第4章
Anne’sConfessionONtheMondayeveningbeforethepicnicMarillacamedownfromherroomwithatroubledface。
"Anne,"shesaidtothatsmallpersonage,whowasshellingpeasbythespotlesstableandsinging,"NellyoftheHazelDell"withavigorandexpressionthatdidcredittoDiana’steaching,"didyouseeanythingofmyamethystbrooch?IthoughtIstuckitinmypincushionwhenIcamehomefromchurchyesterdayevening,butIcan’tfinditanywhere。"
"I——IsawitthisafternoonwhenyouwereawayattheAidSociety,"saidAnne,alittleslowly。"IwaspassingyourdoorwhenIsawitonthecushion,soIwentintolookatit。"
"Didyoutouchit?"saidMarillasternly。
"Y-e-e-s,"admittedAnne,"ItookitupandIpinneditonmybreastjusttoseehowitwouldlook。"
"Youhadnobusinesstodoanythingofthesort。It’sverywronginalittlegirltomeddle。Youshouldn’thavegoneintomyroominthefirstplaceandyoushouldn’thavetouchedabroochthatdidn’tbelongtoyouinthesecond。Wheredidyouputit?"
"Oh,Iputitbackonthebureau。Ihadn’titonaminute。
Truly,Ididn’tmeantomeddle,Marilla。Ididn’tthinkaboutitsbeingwrongtogoinandtryonthebrooch;butIseenowthatitwasandI’llneverdoitagain。That’sonegoodthingaboutme。Ineverdothesamenaughtythingtwice。"
"Youdidn’tputitback,"saidMarilla。"Thatbroochisn’tanywhereonthebureau。You’vetakenitoutorsomething,Anne。"
"Ididputitback,"saidAnnequickly——pertly,Marillathought。
"Idon’tjustrememberwhetherIstuckitonthepincushionorlaiditinthechinatray。ButI’mperfectlycertainIputitback。"
"I’llgoandhaveanotherlook,"saidMarilla,determiningtobejust。"Ifyouputthatbroochbackit’stherestill。Ifitisn’tI’llknowyoudidn’t,that’sall!"
Marillawenttoherroomandmadeathoroughsearch,notonlyoverthebureaubutineveryotherplaceshethoughtthebroochmightpossiblybe。Itwasnottobefoundandshereturnedtothekitchen。
"Anne,thebroochisgone。Byyourownadmissionyouwerethelastpersontohandleit。Now,whathaveyoudonewithit?
Tellmethetruthatonce。Didyoutakeitoutandloseit?"
"No,Ididn’t,"saidAnnesolemnly,meetingMarilla’sangrygazesquarely。"Inevertookthebroochoutofyourroomandthatisthetruth,ifIwastobeledtotheblockforit——althoughI’mnotverycertainwhatablockis。Sothere,Marilla。"
Anne’s"sothere"wasonlyintendedtoemphasizeherassertion,butMarillatookitasadisplayofdefiance。
"Ibelieveyouaretellingmeafalsehood,Anne,"shesaidsharply。"Iknowyouare。Therenow,don’tsayanythingmoreunlessyouarepreparedtotellthewholetruth。Gotoyourroomandstaythereuntilyouarereadytoconfess。"
"WillItakethepeaswithme?"saidAnnemeekly。
"No,I’llfinishshellingthemmyself。DoasIbidyou。"
WhenAnnehadgoneMarillawentabouthereveningtasksinaverydisturbedstateofmind。Shewasworriedabouthervaluablebrooch。WhatifAnnehadlostit?Andhowwickedofthechildtodenyhavingtakenit,whenanybodycouldseeshemusthave!
Withsuchaninnocentface,too!
"Idon’tknowwhatIwouldn’tsoonerhavehadhappen,"thoughtMarilla,asshenervouslyshelledthepeas。"Ofcourse,Idon’tsupposeshemeanttostealitoranythinglikethat。She’sjusttakenittoplaywithorhelpalongthatimaginationofhers。
Shemusthavetakenit,that’sclear,fortherehasn’tbeenasoulinthatroomsinceshewasinit,byherownstory,untilI
wentuptonight。Andthebroochisgone,there’snothingsurer。
Isupposeshehaslostitandisafraidtoownupforfearshe’llbepunished。It’sadreadfulthingtothinkshetellsfalsehoods。
It’safarworsethingthanherfitoftemper。It’safearfulresponsibilitytohaveachildinyourhouseyoucan’ttrust。
Slynessanduntruthfulness——that’swhatshehasdisplayed。
IdeclareIfeelworseaboutthatthanaboutthebrooch。Ifshe’donlyhavetoldthetruthaboutitIwouldn’tmindsomuch。"
Marillawenttoherroomatintervalsallthroughtheeveningandsearchedforthebrooch,withoutfindingit。Abedtimevisittotheeastgableproducednoresult。AnnepersistedindenyingthatsheknewanythingaboutthebroochbutMarillawasonlythemorefirmlyconvincedthatshedid。
ShetoldMatthewthestorythenextmorning。Matthewwasconfoundedandpuzzled;hecouldnotsoquicklylosefaithinAnnebuthehadtoadmitthatcircumstanceswereagainsther。
"You’resureithasn’tfelldownbehindthebureau?"wastheonlysuggestionhecouldoffer。
"I’vemovedthebureauandI’vetakenoutthedrawersandI’velookedineverycrackandcranny"wasMarilla’spositiveanswer。
"Thebroochisgoneandthatchildhastakenitandliedaboutit。
That’stheplain,uglytruth,MatthewCuthbert,andwemightaswelllookitintheface。"
"Wellnow,whatareyougoingtodoaboutit?"Matthewaskedforlornly,feelingsecretlythankfulthatMarillaandnothehadtodealwiththesituation。Hefeltnodesiretoputhisoarinthistime。
"She’llstayinherroomuntilsheconfesses,"saidMarillagrimly,rememberingthesuccessofthismethodintheformercase。"Thenwe’llsee。Perhapswe’llbeabletofindthebroochifshe’llonlytellwhereshetookit;butinanycaseshe’llhavetobeseverelypunished,Matthew。"
"Wellnow,you’llhavetopunishher,"saidMatthew,reachingforhishat。"I’venothingtodowithit,remember。Youwarnedmeoffyourself。"
Marillafeltdesertedbyeveryone。ShecouldnotevengotoMrs。
Lyndeforadvice。Shewentuptotheeastgablewithaveryseriousfaceandleftitwithafacemoreseriousstill。Annesteadfastlyrefusedtoconfess。Shepersistedinassertingthatshehadnottakenthebrooch。ThechildhadevidentlybeencryingandMarillafeltapangofpitywhichshesternlyrepressed。Bynightshewas,assheexpressedit,"beatout。"
"You’llstayinthisroomuntilyouconfess,Anne。Youcanmakeupyourmindtothat,"shesaidfirmly。
"Butthepicnicistomorrow,Marilla,"criedAnne。"Youwon’tkeepmefromgoingtothat,willyou?You’lljustletmeoutfortheafternoon,won’tyou?ThenI’llstayhereaslongasyoulikeAFTERWARDScheerfully。ButIMUSTgotothepicnic。"
"You’llnotgotopicnicsnoranywhereelseuntilyou’veconfessed,Anne。"
"Oh,Marilla,"gaspedAnne。
ButMarillahadgoneoutandshutthedoor。
Wednesdaymorningdawnedasbrightandfairasifexpresslymadetoorderforthepicnic。BirdssangaroundGreenGables;theMadonnaliliesinthegardensentoutwhiffsofperfumethatenteredinonviewlesswindsateverydoorandwindow,andwanderedthroughhallsandroomslikespiritsofbenediction。
ThebirchesinthehollowwavedjoyfulhandsasifwatchingforAnne’susualmorninggreetingfromtheeastgable。ButAnnewasnotatherwindow。WhenMarillatookherbreakfastuptohershefoundthechildsittingprimlyonherbed,paleandresolute,withtight-shutlipsandgleamingeyes。
"Marilla,I’mreadytoconfess。"
"Ah!"Marillalaiddownhertray。Onceagainhermethodhadsucceeded;buthersuccesswasverybittertoher。"Letmehearwhatyouhavetosaythen,Anne。"
"Itooktheamethystbrooch,"saidAnne,asifrepeatingalessonshehadlearned。"Itookitjustasyousaid。Ididn’tmeantotakeitwhenIwentin。Butitdidlooksobeautiful,Marilla,whenIpinneditonmybreastthatIwasovercomebyanirresistibletemptation。IimaginedhowperfectlythrillingitwouldbetotakeittoIdlewildandplayIwastheLadyCordeliaFitzgerald。ItwouldbesomucheasiertoimagineIwastheLadyCordeliaifIhadarealamethystbroochon。DianaandImakenecklacesofroseberriesbutwhatareroseberriescomparedtoamethysts?SoItookthebrooch。IthoughtIcouldputitbackbeforeyoucamehome。Iwentallthewayaroundbytheroadtolengthenoutthetime。WhenIwasgoingoverthebridgeacrosstheLakeofShiningWatersItookthebroochofftohaveanotherlookatit。Oh,howitdidshineinthesunlight!Andthen,whenIwasleaningoverthebridge,itjustslippedthroughmyfingers——so——andwentdown——down——down,allpurplysparkling,andsankforevermorebeneaththeLakeofShiningWaters。Andthat’sthebestIcandoatconfessing,Marilla。"
Marillafelthotangersurgeupintoherheartagain。Thischildhadtakenandlosthertreasuredamethystbroochandnowsattherecalmlyrecitingthedetailsthereofwithouttheleastapparentcompunctionorrepentance。
"Anne,thisisterrible,"shesaid,tryingtospeakcalmly。
"YouaretheverywickedestgirlIeverheardof"
"Yes,IsupposeIam,"agreedAnnetranquilly。"AndIknowI’llhavetobepunished。It’llbeyourdutytopunishme,Marilla。
Won’tyoupleasegetitoverrightoffbecauseI’dliketogotothepicnicwithnothingonmymind。"
"Picnic,indeed!You’llgotonopicnictoday,AnneShirley。
Thatshallbeyourpunishment。Anditisn’thalfsevereenougheitherforwhatyou’vedone!"
"Notgotothepicnic!"AnnesprangtoherfeetandclutchedMarilla’shand。"ButyouPROMISEDmeImight!Oh,Marilla,I
mustgotothepicnic。ThatwaswhyIconfessed。Punishmeanywayyoulikebutthat。Oh,Marilla,please,please,letmegotothepicnic。Thinkoftheicecream!ForanythingyouknowImayneverhaveachancetotasteicecreamagain。"
MarilladisengagedAnne’sclinginghandsstonily。
"Youneedn’tplead,Anne。Youarenotgoingtothepicnicandthat’sfinal。No,notaword。"
AnnerealizedthatMarillawasnottobemoved。Sheclaspedherhandstogether,gaveapiercingshriek,andthenflungherselffacedownwardonthebed,cryingandwrithinginanutterabandonmentofdisappointmentanddespair。
"Fortheland’ssake!"gaspedMarilla,hasteningfromtheroom。
"Ibelievethechildiscrazy。Nochildinhersenseswouldbehaveasshedoes。Ifsheisn’tshe’sutterlybad。Ohdear,I’mafraidRachelwasrightfromthefirst。ButI’veputmyhandtotheplowandIwon’tlookback。"
Thatwasadismalmorning。Marillaworkedfiercelyandscrubbedtheporchfloorandthedairyshelveswhenshecouldfindnothingelsetodo。Neithertheshelvesnortheporchneededit——butMarilladid。Thenshewentoutandrakedtheyard。
WhendinnerwasreadyshewenttothestairsandcalledAnne。A
tear-stainedfaceappeared,lookingtragicallyoverthebanisters。
"Comedowntoyourdinner,Anne。"
"Idon’twantanydinner,Marilla,"saidAnne,sobbingly。"I
couldn’teatanything。Myheartisbroken。You’llfeelremorseofconsciencesomeday,Iexpect,forbreakingit,Marilla,butI
forgiveyou。RememberwhenthetimecomesthatIforgiveyou。
Butpleasedon’taskmetoeatanything,especiallyboiledporkandgreens。Boiledporkandgreensaresounromanticwhenoneisinaffliction。"
Exasperated,MarillareturnedtothekitchenandpouredouthertaleofwoetoMatthew,who,betweenhissenseofjusticeandhisunlawfulsympathywithAnne,wasamiserableman。
"Wellnow,sheshouldn’thavetakenthebrooch,Marilla,ortoldstoriesaboutit,"headmitted,mournfulysurveyinghisplatefulofunromanticporkandgreensasifhe,likeAnne,thoughtitafoodunsuitedtocrisesoffeeling,"butshe’ssuchalittlething——suchaninterestinglittlething。Don’tyouthinkit’sprettyroughnottolethergotothepicnicwhenshe’ssosetonit?"
"MatthewCuthbert,I’mamazedatyou。IthinkI’veletheroffentirelytooeasy。Andshedoesn’tappeartorealizehowwickedshe’sbeenatall——that’swhatworriesmemost。Ifshe’dreallyfeltsorryitwouldn’tbesobad。Andyoudon’tseemtorealizeit,neither;you’remakingexcusesforherallthetimetoyourself——Icanseethat。"
"Wellnow,she’ssuchalittlething,"feeblyreiteratedMatthew。
"Andthereshouldbeallowancesmade,Marilla。Youknowshe’sneverhadanybringingup。"
"Well,she’shavingitnow"retortedMarilla。
TheretortsilencedMatthewifitdidnotconvincehim。Thatdinnerwasaverydismalmeal。TheonlycheerfulthingaboutitwasJerryBuote,thehiredboy,andMarillaresentedhischeerfulnessasapersonalinsult。
WhenherdisheswerewashedandherbreadspongesetandherhensfedMarillarememberedthatshehadnoticedasmallrentinherbestblacklaceshawlwhenshehadtakenitoffonMondayafternoononreturningfromtheLadies’Aid。
Shewouldgoandmendit。Theshawlwasinaboxinhertrunk。
AsMarillalifteditout,thesunlight,fallingthroughthevinesthatclusteredthicklyaboutthewindow,struckuponsomethingcaughtintheshawl——somethingthatglitteredandsparkledinfacetsofvioletlight。Marillasnatchedatitwithagasp。Itwastheamethystbrooch,hangingtoathreadofthelacebyitscatch!
"Dearlifeandheart,"saidMarillablankly,"whatdoesthismean?Here’smybroochsafeandsoundthatIthoughtwasatthebottomofBarry’spond。Whateverdidthatgirlmeanbysayingshetookitandlostit?IdeclareIbelieveGreenGablesisbewitched。IremembernowthatwhenItookoffmyshawlMondayafternoonIlaiditonthebureauforaminute。Isupposethebroochgotcaughtinitsomehow。Well!"
Marillabetookherselftotheeastgable,broochinhand。Annehadcriedherselfoutandwassittingdejectedlybythewindow。
"AnneShirley,"saidMarillasolemnly,"I’vejustfoundmybroochhangingtomyblacklaceshawl。NowIwanttoknowwhatthatrigmaroleyoutoldmethismorningmeant。"
"Why,yousaidyou’dkeepmehereuntilIconfessed,"returnedAnnewearily,"andsoIdecidedtoconfessbecauseIwasboundtogettothepicnic。IthoughtoutaconfessionlastnightafterI
wenttobedandmadeitasinterestingasIcould。AndIsaiditoverandoversothatIwouldn’tforgetit。Butyouwouldn’tletmegotothepicnicafterall,soallmytroublewaswasted。"
Marillahadtolaughinspiteofherself。Butherconscienceprickedher。
"Anne,youdobeatall!ButIwaswrong——Iseethatnow。
Ishouldn’thavedoubtedyourwordwhenI’dneverknownyoutotellastory。Ofcourse,itwasn’trightforyoutoconfesstoathingyouhadn’tdone——itwasverywrongtodoso。ButIdroveyoutoit。Soifyou’llforgiveme,Anne,I’llforgiveyouandwe’llstartsquareagain。Andnowgetyourselfreadyforthepicnic。"
Anneflewuplikearocket。
"Oh,Marilla,isn’tittoolate?"
"No,it’sonlytwoo’clock。Theywon’tbemorethanwellgatheredyetandit’llbeanhourbeforetheyhavetea。Washyourfaceandcombyourhairandputonyourgingham。I’llfillabasketforyou。There’splentyofstuffbakedinthehouse。
AndI’llgetJerrytohitchupthesorrelanddriveyoudowntothepicnicground。"
"Oh,Marilla,"exclaimedAnne,flyingtothewashstand。"FiveminutesagoIwassomiserableIwaswishingI’dneverbeenbornandnowIwouldn’tchangeplaceswithanangel!"
Thatnightathoroughlyhappy,completelytired-outAnnereturnedtoGreenGablesinastateofbeatificationimpossibletodescribe。
"Oh,Marilla,I’vehadaperfectlyscrumptioustime。ScrumptiousisanewwordIlearnedtoday。IheardMaryAliceBelluseit。
Isn’titveryexpressive?Everythingwaslovely。WehadasplendidteaandthenMr。HarmonAndrewstookusallforarowontheLakeofShiningWaters——sixofusatatime。AndJaneAndrewsnearlyfelloverboard。ShewasleaningouttopickwaterliliesandifMr。Andrewshadn’tcaughtherbyhersashjustinthenickoftimeshe’dfalleninandprob’lybeendrowned。
Iwishithadbeenme。Itwouldhavebeensucharomanticexperiencetohavebeennearlydrowned。Itwouldbesuchathrillingtaletotell。Andwehadtheicecream。Wordsfailmetodescribethaticecream。Marilla,Iassureyouitwassublime。"
ThateveningMarillatoldthewholestorytoMatthewoverherstockingbasket。
"I’mwillingtoownupthatImadeamistake,"sheconcludedcandidly,"butI’velearnedalesson。IhavetolaughwhenI
thinkofAnne’s`confession,’althoughIsupposeIshouldn’tforitreallywasafalsehood。Butitdoesn’tseemasbadastheotherwouldhavebeen,somehow,andanyhowI’mresponsibleforit。Thatchildishardtounderstandinsomerespects。ButI
believeshe’llturnoutallrightyet。Andthere’sonethingcertain,nohousewilleverbedullthatshe’sin。"
CHAPTERXV
ATempestintheSchoolTeapot"Whatasplendidday!"saidAnne,drawingalongbreath。"Isn’titgoodjusttobealiveonadaylikethis?Ipitythepeoplewhoaren’tbornyetformissingit。Theymayhavegooddays,ofcourse,buttheycanneverhavethisone。Andit’ssplendiderstilltohavesuchalovelywaytogotoschoolby,isn’tit?"
"It’salotnicerthangoingroundbytheroad;thatissodustyandhot,"saidDianapractically,peepingintoherdinnerbasketandmentallycalculatingifthethreejuicy,toothsome,raspberrytartsreposingthereweredividedamongtengirlshowmanybiteseachgirlwouldhave。
ThelittlegirlsofAvonleaschoolalwayspooledtheirlunches,andtoeatthreeraspberrytartsallaloneoreventosharethemonlywithone’sbestchumwouldhaveforeverandeverbrandedas"awfulmean"thegirlwhodidit。Andyet,whenthetartsweredividedamongtengirlsyoujustgotenoughtotantalizeyou。
ThewayAnneandDianawenttoschoolWASaprettyone。AnnethoughtthosewalkstoandfromschoolwithDianacouldn’tbeimproveduponevenbyimagination。Goingaroundbythemainroadwouldhavebeensounromantic;buttogobyLover’sLaneandWillowmereandVioletValeandtheBirchPathwasromantic,ifeveranythingwas。
Lover’sLaneopenedoutbelowtheorchardatGreenGablesandstretchedfarupintothewoodstotheendoftheCuthbertfarm。
Itwasthewaybywhichthecowsweretakentothebackpastureandthewoodhauledhomeinwinter。AnnehadnameditLover’sLanebeforeshehadbeenamonthatGreenGables。
"Notthatloverseverreallywalkthere,"sheexplainedtoMarilla,"butDianaandIarereadingaperfectlymagnificentbookandthere’saLover’sLaneinit。Sowewanttohaveone,too。Andit’saveryprettyname,don’tyouthink?Soromantic!Wecan’timaginetheloversintoit,youknow。Ilikethatlanebecauseyoucanthinkoutloudtherewithoutpeoplecallingyoucrazy。"
Anne,startingoutaloneinthemorning,wentdownLover’sLaneasfarasthebrook。HereDianamether,andthetwolittlegirlswentonupthelaneundertheleafyarchofmaples——"maplesaresuchsociabletrees,"saidAnne;"they’realwaysrustlingandwhisperingtoyou"——untiltheycametoarusticbridge。ThentheyleftthelaneandwalkedthroughMr。Barry’sbackfieldandpastWillowmere。BeyondWillowmerecameVioletVale——alittlegreendimpleintheshadowofMr。AndrewBell’sbigwoods。"Ofcoursetherearenovioletstherenow,"AnnetoldMarilla,"butDianasaystherearemillionsoftheminspring。Oh,Marilla,can’tyoujustimagineyouseethem?Itactuallytakesawaymybreath。InameditVioletVale。Dianasayssheneversawthebeatofmeforhittingonfancynamesforplaces。It’snicetobecleveratsomething,isn’tit?ButDiananamedtheBirchPath。Shewantedto,soIlether;butI’msureIcouldhavefoundsomethingmorepoeticalthanplainBirchPath。Anybodycanthinkofanamelikethat。ButtheBirchPathisoneoftheprettiestplacesintheworld,Marilla。"
Itwas。OtherpeoplebesidesAnnethoughtsowhentheystumbledonit。Itwasalittlenarrow,twistingpath,windingdownoveralonghillstraightthroughMr。Bell’swoods,wherethelightcamedownsiftedthroughsomanyemeraldscreensthatitwasasflawlessastheheartofadiamond。Itwasfringedinallitslengthwithslimyoungbirches,whitestemmedandlissomboughed;
fernsandstarflowersandwildlilies-of-the-valleyandscarlettuftsofpigeonberriesgrewthicklyalongit;andalwaystherewasadelightfulspicinessintheairandmusicofbirdcallsandthemurmurandlaughofwoodwindsinthetreesoverhead。Nowandthenyoumightseearabbitskippingacrosstheroadifyouwerequiet——which,withAnneandDiana,happenedaboutonceinabluemoon。Downinthevalleythepathcameouttothemainroadandthenitwasjustupthesprucehilltotheschool。
TheAvonleaschoolwasawhitewashedbuilding,lowintheeavesandwideinthewindows,furnishedinsidewithcomfortablesubstantialold-fashioneddesksthatopenedandshut,andwerecarvedallovertheirlidswiththeinitialsandhieroglyphicsofthreegenerationsofschoolchildren。Theschoolhousewassetbackfromtheroadandbehinditwasaduskyfirwoodandabrookwhereallthechildrenputtheirbottlesofmilkinthemorningtokeepcoolandsweetuntildinnerhour。
MarillahadseenAnnestartofftoschoolonthefirstdayofSeptemberwithmanysecretmisgivings。Annewassuchanoddgirl。
Howwouldshegetonwiththeotherchildren?Andhowonearthwouldsheevermanagetoholdhertongueduringschoolhours?
ThingswentbetterthanMarillafeared,however。Annecamehomethateveninginhighspirits。
"IthinkI’mgoingtolikeschoolhere,"sheannounced。"Idon’tthinkmuchofthemaster,through。He’sallthetimecurlinghismustacheandmakingeyesatPrissyAndrews。Prissyisgrownup,youknow。She’ssixteenandshe’sstudyingfortheentranceexaminationintoQueen’sAcademyatCharlottetownnextyear。
TillieBoultersaysthemasterisDEADGONEonher。She’sgotabeautifulcomplexionandcurlybrownhairandshedoesitupsoelegantly。Shesitsinthelongseatatthebackandhesitsthere,too,mostofthetime——toexplainherlessons,hesays。
ButRubyGillissaysshesawhimwritingsomethingonherslateandwhenPrissyreaditsheblushedasredasabeetandgiggled;
andRubyGillissaysshedoesn’tbelieveithadanythingtodowiththelesson。"
"AnneShirley,don’tletmehearyoutalkingaboutyourteacherinthatwayagain,"saidMarillasharply。"Youdon’tgotoschooltocriticizethemaster。IguesshecanteachYOUsomething,andit’syourbusinesstolearn。AndIwantyoutounderstandrightoffthatyouarenottocomehometellingtalesabouthim。
ThatissomethingIwon’tencourage。Ihopeyouwereagoodgirl。"
"IndeedIwas,"saidAnnecomfortably。"Itwasn’tsohardasyoumightimagine,either。IsitwithDiana。OurseatisrightbythewindowandwecanlookdowntotheLakeofShiningWaters。
Therearealotofnicegirlsinschoolandwehadscrumptiousfunplayingatdinnertime。It’ssonicetohavealotoflittlegirlstoplaywith。ButofcourseIlikeDianabestandalwayswill。IADOREDiana。I’mdreadfullyfarbehindtheothers。
They’reallinthefifthbookandI’monlyinthefourth。Ifeelthatit’skindofadisgrace。Butthere’snotoneofthemhassuchanimaginationasIhaveandIsoonfoundthatout。WehadreadingandgeographyandCanadianhistoryanddictationtoday。
Mr。Phillipssaidmyspellingwasdisgracefulandheheldupmyslatesothateverybodycouldseeit,allmarkedover。Ifeltsomortified,Marilla;hemighthavebeenpolitertoastranger,I
think。RubyGillisgavemeanappleandSophiaSloanelentmealovelypinkcardwith`MayIseeyouhome?’onit。I’mtogiveitbacktohertomorrow。AndTillieBoulterletmewearherbeadringalltheafternoon。CanIhavesomeofthosepearlbeadsofftheoldpincushioninthegarrettomakemyselfaring?Andoh,Marilla,JaneAndrewstoldmethatMinnieMacPhersontoldherthatsheheardPrissyAndrewstellSaraGillisthatIhadaveryprettynose。Marilla,thatisthefirstcomplimentIhaveeverhadinmylifeandyoucan’timaginewhatastrangefeelingitgaveme。Marilla,haveIreallyaprettynose?Iknowyou’lltellmethetruth。"
"Yournoseiswellenough,"saidMarillashortly。SecretlyshethoughtAnne’snosewasaremarkableprettyone;butshehadnointentionoftellingherso。
Thatwasthreeweeksagoandallhadgonesmoothlysofar。Andnow,thiscrispSeptembermorning,AnneandDianaweretrippingblithelydowntheBirchPath,twoofthehappiestlittlegirlsinAvonlea。
"IguessGilbertBlythewillbeinschooltoday,"saidDiana。
"He’sbeenvisitinghiscousinsoverinNewBrunswickallsummerandheonlycamehomeSaturdaynight。He’sAW’FLYhandsome,Anne。
Andheteasesthegirlssomethingterrible。Hejusttormentsourlivesout。"
Diana’svoiceindicatedthatsheratherlikedhavingherlifetormentedoutthannot。
"GilbertBlythe?"saidAnne。"Isn’thisnamethat’swrittenupontheporchwallwithJuliaBell’sandabig`TakeNotice’overthem?"
"Yes,"saidDiana,tossingherhead,"butI’msurehedoesn’tlikeJuliaBellsoverymuch。I’veheardhimsayhestudiedthemultiplicationtablebyherfreckles。"
"Oh,don’tspeakaboutfrecklestome,"imploredAnne。"Itisn’tdelicatewhenI’vegotsomany。ButIdothinkthatwritingtake-noticesuponthewallabouttheboysandgirlsisthesilliestever。Ishouldjustliketoseeanybodydaretowritemynameupwithaboy’s。Not,ofcourse,"shehastenedtoadd,"thatanybodywould。"
Annesighed。Shedidn’twanthernamewrittenup。Butitwasalittlehumiliatingtoknowthattherewasnodangerofit。
"Nonsense,"saidDiana,whoseblackeyesandglossytresseshadplayedsuchhavocwiththeheartsofAvonleaschoolboysthathernamefiguredontheporchwallsinhalfadozentake-notices。
"It’sonlymeantasajoke。Anddon’tyoubetoosureyournamewon’teverbewrittenup。CharlieSloaneisDEADGONEonyou。
Hetoldhismother——hisMOTHER,mindyou——thatyouwerethesmartestgirlinschool。That’sbetterthanbeinggoodlooking。"
"No,itisn’t,"saidAnne,femininetothecore。"I’dratherbeprettythanclever。AndIhateCharlieSloane,Ican’tbearaboywithgoggleeyes。IfanyonewrotemynameupwithhisI’dneverGET
overit,DianaBarry。ButitISnicetokeepheadofyourclass。"
"You’llhaveGilbertinyourclassafterthis,"saidDiana,"andhe’susedtobeingheadofhisclass,Icantellyou。He’sonlyinthefourthbookalthoughhe’snearlyfourteen。FouryearsagohisfatherwassickandhadtogoouttoAlbertaforhishealthandGilbertwentwithhim。TheyweretherethreeyearsandGildidn’tgotoschoolhardlyanyuntiltheycameback。Youwon’tfinditsoeasytokeepheadafterthis,Anne。"
"I’mglad,"saidAnnequickly。"Icouldn’treallyfeelproudofkeepingheadoflittleboysandgirlsofjustnineorten。Igotupyesterdayspelling`ebullition。’JosiePyewasheadand,mindyou,shepeepedinherbook。Mr。Phillipsdidn’tseeher——hewaslookingatPrissyAndrews——butIdid。Ijustsweptheralookoffreezingscornandshegotasredasabeetandspelleditwrongafterall。"
"ThosePyegirlsarecheatsallround,"saidDianaindignantly,astheyclimbedthefenceofthemainroad。"GertiePyeactuallywentandputhermilkbottleinmyplaceinthebrookyesterday。
Didyouever?Idon’tspeaktohernow。"
WhenMr。PhillipswasinthebackoftheroomhearingPrissyAndrews’sLatin,DianawhisperedtoAnne,"That’sGilbertBlythesittingrightacrosstheaislefromyou,Anne。Justlookathimandseeifyoudon’tthinkhe’shandsome。"
Annelookedaccordingly。Shehadagoodchancetodoso,forthesaidGilbertBlythewasabsorbedinstealthilypinningthelongyellowbraidofRubyGillis,whosatinfrontofhim,tothebackofherseat。Hewasatallboy,withcurlybrownhair,roguishhazeleyes,andamouthtwistedintoateasingsmile。PresentlyRubyGillisstarteduptotakeasumtothemaster;shefellbackintoherseatwithalittleshriek,believingthatherhairwaspulledoutbytheroots。EverybodylookedatherandMr。
PhillipsglaredsosternlythatRubybegantocry。Gilberthadwhiskedthepinoutofsightandwasstudyinghishistorywiththesoberestfaceintheworld;butwhenthecommotionsubsidedhelookedatAnneandwinkedwithinexpressibledrollery。
"IthinkyourGilbertBlytheIShandsome,"confidedAnnetoDiana,"butIthinkhe’sverybold。Itisn’tgoodmannerstowinkatastrangegirl。"
Butitwasnotuntiltheafternoonthatthingsreallybegantohappen。
Mr。PhillipswasbackinthecornerexplainingaprobleminalgebratoPrissyAndrewsandtherestofthescholarsweredoingprettymuchastheypleasedeatinggreenapples,whispering,drawingpicturesontheirslates,anddrivingcricketsharnessedtostrings,upanddownaisle。GilbertBlythewastryingtomakeAnneShirleylookathimandfailingutterly,becauseAnnewasatthatmomenttotallyobliviousnotonlytotheveryexistenceofGilbertBlythe,butofeveryotherscholarinAvonleaschoolitself。
WithherchinproppedonherhandsandhereyesfixedontheblueglimpseoftheLakeofShiningWatersthatthewestwindowafforded,shewasfarawayinagorgeousdreamlandhearingandseeingnothingsaveherownwonderfulvisions。
GilbertBlythewasn’tusedtoputtinghimselfouttomakeagirllookathimandmeetingwithfailure。SheSHOULDlookathim,thatred-hairedShirleygirlwiththelittlepointedchinandthebigeyesthatweren’tliketheeyesofanyothergirlinAvonleaschool。
Gilbertreachedacrosstheaisle,pickeduptheendofAnne’slongredbraid,helditoutatarm’slengthandsaidinapiercingwhisper:
"Carrots!Carrots!"
ThenAnnelookedathimwithavengeance!
Shedidmorethanlook。Shesprangtoherfeet,herbrightfanciesfallenintocurelessruin。SheflashedoneindignantglanceatGilbertfromeyeswhoseangrysparklewasswiftlyquenchedinequallyangrytears。
"Youmean,hatefulboy!"sheexclaimedpassionately。"Howdareyou!"
Andthen——thwack!AnnehadbroughtherslatedownonGilbert’sheadandcrackedit——slatenothead——clearacross。
Avonleaschoolalwaysenjoyedascene。Thiswasanespeciallyenjoyableone。Everybodysaid"Oh"inhorrifieddelight。Dianagasped。RubyGillis,whowasinclinedtobehysterical,begantocry。TommySloanelethisteamofcricketsescapehimaltogetherwhilehestaredopen-mouthedatthetableau。
Mr。PhillipsstalkeddowntheaisleandlaidhishandheavilyonAnne’sshoulder。
"AnneShirley,whatdoesthismean?"hesaidangrily。Annereturnednoanswer。Itwasaskingtoomuchoffleshandbloodtoexpecthertotellbeforethewholeschoolthatshehadbeencalled"carrots。"Gilbertitwaswhospokeupstoutly。
"ItwasmyfaultMr。Phillips。Iteasedher。"
Mr。PhillipspaidnoheedtoGilbert。
"Iamsorrytoseeapupilofminedisplayingsuchatemperandsuchavindictivespirit,"hesaidinasolemntone,asifthemerefactofbeingapupilofhisoughttorootoutallevilpassionsfromtheheartsofsmallimperfectmortals。"Anne,goandstandontheplatforminfrontoftheblackboardfortherestoftheafternoon。"
Annewouldhaveinfinitelypreferredawhippingtothispunishmentunderwhichhersensitivespiritquiveredasfromawhiplash。Withawhite,setfacesheobeyed。Mr。Phillipstookachalkcrayonandwroteontheblackboardaboveherhead。
"AnnShirleyhasaverybadtemper。AnnShirleymustlearntocontrolhertemper,"andthenreaditoutloudsothateventheprimerclass,whocouldn’treadwriting,shouldunderstandit。
Annestoodtheretherestoftheafternoonwiththatlegendaboveher。Shedidnotcryorhangherhead。Angerwasstilltoohotinherheartforthatanditsustainedheramidallheragonyofhumiliation。Withresentfuleyesandpassion-redcheekssheconfrontedalikeDiana’ssympatheticgazeandCharlieSloane’sindignantnodsandJosiePye’smalicioussmiles。AsforGilbertBlythe,shewouldnotevenlookathim。ShewouldNEVERlookathimagain!Shewouldneverspeaktohim!!
WhenschoolwasdismissedAnnemarchedoutwithherredheadheldhigh。GilbertBlythetriedtointerceptherattheporchdoor。
"I’mawfullysorryImadefunofyourhair,Anne,"hewhisperedcontritely。"HonestIam。Don’tbemadforkeeps,now"
Annesweptbydisdainfully,withoutlookorsignofhearing。"Ohhowcouldyou,Anne?"breathedDianaastheywentdowntheroadhalfreproachfully,halfadmiringly。DianafeltthatSHEcouldneverhaveresistedGilbert’splea。
"IshallneverforgiveGilbertBlythe,"saidAnnefirmly。
"AndMr。Phillipsspelledmynamewithoutane,too。
Theironhasenteredintomysoul,Diana。"
Dianahadn’ttheleastideawhatAnnemeantbutsheunderstooditwassomethingterrible。
"Youmustn’tmindGilbertmakingfunofyourhair,"shesaidsoothingly。"Why,hemakesfunofallthegirls。Helaughsatminebecauseit’ssoblack。He’scalledmeacrowadozentimes;
andIneverheardhimapologizeforanythingbefore,either。"
"There’sagreatdealofdifferencebetweenbeingcalledacrowandbeingcalledcarrots,"saidAnnewithdignity。"GilbertBlythehashurtmyfeelingsEXCRUCIATINGLY,Diana。"
Itispossiblethemattermighthaveblownoverwithoutmoreexcruciationifnothingelsehadhappened。Butwhenthingsbegintohappentheyareapttokeepon。
AvonleascholarsoftenspentnoonhourpickingguminMr。Bell’ssprucegroveoverthehillandacrosshisbigpasturefield。
FromtheretheycouldkeepaneyeonEbenWright’shouse,wherethemasterboarded。WhentheysawMr。Phillipsemergingtherefromtheyranfortheschoolhouse;butthedistancebeingaboutthreetimeslongerthanMr。Wright’slanetheywereveryapttoarrivethere,breathlessandgasping,somethreeminutestoolate。
OnthefollowingdayMr。Phillipswasseizedwithoneofhisspasmodicfitsofreformandannouncedbeforegoinghometodinner,thatheshouldexpecttofindallthescholarsintheirseatswhenhereturned。Anyonewhocameinlatewouldbepunished。
AlltheboysandsomeofthegirlswenttoMr。Bell’ssprucegroveasusual,fullyintendingtostayonlylongenoughto"pickachew。"Butsprucegrovesareseductiveandyellownutsofgumbeguiling;theypickedandloiteredandstrayed;andasusualthefirstthingthatrecalledthemtoasenseoftheflightoftimewasJimmyGlovershoutingfromthetopofapatriarchaloldspruce"Master’scoming。"
Thegirlswhowereontheground,startedfirstandmanagedtoreachtheschoolhouseintimebutwithoutasecondtospare。Theboys,whohadtowrigglehastilydownfromthetrees,werelater;
andAnne,whohadnotbeenpickinggumatallbutwaswanderinghappilyinthefarendofthegrove,waistdeepamongthebracken,singingsoftlytoherself,withawreathofriceliliesonherhairasifsheweresomewilddivinityoftheshadowyplaces,waslatestofall。Annecouldrunlikeadeer,however;
runshedidwiththeimpishresultthatsheovertooktheboysatthedoorandwassweptintotheschoolhouseamongthemjustasMr。Phillipswasintheactofhanginguphishat。
Mr。Phillips’sbriefreformingenergywasover;hedidn’twantthebotherofpunishingadozenpupils;butitwasnecessarytodosomethingtosavehisword,sohelookedaboutforascapegoatandfounditinAnne,whohaddroppedintoherseat,gaspingforbreath,withaforgottenlilywreathhangingaskewoveroneearandgivingheraparticularlyrakishanddisheveledappearance。
"AnneShirley,sinceyouseemtobesofondoftheboys’companyweshallindulgeyourtasteforitthisafternoon,"hesaidsarcastically。"TakethoseflowersoutofyourhairandsitwithGilbertBlythe。"
Theotherboyssnickered。Diana,turningpalewithpity,pluckedthewreathfromAnne’shairandsqueezedherhand。Annestaredatthemasterasifturnedtostone。
"DidyouhearwhatIsaid,Anne?"queriedMr。Phillipssternly。
"Yes,sir,"saidAnneslowly"butIdidn’tsupposeyoureallymeantit。"
"IassureyouIdid"——stillwiththesarcasticinflectionwhichallthechildren,andAnneespecially,hated。Itflickedontheraw。
"Obeymeatonce。"
ForamomentAnnelookedasifshemeanttodisobey。Then,realizingthattherewasnohelpforit,sherosehaughtily,steppedacrosstheaisle,satdownbesideGilbertBlythe,andburiedherfaceinherarmsonthedesk。RubyGillis,whogotaglimpseofitasitwentdown,toldtheothersgoinghomefromschoolthatshe’d"acksuallyneverseenanythinglikeit——itwassowhite,withawfullittleredspotsinit。"
ToAnne,thiswasastheendofallthings。Itwasbadenoughtobesingledoutforpunishmentfromamongadozenequallyguiltyones;itwasworsestilltobesenttositwithaboy,butthatthatboyshouldbeGilbertBlythewasheapinginsultoninjurytoadegreeutterlyunbearable。Annefeltthatshecouldnotbearitanditwouldbeofnousetotry。Herwholebeingseethedwithshameandangerandhumiliation。
Atfirsttheotherscholarslookedandwhisperedandgiggledandnudged。ButasAnneneverliftedherheadandasGilbertworkedfractionsasifhiswholesoulwasabsorbedinthemandthemonly,theysoonreturnedtotheirowntasksandAnnewasforgotten。
WhenMr。PhillipscalledthehistoryclassoutAnneshouldhavegone,butAnnedidnotmove,andMr。Phillips,whohadbeenwritingsomeverses"ToPriscilla"beforehecalledtheclass,wasthinkingaboutanobstinaterhymestillandnevermissedher。
Once,whennobodywaslooking,Gilberttookfromhisdeskalittlepinkcandyheartwithagoldmottoonit,"Youaresweet,"andslippeditunderthecurveofAnne’sarm。WhereuponAnnearose,tookthepinkheartgingerlybetweenthetipsofherfingers,droppeditonthefloor,groundittopowderbeneathherheel,andresumedherpositionwithoutdeigningtobestowaglanceonGilbert。
WhenschoolwentoutAnnemarchedtoherdesk,ostentatiouslytookouteverythingtherein,booksandwritingtablet,penandink,testamentandarithmetic,andpiledthemneatlyonhercrackedslate。
"Whatareyoutakingallthosethingshomefor,Anne?"Dianawantedtoknow,assoonastheywereoutontheroad。Shehadnotdaredtoaskthequestionbefore。
"Iamnotcomingbacktoschoolanymore,"saidAnne。
DianagaspedandstaredatAnnetoseeifshemeantit。
"WillMarillaletyoustayhome?"sheasked。
"She’llhaveto,"saidAnne。"I’llNEVERgotoschooltothatmanagain。"
"Oh,Anne!"Dianalookedasifshewerereadytocry。"Idothinkyou’remean。WhatshallIdo?Mr。PhillipswillmakemesitwiththathorridGertiePye——Iknowhewillbecausesheissittingalone。Docomeback,Anne。"
"I’ddoalmostanythingintheworldforyou,Diana,"saidAnnesadly。
"I’dletmyselfbetornlimbfromlimbifitwoulddoyouanygood。
ButIcan’tdothis,sopleasedon’taskit。Youharrowupmyverysoul。"
"Justthinkofallthefunyouwillmiss,"mournedDiana。"Wearegoingtobuildtheloveliestnewhousedownbythebrook;andwe’llbeplayingballnextweekandyou’veneverplayedball,Anne。
It’stremendouslyexciting。Andwe’regoingtolearnanewsong——
JaneAndrewsispracticingitupnow;andAliceAndrewsisgoingtobringanewPansybooknextweekandwe’reallgoingtoreaditoutloud,chapterabout,downbythebrook。Andyouknowyouaresofondofreadingoutloud,Anne。"
NothingmovedAnneintheleast。Hermindwasmadeup。ShewouldnotgotoschooltoMr。Phillipsagain;shetoldMarillasowhenshegothome。
"Nonsense,"saidMarilla。
"Itisn’tnonsenseatall,"saidAnne,gazingatMarillawithsolemn,reproachfuleyes。"Don’tyouunderstand,Marilla?I’vebeeninsulted。"
"Insultedfiddlesticks!You’llgotoschooltomorrowasusual。"
"Oh,no。"Anneshookherheadgently。"I’mnotgoingback,Marilla。"I’lllearnmylessonsathomeandI’llbeasgoodasI
canbeandholdmytongueallthetimeifit’spossibleatall。
ButIwillnotgobacktoschool,Iassureyou。"
MarillasawsomethingremarkablylikeunyieldingstubbornnesslookingoutofAnne’ssmallface。Sheunderstoodthatshewouldhavetroubleinovercomingit;butshere-solvedwiselytosaynothingmorejustthen。"I’llrundownandseeRachelaboutitthisevening,"shethought。"There’snousereasoningwithAnnenow。She’stooworkedupandI’veanideashecanbeawfulstubbornifshetakesthenotion。FarasIcanmakeoutfromherstory,Mr。Phillipshasbeencarryingmatterswitharatherhighhand。
Butitwouldneverdotosaysotoher。I’lljusttalkitoverwithRachel。She’ssenttenchildrentoschoolandsheoughttoknowsomethingaboutit。She’llhaveheardthewholestory,too,bythistime。"
MarillafoundMrs。Lyndeknittingquiltsasindustriouslyandcheerfullyasusual。
"IsupposeyouknowwhatI’vecomeabout,"shesaid,alittleshamefacedly。
Mrs。Rachelnodded。
"AboutAnne’sfussinschool,Ireckon,"shesaid。"TillieBoulterwasinonherwayhomefromschoolandtoldmeaboutit。"
"Idon’tknowwhattodowithher,"saidMarilla。"Shedeclaresshewon’tgobacktoschool。Ineversawachildsoworkedup。
I’vebeenexpectingtroubleeversinceshestartedtoschool。
Iknewthingsweregoingtoosmoothtolast。She’ssohighstrung。
Whatwouldyouadvise,Rachel?"
"Well,sinceyou’veaskedmyadvice,Marilla,"saidMrs。Lyndeamiably——Mrs。Lyndedearlylovedtobeaskedforadvice——"I’djusthumorheralittleatfirst,that’swhatI’ddo。It’smybeliefthatMr。Phillipswasinthewrong。Ofcourse,itdoesn’tdotosaysotothechildren,youknow。Andofcoursehedidrighttopunishheryesterdayforgivingwaytotemper。Buttodayitwasdifferent。TheotherswhowerelateshouldhavebeenpunishedaswellasAnne,that’swhat。AndIdon’tbelieveinmakingthegirlssitwiththeboysforpunishment。Itisn’tmodest。TillieBoulterwasrealindignant。ShetookAnne’spartrightthroughandsaidallthescholarsdidtoo。Anneseemsrealpopularamongthem,somehow。Ineverthoughtshe’dtakewiththemsowell。"
"ThenyoureallythinkI’dbetterletherstayhome,"saidMarillainamazement。
"Yes。ThatisIwouldn’tsayschooltoheragainuntilshesaiditherself。Dependuponit,Marilla,she’llcooloffinaweekorsoandbereadyenoughtogobackofherownaccord,that’swhat,while,ifyouweretomakehergobackrightoff,dearknowswhatfreakortantrumshe’dtakenextandmakemoretroublethanever。Thelessfussmadethebetter,inmyopinion。
Shewon’tmissmuchbynotgoingtoschool,asfarasTHATgoes。
Mr。Phillipsisn’tanygoodatallasateacher。Theorderhekeepsisscandalous,that’swhat,andheneglectstheyoungfryandputsallhistimeonthosebigscholarshe’sgettingreadyforQueen’s。He’dneverhavegottheschoolforanotheryearifhisunclehadn’tbeenatrustee——THEtrustee,forhejustleadstheothertwoaroundbythenose,that’swhat。Ideclare,Idon’tknowwhateducationinthisIslandiscomingto。"
Mrs。Rachelshookherhead,asmuchastosayifshewereonlyattheheadoftheeducationalsystemoftheProvincethingswouldbemuchbettermanaged。
MarillatookMrs。Rachel’sadviceandnotanotherwordwassaidtoAnneaboutgoingbacktoschool。Shelearnedherlessonsathome,didherchores,andplayedwithDianainthechillypurpleautumntwilights;butwhenshemetGilbertBlytheontheroadorencounteredhiminSundayschoolshepassedhimbywithanicycontemptthatwasnowhitthawedbyhisevidentdesiretoappeaseher。EvenDiana’seffortsasapeacemakerwereofnoavail。
AnnehadevidentlymadeuphermindtohateGilbertBlythetotheendoflife。
AsmuchasshehatedGilbert,however,didsheloveDiana,withalltheloveofherpassionatelittleheart,equallyintenseinitslikesanddislikes。OneeveningMarilla,cominginfromtheorchardwithabasketofapples,foundAnnesittingalongbytheeastwindowinthetwilight,cryingbitterly。
"Whatever’sthematternow,Anne?"sheasked。
"It’saboutDiana,"sobbedAnneluxuriously。"IloveDianaso,Marilla。Icannoteverlivewithouther。ButIknowverywellwhenwegrowupthatDianawillgetmarriedandgoawayandleaveme。Andoh,whatshallIdo?Ihateherhusband——Ijusthatehimfuriously。I’vebeenimaginingitallout——theweddingandeverything——Dianadressedinsnowygarments,withaveil,andlookingasbeautifulandregalasaqueen;andmethebridesmaid,withalovelydresstoo,andpuffedsleeves,butwithabreakinghearthidbeneathmysmilingface。AndthenbiddingDianagoodbye-e-e——"HereAnnebrokedownentirelyandweptwithincreasingbitterness。
Marillaturnedquicklyawaytohidehertwitchingface;butitwasnouse;shecollapsedonthenearestchairandburstintosuchaheartyandunusualpealoflaughterthatMatthew,crossingtheyardoutside,haltedinamazement。WhenhadheheardMarillalaughlikethatbefore?
"Well,AnneShirley,"saidMarillaassoonasshecouldspeak,"ifyoumustborrowtrouble,forpity’ssakeborrowithandierhome。Ishouldthinkyouhadanimagination,sureenough。"
CHAPTERXVI
DianaIsInvitedtoTeawithTragicResultsOCTOBERwasabeautifulmonthatGreenGables,whenthebirchesinthehollowturnedasgoldenassunshineandthemaplesbehindtheorchardwereroyalcrimsonandthewildcherrytreesalongthelaneputontheloveliestshadesofdarkredandbronzygreen,whilethefieldssunnedthemselvesinaftermaths。
Annereveledintheworldofcolorabouther。
"Oh,Marilla,"sheexclaimedoneSaturdaymorning,comingdancinginwithherarmsfullofgorgeousboughs"’I’msogladIliveinaworldwherethereareOctobers。ItwouldbeterribleifwejustskippedfromSeptembertoNovember,wouldn’tit?Lookatthesemaplebranches。Don’ttheygiveyouathrill——severalthrills?I’mgoingtodecoratemyroomwiththem。"
"Messythings,"saidMarilla,whoseaestheticsensewasnotnoticeablydeveloped。"Youclutterupyourroomentirelytoomuchwithout-of-doorsstuff,Anne。Bedroomsweremadetosleepin。"
"Oh,anddreamintoo,Marilla。Andyouknowonecandreamsomuchbetterinaroomwherethereareprettythings。I’mgoingtoputtheseboughsintheoldbluejugandsetthemonmytable。"
"Mindyoudon’tdropleavesalloverthestairsthen。I’mgoingonameetingoftheAidSocietyatCarmodythisafternoon,Anne,andIwon’tlikelybehomebeforedark。You’llhavetogetMatthewandJerrytheirsupper,somindyoudon’tforgettoputtheteatodrawuntilyousitdownatthetableasyoudidlasttime。"
"Itwasdreadfulofmetoforget,"saidAnneapologetically,"butthatwastheafternoonIwastryingtothinkofanameforVioletValeanditcrowdedotherthingsout。Matthewwassogood。Heneverscoldedabit。Heputtheteadownhimselfandsaidwecouldwaitawhileaswellasnot。AndItoldhimalovelyfairystorywhilewewerewaiting,sohedidn’tfindthetimelongatall。Itwasabeautifulfairystory,Marilla。Iforgottheendofit,soImadeupanendforitmyselfandMatthewsaidhecouldn’ttellwherethejoincamein。"
"Matthewwouldthinkitallright,Anne,ifyoutookanotiontogetupandhavedinnerinthemiddleofthenight。Butyoukeepyourwitsaboutyouthistime。And——Idon’treallyknowifI’mdoingright——itmaymakeyoumoreaddlepatedthanever——butyoucanaskDianatocomeoverandspendtheafternoonwithyouandhaveteahere。"
"Oh,Marilla!"Anneclaspedherhands。"Howperfectlylovely!
YouAREabletoimaginethingsafterallorelseyou’dneverhaveunderstoodhowI’velongedforthatverything。Itwillseemsoniceandgrown-uppish。NofearofmyforgettingtoputtheteatodrawwhenIhavecompany。Oh,Marilla,canIusetherosebudsprayteaset?"
"No,indeed!Therosebudteaset!Well,whatnext?YouknowI
neverusethatexceptfortheministerortheAids。You’llputdowntheoldbrownteaset。Butyoucanopenthelittleyellowcrockofcherrypreserves。It’stimeitwasbeingusedanyhow——I
believeit’sbeginningtowork。Andyoucancutsomefruitcakeandhavesomeofthecookiesandsnaps。"
"Icanjustimaginemyselfsittingdownattheheadofthetableandpouringoutthetea,"saidAnne,shuttinghereyesecstatically。"AndaskingDianaifshetakessugar!Iknowshedoesn’tbutofcourseI’llaskherjustasifIdidn’tknow。Andthenpressinghertotakeanotherpieceoffruitcakeandanotherhelpingofpreserves。Oh,Marilla,it’sawonderfulsensationjusttothinkofit。CanItakeherintothespareroomtolayoffherhatwhenshecomes?Andthenintotheparlortosit?"
"No。Thesittingroomwilldoforyouandyourcompany。Butthere’sabottlehalffullofraspberrycordialthatwasleftoverfromthechurchsocialtheothernight。It’sonthesecondshelfofthesitting-roomclosetandyouandDianacanhaveitifyoulike,andacookytoeatwithitalongintheafternoon,forIdaresayMatthew’llbelatecomingintoteasincehe’shaulingpotatoestothevessel。"
Anneflewdowntothehollow,pasttheDryad’sBubbleandupthesprucepathtoOrchardSlope,toaskDianatotea。AsaresultjustafterMarillahaddrivenofftoCarmody,Dianacameover,dressedinHERsecond-bestdressandlookingexactlyasitispropertolookwhenaskedouttotea。Atothertimesshewaswonttorunintothekitchenwithoutknocking;butnowsheknockedprimlyatthefrontdoor。AndwhenAnne,dressedinhersecondbest,asprimlyopenedit,bothlittlegirlsshookhandsasgravelyasiftheyhadnevermetbefore。ThisunnaturalsolemnitylasteduntilafterDianahadbeentakentotheeastgabletolayoffherhatandthenhadsatfortenminutesinthesittingroom,toesinposition。
"Howisyourmother?"inquiredAnnepolitely,justasifshehadnotseenMrs。Barrypickingapplesthatmorninginexcellenthealthandspirits。
"Sheisverywell,thankyou。IsupposeMr。CuthbertishaulingpotatoestotheLILYSANDSthisafternoon,ishe?"saidDiana,whohadriddendowntoMr。HarmonAndrews’sthatmorninginMatthew’scart。
"Yes。Ourpotatocropisverygoodthisyear。Ihopeyourfather’scropisgoodtoo。"
"Itisfairlygood,thankyou。Haveyoupickedmanyofyourapplesyet?"
"Oh,eversomany,"saidAnneforgettingtobedignifiedandjumpingupquickly。"Let’sgoouttotheorchardandgetsomeoftheRedSweetings,Diana。Marillasayswecanhaveallthatareleftonthetree。Marillaisaverygenerouswoman。Shesaidwecouldhavefruitcakeandcherrypreservesfortea。Butitisn’tgoodmannerstotellyourcompanywhatyouaregoingtogivethemtoeat,soIwon’ttellyouwhatshesaidwecouldhavetodrink。
OnlyitbeginswithanRandaCandit’sbrightredcolor。I
lovebrightreddrinks,don’tyou?Theytastetwiceasgoodasanyothercolor。"
Theorchard,withitsgreatsweepingboughsthatbenttothegroundwithfruit,provedsodelightfulthatthelittlegirlsspentmostoftheafternooninit,sittinginagrassycornerwherethefrosthadsparedthegreenandthemellowautumnsunshinelingeredwarmly,eatingapplesandtalkingashardastheycould。DianahadmuchtotellAnneofwhatwentoninschool。ShehadtositwithGertiePyeandshehatedit;Gertiesqueakedherpencilallthetimeanditjustmadeher——Diana’s——bloodruncold;RubyGillishadcharmedallherwartsaway,true’syoulive,withamagicpebblethatoldMaryJoefromtheCreekgaveher。Youhadtorubthewartswiththepebbleandthenthrowitawayoveryourleftshoulderatthetimeofthenewmoonandthewartswouldallgo。CharlieSloane’snamewaswrittenupwithEmWhite’sontheporchwallandEmWhitewasAWFULMADaboutit;SamBoulterhad"sassed"Mr。
PhillipsinclassandMr。PhillipswhippedhimandSam’sfathercamedowntotheschoolanddaredMr。Phillipstolayahandononeofhischildrenagain;andMattieAndrewshadanewredhoodandabluecrossoverwithtasselsonitandtheairssheputonaboutitwereperfectlysickening;andLizzieWrightdidn’tspeaktoMamieWilsonbecauseMamieWilson’sgrown-upsisterhadcutoutLizzieWright’sgrown-upsisterwithherbeau;andeverybodymissedAnnesoandwishedshe’scometoschoolagain;andGilbertBlythe——
ButAnnedidn’twanttohearaboutGilbertBlythe。Shejumpeduphurriedlyandsaidsupposetheygoinandhavesomeraspberrycordial。
Annelookedonthesecondshelfoftheroompantrybuttherewasnobottleofraspberrycordialthere。Searchrevealeditawaybackonthetopshelf。Anneputitonatrayandsetitonthetablewithatumbler。
"Now,pleasehelpyourself,Diana,"shesaidpolitely。"Idon’tbelieveI’llhaveanyjustnow。Idon’tfeelasifIwantedanyafterallthoseapples。"
Dianapouredherselfoutatumblerful,lookedatitsbright-redhueadmiringly,andthensippeditdaintily。
"That’sawfullyniceraspberrycordial,Anne,"shesaid。"I
didn’tknowraspberrycordialwassonice。"
"I’mrealgladyoulikeit。Takeasmuchasyouwant。I’mgoingtorunoutandstirthefireup。Therearesomanyresponsibilitiesonaperson’smindwhenthey’rekeepinghouse,isn’tthere?"
WhenAnnecamebackfromthekitchenDianawasdrinkinghersecondglassfulofcordial;and,beingentreatedtheretobyAnne,sheofferednoparticularobjectiontothedrinkingofathird。
Thetumblerfulsweregenerousonesandtheraspberrycordialwascertainlyverynice。
"ThenicestIeverdrank,"saidDiana。"It’seversomuchnicerthanMrs。Lynde’s,althoughshebragsofherssomuch。Itdoesn’ttasteabitlikehers。"
"IshouldthinkMarilla’sraspberrycordialwouldprob’lybemuchnicerthanMrs。Lynde’s,"saidAnneloyally。"Marillaisafamouscook。SheistryingtoteachmetocookbutIassureyou,Diana,itisuphillwork。There’ssolittlescopeforimaginationincookery。Youjusthavetogobyrules。ThelasttimeImadeacakeIforgottoputtheflourin。Iwasthinkingthelovelieststoryaboutyouandme,Diana。Ithoughtyouweredesperatelyillwithsmallpoxandeverybodydesertedyou,butI
wentboldlytoyourbedsideandnursedyoubacktolife;andthenItookthesmallpoxanddiedandIwasburiedunderthosepoplartreesinthegraveyardandyouplantedarosebushbymygraveandwatereditwithyourtears;andyounever,neverforgotthefriendofyouryouthwhosacrificedherlifeforyou。Oh,itwassuchapathetictale,Diana。ThetearsjustraineddownovermycheekswhileImixedthecake。ButIforgottheflourandthecakewasadismalfailure。Flourissoessentialtocakes,youknow。MarillawasverycrossandIdon’twonder。I’magreattrialtoher。Shewasterriblymortifiedaboutthepuddingsaucelastweek。WehadaplumpuddingfordinneronTuesdayandtherewashalfthepuddingandapitcherfulofsauceleftover。
Marillasaidtherewasenoughforanotherdinnerandtoldmetosetitonthepantryshelfandcoverit。Imeanttocoveritjustasmuchascouldbe,Diana,butwhenIcarrieditinIwasimaginingIwasanun——ofcourseI’maProtestantbutIimaginedIwasaCatholic——takingtheveiltoburyabrokenheartincloisteredseclusion;andIforgotallaboutcoveringthepuddingsauce。Ithoughtofitnextmorningandrantothepantry。
Diana,fancyifyoucanmyextremehorroratfindingamousedrownedinthatpuddingsauce!IliftedthemouseoutwithaspoonandthrewitoutintheyardandthenIwashedthespooninthreewaters。MarillawasoutmilkingandIfullyintendedtoaskherwhenshecameinifI’dgivethesaucetothepigs;butwhenshedidcomeinIwasimaginingthatIwasafrostfairygoingthroughthewoodsturningthetreesredandyellow,whichevertheywantedtobe,soIneverthoughtaboutthepuddingsauceagainandMarillasentmeouttopickapples。
Well,Mr。andMrs。ChesterRossfromSpencervalecameherethatmorning。Youknowtheyareverystylishpeople,especiallyMrs。
ChesterRoss。WhenMarillacalledmeindinnerwasallreadyandeverybodywasatthetable。ItriedtobeaspoliteanddignifiedasIcouldbe,forIwantedMrs。ChesterRosstothinkIwasaladylikelittlegirlevenifIwasn’tpretty。EverythingwentrightuntilIsawMarillacomingwiththeplumpuddinginonehandandthepitcherofpuddingsauceWARMEDUP,intheother。
Diana,thatwasaterriblemoment。IrememberedeverythingandI
juststoodupinmyplaceandshriekedout`Marilla,youmustn’tusethatpuddingsauce。Therewasamousedrownedinit。I
forgottotellyoubefore。’Oh,Diana,IshallneverforgetthatawfulmomentifIlivetobeahundred。Mrs。ChesterRossjustLOOKEDatmeandIthoughtIwouldsinkthroughthefloorwithmortification。Sheissuchaperfecthousekeeperandfancywhatshemusthavethoughtofus。Marillaturnedredasfirebutsheneversaidaword——then。Shejustcarriedthatsauceandpuddingoutandbroughtinsomestrawberrypreserves。Sheevenofferedmesome,butIcouldn’tswallowamouthful。Itwaslikeheapingcoalsoffireonmyhead。AfterMrs。ChesterRosswentaway,Marillagavemeadreadfulscolding。Why,Diana,whatisthematter?"
Dianahadstoodupveryunsteadily;thenshesatdownagain,puttingherhandstoherhead。
"I’m——I’mawfulsick,"shesaid,alittlethickly。"I——I——mustgorighthome。"
"Oh,youmustn’tdreamofgoinghomewithoutyourtea,"criedAnneindistress。"I’llgetitrightoff——I’llgoandputtheteadownthisveryminute。"
"Imustgohome,"repeatedDiana,stupidlybutdeterminedly。
"Letmegetyoualunchanyhow,"imploredAnne。"Letmegiveyouabitoffruitcakeandsomeofthecherrypreserves。Liedownonthesofaforalittlewhileandyou’llbebetter。Wheredoyoufeelbad?"
"Imustgohome,"saidDiana,andthatwasallshewouldsay。InvainAnnepleaded。
"Ineverheardofcompanygoinghomewithouttea,"shemourned。
"Oh,Diana,doyousupposethatit’spossibleyou’rereallytakingthesmallpox?IfyouareI’llgoandnurseyou,youcandependonthat。I’llneverforsakeyou。ButIdowishyou’dstaytillaftertea。Wheredoyoufeelbad?"
"I’mawfuldizzy,"saidDiana。
Andindeed,shewalkedverydizzily。Anne,withtearsofdisappointmentinhereyes,gotDiana’shatandwentwithherasfarastheBarryyardfence。ThensheweptallthewaybacktoGreenGables,whereshesorrowfullyputtheremainderoftheraspberrycordialbackintothepantryandgotteareadyforMatthewandJerry,withallthezestgoneoutoftheperformance。