投诉 阅读记录

第13章

—— Tryingtorefinethemalsooutofexistence,saidLynch。

Afinerainbegantofallfromthehighveiledskyandtheyturnedintotheduke"slawntoreachthenationallibrarybeforetheshowercame——

Whatdoyoumean,Lynchaskedsurlily,bypratingaboutbeautyandtheimaginationinthismiserableGodforsakenisland?Nowondertheartistretiredwithinorbehindhishandiworkafterhavingperpetratedthiscountry。

Therainfellfaster。WhentheypassedthroughthepassagebesideKildarehousetheyfoundmanystudentsshelteringunderthearcadeofthelibrary。

Cranly,leaningagainstapillar,waspickinghisteethwithasharpenedmatch,listeningtosomecompanions。Somegirlsstoodneartheentrancedoor。LynchwhisperedtoStephen:——

Yourbelovedishere。

Stephentookhisplacesilentlyonthestepbelowthegroupofstudents,heedlessoftherainwhichfellfast,turninghiseyestowardsherfromtimetotime。Shetoostoodsilentlyamonghercompanions。Shehasnopriesttoflirtwith,hethoughtwithconsciousbitterness,rememberinghowhehadseenherlast。Lynchwasright。Hismindemptiedoftheoryandcourage,lapsedbackintoalistlesspeace。

Heheardthestudentstalkingamongthemselves。Theyspokeoftwofriendswhohadpassedthefinalmedicalexamination,ofthechancesofgettingplacesonoceanliners,ofpoorandrichpractices——

That"sallabubble。AnIrishcountrypracticeisbetter——

HyneswastwoyearsinLiverpoolandhesaysthesame。Afrightfulholehesaiditwas。Nothingbutmidwiferycases——

Doyoumeantosayitisbettertohaveajobhereinthecountrythaninarichcitylikethat?Iknowafellow——

Hyneshasnobrains。Hegotthroughbystewing,purestewing——

Don"tmindhim。There"splentyofmoneytobemadeinabigcommercialCity——

Dependsonthepractice——

Egocredoutvitapauperumestsimpliciteratrox,simplicitersanguinariusatrox,inLiverpoolio。

Theirvoicesreachedhisearsasiffromadistanceininterruptedpulsation。

Shewaspreparingtogoawaywithhercompanions。

Thequicklightshowerhaddrawnoff,tarryinginclustersofdiamondsamongtheshrubsofthequadranglewhereanexhalationwasbreathedforthbytheblackenedearth。Theirtrimbootsprattledastheystoodonthestepsofthecolonnade,talkingquietlyandgaily,glancingattheclouds,holdingtheirumbrellasatcunninganglesagainstthefewlastraindrops,closingthemagain,holdingtheirskirtsdemurely。

Andifhehadjudgedherharshly?Ifherlifewereasimplerosaryofhours,herlifesimpleandstrangeasabird"slife,gayinthemorning,restlessallday,tiredatsundown?Herheartsimpleandwilfulasabird"sheart?

Towardsdawnheawoke。Owhatsweetmusic!Hissoulwasalldewywet。

Overhislimbsinsleeppalecoolwavesoflighthadpassed。Helaystill,asifhissoullayamidcoolwaters,consciousoffaintsweetmusic。Hismindwaswakingslowlytoatremulousmorningknowledge,amorninginspiration。

Aspiritfilledhim,pureasthepurestwater,sweetasdew,movingasmusic。Buthowfaintlyitwasinbreathed,howpassionlessly,asiftheseraphimthemselveswerebreathinguponhim!Hissoulwaswakingslowly,fearingtoawakewholly。Itwasthatwindlesshourofdawnwhenmadnesswakesandstrangeplantsopentothelightandthemothfliesforthsilently。

Anenchantmentoftheheart!Thenighthadbeenenchanted。Inadreamorvisionhehadknowntheecstasyofseraphiclife。Wasitaninstantofenchantmentonlyorlonghoursandyearsandages?

Theinstantofinspirationseemednowtobereflectedfromallsidesatoncefromamultitudeofcloudycircumstancesofwhathadhappenedorofwhatmighthavehappened。Theinstantflashedforthlikeapointoflightandnowfromcloudoncloudofvaguecircumstanceconfusedformwasveilingsoftlyitsafterglow。O!Inthevirginwomboftheimaginationthewordwasmadeflesh。Gabrieltheseraphhadcometothevirgin"schamber。

Anafterglowdeepenedwithinhisspirit,whencethewhiteflamehadpassed,deepeningtoaroseandardentlight。Thatroseandardentlightwasherstrangewilfulheart,strangethatnomanhadknownorwouldknow,wilfulfrombeforethebeginningoftheworld;andluredbythatardentrose-likeglowthechoirsoftheseraphimwerefallingfromheaven。Areyounotwearyofardentways,Lureofthefallenseraphim?

Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。Theversespassedfromhismindtohislipsand,murmuringthemover,hefelttherhythmicmovementofavillanellepassthroughthem。Therose-likeglowsentforthitsraysofrhyme;ways,days,blaze,praise,raise。Itsraysburneduptheworld,consumedtheheartsofmenandangels:theraysfromtherosethatwasherwilfulheart。Youreyeshavesetman"sheartablazeAndyouhavehadyourwillofhim。

Areyounotwearyofardentways?Andthen?Therhythmdiedaway,ceased,beganagaintomoveandbeat。Andthen?Smoke,incenseascendingfromthealtaroftheworld。AbovetheflamethesmokeofpraiseGoesupfromoceanrimtorimTellnomoreofenchanteddays。Smokewentupfromthewholeearth,fromthevapouryoceans,smokeofherpraise。Theearthwaslikeaswingingswayingcenser,aballofincense,anellipsoidalfall。Therhythmdiedoutatonce;thecryofhisheartwasbroken。Hislipsbegantomurmurthefirstversesoverandover;thenwentonstumblingthroughhalfverses,stammeringandbaffled;thenstopped。

Theheart"scrywasbroken。

Theveiledwindlesshourhadpassedandbehindthepanesofthenakedwindowthemorninglightwasgathering。Abellbeatfaintlyveryfaraway。

Abirdtwittered;twobirds,three。Thebellandthebirdceased;andthedullwhitelightspreaditselfeastandwest,coveringtheworld,coveringtheroselightinhisheart。

Fearingtoloseall,heraisedhimselfsuddenlyonhiselbowtolookforpaperandpencil。Therewasneitheronthetable;onlythesoupplatehehadeatenthericefromforsupperandthecandlestickwithitstendrilsoftallowanditspapersocket,singedbythelastflame。Hestretchedhisarmwearilytowardsthefootofthebed,gropingwithhishandinthepocketsofthecoatthathungthere。Hisfingersfoundapencilandthenacigarettepacket。Helaybackand,tearingopenthepacket,placedthelastcigaretteonthewindowledgeandbegantowriteoutthestanzasofthevillanelleinsmallneatlettersontheroughcardboardsurface。

Havingwrittenthemouthelaybackonthelumpypillow,murmuringthemagain。Thelumpsofknottedflockunderhisheadremindedhimofthelumpsofknottedhorsehairinthesofaofherparlouronwhichheusedtosit,smilingorserious,askinghimselfwhyhehadcome,displeasedwithherandwithhimself,confoundedbytheprintoftheSacredHeartabovetheuntenantedsideboard。Hesawherapproachhiminalullofthetalkandbeghimtosingoneofhiscurioussongs。Thenhesawhimselfsittingattheoldpiano,strikingchordssoftlyfromitsspeckledkeysandsinging,amidthetalkwhichhadrisenagainintheroom,toherwholeanedbesidethemantelpieceadaintysongoftheElizabethans,asadandsweetlothtodepart,thevictorychantofAgincourt,thehappyairofGreensleeves。

Whilehesangandshelistened,orfeignedtolisten,hisheartwasatrestbutwhenthequaintoldsongshadendedandheheardagainthevoicesintheroomherememberedhisownsarcasm:thehousewhereyoungmenarecalledbytheirchristiannamesalittletoosoon。

Atcertaininstantshereyesseemedabouttotrusthimbuthehadwaitedinvain。Shepassednowdancinglightlyacrosshismemoryasshehadbeenthatnightatthecarnivalball,herwhitedressalittlelifted,awhitespraynoddinginherhair。Shedancedlightlyintheround。Shewasdancingtowardshimand,asshecame,hereyeswerealittleavertedandafaintglowwasonhercheek。Atthepauseinthechainofhandsherhandhadlaininhisaninstant,asoftmerchandise——

Youareagreatstrangernow——

Yes。Iwasborntobeamonk——

Iamafraidyouareaheretic——

Areyoumuchafraid?

Foranswershehaddancedawayfromhimalongthechainofhands,dancinglightlyanddiscreetly,givingherselftonone。Thewhitespraynoddedtoherdancingandwhenshewasinshadowtheglowwasdeeperonhercheek。

Amonk!Hisownimagestartedforthaprofanerofthecloister,ahereticfranciscan,willingandwillingnottoserve,spinninglikeGherardinodaBorgoSanDonnino,alithewebofsophistryandwhisperinginherear。

No,itwasnothisimage。Itwasliketheimageoftheyoungpriestinwhosecompanyhehadseenherlast,lookingathimoutofdove"seyes,toyingwiththepagesofherIrishphrase-book——

Yes,yes,theladiesarecomingroundtous。Icanseeiteveryday。

Theladiesarewithus。Thebesthelpersthelanguagehas——

Andthechurch,FatherMoran?——

Thechurchtoo。Comingroundtoo。Theworkisgoingaheadtheretoo。

Don"tfretaboutthechurch。

Bah!hehaddonewelltoleavetheroomindisdain。Hehaddonewellnottosaluteheronthestepsofthelibrary!Hehaddonewelltoleavehertoflirtwithherpriest,totoywithachurchwhichwasthescullery-maidofchristendom。

Rudebrutalangerroutedthelastlingeringinstantofecstasyfromhissoul。Itbrokeupviolentlyherfairimageandflungthefragmentsonallsides。Onallsidesdistortedreflectionsofherimagestartedfromhismemory:theflowergirlintheraggeddresswithdampcoarsehairandahoyden"sfacewhohadcalledherselfhisowngirlandbeggedhishandsel,thekitchen-girlinthenexthousewhosangovertheclatterofherplates,withthedrawlofacountrysinger,thefirstbarsofByKillarney"sLakesandFells,agirlwhohadlaughedgailytoseehimstumblewhentheirongratingin0thefootpathnearCorkHillhadcaughtthebrokensoleofhisshoe,agirlhehadglancedat,attractedbyhersmallripemouth,asshepassedoutofJacob"sbiscuitfactory,whohadcriedtohimoverhershoulder:——

Doyoulikewhatyouseenofme,straighthairandcurlyeyebrows?

Andyethefeltthat,howeverhemightrevileandmockherimage,hisangerwasalsoaformofhomage。Hehadlefttheclassroomindisdainthatwasnotwhollysincere,feelingthatperhapsthesecretofherracelaybehindthosedarkeyesuponwhichherlonglashesflungaquickshadow。

Hehadtoldhimselfbitterlyashewalkedthroughthestreetsthatshewasafigureofthewomanhoodofhercountry,abat-likesoulwakingtotheconsciousnessofitselfindarknessandsecrecyandloneliness,tarryingawhile,lovelessandsinless,withhermildloverandleavinghimtowhisperofinnocenttransgressionsinthelatticedearofapriest。Hisangeragainstherfoundventincoarserailingatherparamour,whosenameandvoiceandfeaturesoffendedhisbaffledpride:apriestedpeasant,withabrotherapolicemaninDublinandabrotherapotboyinMoycullen。Tohimshewouldunveilhersoul"sshynakedness,toonewhowasbutschooledinthedischargingofaformalriteratherthantohim,apriestoftheeternalimagination,transmutingthedailybreadofexperienceintotheradiantbodyofeverlivinglife。

Theradiantimageoftheeucharistunitedagaininaninstanthisbitteranddespairingthoughts,theircriesarisingunbrokeninahymnofthanksgiving。OurbrokencriesandmournfullaysRiseinoneeucharistichymnAreyounotwearyofardentways?

WhilesacrificinghandsupraiseThechaliceflowingtothebrim。

Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。Hespoketheversesaloudfromthefirstlinestillthemusicandrhythmsuffusedhismind,turningittoquietindulgence;thencopiedthempainfullytofeelthemthebetterbyseeingthem;thenlaybackonhisbolster。

Thefullmorninglighthadcome。Nosoundwastobeheard;butheknewthatallaroundhimlifewasabouttoawakenincommonnoises,hoarsevoices,sleepyprayers。Shrinkingfromthatlifeheturnedtowardsthewall,makingacowloftheblanketandstaringatthegreatoverblownscarletflowersofthetatteredwallpaper。Hetriedtowarmhisperishingjoyintheirscarletglow,imaginingarosewayfromwherehelayupwardstoheavenallstrewnwithscarletflowers。Weary!Weary!Hetoowaswearyofardentways。

Agradualwarmth,alanguorouswearinesspassedoverhimdescendingalonghisspinefromhiscloselycowledhead。Hefeltitdescendand,seeinghimselfashelay,smiled。Soonhewouldsleep。

Hehadwrittenversesforheragainaftertenyears。Tenyearsbeforeshehadwornhershawlcowlwiseaboutherhead,sendingspraysofherwarmbreathintothenightair,tappingherfootupontheglassyroad。Itwasthelasttram;thelankbrownhorsesknewitandshooktheirbellstotheclearnightinadmonition。Theconductortalkedwiththedriver,bothnoddingofteninthegreenlightofthelamp。Theystoodonthestepsofthetram,heontheupper,sheonthelower。Shecameuptohisstepmanytimesbetweentheirphrasesandwentdownagainandonceortwiceremainedbesidehimforgettingtogodownandthenwentdown。Letbe!Letbe!

Tenyearsfromthatwisdomofchildrentohisfolly。Ifhesenthertheverses?Theywouldbereadoutatbreakfastamidthetappingofegg-shells。

Follyindeed!Herbrotherswouldlaughandtrytowrestthepagefromeachotherwiththeirstronghardfingers。Thesuavepriest,heruncle,seatedinhisarm-chair,wouldholdthepageatarm"slength,readitsmilingandapproveoftheliteraryform。

No,no;thatwasfolly。Evenifhesenthertheversesshewouldnotshowthemtoothers。No,no;shecouldnot。

Hebegantofeelthathehadwrongedher。Asenseofherinnocencemovedhimalmosttopityher,aninnocencehehadneverunderstoodtillhehadcometotheknowledgeofitthroughsin,aninnocencewhichshetoohadnotunderstoodwhileshewasinnocentorbeforethestrangehumiliationofhernaturehadfirstcomeuponher。Thenfirsthersoulhadbeguntoliveashissoulhadwhenhehadfirstsinned,andatendercompassionfilledhisheartasherememberedherfrailpallorandhereyes,humbledandsaddenedbythedarkshameofwomanhood。

Whilehissoulhadpassedfromecstasytolanguorwherehadshebeen?

Mightitbe,inthemysteriouswaysofspirituallife,thathersoulatthosesamemomentshadbeenconsciousofhishomage?Itmightbe。

Aglowofdesirekindledagainhissoulandfiredandfulfilledallhisbody。Consciousofhisdesireshewaswakingfromodoroussleep,thetemptressofhisvillanelle。Hereyes,darkandwithalookoflanguor,wereopeningtohiseyes。Hernakednessyieldedtohim,radiant,warm,odorousandlavish-limbed,enfoldedhimlikeashiningcloud,enfoldedhimlikewaterwithaliquidlife;andlikeacloudofvapourorlikewaterscircumfluentinspacetheliquidlettersofspeech,symbolsoftheelementofmystery,flowedforthoverhisbrain。Areyounotwearyofardentways,Lureofthefallenseraphim?

Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。

Youreyeshavesetman"sheartablazeAndyouhavehadyourwillofhim。

Areyounotwearyofardentways?

AbovetheflamethesmokeofpraiseGoesupfromoceanrimtorim。

Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。

OurbrokencriesandmournfullaysRiseinoneeucharistichymn。

Areyounotwearyofardentways?

WhilesacrificinghandsupraiseThechaliceflowingtothebrim。

Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。

AndstillyouholdourlonginggazeWithlanguorouslookandlavishlimb!

Areyounotwearyofardentways?

Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。Whatbirdswerethey?Hestoodonthestepsofthelibrarytolookatthem,leaningwearilyonhisashplant。TheyflewroundandroundthejuttingshoulderofahouseinMolesworthStreet。TheairofthelateMarcheveningmadecleartheirflight,theirdarkquiveringbodiesflyingclearlyagainsttheskyasagainstalimp-hungclothofsmokytenuousblue。

Hewatchedtheirflight;birdafterbird:adarkflash,aswerve,aflutterofwings。Hetriedtocountthembeforealltheirdartingquiveringbodiespassed:six,ten,eleven:andwonderedweretheyoddoreveninnumber。Twelve,thirteen:fortwocamewheelingdownfromtheuppersky。

Theywereflyinghighandlowbuteverroundandroundinstraightandcurvinglinesandeverflyingfromlefttoright,circlingaboutatempleofair。

Helistenedtothecries:likethesqueakofmicebehindthewainscot:

ashrilltwofoldnote。Butthenoteswerelongandshrillandwhirring,unlikethecryofvermin,fallingathirdorafourthandtrilledastheflyingbeaksclovetheair。Theircrywasshrillandclearandfineandfallinglikethreadsofsilkenlightunwoundfromwhirringspools。

Theinhumanclamoursoothedhisearsinwhichhismother"ssobsandreproachesmurmuredinsistentlyandthedarkfrailquiveringbodieswheelingandflutteringandswervingroundanairytempleofthetenuousskysoothedhiseyeswhichstillsawtheimageofhismother"sface。

Whywashegazingupwardsfromthestepsoftheporch,hearingtheirshrilltwofoldcry,watchingtheirflight?Foranauguryofgoodorevil?

AphraseofCorneliusAgrippaflewthroughhismindandthenthereflewhitherandthithershapelessthoughtsfromSwedenborgonthecorrespondenceofbirdstothingsoftheintellectandofhowthecreaturesoftheairhavetheirknowledgeandknowtheirtimesandseasonsbecausethey,unlikeman,areintheorderoftheirlifeandhavenotpervertedthatorderbyreason。

Andforagesmenhadgazedupwardashewasgazingatbirdsinflight。

Thecolonnadeabovehimmadehimthinkvaguelyofanancienttempleandtheashplantonwhichheleanedwearilyofthecurvedstickofanaugur。

Asenseoffearoftheunknownmovedintheheartofhisweariness,afearofsymbolsandportents,ofthehawk-likemanwhosenameheboresoaringoutofhiscaptivityonosier-wovenwings,ofThoth,thegodofwriters,writingwithareeduponatabletandbearingonhisnarrowibisheadthecuspedmoon。

Hesmiledashethoughtofthegod"simageforitmadehimthinkofabottle-nosedjudgeinawig,puttingcommasintoadocumentwhichheheldatarm"slength,andheknewthathewouldnothaverememberedthegod"snamebutthatitwaslikeanIrishoath。Itwasfolly。Butwasitforthisfollythathewasabouttoleaveforeverthehouseofprayerandprudenceintowhichhehadbeenbornandtheorderoflifeoutofwhichhehadcome?

Theycamebackwithshrillcriesoverthejuttingshoulderofthehouse,flyingdarklyagainstthefadingair。Whatbirdswerethey?Hethoughtthattheymustbeswallowswhohadcomebackfromthesouth。Thenhewastogoawayfortheywerebirdsevergoingandcoming,buildingeveranunlastinghomeundertheeavesofmen"shousesandeverleavingthehomestheyhadbuilttowander。Benddownyourfaces,OonaandAleel。

IgazeuponthemastheswallowgazesUponthenestundertheeavebeforeHewandertheloudwaters。Asoftliquidjoylikethenoiseofmanywatersflowedoverhismemoryandhefeltinhisheartthesoftpeaceofsilentspacesoffadingtenuousskyabovethewaters,ofoceanicsilence,ofswallowsflyingthroughthesea-duskovertheflowingwaters。

Asoftliquidjoyflowedthroughthewordswherethesoftlongvowelshurtlednoiselesslyandfellaway,lappingandflowingbackandevershakingthewhitebellsoftheirwavesinmutechimeandmutepeal,andsoftlowswooningcry;andhefeltthattheauguryhehadsoughtinthewheelingdartingbirdsandinthepalespaceofskyabovehimhadcomeforthfromhisheartlikeabirdfromaturret,quietlyandswiftly。

Symbolofdepartureorofloneliness?Theversescroonedintheearofhismemorycomposedslowlybeforehisrememberingeyesthesceneofthehallonthenightoftheopeningofthenationaltheatre。Hewasaloneatthesideofthebalcony,lookingoutofjadedeyesatthecultureofDublinInthestallsandatthetawdryscene-clothsandhumandollsframedbythegarishlampsofthestage。Aburlypolicemansweatedbehindhimandseemedateverymomentabouttoact。Thecatcallsandhissesandmockingcriesraninrudegustsroundthehallfromhisscatteredfellowstudents——

AlibelonIreland!——

MadeinGermany——

Blasphemy!——

Weneversoldourfaith!——

NoIrishwomaneverdidit!——

Wewantnoamateuratheists——

Wewantnobuddingbuddhists。

Asuddenswifthissfellfromthewindowsabovehimandheknewthattheelectriclampshadbeenswitchedoninthereader"sroom。Heturnedintothepillaredhall,nowcalmlylit,wentupthestaircaseandpassedinthroughtheclickingturnstile。

Cranlywassittingovernearthedictionaries。Athickbook,openedatthefrontispiece,laybeforehimonthewoodenrest。Heleanedbackinhischair,inclininghisearlikethatofaconfessortothefaceofthemedicalstudentwhowasreadingtohimaproblemfromthechesspageofajournal。StephensatdownathisrightandthepriestattheothersideofthetableclosedhiscopyofTheTabletwithanangrysnapandstoodup。

Cranlygazedafterhimblandlyandvaguely。Themedicalstudentwentoninasoftervoice:——

Pawntoking"sfourth——

Wehadbettergo,Dixon,saidStepheninwarning。Hehasgonetocomplain。

Dixonfoldedthejournalandrosewithdignity,saying:——

Ourmenretiredingoodorder——

Withgunsandcattle,addedStephen,pointingtothetitlepageofCranly"sbookonwhichwasprintedDiseasesoftheOx。

AstheypassedthroughalaneofthetablesStephensaid:——

Cranly,Iwanttospeaktoyou。

Cranlydidnotanswerorturn。Helaidhisbookonthecounterandpassedout,hiswell-shodfeetsoundingflatlyonthefloor。OnthestaircasehepausedandgazingabsentlyatDixonrepeated:——

Pawntoking"sbloodyfourth——

Putitthatwayifyoulike,Dixonsaid。

Hehadaquiettonelessvoiceandurbanemannersandonafingerofhisplumpcleanhandhedisplayedatmomentsasignetring。

Astheycrossedthehallamanofdwarfishstaturecametowardsthem。

Underthedomeofhistinyhathisunshavenfacebegantosmilewithpleasureandhewasheardtomurmur。Theeyesweremelancholyasthoseofamonkey——

Goodevening,gentlemen,saidthestubble-grownmonkeyishface——

WarmweatherforMarch,saidCranly。Theyhavethewindowsopenupstairs。

Dixonsmiledandturnedhisring。Theblackish,monkey-puckeredfacepurseditshumanmouthwithgentlepleasureanditsvoicepurred:——

DelightfulweatherforMarch。Simplydelightful——

Therearetwoniceyoungladiesupstairs,captain,tiredofwaiting,Dixonsaid。

Cranlysmiledandsaidkindly:——

Thecaptainhasonlyonelove:sirWalterScott。Isn"tthatso,captain?——

Whatareyoureadingnow,captain?Dixonasked。TheBrideofLammermoor?——IloveoldScott,theflexiblelipssaid,Ithinkhewritessomethinglovely。ThereisnowritercantouchsirWalterScott。

Hemovedathinshrunkenbrownhandgentlyintheairintimetohispraiseandhisthinquickeyelidsbeatoftenoverhissadeyes。

SaddertoStephen"searwashisspeech:agenteelaccent,lowandmoist,marredbyerrors,and,listeningtoit,hewonderedwasthestorytrueandwasthethinbloodthatflowedinhisshrunkenframenobleandcomeofanincestuouslove?

Theparktreeswereheavywithrain;andrainfellstillandeverinthelake,lyinggreylikeashield。Agameofswansflewthereandthewaterandtheshorebeneathwerefouledwiththeirgreen-whiteslime。Theyembracedsoftly,-impelledbythegreyrainylight,thewetsilenttrees,theshield-likewitnessinglake,theswans。Theyembracedwithoutjoyorpassion,hisarmabouthissister"sneck。Agreywoollencloakwaswrappedathwartherfromhershouldertoherwaistandherfairheadwasbentinwillingshame。Hehadloosered-brownhairandtendershapelystrongfreckledhands。Face?Therewasnofaceseen。Thebrother"sfacewasbentuponherfairrain-fragranthair。ThehandfreckledandstrongandshapelyandcaressingwasDavin"shand。

Hefrownedangrilyuponhisthoughtandontheshrivelledmannikinwhohadcalleditforth。Hisfather"sjibesattheBantrygangleapedoutofhismemory。Heheldthematadistanceandbroodeduneasilyonhisownthoughtagain。WhyweretheynotCranly"shands?HadDavin"ssimplicityandinnocencestunghimmoresecretly?

HewalkedonacrossthehallwithDixon,leavingCranlytotakeleaveelaboratelyofthedwarf。

UnderthecolonnadeTemplewasstandinginthemidstofalittlegroupofstudents。Oneofthemcried:——

Dixon,comeovertillyouhear。Templeisingrandform。

Templeturnedonhimhisdarkgipsyeyes——

You"reahypocrite,O"Keeffe,hesaid。AndDixonisasmiler。Byhell,Ithinkthat"sagoodliteraryexpression。

Helaughedslyly,lookinginStephen"sface,repeating:——

Byhell,I"mdelightedwiththatname。Asmiler。

Astoutstudentwhostoodbelowthemonthestepssaid:——

Comebacktothemistress,Temple。Wewanttohearaboutthat——

Hehad,faith,Templesaid。Andhewasamarriedmantoo。Andallthepriestsusedtobediningthere。Byhell,Ithinktheyallhadatouch——

Weshallcallitridingahacktosparethehunter,saidDixon——

Tellus,Temple,O"Keeffesaid,howmanyquartsofporterhaveyouinyou?——

Allyourintellectualsoulisinthatphrase,O"Keeffe,saidTemplewithopenscorn。

HemovedwithashamblinggaitroundthegroupandspoketoStephen——

DidyouknowthattheForstersarethekingsofBelgium?heasked。

Cranlycameoutthroughthedooroftheentrancehall,hishatthrustbackonthenapeofhisneckandpickinghisteethwithcare。

Andhere"sthewiseacre,saidTemple。DoyouknowthatabouttheForsters?

Hepausedforananswer。Cranlydislodgedafigseedfromhisteethonthepointofhisrudetoothpickandgazedatitintently——TheForsterfamily,Templesaid,isdescendedfromBaldwintheFirst,kingofFlanders。HewascalledtheForester。ForesterandForsterarethesamename。AdescendantofBaldwintheFirst,captainFrancisForster,settledinIrelandandmarriedthedaughterofthelastchieftainofClanbrassil。

ThentherearetheBlakeForsters。That"sadifferentbranch——

FromBaldhead,kingofFlanders,Cranlyrepeated,rootingagaindeliberatelyathisgleaminguncoveredteeth——

Wheredidyoupickupallthathistory?O"Keeffeasked——

Iknowallthehistoryofyourfamily,too,Templesaid,turningtoStephen。DoyouknowwhatGiraldusCambrensissaysaboutyourfamily?——

IshedescendedfromBaldwintoo?askedatallconsumptivestudentwithdarkeyes——

Baldhead,Cranlyrepeated,suckingatacreviceinhisteeth——

Pernobilisetpervetustafamilia,TemplesaidtoStephen。

Thestoutstudentwhostoodbelowthemonthestepsfartedbriefly。Dixonturnedtowardshim,sayinginasoftvoice:——

Didanangelspeak?

Cranlyturnedalsoandsaidvehementlybutwithoutanger:——

Goggins,you"retheflamingestdirtydevilIevermet,doyouknow——

Ihaditonmymindtosaythat,Gogginsansweredfirmly。Itdidnooneanyharm,didit?——

Wehope,Dixonsaidsuavely,thatitwasnotofthekindknowntoscienceasapaulopostfuturum——

Didn"tItellyouhewasasmiler?saidTemple,turningrightandleft。Didn"tIgivehimthatname?——

Youdid。We"renotdeaf,saidthetallconsumptive。

Cranlystillfrownedatthestoutstudentbelowhim。Then,withasnortofdisgust,heshovedhimviolentlydownthesteps——

Goawayfromhere,hesaidrudely。Goaway,youstinkpot。Andyouareastinkpot。

Gogginsskippeddownontothegravelandatoncereturnedtohisplacewithgoodhumour。TempleturnedbacktoStephenandasked:——

Doyoubelieveinthelawofheredity?——

Areyoudrunkorwhatareyouorwhatareyoutryingtosay?askedCranly,facingroundonhimwithanexpressionofwonder——

Themostprofoundsentenceeverwritten,Templesaidwithenthusiasm,isthesentenceattheendofthezoology。Reproductionisthebeginningofdeath。

HetouchedStephentimidlyattheelbowandsaideagerly:——

Doyoufeelhowprofoundthatisbecauseyouareapoet?——

Cranlypointedhislongforefinger——

Lookathim!hesaidwithscorntotheothers。LookatIreland"shope!

Theylaughedathiswordsandgesture。Templeturnedonhimbravely,saying:——

Cranly,you"realwayssneeringatme。Icanseethat。ButIamasgoodasyouanyday。DoyouknowwhatIthinkaboutyounowascomparedwithmyself?——

Mydearman,saidCranlyurbanely,youareincapable,doyouknow,absolutelyincapableofthinking——

Butdoyouknow,Templewenton,whatIthinkofyouandofmyselfcomparedtogether?——

Outwithit,Temple!thestoutstudentcriedfromthesteps。Getitoutinbits!

Templeturnedrightandleft,makingsuddenfeeblegesturesashespoke——

I"maballocks,hesaid,shakinghisheadindespair。IamandI

knowIam。AndIadmititthatIam。

Dixonpattedhimlightlyontheshoulderandsaidmildly:——

Anditdoesyoueverycredit,Temple——

Buthe,Templesaid,pointingtoCranly,heisaballocks,too,likeme。Onlyhedoesn"tknowit。Andthat"stheonlydifferenceIsee。

Aburstoflaughtercoveredhiswords。ButheturnedagaintoStephenandsaidwithasuddeneagerness:——

Thatwordisamostinterestingword。That"stheonlyEnglishdualnumber。Didyouknow?——

Isit?Stephensaidvaguely。

HewaswatchingCranly"sfirm-featuredsufferingface,litupnowbyasmileoffalsepatience。Thegrossnamehadpassedoveritlikefoulwaterpouredoveranoldstoneimage,patientofinjuries;and,ashewatchedhim,hesawhimraisehishatinsaluteanduncovertheblackhairthatstoodstifflyfromhisforeheadlikeanironcrown。

ShepassedoutfromtheporchofthelibraryandbowedacrossStepheninreplytoCranly"sgreeting。Healso?WastherenotaslightflushonCranly"scheek?OrhaditcomeforthatTemple"swords?Thelighthadwaned。

Hecouldnotsee。

Didthatexplainhisfriend"slistlesssilence,hisharshcomments,thesuddenintrusionsofrudespeechwithwhichhehadshatteredsooftenStephen"sardentwaywardconfessions?Stephenhadforgivenfreelyforhehadfoundthisrudenessalsoinhimself。AndherememberedaneveningwhenhehaddismountedfromaborrowedcreakingbicycletopraytoGodinawoodnearMalahide。Hehadlifteduphisarmsandspokeninecstasytothesombrenaveofthetrees,knowingthathestoodonholygroundandinaholyhour。Andwhentwoconstabularymenhadcomeintosightroundabendinthegloomyroadhehadbrokenoffhisprayertowhistleloudlyanairfromthelastpantomime。

Hebegantobeatthefrayedendofhisashplantagainstthebaseofapillar。HadCranlynotheardhim?Yethecouldwait。Thetalkabouthimceasedforamomentandasofthissfellagainfromawindowabove。Butnoothersoundwasintheairandtheswallowswhoseflighthehadfollowedwithidleeyesweresleeping。

Shehadpassedthroughthedusk。Andthereforetheairwassilentsaveforonesofthissthatfell。Andthereforethetonguesabouthimhadceasedtheirbabble。Darknesswasfalling。Darknessfallsfromtheair。Atremblingjoy,lambentasafaintlight,playedlikeafairyhostaroundhim。Butwhy?Herpassagethroughthedarkeningairortheversewithitsblackvowelsanditsopeningsound,richandlutelike?

Hewalkedawayslowlytowardsthedeepershadowsattheendofthecolonnade,beatingthestonesoftlywithhissticktohidehisreveryfromthestudentswhomhehadleft:andallowedhismindtosummonbacktoitselftheageofDowlandandByrdandNash。

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