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第4章

Anne’sConfessionONtheMondayeveningbeforethepicnicMarillacamedownfromherroomwithatroubledface。

"Anne,"shesaidtothatsmallpersonage,whowasshellingpeasbythespotlesstableandsinging,"NellyoftheHazelDell"withavigorandexpressionthatdidcredittoDiana’steaching,"didyouseeanythingofmyamethystbrooch?IthoughtIstuckitinmypincushionwhenIcamehomefromchurchyesterdayevening,butIcan’tfinditanywhere。"

"I——IsawitthisafternoonwhenyouwereawayattheAidSociety,"saidAnne,alittleslowly。"IwaspassingyourdoorwhenIsawitonthecushion,soIwentintolookatit。"

"Didyoutouchit?"saidMarillasternly。

"Y-e-e-s,"admittedAnne,"ItookitupandIpinneditonmybreastjusttoseehowitwouldlook。"

"Youhadnobusinesstodoanythingofthesort。It’sverywronginalittlegirltomeddle。Youshouldn’thavegoneintomyroominthefirstplaceandyoushouldn’thavetouchedabroochthatdidn’tbelongtoyouinthesecond。Wheredidyouputit?"

"Oh,Iputitbackonthebureau。Ihadn’titonaminute。

Truly,Ididn’tmeantomeddle,Marilla。Ididn’tthinkaboutitsbeingwrongtogoinandtryonthebrooch;butIseenowthatitwasandI’llneverdoitagain。That’sonegoodthingaboutme。Ineverdothesamenaughtythingtwice。"

"Youdidn’tputitback,"saidMarilla。"Thatbroochisn’tanywhereonthebureau。You’vetakenitoutorsomething,Anne。"

"Ididputitback,"saidAnnequickly——pertly,Marillathought。

"Idon’tjustrememberwhetherIstuckitonthepincushionorlaiditinthechinatray。ButI’mperfectlycertainIputitback。"

"I’llgoandhaveanotherlook,"saidMarilla,determiningtobejust。"Ifyouputthatbroochbackit’stherestill。Ifitisn’tI’llknowyoudidn’t,that’sall!"

Marillawenttoherroomandmadeathoroughsearch,notonlyoverthebureaubutineveryotherplaceshethoughtthebroochmightpossiblybe。Itwasnottobefoundandshereturnedtothekitchen。

"Anne,thebroochisgone。Byyourownadmissionyouwerethelastpersontohandleit。Now,whathaveyoudonewithit?

Tellmethetruthatonce。Didyoutakeitoutandloseit?"

"No,Ididn’t,"saidAnnesolemnly,meetingMarilla’sangrygazesquarely。"Inevertookthebroochoutofyourroomandthatisthetruth,ifIwastobeledtotheblockforit——althoughI’mnotverycertainwhatablockis。Sothere,Marilla。"

Anne’s"sothere"wasonlyintendedtoemphasizeherassertion,butMarillatookitasadisplayofdefiance。

"Ibelieveyouaretellingmeafalsehood,Anne,"shesaidsharply。"Iknowyouare。Therenow,don’tsayanythingmoreunlessyouarepreparedtotellthewholetruth。Gotoyourroomandstaythereuntilyouarereadytoconfess。"

"WillItakethepeaswithme?"saidAnnemeekly。

"No,I’llfinishshellingthemmyself。DoasIbidyou。"

WhenAnnehadgoneMarillawentabouthereveningtasksinaverydisturbedstateofmind。Shewasworriedabouthervaluablebrooch。WhatifAnnehadlostit?Andhowwickedofthechildtodenyhavingtakenit,whenanybodycouldseeshemusthave!

Withsuchaninnocentface,too!

"Idon’tknowwhatIwouldn’tsoonerhavehadhappen,"thoughtMarilla,asshenervouslyshelledthepeas。"Ofcourse,Idon’tsupposeshemeanttostealitoranythinglikethat。She’sjusttakenittoplaywithorhelpalongthatimaginationofhers。

Shemusthavetakenit,that’sclear,fortherehasn’tbeenasoulinthatroomsinceshewasinit,byherownstory,untilI

wentuptonight。Andthebroochisgone,there’snothingsurer。

Isupposeshehaslostitandisafraidtoownupforfearshe’llbepunished。It’sadreadfulthingtothinkshetellsfalsehoods。

It’safarworsethingthanherfitoftemper。It’safearfulresponsibilitytohaveachildinyourhouseyoucan’ttrust。

Slynessanduntruthfulness——that’swhatshehasdisplayed。

IdeclareIfeelworseaboutthatthanaboutthebrooch。Ifshe’donlyhavetoldthetruthaboutitIwouldn’tmindsomuch。"

Marillawenttoherroomatintervalsallthroughtheeveningandsearchedforthebrooch,withoutfindingit。Abedtimevisittotheeastgableproducednoresult。AnnepersistedindenyingthatsheknewanythingaboutthebroochbutMarillawasonlythemorefirmlyconvincedthatshedid。

ShetoldMatthewthestorythenextmorning。Matthewwasconfoundedandpuzzled;hecouldnotsoquicklylosefaithinAnnebuthehadtoadmitthatcircumstanceswereagainsther。

"You’resureithasn’tfelldownbehindthebureau?"wastheonlysuggestionhecouldoffer。

"I’vemovedthebureauandI’vetakenoutthedrawersandI’velookedineverycrackandcranny"wasMarilla’spositiveanswer。

"Thebroochisgoneandthatchildhastakenitandliedaboutit。

That’stheplain,uglytruth,MatthewCuthbert,andwemightaswelllookitintheface。"

"Wellnow,whatareyougoingtodoaboutit?"Matthewaskedforlornly,feelingsecretlythankfulthatMarillaandnothehadtodealwiththesituation。Hefeltnodesiretoputhisoarinthistime。

"She’llstayinherroomuntilsheconfesses,"saidMarillagrimly,rememberingthesuccessofthismethodintheformercase。"Thenwe’llsee。Perhapswe’llbeabletofindthebroochifshe’llonlytellwhereshetookit;butinanycaseshe’llhavetobeseverelypunished,Matthew。"

"Wellnow,you’llhavetopunishher,"saidMatthew,reachingforhishat。"I’venothingtodowithit,remember。Youwarnedmeoffyourself。"

Marillafeltdesertedbyeveryone。ShecouldnotevengotoMrs。

Lyndeforadvice。Shewentuptotheeastgablewithaveryseriousfaceandleftitwithafacemoreseriousstill。Annesteadfastlyrefusedtoconfess。Shepersistedinassertingthatshehadnottakenthebrooch。ThechildhadevidentlybeencryingandMarillafeltapangofpitywhichshesternlyrepressed。Bynightshewas,assheexpressedit,"beatout。"

"You’llstayinthisroomuntilyouconfess,Anne。Youcanmakeupyourmindtothat,"shesaidfirmly。

"Butthepicnicistomorrow,Marilla,"criedAnne。"Youwon’tkeepmefromgoingtothat,willyou?You’lljustletmeoutfortheafternoon,won’tyou?ThenI’llstayhereaslongasyoulikeAFTERWARDScheerfully。ButIMUSTgotothepicnic。"

"You’llnotgotopicnicsnoranywhereelseuntilyou’veconfessed,Anne。"

"Oh,Marilla,"gaspedAnne。

ButMarillahadgoneoutandshutthedoor。

Wednesdaymorningdawnedasbrightandfairasifexpresslymadetoorderforthepicnic。BirdssangaroundGreenGables;theMadonnaliliesinthegardensentoutwhiffsofperfumethatenteredinonviewlesswindsateverydoorandwindow,andwanderedthroughhallsandroomslikespiritsofbenediction。

ThebirchesinthehollowwavedjoyfulhandsasifwatchingforAnne’susualmorninggreetingfromtheeastgable。ButAnnewasnotatherwindow。WhenMarillatookherbreakfastuptohershefoundthechildsittingprimlyonherbed,paleandresolute,withtight-shutlipsandgleamingeyes。

"Marilla,I’mreadytoconfess。"

"Ah!"Marillalaiddownhertray。Onceagainhermethodhadsucceeded;buthersuccesswasverybittertoher。"Letmehearwhatyouhavetosaythen,Anne。"

"Itooktheamethystbrooch,"saidAnne,asifrepeatingalessonshehadlearned。"Itookitjustasyousaid。Ididn’tmeantotakeitwhenIwentin。Butitdidlooksobeautiful,Marilla,whenIpinneditonmybreastthatIwasovercomebyanirresistibletemptation。IimaginedhowperfectlythrillingitwouldbetotakeittoIdlewildandplayIwastheLadyCordeliaFitzgerald。ItwouldbesomucheasiertoimagineIwastheLadyCordeliaifIhadarealamethystbroochon。DianaandImakenecklacesofroseberriesbutwhatareroseberriescomparedtoamethysts?SoItookthebrooch。IthoughtIcouldputitbackbeforeyoucamehome。Iwentallthewayaroundbytheroadtolengthenoutthetime。WhenIwasgoingoverthebridgeacrosstheLakeofShiningWatersItookthebroochofftohaveanotherlookatit。Oh,howitdidshineinthesunlight!Andthen,whenIwasleaningoverthebridge,itjustslippedthroughmyfingers——so——andwentdown——down——down,allpurplysparkling,andsankforevermorebeneaththeLakeofShiningWaters。Andthat’sthebestIcandoatconfessing,Marilla。"

Marillafelthotangersurgeupintoherheartagain。Thischildhadtakenandlosthertreasuredamethystbroochandnowsattherecalmlyrecitingthedetailsthereofwithouttheleastapparentcompunctionorrepentance。

"Anne,thisisterrible,"shesaid,tryingtospeakcalmly。

"YouaretheverywickedestgirlIeverheardof"

"Yes,IsupposeIam,"agreedAnnetranquilly。"AndIknowI’llhavetobepunished。It’llbeyourdutytopunishme,Marilla。

Won’tyoupleasegetitoverrightoffbecauseI’dliketogotothepicnicwithnothingonmymind。"

"Picnic,indeed!You’llgotonopicnictoday,AnneShirley。

Thatshallbeyourpunishment。Anditisn’thalfsevereenougheitherforwhatyou’vedone!"

"Notgotothepicnic!"AnnesprangtoherfeetandclutchedMarilla’shand。"ButyouPROMISEDmeImight!Oh,Marilla,I

mustgotothepicnic。ThatwaswhyIconfessed。Punishmeanywayyoulikebutthat。Oh,Marilla,please,please,letmegotothepicnic。Thinkoftheicecream!ForanythingyouknowImayneverhaveachancetotasteicecreamagain。"

MarilladisengagedAnne’sclinginghandsstonily。

"Youneedn’tplead,Anne。Youarenotgoingtothepicnicandthat’sfinal。No,notaword。"

AnnerealizedthatMarillawasnottobemoved。Sheclaspedherhandstogether,gaveapiercingshriek,andthenflungherselffacedownwardonthebed,cryingandwrithinginanutterabandonmentofdisappointmentanddespair。

"Fortheland’ssake!"gaspedMarilla,hasteningfromtheroom。

"Ibelievethechildiscrazy。Nochildinhersenseswouldbehaveasshedoes。Ifsheisn’tshe’sutterlybad。Ohdear,I’mafraidRachelwasrightfromthefirst。ButI’veputmyhandtotheplowandIwon’tlookback。"

Thatwasadismalmorning。Marillaworkedfiercelyandscrubbedtheporchfloorandthedairyshelveswhenshecouldfindnothingelsetodo。Neithertheshelvesnortheporchneededit——butMarilladid。Thenshewentoutandrakedtheyard。

WhendinnerwasreadyshewenttothestairsandcalledAnne。A

tear-stainedfaceappeared,lookingtragicallyoverthebanisters。

"Comedowntoyourdinner,Anne。"

"Idon’twantanydinner,Marilla,"saidAnne,sobbingly。"I

couldn’teatanything。Myheartisbroken。You’llfeelremorseofconsciencesomeday,Iexpect,forbreakingit,Marilla,butI

forgiveyou。RememberwhenthetimecomesthatIforgiveyou。

Butpleasedon’taskmetoeatanything,especiallyboiledporkandgreens。Boiledporkandgreensaresounromanticwhenoneisinaffliction。"

Exasperated,MarillareturnedtothekitchenandpouredouthertaleofwoetoMatthew,who,betweenhissenseofjusticeandhisunlawfulsympathywithAnne,wasamiserableman。

"Wellnow,sheshouldn’thavetakenthebrooch,Marilla,ortoldstoriesaboutit,"headmitted,mournfulysurveyinghisplatefulofunromanticporkandgreensasifhe,likeAnne,thoughtitafoodunsuitedtocrisesoffeeling,"butshe’ssuchalittlething——suchaninterestinglittlething。Don’tyouthinkit’sprettyroughnottolethergotothepicnicwhenshe’ssosetonit?"

"MatthewCuthbert,I’mamazedatyou。IthinkI’veletheroffentirelytooeasy。Andshedoesn’tappeartorealizehowwickedshe’sbeenatall——that’swhatworriesmemost。Ifshe’dreallyfeltsorryitwouldn’tbesobad。Andyoudon’tseemtorealizeit,neither;you’remakingexcusesforherallthetimetoyourself——Icanseethat。"

"Wellnow,she’ssuchalittlething,"feeblyreiteratedMatthew。

"Andthereshouldbeallowancesmade,Marilla。Youknowshe’sneverhadanybringingup。"

"Well,she’shavingitnow"retortedMarilla。

TheretortsilencedMatthewifitdidnotconvincehim。Thatdinnerwasaverydismalmeal。TheonlycheerfulthingaboutitwasJerryBuote,thehiredboy,andMarillaresentedhischeerfulnessasapersonalinsult。

WhenherdisheswerewashedandherbreadspongesetandherhensfedMarillarememberedthatshehadnoticedasmallrentinherbestblacklaceshawlwhenshehadtakenitoffonMondayafternoononreturningfromtheLadies’Aid。

Shewouldgoandmendit。Theshawlwasinaboxinhertrunk。

AsMarillalifteditout,thesunlight,fallingthroughthevinesthatclusteredthicklyaboutthewindow,struckuponsomethingcaughtintheshawl——somethingthatglitteredandsparkledinfacetsofvioletlight。Marillasnatchedatitwithagasp。Itwastheamethystbrooch,hangingtoathreadofthelacebyitscatch!

"Dearlifeandheart,"saidMarillablankly,"whatdoesthismean?Here’smybroochsafeandsoundthatIthoughtwasatthebottomofBarry’spond。Whateverdidthatgirlmeanbysayingshetookitandlostit?IdeclareIbelieveGreenGablesisbewitched。IremembernowthatwhenItookoffmyshawlMondayafternoonIlaiditonthebureauforaminute。Isupposethebroochgotcaughtinitsomehow。Well!"

Marillabetookherselftotheeastgable,broochinhand。Annehadcriedherselfoutandwassittingdejectedlybythewindow。

"AnneShirley,"saidMarillasolemnly,"I’vejustfoundmybroochhangingtomyblacklaceshawl。NowIwanttoknowwhatthatrigmaroleyoutoldmethismorningmeant。"

"Why,yousaidyou’dkeepmehereuntilIconfessed,"returnedAnnewearily,"andsoIdecidedtoconfessbecauseIwasboundtogettothepicnic。IthoughtoutaconfessionlastnightafterI

wenttobedandmadeitasinterestingasIcould。AndIsaiditoverandoversothatIwouldn’tforgetit。Butyouwouldn’tletmegotothepicnicafterall,soallmytroublewaswasted。"

Marillahadtolaughinspiteofherself。Butherconscienceprickedher。

"Anne,youdobeatall!ButIwaswrong——Iseethatnow。

Ishouldn’thavedoubtedyourwordwhenI’dneverknownyoutotellastory。Ofcourse,itwasn’trightforyoutoconfesstoathingyouhadn’tdone——itwasverywrongtodoso。ButIdroveyoutoit。Soifyou’llforgiveme,Anne,I’llforgiveyouandwe’llstartsquareagain。Andnowgetyourselfreadyforthepicnic。"

Anneflewuplikearocket。

"Oh,Marilla,isn’tittoolate?"

"No,it’sonlytwoo’clock。Theywon’tbemorethanwellgatheredyetandit’llbeanhourbeforetheyhavetea。Washyourfaceandcombyourhairandputonyourgingham。I’llfillabasketforyou。There’splentyofstuffbakedinthehouse。

AndI’llgetJerrytohitchupthesorrelanddriveyoudowntothepicnicground。"

"Oh,Marilla,"exclaimedAnne,flyingtothewashstand。"FiveminutesagoIwassomiserableIwaswishingI’dneverbeenbornandnowIwouldn’tchangeplaceswithanangel!"

Thatnightathoroughlyhappy,completelytired-outAnnereturnedtoGreenGablesinastateofbeatificationimpossibletodescribe。

"Oh,Marilla,I’vehadaperfectlyscrumptioustime。ScrumptiousisanewwordIlearnedtoday。IheardMaryAliceBelluseit。

Isn’titveryexpressive?Everythingwaslovely。WehadasplendidteaandthenMr。HarmonAndrewstookusallforarowontheLakeofShiningWaters——sixofusatatime。AndJaneAndrewsnearlyfelloverboard。ShewasleaningouttopickwaterliliesandifMr。Andrewshadn’tcaughtherbyhersashjustinthenickoftimeshe’dfalleninandprob’lybeendrowned。

Iwishithadbeenme。Itwouldhavebeensucharomanticexperiencetohavebeennearlydrowned。Itwouldbesuchathrillingtaletotell。Andwehadtheicecream。Wordsfailmetodescribethaticecream。Marilla,Iassureyouitwassublime。"

ThateveningMarillatoldthewholestorytoMatthewoverherstockingbasket。

"I’mwillingtoownupthatImadeamistake,"sheconcludedcandidly,"butI’velearnedalesson。IhavetolaughwhenI

thinkofAnne’s`confession,’althoughIsupposeIshouldn’tforitreallywasafalsehood。Butitdoesn’tseemasbadastheotherwouldhavebeen,somehow,andanyhowI’mresponsibleforit。Thatchildishardtounderstandinsomerespects。ButI

believeshe’llturnoutallrightyet。Andthere’sonethingcertain,nohousewilleverbedullthatshe’sin。"

CHAPTERXV

ATempestintheSchoolTeapot"Whatasplendidday!"saidAnne,drawingalongbreath。"Isn’titgoodjusttobealiveonadaylikethis?Ipitythepeoplewhoaren’tbornyetformissingit。Theymayhavegooddays,ofcourse,buttheycanneverhavethisone。Andit’ssplendiderstilltohavesuchalovelywaytogotoschoolby,isn’tit?"

"It’salotnicerthangoingroundbytheroad;thatissodustyandhot,"saidDianapractically,peepingintoherdinnerbasketandmentallycalculatingifthethreejuicy,toothsome,raspberrytartsreposingthereweredividedamongtengirlshowmanybiteseachgirlwouldhave。

ThelittlegirlsofAvonleaschoolalwayspooledtheirlunches,andtoeatthreeraspberrytartsallaloneoreventosharethemonlywithone’sbestchumwouldhaveforeverandeverbrandedas"awfulmean"thegirlwhodidit。Andyet,whenthetartsweredividedamongtengirlsyoujustgotenoughtotantalizeyou。

ThewayAnneandDianawenttoschoolWASaprettyone。AnnethoughtthosewalkstoandfromschoolwithDianacouldn’tbeimproveduponevenbyimagination。Goingaroundbythemainroadwouldhavebeensounromantic;buttogobyLover’sLaneandWillowmereandVioletValeandtheBirchPathwasromantic,ifeveranythingwas。

Lover’sLaneopenedoutbelowtheorchardatGreenGablesandstretchedfarupintothewoodstotheendoftheCuthbertfarm。

Itwasthewaybywhichthecowsweretakentothebackpastureandthewoodhauledhomeinwinter。AnnehadnameditLover’sLanebeforeshehadbeenamonthatGreenGables。

"Notthatloverseverreallywalkthere,"sheexplainedtoMarilla,"butDianaandIarereadingaperfectlymagnificentbookandthere’saLover’sLaneinit。Sowewanttohaveone,too。Andit’saveryprettyname,don’tyouthink?Soromantic!Wecan’timaginetheloversintoit,youknow。Ilikethatlanebecauseyoucanthinkoutloudtherewithoutpeoplecallingyoucrazy。"

Anne,startingoutaloneinthemorning,wentdownLover’sLaneasfarasthebrook。HereDianamether,andthetwolittlegirlswentonupthelaneundertheleafyarchofmaples——"maplesaresuchsociabletrees,"saidAnne;"they’realwaysrustlingandwhisperingtoyou"——untiltheycametoarusticbridge。ThentheyleftthelaneandwalkedthroughMr。Barry’sbackfieldandpastWillowmere。BeyondWillowmerecameVioletVale——alittlegreendimpleintheshadowofMr。AndrewBell’sbigwoods。"Ofcoursetherearenovioletstherenow,"AnnetoldMarilla,"butDianasaystherearemillionsoftheminspring。Oh,Marilla,can’tyoujustimagineyouseethem?Itactuallytakesawaymybreath。InameditVioletVale。Dianasayssheneversawthebeatofmeforhittingonfancynamesforplaces。It’snicetobecleveratsomething,isn’tit?ButDiananamedtheBirchPath。Shewantedto,soIlether;butI’msureIcouldhavefoundsomethingmorepoeticalthanplainBirchPath。Anybodycanthinkofanamelikethat。ButtheBirchPathisoneoftheprettiestplacesintheworld,Marilla。"

Itwas。OtherpeoplebesidesAnnethoughtsowhentheystumbledonit。Itwasalittlenarrow,twistingpath,windingdownoveralonghillstraightthroughMr。Bell’swoods,wherethelightcamedownsiftedthroughsomanyemeraldscreensthatitwasasflawlessastheheartofadiamond。Itwasfringedinallitslengthwithslimyoungbirches,whitestemmedandlissomboughed;

fernsandstarflowersandwildlilies-of-the-valleyandscarlettuftsofpigeonberriesgrewthicklyalongit;andalwaystherewasadelightfulspicinessintheairandmusicofbirdcallsandthemurmurandlaughofwoodwindsinthetreesoverhead。Nowandthenyoumightseearabbitskippingacrosstheroadifyouwerequiet——which,withAnneandDiana,happenedaboutonceinabluemoon。Downinthevalleythepathcameouttothemainroadandthenitwasjustupthesprucehilltotheschool。

TheAvonleaschoolwasawhitewashedbuilding,lowintheeavesandwideinthewindows,furnishedinsidewithcomfortablesubstantialold-fashioneddesksthatopenedandshut,andwerecarvedallovertheirlidswiththeinitialsandhieroglyphicsofthreegenerationsofschoolchildren。Theschoolhousewassetbackfromtheroadandbehinditwasaduskyfirwoodandabrookwhereallthechildrenputtheirbottlesofmilkinthemorningtokeepcoolandsweetuntildinnerhour。

MarillahadseenAnnestartofftoschoolonthefirstdayofSeptemberwithmanysecretmisgivings。Annewassuchanoddgirl。

Howwouldshegetonwiththeotherchildren?Andhowonearthwouldsheevermanagetoholdhertongueduringschoolhours?

ThingswentbetterthanMarillafeared,however。Annecamehomethateveninginhighspirits。

"IthinkI’mgoingtolikeschoolhere,"sheannounced。"Idon’tthinkmuchofthemaster,through。He’sallthetimecurlinghismustacheandmakingeyesatPrissyAndrews。Prissyisgrownup,youknow。She’ssixteenandshe’sstudyingfortheentranceexaminationintoQueen’sAcademyatCharlottetownnextyear。

TillieBoultersaysthemasterisDEADGONEonher。She’sgotabeautifulcomplexionandcurlybrownhairandshedoesitupsoelegantly。Shesitsinthelongseatatthebackandhesitsthere,too,mostofthetime——toexplainherlessons,hesays。

ButRubyGillissaysshesawhimwritingsomethingonherslateandwhenPrissyreaditsheblushedasredasabeetandgiggled;

andRubyGillissaysshedoesn’tbelieveithadanythingtodowiththelesson。"

"AnneShirley,don’tletmehearyoutalkingaboutyourteacherinthatwayagain,"saidMarillasharply。"Youdon’tgotoschooltocriticizethemaster。IguesshecanteachYOUsomething,andit’syourbusinesstolearn。AndIwantyoutounderstandrightoffthatyouarenottocomehometellingtalesabouthim。

ThatissomethingIwon’tencourage。Ihopeyouwereagoodgirl。"

"IndeedIwas,"saidAnnecomfortably。"Itwasn’tsohardasyoumightimagine,either。IsitwithDiana。OurseatisrightbythewindowandwecanlookdowntotheLakeofShiningWaters。

Therearealotofnicegirlsinschoolandwehadscrumptiousfunplayingatdinnertime。It’ssonicetohavealotoflittlegirlstoplaywith。ButofcourseIlikeDianabestandalwayswill。IADOREDiana。I’mdreadfullyfarbehindtheothers。

They’reallinthefifthbookandI’monlyinthefourth。Ifeelthatit’skindofadisgrace。Butthere’snotoneofthemhassuchanimaginationasIhaveandIsoonfoundthatout。WehadreadingandgeographyandCanadianhistoryanddictationtoday。

Mr。Phillipssaidmyspellingwasdisgracefulandheheldupmyslatesothateverybodycouldseeit,allmarkedover。Ifeltsomortified,Marilla;hemighthavebeenpolitertoastranger,I

think。RubyGillisgavemeanappleandSophiaSloanelentmealovelypinkcardwith`MayIseeyouhome?’onit。I’mtogiveitbacktohertomorrow。AndTillieBoulterletmewearherbeadringalltheafternoon。CanIhavesomeofthosepearlbeadsofftheoldpincushioninthegarrettomakemyselfaring?Andoh,Marilla,JaneAndrewstoldmethatMinnieMacPhersontoldherthatsheheardPrissyAndrewstellSaraGillisthatIhadaveryprettynose。Marilla,thatisthefirstcomplimentIhaveeverhadinmylifeandyoucan’timaginewhatastrangefeelingitgaveme。Marilla,haveIreallyaprettynose?Iknowyou’lltellmethetruth。"

"Yournoseiswellenough,"saidMarillashortly。SecretlyshethoughtAnne’snosewasaremarkableprettyone;butshehadnointentionoftellingherso。

Thatwasthreeweeksagoandallhadgonesmoothlysofar。Andnow,thiscrispSeptembermorning,AnneandDianaweretrippingblithelydowntheBirchPath,twoofthehappiestlittlegirlsinAvonlea。

"IguessGilbertBlythewillbeinschooltoday,"saidDiana。

"He’sbeenvisitinghiscousinsoverinNewBrunswickallsummerandheonlycamehomeSaturdaynight。He’sAW’FLYhandsome,Anne。

Andheteasesthegirlssomethingterrible。Hejusttormentsourlivesout。"

Diana’svoiceindicatedthatsheratherlikedhavingherlifetormentedoutthannot。

"GilbertBlythe?"saidAnne。"Isn’thisnamethat’swrittenupontheporchwallwithJuliaBell’sandabig`TakeNotice’overthem?"

"Yes,"saidDiana,tossingherhead,"butI’msurehedoesn’tlikeJuliaBellsoverymuch。I’veheardhimsayhestudiedthemultiplicationtablebyherfreckles。"

"Oh,don’tspeakaboutfrecklestome,"imploredAnne。"Itisn’tdelicatewhenI’vegotsomany。ButIdothinkthatwritingtake-noticesuponthewallabouttheboysandgirlsisthesilliestever。Ishouldjustliketoseeanybodydaretowritemynameupwithaboy’s。Not,ofcourse,"shehastenedtoadd,"thatanybodywould。"

Annesighed。Shedidn’twanthernamewrittenup。Butitwasalittlehumiliatingtoknowthattherewasnodangerofit。

"Nonsense,"saidDiana,whoseblackeyesandglossytresseshadplayedsuchhavocwiththeheartsofAvonleaschoolboysthathernamefiguredontheporchwallsinhalfadozentake-notices。

"It’sonlymeantasajoke。Anddon’tyoubetoosureyournamewon’teverbewrittenup。CharlieSloaneisDEADGONEonyou。

Hetoldhismother——hisMOTHER,mindyou——thatyouwerethesmartestgirlinschool。That’sbetterthanbeinggoodlooking。"

"No,itisn’t,"saidAnne,femininetothecore。"I’dratherbeprettythanclever。AndIhateCharlieSloane,Ican’tbearaboywithgoggleeyes。IfanyonewrotemynameupwithhisI’dneverGET

overit,DianaBarry。ButitISnicetokeepheadofyourclass。"

"You’llhaveGilbertinyourclassafterthis,"saidDiana,"andhe’susedtobeingheadofhisclass,Icantellyou。He’sonlyinthefourthbookalthoughhe’snearlyfourteen。FouryearsagohisfatherwassickandhadtogoouttoAlbertaforhishealthandGilbertwentwithhim。TheyweretherethreeyearsandGildidn’tgotoschoolhardlyanyuntiltheycameback。Youwon’tfinditsoeasytokeepheadafterthis,Anne。"

"I’mglad,"saidAnnequickly。"Icouldn’treallyfeelproudofkeepingheadoflittleboysandgirlsofjustnineorten。Igotupyesterdayspelling`ebullition。’JosiePyewasheadand,mindyou,shepeepedinherbook。Mr。Phillipsdidn’tseeher——hewaslookingatPrissyAndrews——butIdid。Ijustsweptheralookoffreezingscornandshegotasredasabeetandspelleditwrongafterall。"

"ThosePyegirlsarecheatsallround,"saidDianaindignantly,astheyclimbedthefenceofthemainroad。"GertiePyeactuallywentandputhermilkbottleinmyplaceinthebrookyesterday。

Didyouever?Idon’tspeaktohernow。"

WhenMr。PhillipswasinthebackoftheroomhearingPrissyAndrews’sLatin,DianawhisperedtoAnne,"That’sGilbertBlythesittingrightacrosstheaislefromyou,Anne。Justlookathimandseeifyoudon’tthinkhe’shandsome。"

Annelookedaccordingly。Shehadagoodchancetodoso,forthesaidGilbertBlythewasabsorbedinstealthilypinningthelongyellowbraidofRubyGillis,whosatinfrontofhim,tothebackofherseat。Hewasatallboy,withcurlybrownhair,roguishhazeleyes,andamouthtwistedintoateasingsmile。PresentlyRubyGillisstarteduptotakeasumtothemaster;shefellbackintoherseatwithalittleshriek,believingthatherhairwaspulledoutbytheroots。EverybodylookedatherandMr。

PhillipsglaredsosternlythatRubybegantocry。Gilberthadwhiskedthepinoutofsightandwasstudyinghishistorywiththesoberestfaceintheworld;butwhenthecommotionsubsidedhelookedatAnneandwinkedwithinexpressibledrollery。

"IthinkyourGilbertBlytheIShandsome,"confidedAnnetoDiana,"butIthinkhe’sverybold。Itisn’tgoodmannerstowinkatastrangegirl。"

Butitwasnotuntiltheafternoonthatthingsreallybegantohappen。

Mr。PhillipswasbackinthecornerexplainingaprobleminalgebratoPrissyAndrewsandtherestofthescholarsweredoingprettymuchastheypleasedeatinggreenapples,whispering,drawingpicturesontheirslates,anddrivingcricketsharnessedtostrings,upanddownaisle。GilbertBlythewastryingtomakeAnneShirleylookathimandfailingutterly,becauseAnnewasatthatmomenttotallyobliviousnotonlytotheveryexistenceofGilbertBlythe,butofeveryotherscholarinAvonleaschoolitself。

WithherchinproppedonherhandsandhereyesfixedontheblueglimpseoftheLakeofShiningWatersthatthewestwindowafforded,shewasfarawayinagorgeousdreamlandhearingandseeingnothingsaveherownwonderfulvisions。

GilbertBlythewasn’tusedtoputtinghimselfouttomakeagirllookathimandmeetingwithfailure。SheSHOULDlookathim,thatred-hairedShirleygirlwiththelittlepointedchinandthebigeyesthatweren’tliketheeyesofanyothergirlinAvonleaschool。

Gilbertreachedacrosstheaisle,pickeduptheendofAnne’slongredbraid,helditoutatarm’slengthandsaidinapiercingwhisper:

"Carrots!Carrots!"

ThenAnnelookedathimwithavengeance!

Shedidmorethanlook。Shesprangtoherfeet,herbrightfanciesfallenintocurelessruin。SheflashedoneindignantglanceatGilbertfromeyeswhoseangrysparklewasswiftlyquenchedinequallyangrytears。

"Youmean,hatefulboy!"sheexclaimedpassionately。"Howdareyou!"

Andthen——thwack!AnnehadbroughtherslatedownonGilbert’sheadandcrackedit——slatenothead——clearacross。

Avonleaschoolalwaysenjoyedascene。Thiswasanespeciallyenjoyableone。Everybodysaid"Oh"inhorrifieddelight。Dianagasped。RubyGillis,whowasinclinedtobehysterical,begantocry。TommySloanelethisteamofcricketsescapehimaltogetherwhilehestaredopen-mouthedatthetableau。

Mr。PhillipsstalkeddowntheaisleandlaidhishandheavilyonAnne’sshoulder。

"AnneShirley,whatdoesthismean?"hesaidangrily。Annereturnednoanswer。Itwasaskingtoomuchoffleshandbloodtoexpecthertotellbeforethewholeschoolthatshehadbeencalled"carrots。"Gilbertitwaswhospokeupstoutly。

"ItwasmyfaultMr。Phillips。Iteasedher。"

Mr。PhillipspaidnoheedtoGilbert。

"Iamsorrytoseeapupilofminedisplayingsuchatemperandsuchavindictivespirit,"hesaidinasolemntone,asifthemerefactofbeingapupilofhisoughttorootoutallevilpassionsfromtheheartsofsmallimperfectmortals。"Anne,goandstandontheplatforminfrontoftheblackboardfortherestoftheafternoon。"

Annewouldhaveinfinitelypreferredawhippingtothispunishmentunderwhichhersensitivespiritquiveredasfromawhiplash。Withawhite,setfacesheobeyed。Mr。Phillipstookachalkcrayonandwroteontheblackboardaboveherhead。

"AnnShirleyhasaverybadtemper。AnnShirleymustlearntocontrolhertemper,"andthenreaditoutloudsothateventheprimerclass,whocouldn’treadwriting,shouldunderstandit。

Annestoodtheretherestoftheafternoonwiththatlegendaboveher。Shedidnotcryorhangherhead。Angerwasstilltoohotinherheartforthatanditsustainedheramidallheragonyofhumiliation。Withresentfuleyesandpassion-redcheekssheconfrontedalikeDiana’ssympatheticgazeandCharlieSloane’sindignantnodsandJosiePye’smalicioussmiles。AsforGilbertBlythe,shewouldnotevenlookathim。ShewouldNEVERlookathimagain!Shewouldneverspeaktohim!!

WhenschoolwasdismissedAnnemarchedoutwithherredheadheldhigh。GilbertBlythetriedtointerceptherattheporchdoor。

"I’mawfullysorryImadefunofyourhair,Anne,"hewhisperedcontritely。"HonestIam。Don’tbemadforkeeps,now"

Annesweptbydisdainfully,withoutlookorsignofhearing。"Ohhowcouldyou,Anne?"breathedDianaastheywentdowntheroadhalfreproachfully,halfadmiringly。DianafeltthatSHEcouldneverhaveresistedGilbert’splea。

"IshallneverforgiveGilbertBlythe,"saidAnnefirmly。

"AndMr。Phillipsspelledmynamewithoutane,too。

Theironhasenteredintomysoul,Diana。"

Dianahadn’ttheleastideawhatAnnemeantbutsheunderstooditwassomethingterrible。

"Youmustn’tmindGilbertmakingfunofyourhair,"shesaidsoothingly。"Why,hemakesfunofallthegirls。Helaughsatminebecauseit’ssoblack。He’scalledmeacrowadozentimes;

andIneverheardhimapologizeforanythingbefore,either。"

"There’sagreatdealofdifferencebetweenbeingcalledacrowandbeingcalledcarrots,"saidAnnewithdignity。"GilbertBlythehashurtmyfeelingsEXCRUCIATINGLY,Diana。"

Itispossiblethemattermighthaveblownoverwithoutmoreexcruciationifnothingelsehadhappened。Butwhenthingsbegintohappentheyareapttokeepon。

AvonleascholarsoftenspentnoonhourpickingguminMr。Bell’ssprucegroveoverthehillandacrosshisbigpasturefield。

FromtheretheycouldkeepaneyeonEbenWright’shouse,wherethemasterboarded。WhentheysawMr。Phillipsemergingtherefromtheyranfortheschoolhouse;butthedistancebeingaboutthreetimeslongerthanMr。Wright’slanetheywereveryapttoarrivethere,breathlessandgasping,somethreeminutestoolate。

OnthefollowingdayMr。Phillipswasseizedwithoneofhisspasmodicfitsofreformandannouncedbeforegoinghometodinner,thatheshouldexpecttofindallthescholarsintheirseatswhenhereturned。Anyonewhocameinlatewouldbepunished。

AlltheboysandsomeofthegirlswenttoMr。Bell’ssprucegroveasusual,fullyintendingtostayonlylongenoughto"pickachew。"Butsprucegrovesareseductiveandyellownutsofgumbeguiling;theypickedandloiteredandstrayed;andasusualthefirstthingthatrecalledthemtoasenseoftheflightoftimewasJimmyGlovershoutingfromthetopofapatriarchaloldspruce"Master’scoming。"

Thegirlswhowereontheground,startedfirstandmanagedtoreachtheschoolhouseintimebutwithoutasecondtospare。Theboys,whohadtowrigglehastilydownfromthetrees,werelater;

andAnne,whohadnotbeenpickinggumatallbutwaswanderinghappilyinthefarendofthegrove,waistdeepamongthebracken,singingsoftlytoherself,withawreathofriceliliesonherhairasifsheweresomewilddivinityoftheshadowyplaces,waslatestofall。Annecouldrunlikeadeer,however;

runshedidwiththeimpishresultthatsheovertooktheboysatthedoorandwassweptintotheschoolhouseamongthemjustasMr。Phillipswasintheactofhanginguphishat。

Mr。Phillips’sbriefreformingenergywasover;hedidn’twantthebotherofpunishingadozenpupils;butitwasnecessarytodosomethingtosavehisword,sohelookedaboutforascapegoatandfounditinAnne,whohaddroppedintoherseat,gaspingforbreath,withaforgottenlilywreathhangingaskewoveroneearandgivingheraparticularlyrakishanddisheveledappearance。

"AnneShirley,sinceyouseemtobesofondoftheboys’companyweshallindulgeyourtasteforitthisafternoon,"hesaidsarcastically。"TakethoseflowersoutofyourhairandsitwithGilbertBlythe。"

Theotherboyssnickered。Diana,turningpalewithpity,pluckedthewreathfromAnne’shairandsqueezedherhand。Annestaredatthemasterasifturnedtostone。

"DidyouhearwhatIsaid,Anne?"queriedMr。Phillipssternly。

"Yes,sir,"saidAnneslowly"butIdidn’tsupposeyoureallymeantit。"

"IassureyouIdid"——stillwiththesarcasticinflectionwhichallthechildren,andAnneespecially,hated。Itflickedontheraw。

"Obeymeatonce。"

ForamomentAnnelookedasifshemeanttodisobey。Then,realizingthattherewasnohelpforit,sherosehaughtily,steppedacrosstheaisle,satdownbesideGilbertBlythe,andburiedherfaceinherarmsonthedesk。RubyGillis,whogotaglimpseofitasitwentdown,toldtheothersgoinghomefromschoolthatshe’d"acksuallyneverseenanythinglikeit——itwassowhite,withawfullittleredspotsinit。"

ToAnne,thiswasastheendofallthings。Itwasbadenoughtobesingledoutforpunishmentfromamongadozenequallyguiltyones;itwasworsestilltobesenttositwithaboy,butthatthatboyshouldbeGilbertBlythewasheapinginsultoninjurytoadegreeutterlyunbearable。Annefeltthatshecouldnotbearitanditwouldbeofnousetotry。Herwholebeingseethedwithshameandangerandhumiliation。

Atfirsttheotherscholarslookedandwhisperedandgiggledandnudged。ButasAnneneverliftedherheadandasGilbertworkedfractionsasifhiswholesoulwasabsorbedinthemandthemonly,theysoonreturnedtotheirowntasksandAnnewasforgotten。

WhenMr。PhillipscalledthehistoryclassoutAnneshouldhavegone,butAnnedidnotmove,andMr。Phillips,whohadbeenwritingsomeverses"ToPriscilla"beforehecalledtheclass,wasthinkingaboutanobstinaterhymestillandnevermissedher。

Once,whennobodywaslooking,Gilberttookfromhisdeskalittlepinkcandyheartwithagoldmottoonit,"Youaresweet,"andslippeditunderthecurveofAnne’sarm。WhereuponAnnearose,tookthepinkheartgingerlybetweenthetipsofherfingers,droppeditonthefloor,groundittopowderbeneathherheel,andresumedherpositionwithoutdeigningtobestowaglanceonGilbert。

WhenschoolwentoutAnnemarchedtoherdesk,ostentatiouslytookouteverythingtherein,booksandwritingtablet,penandink,testamentandarithmetic,andpiledthemneatlyonhercrackedslate。

"Whatareyoutakingallthosethingshomefor,Anne?"Dianawantedtoknow,assoonastheywereoutontheroad。Shehadnotdaredtoaskthequestionbefore。

"Iamnotcomingbacktoschoolanymore,"saidAnne。

DianagaspedandstaredatAnnetoseeifshemeantit。

"WillMarillaletyoustayhome?"sheasked。

"She’llhaveto,"saidAnne。"I’llNEVERgotoschooltothatmanagain。"

"Oh,Anne!"Dianalookedasifshewerereadytocry。"Idothinkyou’remean。WhatshallIdo?Mr。PhillipswillmakemesitwiththathorridGertiePye——Iknowhewillbecausesheissittingalone。Docomeback,Anne。"

"I’ddoalmostanythingintheworldforyou,Diana,"saidAnnesadly。

"I’dletmyselfbetornlimbfromlimbifitwoulddoyouanygood。

ButIcan’tdothis,sopleasedon’taskit。Youharrowupmyverysoul。"

"Justthinkofallthefunyouwillmiss,"mournedDiana。"Wearegoingtobuildtheloveliestnewhousedownbythebrook;andwe’llbeplayingballnextweekandyou’veneverplayedball,Anne。

It’stremendouslyexciting。Andwe’regoingtolearnanewsong——

JaneAndrewsispracticingitupnow;andAliceAndrewsisgoingtobringanewPansybooknextweekandwe’reallgoingtoreaditoutloud,chapterabout,downbythebrook。Andyouknowyouaresofondofreadingoutloud,Anne。"

NothingmovedAnneintheleast。Hermindwasmadeup。ShewouldnotgotoschooltoMr。Phillipsagain;shetoldMarillasowhenshegothome。

"Nonsense,"saidMarilla。

"Itisn’tnonsenseatall,"saidAnne,gazingatMarillawithsolemn,reproachfuleyes。"Don’tyouunderstand,Marilla?I’vebeeninsulted。"

"Insultedfiddlesticks!You’llgotoschooltomorrowasusual。"

"Oh,no。"Anneshookherheadgently。"I’mnotgoingback,Marilla。"I’lllearnmylessonsathomeandI’llbeasgoodasI

canbeandholdmytongueallthetimeifit’spossibleatall。

ButIwillnotgobacktoschool,Iassureyou。"

MarillasawsomethingremarkablylikeunyieldingstubbornnesslookingoutofAnne’ssmallface。Sheunderstoodthatshewouldhavetroubleinovercomingit;butshere-solvedwiselytosaynothingmorejustthen。"I’llrundownandseeRachelaboutitthisevening,"shethought。"There’snousereasoningwithAnnenow。She’stooworkedupandI’veanideashecanbeawfulstubbornifshetakesthenotion。FarasIcanmakeoutfromherstory,Mr。Phillipshasbeencarryingmatterswitharatherhighhand。

Butitwouldneverdotosaysotoher。I’lljusttalkitoverwithRachel。She’ssenttenchildrentoschoolandsheoughttoknowsomethingaboutit。She’llhaveheardthewholestory,too,bythistime。"

MarillafoundMrs。Lyndeknittingquiltsasindustriouslyandcheerfullyasusual。

"IsupposeyouknowwhatI’vecomeabout,"shesaid,alittleshamefacedly。

Mrs。Rachelnodded。

"AboutAnne’sfussinschool,Ireckon,"shesaid。"TillieBoulterwasinonherwayhomefromschoolandtoldmeaboutit。"

"Idon’tknowwhattodowithher,"saidMarilla。"Shedeclaresshewon’tgobacktoschool。Ineversawachildsoworkedup。

I’vebeenexpectingtroubleeversinceshestartedtoschool。

Iknewthingsweregoingtoosmoothtolast。She’ssohighstrung。

Whatwouldyouadvise,Rachel?"

"Well,sinceyou’veaskedmyadvice,Marilla,"saidMrs。Lyndeamiably——Mrs。Lyndedearlylovedtobeaskedforadvice——"I’djusthumorheralittleatfirst,that’swhatI’ddo。It’smybeliefthatMr。Phillipswasinthewrong。Ofcourse,itdoesn’tdotosaysotothechildren,youknow。Andofcoursehedidrighttopunishheryesterdayforgivingwaytotemper。Buttodayitwasdifferent。TheotherswhowerelateshouldhavebeenpunishedaswellasAnne,that’swhat。AndIdon’tbelieveinmakingthegirlssitwiththeboysforpunishment。Itisn’tmodest。TillieBoulterwasrealindignant。ShetookAnne’spartrightthroughandsaidallthescholarsdidtoo。Anneseemsrealpopularamongthem,somehow。Ineverthoughtshe’dtakewiththemsowell。"

"ThenyoureallythinkI’dbetterletherstayhome,"saidMarillainamazement。

"Yes。ThatisIwouldn’tsayschooltoheragainuntilshesaiditherself。Dependuponit,Marilla,she’llcooloffinaweekorsoandbereadyenoughtogobackofherownaccord,that’swhat,while,ifyouweretomakehergobackrightoff,dearknowswhatfreakortantrumshe’dtakenextandmakemoretroublethanever。Thelessfussmadethebetter,inmyopinion。

Shewon’tmissmuchbynotgoingtoschool,asfarasTHATgoes。

Mr。Phillipsisn’tanygoodatallasateacher。Theorderhekeepsisscandalous,that’swhat,andheneglectstheyoungfryandputsallhistimeonthosebigscholarshe’sgettingreadyforQueen’s。He’dneverhavegottheschoolforanotheryearifhisunclehadn’tbeenatrustee——THEtrustee,forhejustleadstheothertwoaroundbythenose,that’swhat。Ideclare,Idon’tknowwhateducationinthisIslandiscomingto。"

Mrs。Rachelshookherhead,asmuchastosayifshewereonlyattheheadoftheeducationalsystemoftheProvincethingswouldbemuchbettermanaged。

MarillatookMrs。Rachel’sadviceandnotanotherwordwassaidtoAnneaboutgoingbacktoschool。Shelearnedherlessonsathome,didherchores,andplayedwithDianainthechillypurpleautumntwilights;butwhenshemetGilbertBlytheontheroadorencounteredhiminSundayschoolshepassedhimbywithanicycontemptthatwasnowhitthawedbyhisevidentdesiretoappeaseher。EvenDiana’seffortsasapeacemakerwereofnoavail。

AnnehadevidentlymadeuphermindtohateGilbertBlythetotheendoflife。

AsmuchasshehatedGilbert,however,didsheloveDiana,withalltheloveofherpassionatelittleheart,equallyintenseinitslikesanddislikes。OneeveningMarilla,cominginfromtheorchardwithabasketofapples,foundAnnesittingalongbytheeastwindowinthetwilight,cryingbitterly。

"Whatever’sthematternow,Anne?"sheasked。

"It’saboutDiana,"sobbedAnneluxuriously。"IloveDianaso,Marilla。Icannoteverlivewithouther。ButIknowverywellwhenwegrowupthatDianawillgetmarriedandgoawayandleaveme。Andoh,whatshallIdo?Ihateherhusband——Ijusthatehimfuriously。I’vebeenimaginingitallout——theweddingandeverything——Dianadressedinsnowygarments,withaveil,andlookingasbeautifulandregalasaqueen;andmethebridesmaid,withalovelydresstoo,andpuffedsleeves,butwithabreakinghearthidbeneathmysmilingface。AndthenbiddingDianagoodbye-e-e——"HereAnnebrokedownentirelyandweptwithincreasingbitterness。

Marillaturnedquicklyawaytohidehertwitchingface;butitwasnouse;shecollapsedonthenearestchairandburstintosuchaheartyandunusualpealoflaughterthatMatthew,crossingtheyardoutside,haltedinamazement。WhenhadheheardMarillalaughlikethatbefore?

"Well,AnneShirley,"saidMarillaassoonasshecouldspeak,"ifyoumustborrowtrouble,forpity’ssakeborrowithandierhome。Ishouldthinkyouhadanimagination,sureenough。"

CHAPTERXVI

DianaIsInvitedtoTeawithTragicResultsOCTOBERwasabeautifulmonthatGreenGables,whenthebirchesinthehollowturnedasgoldenassunshineandthemaplesbehindtheorchardwereroyalcrimsonandthewildcherrytreesalongthelaneputontheloveliestshadesofdarkredandbronzygreen,whilethefieldssunnedthemselvesinaftermaths。

Annereveledintheworldofcolorabouther。

"Oh,Marilla,"sheexclaimedoneSaturdaymorning,comingdancinginwithherarmsfullofgorgeousboughs"’I’msogladIliveinaworldwherethereareOctobers。ItwouldbeterribleifwejustskippedfromSeptembertoNovember,wouldn’tit?Lookatthesemaplebranches。Don’ttheygiveyouathrill——severalthrills?I’mgoingtodecoratemyroomwiththem。"

"Messythings,"saidMarilla,whoseaestheticsensewasnotnoticeablydeveloped。"Youclutterupyourroomentirelytoomuchwithout-of-doorsstuff,Anne。Bedroomsweremadetosleepin。"

"Oh,anddreamintoo,Marilla。Andyouknowonecandreamsomuchbetterinaroomwherethereareprettythings。I’mgoingtoputtheseboughsintheoldbluejugandsetthemonmytable。"

"Mindyoudon’tdropleavesalloverthestairsthen。I’mgoingonameetingoftheAidSocietyatCarmodythisafternoon,Anne,andIwon’tlikelybehomebeforedark。You’llhavetogetMatthewandJerrytheirsupper,somindyoudon’tforgettoputtheteatodrawuntilyousitdownatthetableasyoudidlasttime。"

"Itwasdreadfulofmetoforget,"saidAnneapologetically,"butthatwastheafternoonIwastryingtothinkofanameforVioletValeanditcrowdedotherthingsout。Matthewwassogood。Heneverscoldedabit。Heputtheteadownhimselfandsaidwecouldwaitawhileaswellasnot。AndItoldhimalovelyfairystorywhilewewerewaiting,sohedidn’tfindthetimelongatall。Itwasabeautifulfairystory,Marilla。Iforgottheendofit,soImadeupanendforitmyselfandMatthewsaidhecouldn’ttellwherethejoincamein。"

"Matthewwouldthinkitallright,Anne,ifyoutookanotiontogetupandhavedinnerinthemiddleofthenight。Butyoukeepyourwitsaboutyouthistime。And——Idon’treallyknowifI’mdoingright——itmaymakeyoumoreaddlepatedthanever——butyoucanaskDianatocomeoverandspendtheafternoonwithyouandhaveteahere。"

"Oh,Marilla!"Anneclaspedherhands。"Howperfectlylovely!

YouAREabletoimaginethingsafterallorelseyou’dneverhaveunderstoodhowI’velongedforthatverything。Itwillseemsoniceandgrown-uppish。NofearofmyforgettingtoputtheteatodrawwhenIhavecompany。Oh,Marilla,canIusetherosebudsprayteaset?"

"No,indeed!Therosebudteaset!Well,whatnext?YouknowI

neverusethatexceptfortheministerortheAids。You’llputdowntheoldbrownteaset。Butyoucanopenthelittleyellowcrockofcherrypreserves。It’stimeitwasbeingusedanyhow——I

believeit’sbeginningtowork。Andyoucancutsomefruitcakeandhavesomeofthecookiesandsnaps。"

"Icanjustimaginemyselfsittingdownattheheadofthetableandpouringoutthetea,"saidAnne,shuttinghereyesecstatically。"AndaskingDianaifshetakessugar!Iknowshedoesn’tbutofcourseI’llaskherjustasifIdidn’tknow。Andthenpressinghertotakeanotherpieceoffruitcakeandanotherhelpingofpreserves。Oh,Marilla,it’sawonderfulsensationjusttothinkofit。CanItakeherintothespareroomtolayoffherhatwhenshecomes?Andthenintotheparlortosit?"

"No。Thesittingroomwilldoforyouandyourcompany。Butthere’sabottlehalffullofraspberrycordialthatwasleftoverfromthechurchsocialtheothernight。It’sonthesecondshelfofthesitting-roomclosetandyouandDianacanhaveitifyoulike,andacookytoeatwithitalongintheafternoon,forIdaresayMatthew’llbelatecomingintoteasincehe’shaulingpotatoestothevessel。"

Anneflewdowntothehollow,pasttheDryad’sBubbleandupthesprucepathtoOrchardSlope,toaskDianatotea。AsaresultjustafterMarillahaddrivenofftoCarmody,Dianacameover,dressedinHERsecond-bestdressandlookingexactlyasitispropertolookwhenaskedouttotea。Atothertimesshewaswonttorunintothekitchenwithoutknocking;butnowsheknockedprimlyatthefrontdoor。AndwhenAnne,dressedinhersecondbest,asprimlyopenedit,bothlittlegirlsshookhandsasgravelyasiftheyhadnevermetbefore。ThisunnaturalsolemnitylasteduntilafterDianahadbeentakentotheeastgabletolayoffherhatandthenhadsatfortenminutesinthesittingroom,toesinposition。

"Howisyourmother?"inquiredAnnepolitely,justasifshehadnotseenMrs。Barrypickingapplesthatmorninginexcellenthealthandspirits。

"Sheisverywell,thankyou。IsupposeMr。CuthbertishaulingpotatoestotheLILYSANDSthisafternoon,ishe?"saidDiana,whohadriddendowntoMr。HarmonAndrews’sthatmorninginMatthew’scart。

"Yes。Ourpotatocropisverygoodthisyear。Ihopeyourfather’scropisgoodtoo。"

"Itisfairlygood,thankyou。Haveyoupickedmanyofyourapplesyet?"

"Oh,eversomany,"saidAnneforgettingtobedignifiedandjumpingupquickly。"Let’sgoouttotheorchardandgetsomeoftheRedSweetings,Diana。Marillasayswecanhaveallthatareleftonthetree。Marillaisaverygenerouswoman。Shesaidwecouldhavefruitcakeandcherrypreservesfortea。Butitisn’tgoodmannerstotellyourcompanywhatyouaregoingtogivethemtoeat,soIwon’ttellyouwhatshesaidwecouldhavetodrink。

OnlyitbeginswithanRandaCandit’sbrightredcolor。I

lovebrightreddrinks,don’tyou?Theytastetwiceasgoodasanyothercolor。"

Theorchard,withitsgreatsweepingboughsthatbenttothegroundwithfruit,provedsodelightfulthatthelittlegirlsspentmostoftheafternooninit,sittinginagrassycornerwherethefrosthadsparedthegreenandthemellowautumnsunshinelingeredwarmly,eatingapplesandtalkingashardastheycould。DianahadmuchtotellAnneofwhatwentoninschool。ShehadtositwithGertiePyeandshehatedit;Gertiesqueakedherpencilallthetimeanditjustmadeher——Diana’s——bloodruncold;RubyGillishadcharmedallherwartsaway,true’syoulive,withamagicpebblethatoldMaryJoefromtheCreekgaveher。Youhadtorubthewartswiththepebbleandthenthrowitawayoveryourleftshoulderatthetimeofthenewmoonandthewartswouldallgo。CharlieSloane’snamewaswrittenupwithEmWhite’sontheporchwallandEmWhitewasAWFULMADaboutit;SamBoulterhad"sassed"Mr。

PhillipsinclassandMr。PhillipswhippedhimandSam’sfathercamedowntotheschoolanddaredMr。Phillipstolayahandononeofhischildrenagain;andMattieAndrewshadanewredhoodandabluecrossoverwithtasselsonitandtheairssheputonaboutitwereperfectlysickening;andLizzieWrightdidn’tspeaktoMamieWilsonbecauseMamieWilson’sgrown-upsisterhadcutoutLizzieWright’sgrown-upsisterwithherbeau;andeverybodymissedAnnesoandwishedshe’scometoschoolagain;andGilbertBlythe——

ButAnnedidn’twanttohearaboutGilbertBlythe。Shejumpeduphurriedlyandsaidsupposetheygoinandhavesomeraspberrycordial。

Annelookedonthesecondshelfoftheroompantrybuttherewasnobottleofraspberrycordialthere。Searchrevealeditawaybackonthetopshelf。Anneputitonatrayandsetitonthetablewithatumbler。

"Now,pleasehelpyourself,Diana,"shesaidpolitely。"Idon’tbelieveI’llhaveanyjustnow。Idon’tfeelasifIwantedanyafterallthoseapples。"

Dianapouredherselfoutatumblerful,lookedatitsbright-redhueadmiringly,andthensippeditdaintily。

"That’sawfullyniceraspberrycordial,Anne,"shesaid。"I

didn’tknowraspberrycordialwassonice。"

"I’mrealgladyoulikeit。Takeasmuchasyouwant。I’mgoingtorunoutandstirthefireup。Therearesomanyresponsibilitiesonaperson’smindwhenthey’rekeepinghouse,isn’tthere?"

WhenAnnecamebackfromthekitchenDianawasdrinkinghersecondglassfulofcordial;and,beingentreatedtheretobyAnne,sheofferednoparticularobjectiontothedrinkingofathird。

Thetumblerfulsweregenerousonesandtheraspberrycordialwascertainlyverynice。

"ThenicestIeverdrank,"saidDiana。"It’seversomuchnicerthanMrs。Lynde’s,althoughshebragsofherssomuch。Itdoesn’ttasteabitlikehers。"

"IshouldthinkMarilla’sraspberrycordialwouldprob’lybemuchnicerthanMrs。Lynde’s,"saidAnneloyally。"Marillaisafamouscook。SheistryingtoteachmetocookbutIassureyou,Diana,itisuphillwork。There’ssolittlescopeforimaginationincookery。Youjusthavetogobyrules。ThelasttimeImadeacakeIforgottoputtheflourin。Iwasthinkingthelovelieststoryaboutyouandme,Diana。Ithoughtyouweredesperatelyillwithsmallpoxandeverybodydesertedyou,butI

wentboldlytoyourbedsideandnursedyoubacktolife;andthenItookthesmallpoxanddiedandIwasburiedunderthosepoplartreesinthegraveyardandyouplantedarosebushbymygraveandwatereditwithyourtears;andyounever,neverforgotthefriendofyouryouthwhosacrificedherlifeforyou。Oh,itwassuchapathetictale,Diana。ThetearsjustraineddownovermycheekswhileImixedthecake。ButIforgottheflourandthecakewasadismalfailure。Flourissoessentialtocakes,youknow。MarillawasverycrossandIdon’twonder。I’magreattrialtoher。Shewasterriblymortifiedaboutthepuddingsaucelastweek。WehadaplumpuddingfordinneronTuesdayandtherewashalfthepuddingandapitcherfulofsauceleftover。

Marillasaidtherewasenoughforanotherdinnerandtoldmetosetitonthepantryshelfandcoverit。Imeanttocoveritjustasmuchascouldbe,Diana,butwhenIcarrieditinIwasimaginingIwasanun——ofcourseI’maProtestantbutIimaginedIwasaCatholic——takingtheveiltoburyabrokenheartincloisteredseclusion;andIforgotallaboutcoveringthepuddingsauce。Ithoughtofitnextmorningandrantothepantry。

Diana,fancyifyoucanmyextremehorroratfindingamousedrownedinthatpuddingsauce!IliftedthemouseoutwithaspoonandthrewitoutintheyardandthenIwashedthespooninthreewaters。MarillawasoutmilkingandIfullyintendedtoaskherwhenshecameinifI’dgivethesaucetothepigs;butwhenshedidcomeinIwasimaginingthatIwasafrostfairygoingthroughthewoodsturningthetreesredandyellow,whichevertheywantedtobe,soIneverthoughtaboutthepuddingsauceagainandMarillasentmeouttopickapples。

Well,Mr。andMrs。ChesterRossfromSpencervalecameherethatmorning。Youknowtheyareverystylishpeople,especiallyMrs。

ChesterRoss。WhenMarillacalledmeindinnerwasallreadyandeverybodywasatthetable。ItriedtobeaspoliteanddignifiedasIcouldbe,forIwantedMrs。ChesterRosstothinkIwasaladylikelittlegirlevenifIwasn’tpretty。EverythingwentrightuntilIsawMarillacomingwiththeplumpuddinginonehandandthepitcherofpuddingsauceWARMEDUP,intheother。

Diana,thatwasaterriblemoment。IrememberedeverythingandI

juststoodupinmyplaceandshriekedout`Marilla,youmustn’tusethatpuddingsauce。Therewasamousedrownedinit。I

forgottotellyoubefore。’Oh,Diana,IshallneverforgetthatawfulmomentifIlivetobeahundred。Mrs。ChesterRossjustLOOKEDatmeandIthoughtIwouldsinkthroughthefloorwithmortification。Sheissuchaperfecthousekeeperandfancywhatshemusthavethoughtofus。Marillaturnedredasfirebutsheneversaidaword——then。Shejustcarriedthatsauceandpuddingoutandbroughtinsomestrawberrypreserves。Sheevenofferedmesome,butIcouldn’tswallowamouthful。Itwaslikeheapingcoalsoffireonmyhead。AfterMrs。ChesterRosswentaway,Marillagavemeadreadfulscolding。Why,Diana,whatisthematter?"

Dianahadstoodupveryunsteadily;thenshesatdownagain,puttingherhandstoherhead。

"I’m——I’mawfulsick,"shesaid,alittlethickly。"I——I——mustgorighthome。"

"Oh,youmustn’tdreamofgoinghomewithoutyourtea,"criedAnneindistress。"I’llgetitrightoff——I’llgoandputtheteadownthisveryminute。"

"Imustgohome,"repeatedDiana,stupidlybutdeterminedly。

"Letmegetyoualunchanyhow,"imploredAnne。"Letmegiveyouabitoffruitcakeandsomeofthecherrypreserves。Liedownonthesofaforalittlewhileandyou’llbebetter。Wheredoyoufeelbad?"

"Imustgohome,"saidDiana,andthatwasallshewouldsay。InvainAnnepleaded。

"Ineverheardofcompanygoinghomewithouttea,"shemourned。

"Oh,Diana,doyousupposethatit’spossibleyou’rereallytakingthesmallpox?IfyouareI’llgoandnurseyou,youcandependonthat。I’llneverforsakeyou。ButIdowishyou’dstaytillaftertea。Wheredoyoufeelbad?"

"I’mawfuldizzy,"saidDiana。

Andindeed,shewalkedverydizzily。Anne,withtearsofdisappointmentinhereyes,gotDiana’shatandwentwithherasfarastheBarryyardfence。ThensheweptallthewaybacktoGreenGables,whereshesorrowfullyputtheremainderoftheraspberrycordialbackintothepantryandgotteareadyforMatthewandJerry,withallthezestgoneoutoftheperformance。

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