投诉 阅读记录

第14章

’It’sarealold—fashionedAmericancase,assweetandsoundashome—madebread。’Well,ifyoutakehisloafawayfromhim,whatareyougoingtofeedhimwithinstead?WhichofyournastyParispoisonsdoyouthinkhe’llturnto?

Supposingyousucceedinkeepinghimoutofareallybadmess——and,knowingtheyoungmanasIdo,Iratherthinkthat,atthiscrisis,theonlywaytodoitwouldbetomarryhimslapofftosomebodyelse——well,then,who,mayI

ask,wouldyoupickout?OneofyoursweetFrenchingenues,Isuppose?Withasmuchmindasaminnowandasmuchsnapasasoft—boiledegg。Youmighthustlehimintothatkindofmarriage;Idaresayyoucould——butifIknowOwen,thenaturalthingwouldhappenbeforethefirstbabywasweaned。"

"Idon’tknowwhyyouinsinuatesuchodiousthingsagainstOwen!"

"Doyouthinkitwouldbeodiousofhimtoreturntohisreallovewhenhe’dbeenforciblypartedfromher?Atanyrate,it’swhatyourFrenchfriendsdo,everyoneofthem!

Onlytheydon’tgenerallyhavethegracetogobacktoanoldlove;andIbelieve,uponmyword,Owenwould!"

MadamedeChantellelookedatherwithamixtureofaweandexultation。"Ofcourseyourealize,Adelaide,thatinsuggestingthisyou’reinsinuatingthemostshockingthingsagainstMissViner?"

"WhenIsaythatifyouparttwoyoungthingswhoaredyingtobehappyinthelawfulwayit’stentoonethey’llcometogetherinanunlawfulone?I’minsinuatingshockingthingsagainstYOU,LucretiaMary,insuggestingforamomentthatyou’llcaretoassumesucharesponsibilitybeforeyourMaker。Andyouwouldn’t,ifyoutalkedthingsstraightoutwithhim,insteadofmerelysendinghimmessagesthroughamiserablesinnerlikeyourself!"

DarrowexpectedthisassaultonheradoptedcreedtoprovokeinMadamedeChantelleanexplosionofpiousindignation;

buttohissurpriseshemerelymurmured:"Idon’tknowwhatMr。Darrow’llthinkofyou!"

"Mr。DarrowprobablyknowshisBibleaswellasIdo,"MissPaintercalmlyrejoined;addingamomentlater,withouttheleastperceptiblechangeofvoiceorexpression:"Isupposeyou’veheardthatGiseledeFolembray’shusbandaccusesherofbeingmixedupwiththeDucd’ArcachoninthatbusinessoftryingtosellalotofimitationpearlstoMrs。HomerPond,theChicagowomantheDuke’sengagedto?ItseemsthejewellersaysGiselebroughtMrs。Pondthere,andgottwenty—fivepercent——whichofcourseshepassedontod’Arcachon。ThepooroldDuchessisinafearfulstate——soafraidherson’llloseMrs。Pond!WhenIthinkthatGiseleisoldBradfordWagstaff’sgrand—daughter,I’mthankfulhe’ssafeinMountAuburn!"

XXII

ItwasnotuntillatethatafternoonthatDarrowcouldclaimhispostponedhourwithAnna。Whenatlasthefoundheraloneinhersitting—roomitwaswithasenseofliberationsogreatthathesoughtnologicaljustificationofit。HesimplyfeltthatalltheirdestinieswereinMissPainter’sgrasp,andthat,resistancebeinguseless,hecouldonlyenjoythesweetsofsurrender。

Annaherselfseemedashappy,andformoreexplicablereasons。Shehadassisted,afterluncheon,atanotherdebatebetweenMadamedeChantelleandherconfidant,andhadsurmised,whenshewithdrewfromit,thatvictorywaspermanentlyperchedonMissPainter’sbanners。

"Idon’tknowhowshedoesit,unlessit’sbythedeadweightofherconvictions。ShedeteststheFrenchsothatshe’dbackupOwenevenifsheknewnothing——orknewtoomuch——ofMissViner。ShesomehowregardsthematchasaprotestagainstthecorruptionofEuropeanmorals。ItoldOwenthatwashisgreatchance,andhe’smadethemostofit。"

"Whatatacticianyouare!YoumakemefeelthatIhardlyknowtherudimentsofdiplomacy,"Darrowsmiledather,abandoninghimselftoaperiloussenseofwell—being。

Shegavehimbackhissmile。"I’mafraidIthinknothingshortofmyownhappinessisworthwastinganydiplomacyon!"

"That’swhyImeantoresignfromtheserviceofmycountry,"herejoinedwithalaughofdeepcontent。

Thefeelingthatbothresistanceandapprehensionwerevainwasworkinglikewineinhisveins。Hehaddonewhathecouldtodeflectthecourseofevents:nowhecouldonlystandasideandtakehischanceofsafety。Underneaththisfatalisticfeelingwasthedeepsenseofreliefthathehad,afterall,saidanddonenothingthatcouldintheleastdegreeaffectthewelfareofSophyViner。Thatfacttookamillstoneoffhisneck。

MeanwhilehegavehimselfuponcemoretothejoyofAnna’spresence。Theyhadnotbeenalonetogetherfortwolongdays,andhehadthelover’ssensethathehadforgotten,oratleastunderestimated,thestrengthofthespellshecast。

Oncemorehereyesandhersmileseemedtoboundhisworld。

Hefeltthattheirlightwouldalwaysmovewithhimasthesunsetmovesbeforeashipatsea。

Thenextdayhissenseofsecuritywasincreasedbyadecisiveincident。ItbecameknowntotheexpectanthouseholdthatMadamedeChantellehadyieldedtothetremendousimpactofMissPainter’sdeterminationandthatSophyVinerhadbeen"sentfor"tothepurplesatinsitting—

room。

Atluncheon,Owen’sradiantcountenanceproclaimedthehappysequel,andDarrow,whenthepartyhadmovedbacktotheoak—roomforcoffee,deemeditdiscreettowanderoutalonetotheterracewithhiscigar。TheconclusionofOwen’sromancebroughthisownplansoncemoretothefront。AnnahadpromisedthatshewouldconsiderdatesandsettledetailsassoonasMadamedeChantelleandhergrandsonhadbeenreconciled,andDarrowwaseagertogointothequestionatonce,sinceitwasnecessarythatthepreparationsforhismarriageshouldgoforwardasrapidlyaspossible。Anna,heknew,wouldnotseekanyfartherpretextfordelay;andhestrolledupanddowncontentedlyinthesunshine,certainthatshewouldcomeoutandreassurehimassoonasthereunitedfamilyhadclaimeditsdueshareofherattention。

Butwhenshefinallyjoinedhimherfirstwordwasfortheyoungerlovers。

"Iwanttothankyouforwhatyou’vedoneforOwen,"shebegan,withherhappiestsmile。

"Who——I?"helaughed。"AreyouconfusingmewithMissPainter?"

"PerhapsIoughttosayforME,"shecorrectedherself。

"You’vebeenevenmoreofahelptousthanAdelaide。"

"Mydearchild!WhatonearthhaveIdone?"

"You’vemanagedtohidefromMadamedeChantellethatyoudon’treallylikepoorSophy。"

Darrowfeltthepallourinhischeek。"Notlikeher?Whatputsuchanideaintoyourhead?"

"Oh,it’smorethananidea——it’safeeling。Butwhatdifferencedoesitmake,afterall?Yousawherinsuchadifferentsettingthatit’snaturalyoushouldbealittledoubtful。ButwhenyouknowherbetterI’msureyou’llfeelaboutherasIdo。"

"It’sgoingtobehardformenottofeelabouteverythingasyoudo。"

"Well,then——pleasebeginwithmydaughter—in—law!"

Hegaveherbackinthesametoneofbanter:"Agreed:ifyoullagreetofeelasIdoaboutthepressingnecessityofourgettingmarried。"

"Iwanttotalktoyouaboutthattoo。Youdon’tknowwhataweightisoffmymind!WithSophyhereforgood,IshallfeelsodifferentlyaboutleavingEffie。I’veseenmuchmoreaccomplishedgovernesses——tomycost!——butI’veneverseenayoungthingmoregayandkindandhuman。Youmusthavenoticed,thoughyou’veseenthemsolittletogether,howEffieexpandswhenshe’swithher。Andthat,youknow,iswhatIwant。MadamedeChantellewillprovidethenecessaryrestraint。"Sheclaspedherhandsonhisarm。

"Yes,I’mreadytogowithyounow。Butfirstofall——thisverymoment!——youmustcomewithmetoEffie。Sheknows,ofcourse,nothingofwhat’sbeenhappening;andIwanthertobetoldfirstaboutYOU。"

Effie,soughtthroughoutthehouse,waspresentlytracedtotheschool—room,andthitherDarrowmountedwithAnna。Hehadneverseenhersoalightwithhappiness,andhehadcaughtherbuoyancyofmood。Hekeptrepeatingtohimself:

"It’sover——it’sover,"asifsomemonstrousmidnighthallucinationhadbeenroutedbythereturnofday。

Astheyapproachedtheschool—roomdoortheterrier’sbarkscametothemthroughlaughingremonstrances。

"She’sgivinghimhisdinner,"Annawhispered,herhandinDarrow’s。

"Don’tforgetthegold—fish!"theyheardanothervoicecallout。

Darrowhaltedonthethreshold。"Oh——notnow!"

"Notnow?"

"Imean——she’dratherhaveyoutellherfirst。I’llwaitforyoubothdownstairs。"

Hewasawarethatsheglancedathimintently。"Asyouplease。I’llbringherdownatonce。"

Sheopenedthedoor,andasshewentinheheardhersay:

"No,Sophy,don’tgo!Iwantyouboth。"

TherestofDarrow’sdaywasasuccessionofemptyandagitatingscenes。OnhiswaydowntoGivre,beforehehadseenEffieLeath,hehadpicturedsomewhatsentimentallythejoyofthemomentwhenheshouldtakeherinhisarmsandreceiveherfirstfilialkiss。Everythinginhimthategotisticallycravedforrest,stability,acomfortablyorganizedmiddle—age,allthehome—buildinginstinctsofthemanwhohassufficientlywooedandwandered,combinedtothrowacharmaboutthefigureofthechildwhomight——whoshould——havebeenhis。Effiecametohimtrailingthecloudofgloryofhisfirstromance,givinghimbackthemagichourhehadmissedandmourned。Andhowdifferenttherealizationofhisdreamhadbeen!Thechild’sradiantwelcome,herunquestioningacceptanceof,thisnewfigureinthefamilygroup,hadbeenallthathehadhopedandfancied。IfMotherwassoawfullyhappyaboutit,andOwenandGranny,too,howniceandcosyandcomfortableitwasgoingtobeforallofthem,herbeaminglookseemedtosay;

andthen,suddenly,thesmallpinkfingershehadbeenkissingwerelaidontheoneflawinthecircle,ontheonepointwhichmustbesettledbeforeEffiecould,withcompleteunqualifiedassurance,admitthenew—comertofullequalitywiththeothergodsofherOlympus。

"AndisSophyawfullyhappyaboutittoo?"shehadasked,looseningherholdonDarrow’snecktotiltbackherheadandincludehermotherinherquestioninglook。

"Why,dearest,didn’tyouseeshewas?"Annahadexclaimed,leaningtothegroupwithradianteyes。

"IthinkIshouldliketoaskher,"thechildrejoined,afteraminute’sshyconsideration;andasDarrowsetherdownhermotherlaughed:"Do,darling,do!Runoffatonce,andtellherweexpecthertobeawfullyhappytoo。"

Thescenehadbeensucceededbyotherslesspoignantbutalmostastrying。Darrowcursedhisluckinhaving,atsuchamoment,torunthegauntletofahousefulofinterestedobservers。Thestateofbeing"engaged",initselfanabsurdenoughpredicament,eventoamanonlyintermittentlyexposed,becameintolerableunderthecontinuousscrutinyofasmallcirclequiveringwithparticipation。Darrowwasfurthermoreawarethat,thoughthecaseoftheothercoupleoughttohavemadehisownlessconspicuous,itwasrathertheywhofoundarefugeintheshadowofhisprominence。

MadamedeChantelle,thoughshehadconsentedtoOwen’sengagementandformallywelcomedhisbetrothed,wasneverthelessnotsorrytoshow,byherreceptionofDarrow,ofwhatfinely—shadeddegreesofcordialityshewascapable。

MissPainter,havingwonthedayforOwen,wasalsofreetoturnherattentiontothenewercandidateforhersympathy;

andDarrowandAnnafoundthemselvesimmersedinawarmbathofsentimentalcuriosity。

ItwasarelieftoDarrowthathewasunderapositiveobligationtoendhisvisitwithinthenextforty—eighthours。WhenheleftLondon,hisAmbassadorhadaccordedhimatendays’leave。Hisfatebeingdefinitelysettledandopenlypublishedhehadnoreasonforaskingtohavethetimeprolonged,andwhenitwasoverhewastoreturntohisposttillthetimefixedfortakinguphisnewduties。Annaandhehadthereforedecidedtobemarried,inParis,adayortwobeforethedepartureofthesteamerwhichwastotakethemtoSouthAmerica;andAnna,shortlyafterhisreturntoEngland,wastogouptoParisandbeginherownpreparations。

InhonourofthedoublebetrothalEffieandMissVinerweretoappearthateveningatdinner;andDarrow,onleavinghisroom,metthelittlegirlspringingdownthestairs,herwhiterufflesandcoral—colouredbowsmakingherlooklikeadaisywithheryellowhairforitscentre。SophyVinerwasbehindherpupil,andasshecameintothelightDarrownoticedachangeinherappearanceandwonderedvaguelywhyshelookedsuddenlyyounger,morevivid,morelikethelittleluminousghostofhisParismemories。ThenitoccurredtohimthatitwasthefirsttimeshehadappearedatdinnersincehisarrivalatGivre,andthefirsttime,consequently,thathehadseenherineveningdress。Shewasstillattheagewhentheleastadornmentembellishes;

andnodoubtthemereuncoveringofheryoungthroatandneckhadgivenherbackherformerbrightness。Butasecondglanceshowedamoreprecisereasonforhisimpression。

Vaguelythoughheretainedsuchdetails,hefeltsureshewaswearingthedresshehadseenherineveryeveninginParis。Itwasasimpleenoughdress,black,andtransparentonthearmsandshoulders,andhewouldprobablynothaverecognizeditifshehadnotcalledhisattentiontoitinParisbyconfessingthatshehadn’tanyother。"Thesamedress?Thatprovesthatshe’sforgotten!"washisfirsthalf—ironicthought;butthenextmoment,withapangofcompunction,hesaidtohimselfthatshehadprobablyputitonforthesamereasonasbefore:simplybecauseshehadn’tanyother。

Helookedatherinsilence,andforaninstant,aboveEffie’sbobbinghead,shegavehimbackhislookinafullbrightgaze。

"Oh,there’sOwen!"Effiecried,andwhirledawaydownthegallerytothedoorfromwhichherstep—brotherwasemerging。AsOwenbenttocatchher,SophyVinerturnedabruptlybacktoDarrow。

"You,too?"shesaidwithaquicklaugh。"Ididn’tknow————

"AndasOwencameuptothemsheadded,inatonethatmighthavebeenmeanttoreachhisear:"Iwishyoualltheluckthatwecanspare!"

Aboutthedinner—table,whichEffie,withMissViner’said,hadlavishlygarlanded,thelittlepartyhadanairofsomewhatself—consciousfestivity。Inspiteofflowers,champagneandaunanimousattemptatease,therewerefrequentlapsesinthetalk,andmomentsofnervousgropingfornewsubjects。MissPainteraloneseemednotonlyunaffectedbythegeneralperturbationbutastightlysealedupinherunconsciousnessofitasadiverinhisbell。ToDarrow’sstrainedattentionevenOwen’sgustsofgaietyseemedtobetrayaninwardsenseofinsecurity。Afterdinner,however,atthepiano,hebrokeintoamoodofextravaganthilarityandfloodedtheroomwiththesplashandrippleofhismusic。

Darrow,sunkinasofacornerintheleeofMissPainter’sgranitebulk,smokedandlistenedinsilence,hiseyesmovingfromonefiguretoanother。MadamedeChantelle,inherarmchairnearthefire,claspedherlittlegranddaughtertoherwiththegestureofadrawing—roomNiobe,andAnna,seatednearthem,hadfallenintooneoftheattitudesofvividcalmwhichseemedtoDarrowtoexpressherinmostquality。SophyViner,aftermovinguncertainlyabouttheroom,hadplacedherselfbeyondMrs。Leath,inachairnearthepiano,whereshesatwithheadthrownbackandeyesattachedtothemusician,inthesameraptfixityofattentionwithwhichshehadfollowedtheplayersattheFrancais。Theaccidentofherhavingfallenintothesameattitude,andofherwearingthesamedress,gaveDarrow,ashewatchedher,astrangesenseofdoubleconsciousness。Toescapefromit,hisglanceturnedbacktoAnna;butfromthepointatwhichhewasplacedhiseyescouldnottakeintheonefacewithouttheother,andthatrenewedthedisturbingdualityoftheimpression。SuddenlyOwenbrokeoffwithacrashofchordsandjumpedtohisfeet。

"What’stheuseofthis,withsuchamoontosayitforus?"

Behindtheuncurtainedwindowalowgoldenorbhunglikearipefruitagainsttheglass。

"Yes——let’sgooutandlisten,"Annaanswered。Owenthrewopenthewindow,andwithhisgestureafoldoftheheavystar—sprinkledskyseemedtodroopintotheroomlikeadrawn—incurtain。Theairthatenteredwithithadafrostyedge,andAnnabadeEffieruntothehallforwraps。

Darrowsaid:"Youmusthaveonetoo,"andstartedtowardthedoor;butSophy,followingherpupil,criedback:"We’llbringthingsforeverybody。"

Owenhadfollowedher,andinamomentthethreereappeared,andthepartywentoutontheterrace。Thedeepbluepurityofthenightwasunveiledbymist,andthemoonlightrimmedtheedgesofthetreeswithasilverblurandblanchedtounnaturalwhitenessthestatuesagainsttheirwallsofshade。

DarrowandAnna,withEffiebetweenthem,strolledtothefarthercorneroftheterrace。Belowthem,betweenthefringesofthepark,thelawnslopeddimlytothefieldsabovetheriver。Forafewminutestheystoodsilentlysidebyside,touchedtopeacebeneaththetremblingbeautyofthesky。Whentheyturnedback,DarrowsawthatOwenandSophyViner,whohadgonedownthestepstothegarden,werealsowalkinginthedirectionofthehouse。Astheyadvanced,Sophypausedinapatchofmoonlight,betweenthesharpshadowsoftheyews,andDarrownoticedthatshehadthrownoverhershouldersalongcloakofsomelightcolour,whichsuddenlyevokedherimageasshehadenteredtherestaurantathissideonthenightoftheirfirstdinnerinParis。Amomentlatertheywerealltogetheragainontheterrace,andwhentheyre—enteredthedrawing—roomtheolderladieswereontheirwaytobed。

Effie,emboldenedbytheprivilegesoftheevening,wasforcoaxingOwentorounditoffwithagameofforfeitsorsomesuchrecklessclimax;butSophy,resumingherprofessionalrole,soundedthesummonstobed。Inherpupil’swakeshemadeherroundofgood—nights;butwhensheprofferedherhandtoAnna,thelatterignoringthegestureheldoutbotharms。

"Good—night,dearchild,"shesaidimpulsively,anddrewthegirltoherkiss。

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XXIII

ThenextdaywasDarrow’slastatGivreand,foreseeingthattheafternoonandeveningwouldhavetobegiventothefamily,hehadaskedAnnatodevoteanearlyhourtothefinalconsiderationoftheirplans。Hewastomeetherinthebrownsitting—roomatten,andtheyweretowalkdowntotheriverandtalkovertheirfutureinthelittlepavilionabuttingonthewallofthepark。

ItwasjustaweeksincehisarrivalatGivre,andAnnawished,beforeheleft,toreturntotheplacewheretheyhadsatontheirfirstafternoontogether。Hersensitivenesstotheappealofinanimatethings,tothecolourandtextureofwhateverwoveitselfintothesubstanceofheremotion,madeherwanttohearDarrow’svoice,andtofeelhiseyesonher,inthespotwhereblisshadfirstflowedintoherheart。

Thatbliss,intheinterval,hadwounditselfintoeveryfoldofherbeing。Passing,inthefirstdays,fromahighshytendernesstotherushofasecretsurrender,ithadgraduallywidenedanddeepened,toflowoninredoubledbeauty。ShethoughtshenowknewexactlyhowandwhyshelovedDarrow,andshecouldseeherwholeskyreflectedinthedeepandtranquilcurrentofherlove。

Earlythenextday,inhersitting—room,shewasglancingthroughtheletterswhichitwasEffie’smorningprivilegetocarryuptoher。Effiemeanwhilecircledinquisitivelyabouttheroom,wheretherewasalwayssomethingnewtoengageherinfantfancy;andAnna,lookingup,sawhersuddenlyarrestedbeforeaphotographofDarrowwhich,thedaybefore,hadtakenitsplaceonthewriting—table。

Annaheldoutherarmswithafaintblush。"Youdolikehim,don’tyou,dear?"

"Oh,mostawfully,dearest,"Effie,againstherbreast,leanedbacktoassureherwithalimpidlook。"AndsodoGrannyandOwen——andIDOthinkSophydoestoo,"sheadded,afteramoment’searnestpondering。

"Ihopeso,"Annalaughed。Shecheckedtheimpulsetocontinue:"Hasshetalkedtoyouabouthim,thatyou’resosure?"Shedidnotknowwhathadmadethequestionspringtoherlips,butshewasgladshehadclosedthembeforepronouncingit。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoredistastefultoherthantoclearupsuchobscuritiesbyturningonthemthetinyflameofherdaughter’sobservation。Andwhat,afterall,nowthatOwen’shappinesswassecured,diditmatteriftherewerecertainreservesinDarrow’sapprovalofhismarriage?

AknockonthedoormadeAnnaglanceattheclock。"There’sNursetocarryyouoff。"

"It’sSophy’sknock,"thelittlegirlanswered,jumpingdowntoopenthedoor;andMissVinerinfactstoodonthethreshold。

"Comein,"Annasaidwithasmile,instantlyremarkinghowpaleshelooked。

"MayEffiegooutforaturnwithNurse?"thegirlasked。

"Ishouldliketospeaktoyouamoment。"

"Ofcourse。ThisoughttobeYOURholiday,asyesterdaywasEffie’s。Runoff,dear,"sheadded,stoopingtokissthelittlegirl。

WhenthedoorhadclosedsheturnedbacktoSophyVinerwithalookthatsoughtherconfidence。"I’msogladyoucame,mydear。We’vegotsomanythingstotalkabout,justyouandItogether。"

Theconfusedintercourseofthelastdayshad,infact,leftlittletimeforanyspeechwithSophybutsuchasrelatedtohermarriageandthemeansofovercomingMadamedeChantelle’soppositiontoit。AnnahadexactedofOwenthatnoone,notevenSophyViner,shouldbegivenahintofherownprojectstillallcontingentquestionshadbeendisposedof。Shehadfelt,fromtheoutset,asecretreluctancetointrudehersecurerhappinessonthedoubtsandfearsoftheyoungpair。

Fromthesofa—cornertowhichshehaddroppedbackshepointedtoDarrow’schair。"Comeandsitbyme,dear。I

wantedtoseeyoualone。There’ssomuchtosaythatI

hardlyknowwheretobegin。"

Sheleanedforward,herhandsclaspedonthearmsofthesofa,hereyesbentsmilinglyonSophy’s。Asshedidso,shenoticedthatthegirl’sunusualpallourwaspartlyduetotheslightveilofpowderonherface。Thediscoverywasdistinctlydisagreeable。Annahadneverbeforenoticed,onSophy’spart,anyrecoursetocosmetics,and,muchasshewishedtothinkherselfexemptfromold—fashionedprejudices,shesuddenlybecameawarethatshedidnotlikeherdaughter’sgovernesstohaveapowderedface。ThenshereflectedthatthegirlwhosatoppositeherwasnolongerEffie’sgoverness,butherownfuturedaughter—in—law;andshewonderedwhetherMissVinerhadchosenthisoddwayofcelebratingherindependence,andwhether,asMrs。OwenLeath,shewouldpresenttotheworldabedizenedcountenance。Thisideawasscarcelylessdistastefulthantheother,andforamomentAnnacontinuedtoconsiderherwithoutspeaking。Then,inaflash,thetruthcametoher:

MissVinerhadpowderedherfacebecauseMissVinerhadbeencrying。

Annaleanedforwardimpulsively。"Mydearchild,what’sthematter?"Shesawthegirl’sbloodrushupunderthewhitemask,andhastenedon:"Pleasedon’tbeafraidtotellme。

IdosowantyoutofeelthatyoucantrustmeasOwendoes。

Andyouknowyoumustn’tmindif,justatfirst,MadamedeChantelleoccasionallyrelapses。"

Shespokeeagerly,persuasively,almostonanoteofpleading。Shehad,intruth,somanyreasonsforwantingSophytolikeher:herloveforOwen,hersolicitudeforEffie,andherownsenseofthegirl’sfinemettle。Shehadalwaysfeltaromanticandalmosthumbleadmirationforthosemembersofhersexwho,fromforceofwill,ortheconstraintofcircumstances,hadplungedintotheconflictfromwhichfatehadsopersistentlyexcludedher。Therewereevenmomentswhenshefanciedherselfvaguelytoblameforherimmunity,andfeltthatsheoughtsomehowtohaveaffrontedtheperilsandhardshipswhichrefusedtocometoher。Andnow,asshesatlookingatSophyViner,sosmall,soslight,sovisiblydefencelessandundone,shestillfelt,throughallthesuperiorityofherworldlyadvantagesandherseemingmaturity,thesameoddsenseofignoranceandinexperience。Shecouldnothavesaidwhattherewasinthegirl’smannerandexpressiontogiveherthisfeeling,butshewasreminded,asshelookedatSophyViner,oftheothergirlsshehadknowninheryouth,thegirlswhoseemedpossessedofasecretshehadmissed。Yes,SophyVinerhadtheirlook——almosttheobscurelymenacinglookofKittyMayne……Anna,withaninwardsmile,brushedasidetheimageofthisforgottenrival。Butshehadfelt,deepdown,atwingeoftheoldpain,andshewassorrythat,evenfortheflashofathought,Owen’sbetrothedshouldhaveremindedherofsodifferentawoman……

Shelaidherhandonthegirl’s。"WhenhisgrandmotherseeshowhappyOwenisshe’llbequitehappyherself。Ifit’sonlythat,don’tbedistressed。JusttrusttoOwen——andthefuture。"

SophyViner,withanalmostimperceptiblerecoilofherwholeslightperson,haddrawnherhandfromunderthepalmenclosingit。

"That’swhatIwantedtotalktoyouabout——thefuture。"

"Ofcourse!We’veallsomanyplanstomake——andtofitintoeachother’s。Pleaselet’sbeginwithyours。"

Thegirlpausedamoment,herhandsclaspedonthearmsofherchair,herlidsdroppedunderAnna’sgaze;thenshesaid:"Ishouldliketomakenoplansatall……justyet……"

"Noplans?"

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