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ThatbridgeledAnne’sdancingfeetupoverawoodedhillbeyond,whereperpetualtwilightreignedunderthestraight,thick-growingfirsandspruces;theonlyflowersthereweremyriadsofdelicate"Junebells,"thoseshyestandsweetestofwoodlandblooms,andafewpale,aerialstarflowers,likethespiritsoflastyear’sblossoms。

Gossamersglimmeredlikethreadsofsilveramongthetreesandthefirboughsandtasselsseemedtoutterfriendlyspeech。

Alltheserapturedvoyagesofexplorationweremadeintheoddhalfhourswhichshewasallowedforplay,andAnnetalkedMatthewandMarillahalfdeafoverherdiscoveries。

NotthatMatthewcomplained,tobesure;helistenedtoitallwithawordlesssmileofenjoymentonhisface;

Marillapermittedthe"chatter"untilshefoundherselfbecomingtoointerestedinit,whereuponshealwayspromptlyquenchedAnnebyacurtcommandtoholdhertongue。

AnnewasoutintheorchardwhenMrs。Rachelcame,wanderingatherownsweetwillthroughthelush,tremu-

lousgrassessplashedwithruddyeveningsunshine;sothatgoodladyhadanexcellentchancetotalkherillnessfullyover,describingeveryacheandpulsebeatwithsuchevidentenjoymentthatMarillathoughtevengrippemustbringitscompensations。WhendetailswereexhaustedMrs。Rachelintroducedtherealreasonofhercall。

"I’vebeenhearingsomesurprisingthingsaboutyouandMatthew。"

"Idon’tsupposeyouareanymoresurprisedthanIammyself,"

saidMarilla。"I’mgettingovermysurprisenow。"

"Itwastoobadtherewassuchamistake,"saidMrs。

Rachelsympathetically。"Couldn’tyouhavesentherback?"

"Isupposewecould,butwedecidednotto。Matthewtookafancytoher。AndImustsayIlikehermyself——

althoughIadmitshehasherfaults。Thehouseseemsadifferentplacealready。She’sarealbrightlittlething。"

Marillasaidmorethanshehadintendedtosaywhenshebegan,forshereaddisapprovalinMrs。Rachel’sexpression。

"It’sagreatresponsibilityyou’vetakenonyourself,"

saidthatladygloomily,"especiallywhenyou’veneverhadanyexperiencewithchildren。Youdon’tknowmuchaboutherorherrealdisposition,Isuppose,andthere’snoguessinghowachildlikethatwillturnout。ButIdon’twanttodiscourageyouI’msure,Marilla。"

"I’mnotfeelingdiscouraged,"wasMarilla’sdryresponse。

"whenImakeupmymindtodoathingitstaysmadeup。

Isupposeyou’dliketoseeAnne。I’llcallherin。"

Annecamerunninginpresently,herfacesparklingwiththedelightofherorchardrovings;but,abashedatfindingthedelightherselfintheunexpectedpresenceofastranger,shehaltedconfusedlyinsidethedoor。Shecertainlywasanodd-lookinglittlecreatureintheshorttightwinceydressshehadwornfromtheasylum,belowwhichherthinlegsseemedungracefullylong。Herfrecklesweremorenumerousandobtrusivethanever;thewindhadruffledherhatlesshairintoover-brilliantdisorder;ithadneverlookedredderthanatthatmoment。

"Well,theydidn’tpickyouforyourlooks,that’ssureandcertain,"wasMrs。RachelLynde’semphaticcomment。

Mrs。Rachelwasoneofthosedelightfulandpopularpeoplewhopridethemselvesonspeakingtheirmindwithoutfearorfavor。"She’sterribleskinnyandhomely,Marilla。

Comehere,child,andletmehavealookatyou。Lawfulheart,didanyoneeverseesuchfreckles?Andhairasredascarrots!Comehere,child,Isay。"

Anne"camethere,"butnotexactlyasMrs。Rachelexpected。WithoneboundshecrossedthekitchenfloorandstoodbeforeMrs。Rachel,herfacescarletwithanger,herlipsquivering,andherwholeslenderformtremblingfromheadtofoot。

"Ihateyou,"shecriedinachokedvoice,stampingherfootonthefloor。"Ihateyou——Ihateyou——Ihateyou——"

alouderstampwitheachassertionofhatred。"Howdareyoucallmeskinnyandugly?HowdareyousayI’mfreckledandredheaded?Youarearude,impolite,unfeelingwoman!"

"Anne!"exclaimedMarillainconsternation。

ButAnnecontinuedtofaceMrs。Rachelundauntedly,headup,eyesblazing,handsclenched,passionateindignationexhalingfromherlikeanatmosphere。

"Howdareyousaysuchthingsaboutme?"sherepeatedvehemently。"Howwouldyouliketohavesuchthingssaidaboutyou?Howwouldyouliketobetoldthatyouarefatandclumsyandprobablyhadn’tasparkofimaginationinyou?Idon’tcareifIdohurtyourfeelingsbysayingso!

IhopeIhurtthem。YouhavehurtmineworsethantheywereeverhurtbeforeevenbyMrs。Thomas’intoxicatedhusband。AndI’llNEVERforgiveyouforit,never,never!"

Stamp!Stamp!

"Didanybodyeverseesuchatemper!"exclaimedthehorrifiedMrs。Rachel。

"AnnegotoyourroomandstaythereuntilIcomeup,"

saidMarilla,recoveringherpowersofspeechwithdifficulty。

Anne,burstingintotears,rushedtothehalldoor,slammedituntilthetinsontheporchwalloutsiderattledinsympathy,andfledthroughthehallandupthestairslikeawhirlwind。Asubduedslamabovetoldthatthedooroftheeastgablehadbeenshutwithequalvehemence。

"Well,Idon’tenvyyouyourjobbringingTHATup,Marilla,"saidMrs。Rachelwithunspeakablesolemnity。

Marillaopenedherlipstosaysheknewnotwhatofapologyordeprecation。Whatshedidsaywasasurprisetoherselfthenandeverafterwards。

"Youshouldn’thavetwittedheraboutherlooks,Rachel。"

"MarillaCuthbert,youdon’tmeantosaythatyouareupholdingherinsuchaterribledisplayoftemperaswe’vejustseen?"demandedMrs。Rachelindignantly。

"No,"saidMarillaslowly,"I’mnottryingtoexcuseher。She’sbeenverynaughtyandI’llhavetogiveheratalkingtoaboutit。Butwemustmakeallowancesforher。She’sneverbeentaughtwhatisright。AndyouWEREtoohardonher,Rachel。"

Marillacouldnothelptackingonthatlastsentence,althoughshewasagainsurprisedatherselffordoingit。

Mrs。Rachelgotupwithanairofoffendeddignity。

"Well,IseethatI’llhavetobeverycarefulwhatIsayafterthis,Marilla,sincethefinefeelingsoforphans,broughtfromgoodnessknowswhere,havetobeconsideredbeforeanythingelse。Oh,no,I’mnotvexed——don’tworryyourself。I’mtoosorryforyoutoleaveanyroomforangerinmymind。You’llhaveyourowntroubleswiththatchild。

Butifyou’lltakemyadvice——whichIsupposeyouwon’tdo,althoughI’vebroughtuptenchildrenandburiedtwo——you’lldothat`talkingto’youmentionwithafair-

sizedbirchswitch。IshouldthinkTHATwouldbethemosteffectivelanguageforthatkindofachild。HertempermatchesherhairIguess。Well,goodevening,Marilla。

Ihopeyou’llcomedowntoseemeoftenasusual。Butyoucan’texpectmetovisithereagaininahurry,ifI’mliabletobeflownatandinsultedinsuchafashion。

It’ssomethingnewinMYexperience。"

WhereatMrs。Rachelsweptoutandaway——ifafatwomanwhoalwayswaddledCOULDbesaidtosweepaway——andMarillawithaverysolemnfacebetookherselftotheeastgable。

Onthewayupstairsshepondereduneasilyastowhatsheoughttodo。Shefeltnolittledismayoverthescenethathadjustbeenenacted。HowunfortunatethatAnneshouldhavedisplayedsuchtemperbeforeMrs。RachelLynde,ofallpeople!ThenMarillasuddenlybecameawareofanuncomfortableandrebukingconsciousnessthatshefeltmorehumiliationoverthisthansorrowoverthediscoveryofsuchaseriousdefectinAnne’sdisposition。

Andhowwasshetopunishher?Theamiablesuggestionofthebirchswitch——totheefficiencyofwhichallofMrs。

Rachel’sownchildrencouldhavebornesmartingtestimony——

didnotappealtoMarilla。Shedidnotbelieveshecouldwhipachild。No,someothermethodofpunishmentmustbefoundtobringAnnetoaproperrealizationoftheenormityofheroffense。

MarillafoundAnnefacedownwardonherbed,cryingbitterly,quiteobliviousofmuddybootsonacleancounterpane。

"Anne,"shesaidnotungently。

Noanswer。

"Anne,"withgreaterseverity,"getoffthatbedthisminuteandlistentowhatIhavetosaytoyou。"

Annesquirmedoffthebedandsatrigidlyonachairbesideit,herfaceswollenandtear-stainedandhereyesfixedstubbornlyonthefloor。

"Thisisanicewayforyoutobehave。Anne!Aren’tyouashamedofyourself?"

"Shehadn’tanyrighttocallmeuglyandredheaded,"

retortedAnne,evasiveanddefiant。

"Youhadn’tanyrighttoflyintosuchafuryandtalkthewayyoudidtoher,Anne。Iwasashamedofyou——

thoroughlyashamedofyou。IwantedyoutobehavenicelytoMrs。Lynde,andinsteadofthatyouhavedisgracedme。

I’msureIdon’tknowwhyyoushouldloseyourtemperlikethatjustbecauseMrs。Lyndesaidyouwereredhairedandhomely。Yousayityourselfoftenenough。"

"Oh,butthere’ssuchadifferencebetweensayingathingyourselfandhearingotherpeoplesayit,"wailedAnne。"Youmayknowathingisso,butyoucan’thelphopingotherpeopledon’tquitethinkitis。IsupposeyouthinkIhaveanawfultemper,butIcouldn’thelpit。

Whenshesaidthosethingssomethingjustroserightupinmeandchokedme。IHADtoflyoutather。"

"Well,youmadeafineexhibitionofyourselfImustsay。

Mrs。Lyndewillhaveanicestorytotellaboutyoueverywhere——andshe’lltellit,too。Itwasadreadfulthingforyoutoloseyourtemperlikethat,Anne。"

"Justimaginehowyouwouldfeelifsomebodytoldyoutoyourfacethatyouwereskinnyandugly,"pleadedAnnetearfully。

AnoldremembrancesuddenlyroseupbeforeMarilla。

Shehadbeenaverysmallchildwhenshehadheardoneauntsayofhertoanother,"Whatapitysheissuchadark,homelylittlething。"Marillawaseverydayoffiftybeforethestinghadgoneoutofthatmemory。

"Idon’tsaythatIthinkMrs。Lyndewasexactlyrightinsayingwhatshedidtoyou,Anne,"sheadmittedinasoftertone。"Rachelistoooutspoken。Butthatisnoexcuseforsuchbehavioronyourpart。Shewasastrangerandanelderlypersonandmyvisitor——allthreeverygoodreasonswhyyoushouldhavebeenrespectfultoher。Youwererudeandsaucyand"——Marillahadasavinginspirationofpunishment——"youmustgotoherandtellheryouareverysorryforyourbadtemperandaskhertoforgiveyou。"

"Icanneverdothat,"saidAnnedeterminedlyanddarkly。

"Youcanpunishmeinanywayyoulike,Marilla。Youcanshutmeupinadark,dampdungeoninhabitedbysnakesandtoadsandfeedmeonlyonbreadandwaterandIshallnotcomplain。ButIcannotaskMrs。Lyndetoforgiveme。"

"We’renotinthehabitofshuttingpeopleupindarkdampdungeons,"saidMarilladrily,"especiallyasthey’reratherscarceinAvonlea。ButapologizetoMrs。Lyndeyoumustandshallandyou’llstayhereinyourroomuntilyoucantellmeyou’rewillingtodoit。"

"Ishallhavetostayhereforeverthen,"saidAnnemournfully,"becauseIcan’ttellMrs。LyndeI’msorryI

saidthosethingstoher。HowcanI?I’mNOTsorry。I’msorryI’vevexedyou;butI’mGLADItoldherjustwhatIdid。

Itwasagreatsatisfaction。Ican’tsayI’msorrywhenI’mnot,canI?Ican’tevenIMAGINEI’msorry。"

"Perhapsyourimaginationwillbeinbetterworkingorderbythemorning,"saidMarilla,risingtodepart。

"You’llhavethenighttothinkoveryourconductinandcometoabetterframeofmind。YousaidyouwouldtrytobeaverygoodgirlifwekeptyouatGreenGables,butImustsayithasn’tseemedverymuchlikeitthisevening。"

LeavingthisParthianshafttorankleinAnne’sstormybosom,Marilladescendedtothekitchen,grievouslytroubledinmindandvexedinsoul。ShewasasangrywithherselfaswithAnne,because,wheneversherecalledMrs。

Rachel’sdumbfoundedcountenanceherlipstwitchedwithamusementandshefeltamostreprehensibledesiretolaugh。

CHAPTERX

Anne’sApologyMarillasaidnothingtoMatthewabouttheaffairthatevening;butwhenAnneprovedstillrefractorythenextmorninganexplanationhadtobemadetoaccountforherabsencefromthebreakfasttable。MarillatoldMatthewthewholestory,takingpainstoimpresshimwithaduesenseoftheenormityofAnne’sbehavior。

"It’sagoodthingRachelLyndegotacallingdown;she’sameddlesomeoldgossip,"wasMatthew’sconsolatoryrejoinder。

"MatthewCuthbert,I’mastonishedatyou。YouknowthatAnne’sbehaviorwasdreadful,andyetyoutakeherpart!

Isupposeyou’llbesayingnextthingthatsheoughtn’ttobepunishedatall!"

"Wellnow——no——notexactly,"saidMatthewuneasily。I

reckonsheoughttobepunishedalittle。Butdon’tbetoohardonher,Marilla。Recollectshehasn’teverhadanyonetoteachherright。You’re——you’regoingtogivehersomethingtoeat,aren’tyou?"

"Whendidyoueverhearofmestarvingpeopleintogoodbehavior?"demandedMarillaindignantly。"She’llhavehermealsregular,andI’llcarrythemuptohermyself。

Butshe’llstayupthereuntilshe’swillingtoapologizetoMrs。Lynde,andthat’sfinal,Matthew。"

Breakfast,dinner,andsupperwereverysilentmeals——forAnnestillremainedobdurate。AftereachmealMarillacarriedawell-filledtraytotheeastgableandbroughtitdownlateronnotnoticeablydepleted。Mattheweyeditslastdescentwithatroubledeye。HadAnneeatenanythingatall?

WhenMarillawentoutthateveningtobringthecowsfromthebackpasture,Matthew,whohadbeenhangingaboutthebarnsandwatching,slippedintothehousewiththeairofaburglarandcreptupstairs。AsageneralthingMatthewgravitatedbetweenthekitchenandthelittlebedroomoffthehallwhereheslept;onceinawhileheventureduncomfortablyintotheparlororsittingroomwhentheministercametotea。ButhehadneverbeenupstairsinhisownhousesincethespringhehelpedMarillapaperthesparebedroom,andthatwasfouryearsago。

Hetiptoedalongthehallandstoodforseveralminutesoutsidethedooroftheeastgablebeforehesummonedcouragetotaponitwithhisfingersandthenopenthedoortopeepin。

Annewassittingontheyellowchairbythewindowgazingmournfullyoutintothegarden。Verysmallandunhappyshelooked,andMatthew’sheartsmotehim。

Hesoftlyclosedthedoorandtiptoedovertoher。

"Anne,"hewhispered,asifafraidofbeingoverheard,"howareyoumakingit,Anne?"

Annesmiledwanly。

"Prettywell。Iimagineagooddeal,andthathelpstopassthetime。Ofcourse,it’sratherlonesome。Butthen,Imayaswellgetusedtothat。"

Annesmiledagain,bravelyfacingthelongyearsofsolitaryimprisonmentbeforeher。

Matthewrecollectedthathemustsaywhathehadcometosaywithoutlossoftime,lestMarillareturnprematurely。

"Wellnow,Anne,don’tyouthinkyou’dbetterdoitandhaveitoverwith?"hewhispered。"It’llhavetobedonesoonerorlater,youknow,forMarilla’sadreadfuldeter-

minedwoman——dreadfuldetermined,Anne。Doitrightoff,Isay,andhaveitover。"

"DoyoumeanapologizetoMrs。Lynde?"

"Yes——apologize——that’stheveryword,"saidMattheweagerly。

"Justsmoothitoversotospeak。That’swhatIwastryingtogetat。"

"IsupposeIcoulddoittoobligeyou,"saidAnnethoughtfully。"ItwouldbetrueenoughtosayIamsorry,becauseIAMsorrynow。Iwasn’tabitsorrylastnight。

Iwasmadclearthrough,andIstayedmadallnight。IknowIdidbecauseIwokeupthreetimesandIwasjustfuriouseverytime。Butthismorningitwasover。Iwasn’tinatemperanymore——anditleftadreadfulsortofgoneness,too。Ifeltsoashamedofmyself。ButIjustcouldn’tthinkofgoingandtellingMrs。Lyndeso。Itwouldbesohumili-

ating。ImadeupmymindI’dstayshutuphereforeverratherthandothat。Butstill——I’ddoanythingforyou——ifyoureallywantmeto——"

"Wellnow,ofcourseIdo。It’sterriblelonesomedownstairswithoutyou。Justgoandsmooththingsover——

that’sagoodgirl。"

"Verywell,"saidAnneresignedly。"I’lltellMarillaassoonasshecomesinI’verepented。"

"That’sright——that’sright,Anne。Butdon’ttellMarillaI

saidanythingaboutit。ShemightthinkIwasputtingmyoarinandIpromisednottodothat。"

"Wildhorseswon’tdragthesecretfromme,"promisedAnnesolemnly。"Howwouldwildhorsesdragasecretfromapersonanyhow?"

ButMatthewwasgone,scaredathisownsuccess。HefledhastilytotheremotestcornerofthehorsepasturelestMarillashouldsuspectwhathehadbeenupto。Marillaherself,uponherreturntothehouse,wasagreeablysurprisedtohearaplaintivevoicecalling,"Marilla"overthebanisters。

"Well?"shesaid,goingintothehall。

"I’msorryIlostmytemperandsaidrudethings,andI’mwillingtogoandtellMrs。Lyndeso。"

"Verywell。"Marilla’scrispnessgavenosignofherrelief。ShehadbeenwonderingwhatunderthecanopysheshoulddoifAnnedidnotgivein。"I’lltakeyoudownaftermilking。"

Accordingly,aftermilking,beholdMarillaandAnnewalkingdownthelane,theformererectandtriumphant,thelatterdroopinganddejected。ButhalfwaydownAnne’sdejectionvanishedasifbyenchantment。Sheliftedherheadandsteppedlightlyalong,hereyesfixedonthesunsetskyandanairofsubduedexhilarationabouther。

Marillabeheldthechangedisapprovingly。ThiswasnomeekpenitentsuchasitbehoovedhertotakeintothepresenceoftheoffendedMrs。Lynde。

"Whatareyouthinkingof,Anne?"sheaskedsharply。

"I’mimaginingoutwhatImustsaytoMrs。Lynde,"

answeredAnnedreamily。

Thiswassatisfactory——orshouldhavebeenso。ButMarillacouldnotridherselfofthenotionthatsomethinginherschemeofpunishmentwasgoingaskew。Annehadnobusinesstolooksoraptandradiant。

RaptandradiantAnnecontinueduntiltheywereintheverypresenceofMrs。Lynde,whowassittingknittingbyherkitchenwindow。Thentheradiancevanished。Mournfulpenitenceappearedoneveryfeature。BeforeawordwasspokenAnnesuddenlywentdownonherkneesbeforetheastonishedMrs。Rachelandheldoutherhandsbeseechingly。

"Oh,Mrs。Lynde,Iamsoextremelysorry,"shesaidwithaquiverinhervoice。"Icouldneverexpressallmysorrow,no,notifIusedupawholedictionary。Youmustjustimagineit。Ibehavedterriblytoyou——andI’vedisgracedthedearfriends,MatthewandMarilla,whohaveletmestayatGreenGablesalthoughI’mnotaboy。

I’madreadfullywickedandungratefulgirl,andIdeservetobepunishedandcastoutbyrespectablepeopleforever。

Itwasverywickedofmetoflyintoatemperbecauseyoutoldmethetruth。ItWASthetruth;everywordyousaidwastrue。MyhairisredandI’mfreckledandskinnyandugly。WhatIsaidtoyouwastrue,too,butIshouldn’thavesaidit。Oh,Mrs。Lynde,please,please,forgiveme。

Ifyourefuseitwillbealifelongsorrowonapoorlittleorphangirlwouldyou,evenifshehadadreadfultemper?

Oh,Iamsureyouwouldn’t。Pleasesayyouforgiveme,Mrs。Lynde。"

Anneclaspedherhandstogether,bowedherhead,andwaitedforthewordofjudgment。

Therewasnomistakinghersincerity——itbreathedineverytoneofhervoice。BothMarillaandMrs。Lynderecognizeditsunmistakablering。Buttheformerunder-

stoodindismaythatAnnewasactuallyenjoyinghervalleyofhumiliation——wasrevelinginthethoroughnessofherabasement。Wherewasthewholesomepunishmentuponwhichshe,Marilla,hadplumedherself?Annehadturneditintoaspeciesofpositivepleasure。

GoodMrs。Lynde,notbeingoverburdenedwithperception,didnotseethis。SheonlyperceivedthatAnnehadmadeaverythoroughapologyandallresentmentvanishedfromherkindly,ifsomewhatofficious,heart。

"There,there,getup,child,"shesaidheartily。"OfcourseIforgiveyou。IguessIwasalittletoohardonyou,anyway。ButI’msuchanoutspokenperson。Youjustmustn’tmindme,that’swhat。Itcan’tbedeniedyourhairisterriblered;butIknewagirlonce——wenttoschoolwithher,infact——whosehairwaseverymiteasredasyourswhenshewasyoung,butwhenshegrewupitdarkenedtoarealhandsomeauburn。Iwouldn’tbeamitesurprisedifyoursdid,too——notamite。"

"Oh,Mrs。Lynde!"Annedrewalongbreathassherosetoherfeet。"Youhavegivenmeahope。Ishallalwaysfeelthatyouareabenefactor。Oh,IcouldendureanythingifI

onlythoughtmyhairwouldbeahandsomeauburnwhenI

grewup。Itwouldbesomucheasiertobegoodifone’shairwasahandsomeauburn,don’tyouthink?AndnowmayIgooutintoyourgardenandsitonthatbenchundertheapple-treeswhileyouandMarillaaretalking?Thereissomuchmorescopeforimaginationoutthere。"

"Laws,yes,runalong,child。AndyoucanpickabouquetofthemwhiteJuneliliesoverinthecornerifyoulike。"

AsthedoorclosedbehindAnneMrs。Lyndegotbrisklyuptolightalamp。

"She’sarealoddlittlething。Takethischair,Marilla;

it’seasierthantheoneyou’vegot;Ijustkeepthatforthehiredboytositon。Yes,shecertainlyisanoddchild,butthereissomethingkindoftakingaboutherafterall。

Idon’tfeelsosurprisedatyouandMatthewkeepingherasIdid——norsosorryforyou,either。Shemayturnoutallright。Ofcourse,shehasaqueerwayofexpressingherself——

alittletoo——well,tookindofforcible,youknow;butshe’lllikelygetoverthatnowthatshe’scometoliveamongcivilizedfolks。Andthen,hertemper’sprettyquick,I

guess;butthere’sonecomfort,achildthathasaquicktemper,justblazeupandcooldown,ain’tneverlikelytobeslyordeceitful。Preservemefromaslychild,that’swhat。Onthewhole,Marilla,Ikindoflikeher。"

WhenMarillawenthomeAnnecameoutofthefragranttwilightoftheorchardwithasheafofwhitenarcissiinherhands。

"Iapologizedprettywell,didn’tI?"shesaidproudlyastheywentdownthelane。"IthoughtsinceIhadtodoitImightaswelldoitthoroughly。"

"Youdiditthoroughly,allrightenough,"wasMarilla’scomment。Marillawasdismayedatfindingherselfinclinedtolaughovertherecollection。ShehadalsoanuneasyfeelingthatsheoughttoscoldAnneforapologizingsowell;

butthen,thatwasridiculous!Shecompromisedwithherconsciencebysayingseverely:

"Ihopeyouwon’thaveoccasiontomakemanymoresuchapologies。Ihopeyou’lltrytocontrolyourtempernow,Anne。"

"Thatwouldn’tbesohardifpeoplewouldn’ttwitmeaboutmylooks,"saidAnnewithasigh。"Idon’tgetcrossaboutotherthings;butI’mSOtiredofbeingtwittedaboutmyhairanditjustmakesmeboilrightover。DoyousupposemyhairwillreallybeahandsomeauburnwhenIgrowup?"

"Youshouldn’tthinksomuchaboutyourlooks,Anne。I’mafraidyouareaveryvainlittlegirl。"

"HowcanIbevainwhenIknowI’mhomely?"protestedAnne。"Iloveprettythings;andIhatetolookintheglassandseesomethingthatisn’tpretty。Itmakesmefeelsosorrowful——justasIfeelwhenIlookatanyuglything。Ipityitbecauseitisn’tbeautiful。"

"Handsomeisashandsomedoes,"quotedMarilla。

"I’vehadthatsaidtomebefore,butIhavemydoubtsaboutit,"remarkedskepticalAnne,sniffingathernarcissi。

"Oh,aren’ttheseflowerssweet!ItwaslovelyofMrs。

Lyndetogivethemtome。IhavenohardfeelingsagainstMrs。Lyndenow。Itgivesyoualovely,comfortablefeelingtoapologizeandbeforgiven,doesn’tit?Aren’tthestarsbrighttonight?Ifyoucouldliveinastar,whichonewouldyoupick?I’dlikethatlovelyclearbigoneawayoverthereabovethatdarkhill。"

"Anne,doholdyourtongue。"saidMarilla,thoroughlywornouttryingtofollowthegyrationsofAnne’sthoughts。

Annesaidnomoreuntiltheyturnedintotheirownlane。

Alittlegypsywindcamedownittomeetthem,ladenwiththespicyperfumeofyoungdew-wetferns。FarupintheshadowsacheerfullightgleamedoutthroughthetreesfromthekitchenatGreenGables。AnnesuddenlycameclosetoMarillaandslippedherhandintotheolderwoman’shardpalm。

"It’slovelytobegoinghomeandknowit’shome,"shesaid。

"IloveGreenGablesalready,andIneverlovedanyplacebefore。

Noplaceeverseemedlikehome。Oh,Marilla,I’msohappy。

Icouldprayrightnowandnotfinditabithard。"

SomethingwarmandpleasantwelledupinMarilla’sheartattouchofthatthinlittlehandinherown——athrobofthematernityshehadmissed,perhaps。Itsveryunaccustomednessandsweetnessdisturbedher。Shehastenedtorestorehersensationstotheirnormalcalmbyinculcatingamoral。

"Ifyou’llbeagoodgirlyou’llalwaysbehappy,Anne。

Andyoushouldneverfindithardtosayyourprayers。"

"Sayingone’sprayersisn’texactlythesamethingaspraying,"

saidAnnemeditatively。"ButI’mgoingtoimaginethatI’mthewindthatisblowingupthereinthosetreetops。WhenI

gettiredofthetreesI’llimagineI’mgentlywavingdownhereintheferns——andthenI’llflyovertoMrs。Lynde’sgardenandsettheflowersdancing——andthenI’llgowithonegreatswoopoverthecloverfield——andthenI’llblowovertheLakeofShiningWatersandrippleitallupintolittlesparklingwaves。

Oh,there’ssomuchscopeforimaginationinawind!SoI’llnottalkanymorejustnow,Marilla。"

"Thanksbetogoodnessforthat,"breathedMarillaindevoutrelief。

CHAPTERXI

Anne’sImpressionsofSunday-School"Well,howdoyoulikethem?"saidMarilla。

Annewasstandinginthegableroom,lookingsolemnlyatthreenewdressesspreadoutonthebed。OnewasofsnuffycoloredginghamwhichMarillahadbeentemptedtobuyfromapeddlertheprecedingsummerbecauseitlookedsoserviceable;onewasofblack-and-whitecheckeredsateenwhichshehadpickedupatabargaincounterinthewinter;andonewasastiffprintofanuglyblueshadewhichshehadpurchasedthatweekataCarmodystore。

Shehadmadethemupherself,andtheywereallmadealike——plainskirtsfulledtightlytoplainwaists,withsleevesasplainaswaistandskirtandtightassleevescouldbe。

"I’llimaginethatIlikethem,"saidAnnesoberly。

"Idon’twantyoutoimagineit,"saidMarilla,offended。

"Oh,Icanseeyoudon’tlikethedresses!Whatisthematterwiththem?Aren’ttheyneatandcleanandnew?"

"Yes。"

"Thenwhydon’tyoulikethem?"

"They’re——they’renot——pretty,"saidAnnereluctantly。

"Pretty!"Marillasniffed。"Ididn’ttroublemyheadaboutgettingprettydressesforyou。Idon’tbelieveinpamperingvanity,Anne,I’lltellyouthatrightoff。Thosedressesaregood,sensible,serviceabledresses,withoutanyfrillsorfurbelowsaboutthem,andthey’reallyou’llgetthissummer。Thebrownginghamandtheblueprintwilldoyouforschoolwhenyoubegintogo。ThesateenisforchurchandSundayschool。I’llexpectyoutokeepthemneatandcleanandnottotearthem。Ishouldthinkyou’dbegratefultogetmostanythingafterthoseskimpywinceythingsyou’vebeenwearing。"

"Oh,IAMgrateful,"protestedAnne。"ButI’dbeeversomuchgratefullerif——ifyou’dmadejustoneofthemwithpuffedsleeves。Puffedsleevesaresofashionablenow。

Itwouldgivemesuchathrill,Marilla,justtowearadresswithpuffedsleeves。"

"Well,you’llhavetodowithoutyourthrill。Ihadn’tanymaterialtowasteonpuffedsleeves。Ithinktheyareridiculous-lookingthingsanyhow。Iprefertheplain,sensibleones。"

"ButI’dratherlookridiculouswheneverybodyelsedoesthanplainandsensibleallbymyself,"persistedAnnemournfully。

"Trustyouforthat!Well,hangthosedressescarefullyupinyourcloset,andthensitdownandlearntheSundayschoollesson。IgotaquarterlyfromMr。Bellforyouandyou’llgotoSundayschooltomorrow,"saidMarilla,disap-

pearingdownstairsinhighdudgeon。

Anneclaspedherhandsandlookedatthedresses。

"Ididhopetherewouldbeawhiteonewithpuffedsleeves,"shewhispereddisconsolately。"Iprayedforone,butIdidn’tmuchexpectitonthataccount。Ididn’tsupposeGodwouldhavetimetobotheraboutalittleorphangirl’sdress。IknewI’djusthavetodependonMarillaforit。Well,fortunatelyIcanimaginethatoneofthemisofsnow-whitemuslinwithlovelylacefrillsandthree-puffedsleeves。"

ThenextmorningwarningsofasickheadachepreventedMarillafromgoingtoSunday-schoolwithAnne。

"You’llhavetogodownandcallforMrs。Lynde,Anne。"

shesaid。"She’llseethatyougetintotherightclass。

Now,mindyoubehaveyourselfproperly。StaytopreachingafterwardsandaskMrs。Lyndetoshowyouourpew。Here’sacentforcollection。Don’tstareatpeopleanddon’tfidget。

Ishallexpectyoutotellmethetextwhenyoucomehome。"

Annestartedoffirreproachable,arrayedinthestiffblack-

and-whitesateen,which,whiledecentasregardslengthandcertainlynotopentothechargeofskimpiness,contrivedtoemphasizeeverycornerandangleofherthinfigure。

Herhatwasalittle,flat,glossy,newsailor,theextremeplainnessofwhichhadlikewisemuchdisappointedAnne,whohadpermittedherselfsecretvisionsofribbonandflowers。Thelatter,however,weresuppliedbeforeAnnereachedthemainroad,forbeingconfrontedhalfwaydownthelanewithagoldenfrenzyofwind-stirredbuttercupsandagloryofwildroses,Annepromptlyandliberallygarlandedherhatwithaheavywreathofthem。WhateverotherpeoplemighthavethoughtoftheresultitsatisfiedAnne,andshetrippedgailydowntheroad,holdingherruddyheadwithitsdecorationofpinkandyellowveryproudly。

WhenshehadreachedMrs。Lynde’shouseshefoundthatladygone。Nothingdaunted,Anneproceededonwardtothechurchalone。Intheporchshefoundacrowdoflittlegirls,allmoreorlessgailyattiredinwhitesandbluesandpinks,andallstaringwithcuriouseyesatthisstrangerintheirmidst,withherextraordinaryheadadornment。AvonlealittlegirlshadalreadyheardqueerstoriesaboutAnne。

Mrs。Lyndesaidshehadanawfultemper;JerryBuote,thehiredboyatGreenGables,saidshetalkedallthetimetoherselfortothetreesandflowerslikeacrazygirl。

Theylookedatherandwhisperedtoeachotherbehindtheirquarterlies。Nobodymadeanyfriendlyadvances,thenorlateronwhentheopeningexerciseswereoverandAnnefoundherselfinMissRogerson’sclass。

MissRogersonwasamiddle-agedladywhohadtaughtaSunday-schoolclassfortwentyyears。Hermethodofteachingwastoasktheprintedquestionsfromthequarterlyandlooksternlyoveritsedgeattheparticularlittlegirlshethoughtoughttoanswerthequestion。ShelookedveryoftenatAnne,andAnne,thankstoMarilla’sdrilling,answeredpromptly;butitmaybequestionedifsheunderstoodverymuchabouteitherquestionoranswer。

ShedidnotthinkshelikedMissRogerson,andshefeltverymiserable;everyotherlittlegirlintheclasshadpuffedsleeves。Annefeltthatlifewasreallynotworthlivingwithoutpuffedsleeves。

"Well,howdidyoulikeSundayschool?"MarillawantedtoknowwhenAnnecamehome。Herwreathhavingfaded,Annehaddiscardeditinthelane,soMarillawassparedtheknowledgeofthatforatime。

"Ididn’tlikeitabit。Itwashorrid。"

"AnneShirley!"saidMarillarebukingly。

Annesatdownontherockerwithalongsigh,kissedoneofBonny’sleaves,andwavedherhandtoablossomingfuchsia。

"TheymighthavebeenlonesomewhileIwasaway,"sheexplained。"AndnowabouttheSundayschool。Ibehavedwell,justasyoutoldme。Mrs。Lyndewasgone,butI

wentrightonmyself。Iwentintothechurch,withalotofotherlittlegirls,andIsatinthecornerofapewbythewindowwhiletheopeningexerciseswenton。Mr。Bellmadeanawfullylongprayer。IwouldhavebeendreadfullytiredbeforehegotthroughifIhadn’tbeensittingbythatwindow。ButitlookedrightoutontheLakeofShiningWaters,soIjustgazedatthatandimaginedallsortsofsplendidthings。"

"Youshouldn’thavedoneanythingofthesort。YoushouldhavelistenedtoMr。Bell。"

"Buthewasn’ttalkingtome,"protestedAnne。"HewastalkingtoGodandhedidn’tseemtobeverymuchinter-

estedinit,either。IthinkhethoughtGodwastoofaroffthough。Therewaslongrowofwhitebircheshangingoverthelakeandthesunshinefelldownthroughthem,’way,’waydown,deepintothewater。Oh,Marilla,itwaslikeabeautifuldream!ItgavemeathrillandIjustsaid,`Thankyouforit,God,’twoorthreetimes。"

"Notoutloud,Ihope,"saidMarillaanxiously。

"Oh,no,justundermybreath。Well,Mr。BelldidgetthroughatlastandtheytoldmetogointotheclassroomwithMissRogerson’sclass。Therewerenineothergirlsinit。

Theyallhadpuffedsleeves。Itriedtoimagineminewerepuffed,too,butIcouldn’t。Whycouldn’tI?ItwasaseasyascouldbetoimaginetheywerepuffedwhenIwasaloneintheeastgable,butitwasawfullyhardthereamongtheotherswhohadreallytrulypuffs。"

"Youshouldn’thavebeenthinkingaboutyoursleevesinSundayschool。Youshouldhavebeenattendingtothelesson。

Ihopeyouknewit。"

"Oh,yes;andIansweredalotofquestions。MissRogersonaskedeversomany。Idon’tthinkitwasfairforhertodoalltheasking。TherewerelotsIwantedtoaskher,butIdidn’tliketobecauseIdidn’tthinkshewasakindredspirit。Thenalltheotherlittlegirlsrecitedaparaphrase。

SheaskedmeifIknewany。ItoldherIdidn’t,butIcouldrecite,`TheDogatHisMaster’sGrave’ifsheliked。

That’sintheThirdRoyalReader。Itisn’tareallytrulyreligiouspieceofpoetry,butit’ssosadandmelancholythatitmightaswellbe。Shesaiditwouldn’tdoandshetoldmetolearnthenineteenthparaphrasefornextSunday。

Ireaditoverinchurchafterwardsandit’ssplendid。Therearetwolinesinparticularthatjustthrillme。

"`QuickastheslaughteredsquadronsfellInMidian’sevilday。’

Idon’tknowwhat`squadrons’meansnor`Midian,’either,butitsoundsSOtragical。IcanhardlywaituntilnextSundaytoreciteit。I’llpracticeitalltheweek。AfterSundayschoolIaskedMissRogerson——becauseMrs。Lyndewastoofaraway——toshowmeyourpew。IsatjustasstillasIcouldandthetextwasRevelations,thirdchapter,secondandthirdverses。Itwasaverylongtext。IfIwasaministerI’dpicktheshort,snappyones。Thesermonwasawfullylong,too。Isupposetheministerhadtomatchittothetext。Ididn’tthinkhewasabitinteresting。Thetroublewithhimseemstobethathehasn’tenoughimagination。

Ididn’tlistentohimverymuch。IjustletmythoughtsrunandIthoughtofthemostsurprisingthings。"

Marillafelthelplesslythatallthisshouldbesternlyreproved,butshewashamperedbytheundeniablefactthatsomeofthethingsAnnehadsaid,especiallyabouttheminister’ssermonsandMr。Bell’sprayers,werewhatsheherselfhadreallythoughtdeepdowninherheartforyears,buthadnevergivenexpressionto。Italmostseemedtoherthatthosesecret,unuttered,criticalthoughtshadsuddenlytakenvisibleandaccusingshapeandforminthepersonofthisoutspokenmorselofneglectedhumanity。

CHAPTERXII

ASolemnVowandPromiseItwasnotuntilthenextFridaythatMarillaheardthestoryoftheflower-wreathedhat。ShecamehomefromMrs。Lynde’sandcalledAnnetoaccount。

"Anne,Mrs。RachelsaysyouwenttochurchlastSundaywithyourhatriggedoutridiculouswithrosesandbuttercups。Whatonearthputyouuptosuchacaper?

Apretty-lookingobjectyoumusthavebeen!"

"Oh。Iknowpinkandyellowaren’tbecomingtome,"beganAnne。

"Becomingfiddlesticks!Itwasputtingflowersonyourhatatall,nomatterwhatcolortheywere,thatwasridiculous。Youarethemostaggravatingchild!"

"Idon’tseewhyit’sanymoreridiculoustowearflowersonyourhatthanonyourdress,"protestedAnne。"Lotsoflittlegirlstherehadbouquetspinnedontheirdresses。

What’sthedifference?"

Marillawasnottobedrawnfromthesafeconcreteintodubiouspathsoftheabstract。

"Don’tanswermebacklikethat,Anne。Itwasverysillyofyoutodosuchathing。Neverletmecatchyouatsuchatrickagain。Mrs。Rachelsaysshethoughtshewouldsinkthroughthefloorwhenshecomeinallriggedoutlikethat。Shecouldn’tgetnearenoughtotellyoutotakethemofftillitwastoolate。Shesayspeopletalkedaboutitsomethingdreadful。OfcoursetheywouldthinkIhadnobettersensethantoletyougodeckedoutlikethat。"

"Oh,I’msosorry,"saidAnne,tearswellingintohereyes。

"Ineverthoughtyou’dmind。TherosesandbuttercupsweresosweetandprettyIthoughtthey’dlooklovelyonmyhat。Lotsofthelittlegirlshadartificialflowersontheirhats。I’mafraidI’mgoingtobeadreadfultrialtoyou。Maybeyou’dbettersendmebacktotheasylum。

Thatwouldbeterrible;Idon’tthinkIcouldendureit;

mostlikelyIwouldgointoconsumption;I’msothinasitis,yousee。Butthatwouldbebetterthanbeingatrialtoyou。"

"Nonsense,"saidMarilla,vexedatherselfforhavingmadethechildcry。"Idon’twanttosendyoubacktotheasylum,I’msure。AllIwantisthatyoushouldbehavelikeotherlittlegirlsandnotmakeyourselfridiculous。Don’tcryanymore。I’vegotsomenewsforyou。DianaBarrycamehomethisafternoon。I’mgoinguptoseeifIcanborrowaskirtpatternfromMrs。Barry,andifyoulikeyoucancomewithmeandgetacquaintedwithDiana。"

Annerosetoherfeet,withclaspedhands,thetearsstillglisteningonhercheeks;thedishtowelshehadbeenhemmingslippedunheededtothefloor。

"Oh,Marilla,I’mfrightened——nowthatithascomeI’mactuallyfrightened。Whatifsheshouldn’tlikeme!Itwouldbethemosttragicaldisappointmentofmylife。"

"Now,don’tgetintoafluster。AndIdowishyouwouldn’tusesuchlongwords。Itsoundssofunnyinalittlegirl。

IguessDiana’lllikeyouwellenough。It’shermotheryou’vegottoreckonwith。Ifshedoesn’tlikeyouitwon’tmatterhowmuchDianadoes。IfshehasheardaboutyouroutbursttoMrs。LyndeandgoingtochurchwithbuttercupsroundyourhatIdon’tknowwhatshe’llthinkofyou。Youmustbepoliteandwellbehaved,anddon’tmakeanyofyourstartlingspeeches。Forpity’ssake,ifthechildisn’tactuallytrembling!"

AnneWAStrembling。Herfacewaspaleandtense。

"Oh,Marilla,you’dbeexcited,too,ifyouweregoingtomeetalittlegirlyouhopedtobeyourbosomfriendandwhosemothermightn’tlikeyou,"shesaidasshehastenedtogetherhat。

TheywentovertoOrchardSlopebytheshortcutacrossthebrookandupthefirryhillgrove。Mrs。BarrycametothekitchendoorinanswertoMarilla’sknock。Shewasatallblack-eyed,black-hairedwoman,withaveryresolutemouth。Shehadthereputationofbeingverystrictwithherchildren。

"Howdoyoudo,Marilla?"shesaidcordially。"Comein。

Andthisisthelittlegirlyouhaveadopted,Isuppose?"

"Yes,thisisAnneShirley,"saidMarilla。

"SpelledwithanE,"gaspedAnne,who,tremulousandexcitedasshewas,wasdeterminedthereshouldbenomisunderstandingonthatimportantpoint。

Mrs。Barry,nothearingornotcomprehending,merelyshookhandsandsaidkindly:

"Howareyou?"

"Iamwellinbodyalthoughconsiderablerumpledupinspirit,thankyouma’am,"saidAnnegravely。ThenasidetoMarillainanaudiblewhisper,"Therewasn’tanythingstartlinginthat,wasthere,Marilla?"

Dianawassittingonthesofa,readingabookwhichshedroppedwhenthecallersentered。Shewasaveryprettylittlegirl,withhermother’sblackeyesandhair,androsycheeks,andthemerryexpressionwhichwasherinheritancefromherfather。

"ThisismylittlegirlDiana,"saidMrs。Barry。"Diana,youmighttakeAnneoutintothegardenandshowheryourflowers。Itwillbebetterforyouthanstrainingyoureyesoverthatbook。Shereadsentirelytoomuch——"thistoMarillaasthelittlegirlswentout——"andIcan’tpreventher,forherfatheraidsandabetsher。She’salwaysporingoverabook。I’mgladshehastheprospectofaplaymate——

perhapsitwilltakehermoreout-of-doors。"

Outsideinthegarden,whichwasfullofmellowsunsetlightstreamingthroughthedarkoldfirstothewestofit,stoodAnneandDiana,gazingbashfullyateachotheroveraclumpofgorgeoustigerlilies。

TheBarrygardenwasabowerywildernessofflowerswhichwouldhavedelightedAnne’sheartatanytimelessfraughtwithdestiny。Itwasencircledbyhugeoldwillowsandtallfirs,beneathwhichflourishedflowersthatlovedtheshade。Prim,right-angledpathsneatlyborderedwithclamshells,intersecteditlikemoistredribbonsandinthebedsbetweenold-fashionedflowersranriot。Therewererosybleeding-heartsandgreatsplendidcrimsonpeonies;

white,fragrantnarcissiandthorny,sweetScotchroses;

pinkandblueandwhitecolumbinesandlilac-tintedBouncingBets;clumpsofsouthernwoodandribbongrassandmint;

purpleAdam-and-Eve,daffodils,andmassesofsweetcloverwhitewithitsdelicate,fragrant,featherysprays;

scarletlightningthatshotitsfierylancesoverprimwhitemusk-flowers;agardenitwaswheresunshinelingeredandbeeshummed,andwinds,beguiledintoloitering,purredandrustled。

"Oh,Diana,"saidAnneatlast,claspingherhandsandspeakingalmostinawhisper,"oh,doyouthinkyoucanlikemealittle——enoughtobemybosomfriend?"

Dianalaughed。Dianaalwayslaughedbeforeshespoke。

"Why,Iguessso,"shesaidfrankly。"I’mawfullygladyou’vecometoliveatGreenGables。Itwillbejollytohavesomebodytoplaywith。Thereisn’tanyothergirlwholivesnearenoughtoplaywith,andI’venosistersbigenough。"

"Willyousweartobemyfriendforeverandever?"demandedAnneeagerly。

Dianalookedshocked。

"Whyit’sdreadfullywickedtoswear,"shesaidrebukingly。

"Ohno,notmykindofswearing。Therearetwokinds,youknow。"

"Ineverheardofbutonekind,"saidDianadoubtfully。

"Therereallyisanother。Oh,itisn’twickedatall。Itjustmeansvowingandpromisingsolemnly。"

"Well,Idon’tminddoingthat,"agreedDiana,relieved。

"Howdoyoudoit?"

"Wemustjoinhands——so,"saidAnnegravely。"Itoughttobeoverrunningwater。We’lljustimaginethispathisrunningwater。I’llrepeattheoathfirst。Isolemnlysweartobefaithfultomybosomfriend,DianaBarry,aslongasthesunandmoonshallendure。Nowyousayitandputmynamein。"

Dianarepeatedthe"oath"withalaughforeandaft。Thenshesaid:

"You’reaqueergirl,Anne。Iheardbeforethatyouwerequeer。ButIbelieveI’mgoingtolikeyourealwell。"

WhenMarillaandAnnewenthomeDianawentwiththemasforasthelogbridge。Thetwolittlegirlswalkedwiththeirarmsabouteachother。Atthebrooktheypartedwithmanypromisestospendthenextafternoontogether。

"Well,didyoufindDianaakindredspirit?"askedMarillaastheywentupthroughthegardenofGreenGables。

"Ohyes,"sighedAnne,blissfullyunconsciousofanysarcasmonMarilla’spart。"OhMarilla,I’mthehappiestgirlonPrinceEdwardIslandthisverymoment。IassureyouI’llsaymyprayerswitharightgood-willtonight。

DianaandIaregoingtobuildaplayhouseinMr。WilliamBell’sbirchgrovetomorrow。CanIhavethosebrokenpiecesofchinathatareoutinthewoodshed?Diana’sbirthdayisinFebruaryandmineisinMarch。Don’tyouthinkthatisaverystrangecoincidence?Dianaisgoingtolendmeabooktoread。Shesaysit’sperfectlysplendidandtremendouslyexciting。She’sgoingtoshowmeaplacebackinthewoodswherericeliliesgrow。Don’tyouthinkDianahasgotverysoulfuleyes?IwishIhadsoulfuleyes。Dianaisgoingtoteachmetosingasongcalled`NellyintheHazelDell。’She’sgoingtogivemeapicturetoputupinmyroom;it’saperfectlybeautifulpicture,shesays——alovelyladyinapalebluesilkdress。

Asewing-machineagentgaveittoher。IwishIhadsomethingtogiveDiana。I’maninchtallerthanDiana,butsheiseversomuchfatter;shesaysshe’dliketobethinbecauseit’ssomuchmoregraceful,butI’mafraidsheonlysaidittosoothemyfeelings。We’regoingtotheshoresomedaytogathershells。

WehaveagreedtocallthespringdownbythelogbridgetheDryad’sBubble。Isn’tthataperfectlyelegantname?Ireadastoryonceaboutaspringcalledthat。Adryadissortofagrown-upfairy,Ithink。"

"Well,allIhopeisyouwon’ttalkDianatodeath,"saidMarilla。"Butrememberthisinallyourplanning,Anne。

You’renotgoingtoplayallthetimenormostofit。You’llhaveyourworktodoandit’llhavetobedonefirst。"

Anne’scupofhappinesswasfull,andMatthewcausedittooverflow。HehadjustgothomefromatriptothestoreatCarmody,andhesheepishlyproducedasmallparcelfromhispocketandhandedittoAnne,withadeprecatorylookatMarilla。

"Iheardyousayyoulikedchocolatesweeties,soIgotyousome,"hesaid。

"Humph,"sniffedMarilla。"It’llruinherteethandstomach。

There,there,child,don’tlooksodismal。Youcaneatthose,sinceMatthewhasgoneandgotthem。He’dbetterhavebroughtyoupeppermints。They’rewholesomer。Don’tsickenyourselfeatingallthematoncenow。"

"Oh,no,indeed,Iwon’t,"saidAnneeagerly。"I’lljusteatonetonight,Marilla。AndIcangiveDianahalfofthem,can’tI?TheotherhalfwilltastetwiceassweettomeifIgivesometoher。It’sdelightfultothinkIhavesomethingtogiveher。"

"Iwillsayitforthechild,"saidMarillawhenAnnehadgonetohergable,"sheisn’tstingy。I’mglad,forofallfaultsIdeteststinginessinachild。Dearme,it’sonlythreeweekssinceshecame,anditseemsasifshe’dbeenherealways。Ican’timaginetheplacewithouther。Now,don’tbelookingItold-you-so,Matthew。That’sbadenoughinawoman,butitisn’ttobeenduredinaman。I’mperfectlywillingtoownupthatI’mgladIconsentedtokeepthechildandthatI’mgettingfondofher,butdon’tyourubitin,MatthewCuthbert。"

CHAPTERXIII

TheDelightsofAnticipation"It’stimeAnnewasintodohersewing,"saidMarilla,glancingattheclockandthenoutintotheyellowAugustafternoonwhereeverythingdrowsedintheheat。"ShestayedplayingwithDianamorethanhalfanhourmore’nIgaveherleaveto;andnowshe’sperchedoutthereonthewoodpiletalkingtoMatthew,nineteentothedozen,whensheknowsperfectlywellsheoughttobeatherwork。Andofcoursehe’slisteningtoherlikeaperfectninny。

Ineversawsuchaninfatuatedman。Themoreshetalksandtheodderthethingsshesays,themorehe’sdelightedevidently。

AnneShirley,youcomerightinherethisminute,doyouhearme!"

AseriesofstaccatotapsonthewestwindowbroughtAnneflyinginfromtheyard,eyesshining,cheeksfaintlyflushedwithpink,unbraidedhairstreamingbehindherinatorrentofbrightness。

"Oh,Marilla,"sheexclaimedbreathlessly,"there’sgoingtobeaSunday-schoolpicnicnextweek——inMr。HarmonAndrews’sfield,rightnearthelakeofShiningWaters。AndMrs。SuperintendentBellandMrs。RachelLyndearegoingtomakeicecream——thinkofit,Marilla——ICECREAM!And,oh,Marilla,canIgotoit?"

"Justlookattheclock,ifyouplease,Anne。WhattimedidI

tellyoutocomein?"

"Twoo’clock——butisn’titsplendidaboutthepicnic,Marilla?

PleasecanIgo?Oh,I’veneverbeentoapicnic——I’vedreamedofpicnics,butI’venever——"

"Yes,Itoldyoutocomeattwoo’clock。Andit’saquartertothree。I’dliketoknowwhyyoudidn’tobeyme,Anne。"

"Why,Imeantto,Marilla,asmuchascouldbe。ButyouhavenoideahowfascinatingIdlewildis。Andthen,ofcourse,IhadtotellMatthewaboutthepicnic。Matthewissuchasympatheticlistener。PleasecanIgo?"

"You’llhavetolearntoresistthefascinationofIdlewhatever-

you-call-it。WhenItellyoutocomeinatacertaintimeI

meanthattimeandnothalfanhourlater。Andyouneedn’tstoptodiscoursewithsympatheticlistenersonyourway,either。

Asforthepicnic,ofcourseyoucango。You’reaSunday-schoolscholar,andit’snotlikelyI’drefusetoletyougowhenalltheotherlittlegirlsaregoing。"

"But——but,"falteredAnne,"Dianasaysthateverybodymusttakeabasketofthingstoeat。Ican’tcook,asyouknow,Marilla,and——and——Idon’tmindgoingtoapicnicwithoutpuffedsleevessomuch,butI’dfeelterriblyhumiliatedifIhadtogowithoutabasket。It’sbeenpreyingonmymindeversinceDianatoldme。"

"Well,itneedn’tpreyanylonger。I’llbakeyouabasket。"

"Oh,youdeargoodMarilla。Oh,youaresokindtome。Oh,I’msomuchobligedtoyou。"

Gettingthroughwithher"ohs"AnnecastherselfintoMarilla’sarmsandrapturouslykissedhersallowcheek。ItwasthefirsttimeinherwholelifethatchildishlipshadvoluntarilytouchedMarilla’sface。Againthatsuddensensationofstartlingsweetnessthrilledher。ShewassecretlyvastlypleasedatAnne’simpulsivecaress,whichwasprobablythereasonwhyshesaidbrusquely:

"There,there,nevermindyourkissingnonsense。I’dsoonerseeyoudoingstrictlyasyou’retold。Asforcooking,Imeantobegingivingyoulessonsinthatsomeofthesedays。Butyou’resofeatherbrained,Anne,I’vebeenwaitingtoseeifyou’dsoberdownalittleandlearntobesteadybeforeIbegin。You’vegottokeepyourwitsaboutyouincookingandnotstopinthemiddleofthingstoletyourthoughtsroveallovercreation。Now,getoutyourpatchworkandhaveyoursquaredonebeforeteatime。"

"IdoNOTlikepatchwork,"saidAnnedolefully,huntingoutherworkbasketandsittingdownbeforealittleheapofredandwhitediamondswithasigh。"Ithinksomekindsofsewingwouldbenice;butthere’snoscopeforimaginationinpatchwork。It’sjustonelittleseamafteranotherandyouneverseemtobegettinganywhere。ButofcourseI’dratherbeAnneofGreenGablessewingpatchworkthanAnneofanyotherplacewithnothingtodobutplay。IwishtimewentasquicksewingpatchesasitdoeswhenI’mplayingwithDiana,though。Oh,wedohavesucheleganttimes,Marilla。Ihavetofurnishmostoftheimagination,butI’mwellabletodothat。Dianaissimplyperfectineveryotherway。YouknowthatlittlepieceoflandacrossthebrookthatrunsupbetweenourfarmandMr。Barry’s。

ItbelongstoMr。WilliamBell,andrightinthecornerthereisalittleringofwhitebirchtrees——themostromanticspot,Marilla。DianaandIhaveourplayhousethere。WecallitIdlewild。Isn’tthatapoeticalname?Iassureyouittookmesometimetothinkitout。IstayedawakenearlyawholenightbeforeIinventedit。Then,justasIwasdroppingofftosleep,itcamelikeaninspiration。DianawasENRAPTUREDwhensheheardit。Wehavegotourhousefixedupelegantly。Youmustcomeandseeit,Marilla——won’tyou?Wehavegreatbigstones,allcoveredwithmoss,forseats,andboardsfromtreetotreeforshelves。Andwehaveallourdishesonthem。Ofcourse,they’reallbrokenbutit’stheeasiestthingintheworldtoimaginethattheyarewhole。There’sapieceofaplatewithasprayofredandyellowivyonitthatisespeciallybeautiful。Wekeepitintheparlorandwehavethefairyglassthere,too。Thefairyglassisaslovelyasadream。Dianafounditoutinthewoodsbehindtheirchickenhouse。It’sallfullofrainbows——justlittleyoungrainbowsthathaven’tgrownbigyet——andDiana’smothertoldheritwasbrokenoffahanginglamptheyoncehad。Butit’snicetoimaginethefairieslostitonenightwhentheyhadaball,sowecallitthefairyglass。

Matthewisgoingtomakeusatable。Oh,wehavenamedthatlittleroundpooloverinMr。Barry’sfieldWillowmere。IgotthatnameoutofthebookDianalentme。Thatwasathrillingbook,Marilla。Theheroinehadfivelovers。I’dbesatisfiedwithone,wouldn’tyou?Shewasveryhandsomeandshewentthroughgreattribulations。Shecouldfaintaseasyasanything。

I’dlovetobeabletofaint,wouldn’tyou,Marilla?It’ssoromantic。ButI’mreallyveryhealthyforallI’msothin。

IbelieveI’mgettingfatter,though。Don’tyouthinkIam?

IlookatmyelbowseverymorningwhenIgetuptoseeifanydimplesarecoming。Dianaishavinganewdressmadewithelbowsleeves。Sheisgoingtowearittothepicnic。Oh,IdohopeitwillbefinenextWednesday。Idon’tfeelthatIcouldendurethedisappointmentifanythinghappenedtopreventmefromgettingtothepicnic。IsupposeI’dlivethroughit,butI’mcertainitwouldbealifelongsorrow。Itwouldn’tmatterifI

gottoahundredpicnicsinafteryears;theywouldn’tmakeupformissingthisone。They’regoingtohaveboatsontheLakeofShiningWaters——andicecream,asItoldyou。Ihavenevertastedicecream。Dianatriedtoexplainwhatitwaslike,butI

guessicecreamisoneofthosethingsthatarebeyondimagination。"

"Anne,youhavetalkedevenonfortenminutesbytheclock,"

saidMarilla。"Now,justforcuriosity’ssake,seeifyoucanholdyourtongueforthesamelengthoftime。"

Anneheldhertongueasdesired。Butfortherestoftheweekshetalkedpicnicandthoughtpicnicanddreamedpicnic。OnSaturdayitrainedandsheworkedherselfupintosuchafranticstatelestitshouldkeeponraininguntilandoverWednesdaythatMarillamadehersewanextrapatchworksquarebywayofsteadyinghernerves。

OnSundayAnneconfidedtoMarillaonthewayhomefromchurchthatshegrewactuallycoldalloverwithexcitementwhentheministerannouncedthepicnicfromthepulpit。

"Suchathrillaswentupanddownmyback,Marilla!Idon’tthinkI’deverreallybelieveduntilthenthattherewashonestlygoingtobeapicnic。Icouldn’thelpfearingI’donlyimaginedit。

Butwhenaministersaysathinginthepulpityoujusthavetobelieveit。"

"Yousetyourhearttoomuchonthings,Anne,"saidMarilla,withasigh。"I’mafraidthere’llbeagreatmanydisappointmentsinstoreforyouthroughlife。"

"Oh,Marilla,lookingforwardtothingsishalfthepleasureofthem,"exclaimedAnne。"Youmayn’tgetthethingsthemselves;

butnothingcanpreventyoufromhavingthefunoflookingforwardtothem。Mrs。Lyndesays,`Blessedaretheywhoexpectnothingfortheyshallnotbedisappointed。’ButIthinkitwouldbeworsetoexpectnothingthantobedisappointed。"

Marillaworeheramethystbroochtochurchthatdayasusual。

Marillaalwaysworeheramethystbroochtochurch。Shewouldhavethoughtitrathersacrilegioustoleaveitoff——asbadasforgettingherBibleorhercollectiondime。ThatamethystbroochwasMarilla’smosttreasuredpossession。AseafaringunclehadgivenittohermotherwhointurnhadbequeathedittoMarilla。Itwasanold-fashionedoval,containingabraidofhermother’shair,surroundedbyaborderofveryfineamethysts。

Marillaknewtoolittleaboutpreciousstonestorealizehowfinetheamethystsactuallywere;butshethoughtthemverybeautifulandwasalwayspleasantlyconsciousoftheirvioletshimmeratherthroat,abovehergoodbrownsatindress,evenalthoughshecouldnotseeit。

Annehadbeensmittenwithdelightedadmirationwhenshefirstsawthatbrooch。

"Oh,Marilla,it’saperfectlyelegantbrooch。Idon’tknowhowyoucanpayattentiontothesermonortheprayerswhenyouhaveiton。Icouldn’t,Iknow。Ithinkamethystsarejustsweet。

TheyarewhatIusedtothinkdiamondswerelike。Longago,beforeIhadeverseenadiamond,IreadaboutthemandItriedtoimaginewhattheywouldbelike。Ithoughttheywouldbelovelyglimmeringpurplestones。WhenIsawarealdiamondinalady’sringonedayIwassodisappointedIcried。Ofcourse,itwasverylovelybutitwasn’tmyideaofadiamond。Willyouletmeholdthebroochforoneminute,Marilla?Doyouthinkamethystscanbethesoulsofgoodviolets?"

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