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Pierstonnowlearntforthefirsttimethatthewidowhadbeenvisitedbysuddenattacksofthissortnotinfrequentlyoflateyears。Theyweresaidtobeduetoanginapectoris,thelatterparoxysmshavingbeenthemostsevere。Shewasatthepresentmomentoutofpain,thoughweak,exhausted,andnervous。Shewouldnot,however,converseaboutherself,buttookadvantageofherdaughter’sabsencefromtheroomtobroachthesubjectmostinherthoughts。

Nocompunctionshadstirredherastheyhadhervisitorontheexpediencyofhissuitinviewofhisyears。HerfeverofanxietylestafterallheshouldnotcometoseeAviceagainhadbeennotwithoutaneffectuponherhealth;anditmadehermorecandidthanshehadintendedtobe。

’Troublesandsicknessraiseallsortsoffears,Mr。Pierston,’shesaid。’WhatIfeltonlyawishfor,whenyoufirstnamedit,Ihavehopedforagooddealsince;andIhavebeensoanxiousthat——thatitshouldcometosomething!Iamgladindeedthatyouarecome。’

’MywantingtomarryAvice,youmean,dearMrs。Pierston?’

’Yes——that’sit。Iwonderifyouarestillinthesamemind?Youare?

ThenIwishsomethingcouldbedone——tomakeheragreetoit——soastogetitsettled。Idreadotherwisewhatwillbecomeofher。SheisnotapracticalgirlasIwas——shewouldhardlylikenowtosettledownasanislander’swife;andtoleaveherlivingherealonewouldtroubleme。’

’Nothingwillhappentoyouyet,Ihope,mydearoldfriend。’

’Well,itisariskycomplaint;andtheattacks,whentheycome,aresoagonizingthattoendurethemIoughttogetridofalloutsideanxieties,folksay。Now——doyouwanther,sir?’

’Withallmysoul!Butshedoesn’twantme。’

’Idon’tthinksheissoagainstyouasyouimagine。Ifancyifitwereputtoherplainly,nowIaminthisstate,itmightbedone。’

Theylapsedintoconversationontheearlydaysoftheiracquaintance,untilMrs。Pierston’sdaughterre-enteredtheroom。

’Avice,’saidhermother,whenthegirlhadbeenwiththemafewminutes。’AboutthismatterthatIhavetalkedoverwithyousomanytimessincemyattack。HereisMr。Pierston,andhewishestobeyourhusband。Heismucholderthanyou;but,inspiteofit,thatyouwillevergetabetterhusbandIdon’tbelieve。Now,willyoutakehim,seeingthestateIamin,andhownaturallyanxiousIamtoseeyousettledbeforeIdie?’

’Butyouwon’tdie,mother!Youaregettingbetter!’

’Justforthepresentonly。Come,heisagoodmanandacleverman,andarichman。Iwantyou,Osomuch,tobehiswife!Icansaynomore。’

Avicelookedappealinglyatthesculptor,andthenonthefloor。’Doeshereallywishmeto?’sheaskedalmostinaudibly,turningasshespoketoPierston。’Hehasneverquitesaidsotome。’

’Mydearone,howcanyoudoubtit?’saidJocelynquickly。’ButI

won’tpressyoutomarrymeasafavour,againstyourfeelings。’

’IthoughtMr。Pierstonwasyounger!’shemurmuredtohermother。

’Thatcountsforlittle,whenyouthinkhowmuchthereisontheotherside。Thinkofourposition,andofhis——asculptor,withamansion,andastudiofullofbustsandstatuesthatIhavedustedinmytime,andofthebeautifulstudiesyouwouldbeabletotakeup。Surelythelifewouldjustsuityou?Yourexpensiveeducationiswasteddownhere!’

Avicedidnotcaretoargue。Shewasoutwardlygentleashergrandmotherhadbeen,anditseemedjustaquestionwithherofwhethershemustormustnot。’Verywell——IfeelIoughttoagreetomarryhim,sinceyoutellmeto,’sheansweredquietly,aftersomethought。

’Iseethatitwouldbeawisethingtodo,andthatyouwishit,andthatMr。Pierstonreallydoes——likeme。So——sothat——’

Pierstonwasnotbackwardatthiscriticaljuncture,despiteunpleasantsensations。Butitwasthehistoricingredientinthisgenealogicalpassion——ifitscontinuitythroughthreegenerationsmaybesodescribed——whichappealedtohisperseveranceattheexpenseofhiswisdom。Themotherwasholdingthedaughter’shand;shetookPierston’s,andlaidAvice’sinit。

Nomorewassaidinargument,andthethingwasregardedasdetermined。

Afterwardsanoisewashearduponthewindow-panes,asoffinesandthrown;and,liftingtheblind,Pierstonsawthatthedistantlightshipwinkedwithablearedandindistincteye。Adrizzlingrainhadcomeonwiththedark,anditwasstrikingthewindowinhandfuls。Hehadintendedtowalkthetwomilesbacktothestation,butitmeantadrenchingtodoitnow。Hewaitedandhadsupper;and,findingtheweathernobetter,acceptedMrs。Pierston’sinvitationtostayoverthenight。

Thusitfelloutthatagainhelodgedinthehousehehadbeenaccustomedtoliveinasaboy,beforehisfatherhadmadehisfortune,andbeforehisownnamehadbeenheardofoutsidetheboundariesoftheisle。

Hesleptbutlittle,andinthefirstmovementofthedawnsatupinbed。WhyshouldheeverliveinLondonoranyotherfashionablecityifthisplanofmarriagecouldbecarriedout?Surely,withthisyoungwife,theislandwouldbethebestplaceforhim。ItmightbepossibletorentSylvaniaCastleashehadformerlydone——betterstilltobuyit。IflifecouldofferhimanythingworthhavingitwouldbeahomewithAvicethereonhisnativecliffstotheendofhisdays。

Ashesatthusthinking,andthedaylightincreased,hediscerned,ashortdistancebeforehim,amovementofsomethingghostly。Hispositionwasfacingthewindow,andhefoundthatbychancethelooking-glasshadswungitselfvertical,sothatwhathesawwashisownshape。Therecognitionstartledhim。Thepersonheappearedwastoogrievouslyfar,chronologically,inadvanceofthepersonhefelthimselftobe。Pierstondidnotcaretoregardthefigureconfrontinghimsomockingly。Itsvoiceseemedtosay’There’stragedyhangingontothis!’Butthequestionofagebeingpertinenthecouldnotgivethespectreup,andultimatelygotoutofbedundertheweirdfascinationofthereflection。Whetherhehadoverwalkedhimselflately,orwhathehaddone,heknewnot;butneverhadheseemedsoagedbyascoreofyearsashewasrepresentedintheglassinthatcoldgreymorninglight。Whilehissoulwaswhatitwas,whyshouldhehavebeenencumberedwiththatwitheringcarcase,withouttheabilitytoshiftitoffforanother,ashisidealBelovedhadsofrequentlydone?

Byreasonofhermother’sillnessAvicewasnowlivinginthehouse,and,ongoingdownstairs,hefoundthattheyweretobreakfastentete-

a-tete。Shewasnotthenintheroom,butsheenteredinthecourseofafewminutes。Pierstonhadalreadyheardthatthewidowfeltbetterthismorning,andelatedbytheprospectofsittingwithAviceatthismealhewentforwardtoherjoyously。Assoonasshesawhiminthefullstrokeofdayfromthewindowshestarted;andhethenrememberedthatitwastheirfirstmeetingunderthesolarrays。

Shewassoovercomethatsheturnedandlefttheroomasifshehadforgottensomething;whenshere-enteredshewasvisiblypale。Sherecoveredherself,andapologized。Shehadbeensittingupthenightbeforethelast,shesaid,andwasnotquitesowellasusual。

Theremayhavebeensometruthinthis;butPierstoncouldnotgetoverthatfirstscaredlookofhers。Itwasenoughtogivedaytimestabilitytohisnightviewsofapossibletragedylurkinginthisweddingproject。Hedeterminedthat,atanycosttohisheart,thereshouldbenomisapprehensionabouthimfromthismoment。

’MissPierston,’hesaidastheysatdown,’sinceitiswellyoushouldknowallthetruthbeforewegoanyfurther,thattheremaybenoawkwarddiscoveriesafterwards,Iamgoingtotellyousomethingaboutmyself——ifyouarenottoodistressedtohearit?’

’No——letmehearit。’

’Iwasoncetheloverofyourmother,andwantedtomarryher,onlyshewouldn’t,orrathercouldn’t,marryme。’

’Ohowstrange!’saidthegirl,lookingfromhimtothebreakfastthings,andfromthebreakfastthingstohim。’Motherhasnevertoldmethat。Yetofcourse,youmighthavebeen。Imean,youareoldenough。’

Hetooktheremarkasasatireshehadnotintended。’Oyes——quiteoldenough,’hesaidgrimly。’Almosttooold。’

’Toooldformother?How’sthat?’

’BecauseIbelongedtoyourgrandmother。’

’No?Howcanthatbe?’

’Iwasherloverlikewise。IshouldhavemarriedherifIhadgonestraightoninsteadofroundthecorner。’

’Butyoucouldn’thavebeen,Mr。Pierston!Youarenotoldenough?

Why,howoldareyou?——youhavenevertoldme。’

’Iamveryold。’

’Mymother’s,andmygrandmother’s,’saidshe,lookingathimnolongerasatapossiblehusband,butasastrangefossilizedrelicinhumanform。Pierstonsawit,butmeaningtogiveupthegamehedidnotcaretosparehimself。

’Yourmother’sandyourgrandmother’syoungman,’herepeated。

’Andwereyoumygreat-grandmother’stoo?’sheasked,withanexpectantinterestinhiscaseasadramathatovercameherpersonalconsiderationsforamoment。

’No——notyourgreat-grandmother’s。Yourimaginationbeatsevenmyconfessions!……ButIamVERYold,asyousee。’

’Ididnotknowit!’saidsheinanappalledmurmur。’Youdonotlookso;andIthoughtthatwhatyoulookedyouwere。’

’Andyou——youareveryyoung,’hecontinued。

Astillnessfollowed,duringwhichshesatinatroubledconstraint,regardinghimnowandthenwithsomethinginheropeneyesandlargepupilsthatmighthavebeensympathyornervousness。Pierstonatescarceanybreakfast,andrisingabruptlyfromthetablesaidhewouldtakeawalkonthecliffsasthemorningwasfine。

Hedidso,proceedingalongthenorth-eastheightsfornearlyamile。

HehadvirtuallygivenAviceup,butnotformally。Hisintentionhadbeentogobacktothehouseinhalf-an-hourandpayamorningvisittotheinvalid;butbynotreturningtheplansofthepreviouseveningmightbeallowedtolapsesilently,asmerepourparlersthathadcometonothinginthefaceofAvice’swantofloveforhim。Pierstonaccordinglywentstraightalong,andinthecourseofanhourwasathisBudmouthlodgings。

Nothingoccurredtilltheeveningtoinformhimhowhisabsencehadbeentaken。ThenanotearrivedfromMrs。Pierston;itwaswritteninpencil,evidentlyasshelay。

’Iamalarmed,’shesaid,’atyourgoingsosuddenly。Aviceseemstothinkshehasoffendedyou。Shedidnotmeantodothat,Iamsure。

Itmakesmedreadfullyanxious!Willyousendaline?Surelyyouwillnotdesertusnow——myheartissosetonmychild’swelfare!’

’DesertyouIwon’t,’saidJocelyn。’Itistoomuchliketheoriginalcase。ButImustletherdesertme!’

Onhisreturn,withnootherobjectthanthatofwishingMrs。Pierstongood-bye,hefoundherpainfullyagitated。Sheclaspedhishandandwetteditwithhertears。

’Odon’tbeoffendedwithher!’shecried。’She’syoung。Weareonepeople——don’tmarryakimberlin!Itwillbreakmyheartifyouforsakehernow!Avice!’

Thegirlcame。’Mymannerwashastyandthoughtlessthismorning,’shesaidinalowvoice。’Pleasepardonme。Iwishtoabidebymypromise。’

Hermother,stilltearful,againjoinedtheirhands;andtheengagementstoodasbefore。

PierstonwentbacktoBudmouth,butdimlyseeinghowcuriously,throughhisbeingarichsuitor,ideasofbeneficenceandreparationwereretaininghiminthecoursearrangedbyhermother,andurgedbyhisowndesireinthefaceofhisunderstanding。

3。V。ONTHEVERGEOFPOSSESSION

InanticipationofhismarriagePierstonhadtakenanewredhouseoftheapprovedKensingtonpattern,withanewstudioatthebackaslargeasamediaevalbarn。Hither,incollusionwiththeelderAvice——whosehealthhadmendedsomewhat——heinvitedmotheranddaughtertospendaweekortwowithhim,thinkingtherebytoexerciseonthelatter’simaginationaninfluencewhichwasnotpracticablewhilehewasaguestattheirhouse;andbyinterestinghisbetrothedinthefittingandfurnishingofthisresidencetocreateinheranambitiontobeitsmistress。

Itwasapleasant,reposefultimetobeintown。Therewasnobodytointerruptthemintheirproceedings,and,itbeingoutoftheseason,thelargesttradesmenwereasattentivetotheirwantsasifthosefirmshadneverbeforebeenhonouredwithasinglecustomerwhomtheyreallyliked。Pierstonandhisguests,almostequallyinexperienced——

forthesculptorhadnearlyforgottenwhatknowledgeofhouseholdinghehadacquiredearlierinlife——couldconsiderandpractisethoroughlyaspeciesofskeleton-drillinreceivingvisitorswhenthepairshouldannouncethemselvesasmarriedandathomeinthecomingwinterseason。

Avicewascharming,evenifalittlecold。Hecongratulatedhimselfyetagainthattimeshouldhavereservedforhimthisfinalchanceforoneoftheline。Shewassomewhatlikehermother,whomhehadlovedintheflesh,butshehadthesoulofhergrandmother,whomhehadlovedinthespirit——and,forthatmatter,lovednow。Onlyonecriticismhadhetopassuponhischoice:thoughinoutwardsemblancehergrandamidealized,shehadnotthefirstAvice’scandour,butratherhermother’scloseness。Heneverknewexactlywhatshewasthinkingandfeeling。Yetheseemedtohavesuchprescriptiverightsinwomenofherbloodthatheroccasionalwantofconfidencedidnotdeeplytroublehim。

ItwasoneofthoseripeandmellowafternoonsthatsometimescolourLondonwiththeirgoldenlightatthistimeoftheyear,andproducethosemarvelloussunseteffectswhich,iftheywerenotknowntobemadeupofkitchencoal-smokeandanimalexhalations,wouldberapturouslyapplauded。Behindtheperpendicular,oblique,zigzagged,andcurvedzinc’tall-boys,’thatformedagreypatternnotunlikeearlyGothicnumeralsagainstthesky,themenandwomenonthetopsoftheomnibusessawanirradiationoftopazhues,darkenedhereandthereintorichestrusset。

Therehadbeenasharpshowerduringtheafternoon,andPierston——whohadtotakecareofhimself——hadwornapairofgoloshesonhisshortwalkinthestreet。Henoiselesslyenteredthestudio,insidewhichsomegleamsofthesamemellowlighthadmanagedtocreep,andwhereheguessedheshouldfindhisprospectivewifeandmother-in-lawawaitinghimwithtea。ButonlyAvicewasthere,seatedbesidetheteapotofbrowndelf,which,asartists,theyaffected,herbackbeingtowardhim。Shewasholdingherhandkerchieftohereyes,andhesawthatshewasweepingsilently。

Inanothermomentheperceivedthatshewasweepingoverabook。Bythistimeshehadheardhim,andcameforward。Hemadeitappearthathehadnotnoticedherdistress,andtheydiscussedsomearrangementsoffurniture。Whenhehadtakenacupofteashewentaway,leavingthebookbehindher。

Pierstontookitup。Thevolumewasanoldschool-book;Stievenard’s’LecturesFrancaises,’withhernameinitasapupilatSandbourneHighSchool,anddate-markingsdenotinglessonstakenatacomparativelyrecenttime,forAvicehadbeenbutanoviceasgovernesswhenhediscoveredher。

Foraschool-girl——whichshevirtuallywas——toweepoveraschool-bookwasstrange。Couldshehavebeenaffectedbysomesubjectinthereadings?Impossible。Pierstonfelltothinking,andzestdiedfortheprocessoffurnishing,whichhehadundertakensogaily。Somehow,thebloomwasagaindisappearingfromhisapproachingmarriage。YethelovedAvicemoreandmoretenderly;hefearedsometimesthatinthesolicitousnessofhisaffectionhewasspoilingherbyindulginghereverywhim。

Helookedroundthelargeandambitiousapartment,nowbecomingcloudedwithshades,outofwhichthewhiteandcadaverouscountenancesofhisstudies,casts,andotherlumberpeeredmeditativelyathim,asiftheyweresaying,’Whatareyougoingtodonow,oldboy?’Theyhadneverlookedlikethatwhilestandinginhispasthomelyworkshop,whereallthereallaboursofhislifehadbeencarriedout。Whatshouldamanofhisage,whohadnotforyearsdoneanythingtospeakof——certainlynottoaddtohisreputationasanartist——wantwithanewplacelikethis?Itwasallbecauseoftheelectlady,andsheapparentlydidnotwanthim。

PierstondidnotobserveanythingfurtherinAvicetocausehimmisgivingtillonedinner-time,aweeklater,towardstheendofthevisit。Then,ashesathimselfbetweenherandhermotherattheirlimitedtable,hewasstruckwithhernervousness,andwastemptedtosay,’Whyareyoutroubled,mylittledearest?’intoneswhichdisclosedthathewasastroubledasshe。

’AmItroubled?’shesaidwithastart,turninghergentlehazeleyesuponhim。’Yes,IsupposeIam。ItisbecauseIhavereceivedaletter——fromanoldfriend。’

’Youdidn’tshowittome,’saidhermother。

’No——Itoreitup。’

’Why?’

’Itwasnotnecessarytokeepit,soIdestroyedit。’

Mrs。Pierstondidnotpressherfurtheronthesubject,andAviceshowednodispositiontocontinueit。Theyretiredratherearly,astheyalwaysdid,butPierstonremainedpacingabouthisstudioalongwhile,musingonmanythings,nottheleastbeingtheperceptionthattowedawomanmaybebynomeansthesamethingastobeunitedwithher。The’oldfriend’ofAvice’sremarkhadsoundedverymuchlike’lover。’Otherwisewhyshouldtheletterhavesogreatlydisturbedher?

Thereseemedtobesomethinguncanny,afterall,aboutLondon,initsrelationtohiscontemplatedmarriage。Whenshehadfirstcomeupshewaseasierwithhimthannow。Andyethisbringinghertherehadhelpedhiscause;thehousehaddecidedlyimpressedher——almostoverawedher,andthoughheownedthatbynolawofnatureorreasonhadhermotherorhimselfanyrighttourgeonAvicepartnershipwithhimagainstherinclination,heresolvedtomakethemostofhavingherunderhisinfluencebygettingtheweddingdetailssettledbeforesheandhermotherleft。

Thenextmorningheproceededtodothis。WhenheencounteredAvicetherewasatraceofapprehensiononherface;buthesetthatdowntoafearthatshehadoffendedhimthenightbeforebyhertaciturnity。

Directlyherequestedhermother,inAvice’spresence,togethertofixthedayquiteearly,Mrs。Pierstonbecamebrighterandbrisker。

She,too,plainlyhaddoubtsaboutthewisdomofdelay,andturningtoherdaughtersaid,’Now,mydear,doyouhear?’

Itwasultimatelyagreedthatthewidowandherdaughtershouldgobackinadayortwo,toawaitPierston’sarrivalonthewedding-eve,immediatelyaftertheirreturn。

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InpursuanceofthearrangementPierstonfoundhimselfonthesouthshoreofEnglandinthegloomoftheaforesaidevening,theisle,ashelookedacrossatitwithhisapproach,beingjustdiscernibleasamopingcountenance,acreaturesullenwithasensethathewasabouttowithdrawfromitskeepingtherarestobjectithadeverowned。Hehadcomealone,nottoembarrassthem,andhadintendedtohaltacoupleofhoursintheneighbouringseaporttogivesomeordersrelatingtothewedding,butthelittlerailwaytrainbeinginwaitingtotakehimon,heproceededwithanaturalimpatience,resolvingtodohisbusinessherebymessengerfromtheisle。

HepassedtheruinsoftheTudorcastleandthelongfeaturelessribofgrindingpebblesthatscreenedofftheoutersea,whichcouldbeheardliftinganddippingrhythmicallyinthewidevaguenessoftheBay。Attheunder-hillislandtownletoftheWellstherewerenoflys,andleavinghisthingstobebroughton,asheoftendid,heclimbedtheeminenceonfoot。

Half-wayupthesteepestpartofthepasshesawintheduskafigurepausing——thesinglepersonontheincline。Thoughitwastoodarktoidentifyfaces,Pierstongatheredfromthewayinwhichthehaltingstrangerwassupportinghimselfbythehandrail,whichhereborderedtheroadtoassistclimbers,thatthepersonwasexhausted。

’Anythingthematter?’hesaid。

’Ono——notmuch,’wasreturnedbytheother。’Butitissteepjusthere。’

TheaccentwasnotquitethatofanEnglishman,andstruckhimashailingfromoneoftheChannelIslands。’Can’tIhelpyouuptothetop?’hesaid,forthevoice,thoughthatofayoungman,seemedfaintandshaken。

’No,thankyou。Ihavebeenill;butIthoughtIwasallrightagain;

andasthenightwasfineIwalkedintotheislandbytheroad。Itturnedouttoberathertoomuchforme,asthereissomeweaknessleftstill;andthisstiffinclinebroughtitout。’

’Naturally。You’dbettertakeholdofmyarm——atanyratetothebrowhere。’

Thuspressedthestrangerdidso,andtheywentontowardstheridge,till,reachingthelime-kilnstandingtherethestrangerabandonedhishold,saying:’Thankyouforyourassistance,sir。Good-night。’

’Idon’tthinkIrecognizeyourvoiceasanative’s?’

’No,itisnot。IamaJerseyman。Goodnight,sir。’

’Good-night,ifyouaresureyoucangeton。Here,takethisstick——itisnousetome。’Sayingwhich,Pierstonputhiswalking-stickintotheyoungman’shand。

’Thankyouagain。IshallbequiterecoveredwhenIhaverestedaminuteortwo。Don’tletmedetainyou,please。’

Thestrangerashespoketurnedhisfacetowardsthesouth,wheretheBeallighthadjustcomeintoview,andstoodregardingitwithanobstinatefixity。AsheevidentlywishedtobelefttohimselfJocelynwenton,andtroublednomoreabouthim,thoughthedesireoftheyoungmantoberidofhiscompany,afteracceptinghiswalking-stickandhisarm,hadcomewithasuddennessthatwasalmostemotional;andimpressionableasJocelynwas,nolessnowthaninyouth,hewassaddenedforaminutebythesensethattherewerepeopleintheworldwhodidnotlikeevenhissympathy。

However,apleasurewhichobliteratedallthisarosewhenPierstondrewneartothehousethatwaslikelytobehisdearhomeonallfuturevisitstotheisle,perhapsevenhispermanenthomeashegrewolderandtheassociationsofhisyouthre-assertedthemselves。Ithadbeen,too,hisfather’shouse,thehouseinwhichhewasborn,andheamusedhisfancywithplansforitsenlargementunderthesupervisionofAviceandhimself。Itwasastillgreaterpleasuretobeholdatallandshapelyfigurestandingagainstthelightoftheopendoorandpresumablyawaitinghim。

Avice,whoitwas,gavealittlejumpwhensherecognizedhim,butdutifullyallowedhimtokissherwhenhereachedherside;thoughhernervousnesswasonlytooapparent,andwaslikeachild’stowardsaparentwhomayprovestern。

’HowdearofyoutoguessthatImightcomeonatonceinsteadoflater!’saidJocelyn。’Well,ifIhadstayedinthetowntogototheshopsandsoon,Icouldnothavegotheretillthelasttrain。Howismother?——ourmother,asIshallcallhersoon。’

Avicesaidthathermotherhadnotbeensowell——shefearednotnearlysowellsinceherreturnfromLondon,sothatshewasobligedtokeepherroom。Thevisithadperhapsbeentoomuchforher。’Butshewillnotacknowledgethatsheismuchweaker,becauseshewillnotdisturbmyhappiness。’

Jocelynwasinamoodtolettriflesofmannerpass,andhetooknonoticeoftheeffortwhichhadaccompaniedthelastword。TheywentupstairstoMrs。Pierston,whoseobviousreliefandthankfulnessatsightofhimwasgratefultohervisitor。

’Iamso,Osogladyouarecome!’shesaidhuskily,assheheldoutherthinhandandstifledasob。’Ihavebeenso——’

Shecouldgetnofurtherforamoment,andAviceturnedawayweeping,andabruptlylefttheroom。

’Ihavesosetmyheartonthis,’Mrs。Pierstonwenton,’thatIhavenotbeenabletosleepoflate,forIhavefearedImightdropoffsuddenlybeforesheisyours,andlosethecomfortofseeingyouactuallyunited。Yourbeingsokindtomeinoldtimeshasmademesosurethatshewillfindagoodhusbandinyou,thatIamoveranxious,Iknow。Indeed,IhavenotlikedtoletherknowquitehowanxiousI

am。’

ThustheytalkedtillJocelynbadehergoodnight,itbeingnoticeablethatMrs。Pierston,chastenedbyherillnesses,maintainednolongeranyreserveonhergladnesstoacquirehimasherson-in-law;andherfeelingsdestroyedanyremainingscrupleshemighthavehadfromperceivingthatAvice’sconsentwasratheranobediencethanadesire。

Ashewentdownstairs,andfoundAviceawaitinghisdescent,hewonderedifanythinghadoccurredhereduringhisabsencetogiveMrs。

Pierstonnewuneasinessaboutthemarriage,butitwasaninquiryhecouldnotaddresstoagirlwhoseactionscouldalonebethecauseofsuchuneasiness。

Helookedroundforherashesupped,butthoughshehadcomeintotheroomwithhimshewasnottherenow。Herememberedhertellinghimthatshehadhadsupperwithhermother,andJocelynsatonquietlymusingandsippinghiswineforsomethingnearhalf-an-hour。Wonderingthenforthefirsttimewhathadbecomeofher,heroseandwenttothedoor。Avicewasquitenearhimafterall——onlystandingatthefrontdoorasshehadbeendoingwhenhecame,lookingintothelightofthefullmoon,whichhadrisensincehisarrival。Hissuddenopeningofthedining-roomdoorseemedtoagitateher。

’Whatisit,dear?’heasked。

’Asmotherismuchbetteranddoesn’twantme,IoughttogoandseesomebodyIpromisedtotakeaparcelto——IfeelIought。Andyet,asyouhavejustcometoseeme——Isupposeyoudon’tapproveofmygoingoutwhileyouarehere?’

’Whoistheperson?’

’Somebodydownthatway,’shesaidindefinitely。’Itisnotveryfaroff。Iamnotafraid——Igooutoftenbymyselfatnighthereabout。’

Hereassuredhergood-humouredly。’Ifyoureallywishtogo,mydear,ofcourseIdon’tobject。Ihavenoauthoritytodothattilltomorrow,andyouknowthatifIhaditIshouldn’tuseit。’

’Obutyouhave!Motherbeinganinvalid,youareinherplace,apartfrom——to-morrow。’

’Nonsense,darling。Runacrosstoyourfriend’shousebyallmeansifyouwantto。’

’Andyou’llbeherewhenIcomein?’

’No,Iamgoingdowntotheinntoseeifmythingsarebroughtup。’

’Buthasn’tmotheraskedyoutostayhere?Thespareroomwasgotreadyforyou……Dearme,IamafraidIoughttohavetoldyou。’

’Shedidaskme。ButIhavesomethingscoming,directedtotheinn,andIhadbetterbethere。SoI’llwishyougood-night,thoughitisnotlate。Iwillcomeinquiteearlyto-morrow,toinquirehowyourmotherisgoingon,andtowishyougood-morning。Youwillbebackagainquicklythisevening?’

’Oyes。’

’AndIneedn’tgowithyouforcompany?’

’Ono,thankyou。Itisnodistance。’

Pierstonthendeparted,thinkinghowentirelyhermannerwasthatofonetowhomaquestionofdoinganythingwasaquestionofpermissionandnotofjudgment。HehadnosoonergonethanAvicetookaparcelfromacupboard,putonherhatandcloak,andfollowingbythewayhehadtakentillshereachedtheentrancetoSylvaniaCastle,therestoodstill。ShecouldhearPierston’sfootstepspassingdownEastQuarrierstotheinn;butshewentnofurtherinthatdirection。Turningintothelaneontheright,ofwhichmentionhassooftenbeenmade,shewentquicklypastthelastcottage,andhavingenteredthegorgebeyondsheclamberedintotheruinoftheRedKing’sorBow-and-ArrowCastle,standingasasquareblackmassagainstthemoonlit,indefinitesea。

3。VI。THEWELL-BELOVEDIS——WHERE?

Mrs。Pierstonpassedarestlessnight,butthissheletnobodyknow;

nor,whatwaspainfullyevidenttoherself,thatherprostrationwasincreasedbyanxietyandsuspenseabouttheweddingonwhichshehadtoomuchsetherheart。

DuringtheverybriefspaceinwhichshedozedAvicecameintoherroom。Asitwasnotinfrequentforherdaughtertolookinuponherthusshetooklittlenotice,merelysayingtoassurethegirl:’Iambetter,dear。Don’tcomeinagain。Gettosleepyourself。’

Themother,however,wentthinkinganew。Shehadnoapprehensionsaboutthismarriage。Shefeltperfectlysurethatitwasthebestthingshecoulddoforhergirl。NotayoungwomanontheislandbutwasenvyingAviceatthatmoment;forJocelynwasabsurdlyyoungforthreescore,agood-lookingman,onewhosehistorywasgenerallyknownhere;asalsoweretheexactfiguresofthefortunehehadinheritedfromhisfather,andthesocialstandinghecouldclaim——astanding,however,whichthatfortunewouldnothavebeenlargeenoughtoprocureunassistedbyhisreputationinhisart。

ButAvicehadbeenweakenough,ashermotherknew,toindulgeinfanciesforlocalyouthsfromtimetotime,andMrs。Pierstoncouldnothelpcongratulatingherselfthatherdaughterhadbeensodocileinthecircumstances。Yettoeveryoneexcept,perhaps,Aviceherself,Jocelynwasthemostromanticoflovers。Indeedwasthereeversucharomanceasthatmanembodiedinhisrelationstoherhouse?RejectingthefirstAvice,thesecondhadrejectedhim,andtorallytothethirdwithfinalachievementwasanartisticandtenderfinishtowhichitwasungratefulinanybodytobeblind。

ThewidowthoughtthatthesecondAvicemightprobablynothaverejectedPierstononthatoccasionintheLondonstudiosomanyyearsagoifdestinyhadnotarrangedthatsheshouldhavebeensecretlyunitedtoanotherwhentheproposingmomentcame。

Butwhathadcomewasbest。’MyGod,’shesaidattimesthatnight,’tothinkmyaiminwritingtohimshouldbefulfillingitselflikethis!’

Whenallwasrightanddone,whatasuccessuponthewholeherlifewouldhavebeen。Shewhohadbegunhercareerasacottage-girl,asmallquarry-owner’sdaughter,hadsunksolowastothepositionoflaundress,hadengagedinvariousmenialoccupations,hadmadeanunhappymarriageforlovewhichhad,however,inthelongrun,thankstoJocelyn’smanagement,muchimprovedherposition,wasatlasttoseeherdaughtersecurewhatsheherselfhadjustmissedsecuring,andestablishedinahomeofaffluenceandrefinement。

Thusthesickwomanexcitedherselfasthehourswenton。Atlast,inhertensenessitseemedtoherthatthetimehadalreadycomeatwhichthehouseholdwasstirring,andshefanciedsheheardconversationinherdaughter’sroom。Butshefoundthatitwasonlyfiveo’clock,andnotyetdaylight。Herstatewassuchthatshecouldseethehangingsofthebedtremblewithhertremors。Shehaddeclaredovernightthatshedidnotrequireanyonetositupwithher,butshenowrangalittlehandbell,andinafewminutesanurseappeared;RuthStockwool,anislandwomanandneighbour,whomMrs。Pierstonknewwell,andwhoknewallMrs。Pierston’shistory。

’IamsonervousthatIcan’tstaybymyself,’saidthewidow。’AndI

thoughtIheardBeckydressingMissAviceinherweddingthings。’

’Ono——notyet,ma’am。There’snobodyup。ButI’llgetyousomething。’

WhenMrs。Pierstonhadtakenalittlenourishmentshewenton:’I

can’thelpfrighteningmyselfwiththoughtsthatshewon’tmarryhim。

YouseeheisolderthanAvice。’

’Yes,heis,’saidherneighbour。’ButIdon’tseehowanythingcanhendertheweddennow。’

’Avice,youknow,hadfancies;atleastonefancyforanotherman;ayoungfellowoffive-and-twenty。Andshe’sbeenverysecretandoddaboutit。Iwishshehadravedandcriedandhaditout;butshe’sbeenquitetheotherway。Iknowshe’sfondofhimstill。’

’What——thatyoungFrenchman,Mr。Leverreo’Sandbourne?I’veheardalittleofit。ButIshouldsaytherewaddenmuchbetween’em。’

’Idon’tthinktherewas。ButI’veasortofconvictionthatshesawhimlastnight。Ibelieveitwasonlytobidhimgood-bye,andreturnhimsomebookshehadgivenher;butIwishshehadneverknownhim;heisratheranexcitable,impulsiveyoungman,andhemightmakemischief。Heisn’taFrenchman,thoughhehaslivedinFrance。HisfatherwasaJerseygentleman,andonhisbecomingawidowerhemarriedashissecondwifeanativeofthisveryisland。That’smainlywhytheyoungmanissoathomeintheseparts。’

’Ah——nowIfollow’ee。ShewasaBencomb,hisstepmother:Iheardsomethingaboutheryearsago。’

’Yes;herfatherhadthebiggeststone-tradeontheislandatonetime;

butthenameisforgottenherenow。HeretiredyearsbeforeIwasborn。However,motherusedtotellmethatshewasahandsomeyoungwoman,whotriedtocatchMr。Pierstonwhenhewasayoungman,andscandalizedherselfabitwithhim。Shewentoffabroadwithherfather,whohadmadeafortunehere;butwhenhegotovertherehelostitnearlyallinsomeway。YearsaftershemarriedthisJerseyman,Mr。

Leverre,whohadbeenfondofherasagirl,andshebroughtuphischildasherown。’

Mrs。Pierstonpaused,butasRuthdidnotaskanyquestionshepresentlyresumedherself-relievingmurmur:

’HowMissAvicegottoknowtheyoungmanwasinthisway。WhenMrs。

Leverre’shusbanddiedshecamefromJerseytoliveatSandbourne;andmadeitherbusinessonedaytocrossovertothisplacetomakeinquiriesaboutMr。JocelynPierston。AsmynamewasPierstonshecalleduponmewithherson,andsoAviceandhegotacquainted。WhenAvicewentbacktoSandbournetothefinishingschooltheykeptuptheacquaintanceinsecret。HetaughtFrenchsomewherethere,anddoesstill,Ibelieve。’

’Well,Ihopeshe’llforgeten。Heiddengoodenough。’

’Ihopeso——Ihopeso……NowI’lltrytogetalittlenap。’

RuthStockwoolwentbacktoherroom,where,findingitwouldnotbenecessarytogetupforanotherhour,shelaydownagainandsoonslept。Herbedwasclosetothestaircase,fromwhichitwasdividedbyalathpartitiononly,andherconsciousnesseitherwasorseemedtobearousedbylightbrushingtouchesontheoutsideofthepartition,asoffingersfeelingthewaydownstairsinthedark。Theslightnoisepassed,andinafewsecondsshedreamtorfanciedshecouldheartheunfasteningofthebackdoor。

Shehadnearlysunkintoanothersoundsleepwhenpreciselythesamephenomenawererepeated;fingersbrushingalongthewallclosetoherhead,down,downward,thesoftopeningofthedoor,itsclose,andsilenceagain。

Shenowbecameclearlyawake。Therepetitionoftheprocesshadmadethewholematterasingularone。Earlyasitwasthefirstsoundsmighthavebeenthoseofthehousemaiddescending,thoughwhysheshouldhavecomedownsostealthilyandinthedarkdidnotmakeitselfclear。Butthesecondperformancewasinexplicable。Ruthgotoutofbedandliftedherblind。Thedawnwashardlyyetpink,andthelightfromthesandbankwasnotyetextinguished。Butthebushesofeuonymusagainstthewhitepalingsofthefrontgardencouldbeseen,alsothelightsurfaceoftheroadwindingawaylikearibandtothenorthentranceofSylvaniaCastle,thenceroundtothevillage,thecliffs,andtheCovebehind。Upontheroadtwodarkfigurescouldjustbediscerned,onealittlewaybehindtheother,butovertakingandjoiningtheforemostasRuthlooked。Afteralltheymightbequarriersorlighthouse-keepersfromthesouthoftheisland,orfishermenjustlandedfromanight’swork。Therebeingnothingtoconnectthemwiththenoisesshehadheardindoorsshedismissedthewholesubject,andwenttobedagain。

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JocelynhadpromisedtopayanearlyvisittoascertainthestateofMrs。Pierston’shealthafterhernight’srest,herprecariousconditionbeingmoreobvioustohimthantoAvice,andmakinghimalittleanxious。Subsequenteventscausedhimtorememberthatwhilehewasdressinghecasuallyobservedtwoorthreeboatmenstandingnearthecliffbeyondthevillage,andapparentlywatchingwithdeepinterestwhatseemedtobeaboatfarawaytowardstheoppositeshoreofSouthWessex。Athalf-pasteighthecamefromthedooroftheinnandwentstraighttoMrs。Pierston’s。Onapproachinghediscoveredthatastrangeexpressionwhichseemedtohangaboutthehouse-frontthatmorningwasmorethanafancy,thegate,door,andtwowindowsbeingopen,thoughtheblindsofotherwindowswerenotdrawnup,thewholelendingavacant,dazedlooktothedomicile,asofapersongapinginsuddenstultification。Nobodyansweredhisknock,andwalkingintothedining-roomhefoundthatnobreakfasthadbeenlaid。Hisflashingthoughtwas,’Mrs。Pierstonisdead。’

Whilestandingintheroomsomebodycamedownstairs,andJocelynencounteredRuthStockwool,anopenletterflutteringinherhand。

’OMr。Pierston,Mr。Pierston!TheLord-a-Lord!’

’What?Mrs。Pierston——’

’No,no!MissAvice!Sheisgone!——yes——gone!Readyethis,sir。Itwasleftinherbedroom,andwebefairlygalliedoutofoursenses!’

Hetooktheletterandconfusedlybeheldthatitwasintwohandwritings,thefirstsectionbeinginAvice’s:

’MYDEARMOTHER,——HoweverwillyouforgivemeforwhatIhavedone!

Sodeceitfulasitseems。AndyettillthisnightIhadnoideaofdeceivingeitheryouorMr。Pierston。

’Lastnightatteno’clockIwentout,asyoumayhaveguessed,toseeMr。Leverreforthelasttime,andtogivehimbackhisbooks,letters,andlittlepresentstome。Iwentonlyafewsteps——toBow-and-ArrowCastle,wherewemetaswehadagreedtodo,sincehecouldnotcall。

WhenIreachedtheplaceIfoundhimtherewaiting,butquiteill。Hehadbeenunwellathismother’shouseforsomedays,andhadbeenobligedtostayinbed,buthehadgotuponpurposetocomeandbidmegood-bye。Theover-exertionofthejourneyupsethim,andthoughwestayedandstayedtilltwelveo’clockhefeltquiteunabletogobackhome——unable,indeed,tomovemorethanafewyards。Ihadtriedsohardnottolovehimanylonger,butIlovedhimsonowthatIcouldnotdeserthimandleavehimouttheretocatchhisdeath。SoIhelpedhim——nearlycarryinghim——onandontoourdoor,andthenroundtotheback。Herehegotalittlebetter,andashecouldnotstaythere,andeverybodywasnowasleep,IhelpedhimupstairsintotheroomwehadpreparedforMr。Pierstonifheshouldhavewantedone。Igothimintobed,andthenfetchedsomebrandyandalittleofyourtonic。Didyouseemecomeintoyourroomforit,orwereyouasleep?

’Isatbyhimallnight。Heimprovedslowly,andwetalkedoverwhatwehadbetterdo。Ifeltthat,thoughIhadintendedtogivehimup,I

couldnotnowbecominglymarryanyotherman,andthatIoughttomarryhim。Wedecidedtodoitatonce,beforeanybodycouldhinderus。Sowecamedownbeforeitwaslight,andhavegoneawaytogettheceremonysolemnized。

’TellMr。Pierstonitwasnotpremeditated,buttheresultofanaccident。Iamsincerelysorrytohavetreatedhimwithwhathewillthinkunfairness,butthoughIdidnotlovehimImeanttoobeyyouandmarryhim。ButGodsentthisnecessityofmyhavingtogivesheltertomyLove,toprevent,Ithink,mydoingwhatIamnowconvincedwouldhavebeenwrong——Everyourlovingdaughter,AVICE。’

Thesecondwasinaman’shand:

’DEARMOTHER(asyouwillsoonbetome),——AvicehasclearlyexplainedabovehowithappenedthatIhavenotbeenabletogiveheruptoMr。

Pierston。IthinkIshouldhavediedifIhadnotacceptedthehospitalityofaroominyourhousethisnight,andyourdaughter’stendernursingthroughthedarkdrearyhours。Weloveeachotherbeyondexpression,anditisobviousthat,ifwearehuman,wecannotresistmarryingnow,inspiteoffriends’wishes。Willyoupleasesendthenotelyingbesidethistomymother。ItismerelytoexplainwhatIhavedone——Yourswithwarmestregard,HENRILEVERRE。’

Jocelynturnedawayandlookedoutofthewindow。

’Mrs。Pierstonthoughtsheheardsometalkinginthenight,butofcoursesheputitdowntofancy。AndsheremembersMissAvicecomingintoherroomatoneo’clockinthemorning,andgoingtothetablewherethemedicinewasstanding。Aslygirl——allthetimeheryoungmanwithinayardortwo,intheveryroom,andausingtheverycleansheetsthatyou,sir,weretohaveused!Theyareourbestlinenones,gotupbeautiful,andakeptwi’rosemary。Really,sir,onewouldsayyoustayedouto’yourchammero’purposetoobligetheyoungmanwithabed!’

’Don’tblamethem,don’tblamethem!’saidJocelyninanevenandcharacterlessvoice。’Don’tblameher,particularly。Shedidn’tmakethecircumstances。Idid……ItwashowIservedhergrandmother……Well,she’sgone!Youneedn’tmakeamysteryofit。Tellittoalltheisland:saythatamancametomarryawife,anddidn’tfindherathome。Telleverybodythatshe’srunaway。Itmustbeknownsoonerorlater。’

Oneoftheservantssaid,afterwaitingafewmoments:’Weshan’tdothat,sir。’

’Oh——Whywon’tyou?’

’Welikedhertoowell,withallherfaults。’

’Ah——didyou,’saidhe;andhesighed。HeperceivedthattheyoungermaidsweresecretlyonAvice’sside。

’Howdoeshermotherbearit?’Jocelynasked。’Issheawake?’

Mrs。Pierstonhadhardlyslept,and,havinglearntthetidingsinadvertently,becamesodistractedandincoherentastobelikeapersoninadelirium;till,afewmomentsbeforehearrived,allherexcitementceased,andshelayinaweak,quietsilence。

’Letmegoup,’Pierstonsaid。’Andsendforthedoctor。’

PassingAvice’schamberheperceivedthatthelittlebedhadnotbeenslepton。Atthedoorofthespareroomhelookedin。Inonecornerstoodawalking-stick——hisown。

’Wheredidthatcomefrom?’

’Wefounditthere,sir。’

’Ahyes——Igaveittohim。’Tislikemetoplayanother’sgame!’

ItwasthelastspurtofbitternessthatJocelynletescapehim。HewentontowardsMrs。Pierston’sroom,precededbytheservant。

’Mr。Pierstonhascome,ma’am,’heheardhersaytotheinvalid。Butasthelattertooknonoticethewomanrushedforwardtothebed。

’Whathashappenedtoher,Mr。Pierston?Owhatdoitmean?’

AvicetheSecondwaslyingplacidlyinthepositioninwhichthenursehadlefther;butnobreathcamefromherlips,andarigidityoffeaturewasaccompaniedbythepreciseexpressionwhichhadcharacterizedherfacewhenPierstonhadherasagirlinhisstudio。

Hesawthatitwasdeath,thoughsheappearedtohavebreathedherlastonlyafewmomentsbefore。

RuthStockwool’scomposuredesertedher。’’TistheshockoffindingMissAvicegonethathasdoneit!’shecried。’Shehaskilledhermother!’

’Don’tsaysuchaterriblething!’exclaimedJocelyn。

’Butsheoughttohaveobeyedhermother——agoodmotherasshewas!

Howshehadsetherheartuponthewedding,poorsoul;andwecouldn’thelpherknowingwhathadhappened!Ohowungratefulyoungfolkbe!

Thatgirlwillruethismorning’swork!’

’Wemustgetthedoctor,’saidPierston,mechanically,hasteningfromtheroom。

Whenthelocalpractitionercamehemerelyconfirmedtheirownverdict,andthoughtherdeathhadundoubtedlybeenhastenedbytheshockoftheillnewsuponafeebleheart,followingalongstrainofanxietyaboutthewedding。Hedidnotconsiderthataninquestwouldbenecessary。

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