第13章
—— Tryingtorefinethemalsooutofexistence,saidLynch。
Afinerainbegantofallfromthehighveiledskyandtheyturnedintotheduke"slawntoreachthenationallibrarybeforetheshowercame——
Whatdoyoumean,Lynchaskedsurlily,bypratingaboutbeautyandtheimaginationinthismiserableGodforsakenisland?Nowondertheartistretiredwithinorbehindhishandiworkafterhavingperpetratedthiscountry。
Therainfellfaster。WhentheypassedthroughthepassagebesideKildarehousetheyfoundmanystudentsshelteringunderthearcadeofthelibrary。
Cranly,leaningagainstapillar,waspickinghisteethwithasharpenedmatch,listeningtosomecompanions。Somegirlsstoodneartheentrancedoor。LynchwhisperedtoStephen:——
Yourbelovedishere。
Stephentookhisplacesilentlyonthestepbelowthegroupofstudents,heedlessoftherainwhichfellfast,turninghiseyestowardsherfromtimetotime。Shetoostoodsilentlyamonghercompanions。Shehasnopriesttoflirtwith,hethoughtwithconsciousbitterness,rememberinghowhehadseenherlast。Lynchwasright。Hismindemptiedoftheoryandcourage,lapsedbackintoalistlesspeace。
Heheardthestudentstalkingamongthemselves。Theyspokeoftwofriendswhohadpassedthefinalmedicalexamination,ofthechancesofgettingplacesonoceanliners,ofpoorandrichpractices——
That"sallabubble。AnIrishcountrypracticeisbetter——
HyneswastwoyearsinLiverpoolandhesaysthesame。Afrightfulholehesaiditwas。Nothingbutmidwiferycases——
Doyoumeantosayitisbettertohaveajobhereinthecountrythaninarichcitylikethat?Iknowafellow——
Hyneshasnobrains。Hegotthroughbystewing,purestewing——
Don"tmindhim。There"splentyofmoneytobemadeinabigcommercialCity——
Dependsonthepractice——
Egocredoutvitapauperumestsimpliciteratrox,simplicitersanguinariusatrox,inLiverpoolio。
Theirvoicesreachedhisearsasiffromadistanceininterruptedpulsation。
Shewaspreparingtogoawaywithhercompanions。
Thequicklightshowerhaddrawnoff,tarryinginclustersofdiamondsamongtheshrubsofthequadranglewhereanexhalationwasbreathedforthbytheblackenedearth。Theirtrimbootsprattledastheystoodonthestepsofthecolonnade,talkingquietlyandgaily,glancingattheclouds,holdingtheirumbrellasatcunninganglesagainstthefewlastraindrops,closingthemagain,holdingtheirskirtsdemurely。
Andifhehadjudgedherharshly?Ifherlifewereasimplerosaryofhours,herlifesimpleandstrangeasabird"slife,gayinthemorning,restlessallday,tiredatsundown?Herheartsimpleandwilfulasabird"sheart?
Towardsdawnheawoke。Owhatsweetmusic!Hissoulwasalldewywet。
Overhislimbsinsleeppalecoolwavesoflighthadpassed。Helaystill,asifhissoullayamidcoolwaters,consciousoffaintsweetmusic。Hismindwaswakingslowlytoatremulousmorningknowledge,amorninginspiration。
Aspiritfilledhim,pureasthepurestwater,sweetasdew,movingasmusic。Buthowfaintlyitwasinbreathed,howpassionlessly,asiftheseraphimthemselveswerebreathinguponhim!Hissoulwaswakingslowly,fearingtoawakewholly。Itwasthatwindlesshourofdawnwhenmadnesswakesandstrangeplantsopentothelightandthemothfliesforthsilently。
Anenchantmentoftheheart!Thenighthadbeenenchanted。Inadreamorvisionhehadknowntheecstasyofseraphiclife。Wasitaninstantofenchantmentonlyorlonghoursandyearsandages?
Theinstantofinspirationseemednowtobereflectedfromallsidesatoncefromamultitudeofcloudycircumstancesofwhathadhappenedorofwhatmighthavehappened。Theinstantflashedforthlikeapointoflightandnowfromcloudoncloudofvaguecircumstanceconfusedformwasveilingsoftlyitsafterglow。O!Inthevirginwomboftheimaginationthewordwasmadeflesh。Gabrieltheseraphhadcometothevirgin"schamber。
Anafterglowdeepenedwithinhisspirit,whencethewhiteflamehadpassed,deepeningtoaroseandardentlight。Thatroseandardentlightwasherstrangewilfulheart,strangethatnomanhadknownorwouldknow,wilfulfrombeforethebeginningoftheworld;andluredbythatardentrose-likeglowthechoirsoftheseraphimwerefallingfromheaven。Areyounotwearyofardentways,Lureofthefallenseraphim?
Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。Theversespassedfromhismindtohislipsand,murmuringthemover,hefelttherhythmicmovementofavillanellepassthroughthem。Therose-likeglowsentforthitsraysofrhyme;ways,days,blaze,praise,raise。Itsraysburneduptheworld,consumedtheheartsofmenandangels:theraysfromtherosethatwasherwilfulheart。Youreyeshavesetman"sheartablazeAndyouhavehadyourwillofhim。
Areyounotwearyofardentways?Andthen?Therhythmdiedaway,ceased,beganagaintomoveandbeat。Andthen?Smoke,incenseascendingfromthealtaroftheworld。AbovetheflamethesmokeofpraiseGoesupfromoceanrimtorimTellnomoreofenchanteddays。Smokewentupfromthewholeearth,fromthevapouryoceans,smokeofherpraise。Theearthwaslikeaswingingswayingcenser,aballofincense,anellipsoidalfall。Therhythmdiedoutatonce;thecryofhisheartwasbroken。Hislipsbegantomurmurthefirstversesoverandover;thenwentonstumblingthroughhalfverses,stammeringandbaffled;thenstopped。
Theheart"scrywasbroken。
Theveiledwindlesshourhadpassedandbehindthepanesofthenakedwindowthemorninglightwasgathering。Abellbeatfaintlyveryfaraway。
Abirdtwittered;twobirds,three。Thebellandthebirdceased;andthedullwhitelightspreaditselfeastandwest,coveringtheworld,coveringtheroselightinhisheart。
Fearingtoloseall,heraisedhimselfsuddenlyonhiselbowtolookforpaperandpencil。Therewasneitheronthetable;onlythesoupplatehehadeatenthericefromforsupperandthecandlestickwithitstendrilsoftallowanditspapersocket,singedbythelastflame。Hestretchedhisarmwearilytowardsthefootofthebed,gropingwithhishandinthepocketsofthecoatthathungthere。Hisfingersfoundapencilandthenacigarettepacket。Helaybackand,tearingopenthepacket,placedthelastcigaretteonthewindowledgeandbegantowriteoutthestanzasofthevillanelleinsmallneatlettersontheroughcardboardsurface。
Havingwrittenthemouthelaybackonthelumpypillow,murmuringthemagain。Thelumpsofknottedflockunderhisheadremindedhimofthelumpsofknottedhorsehairinthesofaofherparlouronwhichheusedtosit,smilingorserious,askinghimselfwhyhehadcome,displeasedwithherandwithhimself,confoundedbytheprintoftheSacredHeartabovetheuntenantedsideboard。Hesawherapproachhiminalullofthetalkandbeghimtosingoneofhiscurioussongs。Thenhesawhimselfsittingattheoldpiano,strikingchordssoftlyfromitsspeckledkeysandsinging,amidthetalkwhichhadrisenagainintheroom,toherwholeanedbesidethemantelpieceadaintysongoftheElizabethans,asadandsweetlothtodepart,thevictorychantofAgincourt,thehappyairofGreensleeves。
Whilehesangandshelistened,orfeignedtolisten,hisheartwasatrestbutwhenthequaintoldsongshadendedandheheardagainthevoicesintheroomherememberedhisownsarcasm:thehousewhereyoungmenarecalledbytheirchristiannamesalittletoosoon。
Atcertaininstantshereyesseemedabouttotrusthimbuthehadwaitedinvain。Shepassednowdancinglightlyacrosshismemoryasshehadbeenthatnightatthecarnivalball,herwhitedressalittlelifted,awhitespraynoddinginherhair。Shedancedlightlyintheround。Shewasdancingtowardshimand,asshecame,hereyeswerealittleavertedandafaintglowwasonhercheek。Atthepauseinthechainofhandsherhandhadlaininhisaninstant,asoftmerchandise——
Youareagreatstrangernow——
Yes。Iwasborntobeamonk——
Iamafraidyouareaheretic——
Areyoumuchafraid?
Foranswershehaddancedawayfromhimalongthechainofhands,dancinglightlyanddiscreetly,givingherselftonone。Thewhitespraynoddedtoherdancingandwhenshewasinshadowtheglowwasdeeperonhercheek。
Amonk!Hisownimagestartedforthaprofanerofthecloister,ahereticfranciscan,willingandwillingnottoserve,spinninglikeGherardinodaBorgoSanDonnino,alithewebofsophistryandwhisperinginherear。
No,itwasnothisimage。Itwasliketheimageoftheyoungpriestinwhosecompanyhehadseenherlast,lookingathimoutofdove"seyes,toyingwiththepagesofherIrishphrase-book——
Yes,yes,theladiesarecomingroundtous。Icanseeiteveryday。
Theladiesarewithus。Thebesthelpersthelanguagehas——
Andthechurch,FatherMoran?——
Thechurchtoo。Comingroundtoo。Theworkisgoingaheadtheretoo。
Don"tfretaboutthechurch。
Bah!hehaddonewelltoleavetheroomindisdain。Hehaddonewellnottosaluteheronthestepsofthelibrary!Hehaddonewelltoleavehertoflirtwithherpriest,totoywithachurchwhichwasthescullery-maidofchristendom。
Rudebrutalangerroutedthelastlingeringinstantofecstasyfromhissoul。Itbrokeupviolentlyherfairimageandflungthefragmentsonallsides。Onallsidesdistortedreflectionsofherimagestartedfromhismemory:theflowergirlintheraggeddresswithdampcoarsehairandahoyden"sfacewhohadcalledherselfhisowngirlandbeggedhishandsel,thekitchen-girlinthenexthousewhosangovertheclatterofherplates,withthedrawlofacountrysinger,thefirstbarsofByKillarney"sLakesandFells,agirlwhohadlaughedgailytoseehimstumblewhentheirongratingin0thefootpathnearCorkHillhadcaughtthebrokensoleofhisshoe,agirlhehadglancedat,attractedbyhersmallripemouth,asshepassedoutofJacob"sbiscuitfactory,whohadcriedtohimoverhershoulder:——
Doyoulikewhatyouseenofme,straighthairandcurlyeyebrows?
Andyethefeltthat,howeverhemightrevileandmockherimage,hisangerwasalsoaformofhomage。Hehadlefttheclassroomindisdainthatwasnotwhollysincere,feelingthatperhapsthesecretofherracelaybehindthosedarkeyesuponwhichherlonglashesflungaquickshadow。
Hehadtoldhimselfbitterlyashewalkedthroughthestreetsthatshewasafigureofthewomanhoodofhercountry,abat-likesoulwakingtotheconsciousnessofitselfindarknessandsecrecyandloneliness,tarryingawhile,lovelessandsinless,withhermildloverandleavinghimtowhisperofinnocenttransgressionsinthelatticedearofapriest。Hisangeragainstherfoundventincoarserailingatherparamour,whosenameandvoiceandfeaturesoffendedhisbaffledpride:apriestedpeasant,withabrotherapolicemaninDublinandabrotherapotboyinMoycullen。Tohimshewouldunveilhersoul"sshynakedness,toonewhowasbutschooledinthedischargingofaformalriteratherthantohim,apriestoftheeternalimagination,transmutingthedailybreadofexperienceintotheradiantbodyofeverlivinglife。
Theradiantimageoftheeucharistunitedagaininaninstanthisbitteranddespairingthoughts,theircriesarisingunbrokeninahymnofthanksgiving。OurbrokencriesandmournfullaysRiseinoneeucharistichymnAreyounotwearyofardentways?
WhilesacrificinghandsupraiseThechaliceflowingtothebrim。
Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。Hespoketheversesaloudfromthefirstlinestillthemusicandrhythmsuffusedhismind,turningittoquietindulgence;thencopiedthempainfullytofeelthemthebetterbyseeingthem;thenlaybackonhisbolster。
Thefullmorninglighthadcome。Nosoundwastobeheard;butheknewthatallaroundhimlifewasabouttoawakenincommonnoises,hoarsevoices,sleepyprayers。Shrinkingfromthatlifeheturnedtowardsthewall,makingacowloftheblanketandstaringatthegreatoverblownscarletflowersofthetatteredwallpaper。Hetriedtowarmhisperishingjoyintheirscarletglow,imaginingarosewayfromwherehelayupwardstoheavenallstrewnwithscarletflowers。Weary!Weary!Hetoowaswearyofardentways。
Agradualwarmth,alanguorouswearinesspassedoverhimdescendingalonghisspinefromhiscloselycowledhead。Hefeltitdescendand,seeinghimselfashelay,smiled。Soonhewouldsleep。
Hehadwrittenversesforheragainaftertenyears。Tenyearsbeforeshehadwornhershawlcowlwiseaboutherhead,sendingspraysofherwarmbreathintothenightair,tappingherfootupontheglassyroad。Itwasthelasttram;thelankbrownhorsesknewitandshooktheirbellstotheclearnightinadmonition。Theconductortalkedwiththedriver,bothnoddingofteninthegreenlightofthelamp。Theystoodonthestepsofthetram,heontheupper,sheonthelower。Shecameuptohisstepmanytimesbetweentheirphrasesandwentdownagainandonceortwiceremainedbesidehimforgettingtogodownandthenwentdown。Letbe!Letbe!
Tenyearsfromthatwisdomofchildrentohisfolly。Ifhesenthertheverses?Theywouldbereadoutatbreakfastamidthetappingofegg-shells。
Follyindeed!Herbrotherswouldlaughandtrytowrestthepagefromeachotherwiththeirstronghardfingers。Thesuavepriest,heruncle,seatedinhisarm-chair,wouldholdthepageatarm"slength,readitsmilingandapproveoftheliteraryform。
No,no;thatwasfolly。Evenifhesenthertheversesshewouldnotshowthemtoothers。No,no;shecouldnot。
Hebegantofeelthathehadwrongedher。Asenseofherinnocencemovedhimalmosttopityher,aninnocencehehadneverunderstoodtillhehadcometotheknowledgeofitthroughsin,aninnocencewhichshetoohadnotunderstoodwhileshewasinnocentorbeforethestrangehumiliationofhernaturehadfirstcomeuponher。Thenfirsthersoulhadbeguntoliveashissoulhadwhenhehadfirstsinned,andatendercompassionfilledhisheartasherememberedherfrailpallorandhereyes,humbledandsaddenedbythedarkshameofwomanhood。
Whilehissoulhadpassedfromecstasytolanguorwherehadshebeen?
Mightitbe,inthemysteriouswaysofspirituallife,thathersoulatthosesamemomentshadbeenconsciousofhishomage?Itmightbe。
Aglowofdesirekindledagainhissoulandfiredandfulfilledallhisbody。Consciousofhisdesireshewaswakingfromodoroussleep,thetemptressofhisvillanelle。Hereyes,darkandwithalookoflanguor,wereopeningtohiseyes。Hernakednessyieldedtohim,radiant,warm,odorousandlavish-limbed,enfoldedhimlikeashiningcloud,enfoldedhimlikewaterwithaliquidlife;andlikeacloudofvapourorlikewaterscircumfluentinspacetheliquidlettersofspeech,symbolsoftheelementofmystery,flowedforthoverhisbrain。Areyounotwearyofardentways,Lureofthefallenseraphim?
Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。
Youreyeshavesetman"sheartablazeAndyouhavehadyourwillofhim。
Areyounotwearyofardentways?
AbovetheflamethesmokeofpraiseGoesupfromoceanrimtorim。
Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。
OurbrokencriesandmournfullaysRiseinoneeucharistichymn。
Areyounotwearyofardentways?
WhilesacrificinghandsupraiseThechaliceflowingtothebrim。
Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。
AndstillyouholdourlonginggazeWithlanguorouslookandlavishlimb!
Areyounotwearyofardentways?
Tellnomoreofenchanteddays。Whatbirdswerethey?Hestoodonthestepsofthelibrarytolookatthem,leaningwearilyonhisashplant。TheyflewroundandroundthejuttingshoulderofahouseinMolesworthStreet。TheairofthelateMarcheveningmadecleartheirflight,theirdarkquiveringbodiesflyingclearlyagainsttheskyasagainstalimp-hungclothofsmokytenuousblue。
Hewatchedtheirflight;birdafterbird:adarkflash,aswerve,aflutterofwings。Hetriedtocountthembeforealltheirdartingquiveringbodiespassed:six,ten,eleven:andwonderedweretheyoddoreveninnumber。Twelve,thirteen:fortwocamewheelingdownfromtheuppersky。
Theywereflyinghighandlowbuteverroundandroundinstraightandcurvinglinesandeverflyingfromlefttoright,circlingaboutatempleofair。
Helistenedtothecries:likethesqueakofmicebehindthewainscot:
ashrilltwofoldnote。Butthenoteswerelongandshrillandwhirring,unlikethecryofvermin,fallingathirdorafourthandtrilledastheflyingbeaksclovetheair。Theircrywasshrillandclearandfineandfallinglikethreadsofsilkenlightunwoundfromwhirringspools。
Theinhumanclamoursoothedhisearsinwhichhismother"ssobsandreproachesmurmuredinsistentlyandthedarkfrailquiveringbodieswheelingandflutteringandswervingroundanairytempleofthetenuousskysoothedhiseyeswhichstillsawtheimageofhismother"sface。
Whywashegazingupwardsfromthestepsoftheporch,hearingtheirshrilltwofoldcry,watchingtheirflight?Foranauguryofgoodorevil?
AphraseofCorneliusAgrippaflewthroughhismindandthenthereflewhitherandthithershapelessthoughtsfromSwedenborgonthecorrespondenceofbirdstothingsoftheintellectandofhowthecreaturesoftheairhavetheirknowledgeandknowtheirtimesandseasonsbecausethey,unlikeman,areintheorderoftheirlifeandhavenotpervertedthatorderbyreason。
Andforagesmenhadgazedupwardashewasgazingatbirdsinflight。
Thecolonnadeabovehimmadehimthinkvaguelyofanancienttempleandtheashplantonwhichheleanedwearilyofthecurvedstickofanaugur。
Asenseoffearoftheunknownmovedintheheartofhisweariness,afearofsymbolsandportents,ofthehawk-likemanwhosenameheboresoaringoutofhiscaptivityonosier-wovenwings,ofThoth,thegodofwriters,writingwithareeduponatabletandbearingonhisnarrowibisheadthecuspedmoon。
Hesmiledashethoughtofthegod"simageforitmadehimthinkofabottle-nosedjudgeinawig,puttingcommasintoadocumentwhichheheldatarm"slength,andheknewthathewouldnothaverememberedthegod"snamebutthatitwaslikeanIrishoath。Itwasfolly。Butwasitforthisfollythathewasabouttoleaveforeverthehouseofprayerandprudenceintowhichhehadbeenbornandtheorderoflifeoutofwhichhehadcome?
Theycamebackwithshrillcriesoverthejuttingshoulderofthehouse,flyingdarklyagainstthefadingair。Whatbirdswerethey?Hethoughtthattheymustbeswallowswhohadcomebackfromthesouth。Thenhewastogoawayfortheywerebirdsevergoingandcoming,buildingeveranunlastinghomeundertheeavesofmen"shousesandeverleavingthehomestheyhadbuilttowander。Benddownyourfaces,OonaandAleel。
IgazeuponthemastheswallowgazesUponthenestundertheeavebeforeHewandertheloudwaters。Asoftliquidjoylikethenoiseofmanywatersflowedoverhismemoryandhefeltinhisheartthesoftpeaceofsilentspacesoffadingtenuousskyabovethewaters,ofoceanicsilence,ofswallowsflyingthroughthesea-duskovertheflowingwaters。
Asoftliquidjoyflowedthroughthewordswherethesoftlongvowelshurtlednoiselesslyandfellaway,lappingandflowingbackandevershakingthewhitebellsoftheirwavesinmutechimeandmutepeal,andsoftlowswooningcry;andhefeltthattheauguryhehadsoughtinthewheelingdartingbirdsandinthepalespaceofskyabovehimhadcomeforthfromhisheartlikeabirdfromaturret,quietlyandswiftly。
Symbolofdepartureorofloneliness?Theversescroonedintheearofhismemorycomposedslowlybeforehisrememberingeyesthesceneofthehallonthenightoftheopeningofthenationaltheatre。Hewasaloneatthesideofthebalcony,lookingoutofjadedeyesatthecultureofDublinInthestallsandatthetawdryscene-clothsandhumandollsframedbythegarishlampsofthestage。Aburlypolicemansweatedbehindhimandseemedateverymomentabouttoact。Thecatcallsandhissesandmockingcriesraninrudegustsroundthehallfromhisscatteredfellowstudents——
AlibelonIreland!——
MadeinGermany——
Blasphemy!——
Weneversoldourfaith!——
NoIrishwomaneverdidit!——
Wewantnoamateuratheists——
Wewantnobuddingbuddhists。
Asuddenswifthissfellfromthewindowsabovehimandheknewthattheelectriclampshadbeenswitchedoninthereader"sroom。Heturnedintothepillaredhall,nowcalmlylit,wentupthestaircaseandpassedinthroughtheclickingturnstile。
Cranlywassittingovernearthedictionaries。Athickbook,openedatthefrontispiece,laybeforehimonthewoodenrest。Heleanedbackinhischair,inclininghisearlikethatofaconfessortothefaceofthemedicalstudentwhowasreadingtohimaproblemfromthechesspageofajournal。StephensatdownathisrightandthepriestattheothersideofthetableclosedhiscopyofTheTabletwithanangrysnapandstoodup。
Cranlygazedafterhimblandlyandvaguely。Themedicalstudentwentoninasoftervoice:——
Pawntoking"sfourth——
Wehadbettergo,Dixon,saidStepheninwarning。Hehasgonetocomplain。
Dixonfoldedthejournalandrosewithdignity,saying:——
Ourmenretiredingoodorder——
Withgunsandcattle,addedStephen,pointingtothetitlepageofCranly"sbookonwhichwasprintedDiseasesoftheOx。
AstheypassedthroughalaneofthetablesStephensaid:——
Cranly,Iwanttospeaktoyou。
Cranlydidnotanswerorturn。Helaidhisbookonthecounterandpassedout,hiswell-shodfeetsoundingflatlyonthefloor。OnthestaircasehepausedandgazingabsentlyatDixonrepeated:——
Pawntoking"sbloodyfourth——
Putitthatwayifyoulike,Dixonsaid。
Hehadaquiettonelessvoiceandurbanemannersandonafingerofhisplumpcleanhandhedisplayedatmomentsasignetring。
Astheycrossedthehallamanofdwarfishstaturecametowardsthem。
Underthedomeofhistinyhathisunshavenfacebegantosmilewithpleasureandhewasheardtomurmur。Theeyesweremelancholyasthoseofamonkey——
Goodevening,gentlemen,saidthestubble-grownmonkeyishface——
WarmweatherforMarch,saidCranly。Theyhavethewindowsopenupstairs。
Dixonsmiledandturnedhisring。Theblackish,monkey-puckeredfacepurseditshumanmouthwithgentlepleasureanditsvoicepurred:——
DelightfulweatherforMarch。Simplydelightful——
Therearetwoniceyoungladiesupstairs,captain,tiredofwaiting,Dixonsaid。
Cranlysmiledandsaidkindly:——
Thecaptainhasonlyonelove:sirWalterScott。Isn"tthatso,captain?——
Whatareyoureadingnow,captain?Dixonasked。TheBrideofLammermoor?——IloveoldScott,theflexiblelipssaid,Ithinkhewritessomethinglovely。ThereisnowritercantouchsirWalterScott。
Hemovedathinshrunkenbrownhandgentlyintheairintimetohispraiseandhisthinquickeyelidsbeatoftenoverhissadeyes。
SaddertoStephen"searwashisspeech:agenteelaccent,lowandmoist,marredbyerrors,and,listeningtoit,hewonderedwasthestorytrueandwasthethinbloodthatflowedinhisshrunkenframenobleandcomeofanincestuouslove?
Theparktreeswereheavywithrain;andrainfellstillandeverinthelake,lyinggreylikeashield。Agameofswansflewthereandthewaterandtheshorebeneathwerefouledwiththeirgreen-whiteslime。Theyembracedsoftly,-impelledbythegreyrainylight,thewetsilenttrees,theshield-likewitnessinglake,theswans。Theyembracedwithoutjoyorpassion,hisarmabouthissister"sneck。Agreywoollencloakwaswrappedathwartherfromhershouldertoherwaistandherfairheadwasbentinwillingshame。Hehadloosered-brownhairandtendershapelystrongfreckledhands。Face?Therewasnofaceseen。Thebrother"sfacewasbentuponherfairrain-fragranthair。ThehandfreckledandstrongandshapelyandcaressingwasDavin"shand。
Hefrownedangrilyuponhisthoughtandontheshrivelledmannikinwhohadcalleditforth。Hisfather"sjibesattheBantrygangleapedoutofhismemory。Heheldthematadistanceandbroodeduneasilyonhisownthoughtagain。WhyweretheynotCranly"shands?HadDavin"ssimplicityandinnocencestunghimmoresecretly?
HewalkedonacrossthehallwithDixon,leavingCranlytotakeleaveelaboratelyofthedwarf。
UnderthecolonnadeTemplewasstandinginthemidstofalittlegroupofstudents。Oneofthemcried:——
Dixon,comeovertillyouhear。Templeisingrandform。
Templeturnedonhimhisdarkgipsyeyes——
You"reahypocrite,O"Keeffe,hesaid。AndDixonisasmiler。Byhell,Ithinkthat"sagoodliteraryexpression。
Helaughedslyly,lookinginStephen"sface,repeating:——
Byhell,I"mdelightedwiththatname。Asmiler。
Astoutstudentwhostoodbelowthemonthestepssaid:——
Comebacktothemistress,Temple。Wewanttohearaboutthat——
Hehad,faith,Templesaid。Andhewasamarriedmantoo。Andallthepriestsusedtobediningthere。Byhell,Ithinktheyallhadatouch——
Weshallcallitridingahacktosparethehunter,saidDixon——
Tellus,Temple,O"Keeffesaid,howmanyquartsofporterhaveyouinyou?——
Allyourintellectualsoulisinthatphrase,O"Keeffe,saidTemplewithopenscorn。
HemovedwithashamblinggaitroundthegroupandspoketoStephen——
DidyouknowthattheForstersarethekingsofBelgium?heasked。
Cranlycameoutthroughthedooroftheentrancehall,hishatthrustbackonthenapeofhisneckandpickinghisteethwithcare。
Andhere"sthewiseacre,saidTemple。DoyouknowthatabouttheForsters?
Hepausedforananswer。Cranlydislodgedafigseedfromhisteethonthepointofhisrudetoothpickandgazedatitintently——TheForsterfamily,Templesaid,isdescendedfromBaldwintheFirst,kingofFlanders。HewascalledtheForester。ForesterandForsterarethesamename。AdescendantofBaldwintheFirst,captainFrancisForster,settledinIrelandandmarriedthedaughterofthelastchieftainofClanbrassil。
ThentherearetheBlakeForsters。That"sadifferentbranch——
FromBaldhead,kingofFlanders,Cranlyrepeated,rootingagaindeliberatelyathisgleaminguncoveredteeth——
Wheredidyoupickupallthathistory?O"Keeffeasked——
Iknowallthehistoryofyourfamily,too,Templesaid,turningtoStephen。DoyouknowwhatGiraldusCambrensissaysaboutyourfamily?——
IshedescendedfromBaldwintoo?askedatallconsumptivestudentwithdarkeyes——
Baldhead,Cranlyrepeated,suckingatacreviceinhisteeth——
Pernobilisetpervetustafamilia,TemplesaidtoStephen。
Thestoutstudentwhostoodbelowthemonthestepsfartedbriefly。Dixonturnedtowardshim,sayinginasoftvoice:——
Didanangelspeak?
Cranlyturnedalsoandsaidvehementlybutwithoutanger:——
Goggins,you"retheflamingestdirtydevilIevermet,doyouknow——
Ihaditonmymindtosaythat,Gogginsansweredfirmly。Itdidnooneanyharm,didit?——
Wehope,Dixonsaidsuavely,thatitwasnotofthekindknowntoscienceasapaulopostfuturum——
Didn"tItellyouhewasasmiler?saidTemple,turningrightandleft。Didn"tIgivehimthatname?——
Youdid。We"renotdeaf,saidthetallconsumptive。
Cranlystillfrownedatthestoutstudentbelowhim。Then,withasnortofdisgust,heshovedhimviolentlydownthesteps——
Goawayfromhere,hesaidrudely。Goaway,youstinkpot。Andyouareastinkpot。
Gogginsskippeddownontothegravelandatoncereturnedtohisplacewithgoodhumour。TempleturnedbacktoStephenandasked:——
Doyoubelieveinthelawofheredity?——
Areyoudrunkorwhatareyouorwhatareyoutryingtosay?askedCranly,facingroundonhimwithanexpressionofwonder——
Themostprofoundsentenceeverwritten,Templesaidwithenthusiasm,isthesentenceattheendofthezoology。Reproductionisthebeginningofdeath。
HetouchedStephentimidlyattheelbowandsaideagerly:——
Doyoufeelhowprofoundthatisbecauseyouareapoet?——
Cranlypointedhislongforefinger——
Lookathim!hesaidwithscorntotheothers。LookatIreland"shope!
Theylaughedathiswordsandgesture。Templeturnedonhimbravely,saying:——
Cranly,you"realwayssneeringatme。Icanseethat。ButIamasgoodasyouanyday。DoyouknowwhatIthinkaboutyounowascomparedwithmyself?——
Mydearman,saidCranlyurbanely,youareincapable,doyouknow,absolutelyincapableofthinking——
Butdoyouknow,Templewenton,whatIthinkofyouandofmyselfcomparedtogether?——
Outwithit,Temple!thestoutstudentcriedfromthesteps。Getitoutinbits!
Templeturnedrightandleft,makingsuddenfeeblegesturesashespoke——
I"maballocks,hesaid,shakinghisheadindespair。IamandI
knowIam。AndIadmititthatIam。
Dixonpattedhimlightlyontheshoulderandsaidmildly:——
Anditdoesyoueverycredit,Temple——
Buthe,Templesaid,pointingtoCranly,heisaballocks,too,likeme。Onlyhedoesn"tknowit。Andthat"stheonlydifferenceIsee。
Aburstoflaughtercoveredhiswords。ButheturnedagaintoStephenandsaidwithasuddeneagerness:——
Thatwordisamostinterestingword。That"stheonlyEnglishdualnumber。Didyouknow?——
Isit?Stephensaidvaguely。
HewaswatchingCranly"sfirm-featuredsufferingface,litupnowbyasmileoffalsepatience。Thegrossnamehadpassedoveritlikefoulwaterpouredoveranoldstoneimage,patientofinjuries;and,ashewatchedhim,hesawhimraisehishatinsaluteanduncovertheblackhairthatstoodstifflyfromhisforeheadlikeanironcrown。
ShepassedoutfromtheporchofthelibraryandbowedacrossStepheninreplytoCranly"sgreeting。Healso?WastherenotaslightflushonCranly"scheek?OrhaditcomeforthatTemple"swords?Thelighthadwaned。
Hecouldnotsee。
Didthatexplainhisfriend"slistlesssilence,hisharshcomments,thesuddenintrusionsofrudespeechwithwhichhehadshatteredsooftenStephen"sardentwaywardconfessions?Stephenhadforgivenfreelyforhehadfoundthisrudenessalsoinhimself。AndherememberedaneveningwhenhehaddismountedfromaborrowedcreakingbicycletopraytoGodinawoodnearMalahide。Hehadlifteduphisarmsandspokeninecstasytothesombrenaveofthetrees,knowingthathestoodonholygroundandinaholyhour。Andwhentwoconstabularymenhadcomeintosightroundabendinthegloomyroadhehadbrokenoffhisprayertowhistleloudlyanairfromthelastpantomime。
Hebegantobeatthefrayedendofhisashplantagainstthebaseofapillar。HadCranlynotheardhim?Yethecouldwait。Thetalkabouthimceasedforamomentandasofthissfellagainfromawindowabove。Butnoothersoundwasintheairandtheswallowswhoseflighthehadfollowedwithidleeyesweresleeping。
Shehadpassedthroughthedusk。Andthereforetheairwassilentsaveforonesofthissthatfell。Andthereforethetonguesabouthimhadceasedtheirbabble。Darknesswasfalling。Darknessfallsfromtheair。Atremblingjoy,lambentasafaintlight,playedlikeafairyhostaroundhim。Butwhy?Herpassagethroughthedarkeningairortheversewithitsblackvowelsanditsopeningsound,richandlutelike?
Hewalkedawayslowlytowardsthedeepershadowsattheendofthecolonnade,beatingthestonesoftlywithhissticktohidehisreveryfromthestudentswhomhehadleft:andallowedhismindtosummonbacktoitselftheageofDowlandandByrdandNash。