投诉 阅读记录

第8章

ThetwoshadowyfiguresseenthroughthegreygauzesofthemorningbyRuth,fivehoursbeforethistime,hadgoneontotheopenplacebythenorthentranceofSylvaniaCastle,wherethelanetotheruinsoftheoldcastlebranchedoff。Alistenerwouldnothavegatheredthatasinglewordpassedbetweenthem。Themanwalkedwithdifficulty,supportedbythewoman。Atthisspottheystoppedandkissedeachotheralongwhile。

’WeoughttowalkallthewaytoBudmouth,ifwewishnottobediscovered,’hesaidsadly。’AndIcan’tevengetacrosstheisland,evenbyyourhelp,darling。Itistwomilestothefootofthehill。’

She,whowastrembling,triedtospeakconsolingly:

’IfyoucouldwalkweshouldhavetogodowntheStreetofWells,whereperhapssomebodywouldknowme?NowifwegetbelowheretotheCove,can’twepushoffoneofthelittleboatsIsawtherelastnight,andpaddlealongclosetotheshoretillwegettothenorthside?Thenwecanwalkacrosstothestationverywell。Itisquitecalm,andasthetidesetsinthatdirection,itwilltakeusalongofitself,withoutmuchrowing。I’veoftengotroundinaboatthatway。’

Thisseemedtobetheonlyplanthatoffered,andabandoningthestraightroadtheywounddownthedefilespannedfurtheronbytheoldcastlearch,andformingtheoriginalfosseofthefortress。

Thestrokeoftheirownfootsteps,lightlyasthesefell,wasflappedbacktothemwithimpertinentgratuitousnessbytheverticalfacesoftherock,sostillwaseverythingaround。Alittlefurther,andtheyemergedupontheopenledgeofthelowertierofcliffs,totherightbeingtheslopingpathwayleadingdowntothesecludedcreekattheirbase——thesinglepracticablespotofexitfromorentrancetotheisleonthissidebyaseagoingcraft;onceanactivewharf,whencemanyafinepublicbuildinghadsailed——includingSaintPaul’sCathedral。

Thetimorousshadowyshapesdescendedthefootway,oneatleastofthemknowingtheplacesowellthatshefounditscarcelynecessarytoguideherselfdownbytouchingthenaturalwallofstoneonherrighthand,ashercompaniondid。Thus,withquicksuspensivebreathingstheyarrivedatthebottom,andtrodthefewyardsofshinglewhich,ontheforbiddingshorehereabout,couldbefoundatthisspotalone。Itwassosolitaryastobeunvisitedoftenforfour-and-twentyhoursbyalivingsoul。Upontheconfinedbeachweredrawnuptwoorthreefishing-lerrets,andacoupleofsmallerones,besidethembeingaroughslipwayforlaunching,andaboathouseoftarredboards。Thetwoloversunitedtheirstrengthtopushthesmallestoftheboatsdowntheslope,andfloatingittheyscrambledin。

Thegirlbrokethesilencebyasking,’Wherearetheoars?’

Hefeltabouttheboat,butcouldfindnone。’Iforgottolookfortheoars!’hesaid。

’Theyarelockedintheboathouse,Isuppose。Nowwecanonlysteerandtrusttothecurrent!’

Thecurrentsherewereofacomplicatedkind。Itwastrue,asthegirlhadsaid,thatthetideranroundtothenorth,butataspecialmomentineveryfloodtheresetinalongtheshoreanarrowrefluxcontrarytothegeneralouterflow,called’TheSouthern’bythelocalsailors。ItwasproducedbythepeculiarcurvesofcoastlyingeastandwestoftheBeal;thesebentsouthwardintwobackstreamstheup-Channelflowoneachsideofthepeninsula,whichtwostreamsunitedoutsidetheBeal,andtheremetthedirecttidalflow,theconfluenceofthethreecurrentsmakingthesurfaceoftheseaatthispointtoboillikeapot,evenincalmestweather。Thedisturbedarea,asiswellknown,iscalledtheRace。

ThusalthoughtheouterseawasnowrunningnorthwardtotheroadsteadandthemainlandofWessex’TheSouthern’raninfullforcetowardstheBealandtheRacebeyond。Itcaughtthelovers’haplessboatinafewmoments,and,unabletorowacrossit——mereriver’swidththatitwas——

theybeheldthegreyrocksnearthem,andthegrimwrinkledforeheadoftheisleabove,slidingawaynorthwards。

Theygazedhelplesslyateachother,though,inthelong-livingfaithofyouth,withoutdistinctfear。Theundulationsincreasedinmagnitude,andswungthemhigherandlower。Theboatrocked,receivedasmartslapofthewavesnowandthen,andwheeledround,sothatthelightshipwhichstolidlywinkedatthemfromthequicksand,thesingleobjectwhichtoldthemoftheirbearings,wassometimesontheirrighthandandsometimesontheirleft。Neverthelesstheycouldalwaysdiscernfromitthattheircourse,whetherstemwardsorsternwards,wassteadilysouth。

Abrightideaoccurredtotheyoungman。Hepulledouthishandkerchiefand,strikingalight,setitonfire。Shegavehimhers,andhemadethatflareupalso。Theonlyavailablefuelleftwasthesmallumbrellathegirlhadbrought;thiswasalsokindledinanopenedstate,andhehelditupbythestemtillitwasconsumed。

Thelightshiphadloomedquitelargebythistime,andafewminutesaftertheyhadburntthehandkerchiefsandumbrellaacolouredflamerepliedtothemfromthevessel。Theyflungtheirarmsroundeachother。

’Iknewweshouldn’tbedrowned!’saidAvicehysterically。

’Ithoughtweshouldn’ttoo,’saidhe。

Withtheappearanceofdayaboatputofftotheirassistance,andtheyweretowedtowardstheheavyredhulkwiththelargewhitelettersonitsside。

3。VII。ANOLDTABERNACLEINANEWASPECT

TheOctoberdaythickenedintodusk,andJocelynsatmusingbesidethecorpseofMrs。Pierston。Avicehavinggoneawaynobodyknewwhither,hehadactedasthenearestfriendofthefamily,andattendedaswellashecouldtothesombredutiesnecessitatedbyhermother’sdecease。

Itwasdoubtful,indeed,ifanybodyelsewereinapositiontodoso。

OfAvicetheSecond’stwobrothers,onehadbeendrownedatsea,andtheotherhademigrated,whileheronlychildbesidesthepresentAvicehaddiedininfancy。Asforherfriends,shehadbecomesoabsorbedinherambitiousandnearlyaccomplisheddesignofmarryingherdaughtertoJocelyn,thatshehadgraduallycompletedthatestrangementbetweenherselfandtheotherislanderswhichhadbeenbegunsolongagoaswhen,ayoungwoman,shehadherselfbeenaskedbyPierstontomarryhim。Onhertantalizinginabilitytoacceptthehonouroffered,sheandherhusbandhadbeensetupinamatter-of-factbusinessinthestonetradebyherpatron,butthatunforgettablerequestintheLondonstudiohadmadeherfeeleversincearefinedkinshipwithsculpture,andaproportionatealoofnessfrommerequarrying,whichwas,perhaps,nomorethanavenialweaknessinAvicetheSecond。Herdaughter’sobjectiontoJocelynshecouldneverunderstand。Toherowneyehewasnoolderthanwhenhehadproposedtoher。

AshesatdarklingheretheghostlyoutlinesofformershapestakenbyhisLovecameroundtheirsistertheunconsciouscorpse,confrontinghimfromthewallinsadarray,likethepicturedTrojanwomenbeheldbyAEneasonthewallsofCarthage。Manyofthemhehadidealizedinbustandinfigurefromtimetotime,butitwasnotassuchthatherememberedandreanimatedthemnow;ratherwasitinalltheirnaturalcircumstances,weaknesses,andstains。Andthenashecametohimselftheirvoicesgrewfainter;theyhadallgoneoffontheirdifferentcareers,andhewasleftherealone。

Theprobableridiculethatwouldresulttohimfromtheeventsofthedayhedidnotmindinitselfatall。Buthewouldfainhaveremovedthemisapprehensionsonwhichitwouldbebased。That,however,wasimpossible。Nobodywouldeverknowthetruthabouthim;whatitwashehadsoughtthathadsoeluded,tantalized,andescapedhim;whatitwasthathadledhimsuchadance,andhadatlast,ashebelievedjustnowinthefreshnessofhisloss,beendiscoveredinthegirlwhohadlefthim。Itwasnottheflesh;hehadneverkneltlowtothat。Notawomanintheworldhadbeenwreckedbyhim,thoughhehadbeenimpassionedbysomany。Nobodywouldguessthefurthersentiment——thecordialloving-kindness——whichhadlainbehindwhathadseemedtohimtheenrapturedfulfilmentofapleasingdestinypostponedforfortyyears。HisattractiontothethirdAvicewouldberegardedbytheworldastheselfishdesignsofanelderlymanonamaid。

Hislifeseemednolongeraprofessionalman’sexperience,butaghoststory;andhewouldfainhavevanishedfromhishauntsonthiscriticalafternoon,astheresthaddone。Hedesiredtosleepawayhistendencies,tomakesomethinghappenwhichwouldputanendtohisbondagetobeautyintheideal。

Sohesatontillitwasquitedark,andalightwasbrought。Therewasachillywindblowingoutside,andthelightshiponthequicksandafarlookedharassedandforlorn。Thehaggardsolitudewasbrokenbyaringatthedoor。

Pierstonheardavoicebelow,theaccentsofawoman。Theyhadagroundqualityoffamiliarity,asuperficialarticulationofstrangeness。Onlyonepersoninallhisexperiencehadeverpossessedpreciselythosetones;rich,asiftheyhadoncebeenpowerful。

Explanationsseemedtobeaskedforandgiven,andinaminutehewasinformedthataladywasdownstairswhomperhapshewouldliketosee。

’Whoisthelady?’Jocelynasked。

Theservanthesitatedalittle。’Mrs。Leverre——themotherofthe——

younggentlemanMissAvicehasrunoffwith。’

’Yes——I’llseeher,’saidPierston。

HecoveredthefaceofthedeadAvice,anddescended。’Leverre,’hesaidtohimself。Hisearshadknownthatnamebeforeto-day。ItwasthenamethosetravellingAmericanshehadmetinRomegavethewomanhesupposedmightbeMarciaBencomb。

Asuddenadjustinglightburstuponmanyfamiliarthingsatthatmoment。Hefoundthevisitorinthedrawing-room,standingupveiled,thecarriagewhichhadbroughtherbeinginwaitingatthedoor。Bythedimlighthecouldseenothingofherfeaturesinsuchcircumstances。

’Mr。Pierston?’

’IamMr。Pierston。’

’YourepresentthelateMrs。Pierston?’

’Ido——thoughIamnotoneofthefamily。’

’Iknowit……IamMarcia——afterfortyyears。’

’Iwasdiviningasmuch,Marcia。Maythelineshavefallentoyouinpleasantplacessincewelastmet!But,ofallmomentsofmylife,whydoyouchoosetohuntmeupnow?’

’Why——Iamthestep-motherandonlyrelationoftheyoungmanyourbrideelopedwiththismorning。’

’Iwasjustguessingthat,too,asIcamedownstairs。But——’

’AndIamnaturallymakinginquiries。’

’Yes。Letustakeitquietly,andshutthedoor。’

Marciasatdown。Andhelearntthattheconjunctionofoldthingsandnewwasnoaccident。WhatMrs。Pierstonhaddiscussedwithhernurseandneighbourasvagueintelligence,wasnowrevealedtoJocelynatfirsthandbyMarciaherself;how,manyyearsaftertheirseparation,andwhenshewasleftpoorbythedeathofherimpoverishedfather,shehadbecomethewifeofthatbygoneJerseyloverofhers,whowantedatendernurseandmotherfortheinfantlefthimbyhisfirstwiferecentlydeceased;howhehaddiedafewyearslater,leavingherwiththeboy,whomshehadbroughtupatSt。HeliersandinParis,educatinghimaswellasshecouldwithherlimitedmeans,tillhebecametheFrenchmasterataschoolinSandbourne;andhow,ayearago,sheandhersonhadgottoknowMrs。Pierstonandherdaughterontheirvisittotheisland,’toascertain,’sheadded,moredeliberately,’notentirelyforsentimentalreasons,whathadbecomeofthemanwithwhomIelopedinthefirstflushofmyyoungwomanhood,andonlymissedmarryingbymyownwill。’

Pierstonbowed。

’Well,thatwashowtheacquaintancebetweenthechildrenbegan,andtheirpassionateattachmenttoeachother。’ShedetailedhowAvicehadinducedhermothertolethertakelessonsinFrenchofyoungLeverre,renderingtheirmeetingseasy。Marciahadneverthoughtofhinderingtheirintimacy,forinherrecentyearsofafflictionshehadacquiredanewinterestinthenameshehadrefusedtotakeinherpurse-proudyoungwomanhood;anditwasnotuntilsheknewhowdeterminedMrs。

PierstonwastomakeherdaughterJocelyn’swifethatshehadobjectedtoherson’sacquaintancewithAvice。Butitwastoolatetohinderwhathadbeenbegun。Hehadlatelybeenill,andshehadbeenfrightenedbyhisnotreturninghomethenightbefore。ThenoteshehadreceivedfromhimthatdayhadonlyinformedherthatAviceandhimselfhadgonetobemarriedimmediately——whithershedidnotknow。

’Whatdoyoumeantodo?’sheasked。

’Idonothing:thereisnothingtobedone……ItishowIservedhergrandmother——oneofTime’srevenges。’

’Servedhersoforme。’

’Yes。Nowshemeforyourson。’

Marciapausedalongwhilethinkingthatover,tillarousingherselfsheresumed:’Butcan’tweinquirewhichwaytheywentoutoftheisland,orgathersomeparticularsaboutthem?’

’Aye——yes。Wewill。’

AndPierstonfoundhimselfasinadreamwalkingbesideMarciaalongtheroadintheircommonquest。Hediscoveredthatalmosteveryoneoftheneighbouringinhabitantsknewmoreabouttheloversthanhedidhimself。

Atthecornersomemenwereengagedinconversationontheoccurrence。

Itwasallusiveonly,butknowingthedialect,PierstonandMarciagathereditsimporteasily。Assoonasithadgotlightthatmorningoneoftheboatswasdiscoveredmissingfromthecreekbelow,andwhentheflightoftheloverswasmadeknownitwasinferredthattheyweretheculprits。

UnconsciouslyPierstonturnedinthedirectionofthecreek,withoutregardingwhetherMarciafollowedhim,andthoughitwasdarkerthanwhenAviceandLeverrehaddescendedinthemorninghepursuedhiswaydowntheinclinetillhereachedthewater-side。

’Isthatyou,Jocelyn?’

TheinquirycamefromMarcia。Shewasbehindhim,abouthalf-waydown。

’Yes,’hesaid,noticingthatitwasthefirsttimeshehadcalledhimbyhisChristianname。

’Ican’tseewhereyouare,andIamafraidtofollow。’

Afraidtofollow。Howstrangelythatalteredhisconceptionofher。

Tillthismomentshehadstoodinhismindastheimperious,invincibleMarciaofold。Therewasastrangepathosinthisrevelation。Hewentbackandfeltforherhand。’I’llleadyoudown,’hesaid。Andhedidso。

Theylookedoutuponthesea,andthelightshipshiningasifithadquiteforgottenallaboutthefugitives。’Iamsouneasy,’saidMarcia。’Doyouthinktheygotsafelytoland?’

’Yes,’repliedsomeoneotherthanJocelyn。Itwasaboatmansmokingintheshadowoftheboathouse。Heinformedherthattheywerepickedupbythelightshipmen,andafterwards,attheirrequest,takenacrosstotheoppositeshore,wheretheylanded,proceedingthenceonfoottothenearestrailwaystationandenteringthetrainforLondon。Thisintelligencehadreachedtheislandaboutanhourbefore。

’They’llbemarriedto-morrowmorning!’saidMarcia。

’Somuchthebetter。Don’tregretit,Marcia。Heshallnotlosebyit。Ihavenorelationintheworldexceptsometwentiethcousinsintheisle,ofwhomherfatherwasone,andI’lltakestepsatoncetomakeheragoodmatchforhim。Asforme……Ihavelivedadaytoolong。’

3。VIII。’ALASFORTHISGREYSHADOW,ONCEAMAN!’

InthemonthofNovemberwhichfollowedPierstonwaslyingdangerouslyillofafeverathishouseinLondon。

ThefuneralofthesecondAvicehadhappenedtobeononeofthosedrenchingafternoonsoftheautumn,whentherawrainflieslevelasthemissilesoftheancientinhabitantsacrossthebeakedpromontorywhichhasformedthesceneofthisnarrative,scarcelyalightingexceptagainsttheuprightsidesofthingssturdyenoughtostanderect。Onepersononlyfollowedthecorpseintothechurchaschiefmourner,JocelynPierston——fickleloverinthebrief,faithfulfriendinthelongrun。NomeanshadbeenfoundofcommunicatingwithAvicebeforetheinterment,thoughthedeathhadbeenadvertisedinthelocalandotherpapersinthehopethatitmightcatchhereye。

So,whenthepatheticprocessioncameoutofthechurchandmovedroundintothegraveyard,ahiredvehiclefromBudmouthwasseencomingatgreatspeedalongtheopenroadfromTop-o’-Hill。Itstoppedatthechurchyardgate,andayoungmanandwomanalightedandentered,thevehiclewaiting。TheyglidedalongthepathandreachedPierston’ssidejustasthebodywasdepositedbythegrave。

Hedidnotturnhishead。HeknewitwasAvice,withHenriLeverre——bythistime,hesupposed,herhusband。Herremorsefulgrief,thoughsilent,seemedtoimpregnatetheatmospherewithitsheaviness。

PerceivingthattheyhadnotexpectedhimtobetherePierstonedgedback;andwhentheservicewasoverhekeptstillfurtheraloof,anactofconsideratenesswhichsheseemedtoappreciate。

Thus,byhisowncontrivance,neitherAvicenortheyoungmanheldcommunicationwithJocelynbywordorbysign。Aftertheburialtheyreturnedastheyhadcome。

ItwassupposedthathisexposurethatdayinthebleakestchurchyardinWessex,tellinguponadistractedmentalandbodilycondition,hadthrownPierstonintothechillandfeverwhichheldhimswayingforweeksbetweenlifeanddeathshortlyafterhisreturntotown。Whenhehadpassedthecrisis,andbegantoknowagainthattherewassuchastateasmentalequilibriumandphysicalcalm,heheardawhisperedconversationgoingonaroundhim,andthetouchoffootstepsonthecarpet。Thelightinthechamberwassosubduedthatnothingaroundhimcouldbeseenwithanydistinctness。Twolivingfigureswerepresent,anursemovingaboutsoftly,andavisitor。Hediscernedthatthelatterwasfeminine,andforthetimethiswasall。

Hewasrecalledtohissurroundingsbyavoicemurmuringtheinquiry:

’Doesthelighttryyoureyes?’

Thetonesseemedfamiliar:theywerespokenbythewomanwhowasvisitinghim。HerecollectedthemtobeMarcia’s,andeverythingthathadhappenedbeforehefellillcamebacktohismind。

’Areyouhelpingtonurseme,Marcia?’heasked。

’Yes。Ihavecomeuptostayheretillyouarebetter,asyouseemtohavenootherwomanfriendwhocareswhetheryouaredeadoralive。I

amlivingquitenear。Iamgladyouhavegotroundthecorner。Wehavebeenveryanxious。’

’Howgoodyouare!……And——haveyouheardoftheothers?’

’Theyaremarried。Theyhavebeenheretoseeyou,andareverysorry。

Shesatbyyou,butyoudidnotknowher。Shewasbrokendownwhenshediscoveredhermother’sdeath,whichhadneveronceoccurredtoherasbeingimminent。Theyhavegoneawayagain。Ithoughtitbestsheshouldleave,nowthatyouareoutofdanger。NowyoumustbequiettillIcomeandtalkagain。’

Pierstonwasconsciousofasingularchangeinhimself,whichhadbeenrevealedbythisslightdiscourse。Hewasnolongerthesamemanthathehadhithertobeen。Themalignantfever,orhisexperiences,orboth,hadtakenawaysomethingfromhim,andputsomethingelseinitsplace。

Duringthenextdays,withfurtherintellectualexpansion,hebecameclearlyawareofwhatthiswas。Theartisticsensehadlefthim,andhecouldnolongerattachadefinitesentimenttoimagesofbeautyrecalledfromthepast。Hisappreciativenesswascapableofexercisingitselfonlyonutilitarianmatters,andrecollectionofAvice’sgoodqualitiesalonehadanyeffectonhismind;ofherappearancenoneatall。

Atfirsthewasappalled;andthenhesaid,’ThankGod!’

Marcia,who,withsomethingofheroldabsolutism,cametohishousecontinuallytoinquireandgiveorders,andtohisroomtoseehimeveryafternoon,foundoutforherselfinthecourseofhisconvalescencethisstrangedeathofthesensuoussideofJocelyn’snature。ShehadsaidthatAvicewasgettingextraordinarilyhandsome,andthatshedidnotwonderherstepsonlosthishearttoher——aninadvertentremarkwhichsheimmediatelyregretted,infearlestitshouldagitatehim。Hemerelyanswered,however,’Yes;Isupposesheishandsome。She’smore——awisegirlwhowillmakeagoodhousewifeintime……Iwishyouwerenothandsome,Marcia。’

’Why?’

’Idon’tquiteknowwhy。Well——itseemsastupidqualitytome。I

can’tunderstandwhatitisgoodforanymore。’

’O——Iasawomanthinkthere’sgoodinit。’

’Isthere?ThenIhavelostallconceptionofit。Idon’tknowwhathashappenedtome。IonlyknowIdon’tregretit。RobinsonCrusoelostadayinhisillness:Ihavelostafaculty,forwhichlossHeavenbepraised!’

Therewassomethingpatheticinthisannouncement,andMarciasighedasshesaid,’Perhapswhenyougetstrongitwillcomebacktoyou。’

Pierstonshookhishead。ItthenoccurredtohimthatneversincethereappearanceofMarciahadheseenherinfulldaylight,orwithoutabonnetandthickveil,whichshealwaysretainedonthesefrequentvisits,andthathehadbeenunconsciouslyregardingherastheMarciaoftheirearlytime,afancywhichthesmallchangeinhervoicewellsustained。Thestatelyfigure,thegoodcolour,theclassicalprofile,theratherlargehandsomenoseandsomewhatprominent,regularteeth,thefulldarkeye,formedstilltheMarciaofhisimagination;thequeenlycreaturewhohadinfatuatedhimwhenthefirstAvicewasdespisedandhersuccessorsunknown。Itwasthisoldideawhich,inhisrevoltfrombeauty,hadledtohisregretatherassumedhandsomeness。Hebeganwonderingnowhowmuchremainedofthatpresentationafterfortyyears。

’Whydon’tyoueverletmeseeyou,Marcia?’heasked。

’O,Idon’tknow。Youmeanwithoutmybonnet?Youhaveneveraskedmeto,andIamobligedtowrapupmyfacewiththiswoolveilbecauseI

suffersofromachesinthesecoldwinterwinds,thoughathickveilisawkwardforanyonewhosesightisnotsogoodasitwas。’

TheimpregnableMarcia’ssightnotsogoodasitwas,andherfaceintheachingstageoflife:thesesimplethingscameassermonstoJocelyn。

’ButcertainlyIwillgratifyyourcuriosity,’sheresumedgood-

naturedly。’Itisreallyacomplimentthatyoushouldstilltakethatsortofinterestinme。’

Shehadmovedroundfromthedarksideoftheroomtothelamp——forthedaylighthadgone——andshenowsuddenlytookoffthebonnet,veilandall。Shestoodrevealedtohiseyesasremarkablygood-looking,consideringthelapseofyears。

’Iam——vexed!’hesaid,turninghisheadasideimpatiently。’Youarefairandfive-and-thirty——notadaymore。Youstillsuggestbeauty。

YOUwon’tdoasachastisement,Marcia!’

’Ah,butImay!Tothinkthatyouknowwomannobetterafterallthistime!’

’How?’

’Tobesoeasilydeceived。Think:itislamplight;andyoursightisweakatpresent;and……Well,Ihavenoreasonforbeinganythingbutcandidnow,Godknows!SoIwilltellyou……Myhusbandwasyoungerthanmyself;andhehadanabsurdwishtomakepeoplethinkhehadmarriedayoungandfresh-lookingwoman。TofallinwithhisvanityItriedtolookit。WewereofteninParis,andIbecameasskilledinbeautifyingartificesasanypasseewifeoftheFaubourgSt。

Germain。SincehisdeathIhavekeptupthepractice,partlybecausetheviceisalmostineradicable,andpartlybecauseIfoundthatithelpedmewithmeninbringinguphisboyonsmallmeans。AtthismomentIamfrightfullymadeup。ButIcancurethat。I’llcomeinto-morrowmorning,ifitisbright,justasIreallyam;you’llfindthatTimehasnotdisappointedyou。RememberIamasoldasyourself;

andIlookit。’

Themorrowcame,andwithitMarcia,quiteearly,asshehadpromised。

Ithappenedtobesunny,andshuttingthebedroomdoorshewentroundtothewindow,wheresheuncoveredimmediately,inhisfullview,andsaid,’SeeifIamsatisfactorynow——toyouwhothinkbeautyvain。Therestofme——anditisagooddeal——liesonmydressing-tableathome。

Ishallneverputitonagain——never!’

Butshewasawoman;andherlipsquivered,andtherewasatearinhereye,assheexposedtheruthlesstreatmenttowhichshehadsubjectedherself。Thecruelmorningrays——aswithJocelynunderAvice’sscrutiny——showedintheirfullbareness,unenrichedbyaddition,undisguisedbytheartsofcolourandshade,thethinremainsofwhathadoncebeenMarcia’smajesticbloom。ShestoodtheimageandsuperscriptionofAge——anoldwoman,paleandshrivelled,herforeheadploughed,hercheekhollow,herhairwhiteassnow。Tothisthefaceheoncekissedhadbeenbroughtbytheraspings,chisellings,scourgings,bakings,freezingsoffortyinvidiousyears——bythethinkingsofmorethanhalfalifetime。

’IamsorryifIshockyou,’shewentonhuskilybutfirmly,ashedidnotspeak。’Butthemothfretsthegarmentsomewhatinsuchaninterval。’

’Yes——yes!……Marcia,youareabravewoman。Youhavethecourageofthegreatwomenofhistory。Icannolongerlove;butIadmireyoufrommysoul!’

’Don’tsayIamgreat。SayIhavebeguntobepassablyhonest。Itismorethanenough。’

’Well——I’llsaynothingthen,morethanhowwonderfulitisthatawomanshouldhavebeenabletoputbacktheclockofTimethirtyyears!’

’Itshamesmenow,Jocelyn。Ishallneverdoitanymore!’

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Assoonashewasstrongenoughhegothertotakehimroundtohisstudioinacarriage。Theplacehadbeenkeptaired,buttheshutterswereshut,andtheyopenedthemthemselves。Helookedrounduponthefamiliarobjects——somecompleteandmatured,themainofthemseedlings,grafts,andscionsofbeauty,waitingforamindtogrowtoperfectionin。

’No——Idon’tlikethem!’hesaid,turningaway。’Theyareasuglinesstome!Idon’tfeelasingletouchofkinwithorinterestinanyoneofthemwhatever。’

’Jocelyn——thisissad。’

’No——notatall。’Hewentagaintowardsthedoor。’Nowletmelookround。’Helookedback,Marciaremainingsilent。’TheAphrodites——howIinsultedherfairformbythosefailures!——theFreyjas,theNymphsandFauns,Eves,Avices,andotherinnumerableWell-Beloveds——Iwanttoseethemneveranymore!……"Insteadofsweetsmellthereshallbestink,andthereshallbeburninginsteadofbeauty,"saidtheprophet。’

Andtheycameaway。OnanotherafternoontheywenttotheNationalGallery,totesthistasteinpaintings,whichhadformerlybeengood。

Asshehadexpected,itwasjustthesamewithhimthere。Hesawnomoretomovehim,hedeclared,inthetime-defyingpresentationsofPerugino,Titian,Sebastiano,andotherstatuesquecreatorsthanintheworkofthepavementartisttheyhadpassedontheirway。

’Itisstrange!’saidshe。

’Idon’tregretit。Thatfeverhaskilledafacultywhichhas,afterall,broughtmemygreatestsorrows,ifafewlittlepleasures。Letusbegone。’

Hewasnowsowelladvancedinconvalescencethatitwasdeemedamostdesirablethingtotakehimdownintohisnativeair。Marciaagreedtoaccompanyhim。’Idon’tseewhyIshouldn’t,’saidshe。’Anoldfriendlesswomanlikeme,andyouanoldfriendlessman。’

’Yes。ThankHeavenIamoldatlast。Thecurseisremoved。’

ItmaybeshortlystatedherethatafterhisdeparturefortheislePierstonneveragainsawhisstudiooritscontents。Hehadbeendowntherebutabriefwhilewhen,findinghissenseofbeautyinartandnatureabsolutelyextinct,hedirectedhisagentintowntodispersethewholecollection;whichwasdone。Hisleaseofthebuildingwassold,andinthecourseoftimeanothersculptorwonadmirationtherefromthosewhoknewnotJoseph。ThenextyearhisnamefiguredontheretiredlistofAcademicians。

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Astimewentonhegrewaswellasoneofhisagecouldexpecttobeaftersuchablastingillness,butremainedontheisle,intheonlyhousehenowpossessed,acomparativelysmalloneatthetopoftheStreetofWells。AgrowingsenseoffriendshipwhichitwouldbefoolishtointerruptledhimtotakeasomewhatsimilarhouseforMarciaquitenear,andremoveherfurniturethitherfromSandbourne。

WhenevertheafternoonwasfinehewouldcallforherandtheywouldtakeastrolltogethertowardstheBeal,ortheancientCastle,seldomgoingthewholeway,hissciaticaandherrheumatismeffectuallypreventingthem,exceptinthedriestatmospheres。Hehadnowchangedhisstyleofdressentirely,appearingalwaysinahomelysuitoflocalmake,andofthefashionofthirtyyearsbefore,theachievementofatailoressatEastQuarriers。Healsolethisiron-greybeardgrowasitwould,andwhatlittlehairhehadleftfromthebaldnesswhichhadfollowedthefever。Andthus,numberinginyearsbuttwo-and-sixty,hemighthavepassedforseventy-five。

Thoughtheirearlyadventureaslovershadhappenedsolongago,itshistoryhadbecomeknownintheislewithmysteriousrapidityandfulnessofdetail。Thegossiptowhichitsbearingontheirpresentfriendshipgaverisewasthesubjectoftheirconversationononeofthesewalksalongthecliffs。

’Itisextraordinarywhataninterestourneighbourstakeinouraffairs,’heobserved。’Theysay"thoseoldfolkoughttomarry;

betterlatethannever。"That’showpeopleare——wantingtoroundoffotherpeople’shistoriesinthebestmachine-madeconventionalmanner。’

’Yes。Theykeeponaboutittome,too,indirectly。’

’Dothey!Ibelieveadeputationwillwaituponussomemorning,requestingintheinterestsofmatchmakingthatwewillpleasetogetmarriedassoonaspossible……Hownearweweretodoingitfortyyearsago,onlyyouweresoindependent!Ithoughtyouwouldhavecomebackandwasmuchsurprisedthatyoudidn’t。’

’Myindependentideaswerenotblameworthyinme,asanislander,thoughasakimberlinyoungladyperhapstheywouldhavebeen。Therewassimplynoreasonfromanislander’spointofviewwhyIshouldcomeback,sincenoresultthreatenedfromourunion;andIdidn’t。Myfatherkeptthatviewbeforeme,andIbowedtohisjudgment。’

’Andsotheislandruledourdestinies,thoughwewerenotonit。Yes——

weareinhandsnotourown……Didyouevertellyourhusband?’

’No。’

’Didheeverhearanything?’

’NotthatIamaware。’

Callinguponheroneday,hefoundherinastateofgreatdiscomfort。

Incertaingustywindsthechimneysofthelittlehouseshehadtakenheresmokedintolerably,andoneofthesewindswasblowingthen。Herdrawing-roomfirecouldnotbekeptburning,andratherthanletawomanwhosufferedfromrheumatismshiverfirelessheaskedhertocomeroundandlunchwithhimasshehadoftendonebefore。Astheywenthethought,notforthefirsttime,howneedlessitwasthatsheshouldbeputtothisinconveniencebytheiroccupyingtwohouses,whenonewouldbettersuittheirnowconstantcompanionship,anddisembarrassheroftheobjectionablechimneys。Moreover,bymarryingMarcia,andestablishingaparentalrelationwiththeyoungpeople,theratherdelicatebusinessofhismakingthemaregularallowancewouldbecomeanaturalproceeding。

Andsothezealouswishesoftheneighbourstogiveageometricalshapetotheirstorywerefulfilledalmostinspiteofthechiefpartiesthemselves。Whenheputthequestiontoherdistinctly,Marciaadmittedthatshehadalwaysregrettedtheimperiousdecisionofheryouth;andshemadenoadoaboutacceptinghim。

’Ihavenolovetogive,youknow,Marcia,’hesaid。’ButsuchfriendshipasIamcapableofisyourstilltheend。’

’Itisnearlythesamewithme——perhapsnotquite。But,liketheotherpeople,Ihavesomehowfelt,andyouwillunderstandwhy,thatIoughttobeyourwifebeforeIdie。’

Itchancedthatadayortwobeforetheceremony,whichwasfixedtotakeplaceveryshortlyaftertheforegoingconversation,Marcia’srheumatismsuddenlybecameacute。Theattackpromised,however,tobeonlytemporary,owingtosomeaccidentalexposureofherselfinmakingpreparationsforremoval,andastheythoughtitundesirabletopostponetheirunionforsuchareason,Marcia,afterbeingwellwrappedup,waswheeledintothechurchinachair。

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Amonththereafter,whentheyweresittingatbreakfastonemorning,Marciaexclaimed’Well——goodheavens!’whilereadingalettershehadjustreceivedfromAvice,whowaslivingwithherhusbandinahousePierstonhadboughtforthematSandbourne。

Jocelynlookedup。

’Why——AvicesaysshewantstobeseparatedfromHenri!Didyoueverhearofsuchathing!She’scominghereaboutitto-day。’

’Separated?Whatdoesthechildmean!’Pierstonreadtheletter。

’Ridiculousnonsense!’hecontinued。’Shedoesn’tknowwhatshewants。

Isayshesha’n’tbeseparated!Tellherso,andthere’sanendofit。

Why——howlonghavetheybeenmarried?Nottwelvemonths。Whatwillshesaywhentheyhavebeenmarriedtwentyyears!’

Marciaremainedreflecting。’Ithinkthatremorsefulfeelingsheunluckilyhasattimes,ofhavingdisobeyedhermother,andcausedherdeath,makesherirritable,’shemurmured。’Poorchild!’

Lunch-timehadhardlycomewhenAvicearrived,lookingverytearfulandexcited。Marciatookherintoaninnerroom,hadaconversationwithher,andtheycameouttogether。

’Oit’snothing,’saidMarcia。’Itellhershemustgobackdirectlyshehashadsomeluncheon。’

’Ah,that’sallverywell!’sobbedAvice。’B-b-butifyouhadbeenm-

marriedsolongasIhave,y-youwouldn’tsaygobacklikethat!’

’Whatisitallabout?’inquiredPierston。

’HesaidthatifheweretodieI——I——shouldbelookingoutforsomebodywithfairhairandgreyeyes,just——justtospitehiminhisgrave,becausehe’sdark,andhe’squitesureIdon’tlikedarkpeople!

Andthenhesaid——ButIwon’tbesotreacherousastotellanymoreabouthim!Iwish——’

’Avice,yourmotherdidthisverything。Andshewentbacktoherhusband。Nowyouaretodothesame。Letmesee;thereisatrain——’

’Shemusthavesomethingtoeatfirst。Sitdown,dear。’

ThequestionwassettledbythearrivalofHenrihimselfattheendofluncheon,withaveryanxiousandpaleface。Pierstonwentofftoabusinessmeeting,andlefttheyoungcoupletoadjusttheirdifferencesintheirownway。

Hisbusinesswas,amongkindredundertakingswhichfollowedtheextinctionoftheWell-Belovedandotherideals,toadvanceaschemefortheclosingoftheoldnaturalfountainsintheStreetofWells,becauseoftheirpossiblecontamination,andsupplyingthetownletwithwaterfrompipes,aschemethatwascarriedoutathisexpense,asiswellknown。Hewasalsoengagedinacquiringsomeoldmoss-grown,mullionedElizabethancottages,forthepurposeofpullingthemdownbecausetheyweredamp;whichheafterwardsdid,andbuiltnewoneswithhollowwalls,andfullofventilators。

Atpresentheissometimesmentionedas’thelateMr。Pierston’bygourd-likeyoungart-criticsandjournalists;andhisproductionsarealludedtoasthoseofamannotwithoutgenius,whosepowerswereinsufficientlyrecognizedinhislifetime。

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