投诉 阅读记录

第3章

CHAPTERVIII

Atlast,onemorning,inaclearspotofaglassyhorizonchargedwithheraldicmassesofblackvapours,theislandgrewoutfromthesea,showinghereandthereitsnakedmembersofbasalticrockthroughtherentsofheavyfoliage。Later,inthegreatspillingofalltherichesofsunset,Malatastoodoutgreenandrosybeforeturningintoavioletshadowintheautumnallightoftheexpiringday。Thencamethenight。Inthefaintairstheschoonercreptonpastasturdysquatheadland,anditwaspitchdarkwhenherheadsailsrandown,sheturnedshortonherheel,andheranchorbitintothesandybottomontheedgeoftheouterreef;foritwastoodangerousthentoattemptenteringthelittlebayfullofshoals。AfterthelastsolemnflutterofthemainsailthemurmuringvoicesoftheMoorsompartylingered,veryfrail,intheblackstillness。

Theyweresittingaft,onchairs,andnobodymadeamove。Earlyintheday,whenithadbecomeevidentthatthewindwasfailing,Renouard,basinghisadviceontheshortcomingsofhisbachelorestablishment,hadurgedontheladiestheadvisabilityofnotgoingashoreinthemiddleofthenight。Nowheapproachedtheminaconstrainedmanner(itwasastonishingtheconstraintthathadreignedbetweenhimandhisguestsallthroughthepassage)andrenewedhisarguments。Nooneashorewoulddreamofhisbringinganyvisitorswithhim。Nobodywouldeventhinkofcomingoff。

Therewasonlyoneoldcanoeontheplantation。Andlandingintheschooner"sboatswouldbeawkwardinthedark。Therewastheriskofgettingagroundonsomeshallowpatches。Itwouldbebesttospendtherestofthenightonboard。

Therewasreallynoopposition。Theprofessorsmokingapipe,andverycomfortableinanulsterbuttonedoverhistropicalclothes,wasthefirsttospeakfromhislongchair。

"Mostexcellentadvice。"

NexttohimMissMoorsomassentedbyalongsilence。Theninavoiceasofonecomingoutofadream-

"AndsothisisMalata,"shesaid。"Ihaveoftenwondered……"

AshiverpassedthroughRenouard。Shehadwondered!Whatabout?

Malatawashimself。HeandMalatawereone。Andshehadwondered!

Shehad……

Theprofessor"ssisterleanedovertowardsRenouard。Throughallthesedaysatseatheman"s-thefoundman"s-existencehadnotbeenalludedtoonboardtheschooner。Thatreticencewaspartofthegeneralconstraintlyinguponthemall。She,herself,certainlyhadnotbeenexactlyelatedbythisfinding-poorArthur,withoutmoney,withoutprospects。Butshefeltmovedbythesentimentandromanceofthesituation。

"Isn"titwonderful,"shewhisperedoutofherwhitewrap,"tothinkofpoorArthursleepingthere,soneartoourdearlovelyFelicia,andnotknowingtheimmensejoyinstoreforhimto-

morrow。"

Therewassuchartificialityinthewax-flowerladythatnothinginthisspeechtouchedRenouard。Itwasbutthesimpleanxietyofhisheartthathewasvoicingwhenhemutteredgloomily-

"Nooneintheworldknowswhatto-morrowmayholdinstore。"

Thematureladyhadarecoilasthoughhehadsaidsomethingimpolite。Whataharshthingtosay-insteadoffindingsomethingniceandappropriate。Onboard,wheresheneversawhimineveningclothes,Renouard"sresemblancetoaduke"ssonwasnotsoapparenttoher。Nothingbuthis-ah-bohemianismremained。Sherosewithasortofostentation。

"It"slate-andsincewearegoingtosleeponboardto-night……"shesaid。"Butitdoesseemsocruel。"

Theprofessorstartedupeagerly,knockingtheashesoutofhispipe。"Infinitelymoresensible,mydearEmma。"

RenouardwaitedbehindMissMoorsom"schair。

Shegotupslowly,movedonestepforward,andpausedlookingattheshore。Theblacknessoftheislandblottedoutthestarswithitsvaguemasslikealowthundercloudbroodingoverthewatersandreadytoburstintoflameandcrashes。

"Andso-thisisMalata,"sherepeateddreamily,movingtowardsthecabindoor。Theclearcloakhangingfromhershoulders,theivoryface-forthenighthadputoutnothingofherbutthegleamsofherhair-madeherresembleashiningdream-womanutteringwordsofwistfulinquiry。Shedisappearedwithoutasign,leavingRenouardpenetratedtotheverymarrowbythesoundsthatcamefromherbodylikeamysteriousresonanceofanexquisiteinstrument。

Hestoodstockstill。Whatwasthisaccidentaltouchwhichhadevokedthestrangeaccentofhervoice?Hedarednotanswerthatquestion。Buthehadtoanswerthequestionofwhatwastobedonenow。Hadthemomentofconfessioncome?Thethoughtwasenoughtomakeone"sbloodruncold。

Itwasasifthosepeoplehadapremonitionofsomething。Inthetaciturndaysofthepassagehehadnoticedtheirreserveevenamongstthemselves。Theprofessorsmokedhispipemoodilyinretiredspots。RenouardhadcaughtMissMoorsom"seyesrestingonhimselfmorethanonce,withapeculiarandgraveexpression。Hefanciedthatsheavoidedallopportunitiesofconversation。Themaidenladyseemedtonurseagrievance。Andnowwhathadhetodo?

Thelightsonthedeckhadgoneoutoneaftertheother。Theschoonerslept。

AboutanhourafterMissMoorsomhadgonebelowwithoutasignorawordforhim,Renouardgotoutofhishammockslunginthewaistunderthemidshipawning-forhehadgivenupalltheaccommodationbelowtohisguests。Hegotoutwithasuddenswiftmovement,flungoffhissleepingjacket,rolledhispyjamasuphisthighs,andstoleforward,unseenbytheoneKanakaoftheanchor-

watch。Hiswhitetorso,nakedlikeastrippedathlete"s,glimmered,ghostly,inthedeepshadowsofthedeck。Unnoticedhegotoutoftheshipovertheknight-heads,ranalongthebackrope,andseizingthedolphin-strikerfirmlywithbothhands,loweredhimselfintotheseawithoutasplash。

Heswamaway,noiselesslikeafish,andthenstruckboldlyfortheland,sustained,embraced,bythetepidwater。Thegentle,voluptuousheaveofitsbreastswunghimupanddownslightly;

sometimesawaveletmurmuredinhisears;fromtimetotime,loweringhisfeet,hefeltforthebottomonashallowpatchtorestandcorrecthisdirection。Helandedatthelowerendofthebungalowgarden,intothedeadstillnessoftheisland。Therewerenolights。Theplantationseemedtosleep,asprofoundlyastheschooner。Onthepathasmallshellcrackedunderhisnakedheel。

Thefaithfulhalf-casteforemangoinghisroundscockedhisearsatthesharpsound。Hegaveoneenormousstartoffearatthesightoftheswiftwhitefigureflyingathimoutofthenight。Hecrouchedinterror,andthensprangupandclickedhistongueinamazedrecognition。

"Tse!Tse!Themaster!"

"Bequiet,Luiz,andlistentowhatIsay。"

Yes,itwasthemaster,thestrongmasterwhowasneverknowntoraisehisvoice,themanblindlyobeyedandneverquestioned。Hetalkedlowandrapidlyinthequietnight,asifeveryminutewereprecious。OnlearningthatthreeguestswerecomingtostayLuizclickedhistonguerapidly。Theseclicksweretheuniform,stenographicsymbolsofhisemotions,andhecouldgivethemaninfinitevarietyofmeaning。Helistenedtotherestinadeepsilencehardlyaffectedbythelow,"Yes,master,"wheneverRenouardpaused。

"Youunderstand?"thelatterinsisted。"Nopreparationsaretobemadetillwelandinthemorning。AndyouaretosaythatMr。

Walterhasgoneoffinatradingschooneronaroundoftheislands。"

"Yes,master。"

"Nomistakes-mind!"

"No,master。"

Renouardwalkedbacktowardsthesea。Luiz,followinghim,proposedtocallouthalfadozenboysandmanthecanoe。

"Imbecile!"

"Tse!Tse!Tse!"

"Don"tyouunderstandthatyouhaven"tseenme?"

"Yes,master。Butwhatalongswim。Supposeyoudrown。"

"ThenyoucansayofmeandofMr。Walterwhatyoulike。Thedeaddon"tmind。"

Renouardenteredtheseaandheardafaint"Tse!Tse!Tse!"ofconcernfromthehalf-caste,whohadalreadylostsightofthemaster"sdarkheadontheovershadowedwater。

Renouardsethisdirectionbyabigstarthat,dippingonthehorizon,seemedtolookcuriouslyintohisface。Onthisswimbackhefeltthemournfulfatigueofallthatlengthofthetraversedroad,whichbroughthimnonearertohisdesire。Itwasasifhislovehadsappedtheinvisiblesupportsofhisstrength。Therecameamomentwhenitseemedtohimthathemusthaveswumbeyondtheconfinesoflife。Hehadasensationofeternitycloseathand,demandingnoeffort-offeringitspeace。Itwaseasytoswimlikethisbeyondtheconfinesoflifelookingatastar。Butthethought:"TheywillthinkIdarednotfacethemandcommittedsuicide,"causedarevoltofhismindwhichcarriedhimon。Hereturnedonboard,ashehadleft,unheardandunseen。Helayinhishammockutterlyexhaustedandwithaconfusedfeelingthathehadbeenbeyondtheconfinesoflife,somewherenearastar,andthatitwasveryquietthere。

CHAPTERIX

Shelteredbythesquatheadlandfromthefirstmorningsparkleoftheseathelittlebaybreathedadeliciousfreshness。Thepartyfromtheschoonerlandedatthebottomofthegarden。Theyexchangedinsignificantwordsinstudiouslycasualtones。Theprofessor"ssisterputupalong-handledeye-glassasiftoscanthenovelsurroundings,butinrealitysearchingforpoorArthuranxiously。Havingneverseenhimotherwisethaninhistownclothesshehadnoideawhathewouldlooklike。IthadbeenlefttotheprofessortohelphisladiesoutoftheboatbecauseRenouard,asifintentongivingdirections,hadsteppedforwardatoncetomeetthehalf-casteLuizhurryingdownthepath。Inthedistance,infrontofthedazzlinglysunlitbungalow,arowofdark-facedhouse-boysunequalinstatureandvariedincomplexionpreservedtheimmobilityofaguardofhonour。

Luizhadtakenoffhissoftfelthatbeforecomingwithinearshot。

Renouardbenthisheadtohisrapidtalkofdomesticarrangementshemeanttomakeforthevisitors;anotherbedinthemaster"sroomfortheladiesandacotforthegentlemantobehungintheroomoppositewhere-whereMr。Walter-herehegaveascaredlookallround-Mr。Walter-haddied。

"Verygood,"assentedRenouardinanevenundertone。"Andrememberwhatyouhavetosayofhim。"

"Yes,master。Only"-hewriggledslightlyandputonebarefootontheotherforamomentinapologeticembarrassment-"onlyI-I-

don"tliketosayit。"

Renouardlookedathimwithoutanger,withoutanysortofexpression。"Frightenedofthedead?Eh?Well-allright。I

willsayitmyself-Isupposeonceforall……Immediatelyheraisedhisvoiceverymuch。

"Sendtheboysdowntobringuptheluggage。"

"Yes,master。"

Renouardturnedtohisdistinguishedguestswho,likeapersonallyconductedpartyoftourists,hadstoppedandwerelookingaboutthem。

"Iamsorry,"hebeganwithanimpassiveface。"MymanhasjusttoldmethatMr。Walter……"hemanagedtosmile,butdidn"tcorrecthimself……"hasgoneinatradingschooneronashorttouroftheislands,tothewestward。"

Thiscommunicationwasreceivedinprofoundsilence。

Renouardforgothimselfinthethought:"It"sdone!"Butthesightofthestringofboysmarchinguptothehousewithsuit-

casesanddressing-bagsrescuedhimfromthatappallingabstraction。

"AllIcandoistobegyoutomakeyourselvesathome……withwhatpatienceyoumay。"

Thiswassoobviouslytheonlythingtodothateverybodymovedonatonce。TheprofessorwalkedalongsideRenouard,behindthetwoladies。

"Ratherunexpected-thisabsence。"

"Notexactly,"mutteredRenouard。"Atriphastobemadeeveryyeartoengagelabour。"

"Isee……Andhe……Howvexinglyelusivethepoorfellowhasbecome!I"llbegintothinkthatsomewickedfairyisfavouringthislovetalewithunpleasantattentions。"

Renouardnoticedthatthepartydidnotseemweigheddownbythisnewdisappointment。Onthecontrarytheymovedwithafreerstep。

Theprofessor"ssisterdroppedhereye-glasstotheendofitschain。MissMoorsomtookthelead。Theprofessor,hislipsunsealed,lingeredintheopen:butRenouarddidnotlistentothatman"stalk。Helookedafterthatman"sdaughter-ifindeedthatcreatureofirresistibleseductionswereadaughterofmortals。Theveryintensityofhisdesire,asifhissoulwerestreamingafterherthroughhiseyes,defeatedhisobjectofkeepingholdofheraslongaspossiblewith,atleast,oneofhissenses。Hermovingoutlinesdissolvedintoamistycolouredshimmerofawomanmadeofflameandshadows,crossingthethresholdofhishouse。

ThedayswhichfollowedwerenotexactlysuchasRenouardhadfeared-yettheywerenotbetterthanhisfears。Theywereaccursedinallthemoodstheybroughthim。Butthegeneralaspectofthingswasquiet。Theprofessorsmokedinnumerablepipeswiththeairofaworkeronhisholiday,alwaysinmovementandlookingatthingswiththatmysteriouslysagaciousaspectofmenwhoareadmittedlywiserthantherestoftheworld。Hiswhiteheadofhair-whiterthananythingwithinthehorizonexceptthebrokenwateronthereefs-wasglimpsedineverypartoftheplantationalwaysonthemoveunderthewhiteparasol。Andonceheclimbedtheheadlandandappearedsuddenlytothosebelow,awhitespeckelevatedintheblue,withadiminutivebutstatuesqueeffect。

FeliciaMoorsomremainednearthehouse。Sometimesshecouldbeseenwithadespairingexpressionscribblingrapidlyinherlock-updairy。Butonlyforamoment。AtthesoundofRenouard"sfootstepsshewouldturntowardshimherbeautifulface,adorableinthatcalmwhichwaslikeawilful,likeacruelignoringofhertremendouspower。Whenevershesatontheverandah,onachairmorespeciallyreservedforheruse,Renouardwouldstrollupandsitonthestepsnearher,mostlysilent,andoftennottrustinghimselftoturnhisglanceonher。She,verystillwithhereyeshalf-closed,lookeddownonhishead-sothattoabeholder(suchasProfessorMoorsom,forinstance)shewouldappeartobeturningoverinhermindprofoundthoughtsaboutthatmansittingatherfeet,hisshouldersbowedalittle,hishandslistless-asifvanquished。And,indeed,themoralpoisonoffalsehoodhassuchadecomposingpowerthatRenouardfelthisoldpersonalityturntodeaddust。Often,intheevening,whentheysatoutsideconversinglanguidlyinthedark,hefeltthathemustresthisforeheadonherfeetandburstintotears。

Theprofessor"ssistersufferedfromsomelittlestraincausedbytheunstabilityofherownfeelingstowardRenouard。Shecouldnottellwhethershereallydiddislikehimornot。Attimesheappearedtohermostfascinating;and,thoughhegenerallyendedbysayingsomethingshockinglycrude,shecouldnotresistherinclinationtotalkwithhim-atleastnotalways。Onedaywhenherniecehadleftthemaloneontheverandahsheleanedforwardinherchair-speckless,resplendent,and,inherway,almostasstrikingapersonalityasherniece,whodidnotresembleherintheleast。"DearFeliciahasinheritedherhairandthegreatestpartofherappearancefromhermother,"themaidenladyusedtotellpeople。

Sheleanedforwardthen,confidentially。

"Oh!Mr。Renouard!Haven"tyousomethingcomfortingtosay?"

Helookedup,assurprisedasifavoicefromheavenhadspokenwiththisperfectsocietyintonation,andbythepuzzledprofundityofhisblueeyesflutteredthewax-flowerofrefinedwomanhood。

Shecontinued。"For-Icanspeaktoyouopenlyonthistiresomesubject-onlythinkwhataterriblestrainthishopedeferredmustbeforFelicia"sheart-forhernerves。"

"Whyspeaktomeaboutit,"hemutteredfeelinghalfchokedsuddenly。

"Why!Asafriend-awell-wisher-thekindestofhosts。Iamafraidwearereallyeatingyououtofhouseandhome。"Shelaughedalittle。"Ah!When,whenwillthissuspenseberelieved!

ThatpoorlostArthur!IconfessthatIamalmostafraidofthegreatmoment。Itwillbelikeseeingaghost。"

"Haveyoueverseenaghost?"askedRenouard,inadullvoice。

Sheshiftedherhandsalittle。Herposewasperfectinitseaseandmiddle-agedgrace。

"Notactually。Onlyinaphotograph。Butwehavemanyfriendswhohadtheexperienceofapparitions。"

"Ah!TheyseeghostsinLondon,"mumbledRenouard,notlookingather。

"Frequently-inacertainveryinterestingset。Butallsortsofpeopledo。Wehaveafriend,averyfamousauthor-hisghostisagirl。Oneofmybrother"sintimatesisaverygreatmanofscience。Heisfriendlywithaghost……Ofagirltoo,"sheaddedinavoiceasifstruckforthefirsttimebythecoincidence。"ItisthephotographofthatapparitionwhichIhaveseen。Verysweet。Mostinteresting。Alittlecloudynaturally……Mr。Renouard!Ihopeyouarenotasceptic。It"ssoconsolingtothink……"

"Thoseplantationboysofmineseeghoststoo,"saidRenouardgrimly。

Thesisterofthephilosophersatupstiffly。Whatcrudeness!Itwasalwayssowiththisstrangeyoungman。

"Mr。Renouard!Howcanyoucomparethesuperstitiousfanciesofyourhorriblesavageswiththemanifestations……"

Wordsfailedher。Shebrokeoffwithaveryfaintprimlyangrysmile。Shewasperhapsthemoreoffendedwithhimbecauseofthatflutteratthebeginningoftheconversation。Andinamomentwithperfecttactanddignityshegotupfromherchairandlefthimalone。

Renouarddidn"tevenlookup。Itwasnotthedispleasureoftheladywhichdeprivedhimofhissleepthatnight。Hewasbeginningtoforgetwhatsimple,honestsleepwaslike。Hishammockfromtheshiphadbeenhungforhimonasideverandah,andhespenthisnightsinitonhisback,hishandsfoldedonhischest,inasortofhalfconscious,oppressedstupor。Inthemorninghewatchedwithunseeingeyestheheadlandcomeoutashapelessinkblotagainstthethinlightofthefalsedawn,passthroughallthestagesofdaybreaktothedeeppurpleofitsoutlinedmassnimbedgloriouslywiththegoldoftherisingsun。Helistenedtothevaguesoundsofwakingwithinthehouse:andsuddenlyhebecameawareofLuizstandingbythehammock-obviouslytroubled。

"What"sthematter?"

"Tse!Tse!Tse!"

"Well,whatnow?Troublewiththeboys?"

"No,master。ThegentlemanwhenItakehimhisbathwaterhespeaktome。Heaskme-heask-when,when,IthinkMr。Walter,hecomeback。"

Thehalf-caste"steethchatteredslightly。Renouardgotoutofthehammock。

"Andheishereallthetime-eh?"

Luiznoddedascaredaffirmative,butatonceprotested,"Inoseehim。Inever。NotI!Theignorantwildboyssaytheysee……

Something!Ough!"

Heclappedhisteethonanothershortrattle,andstoodthere,shrunk,blighted,likeamaninafreezingblast。

"Andwhatdidyousaytothegentleman?"

"IsayIdon"tknow-andIclearout。I-Idon"tliketospeakofhim。"

"Allright。Weshalltrytolaythatpoorghost,"saidRenouardgloomily,goingofftoasmallhutnearbytodress。Hewassayingtohimself:"Thisfellowwillendbygivingmeaway。ThelastthingthatI……No!Thatmustn"tbe。"Andfeelinghishandbeingforcedhediscoveredthewholeextentofhiscowardice。

CHAPTERX

Thatmorningwanderingabouthisplantation,morelikeafrightenedsoulthanitscreatorandmaster,hedodgedthewhiteparasolbobbinguphereandtherelikeabuoyadriftonaseaofdark-greenplants。Thecroppromisedtobemagnificent,andthefashionablephilosopheroftheagetookotherthanamerelyscientificinterestintheexperiment。Hisinvestmentswerejudicious,buthehadalwayssomelittlemoneylyingby,forexperiments。

Afterlunch,beingleftalonewithRenouard,hetalkedalittleofcultivationandsuchmatters。Thensuddenly:

"Bytheway,isittruewhatmysistertellsme,thatyourplantationboyshavebeendisturbedbyaghost?"

Renouard,whosincetheladieshadleftthetablewasnotkeepingsuchastrictwatchonhimself,cameoutofhisabstractionwithastartandastiffsmile。

"Myforemanhadsometroublewiththemduringmyabsence。Theyfunkworkinginacertainfieldontheslopeofthehill。"

"Aghosthere!"exclaimedtheamusedprofessor。"Thenourwholeconceptionofthepsychologyofghostsmustberevised。Thisislandhasbeenuninhabitedprobablysincethedawnofages。Howdidaghostcomehere。Byairorwater?Andwhydiditleaveitsnativehaunts。Wasitfrommisanthropy?Washeexpelledfromsomecommunityofspirits?"

Renouardessayedtorespondinthesametone。Thewordsdiedonhislips。Wasitamanorawomanghost,theprofessorinquired。

"Idon"tknow。"Renouardmadeanefforttoappearatease。Hehad,hesaid,acoupleofTahitianamongsthisboys-aghost-

riddenrace。Theyhadstartedthescare。Theyhadprobablybroughttheirghostwiththem。

"Letusinvestigatethematter,Renouard,"proposedtheprofessorhalfinearnest。"Wemaymakesomeinterestingdiscoveriesastothestateofprimitiveminds,atanyrate。"

Thiswastoomuch。Renouardjumpedupandleavingtheroomwentoutandwalkedaboutinfrontofthehouse。Hewouldallownoonetoforcehishand。Presentlytheprofessorjoinedhimoutside。Hecarriedhisparasol,buthadneitherhisbooknorhispipewithhim。Amiablyserioushelaidhishandonhis"dearyoungfriend"s"

arm。

"Weareallofusalittlestrungup,"hesaid。"FormypartI

havebeenlikesisterAnneinthestory。ButIcannotseeanythingcoming。Anythingthatwouldbetheleastgoodforanybody-I

mean。"

Renouardhadrecoveredsufficientlytomurmurcoldlyhisregretofthiswasteoftime。Forthatwaswhat,hesupposed,theprofessorhadinhismind。

"Time,"musedProfessorMoorsom。"Idon"tknowthattimecanbewasted。ButIwilltellyou,mydearfriend,whatthisis:itisanawfulwasteoflife。Imeanforallofus。Evenformysister,whohasgotaheadacheandisgonetoliedown。"

HeshookgentlyRenouard"sarm。"Yes,forallofus!Onemaymeditateonlifeendlessly,onemayevenhaveapooropinionofit-butthefactremainsthatwehaveonlyonelifetolive。Anditisshort。Thinkofthat,myyoungfriend。"

HereleasedRenouard"sarmandsteppedoutoftheshadeopeninghisparasol。Itwasclearthattherewassomethingmoreinhismindthanmereanxietyaboutthedateofhislecturesforfashionableaudiences。Whatdidthemanmeanbyhisconfoundedplatitudes?ToRenouard,scaredbyLuizinthemorning(forhefeltthatnothingcouldbemorefatalthantohavehisdeceptionunveiledotherwisethanbypersonalconfession),thistalksoundedlikeencouragementorawarningfromthatmanwhoseemedtohimtobeverybrazenandverysubtle。Itwaslikebeingbulliedbythedeadandcajoledbythelivingintoathrowofdiceforasupremestake。

Renouardwentawaytosomedistancefromthehouseandthrewhimselfdownintheshadeofatree。Helaythereperfectlystillwithhisforeheadrestingonhisfoldedarms,light-headedandthinking。Itseemedtohimthathemustbeonfire,thenthathehadfallenintoacoolwhirlpool,asmoothfunnelofwaterswirlingaboutwithnauseatingrapidity。Andthen(itmusthavebeenareminiscenceofhisboyhood)hewaswalkingonthedangerousthiniceofariver,unabletoturnback……Suddenlyitpartedfromshoretoshorewithaloudcracklikethereportofagun。

Withoneleaphefoundhimselfonhisfeet。Allwaspeace,stillness,sunshine。Hewalkedawayfromthereslowly。Hadhebeenagamblerhewouldhaveperhapsbeensupportedinameasurebythemereexcitement。Buthewasnotagambler。Hehadalwaysdisdainedthatartificialmannerofchallengingthefates。Thebungalowcameintoview,brightandpretty,andallabouteverythingwaspeace,stillness,sunshine……

Whilehewasploddingtowardsithehadadisagreeablesenseofthedeadman"scompanyathiselbow。Theghost!Heseemedtobeeverywherebutinhisgrave。Couldoneevershakehimoff?hewondered。AtthatmomentMissMoorsomcameoutontheverandah;

andatonce,asifbyamysteryofradiatingwaves,sherousedagreattumultinhisheart,shookearthandskytogether-butheploddedon。Thenlikeagravesong-noteinthestormhervoicecametohimominously。

"Ah!Mr。Renouard……"Hecameupandsmiled,butshewasveryserious。"Ican"tkeepstillanylonger。Istheretimetowalkupthisheadlandandbackbeforedark?"

Theshadowswerelyinglengthenedontheground;allwasstillnessandpeace。"No,"saidRenouard,feelingsuddenlyassteadyasarock。"ButIcanshowyouaviewfromthecentralhillwhichyourfatherhasnotseen。Aviewofreefsandofbrokenwaterwithoutend,andofgreatwheelingcloudsofsea-birds。"

Shecamedowntheverandahstepsatonceandtheymovedoff。"Yougofirst,"heproposed,"andI"lldirectyou。Totheleft。"

Shewaswearingashortnankinskirt,amuslinblouse;hecouldseethroughthethinstufftheskinofhershoulders,ofherarms。Thenobledelicacyofherneckcausedhimasortoftransport。"Thepathbeginswherethesethreepalmsare。Theonlypalmsontheisland。"

"Isee。"

Sheneverturnedherhead。Afterawhilesheobserved:"Thispathlooksasifithadbeenmaderecently。"

"Quiterecently,"heassentedverylow。

Theywentonclimbingsteadilywithoutexchanginganotherword;andwhentheystoodonthetopshegazedalongtimebeforeher。Theloweveningmistveiledthefurtherlimitofthereefs。Abovetheenormousandmelancholyconfusion,asofafleetofwreckedislands,therestlessmyriadsofsea-birdsrolledandunrolleddarkribbonsonthesky,gatheredinclouds,soaredandstoopedlikeaplayofshadows,fortheyweretoofarforthemtoheartheircries。

Renouardbrokethesilenceinlowtones。

"They"llbesettlingforthenightpresently。"Shemadenosound。

Roundthemallwaspeaceanddecliningsunshine。Nearby,thetopmostpinnacleofMalata,resemblingthetopofaburiedtower,rosearock,weather-worn,grey,wearyofwatchingthemonotonouscenturiesofthePacific。Renouardleanedhisshouldersagainstit。FeliciaMoorsomfacedhimsuddenly,hersplendidblackeyesfullonhisfaceasthoughshehadmadeuphermindatlasttodestroyhiswitsonceandforall。Dazzled,heloweredhiseyelidsslowly。

"Mr。Renouard!Thereissomethingstrangeinallthis。Tellmewhereheis?"

Heanswereddeliberately。

"Ontheothersideofthisrock。Iburiedhimtheremyself。"

Shepressedherhandstoherbreast,struggledforherbreathforamoment,then:"Ohhh!……Youburiedhim!……Whatsortofmanareyou?……Youdarednottell!……Heisanotherofyourvictims?……Youdarednotconfessthatevening……Youmusthavekilledhim。Whatcouldhehavedonetoyou?……Youfastenedonhimsomeatrociousquarreland……"

Hervengefulaspect,herpoignantcrieslefthimasunmovedasthewearyrockagainstwhichheleaned。Heonlyraisedhiseyelidstolookatherandloweredthemslowly。Nothingmore。Itsilencedher。Andasifashamedshemadeagesturewithherhand,puttingawayfromherthatthought。Hespoke,quietlyironicatfirst。

"Ha!thelegendaryRenouardofsensitiveidiots-theruthlessadventurer-theogrewithafuture。Thatwasaparrotcry,MissMoorsom。Idon"tthinkthatthegreatestfoolofthemalleverdaredhintsuchastupidthingofmethatIkilledmenfornothing。

No,Ihadnoticedthismaninahotel。HehadcomefromupcountryIwastold,andwasdoingnothing。Isawhimsittingtherelonelyinacornerlikeasickcrow,andIwentoveroneeveningtotalktohim。Justonimpulse。Hewasn"timpressive。Hewaspitiful。

Myworstenemycouldhavetoldyouhewasn"tgoodenoughtobeoneofRenouard"svictims。Itdidn"ttakemelongtojudgethathewasdrugginghimself。Notdrinking。Drugs。"

"Ah!It"snowthatyouaretryingtomurderhim,"shecried。

"Really。AlwaystheRenouardofshopkeepers"legend。Listen!I

wouldneverhavebeenjealousofhim。AndyetIamjealousoftheairyoubreathe,ofthesoilyoutreadon,oftheworldthatseesyou-movingfree-notmine。Butnevermind。Iratherlikedhim。

ForacertainreasonIproposedheshouldcometobemyassistanthere。Hesaidhebelievedthiswouldsavehim。Itdidnotsavehimfromdeath。Itcametohimasitwerefromnothing-justafall。Amereslipandtumbleoftenfeetintoaravine。Butitseemshehadbeenhurtbeforeup-country-byahorse。Heailedandailed。No,hewasnotasteel-tippedman。Andhispoorsoulseemedtohavebeendamagedtoo。Itgavewayverysoon。"

"Thisistragic!"FeliciaMoorsomwhisperedwithfeeling。

Renouard"slipstwitched,buthislevelvoicecontinuedmercilessly。

"That"sthestory。Heralliedalittleonenightandsaidhewantedtotellmesomething。I,beingagentleman,hesaid,hecouldconfideinme。Itoldhimthathewasmistaken。Thattherewasagooddealofaplebeianinme,thathecouldn"tknow。Heseemeddisappointed。Hemutteredsomethingabouthisinnocenceandsomethingthatsoundedlikeacurseonsomewoman,thenturnedtothewalland-justgrewcold。"

"Onawoman,"criedMissMoorsomindignantly。"Whatwoman?"

"Iwonder!"saidRenouard,raisinghiseyesandnotingthecrimsonofherear-lobesagainstthelivewhitenessofhercomplexion,thesombre,asifsecret,night-splendourofhereyesunderthewrithingflamesofherhair。"Somewomanwhowouldn"tbelieveinthatpoorinnocenceofhis……Yes。Youprobably。Andnowyouwillnotbelieveinme-noteveninmewhomustintruthbewhatI

am-eventodeath。No!Youwon"t。Andyet,Felicia,awomanlikeyouandamanlikemedonotoftencometogetheronthisearth。"

Theflameofhergloriousheadscorchedhisface。Heflunghishatfaraway,andhissuddenlyloweredeyelidsbroughtoutstartlinglyhisresemblancetoantiquebronze,theprofileofPallas,still,austere,bowedalittleintheshadowoftherock。"Oh!Ifyoucouldonlyunderstandthetruththatisinme!"headded。

Shewaited,asiftooastoundedtospeak,tillhelookedupagain,andthenwithunnaturalforceasifdefendingherselffromsomeunspokenaspersion,"It"sIwhostandfortruthhere!Believeinyou!Inyou,whobyaheartlessfalsehood-andnothingelse,nothingelse,doyouhear?-havebroughtmehere,deceived,cheated,asinsomeabominablefarce!"Shesatdownonaboulder,restedherchininherhands,intheposeofsimplegrief-

mourningforherself。

"Itonlywantedthis。Why!Oh!Whyisitthatugliness,ridicule,andbasenessmustfallacrossmypath。"

Onthatheight,alonewiththesky,theyspoketoeachotherasiftheearthhadfallenawayfromundertheirfeet。

"Areyougrievingforyourdignity?Hewasamediocresoulandcouldhavegivenyoubutanunworthyexistence。"

Shedidnotevensmileatthosewords,but,superb,asifliftingacorneroftheveil,sheturnedonhimslowly。

"AnddoyouimagineIwouldhavedevotedmyselftohimforsuchapurpose!Don"tyouknowthatreparationwasduetohimfromme?A

sacreddebt-afineduty。Toredeemhimwouldnothavebeeninmypower-Iknowit。Buthewasblameless,anditwasformetocomeforward。Don"tyouseethatintheeyesoftheworldnothingcouldhaverehabilitatedhimsocompletelyashismarriagewithme?NowordofevilcouldbewhisperedofhimafterIhadgivenhimmyhand。Astogivingmyselfuptoanythinglessthantheshapingofaman"sdestiny-ifIthoughtIcoulddoitIwouldabhormyself……"Shespokewithauthorityinherdeepfascinating,unemotionalvoice。Renouardmeditated,gloomy,asifoversomesinisterriddleofabeautifulsphinxmetonthewildroadofhislife。

"Yes。Yourfatherwasright。Youareoneofthesearistocrats……"

Shedrewherselfuphaughtily。

"Whatdoyousay?Myfather!……Ianaristocrat。"

"Oh!Idon"tmeanthatyouarelikethemenandwomenofthetimeofarmours,castles,andgreatdeeds。Oh,no!Theystoodonthenakedsoil,hadtraditionstobefaithfulto,hadtheirfeetonthisearthofpassionsanddeathwhichisnotahothouse。Theywouldhavebeentooplebeianforyousincetheyhadtolead,tosufferwith,tounderstandthecommonesthumanity。No,youaremerelyofthetopmostlayer,disdainfulandsuperior,themerepurefrothandbubbleontheinscrutabledepthswhichsomedaywilltossyououtofexistence。Butyouareyou!Youareyou!Youaretheeternalloveitself-only,ODivinity,itisn"tyourbody,itisyoursoulthatismadeoffoam。"

Shelistenedasifinadream。Hehadsucceededsowellinhisefforttodrivebackthefloodofhispassionthathislifeitselfseemedtorunwithitoutofhisbody。Atthatmomenthefeltasonedeadspeaking。Buttheheadlongwavereturningwithtenfoldforceflunghimonhersuddenly,withopenarmsandblazingeyes。

Shefoundherselflikeafeatherinhisgrasp,helpless,unabletostruggle,withherfeetofftheground。Butthiscontactwithher,maddeningliketoomuchfelicity,destroyeditsownend。Fireranthroughhisveins,turnedhispassiontoashes,burnthimoutandlefthimempty,withoutforce-almostwithoutdesire。Helethergobeforeshecouldcryout。Andshewassousedtotheformsofrepressionenveloping,softeningthecrudeimpulsesofoldhumanitythatshenolongerbelievedintheirexistenceasifitwereanexplodedlegend。Shedidnotrecognisewhathadhappenedtoher。

Shecamesafeoutofhisarms,withoutastruggle,notevenhavingfeltafraid。

"What"sthemeaningofthis?"shesaid,outragedbutcalminascornfulway。

Hegotdownonhiskneesinsilence,bentlowtoherveryfeet,whileshelookeddownathim,alittlesurprised,withoutanimosity,asifmerelycurioustoseewhathewoulddo。Then,whileheremainedbowedtothegroundpressingthehemofherskirttohislips,shemadeaslightmovement。Hegotup。

"No,"hesaid。"WereyoueversomuchminewhatcouldIdowithyouwithoutyourconsent?No。Youdon"tconquerawraith,coldmist,stuffofdreams,illusion。Itmustcometoyouandclingtoyourbreast。Andthen!Oh!Andthen!"

Allecstasy,allexpressionwentoutofhisface。

"Mr。Renouard,"shesaid,"thoughyoucanhavenoclaimonmyconsiderationafterhavingdecoyedmehereforthevilepurpose,apparently,ofgloatingovermeasyourpossibleprey,IwilltellyouthatIamnotperhapstheextraordinarybeingyouthinkIam。

Youmaybelieveme。HereIstandfortruthitself。"

"What"sthattomewhatyouare?"heanswered。"AtasignfromyouIwouldclimbuptotheseventhheaventobringyoudowntoearthformyown-andifIsawyousteepedtothelipsinvice,incrime,inmud,Iwouldgoafteryou,takeyoutomyarms-wearyouforanincomparablejewelonmybreast。Andthat"slove-truelove-thegiftandthecurseofthegods。Thereisnoother。"

Thetruthvibratinginhisvoicemadeherrecoilslightly,forshewasnotfittohearit-notevenalittle-notevenonesingletimeinherlife。Itwasrevoltingtoher;andinhertrouble,perhapspromptedbythesuggestionofhisnameortosoftentheharshnessofexpression,forshewasobscurelymoved,shespoketohiminFrench。

"ASSEZ!J"AIHORREURDETOUTCELA,"shesaid。

Hewaswhitetohisverylips,buthewastremblingnomore。Thedicehadbeencast,andnotevenviolencecouldalterthethrow。

Shepassedbyhimunbendingly,andhefollowedherdownthepath。

Afteratimesheheardhimsaying:

"Andyourdreamistoinfluenceahumandestiny?"

"Yes!"sheansweredcurtly,unabashed,withawoman"scompleteassurance。

"Thenyoumayrestcontent。Youhavedoneit。"

Sheshruggedhershouldersslightly。Butjustbeforereachingtheendofthepathsherelented,stopped,andwentbacktohim。

"Idon"tsupposeyouareveryanxiousforpeopletoknowhownearyoucametoabsoluteturpitude。Youmayresteasyonthatpoint。

Ishallspeaktomyfather,ofcourse,andwewillagreetosaythathehasdied-nothingmore。"

"Yes,"saidRenouardinalifelessvoice。"Heisdead。Hisveryghostshallbedonewithpresently。"

Shewenton,butheremainedstandingstockstillinthedusk。Shehadalreadyreachedthethreepalmswhensheheardbehindheraloudpealoflaughter,cynicalandjoyless,suchasisheardinsmoking-roomsattheendofascandalousstory。Itmadeherfeelpositivelyfaintforamoment。

CHAPTERXI

SlowlyacompletedarknessenvelopedGeoffreyRenouard。Hisresolutionhadfailedhim。InsteadoffollowingFeliciaintothehouse,hehadstoppedunderthethreepalms,andleaningagainstasmoothtrunkhadabandonedhimselftoasenseofanimmensedeceptionandthefeelingofextremefatigue。Thiswalkupthehillanddownagainwaslikethesupremeeffortofanexplorertryingtopenetratetheinteriorofanunknowncountry,thesecretofwhichistoowelldefendedbyitscruelandbarrennature。

Decoyedbyamirage,hehadgonetoofar-sofarthattherewasnogoingback。Hisstrengthwasatanend。Forthefirsttimeinhislifehehadtogiveup,andwithasortofdespairingself-

possessionhetriedtounderstandthecauseofthedefeat。Hedidnotascribeittothatabsurddeadman。

ThehesitatingshadowofLuizapproachedhimunnoticedtillitspoketimidly。Renouardstarted。

"Eh?What?Dinnerwaiting?YoumustsayIbegtobeexcused。I

can"tcome。ButIshallseethemto-morrowmorning,atthelandingplace。Takeyourordersfromtheprofessorastothesailingoftheschooner。Gonow。"

Luiz,dumbfounded,retreatedintothedarkness。Renouarddidnotmove,buthoursafterwards,likethebitterfruitofhisimmobility,thewords:"Ihadnothingtooffertohervanity,"

camefromhislipsinthesilenceoftheisland。Anditwasthenonlythathestirred,onlytowearthenightoutinrestlesstrampingupanddownthevariouspathsoftheplantation。Luiz,whosesleepwasmadelightbytheconsciousnessofsomeimpendingchange,heardfootstepspassingbyhishut,thefirmtreadofthemaster;andturningonhismatsemittedafaintTse!Tse!Tse!ofdeepconcern。

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