第15章
"AndhereIam!"shelaughed,completelyunderstanding。"Ithinkwe"relikethosetwoinTheCloisterandtheHearth。I"mjusttheroughBurgundiancross—bowman,Denys,whofollowedthatgentleGerardandtoldeverybodythatthedevilwasdead。"
"Heisn"t,though,"saidBibbs,asahoarselittlebellinthenextroombeganaseriesofsnappingswhichprovedtobeten,uponcount。"HegetsintotheclockwheneverI"mwithyou。"And,sighingdeeply,herosetogo。
"You"realwaysverypromptaboutleavingme。"
"I——Itrytobe,"hesaid。"Itisn"teasytobecarefulnottoriskeverythingbygivingmyselfalittlemoreatatime。IfIeversawyoulooktired——"
"Haveyouever?"
"Notyet。Youalwayslook——youalwayslook——"
"How?"
"Care—free。That"sit。Exceptwhenyoufeelsorryformeaboutsomething,youalwayshavethatsplendidlook。Itputscourageintopeopletoseeit。
IfIhadastruggletofaceI"dkeeprememberingthatlook——andI"dnevergiveup!It"sabravelook,too,asthoughgaietymightbeakindofgallantryonyourpart,andyetIdon"tquiteunderstandwhyitshouldbe,either。"Hesmiledquizzically,lookingdownuponher。"Mary,youhaven"ta"secretsorrow,"haveyou?"
Foranswersheonlylaughed。
"No,"hesaid;"Ican"timagineyouwithacareintheworld。Ithinkthat"swhyyouweresokindtome——youhavenothingbuthappinessinyourownlife,andsoyoucouldsparetimetomakemytroublesturntohappiness,too。Butthere"sonelittletimeinthetwenty—fourhourswhenI"mnothappy。It"snow,whenIhavetosaygoodnight。Ifeeldismaleverytimeitcomes——andthen,whenI"veleftthehouse,there"sabadlittleblankness,ablackvoid,asthoughIweretemporarilydead;anditlastsuntilIgetitestablishedinmymindthatI"mreallybeginninganotherdaythat"stoendwithYOUagain。
ThenIcheerup。Butnow"sthebadtime——andImustgothroughit,andso——goodnight。"Andheaddedwithapungentvehemenceofwhichhewaslittleaware,"Ihateit!"
"Doyou?"shesaid,risingtogotothedoorwithhim。Buthestoodmotionless,gazingatherwonderingly。
"Mary!Youreyesareso——"Hestopped。
"Yes?"Butshelookedquicklyaway。
"Idon"tknow,"hesaid。"Ithoughtjustthen——"
"Whatdidyouthink?"
"Idon"tknow——itseemedtomethattherewassomethingIoughttounderstand——anddidn"t。"
Shelaughedandmethiswonderinggazeagainfrankly。"Myeyesarepleased,"
shesaid。"I"mgladthatyoumissmealittleafteryougo。"
"Butto—morrow"scomingfasterthanotherdaysifyou"llletit,"hesaid。
Sheinclinedherhead。"Yes。I"ll——"letit"!"
"Goingtochurch,"saidBibbs。"ItISgoingtochurchwhenIgowithyou!"
Shewenttothefrontdoorwithhim;shealwayswentthatfar。Theyhadformedalittlecodeofleave—taking,byhabit,neitherofthemeverspeakingofit;butitwasalwaysthesame。Shealwaysstoodinthedoorwayuntilhereachedthesidewalk,andtherehealwaysturnedandlookedback,andshewavedherhandtohim。Thenhewenton,halfwaytotheNewHouse,andlookedbackagain,andMarywasnotinthedoorway,butthedoorwasopenandthelightshone。Itwasasifshemeanttotellhimthatshewouldnevershuthimout;hecouldalwaysseethatfriendlylightoftheopendoorway——asifitwereopenforhimtocomeback,ifhewould。HecouldseeituntilawingoftheNewHousecamebetween,whenhewentupthepath。Theopendoorwayseemedtohimthebeautifulsymbolofherfriendship——ofherthoughtofhim;asymbolofherselfandofherineffablekindness。
Andshekeptthedooropen——evento—night,thoughthesleetandfinesnowsweptinuponherbarethroatandarms,andherbrownhairwasstrewnwithtinywhitestars。Hisheartleapedasheturnedandsawthatshewasthere,wavingherhandtohim,asifshedidnotknowthatthestormtouchedher。
Whenhehadgoneon,Marydidasshealwaysdid——shewentintoanunlitroomacrossthehallfromthatinwhichtheyhadspenttheevening,and,lookingfromthewindow,watchedhimuntilhewasoutofsight。Thestormmadethatdifficultto—night,butshecaughtaglimpseofhimunderthestreet—lampthatstoodbetweenthetwohouses,andsawthatheturnedtolookbackagain。
Then,andnotbefore,shelookedattheupperwindowsofRoscoe"shouseacrossthestreet。Theyweredark。Marywaited,butafteralittlewhilesheclosedthefrontdoorandreturnedtoherwindow。AmomentlatertwooftheupperwindowsofRoscoe"shouseflashedintolightandahandloweredtheshadeofoneofthem。Maryfeltthecoldthen——itwasthethirdnightshehadseenthosewindowslightedandtheshadelowered,justafterBibbshadgone。
ButBibbshadnoglancetospareforRoscoe"swindows。Hestoppedforhislastlookbackattheopendoor,and,withathinmantleofwhitealreadyuponhisshoulders,madehisway,gaspinginthewind,totheleeoftheshelteringwingoftheNewHouse。
AstrickenGeorge,mutteringhoarsely,admittedhim,andBibbsbecameawareofaparoxysmwithinthehouse。Terriblesoundscamefromthelibrary:Sheridancursingasneverbefore;hiswifesobbing,hervoicerisingtoanagonizedsquealofprotestuponeachofaseriesofmuffleddetonations——theoutrageousthumpingofabandagedhanduponwood;thenGurney,sharplyimperious,"Keepyourhandinthatsling!Keepyourhandinthatsling,I
say!"
"LOOK!"Georgegasped,delightedtoplayheraldforsoimportantatragedy;
andhereneweduponhisfacetheghastlyexpressionwithwhichhehadfirstbeheldtheruinshiscalamitousgesturelaidbeforetheeyesofBibbs。"Lookat"atlamidalstatue!"
Gazingdownthehall,Bibbssawheroicwreckage,seeminglyByzantine——paintedcolossalfragmentsoftheshatteredtorso,appallinglyhuman;andgildedandsilveredheapsofmagnificencestrewnamongruinouspalmslikethespoilofabarbarians"battle。Therehadbeenamassacreintheoasis——theMoorhadbeenhurledheadlongfromhispedestal。
"Hehit"atolelamidalstatue,"saidGeorge。"POW!"
"Myfather?"
"YESshu!POW!hehit"er!An"you"maruntellmegitdoctuhquick"sIkintelefoam——shesho"you"pagoin"bus"ablood—vessel。Heain"ttakin"on"tallNOW。Heain"tnothin""talltowhathewas"whileago。Youdonemiss"
it,Mist"Bibbs。Doctuhgothimallquiet"down,towhathewas。POW!hehit"er!Yessuh!"HetookBibbs"scoatandprofferedacrumpledtelegraphform。
"Herewhatcome,"hesaid。"Ipick"erupwhenhedonestompin"on"er。Youread"er,Mist"Bibbs——you"matellmetuhn"erovuhtoyousoon"syoucomein。"
Bibbsreadthetelegramquickly。ItwasfromNewYorkandaddressedtoMrs。
Sheridan。
SureyouwillallapprovestephavetakenaswassowretchedmyhealthwouldprobablysufferedseverelyRobertandIweremarriedthisafternoonthoughtbesthavequietweddingabsolutelysureyouwillunderstandwisdomofstepwhenyouknowRobertbetteramhappiestwomaninworldareleavingforFloridawillwireaddresswhensettledwillremaintillspringlovetoallfatherwilllikehimtoowhenknowshimlikeIdoheisjustideal。
EdithLamhorn。
Georgedeparted,andBibbswasleftgazinguponchaosandlisteningtothunder。Hecouldnotreachthestairwaywithoutpassingtheopendoorsofthelibrary,andhewasconvincedthatthemereglimpseofhim,justthen,wouldprovenothinglessthaninsufferableforhisfather。Forthatreasonhewasabouttomakehisescapeintothegold—and—brocaderoom,intendingtokeepoutofsight,whenheheardSheridanvociferouslydemandinghispresence。
"Tellhimtocomeinhere!He"soutthere。IheardGeorgejustlethimin。
Nowyou"llSEE!"Andtear—stainedMrs。Sheridan,lookingoutintothehall,beckonedtoherson。
Bibbswentasfarasthedoorway。Gurneysatwindingastripofwhitecotton,hisblackbagopenuponachairnearby;andSheridanwasstridingupanddown,hishandsoheavilywrappedinfreshbandagesthatheseemedtobewearingasmallboxing—glove。Hiseyeswerebloodshot;hisforeheadwasheavilybedewed;onesideofhiscollarhadbrokenloose,andtherewereblood—stainsuponhisrightcuff。
"THERE"Sourlittlesunshine!"hecried,asBibbsappeared。"THERE"Sthehopeo"thefamily——mylifelongprideandjoy!Iwant——"
"Keepyouhandinthatsling,"saidGurney,sharply。
Sheridanturneduponhim,utteringasoundlikeahowl。"ForGod"ssake,singanothertune!"hecried。"Yousaidyou"cameasadoctorbutstayasafriend,"andinthatcapacityyouundertaketositupandcriticizeME——"
"Oh,talksense,"saidthedoctor,andyawnedintentionally。"WhatdoyouwantBibbstosay?"
"Youweresittin"uptheretellin"meIgot"hysterical"——"hysterical,"ohLord!YousatupthereandtoldmeIgot"hysterical"overnothin"!Yousatuptheretellin"meIdidn"thaveasheavyburdensasmanyanothermanyouknew。IjustwantyoutohearTHIS。Nowlisten!"Heswungtowardthequietfigurewaitinginthedoorway。"Bibbs,willyoucomedown—townwithmeMondaymorningandletmestartyouwithtwovice—presidencies,adirectorship,stock,andsalaries?Iaskyou。"
"No,father,"saidBibbs,gently。
SheridanlookedatGurneyandthenfacedhissononcemore。
"Bibbs,youwanttostayintheshop,doyou,atninedollarsaweek,insteadoftakin"upmyoffer?"
"Yes,sir。"
"AndI"dlikethedoctortohear:What"llyoudoifIdecideyou"retoohigh—pricedaworkin"—maneithertoliveinmyhouseorworkinmyshop?"
"Findotherwork,"saidBibbs。
"There!Youhearhimforyourself!"Sheridancried。"Youhearwhat——"
"Keepyouhandinthatsling!Yes,Ihearhim。"
SheridanleanedoverGurneyandshouted,inavoicethatcrackedandbroke,pipingintofalsetto:"Hethinksofbein"aPLUMBER!HewantstobeaPLUMBER!Hetoldmehecouldn"tTHINKifhewentintobusiness——hewantstobeaplumbersohecanTHINK!"
Hefellbackastep,wipinghisforheadwiththebackofhislefthand。
"There!That"smyson!That"stheonlysonIgotnow!That"smychancetolive,"hecried,withabitternessthatseemedtoleaveashesinhisthroat。
"That"smyonechancetolive——thatthingyouseeinthedoorwayyonder!"
Dr。Gurneythoughtfullyregardedthebandagestriphehadbeenwinding,andtosseditintotheopenbag。"What"sthematterwithgivingBibbsachancetolive?"hesaid,coolly。"IwouldifIwereyou。You"vehadTWOthatwentintobusiness。"
Sheridan"smouthmovedgrotesquelybeforehecouldspeak。"JoeGurney,"hesaid,whenhecouldcommandhimselfsofar,"areyouaccusin"meoftheresponsibilityforthedeathofmysonJames?"
"Iaccuseyouofnothing,"saidthedoctor。"ButjustonceI"dliketohaveitoutwithyouonthequestionofBibbs——andwhilehe"shere,too。"Hegotup,walkedtothefire,andstoodwarminghishandsbehindhisbackandsmiling。"Lookhere,oldfellow,let"sbereasonable,"hesaid。"YouwereboundBibbsshouldgototheshopagain,andIgaveyouandhim,both,tounderstandprettyplainlythatifhewentitwasattheriskofhislife。
Well,whatdidhedo?Hesaidhewantedtogo。Andhedidgo,andhe"smadegoodthere。Now,see:Isn"tthatenough?Can"tyoulethimoffnow?Hewantstowrite,andhowdoyouknowthathecouldn"tdoitifyougavehimachance?Howdoyouknowhehasn"tsomemessage——somethingtosaythatmightmaketheworldjustalittlebithappierorwiser?HeMIGHT——intime——it"sapossibilitynottobedenied。Nowhecan"tdeliveranymessageifhegoesdowntherewithyou,andhewon"tHAVEanytodeliver。Idon"tsaygoingdownwithyouislikelytoinjurehishealth,asIthoughttheshopwould,andastheshopdid,thefirsttime。I"mnotspeakingasdoctornow,anyhow。ButI
tellyouonethingIknow:ifyoutakehimdownthereyou"llkillsomethingthatIfeelisinhim,andit"sfiner,Ithink,thanhisphysicalbody,andyou"llkillitdeaderthanadoor—nail!Andsowhynotletitlive?You"veaboutcometotheendofyourstring,oldfellow。WhynotstopthisperpetualdevilishfightingandgiveBibbshischance?"
Sheridanstoodlookingathimfixedly。"What"fighting?""
"Yours——withnature。"Gurneysustainedthedauntinggazeofhisfierceantagonistequably。"Youdon"tseemtounderstandthatyou"vebeenstrugglingagainstactuallaw。"
"Whatlaw?"
"Naturallaw,"saidGurney。"WhatdoyouthinkbeatyouwithEdith?DidEdith,herself,beatyou?Didn"tsheobeywithoutquestionsomethingpowerfulthatwasagainstyou?EDITHwasn"tagainstyou,andyouweren"tagainstHER,butyousetyourselfagainstthepowerthathadherinitsgrip,anditshotoutaspurtofflame——andwoninawalk!What"stakenRoscoefromyou?
Timbersbearjustsomuchstrain,oldman;butYOUwantedtosendtheloadacrossthebrokenbridge,andyouthoughtyoucouldbullyorcoaxthecrackedthingintostanding。Well,youcouldn"t!Nowhere"sBibbs。Therearethousandsofmenfitforthelifeyouwanthimtolead——andsoishe。Itwouldn"ttakehalfofBibbs"sbrainstobetwiceasgoodabusinessmanasJimandRoscoeputtogether。"
"WHAT!"Sheridangoggledathimlikeazany。
"YoursonBibbs,"saidthedoctor,composedly,"BibbsSheridanhasthekindandquantityof"graymatter"thatwillmakehimasuccessinanything——ifheeverwakesup!PersonallyIshouldpreferhimtoremainasleep。Ilikehimthatway。Butthethousandsofmenfitforthelifeyouwanthimtoleadaren"tfittodomuchwiththelifeheOUGHTtolead。Blindly,he"sbeenfightingforthechancetoleadit——he"sobeyingsomethingthatbegstostayalivewithinhim;and,blindly,heknowsyou"llcrushitout。You"vesetyourwilltodoit。Letmetellyousomethingmore。Youdon"tknowwhatyou"vebecomesinceJim"sgoingthwartedyou——andthat"swhatwasuppermost,abafflementstrongerthanyournormalgrief。You"rehalfmadwithaconsumingfuryagainsttheveryselfofthelaw——foritwastheveryselfofthelawthattookJimfromyou。Thatwasalawconcerningthecohesionofmolecules。
TheveryselfofthelawtookRoscoefromyouandgaveEdiththecertaintyofbeatingyou;andtheveryselfofthelawmakesBibbsdenyyouto—night。TheLAWbeatsyou。Haven"tyoubeenwhippedenough?Butyouwanttowhipthelaw——you"vesetyourselfagainstit,tobendittoyourownends,towielditandtwistit——"
ThevoicebrokefromSheridan"sheavingchestinashout。"Yes!AndbyGod,Iwill!"
"SoAjaxdefiedthelightning,"saidGurney。
"I"veheardthatdam"—foolstory,too,"Sheridanretorted,fiercely。"That"sforchuldernandniggers。Itain"ttwentiethcentury,letmetellyou!
"Defiedthelighning,"didhe,thejackass!Ifhe"dbeenhalfamanhe"d"a"
gotawaywithit。WEdon"tgoshowin"offdefyin"thelightning——wehitchitupandmakeitworkforuslikeablack—steer!Amannowadayswouldjustassoonthinko"defyin"awood—shed!"
"Well,whataboutBibbs?"saidGurney。"Willyoubeareallybigmannowand——"
"Gurney,youknowalotaboutbigness!"Sheridanbegantowalktoandfroagain,andthedoctorreturnedgloomilytohischair。Hehadshothisboltthemomenthejudgeditschancetostrikecenterwasbest,butthetargetseemedunawareofthemarksman。
"I"mtryin"tomakeabigmanouto"thatpoortruckyonder,"Sheridanwenton,"andyoustepin,beggin"metolethimbeLordknowswhat——Idon"t!I
supposeyoufigureitoutthatnowIgotaSON—IN—LAW,Imightn"tneedason!
Yes,Igotason—in—lawnow——aspender!"
"Oh,putyourhandback!"saidGurney,wearily。
Therewasabronzeinkstanduponthetable。Sheridanputhisrighthandinthesling,butwithhisleftheswepttheinkstandfromthetableandhalf—wayacrosstheroom——acometwithadestroyingblacktail。Mrs。Sheridanshriekedandsprangtowardit。
"Letitlay!"heshouted,fiercely。"Letitlay!"And,weeping,sheobeyed。
"Yes,sir,"hewenton,inavoicethemoreominousforthesuddenhushheputuponit。"Igotaspenderforason—in—law!It"swonderfulwherepropertygoes,sometimes。TherewasolemanTracy——yourememberhim,Doc——J。R。Tracy,solidbanker。Hewentintothebankasmessenger,seventeenyearsold;hewaspresidentatforty—three,andhebuiltthatbankwithhislifeforfortyyearsmore。Hewasdowntherefromnineinthemorninguntilfourintheafternoonthedaybeforehedied——overeighty!Giltedge,thatbank?Itwasdiamondedge!Heusedtoeatabago"peanutsandandappleforlunch;buthewasn"tstingy——hewasjustlivin"inhisbusiness。Hedidn"tcareforpieorautomobiles——hehadhisbank。Itwasaninstitution,anditcomeprettynearbein"thebeatin"hearto"thistowninitstime。Well,thatolemanusedtopassoneo"thesehereturned—up—noseandturned—up—pantscigaretteboysonthestreets。Neverspoketohim,Tracydidn"t。Speaktohim?God!hewouldn"t"a"coughedonhim!Hewouldn"t"a"lethimcleanthecuspidorsatthebank!Why,ifhe"d"a"justseenhimstandin"inFRONTthebankhe"d"a"
hadhimrunoffthestreet。AndyetallTracywasdoin"everydayofhislifewasworkin"forthatcigaretteboy!Tracythoughtitwasforthebank;
hethoughthewasgivin"hislifeandhislife—bloodandthebloodofhisbrainforthebank,buthewasn"t。Itwaseverybit——fromthetimehewentinatseventeentillhediedinharnessateighty—three——itwaseverylastlickofitjustslavin"forthatturned—up—nose,turned—up—pantscigaretteboy。
ANDTRACYDIDN"TEVENKNOWHISNAME!Hedied,noteverhavin"heardit,thoughhechasedhimoffthefrontstepsofhishouseonce。ThedayafterTracydiedhisold—maiddaughtermarriedthecigarette——andthereAIN"TanyTracybankanymore!Andnow"——hisvoiceroseagain——"andnowIgotacigaretteson—in—law!"
Gurneypointedtotheflourishingrighthandwithoutspeaking,andSheridanoncemorereturnedittothesling。
"Myson—in—lawlikesFloridathiswinter,"Sheridanwenton。"That"sgood,andmyson—in—lawbetterenjoyit,becauseIdon"tthinkhe"llbetherenextwinter。Theygottwelve—thousanddollarstospend,andIhearitcanbedoneinFloridabyrichsons—in—law。WhenRoscoe"swomangotmetospendthatmuchonaporchfortheirnewhouse,Edithwouldn"tgivemeaminute"sresttillI
turnedoverthesametoher。Andshe"sgotit,besideswhatIgavehertogoEaston。It"llbegonelongbeforethistimenextyear,andwhenshecomeshomeandleavesthecigarettebehind——forgood——she"llgetsomemore。MY
nameain"tTracy,andthereain"tgoin"tobeanyTracybusinessintheSheridanfamily。Andthereain"tgoin"tobeanycollegefoundin"andendowin"andtrusteein",norGod—knows—whattokeepmypropertyalivewhenI"mgone!Edith"llbeback,andshe"llgetagirl"ssharewhenshe"sthroughwiththatcigarette,but——"
"Bytheway,"interposedGurney,"didn"tMrs。SheridantellmethatBibbswarnedyouEdithwouldmarryLamhorninNewYork?"
Sheridanwentcompletelytopieces:heswore,whilehiswifescreamedandstoppedherears。Andashesworehepoundedthetablewithhiswoundedhand,andwhenthedoctor,afterstormingathimineffectively,sprangtocatchandprotectthathand,Sheridanwrencheditaway,tearingthebandage。Hehammeredthetabletillitleaped。
"Fool!"hepanted,choking。"Ifhe"sshowngumptionenoughtoguessrightthefirsttimeinhislife,it"senoughformetobeginlearnin"himon!"And,strugglingwiththedoctor,heleanedtowardBibbs,thrustingforwardhisconvulsedface,whichwasdeathlypale。"Mynameain"tTracy,Itellyou!"hescreamed,hoarsely。"Yougivein,youstubbornfool!I"vehadmywaywithyoubefore,andI"llhavemywaywithyounow!"
Bibbs"sfacewasaswhiteashisfather"s,buthekeptrememberingthat"splendidlook"ofMary"swhichhehadtoldherwouldgivehimcourageinastruggle,sothathewould"nevergiveup。"
"No。Youcan"thaveyourway,"hesaid。Andthen,obeyingasignificantmotionofGurney"shead,hewentoutquickly,leavingthemstruggling。
Mrs。Sheridan,inawrapper,noiselesslyopenedthedoorofherhusband"sroomatdaybreakthenextmorning,andpeeredwithinthedarkenedchamber。Atthe"old"housetheyhadsharedaroom,butthearchitecthadchosentoseparatethemattheNew,andtheyhadnotknownhowtoformulateanobjection,althoughtobothofthemsomethingseemedvaguelyreprehensibleinthenewarrangement。
Sheridandidnotstir,andshewaswithdrawingherheadfromtheaperturewhenhespoke。
"Oh,I"m,AWAKE!Comein,ifyouwantto,andshutthedoor。"
Shecameandsatbythebed。"Iwokeupthinkin"aboutit,"sheexplained。
"AndthemoreIthoughtaboutitthesurerIgotImustberight,andIknewyou"dbetormentin"yourselfifyouwasawake,so——well,yougotplentyothertroubles,butI"mjustsureyouain"tgoin"tohavetheworrywithBibbsitlookslike。"
"YouBETIain"t!"hegrunted。
"Lookhowbiddablehewasaboutgoin"backtotheWorks,"shecontinued。"He"sarightgood—heartedboy,really,andsometimesIhonestlyhavetosayheseemsrightsmart,too。Nowandthenhe"llsaysomethingsoundsrightbright。
"Course,mostalwaysitdoesn"t,andagooddealofthetime,whenhesaysthings,why,Ihavetofeelgladwehaven"tgotcompany,becausethey"dthinkhedidn"thaveanygumptionatall。Yet,lookatthewayhedidwhenJim——whenJimgothurt。Hetookrightholdo"things。"Coursehe"dbeensickhimselfsomuchandall——andtherestofusneverhad,much,andwewerekindo"greenaboutwhattodointhatkindo"trouble——still,hedidtakehold,andeverythingwentoffallright;you"llhavetosaythatmuch,papa。AndDr。
Gurneysayshe"sgotbrains,andyoucan"tdenybutwhatthedoctor"srightconsiderableofaman。Heactssleepy,butthat"sonlybecausehe"sgotsuchalargepractice——he"saprettywide—awakekindofamansomeways。Well,whathesayslastnightaboutBibbshimselfbein"asleep,andhowmuchhe"damounttoifheeverwokeup——that"swhatIgottothinkin"about。Youheardhim,papa;hesays,"Bibbs"llbeabiggerbusinessmanthanwhatJimandRoscoewasputtogether——ifheeverwakesup,"hesays。Wasn"tthatexactlywhathesays?"
"Isupposeso,"saidSheridan,withoutexhibitinganyinterest。"Gurney"scrazier"nBibbs,butifhewasn"t——ifwhathesayswastrue——whatofit?"
"Listen,papa。JustsupposeBibbstookitintohismindtogetmarried。Youknowwherehegoesallthetime——"
"Oh,Lord,yes!"Sheridanturnedoverinthebed,hisfacetothewall,leavingvisibleofhimselfonlythethickgrizzleofhishair。"Youbettergobacktosleep。Herunsoverthere——everyminuteshe"lllethim,Isuppose。
Gobacktobed。There"snothin"init。"
"WHYain"tthere?"sheurged。"Iknowbetter——thereis,too!Youwaitandsee。There"sjustonethingintheworldthat"llwakethesleepiestyoungmanaliveup——yes,andmakehimJUMPup——andIdon"tcarewhoheisorhowsoundasleepitlookslikeheis。That"swhenhetakesitintohisheadtopickoutsomegirlandsettledownandhaveahomeandchuldernofhisown。
THEN,Iguess,he"llgooutafterthemoney!You"llsee。I"veknowndozenso"
cases,andso"veyou——moony,no—"countyoungmen,allnotionsandtalk,goin"
tobeministers,maybeorsomething;andthere"sjustthisonethingtakesitoutof"emandbrings"emrightdowntobusiness。Well,InevercouldmakeoutjustwhatitisBibbswantstobe,really;doesn"tseemhewantstobeaministerexactly——he"ssofar—awayyoucan"ttell,andheneverSAYS——butI
knowthisisgoin"togethimrightdowntocommonsense。Now,Idon"tsaythatBibbshasgottheideainhisheadyet——"relsehewouldn"tbetalkin"
thatfool—talkaboutninedollarsaweekbein"goodenoughforhimtoliveon。
Butit"sCOMIN",papa,andhe"llJUMPforwhateveryouwanttohandhimout。
Hewill!AndIcantellyouthismuch,too:he"llwantallthesalaryandstockhecangetholdof,andhe"llhustletokeepgettin"more。Thatgirl"sthekindthatayounghusbandjustgoescrazytogivethingsto!She"sprettyandfine—lookin",andthingslookniceonher,andIguessshe"dliketohave"emaboutaswellasthenext。AndIguesssheisn"tgettin"manythesedays,either,andshe"llbeprettyreadyforthechange。Isawherwithhersleevesrolledupatthekitchenwindowtheotherday,andJacksontoldmeyesterdaytheircooklefttwoweeksago,andtheyhaven"ttriedtohireanotherone。Hesaysherandhermotherbeendoin"thehouseworkagoodwhile,andnowthey"redoin"thecookin,"too。"CourseBibbswouldn"tknowthatunlessshe"stoldhim,andIreckonshewouldn"t;she"skindo"stiffish—lookin",andBibbsistooupinthecloudstonoticeanythinglikethatforhimself。They"veneveraskedhimtoamealinthehouse,buthewouldn"tnoticethat,either——he"skindofinnocent。NowIwasthinkin"——youknow,Idon"tsupposewe"vehardlymentionedthegirl"snameattablesinceJimwent,butitseemstomemaybeif——"
Sheridanflungouthisarms,utteringasoundhalf—groan,half—yawn。"You"rebarkin"upthewrongtree!Goonbacktobed,mamma!"
"WhyamI?"shedemanded,crossly。"WhyamIbarkin"upthewrongtree?"
"Becauseyouare。There"snothin"init。"
"I"llbetyou,"shesaid,rising——"I"llbetyouhegoestochurchwithherthismorning。Whatyouwanttobet?"
"Gobacktobed,"hecommanded。"IKNOWwhatI"mtalkin"about;there"snothin"init,Itellyou。"
Sheshookherheadperplexedly。"Youthinkbecause——becauseJimwasrunnin"
somuchwithheritwouldn"tlookright?"
"No。Nothin"todowithit。"
"Then——doyouknowsomethingaboutitthatyouain"ttoldme?"
"Yes,Ido,"hegrunted。"Nowgoon。MaybeIcangetalittlesleep。I
ain"thadanyyet!"
"Well——"Shewenttothedoor,herexpressiondowncast。"Ithoughtmaybe——but——"Shecoughedprefatorily。"Oh,papa,somethingelseIwantedtotellyou。Iwastalkin"toRoscoeoverthe"phonelastnightwhenthetelegramcame,soIforgottotellyou,but——well,Sibylwantstocomeoverthisafternoon。Roscoesaysshehassomethingshewantstosaytous。It"llbethefirsttimeshe"sbeenoutsinceshewasabletositup——andIreckonshewantstotellusshe"ssorryforwhathappened。Theyexpecttogetoffbytheendo"theweek,andIreckonshewantstofeelshe"sdonewhatshecouldtokindo"makeup。Anyway,that"swhathesaid。I"phonedhimagainaboutEdith,andhesaiditwouldn"tdisturbSibyl,becauseshe"dbeenexpectin"it;