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tanceshipwasentirelyamatterofthedoctor"sownmaking。

InthelateafternoonWillHenderson,ownerandeditoroftheEagle,wentovertoTomWilly"ssaloon。

Alonganalleywayhewentandslippinginatthebackdoorofthesaloonbegandrinkingadrinkmadeofacombinationofsloeginandsodawater。WillHendersonwasasensualistandhadreachedtheageofforty-five。Heimaginedtheginrenewedtheyouthinhim。Likemostsensualistsheenjoyedtalk-

ingofwomen,andforanhourhelingeredaboutgossipingwithTomWilly。Thesaloonkeeperwasashort,broad-shoulderedmanwithpeculiarlymarkedhands。Thatflamingkindofbirthmarkthatsome-

timespaintswithredthefacesofmenandwomenhadtouchedwithredTomWilly"sfingersandthebacksofhishands。AshestoodbythebartalkingtoWillHendersonherubbedthehandstogether。

Ashegrewmoreandmoreexcitedtheredofhisfingersdeepened。Itwasasthoughthehandshadbeendippedinbloodthathaddriedandfaded。

AsWillHendersonstoodatthebarlookingattheredhandsandtalkingofwomen,hisassistant,GeorgeWillard,satintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandlistenedtothetalkofDoctorParcival。

DoctorParcivalappearedimmediatelyafterWillHendersonhaddisappeared。Onemighthavesup-

posedthatthedoctorhadbeenwatchingfromhisofficewindowandhadseentheeditorgoingalongthealleyway。Cominginatthefrontdoorandfind-

inghimselfachair,helightedoneofthestogiesandcrossinghislegsbegantotalk。Heseemedintentuponconvincingtheboyoftheadvisabilityofadopt-

ingalineofconductthathewashimselfunabletodefine。

"IfyouhaveyoureyesopenyouwillseethatalthoughIcallmyselfadoctorIhavemightyfewpatients,"hebegan。"Thereisareasonforthat。ItisnotanaccidentanditisnotbecauseIdonotknowasmuchofmedicineasanyonehere。Idonotwantpatients。Thereason,yousee,doesnotappearonthesurface。Itliesinfactinmycharacter,whichhas,ifyouthinkaboutit,manystrangeturns。WhyIwanttotalktoyouofthematterIdon"tknow。I

mightkeepstillandgetmorecreditinyoureyes。I

haveadesiretomakeyouadmireme,that"safact。

Idon"tknowwhy。That"swhyItalk。It"sveryamus-

ing,eh?"

Sometimesthedoctorlaunchedintolongtalesconcerninghimself。Totheboythetaleswereveryrealandfullofmeaning。Hebegantoadmirethefatunclean-lookingmanand,intheafternoonwhenWillHendersonhadgone,lookedforwardwithkeeninteresttothedoctor"scoming。

DoctorParcivalhadbeeninWinesburgaboutfiveyears。HecamefromChicagoandwhenhearrivedwasdrunkandgotintoafightwithAlbertLong-

worth,thebaggageman。Thefightconcernedatrunkandendedbythedoctor"sbeingescortedtothevil-

lagelockup。Whenhewasreleasedherentedaroomaboveashoe-repairingshopatthelowerendofMainStreetandputoutthesignthatannouncedhimselfasadoctor。Althoughhehadbutfewpa-

tientsandtheseofthepoorersortwhowereunabletopay,heseemedtohaveplentyofmoneyforhisneeds。HesleptintheofficethatwasunspeakablydirtyanddinedatBiffCarter"slunchroominasmallframebuildingoppositetherailroadstation。InthesummerthelunchroomwasfilledwithfliesandBiffCarter"swhiteapronwasmoredirtythanhisfloor。

DoctorParcivaldidnotmind。Intothelunchroomhestalkedanddepositedtwentycentsuponthecounter。"Feedmewhatyouwishforthat,"hesaidlaughing。"Useupfoodthatyouwouldn"totherwisesell。Itmakesnodifferencetome。Iamamanofdistinction,yousee。WhyshouldIconcernmyselfwithwhatIeat。"

ThetalesthatDoctorParcivaltoldGeorgeWillardbegannowhereandendednowhere。Sometimestheboythoughttheymustallbeinventions,apackoflies。Andthenagainhewasconvincedthattheycontainedtheveryessenceoftruth。

"Iwasareporterlikeyouhere,"DoctorParcivalbegan。"ItwasinatowninIowa——orwasitinIlli-

nois?Idon"trememberandanywayitmakesnodifference。PerhapsIamtryingtoconcealmyiden-

tityanddon"twanttobeverydefinite。HaveyoueverthoughtitstrangethatIhavemoneyformyneedsalthoughIdonothing?ImayhavestolenagreatsumofmoneyorbeeninvolvedinamurderbeforeIcamehere。Thereisfoodforthoughtinthat,eh?Ifyouwereareallysmartnewspaperreporteryouwouldlookmeup。InChicagotherewasaDoc-

torCroninwhowasmurdered。Haveyouheardofthat?Somemenmurderedhimandputhiminatrunk。Intheearlymorningtheyhauledthetrunkacrossthecity。Itsatonthebackofanexpresswagonandtheywereontheseatasunconcernedasanything。Alongtheywentthroughquietstreetswhereeveryonewasasleep。Thesunwasjustcom-

ingupoverthelake。Funny,eh——justtothinkofthemsmokingpipesandchatteringastheydrovealongasunconcernedasIamnow。PerhapsIwasoneofthosemen。Thatwouldbeastrangeturnofthings,nowwouldn"tit,eh?"AgainDoctorParcivalbeganhistale:"Well,anywaythereIwas,areporteronapaperjustasyouarehere,runningaboutandgettinglittleitemstoprint。Mymotherwaspoor。

Shetookinwashing。HerdreamwastomakemeaPresbyterianministerandIwasstudyingwiththatendinview。

"Myfatherhadbeeninsaneforanumberofyears。

HewasinanasylumoveratDayton,Ohio。ThereyouseeIhaveletitslipout!AllofthistookplaceinOhio,righthereinOhio。Thereisaclewifyouevergetthenotionoflookingmeup。

"Iwasgoingtotellyouofmybrother。That"stheobjectofallthis。That"swhatI"mgettingat。MybrotherwasarailroadpainterandhadajobontheBigFour。YouknowthatroadrunsthroughOhiohere。Withothermenhelivedinaboxcarandawaytheywentfromtowntotownpaintingtherailroadproperty-switches,crossinggates,bridges,andstations。

"TheBigFourpaintsitsstationsanastyorangecolor。HowIhatedthatcolor!Mybrotherwasal-

wayscoveredwithit。Onpaydaysheusedtogetdrunkandcomehomewearinghispaint-coveredclothesandbringinghismoneywithhim。Hedidnotgiveittomotherbutlaiditinapileonourkitchentable。

"Aboutthehousehewentintheclothescoveredwiththenastyorangecoloredpaint。Icanseethepicture。Mymother,whowassmallandhadred,sad-lookingeyes,wouldcomeintothehousefromalittleshedattheback。That"swhereshespenthertimeoverthewashtubscrubbingpeople"sdirtyclothes。Inshewouldcomeandstandbythetable,rubbinghereyeswithherapronthatwascoveredwithsoap-suds。

""Don"ttouchit!Don"tyoudaretouchthatmoney,"mybrotherroared,andthenhehimselftookfiveortendollarsandwenttrampingofftothesaloons。Whenhehadspentwhathehadtakenhecamebackformore。Henevergavemymotheranymoneyatallbutstayedaboutuntilhehadspentitall,alittleatatime。Thenhewentbacktohisjobwiththepaintingcrewontherailroad。Afterhehadgonethingsbegantoarriveatourhouse,groceriesandsuchthings。Sometimestherewouldbeadressformotherorapairofshoesforme。

"Strange,eh?Mymotherlovedmybrothermuchmorethanshedidme,althoughheneversaidakindwordtoeitherofusandalwaysravedupanddownthreateningusifwedaredsomuchastouchthemoneythatsometimeslayonthetablethreedays。

"Wegotalongprettywell。Istudiedtobeaminis-

terandprayed。Iwasaregularassaboutsayingprayers。Youshouldhaveheardme。Whenmyfa-

therdiedIprayedallnight,justasIdidsometimeswhenmybrotherwasintowndrinkingandgoingaboutbuyingthethingsforus。IntheeveningaftersupperIkneltbythetablewherethemoneylayandprayedforhours。WhennoonewaslookingIstoleadollarortwoandputitinmypocket。Thatmakesmelaughnowbutthenitwasterrible。Itwasonmymindallthetime。Igotsixdollarsaweekfrommyjobonthepaperandalwaystookitstraighthometomother。ThefewdollarsIstolefrommybrother"spileIspentonmyself,youknow,fortrifles,candyandcigarettesandsuchthings。

"WhenmyfatherdiedattheasylumoveratDay-

ton,Iwentoverthere。IborrowedsomemoneyfromthemanforwhomIworkedandwentonthetrainatnight。Itwasraining。IntheasylumtheytreatedmeasthoughIwereaking。

"ThemenwhohadjobsintheasylumhadfoundoutIwasanewspaperreporter。Thatmadethemafraid。Therehadbeensomenegligence,somecare-

lessness,yousee,whenfatherwasill。TheythoughtperhapsIwouldwriteitupinthepaperandmakeafuss。Ineverintendedtodoanythingofthekind。

"Anyway,inIwenttotheroomwheremyfatherlaydeadandblessedthedeadbody。Iwonderwhatputthatnotionintomyhead。Wouldn"tmybrother,thepainter,havelaughed,though。ThereIstoodoverthedeadbodyandspreadoutmyhands。Thesuperintendentoftheasylumandsomeofhishelp-

erscameinandstoodaboutlookingsheepish。Itwasveryamusing。Ispreadoutmyhandsandsaid,"Letpeacebroodoverthiscarcass。"That"swhatI

said。"

Jumpingtohisfeetandbreakingoffthetale,Doc-

torParcivalbegantowalkupanddownintheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglewhereGeorgeWillardsatlis-

tening。Hewasawkwardand,astheofficewassmall,continuallyknockedagainstthings。"WhatafoolIamtobetalking,"hesaid。"Thatisnotmyobjectincominghereandforcingmyacquaintance-

shipuponyou。Ihavesomethingelseinmind。YouareareporterjustasIwasonceandyouhaveat-

tractedmyattention。Youmayendbybecomingjustsuchanotherfool。Iwanttowarnyouandkeeponwarningyou。That"swhyIseekyouout。"

DoctorParcivalbegantalkingofGeorgeWillard"sattitudetowardmen。Itseemedtotheboythatthemanhadbutoneobjectinview,tomakeeveryoneseemdespicable。"Iwanttofillyouwithhatredandcontemptsothatyouwillbeasuperiorbeing,"hedeclared。"Lookatmybrother。Therewasafellow,eh?Hedespisedeveryone,yousee。Youhavenoideawithwhatcontempthelookeduponmotherandme。Andwashenotoursuperior?Youknowhewas。YouhavenotseenhimandyetIhavemadeyoufeelthat。Ihavegivenyouasenseofit。Heisdead。Oncewhenhewasdrunkhelaydownonthetracksandthecarinwhichhelivedwiththeotherpaintersranoverhim。"

OnedayinAugustDoctorParcivalhadanadven-

tureinWinesburg。ForamonthGeorgeWillardhadbeengoingeachmorningtospendanhourinthedoctor"soffice。Thevisitscameaboutthroughade-

sireonthepartofthedoctortoreadtotheboyfromthepagesofabookhewasintheprocessofwriting。

TowritethebookDoctorParcivaldeclaredwastheobjectofhiscomingtoWinesburgtolive。

OnthemorninginAugustbeforethecomingoftheboy,anincidenthadhappenedinthedoctor"soffice。TherehadbeenanaccidentonMainStreet。

Ateamofhorseshadbeenfrightenedbyatrainandhadrunaway。Alittlegirl,thedaughterofafarmer,hadbeenthrownfromabuggyandkilled。

OnMainStreeteveryonehadbecomeexcitedandacryfordoctorshadgoneup。Allthreeoftheactivepractitionersofthetownhadcomequicklybuthadfoundthechilddead。FromthecrowdsomeonehadruntotheofficeofDoctorParcivalwhohadbluntlyrefusedtogodownoutofhisofficetothedeadchild。Theuselesscrueltyofhisrefusalhadpassedunnoticed。Indeed,themanwhohadcomeupthestairwaytosummonhimhadhurriedawaywithouthearingtherefusal。

Allofthis,DoctorParcivaldidnotknowandwhenGeorgeWillardcametohisofficehefoundthemanshakingwithterror。"WhatIhavedonewillarousethepeopleofthistown,"hedeclaredexcitedly。"DoInotknowhumannature?DoInotknowwhatwillhappen?Wordofmyrefusalwillbewhisperedabout。Presentlymenwillgettogetheringroupsandtalkofit。Theywillcomehere。Wewillquarrelandtherewillbetalkofhanging。Thentheywillcomeagainbearingaropeintheirhands。"

DoctorParcivalshookwithfright。"Ihaveapre-

sentiment,"hedeclaredemphatically。"ItmaybethatwhatIamtalkingaboutwillnotoccurthismorning。ItmaybeputoffuntiltonightbutIwillbehanged。Everyonewillgetexcited。Iwillbehangedtoalamp-postonMainStreet。"

Goingtothedoorofhisdirtyoffice,DoctorParci-

vallookedtimidlydownthestairwayleadingtothestreet。Whenhereturnedthefrightthathadbeeninhiseyeswasbeginningtobereplacedbydoubt。

ComingontiptoeacrosstheroomhetappedGeorgeWillardontheshoulder。"Ifnotnow,sometime,"

hewhispered,shakinghishead。"IntheendIwillbecrucified,uselesslycrucified。"

DoctorParcivalbegantopleadwithGeorgeWil-

lard。"Youmustpayattentiontome,"heurged。"IfsomethinghappensperhapsyouwillbeabletowritethebookthatImaynevergetwritten。Theideaisverysimple,sosimplethatifyouarenotcarefulyouwillforgetit。Itisthis——thateveryoneintheworldisChristandtheyareallcrucified。That"swhatIwanttosay。Don"tyouforgetthat。Whateverhappens,don"tyoudareletyourselfforget。"

NOBODYKNOWS

LOOKINGCAUTIOUSLYABOUT,GeorgeWillardarosefromhisdeskintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandwenthurriedlyoutatthebackdoor。Thenightwaswarmandcloudyandalthoughitwasnotyeteighto"clock,thealleywaybackoftheEagleofficewaspitchdark。Ateamofhorsestiedtoapostsomewhereinthedarknessstampedonthehard-

bakedground。AcatsprangfromunderGeorgeWil-

lard"sfeetandranawayintothenight。Theyoungmanwasnervous。Alldayhehadgoneabouthisworklikeonedazedbyablow。Inthealleywayhetrembledasthoughwithfright。

InthedarknessGeorgeWillardwalkedalongthealleyway,goingcarefullyandcautiously。ThebackdoorsoftheWinesburgstoreswereopenandhecouldseemensittingaboutunderthestorelamps。

InMyerbaum"sNotionStoreMrs。Willythesaloonkeeper"swifestoodbythecounterwithabasketonherarm。SidGreentheclerkwaswaitingonher。

Heleanedoverthecounterandtalkedearnestly。

GeorgeWillardcrouchedandthenjumpedthroughthepathoflightthatcameoutatthedoor。

Hebegantorunforwardinthedarkness。BehindEdGriffith"ssaloonoldJerryBirdthetowndrunkardlayasleepontheground。Therunnerstumbledoverthesprawlinglegs。Helaughedbrokenly。

GeorgeWillardhadsetforthuponanadventure。

Alldayhehadbeentryingtomakeuphismindtogothroughwiththeadventureandnowhewasact-

ing。IntheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglehehadbeensittingsincesixo"clocktryingtothink。

Therehadbeennodecision。Hehadjustjumpedtohisfeet,hurriedpastWillHendersonwhowasreadingproofintheprintshopandstartedtorunalongthealleyway。

ThroughstreetafterstreetwentGeorgeWillard,avoidingthepeoplewhopassed。Hecrossedandrecrossedtheroad。Whenhepassedastreetlamphepulledhishatdownoverhisface。Hedidnotdarethink。Inhismindtherewasafearbutitwasanewkindoffear。Hewasafraidtheadventureonwhichhehadsetoutwouldbespoiled,thathewouldlosecourageandturnback。

GeorgeWillardfoundLouiseTrunnioninthekitchenofherfather"shouse。Shewaswashingdishesbythelightofakerosenelamp。Thereshestoodbehindthescreendoorinthelittleshedlikekitchenatthebackofthehouse。GeorgeWillardstoppedbyapicketfenceandtriedtocontroltheshakingofhisbody。Onlyanarrowpotatopatchseparatedhimfromtheadventure。Fiveminutespassedbeforehefeltsureenoughofhimselftocalltoher。"Louise!Oh,Louise!"hecalled。Thecrystuckinhisthroat。Hisvoicebecameahoarsewhisper。

LouiseTrunnioncameoutacrossthepotatopatchholdingthedishclothinherhand。"HowdoyouknowIwanttogooutwithyou,"shesaidsulkily。

"Whatmakesyousosure?"

GeorgeWillarddidnotanswer。Insilencethetwostoodinthedarknesswiththefencebetweenthem。

"Yougoonalong,"shesaid。"Pa"sinthere。I"llcomealong。YouwaitbyWilliams"barn。"

Theyoungnewspaperreporterhadreceivedalet-

terfromLouiseTrunnion。IthadcomethatmorningtotheofficeoftheWinesburgEagle。Theletterwasbrief。"I"myoursifyouwantme,"itsaid。Hethoughtitannoyingthatinthedarknessbythefenceshehadpretendedtherewasnothingbetweenthem。"Shehasanerve!Well,gracioussakes,shehasanerve,"hemutteredashewentalongthestreetandpassedarowofvacantlotswherecorngrew。Thecornwasshoulderhighandhadbeenplantedrightdowntothesidewalk。

WhenLouiseTrunnioncameoutofthefrontdoorofherhouseshestillworetheginghamdressinwhichshehadbeenwashingdishes。Therewasnohatonherhead。Theboycouldseeherstandingwiththedoorknobinherhandtalkingtosomeonewithin,nodoubttooldJakeTrunnion,herfather。

OldJakewashalfdeafandsheshouted。Thedoorclosedandeverythingwasdarkandsilentinthelittlesidestreet。GeorgeWillardtrembledmorevio-

lentlythanever。

IntheshadowsbyWilliams"barnGeorgeandLouisestood,notdaringtotalk。Shewasnotpartic-

ularlycomelyandtherewasablacksmudgeonthesideofhernose。Georgethoughtshemusthaverubbedhernosewithherfingeraftershehadbeenhandlingsomeofthekitchenpots。

Theyoungmanbegantolaughnervously。"It"swarm,"hesaid。Hewantedtotouchherwithhishand。"I"mnotverybold,"hethought。Justtotouchthefoldsofthesoiledginghamdresswould,hede-

cided,beanexquisitepleasure。Shebegantoquib-

ble。"Youthinkyou"rebetterthanIam。Don"ttellme,IguessIknow,"shesaiddrawingclosertohim。

AfloodofwordsburstfromGeorgeWillard。Herememberedthelookthathadlurkedinthegirl"seyeswhentheyhadmetonthestreetsandthoughtofthenoteshehadwritten。Doubtlefthim。Thewhisperedtalesconcerningherthathadgoneabouttowngavehimconfidence。Hebecamewhollythemale,boldandaggressive。Inhishearttherewasnosympathyforher。"Ah,comeon,it"llbeallright。

Therewon"tbeanyoneknowanything。Howcantheyknow?"heurged。

Theybegantowalkalonganarrowbricksidewalkbetweenthecracksofwhichtallweedsgrew。Someofthebricksweremissingandthesidewalkwasroughandirregular。Hetookholdofherhandthatwasalsoroughandthoughtitdelightfullysmall。

"Ican"tgofar,"shesaidandhervoicewasquiet,unperturbed。

Theycrossedabridgethatranoveratinystreamandpassedanothervacantlotinwhichcorngrew。

Thestreetended。Inthepathatthesideoftheroadtheywerecompelledtowalkonebehindtheother。

WillOverton"sberryfieldlaybesidetheroadandtherewasapileofboards。"Willisgoingtobuildashedtostoreberrycrateshere,"saidGeorgeandtheysatdownupontheboards。

WhenGeorgeWillardgotbackintoMainStreetitwaspastteno"clockandhadbeguntorain。ThreetimeshewalkedupanddownthelengthofMainStreet。SylvesterWest"sDrugStorewasstillopenandhewentinandboughtacigar。WhenShortyCrandalltheclerkcameoutatthedoorwithhimhewaspleased。Forfiveminutesthetwostoodintheshelterofthestoreawningandtalked。GeorgeWil-

lardfeltsatisfied。Hehadwantedmorethanany-

thingelsetotalktosomeman。AroundacornertowardtheNewWillardHousehewentwhistlingsoftly。

OnthesidewalkatthesideofWinney"sDryGoodsStorewheretherewasahighboardfencecoveredwithcircuspictures,hestoppedwhistlingandstoodperfectlystillinthedarkness,attentive,listeningasthoughforavoicecallinghisname。

Thenagainhelaughednervously。"Shehasn"tgotanythingonme。Nobodyknows,"hemuttereddog-

gedlyandwentonhisway。

GODLINESS

ATaleinFourPartsTHEREWEREALWAYSthreeorfouroldpeoplesittingonthefrontporchofthehouseorputteringaboutthegardenoftheBentleyfarm。ThreeoftheoldpeoplewerewomenandsisterstoJesse。Theywereacolorless,softvoicedlot。ThentherewasasilentoldmanwiththinwhitehairwhowasJesse"suncle。

Thefarmhousewasbuiltofwood,aboardouter-

coveringoveraframeworkoflogs。Itwasinrealitynotonehousebutaclusterofhousesjoinedto-

getherinaratherhaphazardmanner。Inside,theplacewasfullofsurprises。Onewentupstepsfromthelivingroomintothediningroomandtherewerealwaysstepstobeascendedordescendedinpassingfromoneroomtoanother。Atmealtimestheplacewaslikeabeehive。Atonemomentallwasquiet,thendoorsbegantoopen,feetclatteredonstairs,amurmurofsoftvoicesaroseandpeopleappearedfromadozenobscurecorners。

Besidestheoldpeople,alreadymentioned,manyotherslivedintheBentleyhouse。Therewerefourhiredmen,awomannamedAuntCallieBeebe,whowasinchargeofthehousekeeping,adull-wittedgirlnamedElizaStoughton,whomadebedsandhelpedwiththemilking,aboywhoworkedinthestables,andJesseBentleyhimself,theownerandoverlordofitall。

BythetimetheAmericanCivilWarhadbeenoverfortwentyyears,thatpartofNorthernOhiowheretheBentleyfarmslayhadbeguntoemergefrompioneerlife。Jessethenownedmachineryforhar-

vestinggrain。Hehadbuiltmodernbarnsandmostofhislandwasdrainedwithcarefullylaidtiledrain,butinordertounderstandthemanwewillhavetogobacktoanearlierday。

TheBentleyfamilyhadbeeninNorthernOhioforseveralgenerationsbeforeJesse"stime。TheycamefromNewYorkStateandtookuplandwhenthecountrywasnewandlandcouldbehadatalowprice。Foralongtimethey,incommonwithalltheotherMiddleWesternpeople,wereverypoor。Thelandtheyhadsettleduponwasheavilywoodedandcoveredwithfallenlogsandunderbrush。Afterthelonghardlaborofclearingtheseawayandcuttingthetimber,therewerestillthestumpstobereck-

onedwith。Plowsrunthroughthefieldscaughtonhiddenroots,stoneslayallabout,onthelowplaceswatergathered,andtheyoungcornturnedyellow,sickenedanddied。

WhenJesseBentley"sfatherandbrothershadcomeintotheirownershipoftheplace,muchoftheharderpartoftheworkofclearinghadbeendone,buttheyclungtooldtraditionsandworkedlikedrivenanimals。Theylivedaspracticallyallofthefarmingpeopleofthetimelived。InthespringandthroughmostofthewinterthehighwaysleadingintothetownofWinesburgwereaseaofmud。Thefouryoungmenofthefamilyworkedhardalldayinthefields,theyateheavilyofcoarse,greasyfood,andatnightsleptliketiredbeastsonbedsofstraw。

Intotheirlivescamelittlethatwasnotcoarseandbrutalandoutwardlytheywerethemselvescoarseandbrutal。OnSaturdayafternoonstheyhitchedateamofhorsestoathree-seatedwagonandwentofftotown。Intowntheystoodaboutthestovesinthestorestalkingtootherfarmersortothestorekeepers。Theyweredressedinoverallsandinthewinterworeheavycoatsthatwerefleckedwithmud。Theirhandsastheystretchedthemouttotheheatofthestoveswerecrackedandred。Itwasdif-

ficultforthemtotalkandsotheyforthemostpartkeptsilent。Whentheyhadboughtmeat,flour,sugar,andsalt,theywentintooneoftheWinesburgsaloonsanddrankbeer。Undertheinfluenceofdrinkthenaturallystronglustsoftheirnatures,keptsuppressedbytheheroiclaborofbreakingupnewground,werereleased。Akindofcrudeandanimal-

likepoeticfervortookpossessionofthem。Ontheroadhometheystooduponthewagonseatsandshoutedatthestars。Sometimestheyfoughtlongandbitterlyandatothertimestheybrokeforthintosongs。OnceEnochBentley,theolderoneoftheboys,struckhisfather,oldTomBentley,withthebuttofateamster"swhip,andtheoldmanseemedlikelytodie。FordaysEnochlayhidinthestrawintheloftofthestablereadytofleeiftheresultofhismomentarypassionturnedouttobemurder。Hewaskeptalivewithfoodbroughtbyhismother,whoalsokepthiminformedoftheinjuredman"scondition。Whenallturnedoutwellheemergedfromhishidingplaceandwentbacktotheworkofclearinglandasthoughnothinghadhappened。

TheCivilWarbroughtasharpturntothefortunesoftheBentleysandwasresponsiblefortheriseoftheyoungestson,Jesse。Enoch,Edward,Harry,andWillBentleyallenlistedandbeforethelongwarendedtheywereallkilled。ForatimeaftertheywentawaytotheSouth,oldTomtriedtoruntheplace,buthewasnotsuccessful。WhenthelastofthefourhadbeenkilledhesentwordtoJessethathewouldhavetocomehome。

Thenthemother,whohadnotbeenwellforayear,diedsuddenly,andthefatherbecamealto-

getherdiscouraged。Hetalkedofsellingthefarmandmovingintotown。Alldayhewentaboutshak-

inghisheadandmuttering。Theworkinthefieldswasneglectedandweedsgrewhighinthecorn。OldTimhiredmenbuthedidnotusethemintelligently。

Whentheyhadgoneawaytothefieldsinthemorn-

inghewanderedintothewoodsandsatdownonalog。Sometimesheforgottocomehomeatnightandoneofthedaughtershadtogoinsearchofhim。

WhenJesseBentleycamehometothefarmandbegantotakechargeofthingshewasaslight,sensitive-lookingmanoftwenty-two。AteighteenhehadlefthometogotoschooltobecomeascholarandeventuallytobecomeaministerofthePresbyte-

rianChurch。Allthroughhisboyhoodhehadbeenwhatinourcountrywascalledan"oddsheep"andhadnotgotonwithhisbrothers。Ofallthefamilyonlyhismotherhadunderstoodhimandshewasnowdead。Whenhecamehometotakechargeofthefarm,thathadatthattimegrowntomorethansixhundredacres,everyoneonthefarmsaboutandinthenearbytownofWinesburgsmiledattheideaofhistryingtohandletheworkthathadbeendonebyhisfourstrongbrothers。

Therewasindeedgoodcausetosmile。BythestandardsofhisdayJessedidnotlooklikeamanatall。Hewassmallandveryslenderandwomanishofbodyand,truetothetraditionsofyoungminis-

ters,worealongblackcoatandanarrowblackstringtie。Theneighborswereamusedwhentheysawhim,aftertheyearsaway,andtheywereevenmoreamusedwhentheysawthewomanhehadmarriedinthecity。

Asamatteroffact,Jesse"swifedidsoongounder。

ThatwasperhapsJesse"sfault。AfarminNorthernOhiointhehardyearsaftertheCivilWarwasnoplaceforadelicatewoman,andKatherineBentleywasdelicate。Jessewashardwithherashewaswitheverybodyabouthiminthosedays。Shetriedtodosuchworkasalltheneighborwomenaboutherdidandhelethergoonwithoutinterference。Shehelpedtodothemilkinganddidpartofthehouse-

work;shemadethebedsforthemenandpreparedtheirfood。Forayearsheworkedeverydayfromsunriseuntillateatnightandthenaftergivingbirthtoachildshedied。

AsforJesseBentley——althoughhewasadelicatelybuiltmantherewassomethingwithinhimthatcouldnoteasilybekilled。Hehadbrowncurlyhairandgreyeyesthatwereattimeshardanddirect,attimeswaveringanduncertain。Notonlywasheslen-

derbuthewasalsoshortofstature。Hismouthwaslikethemouthofasensitiveandverydeterminedchild。JesseBentleywasafanatic。Hewasamanbornoutofhistimeandplaceandforthishesuf-

feredandmadeotherssuffer。Neverdidhesucceedingettingwhathewantedoutoffifeandhedidnotknowwhathewanted。WithinaveryshorttimeafterhecamehometotheBentleyfarmhemadeeveryonetherealittleafraidofhim,andhiswife,whoshouldhavebeenclosetohimashismotherhadbeen,wasafraidalso。Attheendoftwoweeksafterhiscoming,oldTomBentleymadeovertohimtheentireownershipoftheplaceandretiredintothebackground。Everyoneretiredintotheback-

ground。Inspiteofhisyouthandinexperience,Jessehadthetrickofmasteringthesoulsofhispeople。

Hewassoinearnestineverythinghedidandsaidthatnooneunderstoodhim。Hemadeeveryoneonthefarmworkastheyhadneverworkedbeforeandyettherewasnojoyinthework。IfthingswentwelltheywentwellforJesseandneverforthepeoplewhowerehisdependents。LikeathousandotherstrongmenwhohavecomeintotheworldhereinAmericaintheselatertimes,Jessewasbuthalfstrong。Hecouldmasterothersbuthecouldnotmasterhimself。Therunningofthefarmasithadneverbeenrunbeforewaseasyforhim。WhenhecamehomefromClevelandwherehehadbeeninschool,heshuthimselfofffromallofhispeopleandbegantomakeplans。Hethoughtaboutthefarmnightanddayandthatmadehimsuccessful。

Othermenonthefarmsabouthimworkedtoohardandweretoofiredtothink,buttothinkofthefarmandtobeeverlastinglymakingplansforitssuccesswasarelieftoJesse。Itpartiallysatisfiedsomethinginhispassionatenature。Immediatelyafterhecamehomehehadawingbuiltontotheoldhouseandinalargeroomfacingthewesthehadwindowsthatlookedintothebarnyardandotherwindowsthatlookedoffacrossthefields。Bythewindowhesatdowntothink。Hourafterhouranddayafterdayhesatandlookedoverthelandandthoughtouthisnewplaceinlife。Thepassionateburningthinginhisnatureflamedupandhiseyesbecamehard。Hewantedtomakethefarmproduceasnofarminhisstatehadeverproducedbeforeandthenhewantedsomethingelse。Itwastheindefinablehungerwithinthatmadehiseyeswaverandthatkepthimalwaysmoreandmoresilentbeforepeople。Hewouldhavegivenmuchtoachievepeaceandinhimwasafearthatpeacewasthethinghecouldnotachieve。

AlloverhisbodyJesseBentleywasalive。Inhissmallframewasgatheredtheforceofalonglineofstrongmen。Hehadalwaysbeenextraordinarilyalivewhenhewasasmallboyonthefarmandlaterwhenhewasayoungmaninschool。IntheschoolhehadstudiedandthoughtofGodandtheBiblewithhiswholemindandheart。Astimepassedandhegrewtoknowpeoplebetter,hebegantothinkofhimselfasanextraordinaryman,onesetapartfromhisfellows。Hewantedterriblytomakehislifeathingofgreatimportance,andashelookedaboutathisfellowmenandsawhowlikeclodstheyliveditseemedtohimthathecouldnotbeartobecomealsosuchaclod。Althoughinhisabsorptioninhim-

selfandinhisowndestinyhewasblindtothefactthathisyoungwifewasdoingastrongwoman"sworkevenaftershehadbecomelargewithchildandthatshewaskillingherselfinhisservice,hedidnotintendtobeunkindtoher。Whenhisfather,whowasoldandtwistedwithtoil,madeovertohimtheownershipofthefarmandseemedcontenttocreepawaytoacornerandwaitfordeath,heshruggedhisshouldersanddismissedtheoldmanfromhismind。

IntheroombythewindowoverlookingthelandthathadcomedowntohimsatJessethinkingofhisownaffairs。Inthestableshecouldhearthetramp-

ingofhishorsesandtherestlessmovementofhiscattle。Awayinthefieldshecouldseeothercattlewanderingovergreenhills。Thevoicesofmen,hismenwhoworkedforhim,cameintohimthroughthewindow。Fromthemilkhousetherewasthesteadythump,thumpofachurnbeingmanipulatedbythehalf-wittedgirl,ElizaStoughton。Jesse"smindwentbacktothemenofOldTestamentdayswhohadalsoownedlandsandherds。HerememberedhowGodhadcomedownoutoftheskiesandtalkedtothesemenandhewantedGodtonoticeandtotalktohimalso。Akindoffeverishboyisheagernesstoinsomewayachieveinhisownlifetheflavorofsignificancethathadhungoverthesementookpossessionofhim。BeingaprayerfulmanhespokeofthematteraloudtoGodandthesoundofhisownwordsstrengthenedandfedhiseagerness。

"Iamanewkindofmancomeintopossessionofthesefields,"hedeclared。"Lookuponme,OGod,andlookThoualsouponmyneighborsandallthemenwhohavegonebeforemehere!OGod,createinmeanotherJesse,likethatoneofold,toruleovermenandtobethefatherofsonswhoshallberul-

ers!"Jessegrewexcitedashetalkedaloudandjumpingtohisfeetwalkedupanddownintheroom。Infancyhesawhimselflivinginoldtimesandamongoldpeoples。Thelandthatlaystretchedoutbeforehimbecameofvastsignificance,aplacepeopledbyhisfancywithanewraceofmensprungfromhimself。Itseemedtohimthatinhisdayasinthoseotherandolderdays,kingdomsmightbecre-

atedandnewimpulsesgiventothelivesofmenbythepowerofGodspeakingthroughachosenser-

vant。Helongedtobesuchaservant。"ItisGod"sworkIhavecometothelandtodo,"hedeclaredinaloudvoiceandhisshortfigurestraightenedandhethoughtthatsomethinglikeahaloofGodlyap-

provalhungoverhim。

ItwillperhapsbesomewhatdifficultforthemenandwomenofalaterdaytounderstandJesseBent-

ley。Inthelastfiftyyearsavastchangehastakenplaceinthelivesofourpeople。Arevolutionhasinfacttakenplace。Thecomingofindustrialism,at-

tendedbyalltheroarandrattleofaffairs,theshrillcriesofmillionsofnewvoicesthathavecomeamongusfromoverseas,thegoingandcomingoftrains,thegrowthofcities,thebuildingoftheinter-

urbancarlinesthatweaveinandoutoftownsandpastfarmhouses,andnowintheselaterdaysthecomingoftheautomobileshasworkedatremen-

douschangeinthelivesandinthehabitsofthoughtofourpeopleofMid-America。Books,badlyimag-

inedandwrittenthoughtheymaybeinthehurryofourtimes,areineveryhousehold,magazinescir-

culatebythemillionsofcopies,newspapersareev-

erywhere。Inourdayafarmerstandingbythestoveinthestoreinhisvillagehashismindfilledtoover-

flowingwiththewordsofothermen。Thenewspa-

persandthemagazineshavepumpedhimfull。

Muchoftheoldbrutalignorancethathadinitalsoakindofbeautifulchildlikeinnocenceisgonefor-

ever。Thefarmerbythestoveisbrothertothemenofthecities,andifyoulistenyouwillfindhimtalkingasgliblyandassenselesslyasthebestcitymanofusall。

InJesseBentley"stimeandinthecountrydistrictsofthewholeMiddleWestintheyearsaftertheCivilWaritwasnotso。Menlaboredtoohardandweretootiredtoread。Inthemwasnodesireforwordsprinteduponpaper。Astheyworkedinthefields,vague,half-formedthoughtstookpossessionofthem。TheybelievedinGodandinGod"spowertocontroltheirlives。InthelittleProtestantchurchestheygatheredonSundaytohearofGodandhisworks。Thechurcheswerethecenterofthesocialandintellectuallifeofthetimes。ThefigureofGodwasbigintheheartsofmen。

Andso,havingbeenbornanimaginativechildandhavingwithinhimagreatintellectualeagerness,JesseBentleyhadturnedwholeheartedlytowardGod。Whenthewartookhisbrothersaway,hesawthehandofGodinthat。Whenhisfatherbecameillandcouldnolongerattendtotherunningofthefarm,hetookthatalsoasasignfromGod。Inthecity,whenthewordcametohim,hewalkedaboutatnightthroughthestreetsthinkingofthematterandwhenhehadcomehomeandhadgottheworkonthefarmwellunderway,hewentagainatnighttowalkthroughtheforestsandoverthelowhillsandtothinkofGod。

Ashewalkedtheimportanceofhisownfigureinsomedivineplangrewinhismind。Hegrewavari-

ciousandwasimpatientthatthefarmcontainedonlysixhundredacres。Kneelinginafencecornerattheedgeofsomemeadow,hesenthisvoiceabroadintothesilenceandlookinguphesawthestarsshiningdownathim。

Oneevening,somemonthsafterhisfather"sdeath,andwhenhiswifeKatherinewasexpectingatanymomenttobelaidabedofchildbirth,Jesselefthishouseandwentforalongwalk。TheBentleyfarmwassituatedinatinyvalleywateredbyWineCreek,andJessewalkedalongthebanksofthestreamtotheendofhisownlandandonthroughthefieldsofhisneighbors。Ashewalkedthevalleybroadenedandthennarrowedagain。Greatopenstretchesoffieldandwoodlaybeforehim。Themooncameoutfrombehindclouds,and,climbingalowhill,hesatdowntothink。

JessethoughtthatasthetrueservantofGodtheentirestretchofcountrythroughwhichhehadwalkedshouldhavecomeintohispossession。Hethoughtofhisdeadbrothersandblamedthemthattheyhadnotworkedharderandachievedmore。Be-

forehiminthemoonlightthetinystreamrandownoverstones,andhebegantothinkofthemenofoldtimeswholikehimselfhadownedflocksandlands。

Afantasticimpulse,halffear,halfgreediness,tookpossessionofJesseBentley。HerememberedhowintheoldBiblestorytheLordhadappearedtothatotherJesseandtoldhimtosendhissonDavidtowhereSaulandthemenofIsraelwerefightingthePhilistinesintheValleyofElah。IntoJesse"smindcametheconvictionthatalloftheOhiofarmerswhoownedlandinthevalleyofWineCreekwerePhilistinesandenemiesofGod。"Suppose,"

hewhisperedtohimself,"thereshouldcomefromamongthemonewho,likeGoliaththePhilistineofGath,coulddefeatmeandtakefrommemyposses-

sions。"InfancyhefeltthesickeningdreadthathethoughtmusthavelainheavyontheheartofSaulbeforethecomingofDavid。Jumpingtohisfeet,hebegantorunthroughthenight。AsheranhecalledtoGod。Hisvoicecarriedfaroverthelowhills。

"JehovahofHosts,"hecried,"sendtomethisnightoutofthewombofKatherine,ason。LetThygracealightuponme。SendmeasontobecalledDavidwhoshallhelpmetopluckatlastalloftheselandsoutofthehandsofthePhilistinesandturnthemtoThyserviceandtothebuildingofThykingdomonearth。"

II

DAVIDHARDYOFWinesburg,Ohio,wasthegrand-

sonofJesseBentley,theownerofBentleyfarms。

WhenhewastwelveyearsoldhewenttotheoldBentleyplacetolive。Hismother,LouiseBentley,thegirlwhocameintotheworldonthatnightwhenJesseranthroughthefieldscryingtoGodthathebegivenason,hadgrowntowomanhoodonthefarmandhadmarriedyoungJohnHardyofWines-

burg,whobecameabanker。Louiseandherhus-

banddidnotlivehappilytogetherandeveryoneagreedthatshewastoblame。Shewasasmallwomanwithsharpgreyeyesandblackhair。Fromchildhoodshehadbeeninclinedtofitsoftemperandwhennotangryshewasoftenmoroseandsi-

lent。InWinesburgitwassaidthatshedrank。Herhusband,thebanker,whowasacareful,shrewdman,triedhardtomakeherhappy。WhenhebegantomakemoneyheboughtforheralargebrickhouseonElmStreetinWinesburgandhewasthefirstmaninthattowntokeepamanservanttodrivehiswife"scarriage。

ButLouisecouldnotbemadehappy。Sheflewintohalfinsanefitsoftemperduringwhichshewassometimessilent,sometimesnoisyandquarrelsome。

Shesworeandcriedoutinheranger。Shegotaknifefromthekitchenandthreatenedherhusband"slife。Onceshedeliberatelysetfiretothehouse,andoftenshehidherselfawayfordaysinherownroomandwouldseenoone。Herlife,livedasahalfre-

cluse,gaverisetoallsortsofstoriesconcerningher。

Itwassaidthatshetookdrugsandthatshehidherselfawayfrompeoplebecauseshewasoftensoundertheinfluenceofdrinkthatherconditioncouldnotbeconcealed。Sometimesonsummerafternoonsshecameoutofthehouseandgotintohercarriage。

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