投诉 阅读记录

第9章

Afterthishesaidnothingforawhile,andIlaidmyselfonthefloorofhisgarret,andstaredupandaroundatthegreatbluebeautifulness。

Ihadforgottenhimalmost,whenatlasthesaid:`Ain’tyoudoneyet?’

`Donewhat?’Iasked。`Donesayingyourprayers,’sayshe。

’Iwasn’tsayingmyprayers,’Ianswered。`Oh,yes,youwere,’

saidhe,`thoughyoudidn’tknowit!AndnowImustshowyousomethingelse。’

“Hetookmyhandandledmedownthestairagain,andthroughanarrowpassage,andthroughanother,andanother,andanother。

Idon’tknowhowtherecouldberoomforsomanypassagesinsuchalittlehouse。Theheartofitmustbeeversomuchfartherfromthesidesthantheyarefromeachother。Howcouldithaveaninsidethatwassoindependentofitsoutside?There’sthepoint。

Itwasfunny——wasn’tit,Diamond?”

“No。”saidDiamond。Hewasgoingtosaythatthatwasverymuchthesortofthingatthebackofthenorthwind;buthecheckedhimselfandonlyadded,“Allright。Idon’tseeit。Idon’tseewhytheinsideshoulddependontheoutside。Itain’tsowiththecrabs。Theycreepoutoftheiroutsidesandmakenewones。

Mr。Raymondtoldmeso。”

“Idon’tseewhatthathasgottodowithit。”saidNanny。

“Thengoonwithyourstory,please。”saidDiamond。“Whatdidyoucometo,aftergoingthroughallthosewindingpassagesintotheheartofthemoon?”

“Ididn’tsaytheywerewindingpassages。Isaidtheywerelongandnarrow。Theydidn’twind。Theywentbycorners。”

“That’sworthknowing。”remarkedDiamond。“Forwhoknowshowsoonhemayhavetogothere?Butthemainthingis,whatdidyoucometoatlast?”

“Wecametoasmallboxagainstthewallofatinyroom。

Thelittlemantoldmetoputmyearagainstit。Ididso,andheardanoisesomethinglikethepurringofacat,onlynotsoloud,andmuchsweeter。`Whatisit?’Iasked。`Don’tyouknowthesound?’returnedthelittleman。`No,’Ianswered。

`Don’tyouknowthesoundofbees?’hesaid。Ihadneverheardbees,andcouldnotknowthesoundofthem。`Thosearemylady’sbees,’

hewenton。Ihadheardthatbeesgatherhoneyfromtheflowers。

`Butwherearetheflowersforthem?’Iasked。`Mylady’sbeesgathertheirhoneyfromthesunandthestars,’saidthelittleman。

`Doletmeseethem,’Isaid。`No。Idaren’tdothat,’heanswered。

`Ihavenobusinesswiththem。Idon’tunderstandthem。

Besides,theyaresobrightthatifoneweretoflyintoyoureye,itwouldblindyoualtogether。’`Thenyouhaveseenthem?’

`Oh,yes!Onceortwice,Ithink。ButIdon’tquiteknow:

theyaresoverybright——likebuttonsoflightning。NowI’veshowedyouallIcanto-night,andwe’llgobacktotheroom。’

Ifollowedhim,andhemademesitdownunderalampthathungfromtheroof,andgavemesomebreadandhoney。

“Theladyhadnevermoved。Shesatwithherforeheadleaningonherhand,gazingoutofthelittlewindow,hungliketherestwithwhitecloudycurtains。FromwhereIwassittingIlookedoutofittoo,butIcouldseenothing。Herfacewasverybeautiful,andverywhite,andverystill,andherhandwasaswhiteastheforeheadthatleanedonit。Ididnotseeherwholeface——

onlythesideofit,forshenevermovedtoturnitfulluponme,oreventolookatme。

“HowlongIsatafterIhadeatenmybreadandhoney,Idon’tknow。

Thelittlemanwasbusyabouttheroom,pullingastringhere,andastringthere,butchieflythestringatthebackofthedoor。

Iwasthinkingwithsomeuneasinessthathewouldsoonbewantingmetogooutandcleanthewindows,andIdidn’tfancythejob。

Atlasthecameuptomewithagreatarmfulofdusters。`It’stimeyousetaboutthewindows,’hesaid;`forthere’sraincoming,andifthey’requitecleanbefore,thentheraincan’tspoilthem。’

Igotupatonce。`Youneedn’tbeafraid,’hesaid。`Youwon’ttumbleoff。Onlyyoumustbecareful。Alwaysholdonwithonehandwhileyourubwiththeother。’Ashespoke,heopenedthedoor。

Istartedbackinaterriblefright,fortherewasnothingbutblueairtobeseenunderme,likeagreatwaterwithoutabottomatall。

Butwhatmustbemust,andtoliveupherewassomuchnicerthandowninthemudwithholesinmyshoes,thatIneverthoughtofnotdoingasIwastold。ThelittlemanshowedmehowandwheretolayholdwhileIputmyfootroundtheedgeofthedoorontothefirstroundofaladder。`Onceyou’reup,’hesaid,`you’llseehowyouhavetogowellenough。’Ididashetoldme,andcreptoutverycarefully。Thenthelittlemanhandedmethebundleofdusters,saying,`Ialwayscarrythemonmyreapinghook,butIdon’tthinkyoucouldmanageitproperly。Youshallhaveitifyoulike。’Iwouldn’ttakeit,however,foritlookeddangerous。

“IdidthebestIcouldwiththedusters,andcrawleduptothetopofthemoon。Butwhatagrandsightitwas!Thestarswereallovermyhead,sobrightandsonearthatIcouldalmosthavelaidholdofthem。TheroundballtowhichIclungwentbobbingandfloatingawaythroughthedarkblueaboveandbelowandoneveryside。Itwassobeautifulthatallfearleftme,andIsettoworkdiligently。Icleanedwindowafterwindow。

AtlengthIcametoaverylittleone,inatwhichIpeeped。

Therewastheroomwiththeboxofbeesinit!Ilaidmyeartothewindow,andheardthemusicalhumquitedistinctly。

Agreatlongingtoseethemcameuponme,andIopenedthewindowandcreptin。Thelittleboxhadadoorlikeacloset。Iopenedit——

thetiniestcrack——whenoutcamethelightwithsuchastingthatI

closeditagaininterror——not,however,beforethreebeeshadshotoutintotheroom,wheretheydartedaboutlikeflashesoflightning。

Terriblyfrightened,Itriedtogetoutofthewindowagain,butI

couldnot:therewasnowaytotheoutsideofthemoonbutthroughthedoor;andthatwasintheroomwheretheladysat。NosoonerhadIreachedtheroom,thanthethreebees,whichhadfollowedme,flewatoncetothelady,andsettleduponherhair。ThenfirstIsawhermove。Shestarted,putupherhand,andcaughtthem;

thenroseand,havingheldthemintotheflameofthelamponeaftertheother,turnedtome。Herfacewasnotsosadnowasstern。

Itfrightenedmemuch。`Nanny,youhavegotmeintotrouble,’

shesaid。`Youhavebeenlettingoutmybees,whichitisallIcandotomanage。Youhaveforcedmetoburnthem。Itisagreatloss,andtherewillbeastorm。’Asshespoke,thecloudshadgatheredallaboutus。Icouldseethemcomecrowdingupwhiteaboutthewindows。`Iamsorrytofind,’saidthelady,`thatyouarenottobetrusted。Youmustgohomeagain——youwon’tdoforus。’

Thencameagreatclapofthunder,andthemoonrockedandswayed。

Allgrewdarkaboutme,andIfellonthefloorandlayhalf-stunned。

Icouldheareverythingbutcouldseenothing。`ShallIthrowheroutofthedoor,mylady?’saidthelittleman。`No,’sheanswered;

`she’snotquitebadenoughforthat。Idon’tthinkthere’smuchharminher;onlyshe’llneverdoforus。Shewouldmakedreadfulmischiefuphere。She’sonlyfitforthemud。It’sagreatpity。

Iamsorryforher。Justtakethatringoffherfinger。Iamsadlyafraidshehasstolenit。’Thelittlemancaughtholdofmyhand,andIfelthimtuggingatthering。Itriedtospeakwhatwastrueaboutit,but,afteraterribleeffort,onlygaveagroan。

Otherthingsbegantocomeintomyhead。Somebodyelsehadaholdofme。Thelittlemanwasn’tthere。Iopenedmyeyesatlast,andsawthenurse。Ihadcriedoutinmysleep,andshehadcomeandwakedme。But,Diamond,forallitwasonlyadream,Icannothelpbeingashamedofmyselfyetforopeningthelady’sboxofbees。”

“Youwoudn’tdoitagain——wouldyou——ifsheweretotakeyouback?”

saidDiamond。

“No。Idon’tthinkanythingwouldevermakemedoitagain。

Butwhere’sthegood?Ishallneverhavethechance。”

“Idon’tknowthat。”saidDiamond。

“Yousillybaby!Itwasonlyadream。”saidNanny。

“Iknowthat,Nanny,dear。Buthowcanyoutellyoumayn’tdreamitagain?”

“That’snotabitlikely。”

“Idon’tknowthat。”saidDiamond。

“You’realwayssayingthat。”saidNanny。“Idon’tlikeit。”

“ThenIwon’tsayitagain——ifIdon’tforget。”saidDiamond。

“Butitwassuchabeautifuldream!——wasn’tit,Nanny?Whatapityyouopenedthatdoorandletthebeesout!Youmighthavehadsuchalongdream,andsuchnicetalkswiththemoon-lady。Dotrytogoagain,Nanny。Idosowanttohearmore。”

Butnowthenursecameandtoldhimitwastimetogo;andDiamondwent,sayingtohimself,“Ican’thelpthinkingthatNorthWindhadsomethingtodowiththatdream。Itwouldbetiresometolietherealldayandallnighttoo——withoutdreaming。Perhapsifshehadn’tdonethat,themoonmighthavecarriedhertothebackofthenorthwind——

whoknows?”

CHAPTERXXXI

THENORTHWINDDOTHBLOW

ITWASagreatdelighttoDiamondwhenatlengthNannywaswellenoughtoleavethehospitalandgohometotheirhouse。Shewasnotverystrongyet,butDiamond’smotherwasveryconsiderateofher,andtookcarethatsheshouldhavenothingtodoshewasnotquitefitfor。IfNannyhadbeentakenstraightfromthestreet,itisveryprobableshewouldnothavebeensopleasantinadecenthousehold,orsoeasytoteach;butaftertherefininginfluencesofherillnessandthekindtreatmentshehadhadinthehospital,shemovedaboutthehousejustlikesomerathersadpleasurehauntingthemind。

Asshegotbetter,andthecolourcamebacktohercheeks,herstepgrewlighterandquicker,hersmileshoneoutmorereadily,anditbecamecertainthatshewouldsoonbeatreasureofhelp。

ItwasgreatfuntoseeDiamondteachingherhowtoholdthebaby,andwashanddresshim,andoftentheylaughedtogetheroverherawkwardness。ButshehadnotmanysuchlessonsbeforeshewasabletoperformthosedutiesquiteaswellasDiamondhimself。

ThingshoweverdidnotgowellwithJosephfromtheveryarrivalofRuby。

Italmostseemedasiftheredbeasthadbroughtillluckwithhim。

Thefareswerefewer,andthepayless。Ruby’sservicesdidindeedmaketheweek’sincomeatfirstalittlebeyondwhatitusedtobe,butthenthereweretwomoretofeed。Afterthefirstmonthhefelllame,andforthewholeofthenextJosephdarednotattempttoworkhim。

Icannotsaythathenevergrumbled,forhisownhealthwasfarfromwhatithadbeen;butIcansaythathetriedtodohisbest。

Duringallthatmonth,theylivedonveryshortcommonsindeed,seldomtastingmeatexceptonSundays,andpooroldDiamond,whoworkedhardestofall,noteventhen——sothatattheendofithewasasthinasaclothes-horse,whileRubywasasplumpandsleekasabishop’scob。

NorwasitmuchbetterafterRubywasabletoworkagain,foritwasaseasonofgreatdepressioninbusiness,andthatisverysoonfeltamongstthecabmen。Citymenlookmoreaftertheirshillings,andtheirwivesanddaughtershavelesstospend。Itwasbesidesawetautumn,andbreadrosegreatlyinprice。WhenIaddtothisthatDiamond’smotherwasbutpoorly,foranewbabywascoming,youwillseethatthesewerenotveryjollytimesforourfriendsinthemews。

Notwithstandingthedepressinginfluencesaroundhim,Josephwasabletokeepalittlehopealiveinhisheart;andwhenhecamehomeatnight,wouldgetDiamondtoreadtohim,andwouldalsomakeNannyproduceherbookthathemightseehowshewasgettingon。

ForDiamondhadtakenhereducationinhand,andasshewasacleverchild,shewasverysoonabletoputlettersandwordstogether。

Thusthethreemonthspassedaway,butMr。Raymonddidnotreturn。

Josephhadbeenlookinganxiouslyforhim,chieflywiththedesireofgettingridofRuby——notthathewasabsolutelyofnousetohim,butthathewasaconstantweightuponhismind。Indeed,asfarasprovisionwent,hewasratherworseoffwithRubyandNannythanhehadbeenbefore,butontheotherhand,Nannywasagreathelpinthehouse,anditwasacomforttohimtothinkthatwhenthenewbabydidcome,Nannywouldbewithhiswife。

OfGod’sgiftsababyisofthegreatest;thereforeitisnowonderthatwhenthisonecame,shewasasheartilywelcomedbythelittlehouseholdasifshehadbroughtplentywithher。

Ofcourseshemadeagreatdifferenceintheworktobedone——

farmoredifferencethanhersizewarranted,butNannywasnoendofhelp,andDiamondwasasmuchofasunbeamasever,andbegantosingtothenewbabythefirstmomenthegotherinhisarms。

Buthedidnotsingthesamesongstoherthathehadsungtohisbrother,for,hesaid,shewasanewbabyandmusthavenewsongs;

andbesides,shewasasister-babyandnotabrother-baby,andofcoursewouldnotlikethesamekindofsongs。Wherethedifferenceinhissongslay,however,Idonotpretendtobeabletopointout。

OnethingIamsureof,thattheynotonlyhadnosmallshareintheeducationofthelittlegirl,buthelpedthewholefamilyagreatdealmorethantheywereaware。

Howtheymanagedtogetthroughthelongdrearyexpensivewinter,Icanhardlysay。Sometimesthingswerebetter,sometimesworse。

Butatlastthespringcame,andthewinterwasoverandgone,andthatwasmuch。Still,Mr。Raymonddidnotreturn,andalthoughthemotherwouldhavebeenabletomanagewithoutNannynow,theycouldnotlookforaplaceforhersolongastheyhadRuby;

andtheywerenotaltogethersorryforthis。Oneweekatlastwasworsethantheyhadyethad。Theywerealmostwithoutbreadbeforeitwasover。Butthesadderhesawhisfatherandmotherlooking,themoreDiamondsethimselftosingtothetwobabies。

OnethingwhichhadincreasedtheirexpenseswasthattheyhadbeenforcedtohireanotherlittleroomforNanny。Whenthesecondbabycame,DiamondgaveuphisroomthatNannymightbeathandtohelphismother,andwenttohers,which,althoughafineplacetowhatshehadbeenaccustomedto,wasnotveryniceinhiseyes。

Hedidnotmindthechangethough,forwasnothismotherthemorecomfortableforit?AndwasnotNannymorecomfortabletoo?

AndindeedwasnotDiamondhimselfmorecomfortablethatotherpeopleweremorecomfortable?Andiftherewasmorecomforteveryway,thechangewasahappyone。

CHAPTERXXXII

DIAMONDANDRUBY

ITWASFridaynight,andDiamond,liketherestofthehousehold,hadhadverylittletoeatthatday。Themotherwouldalwayspaytheweek’srentbeforeshelaidoutanythingevenonfood。Hisfatherhadbeenverygloomy——sogloomythathehadactuallybeencrosstohiswife。Itisastrangethinghowpainofseeingthesufferingofthosewelovewillsometimesmakeusaddtotheirsufferingbybeingcrosswiththem。ThiscomesofnothavingfaithenoughinGod,andshowshownecessarythisfaithis,forwhenweloseit,weloseeventhekindnesswhichalonecansoothethesuffering。

Diamondinconsequencehadgonetobedveryquietandthoughtful——

alittletroubledindeed。

Ithadbeenaverystormywinter。andevennowthatthespringhadcome,thenorthwindoftenblew。WhenDiamondwenttohisbed,whichwasinatinyroomintheroof,hehearditliketheseamoaning;andwhenhefellasleephestillheardthemoaning。

Allatoncehesaidtohimself,“AmIawake,oramIasleep?”

Buthehadnotimetoanswerthequestion,fortherewasNorthWindcallinghim。Hisheartbeatveryfast,itwassuchalongtimesincehehadheardthatvoice。Hejumpedoutofbed,andlookedeverywhere,butcouldnotseeher。“Diamond,comehere。”

shesaidagainandagain;butwheretheherewashecouldnottell。

Tobesuretheroomwasallbutquitedark,andshemightbeclosebesidehim。

“DearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,“Iwantsomuchtogotoyou,butIcan’ttellwhere。”

“Comehere,Diamond。”wasallheranswer。

Diamondopenedthedoor,andwentoutoftheroom,anddownthestairandintotheyard。Hislittleheartwasinaflutter,forhehadlonggivenupallthoughtofseeingheragain。Neithernowwashetoseeher。Whenhegotout,agreatpuffofwindcameagainsthim,andinobediencetoitheturnedhisback,andwentasitblew。

Itblewhimrightuptothestable-door,andwentonblowing。

“Shewantsmetogointothestable。”saidDiamondtohimself。

“butthedoorislocked。”

Heknewwherethekeywas,inacertainholeinthewall——fartoohighforhimtogetat。Herantotheplace,however:justashereachedittherecameawildblast,anddownfellthekeyclangingonthestonesathisfeet。Hepickeditup,andranbackandopenedthestable-door,andwentin。Andwhatdoyouthinkhesaw?

Alittlelightcamethroughthedustywindowfromagas-lamp,sufficienttoshowhimDiamondandRubywiththeirtwoheadsup,lookingateachotheracrossthepartitionoftheirstalls。ThelightshowedthewhitemarkonDiamond’sforehead,butRuby’seyeshonesobright,thathethoughtmorelightcameoutofitthanwentin。

Thisiswhathesaw。

Butwhatdoyouthinkheheard?

Heheardthetwohorsestalkingtoeachother——inastrangelanguage,whichyet,somehoworother,hecouldunderstand,andturnoverinhismindinEnglish。ThefirstwordsheheardwerefromDiamond,whoapparentlyhadbeenalreadyquarrellingwithRuby。

“LookhowfatyouareRuby!“saidoldDiamond。“Youaresoplumpandyourskinshinesso,yououghttobeashamedofyourself。”

“There’snoharminbeingfat。”saidRubyinadeprecatingtone。

“No,norinbeingsleek。Imayaswellshineasnot。”

“Noharm?”retortedDiamond。“Isitnoharmtogoeatingupallpoormaster’soats,andtakingupsomuchofhistimegroomingyou,whenyouonlyworksixhours——no,notsixhoursaday,and,asIhear,getalongnofasterthanabigdray-horsewithtwotonsbehindhim?——

Sotheytellme。”

“Yourmaster’snotmine。”saidRuby。“Imustattendtomyownmaster’sinterests,andeatallthatisgivenme,andbesleekandfatasIcan,andgonofasterthanIneed。”

“Nowreallyiftherestofthehorsesweren’tallasleep,poorthings——

theyworktillthey’retired——Idobelievetheywouldgetupandkickyououtofthestable。Youmakemeashamedofbeingahorse。

Youdaretosaymymasterain’tyourmaster!That’syourgratitudeforthewayhefeedsyouandsparesyou!Praywherewouldyourcarcassbeifitweren’tforhim?”

“Hedoesn’tdoitformysake。IfIwerehisownhorse,hewouldworkmeashardashedoesyou。”

“AndI’mproudtobesoworked。Iwouldn’tbeasfatasyou——

notforallyou’reworth。You’readisgracetothestable。Lookatthehorsenextyou。He’ssomethinglikeahorse——allskinandbone。

Andhismasterain’toverkindtohimeither。Heputastinginglashonhiswhiplastweek。Butthatoldhorseknowshe’sgotthewifeandchildrentokeep——aswellashisdrunkenmaster——andheworkslikeahorse。Idaresayhegrudgeshismasterthebeerhedrinks,butIdon’tbelievehegrudgesanythingelse。”

“Well,Idon’tgrudgeyourswhathegetsbyme。”saidRuby。

“Gets!“retortedDiamond。“Whathegetsisn’tworthgrudging。

Itcomestonexttonothing——whatwithyourfatandshine。

“Well,atleastyououghttobethankfulyou’rethebetterforit。

Yougetatwohours’restadayoutofit。”

“Ithankmymasterforthat——notyou,youlazyfellow!Yougoalonglikeabuttockofbeefuponcastors——youdo。”

“Ain’tyouafraidI’llkick,ifyougoonlikethat,Diamond?”

“Kick!Youcouldn’tkickifyoutried。Youmightheaveyourrumpuphalfafoot,butforlashingout——oho!Ifyoudid,you’dbedownonyourbellybeforeyoucouldgetyourlegsunderyouagain。

It’smybelief,onceout,they’dstickoutforever。Talkofkicking!

Whydon’tyouputonefootbeforetheothernowandthenwhenyou’reinthecab?Theabusemastergetsforyoursakeisquiteshameful。

Nodecenthorsewouldbringitonhim。Dependuponit,Ruby,nocabmanlikestobeabusedanymorethanhisfare。Buthisfares,atleastwhenyouarebetweentheshafts,areverymuchtobeexcused。

Indeedtheyare。”

“Well,yousee,Diamond,Idon’twanttogolameagain。”

“Idon’tbelieveyouweresoverylameafterall——there!“

“Oh,butIwas。”

“ThenIbelieveitwasallyourownfault。I’mnotlame。

Ineverwaslameinallmylife。Youdon’ttakecareofyourlegs。

Youneverlaythemdownatnight。Thereyouarewithyourhugecarcasscrushingdownyourpoorlegsallnightlong。Youdon’tevencareforyourownlegs——solongasyoucaneat,eat,andsleep,sleep。

Youahorseindeed!“

“ButItellyouIwaslame。”

“I’mnotdenyingtherewasapuffylookaboutyouroff-pastern。

Butmybeliefis,itwasn’tevengrease——itwasfat。”

“ItellyouIputmyfootononeofthosehorridstonestheymaketheroadswith,anditgavemyanklesuchatwist。”

“Ankleindeed!Whyshouldyouapeyourbetters?Horsesain’tgotanyankles:they’reonlypasterns。Andsolongasyoudon’tliftyourfeetbetter,butfallasleepbetweeneverystep,you’llrunagoodchanceoflamingallyouranklesasyoucallthem,oneafteranother。It’snotyourlivelyhorsethatcomestogriefinthatway。ItellyouIbelieveitwasn’tmuch,andifitwas,itwasyourownfault。There!I’vedone。I’mgoingtosleep。

I’lltrytothinkaswellofyouasIcan。Ifyouwouldbutstepoutabitandrunoffalittleofyourfat!“HereDiamondbegantodoubleuphisknees;butRubyspokeagain,and,asyoungDiamondthought,inaratherdifferenttone。

“Isay,Diamond,Ican’tbeartohaveanhonestoldhorselikeyouthinkofmelikethat。Iwilltellyouthetruth:itwasmyownfaultthatIfelllame。”

“Itoldyouso。”returnedtheother,tumblingagainstthepartitionasherolledoveronhissidetogivehislegseverypossibleprivilegeintheirnarrowcircumstances。

“Imeanttodoit,Diamond。”

Atthewords,theoldhorsearosewithascramblelikethunder,shothisangryheadandglaringeyeoverintoRuby’sstall,andsaid——

“Keepoutofmyway,youunworthywretch,orI’llbiteyou。

Youahorse!Whydidyoudothat?”

“BecauseIwantedtogrowfat。”

“Yougrease-tub!Oh!myteethandtail!Ithoughtyouwereahumbug!

Whydidyouwanttogetfat?There’snotruthtobegotoutofyoubutbycross-questioning。Youain’tfittobeahorse。”

“BecauseonceIamfat,mynatureistokeepfatforalongtime;

andIdidn’tknowwhenmastermightcomehomeandwanttoseeme。”

“Youconceited,good-for-nothingbrute!You’reonlyfitfortheknacker’syard。Youwantedtolookhandsome,didyou?Holdyourtongue,orI’llbreakmyhalterandbeatyou——withyourhandsomefat!“

“Nevermind,Diamond。You’reagoodhorse。Youcan’thurtme。”

“Can’thurtyou!Justletmeoncetry。”

“No,youcan’t。”

“Whythen?”

“BecauseI’manangel。”

“What’sthat?”

“Ofcourseyoudon’tknow。”

“IndeedIdon’t。”

“Iknowyoudon’t。Anignorant,rudeoldhumanhorse,likeyou,couldn’tknowit。Butthere’syoungDiamondlisteningtoallwe’resaying;andheknowswellenoughtherearehorsesinheavenforangelstorideupon,aswellasotheranimals,lionsandeaglesandbulls,inmoreimportantsituations。Thehorsestheangelsride,mustbeangel-horses,elsetheangelscouldn’trideuponthem。

Well,I’moneofthem。”

“Youain’t。”

“Didyoueverknowahorsetellalie?”

“Neverbefore。Butyou’veconfessedtoshamminglame。”

“Nothingofthesort。ItwasnecessaryIshouldgrowfat,andnecessarythatgoodJoseph,yourmaster,shouldgrowlean。

Icouldhavepretendedtobelame,butthatnohorse,leastofallanangel-horsewoulddo。SoImustbelame,andsoIsprainedmyankle——

fortheangel-horseshaveankles——theydon’ttalkhorse-slangupthere——

andithurtmeverymuch,Iassureyou,Diamond,thoughyoumayn’tbegoodenoughtobeabletobelieveit。”

OldDiamondmadenoreply。Hehadlaindownagain,andasleepysnort,verylikeasnore,revealedthat,ifhewasnotalreadyasleep,hewaspastunderstandingawordthatRubywassaying。WhenyoungDiamondfoundthis,hethoughthemightventuretotakeupthedroptshuttlecockoftheconversation。

“I’mgoodenoughtobelieveit,Ruby。”hesaid。

ButRubyneverturnedhishead,ortookanynoticeofhim。

IsupposehedidnotunderstandmoreofEnglishthanjustwhatthecoachmanandstablemanwereinthehabitofaddressinghimwith。Finding,however,thathiscompanionmadenoreply,heshothisheadoverthepartitionandlookingdownathimsaid——

“Youjustwaittillto-morrow,andyou’llseewhetherI’mspeakingthetruthornot——Ideclaretheoldhorseisfastasleep!——

Diamond!——NoIwon’t。”

Rubyturnedaway,andbeganpullingathishayrackinsilence。

Diamondgaveashiver,andlookingroundsawthatthedoorofthestablewasopen。Hebegantofeelasifhehadbeendreaming,andafteraglanceaboutthestabletoseeifNorthWindwasanywherevisible,hethoughthehadbettergobacktobed。

CHAPTERXXXIII

THEPROSPECTBRIGHTENS

THEnextmorning,Diamond’smothersaidtohisfather,“I’mnotquitecomfortableaboutthatchildagain。”

“Whichchild,Martha?”askedJoseph。“You’vegotachoicenow。”

“Well,DiamondImean。I’mafraidhe’sgettingintohisqueerwaysagain。He’sbeenathisoldtrickofwalkinginhissleep。

Isawhimrunupthestairinthemiddleofthenight。”

“Didn’tyougoafterhim,wife?”

“OfcourseIdid——andfoundhimfastasleepinhisbed。It’sbecausehe’shadsolittlemeatforthelastsixweeks,I’mafraid。”

“Itmaybethat。I’mverysorry。Butifitdon’tpleaseGodtosendusenough,whatamItodo,wife?”

“Youcan’thelpit,Iknow,mydeargoodman。”returnedMartha。

“AndafterallIdon’tknow。Idon’tseewhyheshouldn’tgetonaswellastherestofus。ThereI’mnursingbabyallthistime,andIgetalongprettywell。I’msure,tohearthelittlemansinging,youwouldn’tthinktherewasmuchamisswithhim。”

ForatthatmomentDiamondwassinginglikealarkintheclouds。

Hehadthenewbabyinhisarms,whilehismotherwasdressingherself。

Josephwassittingathisbreakfast——alittleweaktea,drybread,andverydubiousbutter——whichNannyhadsetforhim,andwhichhewasenjoyingbecausehewashungry。Hehadgroomedbothhorses,andhadgotoldDiamondharnessedreadytoputto。

“Thinkofafatangel,Dulcimer!“saidDiamond。

Thebabyhadnotbeenchristenedyet,butDiamond,inreadinghisBible,hadcomeupontheworddulcimer,andthoughtitsoprettythateverafterhecalledhissisterDulcimer!

“Thinkofared,fatangel,Dulcimer!“herepeated;“forRuby’sanangelofahorse,Dulcimer。Hesprainedhisankleandgotfatonpurpose。”

“Whatpurpose,Diamond?”askedhisfather。

“Ah!thatIcan’ttell。Isupposetolookhandsomewhenhismastercomes。”answeredDiamond——“Whatdoyouthink,Dulcimer?

Itmustbeforsomegood,forRuby’sanangel。”

“IwishIwereridofhim,anyhow。”saidhisfather;“forheweighsheavyonmymind。”

“Nowonder,father:he’ssofat。”saidDiamond。“Butyouneedn’tbeafraid,foreverybodysayshe’sinbetterconditionthanwhenyouhadhim。”

“Yes,buthemaybeasthinasatinhorsebeforehisownercomes。

Itwastoobadtoleavehimonmyhandsthisway。”

“Perhapshecouldn’thelpit。”suggestedDiamond。“Idaresayhehassomegoodreasonforit。”

“SoIshouldhavesaid。”returnedhisfather,“ifhehadnotdrivensuchahardbargainwithmeatfirst。”

“Butwedon’tknowwhatmaycomeofityet,husband。”saidhiswife。

“Mr。Raymondmaygivealittletoboot,seeingyou’vehadmoreofthebargainthanyouwantedorreckonedupon。”

“I’mafraidnot:he’sahardman。”saidJoseph,asheroseandwenttogethiscabout。

Diamondresumedhissinging。Forsometimehecarolledsnatchesofeverythingoranything;butatlastitsettleddownintosomethinglikewhatfollows。Icannottellwhereorhowhegotit。

Wheredidyoucomefrom,babydear?

Outoftheeverywhereintohere。

Wheredidyougetyoureyessoblue?

OutoftheskyasIcamethrough。

Whatmakesthelightinthemsparkleandspin?

Someofthestarryspikesleftin。

Wheredidyougetthatlittletear?

IfounditwaitingwhenIgothere。

Whatmakesyourforeheadsosmoothandhigh?

AsofthandstrokeditasIwentby。

Whatmakesyourcheeklikeawarmwhiterose?

Isawsomethingbetterthananyoneknows。

Whencethatthree-corneredsmileofbliss?

Threeangelsgavemeatonceakiss。

Wheredidyougetthispearlyear?

Godspoke,anditcameouttohear。

Wheredidyougetthosearmsandhands?

Lovemadeitselfintohooksandbands。

Feet,whencedidyoucome,youdarlingthings?

Fromthesameboxasthecherubs’wings。

Howdidtheyalljustcometobeyou?

Godthoughtaboutme,andsoIgrew。

Buthowdidyoucometous,youdear?

Godthoughtaboutyou,andsoIamhere。

“Younevermadethatsong,Diamond。”saidhismother。

“No,mother。IwishIhad。No,Idon’t。Thatwouldbetotakeitfromsomebodyelse。Butit’smineforallthat。”

“Whatmakesityours?”

“Iloveitso。”

“Doeslovingathingmakeityours?”

“Ithinkso,mother——atleastmorethananythingelsecan。IfIdidn’tlovebaby(whichcouldn’tbe,youknow)shewouldn’tbemineabit。

ButIdolovebaby,andbabyismyveryownDulcimer。”

“Thebaby’smine,Diamond。”

“Thatmakesherthemoremine,mother。”

“Howdoyoumakethatout?”

“Becauseyou’remine,mother。”

“Isthatbecauseyouloveme?”

“Yes,justbecause。Lovemakestheonlymyness。”saidDiamond。

Whenhisfathercamehometohavehisdinner,andchangeDiamondforRuby,theysawhimlookverysad,andhetoldthemhehadnothadafareworthmentioningthewholemorning。

“Weshallallhavetogototheworkhouse,wife。”hesaid。

“Itwouldbebettertogotothebackofthenorthwind。”

saidDiamond,dreamily,notintendingtosayitaloud。

“Soitwould。”answeredhisfather。“Buthowarewetogetthere,Diamond?”

“Wemustwaittillwe’retaken。”returnedDiamond。

Beforehisfathercouldspeakagain,aknockcametothedoor,andinwalkedMr。Raymondwithasmileonhisface。Josephgotupandreceivedhimrespectfully,butnotverycordially。Marthasetachairforhim,buthewouldnotsitdown。

“Youarenotverygladtoseeme。”hesaidtoJoseph。“Youdon’twanttopartwiththeoldhorse。”

“Indeed,sir,youaremistakenthere。Whatwithanxietyabouthim,andbadluck,I’vewishedIwereridofhimathousandtimes。

Itwasonlytobeforthreemonths,andhereit’seightornine。”

“I’msorrytohearsuchastatement。”saidMr。Raymond。“Hasn’thebeenofservicetoyou?”

“Notmuch,notwithhislameness“

“Ah!“saidMr。Raymond,hastily——“you’vebeenlaminghim——haveyou?

Thataccountsforit。Isee,Isee。”

“Itwasn’tmyfault,andhe’sallrightnow。Idon’tknowhowithappened,but“

“Hediditonpurpose。”saidDiamond。“Heputhisfootonastonejusttotwisthisankle。”

“Howdoyouknowthat,Diamond?”saidhisfather,turningtohim。

“Ineversaidso,forIcouldnotthinkhowitcame。”

“Iheardit——inthestable。”answeredDiamond。

“Let’shavealookathim。”saidMr。Raymond。

“Ifyou’llstepintotheyard。”saidJoseph,“I’llbringhimout。”

Theywent,andJoseph,havingfirsttakenoffhisharness,walkedRubyintothemiddleoftheyard。

“Why。”saidMr。Raymond,“you’venotbeenusinghimwell。”

“Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanbythat,sir。Ididn’texpecttohearthatfromyou。He’ssoundinwindandlimb——assoundasabarrel。”

“Andasbig,youmightadd。Why,he’sasfatasapig!Youdon’tcallthatgoodusage!“

Josephwastooangrytomakeanyanswer。

“You’venotworkedhimenough,Isay。That’snotmakinggooduseofhim。That’snotdoingasyou’dbedoneby。”

“Ishouldn’tbesorryifIwasservedthesame,sir。”

“He’stoofat,Isay。”

“TherewasawholemonthIcouldn’tworkhimatall,andhedidnothingbuteathisheadoff。He’sanawfuleater。I’vetakenthebestpartofsixhoursadayoutofhimsince,butI’malwaysafraidofhiscomingtogriefagain,andsoIcouldn’tmakethemostevenofthat。Ideclaretoyou,sir,whenhe’sbetweentheshafts,IsitontheboxasmiserableasifI’dstolenhim。Helooksallthetimeasifhewasabottlingupofcomplaintstomakeofmetheminuteheseteyesonyouagain。There!lookathimnow,squintingroundatmewithoneeye!Ideclaretoyou,onmyword,Ihaven’tlaidthewhiponhimmorethanthreetimes。”

“I’mgladtohearit。Heneverdidwantthewhip。”

“Ididn’tsaythat,sir。Ifeverahorsewantedthewhip,hedo。

He’sbroughtmetobeggaryalmostwithhissnail’space。I’mverygladyou’vecometoridmeofhim。”

“Idon’tknowthat。”saidMr。Raymond。“SupposeIweretoaskyoutobuyhimofme——cheap。”

“Iwouldn’thavehiminapresent,sir。Idon’tlikehim。

AndIwouldn’tdriveahorsethatIdidn’tlike——no,notforgold。

Itcan’tcometogoodwherethere’snolovebetween’em。”

“Justbringoutyourownhorse,andletmeseewhatsortofapairthey’dmake。”

JosephlaughedratherbitterlyashewenttofetchDiamond。

Whenthetwowereplacedsidebyside,Mr。Raymondcouldhardlykeephiscountenance,butfromaminglingoffeelings。

Besidethegreat,red,roundbarrel,Ruby,allbodyandnolegs,Diamondlookedlikeaclothes-horsewithaskinthrownoverit。

Therewashardlyaspotofhimwhereyoucouldnotdescrysomesignofaboneunderneath。Gauntandgrimandwearyhestood,kissinghismaster,andheedingnooneelse。

“Youhaven’tbeenusinghimwell。”saidMr。Raymond。

“Imustsay。”returnedJoseph,throwinganarmroundhishorse’sneck,“thattheremarkhadbetterhavebeenspared,sir。Thehorseisworththreeoftheothernow。”

“Idon’tthinkso。Ithinktheymakeaverynicepair。

Iftheone’stoofat,theother’stoolean——sothat’sallright。

Andifyouwon’tbuymyRuby,ImustbuyyourDiamond。”

“Thankyou,sir。”saidJoseph,inatoneimplyinganythingbutthanks。

“Youdon’tseemtoliketheproposal。”saidMr。Raymond。

“Idon’t。”returnedJoseph。“Iwouldn’tpartwithmyoldDiamondforhisskinasfullofnuggetsasitisofbones。”

“Whosaidanythingaboutpartingwithhim?”

“Youdidnow,sir。”

“No;Ididn’t。IonlyspokeofbuyinghimtomakeapairwithRuby。

WecouldpareRubyandpatchDiamondabit。Andforheight,theyareasnearamatchasIcareabout。Ofcourseyouwouldbethecoachman——

ifonlyyouwouldconsenttobereconciledtoRuby。”

Josephstoodbewildered,unabletoanswer。

“I’veboughtasmallplaceinKent。”continuedMr。Raymond,“andI

musthaveapairtomycarriage,fortheroadsarehillythereabouts。

Idon’twanttomakeashowwithapairofhigh-steppers。Ithinkthesewilljustdo。Suppose,foraweekortwo,yousetyourselftotakeRubydownandbringDiamondup。IfwecouldonlylayapipefromRuby’ssidesintoDiamond’s,itwouldbetheworkofamoment。

ButIfearthatwouldn’tanswer。”

AstronginclinationtolaughintrudeduponJoseph’sinclinationtocry,andmadespeechstillharderthanbefore。

“Ibegyourpardon,sir。”hesaidatlength。“I’vebeensomiserable,andforsolong,thatIneverthoughtyouwasonlyachaffingofmewhenyousaidIhadn’tusedthehorseswell。Ididgrumbleatyou,sir,many’sthetimeinmytrouble;butwheneverIsaidanything,mylittleDiamondwouldlookatmewithasmile,asmuchastosay:

“Iknowhimbetterthanyou,father;“anduponmyword,Ialwaysthoughttheboymustberight。”

“WillyousellmeoldDiamond,then?”

“Iwill,sir,ononecondition——thatifeveryouwanttopartwithhimorme,yougivemetheoptionofbuyinghim。Icouldnotpartwithhim,sir。Astowhocallshimhis,that’snothing;

for,asDiamondsays,it’sonlylovingathingthatcanmakeityours——

andIdoloveoldDiamond,sir,dearly。”

“Well,there’sachequefortwentypounds,whichIwrotetoofferyouforhim,incaseIshouldfindyouhaddonethehandsomethingbyRuby。Willthatbeenough?”

“It’stoomuch,sir。Hisbodyain’tworthit——shoesandall。

It’sonlyhisheart,sir——that’sworthmillions——buthisheart’llbemineallthesame——soit’stoomuch,sir。”

“Idon’tthinkso。Itwon’tbe,atleast,bythetimewe’vegothimfedupagain。Youtakeitandwelcome。Justgoonwithyourcabbingforanothermonth,onlytakeitoutofRubyandletDiamondrest;

andbythattimeIshallbereadyforyoutogodownintothecountry。”

“Thankyou,sir。thankyou。Diamondsetyoudownforafriend,sir,themomenthesawyou。Idobelievethatchildofmineknowsmorethanotherpeople。”

“Ithinkso,too。”saidMr。Raymondashewalkedaway。

HehadmeanttotestJosephwhenhemadethebargainaboutRuby,buthadnointentionofsogreatlyprolongingthetrial。HehadbeentakenillinSwitzerland,andhadbeenquiteunabletoreturnsooner。

Hewentawaynowhighlygratifiedatfindingthathehadstoodthetest,andwasatrueman。

Josephrushedintohiswifewhohadbeenstandingatthewindowanxiouslywaitingtheresultofthelongcolloquy。Whensheheardthatthehorsesweretogotogetherindoubleharness,sheburstforthintoanimmoderatefitoflaughter。Diamondcameupwiththebabyinhisarmsandmadebiganxiouseyesather,saying——

“Whatisthematterwithyou,motherdear?Docryalittle。

Itwilldoyougood。Whenfathertakeseversosmalladropofspirits,heputswatertoit。”

“Yousillydarling!“saidhismother;“howcouldIbutlaughatthenotionofthatgreatfatRubygoingsidebysidewithourpooroldDiamond?”

“Butwhynot,mother?Withamonth’soats,andnothingtodo,Diamond’llbenearerRuby’ssizethanyouwillfather’s。Ithinkit’sverygoodfordifferentsortstogotogether。NowRubywillhaveachanceofteachingDiamondbettermanners。”

“Howdareyousaysuchathing,Diamond?”saidhisfather,angrily。

“Tocomparethetwoformanners,there’snocomparisonpossible。

OurDiamond’sagentleman。”

“Idon’tmeantosayheisn’t,father;forIdaresaysomegentlemenjudgetheirneighboursunjustly。That’sallImean。

Diamondshouldn’thavethoughtsuchbadthingsofRuby。Hedidn’ttrytomakethebestofhim。”

“Howdoyouknowthat,pray?”

“Iheardthemtalkingaboutitonenight。”

“Who?”

“WhyDiamondandRuby。Ruby’sanangel。”

Josephstaredandsaidnomore。Forallhisnewgladness,hewasverygloomyashere-harnessedtheangel,forhethoughthisdarlingDiamondwasgoingoutofhismind。

Hecouldnothelpthinkingratherdifferently,however,whenhefoundthechangethathadcomeoverRuby。Consideringhisfat,heexertedhimselfamazingly,andgotoverthegroundwithincrediblespeed。

Sowilling,evenanxious,washetogonow,thatJosephhadtoholdhimquitetight。

Thenashelaughedathisownfancies,anewfearcameuponhimlestthehorseshouldbreakhiswind,andMr。Raymondhavegoodcausetothinkhehadnotbeenusinghimwell。Hemightevensupposethathehadtakenadvantageofhisnewinstructions,toletoutuponthehorsesomeofhispent-updislike;whereasintruth,ithadsoutterlyvanishedthathefeltasifRuby,too,hadbeenhisfriendallthetime。

CHAPTERXXXIV

INTHECOUNTRY

BEFOREtheendofthemonth,Rubyhadgotrespectablythin,andDiamondrespectablystout。Theyreallybegantolookfitfordoubleharness。

Josephandhiswifegottheiraffairsinorder,andeverythingreadyformigratingattheshortestnotice;andtheyfeltsopeacefulandhappythattheyjudgedallthetroubletheyhadgonethroughwellworthenduring。AsforNanny,shehadbeensohappyeversincesheleftthehospital,thatsheexpectednothingbetter,andsawnothingattractiveinthenotionofthecountry。

Atthesametime,shehadnottheleastideaofwhatthewordcountrymeant,forshehadneverseenanythingaboutherbutstreetsandgas-lamps。Besides,shewasmoreattachedtoJimthantoDiamond:

Jimwasareasonablebeing,Diamondinhereyesatbestonlyanamiable,over-grownbaby,whomnoamountofexpostulationwouldeverbringtotalksense,nottosaythinkit。Nowthatshecouldmanagethebabyaswellashe,shejudgedherselfaltogetherhissuperior。

Towardshisfatherandmother,shewasalltheycouldwish。

DiamondhadtakenagreatdealofpainsandtroubletofindJim,andhadatlastsucceededthroughthehelpofthetallpoliceman,whowasgladtorenewhisacquaintancewiththestrangechild。

Jimhadmovedhisquarters,andhadnotheardofNanny’sillnesstillsometimeaftershewastakentothehospital,wherehewastooshytogoandinquireabouther。ButwhenatlengthshewenttolivewithDiamond’sfamily,Jimwaswillingenoughtogoandseeher。

Itwasafteroneofhisvisits,duringwhichtheyhadbeentalkingofhernewprospects,thatNannyexpressedtoDiamondheropinionofthecountry。

“Thereain’tnothinginitbutthesunandmoon,Diamond。”

“There’streesandflowers。”saidDiamond。

“Well,theyain’tnocount。”returnedNanny。

“Ain’tthey?They’resobeautiful,theymakeyouhappytolookatthem。”

“That’sbecauseyou’resuchasilly。”

Diamondsmiledwithafar-awaylook,asifheweregazingthroughcloudsofgreenleavesandthevisioncontentedhim。

ButhewasthinkingwithhimselfwhatmorehecoulddoforNanny;

andthatsameeveninghewenttofindMr。Raymond,forhehadheardthathehadreturnedtotown。

“Ah!howdoyoudo,Diamond?”saidMr。Raymond;“Iamgladtoseeyou。”

Andhewasindeed,forhehadgrownveryfondofhim。HisopinionofhimwasverydifferentfromNanny’s。

“Whatdoyouwantnow,mychild?”heasked。

“I’malwayswantingsomething,sir。”answeredDiamond。

“Well,that’squiteright,solongaswhatyouwantisright。

Everybodyisalwayswantingsomething;onlywedon’tmentionitintherightplaceoftenenough。Whatisitnow?”

“There’safriendofNanny’s,alameboy,calledJim。”

“I’veheardofhim。”saidMr。Raymond。“Well?”

“Nannydoesn’tcaremuchaboutgoingtothecountry,sir。”

“Well,whathasthattodowithJim?”

“Youcouldn’tfindacornerforJimtoworkin——couldyou,sir?”

“Idon’tknowthatIcouldn’t。Thatis,ifyoucanshowgoodreasonforit。”

“He’sagoodboy,sir。”

“Well,somuchthebetterforhim。”

“Iknowhecanshineboots,sir。”

“Somuchthebetterforus。”

“Youwantyourbootsshinedinthecountry——don’tyou,sir?”

“Yes,tobesure。”

“Itwouldn’tbenicetowalkovertheflowerswithdirtyboots——

wouldit,sir?”

“No,indeed。”

“Theywouldn’tlikeit——wouldthey?”

“No,theywouldn’t。”

“ThenNannywouldbebetterpleasedtogo,sir。”

“Iftheflowersdidn’tlikedirtybootstowalkoverthem,Nannywouldn’tmindgoingtothecountry?Isthatit?Idon’tquiteseeit。”

“No,sir;Ididn’tmeanthat。Imeant,ifyouwouldtakeJimwithyoutocleanyourboots,anddooddjobs,youknow,sir,thenNannywouldlikeitbetter。She’ssofondofJim!“

“Nowyoucometothepoint,Diamond。Iseewhatyoumean,exactly。

Iwillturnitoverinmymind。CouldyoubringJimtoseeme?”

“I’lltry,sir。Buttheydon’tmindmemuch。TheythinkI’msilly。”

addedDiamond,withoneofhissweetestsmiles。

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