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第2章

"I"meighty-four,"hewenton,"andterriblebadwiththerheumaticsandmychest。Maybeit"llnotbelongbeforetheLordremembersme。"

Thechildcreptcloseandputastickylittlehandconfidinglyintothetiredoldpalm。Thetwolookedstrangelyalike,fortheworldseemsmuchthesametothosewholeaveitbehindastothosewhohavebuttakenthefirststeponitscircularpathway。

""Ookatmykitty,"shesaid,pointingtothesmallcreatureinherlap。Then,astheoldmantoucheditwithtremblingfingersshewenton-""Ooisn"tmygrandad;he"sawayinthesky,butI"llkiss"oo。"

Iworkedon,hearingatintervalstheoldpipingvoiceandthechild-treble,muchofanote;andthinkingoftheblessingsvouchsafedtothesimpleoldagewhichcrownsaharmlessworking-

lifespentinthefields。Thetwounderthehedgehadeverythingincommonandwereboundlesslycontenttogether,thestingoftheknowledgeofgoodandevilpastfortheone,andfortheotherstilltocome;whileIstoodonthebattlefieldoftheworld,theflesh,andthedevil,though,thankGod,withmyfacetothefoe。

Theoldmansatresting:Ihadpromisedhimaliftwithmyfriendthedriveroftheflour-cart,andhewasalmostduewhenthechild"sgrandmothercamedowntheroad。

Whenshesawmyothervisitorshestoodamazed。

"What,RichardHunton,thatworkedwithmyoldmanyearsagoupatDitton,whateverareyoudoin"allthesemilesfromyourownplace?"

"IsitElizaJakes?"

Helookedatherdazed,doubtful。

"An"whoelseshoulditbe?Where"syourmemorygone,RichardHunton,andyounotsuchagreatageeither?Whereareyoustayin"?"

Shameovercamehim;hislipstrembled,hismildblueeyesfilledwithtears。ItoldthetaleasIhadheardit,andMrsJakes"sindignationwasgoodtosee。

"Notkeepyouon"alfacrown!SendyoutotheHouse!MaytheLordforgivethem!Youwouldn"teatnomorethanafair-sizedcat,andnotlongforthisworldeither,that"splaintosee。No,RichardHunton,youdon"tgototheHousewhileI"maboveground;

it"dmakemygoodmanturntothinkofit。You"llcome"omewithmeandthelittle"unthere。I"vemywashin",andabitputbyforarainyday,andabedtospare,andtheLordandtheparsonwillseeIdon"tcometowant。"

Shestoppedbreathless,herdefensivemotherhoodinarms。

Theoldmansaidquaveringly,inthepathetic,grudgingphraseofthepoor,whichveilstheirgratitudewhileittestifiestheirindependence,"MaybeImightaswell。"Herosewithdifficulty,pickeduphisbundleandstick,thesmallchildreplacedthekitteninitsbasket,andthrustherhandinhernewfriend"s。

"Then"ooISgrandadtumback,"shesaid。

MrsJakeshadbeenfumblinginherpocket,andextractedapenny,whichshepressedonme。

"It"slittleenough,mister,"shesaid。

Then,asItriedtoreturnit:"Nay,I"veenough,andyoursispoorpaidwork。"

IhopeIshallalwaysbeabletokeepthatpenny;andasIwatchedthethreegoingdownthedustywhiteroad,withthechildinthemiddle,IthankedGodfortheBrotherhoodofthePoor。

CHAPTERIV

YESTERDAYafuneralpassed,fromthework-houseatN-,aquaintsepulturewithoutsolemnities。Therough,ungarnishedcoffinofstaineddeallaybareandunsightlyonthefloorofanoldmarket-

cart;awomansatbeside,steadyingitwithherfeet。Thehusbanddrove;andthemostdepressedofthethreewasthehorse,abroken-

kneed,flea-bittengrey。Itwaspathetic,thisbringinghomeindeathoftheoldfatherwhom,whilehelived,theyhadbeentoopoortohouse;itwasatnosmallsacrificethattheyhadsparedhimthatterrorofoldage,apauper"sgrave,andbroughthimtoliebyhiswifeinourquietchurchyard。Theyfeltnoemotion,thishusbandandwife,onlyadullsenseoffilialdutydone,respectabilitypreserved;andaboveandthroughall,thebitterbutnecessarycountingthecostofthislastbed。

Itisstrangehowpaganmanyofusareinourbeliefs。True,thefunerallibationshavemadewayforthecomfortablebake-meats;

still,tothelargemajorityDeathisPluto,kingofthedarkUnknownwhencenotravellerreturns,ratherthanAzrael,brotherandfriend,lordofthismansionoflife。Strangehowmenshunhimashewaitsintheshadow,watchingourpunystrainingafterimmortality,sendinghiscomradesleeptoprepareusforhimself。

Whenthehourstrikeshecomes-verygently,verytenderly,ifwewillbuthaveitso-foldsthetiredhandstogether,takestheway-wornfeetinhisbroadstrongpalm;andliftingusinhiswonderfularmshebearsusswiftlydownthevalleyandacrossthewatersofRemembrance。

Verypleasantartthou,OBrotherDeath,thyloveiswonderful,passingtheloveofwomen。

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To-dayIhavelivedinawhirlofdust。To-morrowisthegreatannualCattleFairatE-,andthroughthelonghothoursthebeastsfromallthedistrictroundhavestreamedinbrokenprocessionalongmyroad,tochangehandsortodie。Surelythelordshipovercreationimplieswiseandgentleruleforintelligentuse,notthepursuitofamereimmediateend,withoutanythoughtofcommunityinthegreatsacramentoflife。

ForthemostpartmysteryhasceasedforthisworkingWesternworld,andwithitreverence。CoventryPatmoresays:"GodclothesHimselfactuallyandliterallywithHiswholecreation。Herbstakeupandassimilateminerals,beastsassimilateherbs,andGod,intheIncarnationanditsproperSacrament,assimilatesus,who,saysStAugustine,"areGod"sbeasts。""Itismaninhisblindself-

seekingwhoseparateswooffromweftinthelivinggarmentofGod,andlosesthemoreasheneglectstheoutwardandvisiblesignsofaworld-widegrace。

Inoldendaystheherdledhisflock,goingfirstinthepostofdangertodefendthecreatureshehadweanedfromtheirnaturalhabitsforhisvarioususes。Nowthatgoodrelationshiphasceasedforustoexist,mandrivesthebeastsbeforehim,meanstohisend,butwithnoharmonybetweenendandmeans。Alldaylongthedrovesofsheeppassmeontheirlameandpatientway,nolongerfreelyandinstinctivelyfollowingaprotectorandforerunner,butDRIVEN,impelledbyforceandresistlesswill-thesamewillwhichoncewentbeforewithoutforce。Theyarealltrimmedasmuchaspossibletoonepattern,andallmakethesamesadplaint。ItisadayonwhichtothankGodfortheunknowntongue。Thedroverandhisladindustybluecoatsplodalongstolidly,deafandblindtoallbutthewaybeforethem;nolongerwieldingthecrook,instrumentofdeliverance,oratmostofgentlecompulsion,butarmedwithaheavystickandmechanicallydealingblowsontheshortthickfleeces;withoutevilintentbecausewithoutthought-

itistheritualofthetrade。

Ofallthepoordumbpilgrimsoftheroadthebullocksarethemostterribletosee。Theyarenotpatient,butgomostunwillinglywithloweredheadandfurtivesidewaysmotion,intheireyesahorrorofgreatfear。Thesleekcattle,kneedeepinpasture,massedatthegate,andstaredmild-eyedandwithinquiringbellowattheretreatingdrove;butthesepassedwithoutanswerontotheUnknown,andforthemitspeltdeath。

Behindasquadronofsleek,well-fedcart-horses,formedinfours,withstrawbraidinmaneandtail,cametheponies,forthemostpartamerrycompany。Longstringsofrusty,shaggytwo-year-olds,unbroken,unkempt,theshortDowngrassstillsweetontheirtongues;fulloffun,frolic,andwickedness,bitingandpulling,castinglongingeyesatthehedgerows。Theboysappeartorecognisethemaskindredspirits,andarecuriouslyforbearingandpatient。Soonbothponiesandboysvanishinawhitewhirl,andalonglineofcarts,whichhadevidentlywaitedforthedusttosubside,comesslowlyuptheincline。Forthemostparttheycarrythepigsandfowls,carriagefolkoftheroad。Thelatterarehot,crowded,anddustyundertheopennetting;theformerforthemostpartcheerfullyremonstrative。

Idrewabreathofreliefasthenoiseofwheelsdiedawayandmyroadsankintosilence。Thehedgerowsarenolongergreenbutwhiteandchokedwithdust,asighttomovegoodsisterRaintowelcometears。Thebirdsseemtohavefledbeforethenoisyconfusion。Iwonderwhethermysnakehasseenandsmiledattheclumsyrulingofthelordhesolittleheeds?Iturnedasidethroughthegatetoplungefaceandhandsintothecooloftheshelteredgrassthatsidethehedge,andthenrestedmyeyesonthestretchofgreenIhadlackedallday。Therabbitshadapparentlyplayedandbrowsedunmindfulofthestir,andwerestillflirtingtheirwhitetailsalongthehedgerows;alarkrose,anotherandanother,andIwentbacktomyroad。Peacestillreigned,fortheshadowswerelengthening,andtherewouldbelittlemoretrafficforthefair。Iturnedtomywork,gratefulforthestillness,andsawonthewhitestretchofroadaloneoldmanandapig。SurelyIknewthattallfigureinthequaintgreysmock,surelyIknewtheface,furrowedlikenature"sfaceinspringtime,andcrownedbyaround,softhat?Andthepig,theblackpigwalkingdecorouslyfree?Ay,Iknewthem。

IntheearlyspringItookawholeholidayandalongtramp;andtowardsafternoon,tiredandthirsty,soughtwateratalittlelonelycottagewhosewindowspeeredandblinkedunderoverhangingbrowsofthatch。Ihad,notthewaterIaskedfor,butmilkandabowlofsweetporridgeforwhichIpaidonlythanks;andstayedforachatwithmykindlyhosts。Theywereaquaintoldcoupleofthekindrarelymetwithnowadays。TheyenjoyedalittlepensionfromtheSquireandagardeninwhichvegetablesandflowerslivedsidebysideinfriendliestfashion。Beesworkedandsangoverthethymeandmarjoram,bloomingearlyinasunnynook;andinahomelystylivedasolemnblackpig,apigwithahistory。

Itwasnocommonutilitarianpig,butthehonouredguestoftheoldcouple,anditknewit。Ayearbefore,theiryoungestandonlysurvivingchild,thenamanoffive-and-twenty,hadbroughthismothertheresultofhissavingsintheshapeofafineyoungpig:

aweeklaterhelaydeadofthetyphoidthatscourgedMaidstone。

Hencethepigwassacred,caredforandlovedbythisDarbyandJoan。

"Eebemos"likeachildtomeandthemother,an"mos"assensibleasaChristian,eebe,"theoldmanhadsaid;andIcouldhardlycreditmyeyeswhenIsawthetallbentfiguresidebysidewiththeblackpig,comingalongmyroadonsuchaday。

Ihailedtheoldman,andbothturnedaside;buthegazedatmewithoutremembrance。

Ispokeofthepiganditshistory。Henoddedwearily。"Ay,ay,lad,you"vegotit;"tispoorDick"spigrightenow。"

"Butyou"renevergoingtotakeittoE-?"

"Ay,butIbe,andcomin"backalone,iftheLordbemarciful。Themissushasbeenterriblebadthistwomouthsandmore;Squire"sinforeignparts;andfood-stuffssuchastheoldwomanwantsishardbuyingforpoorfolks。Thestocking"sempty,now"tisthepigmustgo,andIbelievehe"dbegladfortodothemissusaturn;shewereterriblegoodtohim,werethemissus,andfond,too。I

dursn"ttellherhewastogo;she"dsoonerstarvethanlosepoorDick"spig。Well,we"dbestbemovin";"tisafairishstep。"

Thepigfollowedcomprehendinganddocile,andasthequaintcouplepassedfromsightIthoughtIheardBrotherDeathstirintheshadow。Heisastrongangelandofgreatpity。

CHAPTERV

THEREisalwaysalittlefireofwoodontheopenhearthinthekitchenwhenIgethomeatnight;theoldladysaysitis"company"

forher,andsitsinthelonelytwilight,herknottedhandslyingquietonherlap,herlisteningeyesfixedontheburningsticks。

Iwondersometimeswhethershehearsmusicintheleapandlickofthefierytongues,musicsuchasheofBayreuthdrawsfromtheviolinstillthehotenergyofthefirespiritisonus,embodiedinsound。

Surelyshehearssomevoice,thatlonelyoldwomanonwhomissetthesealofgreatsilence?

ItisagreattruthtenderlysaidthatGodbuildsthenestfortheblindbird;andmayitnotbethatHeopensclosedeyesandunstopsdeafearstosightsandsoundsfromwhichothersbytheseverysensesaredebarred?

Herethebestofusseethroughamistoftearsmenastreeswalking;itisonlyinthelandwhichisveryfaroffandyetverynearthatweshallhavefulnessofsightandseetheKinginHisbeauty;andIcannotthinkthatanylisteningearslisteninvain。

Thecoppiceatourbackisfullofbirds,foritisfarfromtheroadandtheynestthereundisturbedyearafteryear。ThroughthestillnightIheardthenightingalescalling,calling,untilI

couldbearitnolongerandwentsoftlyoutintotheluminousdark。

Thelittlewoodwasmanifoldwithsound,Iheardmylittlebrotherswhomovebynightrustlingingrassandtree。Ahedgehogcrossedmypathwithadullsqueak,thebatsshrilledhightothestars,awhiteowlsweptpastmecryinghishuntingnote,abeetleboomedsuddenlyinmyface;andaboveandthroughitallthenightingalessang-andsang!

Thenightwindbentthelisteningtrees,andthestarsyearnedearthwardtohearthesongofdeathlesslove。Louderandlouderthewonderfulnotesroseandfellinapassionofmelody;andthensanktorestonthatlowthrillingcallwhichitissaidDeathonceheard,andstayedhishand。

Theywillscarcelysingagainthisyear,thesenightingales,fortheyarelateonthewingasitis。Itseemsasifonsuchnightstheysangastheswansings,knowingittobethelasttime-withthelavishnoteofonewhobidsaneternalfarewell。

Atlasttherewassilence。Sittingunderthebigbeechtree,thegiantofthecoppice,Irestedmytiredselfinthelapofmotherearth,breathedofherbreathandlistenedtohervoiceinthequickeningsilenceuntilmyfleshcameagainasthefleshofalittlechild,foritistruerecreationtositatthefootstoolofGodwrappedinafoldofHislivingrobe,thewhilenightsmoothesourtiredfacewithherhealinghands。

Thegreydawnawokeandstolewithtrailingrobesacrossearth"sfloor。Atherfootstepsthebirdsrousedfromsleepandcriedagreeting;theskyflushedandpaledconsciousofcomingsplendour;

andoverheadafileofswanspassedwithbroadstrongflighttothereededwatersofthesequesteredpool。

Anotherhourofsilencewhilethelightthrobbedandflamedintheeast;thenthelarksroseharmoniousfromaneighbouringfield,therabbitsscurriedwithearsalerttotheirmorningmeal,thedayhadbegun。

Ipassedthroughthecoppiceandoutintothefieldsbeyond。Thedewlayheavyonleafandbladeandgossamer,acoolfreshwindsweptclearoverdaleanddownfromthesea,andthecloverfieldrippledlikeasilverylakeinthebreeze。

Thereissomethinginexpressiblybeautifulintheunusedday,somethingbeautifulinthefactthatitisstilluntouched,unsoiled;andtownandcountrysharealikeinthisloveliness。Athalf-pastthreeonaJunemorningevenLondonhasnotassumedherresponsibilities,butsmilesandglowslightheartedandsmokelessunderthecaressesofthemorningsun。

Fiveo"clock。ThebellringsoutcrispandclearfromthemonasterywheretheBedesmenofStHughwatchandprayforthesoulsonthislabouringforgetfulearth。Everyhourthenoteofcomfortandwarningcriesacrosstheland,tellstheSanctus,theAngelus,andtheHoursofthePassion,andcallstoremembranceandprayer。

Whenthewindisnorth,thesoundcarriesasfarasmyroad,andcompaniesmethroughtheday;andiftoHisdumbchildrenGodinHismercyreckonsworkasprayer,mostcertainlythosewhohaveforgedthroughtheagesanunbrokenchainofsupplicationandthanksgivingwillbecountedamongthestalwartlabourersofthehouseoftheLord。

Sunandbelltogetheraremyonlyclock:itistimeformywaterdrawing;andgatheringapileofmushrooms,childrenofthenight,Ihastenhome。

Thecottageisdeartomeinitsquaintuntidinessandwantofrectitude,dearbecausewearetobeitslastdenizens,lastofthelonglineoftoilerswhohavesweatedandsownthatothersmightreap,andhavepassedawayleavingnotrace。

Ioncesawatallcrossinaseaboardchurchyard,inscribed,"Tothememoryoftheunknowndeadwhohaveperishedinthesewaters。"

Theremightbeoneineveryvillagesleeping-placetotheunhonouredmanywhomadefruitfulthelandwithsweatandtears。

Itisaconsolationtothinkthatwhenwelookbackonthisstretchoflife"sroadfrombeyondthefirstmilestone,which,itisinstructivetoremember,isalwaysagrave,wemayhopetoseetheworkofthisworldwithopeneyes,andtojudgeofitwithaduesenseofproportion。

Abeewithladenhoney-baghummedandbuzzedinthehedgeasIgotreadyforwork,importuningtheflowersforthatwhichhecouldnotcarry,andfinallygivinguptheattemptindespairfellasleeponabuttercup,thebestplaceforhiswearylittlevelvetbody。Infiveminutes-theymayhavebeenfivehourstohim-heawokeanewbee,sensibleandclear-sighted,andflewblithelyawaytothehivewithhissufficiency-anexamplethiswearyworldwouldbewisetofollow。

Myroadhasbeenlonelyto-day。Aparsoncamebyintheafternoon,astrangerintheneighbourhood,forheaskedhisway。Hetalkedawhile,andwithkindlyrebukesaiditwassadtoseeamanofmyeducationbroughtsolow,whichshowshowtheoutsideappearancemaymisleadtheprejudicedobserver。"Wasitmisfortune?""Nay,thebestofgoodluck,"Ianswered,gaily。

Thegoodmanwithbeautifulreadinesssatdownonaheapofstonesandbademesayon。"Readmeasermoninstone,"hesaid,simply;

andIstayedmyhandtoread。

Helistenedwithcourteousintelligence。

"Youholdaroadmenderhasavocation?"heasked。

"Asthemonkortheartist,for,likeboth,heisuniversal。Theworldishishome;heservesallmenalike,ay,andforhimthebeastshaveequalhonourwiththemen。Hissoulis"boundupinthebundleoflife"withallothersouls,heseeshisfather,hismother,hisbrethreninthechildrenoftheroad。Forhimthereisnothingunclean,nothingcommon;theverystonescryoutthattheyserve。"

Parsonnoddedhishead。

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