第2章
Pollydiscreetlyfellbehind,andamusedherselflookingintoshop-windows,tillFanny,mindfulofhermanners,evenatsuchaninterestingtime,tookherintoapicturegallery,andbadeherenjoytheworksofartwhiletheyrested。ObedientPollywentthroughtheroomseveraltimes,apparentlyexaminingthepictureswiththeinterestofaconnoisseur,andtryingnottohearthemildprattleofthepairontheroundseat。Butshecouldn"thelpwonderingwhatFanfoundsoabsorbinginanaccountofarecentGerman,andwhysheneedpromisesosolemnlynottoforgettheconcertthatafternoon。
WhenFannyroseatlast,Polly"stiredfacereproachedher;andtakingahastyleaveofthesmallgentleman,sheturnedhomeward,saying,confidentially,assheputonehandinPolly"smuff,"Now,mydear,youmustn"tsayawordaboutFrankMoore,orpapawilltakemyheadoff。Idon"tcareabitforhim,andhelikesTrix;onlytheyhavequarrelled,andhewantstomakehermadbyflirtingalittlewithme。Iscoldedhimwell,andhepromisedtomakeupwithher。Weallgototheafternoonconcerts,andhaveagaytime,andBelleandTrixaretobethereto-day;sojustkeepquiet,andeverythingwillbeallright。"
"I"mafraiditwon"t,"beganPolly,who,notbeingusedtosecrets,founditveryhardtokeepevenasmallone。
"Don"tworry,child。It"snoneofourbusiness;sowecangoandenjoythemusic,andifotherpeopleflirt,itwon"tbeourfault,"saidFanny,impatiently。
"Ofcoursenot;but,then,ifyourfatherdon"tlikeyoutodoso,oughtyoutogo?"
"Itellmamma,andshedon"tcare。Papaisfussy,andgrandmamakesastirabouteveryblessedthingIdo。Youwillholdyourtongue,won"tyou?"
"Yes;Itrulywill;Inevertelltales。"AndPollykeptherword,feelingsureFandidn"tmeantodeceiveherfather,sinceshetoldhermothereverything。
"Whoareyougoingwith?"askedMrs。Shaw,whenFannymentionedthatitwasconcert-day,justbeforethreeo"clock。
"OnlyPolly;shelikesmusic,anditwassostormyIcouldn"tgolastweek,youknow,"answeredFan;adding,astheyleftthehouseagain,"Ifanyonemeetsusontheway,Ican"thelpit,canI?"
"Youcantellthemnotto,can"tyou?"
"That"srude。Dearme!here"sBelle"sbrotherGus­;healwaysgoes。Ismyhairallright,andmyhat?
BeforePollycouldanswer,Mr。Gusjoinedthemasamatterofcourse,andPollysoonfoundherselftrottingonbehind,feelingthatthingswerenot"allright,"thoughshedidn"tknowhowtomendthem。Beingfondofmusic,sheignorantlysupposedthateveryoneelsewentforthatalone,andwasmuchdisturbedbythewhisperingthatwentonamongtheyoungpeopleroundher。BelleandTrixwerethereinfulldress;and,inthepausesbetweendifferentpieces,Messrs。FrankandGus,withseveralother"splendidfellows,"regaledtheyoungladieswithcollegegossip,andbitsofnewsfullofinterest,tojudgefromthecloseattentionpaidtotheireloquentremarks。Pollyregardedthesenoblebeingswithawe,andtheyrecognizedherexistencewiththecondescensionoftheirsex;buttheyevidentlyconsideredheronly"aquietlittlething,"andfindinghernotuptosocietytalk,blandlyignoredtheprettychild,anddevotedthemselvestotheyoungladies。
FortunatelyforPolly,sheforgotallabouttheminherenjoymentofthefinemusic,whichshefeltratherthanunderstood,andsatlisteningwithsuchahappyface,thatseveraltruemusic-loverswatchedhersmilingly,forherheartgaveablithewelcometothemelodywhichputthelittleinstrumentintune。Itwasduskwhentheywentout,andPollywasmuchrelievedtofindthecarriagewaitingforthem,becauseplayingthirdfiddlewasnottohertaste,andshehadhadenoughofitforoneday。
"I"mgladthosemenaregone;theydidworrymesotalking,whenI
wantedtohear,"saidPolly,astheyrolledaway。
"Whichdidyoulikebest?"askedFanny,withalanguidairofsuperiority。
"Theplainone,whodidn"tsaymuch;hepickedupmymuffwhenittumbleddown,andtookcareofmeinthecrowd;theothersdidn"tmindanythingaboutme。"
"Theythoughtyouwerealittlegirl,Isuppose。"
"Mymothersaysarealgentlemanisaspolitetoalittlegirlastoawoman;soIlikeMr。Sydneybest,becausehewaskindtome。"
"Whatasharpchildyouare,Polly。Ishouldn"thavethoughtyou"dmindthingslikethat,"saidFanny,beginningtounderstandthattheremaybeagooddealofwomanlinesseveninalittlegirl。
"I"musedtogoodmanners,thoughIdoliveinthecountry,"repliedPolly,ratherwarmly,forshedidn"tliketobepatronizedevenbyherfriends。
"Grandmasaysyourmotherisaperfectlady,andyouarejustlikeher;
sodon"tgetinapassionwiththosepoorfellows,andI"llseethattheybehavebetternexttime。Tomhasnomannersatall,andyoudon"tcomplainofhim,"addedFan,withalaugh。
"Idon"tcareifhehasn"t;he"saboy,andactslikeone,andIcangetonwithhimagreatdealbetterthanIcanwiththosemen。"
FannywasjustgoingtotakePollytotaskforsaying"thosemen"insuchadisrespectfultone,whenbothwerestartledbyasmothered"Cock-a-doodle-doo!"
fromundertheoppositeseat。
"It"sTom!"criedFanny;andwiththewordsouttumbledthatincorrigibleboy,redintheface,andbreathlesswithsuppressedlaughter。Seatinghimself,hesurveyedthegirlsasifwellsatisfiedwiththesuccessofhisprank,andwaitingtobecongratulateduponit。"Didyouhearwhatweweresaying?"demandedFanny,uneasily。
"Oh,didn"tI,everyword?"AndTomexultedoverthemvisibly。
"Didyoueverseesuchaprovokingtoad,Polly?Now,Isupposeyou"llgoandtellpapaagreatstory。"
"P"r"apsIshall,andp"r"apsIshan"t。HowPollydidhopwhenIcrowed!
Iheardhersqueal,andsawhercuddleupherfeet。"
"Andyouhearduspraiseyourmanners,didn"tyou?"askedPolly,slyly。
"Yes,andyouliked"em;soIwon"ttellonyou,"saidTom,withare-assuringnod。
"There"snothingtotell。"
"Ain"tthere,though?Whatdoyousupposethegovernorwillsaytoyougirlsgoingonsowiththosedandies?Isawyou。"
"WhathastheGovernorofMassachusettstodowithus?"askedPolly,tryingtolookasifshemeantwhatshesaid。
"Pooh!youknowwhoImean;soyouneedn"ttrytocatchmeup,asgrandmadoes。"
"Tom,I"llmakeabargainwithyou,"criedFanny,eagerly。"Itwasn"tmyfaultthatGusandFrankwerethere,andIcouldn"thelptheirspeakingtome。IdoaswellasIcan,andpapaneedn"tbeangry;forIbehaveeversomuchbetterthansomeofthegirls。Don"tI,Polly?"
"Bargain?"observedTom,withaneyetobusiness。
"Ifyouwon"tgoandmakeafuss,tellingwhatyou"dnorighttohear­;itwassomeantohideandlisten;Ishouldthinkyou"dbeashamedofit!­;I
"llhelpyouteaseforyourvelocipede,andwon"tsayawordagainstit,whenmammaandgrannybegpapanottoletyouhaveit。"
"Willyou?"andTompausedtoconsidertheofferinallitsbearings。
"Yes,andPollywillhelp;won"tyou?"
"I"drathernothaveanythingtodowithit;butI"llbequiet,andnotdoanyharm。"
"Whywon"tyou?"askedTom,curiously。
"Becauseitseemslikedeceiving。"
"Well,papaneedn"tbesofussy,"saidFan,petulantly。
"AfterhearingaboutthatCarrie,andtherest,Idon"twonderheisfussy。Whydon"tyoutellrightout,andnotdoitanymore,ifhedon"twantyouto?"saidPolly,persuasively。
"Doyougoandtellyourfatherandmothereverythingrightout?"
"Yes,Ido;anditsaveseversomuchtrouble。"
"Ain"tyouafraidofthem?"
"OfcourseI"mnot。It"shardtotellsometimes;butit"ssocomfortablewhenit"sover。"
"Let"s!"wasTom"sbriefadvice。
"Mercyme!whatafussaboutnothing!"saidFanny,readytocrywithvexation。
"Tisn"tnothing。Youknowyouareforbiddentogogallivantingroundwiththosechaps,andthat"sthereasonyou"reinapuckernow。Iwon"tmakeanybargain,andIwilltell,"returnedTom,seizedwithasuddenfitofmoralfirmness。
"WillyouifIpromisenever,nevertodosoanymore?"askedFanny,meekly;forwhenThomastookmattersintohisownhands,hissisterusuallysubmittedinspiteofherself。
"I"llthinkaboutit;andifyoubehave,maybeIwon"tdoitatall。
Icanwatchyoubetterthanpapacan;so,ifyoutryitagain,it"sallupwithyou,miss,"saidTom,findingitimpossibletoresistthepleasureoftyrannizingalittlewhenhegotthechance。
"Shewon"t;don"tplagueheranymore,andshewillbegoodtoyouwhenyougetintoscrapes,"answeredPolly,withherarmroundFan。
"Ineverdo;andifIdid,Ishouldn"taskagirltohelpmeout。"
"Whynot?I"daskyouinaminute,ifIwasintrouble,"saidPolly,inherconfidingway。
"Wouldyou?Well,I"dputyouthrough,assureasmyname"sTomShaw。
Now,then,don"tslip,Polly,"andMr。Thomashelpedthemoutwithunusualpoliteness,forthatfriendlylittlespeechgratifiedhim。Hefeltthatonepersonappreciatedhim;andithadagoodeffectuponmannersandtempermaderoughandbelligerentbyconstantsnubbingandopposition。
Afterteathatevening,FannyproposedthatPollyshouldshowherhowtomakemolassescandy,asitwascook"sholiday,andthecoastwouldbeclear。Hopingtopropitiatehertormentor,FaninvitedTomtojoinintherevel,andPollybeggedthatMaudmightsitupandseethefun;soallfourdescendedtothebigkitchen,armedwithaprons,hammers,spoons,andpans,andPollyassumedcommandoftheforces。Tomwassettocrackingnuts,andMaudtopickingoutthemeats,forthecandywastobe"tip-top。"
FanwaitedonPollycook,whohoveredoverthekettleofboilingmolassestillherfacewasthecolorofapeony。"Now,putinthenuts,"shesaidatlast;andTomemptiedhisplateintothefoamysyrup,whiletheotherswatchedwithdeepinterestthemysteriousconcoctionofthiswell-belovedsweetmeat。"Ipouritintothebutteredpan,yousee,anditcools,andthenwecaneatit,"explainedPolly,suitingtheactiontotheword。
"Why,it"sallfullofshells!"exclaimedMaud,peeringintothepan。
"Oh,thunder!Imusthaveput"eminbymistake,andateupthemeatswithoutthinking,"saidTom,tryingtoconcealhisnaughtysatisfaction,asthegirlshungoverthepanwithfacesfullofdisappointmentanddespair。
"Youdiditonpurpose,youhorridboy!I"llneverletyouhaveanythingtodowithmyfunagain!"criedFan,inapassion,tryingtocatchandshakehim,whilehedodgedandchuckledinhighglee。
Maudbegantowailoverherlostdelight,andPollygravelypokedatthemess,whichwasquitespoilt。Butherattentionwasspeedilydivertedbythesquabblegoingoninthecorner;forFanny,forgetfulofheryoung-ladyismandhersixteenyears,hadboxedTom"sears,andTom,resentingtheinsult,hadforciblyseatedherinthecoal-hod,whereheheldherwithonehandwhilehereturnedthecomplimentwiththeother。Bothwereveryangry,andkepttwittingoneanotherwitheveryaggravationtheycouldinvent,astheyscoldedandscuffled,presentingamostunlovelyspectacle。
Pollywasnotamodelgirlbyanymeans,andhadherlittlepetsandtempersliketherestofus;butshedidn"tfight,scream,andsquabblewithherbrothersandsistersinthisdisgracefulway,andwasmuchsurprisedtoseeherelegantfriendinsuchapassion。"Oh,don"t!Please,don"t!
You"llhurther,Tom!Lethimgo,Fanny!It"snomatteraboutthecandy;
wecanmakesomemore!"criedPolly,tryingtopartthem,andlookingsodistressed,thattheystoppedashamed,andinaminutesorrythatsheshouldseesuchadisplayoftemper。
"Iain"tgoingtobehustledround;soyou"dbetterletmealone,Fan,"
saidTom,drawingoffwithathreateningwagofthehead,adding,inadifferenttone,"Ionlyputtheshellsinforfun,Polly。Youcookanotherkettleful,andI"llpickyousomemeatsallfair。Willyou?"
"It"sprettyhotwork,andit"sapitytowastethings;butI"lltryagain,ifyouwantmeto,"saidPolly,withapatientsigh,forherarmsweretiredandherfaceuncomfortablyhot。
"Wedon"twantyou;getaway!"saidMaud,shakingastickyspoonathim。
"Keepquiet,cry-baby。I"mgoingtostayandhelp;mayn"tI,Polly?"
"Bearslikesweetthings,soyouwantsomecandy,Iguess。Whereisthemolasses?We"veusedupalltherewasinthejug,"saidPolly,good-naturedly,beginningagain。
"Downcellar;I"llgetit;"andtakingthelampandjug,Tomdeparted,bentondoinghisdutynowlikeasaint。
Themomenthislightvanished,Fannyboltedthedoor,saying,spitefully,"Now,wearesafefromanymoretricks。Lethimthumpandcall,itonlyserveshimright;andwhenthecandyisdone,we"lllettherascalout。"
"Howcanwemakeitwithoutmolasses?"askedPolly,thinkingthatwouldsettlethematter。
"There"splentyinthestore-room。No;youshan"tlethimuptillI
"mready。He"sgottolearnthatI"mnottobeshakenbyalittlechitlikehim。Makeyourcandy,andlethimalone,orI"llgoandtellpapa,andthenTomwillgetalecture。"
Pollythoughtitwasn"tfair;butMaudclamoredforhercandy,andfindingshecoulddonothingtoappeaseFan,Pollydevotedhermindtohercookerytillthenutsweresafelyin,andanicepanfulsetintheyardtocool。Afewbangsatthelockeddoor,afewthreatsofvengeancefromtheprisoner,suchassettingthehouseonfire,drinkingupthewine,andmashingthejelly-pots,andthenallwassoquietthatthegirlsforgothimintheexcitingcrisisoftheirwork。
"Hecan"tpossiblygetoutanywhere,andassoonwe"vecutupthecandy,we"llunboltthedoorandrun。Comeandgetanicedishtoputitin,"
saidFan,whenPollyproposedtogohalveswithTom,lestheshouldcomeburstinginsomehow,andseizethewhole。
Whentheycamedownwiththedishinwhichtosetforththeirtreat,andopenedtheback-doortofindit,imaginetheirdismayondiscoveringthatitwasgone,­;pan,candy,andall,­;utterlyandmysteriouslygone!
Agenerallamentarose,whenacarefulrummageleftnohopes;forthefateshadevidentlydecreedatcandywasnottoprosperonthisunpropitiousnight。
"Thehotpanhasmeltedandsunkinthesnowperhaps,"saidFanny,diggingintothedriftwhereitwasleft。
"Thoseoldcatshavegotit,Iguess,"suggestedMaud,toomuchoverwhelmedbythissecondblowtohowlasusual。
"Thegateisn"tlocked,andsomebeggarhasstolenit。Ihopeitwilldohimgood,"addedPolly,turningfromherexploringexpedition。
"IfTomcouldgetout,Ishouldthinkhe"dcarrieditoff;butnotbeingarat,hecan"tgothroughthebitsofwindows;soitwasn"thim,"saidFanny,disconsolately,forshebegantothinkthisdoublelossapunishmentforlettingangrypassionsrise,"Let"sopenthedoorandtellhimaboutit,"proposedPolly。
"He"llcrowoverus。No;we"llopenitandgotobed,andhecancomeoutwhenhelikes。Provokingboy!ifhehadn"tplaguedusso,weshouldhavehadanicetime。"
Unboltingthecellardoor,thegirlsannouncedtotheinvisiblecaptivethattheywerethrough,andthendepartedmuchdepressed。Half-wayupthesecondflight,theyallstoppedassuddenlyasiftheyhadseenaghost;
forlookingoverthebanisterswasTom"sface,crockybuttriumphant,andineitherhandajunkofcandy,whichhewavedabovethemashevanished,withthetantalizingremark,"Don"tyouwishyouhadsome?"
"Howintheworlddidhegetout?"criedFanny,steadyingherselfafterastartthatnearlysentallthreetumblingdownstairs。
"Coal-hole!"answeredaspectralvoicefromthegloomabove。
"Goodgracious!Hemusthavepokedupthecover,climbedintothestreet,stolethecandy,andsneakedinattheshed-windowwhilewewerelookingforit。"
"Catsgotit,didn"tthey?"jeeredthevoiceinatonethatmadePollysitdownandlaughtillshecouldn"tlaughanylonger。
"JustgiveMaudabit,she"ssodisappointed。FanandIaresickofit,andsowillyoube,ifyoueatitall,"calledPolly,whenshegotherbreath。
"Gotobed,Maudie,andlookunderyourpillowwhenyougetthere,"
wastheoracularreplythatcamedowntothem,asTom"sdoorclosedafterajubilantsoloonthetinpan。
Thegirlswenttobedtiredout;andMaudslumberedplacidly,huggingthestickybundle,foundwheremolassescandyisnotoftendiscovered。
Pollywasverytired,andsoonfellasleep;butFanny,whosleptwithher,layawakelongerthanusual,thinkingabouthertroubles,forherheadached,andthedissatisfactionthatfollowsangerwouldnotletherrestwiththetranquillitythatmadetherosyfaceinthelittleroundnightcapsuchapleasantsighttoseeasitlaybesideher。Thegaswasturneddown,butFannysawafigureinagraywrappercreepbyherdoor,andpresentlyreturn,pausingtolookin。"Whoisit?"shecried,soloudthatPollywoke。
"Onlyme,dear,"answeredgrandma"smildvoice。"PoorTomhasgotadreadfultoothache,andIcamedowntofindsomecreosoteforhim。Hetoldmenottotellyou;butIcan"tfindthebottle,anddon"twanttodisturbmamma。"
"It"sinmycloset。OldTomwillpayforhistrickthistime,"saidFanny,inasatisfiedtone。
"Ithoughthe"dgetenoughofourcandy,"laughedPolly;andthentheyfellasleep,leavingTomtothedelightsoftoothacheandthetendermerciesofkindoldgrandma。ChapterIII。ChapterIII。CHAPTERIIIPOLLY"STROUBLESPOLLYsoonfoundthatshewasinanewworld,aworldwherethemannersandcustomsweresodifferentfromthesimplewaysathome,thatshefeltlikeastrangerinastrangeland,andoftenwishedthatshehadnotcome。
Inthefirstplace,shehadnothingtodobutloungeandgossip,readnovels,paradethestreets,anddress;andbeforeaweekwasgone,shewasasheartilysickofallthis,asahealthypersonwouldbewhoattemptedtoliveonconfectionery。Fannylikedit,becauseshewasusedtoit,andhadneverknownanythingbetter;butPollyhad,andoftenfeltlikealittlewood-birdshutupinagildedcage。Nevertheless,shewasmuchimpressedbytheluxuriesallabouther,enjoyedthem,wishedsheownedthem,andwonderedwhytheShawswerenotahappierfamily。Shewasnotwiseenoughtoknowwherethetroublelay;shedidnotattempttosaywhichofthetwoliveswastherightone;sheonlyknewwhichshelikedbest,andsupposeditwasmerelyanotherofher"old-fashioned"ways。
Fanny"sfriendsdidnotinteresthermuch;shewasratherafraidofthem,theyseemedsomucholderandwiserthanherself,eventhoseyoungerinyears。TheytalkedaboutthingsofwhichsheknewnothingandwhenFannytriedtoexplain,shedidn"tfindtheminteresting;indeed,someofthemrathershockedandpuzzledher;sothegirlsletheralone,beingcivilwhentheymet,butevidentlyfeelingthatshewastoo"odd"tobelongtotheirset。ThensheturnedtoMaudforcompanionship,forherownlittlesisterwasexcellentcompany,andPollylovedherdearly。ButMissMaudwasmuchabsorbedinherownaffairs,forshebelongedtoa"set"also;
andthesemitesoffiveandsixhadtheir"musicals,"theirparties,receptions,andpromenades,aswellastheirelders;and,thechiefideaoftheirlittlelivesseemedtobetoapethefashionablefolliestheyshouldhavebeentooinnocenttounderstand。Maudhadhertinycard-case,andpaidcalls,"likemammaandFan";herboxofdaintygloves,herjewel-drawer,hercrimping-pins,asfineandfancifulawardrobeasaParisdoll,andaFrenchmaidtodressher。Pollycouldn"tgetonwithheratfirst,forMauddidn"tseemlikeachild,andoftencorrectedPollyinherconversationandmanners,thoughlittlemademoiselle"sownwereanythingbutperfect。Nowandthen,whenMaudfeltpoorly,orhada"fwactious"turn,forshehad"nerves"aswellasmamma,shewouldgotoPollyto"beamoosed,"forhergentlewaysandkindforbearancesoothedthelittlefineladybetterthananythingelse。
Pollyenjoyedthesetimes,andtoldstories,playedgames,orwentoutwalking,justasMaudliked,slowlyandsurelywinningthechild"sheart,andrelievingthewholehouseoftheyoungtyrantwhoruledit。
TomsoongotoverstaringatPolly,andatfirstdidnottakemuchnoticeofher,for,inhisopinion,"girlsdidn"tamounttomuch,anyway";and,considering,thestyleofgirlheknewmostabout,Pollyquiteagreedwithhim。Heoccasionallyrefreshedhimselfbyteasingher,toseehowshe"dstandit,andcausedPollymuchanguishofspirit,forsheneverknewwherehewouldtakehernext。Hebouncedoutatherfrombehinddoors,booedatherindarkentries,clutchedherfeetasshewentupstairs,startledherbyshrillwhistlesrightinherear,orsuddentweaksofthehairashepassedherinthestreet;andassureastherewascompanytodinner,hefixedhisroundeyesonher,andnevertookthemofftillshewasreducedtoapiteousstateofconfusionanddistress。Sheusedtobeghimnottoplagueher;buthesaidhediditforhergood;shewastooshy,andneededtougheningliketheothergirls。Invainsheprotestedthatshedidn"twanttobeliketheothergirlsinthatrespect;heonlylaughedinherface,stuckhisredhairstraightupalloverhishead,andglaredather,tillshefledindismay。
YetPollyratherlikedTom,forshesoonsawthathewasneglected,hustledoutoftheway,andlefttogetonprettymuchbyhimself。Sheoftenwonderedwhyhismotherdidn"tpethimasshedidthegirls;whyhisfatherorderedhimaboutasifhewasabornrebel,andtooksolittleinterestinhisonlyson。Fannyconsideredhimabear,andwasashamedofhim;butnevertriedtopolishhimupabit;andMaudandhelivedtogetherlikeacatanddogwhodidnotbelongtoa"happyfamily。"GrandmawastheonlyonewhostoodbypooroldTom;andPollymorethanoncediscoveredhimdoingsomethingkindforMadam,andseemingverymuchashamedwhenitwasfoundout。Hewasn"trespectfulatall;hecalledher"theoldlady,"andtoldherhe"wouldn"tbefussedover";butwhenanythingwasthematter,healwayswentto"theoldlady,"andwasverygratefulforthe"fussing。"Pollylikedhimforthis,andoftenwantedtospeakofit;
butshehadafeelingthatitwouldn"tdo,forinpraisingtheiraffection,shewasreproachingotherswithneglect;sosheheldhertongue,andthoughtaboutitallthemore。
Grandmawasratherneglected,too,andperhapsthatisthereasonwhyTomandsheweresuchgoodfriends。Shewasevenmoreold-fashionedthanPolly;butpeopledidn"tseemtominditsomuchinher,asherdaywassupposedtobeover,andnothingwasexpectedofherbuttokeepoutofeverybody"sway,andtobehandsomelydressedwhensheappeared"beforepeople。"Grandmaledaquiet,solitarylifeinherownrooms,fullofoldfurniture,pictures,books,andrelicsofapastforwhichnoonecaredbutherself。Hersonwentupeveryeveningforalittlecall,wasverykindtoher,andsawthatshewantednothingmoneycouldbuy;buthewasabusyman,sointentongettingrichthathehadnotimetoenjoywhathealreadypossessed。Madamnevercomplained,interfered,orsuggested;
buttherewasasadsortofquietudeabouther,awistfullookinherfadedeyes,asifshewantedsomethingwhichmoneycouldnotbuy,andwhenchildrenwerenear,shehoveredaboutthem,evidentlylongingtocuddleandcaressthemasonlygrandmotherscan。Pollyfeltthis;andasshemissedthehome-petting,gladlyshowedthatshelikedtoseethequietoldfacebrighten,assheenteredthesolitaryroom,wherefewchildrencame,exceptthephantomsoflittlesonsanddaughters,who,tothemotherlyheartthatlovedthem,neverfadedorgrewup。Pollywishedthechildrenwouldbekindertograndma;
butitwasnotforhertotellthemso,althoughittroubledheragooddeal,andshecouldonlytrytomakeupforitbybeingasdutifulandaffectionateasiftheirgrandmawasherown。
AnotherthingthatdisturbedPollywasthewantofexercise。Todressupandparadecertainstreetsforanhoureveryday,tostandtalkingindoorways,ordriveoutinafinecarriage,wasnotthesortofexercisesheliked,andFanwouldtakenoother。Indeed,shewassoshocked,whenPolly,oneday,proposedarundownthemall,thatherfriendneverdaredsuggestsuchathingagain。Athome,Pollyranandrode,coastedandskated,jumpedropeandrakedhay,workedinhergardenandrowedherboat;sonowondershelongedforsomethingmorelivelythanadailypromenadewithaflockofgiddygirls,whotiltedalonginhigh-heeledboots,andcostumeswhichmadePollyashamedtobeseenwithsomeofthem。Sosheusedtoslipoutalonesometimes,whenFannywasabsorbedinnovels,company,ormillinery,andgetfinebriskwalksroundthepark,ontheunfashionableside,wherethebabiestooktheirairings;orshewentinside,towatchtheboyscoasting,andtowishshecouldcoasttoo,asshedidathome。Sheneverwentfar,andalwayscamebackrosyandgay。
Oneafternoon,justbeforedinner,shefeltsotiredofdoingnothing,thatsheslippedoutforarun。Ithadbeenadullday;butthesunwasvisiblenow,settingbrightlybelowtheclouds。ItwascoldbutstillandPollytrotteddownthesmooth,snow-coveredmallhummingtoherself,andtryingnottofeelhomesick。Thecoasterswereatitwithalltheirmight,andshewatchedthem,tillherlongingtojointhefungrewirresistible。
Onthehill,somelittlegirlswereplayingwiththeirsleds,­;reallittlegirls,inwarmhoodsandcoats,rubberbootsandmittens,­;andPollyfeltdrawntowardtheminspiteofherfearofFan。
"Iwanttogodown,butIdarsn"t,it"ssosteep,"saidoneofthese"commonchildren,"asMaudcalledthem。
"Ifyou"lllendmeyoursled,andsitinmylap,I"lltakeyoudownallnice,"answeredPolly,inaconfidentialtone。
Thelittlegirlstookalookather,seemedsatisfied,andacceptedheroffer。Pollylookedcarefullyroundtoseethatnofashionableeyebeheldtheawfuldeed,andfindingallsafe,settledherfreight,andspunawaydownhill,feelingalloverthedelightsomeexcitementofswiftmotionwhichmakescoastingsuchafavoritepastimewiththemoresensibleportionofthechild-world。Oneafteranother,shetookthelittlegirlsdownthehillanddraggedthemupagain,whiletheyregardedherinthelightofagray-coatedangel,descendedfortheirexpressbenefit。Pollywasjustfinishingoffwithonedelicious"go"allbyherself,whensheheardafamiliarwhistlebehindher,andbeforeshecouldgetoff,upcameTom,lookingasmuchastonishedasifhehadfoundhermounted,onanelephant。
"Hullo,Polly!What"llFansaytoyou?"washispolishedsalutation。
"Don"tknow,anddon"tcare。Coastingisnoharm;Ilikeit,andI"mgoingtodoit,nowI"vegotachance;soclearthelul-la!"AndawaywentindependentPolly,withherhairblowinginthewind,andanexpressionofgenuineenjoyment,whichaveryrednosedidn"tdamageintheleast。
"Goodforyou,Polly!"Andcastinghimselfuponhissled,withthemostrecklessdisregardforhisribs,offwhizzedTomafterher,andcamealongsidejustasshereinedup"GeneralGrant"onthebroadpathbelow。"Oh,won"tyougetitwhenwegohome?"criedtheyounggentleman,evenbeforehechangedhisgracefulattitude。
"Ishan"t,ifyoudon"tgoandtell;butofcourseyouwill,"addedPolly,sittingstill,whileananxiousexpressionbegantostealoverherhappyface。
"Ijustwon"t,then,"returnedTom,withthenaturalperversityofhistribe。
"Iftheyaskme,Ishalltell,ofcourse;iftheydon"task,Ithinkthere"snoharminkeepingstill。Ishouldn"thavedoneit,ifIhadn"tknownmymotherwaswilling;butIdon"twishtotroubleyourmotherbytellingofit。Doyouthinkitwasverydreadfulofme?"askedPolly,lookingathim。
"Ithinkitwasdownrightjolly;andIwon"ttell,ifyoudon"twantmeto。Now,comeupandhaveanother,"saidTom,heartily。
"Justonemore;thelittlegirlswanttogo,thisistheirsled。"
"Let"emtakeit,itisn"tgoodformuch;andyoucomeonmine。Mazeppa"sastunner;youseeifheisn"t。"
SoPollytuckedherselfupinfront,Tomhungonbehindinsomemysteriousmanner,andMazeppaprovedthathefullymeritedhismaster"ssincereifinelegantpraise。Theygotoncapitallynow,forTomwasinhispropersphere,andshowedhisbestside,beingcivilandgayinthebluffboy-fashionthatwasnaturaltohim;whilePollyforgottobeshy,andlikedthissortof"toughening"muchbetterthantheother。Theylaughedandtalked,andkepttaking"justonemore,"tillthesunshinewasallgone,andtheclocksstruckdinner-time。
"Weshallbelate;let"srun,"saidPolly,astheycameintothepathafterthelastcoast。
"Youjustsitstill,andI"llgetyouhomeinajiffy;"andbeforeshecouldunpackherself,Tomtrottedoffwithheratafinepace。
"Here"sapairofcheeks!Iwishyou"dgetacolorlikethis,Fanny,"
saidMr。Shaw,asPollycameintothedining-roomaftersmoothingherhair。
"Yournoseisasredasthatcranberrysauce,"answeredFan,comingoutofthebigchairwhereshehadbeencurledupforanhourortwo,deepin"LadyAudley"sSecret。"
"Soitis,"saidPolly,shuttingoneeyetolookattheoffendingfeature。
"Nevermind;I"vehadagoodtime,anyway,"sheadded,givingalittlepranceinherchair。
"Idon"tseemuchfuninthesecoldrunsyouaresofondoftaking,"
saidFanny,withayawnandashiver。
"Perhapsyouwouldifyoutriedit;"andPollylaughedassheglancedatTom。
"Didyougoalone,dear?"askedgrandma,pattingtherosycheekbesideher。
"Yes"m;butImetTom,andwecamehometogether。"Polly"seyestwinkledwhenshesaidthat,andTomchokedinhissoup。
"Thomas,leavethetable!"commandedMr。Shaw,ashisincorrigiblesongurgledandgaspedbehindhisnapkin。
"Pleasedon"tsendhimaway,sir。Imadehimlaugh,"saidPolly,penitently。
"What"sthejoke?"askedFanny,wakingupatlast。
"Ishouldn"tthinkyou"dmakehimlaugh,whenhe"salwaysmakingyoucwy,"observedMaud,whohadjustcomein。
"Whathaveyoubeendoingnow,sir?"demandedMr。Shaw,asTomemerged,redandsolemn,fromhisbriefobscurity。
"Nothingbutcoast,"hesaid,gruffly,forpapawasalwayslecturinghim,andlettingthegirlsdojustastheyliked。
"So"sPolly;Isawher。MeandBlanchewerecominghomejustnow,andwesawherandTomwidingdownthehillonhissled,andthenhedwaggedhereversofar!"criedMaud,withhermouthfull。
"Youdidn"t?"andFannydroppedherforkwithascandalizedface。
"Yes,Idid,andlikediteversomuch,"answeredPolly,lookinganxiousbutresolute。
"Didanyoneseeyou?"criedFanny。
"Onlysomelittlegirls,andTom。"
"Itwashorridlyimproper;andTomoughttohavetoldyouso,ifyoudidn"tknowanybetter。Ishouldbemortifiedtodeathifanyofmyfriendssawyou,"addedFan,muchdisturbed。
"Now,don"tyouscold。It"snoharm,andPollyshallcoastifshewantsto;mayn"tshe,grandma?"criedTom,gallantlycomingtotherescue,andsecuringapowerfulally。
"Mymotherletsme;andifIdon"tgoamongtheboys,Ican"tseewhatharmthereisinit,"saidPolly,beforeMadamcouldspeak。
"Peopledomanythingsinthecountrythatarenotproperhere,"beganMrs。Shaw,inherreprovingtone。
"Letthechilddoitifshelikes,andtakeMaudwithher。Ishouldbegladtohaveoneheartygirlinmyhouse,"interruptedMr。Shaw,andthatwastheendofit。
"Thankyou,sir,"saidPolly,gratefully,andnoddedatTom,whotelegraphedback"Allright!"andfelluponhisdinnerwiththeappetiteofayoungwolf。
"Oh,yously-boots!you"regettingupaflirtationwithTom,areyou?"
whisperedFannytoherfriend,asifmuchamused。
"What!"andPollylookedsosurprisedandindignant,thatFannywasashamedofherself,andchangedthesubjectbytellinghermothersheneededsomenewgloves。
Pollywasveryquietafterthat,andtheminutedinnerwasover,shelefttheroomtogoandhaveaquiet"think"aboutthewholematter。Beforeshegothalf-wayupstairs,shesawTomcomingafter,andimmediatelysatdowntoguardherfeet。Helaughed,andsaid,asheperchedhimselfonthepostofthebanisters,"Iwon"tgrabyou,honorbright。Ijustwantedtosay,ifyou"llcomeoutto-morrowsometime,we"llhaveagoodcoast。"
"No,"saidPolly,"Ican"tcome。"
"Whynot?Areyoumad?Ididn"ttell。"AndTomlookedamazedatthechangewhichhadcomeoverher。
"No;youkeptyourword,andstoodbymelikeagoodboy。I"mnotmad,either;butIdon"tmeantocoastanymore。Yourmotherdon"tlikeit。"
"Thatisn"tthereason,Iknow。Younoddedtomeaftershe"dfreedhermind,andyoumeanttogothen。Come,now,whatisit?"
"Ishan"ttellyou;butI"mnotgoing,"wasPolly"sdeterminedanswer。
"Well,Ididthinkyouhadmoresensethanmostgirls;butyouhaven"t,andIwouldn"tgiveasixpenceforyou。"
"That"spolite,"saidPolly,gettingruffled。
"Well,Ihatecowards。"