第6章
AGoodImaginationGoneWrongSpringhadcomeoncemoretoGreenGables——thebeautifulcapricious,reluctantCanadianspring,lingeringalongthroughAprilandMayinasuccessionofsweet,fresh,chillydays,withpinksunsetsandmiraclesofresurrectionandgrowth。ThemaplesinLover’sLanewereredbuddedandlittlecurlyfernspusheduparoundtheDryad’sBubble。Awayupinthebarrens,behindMr。
SilasSloane’splace,theMayflowersblossomedout,pinkandwhitestarsofsweetnessundertheirbrownleaves。Alltheschoolgirlsandboyshadonegoldenafternoongatheringthem,cominghomeintheclear,echoingtwilightwitharmsandbasketsfulloffloweryspoil。
"I’msosorryforpeoplewholiveinlandswheretherearenoMayflowers,"saidAnne。"Dianasaysperhapstheyhavesomethingbetter,buttherecouldn’tbeanythingbetterthanMayflowers,couldthere,Marilla?AndDianasaysiftheydon’tknowwhattheyareliketheydon’tmissthem。ButIthinkthatisthesaddestthingofall。IthinkitwouldbeTRAGIC,Marilla,nottoknowwhatMayflowersarelikeandNOTtomissthem。DoyouknowwhatIthinkMayflowersare,Marilla?Ithinktheymustbethesoulsoftheflowersthatdiedlastsummerandthisistheirheaven。Butwehadasplendidtimetoday,Marilla。Wehadourlunchdowninabigmossyhollowbyanoldwell——suchaROMANTIC
spot。CharlieSloanedaredArtyGillistojumpoverit,andArtydidbecausehewouldn’ttakeadare。Nobodywouldinschool。ItisveryFASHIONABLEtodare。Mr。PhillipsgavealltheMayflowershefoundtoPrissyAndrewsandIheardhimtosay`sweetstothesweet。’Hegotthatoutofabook,Iknow;butitshowshehassomeimagination。IwasofferedsomeMayflowerstoo,butIrejectedthemwithscorn。Ican’ttellyoutheperson’snamebecauseIhavevowednevertoletitcrossmylips。
WemadewreathsoftheMayflowersandputthemonourhats;andwhenthetimecametogohomewemarchedinprocessiondowntheroad,twobytwo,withourbouquetsandwreaths,singing`MyHomeontheHill。’Oh,itwassothrilling,Marilla。AllMr。SilasSloane’sfolksrushedouttoseeusandeverybodywemetontheroadstoppedandstaredafterus。Wemadearealsensation。"
"Notmuchwonder!Suchsillydoings!"wasMarilla’sresponse。
AftertheMayflowerscametheviolets,andVioletValewasempurpledwiththem。Annewalkedthroughitonherwaytoschoolwithreverentstepsandworshipingeyes,asifshetrodonholyground。
"Somehow,"shetoldDiana,"whenI’mgoingthroughhereIdon’treallycarewhetherGil——whetheranybodygetsaheadofmeinclassornot。ButwhenI’mupinschoolit’salldifferentandI
careasmuchasever。There’ssuchalotofdifferentAnnesinme。
IsometimesthinkthatiswhyI’msuchatroublesomeperson。
IfIwasjusttheoneAnneitwouldbeeversomuchmorecomfortable,butthenitwouldn’tbehalfsointeresting。"
OneJuneevening,whentheorchardswerepinkblossomedagain,whenthefrogsweresingingsilverlysweetinthemarshesabouttheheadoftheLakeofShiningWaters,andtheairwasfullofthesavorofcloverfieldsandbalsamicfirwoods,Annewassittingbyhergablewindow。Shehadbeenstudyingherlessons,butithadgrowntoodarktoseethebook,soshehadfallenintowide-eyedreverie,lookingoutpasttheboughsoftheSnowQueen,oncemorebestarredwithitstuftsofblossom。
Inallessentialrespectsthelittlegablechamberwasunchanged。
Thewallswereaswhite,thepincushionashard,thechairsasstifflyandyellowlyuprightasever。Yetthewholecharacteroftheroomwasaltered。Itwasfullofanewvital,pulsingpersonalitythatseemedtopervadeitandtobequiteindependentofschoolgirlbooksanddressesandribbons,andevenofthecrackedbluejugfullofappleblossomsonthetable。Itwasasifallthedreams,sleepingandwaking,ofitsvividoccupanthadtakenavisiblealthoughunmaterialformandhadtapestriedthebareroomwithsplendidfilmytissuesofrainbowandmoonshine。
PresentlyMarillacamebrisklyinwithsomeofAnne’sfreshlyironedschoolaprons。Shehungthemoverachairandsatdownwithashortsigh。Shehadhadoneofherheadachesthatafternoon,andalthoughthepainhadgoneshefeltweakand"tuckeredout,"assheexpressedit。Annelookedatherwitheyeslimpidwithsympathy。
"IdotrulywishIcouldhavehadtheheadacheinyourplace,Marilla。Iwouldhaveendureditjoyfullyforyoursake。"
"Iguessyoudidyourpartinattendingtotheworkandlettingmerest,"saidMarilla。"Youseemtohavegotonfairlywellandmadefewermistakesthanusual。Ofcourseitwasn’texactlynecessarytostarchMatthew’shandkerchiefs!Andmostpeoplewhentheyputapieintheoventowarmupfordinnertakeitoutandeatitwhenitgetshotinsteadofleavingittobeburnedtoacrisp。Butthatdoesn’tseemtobeyourwayevidently。"
HeadachesalwaysleftMarillasomewhatsarcastic。
"Oh,I’msosorry,"saidAnnepenitently。"IneverthoughtaboutthatpiefromthemomentIputitintheoventillnow,althoughIfeltINSTINCTIVELYthattherewassomethingmissingonthedinnertable。Iwasfirmlyresolved,whenyouleftmeinchargethismorning,nottoimagineanything,butkeepmythoughtsonfacts。IdidprettywelluntilIputthepiein,andthenanirresistibletemptationcametometoimagineIwasanenchantedprincessshutupinalonelytowerwithahandsomeknightridingtomyrescueonacoal-blacksteed。SothatishowIcametoforgetthepie。Ididn’tknowIstarchedthehandkerchiefs。AllthetimeIwasironingIwastryingtothinkofanameforanewislandDianaandIhavediscoveredupthebrook。It’sthemostravishingspot,Marilla。Therearetwomapletreesonitandthebrookflowsrightaroundit。AtlastitstruckmethatitwouldbesplendidtocallitVictoriaIslandbecausewefounditontheQueen’sbirthday。BothDianaandIareveryloyal。ButI’msorryaboutthatpieandthehandkerchiefs。Iwantedtobeextragoodtodaybecauseit’sananniversary。Doyourememberwhathappenedthisdaylastyear,Marilla?"
"No,Ican’tthinkofanythingspecial。"
"Oh,Marilla,itwasthedayIcametoGreenGables。Ishallneverforgetit。Itwastheturningpointinmylife。Ofcourseitwouldn’tseemsoimportanttoyou。I’vebeenhereforayearandI’vebeensohappy。Ofcourse,I’vehadmytroubles,butonecanlivedowntroubles。Areyousorryyoukeptme,Marilla?"
"No,Ican’tsayI’msorry,"saidMarilla,whosometimeswonderedhowshecouldhavelivedbeforeAnnecametoGreenGables,"no,notexactlysorry。Ifyou’vefinishedyourlessons,Anne,IwantyoutorunoverandaskMrs。Barryifshe’lllendmeDiana’sapronpattern。"
"Oh——it’s——it’stoodark,"criedAnne。
"Toodark?Why,it’sonlytwilight。Andgoodnessknowsyou’vegoneoveroftenenoughafterdark。"
"I’llgooverearlyinthemorning,"saidAnneeagerly。"I’llgetupatsunriseandgoover,Marilla。"
"Whathasgotintoyourheadnow,AnneShirley?Iwantthatpatterntocutoutyournewapronthisevening。Goatonceandbesmarttoo。"
"I’llhavetogoaroundbytheroad,then,"saidAnne,takingupherhatreluctantly。
"Gobytheroadandwastehalfanhour!I’dliketocatchyou!"
"Ican’tgothroughtheHauntedWood,Marilla,"criedAnnedesperately。
Marillastared。
"TheHauntedWood!Areyoucrazy?WhatunderthecanopyistheHauntedWood?"
"Thesprucewoodoverthebrook,"saidAnneinawhisper。
"Fiddlesticks!Thereisnosuchthingasahauntedwoodanywhere。
Whohasbeentellingyousuchstuff?"
"Nobody,"confessedAnne。"DianaandIjustimaginedthewoodwashaunted。Alltheplacesaroundhereareso——so——COMMONPLACE。
Wejustgotthisupforourownamusement。WebeganitinApril。
Ahauntedwoodissoveryromantic,Marilla。Wechosethesprucegrovebecauseit’ssogloomy。Oh,wehaveimaginedthemostharrowingthings。There’sawhiteladywalksalongthebrookjustaboutthistimeofthenightandwringsherhandsandutterswailingcries。Sheappearswhenthereistobeadeathinthefamily。AndtheghostofalittlemurderedchildhauntsthecornerupbyIdlewild;itcreepsupbehindyouandlaysitscoldfingersonyourhand——so。Oh,Marilla,itgivesmeashuddertothinkofit。Andthere’saheadlessmanstalksupanddownthepathandskeletonsgloweratyoubetweentheboughs。Oh,Marilla,Iwouldn’tgothroughtheHauntedWoodafterdarknowforanything。I’dbesurethatwhitethingswouldreachoutfrombehindthetreesandgrabme。"
"Dideveranyonehearthelike!"ejaculatedMarilla,whohadlistenedindumbamazement。"AnneShirley,doyoumeantotellmeyoubelieveallthatwickednonsenseofyourownimagination?"
"NotbelieveEXACTLY,"falteredAnne。"Atleast,Idon’tbelieveitindaylight。Butafterdark,Marilla,it’sdifferent。Thatiswhenghostswalk。"
"Therearenosuchthingsasghosts,Anne。"
"Oh,butthereare,Marilla,"criedAnneeagerly。"Iknowpeoplewhohaveseenthem。Andtheyarerespectablepeople。CharlieSloanesaysthathisgrandmothersawhisgrandfatherdrivinghomethecowsonenightafterhe’dbeenburiedforayear。YouknowCharlieSloane’sgrandmotherwouldn’ttellastoryforanything。
She’saveryreligiouswoman。AndMrs。Thomas’sfatherwaspursuedhomeonenightbyalamboffirewithitsheadcutoffhangingbyastripofskin。Hesaidheknewitwasthespiritofhisbrotherandthatitwasawarninghewoulddiewithinninedays。Hedidn’t,buthediedtwoyearsafter,soyouseeitwasreallytrue。AndRubyGillissays——"
"AnneShirley,"interruptedMarillafirmly,"Ineverwanttohearyoutalkinginthisfashionagain。I’vehadmydoubtsaboutthatimaginationofyoursrightalong,andifthisisgoingtobetheoutcomeofit,Iwon’tcountenanceanysuchdoings。You’llgorightovertoBarry’s,andyou’llgothroughthatsprucegrove,justforalessonandawarningtoyou。Andneverletmehearawordoutofyourheadabouthauntedwoodsagain。"
Annemightpleadandcryassheliked——anddid,forherterrorwasveryreal。Herimaginationhadrunawaywithherandsheheldthesprucegroveinmortaldreadafternightfall。ButMarillawasinexorable。Shemarchedtheshrinkingghostseerdowntothespringandorderedhertoproceedstraightawayoverthebridgeandintotheduskyretreatsofwailingladiesandheadlessspectersbeyond。
"Oh,Marilla,howcanyoubesocruel?"sobbedAnne。"Whatwouldyoufeellikeifawhitethingdidsnatchmeupandcarrymeoff?"
"I’llriskit,"saidMarillaunfeelingly。"YouknowIalwaysmeanwhatIsay。I’llcureyouofimaginingghostsintoplaces。
March,now。"
Annemarched。Thatis,shestumbledoverthebridgeandwentshudderingupthehorribledimpathbeyond。Anneneverforgotthatwalk。Bitterlydidsherepentthelicenseshehadgiventoherimagination。Thegoblinsofherfancylurkedineveryshadowabouther,reachingouttheircold,fleshlesshandstograsptheterrifiedsmallgirlwhohadcalledthemintobeing。Awhitestripofbirchbarkblowingupfromthehollowoverthebrownfloorofthegrovemadeherheartstandstill。Thelong-drawnwailoftwooldboughsrubbingagainsteachotherbroughtouttheperspirationinbeadsonherforehead。Theswoopofbatsinthedarknessoverherwasasthewingsofunearthlycreatures。WhenshereachedMr。WilliamBell’sfieldshefledacrossitasifpursuedbyanarmyofwhitethings,andarrivedattheBarrykitchendoorsooutofbreaththatshecouldhardlygaspoutherrequestfortheapronpattern。Dianawasawaysothatshehadnoexcusetolinger。Thedreadfulreturnjourneyhadtobefaced。
Annewentbackoveritwithshuteyes,preferringtotaketheriskofdashingherbrainsoutamongtheboughstothatofseeingawhitething。Whenshefinallystumbledoverthelogbridgeshedrewonelongshiveringbreathofrelief。
"Well,sonothingcaughtyou?"saidMarillaunsympathetically。
"Oh,Mar——Marilla,"chatteredAnne,"I’llb-b-becontt-tentedwithc-c-commonplaceplacesafterthis。"
CHAPTERXXI
ANewDepartureinFlavorings"Dearme,thereisnothingbutmeetingsandpartingsinthisworld,asMrs。Lyndesays,"remarkedAnneplaintively,puttingherslateandbooksdownonthekitchentableonthelastdayofJuneandwipingherredeyeswithaverydamphandkerchief。
"Wasn’titfortunate,Marilla,thatItookanextrahandkerchieftoschooltoday?Ihadapresentimentthatitwouldbeneeded。"
"IneverthoughtyouweresofondofMr。Phillipsthatyou’drequiretwohandkerchiefstodryyourtearsjustbecausehewasgoingaway,"saidMarilla。
"Idon’tthinkIwascryingbecauseIwasreallysoveryfondofhim,"reflectedAnne。"Ijustcriedbecausealltheothersdid。
ItwasRubyGillisstartedit。RubyGillishasalwaysdeclaredshehatedMr。Phillips,butjustassoonashegotuptomakehisfarewellspeechsheburstintotears。Thenallthegirlsbegantocry,oneaftertheother。Itriedtoholdout,Marilla。
ItriedtorememberthetimeMr。PhillipsmademesitwithGil——witha,boy;andthetimehespelledmynamewithoutaneontheblackboard;andhowhesaidIwastheworstdunceheeversawatgeometryandlaughedatmyspelling;andallthetimeshehadbeensohorridandsarcastic;butsomehowIcouldn’t,Marilla,andIjusthadtocrytoo。JaneAndrewshasbeentalkingforamonthabouthowgladshe’dbewhenMr。Phillipswentawayandshedeclaredshe’dnevershedatear。Well,shewasworsethananyofusandhadtoborrowahandkerchieffromherbrother——ofcoursetheboysdidn’tcry——becauseshehadn’tbroughtoneofherown,notexpectingtoneedit。Oh,Marilla,itwasheartrending。Mr。Phillipsmadesuchabeautifulfarewellspeechbeginning,`Thetimehascomeforustopart。’
Itwasveryaffecting。Andhehadtearsinhiseyestoo,Marilla。
Oh,IfeltdreadfullysorryandremorsefulforallthetimesI’dtalkedinschoolanddrawnpicturesofhimonmyslateandmadefunofhimandPrissy。IcantellyouIwishedI’dbeenamodelpupillikeMinnieAndrews。Shehadn’tanythingonherconscience。
Thegirlscriedallthewayhomefromschool。CarrieSloanekeptsayingeveryfewminutes,`Thetimehascomeforustopart,’
andthatwouldstartusoffagainwheneverwewereinanydangerofcheeringup。Idofeeldreadfullysad,Marilla。Butonecan’tfeelquiteinthedepthsofdespairwithtwomonths’vacationbeforethem,canthey,Marilla?Andbesides,wemetthenewministerandhiswifecomingfromthestation。ForallIwasfeelingsobadaboutMr。PhillipsgoingawayIcouldn’thelptakingalittleinterestinanewminister,couldI?Hiswifeisverypretty。Notexactlyregallylovely,ofcourse——itwouldn’tdo,Isuppose,foraministertohavearegallylovelywife,becauseitmightsetabadexample。Mrs。Lyndesaystheminister’swifeoveratNewbridgesetsaverybadexamplebecauseshedressessofashionably。Ournewminister’swifewasdressedinbluemuslinwithlovelypuffedsleevesandahattrimmedwithroses。
JaneAndrewssaidshethoughtpuffedsleevesweretooworldlyforaminister’swife,butIdidn’tmakeanysuchuncharitableremark,Marilla,becauseIknowwhatitistolongforpuffedsleeves。
Besides,she’sonlybeenaminister’swifeforalittlewhile,sooneshouldmakeallowances,shouldn’tthey?TheyaregoingtoboardwithMrs。Lyndeuntilthemanseisready。"
IfMarilla,ingoingdowntoMrs。Lynde’sthatevening,wasactuatedbyanymotivesaveheravowedoneofreturningthequiltingframesshehadborrowedtheprecedingwinter,itwasanamiableweaknesssharedbymostoftheAvonleapeople。ManyathingMrs。Lyndehadlent,sometimesneverexpectingtoseeitagain,camehomethatnightinchargeoftheborrowersthereof。
Anewminister,andmoreoveraministerwithawife,wasalawfulobjectofcuriosityinaquietlittlecountrysettlementwheresensationswerefewandfarbetween。
OldMr。Bentley,theministerwhomAnnehadfoundlackinginimagination,hadbeenpastorofAvonleaforeighteenyears。Hewasawidowerwhenhecame,andawidowerheremained,despitethefactthatgossipregularlymarriedhimtothis,that,ortheotherone,everyyearofhissojourn。IntheprecedingFebruaryhehadresignedhischargeanddepartedamidtheregretsofhispeople,mostofwhomhadtheaffectionbornoflongintercoursefortheirgoodoldministerinspiteofhisshortcomingsasanorator。
SincethentheAvonleachurchhadenjoyedavarietyofreligiousdissipationinlisteningtothemanyandvariouscandidatesand"supplies"whocameSundayafterSundaytopreachontrial。
ThesestoodorfellbythejudgmentofthefathersandmothersinIsrael;butacertainsmall,red-hairedgirlwhosatmeeklyinthecorneroftheoldCuthbertpewalsohadheropinionsaboutthemanddiscussedthesameinfullwithMatthew,Marillaalwaysdecliningfromprincipletocriticizeministersinanyshapeorform。
"Idon’tthinkMr。Smithwouldhavedone,Matthew"wasAnne’sfinalsummingup。"Mrs。Lyndesayshisdeliverywassopoor,butIthinkhisworstfaultwasjustlikeMr。Bentley’s——hehadnoimagination。AndMr。Terryhadtoomuch;heletitrunawaywithhimjustasIdidmineinthematteroftheHauntedWood。
Besides,Mrs。Lyndesayshistheologywasn’tsound。Mr。Greshamwasaverygoodmanandaveryreligiousman,buthetoldtoomanyfunnystoriesandmadethepeoplelaughinchurch;hewasundignified,andyoumusthavesomedignityaboutaminister,mustn’tyou,Matthew?IthoughtMr。Marshallwasdecidedlyattractive;butMrs。Lyndesaysheisn’tmarried,orevenengaged,becauseshemadespecialinquiriesabouthim,andshesaysitwouldneverdotohaveayoungunmarriedministerinAvonlea,becausehemightmarryinthecongregationandthatwouldmaketrouble。Mrs。Lyndeisaveryfarseeingwoman,isn’tshe,Matthew?I’mverygladthey’vecalledMr。Allan。Ilikedhimbecausehissermonwasinterestingandheprayedasifhemeantitandnotjustasifhediditbecausehewasinthehabitofit。Mrs。Lyndesaysheisn’tperfect,butshesaysshesupposeswecouldn’texpectaperfectministerforsevenhundredandfiftydollarsayear,andanyhowhistheologyissoundbecauseshequestionedhimthoroughlyonallthepointsofdoctrine。Andsheknowshiswife’speopleandtheyaremostrespectableandthewomenareallgoodhousekeepers。Mrs。Lyndesaysthatsounddoctrineinthemanandgoodhousekeepinginthewomanmakeanidealcombinationforaminister’sfamily。"
Thenewministerandhiswifewereayoung,pleasant-facedcouple,stillontheirhoneymoon,andfullofallgoodandbeautifulenthusiasmsfortheirchosenlifework。Avonleaopeneditshearttothemfromthestart。Oldandyounglikedthefrank,cheerfulyoungmanwithhishighideals,andthebright,gentlelittleladywhoassumedthemistress-shipofthemanse。
WithMrs。AllanAnnefellpromptlyandwholeheartedlyinlove。
Shehaddiscoveredanotherkindredspirit。
"Mrs。Allanisperfectlylovely,"sheannouncedoneSundayafternoon。
"She’stakenourclassandshe’sasplendidteacher。Shesaidrightawayshedidn’tthinkitwasfairfortheteachertoaskallthequestions,andyouknow,Marilla,thatisexactlywhatI’vealwaysthought。ShesaidwecouldaskheranyquestionwelikedandIaskedeversomany。I’mgoodataskingquestions,Marilla。"
"Ibelieveyou"wasMarilla’semphaticcomment。
"NobodyelseaskedanyexceptRubyGillis,andsheaskediftherewastobeaSunday-schoolpicnicthissummer。Ididn’tthinkthatwasaveryproperquestiontoaskbecauseithadn’tanyconnectionwiththelesson——thelessonwasaboutDanielinthelions’den——butMrs。Allanjustsmiledandsaidshethoughttherewouldbe。Mrs。Allanhasalovelysmile;shehassuchEXQUISITE
dimplesinhercheeks。IwishIhaddimplesinmycheeks,Marilla。
I’mnothalfsoskinnyasIwaswhenIcamehere,butIhavenodimplesyet。IfIhadperhapsIcouldinfluencepeopleforgood。
Mrs。Allansaidweoughtalwaystotrytoinfluenceotherpeopleforgood。Shetalkedsoniceabouteverything。Ineverknewbeforethatreligionwassuchacheerfulthing。Ialwaysthoughtitwaskindofmelancholy,butMrs。Allan’sisn’t,andI’dliketobeaChristianifIcouldbeonelikeher。Iwouldn’twanttobeonelikeMr。SuperintendentBell。"
"It’sverynaughtyofyoutospeaksoaboutMr。Bell,"saidMarillaseverely。"Mr。Bellisarealgoodman。"
"Oh,ofcoursehe’sgood,"agreedAnne,"buthedoesn’tseemtogetanycomfortoutofit。IfIcouldbegoodI’ddanceandsingalldaybecauseIwasgladofit。IsupposeMrs。Allanistoooldtodanceandsingandofcourseitwouldn’tbedignifiedinaminister’swife。ButIcanjustfeelshe’sgladshe’saChristianandthatshe’dbeoneevenifshecouldgettoheavenwithoutit。"
"IsupposewemusthaveMr。andMrs。Allanuptoteasomedaysoon,"saidMarillareflectively。"They’vebeenmosteverywherebuthere。Letmesee。NextWednesdaywouldbeagoodtimetohavethem。Butdon’tsayawordtoMatthewaboutit,forifheknewtheywerecominghe’dfindsomeexcusetobeawaythatday。
He’dgotsousedtoMr。Bentleyhedidn’tmindhim,buthe’sgoingtofindithardtogetacquaintedwithanewminister,andanewminister’swifewillfrightenhimtodeath。"
"I’llbeassecretasthedead,"assuredAnne。"Butoh,Marilla,willyouletmemakeacakefortheoccasion?I’dlovetodosomethingforMrs。Allan,andyouknowIcanmakeaprettygoodcakebythistime。"
"Youcanmakealayercake,"promisedMarilla。
MondayandTuesdaygreatpreparationswentonatGreenGables。
Havingtheministerandhiswifetoteawasaseriousandimportantundertaking,andMarillawasdeterminednottobeeclipsedbyanyoftheAvonleahousekeepers。Annewaswildwithexcitementanddelight。ShetalkeditalloverwithDianaTuesdaynightinthetwilight,astheysatonthebigredstonesbytheDryad’sBubbleandmaderainbowsinthewaterwithlittletwigsdippedinfirbalsam。
"Everythingisready,Diana,exceptmycakewhichI’mtomakeinthemorning,andthebaking-powderbiscuitswhichMarillawillmakejustbeforeteatime。Iassureyou,Diana,thatMarillaandIhavehadabusytwodaysofit。It’ssucharesponsibilityhavingaminister’sfamilytotea。Ineverwentthroughsuchanexperiencebefore。Youshouldjustseeourpantry。It’sasighttobehold。We’regoingtohavejelliedchickenandcoldtongue。
We’retohavetwokindsofjelly,redandyellow,andwhippedcreamandlemonpie,andcherrypie,andthreekindsofcookies,andfruitcake,andMarilla’sfamousyellowplumpreservesthatshekeepsespeciallyforministers,andpoundcakeandlayercake,andbiscuitsasaforesaid;andnewbreadandoldboth,incasetheministerisdyspepticandcan’teatnew。Mrs。Lyndesaysministersaredyspeptic,butIdon’tthinkMr。Allanhasbeenaministerlongenoughforittohavehadabadeffectonhim。
IjustgrowcoldwhenIthinkofmylayercake。Oh,Diana,whatifitshouldn’tbegood!IdreamedlastnightthatIwaschasedallaroundbyafearfulgoblinwithabiglayercakeforahead。"
"It’llbegood,allright,"assuredDiana,whowasaverycomfortablesortoffriend。"I’msurethatpieceoftheoneyoumadethatwehadforlunchinIdlewildtwoweeksagowasperfectlyelegant。"
"Yes;butcakeshavesuchaterriblehabitofturningoutbadjustwhenyouespeciallywantthemtobegood,"sighedAnne,settingaparticularlywell-balsamedtwigafloat。"However,IsupposeIshalljusthavetotrusttoProvidenceandbecarefultoputintheflour。Oh,look,Diana,whatalovelyrainbow!Doyousupposethedryadwillcomeoutafterwegoawayandtakeitforascarf?"
"Youknowthereisnosuchthingasadryad,"saidDiana。
Diana’smotherhadfoundoutabouttheHauntedWoodandhadbeendecidedlyangryoverit。AsaresultDianahadabstainedfromanyfurtherimitativeflightsofimaginationanddidnotthinkitprudenttocultivateaspiritofbeliefeveninharmlessdryads。
"Butit’ssoeasytoimaginethereis,"saidAnne。"EverynightbeforeIgotobed,Ilookoutofmywindowandwonderifthedryadisreallysittinghere,combingherlockswiththespringforamirror。SometimesIlookforherfootprintsinthedewinthemorning。Oh,Diana,don’tgiveupyourfaithinthedryad!"
Wednesdaymorningcame。Annegotupatsunrisebecauseshewastooexcitedtosleep。Shehadcaughtaseverecoldintheheadbyreasonofherdabblinginthespringontheprecedingevening;
butnothingshortofabsolutepneumoniacouldhavequenchedherinterestinculinarymattersthatmorning。Afterbreakfastsheproceededtomakehercake。Whenshefinallyshuttheovendooruponitshedrewalongbreath。
"I’msureIhaven’tforgottenanythingthistime,Marilla。Butdoyouthinkitwillrise?Justsupposeperhapsthebakingpowderisn’tgood?Iuseditoutofthenewcan。AndMrs。Lyndesaysyoucanneverbesureofgettinggoodbakingpowdernowadayswheneverythingissoadulterated。Mrs。LyndesaystheGovernmentoughttotakethematterup,butshesayswe’llneverseethedaywhenaToryGovernmentwilldoit。Marilla,whatifthatcakedoesn’trise?"
"We’llhaveplentywithoutit"wasMarilla’sunimpassionedwayoflookingatthesubject。
Thecakedidrise,however,andcameoutoftheovenaslightandfeatheryasgoldenfoam。Anne,flushedwithdelight,clappedittogetherwithlayersofrubyjellyand,inimagination,sawMrs。
Allaneatingitandpossiblyaskingforanotherpiece!
"You’llbeusingthebestteaset,ofcourse,Marilla,"shesaid。
"CanIfixthetablewithfernsandwildroses?"
"Ithinkthat’sallnonsense,"sniffedMarilla。"Inmyopinionit’stheeatablesthatmatterandnotflummerydecorations。"
"Mrs。BarryhadHERtabledecorated,"saidAnne,whowasnotentirelyguiltlessofthewisdomoftheserpent,"andtheministerpaidheranelegantcompliment。Hesaiditwasafeastfortheeyeaswellasthepalate。"
"Well,doasyoulike,"saidMarilla,whowasquitedeterminednottobesurpassedbyMrs。Barryoranybodyelse。"Onlymindyouleaveenoughroomforthedishesandthefood。"
AnnelaidherselfouttodecorateinamannerandafterafashionthatshouldleaveMrs。Barry’snowhere。Havingabundanceofrosesandfernsandaveryartistictasteofherown,shemadethatteatablesuchathingofbeautythatwhentheministerandhiswifesatdowntoittheyexclaimedinchorusoveritloveliness。
"It’sAnne’sdoings,"saidMarilla,grimlyjust;andAnnefeltthatMrs。Allan’sapprovingsmilewasalmosttoomuchhappinessforthisworld。
Matthewwasthere,havingbeeninveigledintothepartyonlygoodnessandAnneknewhow。HehadbeeninsuchastateofshynessandnervousnessthatMarillahadgivenhimupindespair,butAnnetookhiminhandsosuccessfullythathenowsatatthetableinhisbestclothesandwhitecollarandtalkedtotheministernotuninterestingly。HeneversaidawordtoMrs。Allan,butthatperhapswasnottobeexpected。
AllwentmerryasamarriagebelluntilAnne’slayercakewaspassed。Mrs。Allan,havingalreadybeenhelpedtoabewilderingvariety,declinedit。ButMarilla,seeingthedisappointmentonAnne’sface,saidsmilingly:
"Oh,youmusttakeapieceofthis,Mrs。Allan。Annemadeitonpurposeforyou。"
"InthatcaseImustsampleit,"laughedMrs。Allan,helpingherselftoaplumptriangle,asdidalsotheministerandMarilla。
Mrs。Allantookamouthfulofhersandamostpeculiarexpressioncrossedherface;notaworddidshesay,however,butsteadilyateawayatit。Marillasawtheexpressionandhastenedtotastethecake。
"AnneShirley!"sheexclaimed,"whatonearthdidyouputintothatcake?"
"Nothingbutwhattherecipesaid,Marilla,"criedAnnewithalookofanguish。"Oh,isn’titallright?"
"Allright!It’ssimplyhorrible。Mr。Allan,don’ttrytoeatit。Anne,tasteityourself。Whatflavoringdidyouuse?"
"Vanilla,"saidAnne,herfacescarletwithmortificationaftertastingthecake。"Onlyvanilla。Oh,Marilla,itmusthavebeenthebakingpowder。Ihadmysuspicionsofthatbak——"
"Bakingpowderfiddlesticks!Goandbringmethebottleofvanillayouused。"
Annefledtothepantryandreturnedwithasmallbottlepartiallyfilledwithabrownliquidandlabeledyellowly,"BestVanilla。"
Marillatookit,uncorkedit,smelledit。
"Mercyonus,Anne,you’veflavoredthatcakewithANODYNE
LINIMENT。Ibrokethelinimentbottlelastweekandpouredwhatwasleftintoanoldemptyvanillabottle。Isupposeit’spartlymyfault——Ishouldhavewarnedyou——butforpity’ssakewhycouldn’tyouhavesmelledit?"
Annedissolvedintotearsunderthisdoubledisgrace。
"Icouldn’t——Ihadsuchacold!"andwiththisshefairlyfledtothegablechamber,whereshecastherselfonthebedandweptasonewhorefusestobecomforted。
Presentlyalightstepsoundedonthestairsandsomebodyenteredtheroom。
"Oh,Marilla,"sobbedAnne,withoutlookingup,"I’mdisgracedforever。
Ishallneverbeabletolivethisdown。Itwillgetout——thingsalwaysdogetoutinAvonlea。DianawillaskmehowmycaketurnedoutandIshallhavetotellherthetruth。Ishallalwaysbepointedatasthegirlwhoflavoredacakewithanodyneliniment。Gil——theboysinschoolwillnevergetoverlaughingatit。Oh,Marilla,ifyouhaveasparkofChristianpitydon’ttellmethatImustgodownandwashthedishesafterthis。I’llwashthemwhentheministerandhiswifearegone,butIcannoteverlookMrs。Allaninthefaceagain。Perhapsshe’llthinkItriedtopoisonher。Mrs。Lyndesayssheknowsanorphangirlwhotriedtopoisonherbenefactor。Butthelinimentisn’tpoisonous。It’smeanttobetakeninternally——althoughnotincakes。Won’tyoutellMrs。Allanso,Marilla?"
"Supposeyoujumpupandtellhersoyourself,"saidamerryvoice。
Anneflewup,tofindMrs。Allanstandingbyherbed,surveyingherwithlaughingeyes。
"Mydearlittlegirl,youmusn’tcrylikethis,"shesaid,genuinelydisturbedbyAnne’stragicface。"Why,it’salljustafunnymistakethatanybodymightmake。"
"Oh,no,ittakesmetomakesuchamistake,"saidAnneforlornly。
"AndIwantedtohavethatcakesoniceforyou,Mrs。Allan。"
"Yes,Iknow,dear。AndIassureyouIappreciateyourkindnessandthoughtfulnessjustasmuchasifithadturnedoutallright。
Now,youmustn’tcryanymore,butcomedownwithmeandshowmeyourflowergarden。MissCuthberttellsmeyouhavealittleplotallyourown。Iwanttoseeit,forI’mverymuchinterestedinflowers。"
Annepermittedherselftobeleddownandcomforted,reflectingthatitwasreallyprovidentialthatMrs。Allanwasakindredspirit。Nothingmorewassaidaboutthelinimentcake,andwhentheguestswentawayAnnefoundthatshehadenjoyedtheeveningmorethancouldhavebeenexpected,consideringthatterribleincident。Nevertheless,shesigheddeeply。
"Marilla,isn’titnicetothinkthattomorrowisanewdaywithnomistakesinityet?"
"I’llwarrantyou’llmakeplentyinit,"saidMarilla。"Ineversawyourbeatformakingmistakes,Anne。"
"Yes,andwellIknowit,"admittedAnnemournfully。"Buthaveyouevernoticedoneencouragingthingaboutme,Marilla?
Inevermakethesamemistaketwice。"
"Idon’tknowasthat’smuchbenefitwhenyou’realwaysmakingnewones。"
"Oh,don’tyousee,Marilla?Theremustbealimittothemistakesonepersoncanmake,andwhenIgettotheendofthem,thenI’llbethroughwiththem。That’saverycomfortingthought。"
"Well,you’dbettergoandgivethatcaketothepigs,"saidMarilla。
"Itisn’tfitforanyhumantoeat,notevenJerryBoute。"
CHAPTERXXII
AnneisInvitedOuttoTea"Andwhatareyoureyespoppingoutofyourheadabout。Now?"
askedMarilla,whenAnnehadjustcomeinfromaruntothepostoffice。"Haveyoudiscoveredanotherkindredspirit?"
ExcitementhungaroundAnnelikeagarment,shoneinhereyes,kindledineveryfeature。Shehadcomedancingupthelane,likeawind-blownsprite,throughthemellowsunshineandlazyshadowsoftheAugustevening。
"No,Marilla,butoh,whatdoyouthink?Iaminvitedtoteaatthemansetomorrowafternoon!Mrs。Allanlefttheletterformeatthepostoffice。Justlookatit,Marilla。`MissAnneShirley,GreenGables。’ThatisthefirsttimeIwasevercalled`Miss。’
Suchathrillasitgaveme!Ishallcherishitforeveramongmychoicesttreasures。"
"Mrs。AllantoldmeshemeanttohaveallthemembersofherSunday-schoolclasstoteainturn,"saidMarilla,regardingthewonderfuleventverycoolly。"Youneedn’tgetinsuchafeveroverit。Dolearntotakethingscalmly,child。"
ForAnnetotakethingscalmlywouldhavebeentochangehernature。All"spiritandfireanddew,"asshewas,thepleasuresandpainsoflifecametoherwithtrebledintensity。Marillafeltthisandwasvaguelytroubledoverit,realizingthattheupsanddownsofexistencewouldprobablybearhardlyonthisimpulsivesoulandnotsufficientlyunderstandingthattheequallygreatcapacityfordelightmightmorethancompensate。
ThereforeMarillaconceivedittobeherdutytodrillAnneintoatranquiluniformityofdispositionasimpossibleandalientoherastoadancingsunbeaminoneofthebrookshallows。Shedidnotmakemuchheadway,asshesorrowfullyadmittedtoherself。
ThedownfallofsomedearhopeorplanplungedAnneinto"deepsofaffliction。"Thefulfillmentthereofexaltedhertodizzyrealmsofdelight。Marillahadalmostbeguntodespairofeverfashioningthiswaifoftheworldintohermodellittlegirlofdemuremannersandprimdeportment。NeitherwouldshehavebelievedthatshereallylikedAnnemuchbetterasshewas。
AnnewenttobedthatnightspeechlesswithmiserybecauseMatthewhadsaidthewindwasroundnortheastandhefeareditwouldbearainydaytomorrow。Therustleofthepoplarleavesaboutthehouseworriedher,itsoundedsolikepatteringraindrops,andthefull,farawayroarofthegulf,towhichshelisteneddelightedlyatothertimes,lovingitsstrange,sonorous,hauntingrhythm,nowseemedlikeaprophecyofstormanddisastertoasmallmaidenwhoparticularlywantedafineday。Annethoughtthatthemorningwouldnevercome。
Butallthingshaveanend,evennightsbeforethedayonwhichyouareinvitedtotaketeaatthemanse。Themorning,inspiteofMatthew’spredictions,wasfineandAnne’sspiritssoaredtotheirhighest。
"Oh,Marilla,thereissomethinginmetodaythatmakesmejustloveeverybodyIsee,"sheexclaimedasshewashedthebreakfastdishes。"Youdon’tknowhowgoodIfeel!Wouldn’titbeniceifitcouldlast?IbelieveIcouldbeamodelchildifIwerejustinvitedouttoteaeveryday。Butoh,Marilla,it’sasolemnoccasiontoo。Ifeelsoanxious。WhatifIshouldn’tbehaveproperly?YouknowIneverhadteaatamansebefore,andI’mnotsurethatIknowalltherulesofetiquette,althoughI’vebeenstudyingtherulesgivenintheEtiquetteDepartmentoftheFamilyHeraldeversinceIcamehere。I’msoafraidI’lldosomethingsillyorforgettodosomethingIshoulddo。WoulditbegoodmannerstotakeasecondhelpingofanythingifyouwantedtoVERYmuch?"
"Thetroublewithyou,Anne,isthatyou’rethinkingtoomuchaboutyourself。YoushouldjustthinkofMrs。Allanandwhatwouldbenicestandmostagreeabletoher,"saidMarilla,hittingforonceinherlifeonaverysoundandpithypieceofadvice。
Anneinstantlyrealizedthis。
"Youareright,Marilla。I’lltrynottothinkaboutmyselfatall。"
Anneevidentlygotthroughhervisitwithoutanyseriousbreachof"etiquette,"forshecamehomethroughthetwilight,underagreat,high-sprungskygloriedoverwithtrailsofsaffronandrosycloud,inabeatifiedstateofmindandtoldMarillaallaboutithappily,sittingonthebigred-sandstoneslabatthekitchendoorwithhertiredcurlyheadinMarilla’sginghamlap。
Acoolwindwasblowingdownoverthelongharvestfieldsfromtherimsoffirrywesternhillsandwhistlingthroughthepoplars。OneclearstarhungovertheorchardandthefireflieswereflittingoverinLover’sLane,inandoutamongthefernsandrustlingboughs。Annewatchedthemasshetalkedandsomehowfeltthatwindandstarsandfireflieswerealltangleduptogetherintosomethingunutterablysweetandenchanting。
"Oh,Marilla,I’vehadamostFASCINATINGtime。IfeelthatI
havenotlivedinvainandIshallalwaysfeellikethatevenifIshouldneverbeinvitedtoteaatamanseagain。WhenIgotthereMrs。Allanmetmeatthedoor。Shewasdressedinthesweetestdressofpale-pinkorgandy,withdozensoffrillsandelbowsleeves,andshelookedjustlikeaseraph。IreallythinkI’dliketobeaminister’swifewhenIgrowup,Marilla。A
ministermightn’tmindmyredhairbecausehewouldn’tbethinkingofsuchworldlythings。ButthenofcourseonewouldhavetobenaturallygoodandI’llneverbethat,soIsupposethere’snouseinthinkingaboutit。Somepeoplearenaturallygood,youknow,andothersarenot。I’moneoftheothers。Mrs。
LyndesaysI’mfulloforiginalsin。NomatterhowhardItrytobegoodIcannevermakesuchasuccessofitasthosewhoarenaturallygood。It’sagooddeallikegeometry,Iexpect。Butdon’tyouthinkthetryingsohardoughttocountforsomething?
Mrs。Allanisoneofthenaturallygoodpeople。Iloveherpassionately。Youknowtherearesomepeople,likeMatthewandMrs。Allanthatyoucanloverightoffwithoutanytrouble。Andthereareothers,likeMrs。Lynde,thatyouhavetotryveryhardtolove。YouknowyouOUGHTtolovethembecausetheyknowsomuchandaresuchactiveworkersinthechurch,butyouhavetokeepremindingyourselfofitallthetimeorelseyouforget。
Therewasanotherlittlegirlatthemansetotea,fromtheWhiteSandsSundayschool。HernamewasLauretteBradley,andshewasaverynicelittlegirl。Notexactlyakindredspirit,youknow,butstillverynice。Wehadaneleganttea,andIthinkIkeptalltherulesofetiquetteprettywell。AfterteaMrs。AllanplayedandsangandshegotLaurettaandmetosingtoo。Mrs。
AllansaysIhaveagoodvoiceandshesaysImustsingintheSunday-schoolchoirafterthis。Youcan’tthinkhowIwasthrilledatthemerethought。I’velongedsotosingintheSunday-schoolchoir,asDianadoes,butIfeareditwasanhonorIcouldneveraspireto。LaurettahadtogohomeearlybecausethereisabigconcertintheWhiteSandsHoteltonightandhersisteristoreciteatit。LaurettasaysthattheAmericansatthehotelgiveaconcerteveryfortnightinaidoftheCharlottetownhospital,andtheyasklotsoftheWhiteSandspeopletorecite。Laurettasaidsheexpectedtobeaskedherselfsomeday。Ijustgazedatherinawe。AftershehadgoneMrs。AllanandIhadaheart-to-hearttalk。Itoldhereverything——aboutMrs。ThomasandthetwinsandKatieMauriceandViolettaandcomingtoGreenGablesandmytroublesovergeometry。Andwouldyoubelieveit,Marilla?Mrs。Allantoldmeshewasadunceatgeometrytoo。Youdon’tknowhowthatencouragedme。Mrs。LyndecametothemansejustbeforeIleft,andwhatdoyouthink,Marilla?Thetrusteeshavehiredanewteacherandit’salady。HernameisMissMurielStacy。Isn’tthataromanticname?Mrs。Lyndesaysthey’veneverhadafemaleteacherinAvonleabeforeandshethinksitisadangerousinnovation。ButIthinkitwillbesplendidtohavealadyteacher,andIreallydon’tseehowI’mgoingtolivethroughthetwoweeksbeforeschoolbegins。I’msoimpatienttoseeher。"
CHAPTERXXIII
AnneComestoGriefinanAffairofHonorAnnehadtolivethroughmorethantwoweeks,asithappened。
Almostamonthhavingelapsedsincethelinimentcakeepisode,itwashightimeforhertogetintofreshtroubleofsomesort,littlemistakes,suchasabsentmindedlyemptyingapanofskimmilkintoabasketofyarnballsinthepantryinsteadofintothepigs’bucket,andwalkingcleanovertheedgeofthelogbridgeintothebrookwhilewrappedinimaginativereverie,notreallybeingworthcounting。
AweekaftertheteaatthemanseDianaBarrygaveaparty。
"Smallandselect,"AnneassuredMarilla。"Justthegirlsinourclass。"
Theyhadaverygoodtimeandnothinguntowardhappeneduntilaftertea,whentheyfoundthemselvesintheBarrygarden,alittletiredofalltheirgamesandripeforanyenticingformofmischiefwhichmightpresentitself。Thispresentlytooktheformof"daring。"
DaringwasthefashionableamusementamongtheAvonleasmallfryjustthen。Ithadbegunamongtheboys,butsoonspreadtothegirls,andallthesillythingsthatweredoneinAvonleathatsummerbecausethedoersthereofwere"dared"todothemwouldfillabookbythemselves。
FirstofallCarrieSloanedaredRubyGillistoclimbtoacertainpointinthehugeoldwillowtreebeforethefrontdoor;
whichRubyGillis,albeitinmortaldreadofthefatgreencaterpillarswithwhichsaidtreewasinfestedandwiththefearofhermotherbeforehereyesifsheshouldtearhernewmuslindress,nimblydid,tothediscomfitureoftheaforesaidCarrieSloane。
ThenJosiePyedaredJaneAndrewstohoponherleftlegaroundthegardenwithoutstoppingonceorputtingherrightfoottotheground;whichJaneAndrewsgamelytriedtodo,butgaveoutatthethirdcornerandhadtoconfessherselfdefeated。
Josie’striumphbeingrathermorepronouncedthangoodtastepermitted,AnneShirleydaredhertowalkalongthetopoftheboardfencewhichboundedthegardentotheeast。Now,to"walk"
boardfencesrequiresmoreskillandsteadinessofheadandheelthanonemightsupposewhohasnevertriedit。ButJosiePye,ifdeficientinsomequalitiesthatmakeforpopularity,hadatleastanaturalandinborngift,dulycultivated,forwalkingboardfences。JosiewalkedtheBarryfencewithanairyunconcernwhichseemedtoimplythatalittlethinglikethatwasn’twortha"dare。"Reluctantadmirationgreetedherexploit,formostoftheothergirlscouldappreciateit,havingsufferedmanythingsthemselvesintheireffortstowalkfences。Josiedescendedfromherperch,flushedwithvictory,anddartedadefiantglanceatAnne。
Annetossedherredbraids。
"Idon’tthinkit’ssuchaverywonderfulthingtowalkalittle,low,boardfence,"shesaid。"IknewagirlinMarysvillewhocouldwalktheridgepoleofaroof。"
"Idon’tbelieveit,"saidJosieflatly。"Idon’tbelieveanybodycouldwalkaridgepole。YOUcouldn’t,anyhow。"
"Couldn’tI?"criedAnnerashly。
"ThenIdareyoutodoit,"saidJosiedefiantly。"IdareyoutoclimbupthereandwalktheridgepoleofMr。Barry’skitchenroof。"
Anneturnedpale,buttherewasclearlyonlyonethingtobedone。
Shewalkedtowardthehouse,wherealadderwasleaningagainstthekitchenroof。Allthefifth-classgirlssaid,"Oh!"partlyinexcitement,partlyindismay。
"Don’tyoudoit,Anne,"entreatedDiana。"You’llfalloffandbekilled。NevermindJosiePye。Itisn’tfairtodareanybodytodoanythingsodangerous。"
"Imustdoit。Myhonorisatstake,"saidAnnesolemnly。
"Ishallwalkthatridgepole,Diana,orperishintheattempt。
IfIamkilledyouaretohavemypearlbeadring。"
Anneclimbedtheladderamidbreathlesssilence,gainedtheridgepole,balancedherselfuprightlyonthatprecariousfooting,andstartedtowalkalongit,dizzilyconsciousthatshewasuncomfortablyhighupintheworldandthatwalkingridgepoleswasnotathinginwhichyourimaginationhelpedyououtmuch。
Nevertheless,shemanagedtotakeseveralstepsbeforethecatastrophecame。Thensheswayed,lostherbalance,stumbled,staggered,andfell,slidingdownoverthesun-bakedroofandcrashingoffitthroughthetangleofVirginiacreeperbeneath——
allbeforethedismayedcirclebelowcouldgiveasimultaneous,terrifiedshriek。
IfAnnehadtumbledofftheroofonthesideupwhichshehadascendedDianawouldprobablyhavefallenheirtothepearlbeadringthenandthere。Fortunatelyshefellontheotherside,wheretheroofextendeddownovertheporchsonearlytothegroundthatafalltherefromwasamuchlessseriousthing。
Nevertheless,whenDianaandtheothergirlshadrushedfranticallyaroundthehouse——exceptRubyGillis,whoremainedasifrootedtothegroundandwentintohysterics——theyfoundAnnelyingallwhiteandlimpamongthewreckandruinoftheVirginiacreeper。
"Anne,areyoukilled?"shriekedDiana,throwingherselfonherkneesbesideherfriend。"Oh,Anne,dearAnne,speakjustonewordtomeandtellmeifyou’rekilled。"
Totheimmensereliefofallthegirls,andespeciallyofJosiePye,who,inspiteoflackofimagination,hadbeenseizedwithhorriblevisionsofafuturebrandedasthegirlwhowasthecauseofAnneShirley’searlyandtragicdeath,Annesatdizzilyupandanswereduncertainly:
"No,Diana,Iamnotkilled,butIthinkIamrenderedunconscious。"
"Where?"sobbedCarrieSloane。"Oh,where,Anne?"BeforeAnnecouldanswerMrs。Barryappearedonthescene。AtsightofherAnnetriedtoscrambletoherfeet,butsankbackagainwithasharplittlecryofpain。
"What’sthematter?Wherehaveyouhurtyourself?"demandedMrs。Barry。
"Myankle,"gaspedAnne。"Oh,Diana,pleasefindyourfatherandaskhimtotakemehome。IknowIcanneverwalkthere。AndI’msureIcouldn’thopsofarononefootwhenJanecouldn’tevenhoparoundthegarden。"
MarillawasoutintheorchardpickingapanfulofsummerappleswhenshesawMr。Barrycomingoverthelogbridgeanduptheslope,withMrs。Barrybesidehimandawholeprocessionoflittlegirlstrailingafterhim。InhisarmshecarriedAnne,whoseheadlaylimplyagainsthisshoulder。
AtthatmomentMarillahadarevelation。InthesuddenstaboffearthatpiercedherveryheartsherealizedwhatAnnehadcometomeantoher。ShewouldhaveadmittedthatshelikedAnne——nay,thatshewasveryfondofAnne。ButnowsheknewasshehurriedwildlydowntheslopethatAnnewasdearertoherthananythingelseonearth。
"Mr。Barry,whathashappenedtoher?"shegasped,morewhiteandshakenthantheself-contained,sensibleMarillahadbeenformanyyears。
Anneherselfanswered,liftingherhead。
"Don’tbeveryfrightened,Marilla。IwaswalkingtheridgepoleandIfelloff。IexpectIhavesprainedmyankle。But,Marilla,Imighthavebrokenmyneck。Letuslookonthebrightsideofthings。"
"Imighthaveknownyou’dgoanddosomethingofthesortwhenI
letyougotothatparty,"saidMarilla,sharpandshrewishinherveryrelief。"Bringherinhere,Mr。Barry,andlayheronthesofa。Mercyme,thechildhasgoneandfainted!"
Itwasquitetrue。Overcomebythepainofherinjury,Annehadonemoreofherwishesgrantedtoher。Shehadfainteddeadaway。
Matthew,hastilysummonedfromtheharvestfield,wasstraightwaydispatchedforthedoctor,whoinduetimecame,todiscoverthattheinjurywasmoreseriousthantheyhadsupposed。Anne’sanklewasbroken。
Thatnight,whenMarillawentuptotheeastgable,whereawhite-facedgirlwaslying,aplaintivevoicegreetedherfromthebed。
"Aren’tyouverysorryforme,Marilla?"
"Itwasyourownfault,"saidMarilla,twitchingdowntheblindandlightingalamp。
"Andthatisjustwhyyoushouldbesorryforme,"saidAnne,"becausethethoughtthatitisallmyownfaultiswhatmakesitsohard。IfIcouldblameitonanybodyIwouldfeelsomuchbetter。Butwhatwouldyouhavedone,Marilla,ifyouhadbeendaredtowalkaridgepole?"
"I’dhavestayedongoodfirmgroundandletthemdareaway。
Suchabsurdity!"saidMarilla。
Annesighed。
"Butyouhavesuchstrengthofmind,Marilla。Ihaven’t。IjustfeltthatIcouldn’tbearJosiePye’sscorn。Shewouldhavecrowedovermeallmylife。AndIthinkIhavebeenpunishedsomuchthatyouneedn’tbeverycrosswithme,Marilla。It’snotabitnicetofaint,afterall。Andthedoctorhurtmedreadfullywhenhewassettingmyankle。Iwon’tbeabletogoaroundforsixorsevenweeksandI’llmissthenewladyteacher。Shewon’tbenewanymorebythetimeI’mabletogotoschool。AndGil——
everybodywillgetaheadofmeinclass。Oh,Iamanafflictedmortal。ButI’lltrytobearitallbravelyifonlyyouwon’tbecrosswithme,Marilla。"
"There,there,I’mnotcross,"saidMarilla。"You’reanunluckychild,there’snodoubtaboutthat;butasyousay,you’llhavethesufferingofit。Herenow,tryandeatsomesupper。"
"Isn’titfortunateI’vegotsuchanimagination?"saidAnne。
"Itwillhelpmethroughsplendidly,Iexpect。Whatdopeoplewhohaven’tanyimaginationdowhentheybreaktheirbones,doyousuppose,Marilla?"
Annehadgoodreasontoblessherimaginationmanyatimeandoftduringthetedioussevenweeksthatfollowed。Butshewasnotsolelydependentonit。ShehadmanyvisitorsandnotadaypassedwithoutoneormoreoftheschoolgirlsdroppingintobringherflowersandbooksandtellherallthehappeningsinthejuvenileworldofAvonlea。
"Everybodyhasbeensogoodandkind,Marilla,"sighedAnnehappily,onthedaywhenshecouldfirstlimpacrossthefloor。
"Itisn’tverypleasanttobelaidup;butthereisabrightsidetoit,Marilla。Youfindouthowmanyfriendsyouhave。Why,evenSuperintendentBellcametoseeme,andhe’sreallyaveryfineman。Notakindredspirit,ofcourse;butstillIlikehimandI’mawfullysorryIevercriticizedhisprayers。Ibelievenowhereallydoesmeanthem,onlyhehasgotintothehabitofsayingthemasifhedidn’t。Hecouldgetoverthatifhe’dtakealittletrouble。Igavehimagoodbroadhint。ItoldhimhowhardItriedtomakemyownlittleprivateprayersinteresting。
Hetoldmeallaboutthetimehebrokehisanklewhenhewasaboy。ItdoesseemsostrangetothinkofSuperintendentBelleverbeingaboy。Evenmyimaginationhasitslimits,forI
can’timagineTHAT。WhenItrytoimaginehimasaboyIseehimwithgraywhiskersandspectacles,justashelooksinSundayschool,onlysmall。Now,it’ssoeasytoimagineMrs。Allanasalittlegirl。Mrs。Allanhasbeentoseemefourteentimes。
Isn’tthatsomethingtobeproudof,Marilla?Whenaminister’swifehassomanyclaimsonhertime!Sheissuchacheerfulpersontohavevisityou,too。Shenevertellsyouit’syourownfaultandshehopesyou’llbeabettergirlonaccountofit。
Mrs。Lyndealwaystoldmethatwhenshecametoseeme;andshesaiditinakindofwaythatmademefeelshemighthopeI’dbeabettergirlbutdidn’treallybelieveIwould。EvenJosiePyecametoseeme。IreceivedheraspolitelyasIcould,becauseI
thinkshewassorryshedaredmetowalkaridgepole。IfIhadbeenkilledshewouldhadtocarryadarkburdenofremorseallherlife。Dianahasbeenafaithfulfriend。She’sbeenovereverydaytocheermylonelypillow。Butoh,IshallbesogladwhenIcangotoschoolforI’veheardsuchexcitingthingsaboutthenewteacher。Thegirlsallthinksheisperfectlysweet。
Dianasaysshehastheloveliestfaircurlyhairandsuchfascinatingeyes。Shedressesbeautifully,andhersleevepuffsarebiggerthananybodyelse’sinAvonlea。EveryotherFridayafternoonshehasrecitationsandeverybodyhastosayapieceortakepartinadialogue。Oh,it’sjustglorioustothinkofit。
JosiePyesaysshehatesitbutthatisjustbecauseJosiehassolittleimagination。DianaandRubyGillisandJaneAndrewsarepreparingadialogue,called`AMorningVisit,’fornextFriday。
AndtheFridayafternoonstheydon’thaverecitationsMissStacytakesthemalltothewoodsfora`field’dayandtheystudyfernsandflowersandbirds。Andtheyhavephysicalcultureexerciseseverymorningandevening。Mrs。Lyndesayssheneverheardofsuchgoingsonanditallcomesofhavingaladyteacher。ButIthinkitmustbesplendidandIbelieveIshallfindthatMissStacyisakindredspirit。"
"There’sonethingplaintobeseen,Anne,"saidMarilla,"andthatisthatyourfallofftheBarryroofhasn’tinjuredyourtongueatall。"
CHAPTERXXIV
MissStacyandHerPupilsGetUpaConcertItwasOctoberagainwhenAnnewasreadytogobacktoschool——agloriousOctober,allredandgold,withmellowmorningswhenthevalleyswerefilledwithdelicatemistsasifthespiritofautumnhadpouredtheminforthesuntodrain——amethyst,pearl,silver,rose,andsmoke-blue。Thedewsweresoheavythatthefieldsglistenedlikeclothofsilverandthereweresuchheapsofrustlingleavesinthehollowsofmany-stemmedwoodstoruncrisplythrough。TheBirchPathwasacanopyofyellowandthefernsweresearandbrownallalongit。Therewasatangintheveryairthatinspiredtheheartsofsmallmaidenstripping,unlikesnails,swiftlyandwillinglytoschool;anditWASjollytobebackagainatthelittlebrowndeskbesideDiana,withRubyGillisnoddingacrosstheaisleandCarrieSloanesendingupnotesandJuliaBellpassinga"chew"ofgumdownfromthebackseat。Annedrewalongbreathofhappinessasshesharpenedherpencilandarrangedherpicturecardsinherdesk。Lifewascertainlyveryinteresting。
Inthenewteachershefoundanothertrueandhelpfulfriend。
MissStacywasabright,sympatheticyoungwomanwiththehappygiftofwinningandholdingtheaffectionsofherpupilsandbringingoutthebestthatwasinthemmentallyandmorally。
AnneexpandedlikeaflowerunderthiswholesomeinfluenceandcarriedhometotheadmiringMatthewandthecriticalMarillaglowingaccountsofschoolworkandaims。
"IloveMissStacywithmywholeheart,Marilla。Sheissoladylikeandshehassuchasweetvoice。WhenshepronouncesmynameIfeelINSTINCTIVELYthatshe’sspellingitwithanE。
Wehadrecitationsthisafternoon。Ijustwishyoucouldhavebeentheretohearmerecite`Mary,QueenofScots。’Ijustputmywholesoulintoit。RubyGillistoldmecominghomethatthewayIsaidtheline,`Nowformyfather’sarm,’shesaid,`mywoman’sheartfarewell,’justmadeherbloodruncold。"
"Wellnow,youmightreciteitformesomeofthesedays,outinthebarn,"suggestedMatthew。
"OfcourseIwill,"saidAnnemeditatively,"butIwon’tbeabletodoitsowell,Iknow。Itwon’tbesoexcitingasitiswhenyouhaveawholeschoolfulbeforeyouhangingbreathlesslyonyourwords。IknowIwon’tbeabletomakeyourbloodruncold。"
"Mrs。LyndesaysitmadeHERbloodruncoldtoseetheboysclimbingtotheverytopsofthosebigtreesonBell’shillaftercrows’nestslastFriday,"saidMarilla。"IwonderatMissStacyforencouragingit。"
"Butwewantedacrow’snestfornaturestudy,"explainedAnne。
"Thatwasonourfieldafternoon。Fieldafternoonsaresplendid,Marilla。AndMissStacyexplainseverythingsobeautifully。WehavetowritecompositionsonourfieldafternoonsandIwritethebestones。"
"It’sveryvainofyoutosaysothen。You’dbetterletyourteachersayit。"
"ButsheDIDsayit,Marilla。AndindeedI’mnotvainaboutit。
HowcanIbe,whenI’msuchadunceatgeometry?AlthoughI’mreallybeginningtoseethroughitalittle,too。MissStacymakesitsoclear。Still,I’llneverbegoodatitandI
assureyouitisahumblingreflection。ButIlovewritingcompositions。MostlyMissStacyletsuschooseourownsubjects;
butnextweekwearetowriteacompositiononsomeremarkableperson。It’shardtochooseamongsomanyremarkablepeoplewhohavelived。Mustn’titbesplendidtoberemarkableandhavecompositionswrittenaboutyouafteryou’redead?Oh,Iwoulddearlylovetoberemarkable。IthinkwhenIgrowupI’llbeatrainednurseandgowiththeRedCrossestothefieldofbattleasamessengerofmercy。Thatis,ifIdon’tgooutasaforeignmissionary。Thatwouldbeveryromantic,butonewouldhavetobeverygoodtobeamissionary,andthatwouldbeastumblingblock。Wehavephysicalcultureexerciseseveryday,too。Theymakeyougracefulandpromotedigestion。"
"Promotefiddlesticks!"saidMarilla,whohonestlythoughtitwasallnonsense。
ButallthefieldafternoonsandrecitationFridaysandphysicalculturecontortionspaledbeforeaprojectwhichMissStacybroughtforwardinNovember。ThiswasthatthescholarsofAvonleaschoolshouldgetupaconcertandholditinthehallonChristmasNight,forthelaudablepurposeofhelpingtopayforaschoolhouseflag。Thepupilsoneandalltakinggraciouslytothisplan,thepreparationsforaprogramwerebegunatonce。
Andofalltheexcitedperformers-electnonewassoexcitedasAnneShirley,whothrewherselfintotheundertakingheartandsoul,hamperedasshewasbyMarilla’sdisapproval。Marillathoughtitallrankfoolishness。
"It’sjustfillingyourheadsupwithnonsenseandtakingtimethatoughttobeputonyourlessons,"shegrumbled。"Idon’tapproveofchildren’sgettingupconcertsandracingabouttopractices。Itmakesthemvainandforwardandfondofgadding。"
"Butthinkoftheworthyobject,"pleadedAnne。"Aflagwillcultivateaspiritofpatriotism,Marilla。"
"Fudge!There’spreciouslittlepatriotisminthethoughtsofanyofyou。Allyouwantisagoodtime。"
"Well,whenyoucancombinepatriotismandfun,isn’titallright?Ofcourseit’srealnicetobegettingupaconcert。
We’regoingtohavesixchorusesandDianaistosingasolo。
I’mintwodialogues——`TheSocietyfortheSuppressionofGossip’
and`TheFairyQueen。’Theboysaregoingtohaveadialoguetoo。AndI’mtohavetworecitations,Marilla。IjusttremblewhenIthinkofit,butit’sanicethrillykindoftremble。Andwe’retohaveatableauatthelast——`Faith,HopeandCharity。’
DianaandRubyandIaretobeinit,alldrapedinwhitewithflowinghair。I’mtobeHope,withmyhandsclasped——so——andmyeyesuplifted。I’mgoingtopracticemyrecitationsinthegarret。Don’tbealarmedifyouhearmegroaning。Ihavetogroanheartrendinglyinoneofthem,andit’sreallyhardtogetupagoodartisticgroan,Marilla。JosiePyeissulkybecauseshedidn’tgetthepartshewantedinthedialogue。Shewantedtobethefairyqueen。Thatwouldhavebeenridiculous,forwhoeverheardofafairyqueenasfatasJosie?Fairyqueensmustbeslender。JaneAndrewsistobethequeenandIamtobeoneofhermaidsofhonor。Josiesaysshethinksared-hairedfairyisjustasridiculousasafatone,butIdonotletmyselfmindwhatJosiesays。I’mtohaveawreathofwhiterosesonmyhairandRubyGillisisgoingtolendmeherslippersbecauseI
haven’tanyofmyown。It’snecessaryforfairiestohaveslippers,youknow。Youcouldn’timagineafairywearingboots,couldyou?Especiallywithcoppertoes?Wearegoingtodecoratethehallwithcreepingspruceandfirmottoeswithpinktissue-paperrosesinthem。Andwearealltomarchintwobytwoaftertheaudienceisseated,whileEmmaWhiteplaysamarchontheorgan。Oh,Marilla,IknowyouarenotsoenthusiasticaboutitasIam,butdon’tyouhopeyourlittleAnnewilldistinguishherself?"
"AllIhopeisthatyou’llbehaveyourself。I’llbeheartilygladwhenallthisfussisoverandyou’llbeabletosettledown。Youaresimplygoodfornothingjustnowwithyourheadstuffedfullofdialoguesandgroansandtableaus。Asforyourtongue,it’samarvelit’snotcleanwornout。"
Annesighedandbetookherselftothebackyard,overwhichayoungnewmoonwasshiningthroughtheleaflesspoplarboughsfromanapple-greenwesternsky,andwhereMatthewwassplittingwood。Anneperchedherselfonablockandtalkedtheconcertoverwithhim,sureofanappreciativeandsympatheticlistenerinthisinstanceatleast。
"Wellnow,Ireckonit’sgoingtobeaprettygoodconcert。AndIexpectyou’lldoyourpartfine,"hesaid,smilingdownintohereager,vivaciouslittleface。Annesmiledbackathim。
ThosetwowerethebestoffriendsandMatthewthankedhisstarsmanyatimeandoftthathehadnothingtodowithbringingherup。ThatwasMarilla’sexclusiveduty;ifithadbeenhishewouldhavebeenworriedoverfrequentconflictsbetweeninclinationandsaidduty。Asitwas,hewasfreeto,"spoilAnne"——Marilla’sphrasing——asmuchasheliked。Butitwasnotsuchabadarrangementafterall;alittle"appreciation"
sometimesdoesquiteasmuchgoodasalltheconscientious"bringingup"intheworld。