投诉 阅读记录

第2章

CHAPTERFOUR

HismeditationwhichresembledslowdriftingintosuicidewasinterruptedbyLingard,who,withaloud"I’vegotyouatlast!"

droppedhishandheavilyonWillems’shoulder。Thistimeitwastheoldseamanhimselfgoingoutofhiswaytopickuptheuninterestingwaif——allthattherewasleftofthatsuddenandsordidshipwreck。ToWillems,therough,friendlyvoicewasaquickandfleetingrelieffollowedbyasharperpangofangerandunavailingregret。Thatvoicecarriedhimbacktothebeginningofhispromisingcareer,theendofwhichwasveryvisiblenowfromthejettywheretheybothstood。Heshookhimselffreefromthefriendlygrasp,sayingwithreadybitterness——

"It’sallyourfault。Givemeapushnow,do,andsendmeover。

Ihavebeenstandingherewaitingforhelp。Youaretheman——ofallmen。Youhelpedatthebeginning;yououghttohaveahandintheend。"

"Ihavebetteruseforyouthantothrowyoutothefishes,"saidLingard,seriously,takingWillemsbythearmandforcinghimgentlytowalkupthejetty。"Ihavebeenbuzzingoverthistownlikeabluebottlefly,lookingforyouhighandlow。Ihaveheardalot。Iwilltellyouwhat,Willems;youarenosaint,that’safact。Andyouhavenotbeenover-wiseeither。Iamnotthrowingstones,"headded,hastily,asWillemsmadeanefforttogetaway,"butIamnotgoingtomincematters。Nevercould!

YoukeepquietwhileItalk。Can’tyou?"

Withagestureofresignationandahalf-stifledgroanWillemssubmittedtothestrongerwill,andthetwomenpacedslowlyupanddowntheresoundingplanks,whileLingarddisclosedtoWillemstheexactmannerofhisundoing。AfterthefirstshockWillemslostthefacultyofsurpriseintheover-poweringfeelingofindignation。SoitwasVinckandLeonardwhohadservedhimso。Theyhadwatchedhim,trackedhismisdeeds,reportedthemtoHudig。TheyhadbribedobscureChinamen,wormedoutconfidencesfromtipsyskippers,gotatvariousboatmen,andhadpiecedoutinthatwaythestoryofhisirregularities。Theblacknessofthisdarkintriguefilledhimwithhorror。HecouldunderstandVinck。Therewasnolovelostbetweenthem。ButLeonard!

Leonard!

"Why,CaptainLingard,"heburstout,"thefellowlickedmyboots。"

"Yes,yes,yes,"saidLingard,testily,"weknowthat,andyoudidyourbesttocramyourbootdownhisthroat。Nomanlikesthat,myboy。"

"Iwasalwaysgivingmoneytoallthathungrylot,"wentonWillems,passionately。"Alwaysmyhandinmypocket。Theyneverhadtoasktwice。"

"Justso。Yourgenerosityfrightenedthem。Theyaskedthemselveswhereallthatcamefrom,andconcludedthatitwassafertothrowyouoverboard。Afterall,Hudigisamuchgreatermanthanyou,myfriend,andtheyhaveaclaimonhimalso。"

"Whatdoyoumean,CaptainLingard?"

"WhatdoImean?"repeatedLingard,slowly。"Why,youarenotgoingtomakemebelieveyoudidnotknowyourwifewasHudig’sdaughter。Comenow!"

Willemsstoppedsuddenlyandswayedabout。

"Ah!Iunderstand,"hegasped。"Ineverheard……LatelyI

thoughttherewas……Butno,Ineverguessed。"

"Oh,yousimpleton!"saidLingard,pityingly。"’Ponmyword,"hemutteredtohimself,"Idon’tbelievethefellowknew。Well!

well!Steadynow。Pullyourselftogether。What’swrongthere。

Sheisagoodwifetoyou。"

"Excellentwife,"saidWillems,inadrearyvoice,lookingfarovertheblackandscintillatingwater。

"Verywellthen,"wentonLingard,withincreasingfriendliness。

"Nothingwrongthere。ButdidyoureallythinkthatHudigwasmarryingyouoffandgivingyouahouseandIdon’tknowwhat,outofloveforyou?"

"Ihadservedhimwell,"answeredWillems。"Howwell,youknowyourself——throughthickandthin。Nomatterwhatworkandwhatrisk,Iwasalwaysthere;alwaysready。"

Howwellhesawthegreatnessofhisworkandtheimmensityofthatinjusticewhichwashisreward。Shewasthatman’sdaughter!

Inthelightofthisdisclosurethefactsofthelastfiveyearsofhislifestoodclearlyrevealedintheirfullmeaning。HehadspokenfirsttoJoannaatthegateoftheirdwellingashewenttohisworkinthebrilliantflushoftheearlymorning,whenwomenandflowersarecharmingeventothedullesteyes。Amostrespectablefamily——twowomenandayoungman——werehisnext-doorneighbours。Nobodyevercametotheirlittlehousebutthepriest,anativefromtheSpanishislands,nowandthen。TheyoungmanLeonardhehadmetintown,andwasflatteredbythelittlefellow’simmenserespectforthegreatWillems。Helethimbringchairs,callthewaiters,chalkhiscueswhenplayingbilliards,expresshisadmirationinchoicewords。HeevencondescendedtolistenpatientlytoLeonard’sallusionsto"ourbelovedfather,"amanofofficialposition,agovernmentagentinKoti,wherehediedofcholera,alas!avictimtoduty,likeagoodCatholic,andagoodman。Itsoundedveryrespectable,andWillemsapprovedofthosefeelingreferences。Moreover,hepridedhimselfuponhavingnocolour-prejudicesandnoracialantipathies。HeconsentedtodrinkcuracoaoneafternoonontheverandahofMrs。daSouza’shouse。HerememberedJoannathatday,swinginginahammock。Shewasuntidyeventhen,heremembered,andthatwastheonlyimpressionhecarriedawayfromthatvisit。Hehadnotimeforloveinthosegloriousdays,notimeevenforapassingfancy,butgraduallyhefellintothehabitofcallingalmosteverydayatthatlittlehousewherehewasgreetedbyMrs。daSouza’sshrillvoicescreamingforJoannatocomeandentertainthegentlemanfromHudig&Co。Andthenthesuddenandunexpectedvisitofthepriest。Herememberedtheman’sflat,yellowface,histhinlegs,hispropitiatorysmile,hisbeamingblackeyes,hisconciliatingmanner,hisveiledhintswhichhedidnotunderstandatthetime。Howhewonderedwhatthemanwanted,andhowunceremoniouslyhegotridofhim。AndthencamevividlyintohisrecollectionthemorningwhenhemetagainthatfellowcomingoutofHudig’soffice,andhowhewasamusedattheincongruousvisit。AndthatmorningwithHudig!

Wouldheeverforgetit?Wouldheeverforgethissurpriseasthemaster,insteadofplungingatonceintobusiness,lookedathimthoughtfullybeforeturning,withafurtivesmile,tothepapersonthedesk?Hecouldhearhimnow,hisnoseinthepaperbeforehim,droppingastonishingwordsintheintervalsofwheezybreathing。

"Heardsaid……calledthereoften……mostrespectableladies……knewthefatherverywell……estimable……bestthingforayoungman……settledown……Personally,verygladtohear……thingarranged……Suitablerecognitionofvaluableservices……Bestthing——bestthingtodo。"

Andhebelieved!Whatcredulity!Whatanass!Hudigknewthefather!Rather。Andsodideverybodyelseprobably;allexcepthimself。HowproudhehadbeenofHudig’sbenevolentinterestinhisfate!HowproudhewaswheninvitedbyHudigtostaywithhimathislittlehouseinthecountry——wherehecouldmeetmen,menofofficialposition——asafriend。Vinckhadbeengreenwithenvy。Oh,yes!Hehadbelievedinthebestthing,andtookthegirllikeagiftoffortune。HowheboastedtoHudigofbeingfreefromprejudices。Theoldscoundrelmusthavebeenlaughinginhissleeveathisfoolofaconfidentialclerk。Hetookthegirl,guessingnothing。Howcouldhe?Therehadbeenafatherofsomekindtothecommonknowledge。Menknewhim;spokeabouthim。Alankmanofhopelesslymixeddescent,butotherwise——apparently——unobjectionable。Theshadyrelationscameoutafterward,but——withhisfreedomfromprejudices——hedidnotmindthem,because,withtheirhumbledependence,theycompletedhistriumphantlife。Takenin!takenin!Hudighadfoundaneasywaytoprovideforthebeggingcrowd。Hehadshiftedtheburdenofhisyouthfulvagariesontotheshouldersofhisconfidentialclerk;andwhileheworkedforthemaster,themasterhadcheatedhim;hadstolenhisveryselffromhim。Hewasmarried。Hebelongedtothatwoman,nomatterwhatshemightdo!……Hadsworn……foralllife!……Thrownhimselfaway……Andthatmandaredthisverymorningcallhimathief!Damnation!

"Letgo,Lingard!"heshouted,tryingtogetawaybyasuddenjerkfromthewatchfuloldseaman。"Letmegoandkillthat……"

"Noyoudon’t!"pantedLingard,hangingonmanfully。"Youwanttokill,doyou?Youlunatic。Ah!——I’vegotyounow!Bequiet,Isay!"

Theystruggledviolently,LingardforcingWillemsslowlytowardstheguard-rail。Undertheirfeetthejettysoundedlikeadruminthequietnight。Ontheshoreendthenativecaretakerofthewharfwatchedthecombat,squattingbehindthesafeshelterofsomebigcases。Thenextdayheinformedhisfriends,withcalmsatisfaction,thattwodrunkenwhitemenhadfoughtonthejetty。

Ithadbeenagreatfight。Theyfoughtwithoutarms,likewildbeasts,afterthemannerofwhitemen。No!nobodywaskilled,ortherewouldhavebeentroubleandareporttomake。Howcouldheknowwhytheyfought?Whitemenhavenoreasonwhentheyarelikethat。

JustasLingardwasbeginningtofearthathewouldbeunabletorestrainmuchlongertheviolenceoftheyoungerman,hefeltWillems’musclesrelaxing,andtookadvantageofthisopportunitytopinhim,byalasteffort,totherail。Theybothpantedheavily,speechless,theirfacesveryclose。

"Allright,"mutteredWillemsatlast。"Don’tbreakmybackoverthisinfernalrail。Iwillbequiet。"

"Nowyouarereasonable,"saidLingard,muchrelieved。"Whatmadeyouflyintothatpassion?"heasked,leadinghimbacktotheendofthejetty,and,stillholdinghimprudentlywithonehand,hefumbledwiththeotherforhiswhistleandblewashrillandprolongedblast。Overthesmoothwateroftheroadsteadcameinanswerafaintcryfromoneoftheshipsatanchor。

"Myboatwillbeheredirectly,"saidLingard。"Thinkofwhatyouaregoingtodo。Isailto-night。"

"Whatisthereformetodo,exceptonething?"saidWillems,gloomily。

"Lookhere,"saidLingard;"Ipickedyouupasaboy,andconsidermyselfresponsibleforyouinaway。Youtookyourlifeintoyourownhandsmanyyearsago——butstill……"

Hepaused,listening,tillheheardtheregulargrindoftheoarsintherowlocksoftheapproachingboatthenwentonagain。

"IhavemadeitallrightwithHudig。Youowehimnothingnow。

Gobacktoyourwife。Sheisagoodwoman。Gobacktoher。"

"Why,CaptainLingard,"exclaimedWillems,"she……"

"Itwasmostaffecting,"wentonLingard,withoutheedinghim。

"IwenttoyourhousetolookforyouandthereIsawherdespair。Itwasheart-breaking。Shecalledforyou;sheentreatedmetofindyou。Shespokewildly,poorwoman,asifallthiswasherfault。"

Willemslistenedamazed。Theblindoldidiot!Howqueerlyhemisunderstood!Butifitwastrue,ifitwaseventrue,theveryideaofseeingherfilledhissoulwithintenseloathing。Hedidnotbreakhisoath,buthewouldnotgobacktoher。Lethersbethesinofthatseparation;ofthesacredbondbroken。Herevelledintheextremepurityofhisheart,andhewouldnotgobacktoher。Lethercomebacktohim。Hehadthecomfortableconvictionthathewouldneverseeheragain,andthatthroughherownfaultonly。Inthisconvictionhetoldhimselfsolemnlythatifshewouldcometohimhewouldreceiveherwithgenerousforgiveness,becausesuchwasthepraiseworthysolidityofhisprinciples。ButhehesitatedwhetherhewouldorwouldnotdisclosetoLingardtherevoltingcompletenessofhishumiliation。Turnedoutofhishouse——andbyhiswife;thatwomanwhohardlydaredtobreatheinhispresence,yesterday。Heremainedperplexedandsilent。No。Helackedthecouragetotelltheignoblestory。

Astheboatofthebrigappearedsuddenlyontheblackwaterclosetothejetty,Lingardbrokethepainfulsilence。

"Ialwaysthought,"hesaid,sadly,"Ialwaysthoughtyouweresomewhatheartless,Willems,andapttocastadriftthosethatthoughtmostofyou。Iappealtowhatisbestinyou;donotabandonthatwoman。"

"Ihavenotabandonedher,"answeredWillems,quickly,withconscioustruthfulness。"WhyshouldI?Asyousojustlyobserved,shehasbeenagoodwifetome。Averygood,quiet,obedient,lovingwife,andIloveherasmuchasshelovesme。

Everybit。Butastogoingbacknow,tothatplacewhereI……

Towalkagainamongstthosemenwhoyesterdaywerereadytocrawlbeforeme,andthenfeelonmybackthestingoftheirpityingorsatisfiedsmiles——no!Ican’t。Iwouldratherhidefromthematthebottomofthesea,"hewenton,withresoluteenergy。"I

don’tthink,CaptainLingard,"headded,morequietly,"Idon’tthinkthatyourealizewhatmypositionwasthere。"

Inawidesweepofhishandhetookinthesleepingshorefromnorthtosouth,asifwishingitaproudandthreateninggood-bye。Forashortmomentheforgothisdownfallintherecollectionofhisbrillianttriumphs。Amongstthemenofhisclassandoccupationwhosleptinthosedarkhouseshehadbeenindeedthefirst。

"Itishard,"mutteredLingard,pensively。"Butwhosethefault?

Whosethefault?"

"CaptainLingard!"criedWillems,underthesuddenimpulseofafelicitousinspiration,"ifyouleavemehereonthisjetty——it’smurder。Ishallneverreturntothatplacealive,wifeornowife。Youmayjustaswellcutmythroatatonce。"

Theoldseamanstarted。

"Don’ttrytofrightenme,Willems,"hesaid,withgreatseverity,andpaused。

AbovetheaccentsofWillems’brazendespairheheard,withconsiderableuneasiness,thewhisperofhisownabsurdconscience。Hemeditatedforawhilewithanirresoluteair。

"Icouldtellyoutogoanddrownyourself,andbedamnedtoyou,"hesaid,withanunsuccessfulassumptionofbrutalityinhismanner,"butIwon’t。Weareresponsibleforoneanother——worseluck。Iamalmostashamedofmyself,butIcanunderstandyourdirtypride。Ican!By……"

Hebrokeoffwithaloudsighandwalkedbrisklytothesteps,atthebottomofwhichlayhisboat,risingandfallinggentlyontheslightandinvisibleswell。

"Belowthere!Gotalampintheboat?Well,lightitandbringitup,oneofyou。Hurrynow!"

Hetoreoutapageofhispocketbook,moistenedhispencilwithgreatenergyandwaited,stampinghisfeetimpatiently。

"Iwillseethisthingthrough,"hemutteredtohimself。"AndI

willhaveitallsquareandship-shape;seeifIdon’t!Areyougoingtobringthatlamp,yousonofacrippledmud-turtle?Iamwaiting。"

Thegleamofthelightonthepaperplacatedhisprofessionalanger,andhewroterapidly,thefinaldashofhissignaturecurlingthepaperupinatriangulartear。

"TakethattothiswhiteTuan’shouse。Iwillsendtheboatbackforyouinhalfanhour。"

ThecoxswainraisedhislampdeliberatelytoWillem’sface。

"ThisTuan?Tau!Iknow。"

"Quickthen!"saidLingard,takingthelampfromhim——andthemanwentoffatarun。

"Kassimem!Totheladyherself,"calledLingardafterhim。

Then,whenthemandisappeared,heturnedtoWillems。

"Ihavewrittentoyourwife,"hesaid。"Ifyoudonotreturnforgood,youdonotgobacktothathouseonlyforanotherparting。Youmustcomeasyoustand。Iwon’thavethatpoorwomantormented。Iwillseetoitthatyouarenotseparatedforlong。Trustme!"

Willemsshivered,thensmiledinthedarkness。

"Nofearofthat,"hemuttered,enigmatically。"Itrustyouimplicitly,CaptainLingard,"headded,inaloudertone。

Lingardledthewaydownthesteps,swingingthelampandspeakingoverhisshoulder。

"Itisthesecondtime,Willems,Itakeyouinhand。Minditisthelast。Thesecondtime;andtheonlydifferencebetweenthenandnowisthatyouwerebare-footedthenandhavebootsnow。Infourteenyears。Withallyoursmartness!Apoorresultthat。A

verypoorresult。"

Hestoodforawhileonthelowestplatformofthesteps,thelightofthelampfallingontheupturnedfaceofthestrokeoar,whoheldthegunwaleoftheboatclosealongside,readyforthecaptaintostepin。

"Yousee,"hewenton,argumentatively,fumblingaboutthetopofthelamp,"yougotyourselfsocrookedamongstthose’longshorequill-driversthatyoucouldnotrunclearinanyway。That’swhatcomesofsuchtalkasyours,andofsuchalife。Amanseessomuchfalsehoodthathebeginstolietohimself。Pah!"hesaid,indisgust,"there’sonlyoneplaceforanhonestman。Thesea,myboy,thesea!Butyouneverwould;didn’tthinktherewasenoughmoneyinit;andnow——look!"

Heblewthelightout,and,steppingintotheboat,stretchedquicklyhishandtowardsWillems,withfriendlycare。Willemssatbyhiminsilence,andtheboatshovedoff,sweepinginawidecircletowardsthebrig。

"Yourcompassionisallformywife,CaptainLingard,"saidWillems,moodily。"DoyouthinkIamsoveryhappy?"

"No!no!"saidLingard,heartily。"Notawordmoreshallpassmylips。Ihadtospeakmymindonce,seeingthatIknewyoufromachild,sotospeak。AndnowIshallforget;butyouareyoungyet。Lifeisverylong,"hewenton,withunconscioussadness;

"letthisbealessontoyou。"

HelaidhishandaffectionatelyonWillems’shoulder,andtheybothsatsilenttilltheboatcamealongsidetheship’sladder。

WhenonboardLingardgaveorderstohismate,andleadingWillemsonthepoop,satonthebreechofoneofthebrasssix-pounderswithwhichhisvesselwasarmed。Theboatwentoffagaintobringbackthemessenger。Assoonasitwasseenreturningdarkformsappearedonthebrig’sspars;thenthesailsfellinfestoonswithaswishoftheirheavyfolds,andhungmotionlessundertheyardsinthedeadcalmoftheclearanddewynight。Fromtheforwardendcametheclinkofthewindlass,andsoonafterwardsthehailofthechiefmateinformingLingardthatthecablewashoveshort。

"Holdoneverything,"hailedbackLingard;"wemustwaitfortheland-breezebeforeweletgoourholdoftheground。"

HeapproachedWillems,whosatontheskylight,hisbodybentdown,hisheadlow,andhishandshanginglistlesslybetweenhisknees。

"IamgoingtotakeyoutoSambir,"hesaid。"You’veneverheardoftheplace,haveyou?Well,it’supthatriverofmineaboutwhichpeopletalksomuchandknowsolittle。I’vefoundouttheentranceforashipofFlash’ssize。Itisn’teasy。You’llsee。

Iwillshowyou。Youhavebeenatsealongenoughtotakeaninterest……Pityyoudidn’tsticktoit。Well,Iamgoingthere。Ihavemyowntradingpostintheplace。Almayerismypartner。YouknewhimwhenhewasatHudig’s。Oh,helivesthereashappyasaking。D’yesee,Ihavethemallinmypocket。Therajahisanoldfriendofmine。Mywordislaw——andIamtheonlytrader。NootherwhitemanbutAlmayerhadeverbeeninthatsettlement。YouwilllivequietlytheretillIcomebackfrommynextcruisetothewestward。Weshallseethenwhatcanbedoneforyou。Neverfear。Ihavenodoubtmysecretwillbesafewithyou。Keepmumaboutmyriverwhenyougetamongstthetradersagain。There’smanywouldgivetheirearsfortheknowledgeofit。I’lltellyousomething:that’swhereIgetallmyguttahandrattans。Simplyinexhaustible,myboy。"

WhileLingardspokeWillemslookedupquickly,butsoonhisheadfellonhisbreastinthediscouragingcertitudethattheknowledgeheandHudighadwishedforsomuchhadcometohimtoolate。Hesatinalistlessattitude。

"YouwillhelpAlmayerinhistradingifyouhaveaheartforit,"continuedLingard,"justtokilltimetillIcomebackforyou。Onlysixweeksorso。"

Overtheirheadsthedampsailsflutterednoisilyinthefirstfaintpuffofthebreeze;then,astheairsfreshened,thebrigtendedtothewind,andthesilencedcanvaslayquietlyaback。

Thematespokewithlowdistinctnessfromtheshadowsofthequarter-deck。

"There’sthebreeze。Whichwaydoyouwanttocasther,CaptainLingard?"

Lingard’seyes,thathadbeenfixedaloft,glanceddownatthedejectedfigureofthemansittingontheskylight。Heseemedtohesitateforaminute。

"Tothenorthward,tothenorthward,"heanswered,testily,asifannoyedathisownfleetingthought,"andbearahandthere。

Everypuffofwindisworthmoneyintheseseas。"

Heremainedmotionless,listeningtotherattleofblocksandthecreakingoftrussesasthehead-yardswerehauledround。Sailwasmadeontheshipandthewindlassmannedagainwhilehestoodstill,lostinthought。Heonlyrousedhimselfwhenabarefootedseacannieglidedpasthimsilentlyonhiswaytothewheel。

"Putthehelmaport!Hardover!"hesaid,inhisharshsea-voice,tothemanwhosefaceappearedsuddenlyoutofthedarknessinthecircleoflightthrownupwardsfromthebinnaclelamps。

Theanchorwassecured,theyardstrimmed,andthebrigbegantomoveoutoftheroadstead。Theseawokeupunderthepushofthesharpcutwater,andwhisperedsoftlytotheglidingcraftinthattenderandripplingmurmurinwhichitspeakssometimestothoseitnursesandloves。Lingardstoodbythetaff-raillistening,withapleasedsmiletilltheFlashbegantodrawclosetotheonlyothervesselintheanchorage。

"Here,Willems,"hesaid,callinghimtohisside,"d’yeseethatbarquehere?That’sanArabvessel。Whitemenhavemostlygivenupthegame,butthisfellowdropsinmywakeoften,andlivesinhopesofcuttingmeoutinthatsettlement。NotwhileIlive,I

trust。Yousee,Willems,Ibroughtprosperitytothatplace。I

composedtheirquarrels,andsawthemgrowundermyeyes。

There’speaceandhappinessthere。IammoremastertherethanhisDutchExcellencydowninBataviaeverwillbewhensomedayalazyman-of-warblundersatlastagainsttheriver。ImeantokeeptheArabsoutofit,withtheirliesandtheirintrigues。I

shallkeepthevenomousbreedout,ifitcostsmemyfortune。"

TheFlashdrewquietlyabreastofthebarque,andwasbeginningtodropitasternwhenawhitefigurestarteduponthepoopoftheArabvessel,andavoicecalledout——

"GreetingtotheRajahLaut!"

"Toyougreeting!"answeredLingard,afteramomentofhesitatingsurprise。ThenheturnedtoWillemswithagrimsmile。"That’sAbdulla’svoice,"hesaid。"Mightycivilallofasudden,isn’the?Iwonderwhatitmeans。Justlikehisimpudence!Nomatter!Hiscivilityorhisimpudenceareallonetome。Iknowthatthisfellowwillbeunderwayandaftermelikeashot。I

don’tcare!Ihavetheheelsofanythingthatfloatsintheseseas,"headded,whilehisproudandlovingglanceranoverandrestedfondlyamongstthebrig’sloftyandgracefulspars。

CHAPTERFIVE

"Itwasthewritingonhisforehead,"saidBabalatchi,addingacoupleofsmallstickstothelittlefirebywhichhewassquatting,andwithoutlookingatLakambawholaydownsupportedonhiselbowontheothersideoftheembers。"Itwaswrittenwhenhewasbornthatheshouldendhislifeindarkness,andnowheislikeamanwalkinginablacknight——withhiseyesopen,yetseeingnot。Iknewhimwellwhenhehadslaves,andmanywives,andmuchmerchandise,andtradingpraus,andprausforfighting。Hai——ya!HewasagreatfighterinthedaysbeforethebreathoftheMercifulputoutthelightinhiseyes。Hewasapilgrim,andhadmanyvirtues:hewasbrave,hishandwasopen,andhewasagreatrobber。Formanyyearsheledthementhatdrankbloodonthesea:firstinprayerandfirstinfight!HaveInotstoodbehindhimwhenhisfacewasturnedtotheWest?

HaveInotwatchedbyhissideshipswithhighmastsburninginastraightflameonthecalmwater?HaveInotfollowedhimondarknightsamongstsleepingmenthatwokeuponlytodie?HisswordwasswifterthanthefirefromHeaven,andstruckbeforeitflashed。Hai!Tuan!Thosewerethedaysandthatwasaleader,andImyselfwasyounger;andinthosedaystherewerenotsomanyfireshipswithgunsthatdealfierydeathfromafar。Overthehillandovertheforest——O!TuanLakamba!theydroppedwhistlingfireballsintothecreekwhereourpraustookrefuge,andwheretheydarednotfollowmenwhohadarmsintheirhands。"

Heshookhisheadwithmournfulregretandthrewanotherhandfuloffuelonthefire。Theburstofclearflamelituphisbroad,dark,andpock-markedface,wherethebiglips,stainedwithbetel-juice,lookedlikeadeepandbleedinggashofafreshwound。Thereflectionofthefirelightgleamedbrightlyinhissolitaryeye,lendingitforamomentafierceanimationthatdiedouttogetherwiththeshort-livedflame。Withquicktouchesofhisbarehandsherakedtheembersintoaheap,then,wipingthewarmashonhiswaistcloth——hisonlygarment——heclaspedhisthinlegswithhisentwinedfingers,andrestedhischinonhisdrawn-upknees。Lakambastirredslightlywithoutchanginghispositionortakinghiseyesofftheglowingcoals,onwhichtheyhadbeenfixedindreamyimmobility。

"Yes,"wentonBabalatchi,inalowmonotone,asifpursuingaloudatrainofthoughtthathaditsbeginninginthesilentcontemplationoftheunstablenatureofearthlygreatness——"yes。

Hehasbeenrichandstrong,andnowhelivesonalms:old,feeble,blind,andwithoutcompanions,butforhisdaughter。TheRajahPatalologiveshimrice,andthepalewoman——hisdaughter——cooksitforhim,forhehasnoslave。"

"Isawherfromafar,"mutteredLakamba,disparagingly。"A

she-dogwithwhiteteeth,likeawomanoftheOrang-Putih。"

"Right,right,"assentedBabalatchi;"butyouhavenotseenhernear。Hermotherwasawomanfromthewest;aBaghdadiwomanwithveiledface。Nowshegoesuncovered,likeourwomendo,forsheispoorandheisblind,andnobodyevercomesnearthemunlesstoaskforacharmorablessinganddepartquicklyforfearofhisangerandoftheRajah’shand。Youhavenotbeenonthatsideoftheriver?"

"Notforalongtime。IfIgo……"

"True!true!"interruptedBabalatchi,soothingly,"butIgooftenalone——foryourgood——andlook——andlisten。Whenthetimecomes;

whenwebothgotogethertowardstheRajah’scampong,itwillbetoenter——andtoremain。"

LakambasatupandlookedatBabalatchigloomily。

"Thisisgoodtalk,once,twice;whenitisheardtoooftenitbecomesfoolish,liketheprattleofchildren。"

"Many,manytimeshaveIseenthecloudyskyandhaveheardthewindoftherainyseasons,"saidBabalatchi,impressively。

"Andwhereisyourwisdom?Itmustbewiththewindandthecloudsofseasonspast,forIdonothearitinyourtalk。"

"Thosearethewordsoftheungrateful!"shoutedBabalatchi,withsuddenexasperation。"Verily,ouronlyrefugeiswiththeOne,theMighty,theRedresserof……"

"Peace!Peace!"growledthestartledLakamba。"Itisbutafriend’stalk。"

Babalatchisubsidedintohisformerattitude,mutteringtohimself。Afterawhilehewentonagaininaloudervoice——

"SincetheRajahLautleftanotherwhitemanhereinSambir,thedaughteroftheblindOmarelBadavihasspokentootherearsthanmine。"

"Wouldawhitemanlistentoabeggar’sdaughter?"saidLakamba,doubtingly。

"Hai!Ihaveseen……"

"Andwhatdidyousee?Oone-eyedone!"exclaimedLakamba,contemptuously。

"Ihaveseenthestrangewhitemanwalkingonthenarrowpathbeforethesuncoulddrythedropsofdewonthebushes,andI

haveheardthewhisperofhisvoicewhenhespokethroughthesmokeofthemorningfiretothatwomanwithbigeyesandapaleskin。Womaninbody,butinheartaman!Sheknowsnofearandnoshame。Ihaveheardhervoicetoo。"

HenoddedtwiceatLakambasagaciouslyandgavehimselfuptosilentmusing,hissolitaryeyefixedimmovablyuponthestraightwallofforestontheoppositebank。Lakambalaysilent,staringvacantly。UnderthemLingard’sownriverrippledsoftlyamongstthepilessupportingthebambooplatformofthelittlewatch-housebeforewhichtheywerelying。Behindthehousethegroundroseinagentleswellofalowhillclearedofthebigtimber,butthicklyovergrownwiththegrassandbushes,nowwitheredandburntupinthelongdroughtofthedryseason。

Thisoldriceclearing,whichhadbeenseveralyearslyingfallow,wasframedonthreesidesbytheimpenetrableandtangledgrowthoftheuntouchedforest,andonthefourthcamedowntothemuddyriverbank。Therewasnotabreathofwindonthelandorriver,buthighabove,inthetransparentsky,littlecloudsrushedpastthemoon,nowappearinginherdiffusedrayswiththebrillianceofsilver,nowobscuringherfacewiththeblacknessofebony。Faraway,inthemiddleoftheriver,afishwouldleapnowandthenwithashortsplash,theveryloudnessofwhichmeasuredtheprofundityoftheoverpoweringsilencethatswallowedupthesharpsoundsuddenly。

Lakambadozeduneasilyoff,butthewakefulBabalatchisatthinkingdeeply,sighingfromtimetotime,andslappinghimselfoverhisnakedtorsoincessantlyinavainendeavourtokeepoffanoccasionalandwanderingmosquitothat,risingashighastheplatformabovetheswarmsoftheriverside,wouldsettlewithapingoftriumphontheunexpectedvictim。Themoon,pursuinghersilentandtoilsomepath,attainedherhighestelevation,andchasingtheshadowoftheroof-eavesfromLakamba’sface,seemedtohangarrestedovertheirheads。Babalatchirevivedthefireandwokeuphiscompanion,whosatupyawningandshiveringdiscontentedly。

Babalatchispokeagaininavoicewhichwaslikethemurmurofabrookthatrunsoverthestones:low,monotonous,persistent;

irresistibleinitspowertowearoutandtodestroythehardestobstacles。Lakambalistened,silentbutinterested。TheywereMalayadventurers;ambitiousmenofthatplaceandtime;theBohemiansoftheirrace。Intheearlydaysofthesettlement,beforetherulerPatalolohadshakenoffhisallegiancetotheSultanofKoti,Lakambaappearedintheriverwithtwosmalltradingvessels。HewasdisappointedtofindalreadysomesemblanceoforganizationamongstthesettlersofvariousraceswhorecognizedtheunobtrusiveswayofoldPatalolo,andhewasnotpoliticenoughtoconcealhisdisappointment。Hedeclaredhimselftobeamanfromtheeast,fromthosepartswherenowhitemanruled,andtobeofanoppressedrace,butofaprincelyfamily。Andtrulyenoughhehadallthegiftsofanexiledprince。Hewasdiscontented,ungrateful,turbulent;amanfullofenvyandreadyforintrigue,withbravewordsandemptypromisesforeveronhislips。Hewasobstinate,buthiswillwasmadeupofshortimpulsesthatneverlastedlongenoughtocarryhimtothegoalofhisambition。ReceivedcoldlybythesuspiciousPatalolo,hepersisted——permissionornopermission——inclearingthegroundonagoodspotsomefourteenmilesdowntheriverfromSambir,andbuilthimselfahousethere,whichhefortifiedbyahighpalisade。Ashehadmanyfollowersandseemedveryreckless,theoldRajahdidnotthinkitprudentatthetimetointerferewithhimbyforce。Oncesettled,hebegantointrigue。ThequarrelofPatalolowiththeSultanofKotiwasofhisfomenting,butfailedtoproducetheresultheexpectedbecausetheSultancouldnotbackhimupeffectivelyatsuchagreatdistance。Disappointedinthatscheme,hepromptlyorganizedanoutbreakoftheBugissettlers,andbesiegedtheoldRajahinhisstockadewithmuchnoisyvalourandafairchanceofsuccess;butLingardthenappearedonthescenewiththearmedbrig,andtheoldseaman’shairyforefinger,shakenmenacinglyinhisface,quelledhismartialardour。NomancaredtoencountertheRajahLaut,andLakamba,withmomentaryresignation,subsidedintoahalf-cultivator,half-trader,andnursedinhisfortifiedhousehiswrathandhisambition,keepingitforuseonamorepropitiousoccasion。

Stillfaithfultohischaracterofaprince-pretender,hewouldnotrecognizetheconstitutedauthorities,answeringsulkilytheRajah’smessenger,whoclaimedthetributeforthecultivatedfields,thattheRajahhadbettercomeandtakeithimself。ByLingard’sadvicehewasleftalone,notwithstandinghisrebelliousmood;andformanydayshelivedundisturbedamongsthiswivesandretainers,cherishingthatpersistentandcauselesshopeofbettertimes,thepossessionofwhichseemstobetheuniversalprivilegeofexiledgreatness。

Butthepassingdaysbroughtnochange。Thehopegrewfaintandthehotambitionburntitselfout,leavingonlyafeebleandexpiringsparkamongstaheapofdullandtepidashesofindolentacquiescencewiththedecreesofFate,tillBabalatchifanneditagainintoabrightflame。Babalatchihadblunderedupontheriverwhileinsearchofasaferefugeforhisdisreputablehead。

Hewasavagabondoftheseas,atrueOrang-Laut,livingbyrapineandplunderofcoastsandshipsinhisprosperousdays;

earninghislivingbyhonestandirksometoilwhenthedaysofadversitywereuponhim。So,althoughattimesleadingtheSulurovers,hehadalsoservedasSerangofcountryships,andinthatwisehadvisitedthedistantseas,beheldthegloriesofBombay,themightoftheMascatiSultan;hadevenstruggledinapiousthrongfortheprivilegeoftouchingwithhislipstheSacredStoneoftheHolyCity。Hegatheredexperienceandwisdominmanylands,andafterattachinghimselftoOmarelBadavi,heaffectedgreatpiety(asbecameapilgrim),althoughunabletoreadtheinspiredwordsoftheProphet。Hewasbraveandbloodthirstywithoutanyaffection,andhehatedthewhitemenwhointerferedwiththemanlypursuitsofthroat-cutting,kidnapping,slave-dealing,andfire-raising,thatweretheonlypossibleoccupationforatruemanofthesea。Hefoundfavourintheeyesofhischief,thefearlessOmarelBadavi,theleaderofBruneirovers,whomhefollowedwithunquestioningloyaltythroughthelongyearsofsuccessfuldepredation。Andwhenthatlongcareerofmurder,robberyandviolencereceiveditsfirstseriouscheckatthehandsofwhitemen,hestoodfaithfullybyhischief,lookedsteadilyattheburstingshells,wasundismayedbytheflamesoftheburningstronghold,bythedeathofhiscompanions,bytheshrieksoftheirwomen,thewailingoftheirchildren;bythesuddenruinanddestructionofallthathedeemedindispensabletoahappyandgloriousexistence。Thebeatengroundbetweenthehouseswasslipperywithblood,andthedarkmangrovesofthemuddycreekswerefullofsighsofthedyingmenwhowerestrickendownbeforetheycouldseetheirenemy。Theydiedhelplessly,forintothetangledforesttherewasnoescape,andtheirswiftpraus,inwhichtheyhadsooftenscouredthecoastandtheseas,nowwedgedtogetherinthenarrowcreek,wereburningfiercely。Babalatchi,withtheclearperceptionofthecomingend,devotedallhisenergiestosavingifitwasbutonlyoneofthem。Hesucceededintime。Whentheendcameintheexplosionofthestoredpowder-barrels,hewasreadytolookforhischief。Hefoundhimhalfdeadandtotallyblinded,withnobodynearhimbuthisdaughterAissa:——thesonshadfallenearlierintheday,asbecamemenoftheircourage。

Helpedbythegirlwiththesteadfastheart,BabalatchicarriedOmaronboardthelightprauandsucceededinescaping,butwithveryfewcompanionsonly。Astheyhauledtheircraftintothenetworkofdarkandsilentcreeks,theycouldhearthecheeringofthecrewsoftheman-of-war’sboatsdashingtotheattackoftherover’svillage。Aissa,sittingonthehighafter-deck,herfather’sblackenedandbleedingheadinherlap,lookedupwithfearlesseyesatBabalatchi。"Theyshallfindonlysmoke,bloodanddeadmen,andwomenmadwithfearthere,butnothingelseliving,"shesaid,mournfully。Babalatchi,pressingwithhisrighthandthedeepgashonhisshoulder,answeredsadly:"Theyareverystrong。Whenwefightwiththemwecanonlydie。Yet,"

headded,menacingly——"someofusstilllive!Someofusstilllive!"

Forashorttimehedreamedofvengeance,buthisdreamwasdispelledbythecoldreceptionoftheSultanofSulu,withwhomtheysoughtrefugeatfirstandwhogavethemonlyacontemptuousandgrudginghospitality。WhileOmar,nursedbyAissa,wasrecoveringfromhiswounds,BabalatchiattendedindustriouslybeforetheexaltedPresencethathadextendedtothemthehandofProtection。Forallthat,whenBabalatchispokeintotheSultan’searcertainproposalsofagreatandprofitableraid,thatwastosweeptheislandsfromTernatetoAcheen,theSultanwasveryangry。"Iknowyou,youmenfromthewest,"heexclaimed,angrily。"YourwordsarepoisoninaRuler’sears。

Yourtalkisoffireandmurderandbooty——butonourheadsfallsthevengeanceofthebloodyoudrink。Begone!"

Therewasnothingtobedone。Timeswerechanged。Sochangedthat,whenaSpanishfrigateappearedbeforetheislandandademandwassenttotheSultantodeliverOmarandhiscompanions,Babalatchiwasnotsurprisedtohearthattheyweregoingtobemadethevictimsofpoliticalexpediency。Butfromthatsaneappreciationofdangertotamesubmissionwasaverylongstep。

AndthenbeganOmar’ssecondflight。Itbeganarmsinhand,forthelittlebandhadtofightinthenightonthebeachforthepossessionofthesmallcanoesinwhichthosethatsurvivedgotawayatlast。Thestoryofthatescapelivesintheheartsofbravemeneventothisday。TheytalkofBabalatchiandofthestrongwomanwhocarriedherblindfatherthroughthesurfunderthefireofthewarshipfromthenorth。Thecompanionsofthatpiraticalandson-lessAeneasaredeadnow,buttheirghostswanderoverthewatersandtheislandsatnight——afterthemannerofghosts——andhauntthefiresbywhichsitarmedmen,asismeetforthespiritsoffearlesswarriorswhodiedinbattle。Theretheymayhearthestoryoftheirowndeeds,oftheirowncourage,sufferinganddeath,onthelipsoflivingmen。Thatstoryistoldinmanyplaces。OnthecoolmatsinbreezyverandahsofRajahs’housesitisalludedtodisdainfullybyimpassivestatesmen,butamongstarmedmenthatthrongthecourtyardsitisatalewhichstillsthemurmurofvoicesandthetinkleofanklets;arreststhepassageofthesiri-vessel,andfixestheeyesinabsorbedgaze。Theytalkofthefight,ofthefearlesswoman,ofthewiseman;oflongsufferingonthethirstyseainleakycanoes;ofthosewhodied……Manydied。Afewsurvived。Thechief,thewoman,andanotheronewhobecamegreat。

TherewasnohintofincipientgreatnessinBabalatchi’sunostentatiousarrivalinSambir。HecamewithOmarandAissainasmallprauloadedwithgreencocoanuts,andclaimedtheownershipofbothvesselandcargo。HowitcametopassthatBabalatchi,fleeingforhislifeinasmallcanoe,managedtoendhishazardousjourneyinavesselfullofavaluablecommodity,isoneofthosesecretsoftheseathatbafflethemostsearchinginquiry。Intruthnobodyinquiredmuch。TherewererumoursofamissingtradingpraubelongingtoMenado,buttheywerevagueandremainedmysterious。Babalatchitoldastorywhich——itmustbesaidinjusticetoPatalolo’sknowledgeoftheworld——wasnotbelieved。WhentheRajahventuredtostatehisdoubts,Babalatchiaskedhimintonesofcalmremonstrancewhetherhecouldreasonablysupposethattwooldishmen——whohadonlyoneeyeamongstthem——andayoungwomanwerelikelytogainpossessionofanythingwhateverbyviolence?CharitywasavirtuerecommendedbytheProphet。Therewerecharitablepeople,andtheirhandwasopentothedeserving。Patalolowaggedhisagedheaddoubtingly,andBabalatchiwithdrewwithashockedmienandputhimselfforthwithunderLakamba’sprotection。Thetwomenwhocompletedtheprau’screwfollowedhimintothatmagnate’scampong。TheblindOmar,withAissa,remainedunderthecareoftheRajah,andtheRajahconfiscatedthecargo。Theprauhauleduponthemud-bank,atthejunctionofthetwobranchesofthePantai,rottedintherain,warpedinthesun,felltopiecesandgraduallyvanishedintothesmokeofhouseholdfiresofthesettlement。Onlyaforgottenplankandaribortwo,stickingneglectedintheshinyoozeforalongtime,servedtoremindBabalatchiduringmanymonthsthathewasastrangerintheland。

Otherwise,hefeltperfectlyathomeinLakamba’sestablishment,wherehispeculiarpositionandinfluencewerequicklyrecognizedandsoonsubmittedtoevenbythewomen。Hehadallatruevagabond’spliabilitytocircumstancesandadaptivenesstomomentarysurroundings。Inhisreadinesstolearnfromexperiencethatcontemptforearlyprinciplessonecessarytoatruestatesman,heequalledthemostsuccessfulpoliticiansofanyage;andhehadenoughpersuasivenessandfirmnessofpurposetoacquireacompletemasteryoverLakamba’svacillatingmind——wheretherewasnothingstablebutanall-pervadingdiscontent。Hekeptthediscontentalive,herekindledtheexpiringambition,hemoderatedthepoorexile’snotunnaturalimpatiencetoattainahighandlucrativeposition。He——themanofviolence——deprecatedtheuseofforce,forhehadaclearcomprehensionofthedifficultsituation。Fromthesamecause,he——thehaterofwhitemen——wouldtosomeextentadmittheeventualexpediencyofDutchprotection。Butnothingshouldbedoneinahurry。WhateverhismasterLakambamightthink,therewasnouseinpoisoningoldPatalolo,hemaintained。Itcouldbedone,ofcourse;butwhatthen?AslongasLingard’sinfluencewasparamount——aslongasAlmayer,Lingard’srepresentative,wastheonlygreattraderofthesettlement,itwasnotworthLakamba’swhile——evenifithadbeenpossible——tograsptheruleoftheyoungstate。KillingAlmayerandLingardwassodifficultandsoriskythatitmightbedismissedasimpracticable。Whatwaswantedwasanalliance;somebodytosetupagainstthewhitemen’sinfluence——andsomebodywho,whilefavourabletoLakamba,wouldatthesametimebeapersonofagoodstandingwiththeDutchauthorities。Arichandconsideredtraderwaswanted。

SuchapersononcefirmlyestablishedinSambirwouldhelpthemtoousttheoldRajah,toremovehimfrompowerorfromlifeiftherewasnootherway。ThenitwouldbetimetoapplytotheOrangBlandaforaflag;forarecognitionoftheirmeritoriousservices;forthatprotectionwhichwouldmakethemsafeforever!ThewordofarichandloyaltraderwouldmeansomethingwiththeRulerdowninBatavia。ThefirstthingtodowastofindsuchanallyandtoinducehimtosettleinSambir。Awhitetraderwouldnotdo。Awhitemanwouldnotfallinwiththeirideas——wouldnotbetrustworthy。Themantheywantedshouldberich,unscrupulous,havemanyfollowers,andbeawell-knownpersonalityintheislands。SuchamanmightbefoundamongsttheArabtraders。Lingard’sjealousy,saidBabalatchi,keptallthetradersoutoftheriver。Somewereafraid,andsomedidnotknowhowtogetthere;othersignoredtheveryexistenceofSambir;agoodmanydidnotthinkitworththeirwhiletoruntheriskofLingard’senmityforthedoubtfuladvantageoftradewithacomparativelyunknownsettlement。Thegreatmajoritywereundesirableoruntrustworthy。AndBabalatchimentionedregretfullythemenhehadknowninhisyoungdays:wealthy,resolute,courageous,reckless,readyforanyenterprise!Butwhylamentthepastandspeakaboutthedead?Thereisoneman——living——great——notfaroff……

SuchwasBabalatchi’slineofpolicylaidbeforehisambitiousprotector。Lakambaassented,hisonlyobjectionbeingthatitwasveryslowwork。Inhisextremedesiretograspdollarsandpower,theunintellectualexilewasreadytothrowhimselfintothearmsofanywanderingcut-throatwhosehelpcouldbesecured,andBabalatchiexperiencedgreatdifficultyinrestraininghimfromunconsideredviolence。ItwouldnotdotoletitbeseenthattheyhadanyhandinintroducinganewelementintothesocialandpoliticallifeofSambir。Therewasalwaysapossibilityoffailure,andinthatcaseLingard’svengeancewouldbeswiftandcertain。Noriskshouldberun。Theymustwait。

Meantimehepervadedthesettlement,squattinginthecourseofeachdaybymanyhouseholdfires,testingthepublictemperandpublicopinion——andalwaystalkingabouthisimpendingdeparture。

AtnighthewouldoftentakeLakamba’ssmallestcanoeanddepartsilentlytopaymysteriousvisitstohisoldchiefontheothersideoftheriver。OmarlivedinodourofsanctityunderthewingofPatalolo。Betweenthebamboofence,enclosingthehousesoftheRajah,andthewildforest,therewasabananaplantation,andonitsfurtheredgestoodtwolittlehousesbuiltonlowpilesunderafewpreciousfruittreesthatgrewonthebanksofaclearbrook,which,bubblingupbehindthehouse,raninitsshortandrapidcoursedowntothebigriver。AlongthebrookanarrowpathledthroughthedensesecondgrowthofaneglectedclearingtothebananaplantationandtothehousesinitwhichtheRajahhadgivenforresidencetoOmar。TheRajahwasgreatlyimpressedbyOmar’sostentatiouspiety,byhisoracularwisdom,byhismanymisfortunes,bythesolemnfortitudewithwhichheborehisaffliction。OftentheoldrulerofSambirwouldvisitinformallytheblindArabandlistengravelytohistalkduringthehothoursofanafternoon。Inthenight,BabalatchiwouldcallandinterruptOmar’srepose,unrebuked。Aissa,standingsilentlyatthedoorofoneofthehuts,couldseethetwooldfriendsastheysatverystillbythefireinthemiddleofthebeatengroundbetweenthetwohouses,talkinginanindistinctmurmurfarintothenight。Shecouldnotheartheirwords,butshewatchedthetwoformlessshadowscuriously。FinallyBabalatchiwouldriseand,takingherfatherbythewrist,wouldleadhimbacktothehouse,arrangehismatsforhim,andgooutquietly。Insteadofgoingaway,Babalatchi,unconsciousofAissa’seyes,oftensatagainbythefire,inalonganddeepmeditation。Aissalookedwithrespectonthatwiseandbraveman——shewasaccustomedtoseeatherfather’ssideaslongasshecouldremember——sittingaloneandthoughtfulinthesilentnightbythedyingfire,hisbodymotionlessandhismindwanderinginthelandofmemories,or——whoknows?——perhapsgropingforaroadinthewastespacesoftheuncertainfuture。

BabalatchinotedthearrivalofWillemswithalarmatthisnewaccessiontothewhitemen’sstrength。Afterwardshechangedhisopinion。HemetWillemsonenightonthepathleadingtoOmar’shouse,andnoticedlateron,withonlyamoderatesurprise,thattheblindArabdidnotseemtobeawareofthenewwhiteman’svisitstotheneighbourhoodofhisdwelling。Once,comingunexpectedlyinthedaytime,Babalatchifanciedhecouldseethegleamofawhitejacketinthebushesontheothersideofthebrook。ThatdayhewatchedAissapensivelyasshemovedaboutpreparingtheeveningrice;butafterawhilehewenthurriedlyawaybeforesunset,refusingOmar’shospitableinvitation,inthenameofAllah,tosharetheirmeal。ThatsameeveninghestartledLakambabyannouncingthatthetimehadcomeatlasttomakethefirstmoveintheirlong-deferredgame。Lakambaaskedexcitedlyforexplanation。Babalatchishookhisheadandpointedtotheflittingshadowsofmovingwomenandtothevagueformsofmensittingbytheeveningfiresinthecourtyard。Notawordwouldhespeakhere,hedeclared。Butwhenthewholehouseholdwasreposing,BabalatchiandLakambapassedsilentamongstsleepinggroupstotheriverside,and,takingacanoe,paddledoffstealthilyontheirwaytothedilapidatedguard-hutintheoldrice-clearing。Theretheyweresafefromalleyesandears,andcouldaccount,ifneedbe,fortheirexcursionbythewishtokilladeer,thespotbeingwellknownasthedrinking-placeofallkindsofgame。IntheseclusionofitsquietsolitudeBabalatchiexplainedhisplantotheattentiveLakamba。HisideawastomakeuseofWillemsforthedestructionofLingard’sinfluence。

"Iknowthewhitemen,Tuan,"hesaid,inconclusion。"InmanylandshaveIseenthem;alwaystheslavesoftheirdesires,alwaysreadytogiveuptheirstrengthandtheirreasonintothehandsofsomewoman。ThefateoftheBelieversiswrittenbythehandoftheMightyOne,buttheywhoworshipmanygodsarethrownintotheworldwithsmoothforeheads,foranywoman’shandtomarktheirdestructionthere。Letonewhitemandestroyanother。

ThewilloftheMostHighisthattheyshouldbefools。Theyknowhowtokeepfaithwiththeirenemies,buttowardseachothertheyknowonlydeception。Hai!Ihaveseen!Ihaveseen!"

Hestretchedhimselffulllengthbeforethefire,andclosedhiseyeinrealorsimulatedsleep。Lakamba,notquiteconvinced,satforalongtimewithhisgazerivetedonthedullembers。Asthenightadvanced,aslightwhitemistrosefromtheriver,andthedecliningmoon,bowedoverthetopsoftheforest,seemedtoseekthereposeoftheearth,likeawaywardandwanderingloverwhoreturnsatlasttolayhistiredandsilentheadonhisbeloved’sbreast。

CHAPTERSIX

"Lendmeyourgun,Almayer,"saidWillems,acrossthetableonwhichasmokylampshoneredlyabovethedisorderofafinishedmeal。"Ihaveamindtogoandlookforadeerwhenthemoonrisesto-night。"

Almayer,sittingsidewisetothetable,hiselbowpushedamongstthedirtyplates,hischinonhisbreastandhislegsstretchedstifflyout,kepthiseyessteadilyonthetoesofhisgrassslippersandlaughedabruptly。

"Youmightsayyesornoinsteadofmakingthatunpleasantnoise,"remarkedWillems,withcalmirritation。

"IfIbelievedonewordofwhatyousay,Iwould,"answeredAlmayerwithoutchanginghisattitudeandspeakingslowly,withpauses,asifdroppinghiswordsonthefloor。"Asitis——what’stheuse?Youknowwherethegunis;youmaytakeitorleaveit。

Gun。Deer。Bosh!Huntdeer!Pah!It’sa……gazelleyouareafter,myhonouredguest。Youwantgoldankletsandsilksarongsforthatgame——mymightyhunter。Andyouwon’tgetthosefortheasking,Ipromiseyou。Alldayamongstthenatives。Afinehelpyouaretome。"

"Youshouldn’tdrinksomuch,Almayer,"saidWillems,disguisinghisfuryunderanaffecteddrawl。"Youhavenohead。Neverhad,asfarasIcanremember,intheolddaysinMacassar。Youdrinktoomuch。"

"Idrinkmyown,"retortedAlmayer,liftinghisheadquicklyanddartinganangryglanceatWillems。

Thosetwospecimensofthesuperiorraceglaredateachothersavagelyforaminute,thenturnedawaytheirheadsatthesamemomentasifbypreviousarrangement,andbothgotup。Almayerkickedoffhisslippersandscrambledintohishammock,whichhungbetweentwowoodencolumnsoftheverandahsoastocatcheveryrarebreezeofthedryseason,andWillems,afterstandingirresolutelybythetableforashorttime,walkedwithoutaworddownthestepsofthehouseandoverthecourtyardtowardsthelittlewoodenjetty,whereseveralsmallcanoesandacoupleofbigwhitewhale-boatsweremadefast,tuggingattheirshortpaintersandbumpingtogetherintheswiftcurrentoftheriver。

Hejumpedintothesmallestcanoe,balancinghimselfclumsily,slippedtherattanpainter,andgaveanunnecessaryandviolentshove,whichnearlysenthimheadlongoverboard。Bythetimeheregainedhisbalancethecanoehaddriftedsomefiftyyardsdowntheriver。Hekneltinthebottomofhislittlecraftandfoughtthecurrentwithlongsweepsofthepaddle。Almayersatupinhishammock,graspinghisfeetandpeeringovertheriverwithpartedlipstillhemadeouttheshadowyformofmanandcanoeastheystruggledpastthejettyagain。

"Ithoughtyouwouldgo,"heshouted。"Won’tyoutakethegun?

Hey?"heyelled,straininghisvoice。Thenhefellbackinhishammockandlaughedtohimselffeeblytillhefellasleep。Ontheriver,Willems,hiseyesfixedintentlyahead,swepthispaddlerightandleft,unheedingthewordsthatreachedhimfaintly。

ItwasnowthreemonthssinceLingardhadlandedWillemsinSambirandhaddepartedhurriedly,leavinghiminAlmayer’scare。

Thetwowhitemendidnotgetonwelltogether。Almayer,rememberingthetimewhentheybothservedHudig,andwhenthesuperiorWillemstreatedhimwithoffensivecondescension,feltagreatdisliketowardshisguest。HewasalsojealousofLingard’sfavour。AlmayerhadmarriedaMalaygirlwhomtheoldseamanhadadoptedinoneofhisaccessesofunreasoningbenevolence,andasthemarriagewasnotahappyonefromadomesticpointofview,helookedtoLingard’sfortuneforcompensationinhismatrimonialunhappiness。Theappearanceofthatman,whoseemedtohaveaclaimofsomesortuponLingard,filledhimwithconsiderableuneasiness,themoresobecausetheoldseamandidnotchoosetoacquaintthehusbandofhisadopteddaughterwithWillems’history,ortoconfidetohimhisintentionsastothatindividual’sfuturefate。Suspiciousfromthefirst,AlmayerdiscouragedWillems’attemptstohelphiminhistrading,andthenwhenWillemsdrewback,hemade,withcharacteristicperverseness,agrievanceofhisunconcern。Fromcoldcivilityintheirrelations,thetwomendriftedintosilenthostility,thenintooutspokenenmity,andbothwishedardentlyforLingard’sreturnandtheendofasituationthatgrewmoreintolerablefromdaytoday。Thetimedraggedslowly。Willemswatchedthesucceedingsunriseswonderingdismallywhetherbeforetheeveningsomechangewouldoccurinthedeadlydullnessofhislife。Hemissedthecommercialactivityofthatexistencewhichseemedtohimfaroff,irreparablylost,buriedoutofsightundertheruinsofhispastsuccess——nowgonefromhimbeyondthepossibilityofredemption。HemooneddisconsolatelyaboutAlmayer’scourtyard,watchingfromafar,withuninterestedeyes,theup-countrycanoesdischargingguttahorrattans,andloadingriceorEuropeangoodsonthelittlewharfofLingard&Co。BigaswastheextentofgroundownedbyAlmayer,Willemsyetfeltthattherewasnotenoughroomforhiminsidethoseneatfences。

Themanwho,duringlongyears,becameaccustomedtothinkofhimselfasindispensabletoothers,feltabitterandsavagerageatthecruelconsciousnessofhissuperfluity,ofhisuselessness;atthecoldhostilityvisibleineverylookoftheonlywhitemaninthisbarbarouscorneroftheworld。Hegnashedhisteethwhenhethoughtofthewasteddays,ofthelifethrownawayintheunwillingcompanyofthatpeevishandsuspiciousfool。Heheardthereproachofhisidlenessinthemurmursoftheriver,intheunceasingwhisperofthegreatforests。Roundhimeverythingstirred,moved,sweptbyinarush;theearthunderhisfeetandtheheavensabovehishead。Theverysavagesaroundhimstrove,struggled,fought,worked——ifonlytoprolongamiserableexistence;buttheylived,theylived!Anditwasonlyhimselfthatseemedtobeleftoutsidetheschemeofcreationinahopelessimmobilityfilledwithtormentingangerandwithever-stingingregret。

Hetooktowanderingaboutthesettlement。TheafterwardsflourishingSambirwasborninaswampandpasseditsyouthinmalodorousmud。Thehousescrowdedthebank,and,asiftogetawayfromtheunhealthyshore,steppedboldlyintotheriver,shootingoveritinacloserowofbambooplatformselevatedonhighpiles,amongstwhichthecurrentbelowspokeinasoftandunceasingplaintofmurmuringeddies。Therewasonlyonepathinthewholetownanditranatthebackofthehousesalongthesuccessionofblackenedcircularpatchesthatmarkedtheplaceofthehouseholdfires。Ontheothersidethevirginforestborderedthepath,comingclosetoit,asiftoprovokeimpudentlyanypasser-bytothesolutionofthegloomyproblemofitsdepths。Nobodywouldacceptthedeceptivechallenge。Therewereonlyafewfeebleattemptsataclearinghereandthere,butthegroundwaslowandtheriver,retiringafteritsyearlyfloods,leftoneachagraduallydiminishingmudhole,wheretheimportedbuffaloesoftheBugissettlerswallowedhappilyduringtheheatoftheday。WhenWillemswalkedonthepath,theindolentmenstretchedontheshadysideofthehouseslookedathimwithcalmcuriosity,thewomenbusyroundthecookingfireswouldsendafterhimwonderingandtimidglances,whilethechildrenwouldonlylookonce,andthenrunawayyellingwithfrightatthehorribleappearanceofthemanwitharedandwhiteface。ThesemanifestationsofchildishdisgustandfearstungWillemswithasenseofabsurdhumiliation;hesoughtinhiswalksthecomparativesolitudeoftherudimentaryclearings,buttheverybuffaloessnortedwithalarmathissight,scrambledlumberinglyoutofthecoolmudandstaredwildlyinacompactherdathimashetriedtoslinkunperceivedalongtheedgeoftheforest。Oneday,atsomeunguardedandsuddenmovementofhis,thewholeherdstampededdownthepath,scatteredthefires,sentthewomenflyingwithshrillcries,andleftbehindatrackofsmashedpots,trampledrice,overturnedchildren,andacrowdofangrymenbrandishingsticksinloud-voicedpursuit。Theinnocentcauseofthatdisturbanceranshamefacedlythegauntletofblacklooksandunfriendlyremarks,andhastilysoughtrefugeinAlmayer’scampong。Afterthatheleftthesettlementalone。

Later,whentheenforcedconfinementgrewirksome,WillemstookoneofAlmayer’smanycanoesandcrossedthemainbranchofthePantaiinsearchofsomesolitaryspotwherehecouldhidehisdiscouragementandhisweariness。Heskirtedinhislittlecraftthewalloftangledverdure,keepinginthedeadwaterclosetothebankwherethespreadingnipapalmsnoddedtheirbroadleavesoverhisheadasifincontemptuouspityofthewanderingoutcast。Hereandtherehecouldseethebeginningsofchopped-outpathways,and,withthefixedideaofgettingoutofsightofthebusyriver,hewouldlandandfollowthenarrowandwindingpath,onlytofindthatitlednowhere,endingabruptlyinthediscouragementofthornythickets。Hewouldgobackslowly,withabittersenseofunreasonabledisappointmentandsadness;oppressedbythehotsmellofearth,dampness,anddecayinthatforestwhichseemedtopushhimmercilesslybackintotheglitteringsunshineoftheriver。Andhewouldrecommencepaddlingwithtiredarmstoseekanotheropening,tofindanotherdeception。

AshepaddleduptothepointwheretheRajah’sstockadecamedowntotheriver,thenipaswereleftbehindrattlingtheirleavesoverthebrownwater,andthebigtreeswouldappearonthebank,tall,strong,indifferentintheimmensesolidityoftheirlife,whichenduresforages,tothatshortandfleetinglifeintheheartofthemanwhocreptpainfullyamongsttheirshadowsinsearchofarefugefromtheunceasingreproachofhisthoughts。Amongsttheirsmoothtrunksaclearbrookmeanderedforatimeintwininglacetsbeforeitmadeupitsmindtotakealeapintothehurryingriver,overtheedgeofthesteepbank。

Therewasalsoapathwaythereanditseemedfrequented。Willemslanded,andfollowingthecapriciouspromiseofthetracksoonfoundhimselfinacomparativelyclearspace,wheretheconfusedtraceryofsunlightfellthroughthebranchesandthefoliageoverhead,andlayonthestreamthatshoneinaneasycurvelikeabrightsword-bladedroppedamongstthelongandfeatherygrass。

Furtheron,thepathcontinued,narrowedagaininthethickundergrowth。AttheendofthefirstturningWillemssawaflashofwhiteandcolour,agleamofgoldlikeasun-raylostinshadow,andavisionofblacknessdarkerthanthedeepestshadeoftheforest。Hestopped,surprised,andfanciedhehadheardlightfootsteps——growinglighter——ceasing。Helookedaround。

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