第5章
"We’veknownitwouldcomesomeday。"
Heansweredherwithsuddenenergy:
"IcouldneverstandseeingJonblameyou。Heshan’tdothat,eveninthought。Hehasimagination;andhe’llunderstandifit’sputtohimproperly。IthinkIhadbettertellhimbeforehegetstoknowotherwise。"
"Notyet,Jolyon。"
Thatwaslikeher——shehadnoforesight,andneverwenttomeettrouble。Still——whoknew?——shemightberight。Itwasillgoingagainstamother’sinstinct。Itmightbewelltolettheboygoon,ifpossible,tillexperiencehadgivenhimsometouchstonebywhichhecouldjudgethevaluesofthatoldtragedy;tilllove,jealousy,longing,haddeepenedhischarity。Allthesame,onemusttakeprecautions——everyprecautionpossible!And,longafterIrenehadlefthim,helayawaketurningoverthoseprecautions。HemustwritetoHolly,tellingherthatJonknewnothingasyetoffamilyhistory。
Hollywasdiscreet,shewouldmakesureofherhusband,shewouldseetoit!Joncouldtaketheletterwithhimwhenhewentto—morrow。
Andsothedayonwhichhehadputthepolishonhismaterialestatediedoutwiththechimingofthestableclock;andanotherbeganforJolyonintheshadowofaspiritualdisorderwhichcouldnotbesoroundedoffandpolished……
ButJon,whoseroomhadoncebeenhisdaynursery,layawaketoo,thepreyofasensationdisputedbythosewhohaveneverknownit,"loveatfirstsight!"HehadfeltitbeginninginhimwiththeglintofthosedarkeyesgazingintohisathwarttheJuno——aconvictionthatthiswashis’dream’;sothatwhatfollowedhadseemedtohimatoncenaturalandmiraculous。Fleur!Hernamealonewasalmostenoughforonewhowasterriblysusceptibletothecharmofwords。InahomoeopathicAge,whenboysandgirlswereco—educated,andmixedupinearlylifetillsexwasalmostabolished,Jonwassingularlyold—
fashioned。Hismodernschooltookboysonly,andhisholidayshadbeenspentatRobinHillwithboyfriends,orhisparentsalone。Hehadnever,therefore,beeninoculatedagainstthegermsoflovebysmalldosesofthepoison。Andnowinthedarkhistemperaturewasmountingfast。Helayawake,featuringFleur——astheycalledit——
recallingherwords,especiallythat"Aurevoir!"sosoftandsprightly。
Hewasstillsowideawakeatdawnthathegotup,slippedontennisshoes,trousers,andasweater,andinsilencecreptdownstairsandoutthroughthestudywindow。Itwasjustlight;therewasasmellofgrass。’Fleur!’hethought;’Fleur!’Itwasmysteriouslywhiteoutofdoors,withnothingawakeexceptthebirdsjustbeginningtochirp。’I’llgodownintothecoppice,’hethought。Herandownthroughthefields,reachedthepondjustasthesunrose,andpassedintothecoppice。Bluebellscarpetedthegroundthere;amongthelarch—treestherewasmystery——theair,asitwere,composedofthatromanticquality。Jonsniffeditsfreshness,andstaredatthebluebellsinthesharpeninglight。Fleur!Itrhymedwithher!AndshelivedatMapleduram——ajollyname,too,ontheriversomewhere。
Hecouldfinditintheatlaspresently。Hewouldwritetoher。Butwouldsheanswer?Oh!Shemust。Shehadsaid"Aurevoir!"Notgood—bye!Whatluckthatshehaddroppedherhandkerchief!Hewouldneverhaveknownherbutforthat。Andthemorehethoughtofthathandkerchief,themoreamazinghisluckseemed。Fleur!Itcertainlyrhymedwithher!Rhythmthrongedhishead;wordsjostledtobejoinedtogether;hewasonthevergeofapoem。
Jonremainedinthisconditionformorethanhalfanhour,thenreturnedtothehouse,andgettingaladder,climbedinathisbedroomwindowoutofsheerexhilaration。Then,rememberingthatthestudywindowwasopen,hewentdownandshutit,firstremovingtheladder,soastoobliteratealltracesofhisfeeling。Thethingwastoodeeptoberevealedtomortalsoul—even—tohismother。
IV
THEMAUSOLEUM
TherearehouseswhosesoulshavepassedintothelimboofTime,leavingtheirbodiesinthelimboofLondon。Suchwasnotquitetheconditionof"Timothy’s"ontheBayswaterRoad,forTimothy’ssoulstillhadonefootinTimothyForsyte’sbody,andSmitherkepttheatmosphereunchanging,ofcamphorandportwineandhousewhosewindowsareonlyopenedtoairittwiceaday。
ToForsyteimaginationthathousewasnowasortofChinesepill—box,aseriesoflayersinthelastofwhichwasTimothy。Onedidnotreachhim,orsoitwasreportedbymembersofthefamilywho,outofold—timehabitorabsentmindedness,woulddriveuponceinabluemoonandaskaftertheirsurvivinguncle。SuchwereFrancie,nowquiteemancipatedfromGod(shefranklyavowedatheism),Euphemia,emancipatedfromoldNicholas,andWinifredDartiefromher"manoftheworld。"But,afterall,everybodywasemancipatednow,orsaidtheywere——perhapsnotquitethesamething!
WhenSoames,therefore,tookitonhiswaytoPaddingtonstationonthemorningafterthatencounter,itwashardlywiththeexpectationofseeingTimothyintheflesh。HisheartmadeafaintdemonstrationwithinhimwhilehestoodinfullsouthsunlightonthenewlywhiteneddoorstepofthatlittlehousewherefourForsyteshadoncelived,andnowbutonedweltonlikeawinterfly;thehouseintowhichSoameshadcomeandoutofwhichhehadgonetimeswithoutnumber,divestedof,orburdenedwith,fardelsoffamilygossip;thehouseofthe"oldpeople"ofanothercentury,anotherage。
ThesightofSmither——stillcorseteduptothearmpitsbecausethenewfashionwhichcameinastheyweregoingoutabout1903hadneverbeenconsidered"nice"byAuntsJuleyandHester——broughtapalefriendlinesstoSoames’lips;Smither,stillfaithfullyarrangedtooldpatternineverydetail,aninvaluableservant——nonesuchleft——
smilingbackathim,withthewords:"Why!it’sMr。Soames,afterallthistime!Andhowareyou,sir?Mr。Timothywillbesopleasedtoknowyou’vebeen。"
"Howishe?"
"Oh!hekeepsfairlybobbishforhisage,sir;butofcoursehe’sawonderfulman。AsIsaidtoMrs。Dartiewhenshewasherelast:ItwouldpleaseMissForsyteandMrs。JuleyandMissHestertoseehowherelishesabakedapplestill。Buthe’squitedeaf。Andamercy,Ialwaysthink。Forwhatweshouldhavedonewithhimintheair—
raids,Idon’tknow。"
"Ah!"saidSoames。"Whatdidyoudowithhim?"
"Wejustlefthiminhisbed,andhadthebellrundownintothecellar,sothatCookandIcouldhearhimifherang。Itwouldneverhavedonetolethimknowtherewasawaron。AsIsaidtoCook,’IfMr。Timothyrings,theymaydowhattheylike——I’mgoingup。Mydearmistresseswouldhaveafitiftheycouldseehimringingandnobodygoingtohim。’Buthesleptthroughthemallbeautiful。Andtheoneinthedaytimehewashavinghisbath。Itwasamercy,becausehemighthavenoticedthepeopleinthestreetalllookingup——heoftenlooksoutofthewindow。"
"Quite!"murmuredSoames。Smitherwasgettinggarrulous!"Ijustwanttolookroundandseeifthere’sanythingtobedone。"
"Yes,sir。Idon’tthinkthere’sanythingexceptasmellofmiceinthedining—roomthatwedon’tknowhowtogetridof。It’sfunnytheyshouldbethere,andnotacrumb,sinceMr。Timothytooktonotcomingdown,justbeforetheWar。Butthey’renastylittlethings;
youneverknowwherethey’lltakeyounext。"
"Doesheleavehisbed?"——
"Oh!yes,sir;hetakesniceexercisebetweenhisbedandthewindowinthemorning,nottoriskachangeofair。Andhe’squitecomfortableinhimself;hashisWillouteverydayregular。It’sagreatconsolationtohim——that。"
"Well,Smither,Iwanttoseehim,ifIcan;incasehehasanythingtosaytome。"
Smithercolouredupabovehercorsets。
"Itwillbeanoccasion!"shesaid。"ShallItakeyouroundthehouse,sir,whileIsendCooktobreakittohim?"
"No,yougotohim,"saidSoames。"Icangoroundthehousebymyself。"
Onecouldnotconfesstosentimentbeforeanother,andSoamesfeltthathewasgoingtobesentimentalnosingroundthoseroomssosaturatedwiththepast。WhenSmither,creakingwithexcitement,hadlefthim,Soamesenteredthedining—roomandsniffed。Inhisopinionitwasn’tmice,butincipientwood—rot,andheexaminedthepanelling。Whetheritwasworthacoatofpaint,atTimothy’sage,hewasnotsure。Theroomhadalwaysbeenthemostmoderninthehouse;andonlyafaintsmilecurledSoames’lipsandnostrils。
Wallsofarichgreensurmountedtheoakdado;aheavymetalchandelierhungbyachainfromaceilingdividedbyimitationbeams。
ThepictureshadbeenboughtbyTimothy,abargain,onedayatJobson’ssixtyyearsago——threeSnyder"stilllifes,"twofaintlycoloureddrawingsofaboyandagirl,rathercharming,whichboretheinitials"J。R。"——TimothyhadalwaysbelievedtheymightturnouttobeJoshuaReynolds,butSoames,whoadmiredthem,haddiscoveredthattheywereonlyJohnRobinson;andadoubtfulMorlandofawhiteponybeingshod。Deep—redplushcurtains,tenhigh—backeddarkmahoganychairswithdeep—redplushseats,aTurkeycarpet,andamahoganydining—tableaslargeastheroomwassmall,suchwasanapartmentwhichSoamescouldrememberunchangedinsoulorbodysincehewasfouryearsold。Helookedespeciallyatthetwodrawings,andthought:’Ishallbuythoseatthesale。’
>Fromthedining—roomhepassedintoTimothy’sstudy。Hedidnotremembereverhavingbeeninthatroom。Itwaslinedfromfloortoceilingwithvolumes,andhelookedatthemwithcuriosity。Onewallseemeddevotedtoeducationalbooks,whichTimothy’sfirmhadpublishedtwogenerationsback—sometimesasmanyastwentycopiesofonebook。Soamesreadtheirtitlesandshuddered。Themiddlewallhadpreciselythesamebooksasusedtobeinthelibraryathisownfather’sinParkLane,fromwhichhededucedthefancythatJamesandhisyoungestbrotherhadgoneouttogetheronedayandboughtabraceofsmalllibraries。Thethirdwallheapproachedwithmoreexcitement。Here,surely,Timothy’sowntastewouldbefound。Itwas。Thebooksweredummies。Thefourthwallwasallheavilycurtainedwindow。Andturnedtowarditwasalargechairwithamahoganyreading—standattached,onwhichayellowishandfoldedcopyofTheTimes,datedJuly6,1914,thedayTimothyfirstfailedtocomedown,asifinpreparationfortheWar,seemedwaitingforhimstill。InacornerstoodalargeglobeofthatworldnevervisitedbyTimothy,deeplyconvincedoftheunrealityofeverythingbutEngland,andpermanentlyupsetbythesea,onwhichhehadbeenverysickoneSundayafternoonin1836,outofapleasureboatoffthepieratBrighton,withJuleyandHester,SwithinandHattyChessman;
allduetoSwithin,whowasalwaystakingthingsintohishead,andwho,thankgoodness,hadbeensicktoo。Soamesknewallaboutit,havingheardthetalefiftytimesatleastfromoneorotherofthem。
Hewentuptotheglobe,andgaveitaspin;itemittedafaintcreakandmovedaboutaninch,bringingintohispurviewadaddy—long—legswhichhaddiedonitinlatitude44。
’Mausoleum!’hethought。’Georgewasright!’Andhewentoutandupthestairs。Onthehalf—landinghestoppedbeforethecaseofstuffedhumming—birdswhichhaddelightedhischildhood。Theylookednotadayolder,suspendedonwiresabovepampas—grass。Ifthecasewereopenedthebirdswouldnotbegintohum,butthewholethingwouldcrumble,hesuspected。Itwouldn’tbeworthputtingthatintothesale!AndsuddenlyhewascaughtbyamemoryofAuntAnn——dearoldAuntAnn——holdinghimbythehandinfrontofthatcaseandsaying:"Look,Soamey!Aren’ttheybrightandpretty,dearlittlehumming—birds!"Soamesrememberedhisownanswer:"Theydon’thum,Auntie。"Hemusthavebeensix,inablackvelveteensuitwithalight—bluecollar—herememberedthatsuitwell!AuntAnnwithherringlets,andherspiderykindhands,andhergraveoldaquilinesmile——afineoldlady,AuntAnn!Hemovedonuptothedrawing—roomdoor。Thereoneachsideofitwerethegroupsofminiatures。ThosehewouldcertainIybuyin!Theminiaturesofhisfouraunts,oneofhisUncleSwithinadolescent,andoneofhisUncleNicholasasaboy。
Theyhadallbeenpaintedbyayoungladyfriendofthefamilyatatime,1830,about,whenminiatureswereconsideredverygenteel,andlastingtoo,paintedastheywereonivory。Manyatimehadheheardthetaleofthatyounglady:"Verytalented,mydear;shehadquiteaweaknessforSwithin,andverysoonaftershewentintoaconsumptionanddied:solikeKeats——weoftenspokeofit。"
Well,theretheywere!Ann,Juley,Hester,Susan——quiteasmallchild;Swithin,withsky—blueeyes,pinkcheeks,yellowcurls,whitewaistcoat—largeaslife;andNicholas,likeCupidwithaneyeonheaven。Nowhecametothinkofit,UncleNickhadalwaysbeenratherlikethat——awonderfulmantothelast。Yes,shemusthavehadtalent,andminiaturesalwayshadacertainback—wateredcachetoftheirown,littlesubjecttothecurrentsofcompetitiononaestheticChange。Soamesopenedthedrawing—roomdoor。Theroomwasdusted,thefurnitureuncovered,thecurtainsdrawnback,preciselyasifhisauntsstilldwelttherepatientlywaiting。Andathoughtcametohim:WhenTimothydied——whynot?Woulditnotbealmostadutytopreservethishouse——likeCarlyle’s——andputupatablet,andshowit?"Specimenofmid—Victorianabode——entrance,oneshilling,withcatalogue。"Afterall,itwasthecompletestthing,andperhapsthedeadestintheLondonofto—day。Perfectinitsspecialtasteandculture,if,thatis,hetookdownandcarriedovertohisowncollectionthefourBarbizonpictureshehadgiventhem。Thestillsky—bluewalls,tilegreencurtainspatternedwithredflowersandferns;thecrewel—workedfire—screenbeforethecast—irongrate;themahoganycupboardwithglasswindows,fulloflittleknickknacks;thebeadedfootstools;Keats,Shelley,Southey,Cowper,Coleridge,Byron’sCorsair(butnothingelse),andtheVictorianpoetsinabookshelfrow;themarqueteriecabinetlinedwithdimredplush,fulloffamilyrelics:Hester’sfirstfan;thebucklesoftheirmother’sfather’sshoes;threebottledscorpions;andoneveryyellowelephant’stusk,senthomefromIndiabyGreat—uncleEdgarForsyte,whohadbeeninjute;ayellowbitofpaperproppedup,withspiderywritingonit,recordingGodknewwhat!Andthepicturescrowdingonthewalls——allwater—colourssavethosefourBarbizonslookingliketileforeignerstheywere,anddoubtfulcustomersatthat——picturesbrightandillustrative,"TellingtheBees,""HeyfortheFerry!"andtwointhestyleofFrith,allthimblerigandcrinolines,giventhembySwithin。Oh!many,manypicturesatwhichSoameshadgazedathousandtimesinsuperciliousfascination;amarvellouscollectionofbright,smoothgiltframes。
Andtheboudoir—grandpiano,beautifullydusted,hermeticallysealedasever;andAuntJuley’salbumofpressedseaweedonit。Andthegilt—leggedchairs,strongerthantheylooked。Andononesideofthefireplacethesofaofcrimsonsilk,whereAuntAnn,andafterherAuntJuley,hadbeenwonttosit,facingthelightandboltupright。
Andontheothersideofthefiretheonereallyeasychair,backtothelight,forAuntHester。Soamesscreweduphiseyes;heseemedtoseethemsittingthere。Ah!andtheatmosphere——evennow,oftoomanystuffsandwashedlacecurtains,lavenderinbags,anddriedbees’wings。’No,’hethought,’there’snothinglikeitleft;itoughttobepreserved。’And,byGeorge,theymightlaughatit,butforastandardofgentlelifeneverdepartedfrom,forfastidiousnessofskinandeyeandnoseandfeeling,itbeatto—dayhollow——to—daywithitsTubesandcars,itsperpetualsmoking,itscross—legged,bare—neckedgirlsvisibleuptothekneesanddowntothewaistifyoutookthetrouble(agreeabletothesatyrwithineachForsytebuthardlyhisideaofalady),withtheirfeet,too,screwedroundthelegsoftheirchairswhiletheyate,andtheir"Solongs,"andtheir"OldBeans,"andtheirlaughter——girlswhogavehimtheshudderswheneverhethoughtofFleurincontactwiththem;andthehard—eyed,capable,olderwomenwhomanagedlifeandgavehimtheshudderstoo。
No!hisoldaunts,iftheyneveropenedtheirminds,theireyes,orverymuchtheirwindows,atleasthadmanners,andastandard,andreverenceforpastandfuture。
Withratherachokyfeelingheclosedthedoorandwenttiptoeingup—
stairs。Helookedinataplaceontheway:H’m!inperfectorderoftheeighties,withasortofyellowoilskinpaperonthewalls。Atthetopofthestairshehesitatedbetweenfourdoors。WhichofthemwasTimothy’s?Andhelistened。Asound,asofachildslowlydraggingahobby—horseabout,cametohisears。ThatmustbeTimothy!Hetapped,andadoorwasopenedbySmither,veryredintheface。
Mr。Timothywastakinghiswalk,andshehadnotbeenabletogethimtoattend。IfMr。Soameswouldcomeintotheback—room,hecouldseehimthroughthedoor。
Soameswentintotheback—roomandstoodwatching。
ThelastoftheoldForsyteswasonhisfeet,movingwiththemostimpressiveslowness,andanairofperfectconcentrationonhisownaffairs,backwardandforwardbetweenthefootofhisbedandthewindow,adistanceofsometwelvefeet。Thelowerpartofhissquareface,nolongerclean—shaven,wascoveredwithsnowybeardclippedasshortasitcouldbe,andhischinlookedasbroadashisbrowwherethehairwasalsoquitewhite,whilenoseandcheeksandbrowwereagoodyellow。Onehandheldastoutstick,andtheothergraspedtheskirtofhisJaegerdressing—gown,fromunderwhichcouldbeseenhisbed—sockedanklesandfeetthrustintoJaegerslippers。Theexpressiononhisfacewasthatofacrossedchild,intentonsomethingthathehasnotgot。Eachtimeheturnedhestumpedthestick,andthendraggedit,asiftoshowthathecoulddowithoutit:
"Hestilllooksstrong,"saidSoamesunderhisbreath。
"Oh!yes,sir。Youshouldseehimtakehisbath——it’swonderful;hedoesenjoyitso。"
ThosequiteloudwordsgaveSoamesaninsight。Timothyhadresumedhisbabyhood。
"Doeshetakeanyinterestinthingsgenerally?"hesaid,alsoloud。
"OhIyes,sir;hisfoodandhisWill。It’squiteasighttoseehimturnitoverandover,nottoreadit,ofcourse;andeverynowandthenheasksthepriceofConsols,andIwriteitonaslateforhim—
verylarge。Ofcourse,Ialwayswritethesame,whattheywerewhenhelasttooknotice,in1914。WegotthedoctortoforbidhimtoreadthepaperwhentheWarbrokeout。Oh!hedidtakeonaboutthatatfirst。Buthesooncameround,becauseheknewittiredhim;andhe’sawondertoconserveenergyasheusedtocallitwhenmydearmistresseswerealive,blesstheirhearts!Howhedidgoonatthemaboutthat;theywerealwayssoactive,ifyouremember,Mr。Soames。"
"WhatwouldhappenifIweretogoin?"askedSoames:"Wouldherememberme?ImadehisWill,youknow,afterMissHesterdiedin1907。"
"Oh!that,sir,"repliedSmitherdoubtfully,"Icouldn’ttakeonmetosay。Ithinkhemight;hereallyisawonderfulmanforhisage。"
Soamesmovedintothedoorway,andwaitingforTimothytoturn,saidinaloudvoice:"UncleTimothy!"
Timothytrailedbackhalf—way,andhalted。
"Eh?"hesaid。
"Soames,"criedSoamesatthetopofhisvoice,holdingouthishand,"SoamesForsyte!"
"No!"saidTimothy,andstumpinghisstickloudlyonthefloor,hecontinuedhiswalk。
"Itdoesn’tseemtowork,"saidSoames。
"No,sir,"repliedSmither,rathercrestfallen;"yousee,hehasn’tfinishedhiswalk。Italwayswasonethingatatimewithhim。I
expecthe’llaskmethisafternoonifyoucameaboutthegas,andaprettyjobIshallhavetomakehimunderstand。"
"Doyouthinkheoughttohaveamanabouthim?"
Smitherheldupherhands。"Aman!Oh!no。Cookandmecanmanageperfectly。Astrangemanaboutwouldsendhimcrazyinnotime。Andmymistresseswouldn’tliketheideaofamaninthehouse。Besides,we’reso——proudofhim。"
"Isupposethedoctorcomes?"
"Everymorning。Hemakesspecialtermsforsuchaquantity,andMr。
Timothy’ssoused,hedoesn’ttakeabitofnotice,excepttoputouthistongue。"
"Well,"saidSoames,turningaway,"it’srathersadandpainfultome。"
"Oh!sir,"returnedSmitheranxiously,"youmustn’tthinkthat。Nowthathecan’tworryaboutthings,hequiteenjoyshislife,reallyhedoes。AsIsaytoCook,Mr。Timothyismoreofamanthanheeverwas。Yousee,whenhe’snotwalkin’,ortakin’hisbath,he’seatin’,andwhenhe’snoteatin’,he’ssleepin’;andthereitis。
Thereisn’tanacheoracareabouthimanywhere。"
"Well,"saidSoames,"there’ssomethinginthat。I’llgodown。Bytheway,letmeseehisWill。"
"Ishouldhavetotakemytimeaboutthat,sir;hekeepsitunderhispillow,andhe’dseeme,whilehe’sactive。"
"Ionlywanttoknowifit’stheoneImade,"saidSoames;"youtakealookatitsdatesometime,andletmeknow。"
"Yes,sir;butI’msureit’sthesame,becausemeandCookwitnessed,youremember,andthere’sournamesonitstill,andwe’veonlydoneitonce。"
"Quite,"saidSoames。Hedidremember。SmitherandJanehadbeenproperwitnesses,havingbeenleftnothingintheWillthattheymighthavenointerestinTimothy’sdeath。Ithadbeen——hefullyadmitted——analmostimproperprecaution,butTimothyhadwishedit,and,afterall,AuntHesterhadprovidedforthemamply。
"Verywell,"hesaid;"good—bye,Smither。Lookafterhim,andifheshouldsayanythingatanytime,putitdown,andletmeknow。"
"OhIyes,Mr。Soames;I’llbesuretodothat。It’sbeensuchapleasantchangetoseeyou。CookwillbequiteexcitedwhenItellher。"
Soamesshookherhandandwentdown—stairs。Hestoodforfullytwominutesbythehat—standwhereonhehadhunghishatsomanytimes。
’Soitallpasses,’hewasthinking;’passesandbeginsagain。Pooroldchap!’Andhelistened,ifperchancethesoundofTimothytrailinghishobby—horsemightcomedownthewellofthestairs;orsomeghostofanoldfaceshowoverthebannisters,andanoldvoicesay:’Why,it’sdearSoames,andwewereonlysayingthatwehadn’tseenhimforaweek!’
Nothing——nothing!Justthescentofcamphor,anddust—motesinasunbeamthroughthefanlightoverthedoor。Thelittleoldhouse!A
mausoleum!And,turningonhisheel,hewentout,andcaughthistrain。
V
THENATIVEHEATH
"Hisfoot’suponhisnativeheath,Hisname’s——ValDartie。"
WithsomesuchfeelingdidValDartie,inthefortiethyearofhisage,setoutthatsameThursdaymorningveryearlyfromtheoldmanor—househehadtakenonthenorthsideoftheSussexDowns。HisdestinationwasNewmarket,andhehadnotbeentheresincetheautumnof1899,whenhestoleoverfromOxfordfortheCambridgeshire。Hepausedatthedoortogivehiswifeakiss,andputaflaskofportintohispocket。
"Don’tovertireyourleg,Val,anddon’tbettoomuch。"
Withthepressureofherchestagainsthisown,andhereyeslookingintohis,Valfeltbothlegandpocketsafe。Heshouldbemoderate;
Hollywasalwaysright——shehadanaturalaptitude。Itdidnotseemsoremarkabletohim,perhaps,asitmighttoothers,that——halfDartieashewas——heshouldhavebeenperfectlyfaithfultohisyoungfirstcousinduringthetwentyyearssincehemarriedherromanticallyoutintheBoerWar;andfaithfulwithoutanyfeelingofsacrificeorboredom——shewassoquick,soslylyalwaysalittleinfrontofhismood。Beingfirstcousinstheyhaddecided,ratherneedlessly,tohavenochildren;and,thoughalittlesallower,shehadkeptherlooks,herslimness,andthecolourofherdarkhair。
Valparticularlyadmiredthelifeofherownshecarriedon,besidescarryingonhis,andridingbettereveryyear。Shekeptuphermusic,shereadanawfullot——novels,poetry,allsortsofstuff。
OutontheirfarminCapecolonyshehadlookedafterallthe"nigger"babiesandwomeninamiraculousmanner。Shewas,infact,clever;yetmadenofussaboutit,andhadno"side。"Thoughnotremarkableforhumility,Valhadcometohavethefeelingthatshewashissuperior,andhedidnotgrudgeit——agreattribute。ItmightbenotedthatheneverlookedatHollywithoutherknowingofit,butthatshelookedathimsometimesunawares。
Hehadkissedherintheporchbecauseheshouldnotbedoingsoontheplatform,thoughshewasgoingtothestationwithhim,todrivethecarback。TannedandwrinkledbyColonialweatherandthewilesinseparablefromhorses,andhandicappedbythelegwhich,weakenedintheBoerWar,hadprobablysavedhislifeintheWarjustpast,Valwasstillmuchashehadbeeninthedaysofhiscourtship;hissmileaswideandcharming,hiseyelashes,ifanything,thickeranddarker,hiseyesscrewedupunderthem,asbrightagrey,hisfrecklesratherdeeper,hishairalittlegrizzledatthesides。Hegavetheimpressionofonewhohaslivedactivelywithhorsesinasunnyclimate。
Twistingthecarsharproundatthegate,hesaid:
"WhenisyoungJoncoming?"
"To—day。"
"Isthereanythingyouwantforhim?IcouldbringitdownonSaturday。"
"No;butyoumightcomebythesametrainasFleur——one—forty。"
ValgavetheFordfullrein;hestilldrovelikeamaninanewcountryonbadroads,whorefusestocompromise,andexpectsheavenateveryhole。
"That’sayoungwomanwhoknowsherwayabout,"hesaid。"Isay,hasitstruckyou?"
"Yes,"saidHolly。
"UncleSoamesandyourDad——bitawkward,isn’tit?"
"Shewon’tknow,andhewon’tknow,andnothingmustbesaid,ofcourse。It’sonlyforfivedays,Val。"
"Stablesecret!Righto!"IfHollythoughtitsafe,itwas。
Glancingslylyroundathim,shesaid:"Didyounoticehowbeautifullysheaskedherself?"
"No!"
"Well,shedid。Whatdoyouthinkofher,Val?"
"Prettyandclever;butshemightrunoutatanycornerifshegothermonkeyup,Ishouldsay。"
"I’mwondering,"Hollymurmured,"whethersheisthemodernyoungwoman。Onefeelsatseacominghomeintoallthis。"
"You?Yougetthehangofthingssoquick。"
Hollyslidherhandintohiscoat—pocket。
"Youkeeponeintheknow,"saidValencouraged。"WhatdoyouthinkofthatBelgianfellow,Profond?"
"Ithinkhe’srather’agooddevil。’"
Valgrinned。
"Heseemstomeaqueerfishforafriendofourfamily。Infact,ourfamilyisinprettyqueerwaters,withUncleSoamesmarryingaFrenchwoman,andyourDadmarryingSoames’sfirst。Ourgrandfatherswouldhavehadfits!"
"Sowouldanybody’s,mydear。"
"Thiscar,"Valsaidsuddenly,"wantsrousing;shedoesn’tgetherhindlegsunderheruphill。IshallhavetogiveherherheadontheslopeifI’mtocatchthattrain。"
Therewasthatabouthorseswhichhadpreventedhimfromeverreallysympathisingwithacar,andtherunningoftheFordunderhisguidancecomparedwithitsrunningunderthatofHollywasalwaysnoticeable。Hecaughtthetrain。
"Takecaregoinghome;she’llthrowyoudownifshecan。Good—bye,darling。"
"Good—bye,"calledHolly,andkissedherhand。
Inthetrain,afterquarterofanhour’sindecisionbetweenthoughtsofHolly,hismorningpaper,thelookofthebrightday,andhisdimmemoryofNewmarket,Valplungedintotherecessesofasmallsquarebook,allnames,pedigrees,tap—roots,andnotesaboutthemakeandshapeofhorses。TheForsyteinhimwasbentontheacquisitionofacertainstrainofblood,andhewassubduingresolutelyasyettheDartiehankeringforaNutter。OngettingbacktoEngland,aftertheprofitablesaleofhisSouthAfricanfarmandstud,andobservingthatthesunseldomshone,Valhadsaidtohimself:"I’veabsolutelygottohaveaninterestinlife,orthiscountrywillgivemetheblues。Hunting’snotenough,I’llbreedandI’lltrain。"Withjustthatextrapinchofshrewdnessanddecisionimpartedbylongresidenceinanewcountry,Valhadseentheweakpointofmodernbreeding。Theywereallhypnotisedbyfashionandhighprice。Heshouldbuyforlooks,andletnamesgohang!Andherehewasalready,hypnotisedbytheprestigeofacertainstrainofblood!