投诉 阅读记录

第2章

tree,andyoungMorlandstoodlookingather。Whyshouldonefaceandnotanother,thisvoiceandnotthat,makeaheartbeat;whyshouldatouchfromonehandawakenrapture,andatouchfromanotherawakennothing?Hekneltdownandpressedhislipstoherfoot。Hereyesgrewverybright;butshegotupandranon——shehadnotexpectedhimtokissherfoot。Sheheardhimhurryingafterher,andstopped,leaningagainstabirchtrunk。Herushedtoher,and,withoutawordspoken,hislipswereonherlips。Themomentinlife,whichnowordscanrender,hadcomeforthem。Theyhadfoundtheirenchantedspot,andtheymovednofurther,butsatwiththeirarmsroundeachother,whilethehappyBeingofthewoodwatched。A

marvellousspeeder—upofLoveisWar。Whatmighthavetakensixmonths,wasthusaccomplishedinthreeweeks。

Ashorthourpassed,thenNoelsaid:

"ImusttellDaddy,Cyril。Imeanttotellhimsomethingthismorning,onlyIthoughtI’dbetterwait,incaseyoudidn’t。"

Morlandanswered:"Oh,Noel!"Itwasthestapleofhisconversationwhiletheysatthere。

Againashorthourpassed,andMorlandsaid:

"Ishallgooffmychumpifwe’renotmarriedbeforeIgoout。"

"Howlongdoesittake?"

"Notime,ifwehurryup。I’vegotsixdaysbeforeIrejoin,andperhapstheChiefwillgivemeanotherweek,ifItellhim。"

"PoorDaddy!Kissmeagain;alongone。"

Whenthelongonewasover,shesaid:

"ThenIcancomeandbenearyoutillyougoout?Oh,Cyril!"

"Oh,Noel!"

"Perhapsyouwon’tgososoon。Don’tgoifyoucanhelpit!"

"NotifIcanhelpit,darling;butIshan’tbeable。"

"No,of,coursenot;Iknow。"

YoungMorlandclutchedhishair。"Everyone’sinthesameboat,butitcan’tlastforever;andnowwe’reengagedwecanbetogetherallthetimetillI’vegotthelicenceorwhateveritis。Andthen——!"

"Daddywon’tlikeournotbeingmarriedinachurch;butIdon’tcare!"

Lookingdownatherclosedeyes,andtheirlashesrestingonhercheeks,youngMorlandthought:

’MyGod!I’minheaven!’

Anothershorthourpassedbeforeshefreedherself。

"Wemustgo,Cyril。Kissmeoncemore!"

Itwasnearlydinner—time,andtheyrandown。

4

EdwardPierson,returningfromtheEveningService,wherehehadreadtheLessons,sawtheminthedistance,andcompressedhislips。

Theirlongabsencehadvexedhim。Whatoughthetodo?InthepresenceofLove’syoungdream,hefeltstrangeandhelpless。Thatnight,whenheopenedthedoorofhisroom,hesawNoelonthewindow—seat,inherdressing—gown,withthemoonlightstreaminginonher。

"Don’tlightup,Daddy;I’vegotsomethingtosay。"

Shetookholdofthelittlegoldcrossonhisvest,andturneditover。

"I’mengagedtoCyril;wewanttobemarriedthisweek。"

Itwasexactlyasifsomeonehadpunchedhimintheribs;andatthesoundhemadeshehurriedon:

"Yousee,wemustbe;hemaybegoingoutanyday。"

Inthemidstofhisachingconsternation,headmittedakindofreasoninherwords。Buthesaid:

"Mydear,you’reonlyachild。Marriageisthemostseriousthinginlife;you’veonlyknownhimthreeweeks。"

"Iknowallthat,Daddy"hervoicesoundedsoridiculouslycalm;"butwecan’taffordtowait。Hemightnevercomeback,yousee,andthenIshouldhavemissedhim。"

"But,Noel,supposeheneverdidcomeback;itwouldonlybemuchworseforyou。"

Shedroppedthelittlecross,andtookholdofhishand,pressingitagainstherheart。Butstillhervoicewascalm:

"No;muchbetter,Daddy;youthinkIdon’tknowmyownfeelings,butIdo,"’

ThemaninPiersonsoftened;thepriesthardened。

"Nollie,truemarriageistheunionofsouls;andforthat,timeiswanted。Timetoknowthatyoufeelandthinkthesame,andlovethesamethings。"

"Yes,Iknow;butwedo。"

"Youcan’ttellthat,mydear;noonecouldinthreeweeks。"

"Butthesearen’tordinarytimes,arethey?Peoplehavetodothingsinahurry。Oh,Daddy!Beanangel!Motherwouldhaveunderstood,andletme,Iknow!"

Piersondrewawayhishand;thewordshurt,fromreminderofhisloss,fromreminderofthepoorsubstitutehewas。

"Look,Nollie!"hesaid。"Afteralltheseyearssincesheleftus,I’maslonelyasever,becausewewerereallyone。Ifyoumarrythisyoungmanwithoutknowingmoreofyourownheartsthanyoucaninsuchalittletime,youmayregretitdreadfully;youmayfinditturnout,afterall,nothingbutalittleemptypassion;oragain,ifanythinghappenstohimbeforeyou’vehadanyrealmarriedlifetogether,you’llhaveamuchgreatergriefandsenseoflosstoputupwiththanifyousimplystayengagedtillafterthewar。Besides,mychild,you’remuchtooyoung。"

Shesatsostillthathelookedatherinalarm。"ButImust!"

Hebithislips,andsaidsharply:"Youcan’t,Nollie!"

Shegotup,andbeforehecouldstopher,wasgone。Withtheclosingofthedoor,hisangerevaporated,anddistresstookitsplace。Poorchild!Whattodowiththiswaywardchickenjustoutoftheegg,andwantingtobefull—fledgedatonce?Thethoughtthatshewouldbelyingmiserable,crying,perhaps,besethimsothathewentoutintothepassageandtappedonherdoor。Gettingnoanswer,hewentin。

Itwasdarkbutforastreakofmoonlight,andinthathesawher,lyingonherbed,facedown;andstealinguplaidhishandonherhead。Shedidnotmove;and,strokingherhair,hesaidgently:

"Nolliedear,Ididn’tmeantobeharsh。IfIwereyourmother,I

shouldknowhowtomakeyousee,butI’monlyanoldbumble—daddy。"

Sherolledover,scramblingintoacross—leggedpostureonthebed。

Hecouldseehereyesshining。Butshedidnotspeak;sheseemedtoknowthatinsilencewasherstrength。

Hesaidwithasortofdespair:

"Youmustletmetalkitoverwithyouraunt。Shehasalotofgoodsense。"

"Yes。"

Hebentoverandkissedherhotforehead。

"Goodnight,mydear;don’tcry。Promiseme!"

Shenodded,andliftedherface;hefeltherhotsoftlipsonhisforehead,andwentawayalittlecomforted。

ButNoelsatonherbed,huggingherknees,listeningtothenight,totheemptinessandsilence;eachminutesomuchlostofthelittle,littletimeleft,thatshemighthavebeenwithhim。

III

Piersonwokeafteratroubledanddreamfulnight,inwhichhehadthoughthimselfwanderinginheavenlikealostsoul。

Afterregaininghisroomlastnightnothinghadstruckhimmoreforciblythantheneedlessnessofhiswords:"Don’tcry,Nollie!"

forhehadrealisedwithuneasinessthatshehadnotbeennearcrying。No;therewasinhersomeemotionverydifferentfromthetearful。Hekeptseeinghercross—leggedfigureonthebedinthatdimlight;tense,enigmatic,almostChinese;keptfeelingthefeverishtouchofherlips。Agoodgirlishburstoftearswouldhavedonehergood,andbeenaguarantee。Hehadtheuncomfortableconvictionthathisrefusalhadpassedherby,asifunspoken。And,sincehecouldnotgoandmakemusicatthattimeofnight,hehadendedonhisknees,inalongsearchforguidance,whichwasnotvouchsafedhim。

Theculpritsweredemureatbreakfast;noonecouldhavetoldthatforthelasthourtheyhadbeensittingwiththeirarmsroundeachother,watchingtheriverflowby,talkingbutlittle,throughlipstoobusy。Piersonpursuedhissister—in—lawtotheroomwhereshedidherflowerseverymorning。Hewatchedherforaminutedividingramblersfrompansies,cornflowersfromsweetpeas,beforehesaid:

"I’mverytroubled,Thirza。Nolliecametomelastnight。Imagine!

Theywanttogetmarried——thosetwo!"

Acceptinglifeasitcame,Thirzashowednodismay,buthercheeksgrewalittlepinker,andhereyesalittlerounder。Shetookupasprigofmignonette,andsaidplacidly:

"Oh,mydear!"

"Thinkofit,Thirza——thatchild!Why,it’sonlyayearortwosincesheusedtositonmykneeandticklemyfacewithherhair。"

Thirzawentonarrangingherflowers。

"Noelisolderthanyouthink,Edward;sheismorethanherage。Andrealmarriedlifewouldn’tbeginforthemtillafter——ifiteverbegan。"

Piersonexperiencedasortofshock。Hissister—in—law’swordsseemedcriminallylight—hearted。

"But——but——"hestammered;"theunion,Thirza!Whocantellwhatwillhappenbeforetheycometogetheragain!"

Shelookedathisquiveringface,andsaidgently:

"Iknow,Edward;butifyourefuse,Ishouldbeafraid,inthesedays,ofwhatNoelmightdo。Itoldyouthere’sastreakofdesperationinher。"

"Noelwillobeyme。"

"Iwonder!Therearesomanyofthesewarmarriagesnow。"

Piersonturnedaway。

"Ithinkthey’redreadful。Whatdotheymean——Justamomentarygratificationofpassion。Theymightjustaswellnotbe。"

"Theymeanpensions,asarule,"saidThirzacalmly。

"Thirza,thatiscynical;besides,itdoesn’taffectthiscase。I

can’tbeartothinkofmylittleNolliegivingherselfforamomentwhichmaycometonothing,ormayturnoutthebeginningofanunhappymarriage。Whoisthisboy——whatishe?Iknownothingofhim。HowcanIgivehertohim——it’simpossible!IftheyhadbeenengagedsometimeandIknewsomethingofhim——yes,perhaps;evenatherage。Butthishastypassionateness——itisn’tright,itisn’tdecent。Idon’tunderstand,Ireallydon’t——howachildlikethatcanwantit。Thefactis,shedoesn’tknowwhatshe’sasking,poorlittleNollie。Shecan’tknowthenatureofmarriage,andshecan’trealiseitssacredness。Ifonlyhermotherwerehere!Talktoher,Thirza;youcansaythingsthatIcan’t!"

Thirzalookedaftertheretreatingfigure。Inspiteofhiscloth,perhapsalittlebecauseofit,heseemedtoherlikeachildwhohadcometoshowherhissorefinger。And,havingfinishedthearrangementofherflowers,shewentouttofindherniece。Shehadnotfartogo;forNoelwasstandinginthehall,quiteevidentlylyinginwait。Theywentouttogethertotheavenue。

Thegirlbeganatonce:

"Itisn’tanyusetalkingtome,Auntie;Cyrilisgoingtogetalicense。"

"Oh!Soyou’vemadeupyourminds?"

"Quite。"

"Doyouthinkthat’sfairbyme,Nollie?ShouldIhaveaskedhimhereifI’dthoughtthiswasgoingtohappen?"

Noelonlysmiled。

"Haveyoutheleastideawhatmarriagemeans?"

Noelnodded。

"Really?"

"Ofcourse。Gratianismarried。Besides,atschool——"

"Yourfatherisdeadagainstit。Thisisasadthingforhim。He’saperfectsaint,andyououghtn’ttohurthim。Can’tyouwait,atleasttillCyril’snextleave?"

"Hemightneverhaveone,yousee。"

Theheartofherwhoseboyswereouttheretoo,andmightalsoneverhaveanotherleave;couldnotbutberesponsivetothosewords。Shelookedatherniece,andadimappreciationofthisrevoltoflifemenacedbydeath,ofyouththreatenedwithextinction,stirredinher。Noel’steethwereclenched,herlipsdrawnback,andshewasstaringinfrontofher。

"Daddyoughtn’ttomind。Oldpeoplehaven’ttofight,andgetkilled;theyoughtn’ttomindustakingwhatwecan。They’vehadtheirgoodtime。"

ItwassuchajustlittlespeechthatThirzaanswered:

"Yes;perhapshehasn’tquiterealisedthat。"

"IwanttomakesureofCyril,Auntie;IwanteverythingIcanhavewithhimwhilethere’sthechance。Idon’tthinkit’smuchtoask,whenperhapsI’llneverhaveanymoreofhimagain。"

Thirzaslippedherhandthroughthegirl’sarm。

"Iunderstand,"shesaid。"Only,Nollie,suppose,whenallthisisover,andwebreatheandlivenaturallyoncemore,youfoundyou’dmadeamistake?"

Noelshookherhead。"Ihaven’t。"

"Weallthinkthat,mydear;butthousandsofmistakesaremadebypeoplewhonomoredreamthey’remakingthemthanyoudonow;andthenit’saveryhorriblebusiness。Itwouldbeespeciallyhorribleforyou;yourfatherbelievesheartandsoulinmarriagebeingforever。"

"Daddy’sadarling;butIdon’talwaysbelievewhathebelieves,youknow。Besides,I’mnotmakingamistake,Auntie!IloveCyrileverso。"

Thirzagaveherwaistasqueeze。

"Youmustn’tmakeamistake。Weloveyoutoomuch,Nollie。IwishwehadGratianhere。"

"Gratianwouldbackmeup,"saidNoel;"sheknowswhatthewaris。

Andyououghtto,Auntie。IfRexorHarrywantedtobemarried,I’msureyou’dneveropposethem。Andthey’renoolderthanCyril。YoumustunderstandwhatitmeanstomeAuntiedear,tofeelthatwebelongtoeachotherproperlybefore——beforeitallbeginsforhim,and——andtheremaybenomore。Daddydoesn’trealise。Iknowhe’sawfullygood,but——he’sforgotten。"

"Mydear,Ithinkheremembersonlytoowell。Hewasdesperatelyattachedtoyourmother。"

Noelclenchedherhands。

"Washe?Well,soamItoCyril,andhetome。Wewouldn’tbeunreasonableifitwasn’t——wasn’tnecessary。Talk,toCyril,Auntie;

thenyou’llunderstand。Thereheis;only,don’tkeephimlong,becauseIwanthim。Oh!Auntie;Iwanthimsobadly!"

Sheturned;andslippedbackintothehouse;andThirza,consciousofhavingbeendecoyedtothisyoungman,whostoodtherewithhisarmsfolded,likeNapoleonbeforeabattle,smiledandsaid:

"Well,Cyril,soyou’vebetrayedme!"

Eveninspeakingshewasconsciousofthereallymomentouschangeinthissunburnt,blue—eyed,lazilyimpudentyouthsincethedayhearrived,threeweeksago,intheirlittlewagonette。Hetookherarm,justasNoelhad,andmadehersitdownbesidehimontherusticbench,wherehehadevidentlybeentoldtowait。

"Yousee,Mrs。Pierson,"hesaid,"it’snotasifNoelwereanordinarygirlinanordinarytime,isit?Noelisthesortofgirlonewouldknockone’sbrainsoutfor;andtosendmeoutthereknowingthatIcouldhavebeenmarriedtoherandwasn’t,willtakealltheheartoutofme。OfcourseImeantocomeback,butchapsdogetknockedover,andIthinkit’scruelthatwecan’ttakewhatwecanwhilewecan。Besides,I’vegotmoney;andthatwouldbehersanyway。So,dobeadarling,won’tyou?"Heputhisarmroundherwaist,justasifhehadbeenherson,andherheart,whichwantedherownboyssobadly,feltwarmedwithinher。

"Yousee,Idon’tknowMr。Pierson,butheseemsawfullygentleandjolly,andifhecouldseeintomehewouldn’tmind,Iknow。Wedon’tmindriskingourlivesandallthat,butwedothinkweoughttohavetherunofthemwhilewe’realive。I’llgivehimmydyingoathoranything,thatIcouldneverchangetowardsNoel,andshe’lldothesame。Oh!Mrs。Pierson,dobeajollybrick,andputinawordforme,quick!We’vegotsofewdays!"

"But,mydearboy,"saidThirzafeebly,"doyouthinkit’sfairtosuchachildasNoel?"

"Yes,Ido。Youdon’tunderstand;she’ssimplyhadtogrowup。Sheisgrown—up——allinthisweek;she’squiteasoldasIam,really——

andI’mtwenty—two。Andyouknowit’sgoingtobe——it’sgottobe——ayoungworld,fromnowon;peoplewillbegindoingthingsmuchearlier。What’stheuseofpretendingit’slikewhatitwas,andbeingcautious,andallthat?IfI’mgoingtobekilled,Ithinkwe’vegotarighttobemarriedfirst;andifI’mnot,thenwhatdoesitmatter?"

"You’veknowneachothertwenty—onedays,Cyril。"

"No;twenty—oneyears!Everyday’sayearwhenOh!Mrs。Pierson,thisisn’tlikeyou,isit?Younevergotomeettrouble,doyou?"

Atthatshrewdremark,Thirzaputherhandonthehandwhichstillclaspedherwaist,andpresseditcloser。

"Well,mydear,"shesaidsoftly,"wemustseewhatcanbedone。"

CyrilMorlandkissedhercheek。"Iwillblessyouforever,"hesaid。"Ihaven’tgotanypeople,youknow,exceptmytwosisters。"

AndsomethingliketearsstarteduponThirza’seyelashes。Theyseemedtoherlikethebabesinthewood——thosetwo!

IV

1

Inthedining—roomofherfather’shouseinthatoldLondonSquarebetweenEastandWest,GratianLaird,intheoutdoorgarbofanurse,waswritingatelegram:"ReverendEdwardPierson,Kestrel,Tintern,Monmouthshire。Georgeterriblyill。Pleasecomeifyoucan。

Gratian。"Givingittoamaid,shetookoffherlongcoatandsatdownforamoment。Shehadbeentravellingallnight,afterafullday’swork,andhadonlyjustarrived,tofindherhusbandbetweenlifeanddeath。ShewasverydifferentfromNoel;notquitesotall,butofastrongerbuild;withdarkchestnut—colouredhair,clearhazeleyes,andabroadbrow。Theexpressionofherfacewasearnest,withasortofconstantspiritualenquiry;andasingularlytruthfullook:Shewasjusttwenty;andoftheyearthatshehadbeenmarried,hadonlyspentsixweekswithherhusband;theyhadnotevenahouseoftheirownasyet。Afterrestingfiveminutes,shepassedherhandvigorouslyoverherface,threwbackherhead,andwalkedupstairstotheroomwherehelay。Hewasnotconscious,andtherewasnothingtobedonebutsitandwatchhim。

’Ifhedies,’shethought,’IshallhateGodforHiscruelty。IhavehadsixweekswithGeorge;somepeoplehavesixtyyears。’Shefixedhereyesonhisface,shortandbroad,withbumpsof"observation"onthebrows。Hehadbeensunburnt。Thedarklashesofhisclosedeyeslayondeathlyyellowcheeks;histhickhairgrewratherlowonhisbroadforehead。Thelipswerejustopenandshowedstrongwhiteteeth。Hehadalittleclippedmoustache,andhairhadgrownonhisclean—cutjaw。Hispyjamajackethadfallenopen。Gratiandrewitclose。Itwascuriouslystill,foraLondonday,thoughthewindowwaswideopen。Anythingtobreakthisheavystupor,whichwasnotonlyGeorge’s,butherown,andtheveryworld’s!Thecrueltyofit——whenshemightbegoingtolosehimforever,inafewhoursordays!Shethoughtoftheirlastparting。Ithadnotbeenveryloving,hadcometoosoonafteroneofthoseargumentstheywereinclinedtohave,inwhichtheycouldnotasyetdisagreewithsuavity。Georgehadsaidtherewasnofuturelifefortheindividual;shehadmaintainedtherewas。Theyhadgrownhotandimpatient。Eveninthecabonthewaytohistraintheyhadpursuedthewretcheddiscussion,andthelastkisshadbeenfromlipsonlipsyetwarmfromdisagreement。

Eversince,asifincompunction,shehadbeenwaveringtowardshispointofview;andnow,whenhewasperhapstosolvetheproblem——

findoutforcertain——shehadcometofeelthatifhedied,shewouldneverseehimafter。Itwascruelthatsuchablightshouldhavecomeonherbeliefatthis,ofallmoments。

Shelaidherhandonhis。Itwaswarm,feltstrong,althoughsomotionlessandhelpless。Georgewassovigorous,soalive,andstrong—willed;itseemedimpossiblethatlifemightbegoingtoplayhimfalse。Sherecalledtheunflinchinglookofhissteel—brighteyes,hisdeep,queerlyvibratingvoice,whichhadnotraceofself—

consciousnessorpretence。Sheslippedherhandontohisheart,andbeganveryslowly,gentlyrubbingit。He,asdoctor,andshe,asnurse,hadbothseensomuchofdeaththeselasttwoyears!Yetitseemedsuddenlyasifshehadneverseendeath,andthattheyoungfacesshehadseen,emptyandwhite,inthehospitalwards,hadjustbeenashow。Deathwouldappeartoherforthefirsttime,ifthisfacewhichshelovedweretobedrainedforeveroflightandcolourandmovementandmeaning。

AhumblebeefromtheSquareGardenboomedinandbuzzedidlyroundtheroom。Shecaughtherbreathinalittlesob……

2

Piersonreceivedthattelegramatmidday,returningfromalonelywalkafterhistalkwithThirza。ComingfromGratiansoself—

reliant——itmeanttheworst。Hepreparedatoncetocatchthenexttrain。Noelwasout,nooneknewwhere:sowithasickfeelinghewrote:

"DEARESTCHILD,"IamgoinguptoGratian;poorGeorgeisdesperatelyill。Ifitgoesbadlyyoushouldbewithyoursister。Iwillwireto—morrowmorningearly。Ileaveyouinyouraunt’shands,mydear。Bereasonableandpatient。Godblessyou。

"Yourdevoted’DADDY。"

Hewasaloneinhisthird—classcompartment,and,leaningforward,watchedtheruinedAbbeyacrosstherivertillitwasoutofsight。

Thoseoldmonkshadlivedinanagesurelynotsosadasthis。Theymusthavehadpeacefullives,remotedownhere,indayswhentheChurchwasgreatandlovely,andmenlaiddowntheirlivesfortheirbeliefinher,andbuilteverlastingfanestothegloryofGod!Whatachangetothisageofrushandhurry,ofscience,trade,materialprofit,andthisterriblewar!Hetriedtoreadhispaper,butitwasfullofhorrorsandhate。’Whenwillitend?’hethought。Andthetrainwithitsrhythmicjoltingseemedgrindingouttheanswer:

"Never——never!"

AtChepstowasoldiergotin,followedbyawomanwithaveryflushedfaceandcurious,swimmyeyes;herhairwasindisorder,andherlipbleeding,asifshehadbittenitthrough。Thesoldier,too,lookedstrainedanddesperate。Theysatdown,farapart,ontheseatopposite。Pierson,feelingthathewasintheirway,triedtohidehimselfbehindhispaper;whenhelookedagain,thesoldierhadtakenoffhistunicandcapandwasleaningoutofthewindow。Thewoman,ontheseat’sedge,sniffingandwipingherface,methisglancewithresentfuleyes,then,gettingup,shepulledtheman’ssleeve。

"Sitdahn;don’t’angouto’there。"

ThesoldierflunghimselfbackontheseatandlookedatPierson。

"Thewifean’me’s’adabitofarow,"hesaidcompanionably。"Gitsonmenerves;I’mnotusedtoit。Shewasinaraid,and’ernervesareallgonefunny;ain’tthey,oldgirl?Makesmefeelme’ead。

I’vebeenwoundedthere,youknow;can’tstandmuchnow。Imightdosomethin’ifshewastogoonlikethisforlong。"

Piersonlookedatthewoman,buthereyesstillmethisresentfully。

Thesoldierheldoutapacketofcigarettes。"Takeone,"hesaid。

Piersontookoneand,feelingthatthesoldierwantedhimtospeak,murmured:"Weallhavethesetroubleswiththosewe’refondof;thefonderweareofpeople,themorewefeelthem,don’twe?Ihadonewithmydaughterlastnight。"

"Ah!"saidthesoldier;"that’sright。Thewifeandme’llmakeitup。’Ere,comeorfit,oldgirl。"

>Frombehindhispaperhesoonbecameconsciousofthesoundsofreconciliation——reproachesbecausesomeonehadbeenofferedadrink,kissesmixedwithmildslappings,andabuse。WhentheygotoutatBristolthesoldiershookhishandwarmly,butthewomanstillgavehimherresentfulstare,andhethoughtdreamily:’Thewar!Howitaffectseveryone!’Hiscarriagewasinvadedbyaswarmofsoldiers,andtherestofthejourneywaspassedinmakinghimselfsmall。Whenatlasthereachedhome,Gratianmethiminthehall。

"Justthesame。Thedoctorsaysweshallknowinafewhoursnow。

Howsweetofyoutocome!Youmustbetired,inthisheat。Itwasdreadfultospoilyourholiday。"

"Mydear!AsifMayIgoupandseehim?"

GeorgeLairdwasstilllyinginthatstupor。AndPiersonstoodgazingdownathimcompassionately。Likemostparsons,hehadawideacquaintancewiththesickanddying;andoneremorselessfellowshipwithdeath。Death!Thecommonestthingintheworld,now——commonerthanlife!Thisyoungdoctormusthaveseenmanydieintheselasttwoyears,savedmanyfromdeath;andtherehelay,notabletoliftafingertosavehimself。Piersonlookedathisdaughter;whatastrong,promisingyoungcoupletheywere!Andputtinghisarmroundher,heledherawaytothesofa,whencetheycouldseethesickman。

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