第13章
Thewordswereindefinite,butthevoicewasnot。Neitherwastheviciousgestureofthebandagedhand,whichconcludeditsorbitinthedirectionofthedoorinamannersufficientfortheswiftdispersalofGeorgeandJacksonandseveralfemaleservantswhohoveredbehindMrs。Sheridan。Theyfledlightly。
"Papa,papa!"wailedMrs。Sheridan。"Lookatyourhand!You"doughtn"ttobeensoroughwithEdie;youhurtyourhandonhershoulder。Look!"
Therewas,infact,aspreadingredstainuponthebandagesatthetipsofthefingers,andSheridanputhishandbackinthesling。"Nowthen!"herepeated。"Yougoin"toleavemyhouse?"
"HewillNOT!"sobbedEdith。"Don"tyouDAREorderhimout!"
"Don"tyoubother,dear,"saidLamhorn,quietly。"Hedoesn"tunderstand。YOU
mustn"tbetroubled。"Pallorwasbecomingtohim;helookedveryhandsome,andashelefttheroomheseemedinthegirl"sdistraughteyesapersecutednoble,indifferenttotherabbleyawpinginsultathisheels——therabblebeingenactedbyherfather。
"Don"tcomeback,either!"said,Sheridan,realisticinthisimpersonation。
"Keepoffthepremises!"hecalledsavagelyintothehall。"Thisfamily"sthroughwithyou!"
"ItisNOT!"Edithcried,breakingfromhermother。"You"llSEEaboutthat!
You"llfindout!You"llfindoutwhat"llhappen!What"sHEdone?IguessifIcanstandit,it"snoneofYOURbusiness,isit?What"sHEdone,I"dliketoknow?Youdon"tknowanythingaboutit。Don"tyous"posehetoldME?Shewascrazyabouthimsoonashebegangoingthere,andheflirtedwithheralittle。That"severythinghedid,anditwasbeforehemetME!Afterthathewouldn"t,anditwasn"tanything,anyway——heneverwasseriousaminuteaboutit。SHEwantedittobeserious,andshewasboundshewouldn"tgivehimup。
Hetoldherlongagohecaredaboutme,butshekeptpersecutinghimand——"
"Yes,"saidSheridan,sternly;"that"sHISsideofit!That"lldo!Hedoesn"tcomeinthishouseagain!"
"Youlookout!"Edithcried。
"Yes,I"lllookout!I"d"a"toldyouto—dayhewasn"ttobeallowedonthepremises,butIhadotherthingsonmymind。IhadAbercrombielookupthisyoungmanprivately,andhe"sno"count。He"sno"countonearth!He"snogood!He"sNOTHIN"!Butitwouldn"tmatterifhewasGeorgeWashington,afterwhat"shappenedandwhatI"veheardto—night!"
"But,papa,"Mrs。Sheridanbegan,"ifEdiesaysitwasallSibyl"sfault,makin"uptohim,andheneverencouragedhermuch,nor——"
""Senough!"heroared。"Hekeepsoffthesepremises!Andifanyofyousomuchaseverspeakhisnametomeagain——"
ButEdithscreamed,clappingherhandsoverherearstoshutoutthesoundofhisvoice,andranup—stairs,sobbingloudly,followedbyhermother。However,Mrs。Sheridandescendedafewminuteslaterandjoinedherhusbandinthelibrary。Bibbs,stillsittinginhisgoldchair,sawherpass,rousedhimselffromreverie,andstrolledinafterher。
"Shelockedherdoor,"saidMrs。Sheridan,shakingherheadwoefully。"Shewouldn"tevenanswerme。Theywasn"tasoundfromherroom。"
"Well,"saidherhusband,"shecansettlehermindtoit。Sheneverspeakstothatfellowagain,andifhetriestotelephoneherto—morrow——Here!Youtellthehelpifhecallsuptoringoffandsayit"smyorders。No,youneedn"t。I"lltell"emmyself。"
"Betternot,"saidBibbs,gently。
Hisfatherglaredathim。
"It"snogood,"saidBibbs。"Mother,whenyouwereinlovewithfather——"
"Mygoodness!"shecried。"Youain"ta—goin"tocompareyourfathertothat——"
"Edithfeelsabouthimjustwhatyoudidaboutfather,"saidBibbs。"AndifYOURfatherhadtoldyou——"
"Iwon"tLISTENtosuchsillytalk!"shedeclared,angrily。
"Soyou"rehandin"outyouradvice,areyou,Bibbs?"saidSheridan。"Whatisit?"
"Letherseehimallshewants。"
"You"rea——"Sheridangaveitup。"Idon"tknowwhattocallyou!"
"Letherseehimallshewants,"Bibbsrepeated,thoughtfully。"You"reupagainstsomethingtoostrongforyou。IfEdithwereaweaklingyou"dhaveachancethisway,butsheisn"t。She"sgotalotofyourdetermination,father,andwithwhat"sgoingoninsideofhershe"llbeatyou。Youcan"tkeepherfromseeinghim,aslongasshefeelsabouthimthewayshedoesnow。
Youcan"tmakeherthinklessofhim,either。Nobodycan。Youronlychanceisthatshe"lldoitforherself,andifyougivehertimeandgoeasysheprobablywill。Marriagewoulddoitforherquickest,butthat"sjustwhatyoudon"twant,andasyouDON"Twantit,you"dbetter——"
"Ican"tstandanymore!"Sheridanburstout。"Ifit"scometoBIBBSadvisin"
mehowtorunthishouseIbetterresign。Mamma,where"sthatniggerGeorge?
MaybeHE"SgotsomeplanhowIbettermanagemyfamily。Bibbs,forGod"ssakegoandlaydown!"Letherseehimallshewants"!Oh,Lord!here"swisdom;
here"s——"
"Bibbs,"saidMrs。Sheridan,"ifyouhaven"tgotanythingtodo,youmightstepoverandtakeSibyl"swrapshome——sheleft"eminthehall。Idon"tthinkyouseemtoquietyourpoorfatherverymuchjustnow。"
"Allright。"AndBibbsboreSibyl"swrapsacrossthestreetanddeliveredthemtoRoscoe,whomethimatthedoor。Bibbssaidonly,"Forgotthese,"
and,"Goodnight,Roscoe,"cordiallyandcheerfully,andreturnedtotheNewHouse。Hismotherandfatherwerestilltalkinginthelibrary,butwithdiscretionhepassedrapidlyonandupwardtohisownroom,andthereheproceededtowriteinhisnote—book。
ThereseemstobeanothercuriousthingaboutLove[Bibbswrote]。
Loveisblindwhileitlivesandonlyopensitseyesandbecomesverywideawakewhenitdies。Letitaloneuntilthen。
Youcannotreasonwithloveorwithanyotherpassion。Thewisewillnotwishforlove——norforambition。Thesearepassionsandbringothersintheirtrain——hatredsandjealousies——allblind。Friendshipandaquietheartforthewise。
Whataturbulenceislove!Itisdangerousforablindthingtobeturbulent;thereareprecipicesinlife。Onewouldnotcrossamountain—passwithathickclothoverhiseyes。Loversdo。Friendshipwalksgentlyandwithopeneyes。
Towalktochurchwithafriend!Tositbesideherthere!Torisewhensherises,andtotouchwithone"sthumbandfingerstheotherhalfofthehymn—bookthatsheholds!Whatlover,withhisfierceways,couldknowthistranscendenthappiness?
Friendshipbringseverythingthatheavencouldbring。Thereisnolaborthatcannotbecomealivingraptureifyouknowthatafriendisthinkingofyouasyoulabor。Soyousingatyourwork。
Fortheworkispartofthethoughtsofyourfriend;soyouloveit!
Loveisdemandingandclaimingandinsistent。Friendshipisallkindness——itmakestheworldgloriouswithkindness。Whatcoloryouseewhenyouwalkwithafriend!Youseethatthegrayskyisbrilliantandshimmering;youseethatthesmokehaswarmbrownsandismarvelouslysculptured——theairbecomesiridescent。Youseethegoldinbrownhair。Lightfloodseverything。
Whenyouwalktochurchwithafriendyouknowthatlifecangiveyounothingricher。Youpraythattherewillbenochangeinanythingforever。
Whatanadorablethingitistodiscoveralittlefoibleinyourfriend,abitofvanitythatgivesyouonethingmoreabouthertoadore!Onacoldmorningshewillperhapswalktochurchwithyouwithoutherfurs,andshewillblushandreturnanevasiveanswerwhenyouaskherwhyshedoesnotwearthem。Youwillsaynomore,becauseyouunderstand。Shelooksbeautifulinherfurs;
youlovetheirdarknessagainsthercheek;butyoucomprehendthattheyconcealthelovelinessofherthroatandthefinelineofherchin,andthatshealsohascomprehendedthis,and,wishingtolookstillmorebewitching,discardsherfursattheriskoftakingcold。Soyouholdyourpeace,andtrytolookasifyouhadnotthoughtitout。
Thistheoryissatisfactoryexceptthatitdoesnotaccountfortheabsenceofthemuff。Ah,well,theremustalwaysbeamysterysomewhere!Mysteryisapartofenchantment。
Manuallaborisbest。Yourheartcansingandyourmindcandreamwhileyourhandsareworking。Youcouldnothaveasingingheartandadreamingmindalldayifyouhadtoschemeoutdollars,orifyouhadtoaddcolumnsoffigures。Thosethingstakeyourattention。Youcannotbethinkingofyourfriendwhileyouwritelettersbeginning"Yoursofthe17thinst。rec"dandcontentsdulynoted。"Buttoworkwithyourhandsallday,thinkingandsinging,andthen,afternightfall,toheartheineffablekindnessofyourfriend"sgreeting——alwaysthere——foryou!Whowouldwakefromsuchadreamasthis?
Dawnandthesea——musicinmoonlitgardens——nightingalesserenadingthroughalmond—grovesinbloom——whatcouldbringsuchthingsintothecity"sturmoil?Yettheyarehere,androsesblossominthesoot。Thatiswhatitmeansnottobealone!Thatiswhatafriendgivesyou!
Havingthusdemonstratedthathewasabouttwenty—fiveandhadformedasomewhatindefinitedefinitionoffriendship,butoneentirelyhisown(andperhapsMary"s)Bibbswenttobed,andwastheonlySheridantosleepsoundlythroughthenightandtowakeatdawnwithalightheart。
Hischeerfulnesswasvaguelydiminishedbythetroublousstateofaffairsofhisfamily。Hehadrecognizedhisconditionwhenhewrote,"Whowouldwakefromsuchadreamasthis?"Bibbswasasympatheticperson,easilytouched,buthewasindeedlivinginadream,andallthingsoutsideofitwereveiledandremote——forthatisthewayofyouthinadream。AndBibbs,whohadneverbeforebeenofanyage,eitheroldoryoung,hadcometohisyouthatlast。
Hewentwhistlingfromthehousebeforeevenhisfatherhadcomedown—stairs。
Therewasafogoutdoors,saturatedwithafinepowderofsoot,andthoughBibbsnoticedabsentlythedimshapeofanautomobileatthecurbbeforeRoscoe"shouse,hedidnotrecognizeitasDr。Gurney"s,butwentcheerilyonhiswaythroughthedingymist。Andwhenhewasoncemoreinstalledbesidehisfaithfulzinc—eaterhewhistledandsangtoit,asotherworkmendidtotheirownmachinessometimes,whenthingswentwell。Hiscomradesintheshopglancedathimamusedlynowandthen。Theylikedhim,andheatehislunchatnoonwithagroupofSocialistswhoapprovedofhisideasandtalkedofelectinghimtotheirassociation。
Theshortdaysoftheyearhadcome,anditwasdarkbeforethewhistlesblew。
Whenthesignalcame,Bibbswenttotheoffice,wherehedivestedhimselfofhisoveralls——hissingledivergencefromtheroutineofhisfellow—workmen——andafterthatheusedsoapandwatercopiously。Thiswashistransformationscene:hepassedintotheofficearatherfrailyoungworking—mannoticeablybegrimed,andpassedoutofittothepavementacheerfullypre—occupiedsampleofgentry,fastidioustothepointofelegance。
Thesidewalkwascrowdedwiththebearersofdinner—pails,menandboysandwomenandgirlsfromthework—roomsthatclosedatfive。Manyhurriedandsomeloitered;theywentbotheastandwest,jostlingoneanother,andBibbs,turninghisfacehomeward,wasforcedtogoslowly。
Comingtowardhim,asslowly,throughthecrowd,atallgirlcaughtsightofhislong,thinfigureandstoodstilluntilhehadalmostpassedher,forinthethickcrowdandthethickergloomhedidnotrecognizeher,thoughhisshoulderactuallytouchedhers。Hewouldhavegoneby,butshelaugheddelightedly;andhestoppedshort,startled。Twoboys,onechasingtheother,sweptbetweenthem,andBibbsstoodstill,peeringabouthimindeepperplexity。Sheleanedtowardhim。
"IknewYOU!"shesaid。
"Goodheavens!"criedBibbs。"Ithouhgtitwasyourvoicecomingoutofastar!"
"There"sonlysmokeoverhead,"saidMary,andlaughedagain。"Therearen"tanystars。"
"Ohyes,therewere——whenyoulaughed!"
Shetookhisarm,andtheywenton。"I"vecometowalkhomewithyou,Bibbs。
Iwantedto。"
"Butwereyouhereinthe——"
"Inthedark?Yes!Waiting?Yes!"
Bibbswasradiant;hefeltsuffocatedwithhappiness。Hebegantoscoldher。
"Butit"snotsafe,andI"mnotworthit。Youshouldn"thave——Yououghttoknowbetter。Whatdid——"
"Ionlywaitedabouttwelveseconds,"shelaughed。"I"djustgothere。"
"Buttocomeallthiswayandtothispartoftowninthedark,you——"
"Iwasinthispartoftownalready,"shesaid。"Atleast,Iwasonlysevenoreightblocksaway,anditwasdarkwhenIcameout,andI"dhavehadtogohomealone——andIpreferredgoinghomewithyou。"
"It"sprettybeautifulforme,"saidBibbs,withadeepbreath。"You"llneverknowwhatitwastohearyourlaughinthedarkness——andthento——toseeyoustandingthere!Oh,itwaskike——itwaslike——HowcanITELLyouwhatitwaslike?"Theyhadpassedbeyondthecrowdnow,andacrossing—lampshoneuponthem,whichrevealedthefactthatagainshewaswithoutherfurs。Herewasapuzzle。WhydidthatadorablelittlevanityofhersbringheroutwithoutthemintheDARK?Butofcourseshehadgoneoutlongbeforedark。Forundefinablereasonsthisexplanationwasnotquitesatisfactory;however,allowingittostand,hissolicitudeforhertookanotherturn。"Ithinkyououghttohaveacar,"hesaid,"especiallywhenyouwanttobeoutafterdark。
Youneedoneinwinter,anyhow。Haveyoueveraskedyourfatherforone?"
"No,"saidMary。"Idon"tthinkI"dcareforoneparticularly。"
"Iwishyouwould。"Bibbs"stonewasearnestandtroubled。"Ithinkinwinteryou——"
"No,no,"sheinterrupted,lightly。"Idon"tneed——"
"Butmymothertriedtoinsistonsendingoneoverhereeveryafternoonforme。Iwouldn"tlether,becauseIlikethewalk,butagirl——"
"Agirllikestowalk,too,"saidMary。"LetmetellyouwhereI"vebeenthisafternoonandhowIhappenedtobenearenoughttomakeyoutakemehome。
I"vebeentoseealittleoldmanwhomakespicturesofthesmoke。Hehasasortofwarehouseforastudio,andhelivestherewithhismotherandhiswifeandtheirsevenchildren,andhe"sgloriouslyhappy。I"dseenoneofhispicturesatanexhibition,andIwantedtoseemoreofthem,soheshowedthemtome。Hehasalmosteverthingheeverpainted;Idon"tsupposehe"ssoldmorethanfourorfivepicturesinhislife。Hegivesdrawing—lessonstokeepalive。"
"Howdoyoumeanhepaintsthesmoke?"Bibbsasked。
"Literally。Hepaintsfromhisstudiowindowandfromthestreet——anywhere。
Hejustpaintswhat"saroundhim——andit"sbeautiful。"
"Thesmoke?"
"Wonderful!Heseestheskythroughit,somehow。Hedoestheuglyroofsofcheaphousesthroughahazeofsmoke,andhedoessmokysunsetsandsmokysunrises,andhehasotherthingswiththeheavy,solid,slowcolumnsofsmokegoingfaroutandgrowingmoreetherealandmixingwiththehazylightinthedistance;andhehasotherswiththebrokensky—lineofdown—town,allmistedwiththesmokeandpuffsandjetsofvaporthathavecolorslikeanorchardinmid—April。I"mgoingtotakeyoutheresomeSundayafternoon,Bibbs。"
"You"reshowingmethetown,"hesaid。"Ididn"tknowwhatwasinitatall。"
"Thereareworkersinbeautyhere,"shetoldhim,gently。"Thereareotherpaintersmoreprosperousthanmyfriend。Thereareallsortsofthings。"
"Ididn"tknow。"
"No。Sincethetownbegangrowingsogreatthatitcalleditself"greater,"
onecouldlivehereallone"slifeandknowonlythesideofitthatshows。"
"Thebeauty—workersseemburiedverydeep,"saidBibbs。"AndIimaginethatyourfriendwhomakesthesmokebeautifulmustbeburieddeepestofall。Myfatherlovesthesmoke,butIcan"timaginehisbuyingoneofyourfriend"spictures。He"dbuythe"BayofNaples,"buthewouldn"tgetoneofthose。
He"dthinksmokeinapicturewashorrible——unlesshecoulduseitforanadvertisement。"
"Yes,"shesaid,thoughtfully。"Andreallyhe"sthetown。TheyAREburiedprettydeep,itseems,sometimes,Bibbs。"
"Andyetit"sallwonderful,"hesaid。"It"swonderfultome。"
"Youmeanthetowniswonderfultoyou?"
"Yes,becauseeverythingis,sinceyoucalledmeyourfriend。Thecityisonlyarumbleonthehorizonforme。Itcan"tcomeanycloserthanthehorizonsolongasyouletmeseeyoustandingbymyoldzinc—eateralldaylong,helpingme。Mary——"Hestoppedwithagasp。"That"sthefirsttimeI"vecalledyou"Mary"!"
"Yes。"Shelaughed,alittletremuously。"ThoughIwantedyouto!"
"Isaiditwithoutthinking。Itmustbebecauseyoucametheretowalkhomewithme。Thatmustbeit。""Womenliketohavethingssaid,"Maryinformedhim,hertremulouslaughtercontinuing。"WereyougladIcameforyou?"
"No——not"glad。"IfeltasifIwerebeingcarriedstraightupandupandup——overtheclouds。Ifeellikethatstill。IthinkI"mthatwaymostofthetime。IwonderwhatIwaslikebeforeIknewyou。ThepersonIwasthenseemstohavebeensomebodyelse,notBibbsSheridanatall。Itseemslong,longago。Iwasgloomyandsickly——somebodyelse——somebodyIdon"tunderstandnow,acowardafraidofshadows——afraidofthingsthatdidn"texist——afraidofmyoldzinc—eater!AndnowI"monlyafraidofwhatmightchangeanything。"
Shewassilentamoment,andthen,"You"rehappy,Bibbs?"sheasked。
"Ah,don"tyousee?"hecried。"Iwantittolastforathousand,thousandyears,justasitis!You"vemademesorich,I"mamiser。Iwouldn"thaveonethingdifferent——nothing,nothing!"
"DearBibbs!"shesaid,andlaughedhappily。
Bibbscontinuedtoliveintheshelterofhisdream。HehadtoldEdith,afterhisineffectiveefforttobeusefulinheraffairs,thathehaddecidedthathewas"amemberofthefamily";butheappearedtohaverelapsedtotheretiredlistafterthatoneattemptatparticipancy——hewasfarenoughdetachedfrommembershipnow。ThesewereturbulentdaysintheNewHouse,butBibbshadnopartwhateverintheturbulence——heseemedanabsent—mindedstranger,presentbyaccidentandnotwhollyawarethathewaspresent。Hewouldsit,faintlysmilingoverpleasantimaginingsanddearreminiscencesofhisown,whilebattleragedbetweenEdithandherfather,orwhileSheridanunloosedjeremiadsuponthesullenRoscoe,whodrankheavilytoendurethem。
Thehappydreamerwanderedintostorm—areaslikeasomnambulist,andwanderedoutagainunawakened。HewassorryforhisfatherandforRoscoe,andforEdithandforSibyl,buttheirsufferingsandoutcriesseemedfaraway。
SibylwasunderGurney"scare。RoscoehadsentforhimonSundaynight,notlongafterBibbsreturnedtheabandonedwraps;andduringthefirstdaysofSibyl"sillnessthedoctorfounditnecessarytobewithherfrequently,andtoinstallamuscularnurse。Andwhetherhewouldorno,Gurneyreceivedfromhishystericalpatientavarietyofpungentinformationwhichwouldhavestaggeredanybodybutafamilyphysician。AmongotherthingshewasgiventocomprehendthechangeinBibbs,andwhythezinc—eaterwasnotputtingalumpintheoperator"sgizzardasofyore。
Sibylwasnotdelirious——shewasathinlittleegowrithingandshriekinginpain。Lifehadhurther,andhaddrivenherintohurtingherself;herconditionwasonlytheadult"sterribleexaggerationofthatofachildafterabadbruise——theremustbescreamingandtellingmotherallaboutthehurtandhowithappened。SibylbabbledherselfhoarsewhenGurneywithheldmorphine。Shewentfromthebeginningtotheendinabreath。Noproteststoppedher;nothingstoppedher。
"Yououghttoletmedie!"shewailed。"It"scruelnottoletmedie!WhatharmhaveIeverdonetoanybodythatyouwanttokeepmealive?Justlookatmylife!IonlymarriedRoscoetogetawayfromhome,andlookwhatthatgotmeinto!——lookwhereIamnow!Hebroughtmetothistown,andwhatdidI
haveinmylifebuthisFAMILY?Andtheydidn"tevenknowtherightcrowd!
Iftheyhad,itmighthavebeenSOMETHING!Ihadnothing——nothing——nothingintheworld!Iwantedtohaveagoodtime——andhowcouldI?Where"sanygoodtimeamongtheseSheridans?Theyneverevenhadwineonthetable!IthoughtIwasmarryingintoarichfamilywhereI"dmeetattractivepeopleI"dreadabout,andtravel,andgotodances——and,oh,myLord!allIgotwastheseSheridans!IdidthebestIcould;Idid,indeed!Oh,IDID!Ijusttriedtolive。Everywoman"sgotarighttolive,sometimeinherlife,Iguess!
Thingswerejustbeginningtolookbrighter——we"dmoveduphere,andthatfrozencrowdacrossthestreetwereafterJimfortheirdaughter,andthey"dhavestarteduswiththerightpeople——andthenIsawhowEdithwasgettinghimawayfromme。Shedidit,too!Shegothim!Agirlwithmoneycandothattoamarriedwoman——yes,shecan,everytime!AndwhatcouldIdo?Whatcananywomandoinmyfix?Icouldn"tdoANYTHINGbuttrytostandit——andI
couldn"tstandit!Iwenttothaticicle——thatVertreesgirl——andshecouldhavehelpedmealittle,anditwouldn"thavehurther。Itwouldn"thavedoneheranyharmtohelpmeTHATlittle!ShetreatedmeasifI"dbeendirtthatshewouldn"teventakethetroubletosweepoutofherhouse!LetherWAIT!"
Sibyl"svoice,hoarsefrombabbling,becamenomorethanahuskywhisper,thoughshestrovetomakeitlouder。Shestruggledhalfupright,andthenurserestrainedher。"I"dgetupoutofthisbedtoshowhershecan"tdosuchthingsotme!Iwasabsolutelyladylike,andshewalkedoutandleftmetherealone!She"llSEE!ShestartedafterBibbsbeforeJim"scasketwasfairlyunderground,andshethinksshe"slandedthatpoorloon——butshe"llsee!She"llsee!IfI"meverabletowalkacrossthestreetagainI"llshowherhowtotreatawomanintroublethatcomestoherforhelp!Itwouldn"thavehurtherany——itwouldn"t——itwouldn"t。AndEdithneedn"thavetoldwhatshetoldRoscoe——itwouldn"thavehurthertoletmealone。AndHEtoldherI
boredhim——telephoninghimIwantedtoseehim。Heneedn"thavedoneit!Heneedn"t——needn"t——"Hervoicegrewfainter,forthatwhile,withexhaustion,thoughshewouldgooveritallagainassoonasherstrengthreturned。Shelaypanting。Then,seeingherhusbandstandingdisheveledinthedoorway,"Don"tcomein,Roscoe,"shemurmured。"Idon"twanttoseeyou。"Andasheturnedawaysheadded,"I"mkindofsorryforyou,Roscoe。"
Herantagonist,Edith,wasnotmorecoherentinherownwailings,andshehadtheadvantageofamotherforlistener。Shehadalsothedisadvantageofamotherforduenna,andMrs。Sheridan,underherhusband"ssharptutelage,provedaneffectiveone。EdithwasreducedtotelephoningLamhornfromshopswhenevershecouldjugglehermotherintoamomentarydistractionoveracounter。
EdithwasincomparablymoreinlovethanbeforeLamhorn"sexpulsion。Herwholebeingwasnothingbutthedeterminationtohurdleeverythingthatseparatedherfromhim。Shewasinastatethatcouldbealteredbyonlythelightestandmostdelicatediplomacyofsuggestion,butSheridan,likelegionsofotherparents,intensifiedherpassionandfedithourlyfuelbyopposingtoitanintolerableforce。Hesworesheshouldcool,andthussetheronfire。
Edithplannedneatly。Shefoughthard,everyotherevening,withherfather,andkeptherbedbetweentimestolethimseewhathisviolencehaddonetoher。Then,whenthemeresightofhersethimtobreathingfast,shesaidpitiablythatshemightbearhertroublebetterifshewentaway;itwasimpossibletobeinthesametownwithLamhornandnotthinkalwaysofhim。
PerhapsinNewYorkshemightforgetalittle。Shehadwrittentoaschoolfriend,establishedquietlywithanauntinapartments——andamonthorsooftheatersandrestaurantsmightbringpeace。Sheridanshoutedwithrelief;hegaveheracopiouscheque,andsheleftuponaMondaymorning,wearingvioletswithhermourningandhavingkissedeverybodygood—byexceptSibylandBibbs。
ShemighthavekissedBibbs,buthefailedtorealizethatthedayofherdeparturehadarrived,andwassurprised,onreturningfromhiszinc—eater,thatevening,tofindhergone。"Isupposethey"llbemariedther,"hesaid,casually。
Sheridan,seated,warminghisstockingedfeetatthefire,jumpedup,fuming。
"Eitheryougoouto"here,orIwill,Bibbs!"hesnorted。"Idon"twanttobeinthesameroomwiththeparticularkindofidiotyouare!She"sthroughwiththatriff—raff;allsheneededwastobekeptawayfromhimafewweeks,andIKEPTheraway,anditdidthebusiness。ForHeaven"ssake,goonouto"
here!"
Bibbsobeyedthegestureofahandstillbandaged。AndtheblacksilkslingwasstillroundSheridan"sneck,butnotwordofGurney"sandnoexcruciatingtwingeofpaincouldkeepSheridan"shandinthesling。Thewounds,slightenoughoriginally,hadbecomeinfectedthefirsttimehehaddislodgedthebandages,andhealingwaslongdelayed。Sheridanhadthehabitofgesture;hecouldnot"taketimetoremember,"hesaid,thathemustbecareful,andhehadalsoacuriousindignationwithhishurt;herefusedtopayitthecomplimentofadmittingitsexistence。
TheSaturdayfollowingEdith"sdepartureGurneycametotheSheridanBuildingtodressthewoundsandtohaveatalkwithSheridanwhichthedoctorfelthadbecomenecessary。Buthewasalittlebeforetheappointedtimeandwasobligedtowaitafewminutesinananteroom——therewasadirectors"meetingofsomesortinSheridan"soffice。Thedoorwasslightlyajar,leakingcigar—smokeandoratory,thelatterallSheridan"s,andGurneylistened。
"No,sir;no,sir;no,sir!"heheardthebigvoicerumbling,andthen,breakingintothunder,"ItellyouNO!Someo"youmenmakemesick!You"dloseyourconfidenceinAlmightyGodifadoodle—bugflippedhishindlegatyou!Yousaymoney"stightalloverthecountry。Well,whatifitis?
There"snoreasonforittobetight,andit"snotgoin"tokeepOURmoneytight!You"realwaysrunnin"tothewoodshedtohideyournickelsinacrackbecausesomefoolnewspapersaysthemarket"salittleskeery!Youlistentoeverystreet—cornercroakerandthencomeandsethereandtrytoscareMEoutofabigthing!We"reINonthis——understand?ItellyouthereneverWAS
bettertimes。Thesearegoodtimesandbigtimes,andIwon"tstandforanyotherkindo"talk。Thiscountry"sonitsfeetasitneverwasbefore,andthiscity"sonitsfeetandgoin"tostaythere!"AndGurneyheardaseriesofwhacksandthumpsuponthedesk。""Badtimes"!"Sheridanvociferated,withaccompanyingthumps。"Rabbittalk!Thesetimesareglorious,Itellyou!
We"reinthepromisedland,andwe"regoin"toSTAYthere!That"sall,gentlemen。Theloangoes!"
Thedirectorscameforth,flushedandmurmurous,andGurneyhastenedin。Hisguesswascorrect:Sheridanhadbeenthumpingthedeskwithhisrighthand。
Thephysicianscoldedwearily,makinggoodthefreshdamageasbesthemight;