第3章
CHAPTERVIII
Atlast,onemorning,inaclearspotofaglassyhorizonchargedwithheraldicmassesofblackvapours,theislandgrewoutfromthesea,showinghereandthereitsnakedmembersofbasalticrockthroughtherentsofheavyfoliage。Later,inthegreatspillingofalltherichesofsunset,Malatastoodoutgreenandrosybeforeturningintoavioletshadowintheautumnallightoftheexpiringday。Thencamethenight。Inthefaintairstheschoonercreptonpastasturdysquatheadland,anditwaspitchdarkwhenherheadsailsrandown,sheturnedshortonherheel,andheranchorbitintothesandybottomontheedgeoftheouterreef;foritwastoodangerousthentoattemptenteringthelittlebayfullofshoals。AfterthelastsolemnflutterofthemainsailthemurmuringvoicesoftheMoorsompartylingered,veryfrail,intheblackstillness。
Theyweresittingaft,onchairs,andnobodymadeamove。Earlyintheday,whenithadbecomeevidentthatthewindwasfailing,Renouard,basinghisadviceontheshortcomingsofhisbachelorestablishment,hadurgedontheladiestheadvisabilityofnotgoingashoreinthemiddleofthenight。Nowheapproachedtheminaconstrainedmanner(itwasastonishingtheconstraintthathadreignedbetweenhimandhisguestsallthroughthepassage)andrenewedhisarguments。Nooneashorewoulddreamofhisbringinganyvisitorswithhim。Nobodywouldeventhinkofcomingoff。
Therewasonlyoneoldcanoeontheplantation。Andlandingintheschooner"sboatswouldbeawkwardinthedark。Therewastheriskofgettingagroundonsomeshallowpatches。Itwouldbebesttospendtherestofthenightonboard。
Therewasreallynoopposition。Theprofessorsmokingapipe,andverycomfortableinanulsterbuttonedoverhistropicalclothes,wasthefirsttospeakfromhislongchair。
"Mostexcellentadvice。"
NexttohimMissMoorsomassentedbyalongsilence。Theninavoiceasofonecomingoutofadream-
"AndsothisisMalata,"shesaid。"Ihaveoftenwondered……"
AshiverpassedthroughRenouard。Shehadwondered!Whatabout?
Malatawashimself。HeandMalatawereone。Andshehadwondered!
Shehad……
Theprofessor"ssisterleanedovertowardsRenouard。Throughallthesedaysatseatheman"s-thefoundman"s-existencehadnotbeenalludedtoonboardtheschooner。Thatreticencewaspartofthegeneralconstraintlyinguponthemall。She,herself,certainlyhadnotbeenexactlyelatedbythisfinding-poorArthur,withoutmoney,withoutprospects。Butshefeltmovedbythesentimentandromanceofthesituation。
"Isn"titwonderful,"shewhisperedoutofherwhitewrap,"tothinkofpoorArthursleepingthere,soneartoourdearlovelyFelicia,andnotknowingtheimmensejoyinstoreforhimto-
morrow。"
Therewassuchartificialityinthewax-flowerladythatnothinginthisspeechtouchedRenouard。Itwasbutthesimpleanxietyofhisheartthathewasvoicingwhenhemutteredgloomily-
"Nooneintheworldknowswhatto-morrowmayholdinstore。"
Thematureladyhadarecoilasthoughhehadsaidsomethingimpolite。Whataharshthingtosay-insteadoffindingsomethingniceandappropriate。Onboard,wheresheneversawhimineveningclothes,Renouard"sresemblancetoaduke"ssonwasnotsoapparenttoher。Nothingbuthis-ah-bohemianismremained。Sherosewithasortofostentation。
"It"slate-andsincewearegoingtosleeponboardto-night……"shesaid。"Butitdoesseemsocruel。"
Theprofessorstartedupeagerly,knockingtheashesoutofhispipe。"Infinitelymoresensible,mydearEmma。"
RenouardwaitedbehindMissMoorsom"schair。
Shegotupslowly,movedonestepforward,andpausedlookingattheshore。Theblacknessoftheislandblottedoutthestarswithitsvaguemasslikealowthundercloudbroodingoverthewatersandreadytoburstintoflameandcrashes。
"Andso-thisisMalata,"sherepeateddreamily,movingtowardsthecabindoor。Theclearcloakhangingfromhershoulders,theivoryface-forthenighthadputoutnothingofherbutthegleamsofherhair-madeherresembleashiningdream-womanutteringwordsofwistfulinquiry。Shedisappearedwithoutasign,leavingRenouardpenetratedtotheverymarrowbythesoundsthatcamefromherbodylikeamysteriousresonanceofanexquisiteinstrument。
Hestoodstockstill。Whatwasthisaccidentaltouchwhichhadevokedthestrangeaccentofhervoice?Hedarednotanswerthatquestion。Buthehadtoanswerthequestionofwhatwastobedonenow。Hadthemomentofconfessioncome?Thethoughtwasenoughtomakeone"sbloodruncold。
Itwasasifthosepeoplehadapremonitionofsomething。Inthetaciturndaysofthepassagehehadnoticedtheirreserveevenamongstthemselves。Theprofessorsmokedhispipemoodilyinretiredspots。RenouardhadcaughtMissMoorsom"seyesrestingonhimselfmorethanonce,withapeculiarandgraveexpression。Hefanciedthatsheavoidedallopportunitiesofconversation。Themaidenladyseemedtonurseagrievance。Andnowwhathadhetodo?
Thelightsonthedeckhadgoneoutoneaftertheother。Theschoonerslept。
AboutanhourafterMissMoorsomhadgonebelowwithoutasignorawordforhim,Renouardgotoutofhishammockslunginthewaistunderthemidshipawning-forhehadgivenupalltheaccommodationbelowtohisguests。Hegotoutwithasuddenswiftmovement,flungoffhissleepingjacket,rolledhispyjamasuphisthighs,andstoleforward,unseenbytheoneKanakaoftheanchor-
watch。Hiswhitetorso,nakedlikeastrippedathlete"s,glimmered,ghostly,inthedeepshadowsofthedeck。Unnoticedhegotoutoftheshipovertheknight-heads,ranalongthebackrope,andseizingthedolphin-strikerfirmlywithbothhands,loweredhimselfintotheseawithoutasplash。
Heswamaway,noiselesslikeafish,andthenstruckboldlyfortheland,sustained,embraced,bythetepidwater。Thegentle,voluptuousheaveofitsbreastswunghimupanddownslightly;
sometimesawaveletmurmuredinhisears;fromtimetotime,loweringhisfeet,hefeltforthebottomonashallowpatchtorestandcorrecthisdirection。Helandedatthelowerendofthebungalowgarden,intothedeadstillnessoftheisland。Therewerenolights。Theplantationseemedtosleep,asprofoundlyastheschooner。Onthepathasmallshellcrackedunderhisnakedheel。
Thefaithfulhalf-casteforemangoinghisroundscockedhisearsatthesharpsound。Hegaveoneenormousstartoffearatthesightoftheswiftwhitefigureflyingathimoutofthenight。Hecrouchedinterror,andthensprangupandclickedhistongueinamazedrecognition。
"Tse!Tse!Themaster!"
"Bequiet,Luiz,andlistentowhatIsay。"
Yes,itwasthemaster,thestrongmasterwhowasneverknowntoraisehisvoice,themanblindlyobeyedandneverquestioned。Hetalkedlowandrapidlyinthequietnight,asifeveryminutewereprecious。OnlearningthatthreeguestswerecomingtostayLuizclickedhistonguerapidly。Theseclicksweretheuniform,stenographicsymbolsofhisemotions,andhecouldgivethemaninfinitevarietyofmeaning。Helistenedtotherestinadeepsilencehardlyaffectedbythelow,"Yes,master,"wheneverRenouardpaused。
"Youunderstand?"thelatterinsisted。"Nopreparationsaretobemadetillwelandinthemorning。AndyouaretosaythatMr。
Walterhasgoneoffinatradingschooneronaroundoftheislands。"
"Yes,master。"
"Nomistakes-mind!"
"No,master。"
Renouardwalkedbacktowardsthesea。Luiz,followinghim,proposedtocallouthalfadozenboysandmanthecanoe。
"Imbecile!"
"Tse!Tse!Tse!"
"Don"tyouunderstandthatyouhaven"tseenme?"
"Yes,master。Butwhatalongswim。Supposeyoudrown。"
"ThenyoucansayofmeandofMr。Walterwhatyoulike。Thedeaddon"tmind。"
Renouardenteredtheseaandheardafaint"Tse!Tse!Tse!"ofconcernfromthehalf-caste,whohadalreadylostsightofthemaster"sdarkheadontheovershadowedwater。
Renouardsethisdirectionbyabigstarthat,dippingonthehorizon,seemedtolookcuriouslyintohisface。Onthisswimbackhefeltthemournfulfatigueofallthatlengthofthetraversedroad,whichbroughthimnonearertohisdesire。Itwasasifhislovehadsappedtheinvisiblesupportsofhisstrength。Therecameamomentwhenitseemedtohimthathemusthaveswumbeyondtheconfinesoflife。Hehadasensationofeternitycloseathand,demandingnoeffort-offeringitspeace。Itwaseasytoswimlikethisbeyondtheconfinesoflifelookingatastar。Butthethought:"TheywillthinkIdarednotfacethemandcommittedsuicide,"causedarevoltofhismindwhichcarriedhimon。Hereturnedonboard,ashehadleft,unheardandunseen。Helayinhishammockutterlyexhaustedandwithaconfusedfeelingthathehadbeenbeyondtheconfinesoflife,somewherenearastar,andthatitwasveryquietthere。
CHAPTERIX
Shelteredbythesquatheadlandfromthefirstmorningsparkleoftheseathelittlebaybreathedadeliciousfreshness。Thepartyfromtheschoonerlandedatthebottomofthegarden。Theyexchangedinsignificantwordsinstudiouslycasualtones。Theprofessor"ssisterputupalong-handledeye-glassasiftoscanthenovelsurroundings,butinrealitysearchingforpoorArthuranxiously。Havingneverseenhimotherwisethaninhistownclothesshehadnoideawhathewouldlooklike。IthadbeenlefttotheprofessortohelphisladiesoutoftheboatbecauseRenouard,asifintentongivingdirections,hadsteppedforwardatoncetomeetthehalf-casteLuizhurryingdownthepath。Inthedistance,infrontofthedazzlinglysunlitbungalow,arowofdark-facedhouse-boysunequalinstatureandvariedincomplexionpreservedtheimmobilityofaguardofhonour。
Luizhadtakenoffhissoftfelthatbeforecomingwithinearshot。
Renouardbenthisheadtohisrapidtalkofdomesticarrangementshemeanttomakeforthevisitors;anotherbedinthemaster"sroomfortheladiesandacotforthegentlemantobehungintheroomoppositewhere-whereMr。Walter-herehegaveascaredlookallround-Mr。Walter-haddied。
"Verygood,"assentedRenouardinanevenundertone。"Andrememberwhatyouhavetosayofhim。"
"Yes,master。Only"-hewriggledslightlyandputonebarefootontheotherforamomentinapologeticembarrassment-"onlyI-I-
don"tliketosayit。"
Renouardlookedathimwithoutanger,withoutanysortofexpression。"Frightenedofthedead?Eh?Well-allright。I
willsayitmyself-Isupposeonceforall……Immediatelyheraisedhisvoiceverymuch。
"Sendtheboysdowntobringuptheluggage。"
"Yes,master。"
Renouardturnedtohisdistinguishedguestswho,likeapersonallyconductedpartyoftourists,hadstoppedandwerelookingaboutthem。
"Iamsorry,"hebeganwithanimpassiveface。"MymanhasjusttoldmethatMr。Walter……"hemanagedtosmile,butdidn"tcorrecthimself……"hasgoneinatradingschooneronashorttouroftheislands,tothewestward。"
Thiscommunicationwasreceivedinprofoundsilence。
Renouardforgothimselfinthethought:"It"sdone!"Butthesightofthestringofboysmarchinguptothehousewithsuit-
casesanddressing-bagsrescuedhimfromthatappallingabstraction。
"AllIcandoistobegyoutomakeyourselvesathome……withwhatpatienceyoumay。"
Thiswassoobviouslytheonlythingtodothateverybodymovedonatonce。TheprofessorwalkedalongsideRenouard,behindthetwoladies。
"Ratherunexpected-thisabsence。"
"Notexactly,"mutteredRenouard。"Atriphastobemadeeveryyeartoengagelabour。"
"Isee……Andhe……Howvexinglyelusivethepoorfellowhasbecome!I"llbegintothinkthatsomewickedfairyisfavouringthislovetalewithunpleasantattentions。"
Renouardnoticedthatthepartydidnotseemweigheddownbythisnewdisappointment。Onthecontrarytheymovedwithafreerstep。
Theprofessor"ssisterdroppedhereye-glasstotheendofitschain。MissMoorsomtookthelead。Theprofessor,hislipsunsealed,lingeredintheopen:butRenouarddidnotlistentothatman"stalk。Helookedafterthatman"sdaughter-ifindeedthatcreatureofirresistibleseductionswereadaughterofmortals。Theveryintensityofhisdesire,asifhissoulwerestreamingafterherthroughhiseyes,defeatedhisobjectofkeepingholdofheraslongaspossiblewith,atleast,oneofhissenses。Hermovingoutlinesdissolvedintoamistycolouredshimmerofawomanmadeofflameandshadows,crossingthethresholdofhishouse。
ThedayswhichfollowedwerenotexactlysuchasRenouardhadfeared-yettheywerenotbetterthanhisfears。Theywereaccursedinallthemoodstheybroughthim。Butthegeneralaspectofthingswasquiet。Theprofessorsmokedinnumerablepipeswiththeairofaworkeronhisholiday,alwaysinmovementandlookingatthingswiththatmysteriouslysagaciousaspectofmenwhoareadmittedlywiserthantherestoftheworld。Hiswhiteheadofhair-whiterthananythingwithinthehorizonexceptthebrokenwateronthereefs-wasglimpsedineverypartoftheplantationalwaysonthemoveunderthewhiteparasol。Andonceheclimbedtheheadlandandappearedsuddenlytothosebelow,awhitespeckelevatedintheblue,withadiminutivebutstatuesqueeffect。
FeliciaMoorsomremainednearthehouse。Sometimesshecouldbeseenwithadespairingexpressionscribblingrapidlyinherlock-updairy。Butonlyforamoment。AtthesoundofRenouard"sfootstepsshewouldturntowardshimherbeautifulface,adorableinthatcalmwhichwaslikeawilful,likeacruelignoringofhertremendouspower。Whenevershesatontheverandah,onachairmorespeciallyreservedforheruse,Renouardwouldstrollupandsitonthestepsnearher,mostlysilent,andoftennottrustinghimselftoturnhisglanceonher。She,verystillwithhereyeshalf-closed,lookeddownonhishead-sothattoabeholder(suchasProfessorMoorsom,forinstance)shewouldappeartobeturningoverinhermindprofoundthoughtsaboutthatmansittingatherfeet,hisshouldersbowedalittle,hishandslistless-asifvanquished。And,indeed,themoralpoisonoffalsehoodhassuchadecomposingpowerthatRenouardfelthisoldpersonalityturntodeaddust。Often,intheevening,whentheysatoutsideconversinglanguidlyinthedark,hefeltthathemustresthisforeheadonherfeetandburstintotears。
Theprofessor"ssistersufferedfromsomelittlestraincausedbytheunstabilityofherownfeelingstowardRenouard。Shecouldnottellwhethershereallydiddislikehimornot。Attimesheappearedtohermostfascinating;and,thoughhegenerallyendedbysayingsomethingshockinglycrude,shecouldnotresistherinclinationtotalkwithhim-atleastnotalways。Onedaywhenherniecehadleftthemaloneontheverandahsheleanedforwardinherchair-speckless,resplendent,and,inherway,almostasstrikingapersonalityasherniece,whodidnotresembleherintheleast。"DearFeliciahasinheritedherhairandthegreatestpartofherappearancefromhermother,"themaidenladyusedtotellpeople。
Sheleanedforwardthen,confidentially。
"Oh!Mr。Renouard!Haven"tyousomethingcomfortingtosay?"
Helookedup,assurprisedasifavoicefromheavenhadspokenwiththisperfectsocietyintonation,andbythepuzzledprofundityofhisblueeyesflutteredthewax-flowerofrefinedwomanhood。
Shecontinued。"For-Icanspeaktoyouopenlyonthistiresomesubject-onlythinkwhataterriblestrainthishopedeferredmustbeforFelicia"sheart-forhernerves。"
"Whyspeaktomeaboutit,"hemutteredfeelinghalfchokedsuddenly。
"Why!Asafriend-awell-wisher-thekindestofhosts。Iamafraidwearereallyeatingyououtofhouseandhome。"Shelaughedalittle。"Ah!When,whenwillthissuspenseberelieved!
ThatpoorlostArthur!IconfessthatIamalmostafraidofthegreatmoment。Itwillbelikeseeingaghost。"
"Haveyoueverseenaghost?"askedRenouard,inadullvoice。
Sheshiftedherhandsalittle。Herposewasperfectinitseaseandmiddle-agedgrace。
"Notactually。Onlyinaphotograph。Butwehavemanyfriendswhohadtheexperienceofapparitions。"
"Ah!TheyseeghostsinLondon,"mumbledRenouard,notlookingather。
"Frequently-inacertainveryinterestingset。Butallsortsofpeopledo。Wehaveafriend,averyfamousauthor-hisghostisagirl。Oneofmybrother"sintimatesisaverygreatmanofscience。Heisfriendlywithaghost……Ofagirltoo,"sheaddedinavoiceasifstruckforthefirsttimebythecoincidence。"ItisthephotographofthatapparitionwhichIhaveseen。Verysweet。Mostinteresting。Alittlecloudynaturally……Mr。Renouard!Ihopeyouarenotasceptic。It"ssoconsolingtothink……"
"Thoseplantationboysofmineseeghoststoo,"saidRenouardgrimly。
Thesisterofthephilosophersatupstiffly。Whatcrudeness!Itwasalwayssowiththisstrangeyoungman。
"Mr。Renouard!Howcanyoucomparethesuperstitiousfanciesofyourhorriblesavageswiththemanifestations……"
Wordsfailedher。Shebrokeoffwithaveryfaintprimlyangrysmile。Shewasperhapsthemoreoffendedwithhimbecauseofthatflutteratthebeginningoftheconversation。Andinamomentwithperfecttactanddignityshegotupfromherchairandlefthimalone。
Renouarddidn"tevenlookup。Itwasnotthedispleasureoftheladywhichdeprivedhimofhissleepthatnight。Hewasbeginningtoforgetwhatsimple,honestsleepwaslike。Hishammockfromtheshiphadbeenhungforhimonasideverandah,andhespenthisnightsinitonhisback,hishandsfoldedonhischest,inasortofhalfconscious,oppressedstupor。Inthemorninghewatchedwithunseeingeyestheheadlandcomeoutashapelessinkblotagainstthethinlightofthefalsedawn,passthroughallthestagesofdaybreaktothedeeppurpleofitsoutlinedmassnimbedgloriouslywiththegoldoftherisingsun。Helistenedtothevaguesoundsofwakingwithinthehouse:andsuddenlyhebecameawareofLuizstandingbythehammock-obviouslytroubled。
"What"sthematter?"
"Tse!Tse!Tse!"
"Well,whatnow?Troublewiththeboys?"
"No,master。ThegentlemanwhenItakehimhisbathwaterhespeaktome。Heaskme-heask-when,when,IthinkMr。Walter,hecomeback。"
Thehalf-caste"steethchatteredslightly。Renouardgotoutofthehammock。
"Andheishereallthetime-eh?"
Luiznoddedascaredaffirmative,butatonceprotested,"Inoseehim。Inever。NotI!Theignorantwildboyssaytheysee……
Something!Ough!"
Heclappedhisteethonanothershortrattle,andstoodthere,shrunk,blighted,likeamaninafreezingblast。
"Andwhatdidyousaytothegentleman?"
"IsayIdon"tknow-andIclearout。I-Idon"tliketospeakofhim。"
"Allright。Weshalltrytolaythatpoorghost,"saidRenouardgloomily,goingofftoasmallhutnearbytodress。Hewassayingtohimself:"Thisfellowwillendbygivingmeaway。ThelastthingthatI……No!Thatmustn"tbe。"Andfeelinghishandbeingforcedhediscoveredthewholeextentofhiscowardice。
CHAPTERX
Thatmorningwanderingabouthisplantation,morelikeafrightenedsoulthanitscreatorandmaster,hedodgedthewhiteparasolbobbinguphereandtherelikeabuoyadriftonaseaofdark-greenplants。Thecroppromisedtobemagnificent,andthefashionablephilosopheroftheagetookotherthanamerelyscientificinterestintheexperiment。Hisinvestmentswerejudicious,buthehadalwayssomelittlemoneylyingby,forexperiments。
Afterlunch,beingleftalonewithRenouard,hetalkedalittleofcultivationandsuchmatters。Thensuddenly:
"Bytheway,isittruewhatmysistertellsme,thatyourplantationboyshavebeendisturbedbyaghost?"
Renouard,whosincetheladieshadleftthetablewasnotkeepingsuchastrictwatchonhimself,cameoutofhisabstractionwithastartandastiffsmile。
"Myforemanhadsometroublewiththemduringmyabsence。Theyfunkworkinginacertainfieldontheslopeofthehill。"
"Aghosthere!"exclaimedtheamusedprofessor。"Thenourwholeconceptionofthepsychologyofghostsmustberevised。Thisislandhasbeenuninhabitedprobablysincethedawnofages。Howdidaghostcomehere。Byairorwater?Andwhydiditleaveitsnativehaunts。Wasitfrommisanthropy?Washeexpelledfromsomecommunityofspirits?"
Renouardessayedtorespondinthesametone。Thewordsdiedonhislips。Wasitamanorawomanghost,theprofessorinquired。
"Idon"tknow。"Renouardmadeanefforttoappearatease。Hehad,hesaid,acoupleofTahitianamongsthisboys-aghost-
riddenrace。Theyhadstartedthescare。Theyhadprobablybroughttheirghostwiththem。
"Letusinvestigatethematter,Renouard,"proposedtheprofessorhalfinearnest。"Wemaymakesomeinterestingdiscoveriesastothestateofprimitiveminds,atanyrate。"
Thiswastoomuch。Renouardjumpedupandleavingtheroomwentoutandwalkedaboutinfrontofthehouse。Hewouldallownoonetoforcehishand。Presentlytheprofessorjoinedhimoutside。Hecarriedhisparasol,buthadneitherhisbooknorhispipewithhim。Amiablyserioushelaidhishandonhis"dearyoungfriend"s"
arm。
"Weareallofusalittlestrungup,"hesaid。"FormypartI
havebeenlikesisterAnneinthestory。ButIcannotseeanythingcoming。Anythingthatwouldbetheleastgoodforanybody-I
mean。"
Renouardhadrecoveredsufficientlytomurmurcoldlyhisregretofthiswasteoftime。Forthatwaswhat,hesupposed,theprofessorhadinhismind。
"Time,"musedProfessorMoorsom。"Idon"tknowthattimecanbewasted。ButIwilltellyou,mydearfriend,whatthisis:itisanawfulwasteoflife。Imeanforallofus。Evenformysister,whohasgotaheadacheandisgonetoliedown。"
HeshookgentlyRenouard"sarm。"Yes,forallofus!Onemaymeditateonlifeendlessly,onemayevenhaveapooropinionofit-butthefactremainsthatwehaveonlyonelifetolive。Anditisshort。Thinkofthat,myyoungfriend。"
HereleasedRenouard"sarmandsteppedoutoftheshadeopeninghisparasol。Itwasclearthattherewassomethingmoreinhismindthanmereanxietyaboutthedateofhislecturesforfashionableaudiences。Whatdidthemanmeanbyhisconfoundedplatitudes?ToRenouard,scaredbyLuizinthemorning(forhefeltthatnothingcouldbemorefatalthantohavehisdeceptionunveiledotherwisethanbypersonalconfession),thistalksoundedlikeencouragementorawarningfromthatmanwhoseemedtohimtobeverybrazenandverysubtle。Itwaslikebeingbulliedbythedeadandcajoledbythelivingintoathrowofdiceforasupremestake。
Renouardwentawaytosomedistancefromthehouseandthrewhimselfdownintheshadeofatree。Helaythereperfectlystillwithhisforeheadrestingonhisfoldedarms,light-headedandthinking。Itseemedtohimthathemustbeonfire,thenthathehadfallenintoacoolwhirlpool,asmoothfunnelofwaterswirlingaboutwithnauseatingrapidity。Andthen(itmusthavebeenareminiscenceofhisboyhood)hewaswalkingonthedangerousthiniceofariver,unabletoturnback……Suddenlyitpartedfromshoretoshorewithaloudcracklikethereportofagun。
Withoneleaphefoundhimselfonhisfeet。Allwaspeace,stillness,sunshine。Hewalkedawayfromthereslowly。Hadhebeenagamblerhewouldhaveperhapsbeensupportedinameasurebythemereexcitement。Buthewasnotagambler。Hehadalwaysdisdainedthatartificialmannerofchallengingthefates。Thebungalowcameintoview,brightandpretty,andallabouteverythingwaspeace,stillness,sunshine……
Whilehewasploddingtowardsithehadadisagreeablesenseofthedeadman"scompanyathiselbow。Theghost!Heseemedtobeeverywherebutinhisgrave。Couldoneevershakehimoff?hewondered。AtthatmomentMissMoorsomcameoutontheverandah;
andatonce,asifbyamysteryofradiatingwaves,sherousedagreattumultinhisheart,shookearthandskytogether-butheploddedon。Thenlikeagravesong-noteinthestormhervoicecametohimominously。
"Ah!Mr。Renouard……"Hecameupandsmiled,butshewasveryserious。"Ican"tkeepstillanylonger。Istheretimetowalkupthisheadlandandbackbeforedark?"
Theshadowswerelyinglengthenedontheground;allwasstillnessandpeace。"No,"saidRenouard,feelingsuddenlyassteadyasarock。"ButIcanshowyouaviewfromthecentralhillwhichyourfatherhasnotseen。Aviewofreefsandofbrokenwaterwithoutend,andofgreatwheelingcloudsofsea-birds。"
Shecamedowntheverandahstepsatonceandtheymovedoff。"Yougofirst,"heproposed,"andI"lldirectyou。Totheleft。"
Shewaswearingashortnankinskirt,amuslinblouse;hecouldseethroughthethinstufftheskinofhershoulders,ofherarms。Thenobledelicacyofherneckcausedhimasortoftransport。"Thepathbeginswherethesethreepalmsare。Theonlypalmsontheisland。"
"Isee。"
Sheneverturnedherhead。Afterawhilesheobserved:"Thispathlooksasifithadbeenmaderecently。"
"Quiterecently,"heassentedverylow。
Theywentonclimbingsteadilywithoutexchanginganotherword;andwhentheystoodonthetopshegazedalongtimebeforeher。Theloweveningmistveiledthefurtherlimitofthereefs。Abovetheenormousandmelancholyconfusion,asofafleetofwreckedislands,therestlessmyriadsofsea-birdsrolledandunrolleddarkribbonsonthesky,gatheredinclouds,soaredandstoopedlikeaplayofshadows,fortheyweretoofarforthemtoheartheircries。
Renouardbrokethesilenceinlowtones。
"They"llbesettlingforthenightpresently。"Shemadenosound。
Roundthemallwaspeaceanddecliningsunshine。Nearby,thetopmostpinnacleofMalata,resemblingthetopofaburiedtower,rosearock,weather-worn,grey,wearyofwatchingthemonotonouscenturiesofthePacific。Renouardleanedhisshouldersagainstit。FeliciaMoorsomfacedhimsuddenly,hersplendidblackeyesfullonhisfaceasthoughshehadmadeuphermindatlasttodestroyhiswitsonceandforall。Dazzled,heloweredhiseyelidsslowly。
"Mr。Renouard!Thereissomethingstrangeinallthis。Tellmewhereheis?"
Heanswereddeliberately。
"Ontheothersideofthisrock。Iburiedhimtheremyself。"
Shepressedherhandstoherbreast,struggledforherbreathforamoment,then:"Ohhh!……Youburiedhim!……Whatsortofmanareyou?……Youdarednottell!……Heisanotherofyourvictims?……Youdarednotconfessthatevening……Youmusthavekilledhim。Whatcouldhehavedonetoyou?……Youfastenedonhimsomeatrociousquarreland……"
Hervengefulaspect,herpoignantcrieslefthimasunmovedasthewearyrockagainstwhichheleaned。Heonlyraisedhiseyelidstolookatherandloweredthemslowly。Nothingmore。Itsilencedher。Andasifashamedshemadeagesturewithherhand,puttingawayfromherthatthought。Hespoke,quietlyironicatfirst。
"Ha!thelegendaryRenouardofsensitiveidiots-theruthlessadventurer-theogrewithafuture。Thatwasaparrotcry,MissMoorsom。Idon"tthinkthatthegreatestfoolofthemalleverdaredhintsuchastupidthingofmethatIkilledmenfornothing。
No,Ihadnoticedthismaninahotel。HehadcomefromupcountryIwastold,andwasdoingnothing。Isawhimsittingtherelonelyinacornerlikeasickcrow,andIwentoveroneeveningtotalktohim。Justonimpulse。Hewasn"timpressive。Hewaspitiful。
Myworstenemycouldhavetoldyouhewasn"tgoodenoughtobeoneofRenouard"svictims。Itdidn"ttakemelongtojudgethathewasdrugginghimself。Notdrinking。Drugs。"
"Ah!It"snowthatyouaretryingtomurderhim,"shecried。
"Really。AlwaystheRenouardofshopkeepers"legend。Listen!I
wouldneverhavebeenjealousofhim。AndyetIamjealousoftheairyoubreathe,ofthesoilyoutreadon,oftheworldthatseesyou-movingfree-notmine。Butnevermind。Iratherlikedhim。
ForacertainreasonIproposedheshouldcometobemyassistanthere。Hesaidhebelievedthiswouldsavehim。Itdidnotsavehimfromdeath。Itcametohimasitwerefromnothing-justafall。Amereslipandtumbleoftenfeetintoaravine。Butitseemshehadbeenhurtbeforeup-country-byahorse。Heailedandailed。No,hewasnotasteel-tippedman。Andhispoorsoulseemedtohavebeendamagedtoo。Itgavewayverysoon。"
"Thisistragic!"FeliciaMoorsomwhisperedwithfeeling。
Renouard"slipstwitched,buthislevelvoicecontinuedmercilessly。
"That"sthestory。Heralliedalittleonenightandsaidhewantedtotellmesomething。I,beingagentleman,hesaid,hecouldconfideinme。Itoldhimthathewasmistaken。Thattherewasagooddealofaplebeianinme,thathecouldn"tknow。Heseemeddisappointed。Hemutteredsomethingabouthisinnocenceandsomethingthatsoundedlikeacurseonsomewoman,thenturnedtothewalland-justgrewcold。"
"Onawoman,"criedMissMoorsomindignantly。"Whatwoman?"
"Iwonder!"saidRenouard,raisinghiseyesandnotingthecrimsonofherear-lobesagainstthelivewhitenessofhercomplexion,thesombre,asifsecret,night-splendourofhereyesunderthewrithingflamesofherhair。"Somewomanwhowouldn"tbelieveinthatpoorinnocenceofhis……Yes。Youprobably。Andnowyouwillnotbelieveinme-noteveninmewhomustintruthbewhatI
am-eventodeath。No!Youwon"t。Andyet,Felicia,awomanlikeyouandamanlikemedonotoftencometogetheronthisearth。"
Theflameofhergloriousheadscorchedhisface。Heflunghishatfaraway,andhissuddenlyloweredeyelidsbroughtoutstartlinglyhisresemblancetoantiquebronze,theprofileofPallas,still,austere,bowedalittleintheshadowoftherock。"Oh!Ifyoucouldonlyunderstandthetruththatisinme!"headded。
Shewaited,asiftooastoundedtospeak,tillhelookedupagain,andthenwithunnaturalforceasifdefendingherselffromsomeunspokenaspersion,"It"sIwhostandfortruthhere!Believeinyou!Inyou,whobyaheartlessfalsehood-andnothingelse,nothingelse,doyouhear?-havebroughtmehere,deceived,cheated,asinsomeabominablefarce!"Shesatdownonaboulder,restedherchininherhands,intheposeofsimplegrief-
mourningforherself。
"Itonlywantedthis。Why!Oh!Whyisitthatugliness,ridicule,andbasenessmustfallacrossmypath。"
Onthatheight,alonewiththesky,theyspoketoeachotherasiftheearthhadfallenawayfromundertheirfeet。
"Areyougrievingforyourdignity?Hewasamediocresoulandcouldhavegivenyoubutanunworthyexistence。"
Shedidnotevensmileatthosewords,but,superb,asifliftingacorneroftheveil,sheturnedonhimslowly。
"AnddoyouimagineIwouldhavedevotedmyselftohimforsuchapurpose!Don"tyouknowthatreparationwasduetohimfromme?A
sacreddebt-afineduty。Toredeemhimwouldnothavebeeninmypower-Iknowit。Buthewasblameless,anditwasformetocomeforward。Don"tyouseethatintheeyesoftheworldnothingcouldhaverehabilitatedhimsocompletelyashismarriagewithme?NowordofevilcouldbewhisperedofhimafterIhadgivenhimmyhand。Astogivingmyselfuptoanythinglessthantheshapingofaman"sdestiny-ifIthoughtIcoulddoitIwouldabhormyself……"Shespokewithauthorityinherdeepfascinating,unemotionalvoice。Renouardmeditated,gloomy,asifoversomesinisterriddleofabeautifulsphinxmetonthewildroadofhislife。
"Yes。Yourfatherwasright。Youareoneofthesearistocrats……"
Shedrewherselfuphaughtily。
"Whatdoyousay?Myfather!……Ianaristocrat。"
"Oh!Idon"tmeanthatyouarelikethemenandwomenofthetimeofarmours,castles,andgreatdeeds。Oh,no!Theystoodonthenakedsoil,hadtraditionstobefaithfulto,hadtheirfeetonthisearthofpassionsanddeathwhichisnotahothouse。Theywouldhavebeentooplebeianforyousincetheyhadtolead,tosufferwith,tounderstandthecommonesthumanity。No,youaremerelyofthetopmostlayer,disdainfulandsuperior,themerepurefrothandbubbleontheinscrutabledepthswhichsomedaywilltossyououtofexistence。Butyouareyou!Youareyou!Youaretheeternalloveitself-only,ODivinity,itisn"tyourbody,itisyoursoulthatismadeoffoam。"
Shelistenedasifinadream。Hehadsucceededsowellinhisefforttodrivebackthefloodofhispassionthathislifeitselfseemedtorunwithitoutofhisbody。Atthatmomenthefeltasonedeadspeaking。Buttheheadlongwavereturningwithtenfoldforceflunghimonhersuddenly,withopenarmsandblazingeyes。
Shefoundherselflikeafeatherinhisgrasp,helpless,unabletostruggle,withherfeetofftheground。Butthiscontactwithher,maddeningliketoomuchfelicity,destroyeditsownend。Fireranthroughhisveins,turnedhispassiontoashes,burnthimoutandlefthimempty,withoutforce-almostwithoutdesire。Helethergobeforeshecouldcryout。Andshewassousedtotheformsofrepressionenveloping,softeningthecrudeimpulsesofoldhumanitythatshenolongerbelievedintheirexistenceasifitwereanexplodedlegend。Shedidnotrecognisewhathadhappenedtoher。
Shecamesafeoutofhisarms,withoutastruggle,notevenhavingfeltafraid。
"What"sthemeaningofthis?"shesaid,outragedbutcalminascornfulway。
Hegotdownonhiskneesinsilence,bentlowtoherveryfeet,whileshelookeddownathim,alittlesurprised,withoutanimosity,asifmerelycurioustoseewhathewoulddo。Then,whileheremainedbowedtothegroundpressingthehemofherskirttohislips,shemadeaslightmovement。Hegotup。
"No,"hesaid。"WereyoueversomuchminewhatcouldIdowithyouwithoutyourconsent?No。Youdon"tconquerawraith,coldmist,stuffofdreams,illusion。Itmustcometoyouandclingtoyourbreast。Andthen!Oh!Andthen!"
Allecstasy,allexpressionwentoutofhisface。
"Mr。Renouard,"shesaid,"thoughyoucanhavenoclaimonmyconsiderationafterhavingdecoyedmehereforthevilepurpose,apparently,ofgloatingovermeasyourpossibleprey,IwilltellyouthatIamnotperhapstheextraordinarybeingyouthinkIam。
Youmaybelieveme。HereIstandfortruthitself。"
"What"sthattomewhatyouare?"heanswered。"AtasignfromyouIwouldclimbuptotheseventhheaventobringyoudowntoearthformyown-andifIsawyousteepedtothelipsinvice,incrime,inmud,Iwouldgoafteryou,takeyoutomyarms-wearyouforanincomparablejewelonmybreast。Andthat"slove-truelove-thegiftandthecurseofthegods。Thereisnoother。"
Thetruthvibratinginhisvoicemadeherrecoilslightly,forshewasnotfittohearit-notevenalittle-notevenonesingletimeinherlife。Itwasrevoltingtoher;andinhertrouble,perhapspromptedbythesuggestionofhisnameortosoftentheharshnessofexpression,forshewasobscurelymoved,shespoketohiminFrench。
"ASSEZ!J"AIHORREURDETOUTCELA,"shesaid。
Hewaswhitetohisverylips,buthewastremblingnomore。Thedicehadbeencast,andnotevenviolencecouldalterthethrow。
Shepassedbyhimunbendingly,andhefollowedherdownthepath。
Afteratimesheheardhimsaying:
"Andyourdreamistoinfluenceahumandestiny?"
"Yes!"sheansweredcurtly,unabashed,withawoman"scompleteassurance。
"Thenyoumayrestcontent。Youhavedoneit。"
Sheshruggedhershouldersslightly。Butjustbeforereachingtheendofthepathsherelented,stopped,andwentbacktohim。
"Idon"tsupposeyouareveryanxiousforpeopletoknowhownearyoucametoabsoluteturpitude。Youmayresteasyonthatpoint。
Ishallspeaktomyfather,ofcourse,andwewillagreetosaythathehasdied-nothingmore。"
"Yes,"saidRenouardinalifelessvoice。"Heisdead。Hisveryghostshallbedonewithpresently。"
Shewenton,butheremainedstandingstockstillinthedusk。Shehadalreadyreachedthethreepalmswhensheheardbehindheraloudpealoflaughter,cynicalandjoyless,suchasisheardinsmoking-roomsattheendofascandalousstory。Itmadeherfeelpositivelyfaintforamoment。
CHAPTERXI
SlowlyacompletedarknessenvelopedGeoffreyRenouard。Hisresolutionhadfailedhim。InsteadoffollowingFeliciaintothehouse,hehadstoppedunderthethreepalms,andleaningagainstasmoothtrunkhadabandonedhimselftoasenseofanimmensedeceptionandthefeelingofextremefatigue。Thiswalkupthehillanddownagainwaslikethesupremeeffortofanexplorertryingtopenetratetheinteriorofanunknowncountry,thesecretofwhichistoowelldefendedbyitscruelandbarrennature。
Decoyedbyamirage,hehadgonetoofar-sofarthattherewasnogoingback。Hisstrengthwasatanend。Forthefirsttimeinhislifehehadtogiveup,andwithasortofdespairingself-
possessionhetriedtounderstandthecauseofthedefeat。Hedidnotascribeittothatabsurddeadman。
ThehesitatingshadowofLuizapproachedhimunnoticedtillitspoketimidly。Renouardstarted。
"Eh?What?Dinnerwaiting?YoumustsayIbegtobeexcused。I
can"tcome。ButIshallseethemto-morrowmorning,atthelandingplace。Takeyourordersfromtheprofessorastothesailingoftheschooner。Gonow。"
Luiz,dumbfounded,retreatedintothedarkness。Renouarddidnotmove,buthoursafterwards,likethebitterfruitofhisimmobility,thewords:"Ihadnothingtooffertohervanity,"
camefromhislipsinthesilenceoftheisland。Anditwasthenonlythathestirred,onlytowearthenightoutinrestlesstrampingupanddownthevariouspathsoftheplantation。Luiz,whosesleepwasmadelightbytheconsciousnessofsomeimpendingchange,heardfootstepspassingbyhishut,thefirmtreadofthemaster;andturningonhismatsemittedafaintTse!Tse!Tse!ofdeepconcern。