投诉 阅读记录

第6章

"Butwhatofyourfriend,Arnfinn?"exclaimedInga,assheranupthestairsofthepier。"Heofwhomyouhavewrittensomuch。

Ihavebeenbusyallthemorningmakingtheblueguest—chamberreadyforhim。"

"Please,cousin,"answeredthestudent,inatoneofmockentreaty,"onlyanhour’srespite!

IfwearetotalkaboutStrandwemustmakeadayofit,youknow。Andjustnowitseemssograndtobeathome,andwithyou,thatI

wouldrathernotadmitevensogenialasubjectasStrandtosharemyselfishhappiness。"

"Ah,yes,youareright。Happinessistoooftenselfish。Buttellmeonlywhyhedidn’tcomeandI’llreleaseyou。"

"HeIScoming。"

"Ah!Andwhen?"

"ThatIdon’tknow。Hepreferredtotakethejourneyonfoot,andhemaybehereatalmostanytime。But,asIhavetoldyou,heisveryuncertain。Ifheshouldhappentomaketheacquaintanceofsomeinterestingsnipe,orcrane,orplover,hemaypreferitscompanytoours,andthenthereisnocountingonhimanylonger。HemaybeaslikelytoturnupattheNorthPoleasattheGranParsonage。"

"Howverysingular。Youdon’tknowhowcuriousIamtoseehim。"

AndIngawalkedoninsilenceunderthesunnybircheswhichgrewalongtheroad,tryingvainlytopicturetoherselfthisstrangephenomenonofaman。

"Ibroughthisbook,"remarkedArnfinn,makingagiganticefforttobegenerous,forhefeltdimstirringsofjealousywithinhim。"Ifyoucaretoreadit,IthinkitwillexplainhimtoyoubetterthananythingIcouldsay。"

II。

TheOddsonswerecertainlyahappyfamilythoughnotbyanymeansaharmoniousone。

Theexcellentpastor,whowashimselfneutrallygood,orthodox,andkind—hearted,hadoften,intheprivacyofhisownthought,wonderedwhathiddenancestralinfluencestheremighthavebeenatworkingivingamansopeaceableandinoffensiveashimselftwodaughtersofsuchstronglydefinedindividuality。TherewasAugusta,theelder,whowaswhatArnfinncalled"indiscriminatelyreformatory,"andhadauniversaldesiretoimproveeverything,fromtheGovernmentdowntoagriculturalimplementsandpreservejars。Aslongasshewascontenttoexpendthesurplusenergy,whichseemedtoaccumulatewithinherthroughthelongeventlesswinters,upontheZuluMission,andotherlegitimateobjects,thepastorthoughtitallharmlessenough;although,tobesure,herenthusiasmforthosenakedandhowlingsavagesdidattimesstrikehimasbeingsomewhatextravagant。Butwhenoccasionally,inherowninnocentway,sheputbothhispatienceandhisorthodoxytothetestbyherexceedinglypuzzlingquestions,thenhecouldnot,inthedepthofhisheart,restrainthewishthatshemighthavebeenmorelikeotheryounggirls,andlessardentlysolicitousaboutthefateofherkind。

Affectionateandindulgent,however,asthepastorwas,hewouldoften,inthenextmoment,dopenanceforhisunregeneratethought,andthankGodforhavingmadehersofairtobehold,sopure,andsonoble—hearted。

TowardArnfinn,Augustahad,althoughofhisownage,earlyassumedakindofelder—sisterlyrelation;shehadbeenhiscomforterduringallthetrialsofhisboyhood;hadyieldedhimhersympathywiththateagerimpulsewhichlaysodeepinhernature,andhadfeltforlornwhenlifehadcalledhimawaytowhereherwordsofcomfortcouldnotreachhim。Butwhenonceshehadhintedthistoherfather,hehadpedanticallyconvincedherthatherfeelingwasunchristian,andIngahadplayfullyremarkedthatthehopethatsomeonemightsoonfindtheopenPolarSeawouldgofartowardconsolingherforherloss;forAugustahadgloriousvisionsatthattimeoftheopenPolarSea。

Now,thePolarSea,andmanyotherthings,farneareranddearer,hadbeenforcedintouneasyforgetfulness;andArnfinnwasoncemorewithher,nolongerachild,andnolongerappealingtoherforaidandsympathy;manenough,ap—

parently,tohaveoutgrownhisboyishneedsandstillboyenoughtobeashamedofhavingeverhadthem。

ItwasthethirdSundayafterArnfinn’sreturn。HeandAugustawereclimbingthehillsidetothe"Giant’sHood,"fromwhencetheyhadawideviewofthefjord,andcouldseethesuntrailingitslongbridgeofflameuponthewater。ItwasInga’sweekinthekitchen,thereforehersisterwasArnfinn’scompanion。

Astheyreachedthecrestofthe"Hood,"

Augustaseatedherselfonaflatbowlder,andtheyoungstudentflunghimselfonapatchofgreenswardatherfeet。Theintenselightofthelatesunfelluponthegirl’sunconsciousface,andArnfinnlay,gazingupintoit,andwonderingatitsrarebeauty;buthesawonlythecleancutofitsfeaturesandthepurityofitsform,beingtooshallowtorecognizethestrongandheroicsoulwhichhadstruggledsolongforutteranceinthelifeofwhichhehadbeenablindandunmindfulwitness。

"Gracious,howbeautifulyouare,cousin!"

hebrokeforth,heedlessly,strikinghislegwithhisslendercane;"pityyouwerenotbornaqueen;youwouldbeequaltoalmostanything,evenifitweretodiscoverthePolarSea。"

"Ithoughtyouwerelookingatthesun,Arnfinn,"answeredshe,smilingreluctantly。

"AndsoIam,cousin,"laughedhe,withanother—emphaticslapofhisboot。

"Thatcomplimentisratherstale。"

"Buttheopportunitywastootempting。"

"Nevermind,Iwillexcuseyoufromfurtherefforts。Turnaroundandnoticethatwonderfulpurplehalowhichishoveringovertheforestsbelow。Isn’titglorious?"

"No,don’tletusbesolemn,pray。ThesunI

haveseenathousandtimesbefore,butyouI

haveseenveryseldomoflate。Somehow,sinceIreturnedthistime,youseemtokeepmeatadistance。Younolongerconfidetomeyourgreatplansfortheabolishmentofwar,andtheimprovementofmankindgenerally。Whydon’tyoutellmewhetheryouhaveasyetsucceededinconvincingthepeasantsthatcleanlinessisacardinalvirtue,thathawthornhedgesaremorepicturesquethanrailfences,andthatsaltmeatisaveryindigestiblearticle?"

"Youknowthefateofmyreforms,fromlongexperience,"sheanswered,withthesamesad,sweetsmile。"Iamafraidtheremustbesomethingradicallywrongaboutmymethods;and,moreover,Iknowthatyouraspirationsandminearenolongerthesame,iftheyeverhavebeen,andIamnotungenerousenoughtoforceyoutofeignaninterestwhichyoudonotfeel。"

"Yes,Iknowyouthinkmeflippantandboyish,"retortedhe,withsuddenenergy,andtossingastonedownintothegulfbelow。

"But,bytheway,myfriendStrand,ifheevercomes,wouldbejustthemanforyou。Hehasquiteasmanyhobbiesasyouhave,and,whatismore,hehasaprofoundrespectforhobbiesingeneral,andisuniversallycharitabletowardthoseofothers。"

"Yourfriendisagreatman,"saidthegirl,earnestly。"Ihavereadhisbookon`TheWadingBirdsoftheNorwegianHighlands,’

andnonebutagreatmancouldhavewrittenit。"

"Heisanoddstick,but,forallthat,acapitalfellow;andIhavenodoubtyouwouldgetonadmirablywithhim。"

Atthismomenttheconversationwasinterruptedbytheappearanceofthepastor’sman,Hans,whocametotellthe"youngmiss"thattherewasabigtramphoveringaboutthebarnsinthe"out—fields,"wherehehadbeensleepingduringthelastthreenights。Hewasadangerouscharacter,Hansthought,atleastjudgingfromhislooks,anditwashardlysafefortheyoungmisstoberoamingaboutthefieldsatnightaslongashewasintheneighborhood。

"Whydon’tyouspeaktothepastor,andhavehimarrested?"saidArnfinn,impatientofHans’slong—windedrecital。

"No,no,saynothingtofather,"demandedAugusta,eagerly。"Whyshouldyouarrestapoormanaslongashedoesnothingworsethansleepinthebarnsintheout—fields?"

"Asyousay,miss,"retortedHans,anddeparted。

Themooncameuppaleandmist—likeovertheeasternmountainridges,struggledforafewbriefmomentsfeeblywiththesunlight,andthenvanished。

"Itisstrange,"saidArnfinn,"howeverythingremindsmeofStrandto—night。Whatgloriouslyabsurdapostrophestothemoonhecouldmake!Ihavenottoldyou,cousin,ofaverysingulargiftwhichhepossesses。Hecanattractallkindsofbirdsandwildanimalstohimself;hecanimitatetheirvoices,andtheyflockaroundhim,asifhewereoneofthem,withoutfearofharm。"

"Howdelightful,"criedAugusta,withsuddenanimation。"Whatagloriousmanyourfriendmustbe!"

"Becausethesnipesandthewildduckslikehim?

Youseemtohavegreaterconfidenceintheirjudgmentthaninmine。"

"OfcourseIhave——atleastaslongasyoupersistinjoking。But,jestingaside,whatawondrouslybeautifullifehemustleadwhomNaturetakesthusintoherconfidence;whohas,asitwere,aninnerandsubtlersense,correspondingtoeachgrosserandexternalone;whoiskeen—sightedenoughtoreadthecharacterofeveryindividualbeast,andhasearssensitivetothefullpathosofjoyorsorrowinthesongofthebirdsthatinhabitourwoodlands。"

"Whetherhehasanysuchsecondsetofsensesasyouspeakof,Idon’tknow;buttherecanbenodoubtthathisfamiliarity,nottosayintimacy,withbirdsandbeastsgiveshimagreatadvantageasanaturalist。IsupposeyouknowthathislittlebookhasbeentranslatedintoFrench,andrewardedwiththegoldmedaloftheAcademy。"

"Hush!Whatisthat?"Augustasprangup,andheldherhandtoherear。

"Somelove—lornmountain—cockplayingyonderinthepinecopse,"suggestedArnfinn,amusedathiscousin’seagerness。

"Yousillyboy!Don’tyouknowthemountain—

cockneverplaysexceptatsunrise?"

"Hewouldhaveasorrytimeofitnow,then,whenthereISnosunrise。"

"Andsohehas;hedoesnotplayexceptinearlyspring。"

Thenoise,atfirstfaint,nowgrewlouder。Itbeganwithaseriesofmellow,plaintiveclucksthatfollowedthicklyoneuponanother,likesmoothpearlsofsoundthatrolledthroughthethroatinacontinuouscurrent;thencameafewsharpnotesasofalargebirdthatsnapshisbill;thenalong,half—melodiousrumbling,intermingledwithcacklingsandsnaps,andatlast,asortofdiminuendomovementofthesameround,pearlyclucks。Therewasawhizzingofwing—beatsintheair;twolargebirdssweptovertheirheadsandstruckdownintothecopsewhencethesoundhadissued。

"Thisisindeedamostsingularthing,"saidAugusta,underherbreath,andwithwide—eyedwonder。

"Letusgonearer,andseewhatitcanbe。"

"IamsureIcangoifyoucan,"respondedArnfinn,notanytooeagerly。"Givemeyourhand,andwecanclimbthebetter。"

Astheyapproachedthepinecopse,whichprojectedlikeapromontoryfromthelineofthedenserforest,thenoiseceased,andonlytheplaintivewhistlingofamountain—hen,callingherscatteredyoungtogether,andnowandthentheshrillresponseofasnipetothecryofitslonelymate,felluponthesummernight,notasaninterruption,butasanoutgrowthoftheverysilence。Augustastolewithsoundlesstreadthroughthetransparentgloomwhichlingeredunderthosehugeblackcrowns,andArnfinnfollowedimpatientlyafter。Suddenlyshemotionedtohimtostandstill,andherselfbentforwardinanattitudeofsurpriseandeagerobservation。

Ontheground,somefiftystepsfromwhereshewasstationed,shesawamanstretchedoutfulllength,withaknapsackunderhishead,andsurroundedbyaflockofdowny,half—grownbirds,whichrespondedwithalow,anxiouspipingtohisalluringcluck,thenscatteredwithsuddenalarm,onlytoreturnagaininthesamecurious,cautiousfashionasbefore。

Nowandthentherewasagreatflappingofwingsinthetreesoverhead,andaheavybrownandblackspeckledmountain—henalightedclosetotheman’shead,stretchedouthernecktowardhim,cockedherhead,calledherscatteredbroodtogether,anddepartedwithslowanddeliberatewing—beats。

Againtherewasafrightenedflutterover—

head,ashrillanxiouswhistleroseintheair,andallwassilence。Augustahadsteppedonadrybranch——ithadbrokenunderherweight——

hencethesuddenconfusionandflight。Theunknownmanhadsprungup,andhiseye,afteramoment’ssearch,hadfoundthedark,beautifulfacepeeringforthbehindtheredfir—trunk。

Hedidnotspeakorsaluteher;hegreetedherwithsilentjoy,asonegreetsawondrousvisionwhichistoofrailandbrightforconsciousnesstograsp,whichislosttheveryinstantoneisconsciousofseeing。But,whiletothegirlthesight,asitwere,hungtremblingintherangeofmerephysicalperception,whileitssuddennesshelditalooffrommoralreflection,therecameagreatshoutfrombehind,andArnfinn,whominhersurpriseshehadquiteforgotten,cameboundingforward,graspingthestrangerbythehandwithmuchvigor,laughingheartily,andpouringforthaconfusedstreamofdelightedinterjections,borrowedfromallmannerofclassicalandunclassicaltongues。

"Strand!Strand!"hecried,whenthefirsttumultofexcitementhadsubsided;"youmostmarvelousandincomprehensibleStrand!Fromwhatregionofheavenorearthdidyoujumpdownintoourprosaicneighborhood?Andwhatintheworldpossessedyoutochooseourbarnsasthecentreofyouroperations,andnearlyputmetothenecessityofhavingyouarrestedforvagrancy?HowIdoregretthatCousinAugusta’sentreatiesmollifiedmyhearttowardyou。Pardonme,Ihavenotintroducedyou。Thisismycousin,MissOddson,andthisismymiraculousfriend,theworld—renownedauthor,vagrant,andnaturalist,Mr。MarcusStrand。"

Strandsteppedforward,madeadeepbutsomewhatawkwardbow,andwasdimlyawarethatasmallsofthandwasextendedtohim,and,inthenextmoment,wasenclosedinhisownbroadandvoluminouspalm。Hegraspeditfirmly,and,inoneofthoseprofoundabstractionsintowhichhewasapttofallwhenundertheswayofastrongimpression,presseditwithincreasingcordiality,whileheendeavoredtofindfittinganswerstoArnfinn’smultifariousquestions。

"Totellthetruth,Vording,"hesaid,inadeep,full—ringingbass,"Ididn’tknowthatthesewereyourcousin’sbarns——Imeanthatyouruncle"——givingtheunhappyhandanemphaticshake——"inhabitedthesebarns。"

"No,thankheaven,wearenotquitereducedtothat,"criedArnfinn,gayly;"westillboastaparsonage,asyouwillpresentlydiscover,andaverybrightandcozyone,toboot。But,whateveryoudo,havethegoodnesstoreleaseAugusta’shand。Don’tyouseehowdesperatelysheisstruggling,poorthing?"

Stranddroppedthehandasifithadbeenahotcoal,blushedtotheedgeofhishair,andmadeanotherprofoundreverence。Hewasatall,huge—limbedyouth,withaframeofgiganticmold,andalarge,blonde,shaggyhead,likethatofsomegood—naturedantediluviananimal,whichmightfeelthedisadvantagesofitssizeamidthepunybeingsofthislaterstageofcreation。Therewasafrankdirectnessinhisgaze,andanunconsciousnessofself,whichmadehimverywinning,andwhichcouldnotfailofitseffectuponagirlwho,likeAugusta,wasfondoftheuncommon,andhatedsmooth,facileandwell—tailoredyoungmen,withthelabelsofsocietyandfashionupontheircoats,theirmustaches,andtheirspeech。AndStrand,withhislargesun—burnedface,hiswild—growingbeard,bluewoolenshirt,topboots,andunkemptappearancegenerally,wasasufficientlystartlingphenomenontosatisfyevensoexactingafancyashers;for,afterreadinghisbookabouttheWadingBirds,shehadmadeuphermindthathemusthavefewpointsofresemblancetothemenwhohadhithertoformedpartofherownsmallworld,althoughshehadnotuntilnowdecidedjustinwhatwayhewastodiffer。

"SupposeIhelpyoucarryyourknapsack,"

saidArnfinn,whowasflittingaboutlikeasmallnimblespanieltryingtomakefriendswithsomelarge,good—naturedNewfoundland。"Youmustbeverytired,havingroamedaboutinthisQuixoticfashion!"

"No,Ithankyou,"respondedStrand,withanincredulouslaugh,glancingalternatelyfromArnfinntotheknapsack,asifestimatingtheirproportionateweight。"IamafraidyouwouldrueyourbargainifIacceptedit。"

"Isupposeyouhaveagreatmanystuffedbirdsathome,"remarkedthegirl,lookingwithself—forgetfuladmirationatthelargebrawnyfigure。

"No,Ihavehardlyany,"answeredhe,seatinghimselfontheground,andpullingathicknote—bookfromhispocket。"Ipreferlivecreatures。Theiranatomicalandphysiologicalpeculiaritieshavebeenstudiedbyothers,andvolumeshavebeenwrittenaboutthem。Itistheirpsychologicaltraits,iiyouwillallowtheexpression,whichinterestme,andthoseIcanonlygetatwhiletheyarealive。"

"Howdelightful!"

SomeminuteslatertheywereallontheirwaytotheParsonage。Thesun,inspiteofitsmid—

summerwakefulness,wasgettingred—eyedanddrowsy,andthepurplemistswhichhunginscatteredfragmentsupontheforestbelowhadlostsomethingoftheirdeep—tingedbrilliancy。

ButAugusta,quiteblindtotheweakenedlighteffects,lookedoutuponthebroadlandscapeinecstasy,and,appealingtohermoreapatheticcompanions,invitedthemtoshareherjoyatthebeautyofthefaint—flushedsummernight。

"Youaregettingquitedithyrambic,mydear,"remarkedArnfinn,withanairofcousinlysuperiority,whichhefeltwaseminentlybecomingtohim;andAugustalookedupwithquicksurprise,thensmiledinanabsentway,andforgotwhatshehadbeensaying。Shehadnosuspicionbutthatherenthusiasmhadbeenallforthesunset。

III。

InalifesooutwardlybarrenandmonotonousasAugusta’s——alifeinwhichthesmallexternaleventsweresofirmlyinterwovenwiththesubtlerthreadsofyearnings,wants,anddesires——theintroductionofsolargeandnovelafactasMarcusStrandwouldnaturallyproducesomeperceptibleresult。Itwasthatdeplorableinwardrestlessnessofhers,shereasoned,whichhadhithertomadeherexistenceseemsoemptyandunsatisfactory;butnowhispresencefilledthehours,andthenewnessofhiswords,hismanner,andhiswholepersonaffordedinexhaustiblematerialforthought。Itwasnowaweeksincehisarrival,andwhileArnfinnandIngachattedatleisure,drewcaricatures,orreadaloudtoeachotherinsomeshadynookofthegarden,sheandStrandwouldroamalongthebeach,fillingthevastuncloudedhorizonwithlargeglowingimagesofthefutureofthehumanrace。Healwayslistenedinsympatheticsilencewhilesheunfoldedtohimheroftenchildishlydaringschemesfortheameliorationofsufferingandtherightingofsocialwrongs;andwhenshehadfinished,andhemettheearnestappealofherdarkeye,therewouldoftenbeapause,duringwhicheach,withahalfunconsciouslapsefromtheimpersonal,wouldfeelmorekeenlythejoyofthisnewanddeliciousmentalcompanionship。Andwhenatlengthheanswered,sometimesgentlyrefutingandsometimesassentingtoherproposition,itwasalwayswithaslow,deliberateearnestness,asifhefeltbutherdeepsincerity,andforgotforthemomenthersex,heryouth,andherinexperience。Itwasjustthiskindoffellowshipforwhichshehadhungeredsolong,andherheartwentoutwithagreatgratitudetowardthisstrongandgenerousman,whowaswillingtorecognizeherhumanity,andtorespondwithanever—readyfrankness,unmixedwithpettysuspicionsandsecondthoughts,totheeagerneedsofherhalf—

starvednature。Itisquitecharacteristic,too,ofthetypeofwomanhoodwhichAugustarepresents(andwithwhichthisbroadcontinentofoursabounds),that,withherhabitualdisregardofappearances,shewouldhavescornedthenotionthattheirintercoursehadanyultimateendbeyondthatofmutualpleasureandinstruction。

ItwasearlyinthemorninginthethirdweekofStrand’sstayattheParsonage。Aheavydewhadfallenduringthenight,andeachtinygrass—bladeglistenedinthesun,bendingundertheweightofitsliquiddiamond。Thebirdswereimprovisingaminiaturesymphonyinthebirchesattheendofthegarden;thesong—

thrushwarbledwithasweetmelancholyhislong—drawncontraltonotes;thelark,likeaprimadonna,hoveringconspicuouslyinmidair,pouredforthherjoyoussopranosolo;andtherobin,quiteunmindfulofthetempo,filledoutthepauseswithhisthoughtlessstaccatochirp。Augusta,whowasherselftheearlybirdofthepastor’sfamily,hadpaidavisittothelittlebath—housedownatthebrook,andwasnowhurryinghomeward,herheavyblackhairconfinedinadelicatemuslinhood,andherlitheformhastilywrappedinaloosemorninggown。

Shehadpausedforamomentunderthebirchestolistentothesongofthelark,whensuddenlyalow,halfarticulatesound,veryunlikethevoiceofabird,arrestedherattention;sheraisedhereyes,andsawStrandsittinginthetopofatree,apparentlyconversingwithhimself,orwithsometinythingwhichheheldinhishands。

"Ah,yes,youpoorlittlesicklything!"sheheardhimmutter。"Don’tyoumakesuchanadonow。Youshallsoonbequitewell,ifyouwillonlymindwhatItellyou。Stop,stop!

Takeiteasy。Itisallforyourowngood,youknow。Ifyouhadonlybeenprudent,andnotsteppedonyourlameleg,youmighthavebeensparedthisaffliction。But,afterall,itwasnotyourfault——itwasthatfoolishlittlemotherofyours。Shewillremembernowthataskeinofhempthreadisnotthethingtolinehernestwith。Ifshedoesn’t,youmaytellherthatitwasIwhosaidso。"

Augustastoodgazingoninmuteastonishment;

then,suddenlyrememberingherhastytoilet,shestartedtorun;but,aschancewouldhaveit,adrybranch,whichhungratherlow,caughtatherhood,andherhairfellinablackwavystreamdownoverhershoulders。Shegavealittlecry,thetreeshookviolently,andStrandwasatherside。Sheblushedcrimsonoverneckandface,and,inherutterbewilderment,stoodlikeaculpritbeforehim,unabletomove,unabletospeak,andonlyreturningwithasilentbowhiscordialgreeting。Itseemedtoherthatshehadungenerouslyintrudeduponhisprivacy,watchinghim,whilehethoughthimselfunobserved。AndAugustawasquiteunskilledinthosesocialaccomplishmentswhichenableyoungladiestohidetheirinwardemotionsunderashowofpoliteindifference,for,howeverhardshestrove,shecouldnotsuppressaslightquiveringofherlips,andherintenseself—reproachmadeStrand’swordsfalldimlyonherears,andpreventedherfromgatheringthemeaningofwhathewassaying。Heheldinhishandsayoungbirdwithayellowlinealongtheedgeofitsbill(andtherewassomethingbeautifullysoftandtenderinthewaythoselargepalmsofhishandledanylivingthing),andhelookedpityinglyatitwhilehespoke。

"Themotherofthislittlelinnet,"hesaid,smiling,"didwhatmanyfoolishyoungmothersareapttodo。Shetookuponhertheresponsibilityofraisingoffspringwithouthavingacquiredthenecessaryknowledgeofhousekeeping。

Soshelinedhernestwithhemp,andtheconsequencewas,thatherfirst—borngothislegsentangled,andwasobligedtoremaininthenestlongafterhiswingshadreachedtheirfulldevelopment。Isawherfeedinghimaboutaweekago,and,asmycuriositypromptedmetolookintothecase,Ireleasedthelittlecripple,cleansedthedeepwoundwhichthethreadshadcutinhisflesh,andhavesincebeenwatchinghimduringhisconvalescence。Nowheisquiteinafairway,butIhadtoapplysomesalve,andtocutoffthefeathersaboutthewound,andthelittlefoolsquirmedunderthepain,andgrewrebellious。Onlynoticethisscar,ifyouplease,MissOddson,andyoumayimaginewhatthepoorthingmusthavesuffered。"

Augustagaveastart;shetimidlyraisedhereyes,andsawStrand’sgravegazefixeduponher。Shefeltasifsomeintolerablespellhadcomeoverher,and,asheragitationincreased,herpowerofspeechseemedutterlytodeserther。

"Ah,youhavenotbeenlisteningtome?"

saidStrand,inatoneofwonderinginquiry。

"Pardonmeforpresumingtobelievethatmylittleinvalidcouldbeasinterestingtoyouasheistome。"

"Mr。Strand,"stammeredthegirl,whiletheinvisibletearscamenearchokinghervoice。

"Mr。Strand——Ididn’tmean——really——"

Sheknewthatifshesaidanotherwordsheshouldburstintotears。Withaviolenteffort,shegatheredupherwrapper,whichsomehowhadgotunbuttonedattheneck,and,withheedlesslyhurryingsteps,dartedawaytowardthehouse。

Strandstoodlookingafterher,quiteunmindfulofhisfeatheredpatient,whichflewchirpingabouthiminthegrass。TwohourslaterArnfinnfoundhimsittingunderthebircheswithhishandsclaspedoverthetopofhishead,andhissurgicalinstrumentsscatteredonthegroundaroundhim。

"CorpodiBaccho,"exclaimedthestudent,stoopingtopickuptheprecioustools;"haveyoubeenamputatingyourownhead,orisitI

whoamdreaming?"

"Ah,"murmuredStrand,liftingalarge,strangegazeuponhisfriend,"isityou?"

"Whoelseshoulditbe?Icometocallyoutobreakfast。"

IV。

"IwonderwhatisupbetweenStrandandAugusta?"saidArnfinntohiscousinInga。Thequestionerwaslyinginthegrassatherfeet,restinghischinonhispalms,andgazingwithroguishlytendereyesupintoherfresh,bloomingface;butInga,whowasreadingaloudfrom"DavidCopperfield,"andwasdeepinthematrimonialtribulationsofthatnoblehero,onlysaid"hush,"andcontinuedreading。Arnfinn,afteraminute’ssilence,repeatedhisremark,whereuponhisfaircousinwrenchedhiscaneoutofhishand,andhelditthreateninglyoverhishead。

"Willyoubeagoodboyandlisten?"sheexclaimed,playfullyemphasizingeachwordwithalightraponhiscurlypate。

"Ouch!thathurts,"criedArnfinn,anddodged。

"Itwasmeanttohurt,"repliedInga,withmockseverity,andreturnedto"Copperfield。"

Presentlytheseedofacorn—flowerstruckthetipofhernose,andagainthecanewaslifted;

butDora’shousekeepingexperiencesweretooabsorbinglyinteresting,andtheblueeyescouldnotresisttheirfascination。

"CousinInga,"saidArnfinn,andthistimewithasnearanapproachtoearnestnessashewascapableofatthatmoment,"IdobelievethatStrandisinlovewithAugusta。"

Ingadroppedthebook,andsenthimwhatwasmeanttobeaglanceofsevererebuke,andthensaid,inherownamusinglyemphaticway:

"Idowishyouwouldn’tjokewithsuchthings,Arnfinn。"

"Joke!IndeedIamnotjoking。IwishtoheaventhatIwere。Whatapityitisthatshehastakensuchadisliketohim!"

"Dislike!Oh,youareaprofoundphilosopher,youare!Youthinkthatbecausesheavoids——"

HereIngaabruptlyclappedherhandoverhermouth,and,withsuddenchangeofvoiceandexpression,said:

"Iamassilentasthegrave。"

"Yes,youarewonderfullydiscreet,"criedArnfinn,laughing,whilethegirlbitherunderlipwithanairofpenitenceandmortificationwhich,inanyotherbosomthanacousin’swouldhavearousedcompassion。

"Aha!Sosteht’s!"hebrokeforth,withanotherburstofmerriment;then,softenedbythesightofatearthatwasslowlygatheringbeneathhereyelashes,hecheckedhislaughter,creptuptoherside,andinahalfchildishlycoaxing,halfcaressingtone,hewhispered:

"Dearlittlecousin,indeedIdidn’tmeantohurtyourfeelings。Youarenotangrywithme,areyou?Andifyouwillonlypromisemenottotell,IhavesomethingherewhichIshouldliketoshowyou。"

HewellknewthattherewasnothingwhichwouldsoonersootheInga’swraththanconfidingasecrettoher;andwhilehewasaboy,hehad,incasesofsoreneed,inventedsecretslesthislifeshouldbemademiserablebythesensethatshewasdispleasedwithhim。Inthisinstanceherangerwasnotstrongenoughtoresisttheanticipationofasecret,probablyrelatingtothatlittledramawhichhad,duringthelastweeks,beeninprogressunderherveryeyes。

Witharesolutemovement,shebrushedhertearsaway,benteagerlyforward,and,inthenextmoment,herfacewasallexpectancyandanimation。

Arnfinnpulledathickblacknote—bookfromhisbreastpocket,openeditinhislap,andread:

"August3,5A。M。——Mylittleinvalidisdoingfinely;heseemedtorelishmuchafewdozenflieswhichIbroughthiminmyhand。Hispulseisto—day,forthefirsttime,normal。Heisbeginningtostepontheinjuredlegwithoutapparentpain。

"10A。M。——MissAugusta’seyeshaveastrange,lustrousbrilliancywhenevershespeaksofsubjectswhichseemtoagitatethedepthsofherbeing。Howandwhyisitthatanexcessiveamountoffeelingalwaysfindsitsfirstexpressionintheeye?Onekindofemotionseemstowidenthepupil,anotherkindtocontractit。TObenoticedinfuture,howparticularemotionsaffecttheeye。

"6P。M。——Imetaploveronthebeachthisafternoon。Byimitatinghiscry,Iinducedhimtocomewithinafewfeetofme。Theplover,ashiscryindicates,isaverymelancholybird。

InfactIbelievethemelancholytemperamenttobeprevailingamongthewadingbirds,asthephlegmaticamongbirdsofprey。Thesingingbirdsarecholericorsanguine。Teaseathrush,orevenalark,andyouwillsoonbeconvinced。

Asnipe,orplover,asfarasmyexperiencegoes,seldomshowsanger;youcannotteasethem。

Tobeconsidered,howfarthevoiceofabirdmaybeindicativeofitstemperament。

"August5,9P。M。——Sincetheunfortunatemeetingyesterdaymorning,whenmyintensepre—occupationwithmylinnet,whichhadtornitswoundopenagain,probablymademecommitsomebreachofetiquette,MissAugustaavoidsme。

"August7——Iaminamostsingularstate。

Mypulsebeats85,whichisamostunheard—ofthingforme,asmypulseisnaturallyfullandslow。And,strangelyenough,Idonotfeelatallunwell。Onthecontrary,myphysicalwell—

beingisratherheightenedthanotherwise。

Thelifeofawholeweekiscrowdedintoaday,andthatofadayintoanhour。"

Inga,who,atseveralpointsofthisnarrative,hadbeenstrugglinghardtopreservehergravity,hereburstintoaringinglaugh。

"ThatiswhatIcallscientificlove—making,"

saidArnfinn,lookingupfromthebookwithanexpressionofsubduedamusement。

"ButArnfinn,"criedthegirl,whilethelaughterquicklydiedoutofherface,"doesMr。

Strandknowthatyouarereadingthis?"

"Tobesurehedoes。Andthatisjustwhattomymindmakesthesituationsoexcessivelycomical。Hehashimselfnosuspicionthatthisbookcontainsanythingbutscientificnotes。Heappearstoprefertheempiricmethodinloveasinphilosophy。Iverilybelievethatheisinnocentlyexperimentingwithhimself,withaviewtomakingsomegreatphysiologicaldiscovery。"

"Andsohewill,perhaps,"rejoinedthegirl,themixtureofgayetyandgravesolicitudemakingherface,ashercousinthought,particularlycharming。

"Onlynotaphysiological,butpossiblyapsychologicalone,"remarkedArnfinn。"Butlistentothis。Hereissomethingrich:

"August9——MissAugustaoncesaidsomethingaboutthepossibilityofanimalsbeingimmortal。

Hereyesshonewithabeautifulanimationasshespoke。Iamlongingtocontinuethesubjectwithher。Ithauntsmethewholedaylong。Theremaybemoreintheideathanappearstoasuperficialobserver。"

"Oh,howcharminglyheunderstandshowtodeceivehimself,"criedInga。

"Merelyaquidproquo,"saidArnfinn。

"IknowwhatIshalldo!"

"AndsodoI。"

"Won’tyoutellme,please?"

"No。"

"ThenIsha’n’ttellyoueither。"

Andtheyflewapartliketwothoughtlesslittlebirds("sanguine,"asStrandwouldhavecalledthem),eachtoponderonsomeformidableplotforthereconciliationoftheestrangedlovers。

V。

Duringtheweekthatensued,themultifarioussub—currentsofStrand’spassionseemedslowlytogatherthemselvesintooneclearlydefinedstream,and,aftermuchscientificspeculation,hecametotheconclusionthathelovedAugusta。Inamomentofextremediscouragement,hemadeacleanbreastofittoArnfinn,atthesametimeinforminghimthathehadpackedhisknapsack,andwouldstartonhiswanderingsagainthenextmorning。Allhisfriend’sentreatieswereinvain;hewouldandmustgo。Strandwasanexasperatinglyhead—

strongfellow,andpersuasionsneverprevailedwithhim。Hehadconfirmedhimselfinthebeliefthathewasveryunattractivetowomen,andthatAugusta,ofallwomen,forsomereasonwhichwasnotquitecleartohim,hatedandabhorredhim。Inexperiencedashewas,hecouldseenoreasonwhysheshouldavoidhim,ifshedidnothatehim。Theysattalkinguntilmid—

night,eachentanglinghimselfinthosepassionateparadoxesandcontradictionspeculiartopassionateandimpulsiveyouth。Strandpacedthefloorwithlargesteps,pouringouthislongpent—upemotioninviolenttiradesofself—

accusationandregret;whileArnfinnsatonthebed,tryingtosoothehisexcitementbyassuringhimthathewasnotsuchamonsteras,forthemoment,hehadbelievedhimselftobe,butonlysucceeding,inspiteofallhisefforts,inpouringoilontheflames。StrandwasscientificallyconvincedthatNature,inaccordancewithsomeinscrutablelawofequilibrium,hadfounditnecessarytomakehimphysicallyunattractive,perhapstoindemnifymankindforthatexcessofintellectualgiftswhich,attheexpenseoftheraceatlarge,shehadbestoweduponhim。

Earlythenextmorning,asakindofetherealizedsunshinebrokethroughthewhitemuslincurtainsofArnfinn’sroom,andlongstreaksofsun—illuminedduststolethroughtheairtowardthesleeper’spillow,therewasasharprapatthedoor,andStrandentered。Hisknapsackwasstrappedoverhisshoulders,hislongstaffwasinhishand,andtherewasanexpressionofconsciousmartyrdominhisfeatures。Arnfinnraisedhimselfonhiselbows,andrubbedhiseyeswithadesperatedeterminationtogetawake,butonlysucceededingainingaverydimimpressionofabeard,abluewoolenshirt,andadisproportionatelylargeshoebuckle。Thefigureadvancedtothebed,extendedabroad,sun—burnedhand,andadeepbassvoicewasheardtosay:

"Good—bye,brother。"

Arnfinn,whowasahardsleeper,gaveanotherrub,and,inaquerulouslysleepytone,managedtomutter:

"Why,——isitaslateasthat——already?"

Thewordsofpartingweremoreremotelyrepeated,thehandclosedaboutArnfinn’shalf—

unfeelingfingers,thelockonthedoorgavealittlesharpclick,andallwasstill。Butthesunshinedrovethedustinadumb,confuseddancethroughtheroom。

Somefourhourslater,Arnfinnwokeupwithavaguefeelingasifsomegreatcalamityhadhappened;hewasnotsurebutthathehadsleptafortnightormore。Hedressedwithasleepy,recklesshaste,beingbutdimlyconsciousofthelogicofthevariousprocessesofablutionwhichheunderwent。HehurrieduptoStrand’sroom,but,ashehadexpected,founditempty。

Duringalltheafternoon,thereadingof"DavidCopperfield"wasinterruptedbyfrequentmutualcondolences,andattimesInga’shandwouldstealuptohereyetobrushawayatreacheroustear。Butthensheonlyreadthefaster,andDavidandAgneswerealreadysafeinthehavenofmatrimonybeforeeithersheorArnfinnwasawarethattheyhadstruggledsuccessfullythroughtheperilousreefsandquick—

sandsofcourtship。

Augustaexcusedherselffromsupper,Inga’sforceddevicesatmerrimentweretootransparent,Arnfinn’stable—talkwasofarambling,incoherentsort,andheanswereddreadfullymalapropos,ifachancewordwasaddressedtohim,andeventhegood—naturedpastorbegan,atlast,togrumble;fortheinmatesoftheGranParsonageseemedtohavebutonelifeandonesoulincommon,andanyindividualdisturbanceimmediatelydisturbedthepeaceandhappinessofthewholehousehold。Nowgloomhad,insomeunaccountablefashion,obscuredthecommonatmosphere。Ingashookhersmallwisehead,andtriedtoextractsomelittleconsolationfromtheconsciousnessthatsheknewatleastsomethingswhichArnfinndidnotknow,andwhichitwouldbeveryunsafetoconfidetohim。

VI。

FourweeksafterStrand’sdeparture,asthesummerhadalreadyassumedthattingeofsadnesswhichimpressesoneasaforebodingofcomingdeath,Augustawaswalkingalongthebeach,watchingtheflightofthesea—birds。Herlatest"aberration,"asArnfinncalledit,wasanextraordinaryinterestinthehabitsoftheeider—

ducks,auks,andsea—gulls,thenoisymonotonyofwhoseexistencehad,butafewmonthsago,appearedtoherthesymbolofallthatwasvulgarandcoarseinhumanandanimallife。Nowshehadevenprovidedherselfwithanote—book,and(touseoncemorethelanguageofherunbelievingcousin)affectedahalf—scientificinterestintheirclamorouspursuits。Shehadmademanyvainattemptstoimitatetheirvoicesandtobeguilethemintocloserintimacy,andhadfoundithardattimestosuppressherindignationwhentheypersistedinviewingherinthelightofanintruder,andinreturningheramiableapproacheswithshysuspicion,asiftheydoubtedthesincerityofherintentions。

Shewasalittlepalernow,perhaps,thanbefore,buthereyeshadstillthesamelustrousdepth,andthesamesweetserenitywasstilldiffusedoverherfeatures,andsoftened,likeapervadingtingeofwarmcolor,thegrandsimplicityofherpresence。Shesatdownonalargerock,pickedupacuriouslytwistedshell,andseeingaploverwadinginthesurf,gaveasoft,lowwhistle,whichmadethebirdturnroundandgazeatherwithstartleddistrust。

Sherepeatedthecall,butperhapsalittletooeagerly,andthebirdspreaditswingswithafrightenedcry,andskimmed,halfflying,halfrunning,outovertheglitteringsurfaceofthefjord。Butfromtherocksclosebycamealongmelancholywhistlelikethatofabirdindistress,andthegirlroseandhastenedwitheagerstepstowardthespot。Sheclimbeduponastone,fringedallaroundwithgreenslimysea—

weeds,inordertogainawiderviewofthebeach。Thensuddenlysomehugefigurestartedupbetweentherocksatherfeet;shegavealittlescream,herfootslipped,andinthenextmomentshelay——inStrand’sarms。Heofferednoapology,butsilentlycarriedherovertheslipperystones,anddepositedhertenderlyuponthesmoothwhitesand。Thereitoccurredtoherthathisattentionwasquiteneedless,butatthemomentshewastoostartledtomakeanyremonstrance。

"Buthowintheworld,Mr。Strand,didyoucomehere?"shemanagedatlasttostammer。

"Weallthoughtthatyouhadgoneaway。"

"Ihardlyknowmyself,"saidStrand,inabeseechingundertone,quitedifferentfromhisusualconfidentbass。"Ionlyknowthat——thatIwasverywretched,andthatIhadtocomeback。"

Thentherewasapause,whichtobothseemedquiteinterminable,and,inordertofillitoutinsomeway,Strandbegantomovehisheadandarmsuneasily,andatlengthseatedhimselfatAugusta’sside。Thebloodwasbeatingwithfeverishvehemenceinhertemples,andforthefirsttimeinherlifeshefeltsomethingakintopityforthislarge,strongman,whosestrengthandcheerfulself—reliancehadhithertoseemedtoraisehimabovetheneedofawoman’saidandsympathy。Nowtheveryshabbinessofhisappearance,andthelookofappealingmiseryinhisfeatures,openedinherbosomthegatethroughwhichcompassioncouldenter,and,withthatgenerousself—forgetfulnesswhichwasthechieffactorofhercharacter,sheleanedovertowardhim,andsaid:

"Youmusthavebeenverysick,Mr。Strand。

Whydidyounotcometousandallowustotakecareofyou,insteadofroamingabouthereinthisstonywilderness?"

"Yes;Ihavebeensick,"criedStrand,withsuddenvehemence,seizingherhand;"butitisasicknessofwhichIshallnever,neverbehealed。"

Andwiththatworld—oldeloquencewhichisyetevernew,hepouredforthhispassionateconfessioninherear,andshelistened,hungrilyatfirst,thenwithserene,wide—eyedhappiness。

Hetoldherhow,drivenbyhisinwardrestlessness,hehadwanderedaboutinthemountains,untiloneeveningatasaeter,hehadheardapeasantladsingingasong,inwhichthisstanzaoccurred:

"Awoman’sfrown,awoman’ssmile,Norhatenorfondnessprove;

Formaidenssmileonhimtheyhate,Andflyfromhimtheylove。"

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