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第8章

Thiscavernwepursuedfortwentyminutesormore;itbeing,sofarasIcouldformajudgment——owingtoitsnumeroustwistsandturnsnoeasytask——aboutaquarterofamilelong。

Atlast,however,wehaltedatitsfartherend,andwhileIwasstilltryingtopiercethegloomagreatgustofaircametearingdownit,andextinguishedboththelamps。

Ayeshacalledtous,andwecreptuptoher,forshewasalittleinfront,andwererewardedwithaviewthatwaspositivelyappallinginitsgloomandgrandeur。Beforeuswasamightychasmintheblackrock,jaggedandtornandsplinteredthroughitinafar-pastagebysomeawfulconvulsionofnature,asthoughithadbeencleftbystrokeuponstrokeofthelightning。Thischasm,whichwasboundedbyaprecipiceonthehither,andpresumably,thoughwecouldnotseeit,onthefarthersidealso,mayhavemeasuredanywidthacross,butfromitsdarknessIdonotthinkthatitcanhavebeenverybroad。Itwasimpossibletomakeoutmuchofitsoutline,orhowfaritran,forthesimplereasonthatthepointwherewewerestandingwassofarfromtheuppersurfaceofthecliff,atleastfifteenhundredortwothousandfeet,thatonlyaverydimlightstruggleddowntousfromabove。Themouthofthecavernthatwehadbeenfollowinggaveontoamostcuriousandtremendousspurofrock,whichjuttedoutinmid-airintothegulfbeforeusforadistanceofsomefiftyyards,comingtoasharppointatitstermination,andresemblingnothingthatIcanthinkofsomuchasthespuruponthelegofacockinshape。Thishugespurwasattachedonlytotheparentprecipiceatitsbase,whichwas,ofcourse,enormous,justasthecock’sspurisattachedtoitsleg。Otherwiseitwasutterlyunsupported。

“Herewemustpass,“saidAyesha。“Becarefullestgiddinessovercomeyou,orthewindsweepyouintothegulfbeneath,forofatruthithathnobottom;“and,withoutgivingusanyfurthertimetogetscared,shestartedwalkingalongthespur,leavingustofollowherasbestwemight。Iwasnexttoher,thencameJob,painfullydragginghisplank,whileLeobroughtuptherear。Itwasawonderfulsighttoseethisintrepidwomanglidingfearlesslyalongthatdreadfulplace。Formypart,whenIhadgonebutaveryfewyards,whatbetweenthepressureoftheairandtheawfulsenseoftheconsequencesthataslipwouldentail,Ifounditnecessarytogodownonmyhandsandkneesandcrawl,andsodidtheothertwo。

ButAyeshanevercondescendedtothis。Onshewent,leaningherbodyagainstthegustsofwind,andneverseemingtoloseherheadorherbalance。

Inafewminuteswehadcrossedsometwentypacesofthisawfulbridge,whichgotnarrowerateverystep,andthenallofasuddenagreatgustcametearingalongthegorge。IsawAyeshaleanherselfagainstit,butthestrongdraughtgotunderherdarkcloak,andtoreitfromher,andawayitwentdownthewindflappinglikeawoundedbird。Itwasdreadfultoseeitgotillitwaslostintheblackness。Iclungtothesaddleofrockandlookedround,whilethegreatspurvibratedwithahummingsoundbeneathus,likealivingthing。Thesightwasatrulyawesomeone。Therewewerepoisedinthegloombetweenearthandheaven。

Beneathuswerehundredsuponhundredsoffeetofemptinessthatgraduallygrewdarker,tillatlastitwasabsolutelyblack,andatwhatdepthitendedismorethanIcanguess。Abovewerespaceuponspaceofgiddyair,andfar,farawayalineofbluesky。Anddownthisvastgulfuponwhichwewerepinnacledthegreatdraughtdashedandroared,drivingcloudsandmistywreathsofvaporbeforeit,tillwewerenearlyblindedandutterlyconfused。

ThewholepositionwassotremendousandsoabsolutelyunearthlythatIbelieveitactuallylulledoursenseofterror,buttothishourIoftenseeitinmydreams,andwakeupcoveredwithcoldperspirationatitsmerefantasy。

“On!on!”criedthewhiteformbeforeus,fornowthecloakhadgone_i_She_i_wasrobedinwhite,andlookedmorelikeaspiritridingdownthegalethanawoman;“On,oryewillfallandbedashedtopieces。

Keepyoureyesfixedupontheground,andcloselyhugtherock。”

Weobeyedher,andcreptpainfullyalongthequiveringpath,againstwhichthewindshriekedandwailedasitshookit,causingittomurmurlikeavasttuning-

fork。Onwewent,Idonotknowforhowlong,onlygazingroundnowandagain,whenitwasabsolutelynecessary,untilatlastwesawthatwewereontheverytipofthespur,aslabofrocklittlelargerthananordinarytable,andthatthrobbedandjumpedlikeanyover-enginedsteamer。Therewelayonourstomachs,clingingtotheground,andlookedaboutus,whileAyeshastoodleaningoutagainstthewind,downwhichherlonghairstreamed,and,absolutelyheedlessofthehideousdepththatyawnedbeneath,pointedbeforeher。Thenwesawwhythenarrowplank,whichJobandIhadpainfullydraggedalongbetweenus,hadbeenprovided。Beforeuswasanemptyspace,ontheothersideofwhichwassomething,asyetwecouldnotseewhat,forhereeitherowingtotheshadowoftheoppositecliff,orfromsomeothercause-thegloomwasthatofnight。

“Wemustwaitawhile,“calledAyesha;“soontherewillbelight。”

AtthemomentIcouldnotimaginewhatshemeant。Howcouldmorelightthantherewasevercometothisdreadfulspot?WhileIwasstilldebatinginmymind,suddenly,likeagreatswordofflame,abeamfromthesettingsunpiercedtheStygiangloom,andsmoteuponthepointofrockwhereonwelayilluminingAyesha’slovelyformwithanunearthlysplendor。IonlywishthatIcoulddescribethewildandmarvellousbeautyofthatswordoffire,laidacrossthedarknessandrushingmist-wreathsofthegulf。HowitgotthereI

donottothismomentknow,butIpresumethattherewassomecleftorholeintheopposingcliff,throughwhichit。piercedwhenthesettingorbwasinadirectlinetherewith。AllIsayis,thattheeffectwasthemostwonderfulthatIeversaw。Rightthroughtheheartofthedarknessthatflamingswordwasstabbed,andwhereitlaytherewasthemostsurpassinglyvividlight,sovividthatevenatadistanceonecouldseethegrainoftherock,while,outsideofit——yes,withinafewinchesofitskeenedge——wasnaughtbutclusteringshadows。

Andnow,bythisrayoflight,forwhich_i_She_i_

hadbeenwaiting,andtimedourarrivaltomeet,knowingthatatthisseasonforthousandsofyearsithadalwaysstruckthusatsunset,wesawwhatwasbeforeus。Withinelevenortwelvefeetoftheverytipofthetongue-likerockwhereonwestoodtherearose,presumablyfromthefarbottomofthegulf,asugarloaf-shapedcone,ofwhichthesummitwasexactlyoppositetous。Buthadtherebeenasummitonlyitwouldnothavehelpedusmuch,forthenearestpointofitscircumferencewassomefortyfeetfromwherewewere。Onthelipofthissummit,however,whichwascircularandhollow,restedatremendousflatstone,somethinglikeaglacierstone——perhapsitwasone,forallIknowtothecontrary——andtheendofthisstoneapproachedtowithintwelvefeetorsoofus。Thishugeboulderwasnothingmoreorlessthanagiganticrocking-stone,accuratelybalancedupontheedgeoftheconeorminiaturecrater,likeahalfcrownontherimofawineglass;for,inthefiercelightthatplayeduponitandus,wecouldseeitoscillatinginthegustsofwind。

“Quick!”saidAyesha;“theplank——wemustcrosswhilethelightendures;presentlyitwillbegone。”

“Oh,Lord,sir!”groanedJob,“surelyshedon’tmeanustowalkacrossthatthereplaceonthattherething,“asinobediencetomydirectionhepushedthelongboardtowardsme。

“That’sit,Job,“Ihalloaed,inghastlymerriment,thoughtheideaofwalkingtheplankwasnopleasantertomethantohim。

IpushedtheboardontoAyesha,whodeftlyranitacrossthegulfsothatoneendofitrestedontherocking-stone,theotherremainingontheextremityofthetremblingspur。Then,placingherfootuponittopreventitfrombeingblownaway,sheturnedtome。

“SincelastIwashere,OHolly,“shecalled,“thesupportofthemovingstonehathlessenedsomewhat,sothatIamnotsureifitwillbearourweightandfallornot。ThereforewillIcrossfirst,becausenoharmwillcomeuntome,“and,withoutfurtherado,shetrodlightlybutfirmlyacrossthefrailbridge,andinanothersecondwasstandingsafeupontheheavingstone。

“Itissafe,“shecalled。“See,holdthoutheplank!I

willstandonthefarthersideofthestonesothatitmaynotoverbalancewithyourgreaterweights。Nowcome,OHolly,forpresentlythelightwillfailus。”

Istruggledtomyknees,andifeverIfeltsickinmylifeIfeltsickthen,andIamnotashamedtosaythatIhesitatedandhungback。

“Surelythouartnotafraid,“calledthisstrangecreatureinalullofthegale,fromwhereshestood,poisedlikeabirdonthehighestpointoftherockingstone。“MakethenwayforKallikrates。”

Thissettledme;itisbettertofalldownaprecipiceanddiethantobelaughedatbysuchawoman;soI

clinchedmyteeth,andinanotherinstantIwasonthathorrible,narrow,bendingplank,withbottomlessspacebeneathandaroundme。Ihavealwayshatedagreatheight,butneverbeforedidIrealizethefullhorrorsofwhichsuchapositioniscapable。Oh,thesickeningsensationofthatyieldingboardrestingonthetwomovingsupports。Igrewdizzy,andthoughtthatImustfall;myspinecrept;itseemedtomethatIwasfalling,andmydelightatfindingmyselfsprawlinguponthatstone,whichroseandfellbeneathmelikeaboatinaswell,cannotbeexpressedinwords。AllIknowisthatbriefly,butearnestlyenough,IthankedProvidenceforpreservingmesofar。

ThencameLeo’sturn,and,thoughhelookedratherqueer,hecameacrosslikearope-dancer。Ayeshastretchedoutherhandtoclasphisown,andIheardhersay,“Bravelydone,mylove——bravelydone!TheoldGreekspiritlivesintheeyet!”

AndnowonlypoorJobremainedonthefarthersideofthegulf。Hecreptuptotheplank,andyelledout,“I

can’tdoit,sir。Ishallfallintothatbeastlyplace。”

“Youmust,“Iremembersayingwithinappropriatefacetiousness——“youmust,Job,it’saseasyascatchingflies。”IsupposethatIsaidittosatisfymyconscience,becausealthoughtheexpressionconveysawonderfulideaoffacility,asamatteroffactI

knownomoredifficultoperationinthewholeworldthancatchingflies——thatis,inwarmweather,unless,indeed,itiscatchingmosquitoes。

“Ican’t,sir——Ican’t,indeed。

“Letthemancome,orlethimstopandperishthere。

See,thelightisdying!Inamomentitwillbegone!”

saidAyesha。

Ilooked。_i_She_i_wasright。Thesunwaspassingbelowtheleveloftheholeorcleftintheprecipicethroughwhichtherayreachedus。

“Ifyoustopthere,Job,youwilldiealone,“I

called;“thelightisgoing。”

“Come,beaman,Job,“roaredLeo;“it’squiteeasy。”

Thusadjured,themiserableJob,withamostawfulyell,precipitatedhimselffacedownwardsontheplank——hedidnotdare,smallblametohim,totrytowalkit,andcommencedtodrawhimselfacrossinlittlejerks,hispoorlegshangingdownoneithersideintothenothingnessbeneath。

Hisviolentjerksatthefrailboardmadethegreatstone,whichwasonlybalancedonafewinchesofrock,oscillateinamostsickeningmanner,and,tomakemattersworse,whenhewashalf-wayacrosstheflyingrayofluridlightsuddenlywentout,justasthoughalamphadbeenextinguishedinacurtainedroom,leavingthewholehowlingwildernessofairblackwithdarkness。

“Comeon,Job,forGod’ssake!”Ishouted,inanagonyoffear,whilethestone,gatheringmotionwitheveryswing,rockedsoviolentlythatitwasdifficulttohangontoit。Itwasatrulyawfulposition。

“Lordhavemercyonme!”criedpoorJobfromthedarkness。“Oh,theplank’sslipping!”andIheardaviolentstruggle,andthoughtthathewasgone。

Butatthatmomenthisoutstretchedhand,claspinginagonyattheair,metmyown,andIhauled——ah,howI

didhaul,puttingoutallthestrengththatithaspleasedProvidencetogivemeinsuchabundance——and,tomyjoy,inanotherminuteJobwasgaspingontherockbesideme。Buttheplank!Ifeltitslip,andhearditknockagainstaprojectingknobofrock,anditwasgone。

“Greatheavens!”Iexclaimed。“Howarewegoingtogetback?”

“Idon’t。know,“answeredLeo,outofthegloom。

“’Sufficienttothedayistheevilthereof’。Iamthankfulenoughtobehere。”

ButAyeshamerelycalledtometotakeherhandandcreepafterher。

CHAPTERXXV——

THESPIRITOFLIFE

IDIDasIwasbid,andinfearandtremblingfeltmyselfguidedovertheedgeofthestone。Isprawledmylegsout,butcouldtouchnothing。

“Iamgoingtofall!”Igasped。

“Nay,letthyselfgo,andtrusttome,“answeredAyesha。

Now,ifthepositionisconsidered,itwillbeeasilyunderstoodthatthiswasagreaterdemanduponmyconfidencethanwasjustifiedbymyknowledgeofAyesha’scharacter。ForallIknewshemightbeintheveryactofconsigningmetoahorribledoom。Butinlifewesometimeshavetolayourfaithuponstrangealtars,andsoitwasnow。

“Letthyselfgot“shecried,and,havingnochoice,I

did。

Ifeltmyselfslideapaceortwodowntheslopingsurfaceoftherock,andthenpassintotheair,andthethoughtflashedthroughmybrainthatIwaslost。

Butno!Inanotherinstantmyfeetstruckagainstarockyfloor,andIfeltthatIwasstandingonsomethingsolid,andoutofreachofthewind,whichI

couldhearsingingawayoverhead。AsIstoodtherethankingHeavenforthesesmallmercies,therewasaslipandascuffle,anddowncameLeoalongsideofme。

“Hullo,oldfellow!”hecalledout,“areyouthere?

Thisisgettinginteresting,isitnot?”

Justthen,withaterrificyell,Jobarrivedrightonthetopofus,knockingusbothdown。BythetimethatwehadstruggledtoourfeetagainAyeshawasstandingamongus,andbiddinguslightthelamps,whichfortunatelyremaineduninjured,asalsodidthesparejarofoil。

IgotoutmyboxofBryantandMay’swaxmatches,andtheystruckasmerrilythere,inthatawfulplace,astheycouldhavedoneinaLondondrawing-room。

Inacoupleofminutesboththelampswerealight;andacuriousscenetheyrevealed。Wewerehuddledtogetherinarockychamber,sometenfeetsquare,andscaredenoughwelooked;thatis,exceptAyesha,whowasstandingcalmlywithherarmsfolded,andwaitingforthelampstoburnup。Thechamberappearedtobepartlynatural,andpartlyhollowedoutofthetopofthecone。Theroofofthenaturalpartwasformedoftheswingingstone,andthatofthebackpartofthechamber,whichslopeddownward,washewnfromtheliverock。Fortherest,theplacewaswarmanddry——aperfecthavenofrestcomparedtothegiddypinnacleabove,andthequiveringspurthatshotouttomeetitinmid-air。

“So!”said_i_She_i_,“safelyhavewecome,thoughonceIfearedthattherockingstonewouldfallwithyou,andprecipitateyouintothebottomlessdepthsbeneath,forIdobelievethatthecleftgoethdowntotheverywomboftheworld。Therockwhereonthestonerestethhathcrumbledbeneaththeswingingweight。Andnowthathe,“noddingtowardsJob,whowassittingonthefloor,feeblywipinghisforeheadwitharedcottonpocket-handkerchief,“whomtheyrightlycallthe’Pig’forasapigishestupid,hathletfalltheplank,itwillnotbeeasytoreturnacrossthegulf,andtothatendmustImakeaplan。Butnowrestawhile,andlookuponthisplace。Whatthinkyethatitis?”

“Weknownot,“Ianswered。

“Wouldstthoubelieve,OHolly,thatonceamandidchoosethisairynestforadailyhabitation,anddidhereendureformanyyears;leavingitonlybutonedayineverytwelvetoseekfoodandwaterandoilthatthepeoplebrought,morethanhecouldcarry,andlaidasanofferinginthemouthofthetunnelthroughwhichwepassedhither?”

Welookedupwonderingly。andshecontinued——

“Yetsoitwas。Therewasaman——Noot,henamedhimself——who,thoughhelivedinthelatterdays,hadofthewisdomofthesonsofKo^r。Ahermitwashe,andaphilosopher,andskilledinthesecretsofNature,andheitwaswhodiscoveredtheFirethatI

shallshowyou,whichisNature’sbloodandlife,andalsothathewhobathedtherein,andbreathedthereof,shouldlivewhileNaturelives。Butlikeuntothee,O

Holly,thisman,Noot,wouldnotturnhisknowledgetoaccount。’Ill,’hesaid,’wasitformantolive,formanwasborntodie。’Thereforedidhetellhissecrettonone,andthereforedidhecomeandlivehere,wheretheseekerafterLifemustpass,andwasreveredoftheAmahaggerofthedayasholy,andahermit。AndwhenfirstIcametothiscountry——knowestthouhowI

came,Kallikrates?AnothertimewillItellthee,itisastrangetale——Iheardofthisphilosopher,andwaitedforhimwhenhecametofetchhisfood,andreturnedwithhimhither,thoughgreatlydidIfeartotreadthegulf。ThendidIbeguilehimwithmybeautyandmywit,andflatterhimwithmytongue,sothatheledmedownandshowedmetheFire,andtoldmethesecretsoftheFire,buthewouldnotsuffermetosteptherein,and,fearinglestheshouldslayme,I

refrained,knowingthatthemanwasveryold,andsoonwoulddie。AndIreturned,havinglearnedfromhimallthatheknewofthewonderfulSpiritoftheWorld,andthatwasmuch,themanwaswiseandveryancient,andbypurityandabstinence,andthecontemplationsofhisinnocentmind,hadwornthintheveilbetweenthatwhichweseeandthegreatinvisibletruths,thewhisperofwhosewingsattimeswehearastheysweepthroughthegrossairoftheworld。Then——itwasbutaveryfewdaysafter,Imetthee,myKallikrates,whohadstwanderedhitherwiththebeautifulEgyptianAmenartas,andIlearnedtoloveforthefirstandlasttime,onceandforever,sothatitenteredintomymindtocomehitherwiththee,andreceivethegiftofLifefortheeandme。Thereforecamewe,withthatEgyptianwhowouldnotbeleftbehind,and,behold,wefoundtheoldmanNootlyingbutnewlydead。Therehelay,andhiswhitebeardcoveredhimlikeagarment,“

andshepointedtoaspotnearwhereIwassitting;

“butsurelyhehathlongsincecrumbledintodust,andthewindhathbornehisasheshence。”

HereIputoutmyhandandfeltinthedust,andpresentlymyfingerstouchedsomething。Itwasahumantooth,veryyellow,butsound。IhelditupandshowedittoAyesha,wholaughed。

“Yes,“shesaid,“itishiswithoutadoubt。BeholdwhatremainethofNootandthewisdomofNoot——onelittletooth!Andyetthatmanhadalllifeathiscommand,andforhisconsciencesakewouldhavenoneofit。Well,helaytherenewlydead,andwedescendedwhitherIshallleadyou,andthen,gatheringupallmycourage,andcourtingdeaththatImightperchancewinsogloriousacrownoflife,Isteppedintotheflames,andbehold!lifesuchasyecanneverknowuntilyefeelitalso,flowedintome,andIcameforthundying,andlovelybeyondimagining。ThendidI

stretchoutminearmstothee,Kallikrates,andbidtheetakethineimmortalbride,andbehold,asI

spoke,thou,blindedbymybeauty,didstturnfrommeandthrowthinearmsabouttheneckofAmenartas。Andthenagreatfuryfilledme,andmadememad,andI

seizedthejavelinthatthoudidstbear,andstabbedthee,sothatthere,atmyveryfeet,inthePlaceofLife,thoudidstgroanandgodownintodeath。IknewnotthenthatIhadstrengthtoslaywithmineeyesandbythepowerofmywill,thereforeinmymadnessslewIwiththejavelin。

“Andwhenthouwastdead,ah!Iwept,becauseIwasundyingandthouwastdead。IweptthereinthePlaceofLife,sothathadIbeenmortalanymoremyhearthadsurelybroken。Andshe,theswartEgyptian——shecursedmebyhergods。ByOsirisdidshecurseme,andbyIsis,byNephthysandbyHekt,bySekhet,thelion-

headed,andbySet,callingdownevilonme,evilandeverlastingdesolation。Ah!Icanseeherdarkfacenowloweringo’ermelikeastorm,butshecouldnothurtme,andI——IknownotifIcouldhurther。Ididnottry;itwasnaughttomethen;sotogetherweboretheehence。AndafterwardsIsenther——theEgyptian——

awaythroughtheswamps,anditseemsthatshelivedtobearasonandtowritethetalethatshouldleadthee,herhusband,backtome,herrivalandthymurderess。

“Suchisthetale,mylove,andnowisthehourathandthatshallsetacrownuponit。Likeallthingsontheearth,itiscompoundedofevilandgood——moreofevilthanofgood,perchance;andwritinlettersofblood。Itisthetruth;naughthaveIhiddenfromthee,Kallikrates。Andnowonethingbeforethefinalmomentofthytrial。WegodownintothepresenceofDeath,forLifeandDeathareveryneartogether,and——

whoknoweth?——thatmighthappenwhichshouldseparateusforanotherspaceofwaiting。Iambutawoman,andnoprophetess,andIcannotreadthefuture。ButthisIknow——forIlearneditfromthelipsofthewisemanNoot——thatmylifeisbutprolongedandmademorebright。Icannotliveforaye。Therefore,beforewego,tellme,OKallikrates,that,ofatruththoudostforgiveme,anddostlovemefromthyheart。See,Kallikrates:muchevilhaveIdone——perchanceitwasevilbuttwonightsgonetostrikethatgirlwholovedtheecoldindeath——butshedisobeyedmeandangeredme,prophesyingmisfortunetome,andIsmote。Becarefulwhenpowercomestotheealso,lestthoutooshouldstsmiteinthineangerorthyjealousy,forunconquerablestrengthisasoreweaponinthehandsoferringman。Yea,Ihavesinned——outofthebitternessbornofagreatlovehaveIsinned——butyetdoIknowthegoodfromtheevil,norismyheartaltogetherhardened。Thylove,OKallikrates,shallbethegateofmyredemption,evenasaforetimemypassionwasthepathdownwhichIrantoevil。Fordeeploveunsatisfiedisthehellofnobleheartsandaportionfortheaccursed,butlovethatismirroredbackmoreperfectfromthesoulofourdesireddothfashionwingstoliftusaboveourselves,andmakeuswhatwemightbe。Therefore,Kallikrates,takemebythehand,andliftmyveilwithnomorefearthanthoughIweresomepeasantgirl,andnotthewisestandmostbeauteouswomaninthiswideworld,andlookmeintheeyes,andtellmethatthoudostforgivemewithallthineheart,andthatwithallthineheartthoudostworshipme。”

_i_She_i_paused,andthestrangetendernessinhervoiceseemedtohoverrounduslikeamemory。Iknowthatthesoundofitmovedmemoreeventhanherwords,itwassoveryhuman——soverywomanly。Leo,too,wasstrangelytouched。Hithertohehadbeenfascinatedagainsthisbetterjudgment,somethingasabirdisfascinatedbyasnake,butnowIthinkthatallthispassedaway,andherealizedthathereallylovedthisstrangeandgloriouscreature,as,alas!I

lovedheralso。Atanyrate,Isawhiseyesfillwithtears,andhesteppedswiftlytoherandundidthegauzyveil,andthentookherbythehand,and,gazingintoherdeepeyes,saidaloud,“Ayesha,Ilovetheewithallmyheart,andsofarasforgivenessispossibleIforgivetheethedeathofUstane。Fortherest,itisbetweentheeandthyMaker;Iknownaughtofit。IonlyknowthatIlovetheeasIneverlovedbefore,andthatIwillcleavetotheetotheend。”

“Now,“answeredAyesha,withproudhumility——“nowwhenmylorddothspeakthusroyallyandgivewithsofreeahand,itcannotbecomemetolagbehindinwords,andbebeggaredofmygenerosity。Behold!”andshetookhishandandplacedituponhershapelyhead,andthenbentherselfslowlydowntillonekneeforaninstanttouchedtheground——“Behold!intokenofsubmissiondoIbowmetomylord!Behold!”andshekissedhimonthelips,“intokenofmywifelylovedoIkissmylord。Behold!”andshelaidherhanduponhisheart,“bythesinIsinned,bymylonelycenturiesofwaitingwherewithitwaswipedout,bythegreatlovewherewithIlove,andbytheSpirit——

theEternalThingthatdothbegetalllife,fromwhomitebbs,towhomitdothreturnagain——Iswear:

“Iswear,eveninthisfirstmostholyhourofcompletedwomanhood,thatIwillabandonEvilandcherishGood。IswearthatIwillbeeverguidedbythyvoiceinthestraightestpathofDuty。IswearthatIwilleschewAmbition,andthroughallmylengthofendlessdayssetWisdomovermeasaguidingstartoleadmeuntoTruthandaknowledgeoftheRight。I

swearalsothatIwillhonorandwillcherishthee,Kallikrates,whohastbeensweptbythewaveoftimebackintomyarms,ay,tilltheveryend,comeitsoonorlate。Iswear——nay,Iwillswearnomore,forwhatarewords?YetshaltthoulearnthatAyeshahathnofalsetongue。

“SoIhavesworn,andthou,myHolly,artwitnesstomyoath。Here,too,arewewed,myhusband,withthegloomforbridalcanopy——wedtilltheendofallthings;heredowewriteourmarriagevowsupontherushingwindswhichshallbearthemuptoheaven,androundandcontinuallyroundthisrollingworld。

“AndforabridalgiftIcrowntheewithmybeauty’sstarrycrown,andenduringlife,andwisdomwithoutmeasure,andwealththatnonecancount。Behold!thegreatonesoftheearthshallcreepaboutthyfeet,andtheirfairwomenshallcoveruptheireyesbecauseoftheshininggloryofthycountenance,andtheirwiseonesshallbeabasedbeforethee。Thoushaltreadtheheartsofmenasanopenwriting,andhitherandthithershaltthouleadthemasthypleasurelisteth。

LikethatoldSphinxofEgyptshaltthousitaloftfromagetoage,andevershalltheycrytotheetosolvetheriddleofthygreatnessthatdothnotpassaway,andevershaltthoumockthemwiththysilence!

“Behold!oncemoreIkissthee,andbythatkissI

givetotheedominionoverseaandearth,overthepeasantinhishovel,overthemonarchinhispalacehalls,andcitiescrownedwithtowers,andthosewhobreathetherein。Whate’erthesunshakesouthisspears,andthelonesomewatersmirrorupthemoon,whate’erstormsroll,andheaven’spaintedbowsarchinthesky——fromthepureNorthcladinsnows,acrossthemiddlespacesoftheworld,towheretheamorousSouth,lyinglikeabrideuponherbluecouchofseas,breathesinsighsmadesweetwiththeodorofmyrtles——

thereshallthypowerpassandthydominionfindahome。Norsickness,noricy-fingeredfear,norsorrow,andpalewasteofformandmindhoveringevero’erhumanity,shallsomuchasshadowtheewiththeshadowoftheirwings。Asagodshaltthoube,holdinggoodandevilinthehollowofthyhand,andI,evenI,I

humblemyselfbeforethee。SuchisthepowerofLove,andsuchisthebridalgiftIgiveuntothee,Kallikrates,belovedofRa,myLordandLordofAll。

“Andnowitisdone,and,comestorm,comeshine,comegood,comeevil,comelife,comedeath,itnever,nevercanbeundone。For,ofatruth,thatwhichis,is,andbeingdone,isdoneforaye,andcannotbealtered。Ihavesaid——Letushence,thatallthingsmaybeaccomplishedintheirorder;“and,takingoneofthelamps,sheadvancedtowardstheendofthechamberthatwasroofedinbytheswayingstone,whereshehalted。

Wefollowedher,andperceivedthatinthewalloftheconetherewasastair,or,tobemoreaccurate,thatsomeprojectingknobsofrockhadbeensoshapedastoformagoodimitationofastair。DownthisAyeshabegantoclimb,springingfromsteptostep,likeachamois,andafterherwefollowedwithlessgrace。

Whenwehaddescendedsomefifteenorsixteenstepswefoundthattheyendedinatremendousrockyslope,runningfirstoutwardandtheninward——liketheslopeofaninvertedcone,ortunnel。Theslopewasverysteep,andoftenprecipitous,butitwasnowhereimpassable,andbythelightofthelampswewentdownitwithnogreatdifficulty,thoughitwasgloomyworkenoughtravellingonthus,nooneofusknewwhither,intothedeadheartofavolcano。Aswewent,however,ItooktheprecautionofnotingourrouteaswellasI

could;andthiswasnotdifficult,owingtotheextraordinaryandmostfantasticshapeoftherocksthatwerestrewnabout,manyofwhich,inthatdimlight,lookedmorelikethegrimfacescarvenuponmediaevalgargoylesthanordinaryboulders。

Foralongperiodwetravelledonthus,halfanhourI

shouldsay,till,afterwehaddescendedformanyhundredsoffeet,Iperceivedthatwewerereachingthepointoftheinvertedcone。Inanotherminutewewerethere,andfoundthatattheveryapexofthefunnelwasapassage,solowandnarrowthatwehadtostoopaswecreptalongitinIndianfile。Aftersomefiftyyardsofthiscreeping,thepassagesuddenlywidenedintoacave,sohugethatwecouldseeneithertheroofnorthesides。Weonlyknewthatitwasacavebytheechoofourtreadandtheperfectquietoftheheavyair。Onwewentformanyminutesinabsoluteawedsilence,likelostsoulsinthedepthsofHades,Ayesha’swhiteandghostlikeformflittinginfrontofus,tilloncemorethecavernendedinapassagewhichopenedintoasecondcavernmuchsmallerthanthefirst。Indeed,wecouldclearlymakeoutthearchandstonybanksofthissecondcave,and,fromtheirrentandjaggedappearance,discoveredthat,likethefirstlongpassagedownwhichwehadpassedthroughthecliffbeforewereachedthequiveringspur,ithadtoallappearancebeentorninthebowelsoftherockbytheterrificforceofsomeexplosivegas。Atlengththiscaveendedinathirdpassage,throughwhichgleamedafaintglowoflight。

IheardAyeshagiveasighofreliefasthislightdawneduponus。

“Itiswell,“shesaid;“preparetoentertheverywomboftheEarth,whereinshedothconceivetheLifethatyeseebroughtforthinmanandbeast——ay,andineverytreeandflower。”

Swiftlyshespedalong,andafterherwestumbledasbestwemight,ourheartsfilledlikeacupwithmingleddreadandcuriosity。Whatwereweabouttosee?Wepasseddownthetunnel;strongerandstrongerthelightbeamed,reachingusingreatflashesliketheraysfromalighthouse,asonebyonetheyarethrownwideuponthedarknessofthewaters。Norwasthisall,forwiththeflashescameasoul-shakingsoundlikethatofthunderandofcrashingtrees。Nowwewerethroughit,and——oh,heavens!

Westoodinathirdcavern,somefiftyfeetinlengthbyperhapsasgreataheight,andthirtywide。Itwascarpetedwithfinewhitesand,anditswallshadbeenwornsmoothbytheactionofIknownotwhat。Thecavernwasnotdarkliketheothers,itwasfilledwithasoftglowofrose-coloredlight,morebeautifultolookonthananythingthatcanbeconceived。Butatfirstwesawnoflashes,andheardnomoreofthethunderoussound。Presently,however,aswestoodinamaze,gazingatthewonderfulsight,andwonderingwhencetherosyradianceflowed,adreadandbeautifulthinghappened。Acrossthefarendofthecavern,withagrindingandcrashingnoise——anoisesodreadfulandawe-inspiringthatwealltrembled,andJobactuallysanktohisknees——thereflamedoutanawfulcloudorpillaroffire,likearainbowmany-colored,andlikethelightningbright。Foraspace,perhapsfortyseconds,itflamedandroaredthus,turningslowlyroundandround,andthenbydegreestheterriblenoiseceased,andwiththefireitpassedaway——Iknownotwhere——leavingbehinditthesamerosyglowthatwehadfirstseen。

“Drawnear,drawnear!”criedAyesha,withavoiceofthrillingexultation。“BeholdtheveryFountainandHeartofLifeasitbeatsinthebosomofthegreatworld。Beholdthesubstancefromwhichallthingsdrawtheirenergy,thebrightSpiritoftheGlobe,withoutwhichitcannotlive,butmustgrowcoldanddeadasthedeadmoon。Drawnear,andwashyouinthelivingflames,andtaketheirvirtueintoyourpoorframesinallitsvirginstrength——notasitnowfeeblyglowswithinyourbosoms,filteredtheretothroughallthefinestrainersofathousandintermediatelives,butasitishereintheveryfountandseatofearthlyBeing。”

Wefollowedherthroughtherosyglowuptotheheadofthecave,tillatlastwestoodbeforethespotwherethegreatpulsebeatandthegreatflamepassed。

Andaswewentwebecamesensibleofawildandsplendidexhilaration,ofaglorioussenseofsuchafierceintensityofLifethatthemostbuoyantmomentsofourstrengthseemedflatandtameandfeeblebesideit。Itwasthemereeffluviumoftheflame,thesubtleetherthatitcastoffasitpassed,workingonus,andmakingusfeelstrongasgiantsandswiftaseagles。Wereachedtheheadofthecave,andgazedateachotherinthegloriousglow,andlaughedaloud——

evenJoblaughed,andhehadnotlaughedforaweek——

inthelightnessofourheartsandthedivineintoxicationofourbrains。IknowthatIfeltasthoughallthevariedgeniusofwhichthehumanintellectiscapablehaddescendeduponme。IcouldhavespokeninblankverseofShakespearianbeauty,allsortsofgreatideasflashedthroughmymind;itwasasthoughthebondsofmyfleshhadbeenloosened,andleftthespiritfreetosoartotheempyreanofitsnativepower。Thesensationsthatpouredinuponmeareindescribable。Iseemedtolivemorekeenly,toreachtoahigherjoy,andsipthegobletofasubtlerthoughtthaneverithadbeenmylottodobefore。I

wasanotherandmostglorifiedself,andalltheavenuesofthePossiblewereforaspacelaidopentothefootstepsoftheReal。Then,suddenly,whileI

rejoicedinthissplendidvigorofanew-foundself,fromfar,farawaytherecameadreadfulmutteringnoise,thatgrewandgrewtoacrashandaroar,whichcombinedinitselfallthatisterribleandyetsplendidinthepossibilitiesofsound。Neareritcame,andneareryet,tillitwascloseuponus,rollingdownlikeallthethunder-wheelsofheavenbehindthehorsesofthelightning。Onitcame,andwithitcamethegloriousblindingcloudofmany-

coloredlight,andstoodbeforeusforaspace,turning,asitseemedtous,slowlyroundandround,andthen,accompaniedbyitsattendantpompofsound,passedawayIknownotwhither。

Soastonishingwasthewondroussightthatoneandallofus,save_i_She_i_,whostoodupandstretchedherhandstowardsthefire,sankdownbeforeit,andhidourfacesinthesand。

Whenitwasgone,Ayeshaspoke。“Now,Kallikrates,“

shesaid,“themightymomentisathand。Whenthegreatflamecomesagainthoumuststandinit。Firstthrowasidethygarments,foritwillburnthem,thoughtheeitwillnothurt。Thoumuststandintheflamewhilethysenseswillendure,andwhenitembracestheesuckthefiredownintothyveryheart,andletitleapandplayaroundthyeverypart,sothatthoulosenomoietyofitsvirtue。Hearestthoume,Kallikrates?”

“Ihearthee,Ayesha,“answeredLeo,“but,ofatruth——

Iamnocoward——butIdoubtmeofthatragingflame。

HowknowIthatitwillnotutterlydestroyme,sothatIlosemyselfandlosetheealso?NeverthelesswillIdoit,“headded。

Ayeshathoughtforaminute,andthensaid,“Itisnotwonderfulthatthoushouldstdoubt。Tellme,Kallikrates,ifthouseestmestandintheflameandcomeforthunharmed,wiltthouenteralso?’

“Yes,“heanswered,“Iwillenter,evenifitslayme。

IhavesaidthatIwillenternow。”

“AndthatwillIalso,“Icried。

“What,myHolly!”shelaughedaloud;“methoughtthatthouwouldstnaughtoflengthofdays。Why,howisthis?”

“Nay,Iknownot,“Ianswered,“butthereisthatinmyheartthatcallethtometotasteoftheflame,andlive。”

“Itiswell,“shesaid。“Thouartnotaltogetherlostinfolly。Seenow;Iwillforthesecondtimebathemeinthislivingbath。FainwouldIaddtomybeautyandmylengthofdaysifthatbepossible。Ifitbenotpossible,attheleastitcannotharmme。

“Also,“shecontinued,afteramomentarypause,“isthereanotherandadeepercausewhyIwouldonceagaindipmeintheflame。WhenfirstItastedofitsvirtuefullwasmyheartofpassionandofhatredofthatEgyptianAmenartas,andtherefore,despitemystrivingstoberidthereof,havepassionandhatredbeenstampeduponmysoulfromthatsadhourtothis。

Butnowitisotherwise。Nowismymoodahappymood,andfilledamIwiththepurestpartofthought,andsowouldIeverbe。Therefore,Kallikrates,willI

oncemorewashandmakemepureandclean,andyetmorefitforthee。Thereforealso,whenthoudostinturnstandinthefire,emptyallthyheartofevil,andletsweetcontentmentholdthebalanceofthymind。Shakeloosethyspirit’swings,andtakethystandupontheuttervergeofholycontemplation;ay,dreamuponthymother’skiss,andturntheetowardsthevisionofthehighestgoodthathatheversweptonsilverwingsacrossthesilenceofthydreams。Forfromthegermofwhatthouartinthatdreadmomentshallgrowthefruitofwhatthoushaltbeforallunreckonedtime。

“Nowpreparethee,prepare!evenasthoughthylasthourwereathand,andthouwastabouttocrosstothelandofshadows,andnotthroughthegatesofgloryintotherealmsofLifemadebeautiful。Prepare,I

say!”

CHAPTERXXVI——

WHATWESAW

THENcameafewmoments’pause,duringwhichAyeshaseemedtobegatheringupherstrengthforthefierytrial,whileweclungtoeachother,andwaitedinuttersilence。

Atlast,fromfar,faraway,camethefirstmurmurofsound,thatgrewandgrewtillitbegantocrashandbellowinthedistance。Assheheardit,Ayeshaswiftlythrewoffhergauzywrapping,loosenedthegoldensnakefromherkirtle,andthen,shakingherlovelyhairaboutherlikeagarment,beneathitscoverslippedthekirtleoffandreplacedthesnakybeltaroundherandoutsidethemassesoffallinghair。ThereshestoodbeforeusasEvemighthavestoodbeforeAdam,cladinnothingbutherabundantlocks,heldroundherbythegoldenband;andnowordsofminecantellhowsweetshelooked——andyethowdivine。Nearerandnearercamethethunderwheelsoffire,andastheycameshepushedoneivoryarmthroughthedarkmassesofherhairandflungitroundLeo’sneck。

“Oh,mylove,mylove!”shemurmured,“wiltthoueverknowhowIhavelovedthee?”andshekissedhimontheforehead,andthenwentandstoodinthepathwayoftheflameofLife。

Therewas,Iremember,tomymindsomethingverytouchingaboutherwordsandthatembraceupontheforehead。Itwaslikeamother’skiss,andseemedtoconveyabenedictionwithit。

Oncamethecrashing,rollingnoise,andthesoundthereofwasasthesoundofaforestbeingsweptflatbyamightywind,andthentossedupbyitlikesomuchgrass,andthundereddownamountain-side。Nearerandneareritcame;nowflashesoflight,forerunnersoftherevolvingpillarofflame,werepassinglikearrowsthroughtherosyair;andnowtheedgeofthepillaritselfappeared。Ayeshaturnedtowardsit,andstretchedoutherarmstogreetit。Onitcameveryslowly,andlappedherroundwithflame。Isawthefirerunupherform。Isawherliftitwithbothhandsasthoughitwerewater,andpouritoverherhead。Ievensawheropenhermouthanddrawitdownintoherlungs,andadreadandwonderfulsightitwas。

Thenshepaused,andstretchedoutherarms,andstoodtherequitestill,withaheavenlysmileuponherface,asthoughsheweretheverySpiritoftheFlame。

Themysteriousfireplayedupanddownherdarkandrollinglocks,twiningandtwistingitselfthroughandaroundthemlikethreadsofgoldenlace;itgleameduponherivorybreastandshoulder,fromwhichthehairhadslippedaside;itslidalongherpillaredthroatanddelicatefeatures,andseemedtofindahomeinthegloriouseyesthatshoneandshone,morebrightlyeventhanthespiritualessence。

Oh,howbeautifulshelookedthereintheflame!Noangeloutofheavencouldhavewornagreaterloveliness。Evennowmyheartfaintsbeforetherecollectionofit,asshestoodandsmiledatourawedfaces,andIwouldgivehalfmyremainingtimeuponthisearthtoseeheroncelikethatagain。

Butsuddenly——moresuddenlythanIcandescribe——akindofchangecameoverherface,achangewhichI

couldnotdefineorexplainonpaper,butnonethelessachange。Thesmilevanished,andinitsplacetherecameadry,hardlook;theroundedfaceseemedtogrowpinched,asthoughsomegreatanxietywereleavingitsimpressuponit。Thegloriouseyes,too,losttheirlight,and,asIthought,theformitsperfectshapeanderectness。

Irubbedmyeyes,thinkingthatIwasthevictimofsomehallucination,orthattherefractionfromtheintenselightproducedanopticaldelusion;and,asI

didso,theflamingpillarslowlytwistedandthunderedoffwhithersoeveritpassestointhebowelsofthegreatearth,leavingAyeshastandingwhereithadbeen。

Assoonasitwasgone,shesteppedforwardtoLeo’sside——itseemedtomethattherewasnospringinherstepandstretchedoutherhandtolayitonhisshoulder。Igazedatherarm。Wherewasitswonderfulroundnessandbeauty?Itwasgettingthinandangular。

Andherface——byHeaven!——_i_herfacewasgrowingoldbeforemyeyes!_i_IsupposethatLeosawitalso——certainlyherecoiledasteportwo。

“Whatisit,myKallikrates?”shesaid,andhervoice——

whatwasthematterwiththosedeepandthrillingnotes?Theywerequitehighandcracked。

“Why,whatisit——whatisit?”shesaid,confusedly。

“Ifeeldazed。Surelythequalityofthefirehathnotaltered。CantheprincipleofLifealter?Tellme,Kallikrates,isthereaughtwrongwithmyeyes?Iseenotclear,“andsheputherhandtoherheadandtouchedherhair——andoh,_i_horrorofhorrors!_i_

itallfelluponthefloor。

“Oh,_i_look!——look!——look!_i_“shriekedJob,inashrillfalsettoofterror,hiseyesnearlydroppingoutofhishead,andfoamuponhislips。“_i_Look!——

look!——look!_i_she’sshrivellingup!she’sturningintoamonkey;“anddownhefellupontheground,foamingandgnashinginafit。

Trueenough——IfaintevenasIwriteitinthelivingpresenceofthatterriblerecollection——shewasshrivellingup;thegoldensnakethathadencircledhergraciousformslippedoverherhipsandtotheground;smallerandsmallershegrew;herskinchangedcolor,andinplaceoftheperfectwhitenessofitslustreitturneddirtybrownandyellow,likeanoldpieceofwitheredparchment。_i_She_i_feltatherhead:thedelicatehandwasnothingbutaclawnow,ahumantalonlikethatofabadlypreservedEgyptianmummy,andthensheseemedtorealizewhatkindofchangewaspassingoverher,andsheshrieked——ah,sheshrieked!——sherolleduponthefloorandshrieked!

Smallershegrew,andsmalleryet,tillshewasnolargerthanababoon。Nowtheskinwaspuckeredintoamillionwrinkles,andontheshapelessfacewasthestampofunutterableage。Ineversawanythinglikeit;nobodyeversawanythinglikethefrightfulagethatwasgravenonthatfearfulcountenance,nobiggernowthanthatofatwomonths’child,thoughtheskullremainedthesamesize,ornearlyso,andletallmenpraytoGodtheynevermay,iftheywishtokeeptheirreason。

Atlastshelaystill,oronlyfeeblymoving。_i_She_i_,whobuttwominutesbeforehadgazeduponustheloveliest,noblest,mostsplendidwomantheworldhaseverseen,shelaystillbeforeus,nearthemassesofherowndarkhair,nolargerthanabigmonkey,andhideous——ah,toohideousforwords。Andyet,thinkofthis——atthatverymomentIthoughtofit——itwasthesamewoman!

_i_She_i_wasdying:wesawit,andthankedGod——

forwhileshelivedshecouldfeel,andwhatmustshehavefelt?_i_She_i_raisedherselfuponherbonyhands,andblindlygazedaroundher,swayingherheadslowlyfromsidetoside,asatortoisedoes。_i_She_i_couldnotsee,forherwhitisheyeswerecoveredwithahornyfilm。Oh,thehorriblepathosofthesight!Butshecouldstillspeak。

“Kallikrates,“shesaid,inhusky,tremblingnotes。

“Forgetmenot,Kallikrates。Havepityonmyshame;I

shallcomeagain,andshalloncemorebebeautiful,I

swearit——itistrue!_i_Oh——h——h——_i_“andshefelluponherface,andwasstill。

OntheveryspotwheremorethantwentycenturiesbeforeshehadslainKallikratesthepriest,sheherselffelldownanddied。

Overcomewiththeextremityofhorror,wetoofellonthesandyfloorofthatdreadplace,andswoonedaway。

Iknownothowlongweremainedthus。Manyhours,I

suppose。WhenatlastIopenedmyeyes,theothertwowerestilloutstretcheduponthefloor。Therosylightyetbeamedlikeacelestialdawn,andthethunder-

wheelsoftheSpiritofLifeyetrolledupontheiraccustomedtrack,forasIawokethegreatpillarwaspassingaway。There,too,laythehideouslittlemonkeyframe,coveredwithcrinkledyellowparchment,thatoncehadbeentheglorious_i_She_i_。Alas!itwasnohideousdream——itwasanawfulandunparalleledfact!

Whathadhappenedtobringthisshockingchangeabout?

Hadthenatureofthelife-givingFirechanged!Didit,perhaps,fromtimetotimesendforthanessenceofDeathinsteadofanessenceofLife?Orwasitthattheframeoncechargedwithitsmarvellousvirtuecouldbearnomore,sothatweretheprocessrepeated——

itmatterednotatwhatlapseoftime——thetwoimpregnationsneutralizedeachother,andleftthebodyonwhichtheyactedasitwasbeforeitevercameintocontactwiththeveryessenceoflife?This,andthisalone,wouldaccountforthesuddenandterribleagingofAyesha,asthewholelengthofhertwothousandyearstookeffectuponher。Ihavenottheslightestdoubtmyselfbutthattheframenowlyingbeforemewasjustwhattheframeofawomanwouldbebyanyextraordinarymeanslifecouldpreservedinhertillatlengthshediedattheageoftwo-and-twentycenturies。

Butwhocantellwhathadhappened?Therewasthefact。OftensincethatawfulhourIhavereflectedthatitrequiresnogreatstretchofimaginationtoseethefingerofProvidenceinthematter。

Ayeshalockedupinherlivingtomb,waitingfromagetoageforthecomingofherlover,workedbutasmallchangeintheorderoftheWorld。ButAyeshastrongandhappyinherlove,clothedinimmortalyouthandgodlikebeauty,andthewisdomofthecenturies,wouldhaverevolutionizedsociety,andevenperchancehavechangedthedestinyofmankind。ThussheopposedherselfagainsttheeternalLaw,and,strongthoughshewas,byitwassweptbacktonothingness——sweptbackwithshameandhideousmockery!

ForsomeminutesIlayfaintlyturningtheseterrorsoverinmymind,whilemyphysicalstrengthcamebacktome,whichitquicklydidinthatbuoyantatmosphere。ThenIbethoughtmeoftheothers,andstaggeredtomyfeet,toseeifIcouldarousethem。

ButfirstItookupAyesha’skirtleandthegauzyscarfwithwhichshehadbeenwonttohideherdazzlinglovelinessfromtheeyesofmen,and,avertingmyheadsothatImightnotlookuponit,coveredupthatdreadfulrelicofthegloriousdead,thatshockingepitomeofhumanbeautyandhumanlife。

Ididthishurriedly,fearinglestLeoshouldrecover,andseeitagain。

Then,steppingovertheperfumedmassesofdarkhairthatlayIuponthesand,IstoopeddownbyJob,whowaslyinguponhisface,andturnedhimover。AsIdidsohisarmfellbackinawaythatIdidnotlike,andwhichsentachillthroughme,andIglancedsharplyathim。Onelookwasenough。Ouroldandfaithfulservantwasdead。Hisnerves,alreadyshatteredbyallhehadseenandundergone,hadutterlybrokendownbeneaththislastdiresight,andhehaddiedofterror,orinafitbroughtonbyterror。Onehadonlytolookathisfacetoseeit。

Itwasanotherblow;butperhapsitmayhelppeopletounderstandhowoverwhelminglyawfulwastheexperiencethroughwhichwehadpassed——wedidn’tfeelitmuchatthetime。Itseemedquitenaturalthatthepooroldfellowshouldbedead。WhenLeocametohimself,whichhedidwithagroanandtremblingofthelimbsabouttenminutesafterwards,andItoldhimthatjobwasdead,hemerelysaid,“Oh!”And,mindyou,thiswasfromnoheartlessness,forheandJobweremuchattachedtoeachother;andheoftentalksofhimnowwiththedeepestregretandaffection。Itwasonlythathisnerveswouldbearnomore。Aharpcangiveoutbutacertainquantityofsound,howeverheavilyitissmitten。

Well,IsetmyselftorecoveringLeo,who,tomyinfiniterelief,Ifoundwasnotdead,butonlyfainting,andintheendIsucceeded,asIhavesaid,andhesatup;andthenIsawanotherdreadfulthing。

Whenweenteredthatawfulplacehiscurlinghairhadbeenoftheruddiestgold,nowitwasturninggray,andbythetimewegainedtheouterairitwassnowwhite。Besides,helookedtwentyyearsolder。

“Whatistobedone,oldfellow?”hesaid,inahollow,deadsortofvoice,whenhismindhadclearedalittle,andarecollectionofwhathadhappenedforceditselfuponit。

“Tryandgetout,Isuppose,“Ianswered;“thatis,unlessyouwouldliketogointhere,“andIpointedtothecolumnoffirethatwasoncemorerollingby。

“IwouldgoinifIweresurethatitwouldkillme,“

hesaid,withalittlelaugh。“Itwasmycursedhesitationthatdidthis。IfIhadnotbeendoubtfulshemightneverhavetriedtoshowmetheroad。ButI

amnotsure。Thefiremighthavetheoppositeeffectuponme。Itmightmakemeimmortal;and,oldfellow,I

havenotthepatiencetowaitacoupleofthousandyearsforhertocomebackagainasshedidforme。I

hadratherdiewhenmyhourcomes——andIshouldfancythatitisn’tfaroffeither——andgomywaystolookforher。Doyougoinifyoulike。”

ButImerelyshookmyhead;myexcitementwasasdeadasditch-water,andmydistastefortheprolongationofmymortalspanhadcomebackuponmemorestronglythanever。Besides,weneitherofusknewwhattheeffectsofthefiremightbe。Theresultupon_i_She_i_hadnotbeenofanencouragingnature,andoftheexactcausesthatproducedthatresultwewere,ofcourse,ignorant。

“Well,myboy,“Isaid,“wecannotstopheretillwegothewayofthosetwo,“andIpointedtothelittleheapunderthewhitegarmentandtothestiffeningcorpseofpoorJob。“Ifwearegoingwehadbettergo。

But,bytheway,Iexpectthatthelampshaveburnedout,“andItookoneupandlookedatit,andsureenoughithad。

“Thereissomemoreoilinthevase,“saidLeo,indifferently——“ifitisnotbroken,atleast。”

Iexaminedthevesselinquestion——itwasintact。WithatremblinghandIfilledthelamps——luckilytherewasstillsomeofthelinenwickunburned。ThenIlitthemwithoneofourwaxmatches。WhileIdidsoweheardthepillaroffireapproachingoncemoreasitwentonitsnever-endingjourney,if,indeed,itwasthesamepillarthatpassedandrepassedinacircle。

“Let’sseeitcomeoncemore,“saidLeo;“weshallneverlookuponitslikeagaininthisworld。”

Itseemedabitofidlecuriosity,butsomehowI

sharedit,andwesowaitedtill,turningslowlyrounduponitsownaxis,ithadflamedandthunderedby;andIrememberwonderingforhowmanythousandsofyearsthissamephenomenonhadbeentakingplaceinthebowelsoftheearth,andforhowmanymorethousandsitwouldcontinuetotakeplace。Iwonderedalsoifanymortaleyeswouldeveragainmarkitspassage,oranymortalearsbethrilledandfascinatedbytheswellingvolumeofitsmajesticsound。Idonotthinkthattheywill。Ibelievethatwearethelasthumanbeingswhowilleverseethatunearthlysight。

Presentlyithadgone,andwetooturnedtogo。

ButbeforewedidsoweeachtookJob’scoldhandinoursandshookit。Itwasaratherghastlyceremony,butitwastheonlymeansinourpowerofshowingourrespecttothefaithfuldeadandofcelebratinghisobsequies。Theheapbeneaththewhitegarmentwedidnotuncover。Wehadnowishtolookuponthatterriblesightagain。Butwewenttothepileofripplinghairthathadfallenfromherintheagonyofthathideouschangewhichwasworsethanathousandnaturaldeaths,andeachofusdrewfromitashininglock,andtheselockswestillhave,thesolemementothatislefttousofAyeshaasweknewherinthefulnessofhergraceandglory。Leopressedtheperfumedhairtohislips。

“_i_She_i_calledtomenottoforgether,“hesaid,hoarsely,“andsworethatweshouldmeetagain。

ByHeaven!Ineverwillforgether。HereIswearthat,ifwelivetogetoutofthis,Iwillnotforallmydayshaveanythingtosaytoanotherlivingwoman,andthatwhereverIgoIwillwaitforherasfaithfullyasshewaitedforme。”

“Yes,“Ithoughttomyself,“ifshecomesbackasbeautifulasweknewher。Butsupposingshecamebacklikethat!”

Well,andthenwewent。Wewent,andleftthosetwointhepresenceoftheverywellandspringofLife,butgatheredtothecoldcompanyofDeath。Howlonelytheylookedastheylaythere,andhowill-assorted!Thatlittleheaphadbeenfortwothousandyearsthewisest,loveliest,proudestcreature——Icanhardlycallherwoman——inthewholeuniverse。_i_She_i_hadbeenwicked,too,inherway;but,oh!suchisthefrailtyofthehumanheart,herwickednesshadnotdetractedfromhercharm。Indeed,Iambynomeanscertainthatitdidnotaddtoit。Itwas,afterall,ofagrandorder;therewasnothingmeanorsmallaboutAyesha。

AndpoorJob,too!Hispresentimenthadcometrue,andtherewasanendofhim。Well,hehasastrangeburialplace——noNorfolkhindeverhadastranger,oreverwill——anditissomethingtolieinthesamesepulchrewiththepoorremainsoftheimperial_i_She_i_。

Welookedourlastuponthemandtheindescribablerosyglowinwhichtheylay,andthenwithheartsfartooheavyforwordsweleftthem,andcreptthencebroken-downmen——sobrokendownthatweevenrenouncedthechanceofpracticallyimmortallife,becauseallthatmadelifevaluablehadgonefromus,andwekneweventhenthattoprolongourdaysindefinitelywouldonlybetoprolongoursufferings。Forwefelt——yes,bothofus——that,havingoncelookedAyeshaintheeyes,wecouldnotforgetherforeverandeverwhilememoryandidentityremained。Webothlovedhernowandforalways;shewasstampedandcarvenonourhears,andnootherwomanorinterestcouldeverrazethatsplendiddie。AndI——thereliesthesting——Ihadandhavenorighttothinkthusofher。Asshetoldme,Iwasnaughttoher,andnevershallbethroughtheunfathomeddepthofTime,unless,indeed,conditionsalter,andadaycomesatlastwhentwomenmayloveonewoman,andallthreebehappyinthefact。Itistheonlyhopeofmybroken-heartedness,andaratherfaintone。BeyonditIhavenothing。I

havepaiddownthisheavyprice,allthatIamworthhereandhereafter,andthatismysolereward。WithLeoitisdifferent,andoftenandoftenIbitterlyenvyhim。hishappylot,forif_i_She_i_wasright,andherwisdomandknowledgedidnotfailheratthelast,which,arguingfromtheprecedentofherowncase,Ithinkmostunlikely,hehassomefuturetolookforwardto。ButIhavenone,andyet——markthefollyandtheweaknessofthehumanheart,andlethimwhoiswiselearnwisdomfromit——yetIwouldnothaveitotherwise。ImeanthatIamcontenttogivewhatI

havegivenandmustalwaysgive,andtakeinpaymentthosecrumbsthatfallfrommymistress’stable,thememoryofafewkindwords,thehopeonedayinthefarundreamedfutureofasweetsmileortwoofrecognition,alittlegentlefriendship,andalittleshowofthanksformydevotiontoher——andLeo。

Ifthatdoesnotconstitutetruelove,Idonotknowwhatdoes,andallIhavetosayisthatitisaverybadstateofmindforamanonthewrongsideofmiddleagetofallinto。

CHAPTERXXVII——

WELEAP

WEpassedthroughthecaveswithouttrouble,butwhenwecametotheslopeoftheinvertedconetwodifficultiesstaredusintheface。Thefirstofthesewasthelaboriousnatureoftheascent,andthenexttheextremedifficultyoffindingourway。Indeed,haditnotbeenforthementalnotesthatIhadfortunatelytakenoftheshapeofvariousrocks,etc。Iamsurethatwenevershouldhavemanageditatall,buthavewanderedaboutinthedreadfulwombofthevolcano——forIsupposeitmustoncehavebeensomethingofthesort——untilwediedofexhaustionanddespair。Asitwaswewentwrongseveraltimes,andoncenearlyfellintoahugecrackorcrevasse。Itwasterribleworkcreepingaboutinthedensegloomandawfulstillnessfrombouldertoboulder,andexaminingitbythefeeblelightofthelampstoseeifIcouldrecognizeitsshape。Werarelyspoke,ourheartsweretooheavyforspeech,wesimplystumbledaboutfallingsometimesandcuttingourselves,inaratherdoggedsortofway。Thefactwasthatourspiritswereutterlycrushed,andwedidnotgreatlycarewhathappenedtous。Onlywefeltboundtotryandsaveourliveswhilewecould,and,indeed,anaturalinstinctpromptedustoit。Soforsomethreeorfourhours,I

shouldthink——Icannottellexactlyhowlong,forwehadnowatchleftthatwouldgo——weblunderedon。

Duringthelasttwohourswewerecompletelylost,andIbegantofearthatwehadgotintothefunnelofsomesubsidiarycone,whenatlastIsuddenlyrecognizedaverylargerockwhichwehadpassedindescendingbutalittlewayfromthetop。ItisamarvelthatIshouldhaverecognizedit,and,indeed,wehadalreadypasseditgoingatrightanglestotheproperpath,whensomethingaboutitstruckme,andI

turnedbackandexamineditinanidlesortofway,and,asithappened,thisprovedoursalvation。

Afterthiswegainedtherockynaturalstairwithoutmuchfurthertrouble,andinduecoursefoundourselvesbackinthelittlechamberwherethebenightedNoothadlivedanddied,Butnow——afreshterrorstaredusintheface。Itwillberememberedthat,owingtoJob’sfearandawkwardness,theplankuponwhichwehadcrossedfromthehugespurtotherocking-stonehadbeenwhirledoffintothetremendousgulfbelow。

Howwerewetocrosswithouttheplank?

Therewasonlyoneanswer——wemusttryand_i_jump_i_it,orelsestoptheretillwestarved。Thedistanceinitselfwasnotsoverygreat,betweenelevenandtwelvefeetIshouldthink,andIhaveseenLeojumpovertwentywhenhewasayoungfellowatcollege;but,then,thinkoftheconditions。Twoweary,worn-outmen,oneofthemonthewrongsideofforty,arocking-stonetotakeofffrom,atremblingpointofrocksomefewfeetacrosstolandupon,andabottomlessgulftobeclearedinaraginggale!Itwasbadenough,Godknows,butwhenIpointedoutthesethingstoLeo,heputthewholematterinanutshellbyreplyingthat,mercilessasthechoicewas,wemustchoosebetweenthecertaintyofalingeringdeathinthechamberandtheriskofaswiftoneintheair。Ofcourse,therewasnoarguingagainstthis,butonethingwasclear,wecouldnotattemptthatleapinthedark;theonlythingtodowastowaitfortherayoflightwhichpiercedthroughthegulfatsunset。Howneartoorhowfarfromsunsetwemightbe,neitherofushadthefaintestnotion;allwedidknowwas,thatwhenatlastthelightcameitwouldnotenduremorethanacoupleofminutesattheoutside,sothatwemustbepreparedtomeetit。Accordingly,wemadeupourmindstocreepontothetopoftherocking-stoneandliethereinreadiness。Wewerethemoreeasilyreconciledtothiscoursebythefactthatourlampswereoncemorenearlyexhausted——indeed,onehadgoneoutbodilyandtheotherwasjumpingupanddownastheflameofalampdoeswhentheoilisdone。So,bytheaidofitsdyinglight,wehastenedtocrawloutofthelittlechamberandclamberupthesideofthegreatstone。

Aswedidsothelightwentout。Thedifferenceinourpositionwasasufficientlyremarkableone。Below,inthelittlechamber,wehadonlyheardtheroaringofthegaleoverhead——here,lyingonourfacesontheswingingstone,wewereexposedtoitsfullforceandfury,asthegreatdraughtdrewfirstfromthisdirectionandthenfromthat,howlingagainstthemightyprecipiceandthroughtherockycliffsliketenthousanddespairingsouls。WelaytherehourafterhourinterrorandmiseryofmindsodeepthatIwillnotattempttodescribeit,andlistenedtothewildstorm-voicesofthatTartarus,as,settothedeepundertoneofthespuropposite,againstwhichthewindhummedlikesomeawfulharp,theycalledtoeachotherfromprecipicetoprecipice。Nonightmaredreamedbyman,nowildinventionoftheromancer,caneverequalthelivinghorrorofthatplace,andtheweirdcryingofthosevoicesofthenight,asweclunglikeshipwreckedmarinerstoaraft,andtossedontheblack,unfathomedwildernessofair。Fortunatelythetemperaturewasnotalowone;indeed,thewindwaswarm,orweshouldhaveperished。Soweclungandlistened,andwhilewewerestretchedoutupontherockathinghappenedwhichwassocuriousandsuggestiveinitself,thoughdoubtlessamerecoincidence,that,ifanything,itaddedto,ratherthandeductedfrom,theburdenonournerves。

ItwillberememberedthatwhenAyeshawasstandingonthespur,beforewecrossedtothestone,thewindtorehercloakfromher,andwhirleditawayintothedarknessofthegulf,wecouldnotseewhither。Well——

Ihardlyliketotellthestory;itissostrange。Aswelaythereupontherocking-stone,thisverycloakcamefloatingoutoftheblackspace,likeamemoryfromthedead,andfellonLeo——sothatitcoveredhimnearlyfromheadtofoot:Wecouldnotatfirstmakeoutwhatitwas,butsoondiscoveredbyitsfeel,andthenpoorLeo,forthefirsttime,gaveway,andI

heardhimsobbingthereuponthestone。Nodoubtthecloakhadbeencaughtuponsomepinnacleofthecliff,andwasthenceblownhitherbyachancegust;butstill,itwasamostcuriousandtouchingincident。

Shortlyafterthis,suddenly,withouttheslightestpreviouswarning,thegreatredknifeoflightcamestabbingthedarknessthroughandthrough——strucktheswayingstoneonwhichwewere,andresteditssharppointuponthespuropposite。

“Nowforit,“saidLeo,“nowornever。”

Weroseandstretchedourselves,andlookedatthecloud-wreathsstainedthecolorofbloodbythatredrayastheytorethroughthesickeningdepthsbeneath;

andthenattheemptyspacebetweentheswayingstoneandthequiveringrock,and,inourhearts,despaired,andpreparedfordeath。Surelywecouldnotclearit——

desperatethoughwewere。

“Whoistogofirst?”saidI。

“Doyou,oldfellow,“answeredLeo。“Iwillsitupontheothersideofthestonetosteadyit。Youmusttakeasmuchrunasyoucan,andjumphigh;andGodhavemercyonus,sayI。”

Iacquiescedwithanod,andthenIdidathingIhadneverdonesinceLeowasalittleboy。Iturnedandputmyarmroundhim,andkissedhimontheforehead。

ItsoundsratherFrench,butasafactIwastakingmylastfarewellofamanwhomIcouldnothavelovedmoreifhehadbeenmyownsontwiceover。

“Good-bye,myboy,“Isaid,“Ihopethatweshallmeetagain,whereveritisthatwegoto。”

ThefactwasIdidnotexpecttoliveanothertwominutes。

NextIretreatedtothefarsideoftherock,andwaitedtilloneofthechoppinggustsofwindgotbehindme,andthen,commendingmysoultoGod,Iranthelengthofthehugestone,somethreeorfourandthirtyfeet,andsprangwildlyoutintothedizzyair。

Oh!thesickeningterrorsthatIfeltasIlaunchedmyselfatthatlittlepointofrock,andthehorriblesenseofdespairthatshotthroughmybrainasI

realizedthatIhad_i_jumpedshort_i_。Butsoitwas,myfeetnevertouchedthepoint,theywentdownintospace,onlymyhandsandbodycameincontactwithit。Igrippedatitwithayell,butonehandslipped,andIswungrightround,holdingbytheother,sothatIfacedthestonefromwhichIhadsprung。WildlyIstretchedupwithmylefthand,andthistimemanagedtograspahobofrock,andthereI

hunginthefierceredlight,withthousandsoffeetofemptyairbeneathme。Myhandswereholdingtoeithersideoftheunderpartofthespur,sothatitspointwastouchingmyhead。Therefore,evenifIcouldhavefoundthestrength,Icouldnotpullmyselfup。

ThemostthatIcoulddowouldbetohangforaboutaminute,andthendropdown,downintothebottomlesspit。Ifanymancanimagineamorehideousposition,lethimspeak!AllIknowisthatthetortureofthathalf-minutenearlyturnedmybrain。

IheardLeogiveacry,andthensuddenlysawhiminmid-airspringingupandoutlikeachamois。Itwasasplendidleapthathetookundertheinfluenceofhisterroranddespair,clearingthehorriblegulfasthoughitwerenothing,and,landingwellontotherockypoint,hethrewhimselfuponhisface,topreventhispitchingoffintothedepths。Ifeltthespurabovemeshakebeneaththeshockofhisimpact,andasitdidsoIsawthehugerocking-stone,thathadbeenviolentlydepressedbyhimashesprang,flybackwhenrelievedofhisweighttill,forthefirsttimeduringallthesecenturies,itgotbeyonditsbalance,andfellwithamostawfulcrashrightintotherockychamberwhichhadonceservedthephilosopherNootforahermitage,asIhavenodoubtforeverhermeticallysealingthepassagethatleadstothePlaceofLifewithsomehundredsoftonsofrock。

Allthishappenedinasecond,andcuriouslyenough,notwithstandingmyterribleposition,Inoteditinvoluntarily,asitwere。Ievenrememberthinkingthatnohumanbeingwouldgodownthatdreadpathagain。

NextinstantIfeltLeoseizemebytherightwristwithbothhands。Bylyingflatonthepointofrockhecouldjustreachme。

“Youmustletgoandswingyourselfclear,“hesaid,inacalmandcollectedvoice,“andthenIwilltryandpullyouup,orwewillbothgotogether。Areyouready?”

BywayofanswerIletgo,firstwithmylefthandandthenwiththeright,andswayedoutasaconsequenceclearoftheovershadowingrock,myweighthanginguponLeo’sarms。Itwasadreadfulmoment。Hewasaverypowerfulman,Iknew,butwouldhisstrengthbeequaltoliftingmeuptillIcouldgetaholdonthetopofthespur,whenowingtohispositionhehadsolittlepurchase?

ForafewsecondsIswungtoandfro,whilehegatheredhimselffortheeffort,andthenIheardhissinewscrackingaboveme,andfeltmyselfliftedupasthoughIwerealittlechild,tillIgotmyleftarmaroundtherock,andmychestwasrestingonit。Therestwaseasy;intwoorthreemoresecondsIwasup,andwewerelyingpantingsidebyside,tremblinglikeleaves,andwiththecoldperspirationofterrorpouringfromourskins。

Andthen,asbefore,thelightwentoutlikealamp。

Forsomehalf-hourwelaythuswithoutspeakingaword,andthenatlengthbegantocreepalongthegreatspurasbestwemightinthedensegloom。Aswedrewtowardsthefaceofthecliff,however,fromwhichthespursprangoutlikeaspikefromawall,thelightincreased,thoughonlyaverylittle,foritwasnightoverhead。Afterthatthegustsofwinddecreased,andwegotalongratherbetter,andatlastreachedthemouthofthefirstcaveortunnel。Butnowafreshtroublestaredusintheface:ouroilwasgone,andthelampswere,nodoubt,crushedtopowderbeneaththefallenrocking-stone。Wewereevenwithoutadropofwatertostayourthirst,forwehaddrunkthelastinthechamberofNoot。Howwerewetoseetomakeourwaythroughthislastboulder-strewntunnel?

Clearlyallthatwecoulddowastotrusttooursenseoffeeling,andattemptthepassageinthedark;soinwecrept,fearingthatifwedelayedtodosoourexhaustionwouldovercomeus,andweshouldprobablyliedownanddiewherewewere。

Oh,thehorrorsofthatlasttunnel!Theplacewasstrewnwithrocks,andwefelloverthem,andknockedourselvesupagainstthemtillwewerebleedingfromascoreofwounds。Ouronlyguidewasthesideofthecavern,whichwekepttouching,andsobewildereddidwegrowinthedarknessthatwewereseveraltimesseizedwiththeterrifyingthoughtthatwehadturned,andweretravellingthewrongway。Onwewent,feebly,andstillmorefeebly,forhourafterhour,stoppingeveryfewminutestorest,forourstrengthwasspent。

Oncewefellasleep,and,Ithink,musthavesleptforsomehours,for,whenwewoke,ourlimbswerequitestiff,andthebloodfromourblowsandscratcheshadcaked,andwashardanddryuponourskin。Thenwedraggedourselvesonagain,tillatlast,whendespairwasenteringintoourhears,weoncemoresawthelightofday,andfoundourselvesoutsidethetunnelintherockyfoldontheoutersurfaceofthecliffthat,itwillberemembered,ledintoit。

Itwasearlymorning——thatwecouldtellbythefeelofthesweetairandthelookoftheblessedsky,whichwehadneverhopedtoseeagain。Itwas,sonearasweknew,anhouraftersunsetwhenweenteredthetunnel,soitfollowedthatithadtakenustheentirenighttocrawlthroughthatdreadfulplace。

“Onemoreeffort,Leo,“Igasped,“andweshallreachtheslopewhereBillaliis,ifhehasn’tgone。Come,don’tgiveway,“forhehadcasthimselfuponhisface。Hegotup,and,leaningoneachother,wegotdownthatfiftyfeetorsoofcliff——somehow,Ihavenottheleastnotionhow。Ionlyrememberthatwefoundourselveslyinginaheapatthebottom,andthenoncemorebegantodragourselvesalongonourhandsandkneestowardsthegrovewhere_i_She_i_

hadtoldBillalitowaitherrearrival,forwecouldnotwalkanotherfoot。Wehadnotgonefiftyyardsinthisfashionwhensuddenlyoneofthemutesemergedfromsometreesonourleft,throughwhich,Ipresume,hehadbeentakingamorningstroll,andcamerunninguptoseewhatsortofstrangeanimalswewere。Hestaredandstared,andthenhelduphishandsinhorror,andnearlyfelltotheground。Next,hestartedoffashardashecouldforthegrove,sometwohundredyardsaway。Nowonderthathewashorrifiedatourappearance,forwemusthavebeenashockingsight。Tobegin,Leo,withhisgoldencurlsturnedasnowywhite,hisclothesnearlyrentfromhisbody,hiswornfaceandhishandsamassofbruises,cuts,andblood-encrustedfilth,wasasufficientlyalarmingspectacle,ashepainfullydraggedhimselfalongtheground,andIhavenodoubtthatIwaslittlebettertolookon。IknowthattwodaysafterwardswhenIlookedatmyfaceinsomewaterI

scarcelyrecognizedmyself。Ihaveneverbeenfamousforbeauty,buttherewassomethingbesidesuglinessstampeduponmyfeaturesthatIhavenevergotridofuntilthisday,somethingresemblingthatwildlookwithwhichastartledpersonwakesfromdeepsleepmorethananythingelsethatIcanthinkof。Andreallyitisnottobewonderedat。WhatIdowonderatisthatweescapedatallwithourreason。

Presently,tomyintenserelief,IsawoldBillalihurryingtowardsus,andeventhenIcouldscarcelyhelpsmilingattheexpressionofconsternationonhisdignifiedcountenance。

“Oh,myBaboon;myBaboon!”hecried,“mydearson,isitindeedtheeandtheLion?Why,hismanethatwasripeascorniswhitelikethesnow。Whencecomeye?

andwhereisthePigandwheretoo_i_She_i_-who-

must-be-obeyed?”

“Dead,bothdead,“Ianswered;“butasknoquestions;

helpus,andgiveusfoodandwater,orwetooshalldiebeforethineeyes。Seestthounotthatourtonguesareblackforwantofwater?Howcanwetalkthen?”

“Dead!”hegasped。“impossible。_i_She_i_whoneverdies——dead,howcanitbe?”andthen,perceiving,I

think,thathisfacewasbeingwatchedbythemuteswhohadcomerunningup,hecheckedhimself,andmotionedtothemtocarryustothecamp,whichtheydid。

Fortunatelywhenwearrivedsomebrothwasboilingonthefire,andwiththisBillalifedus,forweweretooweaktofeedourselves,thereby,Ifirmlybelieve,savingusfromdeathbyexhaustion。Thenhebadethemuteswashthebloodandgrimefromuswithwetcloths,andafterthatwewerelaiddownuponpilesofaromaticgrass,andinstantlyfellintothedeadsleepofabsoluteexhaustionofmindandbody。

CHAPTERXXVIII——

OVERTHEMOUNTAIN

THEnextthingIrecollectisafeelingofthemostdreadfulstiffness,andasortofvagueideapassingthroughmyhalf-awakenedbrainthatIwasacarpetthathadjustbeenbeaten。Iopenedmyeyes,andthefirstthingtheyfellonwasthevenerablecountenanceofouroldfriendBillali,whowasseatedbythesideoftheimprovisedbeduponwhichIwassleeping,andthoughtfullystrokinghislongbeard。Thesightofhimatoncebroughtbacktomymindarecollectionofallthatwehadrecentlypassedthrough,whichwasaccentuatedbythevisionofpoorLeolyingoppositetome,hisfaceknockedalmosttoajelly,andhisbeautifulcrownofcurlsturnedfromyellowtowhite,andIshutmyeyesagainandgroaned。

“Thouhastsleptlong,myBaboon,“saidoldBillali。

“Howlong,myfather?”Iasked。

“Aroundofthesunandaroundofthemoon,adayandanighthastthouslept,andtheLionalso。See,hesleepethyet。”

“Blessedissleep,“Ianswered,“foritswallowsuprecollection。”

“Tellme,“hesaid,“whathathbefallenye,andwhatisthisstrangestoryofthedeathofherwhodiethnot。Bethinkthee,myson:ifthisbetrue,thenisthydangerandthedangeroftheLionverygreat——nay,almostisthepotredwherewithyeshallbepotted,andthestomachsofthosewhoshalleatyearealreadyhungryforthefeast。KnowestthounotthattheseAmahagger,mychildren,thesedwellersinthecaves,hateye?Theyhateyeasstrangers,theyhateyemorebecauseoftheirbrethrenwhom_i_She_i_puttothetormentforyoursake。Assuredly,ifoncetheylearnthatthereisnaughttofearfromHiya,fromtheterrible_i_One-who-must-be-obeyed_i_,theywillslayyebythepot。Butletmehearthytale,mypoorBaboon。”

Thusadjured,Isettoworkandtoldhim——noteverything,indeed,forIdidnotthinkitdesirabletodoso,butsufficientformypurpose,whichwastomakehimunderstandthat_i_She_i_wasreallynomore,havingfallenintosomefire,and,asIputit——

fortherealthingwouldhavebeenincomprehensibletohim——beenburnedup。Ialsotoldhimsomeofthehorrorswehadundergoneineffectingourescape,andtheseproducedagreatimpressiononhim。ButI

clearlysawthathedidnotbelieveinthereportofAyesha’sdeath。Hebelieved,indeed,thatwethoughtthatshewasdead,buthisexplanationwasthatithadsuitedhertodisappearforawhile。Once,hesaid,inhisfather’stime,shehaddonesofortwelveyears,andtherewasatraditioninthecountrythatmanycenturiesbacknoonehadseenherforawholegeneration,whenshesuddenlyreappeared,anddestroyedawomanwhohadassumedthepositionofqueen。Isaidnothingtothis,butonlyshookmyheadsadly。Alas!IknewtoowellthatAyeshawouldappearnomore,or,atanyrate,thatBillaliwouldseeheragain。

“Andnow,“concludedBillali,“whatwouldstthoudo,myBaboon?”

“Nay,“Isaid,“Iknownot,myfather。Canwenotescapefromthiscountry?”

Heshookhishead。“Itisverydifficult。ByKo^ryecannotpass,foryewouldbeseen,andassoonasthosefierceonesfoundthatyewerealone,well,“andhesmiledsignificantly,andmadeamovementasthoughhewereplacingahatonhishead。“ButthereisawayoverthecliffwhereofIoncespaketothee,wheretheydrivethecattleouttopasture。Thenbeyondthepasturesarethreedaysjourneythroughthemarshes,andafterthatIknownot,butIhaveheardthatsevendays’journeyfromthenceisamightyriver,whichflowethtotheblackwater。Ifyecouldcomethither,perchanceyemightescape,buthowcanyecomethither?”

“Billali,“Isaid,“once,thouknowest,Ididsavethylife。Nowpaybackthedebt,myfather,andsavememineandmyfriend’s,theLion’s。Itshallbeapleasantthingfortheetothinkofwhenthinehourcomes,andsomethingtosetinthescaleagainsttheevildoingofthydays,ifperchancethouhastdoneanyevil。Also,ifthouberight,andif_i_She_i_

dothbuthideherself,surelywhenshecomesagainsheshallrewardthee。”

“MysontheBaboon,“answeredtheoldman,“thinknotthatIhaveanungratefulheart。WelldoIrememberhowthoudidstrescuemewhenthosedogsstoodbytoseemedrown。MeasureformeasurewillIgivethee,andifthoucanstbesaved,surelyIwillsavethee。

listen:bydawnto-morrowbeprepared,forlittersshallbeheretobearyeawayacrossthemountains,andthroughthemarshesbeyond。ThiswillIdo,sayingthatitisthewordof_i_She_i_thatitbedone,andhewhoobeyethnotthewordof_i_She_i_foodisheforthehyenas。Thenwhenyehavecrossedthemarshes,yemuststrikewithyourownhands,sothatperchance,ifgoodfortunegowithyou,yemaylivetocometothatblackwaterwhereofyetoldme。Andnow,see,theLionwakes,andyemusteatthefoodIhavemadereadyforyou。”

Leo’scondition,whenoncehewasfairlyaroused,provednottobesobadasmighthavebeenexpectedfromhisappearance,andwebothofusmanagedtoeataheartymeal,which,indeed,weneededsadlyenough。

Afterthiswelimpeddowntothespringandbathed,andthencamebackandsleptagaintillevening,whenweoncemoreateenoughforfive。Billaliwasawayallthatday,nodoubtmakingarrangementsaboutlittersandbearers,forwewereawakenedinthemiddleofthenightbythearrivalofaconsiderablenumberofmeninthelittlecamp。

Atdawntheoldmanhimselfappeared,andtoldusthathehad,byusing_i_She_i_’sdreadedname,thoughwithsomedifficulty,succeededingettingthenecessarymenandtwoguidestoconductusacrosstheswamps,andthatheurgedustostartatonce,atthesametimeannouncinghisintentionofaccompanyingussoastoprotectusagainsttreachery。Iwasmuchtouchedbythisactofkindnessonthepartofthatwilyoldbarbariantowardstwoutterlydefencelessstrangers。Athree——orinhiscase,forhewouldhavetoreturn,six——days’journeythroughthosedeadlyswampswasnolightundertakingforamanofhisage,butheconsentedtodoitcheerfullyinordertopromoteoursafety。ItshowsthatevenamongthosedreadfulAmahagger——whoarecertainly,withtheirgloomandtheirdevilishandferociousrites,byfarthemostterriblesavagesthatIeverheardof——therearepeoplewithkindlyhearts。Ofcourseself-interestmayhavehadsomethingtodowithit。Hemayhavethoughtthat_i_She_i_wouldsuddenlyreappearanddemandanaccountofusathishands,butstill,allowingforalldeductions,itwasagreatdealmorethanwecouldexpectunderthecircumstances,andI

canonlysaythatIshall,foraslongasIlive,cherishamostaffectionateremembranceofmynominalparent,oldBillali。

Accordingly,afterswallowingsomefood,westartedinthelitters,feeling,sofarasourbodieswent,wonderfullylikeouroldselvesafterourlongrestandsleep。Imustleavetheconditionofourmindstotheimagination。

Thencameaterriblepullupthecliff。Sometimestheascentwasnatural,moreoftenitwasazigzagroadwaycut,nodoubt,inthefirstinstancebytheoldinhabitantsofKo^r。TheAmahaggersaytheydrivetheirsparecattleoveritonceayeartopastureoutside;allIknowisthatthosecattlemustbeuncommonlyactiveontheirfeet。Ofcoursethelitterswereuselesshere,sowehadtowalk。

Bymidday,however,wereachedthegreatflattopofthatmightywailofrock,andgrandenoughtheviewwasfromit,withtheplainofKo^r,inthecentreofwhichwecouldclearlymakeoutthepillaredruinsoftheTempleofTruthtotheoneside,andtheboundlessandmelancholymarshontheother。Thiswallofrock,whichhadnodoubtonceformedthelipofthecrater,wasaboutamileandahalfthick,andstillcoveredwithclinker。Nothinggrewthere,andtheonlythingtorelieveoureyeswereoccasionalpoolsofrain-

water(forrainhadlatelyfallen)wherevertherewasalittlehollow。Overtheflatcrestofthismightyrampartwewent,andthencamethedescent,which,ifnotsodifficultamatterasthegettingup,wasstillsufficientlybreak-neck,andtookustillsunset。Thatnight,however,wecampedinsafetyuponthemightyslopesthatroiledawaytothemarshbeneath。

Onthefollowingmorning,abouteleveno’clock,beganourdrearyjourneyacrossthoseawfulseasofswampswhichIhavealreadydescribed。

Forthreewholedays,throughstenchandmire,andtheall-prevailingflavoroffever,didourbearersstrugglealong,tillatlengthwecametoopen,roilingground,quiteuncultivatedandmostlytreeless,butcoveredwithgameofallsorts,whichliesbeyondthatmostdesolate,andwithoutguides,utterlyimpracticable,district。Andhereonthefollowingmorningwebadefarewell,notwithoutsomeregret,tooldBillali,whostrokedhiswhitebeardandsolemnlyblessedus。

“Farewell,mysontheBaboon,“hesaid,“andfarewelltotheetoo,OLion。Icandonomoretohelpyou。Butifeveryecometoyourcountry,beadvised,andventurenomoreintolandsthatyeknownot,lestyecomebacknomore,butleaveyourwhitebonestomarkthelimitofyourjourneyings。Farewelloncemore;

oftenshallIthinkofyou,norwiltthouforgetme,myBaboon,forthoughthyfaceisuglythyheartistrue。”Andthenheturnedandwent,andwithhimwentthetallandsullen-lookingbearers,andthatwasthelastthatwesawoftheAmahagger。Wewatchedthemwindingawaywiththeemptylitterslikeaprocessionbearingdeadmenfromabattle,tillthemistsfromthemarshgatheredroundthemandhidthem,andthen,leftutterlydesolateinthevastwilderness,weturnedandgazedaroundusandateachother。

ThreeweeksorsobeforefourmenhadenteredthemarshesofKo^r,andnowtwoofusweredead,andtheothertwohadgonethroughadventuresandexperiencessostrangeandterriblethatDeathhimselfhathnotamorefearfulcountenance。Threeweeks——andonlythreeweeks!Trulytimeshouldbemeasuredbyevents,andnotbythelapseofhours。Itseemedlikethirtyyearssincewesawthelastofourwhaleboat。

“WemuststrikeoutfortheZambesi,Leo,“Isaid,“butGodknowsifweshallevergetthere。”

Leonodded。Hehadbecomeverysilentoflate,andwestartedwithnothingbuttheclotheswestoodin,acompass,ourrevolversandexpressrifles,andabouttwohundredroundsofammunition,andsoendedthehistoryofourvisittotheancientruinsofmightyandimperialKo^r。

Asfortheadventuresthatsubsequentlybefellus,strangeandvariedastheywere,Ihave,afterdeliberation,determinednottorecordthemhere。InthesepagesIhaveonlytriedtogiveashortandclearaccountofanoccurrencewhichIbelievetobeunprecedented,andthisIhavedone,notwithaviewtoimmediatepublication,butmerelytoputonpaperwhiletheyareyetfreshinourmemoriesthedetailsofourjourneyanditsresult,whichwill,Ibelieve,proveinterestingtotheworldifeverwedeterminetomakethempublic。This,asatpresentadvised,wedonotintendshouldbedoneduringourjointlives。

Fortherest,itisofnopublicinterest,resemblingasitdoestheexperienceofmorethanoneCentralAfricantraveller。Sufficeittosay,thatwedid,afterincrediblehardshipsandprivations,reachtheZambesi,whichprovedtobeaboutahundredandseventymilessouthofwhereBillalileftus。Therewewereforsixmonthsimprisonedbyasavagetribe,whobelievedustobesupernaturalbeings,chieflyonaccountofLeo’syouthfulfaceandsnow-whitehair。

Fromthesepeopleweultimatelyescaped,and,crossingtheZambesi,wanderedoffsouthward,where,whenonthepointofstarvation,weweresufficientlyfortunatetofallinwithahalf-castePortugueseelephant-hunterwhohadfollowedatroopofelephantsfartherinlandthanhehadeverbeenbefore。Thismantreatedusmosthospitably,andultimatelythroughhisassistancewe,afterinnumerablesufferingsandadventures,reachedDelagoaBay,morethaneighteenmonthsfromthetimewhenweemergedfromthemarshesofKo^r,andtheverynextdaymanagedtocatchoneofthesteamboatsthatrunroundtheCapetoEngland。Ourjourneyhomewasaprosperousone,andwesetourfootonthequayatSouthamptonexactlytwoyearsfromthedateofourdepartureuponourwildandseeminglyridiculousquest,andInowwritetheselastwordswithLeoleaningovermyshoulderinmyoldroominmycollege,theverysameintowhich,sometwo-and-twentyyearsago,mypoorfriendVinceycamestumblingonthememorablenightofhisdeath,bearingtheironchestwithhim。

Andthatistheendofthishistorysofarasitconcernsscienceandtheoutsideworld。WhatitsendwillbeasregardsLeoandmyselfismorethanIcanguessat。Butwefeelthatitisnotreachedyet。A

storythatbeganmorethantwothousandyearsagomaystretchalongwayintothedimanddistantfuture。

IsLeoreallyareincarnationoftheancientKallikratesofwhomtheinscriptiontells?OrwasAyeshadeceivedbysomestrangehereditaryresemblance?Thereadermustformhisownopiniononthisasonmanyothermatters。Ihavemine,whichisthatshemadenosuchmistake。

OftenIsitaloneatnight,staringwith,theeyesofthemindintotheblacknessofunborntime,andwonderinginwhatshapeandformthegreatdramawillbefinallydeveloped,andwherethesceneofitsnextactwillbelaid。Andwhenthatfinaldevelopmentultimatelyoccurs,asIhavenodoubtitmustandwilloccur,inobediencetoafatethatneverswervesandapurposethatcannotbealtered,whatwillbethepartplayedthereinbythatbeautifulEgyptianAmenartas,theprincessoftheroyalraceofthePharaohs,fortheloveofwhomthePriestKallikratesbrokehisvowstoIsis,and,pursuedbytheinexorablevengeanceoftheoutragedgoddess,fleddownthecoastofLibyatomeethisdoomatKo^r?

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