投诉 阅读记录

第18章

Notwithstandingthismomentofgloom,however,hewasinanexaltedstateallday,andatdinnerkeptlookingathisbrotherandTraquairenigmatically。’Whatdotheyknowoflife?’hethought;’theymightbehereayearandgetnofarther。’Hemadejokes,andpinnedthemenutothewaiter’scoat—tails。"Ilikethisplace,"hesaid,"I

shallspendthreeweekshere。"James,whoselipswereonthepointoftakinginaplum,lookedathimuneasily。

IV

OnthedayofthedinnerSwithinsufferedagooddeal。HereflectedgloomilyonBoleskey’sclothes。Hehadfixedanearlyhour——therewouldbefewerpeopletoseethem。Whenthetimeapproachedheattiredhimselfwithacertainneatsplendour,andthoughhisarmwasstillsore,leftoffthesling……

NearlythreehoursafterwardshelefttheGoldeneAlpbetweenhisguests。Itwassunset,andalongtheriverbankthehousesstoodout,unsoftenedbythedusk;thestreetswerefullofpeoplehurryinghome。Swithinhadahazyvisionofemptybottles,ofthegroundbeforehisfeet,andtheaccessibilityofalltheworld。Dimrecollectionsofthegoodthingshehadsaid,ofhisbrotherandTraquairseatedinthebackgroundeatingordinarymealswithinquiring,acidvisages,causedperpetualsmilestobreakoutonhisface,andhesteeredhimselfstubbornly,toprovethathewasabettermanthaneither’ofhisguests。Heknew,vaguely,thathewasgoingsomewherewithanobject;Rozsi’sfacekeptdancingbeforehim,likeapromise。OnceortwicehegaveKastelizaglassystare。

TowardsBoleskey,ontheotherhand,hefeltquitewarm,andrecalledwithadmirationthewayhehadsethisglassdownempty,timeaftertime。’Iliketoseehimtakehisliquor,’hethought;’thefellow’sagentleman,afterall。’Boleskeystrodeon,savagelyinattentivetoeverything;andKastelizhadbecomemorelikeacatthanever。Itwasnearlydarkwhentheyreachedanarrowstreetclosetothecathedral。Theystoppedatadoorheldopenbyanoldwoman。Thechangefromthefreshairtoaheatedcorridor,thenoiseofthedoorclosedbehindhim,theoldwoman’sanxiousglances,soberedSwithin。

"Itellher,"saidBoleskey,"thatIreplyforyouasformyson。"

Swithinwasangry。Whatbusinesshadthismantoreplyforhim!

Theypassedintoalargeroom,crowdedwithmenallwomen;Swithinnoticedthattheyalllookedfithim。Hestaredattheminturn——

theyseemedofallclasses,someinblackcoatsorsilkdresses,othersintheclothesofwork—people;oneman,acobbler,stillworehisleatherapron,asifhehadrushedtherestraightfromhiswork。

LayinghishandonSwithin’sarm,Boleskeyevidentlybeganexplainingwhohewas;handswereextended,peoplebeyondreachbowedtohim。

Swithinacknowledgedthegreetingswithastiffmotionofhishead;

thenseeingotherpeopledroppingintoseats,he,too,satdown。

Someonewhisperedhisname——MargitandRozsiwerejustbehindhim。

"Welcome!"saidMargit;butSwithinwaslookingatRozsi。Herfacewassoaliveandquivering!’What’stheexcitementallabout?’hethought。’Howprettyshelooks!’Sheblushed,drewinherhandswithaquicktensemovement,andgazedagainbeyondhimintotheroom。’Whatisit?’thoughtSwithin;hehadalongingtoleanbackandkissherlips。Hetriedangrilytoseewhatshewasseeinginthosefacesturnedalloneway。

Boleskeyrosetospeak。Noonemoved;notasoundcouldbeheardbutthetoneofhisdeepvoice。Onandonhewent,fierceandsolemn,andwiththeriseofhisvoice,allthosefaces—fairorswarthy——

seemedtobeglowingwithoneandthesamefeeling。Swithinfeltthewhiteheatinthosefaces——itwasnotdecent!Inthatwholespeechheonlyunderstoodtheoneword——"Magyar"whichcameagainandagain。

Healmostdozedoffatlast。Thetwangofaczymbalwokehim。

’What?’hethought,’moreofthatinfernalmusic!’Margit,leaningoverhim,whispered:"Listen!Racoczy!Itisforbidden!"SwithinsawthatRozsiwasnolongerinherseat;itwasshewhowasstrikingthoseforbiddennotes。Helookedround——everywherethesameunmovingfaces,thesameentrancement,andfiercestillness。Themusicsoundedmuffled,asifit,too,wereburstingitsheartinsilence。

Swithinfeltwithinhimatouchofpanic。Wasthisadenoftigers?

Thewaythesepeoplelistened,theferocityoftheirstillness,wasfrightful……!Hegrippedhischairandbrokeintoaperspiration;

wastherenochancetogetaway?’Whenitstops,’hethought,’there’llbearush!’Buttherewasonlyagreatersilence。Itflashedacrosshimthatanyhostilepersoncominginthenwouldbetorntopieces。Awomansobbed。Thewholethingwasbeyondwordsunpleasant。Herose,andedgedhiswayfurtivelytowardsthedoorway。Therewasacryof"Police!"Thewholecrowdcamepressingafterhim。Swithinwouldsoonhavebeenout,butalittlebehindhecaughtsightofRozsisweptoffherfeet。Herfrightenedeyesangeredhim。’Shedoesn’tdeserveit,’hethoughtsulkily;’lettingallthisloose!’andforcedhiswaybacktoher。Sheclungtohim,andafeverwentstealingthroughhisveins;hebuttedforwardatthecrowd,holdinghertight。Whentheywereoutsidehelethergo。

"Iwasafraid,"shesaid。

"Afraid!"mutteredSwithin;"Ishouldthinkso。"Nolongertouchingher,hefelthisgrievancerevive。

"Butyouaresostrong,"shemurmured。

"Thisisnoplaceforyou,"growledSwithin,"I’mgoingtoseeyouhome。"

"Oh!"criedRozsi;"butpapaand——Margit!"

"That’stheirlook—out!"andhehurriedheraway。

Sheslidherhandunderhisarm;thesoftcurvesofherformbrushedhimgently,eachtouchonlyaugmentedhisill—humour。Heburnedwithaperverserage,asifallthepassionsinhimweresimmeringandreadytoboilover;itwasasifapoisonweretryingtoworkitswayoutofhim,throughthelayersofhisstolidflesh。Hemaintainedadoggedsilence;Rozsi,too,saidnothing,butwhentheyreachedthedoor,shedrewherhandaway。

"Youareangry!"shesaid。

"Angry,"mutteredSwithin;"no!Howd’youmakethatout?"Hehadatorturingdesiretokissher。

"Yes,youareangry,"sherepeated;"IwaithereforpapaandMargit。"

Swithinalsowaited,wedgedagainstthewall。Onceortwice,forhissightwassharp,hesawherstealalookathim,abeseechinglook,andhardenedhisheartwithakindofpleasure。AfterfiveminutesBoleskey,Margit,andKastelizappeared。SeeingRozsitheybrokeintoexclamationsofrelief,andKasteliz,withaglanceatSwithin,puthislipstoherhand。Rozsi’slooksaid,"Wouldn’tyouliketodothat?"Swithinturnedshortonhisheel,andwalkedaway。

V

Allnighthehardlyslept,sufferingfromfever,forthefirsttimeinhislife。Oncehejumpedoutofbed,lightedacandle,andgoingtotheglass,scrutinisedhimselflongandanxiously。Afterthishefellasleep,buthadfrightfuldreams。Hisfirstthoughtwhenhewokewas,’Myliver’soutoforder!’and,thrustinghisheadintocoldwater,hedressedhastilyandwentout。Hesoonleftthehousebehind。Dewcoveredeverything;blackbirdswhistledinthebushes;

theairwasfreshandsweet。Hehadnotbeenupsoearlysincehewasaboy。Whywashewalkingthroughadampwoodatthishourofthemorning?Somethingintolerableandunfamiliarmusthavesenthimout。Nofellowinhissenseswoulddosuchathing!Hecametoadeadstop,andbeganunsteadilytowalkback。Regainingthehotel,hewenttobedagain,anddreamedthatinsomewildcountryhewaslivinginaroomfullofinsects,whereahousemaid——Rozsi——holdingabroom,lookedathimwithmournfuleyes。Thereseemedanunexplainedneedforimmediatedeparture;hebeggedhertoforwardhisthings;

andshakethemoutcarefullybeforesheputthemintothetrunk。Heunderstoodthatthechargeforsendingwouldbetwenty—twoshillings,thoughtitagreatdeal,andhadthehorrorsofindecision。"No,"hemuttered,"pack,andtakethemmyself。"Thehousemaidturnedsuddenlyintoaleancreature;andheawokewithasorefeelinginhisheart。

Hiseyefellonhiswetboots。Thewholethingwasscaring,andjumpingup,hebegantothrowhisclothesintohistrunks。Itwastwelveo’clockbeforehewentdown,andfoundhisbrotherandTraquairstillatthetablearranginganitinerary;hesurprisedthembysayingthathetoowascoming;andwithoutfurtherexplanationsettoworktoeat。Jameshadheardthatthereweresalt—minesintheneighbourhood——hisproposalwastostart,andhaltanhourorsoontheroadfortheirinspection;hesaid:"Everybody’llaskyouifyou’veseenthesalt—mines:Ishouldn’tliketosayIhadn’tseenthesalt—mines。What’sthegood,they’dsay,ofyourgoingthereifyouhaven’tseenthesalt—mines?"Hewondered,too,iftheyneedfeethesecondwaiter——anidlechap!

Adiscussionfollowed;butSwithinateonglumly,consciousthathismindwassetonlargeraffairs。SuddenlyonthefarsideofthestreetRozsiandhersisterpassed,withlittlebasketsontheirarms。Hestartedup,andatthatmomentRozsilookedround——herfacewastheincarnationofenticement,thechintilted,thelowerlipthrustalittleforward,herroundneckcurvingbackoverhershoulder。Swithinmuttered,"Makeyourownarrangements——leavemeout!"andhurriedfromtheroom,leavingJamesbesidehimselfwithinterestandalarm。

Whenhereachedthestreet,however,thegirlshaddisappeared。Hehailedacarriage。"Drive!"hecalledtotheman,withaflourishofhisstick,andassoonasthewheelshadbeguntoclatteronthestonesheleanedback,lookingsharplytorightandleft。Hesoonhadtogiveupthoughtoffindingthem,butmadethecoachmanturnroundandroundagain。Alldayhedroveabout,farintothecountry,andkepturgingthedrivertousegreaterspeed。Hewasinastrangestateofhurryandelation。Finally,hedinedatalittlecountryinn;andthisgavethemeasureofhisdisturbance——thedinnerwasatrocious。

ReturninglateintheeveninghefoundanotewrittenbyTraquair。

"Areyouinyoursenses,man?"itasked;"wehavenomoretimetowasteidlingabouthere。Ifyouwanttorejoinus,comeontoDanielli’sHotel,Venice。"Swithinchuckledwhenhereadit,andfeelingfrightfullytired,wenttobedandsleptlikealog。

VI

ThreeweekslaterhewasstillinSalzburg,nolongerattheGoldeneAlp,butinroomsoverashopneartheBoleskeys’。Hehadspentasmallfortuneinthepurchaseofflowers。Margitwouldcroonoverthem,butRozsi,withasober"Manytanks!"asiftheywereherright,wouldlooklongatherselfintheglass,andpinoneintoherhair。Swithinceasedtowonder;heceasedtowonderatanythingtheydid。OneeveninghefoundBoleskeydeepinconversationwithapale,dishevelled—lookingperson。

"OurfriendMr。Forsyte——CountD……,"saidBoleskey。

Swithinexperiencedafaint,unavoidableemotion;butlookingattheCount’strousers,hethought:’Doesn’tlookmuchlikeone!’Andwithanironicbowtothesilentgirls,heturned,andtookhishat。Butwhenhehadreachedthebottomofthedarkstairsheheardfootsteps。

Rozsicamerunningdown,lookedoutatthedoor,andputherhandsuptoherbreastasifdisappointed;suddenlywithaquickglanceroundshesawhim。Swithincaughtherarm。Sheslippedaway,andherfaceseemedtobubblewithdefianceorlaughter;sheranupthreesteps,stopped,lookedathimacrosshershoulder,andfledonupthestairs。Swithinwentoutbewilderedandannoyed。

’Whatwasshegoingtosaytome?’hekeptthinking。Duringthesethreeweekshehadaskedhimselfallsortsofquestions:whetherhewerebeingmadeafoolof;whethershewereinlovewithhim;whathewasdoingthere,andsometimesatnight,withallhiscandlesburningasifhewantedlight,thebreezeblowingonhimthroughthewindow,hiscigar,half—smoked,inhishand,hesat,anhourormore,staringatthewall。’Enoughofthis!’hethoughteverymorning。Twicehepackedfully——onceheorderedhistravellingcarriage,butcountermandeditthefollowingday。Whatdefinitelyhehoped,intended,resolved,hecouldnothavesaid。HewasalwaysthinkingofRozsi,hecouldnotreadtheriddleinherface——sheheldhiminavice,notwithstandingthateverythingaboutherthreatenedtheveryfetishesofhisexistence。AndBoleskey!Wheneverhelookedathimhethought,’Ifhewereonlyclean?’andmechanicallyfingeredhisownwell—tiedcravatte。Totalkwiththefellow,too,waslikebeingforcedtolookatthingswhichhadnoplaceinthelightofday。

Freedom,equality,self—sacrifice!

’Whycan’thesettledownatsomebusiness,’hethought,’insteadofallthistalk?’Boleskey’ssuddendiffidences,self—depreciation,fitsofdespair,irritatedhim。"Morbidbeggar!"hewouldmutter;

"thankGodIhaven’tathinskin。"Andproudtoo!Extraordinary!

Animpecuniousfellowlikethat!Oneevening,moreover,Boleskeyhadreturnedhomedrunk。Swithinhadhustledhimawayintohisbedroom,helpedhimtoundress,andstayeduntilhewasasleep。’Toomuchofagoodthing!’hethought,’beforehisowndaughters,too!’Itwasafterthisthatheorderedhistravellingcarriage。Theotheroccasiononwhichhepackedwasoneevening,whennotonlyBoleskey,butRozsiherselfhadpickedchickenboneswithherfingers。

OfteninthemorningshewouldgototheMirabellGardentosmokehiscigar;there,instolidcontemplationofthestatues——rowsofhalf—

heroicmencarryingoffhalf—distressfulfemales——hewouldspendanhourpleasantly,hishattiltedtokeepthesunoffhisnose。ThedayafterRozsihadfledfromhimonthestairs,hecamethereasusual。Itwasamorningofblueskyandsunlightglowingontheoldprimgarden,onitsyew—trees,andserio—comicstatues,andwallscoveredwithapricotsandplums。WhenSwithinapproachedhisusualseat,whoshouldbesittingtherebutRozsi"Good—morning,"hestammered;"youknewthiswasmyseatthen?"

Rozsilookedattheground。"Yes,"sheanswered。

Swithinfeltbewildered。"Doyouknow,"hesaid,"youtreatmeveryfunnily?"

TohissurpriseRozsiputherlittlesofthanddownandtouchedhis;

then,withoutaword,sprangupandrushedaway。Ittookhimaminutetorecover。Therewerepeoplepresent;hedidnotliketorun,butovertookheronthebridge,andslippedherhandbeneathhisarm。

"Youshouldn’thavedonethat,"hesaid;"youshouldn’thaverunawayfromme,youknow。"

Rozsilaughed。Swithinwithdrewhisarm;adesiretoshakeherseizedhim。Hewalkedsomewaybeforehesaid,"Willyouhavethegoodnesstotellmewhatyoucametothatseatfor?"

Rozsiflashedalookathim。"To—morrowisthefete,"sheanswered。

Swithinmuttered,"Isthatall?"

"Ifyoudonottakeus,wecannotgo。"

"SupposeIrefuse,"hesaidsullenly,"thereareplentyofothers。"

Rozsibentherhead,scurryingalong。"No,"shemurmured,"ifyoudonotgo——Idonotwish。"

Swithindrewherhandbackwithinhisarm。Howroundandsoftitwas!Hetriedtoseeherface。Whenshewasnearlyhomehesaidgoodbye,notwishing,forsomedarkreason,tobeseenwithher。Hewatchedtillshehaddisappeared;thenslowlyretracedhisstepstotheMirabellGarden。Whenhecametowhereshehadbeensitting,heslowlylightedhiscigar,andforalongtimeafteritwassmokedoutremainedthereinthesilentpresenceofthestatues。

VII

Acrowdofpeoplewanderedroundthebooths,andSwithinfoundhimselfobligedtogivethegirlshisarms。’LikealittleCockneyclerk!’hethought。Hisindignationpassedunnoticed;theytalked,theylaughed,eachsightandsoundinallthehurly—burlyseemedtogostraightintotheirhearts。Heeyedthemironically——theireagervoices,andlittlecoosofsympathyseemedtohimvulgar。InthethickofthecrowdheslippedhisarmoutofMargit’s,but,justashethoughtthathewasfree,theunwelcomehandslidupagain。Hetriedagain,butagainMargitreappeared,serene,andfullofpleasanthumour;andhisfailurethistimeappearedtohiminacomiclight。ButwhenRozsileanedacrosshim,theglowofherroundcheek,hercurvinglip,theinscrutablegreygleamofhereyes,sentathrilloflongingthroughhim。Hewasobligedtostandbywhiletheyparleyedwithagipsy,whosemattedlocksandskinnyhandsinspiredhimwithanotunwarranteddisgust。"Folly!"hemuttered,asRozsiheldoutherpalm。Theoldwomanmumbled,andshotamalignantlookathim。Rozsidrewbackherhand,andcrossedherself。’Folly!’Swithinthoughtagain;andseizingthegirls’

arms,hehurriedthemaway。

"Whatdidtheoldhagsay?"heasked。

Rozsishookherhead。

"Youdon’tmeanthatyoubelieve?"

Hereyeswerefulloftears。"Thegipsiesarewise,"shemurmured。

"Come,whatdidshetellyou?"

ThistimeRozsilookedhurriedlyround,andslippedawayintothecrowd。Afterahunttheyfoundher,andSwithin,whowasscared,growled:"Youshouldn’tdosuchthings——it’snotrespectable。"

Onhigherground,inthecentreofaclearspace,amilitarybandwasplaying。FortheprivilegeofenteringthischarmedcircleSwithinpaidthreekronen,choosingnaturallythebestseats。Heorderedwine,too,watchingRozsioutofthecornerofhiseyeashepoureditout。Theprotectingtendernessofyesterdaywasalllostinthismedley。Itwaseverymanforhimself,afterall!Thecolourhaddeepenedagaininhercheeks,shelaughed,poutingherlips。

Suddenlysheputherglassaside。"Thankyou,verymuch,"shesaid,"itisenough!"

Margit,whoseprettymouthwasallsmiles,cried,"LieberGott!isitnotgood—life?"ItwasnotaquestionSwithincouldundertaketoanswer。Thebandbegantoplayawaltz。"Nowtheywilldance。

LieberGott!andarethelightsnotwonderful?"Lampswereflickeringbeneaththetreeslikeaswarmoffireflies。Therewasahumasfromagiganticbeehive。Passers—byliftedtheirfaces,thenvanishedintothecrowd;Rozsistoodgazingatthemspellbound,asiftheirverygoingandcomingwereadelight。

Thespacewassoonfullofwhirlingcouples。Rozsi’sheadbegantobeattime。"OMargit!"shewhispered。

Swithin’sfacehadassumedasolemn,uneasyexpression。Amanraisinghishat,offeredhisarmtoMargit。SheglancedbackacrosshershouldertoreassureSwithin。"Itisafriend,"shesaid。

SwithinlookedatRozsi——hereyeswerebright,herlipstremulous。

Heslippedhishandalongthetableandtouchedherfingers。Thensheflashedalookathim——appeal,reproach,tenderness,allwereexpressedinit。Wassheexpectinghimtodance?Didshewanttomixwiththerift—raffthere;wishhimtomakeanexhibitionofhimselfinthishurly—burly?Avoicesaid,"Good—evening!"BeforethemstoodKasteliz,inadarkcoattightlybuttonedatthewaist。

"Youarenotdancing,RozsiKozsanony?"(MissRozsi)。"Letme,then,havethepleasure。"Heheldouthisarm。Swithinstaredinfrontofhim。Intheveryactofgoingshegavehimalookthatsaidasplainaswords:"Willyounot?"Butforanswerheturnedhiseyesaway,andwhenhelookedagainshewasgone。Hepaidthescoreandmadehiswayintothecrowd。Butashewentshedancedbyclosetohim,allflushedandpanting。Shehungbackasiftostophim,andhecaughttheglisteningoftears。Thenhelostsightofheragain。Tobedesertedthefirstminutehewasalonewithher,andforthatjackanapeswiththesmallheadandthevolcanicglances!Itwastoomuch!AndsuddenlyitoccurredtohimthatshewasalonewithKasteliz——aloneatnight,andfarfromhome。’Well,’hethought,’whatdoIcare?’andshoulderedhiswayonthroughthecrowd。Itservedhimrightformixingwithsuchpeoplehere。Heleftthefair,butthefurtherhewent,themorehenursedhisrage,themoreheinousseemedheroffence,thesharpergrewhisjealousy。"A

beggarlybaron!"washisthought。

Afigurecamealongside——itwasBoleskey。OnelookshowedSwithinhiscondition。Drunkagain!Thiswasthelaststraw!

UnfortunatelyBoleskeyhadrecognisedhim。Heseemedviolentlyexcited。"Where——wherearemydaughters?"hebegan。

Swithinbrushedpast,butBoleskeycaughthisarm。"Listen——

brother!"hesaid;"newsofmycountry!Afterto—morrow……"

"Keepittoyourself!"growledSwithin,wrenchinghisarmfree。Hewentstraighttohislodgings,and,lyingonthehardsofaofhisunlightedsitting—room,gavehimselfuptobitterthoughts。Butinspiteofallhisanger,Rozsi’ssupply—movingfigure,withitspoutinglips,androguishappealingeyes,stillhauntedhim。

VIII

Nextmorningtherewasnotacarriagetobehad,andSwithinwascompelledtoputoffhisdeparturetillthemorrow。Thedaywasgreyandmisty;hewanderedaboutwiththestrained,inquiringlookofalostdoginhiseyes。

Lateintheafternoonhewentbacktohislodgings。Inacornerofthesitting—roomstoodRozsi。Thethrilloftriumph,thesenseofappeasement,theemotion,thatseizedonhim,creptthroughtohislipsinafaintsmile。Rozsimadenosound,herfacewashiddenbyherhands。AndthissilenceofhersweighedonSwithin。Shewasforcinghimtobreakit。Whatwasbehindherhands?Hisownfacewasvisible!Whydidn’tshespeak?Whywasshehere?Alone?Thatwasnotrightsurely。

SuddenlyRozsidroppedherhands;herflushedfacewasquivering——itseemedasthoughaword,asign,even,mightbringaburstoftears。

Hewalkedovertothewindow。’Imustgivehertime!’hethought;

thenseizedbyunreasoningterroratthissilence,spunround,andcaughtherbythearms。Rozsiheldbackfromhim,swayedforwardandburiedherfaceonhisbreast……

HalfanhourlaterSwithinwaspacingupanddownhisroom。Thescentofroseleaveshadnotyetdiedaway。Aglovelayonthefloor;hepickeditup,andforalongtimestoodweighingitinhishand。Allsortsofconfusedthoughtsandfeelingshauntedhim。Itwasthepurestandleastselfishmomentofhislife,thismomentaftershehadyielded。Butthatpuregratitudeatherfiery,simpleabnegationdidnotlast;itwasfollowedbyapettysenseoftriumph,andbyuneasiness。Hewasstillweighingthelittlegloveinhishand,whenhehadanothervisitor。ItwasKasteliz。

"WhatcanIdoforyou?"Swithinaskedironically。

TheHungarianseemedsufferingfromexcitement。WhyhadSwithinlefthischargesthenightbefore?Whatexcusehadhetomake?Whatsortofconductdidhecallthis?

Swithin,verylikeabull—dogatthatmoment,answered:Whatbusinesswasitofhis?

Thebusinessofagentleman!WhatrighthadtheEnglishmantopursueayounggirl?

"Pursue?"saidSwithin;"you’vebeenspying,then?"

"Spying——I——Kasteliz——MaurusJohann——aninsult!"

"Insult!"sneeredSwithin;d’youmeantotellmeyouweren’tinthestreetjustnow?"

Kastelizansweredwithahiss,"IfyoudonotleavethecityIwillmakeyou,withmysword——doyouunderstand?"

"AndifyoudonotleavemyroomIwillthrowyououtofthewindow!"

ForsomeminutesKastelizspokeinpureHungarianwhileSwithinwaited,withaforcedsmileandafixedlookinhiseye。HedidnotunderstandHungarian。

"Ifyouarestillinthecityto—morrowevening,"saidKastelizatlastinEnglish,"Iwillspityouinthestreet。"

Swithinturnedtothewindowandwatchedhisvisitor’sretiringbackwithaqueermixtureofamusement,stubbornness,andanxiety。

’Well,’hethought,’Isupposehe’llrunmethrough!’Thethoughtwasunpleasant;anditkeptrecurring,butitonlyservedtohardenhisdetermination。HisheadwasbusywithplansforseeingRozsi;

hisbloodonfirewiththekissesshehadgivenhim。

IX

Swithinwaslongindecidingtogoforthnextday。HehadmadeuphismindnottogotoRozsitillfiveo’clock。’Mustn’tmakemyselftoocheap,’hethought。Itwasalittlepastthathourwhenheatlastsalliedout,andwithabeatingheartwalkedtowardsBoleskey’s。

Helookedupatthewindow,morethanhalfexpectingtoseeRozsithere;butshewasnot,andhenoticedwithfaintsurprisethatthewindowwasnotopen;theplants,too,outside,lookedsingularlyarid。Heknocked。Noonecame。Hebeatafiercetatto。Atlastthedoorwasopenedbyamanwithareddishbeard,andoneofthosesardonicfacesonlytobeseenonshoemakersofTeutonicorigin。

"Whatdoyouwant,makingallthisnoise?"heaskedinGerman。

Swithinpointedupthestairs。Themangrinned,andshookhishead。

"Iwanttogoup,"saidSwithin。

Thecobblershruggedhisshoulders,andSwithinrushedupstairs。Theroomswereempty。Thefurnitureremained,butallsignsoflifeweregone。Oneofhisownbouquets,faded,stoodinaglass;theashesofafirewerebarelycold;littlescrapsofpaperstrewedthehearth;

alreadytheroomsmeltmusty。Hewentintothebedrooms,andwithafeelingofstupefactionstoodstaringatthegirls’beds,sidebysideagainstthewall。Abitofribboncaughthiseye;hepickeditupandputitinhispocket——itwasapieceofevidencethatshehadonceexisted。Bythemirrorsomepinsweredroppedabout;alittlepowderhadbeenspilled。Helookedathisowndisquietfaceandthought,’I’vebeencheated!’

Theshoemaker’svoicearousedhim。"TausendTeufel!EilenSie,nur!

ZeitisGeld!Kannnich’Langerwarten!"Slowlyhedescended。

"Wherehavetheygone?"askedSwithinpainfully。"ApoundforeveryEnglishwordyouspeak。Apound!"andhemadeanOwithhisfingers。

Thecornersoftheshoemaker’slipscurled。"Geld!Mf!EilenSie,nur!"

ButinSwithinasullenangerhadbeguntoburn。"Ifyoudon’ttellme,"hesaid,"it’llbetheworseforyou。"

"SindeinkomischerKerl!"remarkedtheshoemaker。"HieristmeineFrau!"

Abattered—lookingwomancamehurryingdownthepassage,callingoutinGerman,"Don’tlethimgo!"

Withasnarlingsoundtheshoemakerturnedhisback,andshambledoff。

ThewomanfurtivelythrustaletterintoSwithin’shand,andfurtivelywaited。

TheletterwasfromRozsi。

"Forgiveme"——itran——"thatIleaveyouanddonotsaygoodbye。To—

dayourfatherhadthecallfromourdearFather—townsolongawaited。Intwohoursweareready。IpraytotheVirgintokeepyoueversafe,andthatyoudonotquiteforgetme。——Yourunforgettinggoodfriend,ROZSI

WhenSwithinreadithisfirstsensationwasthatofamansinkinginabog;thenhisobstinacystiffened。’Iwon’tbedone,’hethought。

Takingoutasovereignhetriedtomakethewomancomprehendthatshecouldearnit,bytellinghimwheretheyhadgone。Hegotherfinallytowritethewordsoutinhispocket—book,gaveherthesovereign,andhurriedtotheGoldeneAlp,wheretherewasawaiterwhospokeEnglish。Thetranslationgivenhimwasthis:

"Atthreeo’clocktheystartinacarriageontheroadtoLinz——theyhavebadhorses——theHerralsoridesawhitehorse。"

SwithinatoncehailedacarriageandstartedatfullgallopontheroadtoLinz。OutsidetheMirabellGardenhecaughtsightofKastelizandgrinnedathim。’I’vesoldhimanyway,’hethought;

’foralltheirtalk,they’renogood,theseforeigners!’

Hisspiritsrose,butsoonfellagain。Whatchancehadheofcatchingthem?Theyhadthreehours’start!Still,theroadswereheavyfromtherainofthelasttwonights——theyhadluggageandbadhorses;hisownweregood,hisdriverbribed——hemightovertakethembyteno’clock!Butdidhewantto?Whatafoolhehadbeennottobringhisluggage;hewouldthenhavehadarespectableposition。

Whatabrutehewouldlookwithoutachangeofshirt,oranythingtoshavewith!Hesawhimselfwithhorror,allbristly,andinsoiledlinen。Peoplewouldthinkhimmad。’I’vegivenmyselfaway,’

flashedacrosshim,’whatthedevilcanIsaytothem?’andhestaredsullenlyatthedriver’sback。HereadRozsi’sletteragain;ithadascentofher。Andinthegrowingdarkness,joltedbytheswingingofthecarriage,hesufferedtorturesfromhisprudence,torturesfromhispassion。

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