投诉 阅读记录

第14章

“Butpeoplehavegrownbetter,“observedthebailiff。

“Inwhatwaybetter?“

“Cleverer。“

“Cleverer,maybe,that’strue,youngman;butwhat’stheuseofthat?Whatearthlygoodisclevernesstopeopleonthebrinkofruin?Onecanperishwithoutcleverness。What’sthegoodofclevernesstoahuntsmanifthereisnogame?WhatIthinkisthatGodhasgivenmenbrainsandtakenawaytheirstrength。

Peoplehavegrownweak,exceedinglyweak。Takeme,forinstance。Iamnotworthahalfpenny,Iamthehumblestpeasantinthewholevillage,andyet,youngman,Ihavestrength。Mindyou,I

aminmyseventies,andItendmyherddayinanddayout,andkeepthenightwatch,too,fortwentykopecks,andIdon’tsleep,andIdon’tfeelthecold;mysonisclevererthanIam,butputhiminmyplaceandhewouldaskforaraisenextday,orwouldbegoingtothedoctors。Thereitis。Ieatnothingbutbread,for’Giveusthisdayourdailybread,’andmyfatheratenothingbutbread,andmygrandfather;butthepeasantnowadaysmusthaveteaandvodkaandwhiteloaves,andmustsleepfromsunsettodawn,andhegoestothedoctorandpampershimselfinallsortsofways。Andwhyisit?Hehasgrownweak;hehasnotthestrengthtoendure。Ifhewantstostayawake,hiseyesclose——

thereisnodoinganything。“

“That’strue,“Melitonagreed;“thepeasantisgoodfornothingnowadays。“

“It’snogoodhidingwhatiswrong;wegetworsefromyeartoyear。Andifyoutakethegentryintoconsideration,they’vegrownfeeblerevenmorethanthepeasantshave。Thegentlemannowadayshasmasteredeverything;heknowswhatheoughtnottoknow,andwhatisthesenseofit?Itmakesyoufeelpitifultolookathim。Heisathin,punylittlefellow,likesomeHungarianorFrenchman;thereisnodignitynorairabouthim;

it’sonlyinnameheisagentleman。Thereisnoplaceforhim,poordear,andnothingforhimtodo,andthereisnomakingoutwhathewants。Eitherhesitswithahookcatchingfish,orhelollsonhisbackreading,ortrotsaboutamongthepeasantssayingallsortsofthingstothem,andthosethatarehungrygoinforbeingclerks。Sohespendshislifeinvain。Andhehasnonotionofdoingsomethingrealanduseful。Thegentryinolddayswerehalfofthemgenerals,butnowadaystheyare——apoorlot。“

“Theyarebadlyoffnowadays,“saidMeliton。

“TheyarepoorerbecauseGodhastakenawaytheirstrength。Youcan’tgoagainstGod。“

Melitonstaredatafixedpointagain。Afterthinkingalittleheheavedasighasstaid,reasonablepeopledosigh,shookhishead,andsaid:

“Andallbecauseofwhat?Wehavesinnedgreatly,wehaveforgottenGodanditseemsthatthetimehascomeforalltoend。And,afterall,theworldcan’tlastforever——it’stimetoknowwhentotakeleave。“

Theshepherdsighedand,asthoughwishingtocutshortanunpleasantconversation,hewalkedawayfromthebirch-treeandbegansilentlyreckoningoverthecows。

“Hey-hey-hey!“heshouted。“Hey-hey-hey!Botheryou,theplaguetakeyou!Thedevilhastakenyouintothethicket。Tu-lu-lu!“

Withanangryfacehewentintothebushestocollecthisherd。

Melitongotupandsaunteredslowlyalongtheedgeofthewood。

Helookedatthegroundathisfeetandpondered;hestillwantedtothinkofsomethingwhichhadnotyetbeentouchedbydeath。

Patchesoflightcreptupontheslantingstreaksofrainagain;

theydancedonthetopsofthetreesanddiedawayamongthewetleaves。Damkafoundahedgehogunderabush,andwantingtoattracthermaster’sattentiontoit,barkedandhowled。

“Didyouhaveaneclipseornot?“theshepherdcalledfromthebushes。

“Yes,wehad,“answeredMeliton。

“Ah!Folksarecomplainingallaboutthattherewasone。Itshowsthereisdisorderevenintheheavens!It’snotfornothing……Hey-hey-hey!Hey!“

Drivinghisherdtogethertotheedgeofthewood,theshepherdleanedagainstthebirch-tree,lookedupatthesky,withouthastetookhispipefromhisbosomandbeganplaying。Asbefore,heplayedmechanicallyandtooknomorethanfiveorsixnotes;

asthoughthepipehadcomeintohishandsforthefirsttime,thesoundsfloatedfromituncertainly,withnoregularity,notblendingintoatune,buttoMeliton,broodingonthedestructionoftheworld,therewasasoundinitofsomethingverydepressingandrevoltingwhichhewouldmuchrathernothaveheard。Thehighest,shrillestnotes,whichquiveredandbroke,seemedtobeweepingdisconsolately,asthoughthepipeweresickandfrightened,whilethelowestnotesforsomereasonremindedhimofthemist,thedejectedtrees,thegreysky。Suchmusicseemedinkeepingwiththeweather,theoldmanandhissayings。

Melitonwantedtocomplain。Hewentuptotheoldmanand,lookingathismournful,mockingfaceandatthepipe,muttered:

“Andlifehasgrownworse,grandfather。Itisutterlyimpossibletolive。Badcrops,want。Cattleplaguecontinually,diseasesofallsorts。Wearecrushedbypoverty。“

Thebailiff’spuffyfaceturnedcrimsonandtookadejected,womanishexpression。Hetwirledhisfingersasthoughseekingwordstoconveyhisvaguefeelingandwenton:

“Eightchildren,awifeandmymotherstillliving,andmywholesalarytenroublesamonthandtoboardmyself。MywifehasbecomeaSatanfrompoverty。Igooffdrinkingmyself。Iamasensible,steadyman;Ihaveeducation。Ioughttositathomeinpeace,butIstrayaboutalldaywithmygunlikeadogbecauseitismorethanIcanstand;myhomeishatefultome!“

Feelingthathistonguewasutteringsomethingquitedifferentfromwhathewantedtosay,thebailiffwavedhishandandsaidbitterly:

“Iftheworld’sgoingtoendIwishitwouldmakehasteaboutit。

There’snoneedtodragitoutandmakefolksmiserablefornothing。“

Theoldmantookthepipefromhislipsand,screwinguponeeye,lookedintoitslittleopening。Hisfacewassadandcoveredwiththickdropsliketears。Hesmiledandsaid:

“It’sapity,myfriend!Mygoodness,whatapity!Theearth,theforest,thesky,thebeastsofallsorts——allthishasbeencreated,youknow,adapted;theyallhavetheirintelligence。Itisallgoingtoruin。AndmostofallIamsorryforpeople。“

Therewasthesoundinthewoodofheavyraincomingnearer。

Melitonlookedinthedirectionofthesound,didupallhisbuttons,andsaid:

“Iamgoingtothevillage。Good-bye,grandfather。Whatisyourname?“

“LukathePoor。“

“Well,good-bye,Luka!Thankyouforyourgoodwords。Damka,ici!“

AfterpartingfromtheshepherdMelitonmadehiswayalongtheedgeofthewood,andthendownhilltoameadowwhichbydegreesturnedintoamarsh。Therewasasquelchofwaterunderhisfeet,andtherustymarshsedge,stillgreenandjuicy,droopeddowntotheearthasthoughafraidofbeingtrampledunderfoot。Beyondthemarsh,onthebankofthePestchanka,ofwhichtheoldmanhadspoken,stoodarowofwillows,andbeyondthewillowsabarnlookeddarkblueinthemist。Onecouldfeeltheapproachofthatmiserable,utterlyinevitableseason,whenthefieldsgrowdarkandtheearthismuddyandcold,whentheweepingwillowseemsstillmoremournfulandtearstrickledownitsstem,andonlythecranesflyawayfromthegeneralmisery,andeventhey,asthoughafraidofinsultingdispiritednaturebytheexpressionoftheirhappiness,filltheairwiththeirmournful,drearynotes。

Melitonploddedalongtotheriver,andheardthesoundsofthepipegraduallydyingawaybehindhim。Hestillwantedtocomplain。Helookeddejectedlyabouthim,andhefeltinsufferablysorryfortheskyandtheearthandthesunandthewoodsandhisDamka,andwhenthehighestdrawn-outnoteofthepipefloatedquiveringintheair,likeavoiceweeping,hefeltextremelybitterandresentfuloftheimproprietyintheconductofnature。

Thehighnotequivered,brokeoff,andthepipewassilent。

AGAFYA

DURINGmystayinthedistrictofS。IoftenusedtogotoseethewatchmanSavvaStukatch,orsimplySavka,inthekitchengardensofDubovo。Thesekitchengardensweremyfavoriteresortforso-called“mixed“fishing,whenonegoesoutwithoutknowingwhatdayorhouronemayreturn,takingwithoneeverysortoffishingtackleaswellasastoreofprovisions。Totellthetruth,itwasnotsomuchthefishingthatattractedmeasthepeacefulstroll,themealsatnosettime,thetalkwithSavka,andbeingforsolongfacetofacewiththecalmsummernights。

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