投诉 阅读记录

第6章

Thebloodwentfromhischeeksasaswallowfliesdownfromaroof;hestartedbackagainsttheoppositewallwithastifledgroan,whileshestaredathimblankly,andgrewasdeathlypaleashe。

Hewasamanofgreatresourceinallemergencieswhichrequiredaquicktongue,but,forthemoment,thiswasbeyondhim。Hefelthimselflost,topplingbackwardintoanabyss,andtheuselessnessofhisdestructionmadehimphysicallysick。Forheneednothavebeenthere;hehadnotwishedtocome;hehadwellcountedthedangertohimself,andthisonetimeinhislifehadgonetothecupola-roomoutofgood-nature。ButBareaudhadbeenobstinateandCraileyhadcomeawayalone,hopingthatJeffersonmightfollow。Andherehewas,poortrappedrat,convictedandruinedbecauseofagoodaction!Atlastheknewconsistencytobeajewel,andthatagreedyboyshouldnevergiveacrust;thatafoolshouldsticktohisfolly,avillaintohisdeviltry,andeachholdhisown;forthemanwhothrustsagooddeedintoalifeofliesiswoundaboutwithperilouspasses,andinhisdeviouswaysathousandunexpecteddamnationsspring。

Beaten,stunned,hang-jawedwithdespair,hereturnedherlong,dumfoundedgazehopelesslyandtoldthetruthlikeaninspireddunce。

"Icame——Icame——tobringanothermanaway,"hewhisperedbrokenly;and,attheverymoment,severalheavy,half-suppressedvoicesbrokeintoeagertalkoverhead。

Thewhitehandthatheldthecandlewavered,andtheshadowsglidedinahuge,grotesquedance。Twicesheessayedtospeakbeforeshecoulddoso,atthesamemomentmotioninghimback,forhehadmadeavaguegesturetowardher。

"Iamnotfaint。Doyoumean,awayfromupthere?"Shepointedtothecupola-stairs。

"Yes。"

"Have-haveyouseenmyfather?"

Thequestioncameoutofsuchadepthofincredulousnessthatitwasmoreanarticulationofthelipsthanasound,buthecaughtit;and,withitnothope,buttheshadowofashadowofhope,ahandwavingfromthefarshoretotheswimmerwhohasbeendowntwice。Didshefearforhissake?

"No——Ihavenotseenhim。"Hewasgropingblindly。

"Youdidnotcomefromthat"

"Howdidyouenterthehouse?"

Thedraughtthroughthehallwasblowinguponhim;thedoubledoorsupontheverandahadbeenleftopenforcoolness。"There,"hesaid,pointingtothem。

"But——Iheardyoucomefromtheotherdirection。"

Hewasbreathingquickly;hesawhischance——ifJeffersonBareauddidnotcomenow。

"Youdidnothearmecomedownthestairs。"Heleanedtowardher,riskingitallonthat。

"Ah!"AsightoolikeagaspburstfromCrailey。Hisheadliftedalittle,andhiseyeswereluminouswithaneagernessthatwasalmostanguish。Hesethisutmostwillatworktocollecthimselfandtothinkhardandfast。

"Icamehereresolvedtotakeamanaway,comewhatwould!"hesaid。"I

foundthedooropen,wenttothefootofthatstairway;thenIstopped。I

rememberedsomething;Iturned,andwasgoingawaywhenyouopenedthedoor。"

"Yourememberedwhat?"

Herstrainedattitudedidnotrelax,nor,tohisutmostscrutiny,wasthecompleteastonishmentofherdistendedgazealteredonewhit,butahintofheraccustomedhighcolorwasagainuponhercheekandherliptrembledalittle,likethatofachildabouttoweep。Theflickerofhopeinhisbreastincreasedprodigiously,andtherushofittookthebreathfromhisthroatandchokedhim。GoodGod!wasshegoingtobelievehim?

"Iremembered——you!"

"What?"shesaid,wonderingly。

Artreturnedwithasplendidbound,full-pinioned,hisbeautifulandtreacherousFamiliarwhohaddesertedhimatthecrucialinstant;butshemadeupforitnow,foldinghiminprotectivewingsandbreathingthroughhisspirit。Inrapidandvehementwhispershepouredoutthewordsuponthegirlinthedoorway。

"Ihaveafriend,andIwouldlaydownmylifetomakehimwhathecouldbe。Hehasalwaysthrowneverythingaway,hislife,histalents,allhismoneyandallofmine,forthesakeof——throwingthemaway!Someothermusttellyouaboutthatroom;butithasruinedmyfriend。TonightI

discoveredthathehadbeensummonedhere,andImadeupmymindtocomeandtakehimaway。YourfatherhassworntoshootmeifIsetfootinhishouseorongroundofhis。Well,mydutywasclearandIcametodoit。

Andyet——Istoppedatthefootofthestair——because——becauseIrememberedthatyouwereRobertCarewe’sdaughter。Whatofyou,ifIwentupandharmcametomefromyourfather?ForIswearIwouldnothavetouchedhim!Youaskedmenottospeakof`personal’things,andIhaveobeyedyou;butyouseeImusttellyouonethingnow:Ihavecaredforthisfriendofminemorethanforallelseunderheaven,butIturnedandlefthimtohisruin,andwouldathousandtimes,ratherthanbringtroubleuponyou!`Athousandtimes?’Ah!Iswearitshouldbeathousandtimesathousand!"

Hehadparadedinonespeechfromtheprisoner’sdocktoCapulet’sgarden,andhereyeswereshiningintohislikeagreatlightwhenhefinished。

"Goquickly,"shewhispered。"Goquickly!Goquickly!"

"Butdoyouunderstand?"

"Notyet,butIshall。Willyougo?Theymightcome-myfathermightcome-atanymoment。"

"But——-"

"Doyouwanttodrivemequitemad?Pleasego!"Shelaidatrembling,urgenthanduponhissleeve。

"Never,untilyoutellmethatyouunderstand,"repliedCraileyfirmly,listeningkeenlyfortheslightestsoundfromoverhead。"Never——untilthen!"

"WhenIdoIshalltellyou;nowIonlyknowthatyoumustgo。"

"Buttellme-"

"Youmustgo!"

Therewasashufflingofchairsontheflooroverhead,andCraileywent。

Hewentevenmorehastilythanmighthavebeenexpectedfromtheadaman-

tineattitudehehadjustpreviouslyassumed。Realizingthisashereachedthewetpath,heriskedstealingroundtoherwindow:

"Foryoursake!"hebreathed;andhavingthusforestalledanytriflingimperfectionwhichmightariseinherrecollectionofhisexitfromthehouse,hedisappeared,kissinghishandtotherainasherandownthestreet。

MissBettylockedherdoorandpulledclosethecurtainsofherwindow。A

numerousbutcarefulsoundoffootstepscamefromthehall,wentbyherdoorandoutacrosstheveranda。Silentlyshewaiteduntilsheheardherfathergoalonetohisroom。

ShetookthecandleandwentintoMrs。Tanberry。Shesetthelightuponatable,pulledachairclosetothebedside,andplacedhercoolhandlightlyonthegreatlady’sforehead。

"Isn’titverylate,child?Whyareyounotasleep?"

"Mrs。Tanberry,Iwanttoknowwhytherewasalightinthecupola-roomtonight?"

"What?"Mrs。Tanberryrolledherselfasuprightaspossible,andsatwithblinkingeyes。

"IwanttoknowwhatIamsureyouknow,andwhatIamsureeverybodyknows,exceptme。Whatweretheydoingtheretonight,andwhatwasthequarrelbetweenMr。VanrevelandmyfatherthathadtodowithMr。Gray?"

Mrs。Tanberrygazedearnestlyintothegirl’sface。Afteralongtimeshesaidinagentlevoice:

"Child,hasitcometomatterthatmuch?"

"Yes,"saidMissBetty。

CHAPTERXIII

TheTocsinTomVanrevelalwayswenttothepost-officesoonafterthemorningdistributionofthemail;thatistosay,aboutteno’clock,andreturnedwiththelettersforthefirmofGrayandVanrevel,bothpersonalandofficial。Craileyandhesharedeverything,evenaboxatthepost-

office;andinfrontofthisbox,onemorning,afteranightofrain,Tomstoodstaringatawhiteenvelopebearingasmall,blackseal。Theaddresswasinawritinghehadneverseenbefore,buttheinstantitfellunderhiseyehewasstruckwithadistinctlypleasurableexcitement。

Whetherthroughsomespiritualexhalationofthewriterfragrantonanymissive,orbecauseofahundredmicroscopicimpressions,thereareanalystswhoareabletoselect,fromapileofletterswrittenbywomen(forthewritingofwomenexhibitscertainphenomenamoredeterminablythanthatofmen)thoseoftheprettiestorotherwisemostattractive。

Andoutupontheloverwhodoesnotrecognizehismistress’shandatthefirstglimpseeverhehasofit,withoutpost-markorotherinformationtoaidhim!ThusVanrevel,worn,hollow-eyed,andsallow,intheRouenpost-

office,heldtheoneletterseparatefromadozen(thelatternot,indeed,fromwomen),andstaredatituntilalittlecolorcamebacktohisdarkskinandagreatdealofbrightnesstohiseye。Hewasnoanalystofhandwritings,yetitcametohiminstantlythatthisnotewasfromaprettywoman。Toseethatitwasfromawomanwassimple,butthatheknew——andhedidknow——thatshewaspretty,savorsoftheoccult。Morethanthis:therewassomethingaboutitthatthrilledhim。Suddenly,andwithoutreason,heknewthatitcamefromElizabethCarewe。

Hewalkedbackquicklytohisofficewiththeletterintheleftpocketofhiscoat,threwthebundleofgeneralcorrespondenceuponhisdesk,wentuptothefloorabove,andpausedathisowndoortolisten。DeepbreathingfromacrossthehallindicatedthatMr。Gray’ssoulwasstillencasedinslumber,andgreatwasitsneed,asTomhadfoundhispartner,thatmorningatfive,stretcheduponthehorsehairsofaintheoffice,lamentingtheemptinessofabottlewhichhadbeenfilledwithfieryBourbonintheafternoon。

Vanrevelwenttohisownroom,lockedthedoor,andtooktheletterfromhispocket。Hehelditbetweenhisfingerscarefully,asthoughitwerealiveandveryfragile,andhelookedatitalongtime,holdingitfirstinonehand,thenintheother,beforeheopenedit。Atlast,however,afterexaminingallthebladesofhispocketknife,heselectedonebrighterthantheothers,andloosenedtheflapoftheenvelopeasgentlyandcarefullyasifithadbeenthepetalofarose-budthathewasopening。

"DearMr。Vanrevel:

"Ibelievedyoulastnight,thoughIdidnotunderstand。ButI

understand,now——everything——and,bittertomeasthetruthis,ImustshowyouplainlythatIknowallofit,norcanIrestuntilIdoshowyou。Iwantyoutoanswerthisletter——thoughImustnotseeyouagainforalongtime——andinyouransweryoumustsetmerightifIamanywheremistakeninwhatIhavelearned。

"Atfirst,anduntilafterthesecondtimewemet,Ididnotbelieveinyourheart,thoughIdidinyourmindandhumor。Evensincethen,therehavecomestrange,small,inexplicablemistrustingsofyou,butnowI

throwthemallawayandtrustyouwholly,MonsieurCitizenGeorgesMeilbac!——Ishallalwaysthinkofyouinthoseimpossiblegarnishmentsofmypoorgreat-uncle,andIpersuademyselfthathemusthavebeenalittlelikeyou。

"ItrustyoubecauseIhaveheardthestoryofyourprofoundgoodness。

Thefirstreasonformyfather’sdislikewasyourbeliefinfreedomastherightofallmen。Ah,itisnotyourprettyexaggerationsandflatteries(Ilaughatthem!)thatspeakforyou,butyourcareer,itself,andthebravethingsyouhavedone。Myfather’sdislikeflaredintohatredbecauseyouworstedhimwhenhediscoveredthathecouldnotsuccessfullydefendthewrongagainstyouandfellbackuponsheerinsult。

"HeisamanwhomIdonotknow——strangeasthatseemsasIwriteit。Itisonlytoyou,whohavetaughtmesomuch,thatIcouldwriteit。IhavetriedtoknowhimandtorealizethatIamhisdaughter,butwearethecoldestacquaintances,thatisall;andIcannotseehowachangecouldcome。Idonotunderstandhim;leastofalldoIunderstandwhyheisagambler。Ithasbeenexplainedtomethatitishisgreatpassion,butallIcomprehendinthesewordsisthattheyarefullofshameforhisdaughter。

"Thisiswhatwastoldme:hehasalwaysplayedheavilyandskillfully——

addingmuchtohisestateinthatway——andinRouenalwayswithacertaincoterie,whichwasjoined,severalyearsago,bythemanyoucametosavelastnight。

"YourdevotiontoMr。Grayhasbeenthemostbeautifulthinginyourlife。

Iknowallthatthetownknowsofthat,exceptthethousandhiddensacrificesyouhavemadeforhim,thosethingswhichnoonewilleverknow。(Andyet,yousee,Iknowthemafterall!)Foryoursake,becauseyoulovehim,Iwillnotevencallhimunworthy。

"Ihaveheard——fromonewhotoldunwillingly——thestoryofthenighttwoyearsago,whentheplayransoterriblyhigh;andhow,inthemorningwhentheywentaway,allwerepoorerexceptone,theirhost!——howMr。Grayhadnothingleftintheworld,andowedmyfatheragreatsumwhichwastobepaidintwenty-fourhours;howyoutookeverythingyouhadsavedintheyearsofhardworkatyourprofession,andborrowedtherestonyourword,andbroughtittomyfatherthatafternoon;how,whenyouhadpaidyourfriend’sdebt,youaskedmyfathernottoplaywithMr。Grayagain;andmyfathermadethathisexcusetosendyouachallenge。Youlaughedatthechallenge——andyoucouldaffordtolaughatit。

"Butthisisallshame,shameforRobertCarewe’sdaughter。ItseemstomethatIshouldhideandnotliftmyhead;thatI,beingofmyfather’sblood,couldneverlookyouinthefaceagain。Itissounspeakablypainfulandugly。Ithinkofmyfather’sstiffprideandhislookoftheeagle,——andhestillplayswithyourfriend,almostalways`successfully!’Andyourfriendstillcomestoplay!——butIwillnotspeakofthatsideofit"Mr。Grayhasmadeyoupoor,butIknowitwasnotthatwhichmadeyoucomeseekinghimlastnight,whenIfoundyouthereinthehail。Itwasforhissakeyoucame——andyouwentawayformine。NowthatIknow,atlast——nowthatIhaveheardwhatyourlifehasbeen(andohIheardsomuchmorethanIhavewritten!)——nowthatmyeyeshavebeenopenedtoseeyouasyouare,Iamproud,andgladandhumblethatIcanbelievethatyoufeltafriendshipformestrongenoughtohavemadeyougo`formysake。’Youwillwritetomejustonce,won’tyou?andtellmeiftherewasanyerrorinwhatIlistenedto;butyoumustnotcometothegarden。

NowthatIknowyou,Icannotmeetyouclandestinelyagain。ItwouldhurtthedignitywhichIfeelinyounow,andmyownpoordignity——suchasitis!Ihavebeenearnestlywarnedofthedangertoyou。Besides,youmustletmetestmyself。Iamallflutteringandfrightenedandexcited。Youwillobeyme,won’tyou?——donotcomeuntilIsendforyou。

ElizabethCarewe。"

Mr。Gray,occupiedwithhistoiletaboutnoon,heardhispartnerdescendingtotheofficewithaheavystep,andissuedfromhisroomtocallaheartygreeting。Tomlookedbackoverhisshoulderandrepliedcheerily,thoughwithacertainembarrassment;butCrailey,catchingsightofhisface,utteredasharpejaculationandcamedowntohim。

"Why,what’sthematter,Tom?You’renotgoingtobesick?Youlooklikethedevilandall!"

"I’mallright,neverfear!"Tomlaughed,evadingtheother’seye。"I’mgoingoutinthecountryonsomebusiness,andIdaresayIshallnotbebackforacoupleofdays;itwillbeallupanddownthecounty。"Hesetdownatravelling-baghewascarrying,andofferedtheotherhishand。

"Good-by。"

"Can’tIgoforyou?Youdon’tlookable"

"No,no。It’ssomethingI’llhavetoattendtomyself。"

"Ah,Isuppose,"saidCrailey,gently,"Isupposeit’simportant,andyoucouldn’ttrustmetohandleit。Well——Godknowsyou’reright!I’veshownyouoftenenoughhowincompetentIamtodoanythingbutwritejingles!"

"Youdosomemoreofthem——withoutthewhiskey,Crailey。They’reworthmorethanallthelawingGrayandVanrevelhaveeverdoneoreverwilldo。

Good-by——-andbekindtoyourself。"

Hedescendedtothefirstlanding,andthen,"Oh,Crailey,"hecalled,withtheairofhavingforgottensomethinghehadmeanttosay。

"Yes,Tom?"

"Thismorningatthepost-officeIfoundaletteraddressedtome。I

openeditand——"Hehesitated,anduneasilyshiftedhisweightfromonefoottotheother,withafeeble,deprecatorylaugh。

"Yes,whatofit?"

"Well——thereseemedtobeamistake。Ithinkitmusthavebeenmeantforyou。Somehow,she——she’spickedupagoodmanywrongimpressions,and,Lordknowshow,butshe’smixedournamesupand——andI’velefttheletterforyou。It’sonmytable。"

Heturnedandcallingafinalgood-byoverhisshoulder,wentclatteringnoisilydowntothestreetandvanishedfromCrailey’ssight。

NoonfoundTomfaroutontheNationalRoad,creakingalongovertheyellowdustinalightwagon,betweenborderingforeststhatsmeltspicilyofwetunderbrushandMay-apples;and,hereandthere,whentheywouldemergefromthewoodstoclearedfields,liberallyoutlinedbylongsnake-

fencesofblackwalnut,thesteady,jog-trottingoldhorseliftedhisheadandlookedinterestedintheworld,butTomneverdideither。Habituallyupright,walkingorsitting,straight,keen,andalert,thatday’ssunsawhimdrearilyhunchedover,mileaftermile,hisforeheadlacedwithlinesofpain。Hestoppedateveryfarm-houseandcabin,and,wheretheyoungmenworkedinthefields,hailedthemfromtheroad,orhitchedhishorsetothefenceandcrossedthesoftfurrowstotalkwiththem。Atsuchtimeshestooderectagain,andspokestirringly,findingeagerlisteners。

Therewasonequestiontheyaskedhimoverandover:

"Butareyousurethecallwillcome?"

"Assureasthatwestandhere;anditwillcomebeforetheweekisout。

Wemustbeready!"

Often,whenheleftthem,theywouldturnfromtheworkinhand,leavingitasitwas,tolieunfinishedinthefields,andmaketheirwayslowlyandthoughtfullytotheirhomes,whileTomclimbedintohiscreakinglittlewagononcemore,onlytofallintothesamedull,hunched-overattitude。HehadmanythingstothinkoutbeforehefacedRouenandCraileyGrayagain,andmoretofightthroughtotheendwithhimself。

Threedayshetookforit,threedaysdrivingthroughthesoftMayweatherbehindthekind,oldjog-trottinghorse;threedaysontheroad,fromfarm-housetofarm-houseandfromfieldtofield,fromcabinofthewoodstocabinintheclearing。Tossingunhappilyatnight,helaysleeplesstilldawn,thoughnotbecauseofthehardbeds;andwhendaylightcame,journeyedsteadilyonagain,overthevagabondlittlehillsthathadgypsieditsofarintotheprairie-landintheirwanderingsfromtheirrangeontheOhio,and,passingthehills,wentonthroughtheflatforest-land,alwayshunchedoverdismallyinthecreakingwagon。

Butontheeveningofthethirddayhedroveintotown,withthestoopoutofhisshouldersandthelustrebackinhiseyes。Hewashaggard,gray,dusty,buthehadsolvedhispuzzle,andonethingwasclearinhismindasthethingthathewoulddo。Hepattedtheoldhorseaheartyfarewellashelefthimwiththeliverymanfromwhombehadhiredhim,andstrodeupMainStreetwiththeairofamanwhoisgoingsomewhere。Itwaslate,butthereweremorelightsthanusualinthewindowsandmorepeopleonthestreets。Boysranshouting,while,hereandthere,knotsofmenarguedloudly,andinfrontofthelittlecornerdrug-storeanoisilytalkative,widelygesticulativecrowdoffiftyormorehadgathered。Anoldman,acobbler,whohadleftalegatTippecanoeandreplaceditwithawoodenone,chastelydecoratedwithdesignsofhisowncarving,camestumpingexcitedlydownthemiddleofthestreet,wherehewalkedforfearofthecracksinthewoodenpavement,whichweredangeroustohisart-legwhenhecamefromtheRouenHousebar,asonthepresentoccasion。HehailedTombyname。

"You’rethelad,TomVanrevel,"heshouted。"You’rethemantoleadtheboysoutforthegloryoftheState!YougitthewholeblameFireDe-

partmentoutandenlist`embeforemorning!Take`emdowntotheRioGrande,youhearme?

Andyouneedn’tbeafraidoftheirputtin’itout,ifitketchesafire,neither!"

Tomwavedhishandandpassedon;butattheopendoorsoftheCatholicChurchhestoppedandlookedupanddownthestreet,andthen,unnoticed,enteredtothediminterior,wherethefewcandlesshowedonlyabentoldwomaninblackkneelingatthealtar。TomknewwhereElizabethCareweknelteachmorning;hesteppedsoftlythroughtheshadowysilencetoherplace,knelt,andrestedhisheadupontherailofthebenchbeforehim。

Thefigureatthealtarraiseditselfafteratime,andtheoldwomanlimpedslowlyupasideaisle,mumblingherformulas,courtesyingtothepaintedsaints,onherwayout。Theverythinnestlingeringsofincensehungontheair,seemingtoTomlikethefaintodorthatmightexhalefromaheavywreathofmarguerites,wornindark-brownhair。Yet,theplaceheldnothingbutpeaceandgood-will。Andhefoundnothingelseinhisownheart。Thestreetwasquietwhenheemergedfromthatlornvigil;thecornergroupshaddissolved;shoutingyouthsnolongerpatrolledthesidewalks。Onlyonequartershowedsignsoflife:thelittleclubhouse,wherethewindowsstillshownbrightly,andwhencecamethesoundofmanyvoicessettlingthedestiniesoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica。ThitherTombenthissteps,thoughtfully,andwithaquietmind。Therewasasmallverandaatthesideofthehouse;herehestoodunobservedtolookinuponhisnoisyandagitatedfriends。

Theywereallthere,fromtheoldGeneralandMr。Bareaud,tothelatter’sson,Jefferson,andyoungFrankChenoweth。Theyweregatheredaboutabigtableuponwhichstoodapunch-bowlandTrumble,hisbrowasangryredastheliquorinthecupheheld,wasproposingahealthtothePresidentinavoiceoffury。

"InspiteofalltheCraileyGraysandtraitorsthissideofhell!"hefinishedpolitely。

Craileyemergedinstantaneouslyfromthegeneralthrongandmountedachair,tossinghislighthairbackfromhisforehead,hiseyessparklingandhappy。"Youfindyourownfriendsalreadyoccupyingtheplaceyoumentioned,doyou,General?"heasked。

GeneralTrumblestampedandshookhisfist。

"You’reaspawnofAaronBurr!"hevociferated。"There’snotamanheretostandbyyourinfernaldoctrines。YousneeratyourownState,yousneeratyourowncountry,youdefilethesacredground!Whatareyou,bytheAlmighty,whoattackyournativelandinthis,herhourofperil!"

"Periltomynativeland!"laughedCrailey。"FromSantaAnna?"

"TheGeneral’sright,sir,"exclaimedtheelderChenowethindignantly,andmostofthelistenersappearedtoagreewithhim。"It’sapoortimetoabusethePresidentwhenhe’scalledforvolunteersandourcountryisindanger,sir!"

"Whoisindanger?"answeredCrailey,liftinghishandtostilltheclamorofapprobationthatarose。"IsPolkindanger?OrCongress?Butthatwouldbetoomuchtohope!DoyouexpecttoseetheGreasersinWashington?No,youidiots,youdon’t!Yetthere’llbeplentyofmentosufferanddie;andthefirstshouldbethosewhothrustthiswaronusandpoorlittleMexico;butitwon’tbethey;themenwho’lldothefightinganddyingwillbethecountryboysandthelikeofusfromthetowns,whileMr。PolksitsplanningattheWhiteHousehowhecangetelectedagain。IwishTomwerehere,confoundyou!YoulistentohimbecausehealwayshasthefactsandI’mjustanembroiderer,youthink。

What’sbecomeofthegaudycampaigncryyouwereallwearingyourlungsoutwithafewmonthsago?`Fifty-four-fortyorfight!’Bah!Polktwistedthelion’stailwiththatuntilafterelection。Thenhesawhehadtomakeyouforgetit,orfightEnglandandberuined,soheforceswaronMexico,andthecountrydoesforgetit。That’sit:heasksthreeregimentsofvolunteersfromthisStatetodieoffeversandgetshot,sothathecanstealanothercountryandmakehisownelecthimagain。Andyouaskmetodrinkthehealthofthepoliticianwhositsathomeandsendshisfellowmentodietofixhisrottenjobsforhim?"Craileyhadpersuadedhimselfintosuchearnestness,thatthedepthofhisownfeelingalmostchokedhim,buthefinishedroundlyinhisbeautiful,strongvoice:

"I’lldrinkforthegoodpunch’ssake——butthathealth?——I’llseeGeneralTrumbleinheavenbeforeI’lldrinkit!"

Thereroseatoncearoarofangeranddisapproval,andCraileybecameamerestormcentreamidtheupraisedhandsgestulatingmadlyathimashestood,smilingagain,uponhischair。

"ThiscomesoflivingwithTomVanrevel!"shoutedtheGeneralfuriously。

"ThisishisdamnedAbolitionteaching!You’reonlyhisecho;youspendhalfyourlifeplayingatbeingVanrevel!"

"WhereisVanrevel?"saidTappinghamMarsh。

"Ay,whereishe!"ragedTrumble,hammeringthetabletilltheglassesrang。"Lethimcomeandanswerforhisownteaching;it’swastedtimetotalktothisone;he’sonlythepupil。Whereisthetraitor?"

"Here,"answeredavoicefromthedoorway;andthoughthewordwasspokenquietlyitwasnevertheless,atthatjuncture,silencing。EveryoneturnedtowardthedoorasVanrevelentered。ButtheapoplecticGeneral,whomCrailey’sspeechhadstirredtoafurybeyondcontrol,almostleapedatTom’sthoat。

"Here’sthetea-sippingoldGranny,"hebellowedhoarsely。(HewasordinarilyveryfondofTom。)"Here’sthemaster!Here’sthemanwhoseexampleteachesCraileyGraytothrowmudattheflag。He’llstayhereathomewithCrailey,ofcourse,andthrowmore,whiletheothersboysmarchouttodieunderit。"

"Onthecontrary,answeredTom,raisinghisvoice,"Ithinkyou’llfindCraileyGraythefirsttoenlist,andasformyself,I’veraisedsixtymeninthecountry,andIwantfortymorefromRouen,inordertooffertheGovernorafullcompany。Soit’scometo`theKing,nottheman’;Polkisapitifultrickster,butthecountryneedshersons;that’senoughforustoknow;andwhileIwon’tdrinktoJamesPolk"——heplungedacupinthebowlanddrewitoutbrimming——"I’llemptythistothePresident!"

Itwasthenthatfromfiftythroatsthelong,wildshoutwentupthatstirredRouen,andwokethepeoplefromtheirmidnightbedsforhalfamilearound。

CHAPTERXIV

TheFirmofGrayandVanrevelForthefirsttimeitwasCraileywhosatwaitingforTomtocomehome。

Inachairdrawntohispartner’sdeskinthedustyoffice,hehalf-

reclined,armsonthedesk,hischinonhisclenchedfists。Toredeemthegloomhehadlitasinglecandle,whichpaintedhimdimlyagainstthecompletedarknessofhisownshadow,likeaveryoldportraitwhosebackgroundtimehassolidifiedintoshapelessbrowns;theportraitofafair-hairedgentleman,thecavalier,ortheMarquis,onemighthavesaidatfirstglance;notdescribingitimmediatelyasthatofapoet,fortherewasnomarkofartuponCrailey,noteveninhishair,fortheyallworeitratherlongthen。Yettherewasamarkuponhim,nevermorevividthanashesatwaitinginthelonelinessofthatnightforTomVanrevel;

thoughwhatthemarkwasandwhatitssignificancemighthavebeenpuzzlingtodefine。Perhaps,afterall,FanchonBareaudhaddescribeditbestwhenshetoldCraileyoneday,withasuddenhintofapprehensivetears,thathehada"lookoffate。"

Tomtookhisowntimeincoming;hehadstayedattheclubtogooverhislists——sohehadtoldCrailey——withtheGeneralandoldBareaud。Hiscompanywasalmostcomplete,andCraileyhadbeenthefirsttovolunteer,tothedumfoundingofTrumble,whohadproceededtodrinkhishealthagainandagain。ButthelistscouldnotdetainTomtwohours,Craileyknew,anditwastwohourssincethenewvolunteershadsung"TheStarSpangledBanner"overthelastofthepunch,andhadlefttheclubtoTomandthetwooldmen。OnlyonceortwiceinthattimehadCraileyshiftedhisposition,oralteredthedirectionofhissetgazeatnothing。Butatlastherose,wenttothewindowand,leaningfarout,lookeddownthestreettowardthelittleclubhouse。Itslightswereextinguishedandallwasdarkupanddownthestreet。AbruptlyCraileywentbacktothedeskandblewoutthecandle,afterwhichhesatdownagaininthesameposition。TwentyminuteslaterheheardTom’ssteponthestair,comingupverysoftly。Craileywaitedinsilenceuntilhispartnerreachedthelanding,thenrelitthecandle。

"Tom,"hecalled。"Comein,please,I’vebeenwaitingforyou。"

TherewasapausebeforeTomansweredfromthehall:

"I’mverytired,Crailey。IthinkI’llgouptobed。"

"No,"saidCrailey,"comein。"

Thedoorwasalreadyopen,butTomturnedtowarditreluctantly。Hestoppedatthethresholdandthetwolookedateachother。

"Ithoughtyouwouldn’tcomeaslongasyoubelievedIwasup,"saidCrailey,"soIblewoutthelight。I’msorryIkeptyououtsidesolong。"

"Crailey,I’mgoingawayto-morrow,"theotherbegan。"IamtogooverandseetheGovernorandofferhimthiscompany,andto-nightIneedsleep,soplease-

"No,"interruptedCraileyquietly,"Iwanttoknowwhatyou’regoingtodo。"

"Todoaboutwhat?"

"Aboutme。"

"Oh!"Tom’seyesfellatoncefromhisfriend’sfaceandresteduponthefloor。Slowlyhewalkedtothedeskandstoodinembarrassedcontemplationofthelitteredbooksandpapers,whiletheotherwaited。

"Ithinkit’sbestforyoutotellme,"saidCrailey。

"Youthinkso?"Tom’sembarrassmentincreasedvisibly,andtherewasmingledwithitanoddappearanceofapprehension,probablytorelievewhichheverydeliberatelytooktwolongcherootsfromhispocket,laidoneonthedeskforCraileyandlittheotherhimself,withextremecarefulness,atthecandle。Afterthisceremonialhedraggedachairtothewindow,tiltedbackinitwithhisfeetonthelowsill,hisbacktothethinlightandhisfriend,andsaidinaslow,gentletone:

"Well,Crailey?"

"IsupposeyoumeanthatIoughttooffermyexplanationfirst,"saidtheother,stillstanding。"Well,thereisn’tany。"Hedidnotspeakdog-

gedlyorsullenly,asoneinfault,butmorewiththeairofamancuriouslyreadytothrowallpossiblelightuponacloudyphenomenon。

"It’sverysimple——allthatIknowaboutit。IwenttherefirstontheeveningoftheMadrillonmasqueradeandplayedalittlecomedyforher,sothatsomeofmytheatricalallusions——theyweren’tveryilluminating!——tomyengagementtoFanchon,madeherbelieveIwasVanrevelwhenherfathertoldheraboutthepairofus。Idiscoveredthatthenighthiswarehousesburned——andIsawsomethingmore,becauseIcan’thelpseeingsuchthings:

thatyourswasjustthecharactertoappealtoayounggirlfreshfromtheconventandfullofhonestyandfinedreamsandfire。Nobodycouldarrangeamorefatalfascinationforagirlofnineteenthantohaveadeadlyquarrelwithherfather。Andthat’sespeciallytruewhenthefather’slikethatmadbruteofaBobCarewe!Then,too,you’remoreorlessthetownmodelofvirtueandpopularhero,inspiteoftheAbolitionism,justasIamthetownscamp。SoIletitgoon,andplayedalittleatbeingyou,sayingthethingsthatyouonlythink——thatwasall。Itisn’tstrangethatit’slasteduntilnow,notmorethanthreeweeks,afterall。She’sonlyseenyoufourorfivetimes,andmenotmuchoftener。Noonespeaksofyoutoher,andI’vekeptoutofsightwhenotherswereabout。Mrs。Tanberryisheronlyclosefriend,and,naturally,wouldn’tbeapttomentionthatyouaredarkandIamfair,ortodescribeuspersonally,anymorethanyouandIwouldmentionthegeneralappearanceofpeoplewebothmeetabouttown。Butyouneedn’ttellmethatitcan’tlastmuchlonger。Somepetty,unexpectedtriflewillturnup,ofcourse。AllthatIwanttoknowiswhatyoumeantodo。"

"Todo?"repeatedTomsoftly,andblewalongscarfofsmokeoutofthewindow。

"Ah!"Crailey’svoicegrewsharpandloud。"Therearemanythingsyouneedn’ttellme!YouneednottellmewhatI’vedonetoyou——norwhatyouthinkofme!Youneednottellmethatyouhaveotherstoconsider,thatyouhaveMissCarewetothinkof。Don’tyousupposeIknowthat?AndyouneednottellmethatyouhaveadutytoFanchon——"

"Yes,"Tombrokein,histonenotquitesteady。"Yes,I’vethoughtofthat。"

"Well?"

"Haveyou——didyou——"hehesitated,butCraileyunderstoodimmediately。

"No;Ihaven’tseenheragain。"

"Butyou——"

"Yes——Iwrote。Iansweredtheletter。"

"As-"

"Yes;Isignedyourname。ItoldyouthatIhadjustletthingsgoon,"

Craileyanswered,withanimpatientmovementofhishands。"Whatareyougoingtodo?"

"I’mgoingovertoseetheGovernorinthemorning。I’llbeawaytwoorthreedays,Iimagine。"

"Vanrevel!"exclaimedCraileyhotly,"Willyougivemeananswerandnotbeataboutthebushanylonger?Ordoyoumeanthatyourefusetoanswer?"

Tomdroppedhiscigaruponthebrickwindow-ledgewithanabysmalsigh。

"Oh,no,itisn’tthat,"heansweredmildly"I’vebeenthinkingitalloverforthreedaysinthecountry,andwhenIgotbacktonightIfoundthatIhadcometoadecisionwithoutknowingit,andthatIhadcometoitevenbeforeIstarted;myleavingtheletterforyouprovedit。It’salittlelikethisMexicanwar,amixed-upproblemandonlyonethingclear。

Afewschemershaveledthecountryintoittoincreasetheslave-powerandmakeusforgetthatwethreatenedEnglandwhenwecouldn’tcarryoutthethreat。Andyet,ifyoulookatitbroadly,thesearethesmallerthingsandtheydonotlast。Themeansbywhichthecountrygrowsmaybewrong,butitsgrowthisright;itisonlydestiny,workingoutthroughliesandblood,buttheendwillbegood。Itisboundtohappenandyoucan’tstopit。Ibelievethemenwhomakethiswarfortheirownuseswillsufferinhell-fireforit;butitismade,andthere’sonlyonethingIcanseeasthethingformetodo。They’vecalledmeeverynameonearth——andthesamewithyou,too,Crailey——becauseI’manAbolitionist,butnow,whetherthecountryhassinnedornot,agoodmanythousandmenhavegottodothebleedingforher,andIwanttobeoneofthem。That’stheonethingthatisplaintome。"

"Yes,"returnedCrailey。"YouknowI’mwithyou;andIthinkyou’realwaysright。Yes;we’llallbeonthewayinafortnightorso。Doyoumeanyouwon’tquarrelwithmebecauseofthat?Doyoumeanitwouldbeapoortimenow,whenwe’reallgoingouttotakeourchancestogether?"

"Quarrelwithyou!"Tomroseandcametothedesk,lookingacrossitathisfriend。"DidyouthinkImightdothat?"

"Yes——Ithoughtso。"

"Crailey!"AndnowTom’sexpressionshoweddesperation;itwasthatofamanwhoseapprehensionshaveculminatedandwhoisforcedtofaceacrisislongexpected,longaverted,butimminentatlast。HiseyesfellfromCrailey’scleargazeandhishandfidgetedamongthepapersonthedesk。

"No,"hebeganwithapainfullamenessandhesitation。"Ididnotmeanit——no;Imeant,that,inthesameway,onlyonethinginthisother——thisotheraffairthatseemssoconfusedandissuchaproblem——onlyonethinghasgrownclear。Itdoesn’tseemtomethat——that——"herehedrewadeepbreath,beforehewentonwithincreasingnervousness——"thatifyoulikeamanandhavelivedwithhimagoodmanyyears;thatistosay,ifyou’rereallymuchofafriendtohim,Idon’tbelieveyousitonahighseatandjudgehim。Judging,andallthat,haven’tmuchpartinit。Anditseemstomethatyou’vegotyourselfintoaprettybadmix-up,Crailey。"

"Yes,"saidCrailey。"It’sprettybad。"

"Well,"Tomlookedupnow,withanalmosttremuloussmile,"IbelievethatisaboutallIcanmakeofit。Doyouthinkit’sthepartofyourbestfriendtoexposeyou?ItseemstomethatifthereeverwasatimewhenI

oughttostandbyyou,it’snow。"

Therewasasilencewhiletheylookedateachotheracrossthedeskinthefaintlight。Tom’seyefellagainasCraileyopenedhislips。

"Andinspiteofeverything,"Craileysaidbreathlessly,"youmeanthatyouwon’ttell?"

"HowcouldI,Crailey?"saidTomVanrevelasbeturnedaway。

CHAPTERXV

WhenJuneCame"MethoughtImetaDamselFairAndtearswereinhereyes;

Herheadandarmswerebare,Iheardherburstingsighs。

"Istopp’dandlookedherintheface,`Twasthenshesweetlysmiled。

Herfeaturesshonewithmournfulgrace,FarmorethanNature’schild。

"Withdiffidentanddowncasteye,Inmodesttonesshespoke;

Shewipedatearandgaveasigh,Andthenhersilencebroke——"

SosangMrs。Tanberryatthepiano,relievingthemelancholywhichpossessedher;butNelson,pausinginthehailtolisten,andexceedinglycuriousconcerningthepromisedutteranceoftheDamselFair,wastosufferdisappointment,astheballadwasbrokenoffabruptlyandthesongstressclosedthepianowithamonstrousclatter。LittledoubtmaybeentertainedthatthenoisewasdesignedtodisturbMr。Carewe,whosatupontheverandaconsultingabrownPrincipe,andlessthattheintendedinsultwasaccomplished。Foranexpressionofavindictivenaturewasprecipitatedinthatquartersosimultaneouslythatthebangofthepiano-

lidandthecursewereevenasthereportofamusketandtheimmediatecryofthewounded。

Mrs。Tanberryatoncedeboucheduponthepiazza,showingavast,cloudedcountenance。"AndIhopetoheavenyoualreadyhadaheadache!"sheexclaimed。

"Thecourtesyofyourwish,madam,"Carewereplied,withanangryflashofhiseye,"isonlyequaledbythekindnessofheaveninansweringit。I

have,infact,aheadache。Ialwayshave,nowadays。"

"That’sgoodnews,"returnedtheladyheartily。

"Ithankyou,"retortedherhost。

"PerhapsifyoutreatedyourdaughterevenadecentIndian’skindofpoliteness,you’denjoybetterhealth。"

"Ah!AndinwhatfailuretoperformmydutytowardherhaveIincurredyourdispleasure?"

"Whereisshenow?"exclaimedtheotherexcitably。"Whereisshenow?"

"Icannotsay。"

"Yes,youcan,RobertCarewe!"Mrs。Tanberryretorted,withawrathfulgesture。"Youknowwellenoughshe’sinherownroom,andsodoI——forI

triedtogetintocomfortherwhenIheardhercrying。She’sintherewiththedoorbolted,whereyoudroveher!"

"Idroveher!"hesneered。

"Yes,youdid,andIheardyou。DoyouthinkIcouldn’thearyouragingandstormingatherlikeacrazyman?Whenyougetinatemperdoyoudreamthere’sasoulintheneighborhoodwhodoesn’tknowit?You’reafoolifyoudo,becausetheycouldhaveheardyouswearingdownonMainStreet,ifthey’dlistened。Whatareyoutryingtodotoher?——breakherspirit?——orwhat?Becauseyou’lldoit,orkillher。Ineverheardanybodycrysoheart-brokenly。"Herethegoodwoman’sowneyesfilled。

"What’stheuseofpretending?"shewentonsorrowfully。"Youhaven’tspokentoherkindlysinceyoucamehome。DoyousupposeI’mblindtothat?Youweren’tabadhusbandtothepoorchild’smother;whycan’tyoubeagoodfathertoher?"

"Perhapsyoumightbeginbyaskinghertobeagooddaughtertome。"

"Whathasshedone?"

"ThenightbeforeIwentawaysherantoafireandbehavedtherelikeacommonstreethoyden。TheladiesoftheCarewefamilyhavenotformerlyacquiredanotorietyofthatkind。"

"Bah!"saidMrs。Tanberry。

"Thenextmorning,whenItaxedherwithit,shedutifullydefiedandinsultedme。"

"Icanimaginethedelicacywithwhichyou`taxed’her。Whathasthattodowithyourdevilishtantrumsofthisafternoon,RobertCarewe?"

"Iamobligedtoyoufortheexpression,"hereturned。"WhenIcamehome,thisafternoon,Ifoundherreadingthatthing。"HepointedtomanyverysmallfragmentsofMr。Cummings’snewspaper,whichwerescatteredaboutthelawnneartheveranda。"Shewasouthere,readinganarticlewhichI

hadreaddowntownandwhichappearedinaspecialeditionofthatrottensheet,sentouttwohoursago。"

"Well?"

"Doyouknowwhatthatarticlewas,madam,doyouknowwhatitwas?"

Althoughbreathingheavily,Mr。Carewehadcompelledhimselftoacertainoutwardcalmness,butnow,intheuncontrollableagitationofhisanger,hesprangtohisfeetandstruckoneofthewoodenpillarsoftheporchashockingblowwiththebareknucklesofhisclenchedhand。"Doyouknowwhatitwas?ItwasaeulogyofthatdamnedVanrevel!Itpretendedtobeanaccountoftheenrollmentofhisinfernalcompany,butitwasnothingmorethanaglorificationofthatnigger-lovinghound!Hiscompany——alotofsneaks,who’llrunlikesheepfromthefirstGreaser——electedhimcaptainyesterday,andtodayhereceivedanappointmentasmajor!Itdriesthebloodinmyveinstothinkofit!——thatblackdogamajor!GoodGod!amInevertohearthelastofhim?Cummingswroteit,thefool,thelying,fawning,slobberingfool;heoughttobeshotforit!Neitherhenorhispapereverentermydoorsagain!AndItookthedirtysheetfromherhandsandtoreittopieces——"

"Yes,"interposedMrs。Tanberry,"itlooksasifyouhaddoneitwithyourteeth。"

"——Andstampeditintotheground!"

"Oh,Iheardyou!"shesaid。

Carewecameclosetoher,andgaveheralonglookfromsuchbittereyesthatherownfellbeforethem。"Ifyou’vebeentreacheroustome,JaneTanberry,"hesaid,"thenGodpunishyou!Ifthey’vemet——mydaughterandthatman——whileIwasaway,itisonyourhead。Idon’taskyou,becauseI

believeifyouknewanythingyou’dlieforhersake。ButItellyouthatasshereadthatpaper,shedidnothearmysteponthewalknorknowthatIwasthereuntilIleanedoverhershoulder。AndIswearthatIsuspecther。"

Heturnedandwalkedtothedoor,whiletheindomitableMrs。Tanberry,silencedforonce,sankintothechairhehadvacated。Beforehedisap-

pearedwithinthehouse,hepaused。

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