投诉 阅读记录

第4章

Butshehadbetterbecareful,"saidthedoctor。"Iwillhavenotreasoninmyhouse。"

"Isuspectshewillbecareful;forsheisatbottomverymuchafraidofyou。"

"Theyarebothafraidofme,harmlessasIam,"thedoctoranswered。

"AnditisonthatthatIbuild-onthesalutaryterrorIinspire。"

CHAPTER14。

HEWROTEhisfranklettertoMrs。Montgomery,whopunctuallyansweredit,mentioninganhouratwhichhemightpresenthimselfintheSecondAvenue。Shelivedinaneatlittlehouseofredbrick,whichhadbeenfreshlypainted,withtheedgesofthebricksverysharplymarkedoutinwhite。Ithasnowdisappeared,withitscompanions,tomakeroomforarowofstructuresmoremajestic。

Thereweregreenshuttersuponthewindows,withoutslats,butpiercedwithlittleholes,arrangedingroups;andbeforethehousewasadiminutive"yard,"ornamentedwithabushofmysteriouscharacter,andsurroundedbyalowwoodenpaling,paintedinthesamegreenastheshutters。Theplacelookedlikeamagnifiedbaby-house,andmighthavebeentakendownfromashelfinatoyshop。DoctorSloper,whenhewenttocall,saidtohimself,asheglancedattheobjectsIhaveenumerated,thatMrs。Montgomerywasevidentlyathriftyandself-respectinglittleperson-themodestproportionsofherdwellingseemedtoindicatethatshewasofsmallstature-whotookavirtuoussatisfactioninkeepingherselftidy,andhadresolvedthat,sinceshemightnotbesplendid,shewouldatleastbeimmaculate。Shereceivedhiminalittleparlor,whichwaspreciselytheparlorhehadexpected:asmallunspeckledbower,ornamentedwithadesultoryfoliageoftissuepaper,andwithclustersofglassdrops,amidstwhich-tocarryouttheanalogy-thetemperatureoftheleafyseasonwasmaintainedbymeansofacast-ironstove,emittingadryblueflame,andsmellingstronglyofvarnish。Thewallswereembellishedwithengravingsswathedinpinkgauze,andthetablesornamentedwithvolumesofextractsfromthepoets,usuallyboundinblackclothstampedwithfloriddesignsinjaundicedgilt。Thedoctorhadtimetotakecognizanceofthesedetails;forMrs。

Montgomery,whoseconducthepronouncedunderthecircumstancesinexcusable,kepthimwaitingsometenminutesbeforesheappeared。Atlast,however,sherustledin,smoothingdownastiffpoplindress,withalittlefrightenedflushinagracefullyroundedcheek。

Shewasasmall,plump,fairwoman,withabright,cleareye,andanextraordinaryairofneatnessandbriskness。Butthesequalitieswereevidentlycombinedwithanunaffectedhumility,andthedoctorgaveherhisesteemassoonashehadlookedather。Abravelittleperson,withlivelyperceptions,andyetadisbeliefinherowntalentforsocial,asdistinguishedfrompractical,affairs-thiswashisrapidmentalresumeofMrs。Montgomery;who,ashesaw,wasflatteredbywhatsheregardedasthehonorofhisvisit。Mrs。

Montgomery,inherlittleredhouseintheSecondAvenue,wasapersonforwhomDr。Sloperwasoneofthegreatmen-oneofthefinegentlemenofNewYork;andwhileshefixedheragitatedeyesuponhim,whilesheclaspedhermittenedhandstogetherinherglossypoplinlap,shehadtheappearanceofsayingtoherselfthathequiteansweredherideaofwhatadistinguishedguestwouldnaturallybe。

Sheapologizedforbeinglate;butheinterruptedher。

"Itdoesn"tmatter,"hesaid,"forwhileIsathereIhadtimetothinkoverwhatIwishtosaytoyou,andtomakeupmymindhowtobegin。"

"Oh,dobegin!"murmuredMrs。Montgomery。

"Itisnotsoeasy,"saidthedoctor,smiling。"YouwillhavegatheredfrommyletterthatIwishtoaskyouafewquestions,andyoumaynotfinditverycomfortabletoanswerthem。"

"Yes;IhavethoughtwhatIshouldsay。Itisnotveryeasy。"

"Butyoumustunderstandmysituation-mystateofmind。Yourbrotherwishestomarrymydaughter,andIwishtofindoutwhatsortofayoungmanheis。Agoodwaytodososeemedtobetocomeandaskyou,whichIhaveproceededtodo。"

Mrs。Montgomeryevidentlytookthesituationveryseriously;shewasinastateofextrememoralconcentration。Shekeptherprettyeyes,whichwereilluminedbyasortofbrilliantmodesty,attachedtohisowncountenance,andevidentlypaidthemostearnestattentiontoeachofhiswords。Herexpressionindicatedthatshethoughthisideaofcomingtoseeheraverysuperiorconception,butthatshewasreallyafraidtohaveopinionsonstrangesubjects。

"Iamextremelygladtoseeyou,"shesaid,inatonewhichseemedtoadmit,atthesametime,thatthishadnothingtodowiththequestion。

Thedoctortookadvantageofthisadmission。"Ididn"tcometoseeyouforyourpleasure;Icametomakeyousaydisagreeablethings-andyoucan"tlikethat。Whatsortofagentlemanisyourbrother?"

Mrs。Montgomery"silluminatedgazegrewvague,andbegantowander。Shesmiledalittle,andforsometimemadenoanswer,sothatthedoctoratlastbecameimpatient。Andheranswer,whenitcame,wasnotsatisfactory。"Itisdifficulttotalkaboutone"sbrother。"

"Notwhenoneisfondofhim,andwhenonehasplentyofgoodtosay。"

"Yes,eventhen,whenagooddealdependsonit,"saidMrs。

Montgomery。

"Nothingdependsonitforyou。"

"Imeanfor-for-"andshehesitated。

"Foryourbrotherhimself。Isee。"

"ImeanforMissSloper,"saidMrs。Montgomery。

Thedoctorlikedthis;ithadtheaccentofsincerity。"Exactly;

that"sthepoint。Ifmypoorgirlshouldmarryyourbrother,everything-asregardsherhappiness-woulddependonhisbeingagoodfellow。Sheisthebestcreatureintheworld,andshecouldneverdohimagrainofinjury。He,ontheotherhand,ifheshouldnotbeallthatwedesire,mightmakeherverymiserable。ThatiswhyI

wantyoutothrowsomelightuponhischaracter,youknow。Ofcourse,youarenotboundtodoit。Mydaughter,whomyouhaveneverseen,isnothingtoyou;andI,possibly,amonlyanindiscreetandimpertinentoldman。Itisperfectlyopentoyoutotellmethatmyvisitisinverybadtaste,andthatIhadbettergoaboutmybusiness。ButIdon"tthinkyouwilldothis;becauseIthinkweshallinterestyou-mypoorgirlandI。IamsurethatifyouweretoseeCatherineshewouldinterestyouverymuch。Idon"tmeanbecausesheisinterestingintheusualsenseoftheword,butbecauseyouwouldfeelsorryforher。Sheissosoft,sosimpleminded,shewouldbesuchaneasyvictim!Abadhusbandwouldhaveremarkablefacilitiesformakinghermiserable;forshewouldhaveneithertheintelligencenortheresolutiontogetthebetterofhim,andyetshewouldhaveanexaggeratedpowerofsuffering。Isee,"addedthedoctor,withhismostinsinuating,hismostprofessionallaugh,"youarealreadyinterested。"

"Ihavebeeninterestedfromthemomenthetoldmehewasengaged,"saidMrs。Montgomery。

"Ah,hesaysthat-hecallsitanengagement?"

"Oh,hehastoldmeyoudidn"tlikeit。"

"DidhetellyouthatIdon"tlikehim?"

"Yes,hetoldmethattoo。IsaidIcouldn"thelpit,"addedMrs。

Montgomery。

"Ofcourseyoucan"t。ButwhatyoucandoistotellmeIamright-togivemeanattestation,asitwere。"Andthedoctoraccompaniedthisremarkwithanotherprofessionalsmile。

Mrs。Montgomery,however,smilednotatall;itwasobviousthatshecouldnottakethehumorousviewofhisappeal。"Thatisagooddealtoask,"shesaid,atlast。

"Therecanbenodoubtofthat;andImust,inconscience,remindyouoftheadvantagesayoungmanmarryingmydaughterwouldenjoy。

Shehasanincomeoftenthousanddollarsinherownright,leftherbyhermother;ifshemarriesahusbandIapprove,shewillcomeintoalmosttwiceasmuchmoreatmydeath。"

Mrs。Montgomerylistenedingreatearnestnesstothissplendidfinancialstatement;shehadneverheardthousandsofdollarssofamiliarlytalkedabout。Sheflushedalittlewithexcitement。"Yourdaughterwillbeimmenselyrich,"shesaid,softly。

"Precisely-that"sthebotherofit。"

"AndifMorrisshouldmarryher,he-he-"Andshehesitated,timidly。

"Hewouldbemasterofallthatmoney?Bynomeans。Hewouldbemasterofthetenthousandayearthatshehasfromhermother;butIshouldleaveeverypennyofmyownfortune,earnedinthelaboriousexerciseofmyprofession,tomynephewsandnieces。"

Mrs。Montgomerydroppedhereyesatthis,andsatforsometimegazingatthestrawmattingwhichcoveredherfloor。

"Isupposeitseemstoyou,"saidthedoctor,laughing,"thatinsodoingIshouldplayyourbrotheraveryshabbytrick。"

"Notatall。Thatistoomuchmoneytogetpossessionofsoeasilybymarrying。Idon"tthinkitwouldberight。"

"It"srighttogetallonecan。Butinthiscaseyourbrotherwouldn"tbeable。IfCatherinemarrieswithoutmyconsent,shedoesn"tgetapennyfrommyownpocket。"

"Isthatcertain?"askedMrs。Montgomery,lookingup。

"AscertainasthatIsithere。"

"Evenifsheshouldpineaway?"

"Evenifsheshouldpinetoashadow,whichisn"tprobable。"

"DoesMorrisknowthis?"

"Ishallbemosthappytoinformhim,"thedoctorexclaimed。

Mrs。Montgomeryresumedhermeditations;andhervisitor,whowaspreparedtogivetimetotheaffair,askedhimselfwhether,inspiteofherlittleconscientiousair,shewasnotplayingintoherbrother"shands。Atthesametimehewashalfashamedoftheordealtowhichhehadsubjectedher,andwastouchedbythegentlenesswithwhichsheboreit。"Ifshewereahumbug,"hesaid,"shewouldgetangry,unlessshebeverydeepindeed。Itisnotprobablethatsheisasdeepasthat。"

"WhatmakesyoudislikeMorrissomuch?"shepresentlyasked,emergingfromherreflections。

"Idon"tdislikehimintheleastasafriend,asacompanion。Heseemstomeacharmingfellow,andIshouldthinkhewouldbeexcellentcompany。Idislikehimexclusivelyasason-in-law。Iftheonlyofficeofason-in-lawweretodineatthepaternaltable,I

shouldsetahighvalueuponyourbrother:Hedinescapitally。Butthatisasmallpartofhisfunction,which,ingeneral,istobeaprotectorandcaretakerofmychild,whoissingularlyill-adaptedtotakecareofherself。Itistherethathedoesn"tsatisfyme。I

confessIhavenothingbutmyimpressiontogoby;butIaminthehabitoftrustingmyimpression。Ofcourseyouareatlibertytocontradictitflat。Hestrikesmeasselfishandshallow。"

Mrs。Montgomery"seyesexpandedalittle,andthedoctorfanciedhesawthelightofadmirationinthem。"Iwonderyouhavediscoveredheisselfish,"sheexclaimed。

"Doyouthinkhehidesitsowell?"

"Verywellindeed,"saidMrs。Montgomery。"AndIthinkweareallratherselfish,"sheadded,quickly。

"Ithinksotoo;butIhaveseenpeoplehideitbetterthanhe。

YouseeIamhelpedbyahabitIhaveofdividingpeopleintoclasses,intotypes。Imayeasilybemistakenaboutyourbrotherasanindividual,buthistypeiswrittenonhiswholeperson。"

"Heisverygood-looking,"saidMrs。Montgomery。

Thedoctoreyedheramoment。"Youwomenareallthesame!Butthetypetowhichyourbrotherbelongswasmadetobetheruinofyou,andyouweremadetobeitshandmaidsandvictims。Thesignofthetypeinquestionisthedetermination-sometimesterribleinitsquietintensity-toacceptnothingoflifebutitspleasures,andtosecurethesepleasureschieflybytheaidofyourcomplaisantsex。

Youngmenofthisclassneverdoanythingforthemselvesthattheycangetotherpeopletodoforthem,anditistheinfatuation,thedevotion,thesuperstitionofothersthatkeepsthemgoing。Theseothers,inninety-ninecasesoutofahundred,arewomen。Whatouryoungfriendschieflyinsistuponisthatsomeoneelseshallsufferforthem;andwomendothatsortofthing,asyoumustknow,wonderfullywell。"Thedoctorpausedamoment,andthenheadded,abruptly,"Youhavesufferedimmenselyforyourbrother!"

Thisexclamationwasabrupt,asIsay,butitwasalsoperfectlycalculated。ThedoctorhadbeenratherdisappointedatnotfindinghiscompactandcomfortablelittlehostesssurroundedinamorevisibledegreebytheravagesofMorrisTownsend"simmorality;buthehadsaidtohimselfthatthiswasnotbecausetheyoungmanhadsparedher,butbecauseshehadcontrivedtoplasterupherwounds。Theywereachingtherebehindthevarnishedstove,thefestoonedengravings,beneathherownneatlittlepoplinbosom;andifhecouldonlytouchthetenderspot,shewouldmakeamovementthatwouldbetrayher。ThewordsIhavejustquotedwereanattempttoputhisfingersuddenlyupontheplace,andtheyhadsomeofthesuccessthathelookedfor。

ThetearssprungforamomenttoMrs。Montgomery"seyes,andsheindulgedinaproudlittlejerkofthehead。

"Idon"tknowhowyouhavefoundthatout!"sheexclaimed。

"Byaphilosophictrick-bywhattheycallinduction。Youknowyouhavealwaysyouroptionofcontradictingme。Butkindlyanswermeaquestion:Don"tyougiveyourbrothermoney?Ithinkyououghttoanswerthat。"

"Yes,Ihavegivenhimmoney,"saidMrs。Montgomery。

"Andyouhavenothadmuchtogivehim?"

Shewassilentamoment。"Ifyouaskmeforaconfessionofpoverty,thatiseasilymade。Iamverypoor。"

"Onewouldneversupposeitfromyour-yourcharminghouse,"saidthedoctor。"Ilearnedfrommysisterthatyourincomewasmoderate,andyourfamilynumerous。"

"Ihavefivechildren,"Mrs。Montgomeryobserved,"butIamhappytosayIcanbringthemupdecently。"

"Ofcourseyoucan-accomplishedanddevotedasyouare。Butyourbrotherhascountedthemover,Isuppose?"

"Countedthemover?"

"Heknowstherearefive,Imean。Hetellsmeitishethatbringsthemup。"

Mrs。Montgomerystaredamoment,andthenquickly-"Ohyes;heteachesthem-Spanish。"

Thedoctorlaughedout。"Thatmusttakeagreatdealoffyourhands!

Yourbrotheralsoknows,ofcourse,thatyouhaveverylittlemoney?"

"Ihaveoftentoldhimso,"Mrs。Montgomeryexclaimed,moreunreservedlythanshehadyetspoken。Shewasapparentlytakingsomecomfortinthedoctor"sclairvoyance。

"Whichmeansthatyouhaveoftenoccasionto,andthatheoftenspongesonyou。Excusethecrudityofmylanguage;Isimplyexpressafact。Idon"taskyouhowmuchofyourmoneyhehashad,itisnoneofmybusiness。IhaveascertainedwhatIsuspected-whatI

wished。"Andthedoctorgotup,gentlysmoothinghishat。"Yourbrotherlivesonyou,"hesaid,ashestoodthere。

Mrs。Montgomeryquicklyrosefromherchair,followinghervisitor"smovementswithalookoffascination。Butthen,withacertaininconsequence,"Ihavenevercomplainedofhim,"shesaid。

"Youneedn"tprotest-youhavenotbetrayedhim。ButIadviseyounottogivehimanymoremoney。"

"Don"tyouseeitisinmyinterestthatheshouldmarryarichperson?"sheasked。"If,asyousay,helivesonme,Icanonlywishtogetridofhim;andtoputobstaclesinthewayofhismarryingistoincreasemyowndifficulties。"

"Iwishverymuchyouwouldcometomewithyourdifficulties,"saidthedoctor。"Certainly,ifIthrowhimbackonyourhands,theleastI

candoistohelpyoutobeartheburden。Ifyouwillallowmetosayso,then,Ishalltakethelibertyofplacinginyourhands,forthepresent,acertainfundforyourbrother"ssupport。"

Mrs。Montgomerystared;sheevidentlythoughthewasjesting;butshepresentlysawthathewasnot,andthecomplicationofherfeelingsbecamepainful。"ItseemstomethatIoughttobeverymuchoffendedwithyou,"shemurmured。

"BecauseIhaveofferedyoumoney?That"sasuperstition,"saidthedoctor。"Youmustletmecomeandseeyouagain,andwewilltalkaboutthesethings。Isupposethatsomeofyourchildrenaregirls?"

"Ihavetwolittlegirls,"saidMrs。Montgomery。

"Well,whentheygrowup,andbegintothinkoftakinghusbands,youwillseehowanxiousyouwillbeaboutthemoralcharacterofthesehusbands。Thenyouwillunderstandthisvisitofmine。"

"Ah,youarenottobelievethatMorris"smoralcharacterisbad。"

Thedoctorlookedatheralittle,withfoldedarms。"ThereissomethingIshouldgreatlylike,asamoralsatisfaction。Ishouldliketohearyousay,"Heisabominablyselfish。""

Thewordscameoutwiththegravedistinctnessofhisvoice,andtheyseemedforaninstanttocreate,topoorMrs。Montgomery"stroubledvision,amaterialimage。Shegazedatitaninstant,andthensheturnedaway。"Youdistressme,sir!"sheexclaimed。"Heis,afterall,mybrother;andhistalents,histalents-"Ontheselastwordshervoicequavered,andbeforeheknewitshehadburstintotears。

"Histalentsarefirst-rate,"saidthedoctor。"Wemustfindtheproperfieldforthem。"Andheassuredhermostrespectfullyofhisregretathavingsogreatlydiscomposedher。"It"sallformypoorCatherine,"hewenton。"Youmustknowher,andyouwillsee。"

Mrs。Montgomerybrushedawayhertears,andblushedathavingshedthem。"Ishouldliketoknowyourdaughter,"sheanswered;andthen,inaninstant,"Don"tlethermarryhim!"

DoctorSloperwentawaywiththewordsgentlyhumminginhisears:

"Don"tlethermarryhim!"Theygavehimthemoralsatisfactionofwhichhehadjustspoken,andtheirvaluewasthegreaterthattheyhadevidentlycostapangtopoorlittleMrs。Montgomery"sfamilypride。

CHAPTER15。

HEHADBEENPUZZLEDbythewaythatCatherinecarriedherself;herattitudeatthissentimentalcrisisseemedtohimunnaturallypassive。

Shehadnotspokentohimagainafterthatsceneinthelibrary,thedaybeforehisinterviewwithMorris;andaweekhadelapsedwithoutmakinganychangeinhermanner。Therewasnothinginitthatappealedforpity,andhewasevenalittledisappointedathernotgivinghimanopportunitytomakeupforhisharshnessbysomemanifestationofliberalitywhichshouldoperateasacompensation。HethoughtalittleofofferingtotakeherforatourinEurope;buthewasdeterminedtodothisonlyincasesheshouldseemmutelytoreproachhim。Hehadanideathatshewoulddisplayatalentformutereproaches,andhewassurprisedatnotfindinghimselfexposedtothesesilentbatteries。Shesaidnothing,eithertacitlyorexplicitly,andasshewasneververytalkative,therewasnownoespecialeloquenceinherreserve。AndpoorCatherinewasnotsulky-astyleofbehaviorforwhichshehadtoolittlehistrionictalent-

shewassimplyverypatient。Ofcourseshewasthinkingoverhersituation,andshewasapparentlydoingsoinadeliberateandunimpassionedmanner,withaviewofmakingthebestofit。

"ShewilldoasIhavebiddenher,"saidthedoctor;andhemadethefurtherreflectionthathisdaughterwasnotawomanofagreatspirit。

Iknownotwhetherhehadhopedforalittlemoreresistanceforthesakeofalittlemoreentertainment;buthesaidtohimself,ashehadsaidbefore,thatthoughitmighthaveitsmomentaryalarms,paternitywas,afterall,notanexcitingvocation。

Catherinemeanwhilehadmadeadiscoveryofaverydifferentsort;

ithadbecomevividtoherthattherewasagreatexcitementintryingtobeagooddaughter。Shehadanentirelynewfeeling,whichmaybedescribedasastateofexpectantsuspenseaboutherownactions。

Shewatchedherselfasshewouldhavewatchedanotherperson,andwonderedwhatshewoulddo。Itwasasifthisotherperson,whowasbothherselfandnotherself,hadsuddenlysprungintobeing,inspiringherwithanaturalcuriosityastotheperformanceofuntestedfunctions。

"IamgladIhavesuchagooddaughter,"saidherfather,kissingher,afterthelapseofseveraldays。

"Iamtryingtobegood,"sheanswered,turningaway,withaconsciencenotaltogetherclear。

"Ifthereisanythingyouwouldliketosaytome,youknowyoumustnothesitate。Youneedn"tfeelobligedtobesoquiet。Ishouldn"tcarethatMr。Townsendshouldbeafrequenttopicofconversation,butwheneveryouhaveanythingparticulartosayabouthimIshallbeverygladtohearit。"

"Thankyou,"saidCatherine,"Ihavenothingparticularatpresent。"

HeneveraskedherwhethershehadseenMorrisagain,becausehewassurethatifthishadbeenthecaseshewouldtellhim。Shehad,infact,notseenhim;shehadonlywrittenhimalongletter。Theletter,atleast,waslongforher;and,itmaybeadded,thatitwaslongforMorris;itconsistedoffivepages,inaremarkablyneatandhandsomehand。Catherine"shandwritingwasbeautiful,andshewasevenalittleproudofit:Shewasextremelyfondofcopying,andpossessedvolumesofextractswhichtestifiedtothisaccomplishment;volumeswhichshehadexhibitedonedaytoherlover,whentheblissoffeelingthatshewasimportantinhiseyeswasexceptionallykeen。ShetoldMorris,inwriting,thatherfatherhadexpressedthewishthatsheshouldnotseehimagain,andthatshebeggedhewouldnotcometothehouseuntilsheshouldhave"madeuphermind。"Morrisrepliedwithapassionateepistle,inwhichheaskedtowhat,inheaven"sname,shewishedtomakeuphermind。Hadnothermindbeenmadeuptwoweeksbefore,andcoulditbepossiblethatsheentertainedtheideaofthrowinghimoff?Didshemeantobreakdownattheverybeginningoftheirordeal,afterallthepromisesoffidelityshehadbothgivenandextracted?Andhegaveanaccountofhisowninterviewwithherfather-anaccountnotidenticalatallpointswiththatofferedinthesepages。"Hewasterriblyviolent,"Morriswrote,"butyouknowmyself-control。IhaveneedofitallwhenIrememberthatIhaveitinmypowertobreakinuponyourcruelcaptivity。"Catherinesenthim,inanswertothis,anoteofthreelines。"Iamingreattrouble;donotdoubtofmyaffection,butletmewaitalittleandthink。"Theideaofastrugglewithherfather,ofsettingupherwillagainsthisown,washeavyonhersoul,anditkeptherquiet,asagreatphysicalweightkeepsusmotionless。Itneverenteredintohermindtothrowherloveroff;butfromthefirstshetriedtoassureherselfthattherewouldbeapeacefulwayoutoftheirdifficulty。Theassurancewasvague,foritcontainednoelementofpositiveconvictionthatherfatherwouldchangehismind。Sheonlyhadanideathatifsheshouldbeverygood,thesituationwouldinsomemysteriousmannerimprove。Tobegoodshemustbepatient,outwardlysubmissive,abstainfromjudgingherfathertooharshly,andfromcommittinganyactofopendefiance。Hewasperhapsright,afterall,tothinkashedid;bywhichCatherinemeantnotintheleastthathisjudgmentofMorris"smotivesinseekingtomarryherwasperhapsajustone,butthatitwasprobablynaturalandproperthatconscientiousparentsshouldbesuspiciousandevenunjust。TherewereprobablypeopleintheworldasbadasherfathersupposedMorristobe,andifthereweretheslightestchanceofMorrisbeingoneofthesesinisterpersons,thedoctorwasrightintakingitintoaccount。Ofcoursehecouldnotknowwhatsheknew-howthepurestloveandtruthwereseatedintheyoungman"seyes;butheaven,initstime,mightappointawayofbringinghimtosuchknowledge。Catherineexpectedagooddealofheaven,andreferredtotheskiestheinitiative,astheFrenchsay,indealingwithherdilemma。Shecouldnotimagineherselfimpartinganykindofknowledgetoherfather;therewassomethingsuperioreveninhisinjustice,andabsoluteinhismistakes。Butshecouldatleastbegood,andifshewereonlygoodenough,heavenwouldinventsomewayofreconcilingallthings-thedignityofherfather"serrorsandthesweetnessofherownconfidence,thestrictperformanceofherfilialduties,andtheenjoymentofMorrisTownsend"saffection。

PoorCatherinewouldhavebeengladtoregardMrs。Pennimanasanilluminatingagent,apartwhichthisladyherself,indeed,wasbutimperfectlypreparedtoplay。Mrs。Pennimantooktoomuchsatisfactioninthesentimentalshadowsofthislittledramatohave,forthemoment,anygreatinterestindissipatingthem。Shewishedtheplottothicken,andtheadvicethatshegaveherniecetended,inherownimagination,toproducethisresult。Itwasratherincoherentcounsel,andfromonedaytoanotheritcontradicteditself;butitwaspervadedbyanearnestdesirethatCatherineshoulddosomethingstriking。"Youmustact,mydear;inyoursituationthegreatthingistoact,"saidMrs。Penniman,whofoundherniecealtogetherbeneathheropportunities。Mrs。Penniman"srealhopewasthatthegirlwouldmakeasecretmarriage,atwhichsheshouldofficiateasbrideswomanorduenna。Shehadavisionofthisceremonybeingperformedinsomesubterraneanchapel-subterraneanchapelsinNewYorkwerenotfrequent,butMrs。Penniman"simaginationwasnotchilledbytrifles-andoftheguiltycouple-shelikedtothinkofpoorCatherineandhersuitorastheguiltycouple-beingshuffledawayinafast-whirlingvehicletosomeobscurelodginginthesuburbs,whereshewouldpaythem(inathickveil)clandestinevisits;wheretheywouldendureaperiodofromanticprivation;andwhenultimately,aftersheshouldhavebeentheirearthlyprovidence,theirintercessor,theiradvocate,andtheirmediumofcommunicationwiththeworld,theywouldbereconciledtoherbrotherinanartistictableau,inwhichsheherselfshouldbesomehowthecentralfigure。

ShehesitatedasyettorecommendthiscoursetoCatherine,butsheattemptedtodrawanattractivepictureofittoMorrisTownsend。

Shewasindailycommunicationwiththeyoungman,whomshekeptinformedbylettersofthestateofaffairsinWashingtonSquare。Ashehadbeenbanished,asshesaid,fromthehouse,shenolongersawhim;butsheendedbywritingtohimthatshelongedforaninterview。

Thisinterviewcouldtakeplaceonlyonneutralground,andshebethoughtherselfgreatlybeforeselectingaplaceofmeeting。ShehadaninclinationforGreenwoodCemetery,butshegaveitupastoodistant;shecouldnotabsentherselfforsolong,asshesaid,withoutexcitingsuspicion。ThenshethoughtoftheBattery,butthatwasrathercoldandwindy,besidesone"sbeingexposedtointrusionfromtheIrishimmigrantswhoatthispointalight,withlargeappetites,intheNewWorld;andatlastshefixeduponanoystersaloonintheSeventhAvenue,keptbyaNegro-anestablishmentofwhichsheknewnothingsavethatshehadnoticeditinpassing。ShemadeanappointmentwithMorrisTownsendtomeethimthere,andshewenttothetrystatdusk,envelopedinanimpenetrableveil。Hekeptherwaitingforhalfanhour-hehadalmostthewholewidthofthecitytotraverse-butshelikedtowait,itseemed,tointensifythesituation。Sheorderedacupoftea,whichprovedexcessivelybad,andthisgaveherasensethatshewassufferinginaromanticcause。WhenMorrisatlastarrived,theysattogetherforhalfanhourintheduskiestcornerofthebackshop;anditishardlytoomuchtosaythatthiswasthehappiesthalfhourthatMrs。Pennimanhadknownforyears。Thesituationwasreallythrilling,anditscarcelyseemedtoherafalsenotewhenhercompanionaskedforanoysterstew,andproceededtoconsumeitbeforehereyes。Morris,indeed,neededallthesatisfactionthatstewedoysterscouldgivehim,foritmaybeintimatedtothereaderthatheregardedMrs。Pennimaninthelightofafifthwheeltohiscoach。Hewasinastateofirritationnaturaltoagentlemanoffinepartswhohadbeensnubbedinabenevolentattempttoconferadistinctionuponayoungwomanofinferiorcharacteristics,andtheinsinuatingsympathyofthissomewhatdesiccatedmatronappearedtoofferhimnopracticalrelief。Hethoughtherahumbug,andhejudgedofhumbugswithagooddealofconfidence。Hehadlistenedandmadehimselfagreeabletoheratfirst,inordertogetafootinginWashingtonSquare;andatpresentheneededallhisself-commandtobedecentlycivil。Itwouldhavegratifiedhimtotellherthatshewasafantasticoldwoman,andthathewouldliketoputherintoanomnibusandsendherhome。Weknow,however,thatMorrispossessedthevirtueofself-control,andhehadmoreovertheconstanthabitofseekingtobeagreeable;sothat,althoughMrs。Penniman"sdemeanoronlyexasperatedhisalreadyunquietnerves,helistenedtoherwithasomberdeferenceinwhichshefoundmuchtoadmire。

CHAPTER16。

THEYHADOfCourseimmediatelyspokenofCatherine。"Didshesendamessage,or-oranything?"Morrisasked。Heappearedtothinkthatshemighthavesenthimatrinketoralockofherhair。

Mrs。Pennimanwasslightlyembarrassed,forshehadnottoldhernieceofherintendedexpedition。"Notexactlyamessage,"shesaid。

"Ididn"taskherforone,becauseIwasafraidto-toexciteher。"

"Iamafraidsheisnotveryexcitable。"AndMorrisgaveasmileofsomebitterness。

"Sheisbetterthanthat-sheissteadfast,sheistrue。"

"Doyouthinkshewillholdfast,then?"

"Tothedeath!"

"Oh,Ihopeitwon"tcometothat,"saidMorris。

"Wemustbepreparedfortheworst,andthatiswhatIwishtospeaktoyouabout。"

"Whatdoyoucalltheworst?"

"Well,"saidMrs。Penniman,"mybrother"shard,intellectualnature。"

"Oh,thedevil!"

"Heisimpervioustopity,"Mrs。Pennimanadded,bywayofexplanation。

"Doyoumeanthathewon"tcomeround?"

"Hewillneverbevanquishedbyargument。Ihavestudiedhim。Hewillbevanquishedonlybytheaccomplishedfact。"

"Theaccomplishedfact?"

"Hewillcomeroundafterward,"saidMrs。Penniman,withextremesignificance。"Hecaresfornothingbutfacts-hemustbemetbyfacts。"

"Well,"rejoinedMorris,"itisafactthatIwishtomarryhisdaughter。Imethimwiththattheotherday,buthewasnotatallvanquished。"

Mrs。Pennimanwassilentalittle,andhersmilebeneaththeshadowofhercapaciousbonnet,ontheedgeofwhichherblackveilwasarrangedcurtainwise,fixeditselfuponMorris"sfacewithastillmoretenderbrilliancy。"MarryCatherinefirst,andmeethimafterward!"sheexclaimed。

"Doyourecommendthat?"askedtheyoungman,frowningheavily。

Shewasalittlefrightened,butshewentonwithconsiderableboldness。"ThatisthewayIseeit:aprivatemarriage-aprivatemarriage。"Sherepeatedthephrasebecauseshelikedit。

"DoyoumeanthatIshouldcarryCatherineoff?Whatdotheycallit-elopewithher?"

"Itisnotacrimewhenyouaredriventoit,"saidMrs。Penniman。

"Myhusband,asIhavetoldyou,wasadistinguishedclergyman-oneofthemosteloquentmenofhisday。Heoncemarriedayoungcouplethathadfledfromthehouseoftheyounglady"sfather;hewassointerestedintheirstory。Hehadnohesitation,andeverythingcameoutbeautifully。Thefatherwasafterwardreconciled,andthoughteverythingoftheyoungman。Mr。Pennimanmarriedthemintheevening,aboutseveno"clock。Thechurchwassodarkyoucouldscarcelysee,andMr。Pennimanwasintenselyagitated-hewassosympathetic。I

don"tbelievehecouldhavedoneitagain。"

"Unfortunately,CatherineandIhavenotMr。Pennimantomarryus,"saidMorris。

"No,butyouhaveme!"rejoinedMrs。Penniman,expressively。"I

can"tperformtheceremony,butIcanhelpyou;Icanwatch!"

"Thewoman"sanidiot!"thoughtMorris,buthewasobligedtosaysomethingdifferent。Itwasnot,however,materiallymorecivil。

"WasitinordertotellmethisthatyourequestedIwouldmeetyouhere?"

Mrs。Pennimanhadbeenconsciousofacertainvaguenessinhererrand,andofnotbeingabletoofferhimanyverytangiblerewardforhislongwalk。"IthoughtperhapsyouwouldliketoseeonewhoissoneartoCatherine,"sheobserved,withconsiderablemajesty,"andalso,"sheadded,"thatyouwouldvalueanopportunityofsendinghersomething。"

Morrisextendedhisemptyhandswithamelancholysmile。"Iamgreatlyobligedtoyou,butIhavenothingtosend。"

"Haven"tyouaword?"askedhiscompanion,withhersuggestivesmilecomingback。

Morrisfrownedagain。

"Tellhertoholdfast,"hesaid,rathercurtly。

"Thatisagoodword-anobleword:Itwillmakeherhappyformanydays。Sheisverytouching,verybrave,"Mrs。Pennimanwenton,arranginghermantleandpreparingtodepart。Whileshewassoengagedshehadaninspiration;shefoundthephrasethatshecouldboldlyofferasavindicationofthestepshehadtaken。"IfyoumarryCatherineatallrisks,"shesaid,"youwillgivemybrotheraproofofyourbeingwhathepretendstodoubt。"

"Whathepretendstodoubt?"

"Don"tyouknowwhatthatis?"Mrs。Pennimanasked,almostplayfully。

"Itdoesnotconcernmetoknow,"saidMorris,grandly。

"Ofcourseitmakesyouangry。"

"Idespiseit,"Morrisdeclared。

"Ah,youknowwhatitis,then?"saidMrs。Penniman,shakingherfingerathim。"Hepretendsthatyoulike-youlikethemoney。"

Morrishesitatedamoment;andthen,asifhespokeadvisedly,"Idolikethemoney!"

"Ah,butnot-butnotashemeansit。Youdon"tlikeitmorethanCatherine?"

Heleanedhiselbowsonthetableandburiedhisheadinhishands。"Youtortureme!"hemurmured。And,indeed,thiswasalmosttheeffectofthepoorlady"stooimportunateinterestinhissituation。

Butsheinsistedinmakingherpoint。"Ifyoumarryherinspiteofhim,hewilltakeforgrantedthatyouexpectnothingofhim,andarepreparedtodowithoutit;andsohewillseethatyouaredisinterested。"

Morrisraisedhisheadalittle,followingthisargument。"AndwhatshallIgainbythat?"

"Why,thathewillseethathehasbeenwronginthinkingthatyouwishedtogethismoney。"

"AndseeingthatIwishhewouldgotothedeucewithit,hewillleaveittoahospital。Isthatwhatyoumean?"askedMorris。

"No,Idon"tmeanthat,thoughthatwouldbeverygrand,"Mrs。

Pennimanquicklyadded。"Imeanthat,havingdoneyousuchaninjustice,hewillthinkithisduty,attheend,tomakesomeamends。"

Morrisshookhishead,thoughitmustbeconfessedhewasalittlestruckwiththisidea。"Doyouthinkheissosentimental?"

"Heisnotsentimental,"saidMrs。Penniman,"but,tobeperfectlyfairtohim,Ithinkhehas,inhisownnarrowway,acertainsenseofduty。"

TherepassedthroughMorrisTownsend"smindarapidwonderastowhathemight,evenunderaremotecontingency,beindebtedtofromtheactionofthisprincipleinDoctorSloper"sbreast,andtheinquiryexhausteditselfinhissenseoftheludicrous。"Yourbrotherhasnodutiestome,"hesaidpresently,"andInonetohim。"

"Ah,buthehasdutiestoCatherine。"

"Yes;butyousee,onthatprincipleCatherinehasdutiestohimaswell。"

Mrs。Pennimangotupwithamelancholysigh,asifshethoughthimveryunimaginative。"Shehasalwaysperformedthemfaithfully;andnowdoyouthinkshehasnodutiestoyou?"Mrs。Pennimanalways,eveninconversation,italicizedherpersonalpronouns。

"Itwouldsoundharshtosayso。Iamsogratefulforherlove,"

Morrisadded。

"Iwilltellheryousaidthat。Andnow,rememberthatifyouneedmeIamthere。"AndMrs。Penniman,whocouldthinkofnothingmoretosay,noddedvaguelyinthedirectionofWashingtonSquare。

Morrislookedsomemomentsatthesandedflooroftheshop;heseemedtobedisposedtolingeramoment。Atlast,lookingupwithacertainabruptness,"Itisyourbeliefthatifshemarriesmehewillcutheroff?"heasked。

Mrs。Pennimanstaredalittle,andsmiled。"Why,IhaveexplainedtoyouwhatIthinkwouldhappen-thatintheenditwouldbethebestthingtodo。"

"Youmeanthat,whatevershedoes,inthelongrunshewillgetthemoney?"

"Itdoesn"tdependuponher,butuponyou。Venturetoappearasdisinterestedasyouare,"saidMrs。Penniman,ingeniously。Morrisdroppedhiseyesonthesandedflooragain,ponderingthis,andshepursued:"Mr。PennimanandIhadnothing,andwewereveryhappy。

Catherine,moreover,hashermother"sfortune,which,atthetimemysister-in-lawmarried,wasconsideredaveryhandsomeone。"

"Oh,don"tspeakofthat!"saidMorris;andindeeditwasquitesuperfluous,forhehadcontemplatedthefactinallitslights。

"Austinmarriedawifewithmoney-whyshouldn"tyou?"

"Ah,butyourbrotherwasadoctor,"Morrisobjected。

"Well,allyoungmencan"tbedoctors。"

"Ishouldthinkitanextremelyloathsomeprofession,"saidMorris,withanairofintellectualindependence;then,inamoment,hewentonratherinconsequently,"DoyousupposethereisawillalreadymadeinCatherine"sfavor?"

"Isupposesoevendoctorsmustdie;andperhapsalittleinmine,"Mrs。Pennimanfranklyadded。

"Andyoubelievehewouldcertainlychangeit-asregardsCatherine?"

"Yes;andthenchangeitbackagain。"

"Ah,butonecan"tdependonthat,"saidMorris。

"Doyouwanttodependonit?"Mrs。Pennimanasked。

Morrisblushedalittle。"Well,IamcertainlyafraidofbeingthecauseofaninjurytoCatherine。"

"Ah,youmustnotbeafraid。Beafraidofnothing,andeverythingwillgowell。"

AndthenMrs。Pennimanpaidforhercupoftea,andMorrispaidforhisoysterstew,andtheywentouttogetherintothedimlylightedwildernessoftheSeventhAvenue。Theduskhadclosedincompletely,andthestreetlampswereseparatedbywideintervalsofapavementinwhichcavitiesandfissuresplayedadisproportionatepart。Anomnibus,emblazonedwithstrangepictures,wenttumblingoverthedislocatedcobblestones。

"Howwillyougohome?"Morrisasked,followingthisvehiclewithaninterestedeye。Mrs。Pennimanhadtakenhisarm。

Shehesitatedamoment。"Ithinkthismannerwouldbepleasant,"shesaid;andshecontinuedtolethimfeelthevalueofhissupport。

Sohewalkedwithherthroughthedeviouswaysofthewestsideofthetown,andthroughthebustleofgatheringnightfallinpopulousstreets,tothequietprecinctofWashingtonSquare。TheylingeredamomentatthefootofDoctorSloper"swhitemarblesteps,abovewhichaspotlesswhitedoor,adornedwithaglitteringsilverplate,seemedtofigureforMorristheclosedportalofhappiness;andthenMrs。Penniman"scompanionrestedamelancholyeyeuponalightedwindowintheupperpartofthehouse。

"Thatismyroom-mydearlittleroom!"Mrs。Pennimanremarked。

Morrisstarted。"ThenIneedn"tcomewalkingroundtheSquaretogazeatit。"

"That"sasyouplease。ButCatherine"sisbehind;twonoblewindowsonthesecondfloor。Ithinkyoucanseethemfromtheotherstreet。"

"Idon"twanttoseethem,ma"am。"AndMorristurnedhisbacktothehouse。

"Iwilltellheryouhavebeenhere,atanyrate,"saidMrs。

Penniman,pointingtothespotwheretheystood,"andIwillgiveheryourmessage-thatsheistoholdfast。"

"Ohyes;ofcourse。YouknowIwriteherallthat。"

"Itseemstosaymorewhenitisspoken。Andremember,ifyouneedme,thatIamhere,"andMrs。Pennimanglancedatthethirdfloor。

Onthistheyseparated,andMorris,lefttohimself,stoodlookingatthehouseamoment;afterwhichheturnedaway,andtookagloomywalkroundtheSquare,ontheoppositeside,closetothewoodenfence。Thenhecameback,andpausedforaminuteinfrontofDoctorSloper"sdwelling。Hiseyestraveledoverit;theyevenrestedontheruddywindowsofMrs。Penniman"sapartment。Hethoughtitadevilishcomfortablehouse。

CHAPTER17。

MRS。PENNIMANtoldCatherinethatevening-thetwoladiesweresittinginthebackparlor-thatshehadhadaninterviewwithMorrisTownsend;andonreceivingthisnewsthegirlstartedwithasenseofpain。Shefeltangryforthemoment;itwasalmostthefirsttimeshehadeverfeltangry。Itseemedtoherthatherauntwasmeddlesome;andfromthiscameavagueapprehensionthatshewouldspoilsomething。

"Idon"tseewhyyoushouldhaveseenhim。Idon"tthinkitwasright,"Catherinesaid。

"Iwassosorryforhim-itseemedtomesomeoneoughttoseehim。"

"NoonebutI,"saidCatherine,whofeltasifsheweremakingthemostpresumptuousspeechofherlife,andyetatthesametimehadaninstinctthatshewasrightindoingso。

"Butyouwouldn"t,mydear,"AuntLaviniarejoined,"andIdidn"tknowwhatmighthavebecomeofhim。"

"Ihavenotseenhimbecausemyfatherhasforbiddenit,"

Catherinesaid,verysimply。

Therewasasimplicityinthis,indeed,whichfairlyvexedMrs。

Penniman。"Ifyourfatherforbadeyoutogotosleep,Isupposeyouwouldkeepawake!"shecommented。

Catherinelookedather。"Idon"tunderstandyou。Youseemtomeverystrange。"

"Well,mydear,youwillunderstandmesomeday!"AndMrs。

Penniman,whowasreadingtheeveningpaper,whichsheperuseddailyfromthefirstlinetothelast,resumedheroccupation。Shewrappedherselfinsilence;shewasdeterminedCatherineshouldaskherforanaccountofherinterviewwithMorris。ButCatherinewassilentforsolongthatshealmostlostpatience;andshewasonthepointofremarkingtoherthatshewasveryheartless,whenthegirlatlastspoke。

"Whatdidhesay?"sheasked。

"Hesaidheisreadytomarryyouanyday,inspiteofeverything。"

Catherinemadenoanswertothis,andMrs。Pennimanalmostlostpatienceagain;owingtowhichsheatlastvolunteeredtheinformationthatMorrislookedveryhandsome,butterriblyhaggard。

"Didheseemsad?"askedherniece。

"Hewasdarkundertheeyes,"saidMrs。Penniman。"SodifferentfromwhenIfirstsawhim;thoughIamnotsurethatifIhadseenhiminthisconditionthefirsttime,Ishouldnothavebeenevenmorestruckwithhim。Thereissomethingbrilliantinhisverymisery。"

Thiswas,toCatherine"ssense,avividpicture,andthoughshedisapproved,shefeltherselfgazingatit。"Wheredidyouseehim?"

sheasked,presently。

"In-intheBowery;ataconfectioner"s,"saidMrs。Penniman,whohadageneralideathatsheoughttodissemblealittle。

"Whereaboutsistheplace?"Catherineinquired,afteranotherpause。

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