投诉 阅读记录

第1章

ThedayhadbeenveryhotunderthetalltreeswhicheverywhereembowerandstifleSaratoga,fortheyshutouttheairaswellasthesun;andaftertea(theystillhaveanearlydinneratallthehotelsinSaratoga,andteaisthelastmealoftheday)IstrolledovertotheprettyCongressPark,inthehopeofgettingabreathofcoolnessthere。Mrs。Marchpreferredtotakethechancesontheverandahofourpleasantlittlehotel,whereIleftherwiththeotherladies,fortyfanninglikeone,astheyrockedtoandfroundertheroofliftedtothethirdstorybythoseloftyshaftspeculiartotheSaratogaarchitecture。Asfarascoolnesswasconcerned,IthoughtshewaswiseafterIreachedthepark,forI

foundnoneofitthere。Itriedfirstachairinthearabesquepavilion(Icallitarabesqueindespair;itmightverywellbeSwiss;itischarming,atallevents),andstudiedtodeceivemyselfwiththefresh-lookingebullitionofthespringinthevastglassbowlsyourgobletsareservedfrom(peoplesayitispumped,andartificiallyaerated);butafterafewmomentsthiswouldnotdo,andIwentouttoabench,oftherowsbesidethegravelledwalks。

Itwasnobetterthere;butIfancieditwouldbebetteronthelittleisleinthelittlelake,wherethefountainwasflingingasheafofsprayintothedullair。Thislookedevencoolerthanthebubblingspringintheglassvases,anditsoundedvastlycooler。

Therewouldbemosquitoesthere,ofcourse,IadmittedinthedebateIhadwithmyselfbeforeIdecidedtomakeexperimentoftheplace,andtheeventprovedmeright。TherewerecertainlysomemosquitoesintheGreciantemple(ifitisnotaTurkishkiosk;perhapswehadbettercompromise,andcallitaGreciankiosk),whichyoureachbyafoot-bridgefromthemainland,andtherewasadampintheairwhichmightpassforcoolness。Therewerethreeorfourpeoplestandingvaguelyaboutinthekiosk;butmyidlemindfixeditselfuponayoungFrench-Canadianmotheroflowdegree,whosat,withhersmallboy,onthevergeofthepavementnearthewater。Shescoldedhimintheirparlanceforhavinggothimselfsodirty,andthenshesmackedhispoor,filthylittlehands,withafrownofsuperiorvirtue,thoughIdidnotfindhersoverymuchcleanerherself。I

cannotseechildrenbeatenwithoutaheartache,andIcontinuedtosufferforthissmallwretchevenafterhehadavengedhimselfbyeatingahandfulofpeanutshells,whichwouldbesuretodisagreewithhimandmakehismothermoretrouble。Infact,Iexperiencednorelieftillhismother,havingspentherinsensatepassion,gatheredhimupwithsufficienttenderness,andcarriedhimaway。

Then,forthefirsttime,Inoticedagirlsittinginachairjustoutsidethekiosk,andshowingagracefulyoungfigureasshepartlyturnedtolookafterthedepartingmotherandherchild。Whensheturnedagainandglancedinmydirection,atthenoiseImadeinplacingmychair,Icouldseetwothings——thatshehadasmuchbeautyasgrace,andthatshewasdisappointedinme。Thelatterfactdidnotwoundme,forIfeltitsprofoundimpersonality。Iwasnotwronginmyself;Iwassimplywronginbeinganelderlymanwithagreybeardinsteadofthehandsomeshapeandphaseofyouthwhichherownyoungbeautyhadarighttoinmyplace。Iwasnotonlynotwounded,butIwasnotsorrynottobethatshapeandphaseofyouth,exceptasIhatetodisappointanyone。

Herfacewasverybeautiful;itwasquiteperfectlybeautiful,andofsuchclassicmouldthatshemightwellhavebeenthetutelarygoddessofthattemple(ifitwasatemple,andnotakiosk),inthewhiteduckcostumewhichthegoddesseswerewearingthatsummer。

HerfeatureswereGreek,butherlookswereAmerican;andshewasnonethelessagoddess,Idecided,becauseofthatairofsomethingexacting,ofnotquitesatisfied,whichmadememoreandmorewillingtobeelderlyandgrey-bearded。Iatleastshouldnotbeexpectedtosupplytheworshipnecessarytokeepsuchagoddessingoodhumour。

IdonotknowjusthowIcanaccountforastrainofcompassionwhichmingledwiththissenseofirresponsibilityinme;perhapsitwasmyfeelingofsecuritythatattunedmetopity;butcertainlyI

didnotlookatthisyounggirllongwithoutbeginningtogrieveforher,andtoweaveaboutherawebofpossibilities,whichgrewcloserandfirmerintexturewhenshewasjoinedbyacouplewhohadapparentlynotleftheragreatwhilebefore,andwhospoke,withoutotherwisesalutingher,astheysatdownoneithersideofher。I

instantlyinterpretedherfriendstobetheyoungwifeandmiddle-

agedhusbandofasecondmarriage;fortheywereevidentlymanandwife,andhemusthavebeennearlytwiceasoldasshe。Inpersonhetendedtotheweightwhichexpressessettledprosperity,andacertainsolidificationoftemperamentandcharacter;astohisface,itwaskind,anditwasratherhumorous,inspiteofbeingalittleslowinthecastofminditsuggested。Heworeaniron-greybeardonhischeeksandchin,buthehadhisstrongupperlipcleanshaven;somedropsofperspirationstooduponit,anduponhisforehead,whichshoweditselfwelluptowardhiscrownunderthedampstringsofhisscantyhair。Helookedattheyounggoddessinwhiteduckwithasortoftroubleinhisfriendlycountenance,andhiswife(ifitwashiswife)seemedtosharehisconcern,thoughshesmiled,whileheletthecornersofhisstraightmouthdroop。

Shewassmallerthantheyounggirl,andIthoughtalmostasyoung;

andshehadtheairofbeingsomehowresponsibleforher,andcowedbyher,thoughthewordsaysrathermorethanImean。Shewasnotsowelldressed;thatis,notsostylishly,thoughdoubtlesshercostumewasmoreexpensive。Itseemedtheinspirationofavillagedressmaker;andherhusband"slow-cutwaistcoat,andhisexpanseofplaitedshirt-front,betrayedaprovincialidealwhichshewouldneverdecry——whichshewouldperhapsneverfinddifferentfromthemostworldly。Hehadprobably,Iswiftlyimagined,beenwearingjustthatkindofclothesfortwentyyears,andtellinghistailortomakeeachnewsuitlikethelast;hehadbeenbuyingforthesameperiodthesameshapeofPanamahat,regardlessofthecontinuallychangingtypeofstrawhatsonotherheads。Icannotsayjustwhy,ashetiltedhischairbackonitshind-legs,Ifeltthathewaseitherthecashierofthevillagebankathome,oroneoftheprincipalbusinessmenoftheplace。VillagepeopleIwasquiteresolutetohavethemall;butIleftthemfreetohavecomefromsomesmallmanufacturingcentreinwesternMassachusettsorsouthernVermontorcentralNewYork。Itwaseasytoseethattheywerenotinthehabitofcomingawayfromtheirplace,whereveritwas;andI

wonderedwhethertheywerefindingtheiraccountinthepresentexcursion。

ImyselfthinkSaratogaoneofthemostdelightfulspectaclesintheworld,andMrs。Marchisofthesamemindaboutit。Welikeallthewaters,anddrinkthemwithoutregardtotheirdifferentproperties;

butweratherprefertheCongressspring,becauseitissuchapleasantplacetolistentotheTroymilitarybandintheafternoon,andthemoreorlessvocalconcertintheevening。AlltheSaratogaworldcomesandgoesbeforeus,aswesittherebydayandbynight,andwefindaperpetualinterestinit。Wegoandlookatthedeer(aherdoftwo,Ithink)behindtheirwirenettinginthesouthwardvalleyofthepark,andwewouldfeedthetroutintheirbluetankifwedidnotseethemsufferingwithsurfeit,andhanginginmotionlessmiseryamidtheclearwaterunderacloudofbreadcrumbs。Wearesuchdevoteesofthespecialattractionsofferedfromtimetotimethatwedonotmissasingleballoonascensionorpyrotechnicdisplay。Infact,ithappenedtomeonesummerthatI

studiedsoearnestlyandsocloselythecountenanceoftheladywhowentup(intrunk-hose),inordertomakeoutjustwhatweretheemotionsofaladywhowentupeveryafternooninaballoon,thatwhenwemetneartheendoftheseasoninBroadwayIthoughtImusthaveseenhersomewhereinsociety,andtookoffmyhattoher(shewasnotatthemomentintrunk-hose)。Welikegoingabouttothegreathotels,andspongingonthemforthemusicintheforenoon;welikethegaudyshopsofmodeskeptbyartistswhoseaddressesareFrenchandwhosesurnamesareIrish;andthebazaarsoftheArmeniansandJapanese,whoserugsandbric-a-bracarenotsuchbargainsasyouwouldthink。Weevengototheracessometimes;wearenotsureitisquiteright,butaswedonotbet,andareneverdecidedastowhichhorsehaswon,itisperhapsnotsowrongasitmightbe。

SomehowIcouldnotpredicatethesesimplejoysofthepeopleIhavebeentalkingof,fortheveryreason,thattheywerethemselvessosimple。Itwasoursophisticationwhichenabledustotastepleasureswhichwouldhavebeeninsipiditiestothem。Theirpalateswouldhavedemandedotherflavours——socialexcitements,balls,flirtations,almostescapades。Ispeakofthetwowomen;theman,doubtless,likemostotherAmericansofhisage,wantednothingbuttogetbacktobusinessinthesmalltownwherehewasimportant;

andstillmoreIspeakoftheyounggirl;fortheyoungwifeI

fanciedverywillingtogobacktoherhouse-keeping,andtobestayingoninSaratogaonlyonherfriend"saccount。

CHAPTERII

Ihadalreadymadeupmymindthattheyhadbeentheclosestfriendsbeforeoneofthemmarried,andthattheyoungwifestillthoughttheyounggirlworthyofthemostsplendidfatethatmarriagecouldhaveinstoreforanyofhersex。Womenoftenmakeeachothertheidolsofsuchworship;butIcouldnothavejustifiedthislady"sadorationsofarasitconcernedthementalandmoralqualitiesofherfriend,thoughIfullyshareditinregardtoherbeauty。Tomeshelookedalittledullandalittleselfish,andI

chosetothinkthehusbandmodestlyfoundherselfish,ifheweretoomodesttofindherdull。

Yet,afterall,Itacitlyarguedwithhim,whyshouldwecallherselfish?Itwasperfectlyrightandfitthat,asayounggirlwithsuchgreatpersonaladvantages,sheshouldwishtoseetheworld——

eventoshowherselftotheworld,——andfindinitsomeagreeableyouthwhoshouldadmireher,anddesiretomakeherhisownforever。Comparethissimpleandnaturallongingwiththeinsatiategreedandambitionofoneofourownsex,Iurgedhim,andthentalktome,ifyoucan,ofthispoorgirl"sselfishness!Ayoungmanhasmoreegoisminanhourthanayounggirlhasinherwholelife。Shethinksshewishessomeonetobedevotedtoher,butshereallywishessomeonetoletherbedevotedtohim;andhowpassively,hownegatively,shemustmanagetoaccomplishherself-sacrifice!He,onthecontrary,meanstogoconqueringandenslavingforward;tobeinandoutofloverightandleft,andtoend,aftermanyyearsoftriumph,inthepossessionofthebestandwisestandfairestofhersex。Iknowthebreed,mydearsir;Ihavebeenayoungmanmyself。

Wemenhaveliberty,wehaveinitiative;wearenotchaperoned;wecangotothisoneandthatonefreelyandfearlessly。Butwomenmustsitstill,andbecometoorshiedofffrom。Theycannotcasttheboldeyeofinterest;theycanatmostbridleunderit,andfurtivelyrespondfromthecorneroftheeyeofweakhopeandgentledeprecation。Bepatient,then,withthispoorchildifshedarklesalittleunderthedisappointmentofnotfindingSaratogasopersonallygayasshesupposeditwouldbe,andtakesitoutofyouandyourwife,asifyouweretoblameforit,insomethinglikesulks。

Heremainedsilentunderthesetacitappeals,butattheendheheavedadeepsigh,ashemightifhewereacknowledgingtheirjustice,andwerepromisingtodohisverybestinthecircumstances。Hiswifelookedroundathim,butdidnotspeak。Infact,theynoneofthemspokeafterthefirstwordsofgreetingtothegirl,asIcanverywelltestify;forIsateavesdroppingwithallmymight,resolvednottoloseasyllable,andIamsureIlostnone。

Theyounggirldidnotlookroundatthatdeep-drawnsighoftheman"s;shedidnotliftherheadevenwhenheclearedhisthroat:

butIwasintentuponhim,forIthoughtthatthesesoundspreludedanoverture(Iamnotsureofthefigure)tomyacquaintance,andinfactheactuallyasked,"Doyouknowjustwhentheconcertbegins?"

Iwasoverjoyedathisquestion,forIwaspoignantlyinterestedinthelittlesituationIhadcreated,andImadehastetoanswer:

"Well,nominallyateighto"clock;butthefirsthalf-hourisusuallytakenupintuningtheinstruments。Ifyougetintothepavilionataquartertonineyouwon"tlosemuch。Itisn"tsobadwhenitreallybegins。"

ThemanpermittedhimselfasmileofthepleasureweAmericansallfeelathavingathingunderstatedinthatway。Hiswifeaskedtimidly,"Dowehavetoengageourseatsinthe——pavilion?"

"Oh,no,"Ilaughed;"there"snosuchrushasthat。Haven"tyoubeenattheconcertsbefore?"

Themanansweredforher:"Wehaven"tbeenherebutafewdays。I

shouldthink,"headdedtoher,"itwouldbeaboutascomfortableoutsideofthehouse。"Iperceivedthathemaintainedhisindependenceofmysuperiorknowledgebyrefusingtosay"pavilion";

andinfactIdonotknowwhetherthatistherightnameforthebuildingmyself。

"Itwillbehotenoughanywhere,"Iassented,asiftheremarkhadbeenmadetome;buthereIdrewthelineoutofself-respect,andresolvedthatheshouldmakethenextadvances。

Theyounggirllookedupatthefirstsoundofmyvoice,andverifiedmeastheelderlymanwhomshehadseenbefore;andthenshelookeddownatthewateragain。Iunderstood,andIfreelyforgaveher。IfmybeardhadbeenbrowninsteadofgreyIshouldhavebeenanadventure;buttotheeyeofgirlhoodadventurecanneverwearagreybeard。Iwastrulysorryforher;IcouldreadinthepensivedroopofheravertedfacethatIwasagainadisappointment。

Theyallthreesat,withoutspeakingagain,inthemannerlesssilenceofAmericans。ThemanwasnotgoingtofeelboundinfurthercivilitytomebecauseIhadcivillyansweredaquestionofhis。Idivinedthathewouldbegladtowithdrawfromtheoverturehehadmade;hemayhavethoughtfrommyreadinesstomeethimhalfwaythatImightbeoneofthosesharpersinwhomSaratogaprobablyabounded。Thisdidnotoffendme;itamusedme;IfanciedhisconfusionifhecouldsuddenlyknowhowhelplesslyandirreparablyhonestIwas。

"Idon"tknowbutit"salittletoodamphere,Rufus,"saidthewife。

"Idon"tknowbutitis,"heanswered;butnoneofthemmoved,andnoneofthemspokeagainforsomeminutes。Thenthewifesaidagain,butthistimetothefriend,"Idon"tknowbutit"salittletoodamphere,Julia,"andthefriendanswered,asthehusbandhad-

"Idon"tknowbutitis。"

Ihadtwosurprisesinthisslightevent。IcouldneverhaveimaginedthatthegirlhadsobrunetteanameasJulia,oranythinglessblondinsoundthan,say,Evadne,attheverydarkest;andI

hadmadeupmymind——Heavenknowswhy——thathervoicewouldbeharsh。PerhapsIthoughtitunfairthatsheshouldhaveasweetvoiceaddedtoallthatbeautyandgraceofhers;butshehadasweetvoice,verytenderandmelodious,withaplangentnoteinitthattouchedmeandcharmedme。Beautifulandgracefulasshewas,shehadlackedatmospherebefore,andnowsuddenlyshehadatmosphere。IresolvedtokeepasneartothesepeopleasIcould,andnottoleavetheplaceaslongastheystayed;butIdidnotthinkitwelltoletthemfeelthatIwasaestheticallyshadowingthem,andIgotupandstrolledawaytowardthepavilion,keepinganeyeinthebackofmyheaduponthem。

Isatdowninacommandingposition,andwatchedthepeoplegatheringfortheconcert;andinthedramaofagroupofCubans,orofSouthAmericans,Ialmostforgotforamomentthepaleidylofmycompatriotsatthekiosk。Therewasashort,stoutlittleSpanishwomanspeakingintheshapelysentenceswhichtheLatinraceeverywheredelightsin,andaroundherwasanincreasingnumberofseriousSpanishmen,listeningasiftoimportantthings,andpayingherthatrespectfulattentionwhichalwaysamusesandpuzzlesme。

Inviewofwhatwethinktheirlowestimateofwomen,Icannotmakeoutwhetheritisapersonaltributetosomespecificwomanwhomtheyregarddifferentlyfromalltherestofhersex,orwhethertheychoosetoknowinherforthenoucetheabstractwomanwhoisbetterthanwomanintheconcrete。IamsureIhaveneverseenmenofanyotherraceabandonthemselvestosuchaluxuryofrespectastheseblackandgreybeardedSpaniardsofleadencomplexionshowedthisdumpypersonificationofwomanhood,withtheirprominenteyesbentinhomageuponher,andtheirhandstremblingwithreadinesstoseizetheirhatsoffinreverence。Itappearedpresentlythatthemattertheywereallcanvassingsodevoutlywasthequestionofwheresheshouldsit。Itseemedtobedecidedthatshecouldnotdobetterthansitjustatthatpoint。Whensheactuallytookachairthestatelyconvocationended,anditsmembers,withlowobeisances,dispersedthemselvesindifferentdirections。TheyhadprobablyallbeensittingwithherthewholeafternoonontheverandahoftheEverettHouse,wheretheirracechieflyresortsinSaratoga,andtheywereavailingthemselvesofthisoccasiontoappeartobemeetingher,afteralonginterval,insociety。

IsaidtomyselfthatofcoursetheybelievedSaratogawasstillthatcentreofAmericanfashionwhichitoncewas,andthattheycameandwenteverysummer,probablyinthebeliefthattheysawagreatdealofsocialgaietythere。Thismademethink,byanaturalseriesoftransitions,ofthepersonsofmyAmericanidyl,andI

lookedaboutthepavilioneverywhereforthemwithoutdiscovering,tillthelast,thattheywerejustbehindme。

Ifoundthefacttouching。Theyhadnotwishedtobeinanywisebeholdentome,andhadeventriedtorejectmyfriendlyreadinesstoknowthembetter;buttheyhadprobablysoughtmyvicinityinasenseoftheirlonelinessandhelplessness,whichtheyhopedIwouldnotdivine,butwhichIdivinedinstantly。Still,Ithoughtitbestnottoshowanyconsciousnessofthem,andwesatthroughthefirstpartoftheconcertwithouttakingnoticeofoneanother。Thenthemanleanedforwardandtouchedmeontheshoulder。

"Willyouletmetakeyourprogrammeaminute?"

"Why,certainly,"saidI。

Hetookit,andafteravagueglanceatithepassedittohiswife,whogaveitinturntotheyounggirl。Shestudieditverybriefly,andthen,afteraquestioninglook,offereditbacktome。

"Won"tyoukeepit?"Ientreated。"I"vequitedonewithit。"

"Oh,thankyou,"sheansweredinhertendervoice,andsheandthewifelookedhardattheman,whomtheyseemedtouniteinpushingforwardbythatmeans。

Hehemmed,andasked,"HaveyoubeeninSaratogamuch?"

"Why,yes,"Isaid;"ratheragooddeal。MywifeandIhavebeenherethreeorfoursummers。"

Attheconfessionofmymarriedstate,whichthisstatementimplicated,thewomenexchangedaglance,Ifancied,oftriumph,asiftheyhadbeentalkingaboutme,andIhadnowconfirmedthegroundtheyhadtakenconcerningme。Thentheyjoinedingoadingthemanonagainwiththeireyes。

"Whichhotel,"heasked,"shouldyousayhadthemostgoingon?"

Theyounggirlandthewifetransferredtheirgazetome,withanintensifiedappealinit。Themanlookedawaywithacertainshame——

theshameofamanwhofeelsthathiswifehasmadehimmakeanassofhimself。Itriedtotreathisquestion,bythequantityandqualityofmyanswer,asoneofthemostnaturalthingsintheworld;andIprobablydeceivedthemallbythiseffort,thoughIamsurethatIwasmosttruthfulandjustconcerningtheclaimsofthedifferenthotelstobethecentreofexcitement。IthoughtIhadearnedtherighttoaskattheend,"AreyoustoppingattheGrandUnion?"

"No,"hesaid;andhementionedoneofthesmallerhotels,whichdependuponthegreathousesfortheentertainmentoftheirguests。

"Areyouthere?"heasked,meaningtheGrandUnion。

"Ohno,"Isaid;"wecouldn"tdothatsortofthing,evenifwewanted。"AndinmyturnInamedthemodesthotelwherewewere,andsaidthatIthoughtitbyalloddsthepleasantestplaceinSaratoga。"ButIcan"tsay,"Iadded,"thatthereisagreatdealgoingonthere,either。Ifyouwantthatsortofthingyouwillhavetogotosomeofthegreathotels。Wehaveourlittleamusements,butthey"reallrathermild。"Ikepttalkingtotheman,butreallyaddressingmyselftothewomen。"There"ssomethingnearlyeveryevening:prestidigitating,orelocutioning,oralittleconcert,orcharades,orimpromptutheatricals,orsomethingofthatsort。Ican"tsaythere"sdancing,thoughreally,I

suppose,ifanyonewantedtodancetherewouldbedancing。"

Iwasawarethatthewomenlistenedintelligently,evenifthemandidnot。Thewifedrewalongbreath,andsaid,"Itmustbeverypleasant。"

Thegirlsaid——rathermorehungrily,Ifancied——"Yes,indeed。"

Idon"tknowwhytheirinterestshouldhavepromptedmetogoonandpaintthelilyalittle,butIcertainlydidso。Ididnotstoptillthemusicbeganagain,andIhadtostop。BythetimethepiecewasfinishedIhadbeguntohavemymisgivings,andIprofitedbythebriefintervalofsilencetosaytotheyounggirl,"I

wouldn"thaveyouthinkweareawhirlofgaietyexactly。"

"Ohno,"sheansweredpathetically,asifshewerequitepastexpectingthatoranythinglikeit。

Weweresilentagain。Attheendofthenextpiecetheyallrose,andthewifesaidtimidlytome,"Well,good-evening,"asifshemightbeventuringtoofar;andherhusbandcametoherrescuewith"Well,good-evening,sir。"Theyounggirlmerelybowed。

Ididnotstaymuchlonger,forIwaseagertogethomeandtellmywifeaboutmyadventure,whichseemedtomeofaveryrareandthrillingkind。IbelievedthatifIcouldpresentittoherduly,itwouldinterestherasmuchasithadinterestedme。Butsomehow,asIwentonwithitinthelamplightofherroom,itseemedtolosecolourandspecificcharacter。

"YouarealwaysmakinguptheseromancesaboutyounggirlsbeingoffanddisappointedofagoodtimeeversincewesawthatpoorlittleKittyEllisonwithhercousinsatNiagara,"saidMrs。March。"Youseemtohaveitonthebrain。"

"Becauseit"sthemosttragicalthingintheworld,andthecommonestinourtransitionstate,"Iretorted。Iwassomewhatexasperatedtohavemyromancetreatedassostaleasituation,thoughIwasconsciousnowthatitdidwantperfectnovelty。"It"spreciselyforthatreasonthatIliketobreakmyheartoverit。I

seeiteverysummer,anditkeepsmeinapassionofpity。

Somethingoughttobedoneaboutit。"

"Well,don"tYOUtrytodoanything,Basil,unlessyouwritetothenewspapers。"

"Isuppose,"Isaid,"thatifthenewspaperscouldbegottotakeholdofit,perhapssomethingmightbedone。"Thenotionamusedme;

Iwentontoplaywithit,andimaginedSaratoga,byajointeffortoftheleadingjournals,recolonisedwiththesociallifethatoncemadeittheparadiseofyoungpeople。

"Ihavebeenwritingtothechildren,"saidmywife,"andtellingthemtostayonatYorkHarbouriftheHerrickswantthemsomuch。

Theywouldhateithere。Yousaythegirllookedcross。Ican"texactlyimagineacrossgoddess。"

"Therewerelotsofcrossgoddesses,"Isaidrathercrosslymyself;

forIsawthat,afterhavingtroddenmyromanceinthedust,shewaswillingIshouldpickitupagainandshakeitoff,andIwishedtoshowherthatIwasnottobesolightlyappeased。

"PerhapsIwasthinkingofangels,"shemurmured。

"Idistinctlydidn"tsayshewasanangel,"Ireturned。

"Now,come,Basil;Iseeyou"rekeepingsomethingback。Whatdidyoutrytodoforthosepeople?Didyoutellthemwhereyouwerestopping?"

"Yes,Idid。Theyaskedme,andItoldthem。"

"Didyoubragtheplaceup?"

"Onthecontrary,Iunderstateditsmerits。"

"Oh,verywell,then,"shesaid,quiteasifIhadconfessedmyguilt;"theywillcomehere,andyouwillhaveyourromanceonyourhandsfortherestofthemonth。I"mthankfulwe"regoingawaythefirstofAugust。"

CHAPTERIII

Thenextafternoon,whileweweresittingintheparkwaitingfortheTroybandtobeginplaying,andIwaswonderingjustwhentheywouldreachthe"WashingtonPostMarch,"whichIlikebecauseIcanalwaysbesureofit,myunknownfriendscamestrollingourway。

Themanlookedbewilderedandbored,withsomethingofdesperationinhistroubledeye,andhiswifelookedtiredanddisheartened。

Theyounggirl,stillinwhiteduck,worethesameairofpassiveinjuryIhadnotedinherthenightbefore。Theirfacesallthreelightedupatsightofme;buttheyfadedagainatthecoldandmeagreresponseImadetotheirsmilesundercorrectionofmywife"sfearsofthem。Iownitwasbaseofme;butIhadbeguntofeelmyselfthatitmightbetoolargeacontracttoattempttheirconsolation,and,infact,afteroneisfiftyscarcelyanyromancewillkeepovernight。

Mywifeglancedfromthemtome,andreadmycowardlymind;butshewaitedtilltheypassed,astheydidafteraninvoluntaryfalteringinfrontofus,andwerekeepingondownthepath,lookingatthebenches,whichwerefilledoneitherhand。Shesaid,"Weren"tthoseyourfriends?"

"Theywerethepersonsofmyromance。"

"Nomatter。Goaftertheminstantlyandbringthembackhere,poorthings。Wecanmakeroomforthem。"

Irose。"Isn"tthisalittletooidyllic?Aren"tyouratheroverdoingit?"

"Don"tspeaktome,Basil!Ineverheardofanythingsoatrocious。

Goonyourkneestothemiftheyrefuse!Theycansitherewithme,andyouandhecanstand。Fly!"

Iknewshewaspunishingmeforherownreluctance;butIflew,inthatsenseoftheterm,andeasilyoverhauledtheminthetangleofpeoplecomingandgoinginthepath,andthenursemaidspushingtheirperambulatorsineitherdirection。HatinhandIdeliveredmymessage。Icouldseethatitgavethewomengreatpleasureandthemansomedoubt。Hismouthfellopenalittle;theircheeksflushedandtheireyesshone。

"Idon"tknowaswebetter,"thewifehesitated;"I"mafraidwe"llcrowdyou。"Andshelookedwistfullytowardmywife。Theyounggirllookedather。

"Notatall!"Icried。"There"sanabundanceofroom。Mywife"skeepingtheplacesforyou,"——infact,Isawherputtingherarmoutalongthebench,andexplainingtoacouplewhohadhaltedinfrontofherthattheseatsweretaken——"andshe"llbedisappointed。"

"Well,"thewomanconsented,withalittlesighoftriumphthattouchedme,andreanimatedallmyinterestinherandinherfriend。

Shesaid,withasortofshy,instinctivepoliteness,"Idon"tknowasyouandMr。Deeringgotacquaintedlastnight。"

"MynameisMarch,"Isaid,andIshookthehandofMr。Deering。Itwasratherthick。

"Andthis——isourfriend,"Mrs。Peeringwenton,inpresentationofmetotheyounglady,"MissGage,that"scomewithus。"

IwasdelightedthatIhadguessedtheirrelativequalitiessoperfectly,andwhenwearrivedatMrs。MarchIgliblypresentedthem。MywifewasallthatIcouldhavewishedhertobeofsympatheticandintelligent。Shedidnotoverdoitbyshakinghands,butshemadeplacesfortheladies,smilingcordially;andMrs。DeeringmadeMissGagetaketheseatbetweenthem。HerhusbandandIstoodawhileinfrontofthem,andthenIsaidwewouldgooffandfindchairssomewhere。

Wedidnotfindanytillwehadclimbedtotheuplandatthesouth-

eastofthepark,andthenonlytwoironones,whichitwasuselesstothinkoftransporting。Buttherewasnoreasonwhyweshouldnotsitinthemwheretheywere:wecouldkeeptheladiesinplainsight,andIcouldnotmistake"WashingtonPost"whenthebandcametoit。Mr。Deeringsankintooneofthechairswithasighofsatisfactionwhichseemedtocompleteitselfwhenhediscoveredinthethickgrassathisfeetatwigfromoneofthetall,slimpinesaboveus。Hebentoverforit,andthen,ashetookouthispenknifeandclickedopenabladetobeginwhittling,hecastupacriticalglanceatthetrees。

"Prettynicepines,"hesaid;andheputhishandontheonenexttouswithasortofappreciationthatinterestedme。

"Yes;thetreesofSaratogaarethegloryoftheplace,"Ireturned。

"Ineversawthemgrowanywhereelsesotallandslim。Itdoesn"tseemtheeffectofcrowdingeither。It"sasiftherewassomechemicalforceinthesoilthatshotthemup。They"relikerocketsthathaven"tleftthegroundyet。"

"It"sthecrowding,"hesaidseriously,asifthesubjectwerenottobetrifledwith。"It"sthehabitofallthesetrees——pinesandoaksandmaples,Idon"tcarewhattheyare——tospread,andthat"swhatwetellourcustomers。Givethetreesplentyofroom;don"tplant"emtoothickifyouwanttogetallthegoodoutof"em。"Asifhesawaquestioninmyeye,hewenton:"Wedoaforest-treebusinessexclusively;theseshade-trees,andwalnuts,hickories,chestnuts,andallkinds。It"sabigtrade,gettingtobe,andgrowingallthetime。Folkshavebeguntofindoutwhatfoolstheyweretodestroytheforests,andthechildrenwanttobuybackwhatthefathersthrewaway。"

Iscarcelyneededtoprompthim;hewasonlytoogladtotalkonabouthisbusiness,andhespokewithasortofhomesickfondness。

HetoldmethathehadhisnurseriesatDeWittPoint,upontheSt。

Lawrence,wherehecouldraisestockhardyenoughforanyclimate,andshipbylandorwater。

"I"vegottobegettinghomerightawaynow,"hesaidfinally,clickinghisknife-bladehalfshutandopenwithhisthumb。

"It"sabouttimeforourevergreentrade,andIdon"twantthetreestostayaminuteinthegroundafterthemiddleofthemonth。"

"Won"ttheladiesfindithardtotearthemselvesawayfromthegaietiesofSaratoga?"Iaskedwithapparentvagueness。

"Well,that"sit,"saidMr。Deering;andheshuthisknifeandslippeditintohispocket,inordertotakehiskneebetweenhisclaspedhandsandlifthislegfromtheground。Ihavenoticedthatthisisaphilosophicalattitudewithsomepeople,andIwaspreparedbyitforsomethoughtfulgeneralisingfrommycompanion。

"Womenwouldbewillingtostayoninaplaceforayeartoseeifsomethingwouldn"thappen;andifyoutake"emawaybeforeanythinghappens,they"llalwaysthinkthatifthey"dstayedsomethingwouldhavehappenedthenextday,ormaybethedaytheyleft。"

Hestaredupwardintothepineboughs,andIsaid:"Yes,that"sso。

Isupposeweshouldbelikethemifwehadthesameconditions。

Theirwholelifeisanexpectationofsomethingtohappen。Menhavetheprivilegeofmakingthingshappen——ortryingto。"

"Oh,Idon"tknowasIwanttocriticise"em。Asyousay,IguessWEshouldbejustso。"Hedroppedhisleg,andbentoverasiftoexaminethegrass;heendedbytakingabladeofitbetweenhisteethbeforehespokeagain,withhisheadstilldown。"Idon"twanttohurry"em;Iwanttogive"emafairshownowwe"rehere,andI"llletthestockgoaslongasIcan。ButIdon"tseeverymuchgaietyaround。"

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