投诉 阅读记录

第3章

"Itmustbedeucedlypleasantforaplain,inanimategirllikethattohaveabeautifulyoungfellowcomeandsitdownbesideher,andwhispertoherthatheisherslave-ifthatiswhatthisonewhispers。Nowondershelikesit,andthatshethinksmeacrueltyrant,whichofcourseshedoes,thoughsheisafraid-shehasn"ttheanimationnecessary-toadmitittoherself。PooroldCatherine!"

musedthedoctor,"IverilybelievesheiscapableofdefendingmewhenTownsendabusesme!"

Andtheforceofthisreflection,forthemoment,wassuchinmakinghimfeelthenaturaloppositionbetweenhispointofviewandthatofaninfatuatedchild,thathesaidtohimselfthathewasperhapsafteralltakingthingstoohard,andcryingoutbeforehewashurt。

HemustnotcondemnMorrisTownsendunheard。Hehadagreataversiontotakingthingstoohard;hethoughtthathalfthediscomfortandmanyofthedisappointmentsoflifecomefromit;andforaninstantheaskedhimselfwhether,possibly,hedidnotappearridiculoustothisintelligentyoungman,whoseprivateperceptionofincongruitieshesuspectedofbeingkeen。AttheendofaquarterofanhourCatherinehadgotridofhim,andTownsendwasnowstandingbeforethefireplaceinconversationwithMrs。Almond。

"Wewilltryhimagain,"saidthedoctor。Andhecrossedtheroomandjoinedhissisterandhercompanion,makingherasignthatsheshouldleavetheyoungmantohim。Shepresentlydidso,whileMorrislookedathim,smiling,withoutasignofevasivenessinhisaffableeye。

"He"samazinglyconceited!"thoughtthedoctor;andthenhesaid,aloud,"Iamtoldyouarelookingoutforaposition。"

"Oh,apositionismorethanIshouldpresumetocallit,"MorrisTownsendanswered。"Thatsoundssofine。Ishouldlikesomequietwork-somethingtoturnanhonestpenny。"

"Whatsortofthingshouldyouprefer?"

"DoyoumeanwhatamIfitfor?Verylittle,Iamafraid。Ihavenothingbutmygoodrightarm,astheysayinthemelodramas。"

"Youaretoomodest,"saidthedoctor。"Inadditiontoyourgoodrightarmyouhaveyoursubtlebrain。IknownothingofyoubutwhatI

see;butIseebyyourphysiognomythatyouareextremelyintelligent。"

"Ah,"Townsendmurmured,"Idon"tknowwhattoanswerwhenyousaythat。Youadviseme,then,nottodespair?"

Andhelookedathisinterlocutorasifthequestionmighthaveadoublemeaning。Thedoctorcaughtthelookandweigheditamomentbeforehereplied。"Ishouldbeverysorrytoadmitthatarobustandwell-disposedyoungmanneedeverdespair。Ifhedoesn"tsucceedinonething,hecantryanother。Only,Ishouldadd,heshouldchoosehislinewithdiscretion。"

"Ah,yes,withdiscretion,"MorrisTownsendrepeated,sympathetically。"Well,Ihavebeenindiscreet,formerly;butI

thinkIhavegotoverit。Iamverysteadynow。"Andhestoodamoment,lookingdownathisremarkablyneatshoes。Thenatlast,"Wereyoukindlyintendingtoproposesomethingformyadvantage?"heinquired,lookingupandsmiling。

momenthereflectedthathehimselfhad,afterall,touchedfirstuponthisdelicatepoint,andthathiswordsmighthavebeenconstruedasanofferofassistance。"Ihavenoparticularproposaltomake,"hepresentlysaid,"butitoccurredtometoletyouknowthatIhaveyouinmymind。Sometimesonehearsofopportunities。Forinstance,shouldyouobjecttoleavingNewYork-togoingtoadistance?"

"IamafraidIshouldn"tbeabletomanagethat。Imustseekmyfortunehereornowhere。Yousee,"addedMorrisTownsend,"Ihaveties-Ihaveresponsibilitieshere。Ihaveasister,awidow,fromwhomIhavebeenseparatedforalongtime,andtowhomIamalmosteverything。Ishouldn"tliketosaytoherthatImustleaveher。

Sheratherdependsuponme,yousee。"

"Ah,that"sveryproper;familyfeelingisveryproper,"saidDoctorSloper。"Ioftenthinkthereisnotenoughofitinourcity。I

thinkIhaveheardofyoursister。"

"Itispossible,butIratherdoubtit;shelivessoveryquietly。"

"Asquietly,youmean,"thedoctorwenton,withashortlaugh,"asaladymaydowhohasseveralyoungchildren。"

"Ah,mylittlenephewsandnieces-that"stheverypoint!Iamhelpingtobringthemup,"saidMorrisTownsend。"Iamakindofamateurtutor;Igivethemlessons。"

"That"sveryproper,asIsay;butitishardlyacareer。"

"Itwon"tmakemyfortune,"theyoungmanconfessed。

"Youmustnotbetoomuchbentonafortune,"saidthedoctor。

"ButIassureyouIwillkeepyouinmind;Iwon"tlosesightofyou。"

"IfmysituationbecomesdesperateIshallperhapstakethelibertyofremindingyou,"Morrisrejoined,raisinghisvoicealittle,withabrightersmile,ashisinterlocutorturnedaway。

BeforeheleftthehousethedoctorhadafewwordswithMrs。

Almond。

"Ishouldliketoseehissister,"hesaid。"Whatdoyoucallher-

Mrs。Montgomery?Ishouldliketohavealittletalkwithher。"

"Iwilltryandmanageit,"Mrs。Almondresponded。"Iwilltakethefirstopportunityofinvitingher,andyoushallcomeandmeether;unless,indeed,"Mrs。Almondadded,"Shefirsttakesitintoherheadtobesickandtosendforyou。"

"Ahno,notthat;shemusthavetroubleenoughwithoutthat。Butitwouldhaveitsadvantages,forthenIshouldseethechildren。I

shouldlikeverymuchtoseethechildren。"

"Youareverythorough。Doyouwanttocatechizethemabouttheiruncle?"

"Precisely。Theiruncletellsmehehaschargeoftheireducation,thathesavestheirmothertheexpenseofschoolbills。Ishouldliketoaskthemafewquestionsinthecommonerbranches。"

"Hecertainlyhasnotthecutofaschoolmaster,"Mrs。Almondsaidtoherselfashorttimeafterward,asshesawMorrisTownsendinacornerbendingoverherniece,whowasseated。

Andtherewas,indeed,nothingintheyoungman"sdiscourseatthismomentthatsavoredofthepedagogue。

"Willyoumeetmesomewheretomorrowornextday?"hesaid,inalowtone,toCatherine。

"Meetyou?"sheasked,liftingherfrightenedeyes。

"Ihavesomethingparticulartosaytoyou-veryparticular。"

"Can"tyoucometothehouse?Can"tyousayitthere?"

Townsendshookhisheadgloomily。"Ican"tenteryourdoorsagain。"

"Oh,Mr。Townsend!"murmuredCatherine。Shetrembledasshewonderedwhathadhappened-whetherherfatherhadforbiddenit。

"Ican"t,inself-respect,"saidtheyoungman。"Yourfatherhasinsultedme。"

"Insultedyou!"

"Hehastauntedmewithmypoverty。"

"Oh,youaremistaken-youmisunderstoodhim!"Catherinespokewithenergy,gettingupfromherchair。

"PerhapsIamtooproud-toosensitive。Butwouldyouhavemeotherwise?"heasked,tenderly。

"Wheremyfatherisconcerned,youmustnotbesure。Heisfullofgoodness,"saidCatherine。

"Helaughedatmeforhavingnoposition。Itookitquietly;butonlybecausehebelongstoyou。"

"Idon"tknow,"saidCatherine,"Idon"tknowwhathethinks。Iamsurehemeanstobekind。Youmustnotbetooproud。"

"Iwillbeproudonlyofyou,"Morrisanswered。"WillyoumeetmeintheSquareintheafternoon?"

AgreatblushonCatherine"sparthadbeentheanswertothedeclarationIhavejustquoted。Sheturnedaway,heedlessofhisquestion。

"Willyoumeetme?"herepeated。"Itisveryquietthere-nooneneedseeus-towarddusk。"

"Itisyouwhoareunkind,itisyouwholaugh,whenyousaysuchthingsasthat。"

"Mydeargirl!"theyoungmanmurmured。

"Youknowhowlittlethereisinmetobeproudof。Iamuglyandstupid。"

Morrisgreetedthisremarkwithanardentmurmur,inwhichsherecognizednothingarticulatebutanassurancethatshewashisowndearest。

Butshewenton。"Iamnoteven-Iamnoteven-"Andshepausedamoment。

"Youarenotwhat?"

"Iamnotevenbrave。"

"Ah,then,ifyouareafraid,whatshallwedo?"

Shehesitatedawhile;thenatlast,"Youmustcometothehouse,"

shesaid。"Iamnotafraidofthat。"

"IwouldratheritwereintheSquare,"theyoungmanurged。"Youknowhowemptyitis,often。Noonewillseeus。"

"Idon"tcarewhoseesus。Butleavemenow。"

Heleftherresignedly;hehadgotwhathewanted。Fortunatelyhewasignorantthathalfanhourlater,goinghomewithherfather,andfeelinghimnear,thepoorgirl,inspiteofhersuddendeclarationofcourage,begantotrembleagain。Herfathersaidnothing;butshehadanideahiseyeswerefixeduponherinthedarkness。Mrs。Pennimanalsowassilent;MorrisTownsendhadtoldherthatherniecepreferred,unromantically,aninterviewinachintz-coveredparlortoasentimentaltrystbesideafountainsheetedwithdeadleaves,andshewaslostinwondermentattheoddity-almosttheperversity-ofthechoice。

CHAPTER10。

CATHERINEreceivedtheyoungmanthenextdayonthegroundshehadchosen-amidstthechasteupholsteryofaNewYorkdrawingroomfurnishedinthefashionoffiftyyearsago。Morrishadswallowedhispride,andmadetheeffortnecessarytocrossthethresholdofhertooderisiveparent-anactofmagnanimitywhichcouldnotfailtorenderhimdoublyinteresting。

"Wemustsettlesomething-wemusttakealine,"hedeclared,passinghishandthroughhishairandgivingaglanceatthelong,narrowmirrorwhichadornedthespacebetweenthetwowindows,andwhichhadatitsbasealittlegildedbracketcoveredbyathinslabofwhitemarble,supportinginitsturnabackgammonboardfoldedtogetherintheshapeoftwovolumes-twoshiningfoliosinscribed,ingreenish-giltletters,HistoryofEngland。IfMorrishadbeenpleasedtodescribethemasterofthehouseasaheartlessscoffer,itisbecausehethoughthimtoomuchonhisguard,andthiswastheeasiestwaytoexpresshisowndissatisfaction-adissatisfactionwhichhehadmadeapointofconcealingfromthedoctor。Itwillprobablyseemtothereader,however,thatthedoctor"svigilancewasbynomeansexcessive,andthatthesetwoyoungpeoplehadanopenfield。Theirintimacywasnowconsiderable,anditmayappearthat,forashrinkingandretiringperson,ourheroinehadbeenliberalofherfavors。Theyoungman,withinafewdays,hadmadeherlistentothingsforwhichshehadnotsupposedthatshewasprepared;havingalivelyforebodingofdifficulties,heproceededtogainasmuchgroundaspossibleinthepresent。Herememberedthatfortunefavorsthebrave,andevenifhehadforgottenit,Mrs。Pennimanwouldhaveremembereditforhim。Mrs。Pennimandelightedofallthingsinadrama,andsheflatteredherselfthatadramawouldnowbeenacted。

Combiningasshedidthezealoftheprompterwiththeimpatienceofthespectator,shehadlongsincedoneherutmosttopullupthecurtain。She,too,expectedtofigureintheperformance-tobetheconfidante,thechorus,tospeaktheepilogue。Itmayevenbesaidthatthereweretimeswhenshelostsightaltogetherofthemodestheroineoftheplayinthecontemplationofcertaingreatsceneswhichwouldnaturallyoccurbetweentheheroandherself。

WhatMorrishadtoldCatherineatlastwassimplythathelovedher,orratheradoredher。Virtually,hehadmadeknownasmuchalready-

hisvisitshadbeenaseriesofeloquentintimationsofit。Butnowhehadaffirmeditinlover"svows,and,asamemorablesignofit,hehadpassedhisarmroundthegirl"swaistandtakenakiss。ThishappycertitudehadcomesoonerthanCatherineexpected,andshehadregardedit,verynaturally,asapricelesstreasure。Itmayevenbedoubtedwhethershehadeverdefinitelyexpectedtopossessit;shehadnotbeenwaitingforit,andshehadneversaidtoherselfthatatagivenmomentitmustcome。AsIhavetriedtoexplain,shewasnoteagerandexacting;shetookwhatwasgivenherfromdaytoday;andifthedelightfulcustomofherlover"svisits,whichyieldedherahappinessinwhichconfidenceandtimiditywerestrangelyblended,hadsuddenlycometoanend,shewouldnotonlynothavespokenofherselfasoneoftheforsaken,butshewouldnothavethoughtofherselfasoneofthedisappointed。AfterMorrishadkissedher,thelasttimehewaswithher,asaripeassuranceofhisdevotion,shebeggedhimtogoaway,toleaveheralone,toletherthink。Morriswentaway,takinganotherkissfirst。ButCatherine"smeditationshadlackedacertaincoherence。Shefelthiskissesonherlipsandonhercheeksforalongtimeafterward;thesensationwasratheranobstaclethananaidtoreflection。Shewouldhavelikedtoseehersituationallclearlybeforeher,tomakeuphermindwhatsheshoulddoif,asshefeared,herfathershouldtellherthathedisapprovedofMorrisTownsend。Butallthatshecouldseewithanyvividnesswasthatitwasterriblystrangethatanyoneshoulddisapproveofhim;thattheremustinthatcasebesomemistake,somemystery,whichinalittlewhilewouldbesetatrest。Sheputoffdecidingandchoosing;beforethevisionofaconflictwithherfathershedroppedhereyesandsatmotionless,holdingherbreathandwaiting。

Itmadeherheartbeat;itwasintenselypainful。WhenMorriskissedherandsaidthesethings-thatalsomadeherheartbeat;butthiswasworse,anditfrightenedher。Nevertheless,today,whentheyoungmanspokeofsettlingsomething,takingaline,shefeltthatitwasthetruth,andsheansweredverysimplyandwithouthesitating。

"Wemustdoourduty,"shesaid。"Wemustspeaktomyfather。Iwilldoittonight;youmustdoittomorrow。"

"Itisverygoodofyoutodoitfirst,"Morrisanswered。"Theyoungman-thehappylover-generallydoesthat。Butjustasyouplease。"

ItpleasedCatherinetothinkthatsheshouldbebraveforhissake,andinhersatisfactionsheevengavealittlesmile。"Womenhavemoretact,"shesaid。"Theyoughttodoitfirst。Theyaremoreconciliating;theycanpersuadebetter。"

"Youwillneedallyourpowersofpersuasion。But,afterall,"

Morrisadded,"youareirresistible。"

"Pleasedon"tspeakthatway-andpromisemethis:Tomorrow,whenyoutalkwithFather,youwillbeverygentleandrespectful。"

"Asmuchsoaspossible,"Morrispromised。"Itwon"tbemuchuse,butIshalltry。Icertainlywouldratherhaveyoueasilythanhavetofightforyou。"

"Don"ttalkaboutfighting;weshallnotfight。"

"Ah,wemustbeprepared,"Morrisrejoined,"youespecially,becauseforyouitmustcomehardest。Doyouknowthefirstthingyourfatherwillsaytoyou?"

"No,Morris;pleasetellme。"

"HewilltellyouIammercenary。"

"Mercenary!"

"It"sabigword,butitmeansalowthing。ItmeansthatIamafteryourmoney。"

"Oh!"murmuredCatherine,softly。

TheexclamationwassodeprecatingandtouchingthatMorrisindulgedinanotherlittledemonstrationofaffection。"Buthewillbesuretosayit,"headded。

"Itwillbeeasytobepreparedforthat,"Catherinesaid。"I

shallsimplysaythatheismistaken-thatothermenmaybethatway,butthatyouarenot。"

"Youmustmakeagreatpointofthat,foritwillbehisowngreatpoint。"

Catherinelookedatherloveraminute,andthenshesaid,"I

shallpersuadehim。ButIamgladweshallberich,"sheadded。

Morristurnedaway,lookingintothecrownofhishat。"No,it"samisfortune,"hesaidatlast。"Itisfromthatourdifficultywillcome。"

"Well,ifitistheworstmisfortune,wearenotsounhappy。Manypeoplewouldnotthinkitsobad。Iwillpersuadehim,andafterthatweshallbeverygladwehavemoney。"

MorrisTownsendlistenedtothisrobustlogicinsilence。"Iwillleavemydefensetoyou;it"sachargethatamanhastostooptodefendhimselffrom。"

Catherineonhersidewassilentforawhile;shewaslookingathimwhilehelooked,withagooddealoffixedness,outofthewindow。

"Morris,"shesaid,abruptly,"areyouverysureyouloveme?"

Heturnedround,andinamomenthewasbendingoverher。"Myowndearest,canyoudoubtit?"

"Ihaveonlyknownitfivedays,"shesaid,"butnowitseemstomeasifIcouldneverdowithoutit。"

"Youwillneverbecalledupontotry。"Andhegavealittletender,reassuringlaugh。Then,inamoment,headded,"Thereissomethingyoumusttellme,too。"Shehadclosedhereyesafterthelastwordssheuttered,andkeptthemclosed;andatthisshenoddedherhead,withoutopeningthem。"Youmusttellme,"hewenton,"thatifyourfatherisdeadagainstme,ifheabsolutelyforbidsourmarriage,youwillstillbefaithful。"

Catherineopenedhereyes,gazingathim,andshecouldgivenobetterpromisethanwhathereadthere。

"Youwillcleavetome?"saidMorris。"Youknowyouareyourownmistress-youareofage。"

"Ah,Morris!"shemurmured,forallanswer;orrathernotforall,forsheputherhandintohisown。Hekeptitawhile,andpresentlyhekissedheragain。Thisisallthatneedberecordedoftheirconversation;butMrs。Penniman,ifshehadbeenpresent,wouldprobablyhaveadmittedthatitwasaswellithadnottakenplacebesidethefountaininWashingtonSquare。

CHAPTER11。

CATHERINElistenedforherfatherwhenhecameinthatevening,andsheheardhimgotohisstudy。Shesatquiet,thoughherheartwasbeatingfast,fornearlyhalfanhour;thenshewentandknockedathisdoor-aceremonywithoutwhichshenevercrossedthethresholdofthisapartment。Onenteringitnow,shefoundhiminhischairbesidethefire,entertaininghimselfwithacigarandtheeveningpaper。

"Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou,"shebeganverygently;andshesatdowninthefirstplacethatoffered。

"Ishallbeveryhappytohearit,mydear,"saidherfather。Hewaited-waited,lookingather-whileshestared,inalongsilence,atthefire。Hewascuriousandimpatient,forhewassureshewasgoingtospeakofMorrisTownsend;buthelethertakeherowntime,forhewasdeterminedtobeverymild。

"Iamengagedtobemarried!"Catherineannouncedatlast,stillstaringatthefire。

Thedoctorwasstartled;theaccomplishedfactwasmorethanhehadexpected;buthebetrayednosurprise。"Youdorighttotellme,"hesimplysaid。"Andwhoisthehappymortalwhomyouhavehonoredwithyourchoice?"

"Mr。MorrisTownsend。"Andasshepronouncedherlover"snameCatherinelookedathim。Whatshesawwasherfather"sstillgrayeyeandhisclear-cut,definitesmile。Shecontemplatedtheseobjectsforamoment,andthenshelookedbackatthefire;itwasmuchwarmer。

"Whenwasthisarrangementmade?"thedoctorasked。

"Thisafternoon-twohoursago。"

"WasMr。Townsendhere?"

"Yes,Father;inthefrontparlor。"Shewasverygladthatshewasnotobligedtotellhimthattheceremonyoftheirbetrothalhadtakenplaceoutthereunderthebareailanthustrees。

"Isitserious?"saidthedoctor。

"Veryserious,Father。"

Herfatherwassilentamoment。"Mr。Townsendoughttohavetoldme。"

"Hemeanstotellyoutomorrow。"

"AfterIknowallaboutitfromyou?Heoughttohavetoldmebefore。DoeshethinkIdidn"tcare,becauseIleftyousomuchliberty?"

"Ohno,"saidCatherine,"heknewyouwouldcare。Andwehavebeensomuchobligedtoyoufor-fortheliberty。"

Thedoctorgaveashortlaugh。"Youmighthavemadeabetteruseofit,Catherine。"

"Pleasedon"tsaythat,Father!"thegirlurged,softly,fixingherdullandgentleeyesuponhim。

Hepuffedhiscigarawhile,meditatively。"Youhavegoneveryfast,"

hesaid,atlast。

"Yes,"Catherineanswered,simply,"Ithinkwehave。"

Herfatherglancedatheraninstant,removinghiseyesfromthefire。"Idon"twonderMr。Townsendlikesyou;youaresosimpleandsogood。"

"Idon"tknowwhyitis;buthedoeslikeme。Iamsureofthat。"

"AndareyouveryfondofMr。Townsend?"

"Ilikehimverymuch,ofcourse,orIshouldn"tconsenttomarryhim。"

"Butyouhaveknownhimaveryshorttime,mydear。"

"Oh,"saidCatherine,withsomeeagerness,"itdoesn"ttakelongtolikeaperson-whenonceyoubegin。"

"Youmusthavebegunveryquickly。Wasitthefirsttimeyousawhim-thatnightatyouraunt"sparty?"

"Idon"tknow,Father,"thegirlanswered。"Ican"ttellyouaboutthat。"

"Ofcourse;that"syourownaffair。YouwillhaveobservedthatI

haveactedonthatprinciple。Ihavenotinterfered;Ihaveleftyouyourliberty;Ihaverememberedthatyouarenolongeralittlegirl-thatyouhavearrivedatyearsofdiscretion。"

"Ifeelveryold-andverywise,"saidCatherine,smilingfaintly。

"Iamafraidthatbeforelongyouwillfeelolderandwiseryet。I

don"tlikeyourengagement。"

"Ah!"Catherineexclaimed,softly,gettingupfromherchair。

"No,mydear。Iamsorrytogiveyoupain;butIdon"tlikeit。

Youshouldhaveconsultedmebeforeyousettledit。Ihavebeentooeasywithyou,andIfeelasifyouhadtakenadvantageofmyindulgence。Mostdecidedlyyoushouldhavespokentomefirst。"

Catherinehesitatedamoment,andthen,"ItwasbecauseIwasafraidyouwouldn"tlikeit,"sheconfessed。

"Ah,thereitis!Youhadabadconscience。"

"No,Ihavenotabadconscience,Father!"thegirlcriedout,withconsiderableenergy。"Pleasedon"taccusemeofanythingsodreadful!"Thesewords,infact,representedtoherimaginationsomethingveryterribleindeed,somethingbaseandcruel,whichsheassociatedwithmalefactorsandprisoners。"ItwasbecauseIwasafraid-afraid-"shewenton。

"Ifyouwereafraid,itwasbecauseyouhadbeenfoolish。"

"Iwasafraidyoudidn"tlikeMr。Townsend。"

"Youwerequiteright。Idon"tlikehim。"

"DearFather,youdon"tknowhim,"saidCatherine,inavoicesotimidlyargumentativethatitmighthavetouchedhim。

"Verytrue;Idon"tknowhimintimately。ButIknowhimenough;I

havemyimpressionofhim。Youdon"tknowhimeither。"

Shestoodbeforethefirewithherhandslightlyclaspedinfrontofher;andherfather,leaningbackinhischairandlookingupather,madethisremarkwithaplaciditythatmighthavebeenirritating。

Idoubt,however,whetherCatherinewasirritated,thoughshebrokeintoavehementprotest。"Idon"tknowhim?"shecried。"Why,Iknowhim-betterthanIhaveeverknownanyone!"

"Youknowapartofhim-whathehaschosentoshowyou。Butyoudon"tknowtherest。"

"Therest?Whatistherest?"

"Whateveritmaybe,thereissuretobeplentyofit。"

"Iknowwhatyoumean,"saidCatherine,rememberinghowMorrishadforewarnedher。"Youmeanthatheismercenary。"

Herfatherlookedupatherstill,withhiscold,quiet,reasonableeye。"IfImeantit,mydear,Ishouldsayit!ButthereisanerrorIwishparticularlytoavoid-thatofrenderingMr。

Townsendmoreinterestingtoyoubysayinghardthingsabouthim。"

"Iwon"tthinkthemhardiftheyaretrue,"saidCatherine。

"Ifyoudon"t,youwillbearemarkablysensibleyoungwoman!"

"Theywillbeyourreasons,atanyrate,andyouwillwantmetohearyourreasons。"

Thedoctorsmiledalittle。"Verytrue。Youhaveaperfectrighttoaskforthem。"Andhepuffedhiscigarafewmoments。"Verywell,then;withoutaccusingMr。Townsendofbeinginloveonlywithyourfortune-andwiththefortunethatyoujustlyexpect-Iwillsaythatthereiseveryreasontosupposethatthesegoodthingshaveenteredintohiscalculationmorelargelythanatendersolicitudeforyourhappinessstrictlyrequires。Thereis,ofcourse,nothingimpossibleinanintelligentyoungmanentertainingadisinterestedaffectionforyou。Youareanhonest,amiablegirl,andanintelligentyoungmanmighteasilyfinditout。Buttheprincipalthingthatweknowaboutthisyoungman-whois,indeed,veryintelligent-leadsustosupposethat,howevermuchhemayvalueyourpersonalmerits,hevaluesyourmoneymore。Theprincipalthingweknowabouthimisthathehasledalifeofdissipation,andhasspentafortuneofhisownindoingso。Thatisenoughforme,mydear。Iwishyoutomarryayoungmanwithotherantecedents-ayoungmanwhocouldgivepositiveguarantees。IfMorrisTownsendhasspenthisownfortuneinamusinghimself,thereiseveryreasontobelievethathewouldspendyours。"

Thedoctordeliveredhimselfoftheseremarksslowly,deliberately,withoccasionalpausesandprolongationsofaccent,whichmadenogreatallowanceforpoorCatherine"ssuspenseastohisconclusion。Shesatdownatlast,withherheadbentandhereyesstillfixeduponhim;andstrangelyenough-Ihardlyknowhowtotellit-evenwhileshefeltthatwhathesaidwentsoterriblyagainsther,sheadmiredhisneatnessandnoblenessofexpression。

Therewassomethinghopelessandoppressiveinhavingtoarguewithherfather;butshetoo,onherside,musttrytobeclear。Hewassoquiet;hewasnotatallangry;andshe,too,mustbequiet。Butherveryefforttobequietmadehertremble。

"Thatisnottheprincipalthingweknowabouthim,"shesaid;andtherewasatouchofhertremorinhervoice。"Thereareotherthings-

manyotherthings。Hehasveryhighabilities-hewantssomuchtodosomething。Heiskind,andgenerous,andtrue,"saidpoorCatherine,whohadnotsuspectedhithertotheresourcesofhereloquence。"Andhisfortune-hisfortunethathespent-wasverysmall。"

"Allthemorereasonheshouldn"thavespentit,"criedthedoctor,gettingupwithalaugh。Then,asCatherine,whohadalsorisentoherfeetagain,stoodthereinherratherangularearnestness,wishingsomuchandexpressingsolittle,hedrewhertowardhimandkissedher。"Youwon"tthinkmecruel?"hesaid,holdingheramoment。

Thisquestionwasnotreassuring;itseemedtoCatherine,onthecontrary,tosuggestpossibilitieswhichmadeherfeelsick。Butsheansweredcoherentlyenough,"No,dearFather;becauseifyouknewhowIfeel-andyoumustknow,youknoweverything-youwouldbesokind,sogentle。"

"Yes,IthinkIknowhowyoufeel,"thedoctorsaid。"Iwillbeverykind-besureofthat。AndIwillseeMr。Townsendtomorrow。

Meanwhile,andforthepresent,besogoodastomentiontonoonethatyouareengaged。"

CHAPTER12。

ONTHEMORROW,intheafternoon,hestayedathome,awaitingMr。

Townsend"scall-aproceedingbywhichitappearedtohim(justlyperhaps,forhewasaverybusyman)thathepaidCatherine"ssuitorgreathonor,andgaveboththeseyoungpeoplesomuchthelesstocomplainof。Morrispresentedhimselfwithacountenancesufficientlyserene-heappearedtohaveforgottenthe"insult"forwhichhehadsolicitedCatherine"ssympathytwoeveningsbefore-andDoctorSloperlostnotimeinlettinghimknowthathehadbeenpreparedforhisvisit。

"Catherinetoldmeyesterdaywhathasbeengoingonbetweenyou,"hesaid。"Youmustallowmetosaythatitwouldhavebeenbecomingofyoutogivemenoticeofyourintentionsbeforetheyhadgonesofar。"

"Ishouldhavedoneso,"Morrisanswered,"ifyouhadnothadsomuchtheappearanceofleavingyourdaughteratliberty。Sheseemstomequiteherownmistress。"

"Literally,sheis。Butshehasnotemancipatedherselfmorallyquitesofar,Itrust,astochooseahusbandwithoutconsultingme。I

haveleftheratliberty,butIhavenotbeenintheleastindifferent。Thetruthis,thatyourlittleaffairhascometoaheadwitharapiditythatsurprisesme。ItwasonlytheotherdaythatCatherinemadeyouracquaintance。"

"Itwasnotlongago,certainly,"saidMorris,withgreatgravity。

"Iadmitthatwehavenotbeenslowto-toarriveatanunderstanding。

Butthatwasverynatural,fromthemomentweweresureofourselves-andofeachother。MyinterestinMissSloperbeganthefirsttimeIsawher。"

"Diditnotbychanceprecedeyourfirstmeeting?"thedoctorasked。

Morrislookedathimaninstant。"Icertainlyhadalreadyheardthatshewasacharminggirl。"

"Acharminggirl-that"swhatyouthinkher?"

"Assuredly。OtherwiseIshouldnotbesittinghere。"

Thedoctormeditatedamoment。"Mydearyoungman,"hesaidatlast,"youmustbeverysusceptible。AsCatherine"sfatherIhave,I

trust,ajustandtenderappreciationofhermanygoodqualities;

butIdon"tmindtellingyouthatIhaveneverthoughtofherasacharminggirl,andneverexpectedanyoneelsetodoso。"

MorrisTownsendreceivedthisstatementwithasmilethatwasnotwhollydevoidofdeference。"Idon"tknowwhatImightthinkofherifIwereherfather。Ican"tputmyselfinthatplace。Ispeakfrommyownpointofview。"

"Youspeakverywell,"saidthedoctor,"butthatisnotallthatisnecessary。ItoldCatherineyesterdaythatIdisapprovedofherengagement。"

"Sheletmeknowasmuch,andIwasverysorrytohearit。Iamgreatlydisappointed。"AndMorrissatinsilenceawhile,lookingatthefloor。

"DidyoureallyexpectIwouldsayIwasdelighted,andthrowmydaughterintoyourarms?"

"Ohno;Ihadanideayoudidn"tlikeme。"

"Whatgaveyoutheidea?"

"ThefactthatIampoor。"

"Thathasaharshsound,"saidthedoctor,"butitisaboutthetruth-speakingofyoustrictlyasason-in-law。Yourabsenceofmeans,ofaprofession,ofvisibleresourcesorprospects,placesyouinacategoryfromwhichitwouldbeimprudentformetoselectahusbandformydaughter,whoisaweakyoungwomanwithalargefortune。InanyothercapacityIamperfectlypreparedtolikeyou。Asason-in-law,Iabominateyou。"

MorrisTownsendlistenedrespectfully。"Idon"tthinkMissSloperisaweakwoman,"hepresentlysaid。

"Ofcourseyoumustdefendher-it"stheleastyoucando。ButI

haveknownmychildtwentyyears,andyouhaveknownhersixweeks。

Evenifshewerenotweak,however,youwouldstillbeapennilessman。"

"Ah,yes;thatismyweakness!Andtherefore,youmean,Iammercenary-Ionlywantyourdaughter"smoney。"

"Idon"tsaythat。Iamnotobligedtosayit;andtosayit,saveunderstressofcompulsion,wouldbeverybadtaste。Isaysimplythatyoubelongtothewrongcategory。"

"Butyourdaughterdoesn"tmarryacategory,"Townsendurged,withhishandsomesmile。"Shemarriesanindividual-anindividualwhomsheissogoodastosaysheloves。"

"Anindividualwhoofferssolittleinreturn。"

"Isitpossibletooffermorethanthemosttenderaffectionandalifelongdevotion?"theyoungmandemanded。

"Itdependshowwetakeit。Itispossibletoofferafewotherthingsbesides,andnotonlyisitpossible,butitisthecustom。A

lifelongdevotionismeasuredafterthefact;andmeanwhileitisusualinthesecasestogiveafewmaterialsecurities。Whatareyours?Averyhandsomefaceandfigure,andaverygoodmanner。Theyareexcellentasfarastheygo,buttheydon"tgofarenough。"

"Thereisonethingyoushouldaddtothem,"saidMorris,"thewordofagentleman。"

"ThewordofagentlemanthatyouwillalwaysloveCatherine?Youmustbeafinegentlemantobesureofthat。"

"ThewordofagentlemanthatIamnotmercenary;thatmyaffectionforMissSloperisaspureanddisinterestedasentimentaswaseverlodgedinahumanbreast。Icarenomoreforherfortunethanfortheashesinthatgrate。"

"Itakenote-Itakenote,"saidthedoctor。"But,havingdoneso,I

turntoourcategoryagain。Evenwiththatsolemnvowonyourlips,youtakeyourplaceinit。Thereisnothingagainstyoubutanaccident,ifyouwill;but,withmythirtyyears"medicalpractice,Ihaveseenthataccidentsmayhavefar-reachingconsequences。"

Morrissmoothedhishat-itwasalreadyremarkablyglossy-andcontinuedtodisplayaself-controlwhich,asthedoctorwasobligedtoadmit,wasextremelycreditabletohim。Buthisdisappointmentwasevidentlykeen。

"IstherenothingIcandotomakeyoubelieveinme?"

"Iftherewere,Ishouldbesorrytosuggestit,for-don"tyousee?-Idon"twanttobelieveinyou,"saidthedoctor,smiling。

"Iwouldgoanddiginthefields。"

"Thatwouldbefoolish。"

"Iwilltakethefirstworkthatofferstomorrow。"

"Dosobyallmeans-butforyourownsake,notformine。"

"Isee;youthinkIamanidler!"Morrisexclaimed,alittletoomuchinthetoneofamanwhohasmadeadiscovery。Buthesawhiserrorimmediately,andblushed。

"Itdoesn"tmatterwhatIthink,whenonceIhavetoldyouIdon"tthinkofyouasason-in-law。"

ButMorrispersisted:"YouthinkIwouldsquanderhermoney?"

Thedoctorsmiled。"Itdoesn"tmatter,asIsay;butIpleadguiltytothat。"

"That"sbecauseIspentmyown,Isuppose,"saidMorris。"I

franklyconfessthat。Ihavebeenwild;Ihavebeenfoolish。IwilltellyoueverycrazythingIeverdid,ifyoulike。Thereweresomegreatfolliesamongthenumber-Ihaveneverconcealedthat。ButI

havesownmywildoats。Isn"ttheresomeproverbaboutareformedrake?Iwasnotarake,butIassureyouIhavereformed。Itisbettertohaveamusedone"sselfforawhileandhavedonewithit。Yourdaughterwouldnevercareforamilksop;andIwilltakethelibertyofsayingthatyouwouldlikeonequiteaslittle。Besides,betweenmymoneyandhersthereisagreatdifference。Ispentmyown;itwasbecauseitwasmyownthatIspentit。AndImadenodebts;whenitwasgoneIstopped。Idon"toweapennyintheworld。"

"Allowmetoinquirewhatyouarelivingonnow-thoughIadmit,"

thedoctoradded,"thatthequestion,onmypart,isinconsistent。"

"Iamlivingontheremnantsofmyproperty,"saidMorrisTownsend。

"Thankyou,"thedoctorgravelyreplied。

Yes,certainly,Morris"sself-controlwaslaudable。"EvenadmittingIattachanundueimportancetoMissSloper"sfortune,"hewenton,"wouldnotthatbeinitselfanassurancethatIwouldtakegoodcareofit?"

"Thatyoushouldtaketoomuchcarewouldbequiteasbadasthatyoushouldtaketoolittle。Catherinemightsufferasmuchbyyoureconomyasbyyourextravagance。"

"Ithinkyouareveryunjust!"Theyoungmanmadethisdeclarationdecently,civilly,withoutviolence。

"Itisyourprivilegetothinkso,andIsurrendermyreputationtoyou!Icertainlydon"tflattermyselfIgratifyyou。"

"Don"tyoucarealittletogratifyyourdaughter?Doyouenjoytheideaofmakinghermiserable?"

"Iamperfectlyresignedtoherthinkingmeatyrantforatwelvemonth。"

"Foratwelvemonth!"exclaimedMorris,withalaugh。

"Foralifetime,then。Shemayaswellbemiserableinthatwayasintheother。"

HereatlastMorrislosthistemper。"Ah,youarenotpolite,sir!"hecried。

"Youpushmetoit-youarguetoomuch。"

"Ihaveagreatdealatstake。"

"Well,whateveritis,"saidthedoctor,"youhavelostit。"

"Areyousureofthat?"askedMorris。"Areyousureyourdaughterwillgivemeup?"

"Imean,ofcourse,youhavelostitasfarasIamconcerned。AsforCatherine"sgivingyouup-no,Iamnotsureofit。ButasIshallstronglyrecommendit,asIhaveagreatfundofrespectandaffectioninmydaughter"smindtodrawupon,andasshehasthesentimentofdutydevelopedinaveryhighdegree,Ithinkitextremelypossible。"

MorrisTownsendbegantosmoothhishatagain。"I,too,haveafundofaffectiontodrawupon,"heobserved,atlast。

Thedoctoratthispointshowedhisownfirstsymptomsofirritation。"Doyoumeantodefyme?"

"Callitwhatyouplease,sir。Imeannottogiveyourdaughterup。"

Thedoctorshookhishead。"Ihaven"ttheleastfearofyourpiningawayyourlife。Youaremadetoenjoyit。"

Morrisgavealaugh。"Youroppositiontomymarriageisallthemorecruel,then。Doyouintendtoforbidyourdaughtertoseemeagain?"

"Sheispasttheageatwhichpeopleareforbidden,andIamnotafatherinanold-fashionednovel。ButIshallstronglyurgehertobreakwithyou。"

"Idon"tthinkshewill,"saidMorrisTownsend。

"Perhapsnot;butIshallhavedonewhatIcould。"

"Shehasgonetoofar-"Morriswenton。

"Toretreat?Thenletherstopwheresheis。"

"Toofartostop,Imean。"

Thedoctorlookedathimamoment;Morrishadhishandonthedoor。"Thereisagreatdealofimpertinenceinyoursayingit。"

"Iwillsaynomore,sir,"Morrisanswered;and,makinghisbow,helefttheroom。

CHAPTER13。

ITMAYBETHOUGHTthedoctorwastoopositiveandMrs。Almondintimatedasmuch。But,ashesaid,hehadhisimpression;itseemedtohimsufficient,andhehadnowishtomodifyit。Hehadpassedhislifeinestimatingpeople(itwaspartofthemedicaltrade),andinnineteencasesoutoftwentyhewasright。

"PerhapsMr。Townsendisthetwentiethcase,"saidMrs。Almond。

"Perhapsheis,thoughhedoesn"tlooktomeatalllikeatwentiethcase。ButIwillgivehimthebenefitofthedoubt,and,tomakesure,IwillgoandtalkwithMrs。Montgomery。ShewillalmostcertainlytellmeIhavedoneright;butitisjustpossiblethatshewillprovetomethatIhavemadethegreatestmistakeofmylife。Ifshedoes,I

willbegMr。Townsend"spardon。Youneedn"tinvitehertomeetme,asyoukindlyproposed;Iwillwriteherafrankletter,tellingherhowmattersstand,andaskingleavetocomeandseeher。"

"Iamafraidthefranknesswillbechieflyonyourside。Thepoorlittlewomanwillstandupforherbrother,whateverhemaybe。"

"Whateverhemaybe!Idoubtthat。Peoplearenotalwayssofondoftheirbrothers。"

"Ah,"saidMrs。Almond,"whenit"saquestionofthirtythousandayearcomingintoafamily-"

"Ifshestandsupforhimonaccountofthemoney,shewillbeahumbug。Ifsheisahumbug,Ishallseeit。IfIseeit,Iwon"twastetimewithher。"

"Sheisnotahumbug-sheisanexemplarywoman。Shewillnotwishtoplayherbrotheratricksimplybecauseheisselfish。"

"Ifsheisworthtalkingto,shewillsoonerplayhimatrickthanthatheshouldplayCatherineone。HassheseenCatherine,bytheway-

doessheknowher?"

"Nottomyknowledge。Mr。Townsendcanhavehadnoparticularinterestinbringingthemtogether。"

"Ifsheisanexemplarywoman,no。Butweshallseetowhatextentsheanswersyourdescription。"

"Ishallbecurioustohearherdescriptionofyou,"saidMrs。

Almond,withalaugh。"And,meanwhile,howisCatherinetakingit?"

"Asshetakeseverything-asamatterofcourse。"

"Doesn"tshemakeanoise?Hasn"tshemadeascene?"

"Sheisnotscenic。"

"Ithoughtalovelornmaidenwasalwaysscenic。"

"Aridiculouswidowismoreso。Laviniahasmademeaspeech;shethinksmeveryarbitrary。"

"Shehasatalentforbeinginthewrong,"saidMrs。Almond。"ButIamverysorryforCatherine,allthesame。"

"SoamI。Butshewillgetoverit。"

"Youbelieveshewillgivehimup?"

"Icountuponit。Shehassuchanadmirationforherfather。"

"Oh,weknowallaboutthat。Butitonlymakesmepityherthemore。

Itmakesherdilemmathemorepainful,andtheeffortofchoosingbetweenyouandherloveralmostimpossible。"

"Ifshecan"tchoose,allthebetter。"

"Yes;buthewillstandthereentreatinghertochoose,andLaviniawillpullonthatside。"

"Iamgladsheisnotonmyside;sheiscapableofruininganexcellentcause。ThedayLaviniagetsintoyourboatitcapsizes。

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