投诉 阅读记录

第5章

hiswivesfurtherin;thechildrenwiththeirmothers。Shecouldheartheirbreathing;Bulangi"ssleepyvoice;thesharpcryofachildsoonhushedwithtenderwords。Andsheclosedhereyestothemurmurofthewaterbelowher,tothewhisperofthewarmwindabove,ignorantofthenever-ceasinglifeofthattropicalnaturethatspoketoherinvainwiththethousandfaintvoicesofthenearforest,withthebreathoftepidwind;intheheavyscentsthatlingeredaroundherhead;inthewhitewraithsofmorningmistthathungoverherinthesolemnhushofallcreationbeforethedawn。

Suchhadbeenherexistencebeforethecomingofthebrigwiththestrangers。Sherememberedwellthattime;theuproarinthesettlement,thenever-endingwonder,thedaysandnightsoftalkandexcitement。Sherememberedherowntimiditywiththestrangemen,tillthebrigmooredtothebankbecameinamannerpartofthesettlement,andthefearworeoffinthefamiliarityofconstantintercourse。Thecallonboardthenbecamepartofherdailyround。Shewalkedhesitatinglyuptheslantingplanksofthegangwayamidsttheencouragingshoutsandmoreorlessdecentjokesofthemenidlingoverthebulwarks。Thereshesoldherwarestothosementhatspokesoloudandcarriedthemselvessofree。Therewasathrong,aconstantcomingandgoing;callsinterchanged,ordersgivenandexecutedwithshouts;therattleofblocks,theflingingaboutofcoilsofrope。Shesatoutofthewayundertheshadeoftheawning,withhertraybeforeher,theveildrawnwelloverherface,feelingshyamongstsomanymen。Shesmiledatallbuyers,butspoketonone,lettingtheirjestspasswithstolidunconcern。Sheheardmanytalestoldaroundheroffar-offcountries,ofstrangecustoms,ofeventsstrangerstill。Thosemenwerebrave;butthemostfearlessofthemspokeoftheirchiefwithfear。Oftenthemantheycalledtheirmasterpassedbeforeher,walkingerectandindifferent,intheprideofyouth,intheflashofrichdress,withatinkleofgoldornaments,whileeverybodystoodasidewatchinganxiouslyforamovementofhislips,readytodohisbidding。Thenallherlifeseemedtorushintohereyes,andfromunderherveilshegazedathim,charmed,yetfearfultoattractattention。Onedayhenoticedherandasked,"Whoisthatgirl?""Aslave,Tuan!Agirlthatsellscakes,"adozenvoicesrepliedtogether。

Sheroseinterrortorunonshore,whenhecalledherback;andasshestoodtremblingwithheadhungdownbeforehim,hespokekindwords,liftingherchinwithhishandandlookingintohereyeswithasmile。"Donotbeafraid,"hesaid。Heneverspoketoheranymore。Somebodycalledoutfromtheriverbank;heturnedawayandforgotherexistence。TaminahsawAlmayerstandingontheshorewithNinaonhisarm。SheheardNina"svoicecallingoutgaily,andsawDain"sfacebrightenwithjoyasheleapedonshore。Shehatedthesoundofthatvoiceeversince。

AfterthatdaysheleftoffvisitingAlmayer"scompound,andpassedthenoonhoursundertheshadeofthebrigawning。Shewatchedforhiscomingwithheartbeatingquickerandquicker,asheapproached,intoawildtumultofnewly-arousedfeelingsofjoyandhopeandfearthatdiedawaywithDain"sretreatingfigure,leavinghertiredout,asifafterastruggle,sittingstillforalongtimeindreamylanguor。Thenshepaddledhomeslowlyintheafternoon,oftenlettinghercanoefloatwiththelazystreaminthequietbackwateroftheriver。Thepaddlehungidleinthewaterasshesatinthestern,onehandsupportingherchin,hereyeswideopen,listeningintentlytothewhisperingofherheartthatseemedtoswellatlastintoasongofextremesweetness。Listeningtothatsongshehuskedthericeathome;itdulledherearstotheshrillbickeringsofBulangi"swives,tothesoundofangryreproachesaddressedtoherself。

Andwhenthesunwasnearitssettingshewalkedtothebathing-placeandhearditasshestoodonthetendergrassofthelowbank,herrobeatherfeet,andlookedatthereflectionofherfigureontheglass-likesurfaceofthecreek。Listeningtoitshewalkedslowlyback,herwethairhangingoverhershoulders;layingdowntorestunderthebrightstars,sheclosedhereyestothemurmurofthewaterbelow,ofthewarmwindabove;tothevoiceofnaturespeakingthroughthefaintnoisesofthegreatforest,andtothesongofherownheart。

Sheheard,butdidnotunderstand,anddrankinthedreamyjoyofhernewexistencewithouttroublingaboutitsmeaningoritsend,tillthefullconsciousnessoflifecametoherthroughpainandanger。AndshesufferedhorriblythefirsttimeshesawNina"slongcanoedriftsilentlypastthesleepinghouseofBulangi,bearingthetwoloversintothewhitemistofthegreatriver。

Herjealousyandrageculminatedintoaparoxysmofphysicalpainthatleftherlyingpantingontheriverbank,inthedumbagonyofawoundedanimal。Butshewentonmovingpatientlyintheenchantedcircleofslavery,goingthroughhertaskdayafterdaywithallthepathosofthegriefshecouldnotexpress,eventoherself,lockedwithinherbreast。SheshrankfromNinaasshewouldhaveshrunkfromthesharpbladeofaknifecuttingintoherflesh,butshekeptonvisitingthebrigtofeedherdumb,ignorantsoulonherowndespair。ShesawDainmanytimes。

Heneverspoke,heneverlooked。Couldhiseyesseeonlyonewoman"simage?Couldhisearshearonlyonewoman"svoice?

Henevernoticedher;notonce。

Andthenhewentaway。ShesawhimandNinaforthelasttimeonthatmorningwhenBabalatchi,whilevisitinghisfishbaskets,hadhissuspicionsofthewhiteman"sdaughter"sloveaffairwithDainconfirmedbeyondtheshadowofdoubt。Daindisappeared,andTaminah"sheart,wherelayuselessandbarrentheseedsofallloveandofallhate,thepossibilitiesofallpassionsandofallsacrifices,forgotitsjoysanditssufferingswhendeprivedofthehelpofthesenses。Herhalf-formed,savagemind,theslaveofherbody——asherbodywastheslaveofanother"swill——forgotthefaintandvagueimageoftheidealthathadfounditsbeginninginthephysicalpromptingsofhersavagenature。Shedroppedbackintothetorporofherformerlifeandfoundconsolation——evenacertainkindofhappiness——inthethoughtthatnowNinaandDainwereseparated,probablyforever。

Hewouldforget。Thisthoughtsoothedthelastpangsofdyingjealousythathadnothingnowtofeedupon,andTaminahfoundpeace。Itwaslikethedrearytranquillityofadesert,wherethereispeaceonlybecausethereisnolife。

Andnowhehadreturned。ShehadrecognisedhisvoicecallingaloudinthenightforBulangi。Shehadcreptoutafterhermastertolistenclosertotheintoxicatingsound。Dainwasthere,inaboat,talkingtoBulangi。Taminah,listeningwitharrestedbreath,heardanothervoice。Themaddeningjoy,thatonlyasecondbeforeshethoughtherselfincapableofcontainingwithinherfast-beatingheart,diedout,andlefthershiveringintheoldanguishofphysicalpainthatshehadsufferedoncebeforeatthesightofDainandNina。Ninaspokenow,orderingandentreatinginturns,andBulangiwasrefusing,expostulating,atlastconsenting。Hewentintotakeapaddlefromtheheaplyingbehindthedoor。Outsidethemurmuroftwovoiceswenton,andshecaughtawordhereandthere。Sheunderstoodthathewasfleeingfromwhitemen,thathewasseekingahiding-place,thathewasinsomedanger。Butsheheardalsowordswhichwoketherageofjealousythathadbeenasleepforsomanydaysinherbosom。Crouchinglowonthemudintheblackdarknessamongstthepiles,sheheardthewhisperintheboatthatmadelightoftoil,ofprivation,ofdanger,oflifeitself,ifinexchangetherecouldbebutashortmomentofcloseembrace,alookfromtheeyes,thefeeloflightbreath,thetouchofsoftlips。SospokeDainashesatinthecanoeholdingNina"shandswhilewaitingforBulangi"sreturn;andTaminah,supportingherselfbytheslimypile,feltasifaheavyweightwascrushingherdown,downintotheblackoilywateratherfeet。Shewantedtocryout;torushatthemandteartheirvagueshadowsapart;tothrowNinaintothesmoothwater,clingtoherclose,holdhertothebottomwherethatmancouldnotfindher。Shecouldnotcry,shecouldnotmove。Thenfootstepswereheardonthebambooplatformaboveherhead;shesawBulangigetintohissmallestcanoeandtakethelead,theotherboatfollowing,paddledbyDainandNina。Withaslightsplashofthepaddlesdippedstealthilyintothewater,theirindistinctformspassedbeforeherachingeyesandvanishedinthedarknessofthecreek。

Sheremainedthereinthecoldandwet,powerlesstomove,breathingpainfullyunderthecrushingweightthatthemysterioushandofFatehadlaidsosuddenlyuponherslendershoulders,andshivering,shefeltwithinaburningfire,thatseemedtofeeduponherverylife。Whenthebreakingdayhadspreadapalegoldenribbonovertheblackoutlineoftheforests,shetookuphertrayanddepartedtowardsthesettlement,goingabouthertaskpurelyfromtheforceofhabit。AssheapproachedSambirshecouldseetheexcitementandsheheardwithmomentarysurpriseofthefindingofDain"sbody。Itwasnottrue,ofcourse。Sheknewitwell。Sheregrettedthathewasnotdead。

SheshouldhavelikedDaintobedead,soastobepartedfromthatwoman——fromallwomen。ShefeltastrongdesiretoseeNina,butwithoutanyclearobject。Shehatedher,andfearedherandshefeltanirresistibleimpulsepushinghertowardsAlmayer"shousetoseethewhitewoman"sface,tolookcloseatthoseeyes,tohearagainthatvoice,forthesoundofwhichDainwasreadytoriskhisliberty,hislifeeven。Shehadseenhermanytimes;shehadheardhervoicedailyformanymonthspast。

Whatwasthereinher?WhatwasthereinthatbeingtomakeamanspeakasDainhadspoken,tomakehimblindtoallotherfaces,deaftoallothervoices?

Sheleftthecrowdbytheriverside,andwanderedaimlesslyamongtheemptyhouses,resistingtheimpulsethatpushedhertowardsAlmayer"scampongtoseekthereinNina"seyesthesecretofherownmisery。Thesunmountinghigher,shortenedtheshadowsandpoureddownuponherafloodoflightandofstiflingheatasshepassedonfromshadowtolight,fromlighttoshadow,amongstthehouses,thebushes,thetalltrees,inherunconsciousflightfromthepaininherownheart。Intheextremityofherdistressshecouldfindnowordstoprayforrelief,sheknewofnoheaventosendherprayerto,andshewanderedonwithtiredfeetinthedumbsurpriseandterrorattheinjusticeofthesufferinginflicteduponherwithoutcauseandwithoutredress。

TheshorttalkwithReshid,theproposalofAbdullasteadiedheralittleandturnedherthoughtsintoanotherchannel。Dainwasinsomedanger。Hewashidingfromwhitemen。Somuchshehadoverheardlastnight。Theyallthoughthimdead。Sheknewhewasalive,andsheknewofhishiding-place。WhatdidtheArabswanttoknowaboutthewhitemen?ThewhitemenwantwithDain?

Didtheywishtokillhim?Shecouldtellthemall——no,shewouldsaynothing,andinthenightshewouldgotohimandsellhimhislifeforaword,forasmile,foragestureeven,andbehisslaveinfar-offcountries,awayfromNina。Butthereweredangers。Theone-eyedBabalatchiwhokneweverything;thewhiteman"swife——shewasawitch。Perhapstheywouldtell。AndthentherewasNina。Shemusthurryonandsee。

InherimpatiencesheleftthepathandrantowardsAlmayer"sdwellingthroughtheundergrowthbetweenthepalmtrees。Shecameoutatthebackofthehouse,whereanarrowditch,fullofstagnantwaterthatoverflowedfromtheriver,separatedAlmayer"scampongfromtherestofthesettlement。Thethickbushesgrowingonthebankwerehidingfromhersightthelargecourtyardwithitscookingshed。Abovethemroseseveralthincolumnsofsmoke,andfrombehindthesoundofstrangevoicesinformedTaminahthattheMenoftheSeabelongingtothewarshiphadalreadylandedandwerecampedbetweentheditchandthehouse。TotheleftoneofAlmayer"sslave-girlscamedowntotheditchandbentovertheshinywater,washingakettle。Totherightthetopsofthebananaplantation,visibleabovethebushes,swayedandshookunderthetouchofinvisiblehandsgatheringthefruit。Onthecalmwaterseveralcanoesmooredtoaheavystakewerecrowdedtogether,nearlybridgingtheditchjustattheplacewhereTaminahstood。Thevoicesinthecourtyardroseattimesintoanoutburstofcalls,replies,andlaughter,andthendiedawayintoasilencethatsoonwasbrokenagainbyafreshclamour。Nowandagainthethinbluesmokerushedoutthickerandblacker,anddroveinodorousmassesoverthecreek,wrappingherforamomentinasuffocatingveil;then,asthefreshwoodcaughtwellalight,thesmokevanishedinthebrightsunlight,andonlythescentofaromaticwooddriftedafar,toleewardofthecracklingfires。

Taminahrestedhertrayonastumpofatree,andremainedstandingwithhereyesturnedtowardsAlmayer"shouse,whoseroofandpartofawhitewashedwallwerevisibleoverthebushes。Theslave-girlfinishedherwork,andafterlookingforawhilecuriouslyatTaminah,pushedherwaythroughthedensethicketbacktothecourtyard。RoundTaminahtherewasnowacompletesolitude。Shethrewherselfdownontheground,andhidherfaceinherhands。NowwhensocloseshehadnocouragetoseeNina。

AteveryburstofloudervoicesfromthecourtyardsheshiveredinthefearofhearingNina"svoice。Shecametotheresolutionofwaitingwhereshewastilldark,andthengoingstraighttoDain"shiding-place。Fromwhereshewasshecouldwatchthemovementsofwhitemen,ofNina,ofallDain"sfriends,andofallhisenemies。Bothwerehatefulaliketoher,forbothwouldtakehimawaybeyondherreach。Shehidherselfinthelonggrasstowaitanxiouslyforthesunsetthatseemedsoslowtocome。

Ontheothersideoftheditch,behindthebush,bytheclearfires,theseamenofthefrigatehadencampedonthehospitableinvitationofAlmayer。Almayer,rousedoutofhisapathybytheprayersandimportunityofNina,hadmanagedtogetdownintimetothejettysoastoreceivetheofficersattheirlanding。ThelieutenantincommandacceptedhisinvitationtohishousewiththeremarkthatinanycasetheirbusinesswaswithAlmayer——andperhapsnotverypleasant,headded。Almayerhardlyheardhim。

Heshookhandswiththemabsentlyandledthewaytowardsthehouse。Hewasscarcelyconsciousofthepolitewordsofwelcomehegreetedthestrangerswith,andafterwardsrepeatedseveraltimesoveragaininhiseffortstoappearatease。Theagitationoftheirhostdidnotescapetheofficer"seyes,andthechiefconfidedtohissubordinate,inalowvoice,hisdoubtsastoAlmayer"ssobriety。Theyoungsub-lieutenantlaughedandexpressedinawhisperthehopethatthewhitemanwasnotintoxicatedenoughtoneglecttheofferofsomerefreshments。

"Hedoesnotseemverydangerous,"headded,astheyfollowedAlmayerupthestepsoftheverandah。

"No,heseemsmoreofafoolthanaknave;Ihaveheardofhim,"

returnedthesenior。

Theysataroundthetable。Almayerwithshakinghandsmadegincocktails,offeredthemallround,anddrankhimself,witheverygulpfeelingstronger,steadier,andbetterabletofaceallthedifficultiesofhisposition。Ignorantofthefateofthebrighedidnotsuspecttherealobjectoftheofficer"svisit。Hehadageneralnotionthatsomethingmusthaveleakedoutaboutthegunpowdertrade,butapprehendednothingbeyondsometemporaryinconveniences。Afteremptyinghisglasshebegantochateasily,lyingbackinhischairwithoneofhislegsthrownnegligentlyoverthearm。Thelieutenantastrideonhischair,aglowingcherootinthecornerofhismouth,listenedwithaslysmilefrombehindthethickvolumesofsmokethatescapedfromhiscompressedlips。Theyoungsub-lieutenant,leaningwithbothelbowsonthetable,hisheadbetweenhishands,lookedonsleepilyinthetorporinducedbyfatigueandthegin。Almayertalkedon——

"Itisagreatpleasuretoseewhitefaceshere。Ihavelivedheremanyyearsingreatsolitude。TheMalays,youunderstand,arenotcompanyforawhiteman;moreovertheyarenotfriendly;

theydonotunderstandourways。Greatrascalstheyare。

I

believeIamtheonlywhitemanontheeastcoastthatisasettledresident。WegetvisitorsfromMacassarorSingaporesometimes——traders,agents,orexplorers,buttheyarerare。

Therewasascientificexplorerhereayearormoreago。Helivedinmyhouse:drankfrommorningtonight。Helivedjoyouslyforafewmonths,andwhentheliquorhebroughtwithhimwasgonehereturnedtoBataviawithareportonthemineralwealthoftheinterior。Ha,ha,ha!Good,isitnot?"

Heceasedabruptlyandlookedathisguestswithameaninglessstare。Whiletheylaughedhewasrecitingtohimselftheoldstory:"Daindead,allmyplansdestroyed。Thisistheendofallhopeandofallthings。"Hisheartsankwithinhim。

Hefeltakindofdeadlysickness。

"Verygood。Capital!"exclaimedbothofficers。Almayercameoutofhisdespondencywithanotherburstoftalk。

"Eh!whataboutthedinner?Youhavegotacookwithyou。

That"sallright。Thereisacookingshedintheothercourtyard。Icangiveyouagoose。Lookatmygeese——theonlygeeseontheeastcoast——perhapsonthewholeisland。Isthatyourcook?Verygood。Here,Ali,showthisChinamanthecookingplaceandtellMemAlmayertolethimhaveroomthere。Mywife,gentlemen,doesnotcomeout;mydaughtermay。Meantimehavesomemoredrink。Itisahotday。"

Thelieutenanttookthecigaroutofhismouth,lookedattheashcritically,shookitoffandturnedtowardsAlmayer。

"Wehavearatherunpleasantbusinesswithyou,"hesaid。

"Iamsorry,"returnedAlmayer。"Itcanbenothingveryserious,surely。"

"Ifyouthinkanattempttoblowupfortymenatleast,notaseriousmatteryouwillnotfindmanypeopleofyouropinion,"

retortedtheofficersharply。

"Blowup!What?Iknownothingaboutit"exclaimedAlmayer。

"Whodidthat,ortriedtodoit?"

"Amanwithwhomyouhadsomedealings,"answeredthelieutenant。

"HepassedhereunderthenameofDainMaroola。Yousoldhimthegunpowderhehadinthatbrigwecaptured。"

"Howdidyouhearaboutthebrig?"askedAlmayer。"Iknownothingaboutthepowderhemayhavehad。"

"AnArabtraderofthisplacehassenttheinformationaboutyourgoingsonheretoBatavia,acoupleofmonthsago,"saidtheofficer。"Wewerewaitingforthebrigoutside,butheslippedpastusatthemouthoftheriver,andwehadtochasethefellowtothesouthward。Whenhesightedusheraninsidethereefsandputthebrigashore。Thecrewescapedinboatsbeforewecouldtakepossession。Asourboatsnearedthecraftitblewupwithatremendousexplosion;oneoftheboatsbeingtooneargotswamped。Twomendrowned——thatistheresultofyourspeculation,Mr。Almayer。NowwewantthisDain。WehavegoodgroundstosupposeheishidinginSambir。Doyouknowwhereheis?Youhadbetterputyourselfrightwiththeauthoritiesasmuchaspossiblebybeingperfectlyfrankwithme。

WhereisthisDain?"

Almayergotupandwalkedtowardsthebalustradeoftheverandah。

Heseemednottobethinkingoftheofficer"squestion。Helookedatthebodylayingstraightandrigidunderitswhitecoveronwhichthesun,decliningamongstthecloudstothewestward,threwapaletingeofred。Thelieutenantwaitedfortheanswer,takingquickpullsathishalf-extinguishedcigar。

BehindthemAlimovednoiselesslylayingthetable,rangingsolemnlytheill-assortedandshabbycrockery,thetinspoons,theforkswithbrokenprongs,andthekniveswithsaw-likebladesandloosehandles。Hehadalmostforgottenhowtopreparethetableforwhitemen。Hefeltaggrieved;MemNinawouldnothelphim。Hesteppedbacktolookathisworkadmiringly,feelingveryproud。Thismustberight;andifthemasterafterwardsisangryandswears,thensomuchtheworseforMemNina。Whydidshenothelp?Helefttheverandahtofetchthedinner。

"Well,Mr。Almayer,willyouanswermyquestionasfranklyasitisputtoyou?"askedthelieutenant,afteralongsilence。

Almayerturnedroundandlookedathisinterlocutorsteadily。

"IfyoucatchthisDainwhatwillyoudowithhim?"heasked。

Theofficer"sfaceflushed。"Thisisnotananswer,"hesaid,annoyed。

"Andwhatwillyoudowithme?"wentonAlmayer,notheedingtheinterruption。

"Areyouinclinedtobargain?"growledtheother。"Itwouldbebadpolicy,Iassureyou。AtpresentIhavenoordersaboutyourperson,butweexpectedyourassistanceincatchingthisMalay。"

"Ah!"interruptedAlmayer,"justso:youcandonothingwithoutme,andI,knowingthemanwell,amtohelpyouinfindinghim。"

"Thisisexactlywhatweexpect,"assentedtheofficer。"Youhavebrokenthelaw,Mr。Almayer,andyououghttomakeamends。"

"Andsavemyself?"

"Well,inasenseyes。Yourheadisnotinanydanger,"saidthelieutenant,withashortlaugh。

"Verywell,"saidAlmayer,withdecision,"Ishalldeliverthemanuptoyou。"

Bothofficersrosetotheirfeetquickly,andlookedfortheirside-armswhichtheyhadunbuckled。Almayerlaughedharshly。

"Steady,gentlemen!"heexclaimed。"Inmyowntimeandinmyownway。Afterdinner,gentlemen,youshallhavehim。"

"Thisispreposterous,"urgedthelieutenant。"Mr。Almayer,thisisnojokingmatter。Themanisacriminal。Hedeservestohang。Whilewedinehemayescape;therumourofourarrival——"

Almayerwalkedtowardsthetable。"Igiveyoumywordofhonour,gentlemen,thatheshallnotescape;Ihavehimsafeenough。"

"Thearrestshouldbeeffectedbeforedark,"remarkedtheyoungsub。

"Ishallholdyouresponsibleforanyfailure。Weareready,butcandonothingjustnowwithoutyou,"addedthesenior,withevidentannoyance。

Almayermadeagestureofassent。"Onmywordofhonour,"herepeatedvaguely。"Andnowletusdine,"headdedbriskly。

NinacamethroughthedoorwayandstoodforamomentholdingthecurtainasideforAliandtheoldMalaywomanbearingthedishes;

thenshemovedtowardsthethreemenbythetable。

"Allowme,"saidAlmayer,pompously。"Thisismydaughter。

Nina,thesegentlemen,officersofthefrigateoutside,havedonemethehonourtoacceptmyhospitality。"

Ninaansweredthelowbowsofthetwoofficersbyaslowinclinationoftheheadandtookherplaceatthetableoppositeherfather。Allsatdown。Thecoxswainofthesteamlaunchcameupcarryingsomebottlesofwine。

"Youwillallowmetohavethisputuponthetable?"saidthelieutenanttoAlmayer。

"What!Wine!Youareverykind。Certainly,Ihavenonemyself。

Timesareveryhard。"

ThelastwordsofhisreplywerespokenbyAlmayerinafalteringvoice。ThethoughtthatDainwasdeadrecurredtohimvividlyagain,andhefeltasifaninvisiblehandwasgrippinghisthroat。Hereachedfortheginbottlewhiletheywereuncorkingthewineandswallowedabiggulp。Thelieutenant,whowasspeakingtoNina,gavehimaquickglance。TheyoungsubbegantorecoverfromtheastonishmentandconfusioncausedbyNina"sunexpectedappearanceandgreatbeauty。"Shewasverybeautifulandimposing,"hereflected,"butafterallahalf-castegirl。"

ThisthoughtcausedhimtopluckupheartandlookatNinasideways。Nina,withcomposedface,wasansweringinalow,evenvoicetheelderofficer"spolitequestionsastothecountryandhermodeoflife。Almayerpushedhisplateawayanddrankhisguest"swineingloomysilence。

chapter09

CHAPTERIX。

"CanIbelievewhatyoutellme?Itislikeataleformenthatlistenonlyhalfawakebythecampfire,anditseemstohaverunoffawoman"stongue。"

"Whoistherehereformetodeceive,ORajah?"answeredBabalatchi。"WithoutyouIamnothing。AllIhavetoldyouI

believetobetrue。Ihavebeensafeformanyyearsinthehollowofyourhand。Thisisnotimetoharboursuspicions。

Thedangerisverygreat。Weshouldadviseandactatonce,beforethesunsets。"

"Right。Right,"mutteredLakamba,pensively。

TheyhadbeensittingforthelasthourtogetherintheaudiencechamberoftheRajah"shouse,forBabalatchi,assoonashehadwitnessedthelandingoftheDutchofficers,hadcrossedtherivertoreporttohismastertheeventsofthemorning,andtoconferwithhimuponthelineofconducttopursueinthefaceofalteredcircumstances。Theywerebothpuzzledandfrightenedbytheunexpectedturntheeventshadtaken。TheRajah,sittingcrossleggedonhischair,lookedfixedlyatthefloor;Babalatchiwassquattingclosebyinanattitudeofdeepdejection。

"Andwheredidyousayheishidingnow?"askedLakamba,breakingatlastthesilencefullofgloomyforebodingsinwhichtheybothhadbeenlostforalongwhile。

"InBulangi"sclearing——thefurthestone,awayfromthehouse。

Theywenttherethatverynight。Thewhiteman"sdaughtertookhimthere。Shetoldmesoherself,speakingtomeopenly,forsheishalfwhiteandhasnodecency。Shesaidshewaswaitingforhimwhilehewashere;then,afteralongtime,hecameoutofthedarknessandfellatherfeetexhausted。Helaylikeonedead,butshebroughthimbacktolifeinherarms,andmadehimbreatheagainwithherownbreath。Thatiswhatshesaid,speakingtomyface,asIamspeakingnowtoyou,Rajah。Sheislikeawhitewomanandknowsnoshame。"

Hepaused,deeplyshocked。Lakambanoddedhishead。"Well,andthen?"heasked。

"Theycalledtheoldwoman,"wentonBabalatchi,"andhetoldthemall——aboutthebrig,andhowhetriedtokillmanymen。HeknewtheOrangBlandawereverynear,althoughhehadsaidnothingtousaboutthat;heknewhisgreatdanger。Hethoughthehadkilledmany,buttherewereonlytwodead,asIhaveheardfromthemenoftheseathatcameinthewarship"sboats。"

"Andtheotherman,hethatwasfoundintheriver?"interruptedLakamba。

"Thatwasoneofhisboatmen。Whenhiscanoewasoverturnedbythelogsthosetwoswamtogether,buttheothermanmusthavebeenhurt。Dainswam,holdinghimup。Helefthiminthebusheswhenhewentuptothehouse。Whentheyallcamedownhishearthadceasedtobeat;thentheoldwomanspoke;Dainthoughtitwasgood。Hetookoffhisankletandbrokeit,twistingitroundtheman"sfoot。Hisringheputonthatslave"shand。Hetookoffhissarongandclothedthatthingthatwantednoclothes,thetwowomenholdingitupmeanwhile,theirintentbeingtodeceivealleyesandtomisleadthemindsinthesettlement,sothattheycouldsweartothethingthatwasnot,andthattherecouldbenotreacherywhenthewhite-mencame。ThenDainandthewhitewomandepartedtocallupBulangiandfindahiding-place。Theoldwomanremainedbythebody。"

"Hai!"exclaimedLakamba。"Shehaswisdom。"

"Yes,shehasaDevilofherowntowhispercounselinherear,"

assentedBabalatchi。"Shedraggedthebodywithgreattoiltothepointwheremanylogswerestranded。Allthesethingsweredoneinthedarknessafterthestormhadpassedaway。Thenshewaited。Atthefirstsignofdaylightshebatteredthefaceofthedeadwithaheavystone,andshepushedhimamongstthelogs。

Sheremainednear,watching。AtsunriseMahmatBanjercameandfoundhim。Theyallbelieved;Imyselfwasdeceived,butnotforlong。Thewhitemanbelieved,and,grieving,fledtohishouse。

WhenwewerealoneI,havingdoubts,spoketothewoman,andshe,fearingmyangerandyourmight,toldmeall,askingforhelpinsavingDain。"

"HemustnotfallintothehandsoftheOrangBlanda,"saidLakamba;"butlethimdie,ifthethingcanbedonequietly。"

"Itcannot,Tuan!Rememberthereisthatwomanwho,beinghalfwhite,isungovernable,andwouldraiseagreatoutcry。Alsotheofficersarehere。Theyareangryenoughalready。Dainmustescape;hemustgo。Wemusthelphimnowforourownsafety。"

"Aretheofficersveryangry?"inquiredLakamba,withinterest。

"Theyare。Theprincipalchiefusedstrongwordswhenspeakingtome——tomewhenIsalaamedinyourname。Idonotthink,"

addedBabalatchi,afterashortpauseandlookingveryworried——"IdonotthinkIsawawhitechiefsoangrybefore。

Hesaidwewerecarelessorevenworse。HetoldmehewouldspeaktotheRajah,andthatIwasofnoaccount。"

"SpeaktotheRajah!"repeatedLakamba,thoughtfully。"Listen,Babalatchi:Iamsick,andshallwithdraw;youcrossoverandtellthewhitemen。"

"Yes,"saidBabalatchi,"Iamgoingoveratonce;andastoDain?"

"Yougethimawayasyoucanbest。Thisisagreattroubleinmyheart,"sighedLakamba。

Babalatchigotup,and,goingclosetohismaster,spokeearnestly。

"Thereisoneofourprausatthesouthernmouthoftheriver。

TheDutchwarshipistothenorthwardwatchingthemainentrance。

IshallsendDainoffto-nightinacanoe,bythehiddenchannels,onboardtheprau。Hisfatherisagreatprince,andshallhearofourgenerosity。LettheprautakehimtoAmpanam。

Yourgloryshallbegreat,andyourrewardinpowerfulfriendship。AlmayerwillnodoubtdeliverthedeadbodyasDain"stotheofficers,andthefoolishwhitemenshallsay,"Thisisverygood;lettherebepeace。"Andthetroubleshallberemovedfromyourheart,Rajah。"

"True!true!"saidLakamba。

"And,thisbeingaccomplishedbymewhoamyourslave,youshallrewardwithageneroushand。ThatIknow!Thewhitemanisgrievingforthelosttreasure,inthemannerofwhitemenwhothirstafterdollars。Now,whenallotherthingsareinorder,weshallperhapsobtainthetreasurefromthewhiteman。Dainmustescape,andAlmayermustlive。"

"Nowgo,Babalatchi,go!"saidLakamba,gettingoffhischair。

"Iamverysick,andwantmedicine。Tellthewhitechiefso。"

ButBabalatchiwasnottobegotridofinthissummarymanner。

Heknewthathismaster,afterthemannerofthegreat,likedtoshifttheburdenoftoilanddangerontohisservants"

shoulders,butinthedifficultstraitsinwhichtheywerenowtheRajahmustplayhispart。Hemaybeverysickforthewhitemen,foralltheworldifheliked,aslongashewouldtakeuponhimselftheexecutionofpartatleastofBabalatchi"scarefullythought-ofplan。BabalatchiwantedabigcanoemannedbytwelvementobesentoutafterdarktowardsBulangi"sclearing。Dainmayhavetobeoverpowered。Amaninlovecannotbeexpectedtoseeclearlythepathofsafetyifitleadshimawayfromtheobjectofhisaffections,arguedBabalatchi,andinthatcasetheywouldhavetouseforceinordertomakehimgo。WouldtheRajahseethattrustymenmannedthecanoe?Thethingmustbedonesecretly。PerhapstheRajahwouldcomehimself,soastobringalltheweightofhisauthoritytobearuponDainifheshouldproveobstinateandrefusetoleavehishiding-place。TheRajahwouldnotcommithimselftoadefinitepromise,andanxiouslypressedBabalatchitogo,beingafraidofthewhitemenpayinghimanunexpectedvisit。Theagedstatesmanreluctantlytookhisleaveandwentintothecourtyard。

BeforegoingdowntohisboatBabalatchistoppedforawhileinthebigopenspacewherethethick-leavedtreesputblackpatchesofshadowwhichseemedtofloatonafloodofsmooth,intenselightthatrolleduptothehousesanddowntothestockadeandovertheriver,whereitbrokeandsparkledinthousandsofglitteringwavelets,likeabandwovenofazureandgoldedgedwiththebrilliantgreenoftheforestsguardingbothbanksofthePantai。Intheperfectcalmbeforethecomingoftheafternoonbreezetheirregularlyjaggedlineoftree-topsstoodunchanging,asiftracedbyanunsteadyhandontheclearblueofthehotsky。Inthespaceshelteredbythehighpalisadestherelingeredthesmellofdecayingblossomsfromthesurroundingforest,ataintofdryingfish;withnowandthenawhiffofacridsmokefromthecookingfireswheniteddieddownfromundertheleafyboughsandclunglazilyabouttheburnt-upgrass。

AsBabalatchilookedupattheflagstaffover-toppingagroupoflowtreesinthemiddleofthecourtyard,thetricolourflagoftheNetherlandsstirredslightlyforthefirsttimesinceithadbeenhoistedthatmorningonthearrivaloftheman-of-warboats。

Withafaintrustleoftreesthebreezecamedowninlightpuffs,playingcapriciouslyforatimewiththisemblemofLakamba"spower,thatwasalsothemarkofhisservitude;thenthebreezefreshenedinasharpgustofwind,andtheflagflewoutstraightandsteadyabovethetrees。Adarkshadowranalongtheriver,rollingoverandcoveringupthesparkleofdecliningsunlight。

Abigwhitecloudsailedslowlyacrossthedarkeningsky,andhungtothewestwardasifwaitingforthesuntojoinitthere。

Menandthingsshookoffthetorporofthehotafternoonandstirredintolifeunderthefirstbreathoftheseabreeze。

Babalatchihurrieddowntothewater-gate;yetbeforehepassedthroughithepausedtolookroundthecourtyard,withitslightandshade,withitscheeryfires,withthegroupsofLakamba"ssoldiersandretainersscatteredabout。Hisownhousestoodamongsttheotherbuildingsinthatenclosure,andthestatesmanofSambiraskedhimselfwithasinkingheartwhenandhowwoulditbegivenhimtoreturntothathouse。Hehadtodealwithamanmoredangerousthananywildbeastofhisexperience:aproudman,amanwilfulafterthemannerofprinces,amaninlove。

Andhewasgoingforthtospeaktothatmanwordsofcoldandworldlywisdom。Couldanythingbemoreappalling?Whatifthatmanshouldtakeumbrageatsomefanciedslighttohishonourordisregardofhisaffectionsandsuddenly"amok"?Thewiseadviserwouldbethefirstvictim,nodoubt,anddeathwouldbehisreward。Andunderlyingthehorrorofthissituationtherewasthedangerofthosemeddlesomefools,thewhitemen。A

visionofcomfortlessexileinfar-offMaduraroseupbeforeBabalatchi。Wouldn"tthatbeworsethandeathitself?Andtherewasthathalf-whitewomanwiththreateningeyes。Howcouldhetellwhatanincomprehensiblecreatureofthatsortwouldorwouldnotdo?SheknewsomuchthatshemadethekillingofDainanimpossibility。Thatmuchwascertain。Andyetthesharp,rough-edgedkrissisagoodanddiscreetfriend,thoughtBabalatchi,asheexaminedhisownlovingly,andputitbackinthesheath,withasighofregret,beforeunfasteninghiscanoe。

Ashecastoffthepainter,pushedoutintothestream,andtookuphispaddle,herealisedvividlyhowunsatisfactoryitwastohavewomenmixedupinstateaffairs。Youngwomen,ofcourse。

ForMrs。Almayer"smaturewisdom,andfortheeasyaptitudeinintriguethatcomeswithyearstothefemininemind,hefeltthemostsincererespect。

Hepaddledleisurely,lettingthecanoedriftdownashecrossedtowardsthepoint。Thesunwashighyet,andnothingpressed。

Hisworkwouldcommenceonlywiththecomingofdarkness。

AvoidingtheLingardjetty,heroundedthepoint,andpaddledupthecreekatthebackofAlmayer"shouse。Thereweremanycanoeslyingthere,theirnosesalldrawntogether,fastenedalltothesamestake。Babalatchipushedhislittlecraftinamongstthemandsteppedonshore。Ontheothersideoftheditchsomethingmovedinthegrass。

"Who"sthathiding?"hailedBabalatchi。"Comeoutandspeaktome。"

Nobodyanswered。Babalatchicrossedover,passingfromboattoboat,andpokedhisstaffviciouslyinthesuspiciousplace。

Taminahjumpedupwithacry。

"Whatareyoudoinghere?"heasked,surprised。"Ihavenearlysteppedonyourtray。AmIaDyakthatyoushouldhideatmysight?"

"Iwasweary,and——Islept,"whisperedTaminah,confusedly。

"Youslept!Youhavenotsoldanythingto-day,andyouwillbebeatenwhenyoureturnhome,"saidBabalatchi。

Taminahstoodbeforehimabashedandsilent。Babalatchilookedherovercarefullywithgreatsatisfaction。DecidedlyhewouldofferfiftydollarsmoretothatthiefBulangi。Thegirlpleasedhim。

"Nowyougohome。Itislate,"hesaidsharply。"TellBulangithatIshallbenearhishousebeforethenightishalfover,andthatIwanthimtomakeallthingsreadyforalongjourney。Youunderstand?Alongjourneytothesouthward。Tellhimthatbeforesunset,anddonotforgetmywords。"

Taminahmadeagestureofassent,andwatchedBabalatchirecrosstheditchanddisappearthroughthebushesborderingAlmayer"scompound。Shemovedalittlefurtheroffthecreekandsankinthegrassagain,lyingdownonherface,shiveringindry-eyedmisery。

Babalatchiwalkedstraighttowardsthecooking-shedlookingforMrs。Almayer。Thecourtyardwasinagreatuproar。AstrangeChinamanhadpossessionofthekitchenfireandwasnoisilydemandinganothersaucepan。Hehurledobjurgations,intheCantondialectandbadMalay,againstthegroupofslave-girlsstandingalittlewayoff,halffrightened,halfamused,athisviolence。Fromthecampingfiresroundwhichtheseamenofthefrigateweresittingcamewordsofencouragement,mingledwithlaughterandjeering。InthemidstofthisnoiseandconfusionBabalatchimetAli,anemptydishinhishand。

"Wherearethewhitemen?"askedBabalatchi。

"Theyareeatinginthefrontverandah,"answeredAli。"Donotstopme,Tuan。Iamgivingthewhitementheirfoodandambusy。"

"Where"sMemAlmayer?"

"Insideinthepassage。Sheislisteningtothetalk。"

Aligrinnedandpassedon;Babalatchiascendedtheplankwaytotherearverandah,andbeckoningoutMrs。Almayer,engagedherinearnestconversation。Throughthelongpassage,closedatthefurtherendbytheredcurtain,theycouldhearfromtimetotimeAlmayer"svoiceminglinginconversationwithanabruptloudnessthatmadeMrs。AlmayerlooksignificantlyatBabalatchi。

"Listen,"shesaid。"Hehasdrunkmuch。"

"Hehas,"whisperedBabalatchi。"Hewillsleepheavilyto-night。"

Mrs。Almayerlookeddoubtful。

"Sometimesthedevilofstrongginmakeshimkeepawake,andhewalksupanddowntheverandahallnight,cursing;thenwestandafaroff,"explainedMrs。Almayer,withthefullerknowledgebornoftwentyoddyearsofmarriedlife。

"Butthenhedoesnothear,norunderstand,andhishand,ofcourse,hasnostrength。Wedonotwanthimtohearto-night。"

"No,"assentedMrs。Almayer,energetically,butinacautiouslysubduedvoice。"Ifhehearshewillkill。"

Babalatchilookedincredulous。

"HaiTuan,youmaybelieveme。HaveInotlivedmanyyearswiththatman?HaveInotseendeathinthatman"seyesmorethanoncewhenIwasyoungerandheguessedatmanythings。HadhebeenamanofmyownpeopleIwouldnothaveseensuchalooktwice;buthe——"

WithacontemptuousgesturesheseemedtoflingunutterablescornonAlmayer"sweak-mindedaversiontosuddenbloodshed。

"Ifhehasthewishbutnotthestrength,thenwhatdowefear?"

askedBabalatchi,afterashortsilenceduringwhichtheybothlistenedtoAlmayer"sloudtalktillitsubsidedintothemurmurofgeneralconversation。"Whatdowefear?"repeatedBabalatchiagain。

"Tokeepthedaughterwhomheloveshewouldstrikeintoyourheartandminewithouthesitation,"saidMrs。Almayer。"Whenthegirlisgonehewillbelikethedevilunchained。ThenyouandI

hadbetterbeware。"

"Iamanoldmanandfearnotdeath,"answeredBabalatchi,withamendaciousassumptionofindifference。"Butwhatwillyoudo?"

"Iamanoldwoman,andwishtolive,"retortedMrs。Almayer。

"Sheismydaughteralso。IshallseeksafetyatthefeetofourRajah,speakinginthenameofthepastwhenwebothwereyoung,andhe——"

Babalatchiraisedhishand。

"Enough。Youshallbeprotected,"hesaidsoothingly。

AgainthesoundofAlmayer"svoicewasheard,andagaininterruptingtheirtalk,theylistenedtotheconfusedbutloudutterancecominginburstsofunequalstrength,withunexpectedpausesandnoisyrepetitionsthatmadesomewordsandsentencesfallclearanddistinctontheirearsoutofthemeaninglessjumbleofexcitedshoutingsemphasisedbythethumpingofAlmayer"sfistuponthetable。Ontheshortintervalsofsilence,thehighcomplainingnoteoftumblers,standingclosetogetherandvibratingtotheshock,lingered,growingfainter,tillitleaptupagainintotumultuousringing,whenanewideastartedanewrushofwordsandbroughtdowntheheavyhandagain。Atlastthequarrelsomeshoutingceased,andthethinplaintofdisturbedglassdiedawayintoreluctantquietude。

BabalatchiandMrs。Almayerhadlistenedcuriously,theirbodiesbentandtheirearsturnedtowardsthepassage。Ateveryloudershouttheynoddedateachotherwitharidiculousaffectationofscandalisedpropriety,andtheyremainedinthesameattitudeforsometimeafterthenoisehadceased。

"Thisisthedevilofgin,"whisperedMrs。Almayer。"Yes;hetalkslikethatsometimeswhenthereisnobodytohearhim。"

"Whatdoeshesay?"inquiredBabalatchi,eagerly。"Yououghttounderstand。"

"Ihaveforgottentheirtalk。AlittleIunderstood。HespokewithoutanyrespectofthewhiterulerinBatavia,andofprotection,andsaidhehadbeenwronged;hesaidthatseveraltimes。MoreIdidnotunderstand。Listen!Againhespeaks!"

"Tse!tse!tse!"clickedBabalatchi,tryingtoappearshocked,butwithajoyoustwinkleofhissolitaryeye。"Therewillbegreattroublebetweenthosewhitemen。Iwillgoroundnowandsee。Youtellyourdaughterthatthereisasuddenandalongjourneybeforeher,withmuchgloryandsplendourattheend。

AndtellherthatDainmustgo,orhemustdie,andthathewillnotgoalone。"

"No,hewillnotgoalone,"slowlyrepeatedMrs。Almayer,withathoughtfulair,asshecreptintothepassageafterseeingBabalatchidisappearroundthecornerofthehouse。

ThestatesmanofSambir,undertheimpulseofvividcuriosity,madehiswayquicklytothefrontofthehouse,butoncetherehemovedslowlyandcautiouslyashecreptstepbystepupthestairsoftheverandah。Onthehigheststephesatdownquietly,hisfeetonthestepsbelow,readyforflightshouldhispresenceproveunwelcome。Hefeltprettysafeso。Thetablestoodnearlyendwaystohim,andhesawAlmayer"sback;atNinahelookedfullface,andhadasideviewofbothofficers;butofthefourpersonssittingatthetableonlyNinaandtheyoungerofficernoticedhisnoiselessarrival。ThemomentarydroppingofNina"seyelidsacknowledgedBabalatchi"spresence;shethenspokeatoncetotheyoungsub,whoturnedtowardsherwithattentivealacrity,buthergazewasfastenedsteadilyonherfather"sfacewhileAlmayerwasspeakinguproariously。

"……disloyaltyandunscrupulousness!Whathaveyoueverdonetomakemeloyal?Youhavenogriponthiscountry。Ihadtotakecareofmyself,andwhenIaskedforprotectionIwasmetwiththreatsandcontempt,andhadArabslanderthrowninmyface。I!awhiteman!"

"Don"tbeviolent,Almayer,"remonstratedthelieutenant;"Ihaveheardallthisalready。"

"Thenwhydoyoutalktomeaboutscruples?Iwantedmoney,andIgavepowderinexchange。HowcouldIknowthatsomeofyourwretchedmenweregoingtobeblownup?Scruples!Pah!"

Hegropedunsteadilyamongstthebottles,tryingoneafteranother,grumblingtohimselfthewhile。

"Nomorewine,"hemuttereddiscontentedly。

"Youhavehadenough,Almayer,"saidthelieutenant,ashelightedacigar。"Isitnottimetodelivertousyourprisoner?

ItakeityouhavethatDainMaroolastowedawaysafelysomewhere。Stillwehadbettergetthatbusinessover,andthenweshallhavemoredrink。Come!don"tlookatmelikethis。"

Almayerwasstaringwithstonyeyes,histremblingfingersfumblingabouthisthroat。

"Gold,"hesaidwithdifficulty。"Hem!Ahandonthewindpipe,youknow。Sureyouwillexcuse。Iwantedtosay——alittlegoldforalittlepowder。What"sthat?"

"Iknow,Iknow,"saidthelieutenantsoothingly。

"No!Youdon"tknow。Notoneofyouknows!"shoutedAlmayer。

"Thegovernmentisafool,Itellyou。Heapsofgold。I

amthemanthatknows;Iandanotherone。Buthewon"tspeak。Heis——"

Hecheckedhimselfwithafeeblesmile,and,makinganunsuccessfulattempttopattheofficerontheshoulder,knockedoveracoupleofemptybottles。

"Personallyyouareafinefellow,"hesaidverydistinctly,inapatronisingmanner。Hisheadnoddeddrowsilyashesatmutteringtohimself。

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