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Practicalandsubtleinherway,shebroughtStevietothefrontwithoutlossoftime,becauseinherthesinglenessofpurposehadtheunerringnatureandtheforceofaninstinct。

`WhatIamgoingtodotocheerupthatboyforthefirstfewdaysI’msureIdon’tknow。He’llbeworryinghimselffrommorningtillnightbeforehegetsusedtomotherbeingaway。Andhe’ssuchagoodboy。Icouldn’tdowithouthim。’

MrVerlocwentondivestinghimselfofhisclothingwiththeunnoticinginwardconcentrationofamanundressinginthesolitudeofavastandhopelessdesert。Forthusinhospitablydidthisfairearth,ourcommoninheritance,presentitselftothementalvisionofMrVerloc。Allwassostillwithoutandwithinthatthelonelytickingoftheclockonthelandingstoleintotheroomasifforthesakeofcompany。

MrVerloc,gettingintobedonhisownside,remainedproneandmutebehindMrsVerloc’sback。Histhickarmsrestedabandonedontheoutsideofthecounterpanelikedroppedweapons,likediscardedtools。Atthatmomenthewaswithinahair’sbreadthofmakingacleanbreastofitalltohiswife。Themomentseemedpropitious。Lookingoutofthecornersofhiseyes,hesawherampleshouldersdrapedinwhite,thebackofherhead,withthehairdoneforthenightinthreeplaitstiedupwithblacktapesattheends。Andheforbore。MrVerloclovedhiswifeasawifeshouldbeloved—thatis,maritally,withtheregardonehasforone’schiefpossession。Thisheadarrangedforthenight,thoseampleshoulders,hadanaspectoffamiliarsacredness—thesacrednessofdomesticpeace。Shemovednot,massiveandshapelesslikearecumbentstatueintherough;

herememberedherwide—openeyeslookingintotheemptyroom。Shewasmysterious,withthemysteriousnessoflivingbeings。Thefar—famedsecretagentΔ

ofthelateBaronStott—Wartenheim’salarmistdispatcheswasnotthemantobreakintosuchmysteries。Hewaseasilyintimidated。Andhewasalsoindolent,withtheindolencewhichissooftenthesecretofgoodnature。

Heforboretouchingthatmysteryoutoflove,timidity,andindolence。

Therewouldbealwaystimeenough。Forseveralminutesheborehissufferingssilentlyinthedrowsysilenceoftheroom。Andthenhedisturbeditbyaresolutedeclaration。

`IamgoingontheContinenttomorrow。’

Hiswifemighthavefallenasleepalready。Hecouldnottell。Asamatteroffact,MrsVerlochadheardhim。Hereyesremainedverywideopen,andshelayverystill,confirmedinherinstinctiveconvictionthatthingsdon’tbearlookingintoverymuch。AndyetitwasnothingveryunusualforMrVerloctotakesuchatrip。HerenewedhisstockfromParisandBrussels。Oftenhewentovertomakehispurchasespersonally。AlittleselectconnectionofamateurswasformingaroundtheshopinBrettStreet,asecretconnectioneminentlyproperforanybusinessundertakenbyMrVerloc,who,byamysticaccordoftemperamentandnecessity,hadbeensetaparttobeasecretagentallhislife。

Hewaitedforawhile,thenadded:`I’llbeawayaweekorperhapsafortnight。GetMrsNealetocomefortheday。’

MrsNealewasthecharwomanofBrettStreet。Victimofhermarriagewithadebauchedjoiner,shewasoppressedbytheneedsofmanyinfantchildren。Red—armed,andapronedincoarsesackinguptothearmpits,sheexhaledtheanguishofthepoorinabreathofsoap—sudsandrum,intheuproarofscrubbing,intheclatteroftinpails。

MrsVerloc,fullofdeeppurpose,spokeinthetoneoftheshallowestindifference。

`Thereisnoneedtohavethewomanhereallday。IshalldoverywellwithStevie。’

Sheletthelonelyclockonthelandingcountofffifteenticksintotheabyssofeternity,andasked:

`ShallIputthelightout?’

MrVerlocsnappedathiswifehuskily。

`Putitout。’

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MrVerloc,returningfromtheContinentattheendoftendays,broughtbackamindevidentlyunrefreshedbythewondersofforeigntravelandacountenanceunlightedbythejoysofhomecoming。Heenteredintheclatteroftheshop—bellwithanairofsombreandvexedexhaustion。Hisbaginhand,hisheadlowered,hestrodestraightbehindthecounter,andlethimselffallintothechair,asthoughhehadtrampedallthewayfromDover。Itwasearlymorning。Stevie,dustingvariousobjectsdisplayedinthefrontwindows,turnedtogapeathimwithreverenceandawe。

`Here!’saidMrVerloc,givingaslightkicktothegladstonebagonthefloor;andStevieflunghimselfuponit,seizedit,boreitoffwithtriumphantdevotion。HewassopromptthatMrVerlocwasdistinctlysurprised。

Alreadyattheclatteroftheshop—bellMrsNeale,blackleadingtheparlourgrate,hadlookedthroughthedoor,andrisingfromherkneeshadgone,aproned,andgrimywitheverlastingtoil,totellMrsVerlocinthekitchenthat`therewasthemastercomeback’。

Winniecamenofartherthantheinnershopdoor。`You’llwantsomebreakfast,’

shesaidfromadistance。MrVerlocmovedhishandsslightly,asifovercomebyanimpossiblesuggestion。Butonceenticedintotheparlourhedidnotrejectthefoodsetbeforehim。Heateasifinapublicplace,hishatpushedoffhisforehead,theskirtsofhisheavyovercoathanginginatriangleoneachsideofthechair。AndacrossthelengthofthetablecoveredwithbrownoilclothWinnie,hiswife,talkedevenlyathimthewifelytalk,asartfullyadapted,nodoubt,tothecircumstancesofthisreturnasthetalkofPenelopetothereturnofthewanderingOdysseus。

MrsVerloc,however,haddonenoweavingduringherhusband’sabsence。

Butshehadhadalltheupstairsroomscleanedthoroughly,hadsoldsomewares,hadseenMrMichaelisseveraltimes。Hehadtoldherthelasttimethathewasgoingawaytoliveinacottageinthecountry,somewhereontheLondon,Chatham,andDoverline。KarlYundthadcome,too,onceledunderthearmbythat`wickedoldhouse—keeperofhis’。Hewasa`disgustingoldman’。OfComradeOssipon,whomshehadreceivedcurtly,entrenchedbehindthecounterwithastonyfaceandafar—awaygaze,shesaidnothing,hermentalreferencetotherobustanarchistbeingmarkedbyashortpause,withthefaintestpossibleblush。AndbringinginherbrotherStevieassoonasshecouldintothecurrentofdomesticevents,shementionedthattheboyhadmopedagooddeal。

`It’sallalongofmotherleavinguslikethis。’

MrVerlocneithersaid`Damn!’noryet`Steviebehanged!’AndMrsVerloc,notletintothesecretofhisthoughts,failedtoappreciatethegenerosityofthisrestraint。

`Itisn’tthathedoesn’tworkaswellasever,’shecontinued。`He’sbeenmakinghimselfveryuseful。You’dthinkhecouldn’tdoenoughforus。’

MrVerlocdirectedacasualandsomnolentglanceatStevie,whosatonhisright,delicate,pale—faced,hisrosymouthopenvacantly。Itwasnotacriticalglance。Ithadnointention。AndifMrVerlocthoughtforamomentthathiswife’sbrotherlookeduncommonlyuseless,itwasonlyadullandfleetingthought,devoidofthatforceanddurabilitywhichenablessometimesathoughttomovetheworld。Leaningback,MrVerlocuncoveredhishead。BeforehisextendedarmcouldputdownthehatSteviepounceduponit,andboreitoffreverentlyintothekitchen。AndagainMrVerlocwassurprised。

`Youcoulddoanythingwiththatboy,Adolf,’MrsVerlocsaid,withherbestairofinflexiblecalmness。`Hewouldgothroughfireforyou。

He——’

Shepausedattentive,herearturnedtowardsthedoorofthekitchen。

ThereMrsNealewasscrubbingthefloor。AtStevie’sappearanceshegroanedlamentably,havingobservedthathecouldbeinducedeasilytobestowforthebenefitofherinfantchildrentheshillinghissisterWinniepresentedhimwithfromtimetotime。Onallfoursamongstthepuddles,wetandbegrimed,likeasortofamphibiousanddomesticanimallivinginashbinsanddirtywater,sheutteredtheusualexordium;`It’sallverywellforyou,keptdoingnothing,likeagentleman。’Andshefolloweditwiththeeverlastingplaintofthepoor,patheticallymendacious,miserablyauthenticatedbythehorriblebreathofcheaprumandsoap—suds。Shescrubbedhard,snufflingallthetime,andtalkingvolubly。Andshewassincere。

Andoneachsideofherthinrednoseherbleared,mistyeyesswamintears,becauseshefeltreallythewantofsomesortofstimulantinthemorning。

IntheparlourMrsVerlocobserved,withknowledge:

`There’sMrsNealeatitagainwithherharrowingtalesaboutherlittlechildren。Theycan’tbeallsolittleasshemakesthemout。Someofthemmustbebigenoughbynowtotrytodosomethingforthemselves。ItonlymakesStevieangry。’

Thesewordswereconfirmedbyathudasofafiststrikingthekitchentable。InthenormalevolutionofhissympathySteviehadbecomeangryondiscoveringthathehadnoshillinginhispocket。InhisinabilitytorelieveatonceMrsNeale’s`little’uns’privations,hefeltthatsomebodyshouldbemadetosufferforit。MrsVerlocroseandwentintothekitchento`stopthatnonsense’。Andshediditfirmlybutgently。ShewaswellawarethatdirectlyMrsNealereceivedhermoneyshewentroundthecornertodrinkardentspiritsinameanandmustypublic—house—theunavoidablestationontheviadolorosaofherlife。MrsVerloc’scommentuponthispracticehadanunexpectedprofundity,ascomingfromapersondisinclinedtolookunderthesurfaceofthings。`Ofcourse,whatisshetodotokeepup?IfIwerelikeMrsNealeIexpectIwouldn’tactanydifferent。’

Intheafternoonofthesameday,asMrVerloc,comingwithastartoutofthelastofalongseriesofdozesbeforetheparlourfire,declaredhisintentionofgoingoutforawalk,Winniesaidfromtheshop:

`Iwishyouwouldtakethatboyoutwithyou,Adolf。’

ForthethirdtimethatdayMrVerlocwassurprised。Hestaredstupidlyathiswife。Shecontinuedinhersteadymanner。Theboy,wheneverhewasnotdoinganything,mopedinthehouse。Itmadeheruneasy;itmadehernervous,sheconfessed。AndthatfromthecalmWinniesoundedlikeexaggeration。

Butintruth,Steviemopedinthestrikingfashionofanunhappydomesticanimal。Hewouldgouponthedarklanding,tositontheflooratthefootofthetallclock,withhiskneesdrawnupandhisheadinhishands。

Tocomeuponhispallidface,withitsbigeyesgleaminginthedusk,wasdiscomposing;tothinkofhimuptherewasuncomfortable。

MrVerlocgotusedtothestartlingnoveltyoftheidea。HewasFondofhiswifeasamanshouldbe—thatis,generously。Butaweightyobjectionpresenteditselftohismind,andheformulatedit。

`He’lllosesightofmeperhaps,andgetlostinthestreet,’hesaid。

MrsVerlocshookherheadcompetently。

`Hewon’t。Youdon’tknowhim。Thatboyjustworshipsyou。Butifyoushouldmisshim——’

MrsVerlocpausedforamoment,butonlyforamoment。

`Youjustgoon,andhaveyourwalkout。Don’tworry。He’llbeallright。

He’ssuretoturnupsafeherebeforeverylong。’

ThisoptimismprocuredforMrVerlochisfourthsurpriseoftheday。

`Ishe?’hegrunteddoubtfully。Butperhapshisbrother—in—lawwasnotsuchanidiotashelooked。Hiswifewouldknowbest。Heturnedawayhisheavyeyes,sayinghuskily:`Well,lethimcomealong,then,’andrelapsedintotheclutchesofblackcare,thatperhapspreferstositbehindahorseman,butknowsalsohowtotreadcloseontheheelsofpeoplenotsufficientlywellofftokeephorses—likeMrVerloc,forinstance。

Winnie,attheshopdoor,didnotseethisfatalattendantuponMrVerloc’swalks。Shewatchedthetwofiguresdownthesqualidstreet,onetallandburly,theotherslightandshort,withathinneck,andthepeakedshouldersraisedslightlyunderthelargesemi—transparentears。Thematerialoftheirovercoatswasthesame,theirhatswereblackandroundinshape。

Inspiredbythesimilarityofwearingapparel,MrsVerlocgavereintoherfancy。

`Mightbefatherandson,’shesaidtoherself。ShethoughtalsothatMrVerlocwasasmuchofafatheraspoorStevieeverhadinhislife。

Shewasawarealsothatitwasherwork。Andwithpeacefulprideshecongratulatedherselfonacertainresolutionshehadtakenafewyearsbefore。Ithadcosthersomeeffort,andevenafewtears。

ShecongratulatedherselfstillmoreonobservinginthecourseofdaysthatMrVerlocseemedtobetakingkindlytoStevie’scompanionship。Now,whenreadytogooutforhiswalk,MrVerloccalledaloudtotheboy,inthespirit,nodoubt,inwhichamaninvitestheattendanceofthehouseholddog,though,ofcourse,inadifferentmanner。InthehouseMrVerloccouldbedetectedstaringcuriouslyatStevieagooddeal。Hisowndemeanourhadchanged。Taciturnstill,hewasnotsolistless。MrsVerlocthoughtthathewasratherjumpyattimes。Itmighthavebeenregardedasanimprovement。

AstoStevie,hemopednolongeratthefootoftheclock,butmutteredtohimselfincornersinsteadinathreateningtone。Whenasked`Whatisityou’resaying,Stevie?’hemerelyopenedhismouth,andsquintedathissister。Atoddtimesheclenchedhisfistswithoutapparentcause,andwhendiscoveredinsolitudewouldbescowlingatthewall,withthesheetofpaperandthepencilgivenhimfordrawingcircleslyingblankandidleonthekitchentable。Thiswasachange,butitwasnoimprovement。

MrsVerloc,includingallthesevagariesunderthegeneraldefinitionofexcitement,begantofearthatSteviewashearingmorethanwasgoodforhimofherhusband’sconversationswithhisfriends。Duringhis`walks’

MrVerloc,ofcourse,metandconversedwithvariouspersons。Itcouldhardlybeotherwise。Hiswalkswereanintegralpartofhisoutdooractivities,whichhiswifehadneverlookeddeeplyinto。MrsVerlocfeltthatthepositionwasdelicate,butshefaceditwiththesameimpenetrablecalmnesswhichimpressedandevenastonishedthecustomersoftheshopandmadetheothervisitorskeeptheirdistancealittlewonderingly。No!ShefearedthattherewerethingsnotgoodforStevietohearof,shetoldherhusband。

Itonlyexcitedthepoorboy,becausehecouldnothelpthembeingso。

Nobodycould。

Itwasintheshop。MrVerlocmadenocomment。Hemadenoretort,andyettheretortwasobvious。ButherefrainedfrompointingouttohiswifethattheideaofmakingSteviethecompanionofhiswalkswasherown,andnobodyelse’s。Atthatmoment,toanimpartialobserver,MrVerlocwouldhaveappearedmorethanhumaninhismagnanimity。Hetookdownasmallcardboardboxfromashelf,peepedintoseethatthecontentswereallright,andputitdowngentlyonthecounter。Nottillthatwasdonedidhebreakthesilence,totheeffectthatmostlikelySteviewouldprofitgreatlybybeingsentoutoftownforawhile;onlyhesupposedhiswifecouldnotgetonwithouthim。

`Couldnotgetonwithouthim!’repeatedMrsVerloc,slowly。`Icouldn’tgetonwithouthimifitwereforhisgood!Theidea!Ofcourse,Icangetonwithouthim。Butthere’snowhereforhimtogo。’

MrVerlocgotoutsomebrownpaperandaballofstring;andmeanwhilehemutteredthatMichaeliswaslivinginalittlecottageinthecountry。

Michaeliswouldn’tmindgivingSteviearoomtosleepin。Therewerenovisitorsandnotalkthere。Michaeliswaswritingabook。

MrsVerlocdeclaredheraffectionforMichaelis;mentionedherabhorrenceofKarlYundt,`nastyoldman’;andofOssiponshesaidnothing。AstoStevie,hecouldbenootherthanverypleased。MrMichaeliswasalwayssoniceandkindtohim。Heseemedtoliketheboy。Well,theboywasagoodboy。

`You,too,seemtohavegrownquitefondofhimoflate,’sheadded,afterapause,withherinflexibleassurance。

MrVerloc,tyingupthecardboardboxintoaparcelforthepost,brokethestringbyaninjudiciousjerk,andmutteredseveralswearwordsconfidentiallytohimself。Thenraisinghistonetotheusualhuskymutter,heannouncedhiswillingnesstotakeStevieintothecountryhimself,andleavehimsafewithMichaelis。

Hecarriedoutthisschemeontheverynextday。Stevieofferednoobjection。

Heseemedrathereager,inabewilderedsortofway。HeturnedhiscandidgazeinquisitivelytoMrVerloc’sheavycountenanceatfrequentintervals,especiallywhenhissisterwasnotlookingathim。Hisexpressionwasproud,apprehensive,andconcentrated,likethatofasmallchildentrustedforthefirsttimewithaboxofmatchesandthepermissiontostrikealight。

ButMrsVerloc,gratifiedbyherbrother’sdocility,recommendedhimnottodirtyhisclothesundulyinthecountry。AtthisSteviegavehissister,guardian,andprotectoralook,whichforthefirsttimeinhislifeseemedtolackthequalityofperfectchildliketrustfulness。Itwashaughtilygloomy。MrsVerlocsmiled。

`Goodnessme!Youneedn’tbeoffended。Youknowyoudogetyourselfveryuntidywhenyougetachance,Stevie。’

MrVerlocwasalreadygonesomewaydownthestreet。

Thusinconsequenceofhermother’sheroicproceedings,andofherbrother’sabsenceonthisvillegiature,MrsVerlocfoundherselfoftenerthanusualallalonenotonlyintheshop,butinthehouse。ForMrVerlochadtotakehiswalks。ShewasalonelongerthanusualonthedayoftheattemptedbomboutrageinGreenwichPark,becauseMrVerlocwentoutveryearlythatmorninganddidnotcomebacktillnearlydusk。Shedidnotmindbeingalone。Shehadnodesiretogoout。Theweatherwastoobad,andtheshopwascosierthanthestreets。Sittingbehindthecounterwithsomesewing,shedidnotraisehereyesfromherworkwhenMrVerlocenteredintheaggressiveclatterofthebell。Shehadrecognizedhissteponthepavementoutside。

Shedidnotraisehereyes,butasMrVerloc,silent,andwithhishatrammeddownuponhisforehead,madestraightfortheparlourdoor,shesaid,serenely:

`Whatawretchedday。You’vebeenperhapstoseeStevie?’

`No!Ihaven’t,’saidMrVerloc,softly,andslammedtheglazedparlourdoorbehindhimwithunexpectedenergy。

ForsometimeMrsVerlocremainedquiescent,withherworkdroppedinherlap,beforesheputitawayunderthecounterandgotuptolightthegas。Thisdone,shewentintotheparlouronherwaytothekitchen。MrVerlocwouldwanthisteapresently。Confidentofthepowerofhercharms,Winniedidnotexpectfromherhusbandinthedailyintercourseoftheirmarriedlifeaceremoniousamenityofaddressandcourtlinessofmanner;

vainandantiquatedformsatbest,probablyneververyexactlyobserved,discardednowadayseveninthehighestspheres,andalwaysforeigntothestandardsofherclass。Shedidnotlookforcourtesiesfromhim。Buthewasagoodhusband,andshehadaloyalrespectforhisrights。

MrsVerlocwouldhavegonethroughtheparlourandontoherdomesticdutiesinthekitchenwiththeperfectserenityofawomansureofthepowerofhercharms。Butaslight,veryslight,andrapidrattlingsoundgrewuponherhearing。Bizarreandincomprehensible,itarrestedMrsVerloc’sattention。Thenasitscharacterbecameplaintotheearshestoppedshort,amazedandconcerned。Strikingamatchontheboxsheheldinherhand,sheturnedonandlighted,abovetheparlourtable,oneofthetwogas—burners,which,beingdefective,firstwhistledasifastonished,andthenwentonpurringcomfortablylikeacat。

MrVerloc,againsthisusualpractice,hadthrownoffhisovercoat。

Itwaslyingonthesofa。Hishat,whichhemustalsohavethrownoff,restedoverturnedundertheedgeofthesofa。Hehaddraggedachairinfrontofthefireplace,andhisfeetplantedinsidethefender,hisheadheldbetweenhishands,hewashanginglowovertheglowinggrate。Histeethrattledwithanungovernableviolence,causinghiswholeenormousbacktotrembleatthesamerate。MrsVerlocwasstartled。

`You’vebeengettingwet,’shesaid。

`Notvery,’MrVerlocmanagedtofalterout,inaprofoundshudder。

Byagreatefforthesuppressedtherattlingofhisteeth。

`I’llhaveyoulaiduponmyhands,’shesaid,withgenuineuneasiness。

`Idon’tthinkso,’remarkedMrVerloc,snufflinghuskily。

Hehadcertainlycontrivedsomehowtocatchanabominablecoldbetweenseveninthemorningandfiveintheafternoon。MrsVerloclookedathisbowedback。

`Wherehaveyoubeentoday?’sheasked。

`Nowhere,’answeredMrVerlocinalow,chokednasaltone。Hisattitudesuggestedaggrievedsulksorasevereheadache。Theunsufficiencyanduncandidnessofhisanswerbecamepainfullyapparentinthedeadsilenceoftheroom。

Hesnuffledapologetically,andadded:`I’vebeentothebank。’

MrsVerlocbecameattentive。

`Youhave!’shesaid,dispassionately。`Whatfor?’

MrVerlocmumbled,withhisnoseoverthegrate,andwithmarkedunwillingness:

`Drawthemoneyout!’

`Whatdoyoumean?Allofit?’

`Yes。Allofit。’

MrsVerlocspreadoutwithcarethescantytablecloth,gottwoknivesandtwoforksoutofthetabledrawer,andsuddenlystoppedinhermethodicalproceedings。

`Whatdidyoudothatfor?’

`Maywantitsoon,’snuffledvaguelyMrVerloc,whowascomingtotheendofhiscalculatedindiscretions。

`Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,’remarkedhiswifeinatoneperfectlycasual,butstandingstock—stillbetweenthetableandthecupboard。

`Youknowyoucantrustme,’MrVerlocremarkedtothegrate,withhoarsefeeling。

MrsVerlocturnedslowlytowardsthecupboard,sayingwithdeliberation:

`Oh,yes。Icantrustyou。’

Andshewentonwithhermethodicalproceedings。Shelaidtwoplates,gotthebread,thebutter,goingtoandfroquietlybetweenthetableandthecupboardinthepeaceandsilenceofherhome。Onthepointoftakingoutthejam,shereflectedpractically:`Hewillbefeelinghungry,havingbeenawayallday,’andshereturnedtothecupboardoncemoretogetthecoldbeef。Shesetitunderthepurringgas—jet,andwithapassingglanceathermotionlesshusbandhuggingthefire,shewent(downtwosteps)intothekitchen。Itwasonlywhencomingback,carvingknifeandforkinhand,thatshespokeagain。

`IfIhadn’ttrustedyouIwouldn’thavemarriedyou。’

Bowedundertheovermantel,MrVerloc,holdinghisheadinbothhands,seemedtohavegonetosleep。Winniemadethetea,andcalledoutinanundertone:

`Adolf。’

MrVerlocgotupatonce,andstaggeredalittlebeforehesatdownatthetable。Hiswife,examiningthesharpedgeofthecarvingknife,placeditonthedish,andcalledhisattentiontothecoldbeef。Heremainedinsensibletothesuggestion,withhischinonhisbreast。

`Youshouldfeedyourcold,’MrsVerlocsaid,dogmatically。

Helookedup,andshookhishead。Hiseyeswerebloodshotandhisfacered。Hisfingershadruffledhishairintoadissipateduntidiness。Altogetherhehadadisreputableaspect,expressiveofthediscomfort,theirritation,andthegloomfollowingaheavydebauch。ButMrVerlocwasnotadebauchedman。Inhisconducthewasrespectable。Hisappearancemighthavebeentheeffectofafeverishcold。Hedrankthreecupsoftea,butabstainedfromfoodentirely。HerecoiledfromitwithsombreaversionwhenurgedbyMrsVerloc,whosaidatlast:

`Aren’tyourfeetwet?Youhadbetterputonyourslippers。Youaren’tgoingoutanymorethisevening。’

MrVerlocintimatedbymorosegruntsandsignsthathisfeetwerenotwet,andthatanyhowhedidnotcare。Theproposalastoslipperswasdisregardedasbeneathhisnotice。Butthequestionofgoingoutintheeveningreceivedanunexpecteddevelopment。ItwasnotofgoingoutintheeveningthatMrVerlocwasthinking。Histhoughtsembracedavasterscheme。FrommoodyandincompletephrasesitbecameapparentthatMrVerlochadbeenconsideringtheexpediencyofemigrating。ItwasnotveryclearwhetherhehadinhismindFranceorCalifornia。

Theutterunexpectedness,improbability,andinconceivablenessofsuchaneventrobbedthisvaguedeclarationofallitseffect。MrsVerloc,asplacidlyasifherhusbandhadbeenthreateningherwiththeendoftheworld,said:

`Theidea!’

MrVerlocdeclaredhimselfsickandtiredofeverything,andbesides—Sheinterruptedhim。

`You’veabadcold。’

ItwasindeedobviousthatMrVerlocwasnotinhisusualstate,physicallyorevenmentally。Asombreirresolutionheldhimsilentforawhile。Thenhemurmuredafewominousgeneralitiesonthethemeofnecessity。

`Willhaveto,’repeatedWinnie,sittingcalmlyback,withfoldedarms,oppositeherhusband。`Ishouldliketoknowwho’stomakeyou。Youain’taslave。Nooneneedbeaslaveinthiscountry—anddon’tyoumakeyourselfone。’Shepaused,andwithinvincibleandsteadycandour:`Thebusinessisn’tsobad,’shewenton。`You’veacomfortablehome。’

Sheglancedallroundtheparlour,fromthecornercupboardtothegoodfireinthegrate。Ensconcedcosilybehindtheshopofdoubtfulwares,withthemysteriouslydimwindow,anditsdoorsuspiciouslyajarintheobscureandnarrowstreet,itwasinallessentialsofdomesticproprietyanddomesticcomfortarespectablehome。HerdevotedaffectionmissedoutofitherbrotherStevie,nowenjoyingadampvillegiatureintheKentishlanesunderthecareofMrMichaelis。Shemissedhimpoignantly,withalltheforceofherprotectingpassion。Thiswastheboy’shome,too—theroof,thecupboard,thestokedgrate。OnthisthoughtMrsVerlocrose,andwalkingtotheotherendofthetable,saidinthefullnessofherheart:

`Andyouarenottiredofme。’

MrVerlocmadenosound。Winnieleanedonhisshoulderfrombehind,andpressedherlipstohisforehead。Thusshelingered。Notawhisperreachedthemfromtheoutsideworld。Thesoundoffootstepsonthepavementdiedoutinthediscreetdimnessoftheshop。Onlythegas—jetabovethetablewentonpurringequablyinthebroodingsilenceoftheparlour。

DuringthecontactofthatunexpectedandlingeringkissMrVerloc,grippingwithbothhandstheedgesofhischair,preservedahieraticimmobility。

Whenthepressurewasremovedheletgothechair,rose,andwenttostandbeforethefireplace。Heturnednolongerhisbacktotheroom。Withhisfeaturesswollenandanairofbeingdrugged,hefollowedhiswife’smovementswithhiseyes。

MrsVerlocwentaboutserenely,clearingupthetable。Hertranquilvoicecommentedontheideathrownoutinareasonableanddomestictone。

Itwouldn’tstandexamination。Shecondemneditfromeverypointofview。

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