第2章
tanceshipwasentirelyamatterofthedoctor"sownmaking。
InthelateafternoonWillHenderson,ownerandeditoroftheEagle,wentovertoTomWilly"ssaloon。
Alonganalleywayhewentandslippinginatthebackdoorofthesaloonbegandrinkingadrinkmadeofacombinationofsloeginandsodawater。WillHendersonwasasensualistandhadreachedtheageofforty-five。Heimaginedtheginrenewedtheyouthinhim。Likemostsensualistsheenjoyedtalk-
ingofwomen,andforanhourhelingeredaboutgossipingwithTomWilly。Thesaloonkeeperwasashort,broad-shoulderedmanwithpeculiarlymarkedhands。Thatflamingkindofbirthmarkthatsome-
timespaintswithredthefacesofmenandwomenhadtouchedwithredTomWilly"sfingersandthebacksofhishands。AshestoodbythebartalkingtoWillHendersonherubbedthehandstogether。
Ashegrewmoreandmoreexcitedtheredofhisfingersdeepened。Itwasasthoughthehandshadbeendippedinbloodthathaddriedandfaded。
AsWillHendersonstoodatthebarlookingattheredhandsandtalkingofwomen,hisassistant,GeorgeWillard,satintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandlistenedtothetalkofDoctorParcival。
DoctorParcivalappearedimmediatelyafterWillHendersonhaddisappeared。Onemighthavesup-
posedthatthedoctorhadbeenwatchingfromhisofficewindowandhadseentheeditorgoingalongthealleyway。Cominginatthefrontdoorandfind-
inghimselfachair,helightedoneofthestogiesandcrossinghislegsbegantotalk。Heseemedintentuponconvincingtheboyoftheadvisabilityofadopt-
ingalineofconductthathewashimselfunabletodefine。
"IfyouhaveyoureyesopenyouwillseethatalthoughIcallmyselfadoctorIhavemightyfewpatients,"hebegan。"Thereisareasonforthat。ItisnotanaccidentanditisnotbecauseIdonotknowasmuchofmedicineasanyonehere。Idonotwantpatients。Thereason,yousee,doesnotappearonthesurface。Itliesinfactinmycharacter,whichhas,ifyouthinkaboutit,manystrangeturns。WhyIwanttotalktoyouofthematterIdon"tknow。I
mightkeepstillandgetmorecreditinyoureyes。I
haveadesiretomakeyouadmireme,that"safact。
Idon"tknowwhy。That"swhyItalk。It"sveryamus-
ing,eh?"
Sometimesthedoctorlaunchedintolongtalesconcerninghimself。Totheboythetaleswereveryrealandfullofmeaning。Hebegantoadmirethefatunclean-lookingmanand,intheafternoonwhenWillHendersonhadgone,lookedforwardwithkeeninteresttothedoctor"scoming。
DoctorParcivalhadbeeninWinesburgaboutfiveyears。HecamefromChicagoandwhenhearrivedwasdrunkandgotintoafightwithAlbertLong-
worth,thebaggageman。Thefightconcernedatrunkandendedbythedoctor"sbeingescortedtothevil-
lagelockup。Whenhewasreleasedherentedaroomaboveashoe-repairingshopatthelowerendofMainStreetandputoutthesignthatannouncedhimselfasadoctor。Althoughhehadbutfewpa-
tientsandtheseofthepoorersortwhowereunabletopay,heseemedtohaveplentyofmoneyforhisneeds。HesleptintheofficethatwasunspeakablydirtyanddinedatBiffCarter"slunchroominasmallframebuildingoppositetherailroadstation。InthesummerthelunchroomwasfilledwithfliesandBiffCarter"swhiteapronwasmoredirtythanhisfloor。
DoctorParcivaldidnotmind。Intothelunchroomhestalkedanddepositedtwentycentsuponthecounter。"Feedmewhatyouwishforthat,"hesaidlaughing。"Useupfoodthatyouwouldn"totherwisesell。Itmakesnodifferencetome。Iamamanofdistinction,yousee。WhyshouldIconcernmyselfwithwhatIeat。"
ThetalesthatDoctorParcivaltoldGeorgeWillardbegannowhereandendednowhere。Sometimestheboythoughttheymustallbeinventions,apackoflies。Andthenagainhewasconvincedthattheycontainedtheveryessenceoftruth。
"Iwasareporterlikeyouhere,"DoctorParcivalbegan。"ItwasinatowninIowa——orwasitinIlli-
nois?Idon"trememberandanywayitmakesnodifference。PerhapsIamtryingtoconcealmyiden-
tityanddon"twanttobeverydefinite。HaveyoueverthoughtitstrangethatIhavemoneyformyneedsalthoughIdonothing?ImayhavestolenagreatsumofmoneyorbeeninvolvedinamurderbeforeIcamehere。Thereisfoodforthoughtinthat,eh?Ifyouwereareallysmartnewspaperreporteryouwouldlookmeup。InChicagotherewasaDoc-
torCroninwhowasmurdered。Haveyouheardofthat?Somemenmurderedhimandputhiminatrunk。Intheearlymorningtheyhauledthetrunkacrossthecity。Itsatonthebackofanexpresswagonandtheywereontheseatasunconcernedasanything。Alongtheywentthroughquietstreetswhereeveryonewasasleep。Thesunwasjustcom-
ingupoverthelake。Funny,eh——justtothinkofthemsmokingpipesandchatteringastheydrovealongasunconcernedasIamnow。PerhapsIwasoneofthosemen。Thatwouldbeastrangeturnofthings,nowwouldn"tit,eh?"AgainDoctorParcivalbeganhistale:"Well,anywaythereIwas,areporteronapaperjustasyouarehere,runningaboutandgettinglittleitemstoprint。Mymotherwaspoor。
Shetookinwashing。HerdreamwastomakemeaPresbyterianministerandIwasstudyingwiththatendinview。
"Myfatherhadbeeninsaneforanumberofyears。
HewasinanasylumoveratDayton,Ohio。ThereyouseeIhaveletitslipout!AllofthistookplaceinOhio,righthereinOhio。Thereisaclewifyouevergetthenotionoflookingmeup。
"Iwasgoingtotellyouofmybrother。That"stheobjectofallthis。That"swhatI"mgettingat。MybrotherwasarailroadpainterandhadajobontheBigFour。YouknowthatroadrunsthroughOhiohere。Withothermenhelivedinaboxcarandawaytheywentfromtowntotownpaintingtherailroadproperty-switches,crossinggates,bridges,andstations。
"TheBigFourpaintsitsstationsanastyorangecolor。HowIhatedthatcolor!Mybrotherwasal-
wayscoveredwithit。Onpaydaysheusedtogetdrunkandcomehomewearinghispaint-coveredclothesandbringinghismoneywithhim。Hedidnotgiveittomotherbutlaiditinapileonourkitchentable。
"Aboutthehousehewentintheclothescoveredwiththenastyorangecoloredpaint。Icanseethepicture。Mymother,whowassmallandhadred,sad-lookingeyes,wouldcomeintothehousefromalittleshedattheback。That"swhereshespenthertimeoverthewashtubscrubbingpeople"sdirtyclothes。Inshewouldcomeandstandbythetable,rubbinghereyeswithherapronthatwascoveredwithsoap-suds。
""Don"ttouchit!Don"tyoudaretouchthatmoney,"mybrotherroared,andthenhehimselftookfiveortendollarsandwenttrampingofftothesaloons。Whenhehadspentwhathehadtakenhecamebackformore。Henevergavemymotheranymoneyatallbutstayedaboutuntilhehadspentitall,alittleatatime。Thenhewentbacktohisjobwiththepaintingcrewontherailroad。Afterhehadgonethingsbegantoarriveatourhouse,groceriesandsuchthings。Sometimestherewouldbeadressformotherorapairofshoesforme。
"Strange,eh?Mymotherlovedmybrothermuchmorethanshedidme,althoughheneversaidakindwordtoeitherofusandalwaysravedupanddownthreateningusifwedaredsomuchastouchthemoneythatsometimeslayonthetablethreedays。
"Wegotalongprettywell。Istudiedtobeaminis-
terandprayed。Iwasaregularassaboutsayingprayers。Youshouldhaveheardme。Whenmyfa-
therdiedIprayedallnight,justasIdidsometimeswhenmybrotherwasintowndrinkingandgoingaboutbuyingthethingsforus。IntheeveningaftersupperIkneltbythetablewherethemoneylayandprayedforhours。WhennoonewaslookingIstoleadollarortwoandputitinmypocket。Thatmakesmelaughnowbutthenitwasterrible。Itwasonmymindallthetime。Igotsixdollarsaweekfrommyjobonthepaperandalwaystookitstraighthometomother。ThefewdollarsIstolefrommybrother"spileIspentonmyself,youknow,fortrifles,candyandcigarettesandsuchthings。
"WhenmyfatherdiedattheasylumoveratDay-
ton,Iwentoverthere。IborrowedsomemoneyfromthemanforwhomIworkedandwentonthetrainatnight。Itwasraining。IntheasylumtheytreatedmeasthoughIwereaking。
"ThemenwhohadjobsintheasylumhadfoundoutIwasanewspaperreporter。Thatmadethemafraid。Therehadbeensomenegligence,somecare-
lessness,yousee,whenfatherwasill。TheythoughtperhapsIwouldwriteitupinthepaperandmakeafuss。Ineverintendedtodoanythingofthekind。
"Anyway,inIwenttotheroomwheremyfatherlaydeadandblessedthedeadbody。Iwonderwhatputthatnotionintomyhead。Wouldn"tmybrother,thepainter,havelaughed,though。ThereIstoodoverthedeadbodyandspreadoutmyhands。Thesuperintendentoftheasylumandsomeofhishelp-
erscameinandstoodaboutlookingsheepish。Itwasveryamusing。Ispreadoutmyhandsandsaid,"Letpeacebroodoverthiscarcass。"That"swhatI
said。"
Jumpingtohisfeetandbreakingoffthetale,Doc-
torParcivalbegantowalkupanddownintheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglewhereGeorgeWillardsatlis-
tening。Hewasawkwardand,astheofficewassmall,continuallyknockedagainstthings。"WhatafoolIamtobetalking,"hesaid。"Thatisnotmyobjectincominghereandforcingmyacquaintance-
shipuponyou。Ihavesomethingelseinmind。YouareareporterjustasIwasonceandyouhaveat-
tractedmyattention。Youmayendbybecomingjustsuchanotherfool。Iwanttowarnyouandkeeponwarningyou。That"swhyIseekyouout。"
DoctorParcivalbegantalkingofGeorgeWillard"sattitudetowardmen。Itseemedtotheboythatthemanhadbutoneobjectinview,tomakeeveryoneseemdespicable。"Iwanttofillyouwithhatredandcontemptsothatyouwillbeasuperiorbeing,"hedeclared。"Lookatmybrother。Therewasafellow,eh?Hedespisedeveryone,yousee。Youhavenoideawithwhatcontempthelookeduponmotherandme。Andwashenotoursuperior?Youknowhewas。YouhavenotseenhimandyetIhavemadeyoufeelthat。Ihavegivenyouasenseofit。Heisdead。Oncewhenhewasdrunkhelaydownonthetracksandthecarinwhichhelivedwiththeotherpaintersranoverhim。"
OnedayinAugustDoctorParcivalhadanadven-
tureinWinesburg。ForamonthGeorgeWillardhadbeengoingeachmorningtospendanhourinthedoctor"soffice。Thevisitscameaboutthroughade-
sireonthepartofthedoctortoreadtotheboyfromthepagesofabookhewasintheprocessofwriting。
TowritethebookDoctorParcivaldeclaredwastheobjectofhiscomingtoWinesburgtolive。
OnthemorninginAugustbeforethecomingoftheboy,anincidenthadhappenedinthedoctor"soffice。TherehadbeenanaccidentonMainStreet。
Ateamofhorseshadbeenfrightenedbyatrainandhadrunaway。Alittlegirl,thedaughterofafarmer,hadbeenthrownfromabuggyandkilled。
OnMainStreeteveryonehadbecomeexcitedandacryfordoctorshadgoneup。Allthreeoftheactivepractitionersofthetownhadcomequicklybuthadfoundthechilddead。FromthecrowdsomeonehadruntotheofficeofDoctorParcivalwhohadbluntlyrefusedtogodownoutofhisofficetothedeadchild。Theuselesscrueltyofhisrefusalhadpassedunnoticed。Indeed,themanwhohadcomeupthestairwaytosummonhimhadhurriedawaywithouthearingtherefusal。
Allofthis,DoctorParcivaldidnotknowandwhenGeorgeWillardcametohisofficehefoundthemanshakingwithterror。"WhatIhavedonewillarousethepeopleofthistown,"hedeclaredexcitedly。"DoInotknowhumannature?DoInotknowwhatwillhappen?Wordofmyrefusalwillbewhisperedabout。Presentlymenwillgettogetheringroupsandtalkofit。Theywillcomehere。Wewillquarrelandtherewillbetalkofhanging。Thentheywillcomeagainbearingaropeintheirhands。"
DoctorParcivalshookwithfright。"Ihaveapre-
sentiment,"hedeclaredemphatically。"ItmaybethatwhatIamtalkingaboutwillnotoccurthismorning。ItmaybeputoffuntiltonightbutIwillbehanged。Everyonewillgetexcited。Iwillbehangedtoalamp-postonMainStreet。"
Goingtothedoorofhisdirtyoffice,DoctorParci-
vallookedtimidlydownthestairwayleadingtothestreet。Whenhereturnedthefrightthathadbeeninhiseyeswasbeginningtobereplacedbydoubt。
ComingontiptoeacrosstheroomhetappedGeorgeWillardontheshoulder。"Ifnotnow,sometime,"
hewhispered,shakinghishead。"IntheendIwillbecrucified,uselesslycrucified。"
DoctorParcivalbegantopleadwithGeorgeWil-
lard。"Youmustpayattentiontome,"heurged。"IfsomethinghappensperhapsyouwillbeabletowritethebookthatImaynevergetwritten。Theideaisverysimple,sosimplethatifyouarenotcarefulyouwillforgetit。Itisthis——thateveryoneintheworldisChristandtheyareallcrucified。That"swhatIwanttosay。Don"tyouforgetthat。Whateverhappens,don"tyoudareletyourselfforget。"
NOBODYKNOWS
LOOKINGCAUTIOUSLYABOUT,GeorgeWillardarosefromhisdeskintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandwenthurriedlyoutatthebackdoor。Thenightwaswarmandcloudyandalthoughitwasnotyeteighto"clock,thealleywaybackoftheEagleofficewaspitchdark。Ateamofhorsestiedtoapostsomewhereinthedarknessstampedonthehard-
bakedground。AcatsprangfromunderGeorgeWil-
lard"sfeetandranawayintothenight。Theyoungmanwasnervous。Alldayhehadgoneabouthisworklikeonedazedbyablow。Inthealleywayhetrembledasthoughwithfright。
InthedarknessGeorgeWillardwalkedalongthealleyway,goingcarefullyandcautiously。ThebackdoorsoftheWinesburgstoreswereopenandhecouldseemensittingaboutunderthestorelamps。
InMyerbaum"sNotionStoreMrs。Willythesaloonkeeper"swifestoodbythecounterwithabasketonherarm。SidGreentheclerkwaswaitingonher。
Heleanedoverthecounterandtalkedearnestly。
GeorgeWillardcrouchedandthenjumpedthroughthepathoflightthatcameoutatthedoor。
Hebegantorunforwardinthedarkness。BehindEdGriffith"ssaloonoldJerryBirdthetowndrunkardlayasleepontheground。Therunnerstumbledoverthesprawlinglegs。Helaughedbrokenly。
GeorgeWillardhadsetforthuponanadventure。
Alldayhehadbeentryingtomakeuphismindtogothroughwiththeadventureandnowhewasact-
ing。IntheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglehehadbeensittingsincesixo"clocktryingtothink。
Therehadbeennodecision。Hehadjustjumpedtohisfeet,hurriedpastWillHendersonwhowasreadingproofintheprintshopandstartedtorunalongthealleyway。
ThroughstreetafterstreetwentGeorgeWillard,avoidingthepeoplewhopassed。Hecrossedandrecrossedtheroad。Whenhepassedastreetlamphepulledhishatdownoverhisface。Hedidnotdarethink。Inhismindtherewasafearbutitwasanewkindoffear。Hewasafraidtheadventureonwhichhehadsetoutwouldbespoiled,thathewouldlosecourageandturnback。
GeorgeWillardfoundLouiseTrunnioninthekitchenofherfather"shouse。Shewaswashingdishesbythelightofakerosenelamp。Thereshestoodbehindthescreendoorinthelittleshedlikekitchenatthebackofthehouse。GeorgeWillardstoppedbyapicketfenceandtriedtocontroltheshakingofhisbody。Onlyanarrowpotatopatchseparatedhimfromtheadventure。Fiveminutespassedbeforehefeltsureenoughofhimselftocalltoher。"Louise!Oh,Louise!"hecalled。Thecrystuckinhisthroat。Hisvoicebecameahoarsewhisper。
LouiseTrunnioncameoutacrossthepotatopatchholdingthedishclothinherhand。"HowdoyouknowIwanttogooutwithyou,"shesaidsulkily。
"Whatmakesyousosure?"
GeorgeWillarddidnotanswer。Insilencethetwostoodinthedarknesswiththefencebetweenthem。
"Yougoonalong,"shesaid。"Pa"sinthere。I"llcomealong。YouwaitbyWilliams"barn。"
Theyoungnewspaperreporterhadreceivedalet-
terfromLouiseTrunnion。IthadcomethatmorningtotheofficeoftheWinesburgEagle。Theletterwasbrief。"I"myoursifyouwantme,"itsaid。Hethoughtitannoyingthatinthedarknessbythefenceshehadpretendedtherewasnothingbetweenthem。"Shehasanerve!Well,gracioussakes,shehasanerve,"hemutteredashewentalongthestreetandpassedarowofvacantlotswherecorngrew。Thecornwasshoulderhighandhadbeenplantedrightdowntothesidewalk。
WhenLouiseTrunnioncameoutofthefrontdoorofherhouseshestillworetheginghamdressinwhichshehadbeenwashingdishes。Therewasnohatonherhead。Theboycouldseeherstandingwiththedoorknobinherhandtalkingtosomeonewithin,nodoubttooldJakeTrunnion,herfather。
OldJakewashalfdeafandsheshouted。Thedoorclosedandeverythingwasdarkandsilentinthelittlesidestreet。GeorgeWillardtrembledmorevio-
lentlythanever。
IntheshadowsbyWilliams"barnGeorgeandLouisestood,notdaringtotalk。Shewasnotpartic-
ularlycomelyandtherewasablacksmudgeonthesideofhernose。Georgethoughtshemusthaverubbedhernosewithherfingeraftershehadbeenhandlingsomeofthekitchenpots。
Theyoungmanbegantolaughnervously。"It"swarm,"hesaid。Hewantedtotouchherwithhishand。"I"mnotverybold,"hethought。Justtotouchthefoldsofthesoiledginghamdresswould,hede-
cided,beanexquisitepleasure。Shebegantoquib-
ble。"Youthinkyou"rebetterthanIam。Don"ttellme,IguessIknow,"shesaiddrawingclosertohim。
AfloodofwordsburstfromGeorgeWillard。Herememberedthelookthathadlurkedinthegirl"seyeswhentheyhadmetonthestreetsandthoughtofthenoteshehadwritten。Doubtlefthim。Thewhisperedtalesconcerningherthathadgoneabouttowngavehimconfidence。Hebecamewhollythemale,boldandaggressive。Inhishearttherewasnosympathyforher。"Ah,comeon,it"llbeallright。
Therewon"tbeanyoneknowanything。Howcantheyknow?"heurged。
Theybegantowalkalonganarrowbricksidewalkbetweenthecracksofwhichtallweedsgrew。Someofthebricksweremissingandthesidewalkwasroughandirregular。Hetookholdofherhandthatwasalsoroughandthoughtitdelightfullysmall。
"Ican"tgofar,"shesaidandhervoicewasquiet,unperturbed。
Theycrossedabridgethatranoveratinystreamandpassedanothervacantlotinwhichcorngrew。
Thestreetended。Inthepathatthesideoftheroadtheywerecompelledtowalkonebehindtheother。
WillOverton"sberryfieldlaybesidetheroadandtherewasapileofboards。"Willisgoingtobuildashedtostoreberrycrateshere,"saidGeorgeandtheysatdownupontheboards。
WhenGeorgeWillardgotbackintoMainStreetitwaspastteno"clockandhadbeguntorain。ThreetimeshewalkedupanddownthelengthofMainStreet。SylvesterWest"sDrugStorewasstillopenandhewentinandboughtacigar。WhenShortyCrandalltheclerkcameoutatthedoorwithhimhewaspleased。Forfiveminutesthetwostoodintheshelterofthestoreawningandtalked。GeorgeWil-
lardfeltsatisfied。Hehadwantedmorethanany-
thingelsetotalktosomeman。AroundacornertowardtheNewWillardHousehewentwhistlingsoftly。
OnthesidewalkatthesideofWinney"sDryGoodsStorewheretherewasahighboardfencecoveredwithcircuspictures,hestoppedwhistlingandstoodperfectlystillinthedarkness,attentive,listeningasthoughforavoicecallinghisname。
Thenagainhelaughednervously。"Shehasn"tgotanythingonme。Nobodyknows,"hemuttereddog-
gedlyandwentonhisway。
GODLINESS
ATaleinFourPartsTHEREWEREALWAYSthreeorfouroldpeoplesittingonthefrontporchofthehouseorputteringaboutthegardenoftheBentleyfarm。ThreeoftheoldpeoplewerewomenandsisterstoJesse。Theywereacolorless,softvoicedlot。ThentherewasasilentoldmanwiththinwhitehairwhowasJesse"suncle。
Thefarmhousewasbuiltofwood,aboardouter-
coveringoveraframeworkoflogs。Itwasinrealitynotonehousebutaclusterofhousesjoinedto-
getherinaratherhaphazardmanner。Inside,theplacewasfullofsurprises。Onewentupstepsfromthelivingroomintothediningroomandtherewerealwaysstepstobeascendedordescendedinpassingfromoneroomtoanother。Atmealtimestheplacewaslikeabeehive。Atonemomentallwasquiet,thendoorsbegantoopen,feetclatteredonstairs,amurmurofsoftvoicesaroseandpeopleappearedfromadozenobscurecorners。
Besidestheoldpeople,alreadymentioned,manyotherslivedintheBentleyhouse。Therewerefourhiredmen,awomannamedAuntCallieBeebe,whowasinchargeofthehousekeeping,adull-wittedgirlnamedElizaStoughton,whomadebedsandhelpedwiththemilking,aboywhoworkedinthestables,andJesseBentleyhimself,theownerandoverlordofitall。
BythetimetheAmericanCivilWarhadbeenoverfortwentyyears,thatpartofNorthernOhiowheretheBentleyfarmslayhadbeguntoemergefrompioneerlife。Jessethenownedmachineryforhar-
vestinggrain。Hehadbuiltmodernbarnsandmostofhislandwasdrainedwithcarefullylaidtiledrain,butinordertounderstandthemanwewillhavetogobacktoanearlierday。
TheBentleyfamilyhadbeeninNorthernOhioforseveralgenerationsbeforeJesse"stime。TheycamefromNewYorkStateandtookuplandwhenthecountrywasnewandlandcouldbehadatalowprice。Foralongtimethey,incommonwithalltheotherMiddleWesternpeople,wereverypoor。Thelandtheyhadsettleduponwasheavilywoodedandcoveredwithfallenlogsandunderbrush。Afterthelonghardlaborofclearingtheseawayandcuttingthetimber,therewerestillthestumpstobereck-
onedwith。Plowsrunthroughthefieldscaughtonhiddenroots,stoneslayallabout,onthelowplaceswatergathered,andtheyoungcornturnedyellow,sickenedanddied。
WhenJesseBentley"sfatherandbrothershadcomeintotheirownershipoftheplace,muchoftheharderpartoftheworkofclearinghadbeendone,buttheyclungtooldtraditionsandworkedlikedrivenanimals。Theylivedaspracticallyallofthefarmingpeopleofthetimelived。InthespringandthroughmostofthewinterthehighwaysleadingintothetownofWinesburgwereaseaofmud。Thefouryoungmenofthefamilyworkedhardalldayinthefields,theyateheavilyofcoarse,greasyfood,andatnightsleptliketiredbeastsonbedsofstraw。
Intotheirlivescamelittlethatwasnotcoarseandbrutalandoutwardlytheywerethemselvescoarseandbrutal。OnSaturdayafternoonstheyhitchedateamofhorsestoathree-seatedwagonandwentofftotown。Intowntheystoodaboutthestovesinthestorestalkingtootherfarmersortothestorekeepers。Theyweredressedinoverallsandinthewinterworeheavycoatsthatwerefleckedwithmud。Theirhandsastheystretchedthemouttotheheatofthestoveswerecrackedandred。Itwasdif-
ficultforthemtotalkandsotheyforthemostpartkeptsilent。Whentheyhadboughtmeat,flour,sugar,andsalt,theywentintooneoftheWinesburgsaloonsanddrankbeer。Undertheinfluenceofdrinkthenaturallystronglustsoftheirnatures,keptsuppressedbytheheroiclaborofbreakingupnewground,werereleased。Akindofcrudeandanimal-
likepoeticfervortookpossessionofthem。Ontheroadhometheystooduponthewagonseatsandshoutedatthestars。Sometimestheyfoughtlongandbitterlyandatothertimestheybrokeforthintosongs。OnceEnochBentley,theolderoneoftheboys,struckhisfather,oldTomBentley,withthebuttofateamster"swhip,andtheoldmanseemedlikelytodie。FordaysEnochlayhidinthestrawintheloftofthestablereadytofleeiftheresultofhismomentarypassionturnedouttobemurder。Hewaskeptalivewithfoodbroughtbyhismother,whoalsokepthiminformedoftheinjuredman"scondition。Whenallturnedoutwellheemergedfromhishidingplaceandwentbacktotheworkofclearinglandasthoughnothinghadhappened。
TheCivilWarbroughtasharpturntothefortunesoftheBentleysandwasresponsiblefortheriseoftheyoungestson,Jesse。Enoch,Edward,Harry,andWillBentleyallenlistedandbeforethelongwarendedtheywereallkilled。ForatimeaftertheywentawaytotheSouth,oldTomtriedtoruntheplace,buthewasnotsuccessful。WhenthelastofthefourhadbeenkilledhesentwordtoJessethathewouldhavetocomehome。
Thenthemother,whohadnotbeenwellforayear,diedsuddenly,andthefatherbecamealto-
getherdiscouraged。Hetalkedofsellingthefarmandmovingintotown。Alldayhewentaboutshak-
inghisheadandmuttering。Theworkinthefieldswasneglectedandweedsgrewhighinthecorn。OldTimhiredmenbuthedidnotusethemintelligently。
Whentheyhadgoneawaytothefieldsinthemorn-
inghewanderedintothewoodsandsatdownonalog。Sometimesheforgottocomehomeatnightandoneofthedaughtershadtogoinsearchofhim。
WhenJesseBentleycamehometothefarmandbegantotakechargeofthingshewasaslight,sensitive-lookingmanoftwenty-two。AteighteenhehadlefthometogotoschooltobecomeascholarandeventuallytobecomeaministerofthePresbyte-
rianChurch。Allthroughhisboyhoodhehadbeenwhatinourcountrywascalledan"oddsheep"andhadnotgotonwithhisbrothers。Ofallthefamilyonlyhismotherhadunderstoodhimandshewasnowdead。Whenhecamehometotakechargeofthefarm,thathadatthattimegrowntomorethansixhundredacres,everyoneonthefarmsaboutandinthenearbytownofWinesburgsmiledattheideaofhistryingtohandletheworkthathadbeendonebyhisfourstrongbrothers。
Therewasindeedgoodcausetosmile。BythestandardsofhisdayJessedidnotlooklikeamanatall。Hewassmallandveryslenderandwomanishofbodyand,truetothetraditionsofyoungminis-
ters,worealongblackcoatandanarrowblackstringtie。Theneighborswereamusedwhentheysawhim,aftertheyearsaway,andtheywereevenmoreamusedwhentheysawthewomanhehadmarriedinthecity。
Asamatteroffact,Jesse"swifedidsoongounder。
ThatwasperhapsJesse"sfault。AfarminNorthernOhiointhehardyearsaftertheCivilWarwasnoplaceforadelicatewoman,andKatherineBentleywasdelicate。Jessewashardwithherashewaswitheverybodyabouthiminthosedays。Shetriedtodosuchworkasalltheneighborwomenaboutherdidandhelethergoonwithoutinterference。Shehelpedtodothemilkinganddidpartofthehouse-
work;shemadethebedsforthemenandpreparedtheirfood。Forayearsheworkedeverydayfromsunriseuntillateatnightandthenaftergivingbirthtoachildshedied。
AsforJesseBentley——althoughhewasadelicatelybuiltmantherewassomethingwithinhimthatcouldnoteasilybekilled。Hehadbrowncurlyhairandgreyeyesthatwereattimeshardanddirect,attimeswaveringanduncertain。Notonlywasheslen-
derbuthewasalsoshortofstature。Hismouthwaslikethemouthofasensitiveandverydeterminedchild。JesseBentleywasafanatic。Hewasamanbornoutofhistimeandplaceandforthishesuf-
feredandmadeotherssuffer。Neverdidhesucceedingettingwhathewantedoutoffifeandhedidnotknowwhathewanted。WithinaveryshorttimeafterhecamehometotheBentleyfarmhemadeeveryonetherealittleafraidofhim,andhiswife,whoshouldhavebeenclosetohimashismotherhadbeen,wasafraidalso。Attheendoftwoweeksafterhiscoming,oldTomBentleymadeovertohimtheentireownershipoftheplaceandretiredintothebackground。Everyoneretiredintotheback-
ground。Inspiteofhisyouthandinexperience,Jessehadthetrickofmasteringthesoulsofhispeople。
Hewassoinearnestineverythinghedidandsaidthatnooneunderstoodhim。Hemadeeveryoneonthefarmworkastheyhadneverworkedbeforeandyettherewasnojoyinthework。IfthingswentwelltheywentwellforJesseandneverforthepeoplewhowerehisdependents。LikeathousandotherstrongmenwhohavecomeintotheworldhereinAmericaintheselatertimes,Jessewasbuthalfstrong。Hecouldmasterothersbuthecouldnotmasterhimself。Therunningofthefarmasithadneverbeenrunbeforewaseasyforhim。WhenhecamehomefromClevelandwherehehadbeeninschool,heshuthimselfofffromallofhispeopleandbegantomakeplans。Hethoughtaboutthefarmnightanddayandthatmadehimsuccessful。
Othermenonthefarmsabouthimworkedtoohardandweretoofiredtothink,buttothinkofthefarmandtobeeverlastinglymakingplansforitssuccesswasarelieftoJesse。Itpartiallysatisfiedsomethinginhispassionatenature。Immediatelyafterhecamehomehehadawingbuiltontotheoldhouseandinalargeroomfacingthewesthehadwindowsthatlookedintothebarnyardandotherwindowsthatlookedoffacrossthefields。Bythewindowhesatdowntothink。Hourafterhouranddayafterdayhesatandlookedoverthelandandthoughtouthisnewplaceinlife。Thepassionateburningthinginhisnatureflamedupandhiseyesbecamehard。Hewantedtomakethefarmproduceasnofarminhisstatehadeverproducedbeforeandthenhewantedsomethingelse。Itwastheindefinablehungerwithinthatmadehiseyeswaverandthatkepthimalwaysmoreandmoresilentbeforepeople。Hewouldhavegivenmuchtoachievepeaceandinhimwasafearthatpeacewasthethinghecouldnotachieve。
AlloverhisbodyJesseBentleywasalive。Inhissmallframewasgatheredtheforceofalonglineofstrongmen。Hehadalwaysbeenextraordinarilyalivewhenhewasasmallboyonthefarmandlaterwhenhewasayoungmaninschool。IntheschoolhehadstudiedandthoughtofGodandtheBiblewithhiswholemindandheart。Astimepassedandhegrewtoknowpeoplebetter,hebegantothinkofhimselfasanextraordinaryman,onesetapartfromhisfellows。Hewantedterriblytomakehislifeathingofgreatimportance,andashelookedaboutathisfellowmenandsawhowlikeclodstheyliveditseemedtohimthathecouldnotbeartobecomealsosuchaclod。Althoughinhisabsorptioninhim-
selfandinhisowndestinyhewasblindtothefactthathisyoungwifewasdoingastrongwoman"sworkevenaftershehadbecomelargewithchildandthatshewaskillingherselfinhisservice,hedidnotintendtobeunkindtoher。Whenhisfather,whowasoldandtwistedwithtoil,madeovertohimtheownershipofthefarmandseemedcontenttocreepawaytoacornerandwaitfordeath,heshruggedhisshouldersanddismissedtheoldmanfromhismind。
IntheroombythewindowoverlookingthelandthathadcomedowntohimsatJessethinkingofhisownaffairs。Inthestableshecouldhearthetramp-
ingofhishorsesandtherestlessmovementofhiscattle。Awayinthefieldshecouldseeothercattlewanderingovergreenhills。Thevoicesofmen,hismenwhoworkedforhim,cameintohimthroughthewindow。Fromthemilkhousetherewasthesteadythump,thumpofachurnbeingmanipulatedbythehalf-wittedgirl,ElizaStoughton。Jesse"smindwentbacktothemenofOldTestamentdayswhohadalsoownedlandsandherds。HerememberedhowGodhadcomedownoutoftheskiesandtalkedtothesemenandhewantedGodtonoticeandtotalktohimalso。Akindoffeverishboyisheagernesstoinsomewayachieveinhisownlifetheflavorofsignificancethathadhungoverthesementookpossessionofhim。BeingaprayerfulmanhespokeofthematteraloudtoGodandthesoundofhisownwordsstrengthenedandfedhiseagerness。
"Iamanewkindofmancomeintopossessionofthesefields,"hedeclared。"Lookuponme,OGod,andlookThoualsouponmyneighborsandallthemenwhohavegonebeforemehere!OGod,createinmeanotherJesse,likethatoneofold,toruleovermenandtobethefatherofsonswhoshallberul-
ers!"Jessegrewexcitedashetalkedaloudandjumpingtohisfeetwalkedupanddownintheroom。Infancyhesawhimselflivinginoldtimesandamongoldpeoples。Thelandthatlaystretchedoutbeforehimbecameofvastsignificance,aplacepeopledbyhisfancywithanewraceofmensprungfromhimself。Itseemedtohimthatinhisdayasinthoseotherandolderdays,kingdomsmightbecre-
atedandnewimpulsesgiventothelivesofmenbythepowerofGodspeakingthroughachosenser-
vant。Helongedtobesuchaservant。"ItisGod"sworkIhavecometothelandtodo,"hedeclaredinaloudvoiceandhisshortfigurestraightenedandhethoughtthatsomethinglikeahaloofGodlyap-
provalhungoverhim。
ItwillperhapsbesomewhatdifficultforthemenandwomenofalaterdaytounderstandJesseBent-
ley。Inthelastfiftyyearsavastchangehastakenplaceinthelivesofourpeople。Arevolutionhasinfacttakenplace。Thecomingofindustrialism,at-
tendedbyalltheroarandrattleofaffairs,theshrillcriesofmillionsofnewvoicesthathavecomeamongusfromoverseas,thegoingandcomingoftrains,thegrowthofcities,thebuildingoftheinter-
urbancarlinesthatweaveinandoutoftownsandpastfarmhouses,andnowintheselaterdaysthecomingoftheautomobileshasworkedatremen-
douschangeinthelivesandinthehabitsofthoughtofourpeopleofMid-America。Books,badlyimag-
inedandwrittenthoughtheymaybeinthehurryofourtimes,areineveryhousehold,magazinescir-
culatebythemillionsofcopies,newspapersareev-
erywhere。Inourdayafarmerstandingbythestoveinthestoreinhisvillagehashismindfilledtoover-
flowingwiththewordsofothermen。Thenewspa-
persandthemagazineshavepumpedhimfull。
Muchoftheoldbrutalignorancethathadinitalsoakindofbeautifulchildlikeinnocenceisgonefor-
ever。Thefarmerbythestoveisbrothertothemenofthecities,andifyoulistenyouwillfindhimtalkingasgliblyandassenselesslyasthebestcitymanofusall。
InJesseBentley"stimeandinthecountrydistrictsofthewholeMiddleWestintheyearsaftertheCivilWaritwasnotso。Menlaboredtoohardandweretootiredtoread。Inthemwasnodesireforwordsprinteduponpaper。Astheyworkedinthefields,vague,half-formedthoughtstookpossessionofthem。TheybelievedinGodandinGod"spowertocontroltheirlives。InthelittleProtestantchurchestheygatheredonSundaytohearofGodandhisworks。Thechurcheswerethecenterofthesocialandintellectuallifeofthetimes。ThefigureofGodwasbigintheheartsofmen。
Andso,havingbeenbornanimaginativechildandhavingwithinhimagreatintellectualeagerness,JesseBentleyhadturnedwholeheartedlytowardGod。Whenthewartookhisbrothersaway,hesawthehandofGodinthat。Whenhisfatherbecameillandcouldnolongerattendtotherunningofthefarm,hetookthatalsoasasignfromGod。Inthecity,whenthewordcametohim,hewalkedaboutatnightthroughthestreetsthinkingofthematterandwhenhehadcomehomeandhadgottheworkonthefarmwellunderway,hewentagainatnighttowalkthroughtheforestsandoverthelowhillsandtothinkofGod。
Ashewalkedtheimportanceofhisownfigureinsomedivineplangrewinhismind。Hegrewavari-
ciousandwasimpatientthatthefarmcontainedonlysixhundredacres。Kneelinginafencecornerattheedgeofsomemeadow,hesenthisvoiceabroadintothesilenceandlookinguphesawthestarsshiningdownathim。
Oneevening,somemonthsafterhisfather"sdeath,andwhenhiswifeKatherinewasexpectingatanymomenttobelaidabedofchildbirth,Jesselefthishouseandwentforalongwalk。TheBentleyfarmwassituatedinatinyvalleywateredbyWineCreek,andJessewalkedalongthebanksofthestreamtotheendofhisownlandandonthroughthefieldsofhisneighbors。Ashewalkedthevalleybroadenedandthennarrowedagain。Greatopenstretchesoffieldandwoodlaybeforehim。Themooncameoutfrombehindclouds,and,climbingalowhill,hesatdowntothink。
JessethoughtthatasthetrueservantofGodtheentirestretchofcountrythroughwhichhehadwalkedshouldhavecomeintohispossession。Hethoughtofhisdeadbrothersandblamedthemthattheyhadnotworkedharderandachievedmore。Be-
forehiminthemoonlightthetinystreamrandownoverstones,andhebegantothinkofthemenofoldtimeswholikehimselfhadownedflocksandlands。
Afantasticimpulse,halffear,halfgreediness,tookpossessionofJesseBentley。HerememberedhowintheoldBiblestorytheLordhadappearedtothatotherJesseandtoldhimtosendhissonDavidtowhereSaulandthemenofIsraelwerefightingthePhilistinesintheValleyofElah。IntoJesse"smindcametheconvictionthatalloftheOhiofarmerswhoownedlandinthevalleyofWineCreekwerePhilistinesandenemiesofGod。"Suppose,"
hewhisperedtohimself,"thereshouldcomefromamongthemonewho,likeGoliaththePhilistineofGath,coulddefeatmeandtakefrommemyposses-
sions。"InfancyhefeltthesickeningdreadthathethoughtmusthavelainheavyontheheartofSaulbeforethecomingofDavid。Jumpingtohisfeet,hebegantorunthroughthenight。AsheranhecalledtoGod。Hisvoicecarriedfaroverthelowhills。
"JehovahofHosts,"hecried,"sendtomethisnightoutofthewombofKatherine,ason。LetThygracealightuponme。SendmeasontobecalledDavidwhoshallhelpmetopluckatlastalloftheselandsoutofthehandsofthePhilistinesandturnthemtoThyserviceandtothebuildingofThykingdomonearth。"
II
DAVIDHARDYOFWinesburg,Ohio,wasthegrand-
sonofJesseBentley,theownerofBentleyfarms。
WhenhewastwelveyearsoldhewenttotheoldBentleyplacetolive。Hismother,LouiseBentley,thegirlwhocameintotheworldonthatnightwhenJesseranthroughthefieldscryingtoGodthathebegivenason,hadgrowntowomanhoodonthefarmandhadmarriedyoungJohnHardyofWines-
burg,whobecameabanker。Louiseandherhus-
banddidnotlivehappilytogetherandeveryoneagreedthatshewastoblame。Shewasasmallwomanwithsharpgreyeyesandblackhair。Fromchildhoodshehadbeeninclinedtofitsoftemperandwhennotangryshewasoftenmoroseandsi-
lent。InWinesburgitwassaidthatshedrank。Herhusband,thebanker,whowasacareful,shrewdman,triedhardtomakeherhappy。WhenhebegantomakemoneyheboughtforheralargebrickhouseonElmStreetinWinesburgandhewasthefirstmaninthattowntokeepamanservanttodrivehiswife"scarriage。
ButLouisecouldnotbemadehappy。Sheflewintohalfinsanefitsoftemperduringwhichshewassometimessilent,sometimesnoisyandquarrelsome。
Shesworeandcriedoutinheranger。Shegotaknifefromthekitchenandthreatenedherhusband"slife。Onceshedeliberatelysetfiretothehouse,andoftenshehidherselfawayfordaysinherownroomandwouldseenoone。Herlife,livedasahalfre-
cluse,gaverisetoallsortsofstoriesconcerningher。
Itwassaidthatshetookdrugsandthatshehidherselfawayfrompeoplebecauseshewasoftensoundertheinfluenceofdrinkthatherconditioncouldnotbeconcealed。Sometimesonsummerafternoonsshecameoutofthehouseandgotintohercarriage。