第4章
"Yes;Idon"tknowtheboylately;buthe"llbeasbadaseverwhenhe"swell,"returnedFanny,whohadn"tmuchfaithinsick-bedrepentances。
"Muchyouknowaboutit,"growledTom,lyingdownagain,forhehadsatboltuprightwhenPollymadetheastoundingdeclarationthathewaslikethewell-belovedJimmy。ThatsimplelittlehistoryhadmadeadeepimpressiononTom,andthetearfulendingtouchedthetenderspotthatmostboyshidesocarefully。Itisverypleasanttobelovedandadmired,verysweettothinkweshallbemissedandmournedwhenwedie;andTomwasseizedwithasuddendesiretoimitatethisboy,whohadn"tdoneanythingwonderful,yetwassodeartohissister,thatshecriedforhimawholeyearafterhewasdead;sostudiousandclever,thepeoplecalledhim"afinefellow";andsoanxioustobegood,thathekeptontrying,tillhewasbettereventhanPolly,whomTomprivatelyconsideredamodelofvirtue,asgirlsgo。
"IjustwishIhadasisterlikeyou,"hebrokeout,allofasudden。
"AndIjustwishIhadabrotherlikeJim,"criedFanny,forshefeltthereproachinTom"swords,andknewshedeservedit。
"Ishouldn"tthinkyou"denvyanybody,foryou"vegotoneanother,"
saidPolly,withsuchawistfullook,thatitsuddenlysetTomandFannytowonderingwhytheydidn"thavebettertimestogether,andenjoythemselves,asPollyandJimdid。
"Fandon"tcareforanybodybutherself,"saidTom。
"Tomissuchabear,"retortedFanny。
"Iwouldn"tsaysuchthings,forifanythingshouldhappentoeitherofyou,theotheronewouldfeelsosorry。EverycrosswordIeversaidtoJimmycomesbacknow,andmakesmewishIhadn"t。"
TwogreattearsrolleddownPolly"scheeks,andwerequietlywipedaway;
butIthinktheywateredthatsweetsentiment,calledfraternallove,whichtillnowhadbeenneglectedintheheartsofthisbrotherandsister。Theydidn"tsayanythingthen,ormakeanyplans,orconfessanyfaults;butwhentheypartedforthenight,Fannygavethewoundedheadagentlepat(Tomneverwouldhaveforgivenherifshehadkissedhim),andsaid,inawhisper,"Ihopeyou"llhaveagoodsleep,Tommy,dear。"
AndTomnoddedbackather,withahearty"Sametoyou,Fan。"
Thatwasall;butitmeantagooddeal,forthevoiceswerekind,andtheeyesmetfullofthataffectionwhichmakeswordsoflittleconsequence。
Pollysawit;andthoughshedidn"tknowthatshehadmadethesunshine,itshonebackuponhersopleasantly,thatshefellhappilyasleep,thoughherJimmywasn"ttheretosay"good-night。"ChapterV。ChapterV。CHAPTERVSCRAPESAFTERbeingunusuallygood,childrenareapttoturnshortroundandrefreshthemselvesbyactinglikeSancho。ForaweekafterTom"smishap,theyoungfolkswerequiteangelic,somuchsothatgrandmasaidshewasafraid"somethingwasgoingtohappentothem。"Thedearoldladyneedn"thavefeltanxious,forsuchexcessivevirtuedoesn"tlastlongenoughtoleadtotranslation,exceptwithlittleprigsinthegoodystory-books;andnosoonerwasTomonhislegsagain,whenthewholepartywentastray,andmuchtribulationwastheconsequence。
Itallbeganwith"Polly"sstupidity,"asFansaidafterward。JustasPollyrandowntomeetMr。Shawoneevening,andwashelpinghimoffwithhiscoat,thebellrang,andafinebouquetofhothouseflowerswasleftinPolly"shands,forshenevercouldlearncityways,andopenedthedoorherself。
"Hey!what"sthis?MylittlePollyisbeginningearly,afterall,"saidMr。Shaw,laughing,ashewatchedthegirl"sfacedimpleandflush,asshesmeltthelovelynosegay,andglancedatanotehalfhiddenintheheliotrope。
Now,ifPollyhadn"tbeen"stupid,"asFansaid,shewouldhavehadherwitsabouther,andletitpass;but,yousee,Pollywasanhonestlittlesoulanditneveroccurredtoherthattherewasanyneedofconcealment,sosheansweredinherstraightforwardway,"Oh,theyain"tforme,sir;
theyareforFan;fromMr。Frank,Iguess。She"llbesopleased。"
"Thatpuppysendsherthingsofthissort,doeshe?"AndMr。Shawlookedfarfrompleasedashepulledoutthenote,andcoollyopenedit。
PollyhadherdoubtsaboutFan"sapprovalofthat"sortofthing,"butdarednotsayaword,andstoodthinkinghowsheusedtoshowherfatherthefunnyvalentinestheboyssenther,andhowtheylaughedoverthemtogether。ButMr。Shawdidnotlaughwhenhehadreadthesentimentalversesaccompanyingthebouquet,andhisfacequitescaredPolly,asheasked,angrily,"Howlonghasthisnonsensebeengoingon?"
"Indeed,sir,Idon"tknow。Fandoesn"tmeananyharm。IwishIhadn"tsaidanything!"stammeredPolly,rememberingthepromisegiventoFannythedayoftheconcert。Shehadforgottenallaboutitandhadbecomeaccustomedtoseethe"bigboys,"asshecalledMr。Frankandhisfriends,withthegirlsonalloccasions。Now,itsuddenlyoccurredtoherthatMr。Shawdidn"tlikesuchamusements,andhadforbiddenFantoindulgeinthem。
"Oh,dear!howmadshewillbe。Well,Ican"thelpit。Girlsshouldn"thavesecretsfromtheirfathers,thentherewouldn"tbeanyfuss,"thoughtPolly,asshewatchedMr。Shawtwistupthepinknoteandpokeitbackamongtheflowerswhichhetookfromher,saying,shortly,"SendFannytomeinthelibrary。"
"Nowyou"vedoneit,youstupidthing!"criedFanny,bothangryanddismayed,whenPollydeliveredthemessage。
"Why,whatelsecouldIdo?"askedPolly,muchdisturbed。
"Lethimthinkthebouquetwasforyou;thenthere"dhavebeennotrouble。"
"Butthatwouldhavebeendoingalie,whichismostasbadastellingone。"
"Don"tbeagoose。You"vegotmeintoascrape,andyououghttohelpmeout。"
"IwillifIcan;butIwon"ttellliesforanybody!"criedPolly,gettingexcited。
"Nobodywantsyoutojusthold,yourtongue,andletmemanage。"
"ThenI"dbetternotgodown,"beganPolly,whenasternvoicefrombelowcalled,likeBluebeard,"Areyoucomingdown?"
"Yes,sir,"answeredameekvoice;andFannyclutchedPolly,whispering,"Youmustcome;I"mfrightenedoutofmywitswhenhespeakslikethat。Standbyme,Polly;there"sadear。"
"Iwill,"whispered"sisterAnn";anddowntheywentwithflutteringhearts。
Mr。Shawstoodontherug,lookingrathergrim;thebouquetlayonthetable,andbesideitanote,directedto"FrankMoore,Esq。,"inaverydecidedhand,withafierce-lookingflourishafterthe"Esq。"Pointingtothisimpressiveepistle,Mr。Shawsaid,knittinghisblackeyebrowsashelookedatFanny,"I"mgoingtoputastoptothisnonsenseatonce;
andifIseeanymoreofit,I"llsendyoutoschoolinaCanadianconvent。"
ThisawfulthreatquitetookPolly"sbreathaway;butFannyhadhearditbefore,andhavingatemperofherown,said,pertly,"I"msureIhaven"tdoneanythingsoverydreadful。Ican"thelpitiftheboyssendmephilopenapresents,astheydototheothergirls。"
"Therewasnothingaboutphilopenasinthenote。Butthat"snotthequestion。IforbidyoutohaveanythingtodowiththisMoore。He"snotaboy,butafastfellow,andIwon"thavehimabout。Youknewthis,andyetdisobeyedme。"
"Ihardlyeverseehim,"beganFanny。
"Isthattrue?"askedMr。Shaw,turningsuddenlytoPolly。
"Oh,please,sir,don"taskme。IpromisedIwouldn"t­;thatis­;Fannywilltellyou,"criedPolly,quiteredwithdistressatthepredicamentshewasin。
"Nomatteraboutyourpromise;tellmeallyouknowofthisabsurdaffair。
ItwilldoFannymoregoodthanharm。"AndMr。Shawsatdownlookingmoreamiable,forPolly"sdismaytouchedhim。
"MayI?"shewhisperedtoFanny。
"Idon"tcare,"answeredFan,lookingbothangryandashamed,asshestoodsullenlytyingknotsinherhandkerchief。
SoPollytold,withmuchreluctanceandmuchquestioning,allsheknewofthewalks,thelunches,themeetings,andthenotes。Itwasn"tmuch,andevidentlylessseriousthanMr。Shawexpected;for,ashelistened,hiseyebrowssmoothedthemselvesout,andmorethanoncehislipstwitchedasifhewantedtolaugh,forafterall,itwasrathercomicaltoseehowtheyoungpeopleapedtheirelders,playingthenew-fashionedgame,quiteunconsciousofitsrealbeauty,power,andsacredness。
"Oh,please,sir,don"tblameFanmuch,forshetrulyisn"thalfassillyasTrixandtheother,girls。Shewouldn"tgosleigh-riding,thoughMr。Frankteased,andshewantedtoeversomuch。She"ssorry,Iknow,andwon"tforgetwhatyousayanymore,ifyou"llforgiveherthisonce,"
criedPolly,veryearnestly,whenthefoolishlittlestorywastold。
"Idon"tseehowIcanhelpit,whenyoupleadsowellforher。Comehere,Fan,andmindthisonething;dropallthisnonsense,andattendtoyourbooks,oroffyougo;andCanadaisnojokeinwintertime,letmetellyou。"
Ashespoke,Mr。Shawstrokedhissulkydaughter"scheek,hopingtoseesomesignofregret;butFannyfeltinjured,andwouldn"tshowthatshewassorry,sosheonlysaid,pettishly,"IsupposeIcanhavemyflowers,nowthefussisover。"
"Theyaregoingstraightbackwheretheycamefrom,withalinefromme,whichwillkeepthatpuppyfromeversendingyouanymore。"Ringingthebell,Mr,Shawdespatchedtheunfortunateposy,andthenturnedtoPolly,saying,kindlybutgravely,"Setthissillychildofmineagoodexampleanddoyourbestforher,won"tyou?"
"Me?WhatcanIdo,sir?"askedPolly,lookingready,butquiteignoranthowtobegin。
"Makeheraslikeyourselfaspossible,mydear;nothingwouldpleasemebetter。Nowgo,andletushearnomoreofthisfolly。"
Theywentwithoutaword,andMr。Shawheardnomoreoftheaffair;
butpoorPollydid,forFanscoldedher,tillPollythoughtseriouslyofpackingupandgoinghomenextday。Ireallyhaven"tthehearttorelatethedreadfullecturesshegot,thesnubsshesuffered,orthecoldshouldersturneduponherforseveraldaysafterthis。Polly"sheartwasfull,butshetoldnoone,andborehertroublesilently,feelingherfriend"singratitudeandinjusticedeeply。
Tomfoundoutwhatthematterwas,andsidedwithPolly,whichproceedingledtoscrapenumbertwo。
"Where"sFan?"askedtheyounggentleman,strollingintohissister"sroom,wherePollylayonthesofa,tryingtoforgethertroublesinaninterestingbook。
"Downstairs,seeingcompany。"
"Whydidn"tyougo,too?"
"Idon"tlikeTrix,andIdon"tknowherfineNewYorkfriends。"
"Don"twantto,neither,whydon"tyousay?"
"Notpolite。"
"Whocares?Isay,Polly,comeandhavesomefun。"
"I"dratherread。"
"Thatisn"tpolite。"
Pollylaughed,andturnedapage。Tomwhistledaminute,thensigheddeeply,andputhishandtohisforehead,whichtheblackplasterstilladorned。
"Doesyourheadache?"askedPolly。
"Awfully。"
"Betterliedown,then。"
"Can"t;I"mfidgety。andwanttobe"amoosed"asPugsays。"
"JustwaittillIfinishmychapter,andthenI"llcome,"saidpitifulPolly。
"Allright,"returnedtheperjuredboy,whohaddiscoveredthatabrokenheadwassometimesmoreusefulthanawholeone,andexultinginhisbasestratagem,herovedabouttheroom,tillFan"sbureauarrestedhim。Itwascoveredwithallsortsoffinery,forshehaddressedinahurry,andlefteverythingtopsy-turvy。Awell-conductedboywouldhaveletthingsalone,oramoralbrotherwouldhaveputthingstorights;beingneither,Tomrummagedtohisheartscontent,tillFan"sdrawerslookedasifsomeonehadbeenmakinghayinthem。Hetriedtheeffectofear-rings,ribbons,andcollars;woundupthewatch,thoughitwasn"ttime;burnthisinquisitivenosewithsmelling-salts;delugedhisgrimyhandkerchiefwithFan"sbestcologne;anointedhiscurlycropwithherhair-oil;powderedhisfacewithherviolet-powder;andfinishedoffbypinningonabunchoffalseringlets,whichFannytried,tokeepaprofoundsecret。Theravagescommittedbythisbadboyarebeyondthepoweroflanguagetodescribe,asherevelledintheinterestingdrawers,boxes,andcases,whichheldhissister"streasures。
Whenthecurlshadbeenputon,withmuchprickingoffingers,andablueribbonadded,à;laFan,hesurveyedhimselfwithsatisfaction,andconsideredtheeffectsofine,thathewasinspiredtotryastillgreatermetamorphosis。ThedressFanhadtakenofflayonachair,andintoitgotTom,chucklingwithsuppressedlaughter,forPollywasabsorbed,andthebed-curtainshidhisiniquity。Fan"sbestvelvetjacketandhat,erminemuff,andasofa-pillowforpannier,finishedoffthecostume,andtrippingalongwithelbowsout,TomappearedbeforetheamazedPollyjustasthechapterended。Sheenjoyedthejokesoheartily,thatTomforgotconsequences,andproposedgoingdownintotheparlortosurprise,thegirls。
"Goodness,no!Fannyneverwouldforgiveusifyoushowedhercurlsandthingstothosepeople。Therearegentlemenamongthem,anditwouldn"tbeproper,"saidPolly,alarmedattheidea。
"Allthemorefun。Fanhasn"ttreatedyouwell,anditwillserveherrightifyouintroducemeasyourdearfriend,MissShaw。Comeon,itwillbeajollylark。"
"Iwouldn"tfortheworld;itwouldbesomean。Take"emoff,Tom,andI"llplayanythingelseyoulike。"
"Iain"tgoingtodressupfornothing;Ilooksolovely,someonemustadmireme。Takemedown,Polly,andseeiftheydon"tcallme"asweetcreature。""
Tomlookedsounutterablyridiculousashetossedhiscurlsandpranced,thatPollywentoffintoanothergaleofmerriment;butevenwhileshelaughed,sheresolvednottolethimmortifyhissister。
"Now,then,getoutofthewayifyouwon"tcome;I"mgoingdown,"
saidTom。
"No,you"renot。"
"Howwillyouhelpit,MissPrim?"
"So。"AndPollylockedthedoor,putthekeyinherpocket,andnoddedathimdefiantly。
Tomwasapepper-potastotemper,andanythinglikeoppositionalwayshadabadeffect。Forgettinghiscostume,hestrodeuptoPolly,saying,withathreateningwagofthe,head,"Noneofthat。Iwon"tstandit。"
"PromisenottoplagueFan,andI"llletyouout。"
"Won"tpromiseanything。Givemethatkey,orI"llmakeyou。"
"Now,Tom,don"tbesavage。Ionlywanttokeepyououtofascrape,forFanwillberagingifyougo。Takeoffherthings,andI"llgiveup。"
Tomvouchsafednoreply,butmarchedtotheotherdoor,whichwasfast,asPollyknew,lookedoutofthethree-storywindow,andfindingnoescapepossible,camebackwithawrathfulface。"Willyougivemethatkey?"
"No,Iwon"t,"saidPolly,valiantly。
"I"mstrongerthanyouare;soyou"dbetterhandover。"
"Iknowyouare;butit"scowardlyforagreatboylikeyoutorobagirl。"
"Idon"twanttohurtyou;but,byGeorge!Iwon"tstandthis!"
TompausedasPollyspoke,evidentlyashamedofhimself;buthistemperwasup,andhewouldn"tgivein。IfPollyhadcriedalittlejusthere,hewouldhaveyielded;unfortunatelyshegiggled,forTom"sfierceattitudewassuchafunnycontrasttohisdressthatshecouldn"thelpit。Thatsettledthematter。Nogirlthateverlivedshouldgiggleathim,muchlesslockhimuplikeasmallchild。Withoutaword,hemadeagrabatPolly"sarm,forthehandholdingthekeywasstillinher,pocket。Withherotherhandsheclutchedherfrock,andforaminuteheldonstoutly。
ButTom"sstrongfingerswereirresistible;ripwentthepocket,outcamethehand,andwithacryofpainfromPolly,thekeyfellonthefloor。
"It"syourownfaultifyou"rehurt。Ididn"tmeanto,"mutteredTom,ashehastilydeparted,leavingPollytogroanoverhersprainedwrist。
Hewentdown,butnotintotheparlor,forsomehowthejokeseemedtohavelostitsrelish;sohemadethegirlsinthekitchenlaugh,andthencreptupthebackway,hopingtomakeitallrightwithPolly。Butshehadgonetograndma"sroom,for,thoughtheoldladywasout,itseemedarefuge。
Hehadjusttimetogetthingsinorder,whenFannycameup,crosserthanever;forTrixhadbeentellingherofallsortsoffuninwhichshemighthavehadashare,ifPollyhadheldhertongue。
"Whereisshe?"askedFan,wishingtoventhervexationonherfriend。
"Mopinginherroom,Isuppose,"repliedTom,whowasdiscoveredreadingstudiously。
Now,whilethishadbeenhappening,Maudhadbeengettingintohotwateralso;forwhenhermaidlefther,toseeafriendbelow,MissMaudparadedintoPolly"sroom,andsolacedherselfwithmischief。InanevilhourPollyhadletherplayboatinherbigtrunk,whichstoodempty。SincethenPollyhadstoredsomeofhermostprivatetreasuresintheuppertray,sothatshemightfeelsuretheyweresafefromalleyes。Shehadforgottentolockthetrunk,andwhenMaudraisedthelidtobeginhervoyage,severalobjectsofinterestmethereyes。ShewasdeepinherresearcheswhenFancameinandlookedoverhershoulder,feelingtoocrosswithPollytochideMaud。
AsPollyhadnomoneyforpresents,shehadexertedheringenuitytodeviseallsortsofgifts,hopingbyquantitytoatoneforanyshortcomingsinquality。Someofherattemptsweresuccessful,otherswerefailures;
butshekeptthemall,fineorfunny,knowingthechildrenathomewouldenjoyanythingnew。SomeofMaud"scast-offtoyshadbeenneatlymendedforKitty;someofFan"soldribbonsandlaceswereconvertedintodolls"
finery;andTom"slittlefigures,whittledoutofwoodinidleminutes,werelaidawaytoshowWillwhatcouldbedonewithaknife。
"Whatrubbish!"saidFanny。
"Queergirl,isn"tshe?"addedTom,whohadfollowedtoseewhatwasgoingon。
"Don"tyoulaughatPolly"sthings。Shemakesnicerdollsthanyou,Fan;andshecanwiteanddwareversomuchbetterthanTom,"criedMaud。
"Howdoyouknow?Ineversawherdraw,"saidTom。
"Here"sabookwithlotsofpicturesinit。Ican"tweadthewiting;
butthepicturesaresofunny。"
Eagertodisplayherfriend"saccomplishments,Maudpulledoutafatlittlebook,marked"Polly"sJournal,"andspreaditinherlap。
"Onlythepictures;noharmintakingalookat"em,"saidTom。
"Justonepeep,"answeredFanny;andthenextminutebothwerelaughingatadrollsketchofTominthegutter,withthebigdoghowlingoverhim,andthevelocipederunningaway。Veryroughandfaulty,butsofunny,thatitwasevidentPolly"ssenseofhumorwasstrong。AfewpagesfartherbackcameFannyandMr。Frank,caricatured;thengrandma,carefullydone;Tomrecitinghisbattle-piece;Mr。ShawandPollyinthepark;MaudbeingborneawaybyKaty;andalltheschool-girlsturnedintoridiculewithanunsparinghand。
"Slylittlepuss,tomakefunofusbehindourbacks,"saidFan,rathernettledbyPolly"squietretaliationformanyslightsfromherselfandfriends。
"Shedoesdrawwell,"saidTom,lookingcriticallyatthesketchofaboywithapleasantface,roundwhomPollyhaddrawnrayslikethesun,andunderwhichwaswritten,"MydearJimmy。"
"Youwouldn"tadmireher,ifyouknewwhatshewrotehereaboutyou,"
saidFanny,whoseeyeshadstrayedtothewrittenpageopposite,andlingeredtherelongenoughtoreadsomethingthatexcitedhercuriosity。
"Whatisit?"askedTom,forgettinghishonorableresolvesforaminute。
"Shesays,"ItrytolikeTom,andwhenheispleasantwedoverywell;
buthedon"tstaysolong。Hegetscrossandrough,anddisrespectfultohisfatherandmother,andplaguesusgirls,andissohorridIalmosthatehim。It"sverywrong,butIcan"thelpit。"Howdoyoulikethat?"
askedFanny。
"Goahead,andseehowshecomesdownonyou,ma"am,"retortedTom,whohadreadonabit。
"Doesshe?"AndFannycontinued,rapidly:"AsforFan,Idon"tthinkwecanbefriendsanymore;forshetoldherfatheralie,andwon"tforgivemefornotdoingsotoo。Iusedtothinkheraveryfinegirl;butIdon"tnow。IfshewouldbeasshewaswhenIfirstknewher,Ishouldloveherjustthesame;butsheisn"tkindtome;andthoughsheisalwaystalkingaboutpoliteness,Idon"tthinkitispolitetotreatcompanyasshedoesme。ShethinksIamoddandcountrified,andIdaresayIam;butIshouldn"tlaughatagirl"sclothesbecauseshewaspoor,orkeepheroutofthewaybecauseshedidn"tdojustasothergirlsdohere。Iseehermakefunofme,andIcan"tfeelasIdid;andI"dgohome,onlyitwouldseemungratefultoMr。Shawandgrandma,andIdolovethemdearly。"
"Isay,Fan,you"vegotitnow。Shutthebookandcomeaway,"criedTom,enjoyingthisbroadsideimmensely,butfeelingguilty,aswellhemight。
"Justonebitmore,"whisperedFanny,turningonapageortwo,andstoppingataleafthatwasblurredhereandthereasiftearshaddroppedonit。
"Sundaymorning,early。Nobodyisuptospoilmyquiettime,andImust。
writemyjournal,forI"vebeensobadlately,Icouldn"tbeartodoit。I"mgladmyvisitismostdone,forthingsworrymehere,andthereisn"tanyonetohelpmegetrightwhenIgetwrong。IusedtoenvyFanny;
butIdon"tnow,forherfatherandmotherdon"ttakecareofherasminedoofme。Sheisafraidofherfather,andmakeshermotherdoasshelikes。
I"mgladIcamethough,forIseemoneydon"tgivepeopleeverything;
butI"dlikealittleallthesame,foritissocomfortabletobuynicethings。Ireadovermyjournaljustnow,andI"mafraidit"snotagoodone;forIhavesaidallsortsofthingsaboutthepeoplehere,anditisn"tkind。Ishouldtearitout,onlyIpromisedtokeepmydiary,andIwanttotalkoverthingsthatpuzzlemewithmother。Iseenowthatitismyfaultagooddeal;forIhaven"tbeenhalfaspatient,andpleasantasIoughttobe。Iwilltrulytryfortherestofthetime,andbeasgoodandgratefulasIcan;forIwantthemtolikeme,thoughI"monly"anold-fashionedcountrygirl。""
ThatlastsentencemadeFannyshutthebook,withafacefullofself-reproach;
forshehadsaidthosewordsherself,inafitofpetulance,andPollyhadmadenoanswer,thoughhereyesfilledandhercheeksburned。Fanopenedherlipstosaysomething,butnotasoundfollowed,fortherestoodPollylookingatthemwithanexpressiontheyhadneverseenbefore。
"Whatareyoudoingwithmythings?"shedemanded,inalowtone,whilehereyeskindledandhercolorchanged。
"Maudshowedusabookshefound,andwewerejustlookingatthepictures,"
beganFanny,droppingitasifitburntherfingers。
"Andreadingmyjournal,andlaughingatmypresents,andthenputtingtheblameonMaud。It"sthemeanestthingIeversaw;andI"llneverforgiveyouaslongasIlive!"
Pollysaid,thisallinoneindignantbreath,andthenasifafraidofsayingtoomuch,ranoutoftheroomwithsuchalookofmingledcontempt,grief,andanger,thatthethreeculpritsstooddumbwithshame。Tomhadn"tevenawhistleathiscommand;MaudwassoscaredatgentlePolly"soutbreak,thatshesatasstillasamouse;whileFanny,consciencestricken,laidbackthepoorlittlepresentswitharespectfulhand,forsomehowthethoughtofPolly"spovertycameoverherasitneverhaddonebefore;
andtheseoddsandends,socarefullytreasuredupforthoseathome,touchedFanny,andgrewbeautifulinhereyes。Asshelaidbythelittlebook,theconfessionsinitreproachedhermoresharplythatanywordsPollycouldhavespoken;forshehadlaughedatherfriend,hadslightedhersometimes,andbeenunforgivingforaninnocentoffence。Thatlastpage,wherePollytooktheblameonherself,andpromisedto"trulytry"tobemorekindandpatient,wenttoFanny"sheart,meltingallthecoldnessaway,andshecouldonlylayherheadonthetrunk,sobbing,"Itwasn"tPolly"sfault;itwasallmine。"
Tom,stillredwithshameatbeingcaughtinsuchascrape,leftFannytohertears,andwentmanfullyawaytofindtheinjuredPolly,andconfesshismanifoldtransgressions。ButPollycouldn"tbefound。Hesearchedhighandlowineveryroom,yetnosignofthegirtappeared,andTombegantogetanxious。"Shecan"thaverunawayhome,canshe?"hesaidtohimself,ashepausedbeforethehat-tree。Therewasthelittleroundhat,andTomgaveitaremorsefulsmooth,rememberinghowmanytimeshehadtweakedithalfoff,orpokeditoverpoorPolly"seyes。"Maybeshe"sgonedowntotheoffice,totellpa。"Tisn"tabitlikeher,though。Anyway,I
"lltakealookroundthecorner。"
Eagertogethisboots,Tompulledopenthedoorofadarkclosetunderthestairs,andnearlytumbledoverbackwardwithsurprise;forthere,onthefloor,withherheadpillowedonapairofrubbers,layPollyinanattitudeofdespair。ThismournfulspectaclesentTom"spenitentspeechstraightoutofhishead,andwithanastonished"Hullo!"hestoodandstaredinimpressivesilence。Pollywasn"tcrying,andlaysostill,thatTombegantothinkshemightbeinafitorafaint,andbentanxiouslydowntoinspectthepatheticbunch。Aglimpseofweteyelashes,aroundcheekredderthanusual,andlipspartedbyquick,breathing,relievedhisminduponthatpoint;so,takingcourage,hesatdownontheboot-jack,andbeggedpardonlikeaman。
Now,Pollywasveryangry,andIthinkshehadarighttobe;butshewasnotresentful,andafterthefirstflashwasover,shesoonbegantofeelbetteraboutit。Itwasn"teasytoforgive;but,asshelistenedtoTom"shonestvoice,gettinggruffwithremorsenowandthen,shecouldn"thardenherheartagainsthim,orrefusetomakeupwhenhesofranklyownedthatit"wasconfoundedmeantoreadherbookthatway。"Shelikedhiscomingandbeggingpardonatonce;itwasahandsomethingtodo;sheappreciatedit,andforgavehiminherheartsometimebeforeshedidwithherlips;for,totellthetruth,Pollyhadaspiceofgirlishmalice,andratherlikedtoseedomineeringTomeathumble-pie,justenoughtodohimgood,youknow。Shefeltthatatonementwasproper,andconsidereditnomorethanjustthatFanshoulddrenchahandkerchiefortwowithrepentanttears,andthatTomshouldsitonaveryuncomfortableseatandcallhimselfhardnamesforfiveortenminutesbeforesherelented。
"Come,now,dosayawordtoafellow。I"mgettingtheworstofit,anyway;forthere"sFan,cryinghereyesoutupstairs,andhereareyoustowedawayinadarkclosetasdumbasafish,andnobodybutmetobringyoubothround。I"dhavecutovertotheSmythesandgotmahometofixthings,onlyitlookedlikebackingoutofthescrape;soIdidn"t,"saidTom,asalastappeal。
PollywasgladtohearthatFanwascrying。Itwoulddohergood;butshecouldn"thelpsofteningtoTom,whodidseeminapredicamentbetweentwoweepingdamsels。Alittlesmilebegantodimplethecheekthatwasn"thidden,andthenahandcameslowlyoutfromunderthecurlyhead,andwasstretchedtowardhimsilently。Tomwasjustgoingtogiveitaheartyshake,whenhesawaredmarkonthewrist,andknewwhatmadeit。
Hisfacechanged,andhetookthechubbyhandsogently,thatPollypeepedtoseewhatitmeant。
"Willyouforgivethat,too?"heasked,inawhisper,strokingtheredwrist。
"Yes,itdon"thurtmuchnow。"AndPollydrewherhandaway,sorryhehadseenit。
"Iwasabeast,that"swhatIwas!"saidTom,inatoneofgreatdisgust。
Andjustatthatawkwardminutedowntumbledhisfather"soldbeaveroverhisheadandface,puttingacomicalquencheronhisself-reproaches。
Ofcourse,neithercouldhelplaughingatthat;andwhenheemerged,Pollywassittingup,lookingasmuchbetterforhershowerashedidforhismomentaryeclipse。
"Fanfeelsdreadfully。Willyoukissandbefriends,ifItrotherdown?"
askedTom,rememberinghisfellow-sinner。
"I"llgotoher。"AndPollywhiskedoutoftheclosetassuddenlyasshehadwhiskedin,leavingTomsittingontheboot-jack,witharadiantcountenance。
Howthegirlsmadeitupnooneeverknew。Butaftermuchtalkingandcrying,kissingandlaughing,thebreachwashealed,andpeacedeclared。
Aslighthazestilllingeredintheairafterthestorm,forFannywasveryhumbleandtenderthatevening;Tomatriflepensive,butdistressinglypolite,andPollymagnanimouslyfriendlytoeveryone;forgenerousnaturesliketoforgive,andPollyenjoyedthepettingaftertheinsult,likeaveryhumangirl。
Asshewasbrushingherhairatbedtimetherecameataponherdoorand,openingit,shebeheldnothingbutatallblackbottle,withastripofredflanneltiedrounditlikeacravat,andacocked-hatnoteonthecork。Insideweretheselines,writteninasprawlinghandwithveryblackink:
DEARPOLLY,­;Opydilldockisfirst-rateforsprains。Youputalotontheflannelanddoupyourwrist,andIguessitwillbeallrightinthemorning。Willyoucomeasleigh-ridetomorrow?I"mawfulsorryIhurtyou。TOM。ChapterVI。ChapterVI。CHAPTERVIGRANDMAWHERE"SPolly?"askedFanonesnowyafternoon,asshecameintothedining-roomwhereTomwasreposingonthesofawithhisbootsintheair,absorbedinoneofthosedelightfulbooksinwhichboysarecastawayondesertislands,whereeveryknownfruit,vegetableandflowerisinitsprimealltheyearround;or,lostinboundlessforests,wheretheyoungheroeshavethrillingadventures,killimpossiblebeasts,and,whentheauthor"sinventiongivesout,suddenlyfindtheirwayhome,ladenwithtigerskins,tamebuffaloesandotherpleasingtrophiesoftheirprowess。
"Dunno,"wasTom"sbriefreply,forhewasjustescapingfromanalligatorofthelargestsize。
"Doputdownthatstupidbook,andlet"sdosomething,"saidFanny,afteralistlessstrollroundtheroom。
"Hi,they"vegothim!"wastheonlyanswervouchsafedbytheabsorbedreader。
"Where"sPolly?"askedMaud,joiningthepartywithherhandsfullofpaperdollsallsufferingforball-dresses。
"Dogetalong,anddon"tbotherme,"criedTomexasperatedattheinterruption。
"Thentelluswheresheis。I"msureyouknow,forshewasdownherealittlewhileago,"saidFanny。
"Upingrandma"sroom,maybe。"
"Provokingthing!youknewitallthetime,anddidn"ttell,justtoplagueus,"scoldedMaud。
ButTomwasnowunderwaterstabbinghisalligator,andtooknonoticeoftheindignantdepartureoftheyoungladies。
"Polly"salwayspokingupingrandma"sroom。Idon"tseewhatfunthereisinit,"saidFannyastheywentupstairs。
"Polly"saverwyqueergirl,andgwandmapetsheragweatdealmorethanshedoesme,"observedMaud,withaninjuredair。
"Let"speekandseewhattheyaredoing,"whisperedFan,pausingatthehalf-opendoor。
Grandmawassittingbeforeaquaintoldcabinet,thedoorsofwhichstoodwideopen,showingglimpsesofthefadedrelicstreasuredthere。
Onastool,attheoldlady"sfeet,satPolly,lookingupwithintentfaceandeagereyes,quiteabsorbedinthehistoryofahigh-heeledbrocadeshoewhichlayinherlap。
"Well,mydear,"grandmawassaying,"shehaditontheverydaythatUncleJoecameinasshesatatwork,andsaid,"Dolly,wemustbemarriedatonce。""Verywell,Joe,"saysAuntDolly,anddownshewenttotheparlor,wheretheministerwaswaiting,neverstoppingtochangethedimitydressshewore,andwasactuallymarriedwithherscissorsandpin-ballatherside,andherthimbleon。Thatwasinwartimes,1812,mydear,andUncleJoewasinthearmy,sohehadtogo,andhetookthatverylittlepin-ballwithhim。Hereitiswiththemarkofabulletthroughit,forhealwayssaidhisDolly"scushionsavedhislife。"
"Howinterestingthatis!"criedPolly,assheexaminedthefadedcushionwiththeholeinit。
"Why,grandma,younevertoldmethatstory,"saidFanny,hurryingin,findingtheprospectwasapleasantoneforastormyafternoon。
"Youneveraskedmetotellyouanything,mydear,soIkeptmyoldstoriestomyself,"answeredgrandma,quietly。
"Tellsomenow,please。Maywestayandseethefunnythings?"saidFanandMaud,eyeingtheopencabinetwithinterest。
"IfPollylikes;sheismycompany,andIamtryingtoentertainher,forIlovetohavehercome,"saidgrandma,withherold-timepoliteness。
"Oh,yes!doletthemstayandhearthestories。I"veoftentoldthemwhatgoodtimeswehaveuphere,andteasedthemtocome,buttheythinkit"stooquiet。Now,sitdown,girls,andletgrandmagoon。YouseeI
pickoutsomethinginthecabinetthatlooksinteresting,andthenshetellsmeaboutit,"saidPolly,eagertoincludethegirlsinherpleasures,andgladtogettheminterestedingrandma"sreminiscences,forPollyknewhowhappyitmadethelonelyoldladytoliveoverherpast,andtohavethechildrenroundher。
"Herearethreedrawersthathavenotbeenopenedyet;eachtakeone,andchoosesomethingfromitformetotellabout,"saidMadam,quiteexcitedattheunusualinterestinhertreasures。
Sothegirlseachopenedadrawerandturnedoverthecontentstilltheyfoundsomethingtheywantedtoknowabout。Maudwasreadyfirst,andholdingupanoddlyshapedlinenbag,withabigblueFembroideredonit,demandedherstory。Grandmasmiledasshesmoothedtheoldthingtenderly,andbeganherstorywithevidentpleasure。
"MysisterNellyandIwenttovisitanauntofours,whenwewerelittlegirls,butwedidn"thaveaverygoodtime,forshewasextremelystrict。
Oneafternoon,whenshehadgoneouttotea,andoldDebby,themaid,wasasleepinherroom,wesatonthedoor-step,feelinghomesick,andreadyforanythingtoamuseus。
""Whatshallwedo?"saidNelly。
"Justasshespoke,aripeplumdroppedbounceonthegrassbeforeus,asifansweringherquestion。Itwasalltheplum"sfault,forifithadn"tfallenatthatminute,Inevershouldhavehadthethoughtwhichpoppedintomymischievousmind。
""Let"shaveasmanyaswewant,andplagueAuntBetsey,topayherforbeingsocross,"Isaid,givingNellyhalfthegreatpurpleplum。
""Itwouldbedreadfulnaughty,"beganNelly,"butIguesswewill,"
sheadded,asthesweetmouthfulslippeddownherthroat。
""Debby"sasleep。Comeon,then,andhelpmeshake,"Isaid,gettingup,eagerforthefun。
"Weshookandshooktillwegotredintheface,butnotonedropped,forthetreewaslarge,andourlittlearmswerenotstrongenoughtostirtheboughs。Thenwethrewstones,butonlyonegreenandonehalf-ripeonecamedown,andmylaststonebroketheshedwindow,sotherewasanendofthat。
""It"sasprovokingasAuntBetseyherself,"saidNelly,aswesatdown,outofbreath。
""Iwishthewindwouldcomeandblow"emdownforus,"pantedI,staringupattheplumswithlongingeyes。
""Ifwishingwoulddoanygood,Ishouldwish"eminmylapatonce,"
addedNelly。
""Youmightaswellwish"eminyourmouthanddonewithit,ifyouaretoolazytopick"emup。Iftheladderwasn"ttooheavywecouldtrythat,"saidI,determinedtohavethem。
""Youknowwecan"tstirit,sowhatistheuseoftalkingaboutit?
Youproposedgettingtheplums,nowlet"sseeyoudoit,"answeredNelly,rathercrossly,forshehadbittenthegreenplum,anditpuckeredhermouth。
""Waitaminute,andyouwillseemedoit,"criedI,asanewthoughtcameintomynaughtyhead。
""Whatareyoutakingyourshoesandsocksofffor?Youcan"tclimbthetree,Fan。"
""Don"taskquestions,butbereadytopick"emupwhentheyfall,MissLazybones。"
"WiththismysteriousspeechIpatteredintothehousebare-footedandfullofmyplan。UpstairsIwenttoawindowopeningontheshedroof。
OutIgot,andcreepingcarefullyalongtillIcamenearthetree,Istoodup,andsuddenlycrowedlikethelittlerooster。Nellylookedup,andstared,andlaughed,andclappedherhandswhenshesawwhatIwasgoingtodo。
""I"mafraidyou"llslipandgethurt。"
""Don"tcareifIdo;I"llhavethoseplumsifIbreakmyneckdoingit,"andhalfsliding,halfwalkingIwentdowntheslopingroof,tilltheboughsofthetreewerewithinmyreach。
"Hurrah!"criedNelly,dancingdownbelow,asmyfirstshakesentadozenplumsrattlingroundher。
""Hurrah!"criedI,lettinggoonebranchandtryingtoreachanother。
ButasIdidsomyfootslipped,Itriedtocatchsomethingtoholdby,butfoundnothing,andwithacry,downIfell,likeaverybigplumonthegrassbelow。
"Fortunatelytheshedwaslow,thegrasswasthickandthetreebrokemyfall,butIgotabadbumpandaterribleshaking。NellythoughtIwaskilled,andbegantocrywithhermouthfull。ButIpickedmyselfupinaminute,forIwasusedtosuchtumbles;anddidn"tmindthepainhalfasmuchasthelossoftheplums。
""Hush!Debbywillhearandspoilallthefun。IsaidI"dget"emandIhave。Seewhatlotshavecomedownwithme。"
"Sotherehad,formyfallshookthetreealmostasmuchasitdidme,andthegreenandpurplefruitlayallaboutus。
"Bythetimethebumponmyforeheadhadswelledasbigasanut,ourapronswerehalffull,andwesatdowntoenjoyourselves。Butwedidn"t。
Odear,no!formanyoftheplumswerenotripe,somewerehurtbythebirds,somecrushedinfalling,andmanyashardasstones。Nellygotstungbyawasp,myheadbegantoache,andwesatlookingatoneanotherratherdismally,whenNellyhadabrightidea。