第6章
"Yes,butheislikeotheryoungmen,whileyouareadearoldbookworm。
Noonewouldevermindwhatyoudid,soyoumaygotopartieswithmeeverynightandnotawordwouldbesaidor,iftherewas,Ishouldn"tmindsinceitis"onlyMac,""answeredRose,smilingasshequotedahouseholdphraseoftenusedtoexcusehisvagaries。
"ThenIamnobody?"hesaid,liftinghisbrowsasifthediscoverysurprisedandrathernettledhim。
"Nobodyinsocietyasyet,butmyverybestcousininprivate,andI"vejustprovedmyregardbymakingyoumyconfidantandchoosingyouformyknight,"saidRose,hasteningtosoothethefeelingshercarelesswordsseemedtohaveruffledslightly。
"Muchgoodthatislikelytodome,"grumbledMac。
"Youungratefulboy,nottoappreciatethehonorI"veconferreduponyou!Iknowadozenwhowouldbeproudoftheplace,butyouonlycareforcompoundfractures,soIwon"tdetainyouanylonger,excepttoaskifImayconsidermyselfprovidedwithanescortfortomorrownight?"saidRose,atriflehurtathisindifference,forshewasnotusedtorefusals。
"IfImayhopeforthehonor。"And,rising,hemadeherabowwhichwassuchacapitalimitationofCharlie"sgrandmannerthatsheforgavehimatonce,exclaimingwithamusedsurprise:"Why,Mac!Ididn"tknowyoucouldbesoelegant!"
"Afellowcanbealmostanythinghelikesifhetrieshardenough,"
heanswered,standingverystraightandlookingsotallanddignifiedthatRosewasquiteimpressed,andwithastatelycourtesysheretired,sayinggraciously:"Iacceptwiththanks。Goodmorning,Dr。AlexanderMackenzieCampbell。"
WhenFridayeveningcameandwordwassentupthatherescorthadarrived,Roserandown,devoutlyhopingthathehadnotcomeinavelveteenjacket,top—boots,blackgloves,ormadeanytriflingmistakeofthatsort。Ayounggentlemanwasstandingbeforethelongmirror,apparentlyintentuponthearrangementofhishair,andRosepausedsuddenlyashereyewentfromtheglossybroadclothtothewhite—glovedhands,busywithanunrulylockthatwouldnotstayinplace。
"Why,Charlie,Ithought"shebeganwithanaccentofsurpriseinhervoice,butgotnofurther,forthegentlemanturnedandshebeheldMacinimmaculateeveningcostume,withhishairpartedsweetlyonhisbrow,asuperiorposyathisbuttonhole,andtheexpressionofamartyronhisface。
"Ah,don"tyouwishitwas?Noonebutyourselftothankthatitisn"the。AmIright?Dandygotmeup,andheoughttoknowwhatiswhat,"demandedMac,foldinghishandsandstandingasstiffasaramrod。
"YouaresoregularlysplendidthatIdon"tknowyou。"
"NeitherdoI。"
"Ireallyhadnoideayoucouldlooksolikeagentleman,"addedRose,surveyinghimwithgreatapproval。
"NorthatIcouldfeelsolikeafool。"
"Poorboy!Hedoeslookrathermiserable。WhatcanIdotocheerhimupinreturnforthesacrificeheismaking?"
"Stopcallingmeaboy。Itwillsoothemyagonyimmenselyandgivemecouragetoappearinalow—neckedcoatandcurlonmyforehead,forI"mnotusedtosucheleganciesandIfindthemnoendofatrial。"
Macspokeinsuchapathetictone,andgavesuchagloomyglareattheaforesaidcurl,thatRoselaughedinhisfaceandaddedtohiswoebyhandinghimhercloak。Hesurveyeditgravelyforaminute,thencarefullyputitonwrongsideoutandgavetheswan"s—downhoodagoodpulloverthehead,totheutterdestructionofallsmoothnesstothecurlsinside。
Roseutteredacryandcastoffthecloak,biddinghimlearntodoitproperly,whichhemeeklydidandthenledherdownthehallwithoutwalkingonherskirtsmorethanthreetimesontheway。ButatthedoorshediscoveredthatshehadforgottenherfurredovershoesandbadeMacgetthem。
"Nevermindit"snotwet,"hesaid,pullinghiscapoverhiseyesandplungingintohiscoat,regardlessofthe"elegancies"thatafflictedhim。
"ButIcan"twalkoncoldstoneswiththinslippers,canI?"beganRose,showinghimalittlewhitefoot。
"Youneedn"t,forthereyouare,mylady。"And,unceremoniouslypickingherup,Maclandedherinthecarriagebeforeshecouldsayaword。
"Whatanescort!"sheexclaimedincomicdismay,assherescuedherdelicatedressfromaruginwhichhewasabouttotuckheruplikeamummy。
"It"s"onlyMac,"sodon"tmind,"andhecasthimselfintoanoppositecornerwiththeairofamanwhohadnervedhimselftotheaccomplishmentofmanypainfuldutiesandwasboundtodothemordie。
"Butgentlemendon"tcatchupladieslikebagsofmealandpokethemintocarriagesinthisway。Itisevidentthatyouneedlookingafter,anditishightimeIundertookyoursocietymanners。Now,domindwhatyouareaboutanddon"tgetyourselformeintoascrapeifyoucanhelpit,"besoughtRose,feelingthatonmanyaccountsshehadgonefurtherandfaredworse。
"I"llbehavelikeaTurveydropseeifIdon"t。"
Mac"sideaoftheimmortalTurveydrop"sbehaviorseemedtobeapeculiarone;for,afterdancingoncewithhiscousin,helefthertoherowndevicesandsoonforgotallaboutherinalongconversationwithProfessorStumph,thelearnedgeologist。Rosedidnotcare,foronedanceprovedtoherthatthatbranchofMac"seducationhadbeensadlyneglected,andshewasgladtoglidesmoothlyaboutwithSteve,thoughhewasonlyaninchortwotallerthanherself。Shehadplentyofpartners,however,andplentyofchaperons,foralltheyoungmenwerehermostdevoted,andallthematronsbeameduponherwithmaternalbenignity。
Charliewasnotthere,forwhenhefoundthatRosestoodfirm,andhadmoreoverengagedMacasapermanency,hewouldnotgoatallandretiredinhighdudgeontoconsolehimselfwithmoredangerouspastimes。Rosefeareditwouldbeso,andeveninthemidstofthegaietyaboutherananxiousmoodcameoverhernowandthenandmadeherthoughtfulforamoment。Shefeltherpowerandwantedtouseitwisely,butdidnotknowhowtobekindtoCharliewithoutbeinguntruetoherselfandgivinghimfalsehopes。
"Iwishwewereallchildrenagain,withnoheartstoperplexusandnogreattemptationstotryus,"shesaidtoherselfassherestedaminuteinaquietnookwhileherpartnerwenttogetaglassofwater。Rightinthemidstofthishalf—sad,half—sentimentalreverie,sheheardafamiliarvoicebehindhersayearnestly:"Andallophiteisthenewhydroussilicateofaluminaandmagnesia,muchresemblingpseudophite,whichWebskyfoundinSilesia。"
"WhatisMactalkingabout!"shethought,and,peepingbehindagreatazaleainfullbloom,shesawhercousinindeepconversationwiththeprofessor,evidentlyhavingacapitaltime,forhisfacehadlostitsmelancholyexpressionandwasallalivewithinterest,whiletheeldermanwaslisteningasifhisremarkswerebothintelligentandagreeable。
"Whatisit?"askedSteve,comingupwiththewaterandseeingasmileonRose"sface。
Shepointedoutthescientifictête—à—têtegoingonbehindtheazalea,andStevegrinnedashepeeped,thengrewsoberandsaidinatoneofdespair:"IfyouhadseenthepainsItookwiththatfellow,thepatiencewithwhichIbrushedhiswig,thetimeIspenttryingtoconvincehimthathemustwearthinboots,andthefightIhadtogethimintothatcoat,you"dunderstandmyfeelingswhenIseehimnow。"
"Why,what"sthematterwithhim?"askedRose。
"Willyoutakealookandseewhataspectaclehehasmadeofhimself。
He"dbetterbesenthomeatonceorhewilldisgracethefamilybylookingasifhe"dbeeninarow。"
StevespokeinsuchatragictonethatRosetookanotherpeepanddidsympathizewithDandy,forMac"selegancewasquitegone。Histiewasunderoneear,hisposyhungupsidedown,hisgloveswererolledintoaball,whichheabsentlysqueezedandpoundedashetalked,andhishairlookedasifawhirlwindhadpassedoverit,forhistenfingerssetitonendnowandthen,astheyhadahabitofdoingwhenhestudiedortalkedearnestly。
Buthelookedsohappyandwideawake,inspiteofhisdishevelment,thatRosegaveanapprovingnodandsaidbehindherfan:"Itisatryingspectacle,Steveyet,onthewhole,IthinkhisownoddwayssuithimbestandIfancyweshallbeproudofhim,forheknowsmorethanalltherestofusputtogether。Hearthatnow。"AndRosepausedthattheymightlistentothefollowingburstofeloquencefromMac"slips:"YouknowFrenzalhasshownthattheglobularformsofsilicateofbismuthatSchneeburgandJohanngeorgenstadtarenotisometric,butmonoclinicincrystallineform,andconsequentlyheseparatesthemfromtheoldeulytiteandgivesthemthenewnameAgricolite。"
"Isn"titawful?Letusgetoutofthisbeforethere"sanotheravalancheorweshallbeglobularsilicatesandisometriccrystalsinspiteofourselves,"
whisperedStevewithapanic—strickenair,andtheyfledfromthehailstormofhardwordsthatrattledabouttheirears,leavingMactoenjoyhimselfinhisownway。
ButwhenRosewasreadytogohomeandlookedaboutforherescort,hewasnowheretobeseen,fortheprofessorhaddeparted,andMacwithhim,soabsorbedinsomenewtopicthatheentirelyforgothiscousinandwentplacidlyhome,stillponderingonthecharmsofgeology。WhenthispleasingfactdawneduponRoseherfeelingsmaybeimagined。ShewasbothangryandamuseditwassolikeMactogomooningoffandleavehertoherfate。Notahardone,however;for,thoughStevewasgonewithKittybeforeherplightwasdiscovered,Mrs。Blisswasonlytoogladtotakethedeserteddamselunderherwingandbearhersafelyhome。
RosewaswarmingherfeetandsippingthechocolatewhichPhebealwayshadreadyforher,assheneveratesupper,whenahurriedtapcameatthelongwindowwhencethelightstreamedandMac"svoicewasheardsoftlyaskingtobeletin"justforoneminute。"
Curioustoknowwhathadbefallenhim,RosebadePhebeobeyhiscallandthedelinquentcavalierappeared,breathless,anxious,andmoredilapidatedthanever,forhehadforgottenhisovercoat;histiewasatthebackofhisnecknow;andhishairasrampantlyerectasifallthewindsofheavenhadbeenblowingfreelythroughit,astheyhad,forhehadbeentearingtoandfrothelasthalfhour,tryingtoundothedreadfuldeedhehadsoinnocentlycommitted。
"Don"ttakeanynoticeofme,forIdon"tdeserveit。Ionlycametoseethatyouweresafe,Cousin,andthengohangmyself,asSteveadvised,"
hebeganinaremorsefultonethatwouldhavebeenveryeffectiveifhehadnotbeenobligedtocatchhisbreathwithacomicalgaspnowandthen。
"Ineverthoughtyouwouldbetheonetodesertme,"saidRosewithareproachfullook,thinkingitbestnottorelenttoosoon,thoughshewasquitereadytodoitwhenshesawhowsincerelydistressedhewas。
"Itwasthatconfoundedman!Hewasaregularwalkingencyclopedia,and,findingIcouldgetagooddealoutofhim,Iwentinforgeneralinformation,asthetimewasshort。YouknowIalwaysforgeteverythingelsewhenIgetholdofsuchafellow。"
"Thatisevident。Iwonderhowyoucametoremembermeatall,"answeredRose,onthebrinkofalaughitwassoabsurd。
"Ididn"ttillStevesaidsomethingthatremindedmethenitburstuponme,inoneawfulshock,thatI"dgoneandleftyou,andyoumighthaveknockedmedownwithafeather,"saidhonestMac,hidingnoneofhisiniquity。
"Whatdidyoudothen?"
"Do!IwentofflikeashotandneverstoppedtillIreachedtheHopes""
"Youdidn"twalkalltheway?"criedRose。
"Blessyou,noIran。ButyouweregonewithMrs。Bliss,soIpeltedbackagaintoseewithmyowneyesthatyouweresafeathome,"answeredMacwithasighofrelief,wipinghishotforehead。
"Butitisthreemilesatleasteachway,andtwelveo"clock,anddarkandcold。Oh,Mac!Howcouldyou!"exclaimedRose,suddenlyrealizingwhathehaddoneassheheardhislaboredbreathing,sawthestateofthethinboots,anddetectedtheabsenceofanovercoat。
"Couldn"tdoless,couldI?"askedMac,leaningupagainstthedoorandtryingnottopant。
"Therewasnoneedofhalfkillingyourselfforsuchatrifle。YoumighthaveknownIcouldtakecareofmyselfforonce,atleast,withsomanyfriendsabout。Sitdownthisminute。Bringanothercup,please,Phebethisboyisn"tgoinghometillheisrestedandrefreshedaftersucharunasthat,"commandedRose。
"Don"tbegoodtomeI"drathertakeascoldingthanachair,anddrinkhemlockinsteadofchocolateifyouhappentohaveanyready,"answeredMacwithapatheticpuffashesubsidedontothesofaandmeeklytookthedraftPhebebroughthim。
"Ifyouhadanythingthematterwithyourheart,sir,araceofthissortmightbethedeathofyousoneverdoitagain,"saidRose,offeringherfantocoolhisheatedcountenance。
"Haven"tgotanyheart。"
"Yes,youhave,forIhearitbeatinglikeatrip—hammer,anditismyfaultIoughttohavestoppedaswewentbyandtoldyouIwasallright。"
"It"sthemortification,notthemiles,thatupsetsme。IoftentakethatrunforexerciseandthinknothingofitbuttonightIwassomadImadeextra—goodtime,Ifancy。Nowdon"tyouworry,butcomposeyourmindand"sipyourdishoftea,"asEvelinasays,"answeredMac,artfullyturningtheconversationfromhimself。
"WhatdoyouknowaboutEvelina?"
askedRoseingreatsurprise。
"Allabouther。DoyousupposeIneverreadanovel?"
"IthoughtyoureadnothingbutGreekandLatin,withanoccasionalglanceatWebsky"spseudophitesandthemonoclinicsofJohanngeorgenstadt。"
Macopenedhiseyeswideatthisreply,thenseemedtoseethejokeandjoinedinthelaughwithsuchheartinessthatAuntPlenty"svoicewashearddemandingfromabovewithsleepyanxiety:"Isthehouseafire?"
"No,ma"am,everythingissafe,andI"monlysayinggoodnight,"answeredMac,divingforhiscap。
"Thengoatonceandletthatchildhavehersleep,"addedtheoldlady,retiringtoherbed。
Roseranintothehall,andcatchingupheruncle"sfurcoat,metMacashecameoutofthestudy,absentlylookingaboutforhisown。
"Youhaven"tany,youbenightedboy!Sotakethis,andhaveyourwitsaboutyounexttimeorIwon"tletyouoffsoeasily,"shesaid,holdinguptheheavygarmentandpeepingoverit,withnosignofdispleasureinherlaughingeyes。
"Nexttime!Thenyoudoforgiveme?Youwilltrymeagain,andgivemeachancetoprovethatI"mnotafool?"criedMac,embracingthebigcoatwithemotion。
"OfcourseIwill,and,sofarfromthinkingyouafool,IwasmuchimpressedwithyourlearningtonightandtoldStevethatweoughttobeproudofourphilosopher。"
"Learningbehanged!I"llshowyouthatI"mnotabookwormbutasmuchamanasanyofthem,andthenyoumaybeproudornot,asyoulike!"criedMacwithadefiantnodthatcausedtheglassestoleapwildlyoffhisnoseashecaughtuphishatanddepartedashecame。
AdayortwolaterRosewenttocalluponAuntJane,asshedutifullydidonceortwiceaweek。Onherwayupstairssheheardasingularsoundinthedrawingroomandinvoluntarilystoppedtolisten。
"One,two,three,slide!One,two,three,turn!Now,then,comeon!"
saidonevoiceimpatiently。
"It"sveryeasytosay"comeon,"butwhatthedickensdoIdowithmyleftlegwhileI"mturningandslidingwithmyright?"demandedanothervoiceinabreathlessandmournfultone。
Thenthewhistlingandthumpingwentonmorevigorouslythanbefore,andRose,recognizingthevoices,peepedthroughthehalf—opendoortobeholdasightwhichmadehershakewithsuppressedlaughter。Steve,witharedtableclothtiedaroundhiswaist,languisheduponMac"sshoulder,dancinginperfecttimetotheairhewhistled,forDandywasproficientinthegracefulartandplumedhimselfuponhisskill。Mac,withaflushedfaceanddizzyeye,clutchedhisbrotherbythesmallofhisback,vainlyendeavoringtosteerhimdownthelongroomwithoutentanglinghisownlegsinthetablecloth,treadingonhispartner"stoes,orcollidingwiththefurniture。Itwasverydroll,andRoseenjoyedthespectacletillMac,inafranticattempttoswingaround,dashedhimselfagainstthewallandlandedSteveuponthefloor。Thenitwasimpossibletorestrainherlaughteranylongerandshewalkedinuponthem,sayingmerrily:"Itwassplendid!
Doitagain,andI"llplayforyou。"
Stevesprangupandtoreoffthetableclothingreatconfusion,whileMac,stillrubbinghishead,droppedintoachair,tryingtolookquitecalmandcheerfulashegaspedout:"Howareyou,Cousin?Whendidyoucome?Johnshouldhavetoldus。"
"I"mgladhedidn"t,forthenIshouldhavemissedthistouchingtableauofcousinlydevotionandbrotherlylove。Gettingreadyforournextparty,Isee。"
"Tryingto,buttherearesomanythingstorememberallatoncekeeptime,steerstraight,dodgethepetticoats,andmanagemyconfoundedlegsthatitisn"teasytogetonatfirst,"answeredMacwithasighofexhaustion,wipinghishotforehead。
"HardestjobIeverundertookand,asI"mnotabatteringram,Ideclinetobeknockedroundanylonger,"growledSteve,dustinghiskneesandruefullysurveyingthefeetthathadbeentrampledontilltheytingled,forhisbootsandbroadclothweredeartotheheartofthedapperyouth。
"Verygoodofyou,andI"mmuchobliged。I"vegotthepace,Ithink,andcanpracticewithachairtokeepmyhandin,"saidMacwithsuchacomicmixtureofgratitudeandresignationthatRosewentoffagainsoirresistiblythathercousinsjoinedherwithaheartyroar。
"Asyouaremakingamartyrofyourselfinmyservice,theleastIcandoislendahand。Playforus,Steve,andI"llgiveMacalesson,unlessheprefersthechair。"And,throwingoffherhatandcloak,Rosebeckonedsoinvitinglythatthegravestphilosopherwouldhaveyielded。
"Athousandthanks,butI"mafraidIshallhurtyou,"beganMac,muchgratified,butmindfulofpastmishaps。
"I"mnot。Stevedidn"tmanagehistrainwell,forgooddancersalwayslooptheirsup。Ihavenoneatall,sothattroubleisgoneandthemusicwillmakeitmucheasiertokeepstep。JustdoasItellyou,andyou"llgobeautifullyafterafewturns。"
"Iwill,Iwill!Pipeup,Steve!Now,Rose!"And,brushinghishairoutofhiseyeswithanairofsterndetermination,MacgraspedRoseandreturnedtothechargebentondistinguishinghimselfifhediedintheattempt。
Thesecondlessonprospered,forStevemarkedthetimebyaseriesofemphaticbangs;Macobeyedordersaspromptlyasifhislifedependedonit;and,afterseveralnarrowescapesatexcitingmoments,Rosehadthesatisfactionofbeingsteeredsafelydowntheroomandlandedwithagrandpirouetteatthebottom。Steveapplauded,andMac,muchelated,exclaimedwithartlesscandor:"Therereallyisasortofinspirationaboutyou,Rose。Ialwaysdetesteddancingbefore,butnow,doyouknow,Iratherlikeit。"
"Iknewyouwould,onlyyoumustn"tstandwithyourarmroundyourpartnerinthiswaywhenyouaredone。Youmustseatandfanher,ifshelikesit,"saidRose,anxioustoperfectapupilwhoseemedsolamentablyinneedofateacher。
"Yes,ofcourse,Iknowhowtheydoit。"And,releasinghiscousin,Macraisedasmallwhirlwindaroundherwithafoldednewspaper,sofullofzealthatshehadnotthehearttochidehimagain。
"Welldone,oldfellow。Ibegintohavehopesofyouandwillorderyouanewdresscoatatonce,sinceyouarereallygoinginfortheproprietiesoflife,"saidStevefromthemusicstool,withtheapprovingnodofonewhowasajudgeofsaidproprieties。"Now,Rose,ifyouwilljustcoachhimalittleinhissmalltalk,hewon"tmakealaughingstockofhimselfashedidtheothernight,"addedSteve。"Idon"tmeanhisgeologicalgabblethatwasbadenough,buthischatwithEmmaCurtiswasmuchworse。Tellher,Mac,andseeifshedoesn"tthinkpoorEmmahadarighttothinkyouafirst—classbore。"
"Idon"tseewhy,whenImerelytriedtohavealittlesensibleconversation,"
beganMacwithreluctance,forhehadbeenunmercifullychaffedbyhiscousins,towhomhisbrotherhadbetrayedhim。
"Whatdidyousay?Iwon"tlaughifIcanhelpit,"saidRose,curioustohear,forSteve"seyesweretwinklingwithfun。
"Well,Iknewshewasfondoftheaters,soItriedthatfirstandgotonprettywelltillIbegantotellherhowtheymanagedthosethingsinGreece。Mostinterestingsubject,youknow?"
"Very。DidyougiveheroneofthechorusesorabitofAgamemnon,asyoudidwhenyoudescribedittome?"askedRose,keepingsoberwithdifficultyassherecalledthatserio—comicscene。
"Ofcoursenot,butIwasadvisinghertoreadPrometheuswhenshegapedbehindherfanandbegantotalkaboutPhebe。Whata"nicecreature"
shewas,"keptherplace,"dressedaccordingtoherstation,andthatsortoftwaddle。Isupposeitwasratherrude,butbeingpulledupsoshortconfusedmeabit,andIsaidthefirstthingthatcameintomyhead,whichwasthatIthoughtPhebethebest—dressedwomanintheroombecauseshewasn"tallfussandfeatherslikemostofthegirls。"
"Oh,Mac!ThattoEmma,whomakesitthelaborofherlifetobealwaysintheheightoffashionandwasparticularlysplendidthatnight。Whatdidshesay?"criedRose,fullofsympathyforbothparties。
"Shebridledandlookeddaggersatme。"
"Andwhatdidyoudo?"
"Ibitmytongueandtumbledoutofonescrapeintoanother。Followingherexample,Ichangedthesubjectbytalkingaboutthecharityconcertfortheorphans,andwhenshegushedaboutthe"littledarlings,"Iadvisedhertoadoptoneandwonderedwhyyoungladiesdidn"tdothatsortofthing,insteadofcuddlingcatsandlapdogs。"
"Unhappyboy!Herpugistheidolofherlife,andshehatesbabies,"
saidRose。
"Morefoolshe!Well,shegotmyopiniononthesubject,anyway,andshe"sverywelcome,forIwentontosaythatIthoughtitwouldnotonlybealovelycharity,butexcellenttrainingforthetimewhentheyhadlittledarlingsoftheirown。Noendofpoorthingsdiethroughtheignoranceofmothers,youknow,"addedMac,soseriouslythatRosedarednotsmileatwhatwentbefore。
"ImagineEmmatrottingroundwithapauperbabyunderherarminsteadofhercherishedToto,"saidStevewithanecstatictwirlonthestool。
"Didsheseemtolikeyouradvice,MonsieurMalapropos?"askedRose,wishingshehadbeenthere。
"No,shegavealittleshriekandsaid,"Goodgracious,Mr。Campbell,howdrollyouare!TakemetoMama,please,"whichIdidwithathankfulheart。Catchmesettingherpug"slegagain,"endedMacwithagrimshakeofthehead。
"Nevermind。Youwereunfortunateinyourlistenerthattime。Don"tthinkallgirlsaresofoolish。IcanshowyouadozensensibleoneswhowoulddiscussdressreformandcharitywithyouandenjoyGreektragedyifyoudidthechorusforthemasyoudidforme,"saidRoseconsolingly,forStevewouldonlyjeer。
"Givemealistofthem,please,andI"llcultivatetheiracquaintance。
Afellowmusthavesomerewardformakingateetotumofhimself。"
"Iwillwithpleasure;andifyoudancewelltheywillmakeitverypleasantforyou,andyou"llenjoypartiesinspiteofyourself。"
"Icannotbea"glassoffashionandamoldofform"likeDandyhere,butI"lldomybest:only,ifIhadmychoice,I"dmuchrathergoroundthestreetswithanorganandamonkey,"answeredMacdespondently。
"Thankyoukindlyforthecompliment,"andRosemadehimalowcourtesy,whileStevecried,"Nowyouhavedoneit!"inatoneofreproachwhichremindedtheculprit,alltoolate,thathewasRose"schosenescort。
"Bythegods,soIhave!"Andcastingawaythenewspaperwithagestureofcomicdespair,Macstrodefromtheroom,chantingtragicallythewordsofCassandra,""Woe!woe!OEarth!OApollo!Iwilldaretodie;IwillaccostthegatesofHades,andmakemyprayerthatImayreceiveamortalblow!""Chapter7。Chapter7。7PHEBEWhileRosewasmakingdiscoveriesandhavingexperiences,Phebewasdoingthesameinaquieterway,butthoughtheyusuallycomparednotesduringthebedtimetête—à—têtewhichalwaysendedtheirday,certaintopicswerenevermentioned,soeachhadalittleworldofherownintowhicheventheeyeoffriendshipdidnotpeep。
Rose"slifejustnowwasthegaiestbutPhebe"sthehappiest。Bothwentoutagooddeal,forthebeautifulvoicewaswelcomedeverywhere,andmanywerereadytopatronizethesingerwhowouldhavebeenslowtorecognizethewoman。Phebeknewthisandmadenoattempttoassertherself,contenttoknowthatthosewhoseregardshevaluedfeltherworthandhopefulofatimewhenshecouldgracefullytaketheplaceshewasmeanttofill。
ProudasaprincesswasPhebeaboutsomethings,thoughinmostashumbleasachild;therefore,wheneachyearlessenedtheserviceshelovedtogiveandincreasedtheobligationsshewouldhaverefusedfromanyothersource,dependencebecameaburdenwhicheventhemostferventgratitudecouldnotlighten。Hithertothechildrenhadgoneontogether,findingnoobstaclestotheircompanionshipinthesecludedworldinwhichtheylived。Nowthattheywerewomentheirpathsinevitablydiverged,andbothreluctantlyfeltthattheymustpartbeforelong。
Ithadbeensettled,whentheywereabroad,thatontheirreturnPhebeshouldtakeheronegiftinherhandandtryherfortunes。Onnoothertermswouldsheaccepttheteachingwhichwastofitherfortheindependenceshedesired。Faithfullyhadsheusedthefacilitiessogenerouslyaffordedbothathomeandabroadandnowwasreadytoprovethattheyhadnotbeeninvain。Muchencouragedbythesmallsuccessesshewonindrawingrooms,andthepraisebestowedbyinterestedfriends,shebegantofeelthatshemightventureonalargerfieldandbeginhercareerasaconcertsinger,forsheaimednohigher。
Justatthistimemuchinterestwasfeltinanewasylumfororphangirls,whichcouldnotbecompletedforwantoffunds。TheCampbellswellhadbornetheirpartandstilllaboredtoaccomplishthemuch—neededcharity。
Severalfairshadbeengivenforthispurpose,followedbyaseriesofconcerts。RosehadthrownherselfintotheworkwithallherheartandnowproposedthatPhebeshouldmakeherdebutatthelastconcert,whichwastobeapeculiarlyinterestingone,asalltheorphansweretobepresentandwereexpectedtopleadtheirowncausebythesightoftheirinnocenthelplessnessaswellastouchheartsbythesimpleairstheyweretosing。
SomeofthefamilythoughtPhebewouldobjecttosohumbleabeginning,butRoseknewherbetterandwasnotdisappointed,forwhenshemadeherproposalPhebeansweredreadily:"WherecouldIfindafittertimeandplacetocomebeforethepublicthanhereamongmylittlesistersinmisfortune?
I"llsingforthemwithallmyheartonlyImustbeoneofthemandhavenoflourishmadeaboutme。"
"Youshallarrangeitasyoulike,andasthereistobelittlevocalmusicbutyoursandthechildren"s,I"llseethatyouhaveeverythingasyouplease,"promisedRose。
Itwaswellshedid,forthefamilygotmuchexcitedovertheprospectof"ourPhebe"sdebut"andwouldhavemadeaflourishifthegirlshadnotresisted。AuntClarawasindespairaboutthedressbecausePhebedecidedtowearaplainclaret—coloredmerinowithfrillsatneckandwristssothatshemightlook,asmuchaspossible,liketheotherorphansintheirstuffgownsandwhiteaprons。AuntPlentywantedtohavealittlesupperafterwardinhonoroftheoccasion,butPhebebeggedhertochangeittoaChristmasdinnerforthepoorchildren。Theboysplannedtothrowbushelsofflowers,andCharlieclaimedthehonorofleadingthesingerin。ButPhebe,withtearsinhereyes,declinedtheirkindlyoffers,sayingearnestly:"IhadbetterbeginasIamtogoonanddependuponmyselfentirely。Indeed,Mr。Charlie,I"dratherwalkinalone,foryou"dbeoutofplaceamongusandspoilthepatheticeffectwewishtoproduce。"AndasmilesparkledthroughthetearsasPhebelookedatthepieceofelegancebeforeherandthoughtofthebrowngownsandpinafores。