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第6章

AGoodImaginationGoneWrongSpringhadcomeoncemoretoGreenGables——thebeautifulcapricious,reluctantCanadianspring,lingeringalongthroughAprilandMayinasuccessionofsweet,fresh,chillydays,withpinksunsetsandmiraclesofresurrectionandgrowth。ThemaplesinLover’sLanewereredbuddedandlittlecurlyfernspusheduparoundtheDryad’sBubble。Awayupinthebarrens,behindMr。

SilasSloane’splace,theMayflowersblossomedout,pinkandwhitestarsofsweetnessundertheirbrownleaves。Alltheschoolgirlsandboyshadonegoldenafternoongatheringthem,cominghomeintheclear,echoingtwilightwitharmsandbasketsfulloffloweryspoil。

"I’msosorryforpeoplewholiveinlandswheretherearenoMayflowers,"saidAnne。"Dianasaysperhapstheyhavesomethingbetter,buttherecouldn’tbeanythingbetterthanMayflowers,couldthere,Marilla?AndDianasaysiftheydon’tknowwhattheyareliketheydon’tmissthem。ButIthinkthatisthesaddestthingofall。IthinkitwouldbeTRAGIC,Marilla,nottoknowwhatMayflowersarelikeandNOTtomissthem。DoyouknowwhatIthinkMayflowersare,Marilla?Ithinktheymustbethesoulsoftheflowersthatdiedlastsummerandthisistheirheaven。Butwehadasplendidtimetoday,Marilla。Wehadourlunchdowninabigmossyhollowbyanoldwell——suchaROMANTIC

spot。CharlieSloanedaredArtyGillistojumpoverit,andArtydidbecausehewouldn’ttakeadare。Nobodywouldinschool。ItisveryFASHIONABLEtodare。Mr。PhillipsgavealltheMayflowershefoundtoPrissyAndrewsandIheardhimtosay`sweetstothesweet。’Hegotthatoutofabook,Iknow;butitshowshehassomeimagination。IwasofferedsomeMayflowerstoo,butIrejectedthemwithscorn。Ican’ttellyoutheperson’snamebecauseIhavevowednevertoletitcrossmylips。

WemadewreathsoftheMayflowersandputthemonourhats;andwhenthetimecametogohomewemarchedinprocessiondowntheroad,twobytwo,withourbouquetsandwreaths,singing`MyHomeontheHill。’Oh,itwassothrilling,Marilla。AllMr。SilasSloane’sfolksrushedouttoseeusandeverybodywemetontheroadstoppedandstaredafterus。Wemadearealsensation。"

"Notmuchwonder!Suchsillydoings!"wasMarilla’sresponse。

AftertheMayflowerscametheviolets,andVioletValewasempurpledwiththem。Annewalkedthroughitonherwaytoschoolwithreverentstepsandworshipingeyes,asifshetrodonholyground。

"Somehow,"shetoldDiana,"whenI’mgoingthroughhereIdon’treallycarewhetherGil——whetheranybodygetsaheadofmeinclassornot。ButwhenI’mupinschoolit’salldifferentandI

careasmuchasever。There’ssuchalotofdifferentAnnesinme。

IsometimesthinkthatiswhyI’msuchatroublesomeperson。

IfIwasjusttheoneAnneitwouldbeeversomuchmorecomfortable,butthenitwouldn’tbehalfsointeresting。"

OneJuneevening,whentheorchardswerepinkblossomedagain,whenthefrogsweresingingsilverlysweetinthemarshesabouttheheadoftheLakeofShiningWaters,andtheairwasfullofthesavorofcloverfieldsandbalsamicfirwoods,Annewassittingbyhergablewindow。Shehadbeenstudyingherlessons,butithadgrowntoodarktoseethebook,soshehadfallenintowide-eyedreverie,lookingoutpasttheboughsoftheSnowQueen,oncemorebestarredwithitstuftsofblossom。

Inallessentialrespectsthelittlegablechamberwasunchanged。

Thewallswereaswhite,thepincushionashard,thechairsasstifflyandyellowlyuprightasever。Yetthewholecharacteroftheroomwasaltered。Itwasfullofanewvital,pulsingpersonalitythatseemedtopervadeitandtobequiteindependentofschoolgirlbooksanddressesandribbons,andevenofthecrackedbluejugfullofappleblossomsonthetable。Itwasasifallthedreams,sleepingandwaking,ofitsvividoccupanthadtakenavisiblealthoughunmaterialformandhadtapestriedthebareroomwithsplendidfilmytissuesofrainbowandmoonshine。

PresentlyMarillacamebrisklyinwithsomeofAnne’sfreshlyironedschoolaprons。Shehungthemoverachairandsatdownwithashortsigh。Shehadhadoneofherheadachesthatafternoon,andalthoughthepainhadgoneshefeltweakand"tuckeredout,"assheexpressedit。Annelookedatherwitheyeslimpidwithsympathy。

"IdotrulywishIcouldhavehadtheheadacheinyourplace,Marilla。Iwouldhaveendureditjoyfullyforyoursake。"

"Iguessyoudidyourpartinattendingtotheworkandlettingmerest,"saidMarilla。"Youseemtohavegotonfairlywellandmadefewermistakesthanusual。Ofcourseitwasn’texactlynecessarytostarchMatthew’shandkerchiefs!Andmostpeoplewhentheyputapieintheoventowarmupfordinnertakeitoutandeatitwhenitgetshotinsteadofleavingittobeburnedtoacrisp。Butthatdoesn’tseemtobeyourwayevidently。"

HeadachesalwaysleftMarillasomewhatsarcastic。

"Oh,I’msosorry,"saidAnnepenitently。"IneverthoughtaboutthatpiefromthemomentIputitintheoventillnow,althoughIfeltINSTINCTIVELYthattherewassomethingmissingonthedinnertable。Iwasfirmlyresolved,whenyouleftmeinchargethismorning,nottoimagineanything,butkeepmythoughtsonfacts。IdidprettywelluntilIputthepiein,andthenanirresistibletemptationcametometoimagineIwasanenchantedprincessshutupinalonelytowerwithahandsomeknightridingtomyrescueonacoal-blacksteed。SothatishowIcametoforgetthepie。Ididn’tknowIstarchedthehandkerchiefs。AllthetimeIwasironingIwastryingtothinkofanameforanewislandDianaandIhavediscoveredupthebrook。It’sthemostravishingspot,Marilla。Therearetwomapletreesonitandthebrookflowsrightaroundit。AtlastitstruckmethatitwouldbesplendidtocallitVictoriaIslandbecausewefounditontheQueen’sbirthday。BothDianaandIareveryloyal。ButI’msorryaboutthatpieandthehandkerchiefs。Iwantedtobeextragoodtodaybecauseit’sananniversary。Doyourememberwhathappenedthisdaylastyear,Marilla?"

"No,Ican’tthinkofanythingspecial。"

"Oh,Marilla,itwasthedayIcametoGreenGables。Ishallneverforgetit。Itwastheturningpointinmylife。Ofcourseitwouldn’tseemsoimportanttoyou。I’vebeenhereforayearandI’vebeensohappy。Ofcourse,I’vehadmytroubles,butonecanlivedowntroubles。Areyousorryyoukeptme,Marilla?"

"No,Ican’tsayI’msorry,"saidMarilla,whosometimeswonderedhowshecouldhavelivedbeforeAnnecametoGreenGables,"no,notexactlysorry。Ifyou’vefinishedyourlessons,Anne,IwantyoutorunoverandaskMrs。Barryifshe’lllendmeDiana’sapronpattern。"

"Oh——it’s——it’stoodark,"criedAnne。

"Toodark?Why,it’sonlytwilight。Andgoodnessknowsyou’vegoneoveroftenenoughafterdark。"

"I’llgooverearlyinthemorning,"saidAnneeagerly。"I’llgetupatsunriseandgoover,Marilla。"

"Whathasgotintoyourheadnow,AnneShirley?Iwantthatpatterntocutoutyournewapronthisevening。Goatonceandbesmarttoo。"

"I’llhavetogoaroundbytheroad,then,"saidAnne,takingupherhatreluctantly。

"Gobytheroadandwastehalfanhour!I’dliketocatchyou!"

"Ican’tgothroughtheHauntedWood,Marilla,"criedAnnedesperately。

Marillastared。

"TheHauntedWood!Areyoucrazy?WhatunderthecanopyistheHauntedWood?"

"Thesprucewoodoverthebrook,"saidAnneinawhisper。

"Fiddlesticks!Thereisnosuchthingasahauntedwoodanywhere。

Whohasbeentellingyousuchstuff?"

"Nobody,"confessedAnne。"DianaandIjustimaginedthewoodwashaunted。Alltheplacesaroundhereareso——so——COMMONPLACE。

Wejustgotthisupforourownamusement。WebeganitinApril。

Ahauntedwoodissoveryromantic,Marilla。Wechosethesprucegrovebecauseit’ssogloomy。Oh,wehaveimaginedthemostharrowingthings。There’sawhiteladywalksalongthebrookjustaboutthistimeofthenightandwringsherhandsandutterswailingcries。Sheappearswhenthereistobeadeathinthefamily。AndtheghostofalittlemurderedchildhauntsthecornerupbyIdlewild;itcreepsupbehindyouandlaysitscoldfingersonyourhand——so。Oh,Marilla,itgivesmeashuddertothinkofit。Andthere’saheadlessmanstalksupanddownthepathandskeletonsgloweratyoubetweentheboughs。Oh,Marilla,Iwouldn’tgothroughtheHauntedWoodafterdarknowforanything。I’dbesurethatwhitethingswouldreachoutfrombehindthetreesandgrabme。"

"Dideveranyonehearthelike!"ejaculatedMarilla,whohadlistenedindumbamazement。"AnneShirley,doyoumeantotellmeyoubelieveallthatwickednonsenseofyourownimagination?"

"NotbelieveEXACTLY,"falteredAnne。"Atleast,Idon’tbelieveitindaylight。Butafterdark,Marilla,it’sdifferent。Thatiswhenghostswalk。"

"Therearenosuchthingsasghosts,Anne。"

"Oh,butthereare,Marilla,"criedAnneeagerly。"Iknowpeoplewhohaveseenthem。Andtheyarerespectablepeople。CharlieSloanesaysthathisgrandmothersawhisgrandfatherdrivinghomethecowsonenightafterhe’dbeenburiedforayear。YouknowCharlieSloane’sgrandmotherwouldn’ttellastoryforanything。

She’saveryreligiouswoman。AndMrs。Thomas’sfatherwaspursuedhomeonenightbyalamboffirewithitsheadcutoffhangingbyastripofskin。Hesaidheknewitwasthespiritofhisbrotherandthatitwasawarninghewoulddiewithinninedays。Hedidn’t,buthediedtwoyearsafter,soyouseeitwasreallytrue。AndRubyGillissays——"

"AnneShirley,"interruptedMarillafirmly,"Ineverwanttohearyoutalkinginthisfashionagain。I’vehadmydoubtsaboutthatimaginationofyoursrightalong,andifthisisgoingtobetheoutcomeofit,Iwon’tcountenanceanysuchdoings。You’llgorightovertoBarry’s,andyou’llgothroughthatsprucegrove,justforalessonandawarningtoyou。Andneverletmehearawordoutofyourheadabouthauntedwoodsagain。"

Annemightpleadandcryassheliked——anddid,forherterrorwasveryreal。Herimaginationhadrunawaywithherandsheheldthesprucegroveinmortaldreadafternightfall。ButMarillawasinexorable。Shemarchedtheshrinkingghostseerdowntothespringandorderedhertoproceedstraightawayoverthebridgeandintotheduskyretreatsofwailingladiesandheadlessspectersbeyond。

"Oh,Marilla,howcanyoubesocruel?"sobbedAnne。"Whatwouldyoufeellikeifawhitethingdidsnatchmeupandcarrymeoff?"

"I’llriskit,"saidMarillaunfeelingly。"YouknowIalwaysmeanwhatIsay。I’llcureyouofimaginingghostsintoplaces。

March,now。"

Annemarched。Thatis,shestumbledoverthebridgeandwentshudderingupthehorribledimpathbeyond。Anneneverforgotthatwalk。Bitterlydidsherepentthelicenseshehadgiventoherimagination。Thegoblinsofherfancylurkedineveryshadowabouther,reachingouttheircold,fleshlesshandstograsptheterrifiedsmallgirlwhohadcalledthemintobeing。Awhitestripofbirchbarkblowingupfromthehollowoverthebrownfloorofthegrovemadeherheartstandstill。Thelong-drawnwailoftwooldboughsrubbingagainsteachotherbroughtouttheperspirationinbeadsonherforehead。Theswoopofbatsinthedarknessoverherwasasthewingsofunearthlycreatures。WhenshereachedMr。WilliamBell’sfieldshefledacrossitasifpursuedbyanarmyofwhitethings,andarrivedattheBarrykitchendoorsooutofbreaththatshecouldhardlygaspoutherrequestfortheapronpattern。Dianawasawaysothatshehadnoexcusetolinger。Thedreadfulreturnjourneyhadtobefaced。

Annewentbackoveritwithshuteyes,preferringtotaketheriskofdashingherbrainsoutamongtheboughstothatofseeingawhitething。Whenshefinallystumbledoverthelogbridgeshedrewonelongshiveringbreathofrelief。

"Well,sonothingcaughtyou?"saidMarillaunsympathetically。

"Oh,Mar——Marilla,"chatteredAnne,"I’llb-b-becontt-tentedwithc-c-commonplaceplacesafterthis。"

CHAPTERXXI

ANewDepartureinFlavorings"Dearme,thereisnothingbutmeetingsandpartingsinthisworld,asMrs。Lyndesays,"remarkedAnneplaintively,puttingherslateandbooksdownonthekitchentableonthelastdayofJuneandwipingherredeyeswithaverydamphandkerchief。

"Wasn’titfortunate,Marilla,thatItookanextrahandkerchieftoschooltoday?Ihadapresentimentthatitwouldbeneeded。"

"IneverthoughtyouweresofondofMr。Phillipsthatyou’drequiretwohandkerchiefstodryyourtearsjustbecausehewasgoingaway,"saidMarilla。

"Idon’tthinkIwascryingbecauseIwasreallysoveryfondofhim,"reflectedAnne。"Ijustcriedbecausealltheothersdid。

ItwasRubyGillisstartedit。RubyGillishasalwaysdeclaredshehatedMr。Phillips,butjustassoonashegotuptomakehisfarewellspeechsheburstintotears。Thenallthegirlsbegantocry,oneaftertheother。Itriedtoholdout,Marilla。

ItriedtorememberthetimeMr。PhillipsmademesitwithGil——witha,boy;andthetimehespelledmynamewithoutaneontheblackboard;andhowhesaidIwastheworstdunceheeversawatgeometryandlaughedatmyspelling;andallthetimeshehadbeensohorridandsarcastic;butsomehowIcouldn’t,Marilla,andIjusthadtocrytoo。JaneAndrewshasbeentalkingforamonthabouthowgladshe’dbewhenMr。Phillipswentawayandshedeclaredshe’dnevershedatear。Well,shewasworsethananyofusandhadtoborrowahandkerchieffromherbrother——ofcoursetheboysdidn’tcry——becauseshehadn’tbroughtoneofherown,notexpectingtoneedit。Oh,Marilla,itwasheartrending。Mr。Phillipsmadesuchabeautifulfarewellspeechbeginning,`Thetimehascomeforustopart。’

Itwasveryaffecting。Andhehadtearsinhiseyestoo,Marilla。

Oh,IfeltdreadfullysorryandremorsefulforallthetimesI’dtalkedinschoolanddrawnpicturesofhimonmyslateandmadefunofhimandPrissy。IcantellyouIwishedI’dbeenamodelpupillikeMinnieAndrews。Shehadn’tanythingonherconscience。

Thegirlscriedallthewayhomefromschool。CarrieSloanekeptsayingeveryfewminutes,`Thetimehascomeforustopart,’

andthatwouldstartusoffagainwheneverwewereinanydangerofcheeringup。Idofeeldreadfullysad,Marilla。Butonecan’tfeelquiteinthedepthsofdespairwithtwomonths’vacationbeforethem,canthey,Marilla?Andbesides,wemetthenewministerandhiswifecomingfromthestation。ForallIwasfeelingsobadaboutMr。PhillipsgoingawayIcouldn’thelptakingalittleinterestinanewminister,couldI?Hiswifeisverypretty。Notexactlyregallylovely,ofcourse——itwouldn’tdo,Isuppose,foraministertohavearegallylovelywife,becauseitmightsetabadexample。Mrs。Lyndesaystheminister’swifeoveratNewbridgesetsaverybadexamplebecauseshedressessofashionably。Ournewminister’swifewasdressedinbluemuslinwithlovelypuffedsleevesandahattrimmedwithroses。

JaneAndrewssaidshethoughtpuffedsleevesweretooworldlyforaminister’swife,butIdidn’tmakeanysuchuncharitableremark,Marilla,becauseIknowwhatitistolongforpuffedsleeves。

Besides,she’sonlybeenaminister’swifeforalittlewhile,sooneshouldmakeallowances,shouldn’tthey?TheyaregoingtoboardwithMrs。Lyndeuntilthemanseisready。"

IfMarilla,ingoingdowntoMrs。Lynde’sthatevening,wasactuatedbyanymotivesaveheravowedoneofreturningthequiltingframesshehadborrowedtheprecedingwinter,itwasanamiableweaknesssharedbymostoftheAvonleapeople。ManyathingMrs。Lyndehadlent,sometimesneverexpectingtoseeitagain,camehomethatnightinchargeoftheborrowersthereof。

Anewminister,andmoreoveraministerwithawife,wasalawfulobjectofcuriosityinaquietlittlecountrysettlementwheresensationswerefewandfarbetween。

OldMr。Bentley,theministerwhomAnnehadfoundlackinginimagination,hadbeenpastorofAvonleaforeighteenyears。Hewasawidowerwhenhecame,andawidowerheremained,despitethefactthatgossipregularlymarriedhimtothis,that,ortheotherone,everyyearofhissojourn。IntheprecedingFebruaryhehadresignedhischargeanddepartedamidtheregretsofhispeople,mostofwhomhadtheaffectionbornoflongintercoursefortheirgoodoldministerinspiteofhisshortcomingsasanorator。

SincethentheAvonleachurchhadenjoyedavarietyofreligiousdissipationinlisteningtothemanyandvariouscandidatesand"supplies"whocameSundayafterSundaytopreachontrial。

ThesestoodorfellbythejudgmentofthefathersandmothersinIsrael;butacertainsmall,red-hairedgirlwhosatmeeklyinthecorneroftheoldCuthbertpewalsohadheropinionsaboutthemanddiscussedthesameinfullwithMatthew,Marillaalwaysdecliningfromprincipletocriticizeministersinanyshapeorform。

"Idon’tthinkMr。Smithwouldhavedone,Matthew"wasAnne’sfinalsummingup。"Mrs。Lyndesayshisdeliverywassopoor,butIthinkhisworstfaultwasjustlikeMr。Bentley’s——hehadnoimagination。AndMr。Terryhadtoomuch;heletitrunawaywithhimjustasIdidmineinthematteroftheHauntedWood。

Besides,Mrs。Lyndesayshistheologywasn’tsound。Mr。Greshamwasaverygoodmanandaveryreligiousman,buthetoldtoomanyfunnystoriesandmadethepeoplelaughinchurch;hewasundignified,andyoumusthavesomedignityaboutaminister,mustn’tyou,Matthew?IthoughtMr。Marshallwasdecidedlyattractive;butMrs。Lyndesaysheisn’tmarried,orevenengaged,becauseshemadespecialinquiriesabouthim,andshesaysitwouldneverdotohaveayoungunmarriedministerinAvonlea,becausehemightmarryinthecongregationandthatwouldmaketrouble。Mrs。Lyndeisaveryfarseeingwoman,isn’tshe,Matthew?I’mverygladthey’vecalledMr。Allan。Ilikedhimbecausehissermonwasinterestingandheprayedasifhemeantitandnotjustasifhediditbecausehewasinthehabitofit。Mrs。Lyndesaysheisn’tperfect,butshesaysshesupposeswecouldn’texpectaperfectministerforsevenhundredandfiftydollarsayear,andanyhowhistheologyissoundbecauseshequestionedhimthoroughlyonallthepointsofdoctrine。Andsheknowshiswife’speopleandtheyaremostrespectableandthewomenareallgoodhousekeepers。Mrs。Lyndesaysthatsounddoctrineinthemanandgoodhousekeepinginthewomanmakeanidealcombinationforaminister’sfamily。"

Thenewministerandhiswifewereayoung,pleasant-facedcouple,stillontheirhoneymoon,andfullofallgoodandbeautifulenthusiasmsfortheirchosenlifework。Avonleaopeneditshearttothemfromthestart。Oldandyounglikedthefrank,cheerfulyoungmanwithhishighideals,andthebright,gentlelittleladywhoassumedthemistress-shipofthemanse。

WithMrs。AllanAnnefellpromptlyandwholeheartedlyinlove。

Shehaddiscoveredanotherkindredspirit。

"Mrs。Allanisperfectlylovely,"sheannouncedoneSundayafternoon。

"She’stakenourclassandshe’sasplendidteacher。Shesaidrightawayshedidn’tthinkitwasfairfortheteachertoaskallthequestions,andyouknow,Marilla,thatisexactlywhatI’vealwaysthought。ShesaidwecouldaskheranyquestionwelikedandIaskedeversomany。I’mgoodataskingquestions,Marilla。"

"Ibelieveyou"wasMarilla’semphaticcomment。

"NobodyelseaskedanyexceptRubyGillis,andsheaskediftherewastobeaSunday-schoolpicnicthissummer。Ididn’tthinkthatwasaveryproperquestiontoaskbecauseithadn’tanyconnectionwiththelesson——thelessonwasaboutDanielinthelions’den——butMrs。Allanjustsmiledandsaidshethoughttherewouldbe。Mrs。Allanhasalovelysmile;shehassuchEXQUISITE

dimplesinhercheeks。IwishIhaddimplesinmycheeks,Marilla。

I’mnothalfsoskinnyasIwaswhenIcamehere,butIhavenodimplesyet。IfIhadperhapsIcouldinfluencepeopleforgood。

Mrs。Allansaidweoughtalwaystotrytoinfluenceotherpeopleforgood。Shetalkedsoniceabouteverything。Ineverknewbeforethatreligionwassuchacheerfulthing。Ialwaysthoughtitwaskindofmelancholy,butMrs。Allan’sisn’t,andI’dliketobeaChristianifIcouldbeonelikeher。Iwouldn’twanttobeonelikeMr。SuperintendentBell。"

"It’sverynaughtyofyoutospeaksoaboutMr。Bell,"saidMarillaseverely。"Mr。Bellisarealgoodman。"

"Oh,ofcoursehe’sgood,"agreedAnne,"buthedoesn’tseemtogetanycomfortoutofit。IfIcouldbegoodI’ddanceandsingalldaybecauseIwasgladofit。IsupposeMrs。Allanistoooldtodanceandsingandofcourseitwouldn’tbedignifiedinaminister’swife。ButIcanjustfeelshe’sgladshe’saChristianandthatshe’dbeoneevenifshecouldgettoheavenwithoutit。"

"IsupposewemusthaveMr。andMrs。Allanuptoteasomedaysoon,"saidMarillareflectively。"They’vebeenmosteverywherebuthere。Letmesee。NextWednesdaywouldbeagoodtimetohavethem。Butdon’tsayawordtoMatthewaboutit,forifheknewtheywerecominghe’dfindsomeexcusetobeawaythatday。

He’dgotsousedtoMr。Bentleyhedidn’tmindhim,buthe’sgoingtofindithardtogetacquaintedwithanewminister,andanewminister’swifewillfrightenhimtodeath。"

"I’llbeassecretasthedead,"assuredAnne。"Butoh,Marilla,willyouletmemakeacakefortheoccasion?I’dlovetodosomethingforMrs。Allan,andyouknowIcanmakeaprettygoodcakebythistime。"

"Youcanmakealayercake,"promisedMarilla。

MondayandTuesdaygreatpreparationswentonatGreenGables。

Havingtheministerandhiswifetoteawasaseriousandimportantundertaking,andMarillawasdeterminednottobeeclipsedbyanyoftheAvonleahousekeepers。Annewaswildwithexcitementanddelight。ShetalkeditalloverwithDianaTuesdaynightinthetwilight,astheysatonthebigredstonesbytheDryad’sBubbleandmaderainbowsinthewaterwithlittletwigsdippedinfirbalsam。

"Everythingisready,Diana,exceptmycakewhichI’mtomakeinthemorning,andthebaking-powderbiscuitswhichMarillawillmakejustbeforeteatime。Iassureyou,Diana,thatMarillaandIhavehadabusytwodaysofit。It’ssucharesponsibilityhavingaminister’sfamilytotea。Ineverwentthroughsuchanexperiencebefore。Youshouldjustseeourpantry。It’sasighttobehold。We’regoingtohavejelliedchickenandcoldtongue。

We’retohavetwokindsofjelly,redandyellow,andwhippedcreamandlemonpie,andcherrypie,andthreekindsofcookies,andfruitcake,andMarilla’sfamousyellowplumpreservesthatshekeepsespeciallyforministers,andpoundcakeandlayercake,andbiscuitsasaforesaid;andnewbreadandoldboth,incasetheministerisdyspepticandcan’teatnew。Mrs。Lyndesaysministersaredyspeptic,butIdon’tthinkMr。Allanhasbeenaministerlongenoughforittohavehadabadeffectonhim。

IjustgrowcoldwhenIthinkofmylayercake。Oh,Diana,whatifitshouldn’tbegood!IdreamedlastnightthatIwaschasedallaroundbyafearfulgoblinwithabiglayercakeforahead。"

"It’llbegood,allright,"assuredDiana,whowasaverycomfortablesortoffriend。"I’msurethatpieceoftheoneyoumadethatwehadforlunchinIdlewildtwoweeksagowasperfectlyelegant。"

"Yes;butcakeshavesuchaterriblehabitofturningoutbadjustwhenyouespeciallywantthemtobegood,"sighedAnne,settingaparticularlywell-balsamedtwigafloat。"However,IsupposeIshalljusthavetotrusttoProvidenceandbecarefultoputintheflour。Oh,look,Diana,whatalovelyrainbow!Doyousupposethedryadwillcomeoutafterwegoawayandtakeitforascarf?"

"Youknowthereisnosuchthingasadryad,"saidDiana。

Diana’smotherhadfoundoutabouttheHauntedWoodandhadbeendecidedlyangryoverit。AsaresultDianahadabstainedfromanyfurtherimitativeflightsofimaginationanddidnotthinkitprudenttocultivateaspiritofbeliefeveninharmlessdryads。

"Butit’ssoeasytoimaginethereis,"saidAnne。"EverynightbeforeIgotobed,Ilookoutofmywindowandwonderifthedryadisreallysittinghere,combingherlockswiththespringforamirror。SometimesIlookforherfootprintsinthedewinthemorning。Oh,Diana,don’tgiveupyourfaithinthedryad!"

Wednesdaymorningcame。Annegotupatsunrisebecauseshewastooexcitedtosleep。Shehadcaughtaseverecoldintheheadbyreasonofherdabblinginthespringontheprecedingevening;

butnothingshortofabsolutepneumoniacouldhavequenchedherinterestinculinarymattersthatmorning。Afterbreakfastsheproceededtomakehercake。Whenshefinallyshuttheovendooruponitshedrewalongbreath。

"I’msureIhaven’tforgottenanythingthistime,Marilla。Butdoyouthinkitwillrise?Justsupposeperhapsthebakingpowderisn’tgood?Iuseditoutofthenewcan。AndMrs。Lyndesaysyoucanneverbesureofgettinggoodbakingpowdernowadayswheneverythingissoadulterated。Mrs。LyndesaystheGovernmentoughttotakethematterup,butshesayswe’llneverseethedaywhenaToryGovernmentwilldoit。Marilla,whatifthatcakedoesn’trise?"

"We’llhaveplentywithoutit"wasMarilla’sunimpassionedwayoflookingatthesubject。

Thecakedidrise,however,andcameoutoftheovenaslightandfeatheryasgoldenfoam。Anne,flushedwithdelight,clappedittogetherwithlayersofrubyjellyand,inimagination,sawMrs。

Allaneatingitandpossiblyaskingforanotherpiece!

"You’llbeusingthebestteaset,ofcourse,Marilla,"shesaid。

"CanIfixthetablewithfernsandwildroses?"

"Ithinkthat’sallnonsense,"sniffedMarilla。"Inmyopinionit’stheeatablesthatmatterandnotflummerydecorations。"

"Mrs。BarryhadHERtabledecorated,"saidAnne,whowasnotentirelyguiltlessofthewisdomoftheserpent,"andtheministerpaidheranelegantcompliment。Hesaiditwasafeastfortheeyeaswellasthepalate。"

"Well,doasyoulike,"saidMarilla,whowasquitedeterminednottobesurpassedbyMrs。Barryoranybodyelse。"Onlymindyouleaveenoughroomforthedishesandthefood。"

AnnelaidherselfouttodecorateinamannerandafterafashionthatshouldleaveMrs。Barry’snowhere。Havingabundanceofrosesandfernsandaveryartistictasteofherown,shemadethatteatablesuchathingofbeautythatwhentheministerandhiswifesatdowntoittheyexclaimedinchorusoveritloveliness。

"It’sAnne’sdoings,"saidMarilla,grimlyjust;andAnnefeltthatMrs。Allan’sapprovingsmilewasalmosttoomuchhappinessforthisworld。

Matthewwasthere,havingbeeninveigledintothepartyonlygoodnessandAnneknewhow。HehadbeeninsuchastateofshynessandnervousnessthatMarillahadgivenhimupindespair,butAnnetookhiminhandsosuccessfullythathenowsatatthetableinhisbestclothesandwhitecollarandtalkedtotheministernotuninterestingly。HeneversaidawordtoMrs。Allan,butthatperhapswasnottobeexpected。

AllwentmerryasamarriagebelluntilAnne’slayercakewaspassed。Mrs。Allan,havingalreadybeenhelpedtoabewilderingvariety,declinedit。ButMarilla,seeingthedisappointmentonAnne’sface,saidsmilingly:

"Oh,youmusttakeapieceofthis,Mrs。Allan。Annemadeitonpurposeforyou。"

"InthatcaseImustsampleit,"laughedMrs。Allan,helpingherselftoaplumptriangle,asdidalsotheministerandMarilla。

Mrs。Allantookamouthfulofhersandamostpeculiarexpressioncrossedherface;notaworddidshesay,however,butsteadilyateawayatit。Marillasawtheexpressionandhastenedtotastethecake。

"AnneShirley!"sheexclaimed,"whatonearthdidyouputintothatcake?"

"Nothingbutwhattherecipesaid,Marilla,"criedAnnewithalookofanguish。"Oh,isn’titallright?"

"Allright!It’ssimplyhorrible。Mr。Allan,don’ttrytoeatit。Anne,tasteityourself。Whatflavoringdidyouuse?"

"Vanilla,"saidAnne,herfacescarletwithmortificationaftertastingthecake。"Onlyvanilla。Oh,Marilla,itmusthavebeenthebakingpowder。Ihadmysuspicionsofthatbak——"

"Bakingpowderfiddlesticks!Goandbringmethebottleofvanillayouused。"

Annefledtothepantryandreturnedwithasmallbottlepartiallyfilledwithabrownliquidandlabeledyellowly,"BestVanilla。"

Marillatookit,uncorkedit,smelledit。

"Mercyonus,Anne,you’veflavoredthatcakewithANODYNE

LINIMENT。Ibrokethelinimentbottlelastweekandpouredwhatwasleftintoanoldemptyvanillabottle。Isupposeit’spartlymyfault——Ishouldhavewarnedyou——butforpity’ssakewhycouldn’tyouhavesmelledit?"

Annedissolvedintotearsunderthisdoubledisgrace。

"Icouldn’t——Ihadsuchacold!"andwiththisshefairlyfledtothegablechamber,whereshecastherselfonthebedandweptasonewhorefusestobecomforted。

Presentlyalightstepsoundedonthestairsandsomebodyenteredtheroom。

"Oh,Marilla,"sobbedAnne,withoutlookingup,"I’mdisgracedforever。

Ishallneverbeabletolivethisdown。Itwillgetout——thingsalwaysdogetoutinAvonlea。DianawillaskmehowmycaketurnedoutandIshallhavetotellherthetruth。Ishallalwaysbepointedatasthegirlwhoflavoredacakewithanodyneliniment。Gil——theboysinschoolwillnevergetoverlaughingatit。Oh,Marilla,ifyouhaveasparkofChristianpitydon’ttellmethatImustgodownandwashthedishesafterthis。I’llwashthemwhentheministerandhiswifearegone,butIcannoteverlookMrs。Allaninthefaceagain。Perhapsshe’llthinkItriedtopoisonher。Mrs。Lyndesayssheknowsanorphangirlwhotriedtopoisonherbenefactor。Butthelinimentisn’tpoisonous。It’smeanttobetakeninternally——althoughnotincakes。Won’tyoutellMrs。Allanso,Marilla?"

"Supposeyoujumpupandtellhersoyourself,"saidamerryvoice。

Anneflewup,tofindMrs。Allanstandingbyherbed,surveyingherwithlaughingeyes。

"Mydearlittlegirl,youmusn’tcrylikethis,"shesaid,genuinelydisturbedbyAnne’stragicface。"Why,it’salljustafunnymistakethatanybodymightmake。"

"Oh,no,ittakesmetomakesuchamistake,"saidAnneforlornly。

"AndIwantedtohavethatcakesoniceforyou,Mrs。Allan。"

"Yes,Iknow,dear。AndIassureyouIappreciateyourkindnessandthoughtfulnessjustasmuchasifithadturnedoutallright。

Now,youmustn’tcryanymore,butcomedownwithmeandshowmeyourflowergarden。MissCuthberttellsmeyouhavealittleplotallyourown。Iwanttoseeit,forI’mverymuchinterestedinflowers。"

Annepermittedherselftobeleddownandcomforted,reflectingthatitwasreallyprovidentialthatMrs。Allanwasakindredspirit。Nothingmorewassaidaboutthelinimentcake,andwhentheguestswentawayAnnefoundthatshehadenjoyedtheeveningmorethancouldhavebeenexpected,consideringthatterribleincident。Nevertheless,shesigheddeeply。

"Marilla,isn’titnicetothinkthattomorrowisanewdaywithnomistakesinityet?"

"I’llwarrantyou’llmakeplentyinit,"saidMarilla。"Ineversawyourbeatformakingmistakes,Anne。"

"Yes,andwellIknowit,"admittedAnnemournfully。"Buthaveyouevernoticedoneencouragingthingaboutme,Marilla?

Inevermakethesamemistaketwice。"

"Idon’tknowasthat’smuchbenefitwhenyou’realwaysmakingnewones。"

"Oh,don’tyousee,Marilla?Theremustbealimittothemistakesonepersoncanmake,andwhenIgettotheendofthem,thenI’llbethroughwiththem。That’saverycomfortingthought。"

"Well,you’dbettergoandgivethatcaketothepigs,"saidMarilla。

"Itisn’tfitforanyhumantoeat,notevenJerryBoute。"

CHAPTERXXII

AnneisInvitedOuttoTea"Andwhatareyoureyespoppingoutofyourheadabout。Now?"

askedMarilla,whenAnnehadjustcomeinfromaruntothepostoffice。"Haveyoudiscoveredanotherkindredspirit?"

ExcitementhungaroundAnnelikeagarment,shoneinhereyes,kindledineveryfeature。Shehadcomedancingupthelane,likeawind-blownsprite,throughthemellowsunshineandlazyshadowsoftheAugustevening。

"No,Marilla,butoh,whatdoyouthink?Iaminvitedtoteaatthemansetomorrowafternoon!Mrs。Allanlefttheletterformeatthepostoffice。Justlookatit,Marilla。`MissAnneShirley,GreenGables。’ThatisthefirsttimeIwasevercalled`Miss。’

Suchathrillasitgaveme!Ishallcherishitforeveramongmychoicesttreasures。"

"Mrs。AllantoldmeshemeanttohaveallthemembersofherSunday-schoolclasstoteainturn,"saidMarilla,regardingthewonderfuleventverycoolly。"Youneedn’tgetinsuchafeveroverit。Dolearntotakethingscalmly,child。"

ForAnnetotakethingscalmlywouldhavebeentochangehernature。All"spiritandfireanddew,"asshewas,thepleasuresandpainsoflifecametoherwithtrebledintensity。Marillafeltthisandwasvaguelytroubledoverit,realizingthattheupsanddownsofexistencewouldprobablybearhardlyonthisimpulsivesoulandnotsufficientlyunderstandingthattheequallygreatcapacityfordelightmightmorethancompensate。

ThereforeMarillaconceivedittobeherdutytodrillAnneintoatranquiluniformityofdispositionasimpossibleandalientoherastoadancingsunbeaminoneofthebrookshallows。Shedidnotmakemuchheadway,asshesorrowfullyadmittedtoherself。

ThedownfallofsomedearhopeorplanplungedAnneinto"deepsofaffliction。"Thefulfillmentthereofexaltedhertodizzyrealmsofdelight。Marillahadalmostbeguntodespairofeverfashioningthiswaifoftheworldintohermodellittlegirlofdemuremannersandprimdeportment。NeitherwouldshehavebelievedthatshereallylikedAnnemuchbetterasshewas。

AnnewenttobedthatnightspeechlesswithmiserybecauseMatthewhadsaidthewindwasroundnortheastandhefeareditwouldbearainydaytomorrow。Therustleofthepoplarleavesaboutthehouseworriedher,itsoundedsolikepatteringraindrops,andthefull,farawayroarofthegulf,towhichshelisteneddelightedlyatothertimes,lovingitsstrange,sonorous,hauntingrhythm,nowseemedlikeaprophecyofstormanddisastertoasmallmaidenwhoparticularlywantedafineday。Annethoughtthatthemorningwouldnevercome。

Butallthingshaveanend,evennightsbeforethedayonwhichyouareinvitedtotaketeaatthemanse。Themorning,inspiteofMatthew’spredictions,wasfineandAnne’sspiritssoaredtotheirhighest。

"Oh,Marilla,thereissomethinginmetodaythatmakesmejustloveeverybodyIsee,"sheexclaimedasshewashedthebreakfastdishes。"Youdon’tknowhowgoodIfeel!Wouldn’titbeniceifitcouldlast?IbelieveIcouldbeamodelchildifIwerejustinvitedouttoteaeveryday。Butoh,Marilla,it’sasolemnoccasiontoo。Ifeelsoanxious。WhatifIshouldn’tbehaveproperly?YouknowIneverhadteaatamansebefore,andI’mnotsurethatIknowalltherulesofetiquette,althoughI’vebeenstudyingtherulesgivenintheEtiquetteDepartmentoftheFamilyHeraldeversinceIcamehere。I’msoafraidI’lldosomethingsillyorforgettodosomethingIshoulddo。WoulditbegoodmannerstotakeasecondhelpingofanythingifyouwantedtoVERYmuch?"

"Thetroublewithyou,Anne,isthatyou’rethinkingtoomuchaboutyourself。YoushouldjustthinkofMrs。Allanandwhatwouldbenicestandmostagreeabletoher,"saidMarilla,hittingforonceinherlifeonaverysoundandpithypieceofadvice。

Anneinstantlyrealizedthis。

"Youareright,Marilla。I’lltrynottothinkaboutmyselfatall。"

Anneevidentlygotthroughhervisitwithoutanyseriousbreachof"etiquette,"forshecamehomethroughthetwilight,underagreat,high-sprungskygloriedoverwithtrailsofsaffronandrosycloud,inabeatifiedstateofmindandtoldMarillaallaboutithappily,sittingonthebigred-sandstoneslabatthekitchendoorwithhertiredcurlyheadinMarilla’sginghamlap。

Acoolwindwasblowingdownoverthelongharvestfieldsfromtherimsoffirrywesternhillsandwhistlingthroughthepoplars。OneclearstarhungovertheorchardandthefireflieswereflittingoverinLover’sLane,inandoutamongthefernsandrustlingboughs。Annewatchedthemasshetalkedandsomehowfeltthatwindandstarsandfireflieswerealltangleduptogetherintosomethingunutterablysweetandenchanting。

"Oh,Marilla,I’vehadamostFASCINATINGtime。IfeelthatI

havenotlivedinvainandIshallalwaysfeellikethatevenifIshouldneverbeinvitedtoteaatamanseagain。WhenIgotthereMrs。Allanmetmeatthedoor。Shewasdressedinthesweetestdressofpale-pinkorgandy,withdozensoffrillsandelbowsleeves,andshelookedjustlikeaseraph。IreallythinkI’dliketobeaminister’swifewhenIgrowup,Marilla。A

ministermightn’tmindmyredhairbecausehewouldn’tbethinkingofsuchworldlythings。ButthenofcourseonewouldhavetobenaturallygoodandI’llneverbethat,soIsupposethere’snouseinthinkingaboutit。Somepeoplearenaturallygood,youknow,andothersarenot。I’moneoftheothers。Mrs。

LyndesaysI’mfulloforiginalsin。NomatterhowhardItrytobegoodIcannevermakesuchasuccessofitasthosewhoarenaturallygood。It’sagooddeallikegeometry,Iexpect。Butdon’tyouthinkthetryingsohardoughttocountforsomething?

Mrs。Allanisoneofthenaturallygoodpeople。Iloveherpassionately。Youknowtherearesomepeople,likeMatthewandMrs。Allanthatyoucanloverightoffwithoutanytrouble。Andthereareothers,likeMrs。Lynde,thatyouhavetotryveryhardtolove。YouknowyouOUGHTtolovethembecausetheyknowsomuchandaresuchactiveworkersinthechurch,butyouhavetokeepremindingyourselfofitallthetimeorelseyouforget。

Therewasanotherlittlegirlatthemansetotea,fromtheWhiteSandsSundayschool。HernamewasLauretteBradley,andshewasaverynicelittlegirl。Notexactlyakindredspirit,youknow,butstillverynice。Wehadaneleganttea,andIthinkIkeptalltherulesofetiquetteprettywell。AfterteaMrs。AllanplayedandsangandshegotLaurettaandmetosingtoo。Mrs。

AllansaysIhaveagoodvoiceandshesaysImustsingintheSunday-schoolchoirafterthis。Youcan’tthinkhowIwasthrilledatthemerethought。I’velongedsotosingintheSunday-schoolchoir,asDianadoes,butIfeareditwasanhonorIcouldneveraspireto。LaurettahadtogohomeearlybecausethereisabigconcertintheWhiteSandsHoteltonightandhersisteristoreciteatit。LaurettasaysthattheAmericansatthehotelgiveaconcerteveryfortnightinaidoftheCharlottetownhospital,andtheyasklotsoftheWhiteSandspeopletorecite。Laurettasaidsheexpectedtobeaskedherselfsomeday。Ijustgazedatherinawe。AftershehadgoneMrs。AllanandIhadaheart-to-hearttalk。Itoldhereverything——aboutMrs。ThomasandthetwinsandKatieMauriceandViolettaandcomingtoGreenGablesandmytroublesovergeometry。Andwouldyoubelieveit,Marilla?Mrs。Allantoldmeshewasadunceatgeometrytoo。Youdon’tknowhowthatencouragedme。Mrs。LyndecametothemansejustbeforeIleft,andwhatdoyouthink,Marilla?Thetrusteeshavehiredanewteacherandit’salady。HernameisMissMurielStacy。Isn’tthataromanticname?Mrs。Lyndesaysthey’veneverhadafemaleteacherinAvonleabeforeandshethinksitisadangerousinnovation。ButIthinkitwillbesplendidtohavealadyteacher,andIreallydon’tseehowI’mgoingtolivethroughthetwoweeksbeforeschoolbegins。I’msoimpatienttoseeher。"

CHAPTERXXIII

AnneComestoGriefinanAffairofHonorAnnehadtolivethroughmorethantwoweeks,asithappened。

Almostamonthhavingelapsedsincethelinimentcakeepisode,itwashightimeforhertogetintofreshtroubleofsomesort,littlemistakes,suchasabsentmindedlyemptyingapanofskimmilkintoabasketofyarnballsinthepantryinsteadofintothepigs’bucket,andwalkingcleanovertheedgeofthelogbridgeintothebrookwhilewrappedinimaginativereverie,notreallybeingworthcounting。

AweekaftertheteaatthemanseDianaBarrygaveaparty。

"Smallandselect,"AnneassuredMarilla。"Justthegirlsinourclass。"

Theyhadaverygoodtimeandnothinguntowardhappeneduntilaftertea,whentheyfoundthemselvesintheBarrygarden,alittletiredofalltheirgamesandripeforanyenticingformofmischiefwhichmightpresentitself。Thispresentlytooktheformof"daring。"

DaringwasthefashionableamusementamongtheAvonleasmallfryjustthen。Ithadbegunamongtheboys,butsoonspreadtothegirls,andallthesillythingsthatweredoneinAvonleathatsummerbecausethedoersthereofwere"dared"todothemwouldfillabookbythemselves。

FirstofallCarrieSloanedaredRubyGillistoclimbtoacertainpointinthehugeoldwillowtreebeforethefrontdoor;

whichRubyGillis,albeitinmortaldreadofthefatgreencaterpillarswithwhichsaidtreewasinfestedandwiththefearofhermotherbeforehereyesifsheshouldtearhernewmuslindress,nimblydid,tothediscomfitureoftheaforesaidCarrieSloane。

ThenJosiePyedaredJaneAndrewstohoponherleftlegaroundthegardenwithoutstoppingonceorputtingherrightfoottotheground;whichJaneAndrewsgamelytriedtodo,butgaveoutatthethirdcornerandhadtoconfessherselfdefeated。

Josie’striumphbeingrathermorepronouncedthangoodtastepermitted,AnneShirleydaredhertowalkalongthetopoftheboardfencewhichboundedthegardentotheeast。Now,to"walk"

boardfencesrequiresmoreskillandsteadinessofheadandheelthanonemightsupposewhohasnevertriedit。ButJosiePye,ifdeficientinsomequalitiesthatmakeforpopularity,hadatleastanaturalandinborngift,dulycultivated,forwalkingboardfences。JosiewalkedtheBarryfencewithanairyunconcernwhichseemedtoimplythatalittlethinglikethatwasn’twortha"dare。"Reluctantadmirationgreetedherexploit,formostoftheothergirlscouldappreciateit,havingsufferedmanythingsthemselvesintheireffortstowalkfences。Josiedescendedfromherperch,flushedwithvictory,anddartedadefiantglanceatAnne。

Annetossedherredbraids。

"Idon’tthinkit’ssuchaverywonderfulthingtowalkalittle,low,boardfence,"shesaid。"IknewagirlinMarysvillewhocouldwalktheridgepoleofaroof。"

"Idon’tbelieveit,"saidJosieflatly。"Idon’tbelieveanybodycouldwalkaridgepole。YOUcouldn’t,anyhow。"

"Couldn’tI?"criedAnnerashly。

"ThenIdareyoutodoit,"saidJosiedefiantly。"IdareyoutoclimbupthereandwalktheridgepoleofMr。Barry’skitchenroof。"

Anneturnedpale,buttherewasclearlyonlyonethingtobedone。

Shewalkedtowardthehouse,wherealadderwasleaningagainstthekitchenroof。Allthefifth-classgirlssaid,"Oh!"partlyinexcitement,partlyindismay。

"Don’tyoudoit,Anne,"entreatedDiana。"You’llfalloffandbekilled。NevermindJosiePye。Itisn’tfairtodareanybodytodoanythingsodangerous。"

"Imustdoit。Myhonorisatstake,"saidAnnesolemnly。

"Ishallwalkthatridgepole,Diana,orperishintheattempt。

IfIamkilledyouaretohavemypearlbeadring。"

Anneclimbedtheladderamidbreathlesssilence,gainedtheridgepole,balancedherselfuprightlyonthatprecariousfooting,andstartedtowalkalongit,dizzilyconsciousthatshewasuncomfortablyhighupintheworldandthatwalkingridgepoleswasnotathinginwhichyourimaginationhelpedyououtmuch。

Nevertheless,shemanagedtotakeseveralstepsbeforethecatastrophecame。Thensheswayed,lostherbalance,stumbled,staggered,andfell,slidingdownoverthesun-bakedroofandcrashingoffitthroughthetangleofVirginiacreeperbeneath——

allbeforethedismayedcirclebelowcouldgiveasimultaneous,terrifiedshriek。

IfAnnehadtumbledofftheroofonthesideupwhichshehadascendedDianawouldprobablyhavefallenheirtothepearlbeadringthenandthere。Fortunatelyshefellontheotherside,wheretheroofextendeddownovertheporchsonearlytothegroundthatafalltherefromwasamuchlessseriousthing。

Nevertheless,whenDianaandtheothergirlshadrushedfranticallyaroundthehouse——exceptRubyGillis,whoremainedasifrootedtothegroundandwentintohysterics——theyfoundAnnelyingallwhiteandlimpamongthewreckandruinoftheVirginiacreeper。

"Anne,areyoukilled?"shriekedDiana,throwingherselfonherkneesbesideherfriend。"Oh,Anne,dearAnne,speakjustonewordtomeandtellmeifyou’rekilled。"

Totheimmensereliefofallthegirls,andespeciallyofJosiePye,who,inspiteoflackofimagination,hadbeenseizedwithhorriblevisionsofafuturebrandedasthegirlwhowasthecauseofAnneShirley’searlyandtragicdeath,Annesatdizzilyupandanswereduncertainly:

"No,Diana,Iamnotkilled,butIthinkIamrenderedunconscious。"

"Where?"sobbedCarrieSloane。"Oh,where,Anne?"BeforeAnnecouldanswerMrs。Barryappearedonthescene。AtsightofherAnnetriedtoscrambletoherfeet,butsankbackagainwithasharplittlecryofpain。

"What’sthematter?Wherehaveyouhurtyourself?"demandedMrs。Barry。

"Myankle,"gaspedAnne。"Oh,Diana,pleasefindyourfatherandaskhimtotakemehome。IknowIcanneverwalkthere。AndI’msureIcouldn’thopsofarononefootwhenJanecouldn’tevenhoparoundthegarden。"

MarillawasoutintheorchardpickingapanfulofsummerappleswhenshesawMr。Barrycomingoverthelogbridgeanduptheslope,withMrs。Barrybesidehimandawholeprocessionoflittlegirlstrailingafterhim。InhisarmshecarriedAnne,whoseheadlaylimplyagainsthisshoulder。

AtthatmomentMarillahadarevelation。InthesuddenstaboffearthatpiercedherveryheartsherealizedwhatAnnehadcometomeantoher。ShewouldhaveadmittedthatshelikedAnne——nay,thatshewasveryfondofAnne。ButnowsheknewasshehurriedwildlydowntheslopethatAnnewasdearertoherthananythingelseonearth。

"Mr。Barry,whathashappenedtoher?"shegasped,morewhiteandshakenthantheself-contained,sensibleMarillahadbeenformanyyears。

Anneherselfanswered,liftingherhead。

"Don’tbeveryfrightened,Marilla。IwaswalkingtheridgepoleandIfelloff。IexpectIhavesprainedmyankle。But,Marilla,Imighthavebrokenmyneck。Letuslookonthebrightsideofthings。"

"Imighthaveknownyou’dgoanddosomethingofthesortwhenI

letyougotothatparty,"saidMarilla,sharpandshrewishinherveryrelief。"Bringherinhere,Mr。Barry,andlayheronthesofa。Mercyme,thechildhasgoneandfainted!"

Itwasquitetrue。Overcomebythepainofherinjury,Annehadonemoreofherwishesgrantedtoher。Shehadfainteddeadaway。

Matthew,hastilysummonedfromtheharvestfield,wasstraightwaydispatchedforthedoctor,whoinduetimecame,todiscoverthattheinjurywasmoreseriousthantheyhadsupposed。Anne’sanklewasbroken。

Thatnight,whenMarillawentuptotheeastgable,whereawhite-facedgirlwaslying,aplaintivevoicegreetedherfromthebed。

"Aren’tyouverysorryforme,Marilla?"

"Itwasyourownfault,"saidMarilla,twitchingdowntheblindandlightingalamp。

"Andthatisjustwhyyoushouldbesorryforme,"saidAnne,"becausethethoughtthatitisallmyownfaultiswhatmakesitsohard。IfIcouldblameitonanybodyIwouldfeelsomuchbetter。Butwhatwouldyouhavedone,Marilla,ifyouhadbeendaredtowalkaridgepole?"

"I’dhavestayedongoodfirmgroundandletthemdareaway。

Suchabsurdity!"saidMarilla。

Annesighed。

"Butyouhavesuchstrengthofmind,Marilla。Ihaven’t。IjustfeltthatIcouldn’tbearJosiePye’sscorn。Shewouldhavecrowedovermeallmylife。AndIthinkIhavebeenpunishedsomuchthatyouneedn’tbeverycrosswithme,Marilla。It’snotabitnicetofaint,afterall。Andthedoctorhurtmedreadfullywhenhewassettingmyankle。Iwon’tbeabletogoaroundforsixorsevenweeksandI’llmissthenewladyteacher。Shewon’tbenewanymorebythetimeI’mabletogotoschool。AndGil——

everybodywillgetaheadofmeinclass。Oh,Iamanafflictedmortal。ButI’lltrytobearitallbravelyifonlyyouwon’tbecrosswithme,Marilla。"

"There,there,I’mnotcross,"saidMarilla。"You’reanunluckychild,there’snodoubtaboutthat;butasyousay,you’llhavethesufferingofit。Herenow,tryandeatsomesupper。"

"Isn’titfortunateI’vegotsuchanimagination?"saidAnne。

"Itwillhelpmethroughsplendidly,Iexpect。Whatdopeoplewhohaven’tanyimaginationdowhentheybreaktheirbones,doyousuppose,Marilla?"

Annehadgoodreasontoblessherimaginationmanyatimeandoftduringthetedioussevenweeksthatfollowed。Butshewasnotsolelydependentonit。ShehadmanyvisitorsandnotadaypassedwithoutoneormoreoftheschoolgirlsdroppingintobringherflowersandbooksandtellherallthehappeningsinthejuvenileworldofAvonlea。

"Everybodyhasbeensogoodandkind,Marilla,"sighedAnnehappily,onthedaywhenshecouldfirstlimpacrossthefloor。

"Itisn’tverypleasanttobelaidup;butthereisabrightsidetoit,Marilla。Youfindouthowmanyfriendsyouhave。Why,evenSuperintendentBellcametoseeme,andhe’sreallyaveryfineman。Notakindredspirit,ofcourse;butstillIlikehimandI’mawfullysorryIevercriticizedhisprayers。Ibelievenowhereallydoesmeanthem,onlyhehasgotintothehabitofsayingthemasifhedidn’t。Hecouldgetoverthatifhe’dtakealittletrouble。Igavehimagoodbroadhint。ItoldhimhowhardItriedtomakemyownlittleprivateprayersinteresting。

Hetoldmeallaboutthetimehebrokehisanklewhenhewasaboy。ItdoesseemsostrangetothinkofSuperintendentBelleverbeingaboy。Evenmyimaginationhasitslimits,forI

can’timagineTHAT。WhenItrytoimaginehimasaboyIseehimwithgraywhiskersandspectacles,justashelooksinSundayschool,onlysmall。Now,it’ssoeasytoimagineMrs。Allanasalittlegirl。Mrs。Allanhasbeentoseemefourteentimes。

Isn’tthatsomethingtobeproudof,Marilla?Whenaminister’swifehassomanyclaimsonhertime!Sheissuchacheerfulpersontohavevisityou,too。Shenevertellsyouit’syourownfaultandshehopesyou’llbeabettergirlonaccountofit。

Mrs。Lyndealwaystoldmethatwhenshecametoseeme;andshesaiditinakindofwaythatmademefeelshemighthopeI’dbeabettergirlbutdidn’treallybelieveIwould。EvenJosiePyecametoseeme。IreceivedheraspolitelyasIcould,becauseI

thinkshewassorryshedaredmetowalkaridgepole。IfIhadbeenkilledshewouldhadtocarryadarkburdenofremorseallherlife。Dianahasbeenafaithfulfriend。She’sbeenovereverydaytocheermylonelypillow。Butoh,IshallbesogladwhenIcangotoschoolforI’veheardsuchexcitingthingsaboutthenewteacher。Thegirlsallthinksheisperfectlysweet。

Dianasaysshehastheloveliestfaircurlyhairandsuchfascinatingeyes。Shedressesbeautifully,andhersleevepuffsarebiggerthananybodyelse’sinAvonlea。EveryotherFridayafternoonshehasrecitationsandeverybodyhastosayapieceortakepartinadialogue。Oh,it’sjustglorioustothinkofit。

JosiePyesaysshehatesitbutthatisjustbecauseJosiehassolittleimagination。DianaandRubyGillisandJaneAndrewsarepreparingadialogue,called`AMorningVisit,’fornextFriday。

AndtheFridayafternoonstheydon’thaverecitationsMissStacytakesthemalltothewoodsfora`field’dayandtheystudyfernsandflowersandbirds。Andtheyhavephysicalcultureexerciseseverymorningandevening。Mrs。Lyndesayssheneverheardofsuchgoingsonanditallcomesofhavingaladyteacher。ButIthinkitmustbesplendidandIbelieveIshallfindthatMissStacyisakindredspirit。"

"There’sonethingplaintobeseen,Anne,"saidMarilla,"andthatisthatyourfallofftheBarryroofhasn’tinjuredyourtongueatall。"

CHAPTERXXIV

MissStacyandHerPupilsGetUpaConcertItwasOctoberagainwhenAnnewasreadytogobacktoschool——agloriousOctober,allredandgold,withmellowmorningswhenthevalleyswerefilledwithdelicatemistsasifthespiritofautumnhadpouredtheminforthesuntodrain——amethyst,pearl,silver,rose,andsmoke-blue。Thedewsweresoheavythatthefieldsglistenedlikeclothofsilverandthereweresuchheapsofrustlingleavesinthehollowsofmany-stemmedwoodstoruncrisplythrough。TheBirchPathwasacanopyofyellowandthefernsweresearandbrownallalongit。Therewasatangintheveryairthatinspiredtheheartsofsmallmaidenstripping,unlikesnails,swiftlyandwillinglytoschool;anditWASjollytobebackagainatthelittlebrowndeskbesideDiana,withRubyGillisnoddingacrosstheaisleandCarrieSloanesendingupnotesandJuliaBellpassinga"chew"ofgumdownfromthebackseat。Annedrewalongbreathofhappinessasshesharpenedherpencilandarrangedherpicturecardsinherdesk。Lifewascertainlyveryinteresting。

Inthenewteachershefoundanothertrueandhelpfulfriend。

MissStacywasabright,sympatheticyoungwomanwiththehappygiftofwinningandholdingtheaffectionsofherpupilsandbringingoutthebestthatwasinthemmentallyandmorally。

AnneexpandedlikeaflowerunderthiswholesomeinfluenceandcarriedhometotheadmiringMatthewandthecriticalMarillaglowingaccountsofschoolworkandaims。

"IloveMissStacywithmywholeheart,Marilla。Sheissoladylikeandshehassuchasweetvoice。WhenshepronouncesmynameIfeelINSTINCTIVELYthatshe’sspellingitwithanE。

Wehadrecitationsthisafternoon。Ijustwishyoucouldhavebeentheretohearmerecite`Mary,QueenofScots。’Ijustputmywholesoulintoit。RubyGillistoldmecominghomethatthewayIsaidtheline,`Nowformyfather’sarm,’shesaid,`mywoman’sheartfarewell,’justmadeherbloodruncold。"

"Wellnow,youmightreciteitformesomeofthesedays,outinthebarn,"suggestedMatthew。

"OfcourseIwill,"saidAnnemeditatively,"butIwon’tbeabletodoitsowell,Iknow。Itwon’tbesoexcitingasitiswhenyouhaveawholeschoolfulbeforeyouhangingbreathlesslyonyourwords。IknowIwon’tbeabletomakeyourbloodruncold。"

"Mrs。LyndesaysitmadeHERbloodruncoldtoseetheboysclimbingtotheverytopsofthosebigtreesonBell’shillaftercrows’nestslastFriday,"saidMarilla。"IwonderatMissStacyforencouragingit。"

"Butwewantedacrow’snestfornaturestudy,"explainedAnne。

"Thatwasonourfieldafternoon。Fieldafternoonsaresplendid,Marilla。AndMissStacyexplainseverythingsobeautifully。WehavetowritecompositionsonourfieldafternoonsandIwritethebestones。"

"It’sveryvainofyoutosaysothen。You’dbetterletyourteachersayit。"

"ButsheDIDsayit,Marilla。AndindeedI’mnotvainaboutit。

HowcanIbe,whenI’msuchadunceatgeometry?AlthoughI’mreallybeginningtoseethroughitalittle,too。MissStacymakesitsoclear。Still,I’llneverbegoodatitandI

assureyouitisahumblingreflection。ButIlovewritingcompositions。MostlyMissStacyletsuschooseourownsubjects;

butnextweekwearetowriteacompositiononsomeremarkableperson。It’shardtochooseamongsomanyremarkablepeoplewhohavelived。Mustn’titbesplendidtoberemarkableandhavecompositionswrittenaboutyouafteryou’redead?Oh,Iwoulddearlylovetoberemarkable。IthinkwhenIgrowupI’llbeatrainednurseandgowiththeRedCrossestothefieldofbattleasamessengerofmercy。Thatis,ifIdon’tgooutasaforeignmissionary。Thatwouldbeveryromantic,butonewouldhavetobeverygoodtobeamissionary,andthatwouldbeastumblingblock。Wehavephysicalcultureexerciseseveryday,too。Theymakeyougracefulandpromotedigestion。"

"Promotefiddlesticks!"saidMarilla,whohonestlythoughtitwasallnonsense。

ButallthefieldafternoonsandrecitationFridaysandphysicalculturecontortionspaledbeforeaprojectwhichMissStacybroughtforwardinNovember。ThiswasthatthescholarsofAvonleaschoolshouldgetupaconcertandholditinthehallonChristmasNight,forthelaudablepurposeofhelpingtopayforaschoolhouseflag。Thepupilsoneandalltakinggraciouslytothisplan,thepreparationsforaprogramwerebegunatonce。

Andofalltheexcitedperformers-electnonewassoexcitedasAnneShirley,whothrewherselfintotheundertakingheartandsoul,hamperedasshewasbyMarilla’sdisapproval。Marillathoughtitallrankfoolishness。

"It’sjustfillingyourheadsupwithnonsenseandtakingtimethatoughttobeputonyourlessons,"shegrumbled。"Idon’tapproveofchildren’sgettingupconcertsandracingabouttopractices。Itmakesthemvainandforwardandfondofgadding。"

"Butthinkoftheworthyobject,"pleadedAnne。"Aflagwillcultivateaspiritofpatriotism,Marilla。"

"Fudge!There’spreciouslittlepatriotisminthethoughtsofanyofyou。Allyouwantisagoodtime。"

"Well,whenyoucancombinepatriotismandfun,isn’titallright?Ofcourseit’srealnicetobegettingupaconcert。

We’regoingtohavesixchorusesandDianaistosingasolo。

I’mintwodialogues——`TheSocietyfortheSuppressionofGossip’

and`TheFairyQueen。’Theboysaregoingtohaveadialoguetoo。AndI’mtohavetworecitations,Marilla。IjusttremblewhenIthinkofit,butit’sanicethrillykindoftremble。Andwe’retohaveatableauatthelast——`Faith,HopeandCharity。’

DianaandRubyandIaretobeinit,alldrapedinwhitewithflowinghair。I’mtobeHope,withmyhandsclasped——so——andmyeyesuplifted。I’mgoingtopracticemyrecitationsinthegarret。Don’tbealarmedifyouhearmegroaning。Ihavetogroanheartrendinglyinoneofthem,andit’sreallyhardtogetupagoodartisticgroan,Marilla。JosiePyeissulkybecauseshedidn’tgetthepartshewantedinthedialogue。Shewantedtobethefairyqueen。Thatwouldhavebeenridiculous,forwhoeverheardofafairyqueenasfatasJosie?Fairyqueensmustbeslender。JaneAndrewsistobethequeenandIamtobeoneofhermaidsofhonor。Josiesaysshethinksared-hairedfairyisjustasridiculousasafatone,butIdonotletmyselfmindwhatJosiesays。I’mtohaveawreathofwhiterosesonmyhairandRubyGillisisgoingtolendmeherslippersbecauseI

haven’tanyofmyown。It’snecessaryforfairiestohaveslippers,youknow。Youcouldn’timagineafairywearingboots,couldyou?Especiallywithcoppertoes?Wearegoingtodecoratethehallwithcreepingspruceandfirmottoeswithpinktissue-paperrosesinthem。Andwearealltomarchintwobytwoaftertheaudienceisseated,whileEmmaWhiteplaysamarchontheorgan。Oh,Marilla,IknowyouarenotsoenthusiasticaboutitasIam,butdon’tyouhopeyourlittleAnnewilldistinguishherself?"

"AllIhopeisthatyou’llbehaveyourself。I’llbeheartilygladwhenallthisfussisoverandyou’llbeabletosettledown。Youaresimplygoodfornothingjustnowwithyourheadstuffedfullofdialoguesandgroansandtableaus。Asforyourtongue,it’samarvelit’snotcleanwornout。"

Annesighedandbetookherselftothebackyard,overwhichayoungnewmoonwasshiningthroughtheleaflesspoplarboughsfromanapple-greenwesternsky,andwhereMatthewwassplittingwood。Anneperchedherselfonablockandtalkedtheconcertoverwithhim,sureofanappreciativeandsympatheticlistenerinthisinstanceatleast。

"Wellnow,Ireckonit’sgoingtobeaprettygoodconcert。AndIexpectyou’lldoyourpartfine,"hesaid,smilingdownintohereager,vivaciouslittleface。Annesmiledbackathim。

ThosetwowerethebestoffriendsandMatthewthankedhisstarsmanyatimeandoftthathehadnothingtodowithbringingherup。ThatwasMarilla’sexclusiveduty;ifithadbeenhishewouldhavebeenworriedoverfrequentconflictsbetweeninclinationandsaidduty。Asitwas,hewasfreeto,"spoilAnne"——Marilla’sphrasing——asmuchasheliked。Butitwasnotsuchabadarrangementafterall;alittle"appreciation"

sometimesdoesquiteasmuchgoodasalltheconscientious"bringingup"intheworld。

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