投诉 阅读记录

第14章

HesterPrynnewasnowfullysensibleofthedeepinjuryforwhichshewasresponsibletothisunhappyman,inpermittinghimtolieforsomanyyears,or,indeed,forasinglemoment,atthemercyofonewhosepurposescouldnotbeotherthanmalevolent。Theverycontiguityofhisenemy,beneathwhatevermaskthelattermightconcealhimself,wasenoughtodisturbthemagneticsphereofabeingsosensitiveasArthurDimmesdale。TherehadbeenaperiodwhenHesterwaslessalivetothisconsideration;or,perhaps,inthemisanthropyofherowntrouble,shelefttheministertobearwhatshemightpicturetoherselfasamoretolerabledoom。Butoflate,sincethenightofhisvigil,allhersympathiestowardshimhadbeenbothsoftenedandinvigorated。Shenowreadhisheartmoreaccurately。Shedoubtednot,thatthecontinualpresenceofRogerChillingworththesecretpoisonofhismalignity,infectingalltheairabouthim—andhisauthorisedinterference,asaphysician,withtheminister’sphysicalandspiritualinfirmities—thatthesebadopportunitieshadbeenturnedtoacruelpurpose。Bymeansofthem,thesufferer’sconsciencehadbeenkeptinanirritatedstate,thetendencyofwhichwas,nottocurebywholesomepain,buttodisorganiseandcorrupthisspiritualbeing。Itsresult,onearth,couldhardlyfailtobeinsanity,andhereafter,thateternalalienationfromtheGoodandTrue,ofwhichmadnessisperhapstheearthlytype。

Suchwastheruintowhichshehadbroughttheman,once—nay,whyshouldwenotspeakit?—stillsopassionatelyloved!Hesterfeltthatthesacrificeoftheclergyman’sgoodname,anddeathitself,asshehadalreadytoldRogerChillingworth,wouldhavebeeninfinitelypreferabletothealternativewhichshehadtakenuponherselftochoose。Andnow,ratherthanhavehadthisgrievouswrongtoconfess,shewouldgladlyhavelaindownontheforest—leaves,anddiedthere,atArthurDimmesdale’sfeet。

"OArthur,"criedshe,"forgiveme!Inallthingselse,Ihavestriventobetrue!TruthwastheonevirtuewhichImighthaveheldfast,anddidholdfast,throughallextremity;savewhenthygood—

thylifethyfame—wereputinquestion!ThenIconsentedtoadeception。Butalieisnevergood,eventhoughdeaththreatenontheotherside!DostthounotseewhatIwouldsay?Thatoldman!—thephysician!—hewhomtheycallRogerChillingworth!—hewasmyhusband!"

Theministerlookedather,foraninstant,withallthatviolenceofpassion,which—intermixed,inmoreshapesthanone,withhishigher,purer,softerqualities—was,infact,theportionofhimwhichtheDevilclaimed,andthroughwhichhesoughttowintherest。NeverwasthereablackerorafiercerfrownthanHesternowencountered。Forthebriefspacethatitlasted,itwasadarktransfiguration。Buthischaracterhadbeensomuchenfeebledbysuffering,thatevenitslowerenergieswereincapableofmorethanatemporarystruggle。Hesankdownontheground,andburiedhisfaceinhishands。

"Imighthaveknownit,"murmuredhe。"Ididknowit!Wasnotthesecrettoldme,inthenaturalrecoilofmyheart,atthefirstsightofhim,andasoftenasIhaveseenhimsince?WhydidInotunderstand?OHesterPrynne,thoulittle,littleknowestallthehorrorofthisthing!Andtheshame!—theindelicacy!—thehorribleuglinessofthisexposureofasickandguiltyhearttotheveryeyethatwouldgloatoverit?Woman,woman,thouareaccountableforthis!

Icannotforgivethee!"

"Thoushaltforgiveme!"criedHester,flingingherselfonthefallenleavesbesidehim。"LetGodpunish!Thoushaltforgive!"

Withsuddenanddesperatetenderness,shethrewherarmsaroundhim,andpressedhisheadagainstherbosom;littlecaringthoughhischeekrestedonthescarletletter。Hewouldhavereleasedhimself,butstroveinvaintodoso。Hesterwouldnotsethimfree,lestheshouldlookhersternlyintheface。Alltheworldhadfrownedonher—forsevenlongyearshaditfrowneduponthislonelywoman—andstillsheboreitall,noreveronceturnedawayherfirm,sadeyes。Heaven,likewise,hadfrowneduponher,andshehadnotdied。Butthefrownofthispale,weak,sinful,andsorrow—strickenmanwaswhatHestercouldnotbear,andlive!

"Wiltthouyetforgiveme?"sherepeated,overandoveragain。"Wiltthounotfrown?Wiltthouforgive?"

"Idoforgiveyou,Hester,"repliedtheminister,atlength,withadeeputterance,outofanabyssofsadness,butnoanger。"I

freelyforgiveyounow。MayGodforgiveusboth!Wearenot,Hester,theworstsinnersintheworld。Thereisoneworsethaneventhepollutedpriest!Thatoldman’srevengehasbeenblackerthanmysin。Hehasviolated,incoldblood,thesanctityofahumanheart。

ThouandI,Hester,neverdidso!"

"Never,never!"whisperedshe。"Whatwedidhadaconsecrationofitsown。Wefeltitso!Wesaidsotoeachother!Hastthouforgottenit?"

"Hush,Hester!"saidArthurDimmesdale,risingfromtheground。"No;

Ihavenotforgotten!"

Theysatdownagain,sidebyside,andhandclaspedinhand,onthemossytrunkofthefallentree。Lifehadneverbroughtthemagloomierhour;itwasthepointwhithertheirpathwayhadsolongbeentending,anddarkeningever,asitstolealong;andyetitenclosedacharmthatmadethemlingeruponit,andclaimanother,andanother,and,afterall,anothermoment。Theforestwasobscurearoundthem,andcreakedwithablastthatwaspassingthroughit。Theboughsweretossingheavilyabovetheirheads;whileonesolemnoldtreegroaneddolefullytoanother,asiftellingthesadstoryofthepairthatsatbeneath,orconstrainedtoforbodeeviltocome。

Andyettheylingered。Howdrearylookedtheforest—trackthatledbackwardtothesettlement,whereHesterPrynnemusttakeupagaintheburdenofherignominy,andtheministerthehollowmockeryofhisgoodname!Sotheylingeredaninstantlonger。Nogoldenlighthadeverbeensopreciousasthegloomofthisdarkforest。Here,seenonlybyhiseyes,thescarletletterneednotburnintothebosomofthefallenwoman!Here,seenonlybyhereyes,ArthurDimmesdale,falsetoGodandman,mightbeforonemomenttrue!

Hestartedatathoughtthatsuddenlyoccurredtohim。

"Hester,"criedhe,"hereisanewhorror!RogerChillingworthknowsyourpurposetorevealhistruecharacter。Willhecontinue,then,tokeepoursecret?Whatwillnowbethecourseofhisrevenge?"

"Thereisastrangesecrecyinhisnature,"repliedHesterthoughtfully;"andithasgrownuponhimbythehiddenpracticesofhisrevenge。Ideemitnotlikelythathewillbetraythesecret。Hewilldoubtlessseekothermeansofsatiatinghisdarkpassion。"

"AndI!—howamItolivelonger,breathingthesameairwiththisdeadlyenemy?"exclaimedArthurDimmesdale,shrinkingwithinhimself,andpressinghishandnervouslyagainsthisheart—agesturethathadgrowninvoluntarywithhim。"Thinkforme,Hester!

Thouartstrong。Resolveforme!"

"Thoumustdwellnolongerwiththisman,"saidHester,slowlyandfirmly。"Thyheartmustbenolongerunderhisevileye!"

"Itwerefarworsethandeath!"repliedtheminister。"Buthowtoavoidit?Whatchoiceremainstome?ShallIliedownagainonthesewitheredleaves,whereIcastmyselfwhenthoudidsttellmewhathewas?MustIsinkdownthere,anddieatonce?"

"Alas,whataruinhasbefallenthee!"saidHester,withthetears,gushingintohereyes。"Wiltthoudieforveryweakness?

Thereisnoothercause!"

"ThejudgmentofGodisonme,"answeredtheconscience—strickenpriest。"Itistoomightyformetostrugglewith!"

"Heavenwouldshowmercy,"rejoinedHester,"hadstthoubutthestrengthtotakeadvantageofit。"

"Bethoustrongforme!"answeredhe。"Advisemewhattodo。"

"Istheworld,then,sonarrow?"exclaimedHesterPrynne,fixingherdeepeyesontheminister’s,andinstinctivelyexercisingamagneticpoweroveraspiritsoshatteredandsubduedthatitcouldhardlyholditselferect。"Doththeuniverseliewithinthecompassofyondertown,whichonlyalittletimeagowasbutaleaf—strewndesert,aslonelyasthisaroundus?Whitherleadsyonderforest—track?

Backwardtothesettlement,thousayest!Yes;butonward,too!

Deeperitgoes,anddeeper,intothewilderness,lessplainlytobeseenateverystep;until,somefewmileshence,theyellowleaveswillshownovestigeofthewhiteman’stread。Therethouartfree!Sobriefajourneywouldbringtheefromaworldwherethouhastbeenmostwretched,toonewherethoumayeststillbehappy!IstherenotshadeenoughinallthisboundlessforesttohidethyheartfromthegazeofRogerChillingworth?"

"Yes,Hester;butonlyunderthefallenleaves!"repliedtheminister,withasadsmile。

"Thenthereisthebroadpathwayofthesea!"continuedHester。

"Itbroughttheehither。Ifthousochoose,itwillbeartheebackagain。Inournativeland,whetherinsomeremoteruralvillageorinvastLondon—or,surely,inGermany,inFrance,inpleasantItaly—thouwouldstbebeyondhispowerandknowledge!Andwhathastthoutodowithalltheseironmen,andtheiropinions?Theyhavekeptthybetterpartinbondagetoolongalready!"

"Itcannotbe!"answeredtheminister,listeningasifhewerecalledupontorealiseadream。"Iampowerlesstogo!WretchedandsinfulasIam,IhavehadnootherthoughtthantodragonmyearthlyexistenceinthespherewhereProvidencehathplacedme。Lostasmyownsoulis,IwouldstilldowhatImayforotherhumansouls!Idarenotquitmypost,thoughanunfaithfulsentinel,whosesurerewardisdeathanddishonour,whenhisdrearywatchshallcometoanend!"

"Thouartcrushedunderthissevenyears’weightofmisery,"repliedHester,ferventlyresolvedtobuoyhimupwithherownenergy。"Butthoushaltleaveitallbehindthee!Itshallnotcumberthysteps,asthoutreadestalongtheforest—path;neithershaltthoufreighttheshipwithit,ifthouprefertocrossthesea。Leavethiswreckandruinherewhereithathhappened。Meddlenomorewithit!Beginallanew!Hastthouexhaustedpossibilityinthefailureofthisonetrial?Notso!Thefutureisyetfulloftrialandsuccess。Thereishappinesstobeenjoyed!Thereisgoodtobedone!Exchangethisfalselifeofthineforatrueone。Be,ifthyspiritsummontheetosuchamission,theteacherandapostleoftheredmen。Or—asismorethynature—beascholarandasageamongthewisestandthemostrenownedofthecultivatedworld。Preach!Write!Act!Doanything,savetoliedownanddie!GiveupthisnameofArthurDimmesdale,andmakethyselfanother,andahighone,suchasthoucanstwearwithoutfearorshame。Whywouldstthoutarrysomuchasoneotherdayinthetormentsthathavesognawedintothylife!—thathavemadetheefeebletowillandtodo!—thatwillleavetheepowerlesseventorepent!Up,andaway!"

"OHester!"criedArthurDimmesdale,inwhoseeyesafitfullight,kindledbyherenthusiasm,flashedupanddiedaway,"thoutellestofrunningaracetoamanwhosekneesaretotteringbeneathhim!I

mustdiehere!Thereisnotthestrengthorcourageleftmetoventureintothewide,strange,difficultworld,alone!"

Itwasthelastexpressionofthedespondencyofabrokenspirit。Helackedenergytograspthebetterfortunethatseemedwithinhisreach。

Herepeatedtheword。

"Alone,Hester!"

"Thoushaltnotgoalone!"answeredshe,inadeepwhisper。

Then,allwasspoken!

XVIII。

AFLOODOFSUNSHINE。

ARTHURDIMMESDALEgazedintoHester’sfacewithalookinwhichhopeandjoyshoneout,indeed,butwithfearbetwixtthem,andakindofhorroratherboldness,whohadspokenwhathevaguelyhintedat,butdarednotspeak。

ButHesterPrynne,withamindofnativecourageandactivity,andforsolongaperiodnotmerelyestranged,butoutlawed,fromsociety,hadhabituatedherselftosuchlatitudeofspeculationaswasaltogetherforeigntotheclergyman。Shehadwandered,withoutruleorguidance,inamoralwilderness;asvast,asintricateandshadowy,astheuntamedforest,amidthegloomofwhichtheywerenowholdingacolloquythatwastodecidetheirfate。Herintellectandhearthadtheirhome,asitwere,indesertplaces,wheresheroamedasfreelyasthewildIndianinhiswoods。Foryearspastshehadlookedfromthisestrangedpointofviewathumaninstitutions,andwhateverpriestsorlegislatorshadestablished;criticisingallwithhardlymorereverencethantheIndianwouldfeelfortheclericalband,thejudicialrobe,thepillory,thegallows,thefireside,orthechurch。Thetendencyofherfateandfortuneshadbeentosetherfree。Thescarletletterwasherpassportintoregionswhereotherwomendarednottread。Shame,Despair,Solitude!Thesehadbeenherteachers—sternandwildones—andtheyhadmadeherstrong,buttaughthermuchamiss。

Theminister,ontheotherhand,hadnevergonethroughanexperiencecalculatedtoleadhimbeyondthescopeofgenerallyreceivedlaws;although,inasingleinstance,hehadsofearfullytransgressedoneofthemostsacredofthem。Butthishadbeenasinofpassion,notofprinciple,norevenpurpose。Sincethatwretchedepoch,hehadwatched,withmorbidzealandminuteness,nothisacts—forthoseitwaseasytoarrange—buteachbreathofemotion,andhiseverythought。Attheheadofthesocialsystem,astheclergymanofthatdaystood,hewasonlythemoretrammelledbyitsregulations,itsprinciples,andevenitsprejudices。Asapriest,theframeworkofhisorderinevitablyhemmedhimin。Asamanwhohadoncesinned,butwhokepthisconscienceallaliveandpainfullysensitivebythefrettingofanunhealedwound,hemighthavebeensupposedsaferwithinthelineofvirtuethanifhehadneversinnedatall。

Thus,weseemtoseethat,asregardedHesterPrynne,thewholesevenyearsofoutlawandignominyhadbeenlittleotherthanapreparationforthisveryhour。ButArthurDimmesdale!Weresuchamanoncemoretofall,whatpleacouldbeurgedinextenuationofhiscrime?None;unlessitavailhimsomewhat,thathewasbrokendownbylongandexquisitesuffering;thathismindwasdarkenedandconfusedbytheveryremorsewhichharrowedit;that,betweenfleeingasanavowedcriminal,andremainingasahypocrite,consciencemightfindithardtostrikethebalance;thatitwashumantoavoidtheperilofdeathandinfamy,andtheinscrutablemachinationsofanenemy;that,finally,tothispoorpilgrim,onhisdrearyanddesertpath,faint,sick,miserable,thereappearedaglimpseofhumanaffectionandsympathy,anewlife,andatrueone,inexchangefortheheavydoomwhichhewasnowexpiating。Andbethesternandsadtruthspoken,thatthebreachwhichguilthasoncemadeintothehumansoulisnever,inthismortalstate,repaired。

Itmaybewatchedandguarded;sothattheenemyshallnotforcehiswayagainintothecitadel,andmighteven,inhissubsequentassaults,selectsomeotheravenue,inpreferencetothatwherehehadformerlysucceeded。Butthereisstilltheruinedwall,and,nearit,thestealthytreadofthefoethatwouldwinoveragainhisunforgottentriumph。

Thestruggle,iftherewereone,neednotbedescribed。Letitsuffice,thattheclergymanresolvedtoflee,andnotalone。

"If,inallthesepastsevenyears,"thoughthe,"Icouldrecalloneinstantofpeaceorhope,Iwouldyetendure,forthesakeofthatearnestofHeaven’smercy。Butnow—sinceIamirrevocablydoomed—

whereforeshouldInotsnatchthesolaceallowedtothecondemnedculpritbeforehisexecution?Or,ifthisbethepathtoabetterlife,asHesterwouldpersuademe,Isurelygiveupnofairerprospectbypursuingit!NeithercanIanylongerlivewithouthercompanionship;sopowerfulisshetosustain—sotendertosoothe!O

ThoutowhomIdarenotliftmineeyes,wiltThouyetpardonme!"

"Thouwiltgo!"saidHestercalmly,ashemetherglance。

Thedecisiononcemade,aglowofstrangeenjoymentthrewitsflickeringbrightnessoverthetroubleofhisbreast。Itwastheexhilaratingeffect—uponaprisonerjustescapedfromthedungeonofhisownheart—ofbreathingthewild,freeatmosphereofanunredeemed,unchristianised,lawlessregion。Hisspiritrose,asitwere,withabound,andattainedanearerprospectofthesky,thanthroughoutallthemiserywhichhadkepthimgrovellingontheearth。Ofadeeplyreligioustemperament,therewasinevitablyatingeofthedevotionalinhismind。

"DoIfeeljoyagain?"criedhe,wonderingathimself。"Methoughtthegermofitwasdeadinme!OHester,thouartmybetterangel!I

seemtohaveflungmyself—sick,sin—stained,andsorrow—blackened—

downupontheseforest—leaves,andtohaverisenupallmadeanew,andwithnewpowerstoglorifyHimthathathbeenmerciful!Thisisalreadythebetterlife!Whydidwenotfinditsooner?"

"Letusnotlookback,"answeredHesterPrynne。"thepastisgone!

Whereforeshouldwelingeruponitnow?See!Withthissymbol,I

undoitall,andmakeitasithadneverbeen!"

Sospeaking,sheundidtheclaspthatfastenedthescarletletter,and,takingitfromherbosom,threwittoadistanceamongthewitheredleaves。Themystictokenalightedonthehithervergeofthestream。Withahand’sbreadthfartherflightitwouldhavefallenintothewater,andhavegiventhelittlebrookanotherwoetocarryonward,besidestheunintelligibletalewhichitstillkeptmurmuringabout。Buttherelaytheembroideredletter,glitteringlikealostjewel,whichsomeill—fatedwanderermightpickup,andthenceforthbehauntedbystrangephantomsofguilt,sinkingsoftheheart,andunaccountablemisfortune。

Thestigmagone,Hesterheavedalong,deepsigh,inwhichtheburdenofshameandanguishdepartedfromherspirit。Oh,exquisiterelief!Shehadnotknowntheweight,untilshefeltthefreedom!Byanotherimpulse,shetookofftheformalcapthatconfinedherhair;

anddownitfelluponhershoulders,darkandrich,withatonceashadowandalightinitsabundance,andimpartingthecharmofsoftnesstoherfeatures。Thereplayedaroundhermouth,andbeamedoutofhereyes,aradiantandtendersmile,thatseemedgushingfromtheveryheartofwomanhood。Acrimsonflushwasglowingonhercheek,thathadbeenlongsopale。Hersex,heryouth,andthewholerichnessofthebeauty,camebackfromwhatmencalltheirrevocablepast,andclusteredthemselves,withhermaidenhope,andahappinessbeforeunknown,withinthemagiccircleofthishour。And,asifthegloomoftheearthandskyhadbeenbuttheeffluenceofthesetwomortalhearts,itvanishedwiththeirsorrow。Allatonce,aswithasuddensmileofheaven,forthburstthesunshine,pouringaveryfloodintotheobscureforest,gladdeningeachgreenleaf,transmutingtheyellowfallenonestogold,andgleamingadownthegreytrunksofthesolemntrees。Theobjectsthathadmadeashadowhitherto,embodiedthebrightnessnow。Thecourseofthelittlebrookmightbetracedbyitsmerrygleamafarintothewood’sheartofmystery,whichhadbecomeamysteryofjoy。

SuchwasthesympathyofNature—thatwild,heathenNatureoftheforest,neversubjugatedbyhumanlaw,norilluminedbyhighertruth—withtheblissofthesetwospirits!Love,whethernewlyborn,orarousedfromadeath—likeslumber,mustalwayscreateasunshine,fillingtheheartsofullofradiance,thatitoverflowsupontheoutwardworld。Hadtheforeststillkeptitsgloom,itwouldhavebeenbrightinHester’seyes,andbrightinArthurDimmesdale’s!

Hesterlookedathimwiththethrillofanotherjoy。

"ThoumustknowPearl!"saidshe。"OurlittlePearl!Thouhastseenher—yes,Iknowit!—butthouwiltseehernowwithothereyes。Sheisastrangechild!Ihardlycomprehendher!Butthouwiltloveherdearly,asIdo,andwiltadvisemehowtodealwithher。"

"Dostthouthinkthechildwillbegladtoknowme?"askedtheminister,somewhatuneasily。"Ihavelongshrunkfromchildren,becausetheyoftenshowadistrust—abackwardnesstobefamiliarwithme。IhaveevenbeenafraidoflittlePearl!"

"Ah,thatwassad!"answeredthemother。"Butshewilllovetheedearly,andthouher。Sheisnotfaroff。Iwillcallher!Pearl!

Pearl!"

"Iseethechild,"observedtheminister。"Yondersheis,standinginastreakofsunshine,agoodwayoff,ontheothersideofthebrook,Sothouthinkestthechildwillloveme?"

Hestersmiled,andagaincalledtoPearl,whowasvisible,atsomedistance,astheministerhaddescribedher,likeabright—apparelledvision,inasunbeam,whichfelldownuponherthroughanarchofboughs。Therayquiveredtoandfro,makingherfiguredimordistinct—nowlikearealchild,nowlikeachild’sspirit—asthesplendourwentandcameagain。Sheheardhermother’svoice,andapproachedslowlythroughtheforest。

Pearlhadnotfoundthehourpasswearisomely,whilehermothersattalkingwiththeclergyman。Thegreatblackforest—sternasitshoweditselftothosewhobroughttheguiltandtroublesoftheworldintoitsbosom—becametheplaymateofthelonelyinfant,aswellasitknewhow。Sombreasitwas,itputonthekindestofitsmoodstowelcomeher。Itofferedherthepartridge—berries,thegrowthoftheprecedingautumn,butripeningonlyinthespring,andnowredasdropsofblooduponthewitheredleaves。ThesePearlgathered,andwaspleasedwiththeirwildflavour。Thesmalldenizensofthewildernesshardlytookpainstomoveoutofherpath。Apartridge,indeed,withabroodoftenbehindher,ranforwardthreatingly,butsoonrepentedofherfierceness,andcluckedtoheryoungonesnottobeafraid。Apigeon,aloneonalowbranch,allowedPearltocomebeneath,andutteredasoundasmuchofgreetingasalarm。Asquirrel,fromtheloftydepthsofhisdomestictree,chatteredeitherinangerormerriment—forasquirrelissuchacholericandhumorouslittlepersonage,thatitishardtodistinguishbetweenhismoods—sohechatteredatthechild,andflungdownanutuponherhead。Itwasalastyear’snut,andalreadygnawedbyhissharptooth。Afox,startledfromhissleepbyherlightfootstepontheleaves,lookedinquisitivelyatPearl,asdoubtingwhetheritwerebettertostealoff,orrenewhisnaponthesamespot。Awolf,itissaid—butherethetalehassurelylapsedintotheimprobable—cameup,andsmeltofPearl’srobe,andofferedhissavageheadtobepattedbyherhand。

Thetruthseemstobe,however,thatthemother—forest,andthesewildthingswhichitnourished,allrecognisedakindredwildnessinthehumanchild。

Andshewasgentlerherethaninthegrassy—marginedstreetsofthesettlement,orinhermother’scottage。Theflowersappearedtoknowit;andoneandanotherwhisperedasshepassed,"Adornthyselfwithme,thoubeautifulchild,adornthyselfwithme!"—and,topleasethem,Pearlgatheredtheviolets,andanemones,andcolumbines,andsometwigsofthefreshestgreen,whichtheoldtreeshelddownbeforehereyes。Withtheseshedecoratedherhair,andheryoungwaist,andbecameanymph—child,oraninfantdryad,orwhateverelsewasinclosestsympathywiththeantiquewood。InsuchguisehadPearladornedherself,whensheheardhermother’svoice,andcameslowlyback。

Slowly;forshesawtheclergyman!

XIX。

THECHILDATTHEBROOK—SIDE。

"THOUwiltloveherdearly,"repeatedHesterPrynne,assheandtheministersatwatchinglittlePearl。"Dostthounotthinkherbeautiful?Andseewithwhatnaturalskillshehasmadethosesimpleflowersadornher!Hadshegatheredpearls,anddiamonds,andrubies,inthewood,theycouldnothavebecomeherbetter。Sheisasplendidchild!ButIknowwhosebrowshehas!"

"Dostthouknow,Hester,"saidArthurDimmesdale,withanunquietsmile,"thatthisdearchild,trippingaboutalwaysatthyside,hathcausedmemanyanalarm?Methought—OHester,whatathoughtisthat,andhowterribletodreadit!—thatmyownfeatureswerepartlyrepeatedinherface,andsostrikinglythattheworldmightseethem!Butsheismostlythine!"

"No,no!Notmostly!"answeredthemother,withatendersmile。"A

littlelongerandthouneedestnotbeafraidtotracewhosechildsheis。Buthowstrangelybeautifulshelooks,withthosewildflowersinherhair!Itisasifoneofthefairies,whomweleftinourdearoldEngland,haddeckedherouttomeetus。"

Itwaswithafeelingwhichneitherofthemhadeverbeforeexperienced,thattheysatandwatchedPearl’sslowadvance。Inherwasvisiblethetiethatunitedthem。Shehadbeenofferedtotheworld,thesesevenyearspast,asthelivinghieroglyphic,inwhichwasrevealedthesecrettheysodarklysoughttohide—allwritteninthissymbol—allplainlymanifest—hadtherebeenaprophetormagicianskilledtoreadthecharacterofflame!AndPearlwastheonenessoftheirbeing。Betheforegoneevilwhatitmight,howcouldtheydoubtthattheirearthlylivesandfuturedestinieswereconjoined,whentheybeheldatoncethematerialunion,andthespiritualidea,inwhomtheymet,andweretodwellimmortallytogether?Thoughtslikethese—andperhapsotherthoughts,whichtheydidnotacknowledgeordefine—threwanaweaboutthechild,asshecameonward。

"Letherseenothingstrange—nopassionnoreagerness—inthywayofaccostingher,"whisperedHester。"OurPearlisafitfulandfantasticlittleelf,sometimes。Especially,sheisseldomtolerantofemotion,whenshedoesnotfullycomprehendthewhyandwherefore。Butthechildhathstrongaffections!Shelovesme,andwilllovethee!"

"Thoucanstnotthink,"saidtheminister,glancingasideatHesterPrynne,"howmyheartdreadsthisinterview,andyearnsforit!

But,intruth,asIalreadytoldthee,childrenarenotreadilywontobefamiliarwithme。Theywillnotclimbmyknee,norprattleinmyear,noranswertomysmile;butstandapart,andeyemestrangely。

Evenlittlebabes,whenItaketheminmyarms,weepbitterly。YetPearl,twiceinherlittlelifetime,hathbeenkindtome!Thefirsttime—thouknowestitwell!ThelastwaswhenthouledstherwiththeetothehouseofyondersternoldGovernor。"

"Andthoudidstpleadsobravelyinherbehalfandmine!"answeredthemother。"Irememberit;andsoshalllittlePearl。Fearnothing!

Shemaybestrangeandshyatfirst,butwillsoonlearntolovethee!"

BythistimePearlhadreachedthemarginofthebrook,andstoodonthefartherside,gazingsilentlyatHesterandtheclergyman,whostillsattogetheronthemossytree—trunk,waitingtoreceiveher。

Justwhereshehadpaused,thebrookchancedtoformapool,sosmoothandquietthatitreflectedaperfectimageofherlittlefigure,withallthebrilliantpicturesquenessofherbeauty,initsadornmentofflowersandwreathedfoliage,butmorerefinedandspiritualisedthanthereality。Thisimage,sonearlyidenticalwiththelivingPearl,seemedtocommunicatesomewhatofitsownshadowyandintangiblequalitytothechildherself。Itwasstrange,thewayinwhichPearlstood,lookingsosteadfastlyatthemthroughthedimmediumoftheforest—gloom;herself,meanwhile,allglorifiedwitharayofsunshine,thatwasattractedthitherwardasbyacertainsympathy。Inthebrookbeneathstoodanotherchild—anotherandthesame—withlikewiseitsrayofgoldenlight。Hesterfeltherself,insomeindistinctandtantalisingmanner,estrangedfromPearl;asifthechild,inherlonely,ramblethroughtheforest,hadstrayedoutofthesphereinwhichsheandhermotherdwelttogether,andwasnowvainlyseekingtoreturntoit。

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