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WhatMr。Raymondthought,Idarehardlyattempttoputdownhere。

Butonepartofitwas,thatthehighestwisdommusteverappearfollytothosewhodonotpossessit。

“Ithinkhewouldcomethough——afterdark,youknow。”Diamondcontinued。

“Hedoeswellatshiningboots。People’skindtolameboys,youknow,sir。Butafterdark,thereain’tsomuchdoing。”

DiamondsucceededinbringingJimtoMr。Raymond,andtheconsequencewasthatheresolvedtogivetheboyachance。HeprovidednewclothesforbothhimandNanny;anduponacertainday,Josephtookhiswifeandthreechildren,andNannyandJim,bytraintoacertainstationinthecountyofKent,wheretheyfoundacartwaitingtocarrythemandtheirluggagetoTheMound,whichwasthenameofMr。Raymond’snewresidence。Iwillnotdescribethevariedfeelingsofthepartyastheywent,orwhentheyarrived。AllIwillsayis,thatDiamond,whoismyonlycare,wasfullofquietdelight——agladnesstoodeeptotalkabout。

Josephreturnedtotownthesamenight,andthenextmorningdroveRubyandDiamonddown,withthecarriagebehindthem,andMr。Raymondandaladyinthecarriage。ForMr。Raymondwasanoldbachelornolonger:hewasbringinghiswifewithhimtoliveatTheMound。

ThemomentNannysawher,sherecognisedherastheladywhohadlenthertheruby-ring。ThatringhadbeengivenherbyMr。Raymond。

Theweatherwasveryhot,andthewoodsveryshadowy。Therewerenotagreatmanywildflowers,foritwasgettingwelltowardsautumn,andthemostofthewildflowersriseearlytobebeforetheleaves,becauseiftheydidnot,theywouldnevergetaglimpseofthesunforthem。Sotheyhavetheirfunover,andarereadytogotobedagainbythetimethetreesaredressed。Buttherewasplentyoftheloveliestgrassanddaisiesaboutthehouse,andDiamond’schiefpleasureseemedtobetolieamongstthem,andbreathethepureair。

Butallthetime,hewasdreamingofthecountryatthebackofthenorthwind,andtryingtorecallthesongstheriverusedtosing。

Forthiswasmorelikebeingatthebackofthenorthwindthananythinghehadknownsinceheleftit。Sometimeshewouldhavehislittlebrother,sometimeshislittlesister,andsometimesbothoftheminthegrasswithhim,andthenhefeltjustlikeacatwithherfirstkittens,hesaid,onlyhecouldn’tpurr——

allhecoulddowastosing。

Thesewereverydifferenttimesfromthosewhenheusedtodrivethecab,butyoumustnotsupposethatDiamondwasidle。

Hedidnotdosomuchforhismothernow,becauseNannyoccupiedhisformerplace;buthehelpedhisfatherstill,bothinthestableandtheharness-room,andgenerallywentwithhimontheboxthathemightlearntodriveapair,andbereadytoopenthecarriage-door。

Mr。Raymondadvisedhisfathertogivehimplentyofliberty。

“Aboylikethat。”hesaid,“oughtnottobepushed。”

Josephassentedheartily,smilingtohimselfattheideaofpushingDiamond。Afterdoingeverythingthatfelltohisshare,theboyhadawealthoftimeathisdisposal。Andahappy,sometimesamerrytimeitwas。Onlyfortwomonthsorso,heneithersawnorheardanythingofNorthWind。

CHAPTERXXXV

IMAKEDIAMOND’SACQUAINTANCE

MR。RAYMOND’ShousewascalledTheMound,becauseitstooduponalittlesteepknoll,sosmoothandsymmetricalthatitshoweditselfatoncetobeartificial。Ithad,beyonddoubt,beenbuiltforQueenElizabethasahuntingtower——aplace,namely,fromthetopofwhichyoucouldseethecountryformilesonallsides,andsobeabletofollowwithyoureyestheflyingdeerandthepursuinghoundsandhorsemen。Themoundhadbeencastuptogiveagoodbasement-advantageovertheneighbouringheightsandwoods。

Therewasagreatquarry-holenotfaroff,brim-fullofwater,fromwhich,asthecurrentlegendstated,thematerialsformingtheheartofthemound——akindofstoneunfitforbuilding——

hadbeendug。Thehouseitselfwasofbrick,andtheysaidthefoundationswerefirstlaidinthenaturallevel,andthenthestonesandearthofthemoundwereheapedaboutandbetweenthem,sothatitsgreatheightshouldbewellbuttressed。

Josephandhiswifelivedinalittlecottageashortwayfromthehouse。

Itwasarealcottage,witharoofofthickthatch,which,inJuneandJuly,thewindsprinkledwiththeredandwhitepetalsitshookfromtheloosetopmostspraysoftherose-treesclimbingthewalls。

AtfirstDiamondhadanestunderthisthatch——aprettylittleroomwithwhitemuslincurtains,butafterwardsMr。andMrs。Raymondwantedtohavehimforapageinthehouse,andhisfatherandmotherwerequitepleasedtohavehimemployedwithouthisleavingthem。

Sohewasdressedinasuitofblue,fromwhichhispalefaceandfairhaircameoutliketheloveliestblossom,andtookuphisabodeinthehouse。

“Wouldyoubeafraidtosleepalone,Diamond?”askedhismistress。

“Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,ma’am。”saidDiamond。“IneverwasafraidofanythingthatIcanrecollect——notmuch,atleast。”

“There’salittleroomatthetopofthehouse——allalone。”

shereturned;“perhapsyouwouldnotmindsleepingthere?”

“Icansleepanywhere,andIlikebesttobehighup。ShouldI

beabletoseeout?”

“Iwillshowyoutheplace。”sheanswered;andtakinghimbythehand,sheledhimupanduptheoval-windingstairinoneofthetwotowers。

Nearthetoptheyenteredatinylittleroom,withtwowindowsfromwhichyoucouldseeoverthewholecountry。Diamondclappedhishandswithdelight。

“Youwouldlikethisroom,then,Diamond?”saidhismistress。

“It’sthegrandestroominthehouse。”heanswered。“Ishallbenearthestars,andyetnotfarfromthetopsofthetrees。

That’sjustwhatIlike。”

Idaresayhethought,also,thatitwouldbeaniceplaceforNorthWindtocallatinpassing;buthesaidnothingofthatsort。

Belowhimspreadalakeofgreenleaves,withglimpsesofgrasshereandthereatthebottomofit。Ashelookeddown,hesawasquirrelappearsuddenly,andassuddenlyvanishamongstthetopmostbranches。

“Aha!littlesquirrel。”hecried,“mynestisbuilthigherthanyours。”

“Youcanbeupherewithyourbooksasmuchasyoulike。”

saidhismistress。“Iwillhavealittlebellhungatthedoor,whichIcanringwhenIwantyou。Half-waydownthestairisthedrawing-room。”

SoDiamondwasinstalledaspage,andhisnewroomgotreadyforhim。

ItwasverysoonafterthisthatIcametoknowDiamond。

IwasthenatutorinafamilywhoseestateadjoinedthelittlepropertybelongingtoTheMound。IhadmadetheacquaintanceofMr。RaymondinLondonsometimebefore,andwaswalkingupthedrivetowardsthehousetocalluponhimonefinewarmevening,whenIsawDiamondforthefirsttime。Hewassittingatthefootofagreatbeech-tree,afewyardsfromtheroad,withabookonhisknees。Hedidnotseeme。Iwalkedupbehindthetree,andpeepingoverhisshoulder,sawthathewasreadingafairy-book。

“Whatareyoureading?”Isaid,andspokesuddenly,withthehopeofseeingastartledlittlefacelookroundatme。Diamondturnedhisheadasquietlyasifhewereonlyobeyinghismother’svoice,andthecalmnessofhisfacerebukedmyunkinddesireandmademeashamedofit。

“IamreadingthestoryoftheLittleLadyandtheGoblinPrince。”

saidDiamond。

“IamsorryIdon’tknowthestory。”Ireturned。“Whoisitby?”

“Mr。Raymondmadeit。”

“Isheyouruncle?”Iaskedataguess。

“No。He’smymaster。”

“Whatdoyoudoforhim?”Iaskedrespectfully。

“Anythinghewishesmetodo。”heanswered。“Iambusyforhimnow。

Hegavemethisstorytoread。Hewantsmyopinionuponit。”

“Don’tyoufinditratherhardtomakeupyourmind?”

“Ohdearno!AnystoryalwaystellsmeitselfwhatI’mtothinkaboutit。Mr。Raymonddoesn’twantmetosaywhetheritisacleverstoryornot,butwhetherIlikeit,andwhyIlikeit。

Inevercantellwhattheycallcleverfromwhattheycallsilly,butIalwaysknowwhetherIlikeastoryornot。”

“Andcanyoualwaystellwhyyoulikeitornot?”

“No。VeryoftenIcan’tatall。SometimesIcan。Ialwaysknow,butIcan’talwaystellwhy。Mr。Raymondwritesthestories,andthentriesthemonme。Motherdoesthesamewhenshemakesjam。

She’smadesuchalotofjamsincewecamehere!Andshealwaysmakesmetasteittoseeifit’lldo。MotherknowsbythefaceImakewhetheritwillornot。”

AtthismomentIcaughtsightoftwomorechildrenapproaching。

Onewasahandsomegirl,theotherapale-faced,awkward-lookingboy,wholimpedmuchononeleg。Iwithdrewalittle,toseewhatwouldfollow,fortheyseemedinsomeconsternation。Afterafewhurriedwords,theywentofftogether,andIpursuedmywaytothehouse,whereIwasaskindlyreceivedbyMr。andMrs。RaymondasIcouldhavedesired。FromthemIlearnedsomethingofDiamond,andwasinconsequencethemoregladtofindhim,whenIreturned,seatedinthesameplaceasbefore。

“Whatdidtheboyandgirlwantwithyou,Diamond?”Iasked。

“Theyhadseenacreaturethatfrightenedthem。”

“Andtheycametotellyouaboutit?”

“Theycouldn’tgetwateroutofthewellforit。Sotheywantedmetogowiththem。”

“They’rebothbiggerthanyou。”

“Yes,buttheywerefrightenedatit。”

“Andweren’tyoufrightenedatit?”

“No。”

“Why?”

“BecauseI’msilly。I’mneverfrightenedatthings。”

Icouldnothelpthinkingoftheoldmeaningofthewordsilly。

“Andwhatwasit?”Iasked。

“Ithinkitwasakindofanangel——averylittleone。Ithadalongbodyandgreatwings,whichitdroveaboutitsofastthattheygrewathincloudallroundit。Itflewbackwardsandforwardsoverthewell,orhungrightinthemiddle,makingamistofitswings,asifitsbusinesswastotakecareofthewater。”

“Andwhatdidyoudotodriveitaway?”

“Ididn’tdriveitaway。Iknew,whateverthecreaturewas,thewellwastogetwateroutof。SoItookthejug,dippeditin,anddrewthewater。”

“Andwhatdidthecreaturedo?”

“Flewabout。”

“Anditdidn’thurtyou?”

“No。Whyshouldit?Iwasn’tdoinganythingwrong。”

“Whatdidyourcompanionssaythen?”

“Theysaid——`Thankyou,Diamond。Whatadearsillyyouare!’“

“Andweren’tyouangrywiththem?”

“No!WhyshouldI?Ishouldlikeiftheywouldplaywithmealittle;

buttheyalwayslikebettertogoawaytogetherwhentheirworkisover。Theyneverheedme。Idon’tminditmuch,though。

Theothercreaturesarefriendly。Theydon’trunawayfromme。

Onlythey’reallsobusywiththeirownwork,theydon’tmindmemuch。”

“Doyoufeellonely,then?”

“Oh,no!Whennobodymindsme,Igetintomynest,andlookup。

Andthentheskydoesmindme,andthinksaboutme。”

“Whereisyournest?”

Herose,saying,“Iwillshowyou。”andledmetotheothersideofthetree。

Therehungalittlerope-ladderfromoneofthelowerboughs。

Theboyclimbeduptheladderandgotuponthebough。Thenheclimbedfartherintotheleafybranches,andwentoutofsight。

Afteralittlewhile,Iheardhisvoicecomingdownoutofthetree。

“Iaminmynestnow。”saidthevoice。

“Ican’tseeyou。”Ireturned。

“Ican’tseeyoueither,butIcanseethefirststarpeepingoutofthesky。Ishouldliketogetupintothesky。Don’tyouthinkIshall,someday?”

“Yes,Ido。Tellmewhatmoreyouseeupthere。”

“Idon’tseeanythingmore,exceptafewleaves,andthebigskyoverme。Itgoesswingingabout。Theearthisallbehindmyback。

Therecomesanotherstar!Thewindislikekissesfromabiglady。

WhenIgetuphereIfeelasifIwereinNorthWind’sarms。”

ThiswasthefirstIheardofNorthWind。

Thewholewaysandlookofthechild,sofullofquietwisdom,yetsoreadytoacceptthejudgmentofothersinhisowndispraise,tookholdofmyheart,andIfeltmyselfwonderfullydrawntowardshim。

Itseemedtome,somehow,asiflittleDiamondpossessedthesecretoflife,andwashimselfwhathewassoreadytothinkthelowestlivingthing——anangelofGodwithsomethingspecialtosayordo。

Agushofreverencecameoverme,andwithasinglegoodnight,Iturnedandlefthiminhisnest。

Isawhimoftenafterthis,andgainedsomuchofhisconfidencethathetoldmeallIhavetoldyou。Icannotpretendtoaccountforit。Ileavethatforeachphilosophicalreadertodoafterhisownfashion。TheeasiestwayisthatofNannyandJim,whosaidoftentoeachotherthatDiamondhadatileloose。

ButMr。Raymondwasmuchofmyopinionconcerningtheboy;

whileMrs。Raymondconfessedthatsheoftenrangherbelljusttohaveoncemorethepleasureofseeingthelovelystillnessoftheboy’sface,withthoseblueeyeswhichseemedrathermadeforotherpeopletolookintothanforhimselftolookoutof。

ItwasplainertoothersthantohimselfthathefeltthedesertionofNannyandJim。Theyappearedtoregardhimasameretoy,exceptwhentheyfoundhecouldministertothescrupleofusinghim——

generallywithsuccess。Theywere,however,well-behavedtoawonderfuldegree;whileIhavelittledoubtthatmuchoftheirgoodbehaviourwasowingtotheunconsciousinfluenceoftheboytheycalledGod’sbaby。

OneverystrangethingisthatIcouldneverfindoutwherehegotsomeofhismanysongs。Attimestheywouldbebutbubblesblownoutofanurseryrhyme,aswasthefollowing,whichIheardhimsingoneeveningtohislittleDulcimer。

Therewereaboutascoreofsheepfeedinginapaddocknearhim,theirwhitewooldyedapaleroseinthelightofthesettingsun。

Thoseinthelongshadowsfromthetreesweredeadwhite;

thoseinthesunlightwerehalfglorifiedwithpalerose。

LittleBoPeep,shelosthersheep,Anddidn’tknowwheretofindthem;

Theywereovertheheightandoutofsight,Trailingtheirtailsbehindthem。

LittleBoPeepwokeoutofhersleep,Jump’dupandsetouttofindthem:

“Thesillythings,they’vegotnowings,Andthey’velefttheirtrailsbehindthem:

“They’vetakentheirtails,butthey’velefttheirtrails,AndsoIshallfollowandfindthem;“

Forwhereveratailhaddraggedatrail,Thelonggrassgrewbehindthem。

Andday’seyesandbutter-cups,cow’slipsandcrow’sfeetWereglitteringinthesun。

Shethrewdownherbook,andcaughtuphercrook,Andafterhersheepdidrun。

Sheran,andsheran,andeverassheran,Thegrassgrewhigherandhigher;

TilloverthehillthesunbeganTosetinaflameoffire。

Sheranonstill——upthegrassyhill,Andthegrassgrewhigherandhigher;

Whenshereacheditscrown,thesunwasdown,Andhadleftatrailoffire。

Thesheepandtheirtailsweregone,allgone——

Andnomoretrailbehindthem!

Yes,yes!theywerethere——long-tailedandfair,But,alas!shecouldnotfindthem。

Purpleandgold,androsyandblue,Withtheirtailsallwhitebehindthem,Hersheeptheydidruninthetrailofthesun;

Shesawthem,butcouldnotfindthem。

Afterthesun,likecloudstheydidrun,Butsheknewtheywerehersheep:

Shesatdowntocry,andlookupatthesky,Butshecriedherselfasleep。

Andasshesleptthedewfellfast,Andthewindblewfromthesky;

Andstrangethingstookplacethatshuntheday’sface,Becausetheyaresweetandshy。

Nibble,nibble,crop!sheheardasshewoke:

AhundredlittlelambsDidpluckandeatthegrasssosweetThatgrewinthetrailsoftheirdams。

LittleBoPeepcaughtuphercrook,Andwipedthetearsthatdidblindher。

Andnibble,nibblecrop!withoutastop!

Thelambscameeatingbehindher。

Home,homeshecame,bothtiredandlame,Withthreetimesasmanysheep。

Inamonthormore,they’llbeasbigasbefore,Andthenshe’lllaughinhersleep。

Butwhatwouldyousay,ifonefineday,Whenthey’vegottheirbushiesttails,Theirgrownupgameshouldbejustthesame,Andshehavetofollowtheirtrails?

Neverweep,BoPeep,thoughyouloseyoursheep,Anddonotknowwheretofindthem;

’Tisafterthesunthemothershaverun,Andtherearetheirlambsbehindthem。

Iconfessagaintohavingtouchedupalittle,butitlosesfarmoreinDiamond’ssweetvoicesingingitthanitgainsbyarhymehereandthere。

SomeofthemwereoutofbooksMr。Raymondhadgivenhim。

Thesehealwaysknew,butabouttheothershecouldseldomtell。

Sometimeshewouldsay,“Imadethatone。”butgenerallyhewouldsay,“Idon’tknow;Ifounditsomewhere;“or“Igotitatthebackofthenorthwind。”

OneeveningIfoundhimsittingonthegrassyslopeunderthehouse,withhisDulcimerinhisarmsandhislittlebrotherrollingonthegrassbesidethem。Hewaschantinginhisusualway,morelikethesoundofabrookthananythingelseIcanthinkof。

WhenIwentuptothemheceasedhischant。

“Dogoon,Diamond。Don’tmindme。”Isaid。

Hebeganagainatonce。Whilehesang,NannyandJimsatalittlewayoff,onehemmingapocket-handkerchief,andtheotherreadingastorytoher,buttheyneverheededDiamond。ThisisasnearwhathesangasIcanrecollect,orreproducerather。

WhatwouldyouseeifItookyouupTomylittlenestintheair?

YouwouldseetheskylikeaclearbluecupTurnedupsidedownwardsthere。

WhatwouldyoudoifItookyouthereTomylittlenestinthetree?

Mychildwithcrieswouldtroubletheair,Togetwhatshecouldbutsee。

WhatwouldyougetinthetopofthetreeForallyourcryingandgrief?

Notastarwouldyouclutchofallyousee——

Youcouldonlygatheraleaf。

Butwhenyouhadlostyourgreedygrief,Contenttoseefromafar,Youwouldfindinyourhandawitheringleaf,Inyourheartashiningstar。

AsDiamondwentonsinging,itgrewverydark,andjustasheceasedtherecameagreatflashoflightning,thatblindedusallforamoment。Dulcimercrowedwithpleasure;butwhentheroarofthundercameafterit,thelittlebrothergavealoudcryofterror。NannyandJimcamerunninguptous,palewithfear。

Diamond’sface,too,waspalerthanusual,butwithdelight。

Someofthegloryseemedtohaveclungtoit,andremainedshining。

“You’renotfrightened——areyou,Diamond?”Isaid。

“No。WhyshouldIbe?”heansweredwithhisusualquestion,lookingupinmyfacewithcalmshiningeyes。

“Heain’tgotsensetobefrightened。”saidNanny,goinguptohimandgivinghimapityinghug。

“Perhapsthere’smoresenseinnotbeingfrightened,Nanny。”Ireturned。

“Doyouthinkthelightningcandoasitlikes?”

“Itmightkillyou。”saidJim。

“Oh,no,itmightn’t!“saidDiamond。

Ashespoketherecameanothergreatflash,andatearingcrack。

“There’satreestruck!“Isaid;andwhenwelookedround,aftertheblindingoftheflashhadleftoureyes,wesawahugeboughofthebeech-treeinwhichwasDiamond’snesthangingtothegroundlikethebrokenwingofabird。

“There!“criedNanny;“Itoldyouso。Ifyouhadbeenupthereyouseewhatwouldhavehappened,youlittlesilly!“

“No,Idon’t。”saidDiamond,andbegantosingtoDulcimer。

AllIcouldhearofthesong,fortheotherchildrenweregoingonwiththeirchatter,was——

Theclockstruckone,Andthemousecamedown。

Dickery,dickery,dock!

Thentherecameablastofwind,andtherainfollowedinstraight-pouringlines,asifoutofawatering-pot。DiamondjumpedupwithhislittleDulcimerinhisarms,andNannycaughtupthelittleboy,andtheyranforthecottage。

Jimvanishedwithadoubleshuffle,andIwentintothehouse。

WhenIcameoutagaintoreturnhome,thecloudsweregone,andtheeveningskyglimmeredthroughthetrees,blue,andpale-greentowardsthewest,Iturnedmystepsalittleasidetolookatthestrickenbeech。Isawtheboughtornfromthestem,andthatwasallthetwilightwouldallowmetosee。WhileIstoodgazing,downfromtheskycameasoundofsinging,butthevoicewasneitheroflarknorofnightingale:itwassweeterthaneither:

itwasthevoiceofDiamond,upinhisairynest:——

Thelightningandthunder,Theygoandtheycome;

ButthestarsandthestillnessArealwaysathome。

Andthenthevoiceceased。

“Good-night,Diamond。”Isaid。

“Good-night,sir。”answeredDiamond。

AsIwalkedawaypondering,Isawthegreatblacktopofthebeechswayingaboutagainsttheskyinanupperwind,andheardthemurmurasofmanydimhalf-articulatevoicesfillingthesolitudearoundDiamond’snest。

CHAPTERXXXVI

DIAMONDQUESTIONSNORTHWIND

MYREADERSwillnotwonderthat,afterthis,IdidmyverybesttogainthefriendshipofDiamond。NordidIfindthisatalldifficult,thechildwassoreadytotrust。Upononesubjectalonewashereticent——thestoryofhisrelationswithNorthWind。

Ifancyhecouldnotquitemakeuphismindwhattothinkofthem。

Atalleventsitwassomelittletimebeforehetrustedmewiththis,onlythenhetoldmeeverything。IfIcouldnotregarditallinexactlythesamelightashedid,Iwas,whileguiltlessoftheleastpretence,fullysympathetic,andhewassatisfiedwithoutdemandingofmeanytheoryofdifficultpointsinvolved。

Ilethimseeplainlyenough,thatwhatevermightbetheexplanationofthemarvellousexperience,Iwouldhavegivenmuchforasimilaronemyself。

Onaneveningsoonafterthethunderstorm,inalatetwilight,withahalf-moonhighintheheavens,IcameuponDiamondintheactofclimbingbyhislittleladderintothebeech-tree。

“Whatareyoualwaysgoinguptherefor,Diamond?”IheardNannyask,ratherrudely,Ithought。

“Sometimesforonething,sometimesforanother,Nanny。”

answeredDiamond,lookingskywardsasheclimbed。

“You’llbreakyournecksomeday。”shesaid。

“I’mgoinguptolookatthemoonto-night。”headded,withoutheedingherremark。

“You’llseethemoonjustaswelldownhere。”shereturned。

“Idon’tthinkso。”

“You’llbenonearertoherupthere。”

“Oh,yes!Ishall。Imustbenearerher,youknow。IwishI

coulddreamasprettydreamsaboutherasyoucan,Nanny。”

“Yousilly!youneverhavedoneaboutthatdream。Ineverdreamedbutthatone,anditwasnonsenseenough,I’msure。”

“Itwasn’tnonsense。Itwasabeautifuldream——andafunnyonetoo,bothinone。”

“Butwhat’sthegoodoftalkingaboutitthatway,whenyouknowitwasonlyadream?Dreamsain’ttrue。”

“Thatonewastrue,Nanny。Youknowitwas。Didn’tyoucometogrieffordoingwhatyouweretoldnottodo?Andisn’tthattrue?”

“Ican’tgetanysenseintohim。”exclaimedNanny,withanexpressionofmilddespair。“Doyoureallybelieve,Diamond,thatthere’sahouseinthemoon,withabeautifulladyandacrookedoldmananddustersinit?”

“Ifthereisn’t,there’ssomethingbetter。”heanswered,andvanishedintheleavesoverourheads。

Iwentintothehouse,whereIvisitedoftenintheevenings。

WhenIcameout,therewasalittlewindblowing,verypleasantaftertheheatoftheday,foralthoughitwaslatesummernow,itwasstillhot。Thetree-topswereswingingaboutinit。

Itookmywaypastthebeech,andcalleduptoseeifDiamondwerestillinhisnestinitsrockinghead。

“Areyouthere,Diamond?”Isaid。

“Yes,sir。”camehisclearvoiceinreply。

“Isn’titgrowingtoodarkforyoutogetdownsafely?”

“Oh,no,sir——ifItaketimetoit。Iknowmywaysowell,andneverletgowithonehandtillI’veagoodholdwiththeother。”

“Dobecareful。”Iinsisted——foolishly,seeingtheboywasascarefulashecouldbealready。

“I’mcoming。”hereturned。“I’vegotallthemoonIwantto-night。”

Iheardarustlingandarustlingdrawingnearerandnearer。

Threeorfourminuteselapsed,andheappearedatlengthcreepingdownhislittleladder。Itookhiminmyarms,andsethimontheground。

“Thankyou,sir。”hesaid。“That’sthenorthwindblowing,isn’tit,sir?”

“Ican’ttell。”Ianswered。“Itfeelscoolandkind,andIthinkitmaybe。ButIcouldn’tbesureexceptitwerestronger,foragentlewindmightturnanywayamongstthetrunksofthetrees。”

“IshallknowwhenIgetuptomyownroom。”saidDiamond。

“IthinkIhearmymistress’sbell。Good-night,sir。”

Herantothehouse,andIwenthome。

Hismistresshadrungforhimonlytosendhimtobed,forshewasverycarefuloverhimandIdaresaythoughthewasnotlookingwell。

Whenhereachedhisownroom,heopenedbothhiswindows,oneofwhichlookedtothenorthandtheothertotheeast,tofindhowthewindblew。Itblewrightinatthenorthernwindow。

Diamondwasveryglad,forhethoughtperhapsNorthWindherselfwouldcomenow:arealnorthwindhadneverblownallthetimesinceheleftLondon。But,asshealwayscameofherself,andneverwhenhewaslookingforher,andindeedalmostneverwhenhewasthinkingofher,heshuttheeastwindow,andwenttobed。

Perhapssomeofmyreadersmaywonderthathecouldgotosleepwithsuchanexpectation;and,indeed,ifIhadnotknownhim,Ishouldhavewonderedatitmyself;butitwasoneofhispeculiarities,andseemednothingstrangeinhim。Hewassofullofquietnessthathecouldgotosleepalmostanytime,ifheonlycomposedhimselfandletthesleepcome。Thistimehewentfastasleepasusual。

Buthewokeinthedimbluenight。Themoonhadvanished。

Hethoughtheheardaknockingathisdoor。“Somebodywantsme。”

hesaidtohimself,andjumpingoutofbed,rantoopenit。

Buttherewasnoonethere。Hecloseditagain,and,thenoisestillcontinuing,foundthatanotherdoorintheroomwasrattling。

Itbelongedtoacloset,hethought,buthehadneverbeenabletoopenit。Thewindblowinginatthewindowmustbeshakingit。

Hewouldgoandseeifitwasso。

Thedoornowopenedquiteeasily,buttohissurprise,insteadofaclosethefoundalongnarrowroom。Themoon,whichwassinkinginthewest,shoneinatanopenwindowatthefurtherend。

Theroomwaslowwithacovedceiling,andoccupiedthewholetopofthehouse,immediatelyundertheroof。Itwasquiteempty。

Theyellowlightofthehalf-moonstreamedoverthedarkfloor。

Hewassodelightedatthediscoveryofthestrange,desolate,moonlitplaceclosetohisownsnuglittleroom,thathebegantodanceandskipaboutthefloor。Thewindcameinthroughthedoorhehadleftopen,andblewabouthimashedanced,andhekeptturningtowardsitthatitmightblowinhisface。

Hekeptpicturingtohimselfthemanyplaces,lovelyanddesolate,thehill-sidesandfarm-yardsandtree-topsandmeadows,overwhichithadblownonitswaytoTheMound。Andashedanced,hegrewmoreandmoredelightedwiththemotionandthewind;

hisfeetgrewstronger,andhisbodylighter,untilatlengthitseemedasifhewereborneupontheair,andcouldalmostfly。

Sostrongdidhisfeelingbecome,thatatlasthebegantodoubtwhetherhewasnotinoneofthosepreciousdreamshehadsooftenhad,inwhichhefloatedaboutontheairatwill。

Butsomethingmadehimlookup,andtohisunspeakabledelight,hefoundhisupliftedhandslyinginthoseofNorthWind,whowasdancingwithhim,roundandroundthelongbareroom,herhairnowfallingtothefloor,nowfillingthearchedceiling,hereyesshiningonhimlikethinkingstars,andthesweetestofgrandsmilesplayingbreezilyaboutherbeautifulmouth。Shewas,assooftenbefore,oftheheightofarathertalllady。Shedidnotstoopinordertodancewithhim,butheldhishandshighinhers。

Whenhesawher,hegaveonespring,andhisarmswereaboutherneck,andherarmsholdinghimtoherbosom。Thesamemomentshesweptwithhimthroughtheopenwindowinatwhichthemoonwasshining,madeacircuitlikeabirdabouttoalight,andsettledwithhiminhisnestonthetopofthegreatbeech-tree。Theresheplacedhimonherlapandbegantohushhimasifhewereherownbaby,andDiamondwassoentirelyhappythathedidnotcaretospeakaword。Atlength,however,hefoundthathewasgoingtosleep,andthatwouldbetolosesomuch,that,pleasantasitwas,hecouldnotconsent。

“Please,dearNorthWind。”hesaid,“IamsohappythatI’mafraidit’sadream。HowamItoknowthatit’snotadream?”

“Whatdoesitmatter?”returnedNorthWind。

“Ishould,cry“saidDiamond。

“Butwhyshouldyoucry?Thedream,ifitisadream,isapleasantone——

isitnot?”

“That’sjustwhyIwantittobetrue。”

“HaveyouforgottenwhatyousaidtoNannyaboutherdream?”

“It’snotforthedreamitself——Imean,it’snotforthepleasureofit。”answeredDiamond,“forIhavethat,whetheritbeadreamornot;it’sforyou,NorthWind;Ican’tbeartofinditadream,becausethenIshouldloseyou。Youwouldbenobodythen,andI

couldnotbearthat。Youain’tadream,areyou,dearNorthWind?

DosayNo,elseIshallcry,andcomeawake,andyou’llbegoneforever。

Idaren’tdreamaboutyouonceagainifyouain’tanybody。”

“I’meithernotadream,orthere’ssomethingbetterthat’snotadream,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,inarathersorrowfultone,hethought。

“Butit’snotsomethingbetter——it’syouIwant,NorthWind。”

hepersisted,alreadybeginningtocryalittle。

Shemadenoanswer,butrosewithhiminherarmsandsailedawayoverthetree-topstilltheycametoameadow,whereaflockofsheepwasfeeding。

“DoyourememberwhatthesongyouweresingingaweekagosaysaboutBo-Peep——howshelosthersheep,butgottwiceasmanylambs?”

askedNorthWind,sittingdownonthegrass,andplacinghiminherlapasbefore。

“Ohyes,Ido,wellenough。”answeredDiamond;“butIneverjustquitelikedthatrhyme。”

“Whynot,child?”

“Becauseitseemstosayone’sasgoodasanother,ortwonewonesarebetterthanonethat’slost。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdeal,anditseemstomethatalthoughanyonesixpenceisasgoodasanyothersixpence,nottwentylambswoulddoinsteadofonesheepwhosefaceyouknew。Somehow,whenonceyou’velookedintoanybody’seyes,rightdeepdownintothem,Imean,nobodywilldoforthatoneanymore。Nobody,eversobeautifulorsogood,willmakeupforthatonegoingoutofsight。

Soyousee,NorthWind,Ican’thelpbeingfrightenedtothinkthatperhapsIamonlydreaming,andyouarenowhereatall。

Dotellmethatyouaremyown,real,beautifulNorthWind。”

Againsherose,andshotherselfintotheair,asifuneasybecauseshecouldnotanswerhim;andDiamondlayquietinherarms,waitingforwhatshewouldsay。Hetriedtoseeupintoherface,forhewasdreadfullyafraidshewasnotansweringhimbecauseshecouldnotsaythatshewasnotadream;butshehadletherhairfallalloverherfacesothathecouldnotseeit。Thisfrightenedhimstillmore。

“Dospeak,NorthWind。”hesaidatlast。

“IneverspeakwhenIhavenothingtosay。”shereplied。

“ThenIdothinkyoumustbearealNorthWind,andnodream。”

saidDiamond。

“ButI’mlookingforsomethingtosayallthetime。”

“ButIdon’twantyoutosaywhat’shardtofind。Ifyouweretosayonewordtocomfortmethatwasn’ttrue,thenIshouldknowyoumustbeadream,foragreatbeautifulladylikeyoucouldnevertellalie。”

“Butshemightn’tknowhowtosaywhatshehadtosay,sothatalittleboylikeyouwouldunderstandit。”saidNorthWind。

“Here,letusgetdownagain,andIwilltrytotellyouwhatIthink。

Youmusn’tsupposeIamabletoanswerallyourquestions,though。

ThereareagreatmanythingsIdon’tunderstandmorethanyoudo。”

Shedescendedonagrassyhillock,inthemidstofawildfurzycommon。

Therewasarabbit-warrenunderneath,andsomeoftherabbitscameoutoftheirholes,inthemoonlight,lookingverysoberandwise,justlikepatriarchsstandingintheirtent-doors,andlookingaboutthembeforegoingtobed。WhentheysawNorthWind,insteadofturningroundandvanishingagainwithathumpoftheirheels,theycanteredslowlyuptoherandsnuffledallaboutherwiththeirlongupperlips,whichmovedeverywayatonce。

Thatwastheirwayofkissingher;and,asshetalkedtoDiamond,shewouldeverynowandthenstrokedowntheirfurrybacks,orliftandplaywiththeirlongears。Theywould,Diamondthought,haveleapeduponherlap,butthathewastherealready。

“Ithink。”saidshe,aftertheyhadbeensittingsilentforawhile,“thatifIwereonlyadream,youwouldnothavebeenabletolovemeso。Youlovemewhenyouarenotwithme,don’tyou?”

“IndeedIdo。”answeredDiamond,strokingherhand。“Isee!Isee!

HowcouldIbeabletoloveyouasIdoifyouweren’tthereatall,youknow?Besides,Icouldn’tbeabletodreamanythinghalfsobeautifulalloutofmyownhead;orifIdid,Icouldn’tloveafancyofmyownlikethat,couldI?”

“Ithinknot。Youmighthavelovedmeinadream,dreamily,andforgottenmewhenyouwoke,Idaresay,butnotlovedmelikearealbeingasyouloveme。Eventhen,Idon’tthinkyoucoulddreamanythingthathadn’tsomethingreallikeitsomewhere。Butyou’veseenmeinmanyshapes,Diamond:yourememberIwasawolfonce——don’tyou?”

“Ohyes——agoodwolfthatfrightenedanaughtydrunkennurse。”

“Well,supposeIweretoturnugly,wouldyouratherIweren’tadreamthen?”

“Yes;forIshouldknowthatyouwerebeautifulinsideallthesame。

Youwouldloveme,andIshouldloveyouallthesame。Ishouldn’tlikeyoutolookugly,youknow。ButIshouldn’tbelieveitabit。”

“Notifyousawit?”

“No,notifIsawiteversoplain。”

“There’smyDiamond!IwilltellyouallIknowaboutitthen。

Idon’tthinkIamjustwhatyoufancymetobe。Ihavetoshapemyselfvariouswaystovariouspeople。Buttheheartofmeistrue。

Peoplecallmebydreadfulnames,andthinktheyknowallaboutme。

Buttheydon’t。SometimestheycallmeBadFortune,sometimesEvilChance,sometimesRuin;andtheyhaveanothernameformewhichtheythinkthemostdreadfulofall。”

“Whatisthat?”askedDiamond,smilingupinherface。

“Iwon’ttellyouthatname。Doyourememberhavingtogothroughmetogetintothecountryatmyback?”

“Ohyes,Ido。Howcoldyouwere,NorthWind!andsowhite,allbutyourlovelyeyes!Myheartgrewlikealumpofice,andthenIforgotforawhile。”

“Youwereverynearknowingwhattheycallmethen。Wouldyoubeafraidofmeifyouhadtogothroughmeagain?”

“No。WhyshouldI?IndeedIshouldbegladenough,ifitwasonlytogetanotherpeepofthecountryatyourback。”

“You’veneverseenityet。”

“Haven’tI,NorthWind?Oh!I’msosorry!IthoughtIhad。

WhatdidIseethen?”

“Onlyapictureofit。Therealcountryatmyrealbackiseversomuchmorebeautifulthanthat。Youshallseeitoneday——

perhapsbeforeverylong。”

“Dotheysingsongsthere?”

“Don’tyourememberthedreamyouhadaboutthelittleboysthatdugforthestars?”

“Yes,thatIdo。Ithoughtyoumusthavehadsomethingtodowiththatdream,itwassobeautiful。”

“Yes;Igaveyouthatdream。”

“Oh!thankyou。DidyougiveNannyherdreamtoo——aboutthemoonandthebees?”

“Yes。Iwastheladythatsatatthewindowofthemoon。”

“Oh,thankyou。Iwasalmostsureyouhadsomethingtodowiththattoo。

AnddidyoutellMr。RaymondthestoryaboutthePrincessDaylight?”

“IbelieveIhadsomethingtodowithit。Atalleventshethoughtaboutitonenightwhenhecouldn’tsleep。ButIwanttoaskyouwhetheryourememberthesongtheboy-angelssanginthatdreamofyours。”

“No。Icouldn’tkeepit,dowhatIwould,andIdidtry。”

“Thatwasmyfault。”

“Howcouldthatbe,NorthWind?”

“BecauseIdidn’tknowitproperlymyself,andsoIcouldn’tteachittoyou。Icouldonlymakearoughguessatsomethinglikewhatitwouldbe,andsoIwasn’tabletomakeyoudreamithardenoughtorememberit。NorwouldIhavedonesoifIcould,foritwasnotcorrect。Imadeyoudreampicturesofit,though。Butyouwillheartheverysongitselfwhenyoudogettothebackof——“

“MyowndearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,finishingthesentenceforher,andkissingthearmthatheldhimleaningagainsther。

“Andnowwe’vesettledallthis——forthetime,atleast。”

saidNorthWind。

“ButIcan’tfeelquitesureyet。”saidDiamond。

“Youmustwaitawhileforthat。Meantimeyoumaybehopeful,andcontentnottobequitesure。Comenow,Iwilltakeyouhomeagain,foritwon’tdototireyoutoomuch。”

“Oh,no,no。I’mnottheleasttired。”pleadedDiamond。

“Itisbetter,though。”

“Verywell;ifyouwishit。”yieldedDiamondwithasigh。

“Youareadeargood,boy“saidNorthWind。“Iwillcomeforyouagainto-morrownightandtakeyououtforalongertime。Weshallmakealittlejourneytogether,infact。Weshallstartearlier。

andasthemoonwillbe,later,weshallhavealittlemoonlightalltheway。”

Sherose,andsweptoverthemeadowandthetrees。InafewmomentstheMoundappearedbelowthem。Shesankalittle,andfloatedinatthewindowofDiamond’sroom。Thereshelaidhimonhisbed,coveredhimover,andinamomenthewaslaptinadreamlesssleep。

CHAPTERXXXVII

ONCEMORE

THEnextnightDiamondwasseatedbyhisopenwindow,withhisheadonhishand,rathertired,butsoeagerlywaitingforthepromisedvisitthathewasafraidhecouldnotsleep。Buthestartedsuddenly,andfoundthathehadbeenalreadyasleep。Herose,andlookingoutofthewindowsawsomethingwhiteagainsthisbeech-tree。ItwasNorthWind。Shewasholdingbyonehandtoatopbranch。

Herhairandhergarmentswentfloatingawaybehindheroverthetree,whosetopwasswayingaboutwhiletheotherswerestill。

“Areyouready,Diamond?”sheasked。

“Yes。”answeredDiamond,“quiteready。”

Inamomentshewasatthewindow,andherarmscameinandtookhim。

Shesailedawaysoswiftlythathecouldatfirstmarknothingbutthespeedwithwhichthecloudsaboveandthedimearthbelowwentrushingpast。Butsoonhebegantoseethattheskywasverylovely,withmottledcloudsallaboutthemoon,onwhichshethrewfaintcolourslikethoseofmother-of-pearl,oranopal。Thenightwaswarm,andinthelady’sarmshedidnotfeelthewindwhichdownbelowwasmakingwavesintheripecorn,andripplesontheriversandlakes。

Atlengththeydescendedonthesideofanopenearthyhill,justwhere,frombeneathastone,aspringcamebubblingout。

“Iamgoingtotakeyoualongthislittlebrook。”saidNorthWind。

“Iamnotwantedforanythingelseto-night,soIcangiveyouatreat。”

ShestoopedoverthestreamandholdingDiamonddownclosetothesurfaceofit,glidedalonglevelwithitsflowasitrandownthehill。AndthesongofthebrookcameupintoDiamond’sears,andgrewandgrewandchangedwitheveryturn。ItseemedtoDiamondtobesingingthestoryofitslifetohim。Andsoitwas。

Itbeganwithamusicaltinklewhichchangedtoababbleandthentoagentlerushing。Sometimesitssongwouldalmostcease,andthenbreakoutagain,tinkle,babble,andrush,allatonce。Atthebottomofthehilltheycametoasmallriver,intowhichthebrookflowedwithamuffledbutmerrysound。Alongthesurfaceoftheriver,darklyclearbelowtheminthemoonlight,theyfloated;now,whereitwidenedoutintoalittlelake,theywouldhoverforamomentoverabedofwater-lilies,andwatchthemswingabout,foldedinsleep,asthewateronwhichtheyleanedswayedinthepresenceofNorthWind;

andnowtheywouldwatchthefishesasleepamongtheirrootsbelow。

SometimesshewouldholdDiamondoveradeephollowcurvingintothebank,thathemightlookfarintothecoolstillness。

Sometimesshewouldleavetheriverandsweepacrossaclover-field。

Thebeeswereallathome,andthecloverwasasleep。Thenshewouldreturnandfollowtheriver。Itgrewwiderandwiderasitwent。

Nowthearmiesofwheatandofoatswouldhangoveritsrushfromtheoppositebanks;nowthewillowswoulddiplowbranchesinitsstillwaters;andnowitwouldleadthemthroughstatelytreesandgrassybanksintoalovelygarden,wheretherosesandlilieswereasleep,thetenderflowersquitefoldedup,andonlyafewwide-awakeandsendingouttheirlifeinsweet,strongodours。Widerandwidergrewthestream,untiltheycameuponboatslyingalongitsbanks,whichrockedalittleintheflutterofNorthWind’sgarments。Thencamehousesonthebanks,eachstandinginalovelylawn,withgrandtrees;andinpartstheriverwassohighthatsomeofthegrassandtherootsofsomeofthetreeswereunderwater,andDiamond,astheyglidedthroughbetweenthestems,couldseethegrassatthebottomofthewater。

Thentheywouldleavetheriverandfloataboutandoverthehouses,oneafteranother——beautifulrichhouses,which,likefinetrees,hadtakencenturiestogrow。Therewasscarcelyalighttobeseen,andnotamovementtobeheard:allthepeopleinthemlayfastasleep。

“Whatalotofdreamstheymustbedreaming!“saidDiamond。

“Yes。”returnedNorthWind。“Theycan’tsurelybealllies——

canthey?”

“Ishouldthinkitdependsalittleonwhodreamsthem。”

suggestedDiamond。

“Yes。”saidNorthWind。“Thepeoplewhothinklies,anddolies,areverylikelytodreamlies。Butthepeoplewholovewhatistruewillsurelynowandthendreamtruethings。Butthensomethingdependsonwhetherthedreamsarehome-grown,orwhethertheseedofthemisblownoversomebodyelse’sgarden-wall。Ah!there’ssomeoneawakeinthishouse!“

Theywerefloatingpastawindowinwhichalightwasburning。

Diamondheardamoan,andlookedupanxiouslyinNorthWind’sface。

“It’salady。”saidNorthWind。“Shecan’tsleepforpain。”

“Couldn’tyoudosomethingforher?”saidDiamond。

“No,Ican’t。Butyoucould。”

“WhatcouldIdo?”

“Singalittlesongtoher。”

“Shewouldn’thearme。”

“Iwilltakeyouin,andthenshewillhearyou。”

“Butthatwouldberude,wouldn’tit?Youcangowhereyouplease,ofcourse,butIshouldhavenobusinessinherroom。”

“Youmaytrustme,Diamond。Ishalltakeasgoodcareoftheladyasofyou。Thewindowisopen。Come。”

Byashadedlamp,aladywasseatedinawhitewrapper,tryingtoread,butmoaningeveryminute。NorthWindfloatedbehindherchair,setDiamonddown,andtoldhimtosingsomething。

Hewasalittlefrightened,buthethoughtawhile,andthensang:——

Thesunisgonedown,Andthemoon’sinthesky;

Butthesunwillcomeup,Andthemoonbelaidby。

TheflowerisasleepButitisnotdead;

Whenthemorningshines,Itwillliftitshead。

Whenwintercomes,Itwilldie——no,no;

ItwillonlyhideFromthefrostandthesnow。

Sureisthesummer,Sureisthesun;

ThenightandthewinterAreshadowsthatrun。

Theladyneverliftedhereyesfromherbook,orherheadfromherhand。

AssoonasDiamondhadfinished,NorthWindliftedhimandcarriedhimaway。

“Didn’ttheladyhearme?”askedDiamondwhentheywereoncemorefloatingdowntheriver。

“Oh,yes,sheheardyou。”answeredNorthWind。

“Wasshefrightenedthen?”

“Oh,no。”

“Whydidn’tshelooktoseewhoitwas?”

“Shedidn’tknowyouwerethere。”

“Howcouldshehearmethen?”

“Shedidn’thearyouwithherears。”

“Whatdidshehearmewith?”

“Withherheart。”

“Wheredidshethinkthewordscamefrom?”

“Shethoughttheycameoutofthebookshewasreading。Shewillsearchallthroughitto-morrowtofindthem,andwon’tbeabletounderstanditatall。”

“Oh,whatfun!“saidDiamond。“Whatwillshedo?”

“Icantellyouwhatshewon’tdo:she’llneverforgetthemeaningofthem;andshe’llneverbeabletorememberthewordsofthem。”

“IfsheseestheminMr。Raymond’sbook,itwillpuzzleher,won’tit?”

“Yes,thatitwill。Shewillneverbeabletounderstandit。”

“Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”suggestedDiamond。

“Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”assentedthelady。

“Oh!“criedDiamond,“Iknownowwhereweare。Oh!doletmegointotheoldgarden,andintomother’sroom,andDiamond’sstall。

Iwonderiftheholeisatthebackofmybedstill。Ishouldliketostaytherealltherestofthenight。Itwon’ttakeyoulongtogethomefromhere,willit,NorthWind?”

“No。”sheanswered;“youshallstayaslongasyoulike。”

“Oh,howjolly。”criedDiamond,asNorthWindsailedoverthehousewithhim,andsethimdownonthelawnattheback。

Diamondranaboutthelawnforalittlewhileinthemoonlight。

Hefoundpartofitcutupintoflower-beds,andthelittlesummer-housewiththecolouredglassandthegreatelm-treegone。

Hedidnotlikethis,andranintothestable。Therewerenohorsesthereatall。Heranupstairs。Theroomswereempty。

Theonlythingleftthathecaredaboutwastheholeinthewallwherehislittlebedhadstood;andthatwasnotenoughtomakehimwishtostop。Herandownthestairagain,andoutuponthelawn。

Therehethrewhimselfdownandbegantocry。Itwasallsodrearyandlost!

“IthoughtIlikedtheplacesomuch。”saidDiamondtohimself,“butIfindIdon’tcareaboutit。Isupposeit’sonlythepeopleinitthatmakeyoulikeaplace,andwhenthey’regone,it’sdead,andyoudon’tcareabitaboutit。NorthWindtoldmeImightstopaslongasIliked,andI’vestoppedlongeralready。NorthWind!“

hecriedaloud,turninghisfacetowardsthesky。

Themoonwasunderacloud,andallwaslookingdullanddismal。

Astarshotfromthesky,andfellinthegrassbesidehim。

Themomentitlighted,therestoodNorthWind。

“Oh!“criedDiamond,joyfully,“wereyoutheshootingstar?”

“Yes,mychild。”

“Didyouhearmecallyouthen?”

“Yes。”

“Sohighupasthat?”

“Yes;Iheardyouquitewell。”

“Dotakemehome。”

“Haveyouhadenoughofyouroldhomealready?”

“Yes,morethanenough。Itisn’tahomeatallnow。”

“Ithoughtthatwouldbeit。”saidNorthWind。“Everything,dreamingandall,hasgotasoulinit,orelseit’sworthnothing,andwedon’tcareabitaboutit。Someofourthoughtsareworthnothing,becausethey’vegotnosoulinthem。Thebrainputsthemintothemind,notthemindintothebrain。”

“Buthowcanyouknowaboutthat,NorthWind?Youhaven’tgotabody。”

“IfIhadn’tyouwouldn’tknowanythingaboutme。Nocreaturecanknowanotherwithoutthehelpofabody。ButIdon’tcaretotalkaboutthat。Itistimeforyoutogohome。”

Sosaying,NorthWindliftedDiamondandborehimaway。

CHAPTERXXXVIII

ATTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND

IDIDnotseeDiamondforaweekorsoafterthis,andthenhetoldmewhatIhavenowtoldyou。IshouldhavebeenastonishedathisbeingableeventoreportsuchconversationsashesaidhehadhadwithNorthWind,hadInotknownalreadythatsomechildrenareprofoundinmetaphysics。

Butafearcrossesme,lest,bytellingsomuchaboutmyfriend,Ishouldleadpeopletomistakehimforoneofthoseconsequential,priggishlittlemonsters,whoarealwaystryingtosaycleverthings,andlookingtoseewhetherpeopleappreciatethem。Whenachildlikethatdies,insteadofhavingasillybookwrittenabouthim,heshouldbestuffedlikeoneofthoseawfulbig-headedfishesyouseeinmuseums。ButDiamondnevertroubledhisheadaboutwhatpeoplethoughtofhim。Heneversetupforknowingbetterthanothers。

Thewisestthingshesaidcameoutwhenhewantedonetohelphimwithsomedifficultyhewasin。HewasnotevenoffendedwithNannyandJimforcallinghimasilly。Hesupposedtherewassomethinginit,thoughhecouldnotquiteunderstandwhat。

Isuspecthoweverthattheothernametheygavehim,God’sBaby,hadsomeshareinreconcilinghimtoit。

Happilyforme,IwasasmuchinterestedinmetaphysicsasDiamondhimself,andtherefore,whileherecountedhisconversationswithNorthWind,Ididnotfindmyselfatallinastrangesea,althoughcertainlyIcouldnotalwaysfeelthebottom,beingindeedconvincedthatthebottomwasmilesaway。

“Coulditbealldreaming,doyouthink,sir?”heaskedanxiously。

“Idaren’tsay,Diamond。”Ianswered。“Butatleastthereisonethingyoumaybesureof,thatthereisastillbetterlovethanthatofthewonderfulbeingyoucallNorthWind。Evenifshebeadream,thedreamofsuchabeautifulcreaturecouldnotcometoyoubychance。”

“Yes,Iknow。”returnedDiamond;“Iknow。”

Thenhewassilent,but,Iconfess,appearedmorethoughtfulthansatisfied。

ThenexttimeIsawhim,helookedpalerthanusual。

“Haveyouseenyourfriendagain?”Iaskedhim。

“Yes。”heanswered,solemnly。

“Didshetakeyououtwithher?”

“No。Shedidnotspeaktome。Iwokeallatonce,asIgenerallydowhenIamgoingtoseeher,andthereshewasagainstthedoorintothebigroom,sittingjustasIsawhersitonherowndoorstep,aswhiteassnow,andhereyesasblueastheheartofaniceberg。

Shelookedatme,butnevermovedorspoke。”

“Weren’tyouafraid?”Iasked。

“No。WhyshouldIhavebeen?”heanswered。“Ionlyfeltalittlecold。”

“Didshestaylong?”

“Idon’tknow。Ifellasleepagain。IthinkIhavebeenrathercoldeversincethough。”headdedwithasmile。

Ididnotquitelikethis,butIsaidnothing。

Fourdaysafter,IcalledagainattheMound。Themaidwhoopenedthedoorlookedgrave,butIsuspectednothing。WhenIreachedthedrawing-room,IsawMrs。Raymondhadbeencrying。

“Haven’tyouheard?”shesaid,seeingmyquestioninglooks。

“I’veheardnothing。”Ianswered。

“ThismorningwefoundourdearlittleDiamondlyingonthefloorofthebigattic-room,justoutsidehisowndoor——fastasleep,aswethought。Butwhenwetookhimup,wedidnotthinkhewasasleep。

Wesawthat——“

Herethekind-heartedladybrokeoutcryingafresh。

“MayIgoandseehim?”Iasked。

“Yes。”shesobbed。“Youknowyourwaytothetopofthetower。”

Iwalkedupthewindingstair,andenteredhisroom。Alovelyfigure,aswhiteandalmostasclearasalabaster,waslyingonthebed。

Isawatoncehowitwas。Theythoughthewasdead。Iknewthathehadgonetothebackofthenorthwind。

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