投诉 阅读记录

第4章

mother’sfriend。Theencounter,toDarrow,couldhardlyhavebeenmoreinopportune;itwokeinhimaconfusionoffeelingsofwhichonlytheuppermostwasallayedbyseeingSophyViner,asifinstinctivelywarned,meltbackintotheshadowoftheirbox。

AminutelaterOwenLeathwasathisside。"Iwassureitwasyou!Suchlucktorunacrossyou!Won’tyoucomeoffwithustosupperafterit’sover?Montmartre,orwhereverelseyouplease。Thosetwochapsovertherearefriendsofmine,attheBeauxArts;bothofthemrathergoodfellows——

andwe’dbesoglad————"

ForhalfasecondDarrowreadinhishospitableeyethetermination"ifyou’dbringtheladytoo";thenitdeflectedinto:"We’dallbesogladifyou’dcome。"

Darrow,excusinghimselfwiththanks,lingeredonforafewminutes’chat,inwhicheveryword,andeverytoneofhiscompanion’svoice,waslikeasharplightflashedintoachingeyes。Hewasgladwhenthebellcalledtheaudiencetotheirseats,andyoungLeathlefthimwiththefriendlyquestion:"We’llseeyouatGivrelateron?"

WhenherejoinedMissViner,Darrow’sfirstcarewastofindout,byarapidinspectionofthehouse,whetherOwenLeath’sseathadgivenhimaviewoftheirbox。Buttheyoungmanwasnotvisiblefromit,andDarrowconcludedthathehadbeenrecognizedinthecorridorandnotathiscompanion’sside。Hescarcelyknewwhyitseemedtohimsoimportantthatthispointshouldbesettled;certainlyhissenseofreassurancewaslessduetoregardforMissVinerthantothepersistentvisionofgraveoffendedeyes……

DuringthedrivebacktothehotelthisvisionwaspersistentlykeptbeforehimbythethoughtthattheeveningpostmighthavebroughtaletterfromMrs。Leath。Evenifnoletterhadyetcome,hisservantmighthavetelegraphedtosaythatonewasonitsway;andatthethoughthisinterestinthegirlathissideagaincooledtothefraternal,thealmostfatherly。Shewasnomoretohim,afterall,thananappealingyoungcreaturetowhomitwasmildlyagreeabletohaveofferedanevening’sdiversion;andwhen,astheyrolledintotheilluminatedcourtofthehotel,sheturnedwithaquickmovementwhichbroughtherhappyfaceclosetohis,heleanedaway,affectingtobeabsorbedinopeningthedoorofthecab。

Atthedeskthenightporter,afteravainsearchthroughthepigeon—holes,wasdisposedtothinkthataletterortelegramhadinfactbeensentupforthegentleman;andDarrow,attheannouncement,couldhardlywaittoascendtohisroom。Upstairs,heandhiscompanionhadthelongdimly—litcorridortothemselves,andSophypausedonherthreshold,gatheringupinonehandthepalefoldsofhercloak,whilesheheldtheotherouttoDarrow。

"IfthetelegramcomesearlyIshallbeoffbythefirsttrain;soIsupposethisisgood—bye,"shesaid,hereyesdimmedbyalittleshadowofregret。

Darrow,witharenewedstartofcontrition,perceivedthathehadagainforgottenherletter;andastheirhandsmethevowedtohimselfthatthemomentshehadlefthimhewoulddashdownstairstopostit。

"Oh,I’llseeyouinthemorning,ofcourse!"

Atremorofpleasurecrossedherfaceashestoodbeforeher,smilingalittleuncertainly。

"Atanyrate,"shesaid,"Iwanttothankyounowformygoodday。"

Hefeltinherhandthesametremorhehadseeninherface。

"Butit’sYOU,onthecontrary——"hebegan,liftingthehandtohislips。

Ashedroppedit,andtheireyesmet,somethingpassedthroughhersthatwaslikealightcarriedrapidlybehindacurtainedwindow。

"Goodnight;youmustbeawfullytired,"hesaidwithafriendlyabruptness,turningawaywithoutevenwaitingtoseeherpassintoherroom。Heunlockedhisdoor,andstumblingoverthethresholdgropedinthedarknessfortheelectricbutton。Thelightshowedhimatelegramonthetable,andheforgoteverythingelseashecaughtitup。

"NoletterfromFrance,"themessageread。

ItfellfromDarrow’shandtothefloor,andhedroppedintoachairbythetableandsatgazingatthedingydrabandolivepatternofthecarpet。Shehadnotwritten,then;shehadnotwritten,anditwasmanifestnowthatshedidnotmeantowrite。Ifshehadhadanyintentionofexplaininghertelegramshewouldcertainly,withintwenty—fourhours,havefolloweditupbyaletter。Butsheevidentlydidnotintendtoexplainit,andhersilencecouldmeanonlythatshehadnoexplanationtogive,orelsethatshewastooindifferenttobeawarethatonewasneeded。

Darrow,facetofacewiththesealternatives,feltarecrudescenceofboyishmisery。Itwasnolongerhishurtvanitythatcriedout。Hetoldhimselfthathecouldhaveborneanequalamountofpain,ifonlyithadleftMrs。

Leath’simageuntouched;buthecouldnotbeartothinkofherastrivialorinsincere。Thethoughtwassointolerablethathefeltablinddesiretopunishsomeoneelseforthepainitcausedhim。

AshesatmoodilystaringatthecarpetitssillyintricaciesmeltedintoablurfromwhichtheeyesofMrs。

Leathagainlookedoutathim。Hesawthefinesweepofherbrows,andthedeeplookbeneaththemasshehadturnedfromhimontheirlasteveninginLondon。"Thiswillbegood—

bye,then,"shehadsaid;anditoccurredtohimthatherpartingphrasehadbeenthesameasSophyViner’s。

AtthethoughthejumpedtohisfeetandtookdownfromitshookthecoatinwhichhehadleftMissViner’sletter。Theclockmarkedthethirdquarteraftermidnight,andheknewitwouldmakenodifferenceifhewentdowntothepost—boxnoworearlythenextmorning;buthewantedtoclearhisconscience,andhavingfoundtheletterhewenttothedoor。

Asoundinthenextroommadehimpause。Hehadbecomeconsciousagainthat,afewfeetoff,ontheothersideofathinpartition,asmallkeenflameoflifewasquiveringandagitatingtheair。Sophy’sfacecamehacktohiminsistently。ItwasasvividnowasMrs。Leath’shadbeenamomentearlier。Herecalledwithafaintsmileofretrospectivepleasurethegirl’senjoymentofherevening,andtheinnumerablefinefeelersofsensationshehadthrownouttoitsimpressions。

Itgavehimacuriouslyclosesenseofherpresencetothinkthatatthatmomentshewaslivingoverherenjoymentasintenselyashewaslivingoverhisunhappiness。Hisowncasewasirremediable,butitwaseasyenoughtogiveherafewmorehoursofpleasure。Anddidshenotperhapssecretlyexpectitofhim?Afterall,ifshehadbeenveryanxioustojoinherfriendsshewouldhavetelegraphedthemonreachingParis,insteadofwriting。Hewonderednowthathehadnotbeenstruckatthemomentbysoartlessadevicetogainmoretime。Thefactofherhavingpractiseditdidnotmakehimthinklesswellofher;itmerelystrengthenedtheimpulsetousehisopportunity。Shewasstarving,poorchild,foralittleamusement,alittlepersonallife——whynotgiveherthechanceofanotherdayinParis?Ifhedidso,shouldhenotbemerelyfallinginwithherownhopes?

Atthethoughthissympathyforherrevived。Shebecameofabsorbinginteresttohimasanescapefromhimselfandanobjectaboutwhichhisthwartedactivitiescouldcluster。

Hefeltlessdrearilyalonebecauseofherbeingthere,ontheothersideofthedoor,andinhisgratitudetoherforgivinghimthisreliefhebegan,withindolentamusement,toplannewwaysofdetainingher。Hedroppedbackintohischair,litacigar,andsmiledalittleattheimageofhersmilingface。Hetriedtoimaginewhatincidentofthedayshewaslikelytoberecallingatthatparticularmoment,andwhatpartheprobablyplayedinit。Thatitwasnotasmallparthewascertain,andtheknowledgewasundeniablypleasant。

Nowandthenasoundfromherroombroughtbeforehimmorevividlytherealityofthesituationandthestrangenessofthevastswarmingsolitudeinwhichheandsheweremomentarilyisolated,amidlonglinesofroomseachholdingitsseparatesecret。ThenearnessofalltheseothermysteriesenclosingtheirsgaveDarrowamoreintimatesenseofthegirl’spresence,andthroughthefumesofhiscigarhisimaginationcontinuedtofollowhertoandfro,tracedthecurveofherslimyoungarmsassheraisedthemtoundoherhair,picturedtheslidingdownofherdresstothewaistandthentotheknees,andthewhitenessofherfeetassheslippedacrossthefloortobed……

Hestoodupandshookhimselfwithayawn,throwingawaytheendofhiscigar。Hisglance,infollowingit,litonthetelegramwhichhaddroppedtothefloor。Thesoundsinthenextroomhadceased,andoncemorehefeltaloneandunhappy。

Openingthewindow,hefoldedhisarmsonthesillandlookedoutonthevastlight—spangledmassofthecity,andthenupatthedarksky,inwhichthemorningplanetstood。

VI

AttheTheatreFrancais,thenextafternoon,Darrowyawnedandfidgetedinhisseat。

Thedaywaswarm,thetheatrecrowdedandairless,andtheperformance,itseemedtohim,intolerablybad。Hestoleaglanceathiscompanion,wonderingifshesharedhisfeelings。Herraptprofilebetrayednounrest,butpolitenessmighthavecausedhertofeignaninterestthatshedidnotfeel。Heleanedbackimpatiently,stiflinganotheryawn,andtryingtofixhisattentiononthestage。

Greatthingsweregoingforwardthere,andhewasnotinsensibletothesternbeautiesoftheancientdrama。Buttheinterpretationoftheplayseemedtohimasairlessandlifelessastheatmosphereofthetheatre。Theplayerswerethesamewhomhehadoftenapplaudedinthoseveryparts,andperhapsthatfactaddedtotheimpressionofstalenessandconventionalityproducedbytheirperformance。Surelyitwastimetoinfusenewbloodintotheveinsofthemoribundart。HehadtheimpressionthattheghostsofactorsweregivingaspectralperformanceontheshoresofStyx。

Certainlyitwasnotthemostprofitablewayforayoungmanwithaprettycompaniontopassthegoldenhoursofaspringafternoon。Thefreshnessofthefaceathisside,reflectingthefreshnessoftheseason,suggesteddapplingsofsunlightthroughnewleaves,thesoundofabrookinthegrass,therippleoftree—shadowsoverbreezymeadows……

Whenatlengththefatefulmarchofthecothurnswasstayedbythesinglepauseintheplay,andDarrowhadledMissVineroutonthebalconyoverhangingthesquarebeforethetheatre,heturnedtoseeifshesharedhisfeelings。Buttherapturouslookshegavehimcheckedthedepreciationonhislips。

"Oh,whydidyoubringmeouthere?Oneoughttocreepawayandsitinthedarktillitbeginsagain!"

"IsTHATthewaytheymadeyoufeel?"

"Didn’ttheyYOU?……Asifthegodswerethereallthewhile,justbehindthem,pullingthestrings?"Herhandswerepressedagainsttherailing,herfaceshininganddarkeningunderthewing—beatsofsuccessiveimpressions。

Darrowsmiledinenjoymentofherpleasure。Afterall,hehadfeltallthat,longago;perhapsitwashisownfault,ratherthanthatoftheactors,thatthepoetryoftheplayseemedtohaveevaporated……Butno,hehadbeenrightinjudgingtheperformancetobedullandstale:itwassimplyhiscompanion’sinexperience,herlackofoccasionstocompareandestimate,thatmadeherthinkitbrilliant。

"Iwasafraidyouwereboredandwantedtocomeaway。"

"BORED?"Shemadealittleaggrievedgrimace。"Youmeanyouthoughtmetooignorantandstupidtoappreciateit?"

"No;notthat。"Thehandnearesthimstilllayontherailingofthebalcony,andhecovereditforamomentwithhis。Ashedidsohesawthecolourriseandtrembleinhercheek。

"Tellmejustwhatyouthink,"hesaid,bendinghisheadalittle,andonlyhalf—awareofhiswords。

Shedidnotturnherfacetohis,butbegantotalkrapidly,tryingtoconveysomethingofwhatshefelt。Butshewasevidentlyunusedtoanalyzingheraestheticemotions,andthetumultuousrushofthedramaseemedtohaveleftherinastateofpantingwonder,asthoughithadbeenastormorsomeothernaturalcataclysm。Shehadnoliteraryorhistoricassociationstowhichtoattachherimpressions:

hereducationhadevidentlynotcomprisedacourseinGreekliterature。Butshefeltwhatwouldprobablyhavebeenunperceivedbymanyayoungladywhohadtakenafirstinclassics:theineluctablefatalityofthetale,thedreadswayinitofthesamemysterious"luck"whichpulledthethreadsofherownsmalldestiny。Itwasnotliteraturetoher,itwasfact:asactual,asnearby,aswhatwashappeningtoheratthemomentandwhatthenexthourheldinstore。Seeninthislight,theplayregainedforDarrowitssupremeandpoignantreality。Hepiercedtotheheartofitssignificancethroughalltheartificialaccretionswithwhichhistheoriesofartandtheconventionsofthestagehadclothedit,andsawitashehadneverseenit:aslife。

Afterthistherecouldbenoquestionofflight,andhetookherbacktothetheatre,contenttoreceivehisownsensationsthroughthemediumofhers。Butwiththecontinuationoftheplay,andtheoppressionoftheheavyair,hisattentionagainbegantowander,strayingbackovertheincidentsofthemorning。

HehadbeenwithSophyVinerallday,andhewassurprisedtofindhowquicklythetimehadgone。Shehadhardlyattempted,asthehourspassed,toconcealhersatisfactiononfindingthatnotelegramcamefromtheFarlows。"They’llhavewritten,"shehadsimplysaid;andhermindhadatonceflownontothegoldenprospectofanafternoonatthetheatre。Theinterveninghourshadbeendisposedofinastrollthroughthelivelystreets,andarepast,luxuriouslylingeredover,underthechestnut—boughsofarestaurantintheChampsElysees。Everythingentertainedandinterestedher,andDarrowremarked,withanamuseddetachment,thatshewasnotinsensibletotheimpressionhercharmsproduced。Yettherewasnohardedgeofvanityinhersenseofherprettiness:sheseemedsimplytobeawareofitasanoteinthegeneralharmony,andtoenjoysoundingthenoteasasingerenjoyssinging。

Afterluncheon,astheysatovertheircoffee,shehadagainaskedanimmensenumberofquestionsanddeliveredherselfofaremarkablevarietyofopinions。Herquestionstestifiedtoawholesomeandcomprehensivehumancuriosity,andhercommentsshowed,likeherfaceandherwholeattitude,anoddminglingofprecociouswisdomanddisarmingignorance。

Whenshetalkedtohimabout"life"——thewordwasoftenonherlips——sheseemedtohimlikeachildplayingwithatiger’scub;andhesaidtohimselfthatsomedaythechildwouldgrowup——andsowouldthetiger。Meanwhile,suchexpertnessqualifiedbysuchcandourmadeitimpossibletoguesstheextentofherpersonalexperience,ortoestimateitseffectonhercharacter。Shemightbeanyoneofadozendefinabletypes,orshemight——moredisconcertinglytohercompanionandmoreperilouslytoherself——beashiftinganduncrystallizedmixtureofthemall。

Hertalk,asusual,hadpromptlyrevertedtothestage。Shewaseagertolearnabouteveryformofdramaticexpressionwhichthemetropolisofthingstheatricalhadtooffer,andhercuriosityrangedfromtheofficialtemplesofthearttoitslesshallowedhaunts。Hersearchingenquiriesaboutaplaywhoseproduction,ononeofthelatterscenes,hadprovokedaconsiderableamountofscandal,ledDarrowtothrowoutlaughingly:"ToseeTHATyou’llhavetowaittillyou’remarried!"andhisanswerhadsentheroffatatangent。

"Oh,Inevermeantomarry,"shehadrejoinedinatoneofyouthfulfinality。

"Iseemtohaveheardthatbefore!"

"Yes;fromgirlswho’veonlygottochoose!"Hereyeshadgrownsuddenlyalmostold。"I’dlikeyoutoseetheonlymenwho’veeverwantedtomarryme!Onewasthedoctoronthesteamer,whenIcameabroadwiththeHokes:he’dbeencashieredfromthenavyfordrunkenness。Theotherwasadeafwidowerwiththreegrown—updaughters,whokeptaclock—shopinBayswater!——Besides,"sherambledon,"I’mnotsosurethatIbelieveinmarriage。YouseeI’mallforself—developmentandthechancetoliveone’slife。I’mawfullymodern,youknow。"

Itwasjustwhensheproclaimedherselfmostawfullymodernthatshestruckhimasmosthelplesslybackward;yetthemomentafter,withoutanybravado,orapparentdesiretoassumeanattitude,shewouldpropoundsomesocialaxiomwhichcouldhavebeengatheredonlyinthebittersoilofexperience。

Allthesethingscamebacktohimashesatbesideherinthetheatreandwatchedheringenuousabsorption。Itwason"thestory"thathermindwasfixed,andinlifealso,hesuspected,itwouldalwaysbe"thestory",ratherthanitsremoterimaginativeissues,thatwouldholdher。Hedidnotbelievetherewereeveranyechoesinhersoul……

Therewasnoquestion,however,thatwhatshefeltwasfeltwithintensity:totheactual,theimmediate,shespreadvibratingstrings。Whentheplaywasover,andtheycameoutoncemoreintothesunlight,Darrowlookeddownatherwithasmile。

"Well?"heasked。

Shemadenoanswer。Herdarkgazeseemedtorestonhimwithoutseeinghim。Hercheeksandlipswerepale,andtheloosehairunderherhat—brimclungtoherforeheadindamprings。Shelookedlikeayoungpriestessstilldazedbythefumesofthecavern。

"Youpoorchild——it’sbeenalmosttoomuchforyou!"

Sheshookherheadwithavaguesmile。

"Come,"hewenton,puttinghishandonherarm,"let’sjumpintoataxiandgetsomeairandsunshine。Look,therearehoursofdaylightleft;andseewhatanightit’sgoingtobe!"

Hepointedovertheirheads,towhereawhitemoonhunginthemistyblueabovetheroofsoftheruedeRivoli。

Shemadenoanswer,andhesignedtoamotor—cab,callingouttothedriver:"TotheBois!"

AsthecarriageturnedtowardtheTuileriessherousedherself。"Imustgofirsttothehotel。Theremaybeamessage——atanyrateImustdecideonsomething。"

Darrowsawthattherealityofthesituationhadsuddenlyforceditselfuponher。"IMUSTdecideonsomething,"

sherepeated。

Hewouldhavelikedtopostponethereturn,topersuadehertodrivedirectlytotheBoisfordinner。ItwouldhavebeeneasyenoughtoremindherthatshecouldnotstartforJoignythatevening,andthatthereforeitwasofnomomentwhethershereceivedtheFarlows’answerthenorafewhourslater;butforsomereasonhehesitatedtousethisargument,whichhadcomesonaturallytohimthedaybefore。

Afterall,heknewshewouldfindnothingatthehotel——sowhatdiditmatteriftheywentthere?

Theporter,interrogated,wasnotsure。Hehimselfhadreceivednothingforthelady,butinhisabsencehissubordinatemighthavesentaletterupstairs。

DarrowandSophymountedtogetherinthelift,andtheyoungman,whileshewentintoherroom,unlockedhisowndoorandglancedattheemptytable。Forhimatleastnomessagehadcome;andonherthreshold,amomentlater,shemethimwiththeexpected:"No——there’snothing!"

Hefeignedanunregretfulsurprise。"Somuchthebetter!

Andnow,shallwedriveoutsomewhere?OrwouldyourathertakeaboattoBellevue?Haveyoueverdinedthere,ontheterrace,bymoonlight?It’snotatallbad。Andthere’snoearthlyuseinsittingherewaiting。"

Shestoodbeforehiminperplexity。

"ButwhenIwroteyesterdayIaskedthemtotelegraph。I

supposethey’rehorriblyhardup,thepoordears,andtheythoughtaletterwoulddoaswellasatelegram。"Thecolourhadrisentoherface。"That’swhyIwroteinsteadoftelegraphing;Ihaven’tapennytosparemyself!"

Nothingshecouldhavesaidcouldhavefilledherlistenerwithadeepercontrition。Hefelttheredinhisownfaceasherecalledthemotivewithwhichhehadcreditedherinhismidnightmusings。Butthatmotive,afterall,hadsimplybeentrumpeduptojustifyhisowndisloyalty:hehadneverreallybelievedinit。Thereflectiondeepenedhisconfusion,andhewouldhavelikedtotakeherhandinhisandconfesstheinjusticehehaddoneher。

Shemayhaveinterpretedhischangeofcolourasaninvoluntaryprotestatbeinginitiatedintosuchshabbydetails,forshewentonwithalaugh:"Isupposeyoucanhardlyunderstandwhatitmeanstohavetostopandthinkwhetheronecanaffordatelegram?ButI’vealwayshadtoconsidersuchthings。AndImustn’tstayhereanylongernow——ImusttrytogetanighttrainforJoigny。EveniftheFarlowscan’ttakemein,Icangotothehotel:itwillcostlessthanstayinghere。"Shepausedagainandthenexclaimed:"Ioughttohavethoughtofthatsooner;Ioughttohavetelegraphedyesterday!ButIwassureIshouldhearfromthemtoday;andIwanted——oh,IDIDsoawfullywanttostay!"ShethrewatroubledlookatDarrow。"Doyouhappentoremember,"sheasked,"whattimeitwaswhenyoupostedmyletter?"

VII

Darrowwasstillstandingonherthreshold。Assheputthequestionheenteredtheroomandclosedthedoorbehindhim。

Hisheartwasbeatingalittlefasterthanusualandhehadnoclearideaofwhathewasabouttodoorsay,beyondthedefiniteconvictionthat,whateverpassingimpulseofexpiationmovedhim,hewouldnotbefoolenoughtotellherthathehadnotsentherletter。Heknewthatmostwrongdoingworks,onthewhole,lessmischiefthanitsuselessconfession;andthiswasclearlyacasewhereapassingfollymightbeturned,byavowal,intoaseriousoffense。

"I’msosorry——sosorry;butyoumustletmehelpyou……Youwillletmehelpyou?"hesaid。

Hetookherhandsandpressedthemtogetherbetweenhis,countingonafriendlytouchtohelpouttheinsufficiencyofwords。Hefeltheryieldslightlytohisclasp,andhurriedonwithoutgivinghertimetoanswer。

"Isn’titapitytospoilourgoodtimetogetherbyregrettinganythingyoumighthavedonetopreventourhavingit?"

Shedrewback,freeingherhands。Herface,losingitslookofappealingconfidence,wassuddenlysharpenedbydistrust。

"Youdidn’tforgettopostmyletter?"

Darrowstoodbeforeher,constrainedandashamed,andevermorekeenlyawarethatthebetrayalofhisdistressmustbeagreateroffensethanitsconcealment。

"Whataninsinuation!"hecried,throwingouthishandswithalaugh。

Herfaceinstantlymeltedtolaughter。"Well,then——I

WON’Tbesorry;Iwon’tregretanythingexceptthatourgoodtimeisover!"

Thewordsweresounexpectedthattheyroutedallhisresolves。Ifshehadgoneondoubtinghimhecouldprobablyhavegoneondeceivingher;butherunhesitatingacceptanceofhiswordmadehimhatetheparthewasplaying。Atthesamemomentadoubtshotupitsserpentheadinhisownbosom。Wasitnotheratherthanshewhowaschildishlytrustful?Wasshenotalmosttooreadytotakehisword,anddismissonceforallthetiresomequestionoftheletter?

Consideringwhatherexperiencesmusthavebeen,suchtrustfulnessseemedopentosuspicion。Butthemomenthiseyesfellonherhewasashamedofthethought,andknewitforwhatitreallywas:anotherpretexttolessenhisowndelinquency。

"Whyshouldourgoodtimebeover?"heasked。"Whyshouldn’titlastalittlelonger?"

Shelookedup,herlipspartedinsurprise;butbeforeshecouldspeakhewenton:"Iwantyoutostaywithme——Iwantyou,justforafewdays,tohaveallthethingsyou’veneverhad。It’snotalwaysMayandParis——whynotmakethemostofthemnow?Youknowme——we’renotstrangers——whyshouldn’tyoutreatmelikeafriend?"

Whilehespokeshehaddrawnawayalittle,butherhandstilllayinhis。Shewaspale,andhereyeswerefixedonhiminagazeinwhichtherewasneitherdistrustorresentment,butonlyaningenuouswonder。Hewasextraordinarilytouchedbyherexpression。

"Oh,do!Youmust。Listen:toprovethatI’msincereI’lltellyou……I’lltellyouIdidn’tpostyourletter……I

didn’tpostitbecauseIwantedsomuchtogiveyouafewgoodhours……andbecauseIcouldn’tbeartohaveyougo。"

Hehadthefeelingthatthewordswerebeingutteredinspiteofhimbysomemaliciouswitnessofthescene,andyetthathewasnotsorrytohavethemspoken。

Thegirlhadlistenedtohiminsilence。Sheremainedmotionlessforamomentafterhehadceasedtospeak;thenshesnatchedawayherhand。

"Youdidn’tpostmyletter?Youkeptitbackonpurpose?AndyoutellmesoNOW,toprovetomethatI’dbetterputmyselfunderyourprotection?"SheburstintoalaughthathadinitallthepiercingechoesofherMurrettpast,andherface,atthesamemoment,underwentthesamechange,shrinkingintoasmallmalevolentwhitemaskinwhichtheeyesburnedblack。"Thankyou——thankyoumostawfullyfortellingme!Andforallyourotherkindintentions!Theplan’sdelightful——reallyquitedelightful,andI’mextremelyflatteredandobliged。"

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