第3章
Thegrassonthebankofthestreamtrembledandatremulouspathofitsshivering,silver-greytopsranfromthewatertothebeginningofthethicket。Andyettherewasnotabreathofwind。Somebodykindpassedthere。Helookedpensivewhilethetremordiedoutinaquicktrembleunderhiseyes;andthegrassstoodhigh,unstirring,withdroopingheadsinthewarmandmotionlessair。
Hehurriedon,drivenbyasuddenlyawakenedcuriosity,andenteredthenarrowwaybetweenthebushes。Atthenextturnofthepathhecaughtagaintheglimpseofcolouredstuffandofawoman’sblackhairbeforehim。Hehastenedhispaceandcameinfullviewoftheobjectofhispursuit。Thewoman,whowascarryingtwobamboovesselsfullofwater,heardhisfootsteps,stopped,andputtingthebamboosdownhalfturnedtolookback。
Willemsalsostoodstillforaminute,thenwalkedsteadilyonwithafirmtread,whilethewomanmovedasidetolethimpass。
Hekepthiseyesfixedstraightbeforehim,yetalmostunconsciouslyhetookineverydetailofthetallandgracefulfigure。Asheapproachedherthewomantossedherheadslightlyback,andwithafreegestureofherstrong,roundarm,caughtupthemassoflooseblackhairandbroughtitoverhershoulderandacrossthelowerpartofherface。Thenextmomenthewaspassingherclose,walkingrigidly,likeamaninatrance。Heheardherrapidbreathingandhefeltthetouchofalookdartedathimfromhalf-openeyes。Ittouchedhisbrainandhishearttogether。Itseemedtohimtobesomethingloudandstirringlikeashout,silentandpenetratinglikeaninspiration。Themomentumofhismotioncarriedhimpasther,butaninvisibleforcemadeupofsurpriseandcuriosityanddesirespunhimroundassoonashehadpassed。
Shehadtakenupherburdenalready,withtheintentionofpursuingherpath。Hissuddenmovementarrestedheratthefirststep,andagainshestoodstraight,slim,expectant,withareadinesstodartawaysuggestedinthelightimmobilityofherpose。Highabove,thebranchesofthetreesmetinatransparentshimmerofwavinggreenmist,throughwhichtherainofyellowraysdescendeduponherhead,streamedinglintsdownherblacktresses,shonewiththechangingglowofliquidmetalonherface,andlostitselfinvanishingsparksinthesombredepthsofhereyesthat,wideopennow,withenlargedpupils,lookedsteadilyatthemaninherpath。AndWillemsstaredather,charmedwithacharmthatcarrieswithitasenseofirreparableloss,tinglingwiththatfeelingwhichbeginslikeacaressandendsinablow,inthatsuddenhurtofanewemotionmakingitswayintoahumanheart,withthebrusquestirringofsleepingsensationsawakeningsuddenlytotherushofnewhopes,newfears,newdesires——andtotheflightofone’soldself。
Shemovedastepforwardandagainhalted。Abreathofwindthatcamethroughthetrees,butinWillems’fancyseemedtobedrivenbyhermovingfigure,rippledinahotwaveroundhisbodyandscorchedhisfaceinaburningtouch。Hedrewitinwithalongbreath,thelastlongbreathofasoldierbeforetherushofbattle,ofaloverbeforehetakesinhisarmstheadoredwoman;
thebreaththatgivescouragetoconfrontthemenaceofdeathorthestormofpassion。
Whowasshe?Wheredidshecomefrom?Wonderinglyhetookhiseyesoffherfacetolookroundattheserriedtreesoftheforestthatstoodbigandstillandstraight,asifwatchinghimandherbreathlessly。Hehadbeenbaffled,repelled,almostfrightenedbytheintensityofthattropicallifewhichwantsthesunshinebutworksingloom;whichseemstobeallgraceofcolourandform,allbrilliance,allsmiles,butisonlytheblossomingofthedead;whosemysteryholdsthepromiseofjoyandbeauty,yetcontainsnothingbutpoisonanddecay。Hehadbeenfrightenedbythevagueperceptionofdangerbefore,butnow,ashelookedatthatlifeagain,hiseyesseemedabletopiercethefantasticveilofcreepersandleaves,tolookpastthesolidtrunks,toseethroughtheforbiddinggloom——andthemysterywasdisclosed——enchanting,subduing,beautiful。Helookedatthewoman。Throughthecheckeredlightbetweenthemsheappearedtohimwiththeimpalpabledistinctnessofadream。
Theveryspiritofthatlandofmysteriousforests,standingbeforehimlikeanapparitionbehindatransparentveil——aveilwovenofsunbeamsandshadows。
Shehadapproachedhimstillnearer。Hefeltastrangeimpatiencewithinhimatheradvance。Confusedthoughtsrushedthroughhishead,disordered,shapeless,stunning。Thenheheardhisownvoiceasking——
"Whoareyou?"
"IamthedaughteroftheblindOmar,"sheanswered,inalowbutsteadytone。"Andyou,"shewenton,alittlelouder,"youarethewhitetrader——thegreatmanofthisplace。"
"Yes,"saidWillems,holdinghereyeswithhisinasenseofextremeeffort,"Yes,Iamwhite。"Thenheadded,feelingasifhespokeaboutsomeotherman,"ButIamtheoutcastofmypeople。"
Shelistenedtohimgravely。Throughthemeshofscatteredhairherfacelookedlikethefaceofagoldenstatuewithlivingeyes。Theheavyeyelidsdroppedslightly,andfrombetweenthelongeyelashesshesentoutasidelonglook:hard,keen,andnarrow,likethegleamofsharpsteel。Herlipswerefirmandcomposedinagracefulcurve,butthedistendednostrils,theupwardpoiseofthehalf-avertedhead,gavetoherwholepersontheexpressionofawildandresentfuldefiance。
AshadowpassedoverWillems’face。Heputhishandoverhislipsasiftokeepbackthewordsthatwantedtocomeoutinasurgeofimpulsivenecessity,theoutcomeofdominantthoughtthatrushesfromthehearttothebrainandmustbespokeninthefaceofdoubt,ofdanger,offear,ofdestructionitself。
"Youarebeautiful,"hewhispered。
Shelookedathimagainwithaglancethatrunninginonequickflashofhereyesoverhissunburntfeatures,hisbroadshoulders,hisstraight,tall,motionlessfigure,restedatlastonthegroundathisfeet。Thenshesmiled。Inthesombrebeautyofherfacethatsmilewaslikethefirstrayoflightonastormydaybreakthatdartsevanescentandpalethroughthegloomyclouds:theforerunnerofsunriseandofthunder。
CHAPTERSEVEN
Thereareinourlivesshortperiodswhichholdnoplaceinmemorybutonlyastherecollectionofafeeling。Thereisnoremembranceofgesture,ofaction,ofanyoutwardmanifestationoflife;thosearelostintheunearthlybrillianceorintheunearthlygloomofsuchmoments。Weareabsorbedinthecontemplationofthatsomething,withinourbodies,whichrejoicesorsufferswhilethebodygoesonbreathing,instinctivelyrunsawayor,notlessinstinctively,fights——perhapsdies。Butdeathinsuchamomentistheprivilegeofthefortunate,itisahighandrarefavour,asupremegrace。
WillemsneverrememberedhowandwhenhepartedfromAissa。Hecaughthimselfdrinkingthemuddywateroutofthehollowofhishand,whilehiscanoewasdriftinginmid-streampastthelasthousesofSambir。Withhisreturningwitscamethefearofsomethingunknownthathadtakenpossessionofhisheart,ofsomethinginarticulateandmasterfulwhichcouldnotspeakandwouldbeobeyed。Hisfirstimpulsewasthatofrevolt。Hewouldnevergobackthere。Never!Helookedroundslowlyatthebrillianceofthingsinthedeadlysunshineandtookuphispaddle!Howchangedeverythingseemed!Theriverwasbroader,theskywashigher。Howfastthecanoeflewunderthestrokesofhispaddle!Sincewhenhadheacquiredthestrengthoftwomenormore?Helookedupanddownthereachattheforestsofthebankwithaconfusednotionthatwithonesweepofhishandhecouldtumbleallthesetreesintothestream。Hisfacefeltburning。Hedrankagain,andshudderedwithadepravedsenseofpleasureattheafter-tasteofslimeinthewater。
ItwaslatewhenhereachedAlmayer’shouse,buthecrossedthedarkandunevencourtyard,walkinglightlyintheradianceofsomelightofhisown,invisibletoothereyes。Hishost’ssulkygreetingjarredhimlikeasuddenfalldownagreatheight。HetookhisplaceatthetableoppositeAlmayerandtriedtospeakcheerfullytohisgloomycompanion,butwhenthemealwasendedandtheysatsmokinginsilencehefeltanabruptdiscouragement,alassitudeinallhislimbs,asenseofimmensesadnessasaftersomegreatandirreparableloss。Thedarknessofthenightenteredhisheart,bringingwithitdoubtandhesitationanddullangerwithhimselfandalltheworld。Hehadanimpulsetoshouthorriblecurses,toquarrelwithAlmayer,todosomethingviolent。Quitewithoutanyimmediateprovocationhethoughthewouldliketoassaultthewretched,sulkybeast。Heglancedathimferociouslyfromunderhiseyebrows。TheunconsciousAlmayersmokedthoughtfully,planningto-morrow’sworkprobably。Theman’scomposureseemedtoWillemsanunpardonableinsult。Whydidn’tthatidiottalkto-nightwhenhewantedhimto?……onothernightshewasreadyenoughtochatter。Andsuchdullnonsensetoo!AndWillems,tryinghardtorepresshisownsenselessrage,lookedfixedlythroughthethicktobacco-smokeatthestainedtablecloth。
Theyretiredearly,asusual,butinthemiddleofthenightWillemsleapedoutofhishammockwithastifledexecrationandrandownthestepsintothecourtyard。Thetwonightwatchmen,whosatbyalittlefiretalkingtogetherinamonotonousundertone,liftedtheirheadstolookwonderinglyatthediscomposedfeaturesofthewhitemanashecrossedthecircleoflightthrownoutbytheirfire。Hedisappearedinthedarknessandthencamebackagain,passingthemclose,butwithnosignofconsciousnessoftheirpresenceonhisface。Backwardsandforwardshepaced,mutteringtohimself,andthetwoMalays,afterashortconsultationinwhispersleftthefirequietly,notthinkingitsafetoremaininthevicinityofawhitemanwhobehavedinsuchastrangemanner。TheyretiredroundthecornerofthegodownandwatchedWillemscuriouslythroughthenight,tilltheshortdaybreakwasfollowedbythesuddenblazeoftherisingsun,andAlmayer’sestablishmentwokeuptolifeandwork。
Assoonashecouldgetawayunnoticedinthebustleofthebusyriverside,WillemscrossedtheriveronhiswaytotheplacewherehehadmetAissa。Hethrewhimselfdowninthegrassbythesideofthebrookandlistenedforthesoundofherfootsteps。Thebrilliantlightofdayfellthroughtheirregularopeninginthehighbranchesofthetreesandstreameddown,softened,amongsttheshadowsofbigtrunks。Hereandthereanarrowsunbeamtouchedtheruggedbarkofatreewithagoldensplash,sparkledontheleapingwaterofthebrook,orrestedonaleafthatstoodout,shimmeringanddistinct,onthemonotonousbackgroundofsombregreentints。Thecleargapofblueabovehisheadwascrossedbythequickflightofwhiterice-birdswhosewingsflashedinthesunlight,whilethroughittheheatpoureddownfromthesky,clungaboutthesteamingearth,rolledamongthetrees,andwrappedupWillemsinthesoftandodorousfoldsofairheavywiththefaintscentofblossomsandwiththeacridsmellofdecayinglife。AndinthatatmosphereofNature’sworkshopWillemsfeltsoothedandlulledintoforgetfulnessofhispast,intoindifferenceastohisfuture。Therecollectionsofhistriumphs,ofhiswrongsandofhisambitionvanishedinthatwarmth,whichseemedtomeltallregrets,allhope,allanger,allstrengthoutofhisheart。Andhelaythere,dreamilycontented,inthetepidandperfumedshelter,thinkingofAissa’seyes;recallingthesoundofhervoice,thequiverofherlips——herfrownsandhersmile。
Shecame,ofcourse。Toherhewassomethingnew,unknownandstrange。Hewasbigger,strongerthananymanshehadseenbefore,andaltogetherdifferentfromallthosesheknew。Hewasofthevictoriousrace。Withavividremembranceofthegreatcatastropheofherlifeheappearedtoherwithallthefascinationofagreatanddangerousthing;ofaterrorvanquished,surmounted,madeaplaythingof。Theyspokewithjustsuchadeepvoice——thosevictoriousmen;theylookedwithjustsuchhardblueeyesattheirenemies。Andshemadethatvoicespeaksoftlytoher,thoseeyeslooktenderlyatherface!
Hewasindeedaman。Shecouldnotunderstandallhetoldherofhislife,butthefragmentssheunderstoodshemadeupforherselfintoastoryofamangreatamongsthisownpeople,valorousandunfortunate;anundauntedfugitivedreamingofvengeanceagainsthisenemies。Hehadalltheattractivenessofthevagueandtheunknown——oftheunforeseenandofthesudden;
ofabeingstrong,dangerous,alive,andhuman,readytobeenslaved。
Shefeltthathewasready。Shefeltitwiththeunerringintuitionofaprimitivewomanconfrontedbyasimpleimpulse。
Dayafterday,whentheymetandshestoodalittlewayoff,listeningtohiswords,holdinghimwithherlook,theundefinedterrorofthenewconquestbecamefaintandblurredlikethememoryofadream,andthecertitudegrewdistinct,andconvincing,andvisibletotheeyeslikesomematerialthinginfullsunlight。Itwasadeepjoy,agreatpride,atangiblesweetnessthatseemedtoleavethetasteofhoneyonherlips。
Helaystretchedatherfeetwithoutmoving,forheknewfromexperiencehowaslightmovementofhiscouldfrightenherawayinthosefirstdaysoftheirintercourse。Helayveryquiet,withalltheardourofhisdesireringinginhisvoiceandshininginhiseyes,whilsthisbodywasstill,likedeathitself。Andhelookedather,standingabovehim,herheadlostintheshadowofbroadandgracefulleavesthattouchedhercheek;whiletheslenderspikesofpalegreenorchidsstreameddownfromamongsttheboughsandmingledwiththeblackhairthatframedherface,asifallthoseplantsclaimedherfortheirown——theanimatedandbrilliantflowerofallthatexuberantlifewhich,borningloom,strugglesforevertowardsthesunshine。
Everydayshecamealittlenearer。Hewatchedherslowprogress——thegradualtamingofthatwomanbythewordsofhislove。Itwasthemonotonoussongofpraiseanddesirethat,commencingatcreation,wrapsuptheworldlikeanatmosphereandshallendonlyintheendofallthings——whentherearenolipstosingandnoearstohear。Hetoldherthatshewasbeautifulanddesirable,andherepeateditagainandagain;forwhenhetoldherthat,hehadsaidalltherewaswithinhim——hehadexpressedhisonlythought,hisonlyfeeling。Andhewatchedthestartledlookofwonderandmistrustvanishfromherfacewiththepassingdays,hereyessoften,thesmiledwelllongerandlongeronherlips;asmileasofonecharmedbyadelightfuldream;withtheslightexaltationofintoxicatingtriumphlurkinginitsdawningtenderness。
Andwhileshewasneartherewasnothinginthewholeworld——forthatidleman——butherlookandhersmile。Nothinginthepast,nothinginthefuture;andinthepresentonlytheluminousfactofherexistence。Butinthesuddendarknessofhergoinghewouldbeleftweakandhelpless,asthoughdespoiledviolentlyofallthatwashimself。Hewhohadlivedallhislifewithnopreoccupationbutthatofhisowncareer,contemptuouslyindifferenttoallfeminineinfluence,fullofscornformenthatwouldsubmittoit,ifeversolittle;he,sostrong,sosuperioreveninhiserrors,realizedatlastthathisveryindividualitywassnatchedfromwithinhimselfbythehandofawoman。Wherewastheassuranceandprideofhiscleverness;thebeliefinsuccess,theangeroffailure,thewishtoretrievehisfortune,thecertitudeofhisabilitytoaccomplishityet?Gone。Allgone。Allthathadbeenamanwithinhimwasgone,andthereremainedonlythetroubleofhisheart——thatheartwhichhadbecomeacontemptiblething;whichcouldbeflutteredbyalookorasmile,tormentedbyaword,soothedbyapromise。
Whenthelonged-fordaycameatlast,whenshesankonthegrassbyhissideandwithaquickgesturetookhishandinhers,hesatupsuddenlywiththemovementandlookofamanawakenedbythecrashofhisownfallinghouse。Allhisblood,allhissensation,allhislifeseemedtorushintothathandleavinghimwithoutstrength,inacoldshiver,inthesuddenclamminessandcollapseasofadeadlygun-shotwound。Heflungherhandawaybrutally,likesomethingburning,andsatmotionless,hisheadfallenforward,staringonthegroundandcatchinghisbreathinpainfulgasps。Hisimpulseoffearandapparenthorrordidnotdismayherintheleast。Herfacewasgraveandhereyeslookedseriouslyathim。Herfingerstouchedthehairofhistemple,raninalightcaressdownhischeek,twistedgentlytheendofhislongmoustache:andwhilehesatinthetremorofthatcontactsheranoffwithstartlingfleetnessanddisappearedinapealofclearlaughter,inthestirofgrass,inthenodofyoungtwigsgrowingoverthepath;leavingbehindonlyavanishingtrailofmotionandsound。
Hescrambledtohisfeetslowlyandpainfully,likeamanwithaburdenonhisshoulders,andwalkedtowardstheriverside。Hehuggedtohisbreasttherecollectionofhisfearandofhisdelight,buttoldhimselfseriouslyoverandoveragainthatthismustbetheendofthatadventure。Aftershovingoffhiscanoeintothestreamheliftedhiseyestothebankandgazedatitlongandsteadily,asiftakinghislastlookataplaceofcharmingmemories。HemarcheduptoAlmayer’shousewiththeconcentratedexpressionandthedeterminedstepofamanwhohadjusttakenamomentousresolution。Hisfacewassetandrigid,hisgesturesandmovementswereguardedandslow。Hewaskeepingatighthandonhimself。Averytighthand。Hehadavividillusion——asvividasrealityalmost——ofbeinginchargeofaslipperyprisoner。HesatoppositeAlmayerduringthatdinner——whichwastheirlastmealtogether——withaperfectlycalmfaceandwithinhimagrowingterrorofescapefromhisownself。
Nowandthenhewouldgrasptheedgeofthetableandsethisteethhardinasuddenwaveofacutedespair,likeonewho,fallingdownasmoothandrapiddeclivitythatendsinaprecipice,digshisfingernailsintotheyieldingsurfaceandfeelshimselfslippinghelplesslytoinevitabledestruction。
Then,abruptly,camearelaxationofhismuscles,thegivingwayofhiswill。Somethingseemedtosnapinhishead,andthatwish,thatideakeptbackduringallthosehours,dartedintohisbrainwiththeheatandnoiseofaconflagration。Hemustseeher!Seeheratonce!Gonow!To-night!Hehadtheragingregretofthelosthour,ofeverypassingmoment。Therewasnothoughtofresistancenow。Yetwiththeinstinctivefearoftheirrevocable,withtheinnatefalsenessofthehumanheart,hewantedtokeepopenthewayofretreat。Hehadneverabsentedhimselfduringthenight。WhatdidAlmayerknow?WhatwouldAlmayerthink?Betteraskhimforthegun。Amoonlightnight……Lookfordeer……Acolourablepretext。HewouldlietoAlmayer。Whatdiditmatter!Heliedtohimselfeveryminuteofhislife。Andforwhat?Forawoman。Andsuch……
Almayer’sanswershowedhimthatdeceptionwasuseless。
Everythinggetstobeknown,eveninthisplace。Well,hedidnotcare。Caredfornothingbutforthelostseconds。Whatifheshouldsuddenlydie。Diebeforehesawher。Beforehecould……
As,withthesoundofAlmayer’slaughterinhisears,heurgedhiscanoeinaslantingcourseacrosstherapidcurrent,hetriedtotellhimselfthathecouldreturnatanymoment。Hewouldjustgoandlookattheplacewheretheyusedtomeet,atthetreeunderwhichhelaywhenshetookhishand,atthespotwhereshesatbyhisside。Justgothereandthenreturn——nothingmore;butwhenhislittleskifftouchedthebankheleapedout,forgettingthepainter,andthecanoehungforamomentamongstthebushesandthenswungoutofsightbeforehehadtimetodashintothewaterandsecureit。Hewasthunderstruckatfirst。
NowhecouldnotgobackunlesshecalleduptheRajah’speopletogetaboatandrowers——andthewaytoPatalolo’scampongledpastAissa’shouse!
Hewentupthepathwiththeeagereyesandreluctantstepsofamanpursuingaphantom,andwhenhefoundhimselfataplacewhereanarrowtrackbranchedofftothelefttowardsOmar’sclearinghestoodstill,withalookofstrainedattentiononhisfaceasiflisteningtoafar-offvoice——thevoiceofhisfate。
Itwasasoundinarticulatebutfullofmeaning;andfollowingittherecamearendingandtearingwithinhisbreast。Hetwistedhisfingerstogether,andthejointsofhishandsandarmscracked。Onhisforeheadtheperspirationstoodoutinsmallpearlydrops。Helookedroundwildly。Abovetheshapelessdarknessoftheforestundergrowthrosethetreetopswiththeirhighboughsandleavesstandingoutblackonthepalesky——likefragmentsofnightfloatingonmoonbeams。Underhisfeetwarmsteamrosefromtheheatedearth。Roundhimtherewasagreatsilence。
Hewaslookingroundforhelp。Thissilence,thisimmobilityofhissurroundingsseemedtohimacoldrebuke,asternrefusal,acruelunconcern。Therewasnosafetyoutsideofhimself——andinhimselftherewasnorefuge;therewasonlytheimageofthatwoman。Hehadasuddenmomentoflucidity——ofthatcruelluciditythatcomesonceinlifetothemostbenighted。Heseemedtoseewhatwentonwithinhim,andwashorrifiedatthestrangesight。
He,awhitemanwhoseworstfaulttillthenhadbeenalittlewantofjudgmentandtoomuchconfidenceintherectitudeofhiskind!Thatwomanwasacompletesavage,and……Hetriedtotellhimselfthatthethingwasofnoconsequence。Itwasavaineffort。Thenoveltyofthesensationshehadneverexperiencedbeforeintheslightestdegree,yethaddespisedonhearsayfromhissafepositionofacivilizedman,destroyedhiscourage。Hewasdisappointedwithhimself。Heseemedtobesurrenderingtoawildcreaturetheunstainedpurityofhislife,ofhisrace,ofhiscivilization。Hehadanotionofbeinglostamongstshapelessthingsthatweredangerousandghastly。Hestruggledwiththesenseofcertaindefeat——losthisfooting——fellbackintothedarkness。Withafaintcryandanupwardthrowofhisarmshegaveupasatiredswimmergivesup:becausetheswampedcraftisgonefromunderhisfeet;becausethenightisdarkandtheshoreisfar——becausedeathisbetterthanstrife。
PARTII
CHAPTERONE
Thelightandheatfelluponthesettlement,theclearings,andtheriverasifflungdownbyanangryhand。Thelandlaysilent,still,andbrilliantundertheavalancheofburningraysthathaddestroyedallsoundandallmotion,hadburiedallshadows,hadchokedeverybreath。Nolivingthingdaredtoaffronttheserenityofthiscloudlesssky,daredtorevoltagainsttheoppressionofthisgloriousandcruelsunshine。
Strengthandresolution,bodyandmindalikewerehelpless,andtriedtohidebeforetherushofthefirefromheaven。Onlythefrailbutterflies,thefearlesschildrenofthesun,thecapricioustyrantsoftheflowers,flutteredaudaciouslyintheopen,andtheirminuteshadowshoveredinswarmsoverthedroopingblossoms,ranlightlyonthewitheringgrass,orglidedonthedryandcrackedearth。Novoicewasheardinthishotnoontidebutthefaintmurmuroftheriverthathurriedoninswirlsandeddies,itssparklingwaveletschasingeachotherintheirjoyouscoursetotheshelteringdepths,tothecoolrefugeofthesea。
Almayerhaddismissedhisworkmenforthemiddayrest,and,hislittledaughteronhisshoulder,ranquicklyacrossthecourtyard,makingfortheshadeoftheverandahofhishouse。Helaidthesleepychildontheseatofthebigrocking-chair,onapillowwhichhetookoutofhisownhammock,andstoodforawhilelookingdownatherwithtenderandpensiveeyes。Thechild,tiredandhot,moveduneasily,sighed,andlookedupathimwiththeveiledlookofsleepyfatigue。Hepickedupfromthefloorabrokenpalm-leaffan,andbeganfanninggentlytheflushedlittleface。HereyelidsflutteredandAlmayersmiled。
Aresponsivesmilebrightenedforasecondherheavyeyes,brokewithadimplethesoftoutlineofhercheek;thentheeyelidsdroppedsuddenly,shedrewalongbreaththroughthepartedlips——andwasinadeepsleepbeforethefleetingsmilecouldvanishfromherface。
Almayermovedlightlyoff,tookoneofthewoodenarmchairs,andplacingitclosetothebalustradeoftheverandahsatdownwithasighofrelief。Hespreadhiselbowsonthetoprailandrestinghischinonhisclaspedhandslookedabsentlyattheriver,atthedanceofsunlightontheflowingwater。Graduallytheforestofthefurtherbankbecamesmaller,asifsinkingbelowtheleveloftheriver。Theoutlineswavered,grewthin,dissolvedintheair。Beforehiseyestherewasnowonlyaspaceofundulatingblue——onebig,emptyskygrowingdarkattimes……Wherewasthesunshine?……Hefeltsoothedandhappy,asifsomegentleandinvisiblehandhadremovedfromhissoultheburdenofhisbody。Inanothersecondheseemedtofloatoutintoacoolbrightnesswheretherewasnosuchthingasmemoryorpain。Delicious。Hiseyesclosed——opened——closedagain。
"Almayer!"
Withasuddenjerkofhiswholebodyhesatup,graspingthefrontrailwithbothhishands,andblinkedstupidly。
"What?What’sthat?"hemuttered,lookingroundvaguely。
"Here!Downhere,Almayer。"
Halfrisinginhischair,Almayerlookedovertherailatthefootoftheverandah,andfellbackwithalowwhistleofastonishment。
"Aghost,byheavens!"heexclaimedsoftlytohimself。
"Willyoulistentome?"wentonthehuskyvoicefromthecourtyard。"MayIcomeup,Almayer?"
Almayerstoodupandleanedovertherail。"Don’tyoudare,"hesaid,inavoicesubduedbutdistinct。"Don’tyoudare!Thechildsleepshere。AndIdon’twanttohearyou——orspeaktoyoueither。"
"Youmustlistentome!It’ssomethingimportant。"
"Nottome,surely。"
"Yes!Toyou。Veryimportant。"
"Youwerealwaysahumbug,"saidAlmayer,afterashortsilence,inanindulgenttone。"Always!Iremembertheolddays。Somefellowsusedtosaytherewasnoonelikeyouforsmartness——butyounevertookmein。Notquite。Ineverquitebelievedinyou,Mr。Willems。"
"Iadmityoursuperiorintelligence,"retortedWillems,withscornfulimpatience,frombelow。"Listeningtomewouldbeafurtherproofofit。Youwillbesorryifyoudon’t。"
"Oh,youfunnyfellow!"saidAlmayer,banteringly。"Well,comeup。Don’tmakeanoise,butcomeup。You’llcatchasunstrokedownthereanddieonmydoorstepperhaps。Idon’twantanytragedyhere。Comeon!"
BeforehefinishedspeakingWillems’headappearedabovethelevelofthefloor,thenhisshouldersrosegraduallyandhestoodatlastbeforeAlmayer——amasqueradingspectreoftheoncesoveryconfidentialclerkoftherichestmerchantintheislands。Hisjacketwassoiledandtorn;belowthewaisthewasclothedinaworn-outandfadedsarong。Heflungoffhishat,uncoveringhislong,tangledhairthatstuckinwispsonhisperspiringforeheadandstraggledoverhiseyes,whichglittereddeepdowninthesocketslikethelastsparksamongsttheblackembersofaburnt-outfire。Anuncleanbeardgrewoutofthecavernsofhissunburntcheeks。ThehandheputouttowardsAlmayerwasveryunsteady。Theoncefirmmouthhadthetell-taledroopofmentalsufferingandphysicalexhaustion。Hewasbarefooted。Almayersurveyedhimwithleisurelycomposure。
"Well!"hesaidatlast,withouttakingtheextendedhandwhichdroppedslowlyalongWillems’body。
"Iamcome,"beganWillems。
"SoIsee,"interruptedAlmayer。"Youmighthavesparedmethistreatwithoutmakingmeunhappy。Youhavebeenawayfiveweeks,ifIamnotmistaken。Igotonverywellwithoutyou——andnowyouarehereyouarenotprettytolookat。"
"Letmespeak,willyou!"exclaimedWillems。
"Don’tshoutlikethis。Doyouthinkyourselfintheforestwithyour……yourfriends?Thisisacivilizedman’shouse。A
whiteman’s。Understand?"
"Iamcome,"beganWillemsagain;"Iamcomeforyourgoodandmine。"
"Youlookasifyouhadcomeforagoodfeed,"chimedintheirrepressibleAlmayer,whileWillemswavedhishandinadiscouragedgesture。"Don’ttheygiveyouenoughtoeat,"wentonAlmayer,inatoneofeasybanter,"those——whatamItocallthem——thosenewrelationsofyours?Thatoldblindscoundrelmustbedelightedwithyourcompany。Youknow,hewasthegreatestthiefandmurdererofthoseseas。Say!doyouexchangeconfidences?Tellme,Willems,didyoukillsomebodyinMacassarordidyouonlystealsomething?"
"Itisnottrue!"exclaimedWillems,hotly。"Ionlyborrowed……Theyalllied!I……"
"Sh-sh!"hissedAlmayer,warningly,withalookatthesleepingchild。"Soyoudidsteal,"hewenton,withrepressedexultation。"Ithoughttherewassomethingofthekind。Andnow,here,youstealagain。"
ForthefirsttimeWillemsraisedhiseyestoAlmayer’sface。
"Oh,Idon’tmeanfromme。Ihaven’tmissedanything,"saidAlmayer,withmockinghaste。"Butthatgirl。Hey!Youstoleher。Youdidnotpaytheoldfellow。Sheisnogoodtohimnow,isshe?"
"Stopthat。Almayer!"
SomethinginWillems’tonecausedAlmayertopause。Helookednarrowlyatthemanbeforehim,andcouldnothelpbeingshockedathisappearance。
"Almayer,"wentonWillems,"listentome。Ifyouareahumanbeingyouwill。Isufferhorribly——andforyoursake。"
Almayerliftedhiseyebrows。"Indeed!How?Butyouareraving,"headded,negligently。
"Ah!Youdon’tknow,"whisperedWillems。"Sheisgone。Gone,"
herepeated,withtearsinhisvoice,"gonetwodaysago。"
"No!"exclaimedthesurprisedAlmayer。"Gone!Ihaven’theardthatnewsyet。"Heburstintoasubduedlaugh。"Howfunny!Hadenoughofyoualready?Youknowit’snotflatteringforyou,mysuperiorcountryman。"
Willems——asifnothearinghim——leanedagainstoneofthecolumnsoftheroofandlookedovertheriver。"Atfirst,"hewhispered,dreamily,"mylifewaslikeavisionofheaven——orhell;Ididn’tknowwhich。SinceshewentIknowwhatperditionmeans;whatdarknessis。Iknowwhatitistobetorntopiecesalive。
That’showIfeel。"
"Youmaycomeandlivewithmeagain,"saidAlmayer,coldly。
"Afterall,Lingard——whomIcallmyfatherandrespectassuch——leftyouundermycare。Youpleasedyourselfbygoingaway。Verygood。Nowyouwanttocomeback。Beitso。Iamnofriendofyours。IactforCaptainLingard。"
"Comeback?"repeatedWillems,passionately。"Comebacktoyouandabandonher?DoyouthinkIammad?Withouther!Man!whatareyoumadeof?Tothinkthatshemoves,lives,breathesoutofmysight。Iamjealousofthewindthatfansher,oftheairshebreathes,oftheearththatreceivesthecaressofherfoot,ofthesunthatlooksathernowwhileI……Ihaven’tseenherfortwodays——twodays。"
TheintensityofWillems’feelingmovedAlmayersomewhat,butheaffectedtoyawnelaborately"Youdoboreme,"hemuttered。"Whydon’tyougoafterherinsteadofcominghere?"
"Whyindeed?"
"Don’tyouknowwheresheis?Shecan’tbeveryfar。Nonativecrafthasleftthisriverforthelastfortnight。"
"No!notveryfar——andIwilltellyouwheresheis。SheisinLakamba’scampong。"AndWillemsfixedhiseyessteadilyonAlmayer’sface。
"Phew!Pataloloneversenttoletmeknow。Strange,"saidAlmayer,thoughtfully。"Areyouafraidofthatlot?"headded,afterashortpause。
"I——afraid!"
"Thenisitthecareofyourdignitywhichpreventsyoufromfollowingherthere,myhigh-mindedfriend?"askedAlmayer,withmocksolicitude。"Hownobleofyou!"
Therewasashortsilence;thenWillemssaid,quietly,"Youareafool。Ishouldliketokickyou。"
"Nofear,"answeredAlmayer,carelessly;"youaretooweakforthat。Youlookstarved。"
"Idon’tthinkIhaveeatenanythingforthelasttwodays;
perhapsmore——Idon’tremember。Itdoesnotmatter。Iamfullofliveembers,"saidWillems,gloomily。"Look!"andhebaredanarmcoveredwithfreshscars。"Ihavebeenbitingmyselftoforgetinthatpainthefirethathurtsmethere!"Hestruckhisbreastviolentlywithhisfist,reeledunderhisownblow,fellintoachairthatstoodnearandclosedhiseyesslowly。
"Disgustingexhibition,"saidAlmayer,loftily。"Whatcouldfathereverseeinyou?Youareasestimableasaheapofgarbage。"
"Youtalklikethat!You,whosoldyoursoulforafewguilders,"mutteredWillems,wearily,withoutopeninghiseyes。
"Notsofew,"saidAlmayer,withinstinctivereadiness,andstoppedconfusedforamoment。Herecoveredhimselfquickly,however,andwenton:"Butyou——youhavethrownyoursawayfornothing;flungitunderthefeetofadamnedsavagewomanwhohasmadeyoualreadythethingyouare,andwillkillyouverysoon,onewayoranother,withherloveorwithherhate。Youspokejustnowaboutguilders。YoumeantLingard’smoney,Isuppose。
Well,whateverIhavesold,andforwhateverprice,Inevermeantyou——youofallpeople——tospoilmybargain。Ifeelprettysafethough。Evenfather,evenCaptainLingard,wouldnottouchyounowwithapairoftongs;notwithaten-footpole……"
Hespokeexcitedly,allinonebreath,and,ceasingsuddenly,glaredatWillemsandbreathedhardthroughhisnoseinsulkyresentment。Willemslookedathimsteadilyforamoment,thengotup。
"Almayer,"hesaidresolutely,"Iwanttobecomeatraderinthisplace。"
Almayershruggedhisshoulders。
"Yes。Andyoushallsetmeup。Iwantahouseandtradegoods——perhapsalittlemoney。Iaskyouforit。"
"Anythingelseyouwant?Perhapsthiscoat?"andhereAlmayerunbuttonedhisjacket——"ormyhouse——ormyboots?"
"Afterallit’snatural,"wentonWillems,withoutpayinganyattentiontoAlmayer——"it’snaturalthatsheshouldexpecttheadvantageswhich……andthenIcouldshutupthatoldwretchandthen……"
Hepaused,hisfacebrightenedwiththesoftlightofdreamyenthusiasm,andheturnedhiseyesupwards。Withhisgauntfigureanddilapidatedappearancehelookedlikesomeasceticdwellerinawilderness,findingtherewardofaself-denyinglifeinavisionofdazzlingglory。Hewentoninanimpassionedmurmur——
"AndthenIwouldhaveheralltomyselfawayfromherpeople——alltomyself——undermyowninfluence——tofashion——tomould——toadore——tosoften——to……Oh!Delight!Andthen——thengoawaytosomedistantplacewhere,farfromallsheknew,Iwouldbealltheworldtoher!Alltheworldtoher!"
Hisfacechangedsuddenly。Hiseyeswanderedforawhileandthenbecamesteadyallatonce。
"Iwouldrepayeverycent,ofcourse,"hesaid,inabusiness-liketone,withsomethingofhisoldassurance,ofhisoldbeliefinhimself,init。"Everycent。Ineednotinterferewithyourbusiness。Ishallcutoutthesmallnativetraders。I
haveideas——butnevermindthatnow。AndCaptainLingardwouldapprove,Ifeelsure。Afterallit’saloan,andIshallbeathand。Safethingforyou。"
"Ah!CaptainLingardwouldapprove!Hewouldapp……"
Almayerchoked。ThenotionofLingarddoingsomethingforWillemsenragedhim。Hisfacewaspurple。Hesplutteredinsultingwords。Willemslookedathimcoolly。
"Iassureyou,Almayer,"hesaid,gently,"thatIhavegoodgroundsformydemand。"
"Yourcursedimpudence!"
"Believeme,Almayer,yourpositionhereisnotsosafeasyoumaythink。Anunscrupulousrivalherewoulddestroyyourtradeinayear。Itwouldberuin。NowLingard’slongabsencegivescouragetocertainindividuals。Youknow?——Ihaveheardmuchlately。Theymadeproposalstome……Youareverymuchalonehere。EvenPatalolo……"
"DamnPatalolo!Iammasterinthisplace。"
"But,Almayer,don’tyousee……"
"Yes,Isee。Iseeamysteriousass,"interruptedAlmayer,violently。"Whatisthemeaningofyourveiledthreats?Don’tyouthinkIknowsomethingalso?Theyhavebeenintriguingforyears——andnothinghashappened。TheArabshavebeenhangingaboutoutsidethisriverforyears——andIamstilltheonlytraderhere;themasterhere。Doyoubringmeadeclarationofwar?Thenit’sfromyourselfonly。Iknowallmyotherenemies。
Ioughttoknockyouonthehead。Youarenotworthpowderandshotthough。Yououghttobedestroyedwithastick——likeasnake。"
Almayer’svoicewokeupthelittlegirl,whosatuponthepillowwithasharpcry。Herushedovertothechair,caughtupthechildinhisarms,walkedbackblindly,stumbledagainstWillems’
hatwhichlayonthefloor,andkickeditfuriouslydownthesteps。
"Clearoutofthis!Clearout!"heshouted。
Willemsmadeanattempttospeak,butAlmayerhowledhimdown。
"Takeyourselfoff!Don’tyouseeyoufrightenthechild——youscarecrow!No,no!dear,"hewentontohislittledaughter,soothingly,whileWillemswalkeddownthestepsslowly。"No。
Don’tcry。See!Badmangoingaway。Look!Heisafraidofyourpapa。Nasty,badman。Nevercomebackagain。Heshallliveinthewoodsandnevercomenearmylittlegirl。Ifhecomespapawillkillhim——so!"HestruckhisfistontherailofthebalustradetoshowhowhewouldkillWillems,and,perchingtheconsoledchildonhisshoulderheldherwithonehand,whilehepointedtowardtheretreatingfigureofhisvisitor。
"Lookhowherunsaway,dearest,"hesaid,coaxingly。"Isn’thefunny。Call’pig’afterhim,dearest。Callafterhim。"
Theseriousnessofherfacevanishedintodimples。Underthelongeyelashes,glisteningwithrecenttears,herbigeyessparkledanddancedwithfun。ShetookfirmholdofAlmayer’shairwithonehand,whileshewavedtheotherjoyouslyandcalledoutwithallhermight,inaclearnote,softanddistinctlikethepipeofabird:——
"Pig!Pig!Pig!"
CHAPTERTWO
Asighundertheflamingblue,ashiverofthesleepingsea,acoolbreathasifadoorhadbeenswunguponthefrozenspacesoftheuniverse,andwithastirofleaves,withthenodofboughs,withthetrembleofslenderbranchestheseabreezestruckthecoast,rusheduptheriver,sweptroundthebroadreaches,andtravelledoninasoftrippleofdarkeningwater,inthewhisperofbranches,intherustleofleavesoftheawakenedforests。ItfannedinLakamba’scampongthedullredofexpiringembersintoapalebrilliance;and,underitstouch,theslender,uprightspiralsofsmokethatrosefromeveryglowingheapswayed,wavered,andeddyingdownfilledthetwilightofclusteredshadetreeswiththearomaticscentoftheburningwood。Themenwhohadbeendozingintheshadeduringthehothoursoftheafternoonwokeup,andthesilenceofthebigcourtyardwasbrokenbythehesitatingmurmurofyetsleepyvoices,bycoughsandyawns,withnowandthenaburstoflaughter,aloudhail,anameorajokesentoutinasoftdrawl。Smallgroupssquattedroundthelittlefires,andthemonotonousundertoneoftalkfilledtheenclosure;thetalkofbarbarians,persistent,steady,repeatingitselfinthesoftsyllables,inmusicaltonesofthenever-endingdiscoursesofthosemenoftheforestsandthesea,whocantalkmostofthedayandallthenight;whoneverexhaustasubject,neverseemabletothreshamatterout;towhomthattalkispoetryandpaintingandmusic,allart,allhistory;
theironlyaccomplishment,theironlysuperiority,theironlyamusement。Thetalkofcampfires,whichspeaksofbraveryandcunning,ofstrangeeventsandoffarcountries,ofthenewsofyesterdayandthenewsofto-morrow。Thetalkaboutthedeadandtheliving——aboutthosewhofoughtandthosewholoved。
Lakambacameoutontheplatformbeforehisownhouseandsatdown——perspiring,halfasleep,andsulky——inawoodenarmchairundertheshadeoftheoverhangingeaves。Throughthedarknessofthedoorwayhecouldhearthesoftwarblingofhiswomenkind,busyroundtheloomswheretheywereweavingthecheckeredpatternofhisgalasarongs。Rightandleftofhimontheflexiblebamboofloorthoseofhisfollowerstowhomtheirdistinguishedbirth,longdevotion,orfaithfulservicehadgiventheprivilegeofusingthechief’shouse,weresleepingonmatsorjustsatuprubbingtheireyes:whilethemorewakefulhadmusteredenoughenergytodrawachessboardwithredclayonafinematandwerenowmeditatingsilentlyovertheirmoves。
Abovetheprostrateformsoftheplayers,wholayfacedownwardsupportedonelbow,thesolesoftheirfeetwavingirresolutelyabout,intheabsorbedmeditationofthegame,theretoweredhereandtherethestraightfigureofanattentivespectatorlookingdownwithdispassionatebutprofoundinterest。Ontheedgeoftheplatformarowofhigh-heeledleathersandalsstoodrangedcarefullyinalevelline,andagainsttheroughwoodenrailleanedtheslendershaftsofthespearsbelongingtothesegentlemen,thebroadbladesofdulledsteellookingveryblackinthereddeninglightofapproachingsunset。
Aboyofabouttwelve——thepersonalattendantofLakamba——
squattedathismaster’sfeetandhelduptowardshimasilversiribox。SlowlyLakambatookthebox,openedit,andtearingoffapieceofgreenleafdepositedinitapinchoflime,amorselofgambier,asmallbitofarecanut,andwrappedupthewholewithadexteroustwist。Hepaused,morselinhand,seemedtomisssomething,turnedhisheadfromsidetoside,slowly,likeamanwithastiffneck,andejaculatedinanill-humouredbass——
"Babalatchi!"
Theplayersglancedupquickly,andlookeddownagaindirectly。
Thosemenwhowerestandingstirreduneasilyasifproddedbythesoundofthechief’svoice。TheonenearesttoLakambarepeatedthecall,afterawhile,overtherailintothecourtyard。Therewasamovementofupturnedfacesbelowbythefires,andthecrytrailedovertheenclosureinsing-songtones。ThethumpingofwoodenpestleshuskingtheeveningricestoppedforamomentandBabalatchi’snamerangafreshshrillyonwomen’slipsinvariouskeys。Avoicefaroffshoutedsomething——another,nearer,repeatedit;therewasashorthubbubwhichdiedoutwithextremesuddenness。ThefirstcrierturnedtoLakamba,sayingindolently——
"HeiswiththeblindOmar。"
Lakamba’slipsmovedinaudibly。Themanwhohadjustspokenwasagaindeeplyabsorbedinthegamegoingonathisfeet;andthechief——asifhehadforgottenallaboutitalready——satwithastolidfaceamongsthissilentfollowers,leaningbacksquarelyinhischair,hishandsonthearmsofhisseat,hiskneesapart,hisbigblood-shoteyesblinkingsolemnly,asifdazzledbythenoblevacuityofhisthoughts。
BabalatchihadgonetoseeoldOmarlateintheafternoon。Thedelicatemanipulationoftheancientpirate’ssusceptibilities,theskilfulmanagementofAissa’sviolentimpulsesengrossedhimtotheexclusionofeveryotherbusiness——interferedwithhisregularattendanceuponhischiefandprotector——evendisturbedhissleepforthelastthreenights。Thatdaywhenhelefthisownbamboohut——whichstoodamongstothersinLakamba’scampong——hisheartwasheavywithanxietyandwithdoubtastothesuccessofhisintrigue。Hewalkedslowly,withhisusualairofdetachmentfromhissurroundings,asifunawarethatmanysleepyeyeswatchedfromallpartsofthecourtyardhisprogresstowardsasmallgateatitsupperend。Thatgategaveaccesstoaseparateenclosureinwhicharatherlargehouse,builtofplanks,hadbeenpreparedbyLakamba’sordersforthereceptionofOmarandAissa。ItwasasuperiorkindofhabitationwhichLakambaintendedforthedwellingofhischiefadviser——whoseabilitieswereworththathonour,hethought。Butaftertheconsultationinthedesertedclearing——whenBabalatchihaddisclosedhisplan——theybothhadagreedthatthenewhouseshouldbeusedatfirsttoshelterOmarandAissaaftertheyhadbeenpersuadedtoleavetheRajah’splace,orhadbeenkidnappedfromthere——asthecasemightbe。Babalatchididnotmindintheleasttheputtingoffofhisownoccupationofthehouseofhonour,becauseithadmanyadvantagesforthequietworkingoutofhisplans。Ithadacertainseclusion,havinganenclosureofitsown,andthatenclosurecommunicatedalsowithLakamba’sprivatecourtyardatthebackofhisresidence——aplacesetapartforthefemalehouseholdofthechief。Theonlycommunicationwiththeriverwasthroughthegreatfrontcourtyardalwaysfullofarmedmenandwatchfuleyes。Behindthewholegroupofbuildingstherestretchedthelevelgroundofrice-clearings,whichintheirturnwereclosedinbythewallofuntouchedforestswithundergrowthsothickandtangledthatnothingbutabullet——andthatfiredatprettycloserange——couldpenetrateanydistancethere。
Babalatchislippedquietlythroughthelittlegateand,closingit,tiedupcarefullytherattanfastenings。Beforethehousetherewasasquarespaceofground,beatenhardintothelevelsmoothnessofasphalte。Abigbuttressedtree,agiantleftthereonpurposeduringtheprocessofclearingtheland,roofedintheclearspacewithahighcanopyofgnarledboughsandthick,sombreleaves。Totheright——andsomesmalldistanceawayfromthelargehouse——alittlehutofreeds,coveredwithmats,hadbeenputupforthespecialconvenienceofOmar,who,beingblindandinfirm,hadsomedifficultyinascendingthesteepplankwaythatledtothemoresubstantialdwelling,whichwasbuiltonlowpostsandhadanuncoveredverandah。Closebythetrunkofthetree,andfacingthedoorwayofthehut,thehouseholdfireglowedinasmallhandfulofembersinthemidstofalargecircleofwhiteashes。Anoldwoman——somehumblerelationofoneofLakamba’swives,whohadbeenorderedtoattendonAissa——wassquattingoverthefireandliftedupherblearedeyestogazeatBabalatchiinanuninterestedmanner,asheadvancedrapidlyacrossthecourtyard。
Babalatchitookinthecourtyardwithakeenglanceofhissolitaryeye,andwithoutlookingdownattheoldwomanmutteredaquestion。Silently,thewomanstretchedatremulousandemaciatedarmtowardsthehut。Babalatchimadeafewstepstowardsthedoorway,butstoppedoutsideinthesunlight。
"O!TuanOmar,Omarbesar!ItisI——Babalatchi!"
Withinthehuttherewasafeeblegroan,afitofcoughingandanindistinctmurmurinthebrokentonesofavagueplaint。
Encouragedevidentlybythosesignsofdismallifewithin,Babalatchienteredthehut,andaftersometimecameoutleadingwithrigidcarefulnesstheblindOmar,whofollowedwithbothhishandsonhisguide’sshoulders。Therewasarudeseatunderthetree,andthereBabalatchiledhisoldchief,whosatdownwithasighofreliefandleanedwearilyagainsttheruggedtrunk。Theraysofthesettingsun,dartingunderthespreadingbranches,restedonthewhite-robedfiguresittingwithheadthrownbackinstiffdignity,onthethinhandsmovinguneasily,andonthestolidfacewithitseyelidsdroppedoverthedestroyedeyeballs;
afacesetintotheimmobilityofaplastercastyellowedbyage。
"Isthesunnearitssetting?"askedOmar,inadullvoice。
"Verynear,"answeredBabalatchi。
"WhereamI?WhyhaveIbeentakenawayfromtheplacewhichI
knew——whereI,blind,couldmovewithoutfear?Itislikeblacknighttothosewhosee。Andthesunisnearitssetting——andI
havenotheardthesoundofherfootstepssincethemorning!
Twiceastrangehandhasgivenmemyfoodto-day。Why?Why?
Whereisshe?"
"Sheisnear,"saidBabalatchi。
"Andhe?"wentonOmar,withsuddeneagerness,andadropinhisvoice。"Whereishe?Nothere。Nothere!"herepeated,turninghisheadfromsidetosideasifindeliberateattempttosee。
"No!Heisnotherenow,"saidBabalatchi,soothingly。Then,afterapause,headdedverylow,"Butheshallsoonreturn。"
"Return!Ocraftyone!Willhereturn?Ihavecursedhimthreetimes,"exclaimedOmar,withweakviolence。
"Heis——nodoubt——accursed,"assentedBabalatchi,inaconciliatingmanner——"andyethewillbeherebeforeverylong——I
know!"
"Youarecraftyandfaithless。Ihavemadeyougreat。Youweredirtundermyfeet——lessthandirt,"saidOmar,withtremulousenergy。
"Ihavefoughtbyyoursidemanytimes,"saidBabalatchi,calmly。
"Whydidhecome?"wentonOmar。"Didyousendhim?WhydidhecometodefiletheairIbreathe——tomockatmyfate——topoisonhermindandstealherbody?Shehasgrownhardofhearttome。
Hardandmercilessandstealthylikerocksthattearaship’slifeoutunderthesmoothsea。"Hedrewalongbreath,struggledwithhisanger,thenbrokedownsuddenly。"Ihavebeenhungry,"
hecontinued,inawhimperingtone——"oftenIhavebeenveryhungry——andcold——andneglected——andnobodynearme。Shehasoftenforgottenme——andmysonsaredead,andthatmanisaninfidelandadog。Whydidhecome?Didyoushowhimtheway?"
"Hefoundthewayhimself,OLeaderofthebrave,"saidBabalatchi,sadly。"Ionlysawawayfortheirdestructionandourowngreatness。AndifIsawaright,thenyoushallneversufferfromhungeranymore。Thereshallbepeaceforus,andgloryandriches。"
"AndIshalldieto-morrow,"murmuredOmar,bitterly。
"Whoknows?Thosethingshavebeenwrittensincethebeginningoftheworld,"whisperedBabalatchi,thoughtfully。
"Donotlethimcomeback,"exclaimedOmar。
"Neithercanheescapehisfate,"wentonBabalatchi。"Heshallcomeback,andthepowerofmenwealwayshated,youandI,shallcrumbleintodustinourhand。"Thenheaddedwithenthusiasm,"Theyshallfightamongstthemselvesandperishboth。"
"Andyoushallseeallthis,while,I……"
"True!"murmuredBabalatchi,regretfully。"Toyoulifeisdarkness。"
"No!Flame!"exclaimedtheoldArab,halfrising,thenfallingbackinhisseat。"Theflameofthatlastday!Iseeityet——thelastthingIsaw!AndIhearthenoiseoftherentearth——whentheyalldied。AndIlivetobetheplaythingofacraftyone,"headded,withinconsequentialpeevishness。
"Youaremymasterstill,"saidBabalatchi,humbly。"Youareverywise——andinyourwisdomyoushallspeaktoSyedAbdullawhenhecomeshere——youshallspeaktohimasIadvised,I,yourservant,themanwhofoughtatyourrighthandformanyyears。IhaveheardbyamessengerthattheSyedAbdullaiscomingto-night,perhapslate;forthosethingsmustbedonesecretly,lestthewhiteman,thetraderuptheriver,shouldknowofthem。Buthewillbehere。TherehasbeenasuratdeliveredtoLakamba。Init,SyedAbdullasayshewillleavehisship,whichisanchoredoutsidetheriver,atthehourofnoonto-day。HewillbeherebeforedaylightifAllahwills。"
Hespokewithhiseyefixedontheground,anddidnotbecomeawareofAissa’spresencetillheliftedhisheadwhenheceasedspeaking。ShehadapproachedsoquietlythatevenOmardidnothearherfootsteps,andshestoodnowlookingatthemwithtroubledeyesandpartedlips,asifshewasgoingtospeak;butatBabalatchi’sentreatinggesturesheremainedsilent。Omarsatabsorbedinthought。
"Aywa!Evenso!"hesaidatlast,inaweakvoice。"Iamtospeakyourwisdom,OBabalatchi!Tellhimtotrustthewhiteman!Idonotunderstand。Iamoldandblindandweak。Idonotunderstand。Iamverycold,"hecontinued,inalowertone,movinghisshouldersuneasily。Heceased,thenwentonramblinginafaintwhisper。"Theyarethesonsofwitches,andtheirfatherisSatanthestoned。Sonsofwitches。Sonsofwitches。"
Afterashortsilenceheaskedsuddenly,inafirmervoice——"Howmanywhitemenaretherehere,Ocraftyone?"
"Therearetwohere。Twowhitementofightoneanother,"
answeredBabalatchi,withalacrity。
"Andhowmanywillbeleftthen?Howmany?Tellme,youwhoarewise。"
"Thedownfallofanenemyistheconsolationoftheunfortunate,"
saidBabalatchi,sententiously。"Theyareoneverysea;onlythewisdomoftheMostHighknowstheirnumber——butyoushallknowthatsomeofthemsuffer。"
"Tellme,Babalatchi,willtheydie?Willtheybothdie?"askedOmar,insuddenagitation。
Aissamadeamovement。Babalatchiheldupawarninghand。
"Theyshall,surely,die,"hesaidsteadily,lookingatthegirlwithunflinchingeye。
"Aywa!Butdiesoon!SothatIcanpassmyhandovertheirfaceswhenAllahhasmadethemstiff。"
"Ifsuchistheirfateandyours,"answeredBabalatchi,withouthesitation。"Godisgreat!"
AviolentfitofcoughingdoubledOmarup,andherockedhimselftoandfro,wheezingandmoaninginturns,whileBabalatchiandthegirllookedathiminsilence。Thenheleanedbackagainstthetree,exhausted。
"Iamalone,Iamalone,"hewailedfeebly,gropingvaguelyaboutwithhistremblinghands。"Isthereanybodynearme?Isthereanybody?Iamafraidofthisstrangeplace。"
"Iambyyourside,OLeaderofthebrave,"saidBabalatchi,touchinghisshoulderlightly。"Alwaysbyyoursideasinthedayswhenwebothwereyoung:asinthetimewhenwebothwentwitharmsinourhands。"
"Hastherebeensuchatime,Babalatchi?"saidOmar,wildly;"I
haveforgotten。AndnowwhenIdietherewillbenoman,nofearlessmantospeakofhisfather’sbravery。Therewasawoman!Awoman!Andshehasforsakenmeforaninfideldog。