投诉 阅读记录

第2章

“Idon"tintend。HaveInottoldyouthatI"mnotgoingtomarryMr。

Holland?“

“Thatislikeoneofthephraseswhichyougivetoyourfather,sothatthepeoplemightthinkhimclever。Orthodox!Whocaresnowadaysforwhatisdullyorthodox?Whoeverheardofaheroinorthodoxynowadays?Thethingisimpossible。Theremaybe,ofcourse,thousandsoforthodoxheroes,butoneneverhearsanythingofthem。TheplanetsJupiterandSaturnandMercuryandMarsandtherestofthemcomeandgoattheirappointedseasons,andnooneevergivesthemasecondthought,pooroldrespectablethings!butthemomentacometappearsintheskyeveryonerushesouttogazeatit,andthenewspapersdealwithitfromdaytoday,andtheillustratedpapersgiveitsportrait。

Nothingcouldbemoreunorthodoxthanyourcomet。Oh,Phyllis,mychild,don"ttalknowadaysoforthodoxyortheother——whatdotheycallit?——heterodoxy。Mr。Holland"snamewillbeineveryone"smouthforthenextyearatleast,andifhisbishoporafriendlychurchwardenprosecuteshim,andthethingisworkedupproperly,heoughttobebeforethepublicforthenextfiveyears。”

“Oh,Ella!“

“I"mnotoverstatingthecase,Iassureyou,mydear。AmanwastellingmeaboutoneColenso——hewas,sofarasIcouldgather,afirst-classmanatalgebraandheresyandthingslikethat。HewasBishopofZanzibarorUgandaorsomeplace,andhewroteabookaboutMoses——showingthatMosescouldn"thavewrittensomethingorother。

Well,hetookabitofprosecuting,fiveorsixyears,Ibelieve,andhedidn"tgonearlysofarasMr。Hollanddoesinthatbookofhis。

AllthistimepeopletalkedaboutlittleelsebutColenso,andhisbooksmadehimafortune。Thatwasbeforeourtime,dear——whenthenewspapersweren"tworkedastheyarenow。Blockprintinghasmademoreheroesthanthelongestcampaignonrecord。Yes,Mr。Courtlandsaidsotwodaysago。IthinkI"lltrysomemoreofthatlovelycake:

it"slikewarmice,isn"tit?Oh,you"llnotbesofoolishastothrowoveryourMr。Holland。”

“Itisalreadydone,“saidPhyllis。“I"msogladthatyoulikethecake。Itisverysubtle。Whatadelightfulidea——warmice!“

“Nevermindthecake。IwanttohearmoreofthismatterofMr。

Holland,“saidElla。“DoyoumeantotellmeplainlythatyouthrewoverMr。Hollandbecausehewroteabookthatwillbringhimfameandfortune?“

“IhavethrownoverMr。HollandbecausehehaswrittenabooktomakepeoplehavecontemptfortheBible,“saidPhyllis。

“ThenallIcansayisthatyouwereneverinlovewiththeman,“

criedElla。

“Youmaysaythatifyouplease。”

“Idosayit。Ifagirlreallylovesaman,shewillmarryhimeventhoughheshouldwriteabookagainstDarwin。Ifagirlreallylovesamanshewillstandbyhimallthecloserwhenheisundergoingacourseofhonorablepersecution,withhisportraitineverypaperthatonepicksup。”

“Idaresaythatistrueenough,“assentedPhyllis。“PerhapsIneverdidreallyloveMr。Holland。PerhapsIonlyfanciedIcaredforhimbecauseIsawthatsomanyothergirls——tooktowearingchocolatesandgraysandkepttheirsleevesdownjustwhensleeveswerehighest。”

“Ofcourseitwasonlynaturalthatyoushouldwishto——well,colloquially,towipetheeyesoftheothergirls。Howmanygirls,I

shouldliketoknow,begintothinkofamanasapossiblehusbanduntiltheyperceivethatthethoughtsofothergirlsareturnedinhisdirection?“

“Atanyrate,whateverImayhavedonelongago——“

“Threemonthsago。”

“Threemonthsago。WhateverImayhavedonethen,IknowthatIdon"tlovehimnow。”

“Don"tbetoosure,mydearPhyllis。Ifthereisonethingmorethananotheraboutwhichawomanshouldneverbepositive,itiswhetherornotshelovesaparticularman。Whatmistakestheymake!No,I"llneverbelievethatyouturnedhimadriftsimplybecausehewrotesomethingdisparaginglyaboutSolomon,orwasitDavid?AndIdidsowantyouandhimformynextday;Imeantittobesucha/coup/,tohavereturnedtotownonlyaweekandyettohavethemostoutrageouslyunorthodoxparsonatmyhouse。Ah,thatwouldindeedhavebeena/coup/!Nevermind,Icanatleasthavethebeautifulgirlwho,thoughdevotedtotheunorthodoxparson,threwhimoveronaccountofhisunorthodoxy。”

“Yes,youarecertainofme——thatis,ifyouthinkIshould——ifitwouldn"tseemalittle——“

“Whatnonsense,Phyllis!Wherehaveyoubeenlivingforthepasttwenty-threeyearsthatyoushouldgetsuchafunnynotionintoyourhead?Doyouthinkthatgirlsnowadaysabsentthemselvesfromfelicityawhilewhentheyfinditnecessarytobecome——well,disengaged——yes,ordivorced,forthatmatter?“

“Ireallycan"trecollectanycaseof——“

“Ofcourseyoucan"t。Theydon"texist。Theproperthingforawomentodowhenshegetsadivorceistotakeaboxatatheatreandgivetheaudienceachanceofrecognizingherfromherportraitsthathavealreadyappearedintheillustratedpapers。Theblockprintinghasdonethattoo。There"snotatheatremanagerinLondonwhowouldn"tgivehisbestboxtoawomanwhohascomestraightfromthedivorcecourt。Themanagersrecognizethefactthatsheisinthesamelineasthemselves。Butforyou,mydearPhyllis——oh,youwillneverdohimtheinjusticetokeepyourthrowingoverofhimasecret。”

“Injustice?Oh,Ella!“

“Isayinjustice。Goodgracious,child!cannotyouseethatifitbecomesknownthatthegirlwhohadpromisedtomarryhimhasbrokenoffherengagementtohimsimplybecausehehaswrittenthatbook,theinterestthatattachestohimonaccountofhisunorthodoxywillbeimmeasurablyincreased?“

“Iwillnotdohimtheinjusticeoffancyingforamomentthathewouldbegratifiedonthisaccount。Whateverhemaybe,Ella,heisatleastsincereandsingle-mindedinhisaims。”

“Ihavenodoubtofit,myonlyjoy。Buthoweversincereamanmaybeinhisaims,hestillcannotreasonablyobjecttothedistinctionthatisthrustuponhimwhenhehasdonesomethingoutofthecommon。Themenwhomakebooksknowthatthatsortofthingpays。Someonetoldmetheotherday——IbelieveitwasHerbertCourtland——thatitisthemenwhowritebooksembodyingagreatandnobleaimwhomaketheclosestbargainswiththeirpublishers。IheardofagreatandgoodclergymantheotherdaywhowroteaLifeofChrist,andthencomplainedinthepapersofhispublishershavingonlygivenhimamiserablepercentageontheprofits。Thatishowtheytalknowadays;theprofitresultingfromtheLifeofChrististobemeasuredinpounds,shillings,andpence。”

“Mr。Hollandisnotamanofthisstamp,Ella。”

“I"msureheisnot。Atthesametimeifheisn"tprosecutedforheterodoxynoonewillbemoredisappointedthanMr。Holland,unless,indeed,itbeMr。Holland"spublisher。Whowouldbegrudgethemartyrhishalo,dear?Eventhemostsincereandsingle-mindedmartyrhasaneyeonthathalo。Thehalooftheup-to-datemartyrismadeupofafternoonteasprovidedbyfairwomen,andfull-pageportraitsintheillustratedpapers。”

“Andallthisleadsto——what?“

“Itleadsto——letmesee——oh,yes,itleadstoyourappearanceatmylittlegathering。Ofcourse,you"llcome。Believeme,you"llnotfeeltheleastuncomfortable。YouwillbeTheGirlwhoSacrificedherLoveforConscience"Sake。That"sagoodenoughqualificationfordistinctiononthepartofanygirlinthesehardtimes。ButImighthaveknownlongagothatyouwouldplaythispart。Thatsweetlypatheticvoice,withthatfirmmouthandthoselovelysoftgrayeyesthatwouldseemtoacasualobservertoneutralizethefirmnessofthemouth。Oh,yes,myPhyllis,youhaveundoubtedly/laphysionomiedurole/。”

“What/role/?“

“The/role/ofthegirlwhoisonthesideoftheBible。”

“IamcertainlyonthesideoftheBible。”

“AndsoamI。SoIwilllookforyoutobebymysideonTuesdayweek,andasoftenasyoupleaseinthemeantime。Bytheway,youwillprobablymeetHerbertCourtlandatourhouse。HeistheNewGuineaman,youknow。”

“OfcourseIknow。Youtalkofwantingheroesinorthodoxyatyourhouse,whileyouhaveMr。Courtland,theNewGuineaexplorer,drinkinghisteaatyourelbow?Oh,goaway!“

“Ihopeyouwilllikehim。WesawagooddealofhiminItaly,andwillprobablyseeagooddealofhimhere。”

“I"mcertaintolikehim:youlikehim。”

“Ah,that"swhatyousaidtotheyoungwomenwhoputofftheircolorsandtooktosackclothinthepresenceofMr。Holland。Don"tbetoosurethatyouwilllikeanymanbecauseotherwomenlikehim。Now,I

have,asusual,remainedtoolongwithyou。I"mgreatlyimpressedwiththesituationofthemoment。Idon"tsaythatIthinkyouarewrong,mindyou。GirlsshouldalwaysbeonthesideoftheBible。Atanyrateyouhave,Irepeat,/laphysionomiedurole/,andyoucan"tbefarastrayifyouactuptoit。Good-bye,mydearest。”

CHAPTERVII。

THEDEFENSEOFHOLLAND。

EllaLintondrovetoacertainshopnotfarfromPiccadilly,——theonlyshopwherethearrangingoffeathersistreatedasascienceindependentofthefreaksoffashion,——andatthedoorshemetatallmanwiththecomplexionofmahoganybutwithfairhairandmustache。

Peoplenudgedoneanotherandwhisperedhisnameastheywalkedpasthimbeforestandingattheshopwindow,pretendingtoadmirethefeathers,butinrealitytoglancefurtivelyroundattheman。

ThenamethattheywhisperedtooneanotherafterthenudgewasHerbertCourtland。

Hetookoffhishat——itwasatallsilkone,butnoonewhoknewanythingcouldavoidfeelingthatitshouldhavebeenasolartoupee——

whenMrs。Lintonsteppedfromhervictoria。

“Oh,youhere!“saidshe。“Whoonearthwouldexpecttoseeyouhere?“

“You,“saidhe。

“What?“

“Youaskedmeaquestion。Iansweredit。”

Shelaughedastheywalkedtogethertothedoorofthefeathershop。

“Itappearstomethatyouhaveaverygoodopinionofyourselfandaverybadoneofme,“sheremarked,smilinguptohisface。

“That"sjustwhereyoumakeamistake,“saidhe。

“How?“

“IfIdidnotthinkwellofyouIshouldnothaveorderedParkinsontomakeyouafanofthetailofthemeteor。”

“Oh,Bertie,youhavedonethat?“

“WhyshouldInotdoit?“

“Butitistheonlyoneintheworld。”

“Ah,that"sjustit。Youaretheonlyoneintheworld。”

Shelaughedagain,lookinguptohisface。

“Well,we"llhavealookatit,anyway,“saidshe。

Theywentintotheshoptoseethetailfeathersofthatwonderfulmeteor-birdwhichHerbertCourtlandhadjustbroughtbackfromNewGuineawithhim——themostgloriousthingthatnaturehadproducedandagreatexplorerhadriskedhislifetoacquire,inorderthatMrs。

Lintonmighthaveauniquefeatheredfan。

AboutthesametimetheRev。GeorgeHollandmetinthesamethoroughfarehisfriendandpatron,theEarlofEarlscourt。

“BytheLordHarry,you"vedoneforyourselfnow,myhearty!“criedtheearl。“WhattheblazesdoyoumeanbyattackingtheWordofGodinthatfashion?“

“Tommy,“saidtheRev。GeorgeHolland,smilingapatronizingsmileathispatron,“Tommy,myfriend,ifyoutakemyadviceyou"llnotmeddlewithwhatdoesn"tconcernyou。You"reapeer;betterleavetheWordofGodtome。I"mnotapeer,butaparson。”

“I"llnotleaveitwithyou;itisn"tsafe,“saidthepeer。“AnythingmoredamnablyatheisticalthanthatbookofyoursIneverread。”

“Andyoudidn"treadit,Thomas;youknowyouonlyreadascreechingreviewofit,andyoudidn"tevenreadthatthrough,“saidtheparson。

“Whotoldyouthat?“askedthepatron。“Well,atanyrateIreadwhatyousaidaboutRuth。Itwasquitescandalous!Ruth!GoodLord!whatcharacterissafenowadays?OneoftheloveliestofthewomenoftheBible——mywifesaysso。Sheknowsallaboutthem。Andthebestpaintersintheworldhaveshownherstandingamongthefieldofoats。

BytheLord,sir,it"ssheerblasphemy!andworsethanthat,it"smakingpeople——good,religiouspeople,mind,nottheruck——it"smakingthemaskwhytheblazesIgaveyoutheliving。It"safact。”

“I"msorryforyou,Tommy——verysorry。I"malsosorryforyourgoodreligiouspeople,andparticularlysorryforthephraseologyoftheirearnestinquiriesonwhatIamsureisamatteroflifeanddeathtothem——spiritually。That"smylastword,Thomas。”

“AndyouweredoingsowellattheJoss-house,too。”LordEarlscourtwasshakinghisheadsorrowfully,ashespoke。“Wewereallgettingonsocomfortably。Thatwaswhatpeoplesaidtome——theysaid——“

“Pardonme,I"maparson,thereforeI"mnotparticular;butIcan"tstandthewayyourgoodreligiouspeopleexpressthemselves。”

“Theysaid,"It"ssod——pleasanttogetholdofaparsonwhocanbetrustedinthepulpit——sermonswithagoodhealthymoraltone,andsoforth。YoumightbringyouryoungestdaughtertoSt。Chad"sinthecertaintythatshewouldhearnothingthatwouldmakeheraskuncomfortablequestionswhenshegothome。"It"safact,theysaidthat;andnowyougoandspoilall。Thebishopwillhaveawordtosaytoyousomeofthesedays,mylad。HeranawaytotheContinent,theytellme,whenyourbookwaspublished,andit"sperfectlywellknownthatheneverrunsawayunlessthingslookserious。Whenthebishopisserious,thosethatcan"tswimhadbesttaketotheboats。”

“I"llaskyouforaseatinyouryacht,Tommy。Meantimekindestregardstoherladyship。”

“Oh!bytheway,it"snottrue,isit,thatthegirlhasthrownyouoveronaccountofthebook?“

ForaninstanttherecamealittleflushtothefaceoftheRev。

GeorgeHolland;thenheshiftedhisumbrellafromonehandtotheother,saying:

“IfyoumeanPhyllis,allIcansayinreplyisthatsheisthebestandthetruestgirlaliveatpresent。I"veanengagementataquarter-

pastsix。”

“Well,good-by。Itwasmymissuswhosaidthatthegirlwouldthrowyouoveronaccountofthatbook。”

“Ah!Good-by。”

“Honestlyspeaking,George,oldman,Ithinkyou"vemadeamistakethistime。Peopledon"tmindmuchaboutJacobandJonahandJeremiahandthewholejoblotofSheenies;buttheydomindaboutRuth。Hangitallman!shewasawoman。”

“Ah!sowasJezebel,andyet——ah!good-by。I"llbelateformyappointment。”

“SeeyouonSunday,“saidtheearl,withabroadishsmile。

Andsohedid。

SodidthelargestcongregationthathadeverassembledwithinthevenerablewallsofSt。Chad"s。Theyheardhimalso,andsodidthedozenreportersofthemorningpaperswhowerepresent——sometodescribe,withthesubtlefacetiousnessofthenewspaperreporter,theamusingoccurrencesincidentaltothechurchserviceoftheday,andotherstotakedownhissermontotheextentofhalfacolumntobeheaded“TheRev。GeorgeHollandDefendsHimself。”Onereporter,however,earnedanincreaseinhissalarybymakinghisheadline,“TheDefenseofHolland。”ItwassupposedthatcasualreaderswouldfancythatthekingdomofHollandhadbeenrepellinganinvader,andwouldnotfindouttheirmistakeuntiltheyhadreadhalfthroughthesermon。

GeorgeHollandhadnotbeenmistakenwhenhehadassumedthathisappearanceinthechurchandhissermonthisdaywouldattractalargeamountofattention。Asamatteroffactthebuildingwascrowdedwithnotablepersons:Cabinetministers(2),judgesofthesuperiorcourts(4),companypromoters(47),actorsandactresses(3),musichallandvarietyartists(22),RoyalAcademician(1)。Literaturewasrepresentedbyaladywhohadwrittenahigh-churchnovel,andfashionbythepublisherwhohadproducedit。Scienceappearedinthepersonofaprofessionalthought-reader(female)。ThesewereallstrangerstoSt。Chad"s,thoughsomeofthemcouldfollowtheservicequiteeasily。

Thehabituesofthechurchincludedseveralpeers,themembersofaforeignembassy,afewoutsidebrokers,quiteanumberofretiredofficersofbothservices,andsomeMembersofParliamentandtheLondonCountyCouncil。

Oneofthechaplainsofthebishopoccupiedaseatintheaisle;

accordingtothefacetiousnewspaperheheldawatchingbrief。

Therectorwas,ofcourse,obliviousofhisbrilliantentourage。HecouldnoteventellifPhyllisorherfatherwerepresent。(Asamatteroffactbothwereintheiraccustomedseatsintheirownpew。)

He,asusual,tookbutasmallpartintheritual——asLordEarlscourtonceremarked,GeorgeHollandwasn"tsuchafoolastokeepadoganddothebarkinghimself。(Ithasalreadybeenstatedthathehadacoupleofexcellentcurates。)Butthesermonwaspreachedbyhimself,asindeeditusuallywasafterthemorningservice。

Itwasthemostbrilliantofallhisefforts。Hetookashistextthewords,“AllScriptureisgivenbyinspirationandisprofitable,“andhehadnodifficultyinshowinghowvastwastheprofittobederivedfromaconsiderationofeveryportionofthesacredvolume,itappearedtohim,thantheaccountgivenoftheearlyhistoryoftheHebrewrace。Thataccountappealedasanobjectlessontoallnationsonthefaceoftheearth。ItallowedeverypeopletoseethecoursewhichthechildrenofIsraelhadpursuedatvariousperiodsoftheirexistenceandtoprofitbysuchobservation。TheHebrewswereaterribleexampletoalltheworld。IftheywereslaveswheninthelandofEgypt,thatwastheirownfault。Miltonhadmagnificentlyexpressedtheoriginofslavery:

“HethathathlightwithinhisownclearbreastMaywalki"thenoontideandenjoybrightday,Buthethathidesdarkdeedsandfoulthoughts……

Himselfishisowndungeon。”

ThebondageofEgyptwas,hebelieved,self-imposed。Thereisnoaccountavailable,hesaid,oftheenslavementoftheChildrenofIsraelbytheEgyptians,butacarefulconsiderationofthehistoryofvariouspeoplesshowsbeyondthepossibilityofamistakebeingmade,thatonlythosebecomeenslavedwhoarebestfittedforenslavement。A

kingarosethatknewnotJoseph——akingwhocouldnotbelievethatatanytimetherewasbelongingtothatraceofstrangersamanofsupremeintelligence。TheIsraelitesbowedtheirheadstotheyokeofthesuperiorrace,theEgyptians,andtooktheirrightfulplaceasslaves。AftermanydaysamanofextraordinaryintelligenceappearedinthepersonofMoses。Apatriotofpatriots,hegavetheracetheirGod——theyseemedtohavelivedinaperfectlyGodlessconditioninEgypt;andtheirtheologyhadtobeconstructedforthembytheirleader,aswellastheirlaws:thelawsforthedesertwanderers,andadecalogueforallhumanity。Hewasequaltoanyemergency,andhehadnoscruples。Healmostsucceededinmakingagreatnationoutofahordeofsuperstitiousrobbers。Hadhesucceededtherecordwouldhavethrowncivilizationbackathousandyears。Happyitwasfortheworldthatthetriumphofcrimewasbrief。ThecementofbloodshedthatkeptthekingdomofIsraeltogetherforatimesoondissolved。Captivityfollowedcaptivity。Forathousandyearsnoimprovementwhatevertookplaceintheconditionofthepeople——theyhadnoarts;theylivedinmudhutsataperiodwhenarchitecturereachedahigherlevelthanithadeverattainedtopreviously。Whenthepatriotprophetsarose,endeavoringtoreformthemwithwordsoffire——thesacredfireoftruth——theykilledthem。Onechanceremainedtothem。Theywereofferedareligionthatwouldhavepurifiedthem,inplaceofthesuperstitionthathaddemoralizedthem,andtheycriedwithonevoice,aseveryonewhohadknowntheirhistoryandtheirsocialcharacteristicsknewtheywouldcry,“NotthisMan,butBarabbas。”

ThatwasfromtheearliestperiodinthehistoryoftheracethewatchwordoftheHebrews。Nottheman,buttherobber。Allthatisgoodandnobleandtrueinmanhood——themercy,thecompassion,theself-sacrificethatarecomprisedintruemanhood——theycastbeneaththeirfeet,theyspatupon,theycrucified;butalloftheBarabbasinmantheyembraced。Thusaretheybecomeahissingintheearth,andproperlyso;forthosewhohissatthespiritwhichhasalwaysanimatedJudaismshowthattheyabhorathingthatisabhorrent。“AllScriptureisprofitable,“continuedthepreacher,“andpracticallyallthatisreferredtointhetextisanindictmentofJudaism。ThemoreearnestlyweholdtothistruththegreaterwillbetheprofitaccruingtousfromaconsiderationoftheScripture。ButwhatmoreterribleindictmentoftheHebrewsystemscouldwehavethanthatwhichisaffordedusintherecordthatthefatheroftheracehadtwelvesons?Hehad。Butwherearetenofthemnow?Sweptoutofexistencewithoutleavingasinglerecordoftheirdestructioneventotheirtwosurvivingbrethren。”HeconcludedhissermonbystatingthathehopeditwouldbeclearlyunderstoodthatherecognizedthefactthatinEnglandthosemembersoftheHebrewcommunitywhohadadoptedthemethods,theprinciples,thetruthsofChristianityeventhoughtheystillmaintainedtheirancientformofworshipintheirsynagogues,wereonalinewithcivilization。Theysearchedtheirscripturesandthesescriptureshadbeenprofitabletothem,inasmuchastheyhadbeentaughtbythosescriptureshowimpossibleitwasforthatformofsuperstitionknownasJudaismtobetheguideforanypeopleonthefaceoftheearth。

CHAPTERVIII。

IHOPETHATYOUWILLNOTEVENTUALLYMARRYANINFIDEL。

Someofthecongregationweregreatlydisappointed。TheyhadexpectedabrilliantandstartlingattackuponsomeotherBiblepersonageswhohadhithertobeenlookedonwithrespectandadmiration。ButthesermonhadonlyattackedtheJewishsystemasawhole,andeveryoneknowsthatthereisnothingpiquantinanattack,howevereloquentitmaybe,uponareligioussystemintheabstract。OnemightaswellfindentertainmentinanattackupontheMagneticPoleoradenunciationofthePrecessionoftheEquinoxes。Noonecared,theysaid,anythingmoreaboutthefailureofthelawsofMosesthanonedidaboutsuchabstractionsastheEarth"sAxis,ortheGreatGlacialEpoch。Itwasquitedifferentwhenthecharactersofwell-knownindividualsweresubjectedtoanassault。Peoplecouldlistenforhourstoanattackuponcelebratedpersons。IfMr。Holland"sbookhadonlydealtwiththecharacteristicsofthereligionoftheJews,itwouldneverhaveattractedattention,thesecriticssaid。IthadcalledfornoticesimplybecauseofitstrenchantremarksinregardtosomeofthoseBiblecelebritieswho,itwasgenerallyunderstood,wereconsideredworthyofadmiration。

WhycouldMr。HollandnothavefollowedupthecourseindicatedinhisbookbyshowingupsomeoftheotherpersonsintheBible?itwasasked。TherewerequiteanumberofcharactersintheBiblewhowereregardedasestimable。Whycouldhenotthenhavefolloweduphisoriginalschemeof“showingthemup?“——thatwasthephraseofthecritics。TherewasSolomon,forinstance。Hewasusuallyregardedasapersonofhighintellectualgifts;buttherewassurelyagooddealinhiscareerwhichwassusceptibleofpiquanttreatment。AndthensomeonesaidthatNoahshouldhaveachapteralltohimself,alsoLot;

andwhataboutthespieswhohadenteredJericho?Couldtheimaginationnotsuggestthestorywhichtheyhadtoldtotheirwivesontheirreturntothecamp,relativetothehouseinwhichtheyhadpassedalltheirsparetime?TheysupposedthatJerichowastheParisofthehighclassJewsofthosedays。

ThentheconversationofthesecriticsdriftedontotheParisofto-day,andthesermonanditslessonswereforgottenaseasilyasisanordinarysermon。Butallthesameitwasplainthattheclergymanhadfallenshortofwhatwasexpectedofhimuponthisoccasion。Hisbookhadgonefar,anditwasfeltthatheshouldhavegoneonebetterthanhisbook,sotospeak。Insteadofthathissermonhadbeenonetowhichscarcelyanyexceptioncouldbetaken。

Butthebishop"schaplain,whohadwatchedatintervalsofpraying,cametotheconclusionthattherectorofSt。Chad"swasagooddealclevererthanthemajorityofyoungishclergymenwhoendeavortoqualifyforprosecution。Itmaybeunorthodoxtocrossone"sarmswiththeregularityofclockworkoncomingtocertainwordsintheservice,andyoungclergymenhadbeenprosecutedforless;butitwasnotunorthodoxtospeakeviloftheJews——fordidnottheChurchprayfortheJewsdaily?andcananyoneinsultamanmorethanbyprayingforhim——unless,ofcourse,heisaking,inwhichcaseitisunderstoodthatnoinsultisintended?

Thebishop"schaplainpreparedareportofthesermonforhislordship,pointingoutitsgeneralharmony,broadlyspeaking,withthetenetsoftheChurch。

Mr。Ayrtonalsoseemedtoperceiveasortofclevernessinthesermon。

Therewasnothinginitthatwascalculatedtoshockeventhemostsusceptiblehearer。Indeed,itseemedtoMr。Ayrtonthattherewasagooddealinitthatwascalculatedtosoothethenervesofthosewhohadbeenshockedbythebook。Hesaidsomethingtothiseffecttohisdaughterastheywalkedhomeward。HewasratheranxioustofindoutwhatchanceGeorgeHollandhadofbeingrestoredtohisdaughter"sfavor。

ButPhylliswasfirminhercondemnationofthemethodsofMr。

Holland。

“HeattackstheJewsasaraceinordertoridiculethestatementintheBiblethattheywereGod"schosenpeople,andtheywere,youknow,papa,“shesaid。

“Theytooksomuchforgrantedthemselves,atanyrate,“saidherfather,withsomeshowofacquiescence。

“Buttheywere,andtheyaretoberestoredtotheirownland,“saidPhyllis。

“Arethey,mydear?Ishouldliketoseetheprospectusofthatenterprise。”

“Youaremocking,papa。Theyaretoberestored;itsayssointheBiblequiteclearly。”

“Iamnotmocking,Phyllis。IfgoldisdiscoveredinPalestine,theJewsmaygothereinsomenumbers;but,takemywordforit,theywon"tgootherwise。Theycouldn"tliveintheirownland,assumingthatitistheirown,whichisgoingprettyfar。Palestinewouldn"tsupportalltheJewsaliveatpresent;it"sawretchedcountry——Iknowitwell。Besides,theydon"twanttoreturntoit,andfurthermore,wecouldn"tsparethem。”

“IbelieveintheBible,andIhavefaith,“saidPhyllisfirmly。

“That"sright,“saidherfather。“Ihopeyoumayalwaysholdtoboth。

Ithinkthatthosegirlswhoexpecttoberegardedasadvanced,becausetheyscoffattheBibleandatfaith,arequitehorrid。Ialsohopethatyouwillnoteventuallymarryaninfidel。”

“Thatwouldbeimpossible,“saidPhyllisfirmly。

“Wouldit?“saidherfather。“Thereisastrongerinfluenceatworkinmostofus,attimes,thanreligion。Iwonderifitwillmakeavictimofyou,mychild,thoughyoudidsendGeorgeHollandabouthisbusiness。”

“Idon"tquiteknowwhatyoumean,“saidPhyllis,withonlytheslightestpossibleflush。

Andshedidnotknowwhathemeantuntilsixmonthshadpassed;butthensheknew。

Seeingthatshedidnotknowwhathemeant,herfatherthankedHeaventhatHeavenhadgivenhimadaughterwhowasunlikeotherdaughters。

Heprayedthatshemightneverbecomelikeotherdaughters。Hethoughtthatitwouldbegoodforhisdaughtertoremainwithoutexperienceofthoseoverwhelmingpassionswhichmakeupthelifeofawomanandaman。

Phylliswentoutagooddealduringtheweek,andeverywhereshefoundherselflookedatwithinterest;sometimesshefoundherselfbeingexaminedthrougha/pince-nez/asifshewereacuriousspecimen,andawomanortwosmiledderisivelyather。Shedidnotknowwhatwasmeantbytheircuriosity——theirderision——untilonedayanoldladynamedMrs。Haddonwentuptoherandkissedher,saying:

“ImadeupmymindthatIwouldkissyou,mydear,thefirstchanceI

had。Godblessyou,mychild!Youhavegivenyourtestimonyasawomanshould,inthesedaysofscoffingatthetruth。”

“Testimony?“saidPhyllis,quitepuzzled。Hadnotherfatherfeltathrillofgratitudeonreflectingthatshehadnoneofthequalitiesoftheprigabouther?“Testimony?“

“Youhavetestifiedtothetruth,MissAyrton,andyoushallhaveyourreward。Youhaveshownthatthetruthismoretoyouthan——thanlove——

theloveofman——allthatwomenholdsweetinlife。YouarerightMissAyrton;andalltruewomenmustloveandrespectyou。”

Phyllisturnedaverybrilliantcolor,andkepthereyesfixedontheparquetpatternofthefloor。

Thedearoldladysaidagooddealmoretoher,allinpraiseofheractofhavinggivenMr。Hollandhis/conge/onaccountofhishavingwrittenthatshockinglyunorthodoxbook。

BytheendoftheweekPhyllisAyrtonwaslookedonasquiteasmuchaheroineforhavinggivenMr。Hollandhis/conge/,asMr。Hollandwasaheroforhavingbravedthebishopinwritingthebook。Sheworeherlaurelsmeekly,thoughshehadbeenratherembarrassedwhenarayofintelligenceappearedamongthedarksayingsofthedearoldlady。Shecouldnothelpwonderinghowalltheworldhadbecomepossessedoftheknowledgethatshehadsaidgood-bytoherlover。SheconsideredifitwerepossiblethatMr。Hollandhadspreadabroadtheaccountofherill-treatmentofhim——hewouldnaturallyalludetoitasill-

treatment。ThequickjudgmentofEllaLintonhadenabledhertoperceivehowvaluabletoMr。HollandwastheincidentofhisrejectionbyPhyllis。Asabeginningofhispersecution,itsimportancecouldscarcelybeoverestimated。ButitdidnottakePhyllislongtoreassureherselfonthismatter。Itwas,ofcourse,Ellawhohadgiventheincidentpublicity。Shehaddonesofortworeasons:first,inorderthatherlittleafternoonAtHomemighthaveadditionallusterattachedtoitbythepresenceofayoungwomanwhohad,inthesedaysofamarriagemarketoverstockedwithyoungwomen(andoldwomen,forthatmatter),thrownoveraneligiblemanforconscience"sake;andsecondly,inorderthatherAtHomemighthaveadditionallusterattachedtoitfromthepresenceofthemanwhoallowedhimselftobethrownoverbyadelightfulgirlratherthanrefrainfrompublishingwhathebelievedtobethetruth。

Mrs。Lintonachievedboththeobjectswhich,asagoodhostess,shehadinview。Mr。HollandputinanappearanceinoneofMrs。Linton"sbigdrawingrooms,andsodidPhyllisAyrton。

Everyoneadmittedthatonlyawomanofthesocialcapacity——somepeoplecalleditgenius——ofMrs。Lintoncouldaccomplishsuchafeatasthebringingintothesameroomtwopersonswhohadgivenunmistakableevidenceofpossessingaconscienceapiece——thewomanwhohadsacrificedthemanforconscience"sake,andthemanwhohadsacrificedthewomanunderthesameinfluence。Itwasasocialtriumph,beyonddoubt。

Peopletalkedinwhispersofconscience,theadvantagesandthedisadvantagesofitspossession,andtheconsensusofopinionwasofitsbeingquiteappropriateinregardtoaclergyman,andthatitwasnotaltogetheroutofplaceonthepartofaspinster,providedthatshehadcounteractingvirtues;but,onthewhole,itwasperhapswisertoleavetheconsciencewiththeNonconformists。

PhyllisdidnotseeGeorgeHollanduntilshehadgothalfwayupthefirstofMrs。Linton"srooms。ShedidnothearherfriendEllasaytosomeone,inalowvoiceofapprehension:

“ForHeaven"ssake,keepthemapart!Theyarejustthesortofpeopletogreeteachotherquitecordially;andiftheydo,nooneherewillbelievethattheirengagementisoff。Peopleheredon"tunderstandhowadelicateconscienceworks。”

ThatwaswhatEllamurmuredtoamanwhohadbeeninvitedinorderthathemightmakehimselfgenerallyuseful。Shegavehimhisinstructionstoolate,however。BeforeshehadquitecompletedhergreetingofPhyllis,Mr。Hollandwasbesidethem。

Hehadnotforcedhimselfforwardwithanymeasureofpersistency;nooneseemedtonoticeanymovementonhispartuntilhehadshakenhandswithPhyllis,andwaschattingwithherandMrs。Lintonquitepleasantly——muchtoopleasantlyforamanwithaconscience,someonesaidlaterintheafternoon;butthatwassomeonewhowantedtotalktoPhyllishimself。

Peoplewatchedherwhenshesufferedherselftobegraduallywithdrawnfromthecenteroftheroomtoaseatthatchancedtobevacant,justbehindtheopendooroftheconservatory。Coulditbepossible,theyaskedoneanother,thatshehadindeedgivenhisdismissaltoMr。

Hollandthepreviousweek?Why,theywerechattingtogetheraspleasantlyastheyhadeverchatted。Hadnotthepeoplewhotalkedsogliblyofconscienceanditsmysteriousoperationsspokenalittletoosoon?Orhadthequarrelbeenpatchedup?Ifso,whichofthetwohadgotridoftheconsciencethathadbroughtabouttheoriginalrupture?

Thesequestionswereansweredatdiversplacesbydiverspersons,allthetimethatGeorgeHollandandPhyllisAyrtonremainedsidebysideattheentrancetotheconservatory,atthefurtherendofwhichavocalquartettepartysangdelightfully——delightfully;sufficientlyloudtoenablealltheguestswhowantedtotalktodosowithoutinconvenience,andatthesametimenotsoloudastobecomeobtrusive。Itissoseldomthataquartettepartymanagetohitthishappymedium,peoplesaid。Theygenerallysingasiftheyfancythatpeoplecometogethertohearthem,notrememberingthatthelegitimateobjectofmusicatanAtHomeistoactasanaccompanimenttotheconversation。

WhenPhylliswasleavingthehousehalfanhourlater,amanwasjustenteringthefirstdrawingroom——amanwithafaceburnttothecolorofanoldmezzotint。

Helookedatherforamomentashepassedher,forherfacehadsuddenlylightedup,assuchafaceashersdoesuponoccasions。

ThemancouldscarcelyfailtoperceivethatsheknewhisnamewasHerbertCourtland。

ButthenhewasaccustomedtoberecognizedbywomenaswellasmenineverypartofEurope,sincehehadreturnedfromNewGuineawiththetailfeathersofthemeteor-bird,whichwerenowbeingmadeintoafanforMrs。Linton。

CHAPTERIX。

MYFATHERHASHISIDEASONWHAT"SCALLEDREALISM。

ThelastrumbleofapplausehaddiedawayattheParthenonTheater,buttheaudiencewereleavingveryslowly;theywishedtolingeraslongaspossiblewithintheatmosphereofthebuilding;though,liketheatmosphereofmanysacredplaces,thatoftheParthenonwas,justatthattime,atrifleunsavory。Thefirstperformanceofthedramaof“Cagliostro“hadjusttakenplace,and,asthefirstnightsattheParthenonareinvariablyregardedasthemostexclusivefunctionsoftheyear,thestallsandboxeshadbeencrowded。AndthedistinctionwhichinMayfairandBelgraviaattachestothosewhohavebeenintheboxesandstallsonParthenonfirstnightisnotgreaterthanthatwhich,inBloomsburyandCamdenTown,accruestothosewhohaveoccupiedplaces——notnecessarilyseats——intheotherpartsofthehouse。Itisunderstood,too,thatthegoodwillofBloomsburyandCamdenTownismuchmorevaluabletoaplaythanthebestwishesofMayfairandBelgravia。

Thegraciousmanagerhadmadehiscustomaryspeechofthanks,——foreverythingproducedattheParthenonwasasuccess,——andwhilethegeneralaudienceweremovingawayveryreluctantly,somedistinguishedmenandwomenfollowedtheguidanceofastrongIrishbrogueasaflockfollowsabell-wether,throughadoorthatledtothestage。

Herethegreatactorandtheever-charmingladywhodividedwithhimtheaffectionsofWestaswellasEast,receivedtheirguests"

congratulationsinsuchawayasmadetheguestsfeelthatthesuccesswaswhollyduetotheirgoodwill。

Mrs。Linton,whowasapersonageinsociety,——herhusbandhadfoundagoldmine(withtheassistanceofHerbertCourtland)andshehadherselfwrittenabookoftravelswhichdidnotsell,——hadbroughtPhylliswithherpartytothetheater,andtheyhadgoneonthestagewiththeothernotabilities,attheconclusionoftheperformance。

GeorgeHolland,havingbecomeasgreatacelebrityasthebestofthemduringthatpreviousfortnight,hadnaturallyreceivedastallandaninvitationtothestageattheconclusionoftheperformance。HehadnotbeenofMrs。Linton"sparty,buthelayinwaitforthatpartyastheyemergedfromtheirbox。

Anothermanalsolayinwaitforthem,andpeople——outsiders——nudgedoneanotherinthetheaterasthepassersdownPiccadillyhadnudgedoneanother,whisperinghisname,HerbertCourtland。Others——theywerenotquitesuchoutsiders——nudgedoneanotherwhenMrs。Lintonlaiddownhernewfeatherfanontheledgeofthebox。Itwaspossiblytheloveliestthingthatexistedintheworldatthatmoment。Noartisthadeverdreamedofsowonderfulaschemeofcolor——suchmiraclesofcolor——combinationsineveryfeatherfromthequilltothespider-web-

likefluffsatthetips,eachofwhichshonenotlikegoldbutlikeglass。Itwaswellworthallthenudgingthatitcalledforth。

ButwhenMrs。Lintonhadpickeditupfromtheledge,beginningtooscillateitinfrontofherfairface,thenudgingceased。Peoplelookedatthethingwitheyeswidewithastonishment,butwithlipsmute。

Amoresatisfactoryeveningshehadneverspent,Mrs。Lintonfelt;andnowthefanwashangingdownamongthebrocadedflowersofherdress,makingthemlooktawdryassheleftthebox,andnoticedhowatleasttwomenwerelyinginwaitforherparty。Therewas,however,afranknessinHerbertCourtland"sstrategywhichGeorgeHolland"sdidnotpossess。Mr。Courtlandwaslookingdirectlyather;Mr。Hollandwaspretendingtobeengrossedinconversationwithamaninoneoftheendstalls。

SheliftedafingerandCourtlandwenttoherside。ThedifficultiesofthejunglealongthebanksoftheFlyRiverweretriflingcomparedwiththeobstacleshehadtoovercomeinobeyingher。

“Ihadnoideathatyouwouldbehere,“shesaid。

“WhereelseshouldIbe?“hesaid,insolowatoneastobeheardonlybyher。

“Wearesoglad,“saidMrs。Linton。“Iwanttopresentyoutomydearestfriend,PhyllisAyrton。”

“Awoman!“saidhe。

“Notyet。Shehasnevermetaman。Shewillto-night,“saidElla。ThensheturnedtoPhyllis,whowaswalkingbesideLordEarlscourt。“Comehere,Phyllis,“shesaid;“youaretheonlypersoninLondonwhodoesn"tyetknowMr。HerbertCourtland。ThisisMr。Courtland。”

ThusitwasthatPhylliswentuponthestageoftheParthenonbythesideofHerbertCourtlandinsteadofbythesideofGeorgeHolland;

andthelittlelaughthatMrs。Lintongavewasduetohercarefulobservationofthelatter"sfacewhenheperceived,ashedidinspiteoftheengrossingnatureofhisconversationwithhisfriendintheendstall,howhisdesignshadbeendefeatedbyhertactics。ShewouldnothavemindedhavingHerbertCourtlandwithherforthehourtheymightremainatthetheater,butshehadmadeuphermindthatitwasnottoPhyllis"advantagethatMr。Hollandshouldcontinuebyhersideinpublicaftershehadgivenhimhisdismissal。

Shealsoperceived,withevengreatergratification,thatHerbertCourtlandwaslookingnearlyasdissatisfiedwiththeresultofhertacticsasGeorgeHolland。IfhehadlookedpleasedatbeingbythesideofPhylliswhenheexpectedtobewithher——Ella——whatwouldlifebeworthtoher?

ButifhewasdissatisfiedatbeingwithPhyllisinsteadofMrs。

Linton,hedidnotconsiderthatanyreasonforneglectingtheformer。

Hewonderedifshehadanychoiceinsandwiches——ofcourseshehadinchampagne。Hiscuriositywassatisfied,andPhylliswasamplyprovidedfor。

“YouareMrs。Linton"sdearestfriend,“heremarkedcasually,astheyleanedupagainsttheprofileoftheChurchscenein“Cagliostro,“fortheywerestandinginthe“wings“——tobeexact——ontheO。P。side。

“Sheismydearestfriend,atanyrate,“saidPhyllis。

“Youwerenotatschooltogether。Sheisfourorfiveyearsolderthanyou。”

“Onlythree。Whenshegotmarriedsheseemedtometobealmostvenerable。Threeyearsseemedalongtimethen。”

“Butnowyoufancythatyouhaveformedarightideaofwhatismeantbythreeyears?“

“Well,abetteridea,atanyrate。”

“Youarestillagoodwayoffit。Butifyouhaveformedarightestimateofawoman"sfriendship——“

“That"sstillsomething,youmeantosay?Butwhydidyoustopshort,Mr。Courtland?“

Phylliswaslookinguptohisfacewithasmileofinquiry。

“IwasafraidthatyoumightthinkIwasonthewaytopreachasermononthetextofwoman"sfriendship。Ipulledmyselfupjustintime。

I"mgladthatIdidn"tfrightenyou。”

“Oh,no;youdidn"tfrightenme,Mr。Courtland。Iwasonlywonderinghowyouwouldgoon——whetheryouwouldtreatthetopicsentimentallyorcynically。”

“Andwhatconclusiondidyoucometoonthesubject?“

“Iknowthatyouareabraveman——perhapsthebravestmanalive。Youwould,Ithink,havetreatedthequestionseriously——feelingly。”

Helaughed。

“Theadoptionofthatcourseimpliescouragecertainly。Allthemenofsentimentality——whichissomethingquitedifferentfromsentiment,mindyou——havetakentowritingmelodramaandpennynovelettes。Youdidn"thearmuchsentimentalityonthisstageto-night,oranyothernight,forthatmatter。”

“No;itwouldhavesoundedunreal。AParthenonaudiencewouldresentwhattheybelievedtobeafalsenoteinart;andaParthenonaudienceissupposedtobetheconcentrationofthespiritoftheperiodinthoughtandart;isn"tit?“

“Idon"tknow。I"mhalfasavage。ButIliketothinkthebestofaParthenonaudience;youandIformedpartofthatconcentrationto-night——yes,Iliketothinkthebestofit。Isupposeweknow——we,theParthenonaudience,Imean——whatourfeelingsareontheartofacting——theartofplay-writing。”

“Ishouldn"tliketohavetodefinemyfeelingsatamoment"snotice。”

“Onemustmakeabeginning,andthenworkupgraduallytothedefinition。”

“Forinstance——“

“Well,forinstance,there"ssomethingthatpeoplecallrealismnowadays。”

“Myfatherhashisideasonwhat"scalledrealism,“Phyllislaughed。

“"Realisminpaintingistheidealwithasmudge。"“

“Ishouldliketohearwhatyouthinkofit?“

Healsolaughedsympathetically。

“Oh,Ionlyventuretothinkthatrealismistheoppositetoreality。”

“And,sofarasIcangather,yourdefinitionisnotwantinginbreadth——no,norinaccuracy。Sentimentalityistheoppositetosentiment。”

“Thatisapointonwhichweagreedamomentago。Myfathersaysthatsentimentisastrongman"sconcealmentofwhathefeels,whilesentimentalityisaweakman"sexpressionofwhathedoesn"tfeel。”

“AndtheParthenonaudience——youandI——laughatthelatter——thatis,becausewehavepracticedsomeformofathletics。Thebicyclehasgivenits/coupdegrace/tosentimentality。Thatmanovertherewiththeheadandfacelikealion"s,andthatwomanwhosefaceisnatureilluminated,havelongagorecognizedtheshallownessofsentimentality——thedepthsofsentiment。Wecouldnotimagineeitherofthemstrikingafalsenote。Theyhavebeentheteachersofthisgeneration——thegenerationtowhichyoubelong。GreatHeavens!tothinkthatforsomanyyearshumanpassionshouldbebanishedfromart,thougheverylineofShakspereistremulouswithpassion!Why,thewordwasabsolutelybanished;itwasregardedasimpure。”

“Iknowthat——Iwasataboardingschool。Thepreceptressesregardedasimpureeverythingthatishuman。”

“Whereas,justtheoppositeisthecase?“

“Ididn"tsaythat,Mr。Courtland。”

“Youcouldscarcelysayit。Iamonlybeginningtothinkit,andI

havelivedamongsavagesforyears。Thatmanwiththelion"sfacehasnotfearedtodealwithpassion。AllactorswhohavelivedsinceGarrickhavenevergonefurtherthantoillustratepassioninthehandsofaman;butthatlion-man,whosestagewearenowstandingon,showsusnotthepassioninthehandsofaman,butthemaninthehandsofthepassion。Themanwhotearsthepassiontotattersistherobustiousperiwig-patedfellow;theactor,whoshowsusthemantornintattersbythepassion,isthesupremeartist。Iamnoauthorityonmodernliterature;butImustconfessthatIwasastonishedatthechangethatafewyearshavebroughtabout。Iwasinaproperpositionfornoticingit,havingbeenpracticallywithoutbooksfortwoyears。”

“Isitachangeforthebetter,doyouthink,Mr。Courtland?“

“Ifeelcertainthatitisforthebetter。Irefer,ofcourse,onlytothebooksofthoserealinvestigators——realartists。Irefertothefountain-heads,nottothehydrantslaiddownbythewatercompaniesattheendofabouttenmilesoffoulpiping。Idon"tliketheproductofthehydrants。Ilikethesprings,and,howevernaturaltheymaybe,Idon"tfindanythingimpureinthem。WhyIlovetheBibleisbecauseitissoverymodern。”

“Youdon"tthink,then,thatitisyetobsolete,Mr。Courtland?“

“Nobookthatdealssotrulywithmenandwomencaneverbeobsolete,thefactbeingthatmenandwomenarethesameto-dayastheyweretenthousandyearsago,perhapstenmillionyearsago,thoughI"mnotquitesosureofthat。TheBible,andShakspere,andRofudingding,aNewGuineapoet,whoatemenforhisdinnerwhenhehadachance,and,whenhehadfinished,sanglyricsthatstirtheheartsofallhisfellow-islanderstothisday,——helivedahundredyearsago,——dealtwithmenandwomen;thatiswhyallareasimpressiveto-dayastheywerewhenoriginallycomposed。Menandwomenlikereadingaboutmenandwomen,anditisbecomingunderstood,nowadays,thatthetruthaboutmenandwomencanneverbecontemptible。”

“Ah,buthowdoweknowthatitisthetruth?“

“Thereinthemetaphysicianmustministertohimself。Icannotsuggesttoyouanytestofthetruth,ifyouhavenonewithyou。EveryonecapableofpronouncingajudgmentonanymattermustfeelhowtruthfullythepersonagesintheBiblehavebeendrawn。”

“Yes;theBibleistheWordofGod。”

“Ibelievethatitis,mostcertainly。Thatprofoundwisdom;thattolerationoftheweaknessesofmen;thatsympathywithmen,whocannotfathomthemysteriesoflife,andthestruggleforlifeofallthingsthatlovelife;thatspiritIcallGod,andIdon"tthinkthatabetternamehasbeenfoundforit。”

“It——for/it/?YouthinkofGodasmerelyaforceofnature?“

“Justthecontrary。Godisthespiritthatlivesinwarfarewithnature。GreatHeavens!isn"tthatthetruthofwhichthewholeBibleistheallegory?Natureandnature"slawsconstitutetheDevil。GodistheopposingForce。Itisalawofnaturetokillofftheweak,tocrushthatwhichhasfalleninthestruggle。ItisGodwhohelpstheweak——whohelpsthefeeble。”

“Butmerelyaforce?“

“Oh,Ihavenoprivateopiniononthatpartofthequestion。IamnotlikethatmodernphilosopherwhofanciedhehadsolvedthewholeproblembyspellingGodwithasmallg。Butdon"tyouthinkthatwehavegonequitefarenoughinourexchangeofconfidenceforafirstmeeting?YouarewhattheItalianscall/simpatica/——thatis,morethanmerelysympathetic。Youlookatone,andleadoneontoconfideinyouasonedoesnotconfideinmostgirls。Youareathoroughlydangerousyoungwoman,MissAyrton,thoughyouareMrs。Linton"sdearestfriend。Bytheway,canyoumakeherconfideinyou?“

Thereseemedtobeameasureofcuriosity,nottosayanxiety,inthetoneofthisinquiry。

“Well,shemakesmeconfideinher。Iwonderifthatisjustthesamething,“saidPhyllis。

“It"snotexactlythesamething,“saidhe。“Butit"sthepropercoursefordearestfriendstoadopttowardeachother。Forthemaintenanceofafirmfriendshipbetweenanytwopersons,onlyoneshouldconfide;theothershouldbestrictlytheconfidante。Bytheway,Iwonderwhatistheaveragedurationofthedearestfriendshipbetweentwowomen。”

“Whyshouldithaveanylimits?“saidPhyllisgravely。“Whatisthedurationofthefriendshipbetweentwomen?“

“Itmostlydependsonwhenthewomanmakesherappearance,“saidhe,withalaugh。

“Ah!Sothat——Ah,nevermind。EllawasmydearestfriendbeforeMr。

Lintonputinanappearance。”

“Andhewasminebeforesheputinanappearance,“saidhe。

“Ididn"tknowthat,“saidPhyllis。

“There,yousee,ismycontentionborneout,“saidhe。“Youaretheonewhoconfides;sheistheonewhoreceivestheconfidences,andrespectsthem,I"msure。Ihopethatyouwilldothesame,MissAyrton。Don"tletanyoneknowthatIconfidedinyouallthatIthinkonthesubjectoftheoldAdamandthenewEve。”

“NooneexceptEllaLinton,andyouknowthatIcankeepnothingfromherifwearetoremaindearestfriends。Perhapssheknowsalreadythelimitsofyourbelief,Mr。Courtland。”

“Shedoes——shedoes。”

AtthatmomentEllaLintoncameupwithLordEarlscourt。

“HasMr。Courtlandbeentellingyouallaboutthebirdofparadise?“

sheaskedofPhyllis,whileshewavedthetailfeathersoftheloveliestofthebirdsofparadisebeforeherface。

“Thebird?——notthe/bird/,“laughedPhyllis。

“Butthetopicwasparadise?“Ellajoinedinthelaugh——yes,tosomeextent。

“ItalkedofAdam——theoldoneofthatname,“saidMr。Courtland。

“AndEve——thenewoneofthatname,“saidPhyllis。

“Theologyisintheair!“criedElla。“Eventhestageofatheaterisnotfreefromthetaint。ItmustbethecaseofMr。Holland。WhereisMr。Holland,bytheway,LordEarlscourt?“

“Ihaven"tseenhimforsometime。Hemusthavegoneaway。I"mnotMr。

Holland"skeeper,thankHeaven!“saidLordEarlscourt,withheartfeltdevoutness。

“Nowyouknowthateveryoneholdsyouaccountableforwhathehasdone!“saidElla。

“Thenthat"sjustwhereeveryonemakesamistake,“saidhe。“GreatLord!isityourideaofBritishjusticetopersecutethewrongman?

Whydoesn"tthebishopdohisduty?Whatdowepayhimfor?“

“Wewon"tabandonourcharityatthecalloftheology,“saidElla。

“Theology——representedbyLordEarlscourt,“saidMr。Courtland。

“Youdon"tknowhowI"vebeenabusedduringthepastfortnight,indeedyoudon"t,“moanedLordEarlscourt。“Why,there"smyownwife,sheabusedmelikeacab-driverbecauseGeorgeHollandhadbeenwithusontheplatformwhentheChineseteetotalerscameheretoprotestagainstthepublichousesinEngland;shesaysthathisbackslidingwillputbackthecauseaquarterofacentury。Thentherearetheotherchurchwardens;theylookonmeasifIhadbeenmakingasuggestiontorafflethesacredplate。GeorgeHollandhasarunforhismoney,butI"vehadnofunoutofit。”

“Itdoesseemhard,“saidCourtland。“Butit"splainthatthecasecallsforpersecution,andwhynotpersecuteyou?Someonemustbepersecuted,you"lladmit。”

“Thenwhythe——“

“IthoughtthatyourgoodoldBunyipwouldlookinonusbeforelong,“

saidCourtland。“There"snopossibilityofdiscussingdelicatepointsintheologywithouthim。”

“Ithinkwehadbettergohome,“saidElla。

“Wemusthavesomeconsiderationforourhost,“saidCourtland。“Wedidn"tallplaythepartof/Cagliostro/to-night。”

Duringthemovementofhercircleandtheadjustmentofwraps,preparatorytothedeliveryofavaledictorywordofcongratulationtothegreatactor,EllasaidinalowtonetoHerbertCourtland:

“Cagliostro?No;wedidn"tallplaythepart;but——well,Cagliostrowasaweaverofspells。”

Therewasapausebeforehesaid:

“Yes,buttheartdidnotdiewithhim。Hehadadaughtertowhomhetaughthisart。”

“NotthatIeverheardof,“saidshe。“WhatdoyouthinkofPhyllisAyrton?“

“Ithinkthatsheisthedearestfriendofmydearestfriend,“hereplied。

“AndIshouldlikehertobecomethedearestfriendofmydearestfriend。”

“Thatwouldbeimpossible,“hesaid。

Thenthefelicitousvaledictorywordwassaidtothegreatactorandactress,andMrs。Linton"scarriagereceivedPhyllis。LordEarlscourttookaseatinMr。Courtland"shansom。

“WhatdoyouthinkaboutMr。Courtland?“inquiredEllaofherdearestfriend,astheylaybackwiththeirheadsveryclosetogether。

TherewasalongpausebeforePhyllisreplied:

“Ireallydon"tknowwhatIthinkabouthim。Heis,Isuppose,thebravestmanaliveatpresent。”

“What?Isthattheresultofyourhalfhour"schatwithhim?“

“Oh,dear,no!butallthesame,it"spleasantforagirltofeelthatshehasbeentalkingtoabraveman。Itgivesoneasenseof——of——isitofbeingquitesafe?“

“Goodgracious,no!justtheopposite——thatis——Oh,youdon"tunderstand。”

“No,Idon"t。”

“Nevermind。Tellmewhathetalkedabout?“

“Oh,everything!God。”

“Iknowthatitwasintheair。Hehasideas,Ibelieve。Henevertalkedonthattopictome。Ihopeyoufoundhimtobequitesound,theologically。”

“Butitseemsratherfunny,doesn"tit?“saidPhyllis;“butIreallydon"tthinkthatwhenIwaslisteningtohimIconsideredforamomentwhetherhewassoundortheoppositeinhisviews。”

“Funny?Itwouldhavebeenratherfunnyifyouhaddonethat,“laughedElla。“Thequestionthatahealthygirl——andyouareahealthygirl,Phyllis——asksherselfaftertalkingtosuchamanasHerbertCourtlandisnot,Ishistheologysound?WhathealthygirlcaresthefractionofafarthingaboutthetheologyofamanwithafacelikeHerbertCourtland"sandarmslikeHerbertCourtland"s?Youtalkedwithhimforhalfanhour,andthencometomeandsaythatyousupposeheisthebravestmanaliveintheworld。Thatwasright——quiteright。Thatisjustwhateveryhealthygirlshouldsay。Weunderstandaman"sthewsandsinews;welikewiseunderstandwhatbraveryinamanis,butwhatdoweknow,or,forthatmatter,careabouthistheology,whetheritissoundortheopposite?Nothing。Wedon"tevencarewhetherhehasanytheologyornot。”

“Goodgracious,Ella!onewouldfancythatyouthought——“

“Thoughtwhat?“

“Idon"tquiteknow。YouseeImetMr。Courtlandquitecasually,justasImetadozenmenatvariousplacesduringtheweek。Whyshouldyouquestionmemorecloselyabouthimthanaboutthedozenothermen?Heonlytalkedalittlemorewidely,andperhapswildly。Hisbraveryisnomoretomethanhistheology。”

“Ofcourseitisn"t,Phyllis。ButtherewasthecaseofGeorgeHolland——“

“Thatisverydifferent,Ella。IhadengagedmyselftomarryGeorgeHolland。Itwouldbeimpossibleformetomarryanymanwhohadshownhiscontemptfor——foreverythingthatIregardassacred。”

“Ibelieveitwould,ifyoudidn"tlovethatman。Butifyoulovedtheman——Oh,whenyoucometoknowwhatitmeanstoloveyouwillunderstandall。Awomanbeforeshelovesis——whatisshe,aneggbeforeitishatched?Thatsoundsridiculous。Bettersayagreenchrysalisbeforeitbreaksintoabutterfly;forthetransitioncomesatonce。Theology!Oh,myPhyllis,haven"tyoureadinhistory,truehistory——novelswrittenbymenwhoknowusandhowwewerecreated,andwhy——haven"tyoureadwhatwomendowhentheytrulyloveaman?

Howtheyflingeveryconsiderationtothewinds:heaven——home——husband——God——Mrs。Grundy?Theology!Ah,youareahealthygirl。YounevercaredascrapforGeorgeHolland。Youweregladwhentheexcusepresenteditselfinordertothrowhimover。”

“Yes;Ibelievethatisquitetrue。”

Ella"scryofsurprise,andherlaughthatfollowed,shockedhercompanion,andfeelingthatthiswasthecase,theonewholaughedhastenedtomakeherapologies。

“Don"tbeannoyedwithme,dear,“shecried。“ButIreallycouldn"thelpthatlaughwhenIthoughtofyourearnestnesstheweekbeforelast。Then,youwillremember,youwereingreatpainbecauseoftheheterodoxyofGeorgeHolland。Didn"tItellyouatthattimethatyouhadneverlovedhim?Youwerereadytoassuremethatyouhad,andthatyouweremakingagreatsacrificetoyourprinciples?“

“Irememberverywell,“saidPhyllis,withasoundthatwasnotfarremovedfromasob。

“Ah,youareapuzzletoyourself,youpoorlittlechrysalis,“saidElla,puttingthemeteoricfeathersplayfullydownupontheseriousfaceofPhyllis——itsseriousnesswasapparentbeneaththelightofthecarriagelamp。“No,don"tmaketheattempttoexplainanythingtome。

Don"ttrytoreconcileyourfranknessnowwithyourpretensethen,becauseyou"llcertainlymakeamuddleofit,andbecausenosuchattemptisnecessarytobemadetome。Iknowsomethingofthegirlandhermoods——notagreatdeal,perhaps,butenoughtopreventmydoingyouaninjustice。Youareperfectlyconsistent,myPhyllis。”

“Oh,consistent?“

“Perfectlyconsistentwithyournatureasagirl。Itisthenatureofagirltochangewitheverywindthatblows。Itisonlythefemaleprigwhoactsconsistentlyunderallcircumstances。Inaworldtheleadingofwhichisitsmen,inconsistencyisthebestnatureofahealthygirlmadetobelovedbymen。Onedoesn"tsneerattheweathercockbecauseonehouritpointstothenorthandthenexttotheeast。"Tisitsnatureto。"Tisournaturetochangewitheverybreezeofmanthatbearsdownonus。That"swhytheyloveusanddetesttheprigs。Hereweareatyourhouse。Ihopeyoudon"tkeepyourmaidupforyou。Iwouldscorntokeepagirloutofherbedforthesakeofbrushingmyhair。Good-night,dear,anddreamoftheparadisethatawaitsyou——aparadiseinwhichtherearebirdstobeshot,birdsofparadisetomakefeatherfansforwomenwhoholdthemtotheirbosomsoneminute,andthenextdisposeofthemtoMr。andMme。Abednegowithlastseason"soperawrap。There"saparableforyoutosleepupon。”

“Andyou——you?“criedPhyllis。

“Oh,asforme,I"ll,I"ll——well,IthinkI"llputmymeteorfanonthepillowbesidemyownto-night。I"mstillnewfangledwithmytoyand——well,I"mawoman。”

AtthisinstantthecarriagepulleduptoMr。Ayrton"shalldoorandthefootmanjumpeddownfromtheboxtorunupthestepsandringthebell。

“Good-night,“saidPhyllis。“Ienjoyedmyeveninggreatly,andthedrivehomebestofall。”

EllaLinton"slaughwassmotheredamongthedelicateflossofthefeatherswhichshehelduptoherface。

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