投诉 阅读记录

第2章

Ilaughed。"Why,it"sallgaiety,inoneway。SaratogaisaperpetualFourthofJuly,wethink。"

"Ohyes;there"senoughgoingon,andmywifeandmewecouldenjoyitfirstrate。"

"Iftheyoungladycould?"Iventured,withasmileofsympatheticintelligence。

"Well,yes。Yousee,wedon"tknowanybody,andIsupposewedidn"ttakethatintoaccount。Well,Isupposeit"slikethis:theythoughtitwouldbeeasytogetacquaintedinthehotel,andcommencehavingagoodtimerightaway。Idon"tknow;mywifehadtheideawhentheycookeditupamongst"emthatshewastocomewithus。ButISWEAR_I_don"tknowhowtogoaboutit。Ican"tseemtomakeupmymouthtospeaktofolksfirst;andthenyoucan"ttellwhetheramanain"tagambler,oronforthehorse-racesanyway。Sowe"vebeenhereaweeknow,andyou"rethefirstoneswe"vespokentobesidesthewaiterssincewecame。"

Icouldn"thelplaughing,theirexperiencewassoexactlyasIhadimagineditwhenIfirstsawthisdisconsolateparty。Inmytriumphatmyownpenetration,Iwouldnothavehadtheirsufferinginthepastonepangtheless;butthesimplefranknessofhisconfessionfixedmeinthewishthatthefuturemightbebrighterforthem。I

thoughtmyselfwarrantedbymywife"simprudenceintakingasteptowardtheirfurtherintimacyonmyownaccount,andIsaid:

"Well,perhapsIoughttotellyouthatIhaven"tbeeninsidetheSaratogaCluborbetontheracessinceI"vebeenhere。That"smynameinfull,"——andIgavehimmycard,——"andI"mintheliteraryline;thatis,I"mtheeditorofamagazineinNewYork——theEveryOtherWeek。"

"Ohyes;Iknowwhoyouare,"saidmycompanion,withmycardinhishand。"Factis,Iwasroundatyourplacethismorningtryingtogetrooms,andtheclerktoldmeallaboutyoufrommydescription。

Ifeltasmeanaspu"sleygoin";seemedtobetakin"kindofanadvantageofyou。"

"Notatall;it"sapublichouse,"Iinterrupted;butIthoughtI

shouldbestrongerwithMrs。MarchifIdidnotgivethefactawaytoher,andIresolvedtokeepit。

"Buttheycouldn"tresteasytillItried,andIwasmorethanhalfgladtherewasn"tanyrooms。"

"Oh,I"mverysorry,"Isaid;andIindulgedarealregretfromthevantageIhad。"Itwouldhavebeenverypleasanttohaveyouthere。

Perhapslater——weshallbegivingupourroomsattheendofthemonth。"

"No,"hesaid,withalongbreath。"IfI"vegottoleave"em,I

guessit"llbejustaswelltoleave"emwherethey"reacquaintedwiththehouseanyway。"Hisremarkbetrayedapointinhisthinkingwhichhadnotperhapsbeenreachedinhistalkwiththeladies。

"It"saquietplace,andthey"reusedtoit;andIguesstheywouldn"twanttostaythroughtherestofthemonth,quite。Idon"tbelievemywifewould,anyway。"

Hedidnotsaythisveryconfidently,buthopefullyrather,andI

thoughtitaffordedmeanopeningtofindoutsomethingyetmoredefiniteabouttheladies。

"MissGageisremarkablyfine-looking,"Ibegan。

"Thinkso?"heanswered。"Well,sodoesmywife。Idon"tknowasI

likeherstyleexactly,"hesaid,withakindoflatentgrudge。

"Herstyleismagnificent,"Iinsisted。

"Well,maybeso。Iguessshe"sgoodenoughlooking,ifthat"swhatyoumean。ButIthinkit"salwaysakindofamistakeforthreepersonstocomeofftogether,Idon"tcarewhotheyare。Thenthere"sthreeopinions。She"sanicegirl,andagoodgirl,andshedon"tputherselfforward。Butwhenyou"vegotayoungladyonyourhands,you"veGOTher,andyoufeelboundtokeepdoin"somethingforherallthetime;andifyoudon"tknowwhattodoyourself,andyourwifecan"ttell——"

Iaddedintelligently,"Yes。"

"Well,that"sjustwhereitis。SometimesIwishthewholedumbtownwouldburnup。"Ilaughedandlaughed;andmyfriend,havingbeguntounpackhisheart,wentontoeaseitoftherestofitsload。Ihadnotwaitedforthisbeforemakingsomereflectionsconcerninghim,butInowformulatedthemtomyself。HereallyhadnoneofthatreserveIhadattributedtohimthenightbefore;itwasmerelycautionandthisisthecasewithmostcountrypeople。

Theyarecautious,butnotreserved;iftheythinktheycantrustyou,theykeepbacknoneoftheiraffairs;andthisistheAmericancharacter,forwearenearlyallcountrypeople。Iunderstoodhimperfectlywhenhesaid,"IrutherbreakstonethangothroughwhatI

havebeenthroughthelastweek!Youunderstandhowitis。"Tain"tasifshesaidanything;Iwishshewould;butyoufeelallthewhilethatitain"twhatsheexpectedittobe,andyoufeelasifitwasyouthatwastoblameforthefailure。ByGeorge!ifanymanwastocomealongandmakeanofferformycontractIwouldselloutcheap。It"sworsebecausemywifeaskedhertocome,andthoughtshewasdoin"herallkindsofafavourtolether。They"vealwaysbeentogether,andwhenwetalkedofcomingtoSaratogathissummer,nothingwoulddomywifebutJuliamustcomewithus。Herandherfatherusuallytakeatripoffsomewhereinthehotweather,butthistimehecouldn"tleave;presidentofourNationalBank,andpresidentofthevillage,too。"Hethrewinthefactofthesedignitiesexplanatorily,butwithawillingness,Icouldsee,thatitshouldaffectme。Hewenton:"They"rekindofconnectionsofmyfirstwife"s。Well,she"sanicegirl;toonice,Iguess,togetalongveryfast。Iseegirlsallthewayalongdowngettin"

acquaintedonthecarsandboats——wecomeeastontheOgdensburgroadtoRouse"sPoint,andthentooktheboatdownLakeChamplainandLakeGeorge——butshealwaysseemedtoholdback。Idon"tknow"sshe"sproudeither;Ican"tmakeitout。Itballsmywifeallup,too。Itellhershe"sfrettedoffallthegoodhertrip"sgoin"todoherbeforeshegotit。"

Helaughedruefully,andjustthenthebandbegantoplaythe"WashingtonPost。"

"Whattune"sthat?"hedemanded。

""WashingtonPost,""Isaid,proudofknowingit。

"ByGeorge!thattunegoesrighttoafellow"slegs,don"tit?"

"It"sthenewmarch,"Isaid。

Helistenedwithasimplejoyinit,andhispleasurestrengthenedthemysticbondwhichhadformeditselfbetweenusthroughtheconfidenceshehadmademe,soflatteringlycorroborativeofallmyguessesconcerninghimandhisparty。

CHAPTERIV

Ilongedtohavethechanceofbraggingtomywife;butthischancedidnotcometilltheconcertwasquiteover,afterIrejoinedherwithmycompanion,andshecouldtakeleaveofthemallwithoutseemingtoabandonthem。ThenIjudgeditbesttoletherhavetheword;forIknewbythewaysheranherhandthroughmyarm,andbeganpushingmealongoutofearshot,thatshewasfullofit。

"Well,Basil,Ithinkthatisthesweetestandsimplestandkindestcreatureintheworld,andI"mperfectlyinlovewithher。"

Ididnotbelievesomehowthatshemeantthegirl,butIthoughtitbestmerelytosuggest,"Therearetwo。"

"YouknowverywellwhichImean,andIwoulddoanythingIcouldforher。She"sgotadifficultproblembeforeher,andIpityher。

Thegirl"sverywell,andsheISabeauty;andIsupposesheHAS

beenhavingadulltime,andofcourseyoucouldn"tpleaseMrs。

Deeringhalfsowellasbydoingsomethingforherfriend。I

supposeyou"refeelingveryproudthatthey"rejustwhatyoudivined。"

"Notatall;I"msousedtodiviningpeople。HowdidyouknowI

knewit?"

"Isawyoutalkingtohim,andIknewyouwerepumpinghim。"

"Pumping?Heaskednothingbetterthantoflow。HewouldputtoshametheprovokedspontaneityofanyspringinSaratoga。"

"Well,didhesaythathewasgoingtoleavethemhere?"

"Hewouldliketodoit——yes。Hewasverysweetandsimpleandkind,too,Isabel。Hecomplainedbitterlyofthegoddess,andallbutsaidshesulked。"

"Why,Idon"tknow,"saidmywife。"Ithink,considering,thatsheisratheramiable。Shebrightenedupmoreandmore。"

"Thatwasprosperity,orthehopeofit,mydear。Nothingilluminesusliketheprospectofpleasantthings。Shetookyouforsocietysmilinguponher,andofcourseshesmiledback。Butit"sonlythefirstsmileofprosperitythatcheers。Ifitkeepsonsmilingitendsbymakingusdissatisfiedagain。Whenpeoplearegettingintosocietytheyareveryglad;whentheyhavegotintheyseemtoberathergloomy。Wemustn"tletthesethingsgotoofar。Nowthatyou"vegotyourfriendsingoodhumour,therightwayistodropthem——tocutthemdeadwhenyoumeetthem,tolooktheotherway。

Thatwillsendthemhomeperfectlyradiant。"

"Nonsense!IamgoingtodoallIcanforthem。Whatdoyouthinkwecando?Theyhaven"tthefirstideahowtoamusethemselveshere。It"samiracletheyevergotthatdressthegirliswearing。

Theyjustmadeabolddashbecausetheysawitinadressmaker"swindowthefirstday,andshehadtohavesomething。It"skillinglybecomingtoher;butIdon"tbelievetheyknowit,andtheydon"tbegintoknowhowcheapitwas:itwassimplyTHROWNaway。I"mgoingshoppingwiththeminthemorning。"

"Oh!"

"Butnowthequestionis,whatwecandotogivethemsomelittleglimpseofsocialgaiety。That"swhatthey"vecomefor。"

WewerepassingthecornerofalargeenclosurewhichseemsdevotedinSaratogatothemostdistractingofitspleasures,andIsaid:

"Well,wemightgivethematurnonthecircularrailwayortheswitchback;orwecouldtakethemtothePunchandJudydrama,orgettheirfortunestoldintheseeress"stent,orletthemfireintheshooting-gallery,orbuysomesweet-grassbasketsoftheIndians;andthereisthepop-cornandthelemonade。"

"Iwilltellyouwhat,"saidMrsMarch,whohadnotbeenlisteningtoawordIsaid;forifshehadheardmeshewouldnothavehadpatiencewithmyironicalsuggestions。

"Well,what?"

"Or,no;thatwouldn"tdo,either。"

"I"mgladyoudon"tapproveofthenotion,onsecondthoughts。I

didn"tlikeitfromthebeginning,andIdidn"tevenknowwhatitwas。"

"Wecouldhavethemuptothehousethisevening,andintroducethemtosomeofourfriends,——onlythereisn"tayoungmaninthewholeplace,——andhavethemstaytothecharades。"

"Whatdoyouthink,"Isaid,"oftheirhavingcomeupthismorningandtriedtogetroomsatourhouse?"

"Yes;theytoldme。"

"Anddon"tyoucallthatratherforth-putting?Itseemstomethatitwastakingameanadvantageofmybrags。"

"Itwasperfectlyinnocentinthem。Butnow,dearest,don"tbetiresome。IknowthatyoulikethemaswellasIdo,andIwilltakeallyourlittleteasingaffectationsforgranted。Thequestionis,whatcanwedoforthem?"

"Andtheansweris,Idon"tintheleastknow。Thereisn"tanysocietylifeatSaratogathatIcansee;andifthereis,wearenotinit。Howcouldwegetanyoneelsein?Iseethat"swhatyou"reaimingat。Thosepublicsocialitiesatthebighotelstheycouldgetintoaswellaswecould;buttheywouldn"tbeanywherewhentheygotthere,andtheywouldn"tknowwhattodo。Youknowwhathollowmockeriesthosethingsare。Don"tyourememberthathopwewenttowiththeyoungBraceysthefirstsummer?Ifthosegirlshadn"twaltzedwitheachothertheywouldn"thavedancedastepthewholeevening。"

"Iknow,Iknow,"sighedmywife;"itwasterrible。Butthesepeoplearesoveryunworldlythatdon"tyouthinktheycouldbedeludedintothebeliefthattheywereseeingsocietyifwetookalittletrouble?Youusedtobesoinventive!Youcouldthinkupsomethingnowifyoutried。"

"Mydear,agirlknowsbeyondalltheartsofhoodwinkingwhethershe"shavingagoodtime,andyourlittleschemeofpassingoffoneofthosehotelhopsforafestivitywouldneverworkintheworld。"

"Well,Ithinkitistoobad!Whathasbecomeofalltheeasygaietythereusedtobeintheworld?"

"Ithasbeenstarchedandironedoutofit,apparently。SaratogaisstilltryingtodothegoodoldAmericanact,withitsbighotelsanditsheterogeneoushops,andIdon"tsupposethere"seversuchathingasasocietypersonatanyofthem。Thatwouldn"tbesobad。

Buttheunsocietypeopleseemtobeafraidofoneanother。Theyfeelthatthereissomethingintheair——somethingtheydon"tandcan"tunderstand;somethingalien,thatjudgestheirold-fashionedAmericanimpulsetobesociable,andcontemnsit。No;wecan"tdoanythingforourhaplessfriends——Icanhardlycallthemouracquaintances。Wemustavoidthem,andkeepthemmerelyasapensivecolourinourownvividmemoriesofSaratoga。Ifwemadethemhaveagoodtime,andsentthemontheirwayrejoicing,I

confessthatIshouldfeelmyselfdistinctlyaloser。Asitis,they"reastrainofmelancholypoetryinmylife,ofmusicintheminorkey。Ishallalwaysassociatetheirpathoswiththishotsummerweather,andIshallthinkofthemwheneverthethermometerregisterseighty-nine。Don"tyouseetheadvantageofthat?I

believeIcanultimatelygetsomeliteratureoutofthem。IfIcanthinkofafittingfableforthemFulkersonwillfeatureitinEveryOtherWeek。He"llgetoutaSaratoganumber,andcomeuphereandstrikethehotelsandspringsforad"s。"

"Well,"saidMrs。March,"IwishIhadneverseenthem;andit"sallyourfault,Basil。Ofcourse,whenyouplayeduponmysympathiessoaboutthem,Icouldn"thelpfeelinginterestedinthem。Weareacoupleofromanticoldgeese,mydear。"

"Notatall,oratleastI"mnot。Isimplyusedthesepeopleconjecturallytogivemyselfanagreeablepang。Ididn"twanttoknowanythingmoreaboutthemthanIimagined,andIcertainlydidn"tdreamofdoinganythingforthem。You"llspoileverythingifyouturnthemfromfictionintofact,andtrytomanipulatetheirdestiny。Letthemalone;theywillworkitoutforthemselves。"

"YouknowIcan"tletthemalonenow,"shelamented。"Iamnotoneofthosewhocangivethemselvesanagreeablepangwiththeunhappinessoftheirfellow-creatures。I"mnotsatisfiedtostudythem;Iwanttorelievethem。"

Shewentontopraiseherselftomydisadvantage,asInoticewiveswillwiththeirhusbands,andIdidnotattempttodenyherthissourceofconsolation。Butwhensheendedbysaying,"IbelieveI

shallsendyoualone,"andexplainedthatshehadpromisedMrs。

Deeringwewouldcometotheirhotelforthemaftertea,andgowiththemtohearthemusicattheUnitedStatesandtheGrandUnion,I

protested。IsaidthatIalwaysfelttoosneakingwhenIwasprowlingroundthosehotelslisteningtotheirproprietaryconcerts,andIwasawareoflookingsosneakingthatIexpectedeverymomenttobeorderedofftheirpiazzas。Asforconvoyingapartyofthreestrangersaboutalone,Ishouldcertainlynotdoit。

"NotifI"veaheadache?"

"Notifyou"veaheadache。"

"Oh,verywell,then。"

"Whatareyoutwoquarrellingabout?"criedagayvoicebehindus,andwelookedroundintothelaughingeyesofMissDale。ShewastheonecottagerweknewinSaratoga,butwhenwewerewithherwefeltthatwekneweverybody,sohospitablewasthesenseofworldwhichherkindnessexhaled。

"ItwasMrs。Marchwhowasquarrelling,"Isaid。"Iwasonlytryingtoconvinceherthatshewaswrong,andofcourseonehastoliftone"svoice。IhopeIhadn"ttheeffectofhalloaing。"

"Well,Imerelyheardyouabovethesteamharmoniconattheswitchback,"saidMissDale。"Idon"tknowwhetheryoucallTHAT

holloaing。"

"Oh,MissDale,"saidmywife,"weareinsuchafatal——"

"Pickle,"Isuggested,andsheinstantlyadoptedthewordinherextremity。

"——picklewithsomepeoplethatProvidencehasthrowninourway,andthatwewanttodosomethingfor";andinalabyrinthofparenthesesthatnomancouldhavefoundhiswayintooroutof,shepossessedMissDaleofthewholeromanticfact。"ItwasMr。March,ofcourse,whofirstdiscoveredthem,"sheconcluded,inplaintiveaccusation。

"PoorMr。March!"criedMissDale。"Well,itisapatheticcase,butitisn"ttheonlyone,ifthat"sanycomfort。Saratogaisreekingwithjustsuchforlornitiesthewholesummerlong;butIcanquiteunderstandhowyoufeelaboutit,Mrs。March。"Wecametoacorner,andshesaidabruptly:"Excusemyinterruptingyourquarrel!NotquitesoLOUD,Mr。March!"andsheflashedbackamockinglookatmeassheskurriedoffdownthestreetwithastonishingrapidity。

"Howperfectlyheartless!"criedmywife。"Icertainlythoughtshewouldsuggestsomething——offertodosomething。"

"Irelieduponher,too,"Isaid;"butnowIhavemydoubtswhethershewasreallygoingdownthatstreettillshesawthatitwasthebestwaytoescape。We"recertainlyintrouble,mydear,ifpeopleavoidusinthismanner。"

CHAPTERV

"IamdoingitentirelyonMrs。Deering"sIaccount,"saidmywifethateveningaftertea,aswewalkeddowntheside-streetthatdescendedfromourplacetoBroadway。"Shehasthatgirlonherhands,andIknowshemustbeatherwits"end。"

"AndIdoitentirelyonDeering"saccount,"Iretorted。"HehasbothofthosewomenonHIShands。"

Weemergedintotheglisteningthoroughfareinfrontofthevasthotels,andIwasstruck,asIneverfailtobe,withitsfutileandunmeaningsplendour。Ithinkthereisnothinginourdun-colouredcivilisationprettierthanthathabittheladieshaveinSaratogaofgoingoutonthestreetafterdarkintheirbareheads。WhenI

firstsawthemwanderingaboutsointheglitteroftheshop-windowsandthefitfulglareoftheelectricseverywhere,IthoughttheymustbesomeofthoseSpanish-Americansmistakingthewarm,dryairoftheNorthernnightforthatoftheirownlatitudes;butwhenI

cameupwiththemIcouldhear,ifIcouldnotsee,thattheywereofourownrace。Thoseflatandshapelesstonescouldcomethroughthenosesofnoother。Thebeautyandtheelegancewerealsoours,andthefearlesstrustofcircumstance。Theysaunteredupanddownbeforethegaunt,highporticoesofthehotels,asmuchathomeastheycouldhavebeenintheirownhouses,andinmuchthesamedressasiftheyhadbeenreceivingthere。Theeffectisoneofincomparablecheer,andisapromiseofsocialbrilliancywhichSaratoganomorekeepsthanshedoesthatofherothercharacteristicaspects;saytheforenooneffectofthesamethoroughfare,withthepiazzasbankedwiththehotelguests,andthestreetfullofthelightequipageswhichseempeculiartotheplacepassingandrepassing,inthejoyoussunlightandoutofit,ontheleaf-fleckedstreet。EventhepubliccarriagesofSaratogahaveafresh,unjadedair;andtoissuefromtherailwaystationinthemidstofthosebuoyanttop-phaetonsandsurreys,withtheirlight-

limbedhorses,istobethrilledbysomesuchinsensateexpectationofpleasureasfillstheheartofaboyathisfirstsallyintotheworld。IalwaysexpecttofindmylostyouthwaitingformearoundthecorneroftheUnitedStatesHotel,andIaccusemyselfofsomefaultifitdisappointsme,asitalwaysdoes。Icanimaginewhatgaudyhopesbydayandbynightthebrightstagingofthepotentialdramamustawakeninthebreastofayounggirlwhenshefirstseesit,andhowblankshemustfeelwhenthecurtaingoesdownandtherehasbeennoplay。ItwasarealanguishtomewhenthatyounggirlwiththeDeeringswelcomedmywifeandmewithahopefulsmile,asifwewerethedramatispersonae,andnowtheperformancemustbegoingtobegin。Icouldseehowmuchourchanceacquaintancehadbrightenedtheperspectiveforher,andhoweagerlyshehadrepairedallherillusions;andIthoughthowmuchbetteritwouldhavebeenifshehadbeenlefttothedullandspiritlessresignationinwhichIhadfirstseenher。Fromthattherecouldnofall,atleast,andnowshehadrisenfromitonlytosinkagain。

But,infact,thewholepartyseemedfalselycheeredbytheeventoftheafternoon;andinthefewmomentsthatwesatwiththemontheirverandah,beforegoingtothemusicattheGrandUnion,Icouldheartheladieslaughingtogether,whileDeeringjoyouslyunfoldedtomehisplanofgoinghomethenextmorningandleavinghiswifeandMissGagebehindhim。"Theywillstayinthishotel——theymightaswell——andIguesstheycangetalong。MywifefeelsmoreacquaintedsinceshemetMrs。March,andIshan"tfeelsomuchlikeleavin"heramongstrangershereIdon"tknowwhenshe"stakensuchafancytoanyoneasshehastoyourwife,orMissGageeither。Iguessshe"llwanttoaskheraboutthestores。"

IsaidthatIbelievedthefancywasmutual,andthattherewasnothingmywifelikedbetterthantellingpeopleaboutstores。I

added,ingeneralisation,thatwhenawomanhadspentallherownmoneyondress,itdidherquiteasmuchgoodtoseeotherwomenspendingtheirs;andDeeringsaidheguessedthatwasaboutso。Hegavemeapushontheshouldertomakemeunderstandhowkeenlyheappreciatedthejoke,andIperceivedthatwehadwonhishearttoo。

Wejoinedtheladies,andIthoughtthatmysufferingsforherauthorisedmetoattachmyselfmoreespeciallytoMissGage,andtofindoutallIcouldabouther。Wewalkedaheadoftheothers,andIwasawareofhermakingbelievethatitwasquitethesameasifsheweregoingtothemusicwithayoungman。Notthatsheseemeddisposedtotriflewithmygreyhairs;Iquicklysawthatthiswouldnotbeincharacterwithher;butsomesortofillusionwasessentialtoheryouth,andshecouldnothelprejuvenatingme。

Thiswasquitelikethegoddessshelooked,Ireflected,butotherwiseshewasnotformidablydivine;and,infact,Isupposethegoddesseswere,afterall,onlynicegirlsatheart。Thisone,atanyrate,Idecided,wasaverynicegirlwhenshewasnotsulking;

andshewassobrightenedbyherlittleadventure,whichwasreallynoadventure,thatIcouldnotbelieveIhadeverseenhersulking。

Thehotelpeopledidnotkeepusfromgoingintothecourtofthehotel,asIwasafraidtheymight,andwealleasilyfoundplaces。

InthepausesofthemusicIpointedoutsuchnotablesandcharactersasIsawaboutus,andtriedtopossessherofasmuchoftheSaratogaworldasIknew。Itwaslargelythereinthatboldevidenceitloves,andinthatsocialsolitudetowhichtheSaratogaofthehotelscondemnsthedenizensofherworld。IdonotmeanthattheSaratogacrowdisatallafast-lookingcrowd。Therearesportingpeopleandgamblers;butthegreatmassofthefrequentersareplain,honestAmericans,outuponaholidayfromallpartsofthecountry,andofaninnocencetooinveteratetohavegraspedthefactthatthereisnofashioninSaratoganowbutthefashionoftheladies"dresses。These,Imustsay,areofthenewestandprettiest;thedressingofthewomenalwaysstrikesmethere。Mycompanionwaseagertorecognisethesplendourswhichshehadheardof,andIpointedoutanoldladybythedoor,whosattheredisplayinguponhervastpersonanassortmentofgemsandjewelswhichsheseemedaspersonallyindifferenttoasifshewereashow-

window,andIwasgladtohavethegirlshrinkfromthespectacleinakindofmutealarm。ItriedtomakehersharemypleasureinagroupofCubans——fatfather,fatmother,fatdaughter——whocamedownthewalktowardusinthehalooftropicaltradition;butshehadnotthetasteforolives,andIsawthatIfailedtopersuadeheroftheaestheticvalueofthisalienelementamongus。Sheapparentlycoulddoalmostaslittlewithsomeoldfiguresofbygonebeausspectrallyrevisitingthehotelhauntsoftheiryouth;butshewascharmedwiththesylvanlovelinessofthatincomparablecourt。Itis,infact,aparkofthetall,slimSaratogatreesenclosedbythequadrangleofthehotel,exquisitelykept,andwithitsacresofgreenswardnowshowingtheircolourvividlyinthelightoftheelectrics,whichshonefromallsidesonthefountainflashingandplashinginthemidst。Isaidthatherewasthatunionofthesylvanandtheurbanwhichwasalwaysthedreamofart,andwhichformedthedelicatecharmofpastoralpoetry;andalthoughIdonotthinkshequitegraspedthenotion,Isawthatshehadapleasureinthevisiblefact,andthatwasmuchbetter。Besides,shelistenedveryrespectfully,andwithnosignsofbeingbored。

InthewaitbetweenthetwopartsoftheconcertIinvitedhertowalkaroundthecourtwithme,andundertheapprovingeyeofMrs。

Marchwemadethisexpedition。ItseemedtomethatIcouldnotdoawiserthing,bothforthesatisfactionofmyowncuriosityandforthegratificationoftheautobiographicalpassionweallfeel,thantoleadherontospeakofherself。Butshehadlittleornothingtosayofherself,andwhatshesaidofotherthingswasmarkedbyastraightforwardgoodsense,ifnotawideintelligence。Ithinkwemakeamistakewhenwesupposethatabeautifulwomanmustalwaysbevainorconscious。

Ifancythatabeautyisquiteasoftenasolidandsensibleperson,withnoinordinatewishtobeworshipped,andthisyoungladystruckmeaswhollyunspoiledbyflattery。IdecidedthatshewasnotthetypethatwouldtakethefancyofDeWittPoint,andthatshehadgrownupwithoutlocalattentionforthatreason,orpossiblybecauseacertaincoldnessinheroverawedthefreespiritofrusticlove-making。Nodoubtsheknewthatshewasbeautiful,andIbegantothinkthatitwasnotsomuchdisappointmentatfindingSaratogaasindifferentasDeWittPointwhichgavehertheeffectofdisgustIhadfirstnotedinherthenightbefore。Thatmightratherhavecomefromthesenseoffeelingherselfahelplessburdenonherfriends,andfromthatyounglongingforcompanionshipwhichisasfarasmaybefromthedesireofconquest,oftriumph。Findinghernowsogratefullycontentwiththepooreffortstoamuseherwhichanoldfellowlikemecouldmake,IperceivedthatthesocietyofothergirlswouldsufficetomakeSaratogaquiteanotherthingforher,andIcastaboutinmymindtocontrivethissomehow。

IconfessthatIlikedherbetterandbetter,andbeforetheeveningwasoutIhadquitetransferredmycompassionfromtheDeeringstoher。ItWASforlornanddrearyforhertobeattachedtothisgoodcouple,whoseinterestswereprimarilyineachother,andwhohadnotthefirstofthoseartswhichcouldprovideherwithothercompany。ShewillinglytoldabouttheirjourneytoSaratoga,andherstorydidnotdiffermateriallyfromtheaccountDeeringhadalreadygivenme;buteventheoutwardformofadventurehadfallenfromtheirexperiencesincetheyhadcometoSaratoga。TheyhadformedthehabitofCongressParkbyaccident;buttheyhadnotbeentothelake,ortheraces,ortheHouseofPansa,orMountM"Gregor,orHiltonPark,oreventheoutlyingsprings。ItwasthefirsttimetheyhadbeeninsideoftheGrandUnion。"Thenyouhaveneverseentheparlour?"Iasked;andaftertheconcertIboldlyledthewayintotheparlour,andlavisheditsmagnificenceuponthemasifI

hadbeenthehost,oroneofthehotelguestsattheveryleast。I

enjoyedthebreathlessnessoftheDeeringssomuch,aswewalkedupanddownthevastdrawing-roomsaccompaniedbyourimagesinthemirrors,thatIinsisteduponsittingdownwiththemalluponsomeoftherichestpiecesoffurniture;andIwassoflownwithmysuccessasciceronethatImadethemcomewithmetotheUnitedStates。Ishowedthemthroughtheparloursthere,andthenledthemthroughtotheinnerverandah,whichcommandedanotherwoodedcourtlikethatoftheGrandUnion。Itriedtomakethemfeelthestateliersentimentoftheolderhotel,andtostirtheirimaginationswithapictureoftheoldtimes,whentheSouthernplantersusedtothrongtheplace,andallthatwasgayandbrilliantinfashionablesocietywastobeseentheresometimeduringthesummer。IthinkthatIfailedinthis,butapparentlyI

succeededingivingthemaneveningofdazzlingsplendour。

"Well,sir,thishasbeenagreattreat,"saidMr。Deering,whenhebadeusgoodbyeaswellasgood-night;hewasgoingearlyinthemorning。

Theladiesmurmuredtheirgratitude,Mrs。Deeringwithanemotionthatsuitedherthanks,andMissGagewithatouchofsomethingdaughterlytowardmethatIthoughtpretty。

CHAPTERVI

"Well,whatDIDyoumakeofher,mydear?"Mrs。Marchdemandedtheinstantshewasbeyondtheirhearing。"Imustsay,youdidn"tspareyourselfinthecause;youdidbravely。Whatisshelike?"

"Really,Idon"tknow,"Ianswered,afteramoment"sreflection。"I

shouldsayshewasalmostpurelypotential。She"snotsomuchthisorthatkindofgirl;she"smerelyaradiantimageofgirlhood。"

"Now,yourchicquingit,you"refakingit,"saidMrs。March,borrowingtheverbsseverallyfromthearteditorandthepublisherofEveryOtherWeek。"YouhavegottotellmejusthowmuchandhowlittletherereallyisofherbeforeIgoanyfurtherwiththem。Isshestupid?"

"No——no;Ishouldn"tsaystupidexactly。Sheis——whatshallIsay?——

extremelyplain-minded。Isupposethegoddesseswereplain-minded。

I"malittlepuzzledbyherattitudetowardherownbeauty。Shedoesn"tliveherbeautyanymorethanapoetliveshispoetryorapainterhispainting;thoughI"venodoubtsheknowshergiftishersjustastheydo。"

"IthinkIunderstand。Youmeansheisn"tconscious。"

"No。Consciousisn"tquitetheword,"Isaidfastidiously。"Isn"ttheresomewordthatsaysless,ormore,inthesamedirection?"

"No,thereisn"t;andIshallthinkyoudon"tmeananythingatallifyoukeepon。Now,tellmehowshereallyimpressedyou。Doessheknowanything?Hasshereadanything?Hassheanyideas?"

"Really,Ican"tsaywhethertheywereideasornot。SheknewwhatEveryOtherWeekwas;shehadreadthestoriesinit;butI"mnotsureshevalueditatitstrueworth。Sheisveryplain-minded。"

"Don"tkeeprepeatingthat!Whatdoyoumeanbyplain-minded?"

"Well,honest,single,common-sense,coherent,arithmetical。"

"Horrors!DoyoumeanthatsheisMANNISH?"

"No,notmannish。Andyetshegavemethenotionthat,whenitcametocompanionship,shewouldbejustaswellsatisfiedwithalotofgirlsasyoungmen。"

Mrs。Marchpulledherhandoutofmyarm,andstoppedshortunderoneofthosetallSaratogashade-treestodramatiseherinference。

"Thensheistheslyestofallpossiblepusses!Didshegiveyouthenotionthatshewouldbejustaswellsatisfiedwithyouaswithayoungman!"

"Shecouldn"tdeceivemesofarasTHAT,mydear。"

"Verywell;Ishalltakeherinhandmyselfto-morrow,andfindoutwhatshereallyis。"

Mrs。MarchwentshoppingthenextforenoonwithwhatwasleftoftheDeeringparty;Deeringhadtakentheearlytrainnorth,andsheseemedtohavefoundtheladieslivelierwithouthim。Sheformedtheimpressionfromtheirmorejoyousbehaviourthathekepthiswifefromspendingasmuchmoneyasshewouldnaturallyhavedone,andthat,whilehewasnotperhapsexactlyselfish,hewasforgetfulofheryouth,ofthedifferenceinyearsbetweenthem,andofhercapacityforpleasureswhichhecouldnotcarefor。ShesaidthatMrs。DeeringandMissGagenowactedliketwogirlstogether,and,ifanything,MissGageseemedtheelderofthetwo。

"Andwhatdidyoudecideabouther?"Iinquired。

"Well,Ihelpedherbuyahatandajacketatoneofthoseniceshopsjustbelowthehotelwherethey"restopping,andwe"vestartedaneveningdressforher。Shecan"twearthatwhiteduckmorning,noon,andnight。"

"Buthercharacter——hernature?"

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