投诉 阅读记录

第3章

Thegrassonthebankofthestreamtrembledandatremulouspathofitsshivering,silver-greytopsranfromthewatertothebeginningofthethicket。Andyettherewasnotabreathofwind。Somebodykindpassedthere。Helookedpensivewhilethetremordiedoutinaquicktrembleunderhiseyes;andthegrassstoodhigh,unstirring,withdroopingheadsinthewarmandmotionlessair。

Hehurriedon,drivenbyasuddenlyawakenedcuriosity,andenteredthenarrowwaybetweenthebushes。Atthenextturnofthepathhecaughtagaintheglimpseofcolouredstuffandofawoman’sblackhairbeforehim。Hehastenedhispaceandcameinfullviewoftheobjectofhispursuit。Thewoman,whowascarryingtwobamboovesselsfullofwater,heardhisfootsteps,stopped,andputtingthebamboosdownhalfturnedtolookback。

Willemsalsostoodstillforaminute,thenwalkedsteadilyonwithafirmtread,whilethewomanmovedasidetolethimpass。

Hekepthiseyesfixedstraightbeforehim,yetalmostunconsciouslyhetookineverydetailofthetallandgracefulfigure。Asheapproachedherthewomantossedherheadslightlyback,andwithafreegestureofherstrong,roundarm,caughtupthemassoflooseblackhairandbroughtitoverhershoulderandacrossthelowerpartofherface。Thenextmomenthewaspassingherclose,walkingrigidly,likeamaninatrance。Heheardherrapidbreathingandhefeltthetouchofalookdartedathimfromhalf-openeyes。Ittouchedhisbrainandhishearttogether。Itseemedtohimtobesomethingloudandstirringlikeashout,silentandpenetratinglikeaninspiration。Themomentumofhismotioncarriedhimpasther,butaninvisibleforcemadeupofsurpriseandcuriosityanddesirespunhimroundassoonashehadpassed。

Shehadtakenupherburdenalready,withtheintentionofpursuingherpath。Hissuddenmovementarrestedheratthefirststep,andagainshestoodstraight,slim,expectant,withareadinesstodartawaysuggestedinthelightimmobilityofherpose。Highabove,thebranchesofthetreesmetinatransparentshimmerofwavinggreenmist,throughwhichtherainofyellowraysdescendeduponherhead,streamedinglintsdownherblacktresses,shonewiththechangingglowofliquidmetalonherface,andlostitselfinvanishingsparksinthesombredepthsofhereyesthat,wideopennow,withenlargedpupils,lookedsteadilyatthemaninherpath。AndWillemsstaredather,charmedwithacharmthatcarrieswithitasenseofirreparableloss,tinglingwiththatfeelingwhichbeginslikeacaressandendsinablow,inthatsuddenhurtofanewemotionmakingitswayintoahumanheart,withthebrusquestirringofsleepingsensationsawakeningsuddenlytotherushofnewhopes,newfears,newdesires——andtotheflightofone’soldself。

Shemovedastepforwardandagainhalted。Abreathofwindthatcamethroughthetrees,butinWillems’fancyseemedtobedrivenbyhermovingfigure,rippledinahotwaveroundhisbodyandscorchedhisfaceinaburningtouch。Hedrewitinwithalongbreath,thelastlongbreathofasoldierbeforetherushofbattle,ofaloverbeforehetakesinhisarmstheadoredwoman;

thebreaththatgivescouragetoconfrontthemenaceofdeathorthestormofpassion。

Whowasshe?Wheredidshecomefrom?Wonderinglyhetookhiseyesoffherfacetolookroundattheserriedtreesoftheforestthatstoodbigandstillandstraight,asifwatchinghimandherbreathlessly。Hehadbeenbaffled,repelled,almostfrightenedbytheintensityofthattropicallifewhichwantsthesunshinebutworksingloom;whichseemstobeallgraceofcolourandform,allbrilliance,allsmiles,butisonlytheblossomingofthedead;whosemysteryholdsthepromiseofjoyandbeauty,yetcontainsnothingbutpoisonanddecay。Hehadbeenfrightenedbythevagueperceptionofdangerbefore,butnow,ashelookedatthatlifeagain,hiseyesseemedabletopiercethefantasticveilofcreepersandleaves,tolookpastthesolidtrunks,toseethroughtheforbiddinggloom——andthemysterywasdisclosed——enchanting,subduing,beautiful。Helookedatthewoman。Throughthecheckeredlightbetweenthemsheappearedtohimwiththeimpalpabledistinctnessofadream。

Theveryspiritofthatlandofmysteriousforests,standingbeforehimlikeanapparitionbehindatransparentveil——aveilwovenofsunbeamsandshadows。

Shehadapproachedhimstillnearer。Hefeltastrangeimpatiencewithinhimatheradvance。Confusedthoughtsrushedthroughhishead,disordered,shapeless,stunning。Thenheheardhisownvoiceasking——

"Whoareyou?"

"IamthedaughteroftheblindOmar,"sheanswered,inalowbutsteadytone。"Andyou,"shewenton,alittlelouder,"youarethewhitetrader——thegreatmanofthisplace。"

"Yes,"saidWillems,holdinghereyeswithhisinasenseofextremeeffort,"Yes,Iamwhite。"Thenheadded,feelingasifhespokeaboutsomeotherman,"ButIamtheoutcastofmypeople。"

Shelistenedtohimgravely。Throughthemeshofscatteredhairherfacelookedlikethefaceofagoldenstatuewithlivingeyes。Theheavyeyelidsdroppedslightly,andfrombetweenthelongeyelashesshesentoutasidelonglook:hard,keen,andnarrow,likethegleamofsharpsteel。Herlipswerefirmandcomposedinagracefulcurve,butthedistendednostrils,theupwardpoiseofthehalf-avertedhead,gavetoherwholepersontheexpressionofawildandresentfuldefiance。

AshadowpassedoverWillems’face。Heputhishandoverhislipsasiftokeepbackthewordsthatwantedtocomeoutinasurgeofimpulsivenecessity,theoutcomeofdominantthoughtthatrushesfromthehearttothebrainandmustbespokeninthefaceofdoubt,ofdanger,offear,ofdestructionitself。

"Youarebeautiful,"hewhispered。

Shelookedathimagainwithaglancethatrunninginonequickflashofhereyesoverhissunburntfeatures,hisbroadshoulders,hisstraight,tall,motionlessfigure,restedatlastonthegroundathisfeet。Thenshesmiled。Inthesombrebeautyofherfacethatsmilewaslikethefirstrayoflightonastormydaybreakthatdartsevanescentandpalethroughthegloomyclouds:theforerunnerofsunriseandofthunder。

CHAPTERSEVEN

Thereareinourlivesshortperiodswhichholdnoplaceinmemorybutonlyastherecollectionofafeeling。Thereisnoremembranceofgesture,ofaction,ofanyoutwardmanifestationoflife;thosearelostintheunearthlybrillianceorintheunearthlygloomofsuchmoments。Weareabsorbedinthecontemplationofthatsomething,withinourbodies,whichrejoicesorsufferswhilethebodygoesonbreathing,instinctivelyrunsawayor,notlessinstinctively,fights——perhapsdies。Butdeathinsuchamomentistheprivilegeofthefortunate,itisahighandrarefavour,asupremegrace。

WillemsneverrememberedhowandwhenhepartedfromAissa。Hecaughthimselfdrinkingthemuddywateroutofthehollowofhishand,whilehiscanoewasdriftinginmid-streampastthelasthousesofSambir。Withhisreturningwitscamethefearofsomethingunknownthathadtakenpossessionofhisheart,ofsomethinginarticulateandmasterfulwhichcouldnotspeakandwouldbeobeyed。Hisfirstimpulsewasthatofrevolt。Hewouldnevergobackthere。Never!Helookedroundslowlyatthebrillianceofthingsinthedeadlysunshineandtookuphispaddle!Howchangedeverythingseemed!Theriverwasbroader,theskywashigher。Howfastthecanoeflewunderthestrokesofhispaddle!Sincewhenhadheacquiredthestrengthoftwomenormore?Helookedupanddownthereachattheforestsofthebankwithaconfusednotionthatwithonesweepofhishandhecouldtumbleallthesetreesintothestream。Hisfacefeltburning。Hedrankagain,andshudderedwithadepravedsenseofpleasureattheafter-tasteofslimeinthewater。

ItwaslatewhenhereachedAlmayer’shouse,buthecrossedthedarkandunevencourtyard,walkinglightlyintheradianceofsomelightofhisown,invisibletoothereyes。Hishost’ssulkygreetingjarredhimlikeasuddenfalldownagreatheight。HetookhisplaceatthetableoppositeAlmayerandtriedtospeakcheerfullytohisgloomycompanion,butwhenthemealwasendedandtheysatsmokinginsilencehefeltanabruptdiscouragement,alassitudeinallhislimbs,asenseofimmensesadnessasaftersomegreatandirreparableloss。Thedarknessofthenightenteredhisheart,bringingwithitdoubtandhesitationanddullangerwithhimselfandalltheworld。Hehadanimpulsetoshouthorriblecurses,toquarrelwithAlmayer,todosomethingviolent。Quitewithoutanyimmediateprovocationhethoughthewouldliketoassaultthewretched,sulkybeast。Heglancedathimferociouslyfromunderhiseyebrows。TheunconsciousAlmayersmokedthoughtfully,planningto-morrow’sworkprobably。Theman’scomposureseemedtoWillemsanunpardonableinsult。Whydidn’tthatidiottalkto-nightwhenhewantedhimto?……onothernightshewasreadyenoughtochatter。Andsuchdullnonsensetoo!AndWillems,tryinghardtorepresshisownsenselessrage,lookedfixedlythroughthethicktobacco-smokeatthestainedtablecloth。

Theyretiredearly,asusual,butinthemiddleofthenightWillemsleapedoutofhishammockwithastifledexecrationandrandownthestepsintothecourtyard。Thetwonightwatchmen,whosatbyalittlefiretalkingtogetherinamonotonousundertone,liftedtheirheadstolookwonderinglyatthediscomposedfeaturesofthewhitemanashecrossedthecircleoflightthrownoutbytheirfire。Hedisappearedinthedarknessandthencamebackagain,passingthemclose,butwithnosignofconsciousnessoftheirpresenceonhisface。Backwardsandforwardshepaced,mutteringtohimself,andthetwoMalays,afterashortconsultationinwhispersleftthefirequietly,notthinkingitsafetoremaininthevicinityofawhitemanwhobehavedinsuchastrangemanner。TheyretiredroundthecornerofthegodownandwatchedWillemscuriouslythroughthenight,tilltheshortdaybreakwasfollowedbythesuddenblazeoftherisingsun,andAlmayer’sestablishmentwokeuptolifeandwork。

Assoonashecouldgetawayunnoticedinthebustleofthebusyriverside,WillemscrossedtheriveronhiswaytotheplacewherehehadmetAissa。Hethrewhimselfdowninthegrassbythesideofthebrookandlistenedforthesoundofherfootsteps。Thebrilliantlightofdayfellthroughtheirregularopeninginthehighbranchesofthetreesandstreameddown,softened,amongsttheshadowsofbigtrunks。Hereandthereanarrowsunbeamtouchedtheruggedbarkofatreewithagoldensplash,sparkledontheleapingwaterofthebrook,orrestedonaleafthatstoodout,shimmeringanddistinct,onthemonotonousbackgroundofsombregreentints。Thecleargapofblueabovehisheadwascrossedbythequickflightofwhiterice-birdswhosewingsflashedinthesunlight,whilethroughittheheatpoureddownfromthesky,clungaboutthesteamingearth,rolledamongthetrees,andwrappedupWillemsinthesoftandodorousfoldsofairheavywiththefaintscentofblossomsandwiththeacridsmellofdecayinglife。AndinthatatmosphereofNature’sworkshopWillemsfeltsoothedandlulledintoforgetfulnessofhispast,intoindifferenceastohisfuture。Therecollectionsofhistriumphs,ofhiswrongsandofhisambitionvanishedinthatwarmth,whichseemedtomeltallregrets,allhope,allanger,allstrengthoutofhisheart。Andhelaythere,dreamilycontented,inthetepidandperfumedshelter,thinkingofAissa’seyes;recallingthesoundofhervoice,thequiverofherlips——herfrownsandhersmile。

Shecame,ofcourse。Toherhewassomethingnew,unknownandstrange。Hewasbigger,strongerthananymanshehadseenbefore,andaltogetherdifferentfromallthosesheknew。Hewasofthevictoriousrace。Withavividremembranceofthegreatcatastropheofherlifeheappearedtoherwithallthefascinationofagreatanddangerousthing;ofaterrorvanquished,surmounted,madeaplaythingof。Theyspokewithjustsuchadeepvoice——thosevictoriousmen;theylookedwithjustsuchhardblueeyesattheirenemies。Andshemadethatvoicespeaksoftlytoher,thoseeyeslooktenderlyatherface!

Hewasindeedaman。Shecouldnotunderstandallhetoldherofhislife,butthefragmentssheunderstoodshemadeupforherselfintoastoryofamangreatamongsthisownpeople,valorousandunfortunate;anundauntedfugitivedreamingofvengeanceagainsthisenemies。Hehadalltheattractivenessofthevagueandtheunknown——oftheunforeseenandofthesudden;

ofabeingstrong,dangerous,alive,andhuman,readytobeenslaved。

Shefeltthathewasready。Shefeltitwiththeunerringintuitionofaprimitivewomanconfrontedbyasimpleimpulse。

Dayafterday,whentheymetandshestoodalittlewayoff,listeningtohiswords,holdinghimwithherlook,theundefinedterrorofthenewconquestbecamefaintandblurredlikethememoryofadream,andthecertitudegrewdistinct,andconvincing,andvisibletotheeyeslikesomematerialthinginfullsunlight。Itwasadeepjoy,agreatpride,atangiblesweetnessthatseemedtoleavethetasteofhoneyonherlips。

Helaystretchedatherfeetwithoutmoving,forheknewfromexperiencehowaslightmovementofhiscouldfrightenherawayinthosefirstdaysoftheirintercourse。Helayveryquiet,withalltheardourofhisdesireringinginhisvoiceandshininginhiseyes,whilsthisbodywasstill,likedeathitself。Andhelookedather,standingabovehim,herheadlostintheshadowofbroadandgracefulleavesthattouchedhercheek;whiletheslenderspikesofpalegreenorchidsstreameddownfromamongsttheboughsandmingledwiththeblackhairthatframedherface,asifallthoseplantsclaimedherfortheirown——theanimatedandbrilliantflowerofallthatexuberantlifewhich,borningloom,strugglesforevertowardsthesunshine。

Everydayshecamealittlenearer。Hewatchedherslowprogress——thegradualtamingofthatwomanbythewordsofhislove。Itwasthemonotonoussongofpraiseanddesirethat,commencingatcreation,wrapsuptheworldlikeanatmosphereandshallendonlyintheendofallthings——whentherearenolipstosingandnoearstohear。Hetoldherthatshewasbeautifulanddesirable,andherepeateditagainandagain;forwhenhetoldherthat,hehadsaidalltherewaswithinhim——hehadexpressedhisonlythought,hisonlyfeeling。Andhewatchedthestartledlookofwonderandmistrustvanishfromherfacewiththepassingdays,hereyessoften,thesmiledwelllongerandlongeronherlips;asmileasofonecharmedbyadelightfuldream;withtheslightexaltationofintoxicatingtriumphlurkinginitsdawningtenderness。

Andwhileshewasneartherewasnothinginthewholeworld——forthatidleman——butherlookandhersmile。Nothinginthepast,nothinginthefuture;andinthepresentonlytheluminousfactofherexistence。Butinthesuddendarknessofhergoinghewouldbeleftweakandhelpless,asthoughdespoiledviolentlyofallthatwashimself。Hewhohadlivedallhislifewithnopreoccupationbutthatofhisowncareer,contemptuouslyindifferenttoallfeminineinfluence,fullofscornformenthatwouldsubmittoit,ifeversolittle;he,sostrong,sosuperioreveninhiserrors,realizedatlastthathisveryindividualitywassnatchedfromwithinhimselfbythehandofawoman。Wherewastheassuranceandprideofhiscleverness;thebeliefinsuccess,theangeroffailure,thewishtoretrievehisfortune,thecertitudeofhisabilitytoaccomplishityet?Gone。Allgone。Allthathadbeenamanwithinhimwasgone,andthereremainedonlythetroubleofhisheart——thatheartwhichhadbecomeacontemptiblething;whichcouldbeflutteredbyalookorasmile,tormentedbyaword,soothedbyapromise。

Whenthelonged-fordaycameatlast,whenshesankonthegrassbyhissideandwithaquickgesturetookhishandinhers,hesatupsuddenlywiththemovementandlookofamanawakenedbythecrashofhisownfallinghouse。Allhisblood,allhissensation,allhislifeseemedtorushintothathandleavinghimwithoutstrength,inacoldshiver,inthesuddenclamminessandcollapseasofadeadlygun-shotwound。Heflungherhandawaybrutally,likesomethingburning,andsatmotionless,hisheadfallenforward,staringonthegroundandcatchinghisbreathinpainfulgasps。Hisimpulseoffearandapparenthorrordidnotdismayherintheleast。Herfacewasgraveandhereyeslookedseriouslyathim。Herfingerstouchedthehairofhistemple,raninalightcaressdownhischeek,twistedgentlytheendofhislongmoustache:andwhilehesatinthetremorofthatcontactsheranoffwithstartlingfleetnessanddisappearedinapealofclearlaughter,inthestirofgrass,inthenodofyoungtwigsgrowingoverthepath;leavingbehindonlyavanishingtrailofmotionandsound。

Hescrambledtohisfeetslowlyandpainfully,likeamanwithaburdenonhisshoulders,andwalkedtowardstheriverside。Hehuggedtohisbreasttherecollectionofhisfearandofhisdelight,buttoldhimselfseriouslyoverandoveragainthatthismustbetheendofthatadventure。Aftershovingoffhiscanoeintothestreamheliftedhiseyestothebankandgazedatitlongandsteadily,asiftakinghislastlookataplaceofcharmingmemories。HemarcheduptoAlmayer’shousewiththeconcentratedexpressionandthedeterminedstepofamanwhohadjusttakenamomentousresolution。Hisfacewassetandrigid,hisgesturesandmovementswereguardedandslow。Hewaskeepingatighthandonhimself。Averytighthand。Hehadavividillusion——asvividasrealityalmost——ofbeinginchargeofaslipperyprisoner。HesatoppositeAlmayerduringthatdinner——whichwastheirlastmealtogether——withaperfectlycalmfaceandwithinhimagrowingterrorofescapefromhisownself。

Nowandthenhewouldgrasptheedgeofthetableandsethisteethhardinasuddenwaveofacutedespair,likeonewho,fallingdownasmoothandrapiddeclivitythatendsinaprecipice,digshisfingernailsintotheyieldingsurfaceandfeelshimselfslippinghelplesslytoinevitabledestruction。

Then,abruptly,camearelaxationofhismuscles,thegivingwayofhiswill。Somethingseemedtosnapinhishead,andthatwish,thatideakeptbackduringallthosehours,dartedintohisbrainwiththeheatandnoiseofaconflagration。Hemustseeher!Seeheratonce!Gonow!To-night!Hehadtheragingregretofthelosthour,ofeverypassingmoment。Therewasnothoughtofresistancenow。Yetwiththeinstinctivefearoftheirrevocable,withtheinnatefalsenessofthehumanheart,hewantedtokeepopenthewayofretreat。Hehadneverabsentedhimselfduringthenight。WhatdidAlmayerknow?WhatwouldAlmayerthink?Betteraskhimforthegun。Amoonlightnight……Lookfordeer……Acolourablepretext。HewouldlietoAlmayer。Whatdiditmatter!Heliedtohimselfeveryminuteofhislife。Andforwhat?Forawoman。Andsuch……

Almayer’sanswershowedhimthatdeceptionwasuseless。

Everythinggetstobeknown,eveninthisplace。Well,hedidnotcare。Caredfornothingbutforthelostseconds。Whatifheshouldsuddenlydie。Diebeforehesawher。Beforehecould……

As,withthesoundofAlmayer’slaughterinhisears,heurgedhiscanoeinaslantingcourseacrosstherapidcurrent,hetriedtotellhimselfthathecouldreturnatanymoment。Hewouldjustgoandlookattheplacewheretheyusedtomeet,atthetreeunderwhichhelaywhenshetookhishand,atthespotwhereshesatbyhisside。Justgothereandthenreturn——nothingmore;butwhenhislittleskifftouchedthebankheleapedout,forgettingthepainter,andthecanoehungforamomentamongstthebushesandthenswungoutofsightbeforehehadtimetodashintothewaterandsecureit。Hewasthunderstruckatfirst。

NowhecouldnotgobackunlesshecalleduptheRajah’speopletogetaboatandrowers——andthewaytoPatalolo’scampongledpastAissa’shouse!

Hewentupthepathwiththeeagereyesandreluctantstepsofamanpursuingaphantom,andwhenhefoundhimselfataplacewhereanarrowtrackbranchedofftothelefttowardsOmar’sclearinghestoodstill,withalookofstrainedattentiononhisfaceasiflisteningtoafar-offvoice——thevoiceofhisfate。

Itwasasoundinarticulatebutfullofmeaning;andfollowingittherecamearendingandtearingwithinhisbreast。Hetwistedhisfingerstogether,andthejointsofhishandsandarmscracked。Onhisforeheadtheperspirationstoodoutinsmallpearlydrops。Helookedroundwildly。Abovetheshapelessdarknessoftheforestundergrowthrosethetreetopswiththeirhighboughsandleavesstandingoutblackonthepalesky——likefragmentsofnightfloatingonmoonbeams。Underhisfeetwarmsteamrosefromtheheatedearth。Roundhimtherewasagreatsilence。

Hewaslookingroundforhelp。Thissilence,thisimmobilityofhissurroundingsseemedtohimacoldrebuke,asternrefusal,acruelunconcern。Therewasnosafetyoutsideofhimself——andinhimselftherewasnorefuge;therewasonlytheimageofthatwoman。Hehadasuddenmomentoflucidity——ofthatcruelluciditythatcomesonceinlifetothemostbenighted。Heseemedtoseewhatwentonwithinhim,andwashorrifiedatthestrangesight。

He,awhitemanwhoseworstfaulttillthenhadbeenalittlewantofjudgmentandtoomuchconfidenceintherectitudeofhiskind!Thatwomanwasacompletesavage,and……Hetriedtotellhimselfthatthethingwasofnoconsequence。Itwasavaineffort。Thenoveltyofthesensationshehadneverexperiencedbeforeintheslightestdegree,yethaddespisedonhearsayfromhissafepositionofacivilizedman,destroyedhiscourage。Hewasdisappointedwithhimself。Heseemedtobesurrenderingtoawildcreaturetheunstainedpurityofhislife,ofhisrace,ofhiscivilization。Hehadanotionofbeinglostamongstshapelessthingsthatweredangerousandghastly。Hestruggledwiththesenseofcertaindefeat——losthisfooting——fellbackintothedarkness。Withafaintcryandanupwardthrowofhisarmshegaveupasatiredswimmergivesup:becausetheswampedcraftisgonefromunderhisfeet;becausethenightisdarkandtheshoreisfar——becausedeathisbetterthanstrife。

PARTII

CHAPTERONE

Thelightandheatfelluponthesettlement,theclearings,andtheriverasifflungdownbyanangryhand。Thelandlaysilent,still,andbrilliantundertheavalancheofburningraysthathaddestroyedallsoundandallmotion,hadburiedallshadows,hadchokedeverybreath。Nolivingthingdaredtoaffronttheserenityofthiscloudlesssky,daredtorevoltagainsttheoppressionofthisgloriousandcruelsunshine。

Strengthandresolution,bodyandmindalikewerehelpless,andtriedtohidebeforetherushofthefirefromheaven。Onlythefrailbutterflies,thefearlesschildrenofthesun,thecapricioustyrantsoftheflowers,flutteredaudaciouslyintheopen,andtheirminuteshadowshoveredinswarmsoverthedroopingblossoms,ranlightlyonthewitheringgrass,orglidedonthedryandcrackedearth。Novoicewasheardinthishotnoontidebutthefaintmurmuroftheriverthathurriedoninswirlsandeddies,itssparklingwaveletschasingeachotherintheirjoyouscoursetotheshelteringdepths,tothecoolrefugeofthesea。

Almayerhaddismissedhisworkmenforthemiddayrest,and,hislittledaughteronhisshoulder,ranquicklyacrossthecourtyard,makingfortheshadeoftheverandahofhishouse。Helaidthesleepychildontheseatofthebigrocking-chair,onapillowwhichhetookoutofhisownhammock,andstoodforawhilelookingdownatherwithtenderandpensiveeyes。Thechild,tiredandhot,moveduneasily,sighed,andlookedupathimwiththeveiledlookofsleepyfatigue。Hepickedupfromthefloorabrokenpalm-leaffan,andbeganfanninggentlytheflushedlittleface。HereyelidsflutteredandAlmayersmiled。

Aresponsivesmilebrightenedforasecondherheavyeyes,brokewithadimplethesoftoutlineofhercheek;thentheeyelidsdroppedsuddenly,shedrewalongbreaththroughthepartedlips——andwasinadeepsleepbeforethefleetingsmilecouldvanishfromherface。

Almayermovedlightlyoff,tookoneofthewoodenarmchairs,andplacingitclosetothebalustradeoftheverandahsatdownwithasighofrelief。Hespreadhiselbowsonthetoprailandrestinghischinonhisclaspedhandslookedabsentlyattheriver,atthedanceofsunlightontheflowingwater。Graduallytheforestofthefurtherbankbecamesmaller,asifsinkingbelowtheleveloftheriver。Theoutlineswavered,grewthin,dissolvedintheair。Beforehiseyestherewasnowonlyaspaceofundulatingblue——onebig,emptyskygrowingdarkattimes……Wherewasthesunshine?……Hefeltsoothedandhappy,asifsomegentleandinvisiblehandhadremovedfromhissoultheburdenofhisbody。Inanothersecondheseemedtofloatoutintoacoolbrightnesswheretherewasnosuchthingasmemoryorpain。Delicious。Hiseyesclosed——opened——closedagain。

"Almayer!"

Withasuddenjerkofhiswholebodyhesatup,graspingthefrontrailwithbothhishands,andblinkedstupidly。

"What?What’sthat?"hemuttered,lookingroundvaguely。

"Here!Downhere,Almayer。"

Halfrisinginhischair,Almayerlookedovertherailatthefootoftheverandah,andfellbackwithalowwhistleofastonishment。

"Aghost,byheavens!"heexclaimedsoftlytohimself。

"Willyoulistentome?"wentonthehuskyvoicefromthecourtyard。"MayIcomeup,Almayer?"

Almayerstoodupandleanedovertherail。"Don’tyoudare,"hesaid,inavoicesubduedbutdistinct。"Don’tyoudare!Thechildsleepshere。AndIdon’twanttohearyou——orspeaktoyoueither。"

"Youmustlistentome!It’ssomethingimportant。"

"Nottome,surely。"

"Yes!Toyou。Veryimportant。"

"Youwerealwaysahumbug,"saidAlmayer,afterashortsilence,inanindulgenttone。"Always!Iremembertheolddays。Somefellowsusedtosaytherewasnoonelikeyouforsmartness——butyounevertookmein。Notquite。Ineverquitebelievedinyou,Mr。Willems。"

"Iadmityoursuperiorintelligence,"retortedWillems,withscornfulimpatience,frombelow。"Listeningtomewouldbeafurtherproofofit。Youwillbesorryifyoudon’t。"

"Oh,youfunnyfellow!"saidAlmayer,banteringly。"Well,comeup。Don’tmakeanoise,butcomeup。You’llcatchasunstrokedownthereanddieonmydoorstepperhaps。Idon’twantanytragedyhere。Comeon!"

BeforehefinishedspeakingWillems’headappearedabovethelevelofthefloor,thenhisshouldersrosegraduallyandhestoodatlastbeforeAlmayer——amasqueradingspectreoftheoncesoveryconfidentialclerkoftherichestmerchantintheislands。Hisjacketwassoiledandtorn;belowthewaisthewasclothedinaworn-outandfadedsarong。Heflungoffhishat,uncoveringhislong,tangledhairthatstuckinwispsonhisperspiringforeheadandstraggledoverhiseyes,whichglittereddeepdowninthesocketslikethelastsparksamongsttheblackembersofaburnt-outfire。Anuncleanbeardgrewoutofthecavernsofhissunburntcheeks。ThehandheputouttowardsAlmayerwasveryunsteady。Theoncefirmmouthhadthetell-taledroopofmentalsufferingandphysicalexhaustion。Hewasbarefooted。Almayersurveyedhimwithleisurelycomposure。

"Well!"hesaidatlast,withouttakingtheextendedhandwhichdroppedslowlyalongWillems’body。

"Iamcome,"beganWillems。

"SoIsee,"interruptedAlmayer。"Youmighthavesparedmethistreatwithoutmakingmeunhappy。Youhavebeenawayfiveweeks,ifIamnotmistaken。Igotonverywellwithoutyou——andnowyouarehereyouarenotprettytolookat。"

"Letmespeak,willyou!"exclaimedWillems。

"Don’tshoutlikethis。Doyouthinkyourselfintheforestwithyour……yourfriends?Thisisacivilizedman’shouse。A

whiteman’s。Understand?"

"Iamcome,"beganWillemsagain;"Iamcomeforyourgoodandmine。"

"Youlookasifyouhadcomeforagoodfeed,"chimedintheirrepressibleAlmayer,whileWillemswavedhishandinadiscouragedgesture。"Don’ttheygiveyouenoughtoeat,"wentonAlmayer,inatoneofeasybanter,"those——whatamItocallthem——thosenewrelationsofyours?Thatoldblindscoundrelmustbedelightedwithyourcompany。Youknow,hewasthegreatestthiefandmurdererofthoseseas。Say!doyouexchangeconfidences?Tellme,Willems,didyoukillsomebodyinMacassarordidyouonlystealsomething?"

"Itisnottrue!"exclaimedWillems,hotly。"Ionlyborrowed……Theyalllied!I……"

"Sh-sh!"hissedAlmayer,warningly,withalookatthesleepingchild。"Soyoudidsteal,"hewenton,withrepressedexultation。"Ithoughttherewassomethingofthekind。Andnow,here,youstealagain。"

ForthefirsttimeWillemsraisedhiseyestoAlmayer’sface。

"Oh,Idon’tmeanfromme。Ihaven’tmissedanything,"saidAlmayer,withmockinghaste。"Butthatgirl。Hey!Youstoleher。Youdidnotpaytheoldfellow。Sheisnogoodtohimnow,isshe?"

"Stopthat。Almayer!"

SomethinginWillems’tonecausedAlmayertopause。Helookednarrowlyatthemanbeforehim,andcouldnothelpbeingshockedathisappearance。

"Almayer,"wentonWillems,"listentome。Ifyouareahumanbeingyouwill。Isufferhorribly——andforyoursake。"

Almayerliftedhiseyebrows。"Indeed!How?Butyouareraving,"headded,negligently。

"Ah!Youdon’tknow,"whisperedWillems。"Sheisgone。Gone,"

herepeated,withtearsinhisvoice,"gonetwodaysago。"

"No!"exclaimedthesurprisedAlmayer。"Gone!Ihaven’theardthatnewsyet。"Heburstintoasubduedlaugh。"Howfunny!Hadenoughofyoualready?Youknowit’snotflatteringforyou,mysuperiorcountryman。"

Willems——asifnothearinghim——leanedagainstoneofthecolumnsoftheroofandlookedovertheriver。"Atfirst,"hewhispered,dreamily,"mylifewaslikeavisionofheaven——orhell;Ididn’tknowwhich。SinceshewentIknowwhatperditionmeans;whatdarknessis。Iknowwhatitistobetorntopiecesalive。

That’showIfeel。"

"Youmaycomeandlivewithmeagain,"saidAlmayer,coldly。

"Afterall,Lingard——whomIcallmyfatherandrespectassuch——leftyouundermycare。Youpleasedyourselfbygoingaway。Verygood。Nowyouwanttocomeback。Beitso。Iamnofriendofyours。IactforCaptainLingard。"

"Comeback?"repeatedWillems,passionately。"Comebacktoyouandabandonher?DoyouthinkIammad?Withouther!Man!whatareyoumadeof?Tothinkthatshemoves,lives,breathesoutofmysight。Iamjealousofthewindthatfansher,oftheairshebreathes,oftheearththatreceivesthecaressofherfoot,ofthesunthatlooksathernowwhileI……Ihaven’tseenherfortwodays——twodays。"

TheintensityofWillems’feelingmovedAlmayersomewhat,butheaffectedtoyawnelaborately"Youdoboreme,"hemuttered。"Whydon’tyougoafterherinsteadofcominghere?"

"Whyindeed?"

"Don’tyouknowwheresheis?Shecan’tbeveryfar。Nonativecrafthasleftthisriverforthelastfortnight。"

"No!notveryfar——andIwilltellyouwheresheis。SheisinLakamba’scampong。"AndWillemsfixedhiseyessteadilyonAlmayer’sface。

"Phew!Pataloloneversenttoletmeknow。Strange,"saidAlmayer,thoughtfully。"Areyouafraidofthatlot?"headded,afterashortpause。

"I——afraid!"

"Thenisitthecareofyourdignitywhichpreventsyoufromfollowingherthere,myhigh-mindedfriend?"askedAlmayer,withmocksolicitude。"Hownobleofyou!"

Therewasashortsilence;thenWillemssaid,quietly,"Youareafool。Ishouldliketokickyou。"

"Nofear,"answeredAlmayer,carelessly;"youaretooweakforthat。Youlookstarved。"

"Idon’tthinkIhaveeatenanythingforthelasttwodays;

perhapsmore——Idon’tremember。Itdoesnotmatter。Iamfullofliveembers,"saidWillems,gloomily。"Look!"andhebaredanarmcoveredwithfreshscars。"Ihavebeenbitingmyselftoforgetinthatpainthefirethathurtsmethere!"Hestruckhisbreastviolentlywithhisfist,reeledunderhisownblow,fellintoachairthatstoodnearandclosedhiseyesslowly。

"Disgustingexhibition,"saidAlmayer,loftily。"Whatcouldfathereverseeinyou?Youareasestimableasaheapofgarbage。"

"Youtalklikethat!You,whosoldyoursoulforafewguilders,"mutteredWillems,wearily,withoutopeninghiseyes。

"Notsofew,"saidAlmayer,withinstinctivereadiness,andstoppedconfusedforamoment。Herecoveredhimselfquickly,however,andwenton:"Butyou——youhavethrownyoursawayfornothing;flungitunderthefeetofadamnedsavagewomanwhohasmadeyoualreadythethingyouare,andwillkillyouverysoon,onewayoranother,withherloveorwithherhate。Youspokejustnowaboutguilders。YoumeantLingard’smoney,Isuppose。

Well,whateverIhavesold,andforwhateverprice,Inevermeantyou——youofallpeople——tospoilmybargain。Ifeelprettysafethough。Evenfather,evenCaptainLingard,wouldnottouchyounowwithapairoftongs;notwithaten-footpole……"

Hespokeexcitedly,allinonebreath,and,ceasingsuddenly,glaredatWillemsandbreathedhardthroughhisnoseinsulkyresentment。Willemslookedathimsteadilyforamoment,thengotup。

"Almayer,"hesaidresolutely,"Iwanttobecomeatraderinthisplace。"

Almayershruggedhisshoulders。

"Yes。Andyoushallsetmeup。Iwantahouseandtradegoods——perhapsalittlemoney。Iaskyouforit。"

"Anythingelseyouwant?Perhapsthiscoat?"andhereAlmayerunbuttonedhisjacket——"ormyhouse——ormyboots?"

"Afterallit’snatural,"wentonWillems,withoutpayinganyattentiontoAlmayer——"it’snaturalthatsheshouldexpecttheadvantageswhich……andthenIcouldshutupthatoldwretchandthen……"

Hepaused,hisfacebrightenedwiththesoftlightofdreamyenthusiasm,andheturnedhiseyesupwards。Withhisgauntfigureanddilapidatedappearancehelookedlikesomeasceticdwellerinawilderness,findingtherewardofaself-denyinglifeinavisionofdazzlingglory。Hewentoninanimpassionedmurmur——

"AndthenIwouldhaveheralltomyselfawayfromherpeople——alltomyself——undermyowninfluence——tofashion——tomould——toadore——tosoften——to……Oh!Delight!Andthen——thengoawaytosomedistantplacewhere,farfromallsheknew,Iwouldbealltheworldtoher!Alltheworldtoher!"

Hisfacechangedsuddenly。Hiseyeswanderedforawhileandthenbecamesteadyallatonce。

"Iwouldrepayeverycent,ofcourse,"hesaid,inabusiness-liketone,withsomethingofhisoldassurance,ofhisoldbeliefinhimself,init。"Everycent。Ineednotinterferewithyourbusiness。Ishallcutoutthesmallnativetraders。I

haveideas——butnevermindthatnow。AndCaptainLingardwouldapprove,Ifeelsure。Afterallit’saloan,andIshallbeathand。Safethingforyou。"

"Ah!CaptainLingardwouldapprove!Hewouldapp……"

Almayerchoked。ThenotionofLingarddoingsomethingforWillemsenragedhim。Hisfacewaspurple。Hesplutteredinsultingwords。Willemslookedathimcoolly。

"Iassureyou,Almayer,"hesaid,gently,"thatIhavegoodgroundsformydemand。"

"Yourcursedimpudence!"

"Believeme,Almayer,yourpositionhereisnotsosafeasyoumaythink。Anunscrupulousrivalherewoulddestroyyourtradeinayear。Itwouldberuin。NowLingard’slongabsencegivescouragetocertainindividuals。Youknow?——Ihaveheardmuchlately。Theymadeproposalstome……Youareverymuchalonehere。EvenPatalolo……"

"DamnPatalolo!Iammasterinthisplace。"

"But,Almayer,don’tyousee……"

"Yes,Isee。Iseeamysteriousass,"interruptedAlmayer,violently。"Whatisthemeaningofyourveiledthreats?Don’tyouthinkIknowsomethingalso?Theyhavebeenintriguingforyears——andnothinghashappened。TheArabshavebeenhangingaboutoutsidethisriverforyears——andIamstilltheonlytraderhere;themasterhere。Doyoubringmeadeclarationofwar?Thenit’sfromyourselfonly。Iknowallmyotherenemies。

Ioughttoknockyouonthehead。Youarenotworthpowderandshotthough。Yououghttobedestroyedwithastick——likeasnake。"

Almayer’svoicewokeupthelittlegirl,whosatuponthepillowwithasharpcry。Herushedovertothechair,caughtupthechildinhisarms,walkedbackblindly,stumbledagainstWillems’

hatwhichlayonthefloor,andkickeditfuriouslydownthesteps。

"Clearoutofthis!Clearout!"heshouted。

Willemsmadeanattempttospeak,butAlmayerhowledhimdown。

"Takeyourselfoff!Don’tyouseeyoufrightenthechild——youscarecrow!No,no!dear,"hewentontohislittledaughter,soothingly,whileWillemswalkeddownthestepsslowly。"No。

Don’tcry。See!Badmangoingaway。Look!Heisafraidofyourpapa。Nasty,badman。Nevercomebackagain。Heshallliveinthewoodsandnevercomenearmylittlegirl。Ifhecomespapawillkillhim——so!"HestruckhisfistontherailofthebalustradetoshowhowhewouldkillWillems,and,perchingtheconsoledchildonhisshoulderheldherwithonehand,whilehepointedtowardtheretreatingfigureofhisvisitor。

"Lookhowherunsaway,dearest,"hesaid,coaxingly。"Isn’thefunny。Call’pig’afterhim,dearest。Callafterhim。"

Theseriousnessofherfacevanishedintodimples。Underthelongeyelashes,glisteningwithrecenttears,herbigeyessparkledanddancedwithfun。ShetookfirmholdofAlmayer’shairwithonehand,whileshewavedtheotherjoyouslyandcalledoutwithallhermight,inaclearnote,softanddistinctlikethepipeofabird:——

"Pig!Pig!Pig!"

CHAPTERTWO

Asighundertheflamingblue,ashiverofthesleepingsea,acoolbreathasifadoorhadbeenswunguponthefrozenspacesoftheuniverse,andwithastirofleaves,withthenodofboughs,withthetrembleofslenderbranchestheseabreezestruckthecoast,rusheduptheriver,sweptroundthebroadreaches,andtravelledoninasoftrippleofdarkeningwater,inthewhisperofbranches,intherustleofleavesoftheawakenedforests。ItfannedinLakamba’scampongthedullredofexpiringembersintoapalebrilliance;and,underitstouch,theslender,uprightspiralsofsmokethatrosefromeveryglowingheapswayed,wavered,andeddyingdownfilledthetwilightofclusteredshadetreeswiththearomaticscentoftheburningwood。Themenwhohadbeendozingintheshadeduringthehothoursoftheafternoonwokeup,andthesilenceofthebigcourtyardwasbrokenbythehesitatingmurmurofyetsleepyvoices,bycoughsandyawns,withnowandthenaburstoflaughter,aloudhail,anameorajokesentoutinasoftdrawl。Smallgroupssquattedroundthelittlefires,andthemonotonousundertoneoftalkfilledtheenclosure;thetalkofbarbarians,persistent,steady,repeatingitselfinthesoftsyllables,inmusicaltonesofthenever-endingdiscoursesofthosemenoftheforestsandthesea,whocantalkmostofthedayandallthenight;whoneverexhaustasubject,neverseemabletothreshamatterout;towhomthattalkispoetryandpaintingandmusic,allart,allhistory;

theironlyaccomplishment,theironlysuperiority,theironlyamusement。Thetalkofcampfires,whichspeaksofbraveryandcunning,ofstrangeeventsandoffarcountries,ofthenewsofyesterdayandthenewsofto-morrow。Thetalkaboutthedeadandtheliving——aboutthosewhofoughtandthosewholoved。

Lakambacameoutontheplatformbeforehisownhouseandsatdown——perspiring,halfasleep,andsulky——inawoodenarmchairundertheshadeoftheoverhangingeaves。Throughthedarknessofthedoorwayhecouldhearthesoftwarblingofhiswomenkind,busyroundtheloomswheretheywereweavingthecheckeredpatternofhisgalasarongs。Rightandleftofhimontheflexiblebamboofloorthoseofhisfollowerstowhomtheirdistinguishedbirth,longdevotion,orfaithfulservicehadgiventheprivilegeofusingthechief’shouse,weresleepingonmatsorjustsatuprubbingtheireyes:whilethemorewakefulhadmusteredenoughenergytodrawachessboardwithredclayonafinematandwerenowmeditatingsilentlyovertheirmoves。

Abovetheprostrateformsoftheplayers,wholayfacedownwardsupportedonelbow,thesolesoftheirfeetwavingirresolutelyabout,intheabsorbedmeditationofthegame,theretoweredhereandtherethestraightfigureofanattentivespectatorlookingdownwithdispassionatebutprofoundinterest。Ontheedgeoftheplatformarowofhigh-heeledleathersandalsstoodrangedcarefullyinalevelline,andagainsttheroughwoodenrailleanedtheslendershaftsofthespearsbelongingtothesegentlemen,thebroadbladesofdulledsteellookingveryblackinthereddeninglightofapproachingsunset。

Aboyofabouttwelve——thepersonalattendantofLakamba——

squattedathismaster’sfeetandhelduptowardshimasilversiribox。SlowlyLakambatookthebox,openedit,andtearingoffapieceofgreenleafdepositedinitapinchoflime,amorselofgambier,asmallbitofarecanut,andwrappedupthewholewithadexteroustwist。Hepaused,morselinhand,seemedtomisssomething,turnedhisheadfromsidetoside,slowly,likeamanwithastiffneck,andejaculatedinanill-humouredbass——

"Babalatchi!"

Theplayersglancedupquickly,andlookeddownagaindirectly。

Thosemenwhowerestandingstirreduneasilyasifproddedbythesoundofthechief’svoice。TheonenearesttoLakambarepeatedthecall,afterawhile,overtherailintothecourtyard。Therewasamovementofupturnedfacesbelowbythefires,andthecrytrailedovertheenclosureinsing-songtones。ThethumpingofwoodenpestleshuskingtheeveningricestoppedforamomentandBabalatchi’snamerangafreshshrillyonwomen’slipsinvariouskeys。Avoicefaroffshoutedsomething——another,nearer,repeatedit;therewasashorthubbubwhichdiedoutwithextremesuddenness。ThefirstcrierturnedtoLakamba,sayingindolently——

"HeiswiththeblindOmar。"

Lakamba’slipsmovedinaudibly。Themanwhohadjustspokenwasagaindeeplyabsorbedinthegamegoingonathisfeet;andthechief——asifhehadforgottenallaboutitalready——satwithastolidfaceamongsthissilentfollowers,leaningbacksquarelyinhischair,hishandsonthearmsofhisseat,hiskneesapart,hisbigblood-shoteyesblinkingsolemnly,asifdazzledbythenoblevacuityofhisthoughts。

BabalatchihadgonetoseeoldOmarlateintheafternoon。Thedelicatemanipulationoftheancientpirate’ssusceptibilities,theskilfulmanagementofAissa’sviolentimpulsesengrossedhimtotheexclusionofeveryotherbusiness——interferedwithhisregularattendanceuponhischiefandprotector——evendisturbedhissleepforthelastthreenights。Thatdaywhenhelefthisownbamboohut——whichstoodamongstothersinLakamba’scampong——hisheartwasheavywithanxietyandwithdoubtastothesuccessofhisintrigue。Hewalkedslowly,withhisusualairofdetachmentfromhissurroundings,asifunawarethatmanysleepyeyeswatchedfromallpartsofthecourtyardhisprogresstowardsasmallgateatitsupperend。Thatgategaveaccesstoaseparateenclosureinwhicharatherlargehouse,builtofplanks,hadbeenpreparedbyLakamba’sordersforthereceptionofOmarandAissa。ItwasasuperiorkindofhabitationwhichLakambaintendedforthedwellingofhischiefadviser——whoseabilitieswereworththathonour,hethought。Butaftertheconsultationinthedesertedclearing——whenBabalatchihaddisclosedhisplan——theybothhadagreedthatthenewhouseshouldbeusedatfirsttoshelterOmarandAissaaftertheyhadbeenpersuadedtoleavetheRajah’splace,orhadbeenkidnappedfromthere——asthecasemightbe。Babalatchididnotmindintheleasttheputtingoffofhisownoccupationofthehouseofhonour,becauseithadmanyadvantagesforthequietworkingoutofhisplans。Ithadacertainseclusion,havinganenclosureofitsown,andthatenclosurecommunicatedalsowithLakamba’sprivatecourtyardatthebackofhisresidence——aplacesetapartforthefemalehouseholdofthechief。Theonlycommunicationwiththeriverwasthroughthegreatfrontcourtyardalwaysfullofarmedmenandwatchfuleyes。Behindthewholegroupofbuildingstherestretchedthelevelgroundofrice-clearings,whichintheirturnwereclosedinbythewallofuntouchedforestswithundergrowthsothickandtangledthatnothingbutabullet——andthatfiredatprettycloserange——couldpenetrateanydistancethere。

Babalatchislippedquietlythroughthelittlegateand,closingit,tiedupcarefullytherattanfastenings。Beforethehousetherewasasquarespaceofground,beatenhardintothelevelsmoothnessofasphalte。Abigbuttressedtree,agiantleftthereonpurposeduringtheprocessofclearingtheland,roofedintheclearspacewithahighcanopyofgnarledboughsandthick,sombreleaves。Totheright——andsomesmalldistanceawayfromthelargehouse——alittlehutofreeds,coveredwithmats,hadbeenputupforthespecialconvenienceofOmar,who,beingblindandinfirm,hadsomedifficultyinascendingthesteepplankwaythatledtothemoresubstantialdwelling,whichwasbuiltonlowpostsandhadanuncoveredverandah。Closebythetrunkofthetree,andfacingthedoorwayofthehut,thehouseholdfireglowedinasmallhandfulofembersinthemidstofalargecircleofwhiteashes。Anoldwoman——somehumblerelationofoneofLakamba’swives,whohadbeenorderedtoattendonAissa——wassquattingoverthefireandliftedupherblearedeyestogazeatBabalatchiinanuninterestedmanner,asheadvancedrapidlyacrossthecourtyard。

Babalatchitookinthecourtyardwithakeenglanceofhissolitaryeye,andwithoutlookingdownattheoldwomanmutteredaquestion。Silently,thewomanstretchedatremulousandemaciatedarmtowardsthehut。Babalatchimadeafewstepstowardsthedoorway,butstoppedoutsideinthesunlight。

"O!TuanOmar,Omarbesar!ItisI——Babalatchi!"

Withinthehuttherewasafeeblegroan,afitofcoughingandanindistinctmurmurinthebrokentonesofavagueplaint。

Encouragedevidentlybythosesignsofdismallifewithin,Babalatchienteredthehut,andaftersometimecameoutleadingwithrigidcarefulnesstheblindOmar,whofollowedwithbothhishandsonhisguide’sshoulders。Therewasarudeseatunderthetree,andthereBabalatchiledhisoldchief,whosatdownwithasighofreliefandleanedwearilyagainsttheruggedtrunk。Theraysofthesettingsun,dartingunderthespreadingbranches,restedonthewhite-robedfiguresittingwithheadthrownbackinstiffdignity,onthethinhandsmovinguneasily,andonthestolidfacewithitseyelidsdroppedoverthedestroyedeyeballs;

afacesetintotheimmobilityofaplastercastyellowedbyage。

"Isthesunnearitssetting?"askedOmar,inadullvoice。

"Verynear,"answeredBabalatchi。

"WhereamI?WhyhaveIbeentakenawayfromtheplacewhichI

knew——whereI,blind,couldmovewithoutfear?Itislikeblacknighttothosewhosee。Andthesunisnearitssetting——andI

havenotheardthesoundofherfootstepssincethemorning!

Twiceastrangehandhasgivenmemyfoodto-day。Why?Why?

Whereisshe?"

"Sheisnear,"saidBabalatchi。

"Andhe?"wentonOmar,withsuddeneagerness,andadropinhisvoice。"Whereishe?Nothere。Nothere!"herepeated,turninghisheadfromsidetosideasifindeliberateattempttosee。

"No!Heisnotherenow,"saidBabalatchi,soothingly。Then,afterapause,headdedverylow,"Butheshallsoonreturn。"

"Return!Ocraftyone!Willhereturn?Ihavecursedhimthreetimes,"exclaimedOmar,withweakviolence。

"Heis——nodoubt——accursed,"assentedBabalatchi,inaconciliatingmanner——"andyethewillbeherebeforeverylong——I

know!"

"Youarecraftyandfaithless。Ihavemadeyougreat。Youweredirtundermyfeet——lessthandirt,"saidOmar,withtremulousenergy。

"Ihavefoughtbyyoursidemanytimes,"saidBabalatchi,calmly。

"Whydidhecome?"wentonOmar。"Didyousendhim?WhydidhecometodefiletheairIbreathe——tomockatmyfate——topoisonhermindandstealherbody?Shehasgrownhardofhearttome。

Hardandmercilessandstealthylikerocksthattearaship’slifeoutunderthesmoothsea。"Hedrewalongbreath,struggledwithhisanger,thenbrokedownsuddenly。"Ihavebeenhungry,"

hecontinued,inawhimperingtone——"oftenIhavebeenveryhungry——andcold——andneglected——andnobodynearme。Shehasoftenforgottenme——andmysonsaredead,andthatmanisaninfidelandadog。Whydidhecome?Didyoushowhimtheway?"

"Hefoundthewayhimself,OLeaderofthebrave,"saidBabalatchi,sadly。"Ionlysawawayfortheirdestructionandourowngreatness。AndifIsawaright,thenyoushallneversufferfromhungeranymore。Thereshallbepeaceforus,andgloryandriches。"

"AndIshalldieto-morrow,"murmuredOmar,bitterly。

"Whoknows?Thosethingshavebeenwrittensincethebeginningoftheworld,"whisperedBabalatchi,thoughtfully。

"Donotlethimcomeback,"exclaimedOmar。

"Neithercanheescapehisfate,"wentonBabalatchi。"Heshallcomeback,andthepowerofmenwealwayshated,youandI,shallcrumbleintodustinourhand。"Thenheaddedwithenthusiasm,"Theyshallfightamongstthemselvesandperishboth。"

"Andyoushallseeallthis,while,I……"

"True!"murmuredBabalatchi,regretfully。"Toyoulifeisdarkness。"

"No!Flame!"exclaimedtheoldArab,halfrising,thenfallingbackinhisseat。"Theflameofthatlastday!Iseeityet——thelastthingIsaw!AndIhearthenoiseoftherentearth——whentheyalldied。AndIlivetobetheplaythingofacraftyone,"headded,withinconsequentialpeevishness。

"Youaremymasterstill,"saidBabalatchi,humbly。"Youareverywise——andinyourwisdomyoushallspeaktoSyedAbdullawhenhecomeshere——youshallspeaktohimasIadvised,I,yourservant,themanwhofoughtatyourrighthandformanyyears。IhaveheardbyamessengerthattheSyedAbdullaiscomingto-night,perhapslate;forthosethingsmustbedonesecretly,lestthewhiteman,thetraderuptheriver,shouldknowofthem。Buthewillbehere。TherehasbeenasuratdeliveredtoLakamba。Init,SyedAbdullasayshewillleavehisship,whichisanchoredoutsidetheriver,atthehourofnoonto-day。HewillbeherebeforedaylightifAllahwills。"

Hespokewithhiseyefixedontheground,anddidnotbecomeawareofAissa’spresencetillheliftedhisheadwhenheceasedspeaking。ShehadapproachedsoquietlythatevenOmardidnothearherfootsteps,andshestoodnowlookingatthemwithtroubledeyesandpartedlips,asifshewasgoingtospeak;butatBabalatchi’sentreatinggesturesheremainedsilent。Omarsatabsorbedinthought。

"Aywa!Evenso!"hesaidatlast,inaweakvoice。"Iamtospeakyourwisdom,OBabalatchi!Tellhimtotrustthewhiteman!Idonotunderstand。Iamoldandblindandweak。Idonotunderstand。Iamverycold,"hecontinued,inalowertone,movinghisshouldersuneasily。Heceased,thenwentonramblinginafaintwhisper。"Theyarethesonsofwitches,andtheirfatherisSatanthestoned。Sonsofwitches。Sonsofwitches。"

Afterashortsilenceheaskedsuddenly,inafirmervoice——"Howmanywhitemenaretherehere,Ocraftyone?"

"Therearetwohere。Twowhitementofightoneanother,"

answeredBabalatchi,withalacrity。

"Andhowmanywillbeleftthen?Howmany?Tellme,youwhoarewise。"

"Thedownfallofanenemyistheconsolationoftheunfortunate,"

saidBabalatchi,sententiously。"Theyareoneverysea;onlythewisdomoftheMostHighknowstheirnumber——butyoushallknowthatsomeofthemsuffer。"

"Tellme,Babalatchi,willtheydie?Willtheybothdie?"askedOmar,insuddenagitation。

Aissamadeamovement。Babalatchiheldupawarninghand。

"Theyshall,surely,die,"hesaidsteadily,lookingatthegirlwithunflinchingeye。

"Aywa!Butdiesoon!SothatIcanpassmyhandovertheirfaceswhenAllahhasmadethemstiff。"

"Ifsuchistheirfateandyours,"answeredBabalatchi,withouthesitation。"Godisgreat!"

AviolentfitofcoughingdoubledOmarup,andherockedhimselftoandfro,wheezingandmoaninginturns,whileBabalatchiandthegirllookedathiminsilence。Thenheleanedbackagainstthetree,exhausted。

"Iamalone,Iamalone,"hewailedfeebly,gropingvaguelyaboutwithhistremblinghands。"Isthereanybodynearme?Isthereanybody?Iamafraidofthisstrangeplace。"

"Iambyyourside,OLeaderofthebrave,"saidBabalatchi,touchinghisshoulderlightly。"Alwaysbyyoursideasinthedayswhenwebothwereyoung:asinthetimewhenwebothwentwitharmsinourhands。"

"Hastherebeensuchatime,Babalatchi?"saidOmar,wildly;"I

haveforgotten。AndnowwhenIdietherewillbenoman,nofearlessmantospeakofhisfather’sbravery。Therewasawoman!Awoman!Andshehasforsakenmeforaninfideldog。

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