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第1章

PARTI

Suchadaymadegladtheheart。AlltheflagsofJulywerewaving;

thesunandthepoppiesflaming;whitebutterfliesspiringupandtwining,andthebeesbusyonthesnapdragons。Thelime—treeswerecomingintoflower。Tallwhiteliliesinthegardenbedsalreadyrivaledthedelphiniums;theYorkandLancasterroseswerefull—blownroundtheirgoldenhearts。Therewasagentlebreeze,andaswishandstirandhumroseandfellabovetheheadofEdwardPierson,comingbackfromhislonelyrambleoverTinternAbbey。HehadarrivedatKestrel,hisbrotherRobert’shomeonthebankoftheWyeonlythatmorning,havingstayedatBathonthewaydown;andnowhehadgothisfaceburntinthatparti—colouredwaypeculiartothefacesofthosewhohavebeentoolonginLondon。Ashecamealongthenarrow,ratherovergrownavenue,thesoundofawaltzthrummedoutonapianofellonhisears,andhesmiled,formusicwasthegreatestpassionhehad。Hisdarkgrizzledhairwaspushedbackoffhishotbrow,whichhefannedwithhisstrawhat。Thoughnotbroad,thatbrowwasthebroadestpartofanarrowovalfacewhoselengthwasincreasedbyashort,dark,pointedbeard——avisagesuchasVandykmighthavepainted,graveandgentle,butforitsbrightgreyeyes,cinder—lashed。andcrow’s—footed,anditsstrangelookofnotseeingwhatwasbeforeit。Hewalkedquickly,thoughhewastiredandhot;tall,upright,andthin,inagreyparsonicalsuit,onwhoseblackkerseymerevestalittlegoldcrossdangled。

Abovehisbrother’shouse,whoseslopinggardenrandowntotherailwaylineandriver,alargeroomhadbeenbuiltoutapart。

Piersonstoodwheretheavenueforked,enjoyingthesoundofthewaltz,andthecoolwhippingofthebreezeinthesycamoresandbirches。Amanoffifty,withasenseofbeauty,bornandbredinthecountry,suffersfearfullyfromnostalgiaduringalongunbrokenspellofLondon;sothathisafternoonintheoldAbbeyhadbeenalmostholy。Hehadlethissensessinkintothesunlitgreeneryofthetoweringwoodsopposite;hehadwatchedthespidersandthelittleshiningbeetles,theflycatchers,andsparrowsintheivy;

touchedthemossesandthelichens;lookedthespeedwellsintheeye;

dreamedofheknewnotwhat。Ahawkhadbeenwheelingupthereabovethewoods,andhehadbeenuptherewithitintheblue。Hehadtakenarealspiritualbath,andwashedthedustyfretofLondonoffhissoul。

Forayearhehadbeenworkinghisparishsingle—handed——nojoke——

forhiscuratehadgoneforachaplain;andthiswashisfirstrealholidaysincethewarbegan,twoyearsago;hisfirstvisit,too,tohisbrother’shome。Helookeddownatthegarden,andupatthetreesoftheavenue。BobhadfoundaperfectretreatafterhisquarterofacenturyinCeylon。DearoldBob!Andhesmiledatthethoughtofhiselderbrother,whoseburntfaceandfiercegreywhiskerssomewhatrecalledaBengaltiger;thekindestfellowthateverbreathed!Yes,hehadfoundaperfecthomeforThirzaandhimself。AndEdwardPiersonsighed。Hetoohadoncehadaperfecthome,aperfectwife;thewoundofwhosedeath,fifteenyearsago,stillbledalittleinhisheart。Theirtwodaughters,GratianandNoel,hadnot"takenafter"her;Gratianwaslikehisownmother,andNoel’sfairhairandbiggreyeyesalwaysremindedhimofhiscousinLeila,who——poorthing!——hadmadethatsadmessofherlife,andnow,hehadheard,wassingingforaliving,inSouthAfrica。Ah!WhataprettygirlshehadbeenDrawnbythateternalwaltztunehereachedthedoorwayofthemusic—

room。Achintzcurtainhungthere,andtothesoundoffeetslippingonpolishedboards,hesawhisdaughterNoelwaltzingslowlyinthearmsofayoungofficerinkhaki:Roundandroundtheywent,circling,backing,movingsidewayswithcuriousstepswhichseemedtohavecomeinrecently,forhedidnotrecognisethem。AtthepianosathisnieceEve,withateasingsmileonherrosyface。ButitwasathisyoungdaughterthatEdwardPiersonlooked。Hereyeswerehalf—closed,hercheeksratherpale,andherfairhair,cutquiteshort,curledintoherslimroundneck。Quitecoolsheseemed,thoughtheyoungmaninwhosearmsshewasglidingalonglookedfieryhot;ahandsomeboy,withblueeyesandalittlegoldendownontheupperlipofhissunnyred—cheekedface。EdwardPiersonthought:

’Nicecouple!’Andhadamoment’svisionofhimselfandLeila,dancingatthatlong—agoCambridgeMayWeek——onherseventeenthbirthday,heremembered,sothatshemusthavebeenayearyoungerthanNolliewasnow!Thiswouldbetheyoungmanshehadtalkedofinherlettersduringthelastthreeweeks。Weretheynevergoingtostop?

Hepassedintoviewofthosewithin,andsaid:

"Aren’tyouveryhot,Nollie?"

Sheblewhimakiss;theyoungmanlookedstartledandself—

conscious,andEvecalledout:

"It’sabet,Uncle。They’vegottodancemedown。"

Piersonsaidmildly:

"Abet?Mydears!"

Noelmurmuredoverhershoulder:

"It’sallright,Daddy!"Andtheyoungmangasped:

"She’sbetusoneofherpuppiesagainstoneofmine,sir!"

Piersonsatdown,alittlehypnotizedbythesleepystrumming,theslowgiddymovementofthedancers,andthosehalf—closedswimmingeyesofhisyoungdaughter,lookingathimoverhershoulderasshewentby。Hesatwithasmileonhislips。Nolliewasgrowingup!

NowthatGratianwasmarried,shehadbecomeagreatresponsibility。

Ifonlyhisdearwifehadlived!Thesmilefadedfromhislips;helookedsuddenlyverytired。Thestruggle,physicalandspiritual,hehadbeenthrough,thesefifteenyears,sometimesweighedhimalmosttotheground:Mostmenwouldhavemarriedagain,buthehadalwaysfeltitwouldbesacrilege。Realunionswereforever,eventhoughtheChurchpermittedremarriage。

Hewatchedhisyoungdaughterwithamixtureofaestheticpleasureandperplexity。Couldthisbegoodforher?Togoondancingindefinitelywithoneyoungmancouldthatpossiblybegoodforher?

Buttheylookedveryhappy;andtherewassomuchinyoungcreaturesthathedidnotunderstand。Noel,soaffectionate,anddreamy,seemedsometimespossessedofalittledevil。EdwardPiersonwasnaif;attributedthoseoutburstsofdemonicpossessiontothelossofhermotherwhenshewassuchamite;Gratian,buttwoyearsolder,hadnevertakenamother’splace。Thathadbeenlefttohimself,andhewasmoreorlessconsciousoffailure。

Hesattherelookingupatherwithasortofwhimsicaldistress。

And,suddenly,inthatdaintyvoiceofhers,whichseemedtospurneachwordalittle,shesaid:

"I’mgoingtostop!"and,sittingdownbesidehim,tookuphishattofanherself。

Evestruckatriumphantchord。"HurrahI’vewon!"

Theyoungmanmuttered:

"Isay,Noel,weweren’thalfdone!"

"Iknow;butDaddywasgettingbored,weren’tyou,dear?ThisisCyrilMorland。"

Piersonshooktheyoungman’shand。

"Daddy,yournoseisburnt!"

"Mydear;Iknow。"

"Icangiveyousomewhitestuffforit。Youhavetosleepwithitonallnight。UncleandAuntiebothuseit。"

"Nollie!"

"Well,Evesaysso。Ifyou’regoingtobathe,Cyril,lookoutforthatcurrent!"

Theyoungman,gazingatherwithundisguisedadoration,muttered:

"Rather!"andwentout。

Noel’seyeslingeredafterhim;Evebrokeasilence。

"Ifyou’regoingtohaveabathbeforetea,Nollie,you’dbetterhurryup。"

"Allright。WasitjollyintheAbbey,Daddy?"

"Lovely;likeagreatpieceofmusic。"

"Daddyalwaysputseverythingintomusic。Yououghttoseeitbymoonlight;it’sgorgeousthen。Allright,Eve;I’mcoming。"Butshedidnotgetup,andwhenEvewasgone,cuddledherarmthroughherfather’sandmurmured:

"Whatd’youthinkofCyril?"

"Mydear,howcanItell?Heseemsanice—lookingyoungman。"

"Allright,Daddy;don’tstrainyourself。It’sjollydownhere,isn’tit?"Shegotup,stretchedherselfalittle,andmovedaway,lookinglikeaverytallchild,withhershorthaircurlinginroundherhead。

Pierson,watchinghervanishpastthecurtain,thought:’Whatalovelythingsheis!’Andhegotuptoo,butinsteadoffollowing,wenttothepiano,andbegantoplayMendelssohn’sPreludeandFugueinEminor。Hehadafinetouch,andplayedwithasortofdreamypassion。Itwashiswayoutofperplexities,regrets,andlongings;

awaywhichneverquitefailedhim。

AtCambridge,hehadintendedtotakeupmusicasaprofession,butfamilytraditionhaddestinedhimforHolyOrders,andanemotionalChurchrevivalofthatdayhadcaughthiminitsstream。Hehadalwayshadprivatemeans,andthoseearlyyearsbeforehemarriedhadpassedhappilyinanEast—Endparish。Tohavenotonlyopportunitybutpowertohelpinthelivesofthepoorhadbeenfascinating;

simplehimself,thesimplefolkofhisparishhadtakenholdofhisheart。When,however,hemarriedAgnesHeriot,hewasgivenaparishofhisownonthebordersofEastandWest,wherehehadbeeneversince,evenafterherdeathhadnearlykilledhim。Itwasbettertogoonwhereworkandallremindedhimofonewhomhehadresolvednevertoforgetinotherties。Butheknewthathisworkhadnotthezestitusedtohaveinherday,orevenbeforeherday。Itmaywellbedoubtedwhetherhe,whohadbeeninHolyOrderstwenty—sixyears,quiteknewnowwhathebelieved。Everythinghadbecomecircumscribed,andfixed,bythousandsofhisownutterances;tohavetakenfreshstockofhisfaith,tohavegonedeepintoitsroots,wouldhavebeenliketakingupthefoundationsofastill—standinghouse。Somemennaturallyrootthemselvesintheinexpressible——forwhichoneformulaismuchthesameasanother;thoughEdwardPierson,gentlydogmatic,undoubtedlypreferredhisHigh—Churchstatementoftheinexpressibletothatof,say,theZoroastrians。Thesubtletiesofchange,themodificationsbyscience,leftlittlesenseofinconsistencyortreasononhissoul。Sensitive,charitable,andonlycombativedeepdown,heinstinctivelyavoideddiscussiononmatterswherehemighthurtothersortheyhurthim。And,sinceexplanationwasthelastthingwhichocouldbeexpectedofonewhodidnotbasehimselfonReason,hehadfoundbutscantoccasionevertoexamineanything。JustasintheoldAbbeyhehadsoaredoffintotheinfinitewiththehawk,thebeetles,andthegrasses,sonow,atthepiano,bythesesoundsofhisownmaking,hewascaughtawayagainintoemotionalism,withoutrealisingthathewasinoneofhis,mostreligiousmoods。

"Aren’tyoucomingtotea,Edward?"

Thewomanstandingbehindhim,inalilac—colouredgown,hadoneofthosefaceswhichremaininnocenttotheendofthechapter,inspiteofthecompleteknowledgeoflifewhichappertainstomothers。Indaysofsufferingandanxiety,liketheseofthegreatwar,ThirzaPiersonwasavaluableperson。Withouteverexpressinganopiniononcosmicmatters,shereconfirmedcertaincosmictruths,suchasthatthoughthewholeworldwasatwar,therewassuchathingaspeace;

thatthoughallthesonsofmotherswerebeingkilled,thereremainedsuchathingasmotherhood;thatwhileeverybodywaslivingforthefuture,thepresentstillexisted。Hertranquil,tender,matter—of—

factbusyness,andthedewinhereyes,hadbeenproofagainsttwenty—threeyearsoflifeonatea—plantationinthehotpartofCeylon;againstBobPierson;againsttheanxietyofhavingtwosonsatthefront,andtheconfidencesofnearlyeveryoneshecameacross。Nothingdisturbedher。Shewaslikeapaintingof"Goodness"byanOldMaster,restoredbyKateGreenaway。Sheneverwenttomeetlife,butwhenitcame,madethebestofit。Thiswashersecret,andPiersonalwaysfeltrestedinherpresence。

Herose,andmovedbyherside,overthelawn,towardsthebigtreeatthebottomofthegarden。

"Howd’youthinkNoelislooking,Edward?"

"Verypretty。Thatyoungman,Thirza?"

"Yes;I’mafraidhe’soverheadandearsinlovewithher。"

Atthedismayedsoundheuttered,sheslippedhersoftroundarmwithinhis。"He’sgoingtothefrontsoon,poorboy!"

"Havetheytalkedtoyou?"

"Hehas。Nolliehasn’tyet。"

"Nollieisaqueerchild,Thirza。"

"Nollieisadarling,butratheradesperatecharacter,Edward。"

Piersonsighed。

Inaswingunderthetree,wherethetea—thingsweresetout,the"ratherdesperatecharacter"wasswaying。"Whatapicturesheis!"

hesaid,andsighedagain。

Thevoiceofhisbrothercametothem,——highandsteamy,asthoughcorruptedbytheclimateofCeylon:

"Youincorrigibledreamychap,Ted!We’veeatenalltheraspberries。

Eve,givehimsomejam;hemustbedead!Phew!theheat!Comeon,mydear,andpourouthistea。Hallo,Cyril!Hadagoodbathe?ByGeorge,wishmyheadwaswet!Squattez—vousdownoverthere,byNollie;she’llswing,andkeepthefliesoffyou。"

"Givemeacigarette,UncleBob——"

"What!Yourfatherdoesn’t——"

"Justfortheflies。Youdon’tmind,Daddy?"

"Notifit’snecessary,mydear。"

Noelsmiled,showingherupperteeth,andhereyesseemedtoswimundertheirlonglashes。

"Itisn’tnecessary,butit’snice。"

"Ah,ha!"saidBobPierson。"Hereyouare,Nollie!"

ButNoelshookherhead。Atthatmomentshestruckherfatherasstartlinglygrown—up—socomposed,swayingabovethatyoungmanatherfeet,whosesunnyfacewasalladoration。’Nolongerachild!’hethought。’DearNollie!’

II

1

Awakenedbythatdailycruelty,theadventofhotwater,EdwardPiersonlayinhischintz—curtainedroom,fancyinghimselfbackinLondon。Awildbeehuntinghoneyfromthebowlofflowersonthewindow—sill,andthescentofsweetbrier,shatteredthatillusion。

Hedrewthecurtain,and,kneelingonthewindow—seatthrusthisheadoutintothemorning。Theairwasintoxicatinglysweet。Hazeclungovertheriverandthewoodsbeyond;thelawnsparkledwithdew,andtwowagtailsstruttedinthedewysunshine。’ThankGodforloveliness!’hethought。’Thosepoorboysatthefront!’Andkneelingwithhiselbowsonthesill,hebegantosayhisprayers。

Thesamefeelingwhichmadehimbeautifyhischurch,usevestments,goodmusic,andincense,filledhimnow。GodwasinthelovelinessofHisworld,aswellasinHischurches。OnecouldworshipHiminagroveofbeechtrees,inabeautifulgarden,onahighhill,bythebanksofabrightriver。Godwasintherustleoftheleaves,andthehumofabee,inthedewonthegrass,andthescentofflowers;

Godwasineverything!Andheaddedtohisusualprayerthiswhisper:"IgiveTheethanksformysenses,OLord。Inallofus,keepthembright,andgratefulforbeauty。"Thenheremainedmotionless,preytoasortofhappyyearningverynear,tomelancholy。Greatbeautyeverhadthateffectonhim。Onecouldcapturesolittleofit——couldneverenjoyitenough!Whowasithadsaidnotlongago:"Loveofbeautyisreallyonlythesexinstinct,whichnothingbutcompleteunionsatisfies。"Ah!yes,George——

Gratian’shusband。GeorgeLaird!Andalittlefrowncamebetweenhisbrows,asthoughatsomethornintheflesh。PoorGeorge!Butthen,alldoctorswerematerialistsatheart——splendidfellows,though;afinefellow,George,workinghimselftodeathoutthereinFrance。Onemustnottakethemtooseriously。Hepluckedabitofsweetbrierandputittohisnose,whichstillretainedtheshineofthatbleachingointmentNoelhadinsistedonhisusing。Thesweetsmellofthoselittleroughleavesstirredupanacuteaching。Hedroppedthem,anddrewback。Nolongings,nomelancholy;oneoughttobeout,thisbeautifulmorning!

ItwasSunday;buthehadnottotakethreeServicesandpreachatleastonesermon;thisdayofrestwasreallytobehisown,foronce。Itwasalmostdisconcerting;hehadsolongfeltlikethecabhorsewhocouldnotbetakenoutoftheshaftslestheshouldfalldown。Hedressedwithextraordinarydeliberation,andhadnotquitefinishedwhentherecameaknockonhisdoor,andNoel’svoicesaid:

"CanIcomein,Daddy?"

Inherflax—bluefrock,withaGloiredeDijonrosepinnedwhereitmetonherfaintlybrownedneck,sheseemedtoherfatheraperfectvisionoffreshness。

"Here’saletterfromGratian;Georgehasbeensenthomeill,andhe’sgonetoourhouse。She’sgotleavefromherhospitaltocomehomeandnursehim。"

Piersonreadtheletter。"PoorGeorge!"

"Whenareyougoingtoletmebeanurse,Daddy?"

"Wemustwaittillyou’reeighteen,Nollie。"

"IcouldeasilysayIwas。It’sonlyamonth;andIlookmuchmore。"

Piersonsmiled。

"Don’tI?"

"Youmightbeanythingfromfifteentotwenty—five,mydear,accordingasyoubehave。"

"Iwanttogooutasnearthefrontaspossible。"

Herheadwaspoisedsothatthesunlightframedherface,whichwasratherbroad——thebrowrathertoobroad——underthewavinglight—brownhair,thenoseshortandindeterminate;cheeksstillroundfromyouth,almostwaxen—pale,andfaintlyhollowedundertheeyes。Itwasherlips,daintyyetloving,andaboveallhergreyeyes,biganddreamilyalive,whichmadeheraswan。Hecouldnotimagineherinnurse’sgarb。

"Thisisnew,isn’tit,Nollie?"

"CyrilMorland’ssistersarebothout;andhe’llbegoingsoon。

Everybodygoes。"

"Gratianhasn’tgotoutyet:Ittakesalongtimetogettrained。"

"Iknow;allthemorereasontobegin。"

Shegotup,lookedathim,lookedatherhands,seemedabouttospeak,butdidnot。Alittlecolourhadcomeintohercheeks。Then,obviouslymakingconversation,sheasked:

"Areyougoingtochurch?It’sworthanythingtohearUncleBobreadtheLessons,especiallywhenheloseshisplace。No;you’renottoputonyourlongcoattilljustbeforechurchtime。Iwon’thaveit!"

ObedientlyPiersonresignedhislongcoat。

"Now,yousee,youcanhavemyrose。Yournoseisbetter!"Shekissedhisnose,andtransferredherrosetothebuttonholeofhisshortcoat。"That’sall。Comealong!"Andwithherarmthroughhis,theywentdown。Butheknewshehadcometosaysomethingwhichshehadnotsaid。

2

BobPierson,invirtueofgreaterwealththantherestofthecongregation,alwaysreadtheLessons,inhishighsteamyvoice,hisbreathingneveradjustedtothelengthofanyperiod。Thecongregation,accustomed,heardnothingpeculiar;hewasthenecessarygentrywiththenecessaryfingerinthepie。Itwashisownfamilywhomheperturbed。Inthesecondrow,Noel,staringsolemnlyattheprofileofherfatherinthefrontrow,wasthinking:

’PoorDaddy!Hiseyeslookasiftheywerecomingout。Oh,Daddy!

Smile!orit’llhurtyou!’YoungMorlandbesideher,rigidinhistunic,wasthinking:’Sheisn’tthinkingofme!’Andjustthenherlittlefingercrookedintohis。EdwardPiersonwasthinking:’Oh!MydearoldBob!Oh!’And,besidehim,Thirzathought:’PoordearTedI

howniceforhimtobehavingacompleterest!Imustmakehimeathe’ssothin!’AndEvewasthinking:’Oh,Father!Mercy!’ButBobPiersonwasthinking:’Cheeroh!Onlyanotherthreeverses!’Noel’slittlefingerunhookeditself,buthereyesstoleroundtoyoungMorland’seyes,andtherewasalightinthemwhichlingeredthroughthesingingandtheprayers。Atlast,inthereverentialrustleofthesettlingcongregation,asurplicedfiguremountedthepulpit。

"IcomenottobringPeace,butasword。"

Piersonlookedup。Hefeltdeeprestfulness。Therewasapleasantlightinthischurch;thehumofacountrybluebottlemadeallthedifferencetothequalityofsilence。Nocriticalthoughtstirredwithinhim,noranyexcitement。Hewasthinking:’NowIshallhearsomethingformygood;afinetext;whendidIpreachfromitlast?’

Turnedalittleawayfromtheothers,hesawnothingbutthepreacher’shomelyfaceupthereabovethecarvedoak;itwassolongsincehehadbeenpreachedto,solongsincehehadhadarest!Thewordscameforth,droppedonhisforehead,penetrated,metsomethingwhichabsorbedthem,anddisappeared。’Agoodplainsermon!’hethought。’IsupposeI’mstale;Idon’tseem——’"Letusnot,dearbrethren,"dronedthepreacher’searnestvoice,"thinkthatourdearLord,insayingthatHebroughtasword,referredtoaphysicalsword。ItwastheswordofthespirittowhichHewasundoubtedlyreferring,thatbrightswordofthespiritwhichinallageshascleaveditswaythroughthefettersimposedonmenthemselvesbytheirowndesires,imposedbymenonothermeningratificationoftheirambitions,aswehavehadsostrikinganexampleintheinvasionbyourcruelenemiesofalittleneighbouringcountrywhichhaddonethemnoharm。Dearbrethren,wemayallbringswords。"

Pierson’schinjerked;heraisedhishandquicklyandpasseditoverhisface。’Allbringswords,’hethought,’swords——Iwasn’tasleep——

surely!’"Butletusbesurethatourswordsarebright;brightwithhope,andbrightwithfaith,thatwemayseethemflashingamongthecarnaldesiresofthismortallife,carvingapathforustowardsthatheavenlykingdomwherealoneispeace,perfectpeace。Letuspray。"

Piersondidnotshuthiseyes;heopenedthemashefellonhisknees。Intheseatbehind,NoelandyoungMorlandhadalsofallenontheirkneestheirfacescoveredeachwithasinglehand;butherlefthandandhisrighthungattheirsides。Theyprayedalittlelongerthananyothersand,onrising,sangthehymnalittlelouder。

3

NopapercameonSundays——noteventhelocalpaper,whichhadsolongandsonoblydoneitsbitwithheadlinestowinthewar。Nonewswhatevercame,ofmenblownup,toenliventhehushofthehotJulyafternoon,orthesenseofdrugging——whichfollowedAuntThirza’sSundaylunch。Someslept,somethoughttheywereawake;butNoelandyoungMorlandwalkedupwardthroughthewoodstowardsahighcommonofheathandfurze,crownedbywhatwasknownasKestrelrocks。

Betweenthesetwoyoungpeoplenoactualwordoflovehadyetbeenspoken。Theirloveringhadadvancedbyglanceandtouchalone。

YoungMorlandwasaschoolandcollegefriendofthetwoPiersonboysnowatthefront。Hehadnohomeofhisown,forhisparentsweredead;andthiswasnothisfirstvisittoKestrel。Arrivingthreeweeksago,forhisfinalleavebeforeheshouldgoout,hehadfoundagirlsittinginalittlewagonetteoutsidethestation,andhadknownhisfateatonce。ButwhoknowswhenNoelfellinlove?Shewas——onesupposes——justreadyforthatsensation。Forthelasttwoyearsshehadbeenatoneofthosehigh—classfinishingestablishmentswhere,inspiteofthehealthycurriculum,perhapsbecauseofit,thereiseveranundercurrentofinterestintheopposingsex;andnoteventhegravesteffortstoeliminateinstinctarequitesuccessful。Thedisappearanceofeveryyoungmalethingintothemawofthemilitarymachineputapremiumoninstinct。ThethoughtsofNoelandherschoolcompanionswereturned,perforce,tothatwhich,inpre—warfreedomofopportunitytheycouldaffordtoregardasofsecondaryinterest。LoveandMarriageandMotherhood,fixedasthelotofwomenbythecountlessages,werethreatenedfortheseyoungcreatures。Theynotunnaturallypursuedwhattheyfelttobereceding。

WhenyoungMorlandshowed,byfollowingheraboutwithhiseyes,whatwashappeningtohim,Noelwaspleased。Frombeingpleased,shebecamealittleexcited;frombeingexcitedshebecamedreamy。Then,aboutaweekbeforeherfather’sarrival,shesecretlybegantofollowtheyoungmanaboutwithhereyes;becamecapricioustoo,andalittlecruel。Iftherehadbeenanotheryoungmantofavour——buttherewasnot;andshefavouredUncleBob’sredsetter。CyrilMorlandgrewdesperate。Duringthosethreedaysthedemonherfatherdreadedcertainlypossessedher。Andthen,oneevening,whiletheywalkedbacktogetherfromthehay—fields,shegavehimasidelongglance;andhegaspedout:"Oh!Noel,whathaveIdone?"Shecaughthishand,andgaveitaquicksqueeze。Whatachange!Whatblissfulalterationeversince!

ThroughthewoodyoungMorlandmountedsilently,screwinghimselfuptoputthingstothetouch。Noeltoomountedsilently,thinking:’I

willkisshimifhekissesme!’Eagerness,andasortoflanguor,wererunninginherveins;shedidnotlookathimfromunderhershadyhat。Sunlightpoureddownthrougheverychinkinthefoliage;

madethegreennessofthesteepwoodmarvellouslyvividandalive;

flashedonbeechleaves,ashleaves,birchleaves;fellonthegroundinlittlerunlets;paintedbrightpatchesontrunksandgrass,thebeechmast,theferns;butterflieschasedeachotherinthatsunlight,andmyriadsofantsandgnatsandfliesseemedpossessedbyafrenzyoflife。Thewholewoodseemedpossessed,asifthesunshinewereahappyBeingwhichhadcometodwelltherein。Atahalf—wayspot,wherethetreesopenedandtheycouldsee,farbelowthem,thegleamoftheriver,shesatdownontheboleofabeech—

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