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第5章

"We’veknownitwouldcomesomeday。"

Heansweredherwithsuddenenergy:

"IcouldneverstandseeingJonblameyou。Heshan’tdothat,eveninthought。Hehasimagination;andhe’llunderstandifit’sputtohimproperly。IthinkIhadbettertellhimbeforehegetstoknowotherwise。"

"Notyet,Jolyon。"

Thatwaslikeher——shehadnoforesight,andneverwenttomeettrouble。Still——whoknew?——shemightberight。Itwasillgoingagainstamother’sinstinct。Itmightbewelltolettheboygoon,ifpossible,tillexperiencehadgivenhimsometouchstonebywhichhecouldjudgethevaluesofthatoldtragedy;tilllove,jealousy,longing,haddeepenedhischarity。Allthesame,onemusttakeprecautions——everyprecautionpossible!And,longafterIrenehadlefthim,helayawaketurningoverthoseprecautions。HemustwritetoHolly,tellingherthatJonknewnothingasyetoffamilyhistory。

Hollywasdiscreet,shewouldmakesureofherhusband,shewouldseetoit!Joncouldtaketheletterwithhimwhenhewentto—morrow。

Andsothedayonwhichhehadputthepolishonhismaterialestatediedoutwiththechimingofthestableclock;andanotherbeganforJolyonintheshadowofaspiritualdisorderwhichcouldnotbesoroundedoffandpolished……

ButJon,whoseroomhadoncebeenhisdaynursery,layawaketoo,thepreyofasensationdisputedbythosewhohaveneverknownit,"loveatfirstsight!"HehadfeltitbeginninginhimwiththeglintofthosedarkeyesgazingintohisathwarttheJuno——aconvictionthatthiswashis’dream’;sothatwhatfollowedhadseemedtohimatoncenaturalandmiraculous。Fleur!Hernamealonewasalmostenoughforonewhowasterriblysusceptibletothecharmofwords。InahomoeopathicAge,whenboysandgirlswereco—educated,andmixedupinearlylifetillsexwasalmostabolished,Jonwassingularlyold—

fashioned。Hismodernschooltookboysonly,andhisholidayshadbeenspentatRobinHillwithboyfriends,orhisparentsalone。Hehadnever,therefore,beeninoculatedagainstthegermsoflovebysmalldosesofthepoison。Andnowinthedarkhistemperaturewasmountingfast。Helayawake,featuringFleur——astheycalledit——

recallingherwords,especiallythat"Aurevoir!"sosoftandsprightly。

Hewasstillsowideawakeatdawnthathegotup,slippedontennisshoes,trousers,andasweater,andinsilencecreptdownstairsandoutthroughthestudywindow。Itwasjustlight;therewasasmellofgrass。’Fleur!’hethought;’Fleur!’Itwasmysteriouslywhiteoutofdoors,withnothingawakeexceptthebirdsjustbeginningtochirp。’I’llgodownintothecoppice,’hethought。Herandownthroughthefields,reachedthepondjustasthesunrose,andpassedintothecoppice。Bluebellscarpetedthegroundthere;amongthelarch—treestherewasmystery——theair,asitwere,composedofthatromanticquality。Jonsniffeditsfreshness,andstaredatthebluebellsinthesharpeninglight。Fleur!Itrhymedwithher!AndshelivedatMapleduram——ajollyname,too,ontheriversomewhere。

Hecouldfinditintheatlaspresently。Hewouldwritetoher。Butwouldsheanswer?Oh!Shemust。Shehadsaid"Aurevoir!"Notgood—bye!Whatluckthatshehaddroppedherhandkerchief!Hewouldneverhaveknownherbutforthat。Andthemorehethoughtofthathandkerchief,themoreamazinghisluckseemed。Fleur!Itcertainlyrhymedwithher!Rhythmthrongedhishead;wordsjostledtobejoinedtogether;hewasonthevergeofapoem。

Jonremainedinthisconditionformorethanhalfanhour,thenreturnedtothehouse,andgettingaladder,climbedinathisbedroomwindowoutofsheerexhilaration。Then,rememberingthatthestudywindowwasopen,hewentdownandshutit,firstremovingtheladder,soastoobliteratealltracesofhisfeeling。Thethingwastoodeeptoberevealedtomortalsoul—even—tohismother。

IV

THEMAUSOLEUM

TherearehouseswhosesoulshavepassedintothelimboofTime,leavingtheirbodiesinthelimboofLondon。Suchwasnotquitetheconditionof"Timothy’s"ontheBayswaterRoad,forTimothy’ssoulstillhadonefootinTimothyForsyte’sbody,andSmitherkepttheatmosphereunchanging,ofcamphorandportwineandhousewhosewindowsareonlyopenedtoairittwiceaday。

ToForsyteimaginationthathousewasnowasortofChinesepill—box,aseriesoflayersinthelastofwhichwasTimothy。Onedidnotreachhim,orsoitwasreportedbymembersofthefamilywho,outofold—timehabitorabsentmindedness,woulddriveuponceinabluemoonandaskaftertheirsurvivinguncle。SuchwereFrancie,nowquiteemancipatedfromGod(shefranklyavowedatheism),Euphemia,emancipatedfromoldNicholas,andWinifredDartiefromher"manoftheworld。"But,afterall,everybodywasemancipatednow,orsaidtheywere——perhapsnotquitethesamething!

WhenSoames,therefore,tookitonhiswaytoPaddingtonstationonthemorningafterthatencounter,itwashardlywiththeexpectationofseeingTimothyintheflesh。HisheartmadeafaintdemonstrationwithinhimwhilehestoodinfullsouthsunlightonthenewlywhiteneddoorstepofthatlittlehousewherefourForsyteshadoncelived,andnowbutonedweltonlikeawinterfly;thehouseintowhichSoameshadcomeandoutofwhichhehadgonetimeswithoutnumber,divestedof,orburdenedwith,fardelsoffamilygossip;thehouseofthe"oldpeople"ofanothercentury,anotherage。

ThesightofSmither——stillcorseteduptothearmpitsbecausethenewfashionwhichcameinastheyweregoingoutabout1903hadneverbeenconsidered"nice"byAuntsJuleyandHester——broughtapalefriendlinesstoSoames’lips;Smither,stillfaithfullyarrangedtooldpatternineverydetail,aninvaluableservant——nonesuchleft——

smilingbackathim,withthewords:"Why!it’sMr。Soames,afterallthistime!Andhowareyou,sir?Mr。Timothywillbesopleasedtoknowyou’vebeen。"

"Howishe?"

"Oh!hekeepsfairlybobbishforhisage,sir;butofcoursehe’sawonderfulman。AsIsaidtoMrs。Dartiewhenshewasherelast:ItwouldpleaseMissForsyteandMrs。JuleyandMissHestertoseehowherelishesabakedapplestill。Buthe’squitedeaf。Andamercy,Ialwaysthink。Forwhatweshouldhavedonewithhimintheair—

raids,Idon’tknow。"

"Ah!"saidSoames。"Whatdidyoudowithhim?"

"Wejustlefthiminhisbed,andhadthebellrundownintothecellar,sothatCookandIcouldhearhimifherang。Itwouldneverhavedonetolethimknowtherewasawaron。AsIsaidtoCook,’IfMr。Timothyrings,theymaydowhattheylike——I’mgoingup。Mydearmistresseswouldhaveafitiftheycouldseehimringingandnobodygoingtohim。’Buthesleptthroughthemallbeautiful。Andtheoneinthedaytimehewashavinghisbath。Itwasamercy,becausehemighthavenoticedthepeopleinthestreetalllookingup——heoftenlooksoutofthewindow。"

"Quite!"murmuredSoames。Smitherwasgettinggarrulous!"Ijustwanttolookroundandseeifthere’sanythingtobedone。"

"Yes,sir。Idon’tthinkthere’sanythingexceptasmellofmiceinthedining—roomthatwedon’tknowhowtogetridof。It’sfunnytheyshouldbethere,andnotacrumb,sinceMr。Timothytooktonotcomingdown,justbeforetheWar。Butthey’renastylittlethings;

youneverknowwherethey’lltakeyounext。"

"Doesheleavehisbed?"——

"Oh!yes,sir;hetakesniceexercisebetweenhisbedandthewindowinthemorning,nottoriskachangeofair。Andhe’squitecomfortableinhimself;hashisWillouteverydayregular。It’sagreatconsolationtohim——that。"

"Well,Smither,Iwanttoseehim,ifIcan;incasehehasanythingtosaytome。"

Smithercolouredupabovehercorsets。

"Itwillbeanoccasion!"shesaid。"ShallItakeyouroundthehouse,sir,whileIsendCooktobreakittohim?"

"No,yougotohim,"saidSoames。"Icangoroundthehousebymyself。"

Onecouldnotconfesstosentimentbeforeanother,andSoamesfeltthathewasgoingtobesentimentalnosingroundthoseroomssosaturatedwiththepast。WhenSmither,creakingwithexcitement,hadlefthim,Soamesenteredthedining—roomandsniffed。Inhisopinionitwasn’tmice,butincipientwood—rot,andheexaminedthepanelling。Whetheritwasworthacoatofpaint,atTimothy’sage,hewasnotsure。Theroomhadalwaysbeenthemostmoderninthehouse;andonlyafaintsmilecurledSoames’lipsandnostrils。

Wallsofarichgreensurmountedtheoakdado;aheavymetalchandelierhungbyachainfromaceilingdividedbyimitationbeams。

ThepictureshadbeenboughtbyTimothy,abargain,onedayatJobson’ssixtyyearsago——threeSnyder"stilllifes,"twofaintlycoloureddrawingsofaboyandagirl,rathercharming,whichboretheinitials"J。R。"——TimothyhadalwaysbelievedtheymightturnouttobeJoshuaReynolds,butSoames,whoadmiredthem,haddiscoveredthattheywereonlyJohnRobinson;andadoubtfulMorlandofawhiteponybeingshod。Deep—redplushcurtains,tenhigh—backeddarkmahoganychairswithdeep—redplushseats,aTurkeycarpet,andamahoganydining—tableaslargeastheroomwassmall,suchwasanapartmentwhichSoamescouldrememberunchangedinsoulorbodysincehewasfouryearsold。Helookedespeciallyatthetwodrawings,andthought:’Ishallbuythoseatthesale。’

>Fromthedining—roomhepassedintoTimothy’sstudy。Hedidnotremembereverhavingbeeninthatroom。Itwaslinedfromfloortoceilingwithvolumes,andhelookedatthemwithcuriosity。Onewallseemeddevotedtoeducationalbooks,whichTimothy’sfirmhadpublishedtwogenerationsback—sometimesasmanyastwentycopiesofonebook。Soamesreadtheirtitlesandshuddered。Themiddlewallhadpreciselythesamebooksasusedtobeinthelibraryathisownfather’sinParkLane,fromwhichhededucedthefancythatJamesandhisyoungestbrotherhadgoneouttogetheronedayandboughtabraceofsmalllibraries。Thethirdwallheapproachedwithmoreexcitement。Here,surely,Timothy’sowntastewouldbefound。Itwas。Thebooksweredummies。Thefourthwallwasallheavilycurtainedwindow。Andturnedtowarditwasalargechairwithamahoganyreading—standattached,onwhichayellowishandfoldedcopyofTheTimes,datedJuly6,1914,thedayTimothyfirstfailedtocomedown,asifinpreparationfortheWar,seemedwaitingforhimstill。InacornerstoodalargeglobeofthatworldnevervisitedbyTimothy,deeplyconvincedoftheunrealityofeverythingbutEngland,andpermanentlyupsetbythesea,onwhichhehadbeenverysickoneSundayafternoonin1836,outofapleasureboatoffthepieratBrighton,withJuleyandHester,SwithinandHattyChessman;

allduetoSwithin,whowasalwaystakingthingsintohishead,andwho,thankgoodness,hadbeensicktoo。Soamesknewallaboutit,havingheardthetalefiftytimesatleastfromoneorotherofthem。

Hewentuptotheglobe,andgaveitaspin;itemittedafaintcreakandmovedaboutaninch,bringingintohispurviewadaddy—long—legswhichhaddiedonitinlatitude44。

’Mausoleum!’hethought。’Georgewasright!’Andhewentoutandupthestairs。Onthehalf—landinghestoppedbeforethecaseofstuffedhumming—birdswhichhaddelightedhischildhood。Theylookednotadayolder,suspendedonwiresabovepampas—grass。Ifthecasewereopenedthebirdswouldnotbegintohum,butthewholethingwouldcrumble,hesuspected。Itwouldn’tbeworthputtingthatintothesale!AndsuddenlyhewascaughtbyamemoryofAuntAnn——dearoldAuntAnn——holdinghimbythehandinfrontofthatcaseandsaying:"Look,Soamey!Aren’ttheybrightandpretty,dearlittlehumming—birds!"Soamesrememberedhisownanswer:"Theydon’thum,Auntie。"Hemusthavebeensix,inablackvelveteensuitwithalight—bluecollar—herememberedthatsuitwell!AuntAnnwithherringlets,andherspiderykindhands,andhergraveoldaquilinesmile——afineoldlady,AuntAnn!Hemovedonuptothedrawing—roomdoor。Thereoneachsideofitwerethegroupsofminiatures。ThosehewouldcertainIybuyin!Theminiaturesofhisfouraunts,oneofhisUncleSwithinadolescent,andoneofhisUncleNicholasasaboy。

Theyhadallbeenpaintedbyayoungladyfriendofthefamilyatatime,1830,about,whenminiatureswereconsideredverygenteel,andlastingtoo,paintedastheywereonivory。Manyatimehadheheardthetaleofthatyounglady:"Verytalented,mydear;shehadquiteaweaknessforSwithin,andverysoonaftershewentintoaconsumptionanddied:solikeKeats——weoftenspokeofit。"

Well,theretheywere!Ann,Juley,Hester,Susan——quiteasmallchild;Swithin,withsky—blueeyes,pinkcheeks,yellowcurls,whitewaistcoat—largeaslife;andNicholas,likeCupidwithaneyeonheaven。Nowhecametothinkofit,UncleNickhadalwaysbeenratherlikethat——awonderfulmantothelast。Yes,shemusthavehadtalent,andminiaturesalwayshadacertainback—wateredcachetoftheirown,littlesubjecttothecurrentsofcompetitiononaestheticChange。Soamesopenedthedrawing—roomdoor。Theroomwasdusted,thefurnitureuncovered,thecurtainsdrawnback,preciselyasifhisauntsstilldwelttherepatientlywaiting。Andathoughtcametohim:WhenTimothydied——whynot?Woulditnotbealmostadutytopreservethishouse——likeCarlyle’s——andputupatablet,andshowit?"Specimenofmid—Victorianabode——entrance,oneshilling,withcatalogue。"Afterall,itwasthecompletestthing,andperhapsthedeadestintheLondonofto—day。Perfectinitsspecialtasteandculture,if,thatis,hetookdownandcarriedovertohisowncollectionthefourBarbizonpictureshehadgiventhem。Thestillsky—bluewalls,tilegreencurtainspatternedwithredflowersandferns;thecrewel—workedfire—screenbeforethecast—irongrate;themahoganycupboardwithglasswindows,fulloflittleknickknacks;thebeadedfootstools;Keats,Shelley,Southey,Cowper,Coleridge,Byron’sCorsair(butnothingelse),andtheVictorianpoetsinabookshelfrow;themarqueteriecabinetlinedwithdimredplush,fulloffamilyrelics:Hester’sfirstfan;thebucklesoftheirmother’sfather’sshoes;threebottledscorpions;andoneveryyellowelephant’stusk,senthomefromIndiabyGreat—uncleEdgarForsyte,whohadbeeninjute;ayellowbitofpaperproppedup,withspiderywritingonit,recordingGodknewwhat!Andthepicturescrowdingonthewalls——allwater—colourssavethosefourBarbizonslookingliketileforeignerstheywere,anddoubtfulcustomersatthat——picturesbrightandillustrative,"TellingtheBees,""HeyfortheFerry!"andtwointhestyleofFrith,allthimblerigandcrinolines,giventhembySwithin。Oh!many,manypicturesatwhichSoameshadgazedathousandtimesinsuperciliousfascination;amarvellouscollectionofbright,smoothgiltframes。

Andtheboudoir—grandpiano,beautifullydusted,hermeticallysealedasever;andAuntJuley’salbumofpressedseaweedonit。Andthegilt—leggedchairs,strongerthantheylooked。Andononesideofthefireplacethesofaofcrimsonsilk,whereAuntAnn,andafterherAuntJuley,hadbeenwonttosit,facingthelightandboltupright。

Andontheothersideofthefiretheonereallyeasychair,backtothelight,forAuntHester。Soamesscreweduphiseyes;heseemedtoseethemsittingthere。Ah!andtheatmosphere——evennow,oftoomanystuffsandwashedlacecurtains,lavenderinbags,anddriedbees’wings。’No,’hethought,’there’snothinglikeitleft;itoughttobepreserved。’And,byGeorge,theymightlaughatit,butforastandardofgentlelifeneverdepartedfrom,forfastidiousnessofskinandeyeandnoseandfeeling,itbeatto—dayhollow——to—daywithitsTubesandcars,itsperpetualsmoking,itscross—legged,bare—neckedgirlsvisibleuptothekneesanddowntothewaistifyoutookthetrouble(agreeabletothesatyrwithineachForsytebuthardlyhisideaofalady),withtheirfeet,too,screwedroundthelegsoftheirchairswhiletheyate,andtheir"Solongs,"andtheir"OldBeans,"andtheirlaughter——girlswhogavehimtheshudderswheneverhethoughtofFleurincontactwiththem;andthehard—eyed,capable,olderwomenwhomanagedlifeandgavehimtheshudderstoo。

No!hisoldaunts,iftheyneveropenedtheirminds,theireyes,orverymuchtheirwindows,atleasthadmanners,andastandard,andreverenceforpastandfuture。

Withratherachokyfeelingheclosedthedoorandwenttiptoeingup—

stairs。Helookedinataplaceontheway:H’m!inperfectorderoftheeighties,withasortofyellowoilskinpaperonthewalls。Atthetopofthestairshehesitatedbetweenfourdoors。WhichofthemwasTimothy’s?Andhelistened。Asound,asofachildslowlydraggingahobby—horseabout,cametohisears。ThatmustbeTimothy!Hetapped,andadoorwasopenedbySmither,veryredintheface。

Mr。Timothywastakinghiswalk,andshehadnotbeenabletogethimtoattend。IfMr。Soameswouldcomeintotheback—room,hecouldseehimthroughthedoor。

Soameswentintotheback—roomandstoodwatching。

ThelastoftheoldForsyteswasonhisfeet,movingwiththemostimpressiveslowness,andanairofperfectconcentrationonhisownaffairs,backwardandforwardbetweenthefootofhisbedandthewindow,adistanceofsometwelvefeet。Thelowerpartofhissquareface,nolongerclean—shaven,wascoveredwithsnowybeardclippedasshortasitcouldbe,andhischinlookedasbroadashisbrowwherethehairwasalsoquitewhite,whilenoseandcheeksandbrowwereagoodyellow。Onehandheldastoutstick,andtheothergraspedtheskirtofhisJaegerdressing—gown,fromunderwhichcouldbeseenhisbed—sockedanklesandfeetthrustintoJaegerslippers。Theexpressiononhisfacewasthatofacrossedchild,intentonsomethingthathehasnotgot。Eachtimeheturnedhestumpedthestick,andthendraggedit,asiftoshowthathecoulddowithoutit:

"Hestilllooksstrong,"saidSoamesunderhisbreath。

"Oh!yes,sir。Youshouldseehimtakehisbath——it’swonderful;hedoesenjoyitso。"

ThosequiteloudwordsgaveSoamesaninsight。Timothyhadresumedhisbabyhood。

"Doeshetakeanyinterestinthingsgenerally?"hesaid,alsoloud。

"OhIyes,sir;hisfoodandhisWill。It’squiteasighttoseehimturnitoverandover,nottoreadit,ofcourse;andeverynowandthenheasksthepriceofConsols,andIwriteitonaslateforhim—

verylarge。Ofcourse,Ialwayswritethesame,whattheywerewhenhelasttooknotice,in1914。WegotthedoctortoforbidhimtoreadthepaperwhentheWarbrokeout。Oh!hedidtakeonaboutthatatfirst。Buthesooncameround,becauseheknewittiredhim;andhe’sawondertoconserveenergyasheusedtocallitwhenmydearmistresseswerealive,blesstheirhearts!Howhedidgoonatthemaboutthat;theywerealwayssoactive,ifyouremember,Mr。Soames。"

"WhatwouldhappenifIweretogoin?"askedSoames:"Wouldherememberme?ImadehisWill,youknow,afterMissHesterdiedin1907。"

"Oh!that,sir,"repliedSmitherdoubtfully,"Icouldn’ttakeonmetosay。Ithinkhemight;hereallyisawonderfulmanforhisage。"

Soamesmovedintothedoorway,andwaitingforTimothytoturn,saidinaloudvoice:"UncleTimothy!"

Timothytrailedbackhalf—way,andhalted。

"Eh?"hesaid。

"Soames,"criedSoamesatthetopofhisvoice,holdingouthishand,"SoamesForsyte!"

"No!"saidTimothy,andstumpinghisstickloudlyonthefloor,hecontinuedhiswalk。

"Itdoesn’tseemtowork,"saidSoames。

"No,sir,"repliedSmither,rathercrestfallen;"yousee,hehasn’tfinishedhiswalk。Italwayswasonethingatatimewithhim。I

expecthe’llaskmethisafternoonifyoucameaboutthegas,andaprettyjobIshallhavetomakehimunderstand。"

"Doyouthinkheoughttohaveamanabouthim?"

Smitherheldupherhands。"Aman!Oh!no。Cookandmecanmanageperfectly。Astrangemanaboutwouldsendhimcrazyinnotime。Andmymistresseswouldn’tliketheideaofamaninthehouse。Besides,we’reso——proudofhim。"

"Isupposethedoctorcomes?"

"Everymorning。Hemakesspecialtermsforsuchaquantity,andMr。

Timothy’ssoused,hedoesn’ttakeabitofnotice,excepttoputouthistongue。"

"Well,"saidSoames,turningaway,"it’srathersadandpainfultome。"

"Oh!sir,"returnedSmitheranxiously,"youmustn’tthinkthat。Nowthathecan’tworryaboutthings,hequiteenjoyshislife,reallyhedoes。AsIsaytoCook,Mr。Timothyismoreofamanthanheeverwas。Yousee,whenhe’snotwalkin’,ortakin’hisbath,he’seatin’,andwhenhe’snoteatin’,he’ssleepin’;andthereitis。

Thereisn’tanacheoracareabouthimanywhere。"

"Well,"saidSoames,"there’ssomethinginthat。I’llgodown。Bytheway,letmeseehisWill。"

"Ishouldhavetotakemytimeaboutthat,sir;hekeepsitunderhispillow,andhe’dseeme,whilehe’sactive。"

"Ionlywanttoknowifit’stheoneImade,"saidSoames;"youtakealookatitsdatesometime,andletmeknow。"

"Yes,sir;butI’msureit’sthesame,becausemeandCookwitnessed,youremember,andthere’sournamesonitstill,andwe’veonlydoneitonce。"

"Quite,"saidSoames。Hedidremember。SmitherandJanehadbeenproperwitnesses,havingbeenleftnothingintheWillthattheymighthavenointerestinTimothy’sdeath。Ithadbeen——hefullyadmitted——analmostimproperprecaution,butTimothyhadwishedit,and,afterall,AuntHesterhadprovidedforthemamply。

"Verywell,"hesaid;"good—bye,Smither。Lookafterhim,andifheshouldsayanythingatanytime,putitdown,andletmeknow。"

"OhIyes,Mr。Soames;I’llbesuretodothat。It’sbeensuchapleasantchangetoseeyou。CookwillbequiteexcitedwhenItellher。"

Soamesshookherhandandwentdown—stairs。Hestoodforfullytwominutesbythehat—standwhereonhehadhunghishatsomanytimes。

’Soitallpasses,’hewasthinking;’passesandbeginsagain。Pooroldchap!’Andhelistened,ifperchancethesoundofTimothytrailinghishobby—horsemightcomedownthewellofthestairs;orsomeghostofanoldfaceshowoverthebannisters,andanoldvoicesay:’Why,it’sdearSoames,andwewereonlysayingthatwehadn’tseenhimforaweek!’

Nothing——nothing!Justthescentofcamphor,anddust—motesinasunbeamthroughthefanlightoverthedoor。Thelittleoldhouse!A

mausoleum!And,turningonhisheel,hewentout,andcaughthistrain。

V

THENATIVEHEATH

"Hisfoot’suponhisnativeheath,Hisname’s——ValDartie。"

WithsomesuchfeelingdidValDartie,inthefortiethyearofhisage,setoutthatsameThursdaymorningveryearlyfromtheoldmanor—househehadtakenonthenorthsideoftheSussexDowns。HisdestinationwasNewmarket,andhehadnotbeentheresincetheautumnof1899,whenhestoleoverfromOxfordfortheCambridgeshire。Hepausedatthedoortogivehiswifeakiss,andputaflaskofportintohispocket。

"Don’tovertireyourleg,Val,anddon’tbettoomuch。"

Withthepressureofherchestagainsthisown,andhereyeslookingintohis,Valfeltbothlegandpocketsafe。Heshouldbemoderate;

Hollywasalwaysright——shehadanaturalaptitude。Itdidnotseemsoremarkabletohim,perhaps,asitmighttoothers,that——halfDartieashewas——heshouldhavebeenperfectlyfaithfultohisyoungfirstcousinduringthetwentyyearssincehemarriedherromanticallyoutintheBoerWar;andfaithfulwithoutanyfeelingofsacrificeorboredom——shewassoquick,soslylyalwaysalittleinfrontofhismood。Beingfirstcousinstheyhaddecided,ratherneedlessly,tohavenochildren;and,thoughalittlesallower,shehadkeptherlooks,herslimness,andthecolourofherdarkhair。

Valparticularlyadmiredthelifeofherownshecarriedon,besidescarryingonhis,andridingbettereveryyear。Shekeptuphermusic,shereadanawfullot——novels,poetry,allsortsofstuff。

OutontheirfarminCapecolonyshehadlookedafterallthe"nigger"babiesandwomeninamiraculousmanner。Shewas,infact,clever;yetmadenofussaboutit,andhadno"side。"Thoughnotremarkableforhumility,Valhadcometohavethefeelingthatshewashissuperior,andhedidnotgrudgeit——agreattribute。ItmightbenotedthatheneverlookedatHollywithoutherknowingofit,butthatshelookedathimsometimesunawares。

Hehadkissedherintheporchbecauseheshouldnotbedoingsoontheplatform,thoughshewasgoingtothestationwithhim,todrivethecarback。TannedandwrinkledbyColonialweatherandthewilesinseparablefromhorses,andhandicappedbythelegwhich,weakenedintheBoerWar,hadprobablysavedhislifeintheWarjustpast,Valwasstillmuchashehadbeeninthedaysofhiscourtship;hissmileaswideandcharming,hiseyelashes,ifanything,thickeranddarker,hiseyesscrewedupunderthem,asbrightagrey,hisfrecklesratherdeeper,hishairalittlegrizzledatthesides。Hegavetheimpressionofonewhohaslivedactivelywithhorsesinasunnyclimate。

Twistingthecarsharproundatthegate,hesaid:

"WhenisyoungJoncoming?"

"To—day。"

"Isthereanythingyouwantforhim?IcouldbringitdownonSaturday。"

"No;butyoumightcomebythesametrainasFleur——one—forty。"

ValgavetheFordfullrein;hestilldrovelikeamaninanewcountryonbadroads,whorefusestocompromise,andexpectsheavenateveryhole。

"That’sayoungwomanwhoknowsherwayabout,"hesaid。"Isay,hasitstruckyou?"

"Yes,"saidHolly。

"UncleSoamesandyourDad——bitawkward,isn’tit?"

"Shewon’tknow,andhewon’tknow,andnothingmustbesaid,ofcourse。It’sonlyforfivedays,Val。"

"Stablesecret!Righto!"IfHollythoughtitsafe,itwas。

Glancingslylyroundathim,shesaid:"Didyounoticehowbeautifullysheaskedherself?"

"No!"

"Well,shedid。Whatdoyouthinkofher,Val?"

"Prettyandclever;butshemightrunoutatanycornerifshegothermonkeyup,Ishouldsay。"

"I’mwondering,"Hollymurmured,"whethersheisthemodernyoungwoman。Onefeelsatseacominghomeintoallthis。"

"You?Yougetthehangofthingssoquick。"

Hollyslidherhandintohiscoat—pocket。

"Youkeeponeintheknow,"saidValencouraged。"WhatdoyouthinkofthatBelgianfellow,Profond?"

"Ithinkhe’srather’agooddevil。’"

Valgrinned。

"Heseemstomeaqueerfishforafriendofourfamily。Infact,ourfamilyisinprettyqueerwaters,withUncleSoamesmarryingaFrenchwoman,andyourDadmarryingSoames’sfirst。Ourgrandfatherswouldhavehadfits!"

"Sowouldanybody’s,mydear。"

"Thiscar,"Valsaidsuddenly,"wantsrousing;shedoesn’tgetherhindlegsunderheruphill。IshallhavetogiveherherheadontheslopeifI’mtocatchthattrain。"

Therewasthatabouthorseswhichhadpreventedhimfromeverreallysympathisingwithacar,andtherunningoftheFordunderhisguidancecomparedwithitsrunningunderthatofHollywasalwaysnoticeable。Hecaughtthetrain。

"Takecaregoinghome;she’llthrowyoudownifshecan。Good—bye,darling。"

"Good—bye,"calledHolly,andkissedherhand。

Inthetrain,afterquarterofanhour’sindecisionbetweenthoughtsofHolly,hismorningpaper,thelookofthebrightday,andhisdimmemoryofNewmarket,Valplungedintotherecessesofasmallsquarebook,allnames,pedigrees,tap—roots,andnotesaboutthemakeandshapeofhorses。TheForsyteinhimwasbentontheacquisitionofacertainstrainofblood,andhewassubduingresolutelyasyettheDartiehankeringforaNutter。OngettingbacktoEngland,aftertheprofitablesaleofhisSouthAfricanfarmandstud,andobservingthatthesunseldomshone,Valhadsaidtohimself:"I’veabsolutelygottohaveaninterestinlife,orthiscountrywillgivemetheblues。Hunting’snotenough,I’llbreedandI’lltrain。"Withjustthatextrapinchofshrewdnessanddecisionimpartedbylongresidenceinanewcountry,Valhadseentheweakpointofmodernbreeding。Theywereallhypnotisedbyfashionandhighprice。Heshouldbuyforlooks,andletnamesgohang!Andherehewasalready,hypnotisedbytheprestigeofacertainstrainofblood!

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