletmego,thatis。Youwill,won’tyou,Marilla?Oh,Ifeelsoexcited。"

"Youcancalmdownthen,becauseyou’renotgoing。You’rebetterathomeinyourownbed,andasforthatclubconcert,it’sallnonsense,andlittlegirlsshouldnotbeallowedtogoouttosuchplacesatall。"

"I’msuretheDebatingClubisamostrespectableaffair,"

pleadedAnne。

"I’mnotsayingitisn’t。Butyou’renotgoingtobegingaddingabouttoconcertsandstayingoutallhoursofthenight。Prettydoingsforchildren。I’msurprisedatMrs。Barry’slettingDianago。"

"Butit’ssuchaveryspecialoccasion,"mournedAnne,onthevergeoftears。"Dianahasonlyonebirthdayinayear。Itisn’tasifbirthdayswerecommonthings,Marilla。PrissyAndrewsisgoingtorecite`CurfewMustNotRingTonight。’Thatissuchagoodmoralpiece,Marilla,I’msureitwoulddomelotsofgoodtohearit。Andthechoiraregoingtosingfourlovelypatheticsongsthatareprettynearasgoodashymns。Andoh,Marilla,theministerisgoingtotakepart;yes,indeed,heis;he’sgoingtogiveanaddress。Thatwillbejustaboutthesamethingasasermon。Please,mayn’tIgo,Marilla?"

"YouheardwhatIsaid,Anne,didn’tyou?Takeoffyourbootsnowandgotobed。It’spasteight。"

"There’sjustonemorething,Marilla,"saidAnne,withtheairofproducingthelastshotinherlocker。"Mrs。BarrytoldDianathatwemightsleepinthespare-roombed。ThinkofthehonorofyourlittleAnnebeingputinthespare-roombed。"

"It’sanhonoryou’llhavetogetalongwithout。Gotobed,Anne,anddon’tletmehearanotherwordoutofyou。"

WhenAnne,withtearsrollingoverhercheeks,hadgonesorrowfullyupstairs,Matthew,whohadbeenapparentlysoundasleepontheloungeduringthewholedialogue,openedhiseyesandsaiddecidedly:

"Wellnow,Marilla,IthinkyououghttoletAnnego。"

"Idon’tthen,"retortedMarilla。"Who’sbringingthischildup,Matthew,youorme?"

"Wellnow,you,"admittedMatthew。

"Don’tinterferethen。"

"Wellnow,Iain’tinterfering。Itain’tinterferingtohaveyourownopinion。AndmyopinionisthatyououghttoletAnnego。"

"You’dthinkIoughttoletAnnegotothemoonifshetookthenotion,I’venodoubt"wasMarilla’samiablerejoinder。"ImighthaveletherspendthenightwithDiana,ifthatwasall。ButI

don’tapproveofthisconcertplan。She’dgothereandcatchcoldlikeasnot,andhaveherheadfilledupwithnonsenseandexcitement。Itwouldunsettleherforaweek。Iunderstandthatchild’sdispositionandwhat’sgoodforitbetterthanyou,Matthew。"

"IthinkyououghttoletAnnego,"repeatedMatthewfirmly。

Argumentwasnothisstrongpoint,butholdingfasttohisopinioncertainlywas。Marillagaveagaspofhelplessnessandtookrefugeinsilence。Thenextmorning,whenAnnewaswashingthebreakfastdishesinthepantry,MatthewpausedonhiswayouttothebarntosaytoMarillaagain:

"IthinkyououghttoletAnnego,Marilla。"

ForamomentMarillalookedthingsnotlawfultobeuttered。

Thensheyieldedtotheinevitableandsaidtartly:

"Verywell,shecango,sincenothingelse’llpleaseyou。"

Anneflewoutofthepantry,drippingdishclothinhand。

"Oh,Marilla,Marilla,saythoseblessedwordsagain。"

"Iguessonceisenoughtosaythem。ThisisMatthew’sdoingsandIwashmyhandsofit。Ifyoucatchpneumoniasleepinginastrangebedorcomingoutofthathothallinthemiddleofthenight,don’tblameme,blameMatthew。AnneShirley,you’redrippinggreasywateralloverthefloor。Ineversawsuchacarelesschild。"

"Oh,IknowI’magreattrialtoyou,Marilla,"saidAnnerepentantly。"Imakesomanymistakes。ButthenjustthinkofallthemistakesIdon’tmake,althoughImight。I’llgetsomesandandscrubupthespotsbeforeIgotoschool。Oh,Marilla,myheartwasjustsetongoingtothatconcert。Ineverwastoaconcertinmylife,andwhentheothergirlstalkabouttheminschoolIfeelsooutofit。Youdidn’tknowjusthowIfeltaboutit,butyouseeMatthewdid。Matthewunderstandsme,andit’ssonicetobeunderstood,Marilla。"

Annewastooexcitedtodoherselfjusticeastolessonsthatmorninginschool。GilbertBlythespelledherdowninclassandleftherclearoutofsightinmentalarithmetic。Anne’sconsequenthumiliationwaslessthanitmighthavebeen,however,inviewoftheconcertandthespare-roombed。SheandDianatalkedsoconstantlyaboutitalldaythatwithastricterteacherthanMr。Phillipsdiredisgracemustinevitablyhavebeentheirportion。

Annefeltthatshecouldnothaveborneitifshehadnotbeengoingtotheconcert,fornothingelsewasdiscussedthatdayinschool。TheAvonleaDebatingClub,whichmetfortnightlyallwinter,hadhadseveralsmallerfreeentertainments;butthiswastobeabigaffair,admissiontencents,inaidofthelibrary。

TheAvonleayoungpeoplehadbeenpracticingforweeks,andallthescholarswereespeciallyinterestedinitbyreasonofolderbrothersandsisterswhoweregoingtotakepart。Everybodyinschoolovernineyearsofageexpectedtogo,exceptCarrieSloane,whosefathersharedMarilla’sopinionsaboutsmallgirlsgoingouttonightconcerts。CarrieSloanecriedintohergrammaralltheafternoonandfeltthatlifewasnotworthliving。

ForAnnetherealexcitementbeganwiththedismissalofschoolandincreasedtherefromincrescendountilitreachedtoacrashofpositiveecstasyintheconcertitself。Theyhada"perfectlyeleganttea;"andthencamethedeliciousoccupationofdressinginDiana’slittleroomupstairs。DianadidAnne’sfronthairinthenewpompadourstyleandAnnetiedDiana’sbowswiththeespecialknackshepossessed;andtheyexperimentedwithatleasthalfadozendifferentwaysofarrangingtheirbackhair。Atlasttheywereready,cheeksscarletandeyesglowingwithexcitement。

True,Annecouldnothelpalittlepangwhenshecontrastedherplainblacktamandshapeless,tight-sleeved,homemadegray-clothcoatwithDiana’sjauntyfurcapandsmartlittlejacket。Butsherememberedintimethatshehadanimaginationandcoulduseit。

ThenDiana’scousins,theMurraysfromNewbridge,came;theyallcrowdedintothebigpungsleigh,amongstrawandfurryrobes。

Annereveledinthedrivetothehall,slippingalongoverthesatin-smoothroadswiththesnowcrispingundertherunners。

Therewasamagnificentsunset,andthesnowyhillsanddeep-bluewateroftheSt。LawrenceGulfseemedtorim???inthesplendorlikeahugebowlofpearlandsapphirebrimmedwithwineandfire。Tinklesofsleighbellsanddistantlaughter,thatseemedlikethemirthofwoodelves,camefromeveryquarter。

"Oh,Diana,"breathedAnne,squeezingDiana’smittenedhandunderthefurrobe,"isn’titalllikeabeautifuldream?DoIreallylookthesameasusual?Ifeelsodifferentthatitseemstomeitmustshowinmylooks。"

"Youlookawfullynice,"saidDiana,whohavingjustreceivedacomplimentfromoneofhercousins,feltthatsheoughttopassiton。"You’vegottheloveliestcolor。"

Theprogramthatnightwasaseriesof"thrills"foratleastonelistenerintheaudience,and,asAnneassuredDiana,everysucceedingthrillwasthrillierthanthelast。WhenPrissyAndrews,attiredinanewpink-silkwaistwithastringofpearlsabouthersmoothwhitethroatandrealcarnationsinherhair——rumorwhisperedthatthemasterhadsentallthewaytotownforthemforher——"climbedtheslimyladder,darkwithoutonerayoflight,"Anneshiveredinluxurioussympathy;whenthechoirsang"FarAbovetheGentleDaisies"Annegazedattheceilingasifitwerefrescoedwithangels;whenSamSloaneproceededtoexplainandillustrate"HowSockerySetaHen"Annelaugheduntilpeoplesittingnearherlaughedtoo,moreoutofsympathywithherthanwithamusementataselectionthatwasratherthreadbareeveninAvonlea;andwhenMr。PhillipsgaveMarkAntony’sorationoverthedeadbodyofCaesarinthemostheartstirringtones——lookingatPrissyAndrewsattheendofeverysentence——AnnefeltthatshecouldriseandmutinyonthespotifbutoneRomancitizenledtheway。

Onlyonenumberontheprogramfailedtointeresther。WhenGilbertBlytherecited"BingenontheRhine"AnnepickedupRhodaMurray’slibrarybookandreadituntilhehadfinished,whenshesatrigidlystiffandmotionlesswhileDianaclappedherhandsuntiltheytingled。

Itwaselevenwhentheygothome,satedwithdissipation,butwiththeexceedingsweetpleasureoftalkingitalloverstilltocome。Everybodyseemedasleepandthehousewasdarkandsilent。

AnneandDianatiptoedintotheparlor,alongnarrowroomoutofwhichthespareroomopened。Itwaspleasantlywarmanddimlylightedbytheembersofafireinthegrate。

"Let’sundresshere,"saidDiana。"It’ssoniceandwarm。"

"Hasn’titbeenadelightfultime?"sighedAnnerapturously。"Itmustbesplendidtogetupandrecitethere。Doyousupposewewilleverbeaskedtodoit,Diana?"

"Yes,ofcourse,someday。They’realwayswantingthebigscholarstorecite。GilbertBlythedoesoftenandhe’sonlytwoyearsolderthanus。Oh,Anne,howcouldyoupretendnottolistentohim?Whenhecametotheline,"THERE’SANOTHER,notASISTER,helookedrightdownatyou。"

"Diana,"saidAnnewithdignity,"youaremybosomfriend,butI

cannotallowevenyoutospeaktomeofthatperson。Areyoureadyforbed?Let’srunaraceandseewho’llgettothebedfirst。"

ThesuggestionappealedtoDiana。Thetwolittlewhite-cladfiguresflewdownthelongroom,throughthespare-roomdoor,andboundedonthebedatthesamemoment。Andthen——something——movedbeneaththem,therewasagaspandacry——andsomebodysaidinmuffledaccents:

"Mercifulgoodness!"

AnneandDianawereneverabletotelljusthowtheygotoffthatbedandoutoftheroom。Theyonlyknewthatafteronefranticrushtheyfoundthemselvestiptoeingshiveringlyupstairs。

"Oh,whowasit——WHATwasit?"whisperedAnne,herteethchatteringwithcoldandfright。

"ItwasAuntJosephine,"saidDiana,gaspingwithlaughter。"Oh,Anne,itwasAuntJosephine,howevershecametobethere。Oh,andIknowshewillbefurious。It’sdreadful——it’sreallydreadful——butdidyoueverknowanythingsofunny,Anne?"

"WhoisyourAuntJosephine?"

"She’sfather’sauntandshelivesinCharlottetown。She’sawfullyold——seventyanyhow——andIdon’tbelieveshewasEVERalittlegirl。Wewereexpectingheroutforavisit,butnotsosoon。She’sawfullyprimandproperandshe’llscolddreadfullyaboutthis,Iknow。Well,we’llhavetosleepwithMinnieMay——andyoucan’tthinkhowshekicks。"

MissJosephineBarrydidnotappearattheearlybreakfastthenextmorning。Mrs。Barrysmiledkindlyatthetwolittlegirls。

"Didyouhaveagoodtimelastnight?Itriedtostayawakeuntilyoucamehome,forIwantedtotellyouAuntJosephinehadcomeandthatyouwouldhavetogoupstairsafterall,butIwassotiredIfellasleep。Ihopeyoudidn’tdisturbyouraunt,Diana。"

Dianapreservedadiscreetsilence,butsheandAnneexchangedfurtivesmilesofguiltyamusementacrossthetable。AnnehurriedhomeafterbreakfastandsoremainedinblissfulignoranceofthedisturbancewhichpresentlyresultedintheBarryhouseholduntilthelateafternoon,whenshewentdowntoMrs。Lynde’sonanerrandforMarilla。

"SoyouandDiananearlyfrightenedpooroldMissBarrytodeathlastnight?"saidMrs。Lyndeseverely,butwithatwinkleinhereye。"Mrs。BarrywashereafewminutesagoonherwaytoCarmody。She’sfeelingrealworriedoverit。OldMissBarrywasinaterribletemperwhenshegotupthismorning——andJosephineBarry’stemperisnojoke,Icantellyouthat。Shewouldn’tspeaktoDianaatall。"

"Itwasn’tDiana’sfault,"saidAnnecontritely。"Itwasmine。

Isuggestedracingtoseewhowouldgetintobedfirst。"

"Iknewit!"saidMrs。Lynde,withtheexultationofacorrectguesser。"Iknewthatideacameoutofyourhead。Well,it’smadeanicelotoftrouble,that’swhat。OldMissBarrycameouttostayforamonth,butshedeclaresshewon’tstayanotherdayandisgoingrightbacktotowntomorrow,Sundayandallasitis。She’dhavegonetodayiftheycouldhavetakenher。Shehadpromisedtopayforaquarter’smusiclessonsforDiana,butnowsheisdeterminedtodonothingatallforsuchatomboy。Oh,I

guesstheyhadalivelytimeofittherethismorning。TheBarrysmustfeelcutup。OldMissBarryisrichandthey’dliketokeeponthegoodsideofher。Ofcourse,Mrs。Barrydidn’tsayjustthattome,butI’maprettygoodjudgeofhumannature,that’swhat。"

"I’msuchanunluckygirl,"mournedAnne。"I’malwaysgettingintoscrapesmyselfandgettingmybestfriends——peopleI’dshedmyheart’sbloodfor——intothemtoo。Canyoutellmewhyitisso,Mrs。Lynde?"

"It’sbecauseyou’retooheedlessandimpulsive,child,that’swhat。Youneverstoptothink——whatevercomesintoyourheadtosayordoyousayordoitwithoutamoment’sreflection。"

"Oh,butthat’sthebestofit,"protestedAnne。"Somethingjustflashesintoyourmind,soexciting,andyoumustoutwithit。

Ifyoustoptothinkitoveryouspoilitall。Haven’tyouneverfeltthatyourself,Mrs。Lynde?"

No,Mrs。Lyndehadnot。Sheshookherheadsagely。

"Youmustlearntothinkalittle,Anne,that’swhat。Theproverbyouneedtogobyis`Lookbeforeyouleap’——especiallyintospare-roombeds。"

Mrs。Lyndelaughedcomfortablyoverhermildjoke,butAnneremainedpensive。Shesawnothingtolaughatinthesituation,whichtohereyesappearedveryserious。WhensheleftMrs。

Lynde’sshetookherwayacrossthecrustedfieldstoOrchardSlope。Dianametheratthekitchendoor。

"YourAuntJosephinewasverycrossaboutit,wasn’tshe?"

whisperedAnne。

"Yes,"answeredDiana,stiflingagigglewithanapprehensiveglanceoverhershoulderattheclosedsitting-roomdoor。"Shewasfairlydancingwithrage,Anne。Oh,howshescolded。ShesaidIwastheworst-behavedgirlsheeversawandthatmyparentsoughttobeashamedofthewaytheyhadbroughtmeup。

Shesaysshewon’tstayandI’msureIdon’tcare。ButFatherandMotherdo。"

"Whydidn’tyoutellthemitwasmyfault?"demandedAnne。

"It’slikelyI’ddosuchathing,isn’tit?"saidDianawithjustscorn。"I’mnotelltale,AnneShirley,andanyhowIwasjustasmuchtoblameasyou。"

"Well,I’mgoingintotellhermyself,"saidAnneresolutely。

Dianastared。

"AnneShirley,you’dnever!why——she’lleatyoualive!"

"Don’tfrightenmeanymorethanIamfrightened,"imploredAnne。

"I’dratherwalkuptoacannon’smouth。ButI’vegottodoit,Diana。ItwasmyfaultandI’vegottoconfess。I’vehadpracticeinconfessing,fortunately。"

"Well,she’sintheroom,"saidDiana。"Youcangoinifyouwantto。Iwouldn’tdare。AndIdon’tbelieveyou’lldoabitofgood。"

WiththisencouragementAnnebeardedthelioninitsden——thatistosay,walkedresolutelyuptothesitting-roomdoorandknockedfaintly。Asharp"Comein"followed。

MissJosephineBarry,thin,prim,andrigid,wasknittingfiercelybythefire,herwrathquiteunappeasedandhereyessnappingthroughhergold-rimmedglasses。Shewheeledaroundinherchair,expectingtoseeDiana,andbeheldawhite-facedgirlwhosegreateyeswerebrimmedupwithamixtureofdesperatecourageandshrinkingterror。

"Whoareyou?"demandedMissJosephineBarry,withoutceremony。

"I’mAnneofGreenGables,"saidthesmallvisitortremulously,claspingherhandswithhercharacteristicgesture,"andI’vecometoconfess,ifyouplease。"

"Confesswhat?"

"Thatitwasallmyfaultaboutjumpingintobedonyoulastnight。Isuggestedit。Dianawouldneverhavethoughtofsuchathing,Iamsure。Dianaisaveryladylikegirl,MissBarry。Soyoumustseehowunjustitistoblameher。"

"Oh,Imust,hey?IratherthinkDianadidhershareofthejumpingatleast。Suchcarryingsoninarespectablehouse!"

"Butwewereonlyinfun,"persistedAnne。"Ithinkyououghttoforgiveus,MissBarry,nowthatwe’veapologized。Andanyhow,pleaseforgiveDianaandletherhavehermusiclessons。Diana’sheartissetonhermusiclessons,MissBarry,andIknowtoowellwhatitistosetyourheartonathingandnotgetit。Ifyoumustbecrosswithanyone,becrosswithme。I’vebeensousedinmyearlydaystohavingpeoplecrossatmethatIcanendureitmuchbetterthanDianacan。"

Muchofthesnaphadgoneoutoftheoldlady’seyesbythistimeandwasreplacedbyatwinkleofamusedinterest。Butshestillsaidseverely:

"Idon’tthinkitisanyexcuseforyouthatyouwereonlyinfun。LittlegirlsneverindulgedinthatkindoffunwhenIwasyoung。Youdon’tknowwhatitistobeawakenedoutofasoundsleep,afteralongandarduousjourney,bytwogreatgirlscomingbouncedownonyou。"

"Idon’tKNOW,butIcanIMAGINE,"saidAnneeagerly。"I’msureitmusthavebeenverydisturbing。Butthen,thereisoursideofittoo。Haveyouanyimagination,MissBarry?Ifyouhave,justputyourselfinourplace。Wedidn’tknowtherewasanybodyinthatbedandyounearlyscaredustodeath。Itwassimplyawfulthewaywefelt。Andthenwecouldn’tsleepinthespareroomafterbeingpromised。Isupposeyouareusedtosleepinginsparerooms。Butjustimaginewhatyouwouldfeellikeifyouwerealittleorphangirlwhohadneverhadsuchanhonor。"

Allthesnaphadgonebythistime。MissBarryactuallylaughed——asoundwhichcausedDiana,waitinginspeechlessanxietyinthekitchenoutside,togiveagreatgaspofrelief。

"I’mafraidmyimaginationisalittlerusty——it’ssolongsinceIusedit,"shesaid。"Idaresayyourclaimtosympathyisjustasstrongasmine。Italldependsonthewaywelookatit。Sitdownhereandtellmeaboutyourself。"

"IamverysorryIcan’t,"saidAnnefirmly。"Iwouldliketo,becauseyouseemlikeaninterestinglady,andyoumightevenbeakindredspiritalthoughyoudon’tlookverymuchlikeit。ButitismydutytogohometoMissMarillaCuthbert。MissMarillaCuthbertisaverykindladywhohastakenmetobringupproperly。Sheisdoingherbest,butitisverydiscouragingwork。YoumustnotblameherbecauseIjumpedonthebed。ButbeforeIgoIdowishyouwouldtellmeifyouwillforgiveDianaandstayjustaslongasyoumeanttoinAvonlea。"

"IthinkperhapsIwillifyouwillcomeoverandtalktomeoccasionally,"saidMissBarry。

ThateveningMissBarrygaveDianaasilverbanglebraceletandtoldtheseniormembersofthehouseholdthatshehadunpackedhervalise。

"I’vemadeupmymindtostaysimplyforthesakeofgettingbetteracquaintedwiththatAnne-girl,"shesaidfrankly。"Sheamusesme,andatmytimeoflifeanamusingpersonisararity。"

Marilla’sonlycommentwhensheheardthestorywas,"Itoldyouso。"ThiswasforMatthew’sbenefit。

MissBarrystayedhermonthoutandover。Shewasamoreagreeableguestthanusual,forAnnekeptheringoodhumor。

Theybecamefirmfriends。

WhenMissBarrywentawayshesaid:

"Remember,youAnne-girl,whenyoucometotownyou’retovisitmeandI’llputyouinmyverysparestspare-roombedtosleep。"

"MissBarrywasakindredspirit,afterall,"AnneconfidedtoMarilla。"Youwouldn’tthinksotolookather,butsheis。Youdon’tfinditrightoutatfirst,asinMatthew’scase,butafterawhileyoucometoseeit。KindredspiritsarenotsoscarceasIusedtothink。It’ssplendidtofindouttherearesomanyofthemintheworld。"

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