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`Doyouknowhowmuchmoneythereisinthatthing?’heasked,asifaddressingslowlysomehob—goblinsittingbetweentheearsofthehorse。

`No,’saidMrsVerloc。`Hegaveittome。Ididn’tcount。Ithoughtnothingofitatthetime。Afterwards——’

Shemovedherrighthandalittle。Itwassoexpressivethatlittlemovementofthatrighthandwhichhadstruckthedeadlyblowintoaman’sheartlessthananhourbeforethatOssiponcouldnotrepressashudder。

Heexaggerateditthenpurposely,andmuttered:

`Iamcold。Igotchilledthrough。’

MrsVerloclookedstraightaheadattheperspectiveofherescape。Nowandthen,likeasablestreamerblownacrossaroad,thewords`Thedropgivenwasfourteenfeet’gotinthewayofhertensestare。Throughtheblackveilthewhitesofherbigeyesgleamedlustrouslyliketheeyesofamaskedwoman。

Ossipon’srigidityhadsomethingbusinesslike,aqueerofficialexpression。

Hewasheardagainallofasudden,asthoughhehadreleasedacatchinordertospeak。

`Lookhere!Doyouknowwhetheryour—whetherhekepthisaccountatthebankinhisownnameorinsomeothername。

MrsVerlocturneduponhimhermaskedfaceandthebigwhitegleamofhereyes。

`Othername?’shesaid,thoughtfully。

`Beexactinwhatyousay,’Ossiponlecturedintheswiftmotionofthehansom。`It’sextremelyimportant。Iwillexplaintoyou。Thebankhasthenumbersofthesenotes。Iftheywerepaidtohiminhisownname,thenwhenhis—hisdeathbecomesknown,thenotesmayservetotrackussincewehavenoothermoney。Youhavenoethermoneyonyou?’

Sheshookherheadnegatively。

`Nonewhatever?’heinsisted。

`Afewcoppers。

`Itwouldbedangerousinthatcase。Themoneywouldhavethentobedealtspeciallywith。Veryspecially。We’dhaveperhapstolosemorethanhalftheamountinordertogetthesenoteschangedinacertainsafeplaceIknowofinParis。Intheothercase—Imeanifhehadhisaccountandgotpaidoutundersomeothername—saySmith,forinstance—themoneyisperfectlysafetouse。Youunderstand?ThebankhasnomeansofknowingthatMrVerlocand,say,Smithareoneandthesameperson。Doyouseehowimportantitisthatyoushouldmakenomistakeinansweringme?Canyouanswerthatqueryatall?Perhapsnot。Eh?

Shesaidcomposedly:

`Iremembernow!Hedidn’tbankinhisownname。HetoldmeoncethatitwasondepositinthenameofProzor。’

`Youaresure?’

`Certain。’

`Youdon’tthinkthebankhadanyknowledgeofhisrealname?Oranybodyinthebankor——’

Sheshruggedhershoulders。

`HowcanIknow?Isitlikely,Tom?’

`No。Isupposeit’snotlikely。Itwouldhavebeenmorecomfortabletoknow……Hereweare。Getoutfirst,andwalkstraightin。Movesmartly。’

Heremainedbehind,andpaidthecabmanoutofhisownloosesilver。

Theprogrammetracedbyhisminuteforesightwascarriedout。WhenMrsVerloc,withherticketforStMaloinherhand,enteredtheladies’waiting—room,ComradeOssiponwalkedintothebar,andinsevenminutesabsorbedthreegoesofhotbrandyandwater。

`Tryingtodriveoutacold,’heexplainedtothebarmaid,withafriendlynodandagrimacingsmile。Thenhecameout,bringingoutfromthatfestiveinterludethefaceofamanwhohaddrunkattheveryFountainofSorrow。

Heraisedhiseyestotheclock。Itwastime。Hewaited。

Punctual,MrsVerloccameout,withherveildown,andallblack—blackascommonplacedeathitself,crownedwithafewcheapandpaleflowers。

Shepassedclosetoalittlegroupofmenwhowerelaughing,butwhoselaughtercouldhavebeenstruckdeadbyasingleword。Herwalkwasindolent,butherbackwasstraight,andComradeOssiponlookedafteritinterrorbeforemakingastarthimself。

Thetrainwasdrawnup,withhardlyanybodyaboutitsrowofopendoors。

Owingtothetimeoftheyearandtotheabominableweathertherewerebutfewpassengers。MrsVerlocwalkedslowlyalongthelineofemptycompartmentstillOssipontouchedherelbowfrombehind。

`Inhere。’

Shegotin,andheremainedontheplatformlookingabout。Shebentforward,andinawhisper:

`Whatisit,Tom?Isthereanydanger?’

`Waitamoment。There’stheguard。’

Shesawhimaccostthemaninuniform。Theytalkedforawhile。Sheheardtheguardsay`Verywell,sir,’andsawhimtouchhiscap。ThenOssiponcameback,saying:`Itoldhimnottoletanybodygetintoourcompartment。’

Shewasleaningforwardonherseat。`Youthinkofeverything……You’llgetmeoff,Tom?’sheaskedinagustofanguish,liftingherveilbrusquelytolookathersaviour。

Shehaduncoveredafacelikeadamant。Andoutofthisfacetheeyeslookedon,big,dry,enlarged,lightless,burntoutliketwoblackholesinthewhite,shiningglobes。

`Thereisnodanger,’hesaid,gazingintothemwithanearnestnessalmostrapt,whichtoMrsVerloc,flyingfromthegallows,seemedtobefullofforceandtenderness。Thisdevotiondeeplymovedher—andtheadamantinefacelostthesternrigidityofitsterror。ComradeOssipongazedatitasnoloverevergazedathismistress’sface。AlexanderOssipon,anarchist,nicknamedtheDoctor,authorofamedical(andimproper)pamphlet,latelectureronthesocialaspectsofhygienetoworkingmen’sclubs,wasfreefromthetrammelsofconventionalmorality—buthesubmittedtotheruleofscience。Hewasscientific,andhegazedscientificallyatthatwoman,thesisterofadegenerate,adegenerateherself—ofamurderingtype。Hegazedather,andinvokedLombroso,asanItalianpeasantrecommendshimselftohisfavouritesaint。Hegazedscientifically。Hegazedathercheeks,athernose,athereyes,atherears……Bad!……Fatal!

MrsVerloc’spalelipspatting,slightlyrelaxedunderhispassionatelyattentivegaze,hegazedalsoatherteeth……Notadoubtremained……amurderingtype……IfComradeOssipondidnotrecommendhisterrifiedsoultoLombroso,itwasonlybecauseonscientificgroundshecouldnotbelievethathecarriedabouthimsuchathingasasoul。Buthehadinhimthescientificspirit,whichmovedhimtotestifyontheplatformofarailwaystationinnervous,jerkyphrases。

`Hewasanextraordinarylad,thatbrotherofyours。Mostinterestingtostudy。Aperfecttypeinaway。Perfect!’

Hespokescientificallyinhissecretfear。AndMrsVerloc,hearingthesewordsofcommendationvouchsafedtoherbeloveddead,swayedforwardwithaflickeroflightinhersombreeyes,likearayofsunshineheraldingatempestofrain。

`Hewasthatindeed,’shewhispered,softly,withquiveringlips。`Youtookalotofnoticeofhim,Tom。Ilovedyouforit。’

`It’salmostincredibletheresemblancetherewasbetweenyoutwo,’

pursuedOssipon,givingavoicetohisabidingdread,andtryingtoconcealhisnervous,sickeningimpatienceforthetraintostart。`Yes,heresembledyou。’

Thesewordswerenotespeciallytouchingorsympathetic。Butthefactofthatresemblanceinsisteduponwasenoughinitselftoactuponheremotionspowerfully。Withalittlefaintcry,andthrowingherarmsout,MrsVerlocburstintotearsatlast。

Ossiponenteredthecarriage,hastilyclosedthedoorandlookedouttoseethetimebythestationclock。Eightminutesmore。ForthefirstthreeoftheseMrsVerlocweptviolentlyandhelplesslywithoutpauseorinterruption。Thensherecoveredsomewhat,andsobbedgentlyinanabundantfalloftears。Shetriedtotalktohersaviour,tothemanwhowasthemessengeroflife。

`Oh,Tom!HowcouldIfeartodieafterhewastakenawayfrommesocruelly!HowcouldI!HowcouldIbesuchacoward!’

Shelamentedaloudherloveoflife,thatlifewithoutgraceorcharm,andalmostwithoutdecency,butofanexaltedfaithfulnessofpurpose,evenuntomurder。And,asoftenhappensinthelamentofpoorhumanityrichinsufferingbutindigentinwords,thetruth—theverycryoftruth—wasfoundinawornandartificialshapepickedupsomewhereamongthephrasesofshamsentiment。

`HowcouldIbesoafraidofdeath!Tom,Itried。ButIamafraid。I

triedtodoawaywithmyself。AndIcouldn’t。AmIhard?Isupposethecupofhorrorswasnotfullenoughforsuchasme。Thenwhenyoucame……

Shepaused。Theninagustofconfidenceandgratitude:`Iwillliveallmydaysforyou,Tom!’shesobbedout。

`Gooverintotheothercornerofthecarriage,awayfromtheplatform,’

saidOssipon,solicitously。Shelethersavioursettlehercomfortably,andhewatchedthecomingonofanothercrisisofweeping,stillmoreviolentthanthefirst。Hewatchedthesymptomswithasortofmedicalair,asifcountingseconds。Heheardtheguard’swhistleatlast。Aninvoluntarycontractionoftheupperlipbaredhisteethwithalltheaspectofsavageresolutionashefeltthetrainbeginningtomove。MrsVerlocheardandfeltnothing,andOssipon,hersaviour,stoodstill。Hefeltthetrainrollquicker,rumblingheavilytothesoundofthewoman’sloudsobs,andthencrossingthecarriageintwolongstridesheopenedthedoordeliberately,andleapedout。

Hehadleapedoutattheveryendoftheplatform;andsuchwashisdeterminationinstickingtohisdesperateplanthathemanagedbyasortofmiracle,performedalmostintheair,toslamtothedoorofthecarriage。

Onlythendidhefindhimselfrolling,headoverheelslikeashotrabbit。

Hewasbruised,shaken,paleasdeath,andoutofbreathwhenhegotup。

Buthewascalm,andperfectlyabletomeettheexcitedcrowdofrailwaymenwhohadgatheredroundhiminamoment。Heexplained,ingentleandconvincingtones,thathiswifehadstartedatamoment’snoticeforBrittanytoherdyingmother;that,ofcourse,shewasgreatlyupset,andheconsiderablyconcernedatherstate;thathewastryingtocheerherup,andhadabsolutelyfailedtonoticeatfirstthatthetrainwasmovingout。Tothegeneralexclamation`Whydidn’tyougoontoSouthampton,thensir?’heobjectedtheinexperienceofayoungsister—in—lawleftaloneinthehousewiththreesmallchildren,andheralarmathisabsencethetelegraphofficesbeingclosed。Hehadactedonimpulse。`ButIdon’tthinkI’llevertrythatagain,’heconcluded;smiledallround;distributedsomesmallchange,andmarchedwithoutalimpoutofthestation。

Outside,ComradeOssipon,flushofsafebanknotesasneverbeforeinhislife,refusedtheofferofacab。

`Icanwalk,’hesaid,withalittlefriendlylaughtothecivildriver。

Hecouldwalk。Hewalked。Hecrossedthebridge。LateronthetowersoftheAbbeysawintheirmassiveimmobilitytheyellowbushofhishairpassingunderthelamps。ThelightsofVictoriasawhim,too,andSloaneSquare,andtherailingsofthepark。AndComradeOssipononcemorefoundhimselfonabridge。Theriver,asinistermarvel—ofstillshadowsandflowinggleamsminglingbelowinablacksilence,arrestedhisattention。

Hestoodlookingovertheparapetforalongtime。Theclocktowerboomedabrazenblastabovehisdroopinghead。Helookedupatthedial……HalfpasttwelveofawildnightintheChannel。

AndagainComradeOssiponwalked。Hisrobustformwasseenthatnightindistantpartsoftheenormoustownslumberingmonstrouslyonacarpetofmudunderaveilofrawmist。Itwasseencrossingthestreetswithoutlifeandsound,ordiminishingintheinterminablestraightperspectivesofshadowyhousesborderingemptyroadwayslinedbystringsofgas—lamps。

HewalkedthroughSquares,Places,Ovals,Commons,throughmonotonousstreetswithunknownnameswherethedustofhumanitysettlesinertandhopelessoutofthestreamoflife。Hewalked。Andsuddenlyturningintoastripofafrontgardenwithamangygrassplot,helethimselfintoasmallgrimyhousewithalatchkeyhetookoutofhispocket。

Hethrewhimselfdownonhisbedalldressed,andlaystillforawholequarterofanhourThenhesatupsuddenly,drawinguphisknees,andclaspinghislegs。Thefirstdawnfoundhimopen—eyed,inthatsameposture。Thismanwhocouldwalksolong,sofar,soaimlessly,withoutshowingasignoffatigue,couldalsoremainsittingstillforhourswithoutstirringalimboraneyelid。Butwhenthelatesunsentitsraysintotheroomheunclaspedhishands,andfellbackonthepillow。Hiseyesstaredattheceiling。Andsuddenlytheyclosed。ComradeOssiponsleptinthesunlight。

CONRAD:TheSecretAgent,Chapter13CHAPTER13

THEenormousironpadlockonthedoorsofthewallcupboardwastheonlyobjectintheroomonwhichtheeyecouldrestwithoutbecomingafflictedbythemiserableunlovelinessofformsandthepovertyofmaterial。Unsaleableintheordinarycourseofbusinessonaccountofitsnobleproportions,ithadbeencededtotheProfessorforafewpencebyamarinedealerintheeastofLondon。Theroomwaslarge,clean,respectable,andpoorwiththatpovertysuggestingthestarvationofeveryhumanneedexceptmerebread。Therewasnothingonthewallsbutthepaper,anexpanseofarsenicalgreen,soiledwithindeliblesmudgeshereandthere,andwithstainsresemblingfadedmapsofuninhabitedcontinents。

AtadealtablenearawindowsatComradeOssipon,holdinghisheadbetweenhisfists。TheProfessor,dressedinonlyhissuitofshoddytweeds,butflappingtoandfroonthebareboardsapairofincrediblydilapidatedslippers,hadthrusthishandsdeepintotheover—strainedpocketsofhisjacket。HewasrelatingtohisrobustguestavisithehadlatelybeenpayingCotheApostleMichaelis。ThePerfectAnarchisthadevenbeenunbendingalittle。

`Thefellowdidn’tknowanythingofVerloc’sdeath。Ofcourse!Heneverlooksatthenewspapers。Theymakehimtoosad,hesays。Butnevermind。

Iwalkedintohiscottage。Notasoulanywhere。1hadtoshouthalfadozentimesbeforeheansweredme。Ithoughthewasfastasleepyet,inbed。

Butnotatall。Hehadbeenwritinghisbookforfourhoursalready。Hesatinthattinycageinalitterofmanuscript。Therewasahalf—eatenrawcarrotonthetablenearhim。Hisbreakfast。Helivesonadietofrawcarrotsandalittlemilknow。’

`Howdoeshelookonit?’askedComradeOssipon,listlessly。

`Angelic……Ipickedupahandfulofhispagesfromthefloor。Thepovertyofreasoningisastonishing。Hehasnologic。Hecan’tthinkconsecutively。

Butthat’snothing。Hehasdividedhisbiographyintothreeparts,entitled`Faith,Hope,Charity’。Heiselaboratingnowtheideaofaworldplannedoutlikeanimmenseandnicehospital,withgardensandflowers,inwhichthestrongaretodevotethem+selvestothenursingoftheweak。’

TheProfessorpaused。

`Conceiveyouthisfolly,Ossipon?Theweak!Thesourceofallevilonthisearth!’hecontinuedwithhisgrimassurance。`ItoldhimthatIdreamtofaworldlikeshambles,wheretheweakwouldbetakeninhandforutterextermination。

`Doyouunderstand,Ossipon?Thesourceofallevil!Theyareoursinistermasters—theweak,theflabby,thesilly,thecowardly,thefaintofheart,andtheslavishofmind。Theyhavepower。Theyarethemultitude。Theirsisthekingdomoftheearth。Exterminate,exterminate!Thatistheonlywayofprogress。Itis!Followme,Ossipon。Firstthegreatmultitudeoftheweakmustgo,thentheonlyrelativelystrong。Yousee?Firsttheblind,thenthedeafandthedumb,thenthehaltandthelame—andsoon。Everytaint,everyvice,everyprejudice,everyconventionmustmeetitsdoom。’

`Andwhatremains?’askedOssiponinastifledvoice。

`Iremain—ifIamstrongenough,’assertedthesallowlittleProfessor,whoselargeears,thinlikemembranes,andstandingfaroutfromthesidesofhisfrailskull,tookonsuddenlyadeepredtint。

`Haven’tIsufferedenoughfromthisoppressionoftheweak?’hecontinuedforcibly。Thentappingthebreast—pocketofhisjacket:`AndyetIamtheforce,’hewenton。`Butthetime!Thetime!Givemetime!Ah!thatmultitude,toostupidtofeeleitherpityorfear。SometimesIthinktheyhaveeverythingontheirside。Everything—evendeath—myownweapon。

`ComeanddrinksomebeerwithmeattheSilenus,’saidtherobustOssiponafteranintervalofsilencepervadedbytherapidflap,flapoftheslippersonthefeetofthePerfectAnarchist。Thislastaccepted。Hewasjovialthatdayinhisownpeculiarway。HeslappedOssipon’sshoulder。

`Beer!Sobeit!Letusdrinkandbemerry,forwearestrong,andtomorrowwedie。’

Hebusiedhimselfwithputtingonhisboots,andtalkedmeanwhileinhiscurt,resolutetones。

`What’sthematterwithyou,Ossipon?Youlookglumandseekevenmycompany。Ihearthatyouareseenconstantlyinplaceswheremenutterfoolishthingsoverglassesofliquor。Why?Haveyouabandonedyourcollectionofwomen?Theyaretheweakwhofeedthestrong—eh?’

Hestampedonefoot,andpickeduphisotherlacedboot,heavy,thick—soled,unblacked,mendedmanytimes。Hesmiledtohimselfgrimly。

`Tellme,Ossipon,terribleman,haseveroneofyourvictimskilledherselfforyou—orareyourtriumphssofarincomplete—forbloodaloneputsasealongreatness?Blood。Death。Lookathistory。’

`Youbedamned,’saidOssipon,withoutturninghishead。

`Why?Letthatbethehopeoftheweak,whosetheologyhasinventedhellforthestrong。Ossipon,myfeelingforyouisamicablecontempt。

Youcouldn’tkillafly。’

ButrollingtothefeastonthetopoftheomnibustheProfessorlosthishighspirits。Thecontemplationofthemultitudesthrongingthepavementsextinguishedhisassuranceunderaloadofdoubtanduneasinesswhichhecouldshakeoffafteraperiodofseclusionintheroomwiththelargecupboardclosedbyanenormouspadlock。

`Andso,’saidoverhisshoulderComradeOssipon,whosatontheseatbehind。`AndsoMichaelisdreamsofaworldlikeabeautifulandcheeryhospital。’

`Justso。Animmensecharityforthehealingoftheweak,’assentedtheProfessor,sardonically。

`That’ssilly,’admittedOssipon。`Youcan’thealweakness。ButafterallMichaelismaynotbesofarwrong。Intwohundredyearsdoctorswillruletheworld。Sciencereignsalready。Itreignsintheshademaybe—

butitreigns。Andallsciencemustculminateatlastinthescienceofhealing—nottheweak,butthestrong。Mankindwantstolive—tolive。’

`Mankind,’assertedtheProfessorwithaself—confidentglitterofhisiron—rimmedspectacles,`doesnotknowwhatitwants。’

`Butyoudo,’growledOssipon。`Justnowyou’vebeencryingfortime—time。Well,thedoctorswillserveyououtyourtime—ifyouaregood。

Youprofessyourselftobeoneofthestrong—becauseyoucarryinyourpocketenoughstufftosendyourselfand,say,twentyotherpeopleintoeternity。Buteternityisadamnedhole。It’stimethatyouneed。You—

ifyoumetamanwhocouldgiveyouforcertaintenyearsoftime,youwouldcallhimyourmaster。’

`Mydeviceis:NoGod!Nomaster,’saidtheProfessor,sententiously,asherosetogetoffthebus。

Ossiponfollowed。`Waittillyouarelyingflatonyourbackattheendofyourtime,’heretorted,jumpingoffthefootboardaftertheother。

`Yourscurvy,shabby,mangylittlebitoftime,’hecontinuedacrossthestreet,andhoppingontothekerbstone。

`Ossipon,Ithinkyouareahumbug,’theProfessorsaid,openingmasterfullythedoorsoftherenownedSilenus。Andwhentheyhadestablishedthemselvesatalittletablehedevelopedfurtherthisgraciousthought。`Youarenotevenadoctor。Butyouarefunny。Yournotionofahumanityuniversallyputtingoutthetongueandtakingthepillfrompoletopoleatthebiddingofafewsolemnjokersisworthyoftheprophet。Prophecy!What’sthegoodofthinkingofwhatwillbe!’Heraisedhisglass。`Tothedestructionofwhatis,’hesaid,calmly。

Hedrankandrelapsedintohispeculiarlyclosemannerofsilence。Thethoughtofamankindasnumerousasthesandsoftheseashore,asindestructible,asdifficulttohandle,oppressedhim。Thesoundofexplodingbombswaslostintheirimmensityofpassivegrainswithoutanecho。Forinstance,thisVerlocaffair。Whothoughtofitnow?Ossipon,asifsuddenlycompelledbysomemysteriousforce,pulledamuch—foldednewspaperoutofhispocket。

TheProfessorraisedhisheadattherustle。`What’sthatpaper?Anythinginit?’heasked。

Ossiponstartedlikeascaredsomnambulist。

`Nothing。Nothingwhatever。Thething’stendaysold。Iforgotitinmypocket,Isuppose。’

Buthedidnotthrowtheoldthingaway。Beforereturningittohispockethestoleaglanceatthelastlinesofaparagraph。Theyranthus:

`Animpenetrablemysteryseemsdestinedtohangforeveroverthisactofmadnessordespair。’

Suchweretheendwordsofanitemofnewsheaded:

`SuicideofLadyPassengerfromacross—ChannelBoat。’ComradeOssiponwasfamiliarwiththebeautiesofitsjournalisticstyle。`Animpenetrablemysteryseemsdestinedtohangforever……’Hekneweverywordbyheart。

`Animpenetrablemystery……`Andtherobustanarchist,hanginghisheadonhisbreast,fellintoalongreverie。

Hewasmenacedbythisthingintheverysourcesofhisexistence。Hecouldnotissueforthtomeethisvariousconquests,thosethathecourtedonbenchesinKensingtonGardens,andthosehemetneararearailings,withoutthedreadofbeginningtotalktothemofanimpenetrablemysterydestined……Hewasbecomingscientificallyafraidofinsanitylyinginwaitforhimamongsttheselines。`Tohangforeverover。’Itwasanobsession,atorture。Hehadlatelyfailedtokeepseveraloftheseappointments,whosenoteusedtobeanunboundedtrustfulnessinthelanguageofsentimentandmanlytenderness。Theconfidingdispositionofvariousclassesofwomensatisfiedtheneedofhisself—love,andputsomematerialmeansintohishandHeneededittolive。Itwasthere。Butifhecouldnolongermakeuseofit,herantheriskofstarvinghisidealsandhisbody……`Thisactofmadnessordespair。’

`Animpenetrablemystery’wassure`tohangforever’asfarasallmankindwasconcerned。Butwhatofthatifhealoneofallmencouldnevergetridofthecursedknowledge?AndComradeOssipon’sknowledgewasaspreciseasthenewspapermancouldmakeit—uptotheverythresholdofthe`mysterydestinedtohangforever……’。

ComradeOssiponwaswellinformed。Heknewwhatthegangwaymanofthesteamerhadseen:`Aladyinablackdressandablackveil,wanderingatmidnightalongsideonthequay。`Areyougoingbytheboat,ma’am,’

hehadaskedher,encouragingly。`Thisway。’Sheseemednottoknowwhattodo。Hehelpedheronboard。Sheseemedweak。’

AndOssiponknewalsowhatthestewardesshadseen:aladyinblackwithawhitefacestandinginthemiddleoftheemptyladies’cabin。Thestewardessinducedhertoliedownthere。Theladyseemedquiteunwillingtospeak,andasifshewereinsomeawfultrouble。Thenextthestewardessknewshewasgonefromtheladies’cabin。Thestewardessthenwentondecktolookforher,andComradeOssiponwasinformedthatthegoodwomanfoundtheunhappyladylyingdowninoneofthehoodedseats。Hereyeswereopen,butshewouldnotansweranythingthatwassaidtoher。Sheseemedveryill。Thestewardessfetchedthechiefsteward,andthosetwopeoplestoodbythesideofthehoodedseatconsultingovertheirextraordinaryandtragicpassenger。Theytalkedinaudiblewhispers(forsheseemedpasthearing)ofStMaloandtheConsulthere,ofcommunicatingwithherpeopleinEngland。Thentheywentawaytoarrangeforherremovaldownbelow,forindeedbywhattheycouldseeofherfacesheseemedtothemtobedying。ButComradeOssiponknewthatbehindthatwhitemaskofdespairtherewasstrugglingagainstterroranddespairavigourofvitality,aloveoflifethatcouldresistthefuriousanguishwhichdrivestomurderandthefear,theblind,madfearofthegallows。Heknew。Butthestewardessandthechiefstewardknewnothing,exceptthatwhentheycamebackforherinlessthanfiveminutestheladyinblackwasnolongerinthehoodedseat。Shewasnowhere。Shewasgone。Itwasthenfiveo’clockinthemorning,anditwasnoaccidenteither。Anhourafterwardsoneofthesteamer’shandsfoundaweddingringleftlyingontheseat。Ithadstucktothewoodinabitofwet,anditsglittercaughttheman’seye。Therewasadate,14June1879,engravedinside。`Animpenetrablemysteryisdestinedtohangforever……

AndComradeOssiponraisedhisbowedhead,belovedofvarioushumblewomenoftheseisles,Apollo—likeinthesunninessofitsbushofhair。

TheProfessorhadgrownrestlessmeantime。Herose。

`Stay,’saidOssipon,hurriedly。`Here,whatdoyouknowofmadnessanddespair?’

TheProfessorpassedthetipofhistongueonhisdry,thinlips,andsaiddoctorally:

`Therearenosuchthings。Allpassionislostnow。Theworldismediocre,limp,withoutforce。Andmadnessanddespairareaforce。Andforceisacrimeintheeyesofthefools,theweakandthesillywhoruletheroost。

Youaremediocre。Verloc,whoseaffairthepolicehasmanagedtosmothersonicely,wasmediocre。Andthepolicemurderedhim。Hewasmediocre。

Everybodyismediocre。Madnessanddespair!Givemethatforalever,andI’llmovetheworld。Ossipon,youhavemycordialscorn。Youareincapableofconceivingevenwhatthefat—fedcitizenwouldcallacrime。Youhavenoforce。’Hepaused,smilingsardonicallyunderthefierceglitterofhisthickglasses。

`Andletmetellyouthatthislittlelegacytheysayyou’vecomeintohasnotimprovedyourintelligence。Yousitatyourbeerlikeadummy。

Good—bye。’

`Willyouhaveit?’saidOssipon,lookingupwithanidioticgrin。

`Havewhat?’

`Thelegacy。Allofit。’

TheincorruptibleProfessoronlysmiled。Hisclotheswereallbutfallingoffhim,hisboots,shapelesswithrepairs,heavylikelead,Itwaterinateverystep。Hesaid:

`Iwillsendyouby—and—byasmallbillforcertainchemicalswhichIshallordertomorrow。Ineedthembadly。Understood—eh?’

Ossiponloweredhisheadslowly。Hewasalone。`Animpenetrablemystery……

’Itseemedtohimthatsuspendedintheairbeforehimhesawhisownbrainpulsatingtotherhythmofanimpenetrablemystery。Itwasdiseasedclearly。`……Thisactofmadnessordespair。’

Themechanicalpianonearthedoorplayedthroughavalsecheekily,thenfeltsilentallatonce,asifgonegrumpy。

ComradeOssipon,nicknamedtheDoctor,wentoutoftheSilenusbeer—hall。

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