投诉 阅读记录

第7章

Worshippingandwonderstruckallpeoplesoftheworld,Blinded,shallfallbeforeourbeautyandourmight。

Fromtimeuntotimesshallourgreatnessthunderon,Rollinglikeachariotthroughthedustofendlessdays。

Laughingshallwespeedinourvictoryandpomp,LaughingliketheDaylightasheleapsalongthehills。

Onward,stilltriumphanttoatriumphevernew!

Onward,inourpowertoapowerunattained!

Onward,neverweary,cladwithsplendorforarobe!

Tillaccomplishedbeourlate,andthenightisrushingdown。”

_i_She_i_pausedinherstrangeandmostthrillingallegoricalchant,ofwhichIam,unfortunately,onlyabletogivetheburden,andthatfeeblyenough,andthensaid,“Perchancethoudostnotbelievemyword,Kallikrates——

perchancethouthinkestthatIdodeludethee,andthatIhavenotlivedthesemanyyears,andthatthouhastnotbeenbornagaintome。Nay,looknotso——putawaythatpalecastofdoubt,foroh,besurehereincanerrorfindnofoothold!Soonershallthesunsforgettheircourseandtheswallowmisshernest,thanmysoulshallswearalieandbeledastrayfromthee,Kallikrates。Blindme,takeawaymineeyes,andletthedarknessutterlyfencemein,andstillmineearswouldcatchthetoneofthineunforgottenvoice,strikingmoreloudagainsttheportalsofmysensethancanthecallofbrazen-throatedclarions——stopupminehearingalso,andletathousandtouchmeonthebrow,andIwouldnametheeoutofall——yea,robmeofeverysense,andseemestanddeafandblindanddumb,andwithnervesthatcannotweighthevalueofatouch,yetwouldmyspiritleapwithinmelikeaquickeningchildandcryuntomyheart,beholdKallikrates!behold,thouwatcher,thewatchesofthynightareended!behold,thouwhoseekestinthenightseason,thymorningStarariseth。”

_i_She_i_pausedawhileandthencontinued,“Butstay,ifthyheartisyethardenedagainstthemightytruthandthoudostrequireafurtherpledgeofthatwhichthoudostfindtoodeeptounderstand,even:nowshallitbegiventothee,andtotheealso,OmyHolly。Beareachoneofyoualamp,andfollowaftermewhitherIshallleadyou。”

Withoutstoppingtothink——indeed,speakingformyself,Ihadalmostabandonedthefunctionincircumstancesunderwhichtothinkseemedtobeabsolutelyuseless,sincethoughtfell,hourly,helplessagainstablackwallofwonder——wetookthelampsandfollowedher。Goingtotheendofher“boudoir,“sheraisedacurtainandrevealedalittlestairofthesortthatwassocommoninthesedimcavesofKo^r。AswehurrieddownthestairIobservedthatthestepswereworninthecentretosuchanextentthatsomeofthemhadbeenreducedfromsevenandahalfinches,atwhichIguessedtheiroriginalheight,toaboutthreeandahalt。Now,alltheotherstepsthatIhadseeninthecaveshadbeenpracticallyunworn,aswastobeexpected,seeingthattheonlytrafficwhicheverpasseduponthemwasthatofthosewhoboreafreshburdentothetomb。

Thereforethisfactstruckmynoticewiththatcuriousforcewithwhichlittlethingsdostrikeuswhenourmindsareabsolutelyoverwhelmedbyasuddenrushofpowerfulsensations;beatenflat,asitwere,likeaseabeneaththefirstburstofahurricane,sothateverylittleobjectonthesurfacestartsintoanunnaturalprominence。

AtthebottomofthestaircaseIstoodandstaredatthewornsteps,andAyesha,turning,sawme。

“Wondersthouwhosearethefeetthathavewornawaytherock,myHolly?”sheasked。“Theyaremine——evenmineownlightfeet!Icanrememberwhenthesestairswerefreshandlevel,butfortwothousandyearsandmorehaveIgonedownhitherdaybyday,andsee,mysandalshavewornoutthesolidrock!”

Imadenoanswer,butIdonotthinkthatanythingthatIhadheardorseenbroughthometomylimitedunderstandingsoclearasenseofthisbeing’soverwhelmingantiquityasthathardrockhollowedoutbyhersoft,whitefeet。Howmanymillionsoftimesmustshehavepassedupanddownthatstairtobringaboutsucharesult?

Thestairledtoatunnel,andafewpacesdownthetunnelwasoneoftheusualcurtain-hungdoorways,aglanceatwhichtoldmethatitwasthesamewhereI

hadbeenawitnessofthatterriblescenebytheleapingflame。Irecognizedthepatternofthecurtain,andthesightofitbroughtthewholeeventvividlybeforemyeyes,andmademetrembleevenatitsmemory。Ayeshaenteredthetomb(foritwasatomb),andwefollowedher——I,forone,rejoicingthatthemysteryoftheplacewasabouttobeclearedup,andyetafraidtofaceitssolution。

CHAPTERXXI——

THEDEADANDLIVINGMEET

“SEEnowtheplacewhereIhavesleptforthesetwothousandyears,“saidAyesha,takingthelampfromLeo’shandandholdingitaboveherhead。Itsraysfelluponalittlehollowinthefloor,whereIhadseentheleapingflame,butthefirewasoutnow。Theyfelluponthewhiteformstretchedtherebeneathitswrappingsuponitsbedofstone,uponthefrettedcarvingofthetomb,anduponanothershelfofstoneoppositetheoneonwhichthebodylay,andseparatedfromitbythebreadthofthecave。

“Here,“wentonAyesha,layingherhandupontherock——

“herehaveIsleptnightbynightforallthesegenerations,withbutacloaktocoverme。ItdidnotbecomemethatIshouldliesoftwhenmyspouseyonder,“andshepointedtotherigidform,“laystiffindeath。HerenightbynighthaveIsleptinhiscoldcompany——till,thouseest,thisthickslab,likethestairsdownwhichwepassed,haswornthinwiththetossingofmyform——sofaithfulhaveIbeentotheeeveninthyspaceofsleep,Kallikrates。Andnow,mineown,thoushaltseeawonderfulthing——living,thoushaltbeholdthyselfdead——forwellhaveItendedtheeduringalltheseyears,Kallikrates。Artthouprepared?”

Wemadenoanswer,butgazedateachotherwithfrightenedeyes,thewholescenewassodreadfulandsosolemn。Ayeshaadvanced,andlaidherhanduponthecorneroftheshroud,andoncemorespoke。

“Benotaffrighted,“shesaid;“thoughthethingseemwonderfultothee——allwewholivehavethuslivedbefore;noristheveryshapethatholdsusastrangertothesun!Onlyweknowitnot,becausememorywritesnorecord,andearthhathgatheredintheearthshelentus,fornonehavesavedourgloryfromthegrave。

ButI,bymyartsandbytheartsofthosedeadmenofKo^rwhichIhavelearned,haveheldtheeback,O

Kallikrates,fromthedust,thatthewaxenstampofbeautyonthyfaceshouldeverrestbeforemineeye。

’Twasamaskthatmemorymightfill,servingtofashionoutthypresencefromthepast,andgiveitstrengthtowanderinthehabitationsofmythought,cladinamummeryoflifethatstayedmyappetitewithvisionsofdeaddays。

“Beholdnow,lettheDeadandLivingmeet!AcrossthegulfofTimetheystillareone。Timehathnopoweragainstidentity,thoughsleepthemercifulhathblottedoutthetabletsofourmind,andwithoblivionsealedthesorrowsthatelsewouldhoundusfromlifetolife,stuffingthebrainwithgatheredgriefstillitburstinthemadnessofuttermostdespair。Stillaretheyone,forthewrappingsofoursleepshallrollawayasthunder-cloudsbeforethewind;thefrozenvoicesofthepastshallmeltinmusiclikemountainsnowsbeneaththesun;andtheweepingandthelaughterofthelosthoursshallbeheardoncemoremostsweetlyechoingupthecliffsofimmeasurabletime。

“Ay,thesleepshallrollaway,andthevoicesshallbeheard,whendownthecompletedchain,whereofoureachexistenceisalink,thelightningoftheSpirithathpassedtoworkoutthepurposeofourbeing;

quickeningandfusingthoseseparateddaysoflife,andshapingthemtoastaffwhereonwemaysafelyleanaswewendtoourappointedfate。

“Therefore,havenofear,Kallikrates,whenthou——

living,andbutlatelyborn——shaltlookuponthineowndepartedself,whobreathedanddiedsolongago。IdobutturnonepageinthyBookofBeing,andshowtheewhatiswritthereon。

“_i_Behold_i_“

Withasuddenmotionshedrewtheshroudfromthecoldform,andletthelamplightplayuponit。Ilooked,andthenshrankbackterrified;since,saywhatshemightinexplanation,thesightwasanuncannyone——

forherexplanationswerebeyondthegraspofourfiniteminds,andwhentheywerestrippedfromthemistsofvagueesotericphilosophy,andbroughtintoconflictwiththecoldandhorrifyingfact,didnotdomuchtobreakitsforce。Forthere,stretcheduponthestonebierbeforeus,robedinwhiteandperfectlypreserved,waswhatappearedtobethebodyofLeoVincey。IstaredfromLeo,standingtherealive,toLeolyingtheredead,andcouldseenodifference;

except,perhaps,thatthebodyonthebierlookedolder。Featureforfeaturetheywerethesame,evendowntothecropoflittlegoldencurls,whichwasLeo’smostuncommonbeauty。Itevenseemedtome,asI

looked,thattheexpressiononthedeadman’sfaceresembledthatwhichIhadsometimesseenuponLeo’swhenhewasplungedintoprofoundsleep。IcanonlysumuptheclosenessoftheresemblancebysayingthatIneversawtwinssoexactlysimilarasthatdeadandlivingpair。

IturnedtoseewhateffectwasproduceduponLeobythissightofhisdeadself,andfoundittobeoneofpartialstupefaction。Hestoodfortwoorthreeminutesstaringandsaidnothing,andwhenatlasthespokeitwasonlytoejaculate——

“Coveritupandtakemeaway。”

“Nay,wait,Kallikrates,“saidAyesha,who,standingwiththelampraisedaboveherhead,floodingwithitslightherownrichbeautyandthecoldwonderofthedeath-clothedformuponthebier,resembledaninspiredSibylratherthanawoman,assherolledouthermajesticsentenceswithagrandeurandafreedomofutterancewhichIam,alas!quiteunabletoreproduce。

“Wait;Iwouldshowtheesomething,thatnotittleofmycrimemay。behiddenfromthee。Dothou,OHolly,openthegarmentonthebreastofthedeadKallikrates,forperchancemylordmayfeartotouchhimself。”

Iobeyedwithtremblinghands。Itseemedadesecrationandanunhallowedthingtotouchthatsleepingimageofthelivemanbymyside。Presentlyhisbroadchestwasbare,andthereuponit,rightovertheheart,wasawound,evidentlyinflictedwithaspear。

“Thouseest,Kallikrates,“shesaid。“KnowthenthatitwasIwhoslewthee;inthePlaceofLifeIgavetheedeath。IslewtheebecauseoftheEgyptianAmenartas,whomthoudidstlove,forbyherwilessheheldthyheart,andherIcouldnotsmiteasbutnowI

smotethewoman,forshewastoostrongforme。InmyhasteandbitterangerIslewthee,andnowforallthesedayshaveIlamentedthee,andwaitedforthycoming。Andthouhastcome,andnonecanstandbetweentheeandme,andofatruthnowfordeathIwillgivetheelife——notlifeeternal,forthatnonecangive,butlifeandyouththatshallendureforthousandsuponthousandsofyears,andwithitpompandpowerandwealth,andallthingsthataregoodandbeautiful,suchashavebeentonomanbeforethee,norshallbetoanymanwhocomesafter。Andnowonethingmore,andthoushaltrestandmakereadyforthedayofthynewbirth。Thouseestthisbody,whichwasthineown。Forallthesecenturiesithathbeenmycoldcomfortandmycompanion,butnowIneeditnomore,forIhavethylivingpresence,anditcanbutservetostirupmemoriesofthatwhichIwouldfainforget。LetitthereforegobacktothedustfromwhichIheldit。

“Behold!Ihavepreparedagainstthishappyhour!”andgoingtotheothershelforstoneledge,which,shesaid,hadservedherforabed,shetookfromitalargevitrifieddouble-handedvase,themouthofwhichwastiedupwithabladder。Thissheloosed,andthen,havingbentdownandgentlykissedthewhiteforeheadofthedeadman,sheundidthevase,andsprinkleditscontentscarefullyovertheform,taking,Iobserved,thegreatestprecautionsagainstanydropofittouchingusorherself,andthenpouredoutwhatremainedoftheliquiduponthechestandhead。

Instantlyadensevaporarose,andthecavewasfilledwithchokingfumesthatpreventedusfromseeinganythingwhilethedeadlyacid(forIpresumeitwassometremendouspreparationofthatsort)diditswork。Fromthespotwherethebodylaycameafiercefizzingandcrackingsound,whichceased,however,beforethefumeshadclearedaway。Atlasttheywereallgone,exceptalittlecloudthatstillhungoverthecorpse。Inacoupleofminutesmorethistoohadvanished,and,wonderfulasitmayseem,itisafactthatonthestonebenchthathadsupportedthemortalremainsoftheancientKallikratesforsomanycenturiestherewasnownothingtobeseenbutafewhandfulsofsmokingwhitepowder。Theacidhadutterlydestroyedthebody,andeveninplaceseatenintothestone。Ayeshastoopeddown,and,takingahandfulofthispowderinhergrasp,threwitintotheair,sayingatthesametime,inavoiceofcalmsolemnity——

“Dusttodust!thepasttothepast!thedeadtothedead!Kallikratesisdead,andisbornagain!”

Theashesfloatednoiselesslytotherockyfloor,andwestoodinawedsilenceandwatchedthemfall,tooovercomeforwords。

“Nowleaveme,“shesaid,“andsleepifyemay。Imustwatchandthink,forto-morrownightwegohence,andthetimeislongsinceItrodthepaththatwemustfollow。”

Accordinglywebowed,andlefther。AswepassedtoourownapartmentIpeepedintoJob’ssleeping-placetoseehowhefared,forhehadgoneawayjustbeforeourinterviewwiththemurderedUstane,quiteprostratedbytheterrorsoftheAmahaggerfestivity。

Heassleepingsoundly,goodhonestfellowthathewas,andIrejoicedtothinkthathisnerves,which,likethoseofmostuneducatedpeople,werefarfromstrong,hadbeensparedtheclosingscenesofthisdreadfulday。Then。weenteredourownchamber,andhereatlastpoorLeo,who,eversincehehadlookeduponthatfrozenimageofhislivingself,hadbeeninastatenotfarremovedfromstupefaction,burstoutintoatorrentofgrief。Nowthathewasnolongerinthepresenceofthedread_i_She_i_,hissenseoftheawfulnessofallthathadhappened,andmoreespeciallyofthewickedmurderofUstane,whowasboundtohimbytiessoclose,brokeuponhimlikeastorm,andlashedhimintoanagonyofremorseandterrorwhichwaspainfultowitness。Hecursedhimself——hecursedthehourwhenwehadfirstseenthewritingonthesherd,whichwasbeingsomysteriouslyverified,andbitterlyhecursedhisownweakness。

Ayeshahedarednotcurse——whodaredspeakevilofsuchawoman,whoseconsciousness,foraughtweknew,waswatchingusattheverymoment?

“WhatamItodo,oldfellow?”hegroaned,restinghisheadagainstmyshoulderintheextremityofhisgrief。“Iletherbekilled——notthatIcouldhelpthat,butwithinfiveminutesIwaskissinghermurderessoverherbody。Iamadegradedbrute,butI

cannotresistthat“(andherehisvoicesank)——“thatawfulsorceress。IknowIshalldoitagainto-morrow;

IknowthatIaminherpowerforalways;ifIneversawheragainIshouldneverthinkofanybodyelseduringallmylife;Imustfollowherasaneedlefollowsamagnet;IwouldnotgoawaynowifIcould;

Icouldnotleaveher,mylegswouldnotcarryme,butmymindisstillclearenough,andinmymindIhateher——atleast,Ithinkso。Itisallsohorrible;andthat——thatbody!WhatcanImakeofit?Itwasme!I

amsoldintobondage,oldfellow,andshewilltakemysoulasthepriceofherself。”

Then,forthefirsttime,ItoldhimthatIwasinabutverylittlebetterposition;andIamboundtosaythat,notwithstandinghisowninfatuation,hehadthedecencytosympathizewithme。Perhapshedidnotthinkitworthwhilebeingjealous,realizingthathehadnocausesofarastheladywasconcerned。Iwentontosuggestthatweshouldtrytorunaway,butwesoonrejectedtheprojectasfutile,and,tobeperfectlyhonest,IdonotbelievethateitherofuswouldreallyhaveleftAyeshaevenifsomesuperiorpowerhadsuddenlyofferedtoconveyusfromthesegloomycavesandsetusdowninCambridge。Wecouldnomorehaveleftherthanamothcanleavethelightthatdestroysit。Wewerelikeconfirmedopiumeaters;

inourmomentsofreasonwewellknewthedeadlynatureofourpursuit,butwecertainlywerenotpreparedtoabandonitsterribledelights。

Nomanwhooncehadseen_i_She_i_unveiled,andheardthemusicofhervoice,anddrunkinthebitterwisdomofherwords,wouldwillinglygiveupthesightforawholeseaofplacidjoys。Howmuchmorethenwasthislikelytobesowhen,asinLeo’scase,toputmyselfoutofthequestion,thisextraordinarycreaturedeclaredherutterandabsolutedevotion,andgavewhatappearedtobeproofsofitshavinglastedforsometwothousandyears?

Nodoubtshewasawickedperson,andnodoubtshehadmurderedUstanewhenshestoodinherpath,butthenshewasveryfaithful,andbyalawofnaturemanisapttothinkbutlightlyofawoman’scrimes,especiallyifthatwomanbebeautiful,andthecrimebecommittedfortheloveofhim。

Andthenfortherest,whenhadsuchachanceevercometoamanbeforeasthatwhichnowlayinLeo’shand?True,inunitinghimselftothisdreadwoman,hewouldplacehislifeundertheinfluenceofamysteriouscreatureofeviltendencies,butthenthatwouldbelikelyenoughtohappentohiminanyordinarymarriage。Ontheotherhand,however,noordinarymarriagecouldbringhimsuchawfulbeauty——

forawfulistheonlywordthatcandescribeit——suchdivinedevotion,suchwisdom,andcommandoverthesecretsofnature,andtheplaceandpowerthattheymustwin,or,lastly,theroyalcrownofunendingyouth,ifindeedshecouldgivethat。No,onthewhole,itisnotwonderfulthatthoughLeowasplungedinbittershameandgrief,suchasanygentlemanwouldhavefeltunderthecircumstances,hewasnotreadytoentertaintheideaofrunningawayfromhisextraordinaryfortune。

Myownopinionisthathewouldhavebeenmadifhehaddoneso。ButthenIconfessthatmystatementonthemattermustbeacceptedwithqualifications。IaminlovewithAyeshamyselftothisday,andIwouldratherhavebeentheobjectofheraffectionforoneshortweekthanthatofanyotherwomanintheworldforawholelifetime。Andletmeaddthatifanybodywhodoubtsthisstatement,andthinksmefoolishformakingit,couldhaveseenAyeshadrawherveilandflashoutinbeautyonhisgaze,hisviewwouldexactlycoincidewithmyown。OfcourseIamspeakingofanyman。Weneverhadtheadvantageofalady’sopinionofAyesha,butIthinkitquitepossiblethatshewouldhaveregardedthequeenwithdislike,wouldhaveexpressedherdisapprovalinsomemoreorlesspointedmanner,andultimatelyhavegotherselfblasted。

FortwohoursormoreLeoandIsatwithshakennervesandfrightenedeyes,andtalkedoverthemiraculouseventsthroughwhichwewerepassing。Itseemedlikeadreamorafairytale,insteadofthesolemn,soberfact。Whowouldhavebelievedthatthewritingonthepotsherdwasnotonlytrue,butthatweshouldlivetoverifyitstruth,andthatwetwoseekersshouldfindherwhowassought,patientlyawaitingourcominginthetombsofKo^r?WhowouldhavethoughtthatinthepersonofLeothismysteriouswomanshould,asshebelieved,discoverthebeingwhomsheawaitedfromcenturytocentury,andwhoseformerearthlyhabitationshehadtillthisverynightpreserved?Butsoitwas。Inthefaceofallwehadseenitwasdifficultforusasordinaryreasoningmenanylongertodoubtitstruth,andthereforeatlast,withhumbleheartsandadeepsenseoftheimpotenceofhumanknowledge,andtheinsolenceofitsassumptionthatdeniesthatwhichithasnoexperienceoftobepossible,welaidourselvesdowntosleep,leavingourfatesinthehandsofthatwatchingProvidencewhichhadthuschosentoallowustodrawtheveilofhumanignorance,andrevealtousforgoodorevilsomeglimpseofthepossibilitiesoflife。

CHAPTERXXII——

JOBHASAPRESENTIMENT

ITwasnineo’clockonthefollowingmorningwhenJob,whostilllookedscaredandfrightened,cameintocallme,andatthesametimebreathehisgratitudeatfindingusaliveinourbeds,whichitappearedwasmorethanhehadexpected。WhenItoldhimoftheawfulendofpoorUstanehewasevenmoregratefulatoursurvival,andmuchshocked,thoughUstanehadbeennofavoriteofhis,orheofhers,forthematterofthat。Shecalledhim“pig“inbastardArabic,andhecalledher“hussy“ingoodEnglish,buttheseamenitieswereforgotteninthefaceofthecatastrophethathadoverwhelmedheratthehandsofherqueen。

“Idon’twanttosayanythingasmayn’tbeagreeable,sir,“saidJob,whenhehadfinishedexclaimingatmytale,“butit’smyopinionthatthatthere_i_She_i_

istheoldgentlemanhimself,orperhapshiswife,ifhehasone,whichIsupposehehas,forhecouldn’tbesowickedallbyhimself。TheWitchofEndorwasafooltoher,sir;blessyou,shewouldmakenomoreofraisingeverygentlemanintheBibleoutoftheseherebeastlytombsthanIshouldofgrowingcressonanoldflannel。It’sacountryofdevils,thisis,sir,andshe’sthemasteroneofthelot;andifeverwegetoutofititwillbemorethanIexpecttodo。Idon’tseenowayoutofit。Thatwitchisn’tlikelytoletafineyoungmanlikeMr。Leogo。”

“Come,“Isaid,“atanyrateshesavedhislife。”’

“Yes,andshe’lltakehissoultopayforit。_i_She_i_’llmakehimawitch,likeherself。Isayit’swickedtohaveanythingtodowiththosesortofpeople。Lastnight,sir,IlayawakeandreadinmylittleBiblethatmypooroldmothergavemeaboutwhatisgoingtohappentosorceressesandthemsorttillmyhairstoodonend。Lord,howtheoldladywouldstareifshesawwhereherJobhadgotto!”

“Yes,it’saqueercountry,andaqueerpeopletoo,Job,“Ianswered,withasigh,for,thoughIamnotsuperstitiouslikeJob,Iadmittoanaturalshrinking(whichwillnotbearinvestigation)fromthethingsthatareaboveNature。

“Youareright,sir,“heanswered,“andifyouwon’tthinkmeveryfoolish,IshouldliketosaysomethingtoyounowthatMr。Leoisoutoftheway“——(Leohadgotupearlyandgoneforastroll)——“andthatisthatIknowitisthelastcountryaseverIshallseeinthisworld。Ihadadreamlastnight,andIdreamedthatIsawmyoldfatherwithakindofnight-shirtonhim,somethinglikethesefolkswearwhentheywanttobeinparticularfull-dress,andabitofthatfeatherygrassinhishand,whichhemayhavegatheredontheway,forIsawlotsofityesterdayaboutthreehundredyardsfromthemouthofthisbeastlycave。

“’Job,’hesaidtome,solemn-like,andyetwithakindofsatisfactionshiningthroughhim,morelikeaMethodyparsonwhenhehassoldaneighboramarkedhorseforasoundoneandclearedtwentypoundsbythejobthananythingIcanthinkon——’Job,time’sup,Job;butIneverdidexpecttohavetocomeandhuntyououtinthis’ereplace,Job。SuchadoasIhavehadtonoseyouup;itwasn’tfriendlytogiveyourpooroldfathersucharun,letalonethatawonderfullotofbadcharactershailfromthisplaceKo^r。’“

“Regularcautions,“Isuggested。

“Yes,sir——ofcourse,sir,that’sjustwhathesaidtheywas——’cautions,downrightscorchers’——sir,andI’msureIdon’tdoubtit,seeingwhatIknowofthemandtheirhot-pottingways,“wentonJob,sadly。

“Anyway,hewassurethattimewasup,andwentawaysayingthatweshouldseemorethanwecaredforofeachothersoon,andIsupposehewasa-thinkingofthefactthatfatherandInevercouldhititofftogetherforlongernorthreedays,andIdaresaythatthingswillbesimilarwhenwemeetagain。”

“Surely,“Isaid,“youdon’tthinkthatyouaregoingtodiebecauseyoudreamedyousawyouroldfather;ifonediesbecauseonedreamsofone’sfather,whathappenstoamanwhodreamsofhismother-in-law?”

“Ah,sir,you’relaughingatme,“saidJob;“but,yousee,youdidn’tknowmyoldfather。Ifithadbeenanybodyelse——myAuntMary,forinstance,whonevermademuchofajob——Ishouldnothavethoughtsomuchofit;butmyfatherwasthatidle,whichheshouldn’thavebeenwithseventeenchildren,thathewouldneverhaveputhimselfouttocomeherejusttoseetheplace。No,sir;Iknowthathemeantbusiness。Well,sir,Ican’thelpit;Isupposeeverymanmustgosometimeorother,thoughitisahardthingtodieinaplacelikethis,whereChristianburialisn’ttobehadforitsweightingold。I’vetriedtobeagoodman,sir,anddomydutyhonest,andifitwasn’tforthesuperciluskindofwayinwhichfathercarriedonlastnight——asortofsniffingatme,asitwere,asthoughhehadn’tnoopinionofmyreferencesandtestimonials——Ishouldfeeleasyenoughinmymind。

Anyway,sir,I’vebeenagoodservanttoyouandMr。

Leo,blesshim!Why,itseemsbuttheotherdaythatI

usedtoleadhimaboutthestreetswithapennywhip;

andifeveryougetoutofthisplace——which,asfatherdidn’talludetoyou,perhapsyoumay——Ihopeyouwillthinkkindlyofmywhitenedbones,andneverhaveanythingmoretodowithGreekwritingonflower-

pots,sir,ifImaymakesoboldastosayso。”

“Come,come,Job,“Isaid,seriously,“thisisallnonsense,youknow。Youmustn’tbesillyenoughtogogettingsuchideasintoyourhead。We’velivedthroughsomequeerthings,andIhopethatwemaygoondoingso。”

“No,sir,“answeredJob,inatoneofconvictionthatjarredonmeunpleasantly,“itisn’tnonsense。I’madoomedman,andIfeelit,andawonderfuluncomfortablefeelingitis,sir,foronecan’thelpwonderinghowit’sgoingtocomeabout。Ifyouareeatingyourdinneryouthinkofpoisonanditgoesagainstyourstomach,andifyouarewalkingalongthesedarkrabbitburrowsyouthinkofknives,andLord,don’tyoujustshiverabouttheback!Iain’tparticular,sir,providedit’ssharp,likethatpoorgirl,who,nowthatshe’sgone,Iamsorrytohavespokehardon,thoughIdon’tapproveofhermoralsingettingmarried,whichIconsidertooquicktobedecent。Still,sir,“andpoorJobturnedashadepalerashesaidit,“Idohopeitwon’tbethathot-potgame。”

“Nonsense,“Ibrokein,angrily,“nonsense。”

“Verywell,sir,“saidJob,“itisn’tmyplacetodifferfromyou,sir,butifyouhappentobegoinganywhere,sir,Ishouldbeobligedifyoucouldmanagetotakemewithyou,seeingthatIshallbegladtohaveafriendlyfacetolookatwhenthetimecomes,justtohelponethrough,asitwere。Andnow,sir,I’llbegettingthebreakfast,“andhewent,leavingmeinaveryuncomfortablestateofmind。IwasdeeplyattachedtooldJob,whowasoneofthebestandhonestestmenIhaveeverhadtodowithinanyclassoflife,andreallymoreofafriendthanaservant,andthemereideaofanythinghappeningtohimbroughtalumpintomythroat。BeneathallhisludicroustalkIcouldseethathehimselfwasquiteconvincedthatsomethingwasgoingtohappen,andthoughinmostcasestheseconvictionsturnouttobeuttermoonshine——andthisparticularoneespeciallywastobeamplyaccountedforbythegloomyandunaccustomedsurroundingsinwhichitsvictimwasplaced——stillitdidmoreorlesscarryachilltomyheart,asanydreadthatisobviouslyagenuineobjectofbeliefisapttodo,howeverabsurdthebeliefmaybe。Presentlythebreakfastarrived,andwithitLeo,whohadbeentakingawalkoutsidethecave——toclearhismind,hesaid——andverygladIwastoseeboth,fortheygavemearespitefrommygloomythoughts。Afterbreakfastwewentforanotherwalk,andwatchedsomeoftheAmahaggersowingaplotofgroundwiththegrainfromwhichtheymaketheirbeer。Thistheydidinscripturalfashion——amanwithabagmadeofgoat’s-

hidefastenedroundhiswaistwalkingupanddowntheplotandscatteringtheseedashewent。Itwasapositiverelieftoseeoneofthesedreadfulpeopledoanythingsohomelyandpleasantassowafield,perhapsbecauseitseemedtolinkthem,asitwere,withtherestofhumanity。

AswewerereturningBillalimetus,andinformedusthatitwas_i_She_i_’spleasurethatweshouldwaituponher,andaccordinglyweenteredherpresence,notwithouttrepidation,forAyeshawascertainlyanexceptiontotherule。Familiaritywithhermightanddidbreedpassionandwonderandhorror,butitcertainlydidnotbreedcontempt。

Wewereasusualshowninbythemutes,andafterthesehadretiredAyeshaunveiled,andoncemorebadeLeoembraceher,which,notwithstandinghisheart-

searchingsofthepreviousnight,hedidwithmorealacrityandfervorthanstrictcourtesyrequired。

_i_She_i_laidherwhitehandonhishead,andlookedhimfondlyintheeyes。“Dostthouwonder,myKallikrates,“shesaid,“whenthoushaltcallmeallthineown,andwhenweshallofatruthbeforoneanotherandtooneanother?Iwilltellthee。First,mustthoubeevenasIam,notimmortalindeed,forthatIamnot,butsocasedandhardenedagainsttheattacksofTimethathisarrowsshallglancefromthearmorofthyvigorouslifeasthesunbeamsglancefromwater。AsyetImaynotmatewiththee,forthouandI

aredifferent,andtheverybrightnessofmybeingwouldburntheeup,andperchancedestroythee。Thoucouldstnotevenenduretolookuponmefortoolongatimelestthineeyesshouldache;andthysensesswim,andtherefore(withalittlecoquettishnod)shallI

presentlyveilmyselfagain。”(This,bytheway,shedidnotdo。)“No:listen,thoushaltnotbetriedbeyondendurance,forthisveryevening,anhourbeforethesungoesdown,shallwestarthence,andbyto-morrow’sdark,ifallgoeswell,andtheroadisnotlosttome,whichIprayitmaynotbe,shallwestandinthePlaceofLife,andthoushaltbatheinthefire,andcomeforthglorified,asnomaneverwasbeforethee,andthen,Kallikrates,shaltthoucallmewife,andIwillcalltheehusband。”

Leomutteredsomethinginanswertothisastonishingstatement,Idonotknowwhat,andshelaughedalittleathisconfusion,andwenton。

“Andthou,too,OHolly;ontheealsowillIconferthisboon,andthenofatruthshaltthoubeanevergreentree,andthiswillIdo——well,becausethouhastpleasedme,Holly,forthouartnotaltogetherafool,likemostofthesonsofmen,andbecause,thoughthouhastaschoolofphilosophyasfullofnonsenseasthoseoftheolddays,yethastthounotforgottenhowtoturnaprettyphraseaboutalady’seyes。”

“Hullo,oldfellow!”whisperedLeo,withareturnofhisoldcheerfulness,“haveyoubeenpayingcompliments?Ishouldneverhavethoughtitofyou!”

“Ithankthee,OAyesha,“Ireplied,withasmuchdignityasIcouldcommand,“butiftherebesuchaplaceasthoudostdescribe,andifinthisstrangeplacetheremaybefoundafieryvirtuethatcanholdoffDeathwhenhecomestopluckusbythehand,yetwouldInoneofit。Forme,OAyesha,theworldhasnotprovedsosoftanestthatIwouldlieinitforever。Astony-heartedmotherisourearth,andstonesarethebreadshegivesherchildrenfortheirdailyfood。Stonestoeatandbitterwaterfortheirthirst,andstripesfortendernurture。Whowouldendurethisformanylives?Whowouldsoloaduphisbackwithmemoriesoflosthoursandloves,andofhisneighbor’ssorrowsthathecannotlessen,andwisdomthatbringsnotconsolation?Hardisittodie,becauseourdelicatefleshdothshrinkbackfromthewormitwillnotfeel,andfromthatunknownwhichthewinding-sheetdothcurtainfromourview。Butharderstill,tomyfancy,woulditbetoliveon,greenintheleafandfair,butdeadandrottenatthecore,andfeelthatothersecretwormofrecollectiongnawingeverattheheart。”

“Bethinkthee,Holly,“shesaid;“yetdothlonglifeandstrengthandbeautybeyondmeasuremeanpowerandallthingsthataredeartoman。”

“AndwhatOqueen,“Ianswered,“arethosethingsthataredeartoman?Aretheynotbubbles?Isnotambitionbutanendlessladderbywhichnoheightiseverclimbedtillthelastunreachablerungismounted?Forheightleadsontoheight,andthereisnoresting-

placeuponthem,andrungdothgrowuponrung,andthereisnolimittothenumber。Dothnotwealthsatiateandbecomenauseous,andnolongerservetosatisfyorpleasure,ortobuyanhour’seaseofmind?

Andisthereanyendtowisdomthatwemayhopetoreachit?Rather,themorewelearnshallwenottherebybeableonlytobettercompassoutourignorance?Didwelivetenthousandyearscouldwehopetosolvethesecretsofthesuns,andofthespacebeyondthesuns,andoftheHandthathungthemintheheavens?Wouldnotourwisdombebutasagnawinghungercallingourconsciousnessdaybydaytoaknowledge。oftheemptycravingofoursouls?Woulditnotbebutasalightinoneofthesegreatcaverns,thatthoughbrightitburn,andbrighteryet,dothbutthemoreservetoshowthedepthsofthegloomaroundit?Andwhatgoodthingistherebeyondthatwemaygainbylengthofdays?”

“Nay,myHolly,thereislove——lovewhichmakesallthingsbeautiful,anddothbreathedivinityintotheverydustwetread。Withloveshallliferollgloriouslyonfromyeartoyear,likethevoiceofsomegreatmusicthathathpowertoholdthehearer’sheartpoisedoneagle’swingsabovethesordidshameandfollyoftheearth。”

“Itmaybeso,“Ianswered;“butifthelovedoneproveabrokenreedtopierceus,orifthelovebelovedinvain——whatthen?Shallamangravehissorrowsuponastonewhenhehathbutneedtowritethemonthewater?Nay,O_i_She_i_,Iwilllivemydayandgrowoldwithmygeneration,anddiemyappointeddeath,andbeforgotten。ForIdohopeforanimmortalitytowhichthelittlespanthatperchancethoucanstconferwillbebutasafinger’slengthlaidagainstthemeasureofthegreatworld;and,markthis!theimmortalitytowhichIlook,andwhichmyfaithdothpromisetome,shallbefreefromthebondsthatheremusttiemyspiritdown。For,whilethefleshendures,sorrowandevilandthescorpionwhipsofsinmustendurealso;butwhenthefleshhathfallenfromus,thenshallthespiritshineforthcladinthebrightnessofeternalgood,andforitscommonairshallbreathesorareanetherofmostnoblethoughtsthatthehighestaspirationofourmanhood,orthepurestincenseofamaiden’sprayer,wouldprovetooearthlygrosstofloattherein。”

“Thoulookesthigh,“answeredAyesha,withalittlelaugh,“andspeakestclearlyasatrumpetandwithnouncertainsound。AndyetmethinksthatbutnowdidstthoutalkofthatUnknownfromwhichthewinding-sheetdothcurtainus。Butperchancethouseestwiththeeye,ofFaith,gazingonthisbrightnessthatistobe,throughthepaintedglassofthyimagination。

Strangearethepicturesofthefuturethatmankindcanthusdrawwiththisbrushoffaithandthismany-

coloredpigmentofimagination!Strange,too,thatnooneofthemdothagreewithanother!Icouldtellthee——butthere,whatistheuse?whyrobafoolofhisbauble?Letitpass,andIpray,OHolly,thatwhenthoudostfeeloldagecreepingslowlytowardsthyself,andtheconfusionofsenilitymakinghavocinthybrain,thoumayestnotbitterlyregretthatthoudidstcastawaytheimperialboonIwouldhavegiventothee。Butsoithatheverbeen;mancanneverbecontentwiththatwhichhishandcanpluck。Ifalampbeinhisreachtolighthimthroughthedarkness,hemustneedscastitdownbecauseitisnostar。

Happinessdancetheverapacebeforehim,likethemarsh-firesintheswamps,andhemustcatchthefire,andhemustholdthestar!Beautyisnaughttohim,becausetherearelipsmorehoney-sweet;andwealthisnaught,becauseotherscanweighhimdownwithheaviershekels;andfameisnaught,becausetherehavebeengreatermenthanhe。Thyselfthousaidstit,andI

turnthywordsagainstthee。Well,thoudreamestthatthoushaltpluckthestar。Ibelieveitnot,andI

thinktheeafool,myHolly,tothrowawaythelamp。”

Imadenoanswer,forIcouldnot——especiallybeforeLeo——tellherthatsinceIhadseenherfaceIknewthatitwouldalwaysbebeforemyeyes,andthatIhadnowishtoprolonganexistencewhichmustalwaysbehauntedandtorturedbyhermemory,andbythelastbitternessofunsatisfiedlove。Butsoitwas,andso,alas,isittothishour!

“Andnow,“wenton_i_She_i_,changinghertoneandthesubjecttogether,“tellme,myKallikrates,forasyetIknowitnot,howcameyetoseekmehere?

YesternightthoudidstsaythatKallikrates——himwhomthousawest——wasthineancestor。Howwasit?Tellme——

thoudostnotspeakovermuch!”

Thusadjured,Leotoldherthewonderfulstoryofthecasketandofthepotsherdthat,writtenonbyhisancestress,theEgyptianAmenartas,hadbeenthemeansofguidingustoher。Ayeshalistenedintently,and,whenhehadfinished;spoketome。

“DidInottelltheeoneday,whenwedidtalkofgoodandevil,OHolly——itwaswhenmybelovedlaysoill——

thatoutofgoodcameevil,andoutofevilgood——thattheywhosowedknewnotwhatthecropshouldbe,norhewhostruckwheretheblowshouldfall?See,now:

thisEgyptianAmenartas,thisroyalchildoftheNilewhohatedme,andwhomevennowIhate,forinawayshedidprevailagainstme——see,now,sheherselfhathbeentheverymeanstobringherlovertominearms!

ForhersakeIslewhim,andnow,behold,throughherhehathcomebacktome!Shewouldhavedonemeevil,andsowedherseedsthatImightreaptares,andbeholdshehathgivenmemorethanalltheworldcangive,andthereisastrangesquarefortheetofitintothycircleofgoodandevil,OHolly!

“Andso,“shewenton,afterapause——“andsoshebadehersondestroymeifhemight,becauseIslewhisfather。Andthou,myKallikrates,artthefather,andinasensethouartlikewisetheson;andwouldstthouavengethywrong,andthewrongofthatfar-offmotherofthineuponme,OKallikrates?See,“andsheslidtoherknees,anddrewthewhitecorsagestillfartherdownherivorybosom——“see,herebeatsmyheart,andtherebythysideisaknife,heavyandlongandsharp,theveryknifetoslayanerringwomanwith。

Takeitnow,andbeavenged。Strike,andstrikehome!——

soshaltthoubesatisfied,Kallikrates,andgothroughlifeahappyman,becausethouhastpaidbackthewrong,andobeyedthemandateofthepast。”

Helookedather,andthenstretchedouthishandandliftedhertoherfeet。

“Rise,Ayesha,“hesaid,sadly;“wellthouknowestthatIcannotstrikethee,no,notevenforthesakeofherwhomthouslewestbutlastnight。Iaminthypower,andaveryslavetothee。HowcanIkillthee?——

soonershouldIslaymyself。”

“Almostdostthoubegintoloveme,Kallikrates,“sheanswered,smiling。“Andnowtellmeofthycountry——

’tisagreatpeople,isitnot?withanempirelikethatofRome!Surelythouwouldstreturnthither,anditiswell,forImeannotthatthoushouldstdwellinthesecavesofKo^r。Nay,whenoncethouartevenasI

am,wewillgohence——fearnotbutthatIshallfindapath——andthenshallwecrosstothisEnglandofthine,andliveasitbecomethustolive。TwothousandyearshaveIwaitedforthedaywhenIshouldseethelastofthesehatefulcavesandthisgloomy-

visagedfolk,andnowitisathand,andmyheartboundsuptomeetitlikeachild’stowardsitsholiday。ForthoushaltrulethisEngland——“

“Butwehaveaqueenalready,“brokeinLeo,hastily。

“Itisnaught,itisnaught,“saidAyesha,“shecanbeoverthrown。”Atthiswebothbrokeoutintoanexclamationofdismay,andexplainedthatweshouldassoonthinkofoverthrowingourselves。

“Buthereisastrangething,“saidAyesha,inastonishment;“aqueenwhomherpeoplelove!SurelytheworldmusthavechangedsinceIdweltinKo^r。”

Againweexplainedthatitwasthecharacterofmonarchsthathadchanged,andthattheoneunderwhomwelivedwasveneratedandbelovedbyallright-

thinkingpeopleinhervastrealms。Also,wetoldherthatrealpowerinourcountryrestedinthehandsofthepeople,andthatwewereinfactruledbythevotesofthelowerandleasteducatedclassesofthecommunity。

“Ah,“shesaid,“ademocracy——thensurelythereisatyrant,forIhavelongsinceseenthatdemocracies,havingnoclearwilloftheirown,intheendsetupatyrant,andworshiphim。”

“Yes,“Isaid,“wehaveourtyrants。”

“Well,“sheanswered,resignedly,“wecanatanyratedestroythesetyrants,andKallikratesshallruletheland。”

IinstantlyinformedAyeshathatinEngland“blasting“

wasnotanamusementthatcouldbeindulgedinwithimpunity,andthatanysuchattemptwouldmeetwiththeconsiderationofthelawandprobablyenduponascaffold。

“Thelaw,“shelaughed,withscorn-“thelaw!Canstthounotunderstand,OHolly,thatIamabovethelaw,andsoshallmyKallikratesbealso?Allhumanlawwillbetousasthenorthwindtoamountain。Doesthewindbendthemountain,orthemountainthewind?

“Andnowleaveme,Ipraythee,andthoutoo,myownKallikrates,forIwouldgetmereadyagainstourjourney,andsomustyeboth,andyourservantalso。

Butbringnogreatquantityofthingswith。thee,forItrustthatweshallbebutthreedaysgone。Thenshallwereturnhither,andIwillmakeaplanwherebywecanbidfarewellforevertothesesepulchresofKo^r。Yes,surelythoumaystkissmyhand!”

Sowewent,I,forone,meditatingdeeplyontheawfulnatureoftheproblemthatnowopenedoutbeforeus。

Theterrible_i_She_i_hadevidentlymadeuphermindtogotoEngland,anditmademeabsolutelyshuddertothinkwhatwouldbetheresultofherarrivalthere。WhatherpowerswereIknew,andI

couldnotdoubtbutthatshewouldexercisethemtothefull。Itmightbepossibletocontrolherforawhile,butherproud,ambitiousspiritwouldbecertaintobreaklooseandavengeitselfforthelongcenturiesofitssolitude。_i_She_i_would,ifnecessary,andifthepowerofherbeautydidnotunaidedproveequaltotheoccasion,blastherwaytoanyendshesetbeforeher,and,asshecouldnotdie,andforaughtIknewcouldnotevenbekilled,whatwastheretostopher?Intheendshewould,Ihadlittledoubt,assumeabsoluteruleovertheBritishdominions,andprobablyoverthewholeearth,and,thoughIwassurethatshewouldspeedilymakeoursthemostgloriousandprosperousempirethattheworldhaseverseen,itwouldbeatthecostofaterriblesacrificeoflife。

Thewholethingsoundedlikeadreamorsomeextraordinaryinventionofaspeculativebrain,andyetitwasafact——awonderfulfact——whichthewholeworldwouldsoonbecalledontotakenotice。Whatwasthemeaningofitall?AftermuchthinkingIcouldonlyconcludethatthiswonderfulcreature,whosepassionhadkeptherforsomanycenturieschained,asitwere,andcomparativelyharmless,wasnowabouttobeusedbyProvidenceasameanstochangetheorderoftheworld,andpossibly,bythebuildingupofapowerthatcouldnomoreberebelledagainstorquestionedthanthedecreesofFate,tochangeitmateriallyforthebetter。

CHAPTERXXIII——

THETEMPLEOFTRUTH

Ourpreparationsdidnottakeusverylong。WeputachangeofclothingapieceandsomesparebootsintomyGladstonebag,alsowetookourrevolversandanexpressrifleeach,togetherwithagoodsupplyofammunition,aprecautiontowhich,underProvidence,wesubsequentlyowedourlivesoverandoveragain。

Therestofourgear,togetherwithourheavyrifles,weleftbehindus。

AfewminutesbeforetheappointedtimeweoncemoreattendedinAyesha’sboudoir,andfoundheralsoready,herdarkcloakthrownoverherwindingsheet-

likewrappings。

“Areyepreparedforthegreatventure?”shesaid。

“Weare,“Ianswered,“thoughformypart,Ayesha,I

havenofaithinit。”

“Ah,myHolly,“shesaid,“thouartofatruthlikethoseoldJews——ofwhomthememoryvexesmesosorely——

unbelieving,andhardtoacceptthatwhichtheyhavenotknown。Butthoushaltsee;forunlessmymirroryonderlies,“andshepointedtothefontofcrystalwater,“thepathisyetopenasitwasofoldtime。

Andnowletusstartuponthenewlifewhichshallend——whoknowethwhere?”

“Ah,“Iechoed,“whoknowethwhere?”andwepasseddownintothegreatcentralcave,andoutintothelightofday。Atthemouthofthecavewefoundasinglelitterwithsixbearers,allofthemmutes,waiting,andwiththemIwasrelievedtoseeouroldfriendBillali,forwhomIhadconceivedasortofaffection。Itappearedthat,forreasonsnotnecessarytoexplainatlength,Ayeshahadthoughtitbestthat,withtheexceptionofherself,weshouldproceedonfoot,andthiswewerenothingloathtodo,afterourlongconfinementinthesecaves,which,howeversuitabletheymightbeforsarcophagi——asingularlyinappropriateword,bytheway,fortheseparticulartombs,whichcertainlydidnotconsumethebodiesgiventotheirkeeping——weredepressinghabitationsforbreathingmortalslikeourselves。Eitherbyaccidentorbytheordersof_i_She_i_,thespaceinfrontofthecavewherewehadbeheldthatawfuldancewasperfectlyclearofspectators。Notasoulwastobeseen,andconsequentlyIdonotbelievethatourdeparturewasknowntoanybody,exceptperhapsthemuteswhowaitedon_i_She_i_,andtheywere,ofcourse,inthehabitofkeepingwhattheysawtothemselves。

Inafewminutes’timeweweresteppingoutsharplyacrossthegreatcultivatedplainorlakebed,framedlikeavastemeraldinitssettingoffrowningcliff,andhadanotheropportunityofwonderingattheextraordinarynatureofthesitechosenbytheseoldpeopleofKo^rfortheircapital,andatthemarvellousamountoflabor,ingenuity,andengineeringskillthatmusthavebeenbroughtintorequisitionbythefoundersofthecitytodrainsohugeasheetofwater,andtokeepitclearofsubsequentaccumulations。Itis,indeed,sofarasmyexperiencegoes,anunequalledinstanceofwhatmancandointhefaceofnature,forinmyopinionsuchachievementsastheSuezCanaloreventheMontCenisTunneldonotapproachthisancientundertakinginmagnitudeandgrandeurofconception。

Whenwehadbeenwalkingforabouthalfanhour,enjoyingourselvesexceedinglyinthedelightfulcoolwhichaboutthistimeofthedayalwaysappearedtodescenduponthegreatplainofKo^r,andwhichinsomedegreeatonedforthewantofanykindorseabreeze——forallwindwaskeptoffbytherockymountainwall——webegantogetaclearviewofwhatBillalihadinformedusweretheruinsofthegreatcity。Andevenfromthatdistancewecouldseehowwonderfulthoseruinswere,afactwhichwitheverystepwetookbecamemoreevident。ThecitywasnotverylargeifcomparedtoBabylonorThebes,orothercitiesofremoteantiquity;perhapsitsouterwallcontainedsometwelvesquaremilesofground,oralittlemore。Norhadthewalls,sofaraswecouldjudgewhenwereachedthem,beenveryhigh,probablynotmorethanfortyfeet,whichwasabouttheirpresentheightwheretheyhadnot,throughthesinkingofthegroundorsomesuchcause,fallenintoruin。

Thereasonofthis,nodoubt,wasthatthepeopleofKo^r,beingprotectedfromanyoutsideattackbyfarmoretremendousrampartsthananythatthehandofmancouldrear,onlyrequiredthemforshowandtoguardagainstcivildiscord。But,ontheotherhand,theywereasbroadastheywerehigh,builtentirelyofdressedstone,hewn,nodoubt,fromthevastcaves,andsurroundedbyagreatmoataboutsixtyfeetinwidth,somereachesofwhichwerestillfilledwithwater。Abouttenminutesbeforethesunfinallysankwereachedthismoat,andpasseddownandthroughit,clamberingacrosswhatevidentlywerethepiled-upfragmentsofagreatbridgeinordertodoso,andthenwithsomelittledifficultyuptheslopeofthewalltoitssummit。Iwishthatitlaywithinthepowerofmypentogivesomeideaofthegrandeurofthesightthatthenmetourview。There,allbathedintheredglowofthesinkingsun,weremilesuponmilesofruins——columns,temples,shrines,andthepalacesofkings,variedwithpatchesofgreenbush。Ofcourse,theroofsofthesebuildingshadlongsincefallenintodecayandvanished,butowingtotheextrememassivenessofthestyleofbuilding,andtothehardnessanddurabilityoftherockemployed,mostofthepartywallsandgreatcolumnsstillremainedstanding。

Straightbeforeusstretchedawaywhathadevidentlybeenthemainthoroughfareofthecity,foritwasverywide,widerthantheThamesEmbankment,andregular。Being,asweafterwardsdiscovered,paved,orratherbuilt,throughoutofblocksofdressedstone,suchaswereemployedinthewalls,itwasbutlittleovergrownevennowwithgrassandshrubs,thatcouldgetnodepthofsoiltolivein。Whathadbeentheparksandgardens,onthecontrary,werenowdensejungle。Indeed,itwaseasyevenfromadistancetotracethecourseofthevariousroadsbytheburned-upappearanceofthescantygrassthatgrewuponthem。Oneithersideofthisgreatthoroughfarewerevastblocksofruins,eachblock,generallyspeaking,beingseparated。fromitsneighborbyaspaceofwhathadonce,Isuppose,beengarden-ground,butwasnowdenseandtangledbush。Theywereallbuiltofthesamecoloredstone,andmostofthemhadpillars,whichwasasmuchaswecouldmakeoutinthefadinglightaswepassedswiftlyupthemainroad,thatIbelieveIamrightinsayingnolivingfoothadpressedforthousandsofyears。

Presentlywecametoanenormouspile,whichwerightlytooktobeatemplecoveringatleastfouracresofground,andapparentlyarrangedinaseriesofcourts,eachoneenclosinganotherofsmallersize,onaprincipleofaChinesenestofboxes,whichwereseparatedonefromtheotherbyrowsofhugecolumns。

And,whileIthinkofit,Imayaswellstatearemarkablethingabouttheshapeofthesecolumns,whichresemblednonethatIhaveeverseenorheardof,beingfashionedwithakindofwaistinthecentre,andswellingoutaboveandbelow。Atfirstwethoughtthatthisshapewasmeanttoroughlysymbolizeorsuggestthefemaleform,aswasacommonhabitamongtheancientreligiousarchitectsofmanycreeds。

Onthefollowingday,however,aswewentuptheslopesofthemountain,wediscoveredalargequantityofthemoststatelylookingpalms,ofwhichthetrunksgrewexactlyinthisshape,andIhavenownodoubtbutthatthefirstdesignerofthosecolumnsdrewhisinspirationfromthegracefulbendsofthoseverypalms,orratheroftheirancestors,whichthen,someeightortenthousandyearsago,asnow,beautifiedtheslopesofthemountainthathadonceformedtheshoresofthevolcaniclake。

Atthefacadeofthishugetemple,which,Ishouldimagine,isalmostaslargeasthatofEl-Karnac,atThebes,someofthelargestcolumns,whichImeasured,beingbetweeneighteentotwentyfeetindiameteratthebase,byaboutseventyfeetinheight,ourlittleprocessionwashalted,andAyeshadescendedfromherlitter。

“Thereusedtobeaspothere,Kallikrates,“shesaidtoLeo,whohadrunuptohelpherdown,“whereonemightsleep。TwothousandyearsagodidthouandIandthatEgyptianaspresttherein,butsincethenhaveI

notsetfoothere,noranyman,andperchanceithasfallen,“and。followedbytherestofus,shepassedupavastflightofbrokenandruinedstepsintotheoutercourt,andlookedroundintothegloom,Presentlysheseemedtorecollect,and,walkingafewpacesalongthewalltotheleft,halted。

“Itishere,“shesaid,andatthesametimebeckonedtothetwomutes,whowereloadedwithprovisionsandourlittlebelongings,toadvance。Oneofthemcameforward,and,producingalamp,lititfromhisbrazier(fortheAmahaggerwhenonajourneynearlyalwayscarriedwiththemalittlelightedbrazierfromwhichtoprovidefire)。Thetinderofthisbrazierwasmadeofbrokenfragmentsofmummycarefullydamped,and,iftheadmixtureofmoisturewasproperlymanaged,thisunholycompoundwouldsmoulderawayforhours。AssoonasthelampwaslitweenteredtheplacebeforewhichAyeshahadhalted。Itturnedouttobeachamberhollowedinthethicknessofthewall,and,fromthefactoftherestillbeingamassivestonetableinit,Ishouldthinkthatithadprobablyservedasaliving-room,perhapsforoneofthedoor-

keepersofthegreattemple。

Herewestopped,andaftercleaningtheplaceoutandmakingitascomfortableascircumstancesandthedarknesswouldpermit,weatesomecoldmeat,atleastLeo,Job,andIdid,forAyesha,asIthinkIhavesaidelsewhere,nevertouchedanythingexceptcakesofflour,fruit,andwater。Whilewewerestilleating,themoon,whichwasatherfull,roseabovethemountain-wall,andbegantofloodtheplacewithsilver。

“WotyewhyIhavebroughtyouhereto-night,myHolly?”saidAyesha,leaningherheaduponherhandandwatchingthegreatorbassherose,likesomeheavenlyqueen,abovethesolemnpillarsofthetemple。“Ibroughtyou——nay,itisstrange,butknowestthou,Kallikrates,thatthouliestatthismomentupontheveryspotwherethydeadbodylaywhenIboretheebacktothosecavesofKo^rsomanyyearsago?Itallreturnstomymindnow。Icanseeit,andhorribleisittomysight!”andsheshuddered。

HereLeojumpedupandhastilychangedhisseat。

HoweverthereminiscencemightaffectAyesha,itclearlyhadfewcharmsforhim。

“Ibroughtyou,“wentonAyesha,presently,“thatyemightlookuponthemostwonderfulsightthatevertheeyeofmanbeheld——thefullmoonshiningoverruinedKo^r。Whenyehavedoneyoureating——IwouldthatI

couldteachtheetoeatnaughtbutfruit,Kallikrates,butthatwillcomeafterthouhastlavedinthefire。

OnceI,too,atefleshlikeabrutebeast。Whenyehavedonewewillgoout,andIwillshowyouthisgreattempleandthegodwhommenonceworshippedtherein。”

Ofcoursewegotupatonce,andstarted。Andhereagainmypenfailsme。Togiveastringofmeasurementsanddetailsofthevariouscourtsofthetemplewouldonlybewearisome,supposingthatIhadthem,andyetIknownothowIamtodescribewhatwesaw,magnificentasitwaseveninitsruin,almostbeyondthepowerofrealization。Courtupondimcourt,rowuponrowofmightypillars——someofthem(especiallyatthegateways)sculpturedfrompedestaltocapital——spaceuponspaceofemptychambersthatspokemoreeloquentlytotheimaginationthananycrowdedstreets。Andoverall,thedeadsilenceofthedead,thesenseofutterloneliness,andthebroodingspiritofthePast!Howbeautifulitwas,andyethowdrear!Wedidnotdaretospeakaloud。Ayeshaherselfwasawedinthepresenceofanantiquitycomparedtowhichevenherlengthofdayswasbutalittlething;

weonlywhispered,andourwhispersseemedtorunfromcolumntocolumn,tilltheywerelostinthequietair。Brightfellthemoonlightonpillarandcourtandshatteredwall,hidingalltheirrentsandimperfectionsinitssilvergarment,andclothingtheirhoarmajestywiththepeculiargloryofthenight。ItwasawonderfulsighttoseethefullmoonlookingdownontheruinedfaneofKo^r。Itwasawonderfulthingtothinkforhowmanythousandsofyearsthedeadorbaboveandthedeadcitybelowhadgazedthusuponeachother,andintheuttersolitudeofspacepouredfortheachtoeachthetaleoftheirlostlifeandlong-departedglory。Thewhitelightfell,andminutebyminutethequietshadowscreptacrossthegrassgrowncourtslikethespiritsofoldpriestshauntingthehabitationsoftheirworship——thewhitelightfell,andthelongshadowsgrewtillthebeautyandgrandeurofthesceneandtheuntamedmajestyofitspresentdeathseemedtosinkintoourverysouls,andspeakmoreloudlythantheshoutsofarmiesconcerningthepompandsplendorthatthegravehadswallowed,andevenmemoryhadforgotten。

“Come,“saidAyesha,afterwehadgazedandgazed,I

knownotforhowlong,“andIwillshowyouthestonyflowerofLovelinessandWonder’sverycrown,ifyetitstandstomocktimewithitsbeautyandfilltheheartofmanwithlongingforthatwhichisbehindtheveil,“and,withoutwaitingforananswer,sheledusthroughtwomorepillaredcourtsintotheinnershrineoftheoldfane。

Andthere,inthecentreoftheinmostcourt,thatmighthavebeensomefiftyyardssquare,oralittlemore,westoodfacetofacewithwhatisperhapsthegrandestallegoricalworkofartthatthegeniusofherchildrenhasevergiventotheworld。Forintheexactcentreofthecourt,placeduponathick,squareslabofrock,wasahugeroundballofdarkstone,somefortyfeetindiameter,andstandingontheballwasacolossalwingedfigureofabeautysoentrancinganddivinethatwhenIfirstgazeduponit,illuminatedandshadowedasitwasbythesoftlightofthemoon,mybreathstoodstill,andforaninstantmyheartceaseditsbeating。

Thestatuewashewnfrommarblesopureandwhitethatevennow,afterallthoseages,itshoneasthemoonbeamsdanceduponit,anditsheightwas,Ishouldsay,atrifleundertwentyfeet。Itwasthewingedfigureofawomanofsuchmarvellouslovelinessanddelicacyof。formthatthesizeseemedrathertoaddtothantodetractfromitssohumanandyetmorespiritualbeauty。Shewasbendingforwardandpoisingherselfuponherhalf-spreadwingsasthoughtopreserveherbalanceassheleaned。Herarmswereoutstretchedlikethoseofsomewomanabouttoembraceoneshedearlyloved,whileherwholeattitudegaveanimpressionofthetenderestbeseeching。Herperfectandmostgraciousformwasnaked,save——andherecametheextraordinarything——theface,whichwasthinlyveiled,sothatwecouldonlytracethemarkingofherfeatures。Agauzyveilwasthrownroundandaboutthehead,andofitstwoendsonefelldownacrossherleftbreast,whichwasoutlinedbeneathit,andone,nowbroken,streamedawayupontheairbehindher。

“Whoisshe?”Iasked,assoonasIcouldtakemyeyesoffthestatue。

“Canstthounotguess,OHolly?”answeredAyesha。

“Wherethenisthyimagination?ItisTruthstandingontheWorld,andcallingtoitschildrentoveilherface。Seewhatiswrituponthepedestal。WithoutdoubtitistakenfromthebookoftheScripturesofthesemenofKo^r,“andsheledthewaytothefootofthestatue,whereaninscriptionoftheusualChinese-

lookinghieroglyphicswassodeeplygravenastobestillquitelegible,atleasttoAyesha。Accordingtohertranslationitranthus:

“’Istherenomanthatwilldrawmyveilandlookuponmyface,lo!itisveryfair?UntohimwhodrawsmyveilshallIbe,andpeacewillIgivehim,andsweetchildrenofknowledgeandgoodworks。’

“Andavoicecried,’Thoughallthosewhoseekaltertheedesirethee,behold!Virginartthou,andVirginshaltthougotillTimebedone。Nomanistherebornofwomanwhomaydrawthyveilandlive,norshallbe。

ByDeathonlycanthyveilbedrawn,ohTruth!’

“AndTruthstretchedoutherarmsandwept,becausethosewhosoughthermightnotfindher,norlookuponherfacetoface。”

“Thouseest,“saidAyesha,whenshehadfinishedtranslating,“TruthwastheGoddessofthepeopleofoldKo^r,andtohertheybuilttheirshrines,andhertheysought;knowingthattheyshouldneverfind,stillsoughtthey。”

“Andso,“Iadded,sadly,“domenseektothisveryhour,buttheyfindnot;and,asthisscripturesaith,norshallthey;forinDeathonlyisTruthfound。”

Then,withonemorelookatthisveiledandspiritualizedloveliness——whichwassoperfectandsopurethatonemightalmostfancythatthelightofalivingspiritshonethroughthemarbleprisontoleadmanontohighandetherealthoughts——thispoet’sdreamofbeautyfrozenintostone,whichInevershallforgetwhileIlive,thoughIfindmyselfsohelplesswhenIattempttodescribeit,weturnedandwentbackthroughthevastmoonlitcourtstothespotwhencewehadstarted。Ineversawthestatueagain,whichIthemoreregret,becauseonthegreatballofstonerepresentingtheWorldwhereonthefigurestood,linesweredrawn,thatprobably,hadtherebeenlightenough,weshouldhavediscoveredtobeamapoftheUniverseasitwasknowntothepeopleofKo^r。Itis,atanyrate,suggestiveofsomescientificknowledgethattheselong-deadworshippetsofTruthhadrecognizedthefactthattheglobeisround。

CHAPTERXXIV——

WALKINGTHEPLANK

NEXTdaythemuteswokeusbeforethedawn;andbythetimethatwehadgotthesleepoutofoureyes,andgonethroughaperfunctorywashataspringwhichstillwelledupintotheremainsofamarblebasininthecentreofthenorthquadrangleofthevastoutercourt,wefound_i_She_i_standingbythelitterreadytostart,whileoldBillaliandthetwobearermuteswerebusycollectingthebaggage。Asusual,AyeshawasveiledlikethemarbleTruth(bytheway,I

wonderifsheoriginallygottheideaofcoveringupherbeautyfromthatstatue?)。Inoticed,however,thatsheseemedverydepressed,andhadnoneofthatproudandbuoyantbearingwhichwouldhavebetrayedheramongathousandwomenofthesamestature,eveniftheyhadbeenveiledlikeherself。Shelookedupaswecame——forherheadwasbowed——andgreetedus。Leoaskedherhowshehadslept。

“Ill,myKallikrates,“sheanswered,“ill。Thisnighthavestrangeandhideousdreamscomecreepingthroughmybrain,andIknownotwhattheymayportend。AlmostdoIfeelasthoughsomeevilovershadowedme;andyethowcaneviltouchme?Iwonder,“shewenton,withasuddenoutbreakofwomanlytenderness,“Iwonderif,shouldaughthappentome,sothatIsleptawhileandlefttheewaking,wouldstthouthinkgentlyofme?I

wonder,myKallikrates,ifthouwouldsttarrytillI

cameagain,asforsomanycenturiesIhavetarriedforthycoming?”

Then,withoutwaitingforananswer,shewenton:

“Come,letusbesettingforth,forwehavefartogo,andbeforeanotherdayisborninyonderblueshouldwestandinthePlaceofLife。”

Inanotherfiveminuteswewereoncemoreonourwaythroughthevastruinedcity,whichloomedatusoneithersideinthegraydawninginawaythatwasatoncegrandandoppressive。Justasthefirstrayoftherisingsunshotlikeagoldenarrowathwartthisstorieddesolationwegainedthefarthergatewayoftheouterwall,andhavinggivenonemoreglanceatthehoarandpillaredmajestythroughwhichwehadpassed,and(withtheexceptionofJob,forwhomruinshadnocharms)breathedasighofregretthatwehadnothadmoretimetoexploreit,passedthroughthegreatmoat,andontotheplainbeyond。

AsthesunrosesodidAyesha’sspirits,tillbybreakfast-timetheyhadregainedtheirnormallevel,andshelaughinglysetdownherpreviousdepressiontotheassociationsofthespotwhereshehadslept。

“ThesebarbariansdeclarethatKo^rishaunted,“shesaid,“andofatruthIdobelievetheirsaying,forneverdidIknowsoillanightsaveonce。Irememberitnow。Itwasonthatveryspotwhenthoudidstliedeadatmyfeet,Kallikrates。NeverwillIvisititagain;itisaplaceofevilomen。”

Afteraverybriefhaltforbreakfastwepressedonwithsuchgoodwillthatbytwoo’clockintheafternoonwewereatthefootofthevastwallofrockthatformedthelipofthevolcano,andwhichatthispointtoweredupprecipitouslyaboveusforfifteenhundredortwothousandfeet。Herewehalted,certainlynottomyastonishment,forIdidnotseehowitwaspossiblethatweshouldgoanyfarther。

“Now,“saidAyesha,asshedescendedfromherlitter,“dothourlaborbutcommence,forheredowepartwiththesemen,andhenceforwardmustwebearourselves;“

andthen,addressingBillali,“dothouandtheseslavesremainhere,andabideourcoming。Byto-morrowatthemiddayshallwebewiththee——ifnot,wait。”

Billalibowedhumbly,andsaidthatheraugustbiddingshouldbeobeyediftheystoppedtheretilltheygrewold。

“Andthisman,OHolly,“said_i_She_i_,pointingtoJob;“bestisitthatheshouldtarryalso,forifhisheartbenothighandhiscouragegreat,perchancesomeevilmightovertakehim。Also,thesecretsoftheplacewhitherwegoarenotfitforcommoneyes。”

ItranslatedthistoJob,whoinstantlyandearnestlyentreatedme,almostwithtearsinhiseyes,nottoleavehimbehind。Hesaidhewassurethathecouldseenothingworsethanhehadalreadyseen,andthathewasterrifiedtodeathattheideaofbeingleftalonewiththose“dumbfolk,“who,hethought,wouldprobablytaketheopportunitytohot-pothim。

ItranslatedwhathesaidtoAyesha,whoshruggedhershoulders,andanswered,“Well,lethimcome,itisnaughttome;onhisownheadbeit,andhewillservetobearthelampandthis,“andshepointedtoanarrowplank,somesixteenfeetinlength,whichhadbeenboundabovethelongbearing-poleofherhammock,asIhadthoughttomakethecurtainsspreadoutbetter,but,asitnowappeared,forsomeunknownpurposeconnectedwithourextraordinaryundertaking。

Accordingly,theplank,which,thoughtough,wasverylight,wasgiventoJobtocarry,andalsooneofthelamps。Islungtheotherontomyback,togetherwithasparejarofoil,whileLeoloadedhimselfwiththeprovisionsandsomewaterinakid’sskin。Whenthiswasdone_i_She_i_badeBillaliandthesixbearermutestoretreatbehindagroveoffloweringmagnoliasaboutahundredyardsaway,andremainthereunderpainofdeathtillwehadvanished。Theybowedhumbly,andwent,and,ashedeparted,oldBillaligavemeafriendlyshakeofthehand,andwhisperedthathehadratherthatitwasIthanhewhowasgoingonthiswonderfulexpeditionwith“_i_She_i_-who-must-be-

obeyed,“anduponmywordIfeltinclinedtoagreewithhim。Inanotherminutetheyweregone,andthen,havingbrieflyaskedusifwewereready,Ayeshaturned,andgazedupthetoweringcliff。

“Goodnessme,Leo,“Isaid,“surelywearenotgoingtoclimbthatprecipice!”

Leoshruggedhisshoulders,beinginaconditionofhalf-fascinated,half-expectantmystification,andashedidsoAyeshawithasuddenmovebegantoclimbthecliff,andofcoursewehadtofollowher。Itwasperfectlymarvelloustoseetheeaseandgracewithwhichshesprangfromrocktorock,andswungherselfalongtheledges。Theascentwasnot,however,sodifficultasitseemed,althoughtherewereoneortwonastyplaceswhereitdidnotdotolookbehindyou,thefactbeingthattherockstillslopedhere,andwasnotabsolutelyprecipitous,asitwashigherup。

Inthiswaywe,withnogreatlabor,mountedtotheheightofsomefiftyfeetaboveourlaststanding-

place,theonlyreallytroublesomethingtomanagebeingJob’sboard,andindoingsodrewsomefiftyorsixtypacestotheleftofourstarting-point,forwewentuplikeacrab,sideways。Presentlywereachedaledge,narrowenoughatfirst,butwhichwidenedaswefollowedit,andmoreoverslopedinwardlikethepetalofaflower,Sothataswefolloweditwegraduallygotintoakindofrutorfoldofrockthatgrewdeeperanddeeper,tillatlastitresembledaDevonshirelaneinstone,andhidusperfectlyfromthegazeofanybodyontheslopebelow,iftherehadbeenanybodytogaze。Thislane(whichappearedtobeanaturalformation)continuedforsomefiftyorsixtypaces,andthensuddenlyendedinacave,alsonatural,runningatrightanglestoit。Iamsurethatitwasanaturalcave,andnothollowedbythehandofman,becauseofitsirregularandcontortedshapeandcourse,whichgaveittheappearanceofhavingbeenblownbodilyinthemountainbysomefrightfuleruptionofgasfollowingthelineofleastresistance。AllthecaveshollowedbytheancientsofKo^r,onthecontrary,werecutoutwiththemostperfectregularityandsymmetry。AtthemouthofthiscaveAyeshahalted,andbadeuslightthetwolamps,whichIdid,givingonetoherandkeepingtheothermyself。Then,takingthelead,sheadvanceddownthecavern,pickingherwaywithgreatcare,asindeeditwasnecessarytodo,forthefloorwasmostirregular——

strewnwithboulderslikethebedofastream,andinsomeplacespittedwithdeepholes,inwhichitwouldhavebeeneasytobreakone’sleg。

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