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第5章

"Yes?"Hertonewasasquietlycontemptuousasshecouldmakeit。"Howveryfrankofyou!MayIask:Areyouconvincedthatspeechesofthatsortarealwaystoalady’sliking?"

"No,"heansweredhumbly,andhunghishead。Thenshethrewthequestionathimabruptly:

"Wasityouwhocametosinginourgarden?"

Therewasalongpausebeforeaprofoundsighcametremulouslyfromthedarkness,likeasadandtenderconfession。"Yes。"

"Ithoughtso!"sheexclaimed。"Mrs。Tanberrythoughtitwassomeoneelse;

butIknewthatitwasyou。"

"Yes,youareright,"hesaid,quietly。"ItwasI。Itwasmyonlywaytotellyouwhatyouknownow。"

"Ofcourse!"Shesetitallasidewiththosetwowordsandtheslightestgestureofherhand。"Itwasasongmadeforanothergirl,Ibelieve?"

sheaskedlightly,andwithanicysmile,inquiredfarther:"Fortheone——

theonebeforethelast,Iunderstand?"

Heliftedhishead,surprised。"Whathasthattodowithit?Themusicwasmadeforyou——butthen,Ithinkallmusicwasmadeforyou。"

"Leavethemusicoutofit,ifyouplease,"shesaid,impatiently。"Yourtalentsmakeyoumodest!Nodoubtyouconsideritunmaidenlyinmetohavereferredtotheserenadebeforeyouspokeofit;butIamnotonetocastdownmyeyesandletitpass。No,noronetoosweettofacethetruth,either!"shecriedwithsuddenpassion。"Tosingthatsonginthewayyoudid,meant-oh,youthoughtIwouldflirtwithyou!Whatrighthadyoutocomewithsuchasongtome?

Tomintendedonlytodisclaimthepresumption,sofarfromhisthoughts,thathissonghadmovedher,forhecouldseethatherattackwaspromptedbyherinexplicableimpressionthathehadassumedtheattitudeofaconqueror,buthisexplanationbeganunfortunately。

"Forgiveme。Ithinkyouhavecompletelymisunderstood;youthoughtitmeantsomethingIdidnotintend,atall,and——"

"What!"shesaid,andhereyesblazed,fornowshebeheldhimasthearrantsneakoftheworld。He,thelady-killer,withhishypocriticalairofstrengthandmelancholysweetness,theleaderofdrunkenrevels,and,byreputation,thetownLotharioandLight-o’-Love,underpromiseofmarriagetoFanchonBareaud,hadtriedtomakelovetoanothergirl,andnowhiscowardiceintryingtodisclaimwhathehaddonelenthimtheinsolencetosaytothisother:"Mychild,youarebetrayedbyyouryouthandconceit;youexaggeratemymeaning。Ihadnointentiontodistinguishyoubycoquettingwithyou!"Thiswasherinterpretationofhim;andherindignationwasnotlessenedbytheinevitableconclusionthathe,whohadbeenthroughsomanysceneswithwomen,secretlyfoundhersimplicitydiverting。MissBettyhadalittleofherfatherinher;whileitwaspartofheryouth,too,that,ofallthingsshecouldleastenduretheshadowofasmileatherownexpense。

"Oh,oh!"shecried,hervoiceshakingwithanger。"Isupposeyourbadheartishalf-chokedwithyourlaughteratme。"

Sheturnedfromhimswiftly,andlefthim。

Almostrunning,sheenteredthehouse,andhurriedtoaseatbyMrs。

Tanberry,nestlingtoherlikeayoungsaplingonahillside。

Instantaneously,severalgentlemen,whohadhastilyacquittedthemselvesofvariousobligationsinordertoseekher,sprangforwardwitheagergreetings,sothatwhenthestrickenTom,dazedandconfoundedbyhisevilluck,followedherataboutfivepaces,hefoundhimselfconfrontedbyanimpenetrableabbatisformedbythespikedtailsofthecoatsofGeneralTrumble,Madrillon,TappinghamMarsh,CummingsandJeffersonBareaud。

WithinthisfortificationrangoutlaughterandsallyfromMissCarewe;

hercolorwashighandhereyessparklednevermorebrightly。

Flourishandalarumssoundedforaquadrille。Eachofthesemi-circle,firmlyelbowinghisneighbor,beggedthedanceofMissBetty;butTomwashimselfagain,andlaidalong,stronghandonMadrillon’sshoulder,pressedhimgentlyaside,andsaid:

"Forgiveme;MissCarewehashonoredmebythepromiseofthisquadrille。"

Hebowed,offeringhisarm,andnoneofthemwastoovaintoenvythatbowandgesture。

Foramomentheremainedwaiting。MissCareweroseslowly,and,directlyfacinghim,saidincomposedandevenvoice:"Youforcemetobegyounevertoaddressmeagain。"

SheplacedherhandontheGeneral’sarm,turningherbacksquarelyuponTom。

Inadditiontothosewhoheard,manypersonsinthatpartoftheroomsawtheaffrontandpausedinarrestedattitudes;others,observingthese,turnedinquiringly,sothatsuddensilencefell,brokenonlybythevoiceofMissBettyasshemovedaway,talkingcheerilytotheGeneral。Tomwasleftstandingaloneinthebrokensemicircle。

Alltheeyessweptfromhertohimandback;theneveryonebegantotalkhastilyaboutnothing。Theyoungman’shumiliationwaspublic。

Hewenttothedoorundercoverofthemovementofthevariouscouplestofindplacesinthequadrille,yeteverysidelongglanceintheroomstillresteduponhim,andheknewit。Heremainedintheball,alone,throughthatdance,andatitsconclusion,walkedslowlythroughtherooms,speakingtopeople,hereandthere,asthoughnothinghadhappened,butwhenthemusicsoundedagain,hewenttothedressing-room,foundhishatandcloak,andleftthehouse。Forawhilehestoodontheoppositesideofthestreet,watchingthelightedwindows,andtwicehecaughtsightofthelilacandwhitebrocade,thedarkhair,andthewreathofmarguerites。

Then,withahotpaininhisbreast,andthestepofaGrenadier,hemarcheddownthestreet。

InthecarriageMrs。TanberrytookBetty’shandinhers。"I’lldoasyouwish,child,"shesaid,"andneverspeaktoyouofhimagainaslongasI

live,exceptthisonce。Ithinkitwasbestforhisownsakeaswellasyours,but——"

"Heneededalesson,"interruptedMissBetty,wearily。Shehaddancedlongandhard,andshewasverytired。

Mrs。Tanberry’sstaccatolaughcameoutirrepressibly。"Allthevagabondsdo,Princess!"shecried。"AndIthinktheyaregettingit。"

"No,no,Idon’tmean——"

"We’veturnedtheirheads,mydear,betweenus,youandI;andwe’llhavetoturn`emagain,orthey’llbreaktheirneckslookingovertheirshoul-

dersatus,theowls!"Shepressedthegirl’shandaffectionately。"Butyou’llletmesaysomethingjustonce,andforgivemebecausewe’rethesamefoolishage,youknow。It’sonlythis:Thenextyoungmanyousuppress,takehimoffinacorner!Leadhimawayfromthecrowdwherehewon’thavetostandandletthemlookathimafterward。That’sall,mydear,andyoumustn’tmind。"

"I’mnotsorry!"saidMissBettyhotly。"I’mnotsorry!"

"No,no,"saidMrs。Tanberry,soothingly。"Itwasbetterthistimetodojustwhatyoudid。I’dhavedoneitmyself,tomakequitesurehewouldkeepaway——becauseIlikehim。"

"I’mnotsorry!"saidMissBettyagain。

"I’mnotsorry!"sherepeatedandreiteratedtoherselfafterMrs。

Tanberryhadgonetobed。Shehadsunkintoachairinthelibrarywithabook,and"I’mnotsorry!"shewhisperedastheopenunreadpageblurredbeforeher,"I’mnotsorry!"Hehadneededhislesson;butshehadtobeartherecollectionofhowwhitehisfacewentwhenhereceivedit。Heraffronthadputabouthimastrangeloneliness:theonefigurewiththestilledcrowdstaring;ithadmadeapicturefromwhichhermind’seyehadbeenunabletoescape,dancedsheneversohardandlate。Unconsciously,RobertCarewe’sdaughterhadavengedtheotherfigurewhichhadstoodinlonelyhumiliationbeforethestaringeyes。

"I’mnotsorry!"Ah,didtheythinkitwasinhertohurtanylivingthingintheworld?Thebookdroppedfromherlap,andshebowedherheaduponherhands。"I’mnotsorry!"——andtearsuponthesmalllacegauntlets!

Shesawthem,andwithanincoherentexclamation,halfself-pitying,halfimpatient,ranouttothestarsabovehergarden。

Shewasthereforperhapshalfanhour,andjustbeforeshereturnedtothehouseshedidasingularthing。

Standingwhereallwascleartothesky,whereshehadstoodafterhertalkwiththeIncroyable,whenhehadbidherlooktothestars,sheraisedherarmstothemagain,herface,palewithagreattenderness,uplifted。

"You,you,you!"shewhispered。"Iloveyou!"

Andyetitwastonothingdefinite,tonoman,noroutlineofaman,tonophantomnordream-lover,thatshespoke;neithertohimshehadaffronted,nortohimwhohadbiddenherlooktothestars。Norwasittothestarsthemselves。

Shereturnedslowlyandthoughtfullytothehouse,wonderingwhatshehadmeant。

CHAPTERXI

AVoiceinaGardenCraileycamehomethenextdaywithanewpoem,butnofish。Heloungedupthestairs,lateintheafternoon,hummingcheerfullytohimself,and,droppinghisrodinacornerofTom’soffice,laidthepoemonthedeskbeforehispartner,producedalarge,newly-replenishedflask,openedit,stretchedhimselfcomfortablyuponacapacioushorse-hairsofa,drankadeepdraught,chuckledsoftly,andrequestedMr。Vanreveltosettherhymestomusicimmediately。

"Tryitonyourinstrument,"hesaid。"It’sasimpleverseaboutnothingbutstars,andyoucanworkitoutintwentyminuteswiththeguitar。"

"Itisbroken,"saidTom,notlookingupfromhiswork。

"Broken!When?"

"Lastnight。"

"Whobrokeit?"

"Itfellfromthetableinmyroom。"

"How?Easilymended,isn’tit?"

"IthinkIshallnotplayitsoonagain。"

Craileyswunghislonglegsoffthesofaandabruptlysatupright。

"What’sthis?"heaskedgravely。

Tompushedhispapersawayfromhim,roseandwenttothedustywindowthatlookedtothewest,where,attheendofthelongstreet,thesunwassettingbehindtheruinofcharredtimbersonthebankoftheshiningriver。

"ItseemsthatIplayedoncetoooften,"hesaid。

Craileywasthoroughlyastonished。Hetookalong,affectionatepullattheflaskandofferedittohispartner。

"No,"saidTom,turningtohimwithatroubledface,"andifIwereyou,I

wouldn’teither。Thesefishingtripsofyours——"

"Fishing!"Craileylaughed。"Tripsofapoetaster!It’sthenIwritebest,andwriteIwill!There’sapoem,andadamnedgoodone,too,oldpreacher,ineverygillofwhiskey,andI’mtheladthatcanextractit!

Lord!what’sbetterthantobeoutintheopen,allbyyourselfinthewoods,orontheriver?Thinkofthelongnightsalonewiththegloryofheavenandagooddemijohn。Why,aman’sthoughtsarelikeactorsperformingintheairandallthecrowdingstarsforaudience!Youknowinyoursoulyou’dratherhavemeoutthere,goingitallbymyself,thanraisingthunderovertown。Andyouknow,too,itdoesn’ttellonme;itdoesn’tshow!Youcouldn’tguess,tosaveyourlife,howmuchI’vehadto-day,now,couldyou?"

"Yes,"returnedtheother,"Icould。"

"Well,well,"saidCrailey,good-naturedly,"weweren’ttalkingofme。"

Hesetdowntheflask,wenttohisfriendanddroppedahandlightlyonhisshoulder。"Whatmadeyoubreaktheguitar?Tellme。"

"WhatmakesyouthinkIbrokeit?"askedhispartnersharply。

"Tellmewhyyoudidit,"saidCrailey。

AndTom,pacingtheroom,toldhim,whileCraileystoodinsilence,lookinghimeagerlyintheeyewheneverTomturnedhisway。Thelistenerinterruptedseldom;onceitwastoexclaim:"Butyouhaven’tsaidwhyyoubroketheguitar?"

Ifthineeyeoffendthee,pluckitout!’Ioughttohavecutoffthehandsthatplayedtoher。""Andcutyourthroatforsingingtoher?"

"Shewasright!"theotheranswered,stridingupanddowntheroom。

"Right——athousandtimes!ineverythingshedid。ThatIshouldevenap-

proachher,wasanunspeakableinsolence。Ihadforgotten,andso,possibly,hadshe,butIhadnotevenbeenproperlyintroducedtoher。"

"No,youhadn’t,that’strue,"observedCrailey,reflectively。"Youdon’tseemtohavemuchtoreproachherwith,Tom。"

"Reproachher!"criedtheother。"ThatIshoulddreamshewouldspeaktomeorhaveanythingtodowithme,wastocastadoubtuponherloyaltyasadaughter。Shewasright,Isay!Andshedidtheonlythingshecoulddo:rebukedmebeforethemall。NooneevermeritedwhathegotmoreroundlythanIdeservedthat。WhowasI,inhereyes,thatIshouldbesiegeherwithmyimportunities,whobutherfather’sworstenemy?"

DeepanxietyknittedCrailey’sbrow。"Iunderstoodsheknewofthequarrel,"hesaid,thoughtfully。"Isawthat,theothereveningwhenI

helpedheroutofthecrowd。Shespokeofitonthewayhome,Iremember;

buthowdidsheknowthatyouwereVanrevel?Nooneintownwouldbeapttomentionyoutoher。"

"No,butshedidknow,yousee。"

"Yes,"returnedMr。Grayslowly。"Soitseems!Probablyherfathertoldhertoavoidyou,anddescribedyousothatsherecognizedyouasthemanwhocaughtthekitten。"

Hepaused,pickeduptheflask,andagainappliedhimselftoitscontents,hiseyespeeringovertheup-tiltedvesselatTom,whocontinuedtopaceupanddownthelengthoftheoffice。Afteratime,Crailey,fumblinginhiscoat,foundalongcheroot,and,ashelitit,inquiredcasually:

"Doyourememberifsheaddressedyoubyname?"

"Ithinknot,"Tomanswered,halting。"Whatdoesitmatter?"

Craileydrewadeepbreath。

"Itdoesn’t,"hereturned。

"Sheknewmewellenough,"saidTom,sadly,asheresumedhissentry-go。

"Yes,"repeatedCrailey,deliberately。"Soitseems;soitseems!"Heblewalongstreamofsmokeoutintotheairbeforehim,andsoftlymur-

muredagain:"Soitseems,soitseems。"

Silencefell,brokenonlybythesoundofTom’sfootsteps,until,presently,someoneinformallyshoutedhisnamefromthestreetbelow。ItwasonlyWillCummings,passingthetimeofday,butwhenTomturnedfromthewindowafteransweringhim,Crailey,hispoem,andhisflaskweregone。

ThateveningVanrevelsatinthedustyoffice,drivinghimselftohisworkwithasharpgoad,fortherewasafacethatcamebetweenhimandallelseintheworld,andavoicethatsoundedalwaysinhisears。Buttheworkwasdonebeforeherosefromhischair,thoughheshowedahaggardvisageashebentabovehiscandlestoblowthemout。

Itwaseleveno’clock;Craileyhadnotcomeback,andTomknewthathislight-heartedfriendwouldnotreturnformanyhours;andso,havingnomindtoread,andnobeliefthathecouldifhetried,hewentouttowalkthestreets。Hewentdowntotheriverfirst,andstoodforalittlewhilegazingattheruinsofthetwowarehouses,andthatwaslikeamanwithaheadachebeatinghisskullagainstawall。Ashestoodontheblackenedwharf,hesawhowthecharredbeamsroseabovehimagainsttheskylikeagallows,anditseemedtohimthatnothingcouldhavebeenabettersymbol,forherehehadhangedhisself-respect。"Reproachher!"

He,whohadsodisplayedhisimbecilitybeforeher!Hadhebeenherfather’sbestfriend,heshouldhavehadtoogreatasenseofshametodaretospeaktoherafterthatnightwhenherquietintelligencehadexhibitedhimtohimself,andtoalltheworld,asnoughtelsethanafool——andanoisyoneatthat!

Suddenlyashudderconvulsedhim;hestruckhisopenpalmacrosshisforeheadandspokealoud,while,fromhorizontohorizon,thenightairgrewthickwiththewhisperedlaughterofobservinghobgoblins:

"Andeveniftherehadbeennostairway,wecouldhavesliddownthehose-

line!"

Heretracedhissteps,atall,grayfiguremovingslowlythroughthebluedarkness,andhislipsformedtheheart-sickshadowofasmilewhenhefoundthathehadunconsciouslyturnedintoCareweStreet。Presentlyhecametoagapinahedge,throughwhichhehadsometimesstolentohearthesoundofaharpandagirl’svoicesinging;buthedidnotentertheretonight,thoughhepausedamoment,hisheadbowedonhisbreast。

Therecameasoundofvoices;theyseemedtobemovingtowardthehedge,towardthegapwherehestood;oneaman’seager,quick,butverymusical;

theother,agirl’s,arichandclearcontraltothatpassedintoTom’ssoullikeapsalmofrejoicingandlikeascimitarofflame。Heshivered,andmovedawayquickly,butnotbeforetheman’svoice,somewhatlouderforthemoment,camedistinctlyfromtheothersideofthehedge:

"Afterall,"saidthevoice,witharippleoflaughter,"afterall,weren’tyoualittlehardonthatpoorMr。Gray?"

Tomdidnotunderstand,butheknewthevoice。ItwasthatofCraileyGray。

Heheardthesamevoiceagainthatnight,andagainstoodunseen。Longaftermidnighthewasstilltrampingthestreetsonhislonelyrounds,whenhechancedtopasstheRouenHouse,whichhostelrybore,totheuninitiatedeye,theappearanceofhavingcloseditsdoorsuponallhospitalitiesforthenight,instrictcompliancewiththelawofthecityfathers,yetaslenderwandofbrightlightmightbediscoveredunderneaththestreetdoorofthebar-room。

>Fromwithinthemerryretreatissuedanuproarofshouting,raucouslaughterandthepoundingofglassesontables,heraldingalltooplainlythehypocrisyofthelandlord,andpossiblythatofthecityfathersalso。

Tomknewwhatcompanywasgatheredthere:gamblers,truckmen,drunkenfarmers,menfromtheriversteamersmakingriotwhiletheirboatslayatthewharf,withamotleygatheringofgood-for-nothingsoftheback-

alleys,andtipplingclerksfromtheMainStreetstores。Therecameloudcriesforasong,and,inanswer,thevoiceofCraileyroseoverthegeneraldin,somewhathoarse,andneversomusicalwhenhesangaswhenhespoke,yetsotouchinginitsdramatictendernessthatsoonthenoisefellaway,andtheroistererssatquietlytolisten。ItwasnotthefirsttimeBenJonson’ssonghadstilledadisreputablecompany。

"Isenttheelatearosywreath,Notsomuchhonoringthee,AsgivingitthehopethatthereItmightnotwitheredbe。"

Perhaps,justthen,Vanrevelwouldhavewishedtohearhimsinganythingintheworldratherthanthat,foronCrailey’slipsitcarriedtoomuchmeaningtonight,afterthevoiceinthegarden。AndTomlingerednomorenearthebetrayingsliveroflightbeneaththedoorthanhehadbythegapinthehedge,butwentsteadilyonhisway。

Notfarfromthehotelhepassedasmallbuildingbrightlylightedandechoingwithunusualclamorsofindustry:theofficeoftheRouenJournal。

Thepresswasgoing,andMr。Cummings’sthinfigurecrossedandrecrossedthewindows,whilehisvoicecouldbeheardenergeticallybiddinghisas-

sistantsto"Lookalive!"sothatTomimaginedthatsomethingmighthavehappenedbetweentheNuecesRiverandtheRioGrande;buthedidnotstoptoaskthejournalist,forhedesiredtobeholdthefaceofnoneofhisfriendsuntilhehadfoughtoutsomethingswithinhimself。Sohestrodeontowardnowhere。

DaywasbreakingwhenMr。Grayclimbedthestairstohisroom。Thereweretwoflights,theascentofthefirstofwhichoccupiedabouthalfanhourofCrailey’sinvaluabletime;andthesecondmighthavetakenmoreofit,orpossiblyconsumedthegreaterpartofthemorning,hadhereceivednoassistance。But,ashereclinedtomeditateuponthefirstlanding,anothermanenteredthehallwayfromwithout,ascendedquickly,andCraileybecamepleasantlyconsciousthattwostronghandshadliftedhimtohisfeet;and,presently,thathewasbeingbornealoftuponthenew-

comer’sback。Itseemedquiteajourney,yetthemotionwassoothing,sohemadenoefforttoopenhiseyes,untilhefoundhimselfgentlydepositeduponthecouchinhisownchamber,whenhesmiledamiably,and,lookingup,discoveredhispartnerstandingoverhim。

Tomwasverypaleandthereweredeep,violetscrawlsbeneathhiseyes。

ForonceinhislifehebadcomehomelaterthanCrailey。

"Firsttime,youknow,"saidCrailey,withdifficulty。"You’lladmitfirsttimecompletelyincapable?Oftenneededguidinghand,butnever——

quite——before。"

"Yes,"saidTom,quietly,"itisthefirsttimeIeversawyouquitefinished。"

"ThinkImustbegrowingoldandconstitutionrefusesbearit。

Disgracefultobeseenincondition,yetcelebrationjustified。H’rahforthenews!"Hewavedhishandwildly。"Oldred,white,andblue!

Americaneaglenowkindlyproceedtoscream!Starspangledbannerintendsstreamingtoallthetradewinds!Seatosea!Gloriousvictoriesonpoliticalthievingexhibition——no,expedition!Everybodynotresponsibleforthetroubletogoandgethimselfpatrioticallykilled!"

"Whatdoyoumean?"

"Water!"saidtheother,feebly。Tombroughtthepitcher,andCrailey,settinghishotlipstoit,dranklonganddeeply;then,withhisfriend’sassistance,hetiedaheavilymoistenedtowelroundhishead。"Allrightverysoonandsoberagain,"hemuttered,andlaybackuponthepillowwitheyestightlyclosedinanintenseefforttoconcentratehiswill。Whenheopenedthemagain,fourorfiveminuteslater,theyhadmarvellouslyclearedandhislookwasself-containedandsane。

"Haven’tyouheardthenews?"Hespokemuchmoreeasilynow。"ItcameatmidnighttotheJournal。"

"No;I’vebeenwalkinginthecountry。"

"TheMexicanscrossedtheRioGrandeonthetwenty-sixthoflastmonth,capturedCaptainThorntonandmurderedColonelCrook。Thatmeanswariscertain。"

"Ithasbeencertainforalongtime,"saidTom。"Polkhasforceditfromthefirst。"

"Thenit’sadevilofapityhecan’tbetheonlymantodie!"

"Havetheycalledforvolunteers?"askedTom,goingtowardthedoor。

"No;butifthenewsistrue,theywill。"

"Yes,"saidTom;andashereachedthehallwayhepaused。"CanIhelpyoutoundress?"

"Certainlynot!"Craileysatup,indignantly。"Can’tyouseethatI’mperfectlysober?Itwasthemeresttemporaryfit,andI’veshakenitoff。

Don’tyousee?"Hegotuponhisfeet,staggered,butshookhimselflikeadogcomingoutofthewater,andcametothedoorwithinfirmsteps。

"You’regoingtobed,aren’tyou?"askedTom。"You’dmuchbetter。"

"No,"answeredCrailey。"Areyou?

"No。I’mgoingtowork。"

"You’vebeenallupnight,too,haven’tyou?"Craileyputhishandontheother’sshoulder。"Wereyouhuntingforme?"

"No;notlastnight。"

Craileylurchedsuddenly,andTomcaughthimaboutthewaisttosteadyhim。

"Sweethearting,tippling,vingt-et-un,orpoker,eh,Tom?"heshouted,thickly,withawildlaugh。"Ha,ha,oldsmug-face,uptomybadtricksatlast!"But,recoveringhimselfimmediately,hepushedtheotheroffatarm’slength,andslappedhimselfsmartlyonthebrow。"Nevermind;allright,allright——onlyabadwave,nowandthen。Awalkwillmakememoreamanthanever。"

"You’dmuchbettergotobed,Crailey。"

"Ican’t。I’mgoingtochangemyclothesandgoout。"

"Why?"

Craileydidnotanswer,butatthatmomenttheCatholicchurch-bell,summoningthefaithfultomass,pealedloudlyonthemorningair;andthesteadyglanceofTomVanrevelrestedupontherecklesseyesofthemanbesidehimastheylistenedtogethertoitsinsistentcall。Tomsaid,gently,almosttimidly:

"Youhavean——engagement?"

Thistimetheanswercamebriskly。"Yes;IpromisedtotakeFanchontothecemeterybeforebreakfast,toplacesomeflowersonthegraveofthelittlebrotherwhodied。Thishappenstobehisbirthday。"

ItwasTomwhoavertedhiseyes,notCrailey。

"Thenyou’dbesthurry,"hesaid,hesitatingly;"Imustn’tkeepyou,"andwentdownstairstohisofficewithflushedcheeks,ahanginghead,andanexpressionwhichwouldhaveledastrangertobelievethathehadjustbeencaughtinalie。

HewenttotheMainStreetwindow,andseatedhimselfupontheledge,theonlyoneintheroomnottoodustyforoccupation;forhere,atthishour,TomhadtakenhisplaceeverymorningsinceElizabethCarewehadcomefromtheconvent。Thewindowwasacoignofvantage,commandingthecornerofCareweandMainstreets。Somedistancewestofthecorner,theCatholicchurchcastitslongshadowacrossMainStreet,and,inordertoenterthechurch,apersonwholiveduponCareweStreetmustpassthecorner,orelsemakeahalf-miledetourandapproachfromtheotherdirection——whichthepersonneverdid。TomhadthoughtitoutthefirstnightthattheimageofMissBettyhadkepthimawake——andthatwasthefirstnightMissCarewespentinRouen——theSt。Mary’sgirlwouldbesuretogotomasseveryday,whichwaswhythewindow-ledgewasdustedthenextmorning。

Theglassdoorsofthelittlecornerdrug-storecaughttheearlysunofthehotMaymorningandbecamelikesheets0fpolishedbrass;afarmer’swagonrattleddownthedustystreet;agroupofIrishwaitressesfromthehotelmadetheboardwalkrattleundertheirhurriedstepsastheywenttowardthechurch,talkingbusilytooneanother;andablinkingyouthinhisshirt-sleeves,whoworetheairofonenewly,butnotgladly,risen,begantostrugglemournfullywiththeshuttersofMadrillon’sbank。A

momentlater,TomheardCraileycomedownthestairs,sureoffootandhumminglightlytohimself。Thedooroftheofficewasclosed;Craileydidnotlookin,butpresentlyappeared,smiling,trim,immaculate,allinwhitelinen,ontheoppositesideofthestreet,andofferedbadinagetotheboywhotoiledattheshutters。

Thebellhadalmostceasedtoringwhenalady,dressedplainlyinblack,butgracefulandtall,camerapidlyoutofCareweStreet,turnedatthecornerbythelittledrug-store,andwenttowardthechurch。Theboywasleftstaring,forCrailey’sbanterbrokeoffinthemiddleofaword。

Heovertookheronthechurchsteps,andtheywentintogether。

ThatafternoonFanchonBareaudtoldTomhowbeautifulherbetrothedhadbeentoher;hehadbroughtheragreatbouquetofvioletsandlilies-of-

the-valley,andhadtakenhertothecemeterytoplacethemonthegraveofherbabybrother,whosebirthdayitwas。TearscametoFanchon’seyesasshespokeofherlover’sgoodness,andofhowwonderfullyhehadtalkedastheystoodbesidethelittlegrave。

"HewastheonlyonewhorememberedthatthiswaspoortinyJean’sbirthday!"shesaid,andsobbed。"Hecamejustafterbreakfastandaskedmetogoouttherewithhim。"

CHAPTERXII

TheRoomintheCupolaMr。Carewereturned,onewarmMayafternoon,bythesixo’clockboat,whichwassometimesadaylateandsometimesafewhoursearly;thelattercontingencyarising,asinthepresentinstance,whentheownerwasaboard。Nelsondrovehimfromthewharftothebank,whereheconferredbriefly,inanundertone,withEugeneMadrillon;afterwhichEugenesentanotecontainingthreewordstoTappinghamMarsh。Marshtoreupthenote,andsaunteredovertotheclub,wherehefoundGeneralTrumbleandJeffersonBareaudamicablydiscussingapitcherofcherrybounce。

"Hehascome,"saidTappingham,pleasedtofindthepairtheonlyoccupantsoftheplace。"HesawMadrillon,andthere’sasessionto-

night。"

"PraisetheLord!"exclaimedthestoutGeneral,risingtohisfeet。"I’llseeoldChenowethatonce。Myfingershavetheitch。"

"Andmine,too,"saidBareaud。"I’dbeguntothinkwe’dneverhaveagowithhimagain。"

"YoumustseethatCraileycomes。Wewantafulltable。Draghim,ifyoucan’tgethimanyotherway。"

"Hewon’tneedurging,"saidJefferson。

"Buthecutuslasttime。"

"Hewon’tcuttonight。Whathour?"

"Nine,"answeredTappingham。"It’stobeafullsitting,remember。"

"Don’tfearforus,"laughedTrumble。

"NorforCrailey,"Jeffersonadded。"Aftersolongavacationyoucouldn’tkeephimawayifyouchainedhimtothecourt-housepillars;he’dtear`emintwo!"

"Here’stoourbetterfortunes,then!saidtheoldsoldier,fillingaglassforTappingham;and,"Here’stoourbetterfortunes!"echoedtheyoungmen,pouringoffthegentleliquorheartily。Havingthusmadelibationtotheirparticulargod,thetrioseparated。ButJeffersondidnotencounterthealacrityofacceptanceheexpectedfromCrailey,whenhefoundhim,halfanhourlater,atthehotelbar。Indeed,atfirst,Mr。

Graynotoniyrefusedoutrighttogo,butseriouslyurgedthesamecourseuponJefferson;moreover,hisremonstrancewasofferedinsuchevidentgoodfaiththatBareaud,intheactofswallowingoneofhislargedosesofquinine,pausedwithonlyhalfthepowderdownhisthroat,gazing,nonplussed,athisprospectivebrother-in-law。

"Myimmortalsoul!"hegasped。"IsthisCraileyGray?What’sthetrouble?"

"Nothing,"repliedCrailey,quietly。"Onlydon’tgo,you’velostenough。"

"Well,you’reabeautifulone!"Jeffersonexclaimed,withanincredulouslaugh。"You’reamasterhand;you,totalkaboutlosingenough!"

"Iknow,Iknow,"Craileybegan,shakinghishead,"but——"

"You’vepromisedFanchonnevertogoagain,andyou’reafraidMissBettywillseeorhearus,andtellheryouwerethere。"

"Idon’tknowMissCarewe。"

"Thenyouneedn’tfear;besides,she’llbeoutwhenwecome,andasleepwhenwego。Shewillneverknowwe’vebeeninthehouse。"

"Thathasnothingtodowithit,"saidCrailey,impatiently;andhewasthemoreearnestbecauseherememberedthedangerousgeographyoftheCarewehouse,whichmadeitimpossibleforanyonetoleavethecupola-roomexceptbythelonghallwhichpassedcertaindoors。"Iwillnotgo,andwhat’smore,IpromisedFanchonI’dtrytokeepyououtofithereafter。"

"Lord,butwe’revirtuous!"laughedtheincredulousJefferson。"I’llcomeforyouataquartertonine。"

"Iwillnotgo,Itellyou。"

Jeffersonroared。"Yes,youwill。Youcouldn’tkeepfromitifyoutried!"Andhetookhimselfoff,laughingviolently,againpromisingtocallforCraileyonhiswaytothetryst,andleavinghimstillwarmlyprotestingthatitwouldbeagreatfollyforeitherofthemtogo。

Craileylookedafterthelad’slong,thinfigurewithanexpressionasnearangerasheeverwore。"He’llgo,"hesaidtohimself。

"And——ah,well——I’llhavetoriskit!I’llgowithhim,butonlytotryandbringhimawayearly——thatis,asearlyasit’ssafetobesurethattheyareasleepdownstairs。AndIwon’tplay。No,I’llnotplay;I’llnotplay。"

Hepaidhisscoreandwentoutofthehotelbyasidedoor。Somedistanceupthestreet,Bareaudwasstilltobeseen,lounginghomewardinthepleasantafternoonsunshine,hestoppedonacornerandserenelypouredanotherquininepowderintohimselfandthrewthepapertoacoupleofpigswholookedupfromtheguttermaliciously。

"Confoundhim!"saidCrailey,laughingruefully。"Hemakesmeamissionary——forI’llkeepmywordtoFanchoninthat,atleast!I’lllookafterJeffersontonight。Ah,ImightaswellbeoldTomVanrevel,indeed!"

Meanwhile,Mr。Carewehadtakenpossessionofhisownagain。Hisdaughterrantothedoortomeethim;shewastremblingalittle,and,blushingandsmiling,heldoutbothherhandstohim,sothatMrs。Tanberryvowedthiswastheloveliestcreatureintheworld,andthekindest。

Mr。Carewebowedslightly,astoanacquaintance,anddisregardedtheextendedhands。

Atthat,theblushfadedfromMissBetty’scheeks;shetremblednomore,andasalutationasicyasherfather’swasreturnedtohim。Hebenthisheavybrowsuponher,andshotablackglanceherway,being,ofcourse,immediatelyenragedbyherreflectionofhisownmanner,buthedidnotspeaktoher。

Nordidheonceaddressherduringtheeveningmeal,preferringtohonorMrs。Tanberrywithhisconversation,tothatdiplomaticlady’ssecretanger,butoutwardamusement。Shecheerfullyneglectedtoanswerhimattimes,havingnottheslightestaweofhim,andturnedtothegirlinstead;indeed,shewasonlypreventedfromratinghimsoundlyathisowntablebythefearthatshemightmakethesituationmoredifficultforheryoungcharge。Assoonasitwaspossible,shemadeherescapewithMissBetty,andtheydroveawayinthetwilighttopayvisitsofduty,leavingMr。Carewefrowningathiscoffeeontheveranda。

Whentheycamehome,threehourslater,MissBettynoticedthatafringeofilluminationborderedeachoftheheavilycurtainedwindowsinthecupola,andsheutteredanexclamation,forshehadneverknownthatroomtobelighted。

"Look!"shecried,touchingMrs。Tanberry’sarm,asthehorsestrottedthroughthegatesunderadrizzleofrain,"Ithoughttheroominthecupolawasempty。It’salwayslocked,andwhenIcamefromSt。Mary’shetoldmethatoldfurniturewasstoredthere。"

Mrs。Tanberrywasgratefulforthedarkness。"Hemayhavegonetheretoread,"sheanswered,inaqueervoice。"Letusgoquietlytobed,child,soasnottodisturbhim。"

Bettyhadaslittledesiretodisturbherfatherasshehadtoseehim;

thereforesheobeyedherfriend’sinjunction,andwenttoherroomontip-

toe。Thehousewasverysilentasshelitthecandlesonherbureau。

Outside,thegentledrizzleandthesoothingtinklefromtheeavesweretheonlysounds;within,therewasbutthefaintrustleofgarmentsfromMrs。Tanberry’sroom。Presentlythelatterceasedtobeheard,andawoodenmoanofprotestfromthefour-posteruponwhichthegoodladyreposed,announcedthatshehaddrawnthecurtainsandwooedtherulersofNod。

Althoughitwasoneofthosenightsofwhichtheysay,"Itisagoodnighttosleep,"MissBettywasnotdrowsy。Shehadhalf-unfastenedonesmallsandal,butshetiedtheribbonsagain,andseatedherselfbytheopenwindow。Theledgeandcasementframedadimoblongofthinlightfromthecandlesbehindher,alonelylustre,whichcrossedtheverandatomeltshapelesslyintodarknessonthesoggylawn。Shefeltamelancholyinthesoftlyfallingrainandwet,blackfoliagethatchimedwiththesadnessofherownspirit。Thenightsuitedherverywell,forherfather’scominghadbroughtaweightofdepressionwithit。Whycouldhenothavespokenonewordtoher,evenacrossone?Sheknewthathedidnotloveher,yet,merelyasafellow-being,shewasentitledtoameasureofcourtesy;

andthefactthatshewashisdaughtercouldnotexcusehisfailuretorenderit。Wasshetocontinuetolivewithhimontheirpresentterms?

Shehadnointentiontomakeanotherefforttoalterthem;buttoremainastheywerewouldbeintolerable,andMrs。Tanberrycouldnotstayforever,toactasabufferbetweenherandherfather。Peeringoutintothedismalnight,shefoundherownfutureasblack,anditseemednowonderthattheSisterslovedtheconventlife;thatthepalenunsforsooktheworldwhereintherewassomuchuselessunkindness;wherewomenwerepettyandjealous,likethatcowardlyFanchon,andmenwholookedgreatweretricksters,likeFanchon’sbetrothed。MissBettyclenchedherdelicatefingers。Shewouldnotrememberthatwhite,startledfaceagain!

Anotherfacehelpedhertoshutouttherecollection:thatofthemanwhohadcometomasstomeetheryesterdaymorning,andwithwhomshehadtakenalongwalkafterward。HehadshownheraquaintoldEnglishgardenerwholivedonthebankoftheriver,hadboughtherabouquet,andshehadhelpedhimtoselectanothertosendtoasickfriend。Howbeautifultheflowerswere,andhowhappyhehadmadethemorningforher,withhisgayety,hislightness,andhisoddwisdom!Wasitonlyyesterday?

Herfather’scominghadmadeyesterdayafortnightold。

Butthecontinuouslypatteringrainandthesoftdrip-dropfromtheroof,thoughasmournfulasshechosetofindthem,began,afterwhile,toweavetheirsomnolentspells,andsheslowlydriftedfromreveriesofunhappysorts,intohalf-dreams,inwhichshewasstillawareshewasawake;yetslumber,heavy-eyed,stirringfromthecurtainsbesideherwiththesmallnightbreeze,breathedstrangedistortionsuponfamiliarthings,anddrowsyimpossibilitiesmoveduponthesurfaceofherthoughts。Herchin,restinguponherhand,sankgently,untilherheadalmostlayuponherrelaxedarms。

"Thatismine,CraileyGray!"

Shesprangtoherfeet,immeasurablystartled,onehandclutchingthebackofherchair,theothertremulouslypressedtohercheek,convincedthatherfatherhadstoopedoverherandshoutedthesentenceinherear。Foritwashisvoice,andthehouserangwiththewords;alltherooms,halls,andeventhewalls,seemedstillmurmurouswiththesuddensound,likethetinglingofabellafterithadbeenstruck。Andyet——everythingwasquiet。

Shepressedherfingerstoherforehead,tryingtountanglethemazeofdreamswhichhadevolvedthisshockforher,thesuddenclamorinherfather’svoiceofanameshehatedandhopednevertohearagain,anameshewastryingtoforget。Butasshewasunabletotraceanythingwhichhadledtoit,thereremainedonlytheconclusionthathernerveswerenotwhattheyshouldbe。Thevaporshavingbecomeobsoleteforyoungladiesasanexplanationforallunpleasantsensations,theywereinstructedtohave"nerves。"ThiswasMissBetty’sfirstconsciousnessofherown,and,desiringnogreateracquaintancewiththem,shetoldherselfitwasunwholesometofallasleepinachairbyanopenwindowwhenthenightwasassadasshe。

Turningtoachairinfrontofthesmallovalmirrorofherbureau,sheunclaspedthebrooch。whichheldherlacecollar,and,seatingherself,begantounfastenherhair。Suddenlyshepaused,herupliftedarmsfallingmechanicallytohersides。

Someonewascomingthroughthelonghallwithasoft,almostinaudiblestep,astepwhichwasnotherfather’s。Sheknewatonce,withinstinctivecertainty,thatitwasnothe。NorwasitNelson,whowouldhaveshuffled;norcoulditbethevainMamie,noroneoftheotherservants,fortheydidnotsleepinthehouse。Itwasastepmorelikeawoman’s,thoughcertainlyitwasnotMrs。Tanberry’s。

Bettyrose,tookacandle,andstoodsilentforamoment,theheavytressesofherhair,half-unloosed,fallinguponherneckandleftshoulderlikethefoldsofadarkdrapery。

Attheslightrustleofherrising,thestepsceasedinstantly。Herheartsetupawildbeatingandthecandleshookinherhand。Butshewasbraveandyoung,and,followinganirresistibleimpulse,sheranacrosstheroom,flungopenthedoor,andthrewthelightofthecandleintothehall,holdingitatarm’slengthbeforeher。

ShecamealmostfacetofacewithCraileyGray。

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