投诉 阅读记录

第2章

"Doyouthenregardyourselfasimmortal?"

"No,myboy。Iamnotimmortal。Butthevoiceofthepressgoesonforever……Anditwillsaythatthiswasthesecretofyourgreatsuccessinataskwherebettermenthanyou-meaningnooffence-didfailrepeatedly。"

"Success,"mutteredRenouard,pulling-totheofficedoorafterhimwithconsiderableenergy。AndthelettersofthewordPRIVATElikearowofwhiteeyesseemedtostareafterhisbacksinkingdownthestaircaseofthattempleofpublicity。

Renouardhadnodoubtthatallthemeansofpublicitywouldbeputattheserviceofloveandusedforthediscoveryofthelovedman。

Hedidnotwishhimdead。Hedidnotwishhimanyharm。Weareallequippedwithafundofhumanitywhichisnotexhaustedwithoutmanyandrepeatedprovocations-andthismanhaddonehimnoevil。

ButbeforeRenouardhadleftoldDunster"shouse,attheconclusionofthecallhemadetherethatveryafternoon,hehaddiscoveredinhimselfthedesirethatthesearchmightlastlong。Heneverreallyflatteredhimselfthatitmightfail。Itseemedtohimthattherewasnoothercourseinthisworldforhimself,forallmankind,butresignation。AndhecouldnothelpthinkingthatProfessorMoorsomhadarrivedatthesameconclusiontoo。

ProfessorMoorsom,slightframeofmiddleheight,athoughtfulkeenheadunderthethickwavyhair,veileddarkeyesunderstraighteyebrows,andwithaninwardgazewhichwhendisengagedandarrivingatoneseemedtoissuefromanobscuredreamofbooks,fromthelimboofmeditation,showedhimselfextremelygracioustohim。Renouardguessedinhimamanwhomanincurablehabitofinvestigationandanalysishadmadegentleandindulgent;inaptforaction,andmoresensitivetothethoughtsthantotheeventsofexistence。Withalnotcrushed,sub-ironicwithoutatraceofacidity,andwithasimplemannerwhichputpeopleateasequickly。

Theyhadalongconversationontheterracecommandinganextendedviewofthetownandtheharbour。

Thesplendidimmobilityofthebayrestingunderhisgaze,withitsgreyspursandshiningindentations,helpedRenouardtoregainhisself-possession,whichhehadfeltshaken,incomingoutontheterrace,intothesettingofthemostpowerfulemotionofhislife,whenhehadsatwithinafootofMissMoorsomwithfireinhisbreast,ahumminginhisears,andinacompletedisorderofhismind。Therewastheverygardenseatonwhichhehadbeenenvelopedintheradiantspell。Andpresentlyhewassittingonitagainwiththeprofessortalkingofher。NearbythepatriarchalDunsterleanedforwardinawickerarm-chair,benignandalittledeaf,hisbighandtohisearwiththeinnocenteagernessofhisadvancedagerememberingthefiresoflife。

ItwaswithasortofapprehensionthatRenouardlookedforwardtoseeingMissMoorsom。Andstrangelyenoughitresembledthestateofmindofamanwhofearsdisenchantmentmorethansortilege。Butheneednothavebeenafraid。Directlyhesawherinadistanceattheotherendoftheterraceheshudderedtotherootsofhishair。

Withherapproachthepowerofspeechlefthimforatime。Mrs。

Dunsterandherauntwereaccompanyingher。Allthesepeoplesatdown;itwasanintimatecircleintowhichRenouardfelthimselfcordiallyadmitted;andthetalkwasofthegreatsearchwhichoccupiedalltheirminds。Discretionwasexpectedbythesepeople,butofreticenceastotheobjectofthejourneytherecouldbenoquestion。Nothingbutwaysandmeansandarrangementscouldbetalkedabout。

Byfixinghiseyesobstinatelyontheground,whichgavehimanairofreflectivesadness,Renouardmanagedtorecoverhisself-

possession。Heusedittokeephisvoiceinalowkeyandtomeasurehiswordsonthegreatsubject。Andhetookcarewithagreatinwardefforttomakethemreasonablewithoutgivingthemadiscouragingcomplexion。Forhedidnotwantthequesttobegivenup,sinceitwouldmeanhergoingawaywithhertwoattendantgrey-

headstotheothersideoftheworld。

Hewasaskedtocomeagain,tocomeoftenandtakepartinthecounselsofallthesepeoplecaptivatedbythesentimentalenterpriseofadeclaredlove。OntakingMissMoorsom"shandhelookedup,wouldhavelikedtosaysomething,butfoundhimselfvoiceless,withhislipssuddenlysealed。Shereturnedthepressureofhisfingers,andheleftherwithhereyesvaguelystaringbeyondhim,anairoflisteningforanexpectedsound,andthefaintestpossiblesmileonherlips。Asmilenotforhim,evidently,butthereflectionofsomedeepandinscrutablethought。

CHAPTERIV

Hewentonboardhisschooner。Shelaywhite,andasifsuspended,inthecrepuscularatmosphereofsunsetminglingwiththeashygleamofthevastanchorage。Hetriedtokeephisthoughtsassober,asreasonable,asmeasuredashiswordshadbeen,lesttheyshouldgetawayfromhimandcausesomesortofmoraldisaster。

Whathewasafraidofinthecomingnightwassleeplessnessandtheendlessstrainofthatwearisometask。Ithadtobefacedhowever。

Helayonhisback,sighingprofoundlyinthedark,andsuddenlybeheldhisveryownself,carryingasmallbizarrelamp,reflectedinalongmirrorinsidearoominanemptyandunfurnishedpalace。

Inthisstartlingimageofhimselfherecognisedsomebodyhehadtofollow-thefrightenedguideofhisdream。Hetraversedendlessgalleries,noendofloftyhalls,innumerabledoors。Helosthimselfutterly-hefoundhiswayagain。Roomsucceededroom。Atlastthelampwentout,andhestumbledagainstsomeobjectwhich,whenhestoopedforit,hefoundtobeverycoldandheavytolift。

Thesicklywhitelightofdawnshowedhimtheheadofastatue。

Itsmarblehairwasdoneintheboldlinesofahelmet,onitslipsthechiselhadleftafaintsmile,anditresembledMissMoorsom。

Whilehewasstaringatitfixedly,theheadbegantogrowlightinhisfingers,todiminishandcrumbletopieces,andatlastturnedintoahandfulofdust,whichwasblownawaybyapuffofwindsochillythathewokeupwithadesperateshiverandleapedheadlongoutofhisbed-place。Thedayhadreallycome。Hesatdownbythecabintable,andtakinghisheadbetweenhishands,didnotstirforaverylongtime。

Veryquiet,hesethimselftoreviewthisdream。Thelamp,ofcourse,heconnectedwiththesearchforaman。ButoncloserexaminationheperceivedthatthereflectionofhimselfinthemirrorwasnotreallythetrueRenouard,butsomebodyelsewhosefacehecouldnotremember。Inthedesertedpalaceherecognisedasinisteradaptationbyhisbrainofthelongcorridorswithmanydoors,inthegreatbuildinginwhichhisfriend"snewspaperwaslodgedonthefirstfloor。ThemarbleheadwithMissMoorsom"sface!Well!Whatotherfacecouldhehavedreamedof?AndhercomplexionwasfairerthanParianmarble,thantheheadsofangels。

Thewindattheendwasthemorningbreezeenteringthroughtheopenportholeandtouchinghisfacebeforetheschoonercouldswingtothechillygust。

Yes!Andallthisrationalexplanationofthefantasticmadeitonlymoremysteriousandweird。Therewassomethingdaemonicinthatdream。Itwasoneofthoseexperienceswhichthrowamanoutofconformitywiththeestablishedorderofhiskindandmakehimacreatureofobscuresuggestions。

Henceforth,withoutevertryingtoresist,hewenteveryafternoontothehousewhereshelived。Hewentthereaspassivelyasifinadream。HecouldnevermakeouthowhehadattainedthefootingofintimacyintheDunstermansionabovethebay-whetheronthegroundofpersonalmeritorasthepioneerofthevegetablesilkindustry。Itmusthavebeenthelast,becauseheremembereddistinctly,asdistinctlyasinadream,hearingoldDunsteroncetellinghimthathisnextpublictaskwouldbeacarefulsurveyoftheNorthernDistrictstodiscovertractssuitableforthecultivationofthesilkplant。Theoldmanwaggedhisbeardathimsagely。Itwasindeedasabsurdasadream。

Willieofcoursewouldbethereintheevening。Buthewasmoreofafigureoutofanightmare,hoveringaboutthecircleofchairsinhisdress-clotheslikeagigantic,repulsive,andsentimentalbat。

"Doawaywiththebeastlycocoonsallovertheworld,"hebuzzedinhisblurred,water-loggedvoice。Heaffectedagreathorrorofinsectsofallkinds。Oneeveningheappearedwitharedflowerinhisbutton-hole。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoredisgustinglyfantastic。AndhewouldalsosaytoRenouard:"Youmayyetchangethehistoryofourcountry。Foreconomicconditionsdoshapethehistoryofnations。Eh?What?"AndhewouldturntoMissMoorsomforapproval,loweringprotectinglyhisspatulousnoseandlookingupwithfeelingfromunderhisabsurdeyebrows,whichgrewthin,inthemannerofcanebrakes,outofhisspongyskin。Forthislarge,biliouscreaturewasaneconomistandasentimentalist,faciletotears,andamemberoftheCobdenClub。

InordertoseeaslittleofhimaspossibleRenouardbegancomingearliersoastogetawaybeforehisarrival,withoutcurtailingtoomuchthehoursofsecretcontemplationforwhichhelived。Hehadgivenuptryingtodeceivehimself。Hisresignationwaswithoutbounds。Heacceptedtheimmensemisfortuneofbeinginlovewithawomanwhowasinsearchofanothermanonlytothrowherselfintohisarms。Withsuchdesperateprecisionhedefinedinhisthoughtsthesituation,theconsciousnessofwhichtraversedlikeasharparrowthesuddensilencesofgeneralconversation。

Theonlythoughtbeforewhichhequailedwasthethoughtthatthiscouldnotlast;thatitmustcometoanend。Hefeareditinstinctivelyasasickmanmayfeardeath。Foritseemedtohimthatitmustbethedeathofhimfollowedbyalightless,bottomlesspit。Buthisresignationwasnotsparedthetormentsofjealousy:thecruel,insensate,poignant,andimbecilejealousy,whenitseemsthatawomanbetraysussimplybythisthatsheexists,thatshebreathes-andwhenthedeepmovementsofhernervesorhersoulbecomeamatterofdistractingsuspicion,ofkillingdoubt,ofmortalanxiety。

InthepeculiarconditionoftheirsojournMissMoorsomwentoutverylittle。SheacceptedthisseclusionattheDunsters"mansionasinahermitage,andlivedthere,watchedoverbyagroupofoldpeople,withtheloftyenduranceofacondescendingandstrong-

headedgoddess。Itwasimpossibletosayifshesufferedfromanythingintheworld,andwhetherthiswastheinsensibilityofagreatpassionconcentratedonitself,oraperfectrestraintofmanner,ortheindifferenceofsuperioritysocompleteastobesufficienttoitself。ButitwasvisibletoRenouardthatshetooksomepleasureintalkingtohimattimes。Wasitbecausehewastheonlypersonnearherage?Wasthis,then,thesecretofhisadmissiontothecircle?

Headmiredhervoiceaswellpoisedashermovements,asherattitudes。Hehimselfhadalwaysbeenamanoftranquiltones。

Butthepoweroffascinationhadtornhimoutofhisverynaturesocompletelythattopreservehishabitualcalmnessfromgoingtopieceshadbecomeaterribleeffort。

Heusedtogofromheronboardtheschoonerexhausted,broken,shakenup,asthoughhehadbeenputtothemostexquisitetorture。

Whenhesawherapproachinghealwayshadamomentofhallucination。Shewasamistyandfaircreature,fittedforinvisiblemusic,fortheshadowsoflove,forthemurmursofwaters。Afteratime(hecouldnotbealwaysstaringattheground)hewouldsummonupallhisresolutionandlookather。

Therewasasparkleintheclearobscurityofhereyes;andwhensheturnedthemonhimtheyseemedtogiveanewmeaningtolife。

Hewouldsaytohimselfthatanothermanwouldhavefoundlongbeforethehappyreleaseofmadness,hiswitsburnttocindersinthatradiance。Butnosuchluckforhim。Hiswitshadcomeunscathedthroughthefurnacesofhotsuns,ofblazingdeserts,offlamingangersagainsttheweaknessesofmenandtheobstinatecrueltiesofhostilenature。

Beingsanehehadtobeconstantlyonhisguardagainstfallingintoadoringsilencesorbreakingoutintowildspeeches。Hehadtokeepwatchonhiseyes,hislimbs,onthemusclesofhisface。

Theirconversationsweresuchastheycouldbebetweenthesetwopeople:sheayoungladyfreshfromthethicktwilightoffourmillionpeopleandtheartificialityofseveralLondonseasons;hethemanofdefiniteconqueringtasks,thefamiliarofwidehorizons,andinhisveryreposeholdingalooffromtheseagglomerationsofunitsinwhichonelosesone"simportanceeventooneself。Theyhadnocommonconversationalsmallchange。Theyhadtousethegreatpiecesofgeneralideas,buttheyexchangedthemtrivially。Itwasnoseriouscommerce。Perhapsshehadnotmuchofthatcoin。Nothingsignificantcamefromher。Itcouldnotbesaidthatshehadreceivedfromthecontactsoftheexternalworldimpressionsofapersonalkind,differentfromotherwomen。Whatwasravishinginherwasherquietnessand,inhergraveattitudes,theunfailingbrillianceofherfemininity。Hedidnotknowwhattherewasunderthativoryforeheadsosplendidlyshaped,sogloriouslycrowned。Hecouldnottellwhatwereherthoughts,herfeelings。Herreplieswerereflective,alwaysprecededbyashortsilence,whilehehungonherlipsanxiously。Hefelthimselfinthepresenceofamysteriousbeinginwhomspokeanunknownvoice,likethevoiceoforacles,bringingeverlastingunresttotheheart。

Hewasthankfulenoughtositinsilencewithsecretlyclenchedteeth,devouredbyjealousy-andnobodycouldhaveguessedthathisquietdeferentialbearingtoallthesegrey-headswasthesupremeeffortofstoicism,thatthemanwasengagedinkeepingasinisterwatchonhistortureslesthisstrengthshouldfailhim。

Asbefore,whengrapplingwithotherforcesofnature,hecouldfindinhimselfallsortsofcourageexceptthecouragetorunaway。

ItwasperhapsfromthelackofsubjectstheycouldhaveincommonthatMissMoorsommadehimsooftenspeakofhisownlife。Hedidnotshrinkfromtalkingabouthimself,forhewasfreefromthatexacerbated,timidvanitywhichsealssomanyvain-gloriouslips。

Hetalkedtoherinhisrestrainedvoice,gazingatthetipofhershoe,andthinkingthatthetimewasboundtocomesoonwhenherveryinattentionwouldgetwearyofhim。Andindeedonstealingaglancehewouldseeherdazzlingandperfect,hereyesvague,staringinmournfulimmobility,withadroopingheadthatmadehimthinkofatragicVenusarisingbeforehim,notfromthefoamofthesea,butfromadistant,stillmoreformless,mysterious,andpotentimmensityofmankind。

CHAPTERV

OneafternoonRenouardsteppingoutontheterracefoundnobodythere。Itwasforhim,atthesametime,amelancholydisappointmentandapoignantrelief。

Theheatwasgreat,theairwasstill,allthelongwindowsofthehousestoodwideopen。Atthefurtherend,groupedroundalady"swork-table,severalchairsdisposedsociablysuggestedinvisibleoccupants,acompanyofconversingshades。Renouardlookedtowardsthemwithasortofdread。Amostelusive,faintsoundofghostlytalkissuingfromoneoftheroomsaddedtotheillusionandstoppedhisalreadyhesitatingfootsteps。Heleanedoverthebalustradeofstonenearasquatvaseholdingatropicalplantofabizarreshape。ProfessorMoorsomcomingupfromthegardenwithabookunderhisarmandawhiteparasolheldoverhisbarehead,foundhimthereand,closingtheparasol,leanedoverbyhissidewitharemarkontheincreasingheatoftheseason。Renouardassentedandchangedhispositionalittle;theother,afterashortsilence,administeredunexpectedlyaquestionwhich,liketheblowofaclubonthehead,deprivedRenouardofthepowerofspeechandeventhought,but,morecruel,lefthimquiveringwithapprehension,notofdeathbutofeverlastingtorment。Yetthewordswereextremelysimple。

"Somethingwillhavetobedonesoon。Wecan"tremaininastateofsuspendedexpectationforever。Tellmewhatdoyouthinkofourchances?"

Renouard,speechless,producedafaintsmile。Theprofessorconfessedinajoculartonehisimpatiencetocompletethecircuitoftheglobeandbedonewithit。ItwasimpossibletoremainquarteredonthedearexcellentDunstersforanindefinitetime。

AndthentherewerethelectureshehadarrangedtodeliverinParis。Aseriousmatter。

ThatlecturesbyProfessorMoorsomwereaEuropeaneventandthatbrilliantaudienceswouldgathertohearthemRenouarddidnotknow。Allhewasawareofwastheshockofthishintofdeparture。

Themenaceofseparationfellonhisheadlikeathunderbolt。Andhesawtheabsurdityofhisemotion,forhadn"thelivedallthesedaysundertheverycloud?Theprofessor,hiselbowsspreadout,lookeddownintothegardenandwentonunburdeninghismind。Yes。

Thedepartmentofsentimentwasdirectedbyhisdaughter,andshehadplentyofvolunteeredmoralsupport;buthehadtolookafterthepracticalsideoflifewithoutassistance。

"Ihavethelesshesitationinspeakingtoyouaboutmyanxiety,becauseIfeelyouarefriendlytousandatthesametimeyouaredetachedfromallthesesublimities-confoundthem。"

"Whatdoyoumean?"murmuredRenouard。

"Imeanthatyouarecapableofcalmjudgment。Heretheatmosphereissimplydetestable。Everybodyhasknuckledundertosentiment。

Perhapsyourdeliberateopinioncouldinfluence……"

"YouwantMissMoorsomtogiveitup?"Theprofessorturnedtotheyoungmandismally。

"HeavenonlyknowswhatIwant。"

Renouardleaninghisbackagainstthebalustradefoldedhisarmsonhisbreast,appearedtomeditateprofoundly。Hisface,shadedsoftlybythebroadbrimofaplanter"sPanamahat,withthestraightlineofthenoselevelwiththeforehead,theeyeslostinthedepthofthesetting,andthechinwellforward,hadsuchaprofileasmaybeseenamongstthebronzesofclassicalmuseums,pureunderacrestedhelmet-recalledvaguelyaMinerva"shead。

"ThisisthemosttroublesometimeIeverhadinmylife,"

exclaimedtheprofessortestily。

"Surelythemanmustbeworthit,"mutteredRenouardwithapangofjealousytraversinghisbreastlikeaself-inflictedstab。

Whetherenervatedbytheheatorgivingwaytopentupirritationtheprofessorsurrenderedhimselftothemoodofsincerity。

"Hebeganbybeingapleasantlydullboy。Hedevelopedintoapointlesslycleveryoungman,without,Isuspect,evertryingtounderstandanything。Mydaughterknewhimfromchildhood。Iamabusyman,andIconfessthattheirengagementwasacompletesurprisetome。Iwishtheirreasonsforthatstephadbeenmorenaive。Butsimplicitywasoutoffashionintheirset。Fromaworldlypointofviewheseemstohavebeenamerebaby。Ofcourse,now,Iamassuredthatheisthevictimofhisnobleconfidenceintherectitudeofhiskind。Butthat"smereidealisingofasadreality。FormypartIwilltellyouthatfromtheverybeginningIhadthegravestdoubtsofhisdishonesty。

Unfortunatelymycleverdaughterhadn"t。Andnowwebeholdthereaction。No。Tobeearnestlydishonestonemustbereallypoor。

Thiswasonlyamanifestationofhisextremelyrefinedcleverness。

Thecomplicatedsimpleton。Hehadanawfulawakeningthough。"

InsuchwordsdidProfessorMoorsomgivehis"youngfriend"tounderstandthestateofhisfeelingstowardthelostman。ItwasevidentthatthefatherofMissMoorsomwishedhimtoremainlost。

PerhapstheunprecedentedheatoftheseasonmadehimlongforthecoolspacesofthePacific,thesweepoftheocean"sfreewindalongthepromenadedecks,cumberedwithlongchairs,ofashipsteamingtowardstheCaliforniancoast。ToRenouardthephilosopherappearedsimplythemosttreacherousoffathers。Hewasamazed。Buthewasnotattheendofhisdiscoveries。

"Hemaybedead,"theprofessormurmured。

"Why?Peopledon"tdieheresoonerthaninEurope。IfhehadgonetohideinItaly,forinstance,youwouldn"tthinkofsayingthat。"

"Well!Andsupposehehasbecomemorallydisintegrated。Youknowhewasnotastrongpersonality,"theprofessorsuggestedmoodily。

"Mydaughter"sfutureisinquestionhere。"

Renouardthoughtthattheloveofsuchawomanwasenoughtopullanybrokenmantogether-todragamanoutofhisgrave。Andhethoughtthiswithinwarddespair,whichkepthimsilentasmuchalmostashisastonishment。Atlasthemanagedtostammeroutagenerous-

"Oh!Don"tletusevensuppose……"

Theprofessorstruckinwithasadderaccentthanbefore-

"It"sgoodtobeyoung。Andthenyouhavebeenamanofaction,andnecessarilyabelieverinsuccess。ButIhavebeenlookingtoolongatlifenottodistrustitssurprises。Age!Age!HereI

standbeforeyouamanfullofdoubtsandhesitation-SPELENTUS,TIMIDUSFUTURI。"

HemadeasigntoRenouardnottointerrupt,andinaloweredvoice,asifafraidofbeingoverheard,eventhere,inthesolitudeoftheterrace-

"AndtheworstisthatIamnotevensurehowfarthissentimentalpilgrimageisgenuine。Yes。Idoubtmyownchild。It"struethatshe"sawoman……"

Renouarddetectedwithhorroratoneofresentment,asiftheprofessorhadneverforgivenhisdaughterfornotdyinginsteadofhisson。Thelatternoticedtheyoungman"sstonystare。

"Ah!youdon"tunderstand。Yes,she"sclever,open-minded,popular,and-well,charming。Butyoudon"tknowwhatitistohavemoved,breathed,existed,andeventriumphedinthemeresmotherandfrothoflife-thebrilliantfroth。Therethoughts,sentiments,opinions,feelings,actionstoo,arenothingbutagitationinemptyspace-toamuselife-asortofsuperiordebauchery,excitingandfatiguing,meaningnothing,leadingnowhere。Sheisthecreatureofthatcircle。AndIaskmyselfifsheisobeyingtheuneasinessofaninstinctseekingitssatisfaction,orisitarevulsionoffeeling,orisshemerelydeceivingherownheartbythisdangeroustriflingwithromanticimages。Andeverythingispossible-exceptsincerity,suchasonlystark,strugglinghumanitycanknow。Nowomancanstandthatmodeoflifeinwhichwomenrule,andremainaperfectlygenuine,simplehumanbeing。Ah!There"ssomepeoplecomingout。"

Hemovedoffapace,thenturninghishead:"Uponmyword!I

wouldbeinfinitelyobligedtoyouifyoucouldthrowalittlecoldwater……"andatavaguelydismayedgestureofRenouard,headded:"Don"tbeafraid。Youwouldn"tbeputtingoutasacredfire。"

Renouardcouldhardlyfindwordsforaprotest:"IassureyouthatInevertalkwithMissMoorsom-on-on-that。Andifyou,herfather……"

"Ienvyyouyourinnocence,"sighedtheprofessor。"Afatherisonlyaneverydayperson。Flat。Stale。Moreover,mychildwouldnaturallymistrustme。Webelongtothesameset。Whereasyoucarrywithyoutheprestigeoftheunknown。Youhaveprovedyourselftobeaforce。"

ThereupontheprofessorfollowedbyRenouardjoinedthecircleofalltheinmatesofthehouseassembledattheotherendoftheterraceaboutatea-table;threewhiteheadsandthatresplendentvisionofwoman"sglory,thesightofwhichhadthepowertoflutterhisheartlikeareminderofthemortalityofhisframe。

HeavoidedtheseatbythesideofMissMoorsom。Theothersweretalkingtogetherlanguidly。Unnoticedhelookedatthatwomansomarvellousthatcenturiesseemedtoliebetweenthem。Hewasoppressedandovercomeatthethoughtofwhatshecouldgivetosomemanwhoreallywouldbeaforce!Whatagloriousstrugglewiththisamazon。Whatnobleburdenforthevictoriousstrength。

DearoldMrs。Dunsterwasdispensingtea,lookingfromtimetotimewithinteresttowardsMissMoorsom。Theagedstatesmanhavingeatenarawtomatoanddrunkaglassofmilk(ahabitofhisearlyfarmingdays,longbeforepolitics,when,pioneerofwheat-growing,hedemonstratedthepossibilityofraisingcropsongroundlookingbarrenenoughtodiscourageamagician),smoothedhiswhitebeard,andstrucklightlyRenouard"skneewithhisbigwrinkledhand。

"Youhadbettercomebackto-nightanddinewithusquietly。"

Helikedthisyoungman,apioneer,too,inmorethanonedirection。Mrs。Dunsteradded:"Do。Itwillbeveryquiet。I

don"tevenknowifWilliewillbehomefordinner。"Renouardmurmuredhisthanks,andlefttheterracetogoonboardtheschooner。Whilelingeringinthedrawing-roomdoorwayheheardtheresonantvoiceofoldDunsterutteringoracularly-

"……theleadingmanheresomeday……Likeme。"

Renouardletthethinsummerportiereofthedoorwayfallbehindhim。ThevoiceofProfessorMoorsomsaid-

"Iamtoldthathehasmadeanenemyofalmosteverymanwhohadtoworkwithhim。"

"That"snothing。Hedidhiswork……Likeme。"

"Henevercountedthecosttheysay。Notevenoflives。"

Renouardunderstoodthattheyweretalkingofhim。Beforehecouldmoveaway,Mrs。Dunsterstruckinplacidly-

"Don"tletyourselfbeshockedbythetalesyoumayhearofhim,mydear。Mostofitisenvy。"

ThenheheardMissMoorsom"svoicereplyingtotheoldlady-

"Oh!Iamnoteasilydeceived。IthinkImaysayIhaveaninstinctfortruth。"

Hehastenedawayfromthathousewithhisheartfullofdread。

CHAPTERVI

Onboardtheschooner,lyingonthesetteeonhisbackwiththeknucklesofhishandspressedoverhiseyes,hemadeuphismindthathewouldnotreturntothathousefordinner-thathewouldnevergobackthereanymore。Hemadeuphismindsometwentytimes。Theknowledgethathehadonlytogouponthequarterdeck,utterquietlythewords:"Manthewindlass,"andthattheschoonerspringingintolifewouldrunahundredmilesouttoseabeforesunrise,deceivedhisstrugglingwill。Nothingeasier!

Yet,intheend,thisyoungman,almostill-famedforhisruthlessdaring,theinflexibleleaderoftwotragicallysuccessfulexpeditions,shrankfromthatactofsavageenergy,andbegan,instead,tohuntforexcuses。

No!Itwasnotforhimtorunawaylikeanincurablewhocutshisthroat。Hefinisheddressingandlookedathisownimpassivefaceinthesaloonmirrorscornfully。Whilebeingpulledonshoreinthegig,herememberedsuddenlythewildbeautyofawaterfallseenwhenhardlymorethanaboy,yearsago,inMenado。Therewasalegendofagovernor-generaloftheDutchEastIndies,onofficialtour,committingsuicideonthatspotbyleapingintothechasm。

Itwassupposedthatapainfuldiseasehadmadehimwearyoflife。

Butwasthereeveravisitationlikehisown,atthesametimebindingonetolifeandsocruellymortal!

Thedinnerwasindeedquiet。Willie,givenhalfanhour"sgrace,failedtoturnup,andhischairremainedvacantbythesideofMissMoorsom。Renouardhadtheprofessor"ssisteronhisleft,dressedinanexpensivegownbecomingherage。ThatmaidenladyinherwonderfulpreservationremindedRenouardsomehowofawaxflowerunderglass。Therewerenotracesofthedustoflife"sbattlesonheranywhere。Shedidnotlikehimverymuchintheafternoons,inhiswhitedrillsuitandplanter"shat,whichseemedtoheranundulyBohemiancostumeforcallinginahousewheretherewereladies。Butintheevening,litheandelegantinhisdressclothesandwithhispleasant,slightlyveiledvoice,healwaysmadeherconquestafresh。Hemighthavebeenanybodydistinguished-thesonofaduke。Fallingunderthatcharmprobably(andalsobecauseherbrotherhadgivenherahint),sheattemptedtoopenherhearttoRenouard,whowaswatchingwithallthepowerofhissoulhernieceacrossthetable。Shespoketohimasfranklyasthoughthatmiserablemortalenvelope,emptiedofeverythingbuthopelesspassion,wereindeedthesonofaduke。

Inattentive,heheardheronlyinsnatches,tillthefinalconfidentialburst:"……gladifyouwouldexpressanopinion。

Lookather,socharming,suchagreatfavourite,sogenerallyadmired!Itwouldbetoosad。Weallhopedshewouldmakeabrilliantmarriagewithsomebodyveryrichandofhighposition,haveahouseinLondonandinthecountry,andentertainusallsplendidly。She"ssoeminentlyfittedforit。Shehassuchhostsofdistinguishedfriends!Andthen-thisinstead!……Myheartreallyaches。"

Herwell-bredifanxiouswhisperwascoveredbythevoiceofprofessorMoorsomdiscoursingsubtlydowntheshortlengthofthedinnertableontheImpermanencyoftheMeasurabletohisvenerabledisciple。ItmighthavebeenachapterinanewandpopularbookofMoorsonianphilosophy。Patriarchalanddelighted,oldDunsterleanedforwardalittle,hiseyesshiningyouthfully,twospotsofcolourattherootsofhiswhitebeard;andRenouard,glancingatthesenileexcitement,recalledthewordsheardonthosesubtlelips,adoptedtheirscornforhisown,sawtheirtruthbeforethismanreadytobeamusedbythesideofthegrave。Yes!

Intellectualdebaucheryinthefrothofexistence!Frothandfraud!

OnthesamesideofthetableMissMoorsomneveroncelookedtowardsherfather,allhergraceasiffrozen,herredlipscompressed,thefaintestrosinessunderherdazzlingcomplexion,herblackeyesburningmotionless,andtheverycopperygleamsoflightlyingstillonthewavesandundulationofherhair。

Renouardfanciedhimselfoverturningthetable,smashingcrystalandchina,treadingfruitandflowersunderfoot,seizingherinhisarms,carryingheroffinatumultofshrieksfromallthesepeople,asilentfrightenedmortal,intosomeprofoundretreatasintheageofCavernmen。Suddenlyeverybodygotup,andhehastenedtorisetoo,findinghimselfoutofbreathandquiteunsteadyonhisfeet。

Ontheterracethephilosopher,afterlightingacigar,slippedhishandcondescendinglyunderhis"dearyoungfriend"s"arm。Renouardregardedhimnowwiththeprofoundestmistrust。Butthegreatmanseemedreallytohavealikingforhisyoungfriend-oneofthosemysterioussympathies,disregardingthedifferencesofageandposition,whichinthiscasemighthavebeenexplainedbythefailureofphilosophytomeetaveryrealworryofapracticalkind。

Afteraturnortwoandsomecasualtalktheprofessorsaidsuddenly:"Mylatesonwasinyourschool-doyouknow?Icanimaginethathadhelivedandyouhadevermetyouwouldhaveunderstoodeachother。Hetoowasinclinedtoaction。"

Hesighed,then,shakingoffthemournfulthoughtandwithanodattheduskypartoftheterracewherethedressofhisdaughtermadealuminousstain:"Ireallywishyouwoulddropinthatquarterafewsensible,discouragingwords。"

Renouarddisengagedhimselffromthatmostperfidiousofmenunderthepretenceofastonishment,andsteppingbackapace-

"Surelyyouaremakingfunofme,ProfessorMoorsom,"hesaidwithalowlaugh,whichwasreallyasoundofrage。

"Mydearyoungfriend!It"snosubjectforjokes,tome……Youdon"tseemtohaveanynotionofyourprestige,"headded,walkingawaytowardsthechairs。

"Humbug!"thoughtRenouard,standingstillandlookingafterhim。

"Andyet!Andyet!Whatifitweretrue?"

HeadvancedthentowardsMissMoorsom。Posedontheseatonwhichtheyhadfirstspokentoeachother,itwasherturntowatchhimcomingon。Butmanyofthewindowswerenotlightedthatevening。

Itwasdarkoverthere。Sheappearedtohimluminousinhercleardress,afigurewithoutshape,afacewithoutfeatures,awaitinghisapproach,tillhegotquiteneartoher,satdown,andtheyhadexchangedafewinsignificantwords。Graduallyshecameoutlikeamagicpaintingofcharm,fascination,anddesire,glowingmysteriouslyonthedarkbackground。Somethingimperceptibleinthelinesofherattitude,inthemodulationsofhervoice,seemedtosoftenthatsuggestionofcalmunconsciouspridewhichenvelopedheralwayslikeamantle。He,sensitivelikeabondslavetothemoodsofthemaster,wasmovedbythesubtlerelentingofhergracetoaninfinitetenderness。Hefoughtdowntheimpulsetoseizeherbythehand,leadherdownintothegardenawayunderthebigtrees,andthrowhimselfatherfeetutteringwordsoflove。Hisemotionwassostrongthathehadtocoughslightly,andnotknowingwhattotalktoherabouthebegantotellherofhismotherandsisters。AllthefamilywerecomingtoLondontolivethere,forsomelittletimeatleast。

"Ihopeyouwillgoandtellthemsomethingofme。Somethingseen,"hesaidpressingly。

Bythismiserablesubterfuge,likeamanabouttopartwithhislife,hehopedtomakeherrememberhimalittlelonger。

"Certainly,"shesaid。"I"llbegladtocallwhenIgetback。Butthat"when"maybealongtime。"

Heheardalightsigh。Acrueljealouscuriositymadehimask-

"Areyougrowingweary,MissMoorsom?"

Asilencefellonhislowspokenquestion。

"Doyoumeanheart-weary?"soundedMissMoorsom"svoice。"Youdon"tknowme,Isee。"

"Ah!Neverdespair,"hemuttered。

"This,Mr。Renouard,isaworkofreparation。Istandfortruthhere。Ican"tthinkofmyself。"

Hecouldhavetakenherbythethroatforeverywordseemedaninsulttohispassion;butheonlysaid-

"Ineverdoubtedthe-the-nobilityofyourpurpose。"

"Andtohearthewordwearinesspronouncedinthisconnectionsurprisesme。Andfromamantoowho,Iunderstand,hasnevercountedthecost。"

"Youarepleasedtoteaseme,"hesaid,directlyhehadrecoveredhisvoiceandhadmasteredhisanger。ItwasasifProfessorMoorsomhaddroppedpoisoninhisearwhichwasspreadingnowandtaintinghispassion,hisveryjealousy。Hemistrustedeverywordthatcamefromthoselipsonwhichhislifehung。"Howcanyouknowanythingofmenwhodonotcountthecost?"heaskedinhisgentlesttones。

"Fromhearsay-alittle。"

"Well,Iassureyoutheyareliketheothers,subjecttosuffering,victimsofspells……"

"Oneofthem,atleast,speaksverystrangely。"

Shedismissedthesubjectafterashortsilence。"Mr。Renouard,I

hadadisappointmentthismorning。Thismailbroughtmealetterfromthewidowoftheoldbutler-youknow。Iexpectedtolearnthatshehadheardfrom-fromhere。Butno。Noletterarrivedhomesinceweleft。"

Hervoicewascalm。Hisjealousycouldn"tstandmuchmoreofthissortoftalk;buthewasgladthatnothinghadturneduptohelpthesearch;gladblindly,unreasonably-onlybecauseitwouldkeepherlongerinhissight-sinceshewouldn"tgiveup。

"Iamtoonearher,"hethought,movingalittlefurtherontheseat。Hewasafraidintherevulsionoffeelingofflinginghimselfonherhands,whichwerelyingonherlap,andcoveringthemwithkisses。Hewasafraid。Nothing,nothingcouldshakethatspell-notifshewereeversofalse,stupid,ordegraded。

Shewasfateitself。Theextentofhismisfortuneplungedhiminsuchastuporthathefailedatfirsttohearthesoundofvoicesandfootstepsinsidethedrawing-room。Williehadcomehome-andtheEditorwaswithhim。

Theyburstoutontheterracebabblingnoisily,andthenpullingthemselvestogetherstoodstill,surprising-andasifthemselvessurprised。

CHAPTERVII

Theyhadbeenfeastingapoetfromthebush,thelatestdiscoveryoftheEditor。Suchdiscoverieswerethebusiness,thevocation,theprideanddelightoftheonlyapostleoflettersinthehemisphere,thesolitarypatronofculture,theSlaveoftheLamp-

ashesubscribedhimselfatthebottomoftheweeklyliterarypageofhispaper。HehadhadnodifficultyinpersuadingthevirtuousWillie(whohadfestiveinstincts)tohelpinthegoodwork,andnowtheyhadleftthepoetlyingasleeponthehearthrugoftheeditorialroomandhadrushedtotheDunstermansionwildly。TheEditorhadanotherdiscoverytoannounce。Swayingalittlewherehestoodheopenedhismouthverywidetoshouttheoneword"Found!"BehindhimWillieflungbothhishandsabovehisheadandletthemfalldramatically。Renouardsawthefourwhite-headedpeopleattheendoftheterracerisealltogetherfromtheirchairswithaneffectofsuddenpanic。

"Itellyou-he-is-found,"thepatronoflettersshoutedemphatically。

"Whatisthis!"exclaimedRenouardinachokedvoice。MissMoorsomseizedhiswristsuddenly,andatthatcontactfireranthroughallhisveins,ahotstillnessdescendeduponhiminwhichheheardtheblood-orthefire-beatinginhisears。Hemadeamovementasiftorise,butwasrestrainedbytheconvulsivepressureonhiswrist。

"No,no。"MissMoorsom"seyesstaredblackasnight,searchingthespacebeforeher。FarawaytheEditorstruttedforward,Williefollowingwithhisostentatiousmannerofcarryinghisbulkyandoppressivecarcasswhich,however,didnotremainexactlyperpendicularfortwosecondstogether。

"TheinnocentArthur……Yes。We"vegothim,"theEditorbecameverybusiness-like。"Yes,thisletterhasdoneit。"

Heplungedintoaninsidepocketforit,slappedthescrapofpaperwithhisopenpalm。"Fromthatoldwoman。WilliamhaditinhispocketsincethismorningwhenMissMoorsomgaveittohimtoshowme。Forgotallaboutittillanhourago。Thoughtitwasofnoimportance。Well,no!Nottillitwasproperlyread。"

RenouardandMissMoorsomemergedfromtheshadowssidebyside,awell-matchedcouple,animatedyetstatuesqueintheircalmnessandintheirpallor。Shehadletgohiswrist。OncatchingsightofRenouardtheEditorexclaimed:

"What-youhere!"inaquiteshrillvoice。

Therecameadeadpause。Allthefaceshadinthemsomethingdismayedandcruel。

"He"stheverymanwewant,"continuedtheEditor。"Excusemyexcitement。Youaretheveryman,Renouard。Didn"tyoutellmethatyourassistantcalledhimselfWalter?Yes?Thoughtso。Buthere"sthatoldwoman-thebutler"swife-listentothis。Shewrites:AllIcantellyou,Miss,isthatmypoorhusbanddirectedhisletterstothenameofH。Walter。"

Renouard"sviolentbutrepressedexclamationwaslostinageneralmurmurandshuffleoffeet。TheEditormadeastepforward,bowedwithcreditablesteadiness。

"MissMoorsom,allowmetocongratulateyoufromthebottomofmyheartonthehappy-er-issue……"

"Wait,"mutteredRenouardirresolutely。

TheEditorjumpedonhiminthemanneroftheiroldfriendship。

"Ah,you!Youareafinefellowtoo。Withyoursolitarywaysoflifeyouwillendbyhavingnomorediscriminationthanasavage。

Fancylivingwithagentlemanformonthsandneverguessing。A

man,Iamcertain,accomplished,remarkable,outofthecommon,sincehehadbeendistinguished"(hebowedagain)"byMissMoorsom,whomwealladmire。"

Sheturnedherbackonhim。

"Ihopetogoodnessyouhaven"tbeenleadinghimadog"slife,Geoffrey,"theEditoraddressedhisfriendinawhisperedaside。

Renouardseizedachairviolently,satdown,andproppinghiselbowonhiskneeleanedhisheadonhishand。Behindhimthesisteroftheprofessorlookeduptoheavenandwrungherhandsstealthily。

Mrs。Dunster"shandswereclaspedforciblyunderherchin,butshe,dearsoul,waslookingsorrowfullyatWillie。Themodelnephew!

Inthisstrangestate!Soverymuchflushed!ThecarefuldispositionofthethinhairsacrossWillie"sbaldspotwasdeplorablydisarranged,andthespotitselfwasredand,asitwere,steaming。

"What"sthematter,Geoffrey?"TheEditorseemeddisconcertedbythesilentattitudesroundhim,asthoughhehadexpectedallthesepeopletoshoutanddance。"Youhavehimontheisland-haven"tyou?"

"Oh,yes:Ihavehimthere,"saidRenouard,withoutlookingup。

"Well,then!"TheEditorlookedhelplesslyaroundasifbeggingforresponseofsomesort。Buttheonlyresponsethatcamewasveryunexpected。Annoyedatbeingleftinthebackground,andalsobecauseverylittledrinkmadehimnasty,theemotionalWillieturnedmalignantallatonce,andinabibuloustonesurprisinginamanabletokeephisbalancesowell-

"Aha!Butyouhaven"tgothimhere-notyet!"hesneered。"No!

Youhaven"tgothimyet。"

ThisoutrageousexhibitionwastotheEditorlikethelashtoajadedhorse。Hepositivelyjumped。

"Whatofthat?Whatdoyoumean?We-haven"t-got-him-here。

Ofcourseheisn"there!ButGeoffrey"sschoonerishere。Shecanbesentatoncetofetchhimhere。No!Stay!There"sabetterplan。Whyshouldn"tyouallsailovertoMalata,professor?Savetime!IamsureMissMoorsomwouldprefer……"

WithagallantflourishofhisarmhelookedforMissMoorsom。Shehaddisappeared。Hewastakenabacksomewhat。

"Ah!H"m。Yes……Whynot。Apleasurecruise,delightfulship,delightfulseason,delightfulerrand,del……No!Therearenoobjections。Geoffrey,Iunderstand,hasindulgedinabungalowthreesizestoolargeforhim。Hecanputyouallup。Itwillbeapleasureforhim。Itwillbethegreatestprivilege。

Anymanwouldbeproudofbeinganagentofthishappyreunion。I

amproudofthelittlepartI"veplayed。Hewillconsideritthegreatesthonour。Geoff,myboy,youhadbetterbestirringto-

morrowbrightandearlyaboutthepreparationsforthetrip。Itwouldbecriminaltoloseasingleday。"

HewasasflushedasWillie,theexcitementkeepinguptheeffectofthefestivedinner。ForatimeRenouard,silent,asifhehadnotheardawordofallthatbabble,didnotstir。ButwhenhegotupitwastoadvancetowardstheEditorandgivehimsuchaheartyslaponthebackthattheplumplittlemanreeledinhistracksandlookedquitefrightenedforamoment。

"Youareaheaven-borndiscovererandafirst-ratemanager……

He"sright。It"stheonlyway。Youcan"tresisttheclaimofsentiment,andyoumustevenriskthevoyagetoMalata……"

Renouard"svoicesank。"Alonelyspot,"headded,andfellintothoughtunderalltheseeyesconvergingonhiminthesuddensilence。Hisslowglancepassedoverallthefacesinsuccession,remainingarrestedonProfessorMoorsom,stonyeyed,asmoulderingcigarinhisfingers,andwithhissisterstandingbyhisside。

"Ishallbeinfinitelygratifiedifyouconsenttocome。But,ofcourse,youwill。Weshallsailto-morroweveningthen。Andnowletmeleaveyoutoyourhappiness。"

Hebowed,verygrave,pointedsuddenlyhisfingeratWilliewhowasswayingaboutwithasleepyfrown……"Lookathim。He"sovercomewithhappiness。Youhadbetterputhimtobed……"anddisappearedwhileeveryheadontheterracewasturnedtoWilliewithvariedexpressions。

Renouardranthroughthehouse。Avoidingthecarriageroadhefleddownthesteepshortcuttotheshore,wherehisgigwaswaiting。

AthisloudshoutthesleepingKanakasjumpedup。Heleapedin。

"Shoveoff。Giveway!"andthegigdartedthroughthewater。

"Giveway!Giveway!"Sheflewpastthewool-clipperssleepingattheiranchorseachwiththeopenunwinkingeyeofthelampintherigging;sheflewpasttheflagshipofthePacificsquadron,agreatmassalldarkandsilent,heavywiththeslumbersoffivehundredmen,andwheretheinvisiblesentriesheardhisurgent"Giveway!Giveway!"inthenight。TheKanakas,panting,roseoffthethwartsateverystroke。Nothingcouldbefastenoughforhim!Andheranupthesideofhisschoonershakingtheladdernoisilywithhisrush。

Ondeckhestumbledandstoodstill。

Whereforethishaste?Towhatend,sinceheknewwellbeforehestartedthathehadapursuerfromwhomtherewasnoescape。

Ashisfoottouchedthedeckhiswill,hispurposehehadbeenhurryingtosave,diedoutwithin。Ithadbeennothinglessthangettingtheschoonerunder-way,lettinghervanishsilentlyinthenightfromamongstthesesleepingships。Andnowhewascertainhecouldnotdoit。Itwasimpossible!Andhereflectedthatwhetherhelivedordiedsuchanactwouldlayhimunderadarksuspicionfromwhichheshrank。No,therewasnothingtobedone。

Hewentdownintothecabinand,beforeevenunbuttoninghisovercoat,tookoutofthedrawertheletteraddressedtohisassistant;thatletterwhichhehadfoundinthepigeon-holelabelled"Malata"inyoungDunster"souteroffice,whereithadbeenwaitingforthreemonthssomeoccasionforbeingforwarded。

Fromthemomentofdroppingitinthedrawerhehadutterlyforgottenitsexistence-tillnow,whentheman"snamehadcomeoutsoclamorously。Heglancedatthecommonenvelope,notedtheshakyandlaborioushandwriting:H。Walter,Esqre。Undoubtedlytheverylastlettertheoldbutlerhadpostedbeforehisillness,andinanswerclearlytoonefrom"MasterArthur"instructinghimtoaddressinthefuture:"CareofMessrs。W。DunsterandCo。"

Renouardmadeasiftoopentheenvelope,butpaused,and,instead,toretheletterdeliberatelyintwo,infour,ineight。Withhishandfullofpiecesofpaperhereturnedondeckandscatteredthemoverboardonthedarkwater,inwhichtheyvanishedinstantly。

Hediditslowly,withouthesitationorremorse。H。Walter,Esqre,inMalata。TheinnocentArthur-Whatwashisname?Themansoughtforbythatwomanwhoasshewentbyseemedtodrawallthepassionoftheearthtoher,withouteffort,notdeigningtonotice,naturally,asotherwomenbreathedtheair。ButRenouardwasnolongerjealousofherveryexistence。Whateveritsmeaningitwasnotforthatmanhehadpickedupcasuallyonobscureimpulse,togetridofthetiresomeexpostulationsofaso-calledfriend;amanofwhomhereallyknewnothing-andnowadeadman。

InMalata。Oh,yes!Hewastheresecureenough,untroubledinhisgrave。InMalata。ToburyhimwasthelastserviceRenouardhadrenderedtohisassistantbeforeleavingtheislandonthistriptotown。

LikemanymenreadyenoughforarduousenterprisesRenouardwasinclinedtoevadethesmallcomplicationsofexistence。Thistraitofhischaracterwascomposedofalittleindolence,somedisdain,andashrinkingfromcontestswithcertainformsofvulgarity-

likeamanwhowouldfacealionandgooutofhiswaytoavoidatoad。Hisintercoursewiththemeddlesomejournalistwasthatmerelyoutwardintimacywithoutsympathysomeyoungmengetdrawnintoeasily。Ithadamusedhimrathertokeepthat"friend"inthedarkaboutthefateofhisassistant。Renouardhadneverneededothercompanythanhisown,fortherewasinhimsomethingofthesensitivenessofadreamerwhoiseasilyjarred。Hehadsaidtohimselfthattheall-knowingonewouldonlypreachagainabouttheevilsofsolitudeandworryhisheadoffinfavourofsomeforlornlyuselessprotegeofhis。AlsotheinquisitivenessoftheEditorhadirritatedhimandhadclosedhislipsinsheerdisgust。

Andnowhecontemplatedthenooseofconsequencesdrawingtightaroundhim。

Itwasthememoryofthatdiplomaticreticencewhichontheterracehadstiffledhisfirstcrywhichwouldhavetoldthemallthatthemansoughtforwasnottobemetonearthanymore。Heshrankfromtheabsurdityofhearingtheall-knowingone,andnotverysoberatthat,turningonhimwithrighteousreproaches-

"Younevertoldme。Yougavemetounderstandthatyourassistantwasalive,andnowyousayhe"sdead。Whichisit?Wereyoulyingthenorareyoulyingnow?"No!thethoughtofsuchascenewasnottobeborne。Hehadsatdownappalled,thinking:"WhatshallIdonow?"

Hiscouragehadoozedoutofhim。SpeakingthetruthmeanttheMoorsomsgoingawayatonce-whileitseemedtohimthathewouldgivethelastshredofhisrectitudetosecureadaymoreofhercompany。Hesaton-silent。Slowly,fromconfusedsensations,fromhistalkwiththeprofessor,themannerofthegirlherself,theintoxicatingfamiliarityofhersuddenhand-clasp,therehadcometohimahalfglimmerofhope。Theothermanwasdead。Then!……Madness,ofcourse-buthecouldnotgiveitup。Hehadlistenedtothatconfoundedbusybodyarrangingeverything-whileallthesepeoplestoodaroundassenting,underthespellofthatdeadromance。Hehadlistenedscornfulandsilent。Theglimmersofhope,ofopportunity,passedbeforehiseyes。Hehadonlytositstillandsaynothing。Thatandnomore。Andwhatwastruthtohiminthefaceofthatgreatpassionwhichhadflunghimprostrateinspiritatheradoredfeet!

Andnowitwasdone!Fatalityhadwilledit!Withtheeyesofamortalstruckbythemaddeningthunderboltofthegods,Renouardlookeduptothesky,animmenseblackpalldustedoverwithgold,onwhichgreatshuddersseemedtopassfromthebreathoflifeaffirmingitssway。

关闭