第1章
"Comeon,then。"
"Oh,I"mnotgoing;it"stoowet。Shouldn"thaveacrimpleftifIwentoutsuchadayasthis;andIwanttolooknicewhenPollycomes。"
"Youdon"texpectmetogoandbringhomeastrangegirlalone,doyou?"
AndTomlookedasmuchalarmedasifhissisterhadproposedtohimtoescortthewildwomanofAustralia。
"OfcourseIdo。It"syourplacetogoandgether;andifyouwasn"tabear,you"dlikeit。"
"Well,Icallthatmean!IsupposedI"dgottogo;butyousaidyou"dgo,too。Catchmebotheringaboutyourfriendsanothertime!No,sir!"AndTomrosefromthesofawithanairofindignantresolution,theimpressiveeffectofwhichwassomewhatdamagedbyatousledhead,andthehunchedappearanceofhisgarmentsgenerally。
"Now,don"tbecross;andI"llgetmammatoletyouhavethathorridNedMiller,thatyouaresofondof,comeandmakeyouavisitafterPolly"sgone,"saidFanny,hopingtosoothehisruffledfeelings。
"Howlongisshegoingtostay?"demandedTom,makinghistoiletbyapromiscuousshake。
"Amonthortwo,maybe。She"seversonice;andIshallkeepheraslongasshe"shappy。"
"Shewon"tstaylongthen,ifIcanhelpit,"mutteredTom,whoregardedgirlsasaveryunnecessaryportionofcreation。Boysoffourteenareapttothinkso,andperhapsitisawisearrangement;for,beingfondofturningsomersaults,theyhaveanopportunityofindulginginagoodone,metaphoricallyspeaking,when,threeorfouryearslater,theybecometheabjectslavesof"thosebotheringgirls。"
"Lookhere!howamIgoingtoknowthecreature?Ineversawher,andsheneversawme。You"llhavetocometoo,Fan,"headded,pausingonhiswaytothedoor,arrestedbytheawfulideathathemighthavetoaddressseveralstrangegirlsbeforehegottherightone。
"You"llfindhereasyenough;she"llprobablybestandingroundlookingforus。Idaresayshe"llknowyou,thoughI"mnotthere,becauseI"vedescribedyoutoher。"
"Guessshewon"t,then;"andTomgaveahastysmoothtohiscurlypateandaglanceatthemirror,feelingsurethathissisterhadn"tdonehimjustice。Sistersneverdo,as"wefellows"knowtoowell。
"Dogoalong,oryou"llbetoolate;andthen,whatwillPollythinkofme?"criedFanny,withtheimpatientpokewhichispeculiarlyaggravatingtomasculinedignity。
"She"llthinkyoucaredmoreaboutyourfrizzlesthanyourfriends,andshe"llbeaboutright,too。"
Feelingthathesaidratheraneatandcuttingthing,Tomsaunteredleisurelyaway,perfectlyconsciousthatitwaslate,butbentonnotbeinghurriedwhileinsight,thoughheranhimselfoffhislegstomakeupforitafterward。
"IfIwasthePresident,I"dmakealawtoshutupallboystilltheyweregrown;fortheycertainlyarethemostprovokingtoadsintheworld,"
saidFanny,asshewatchedtheslouchyfigureofherbrotherstrollingdownthestreet。Shemighthavechangedhermind,however,ifshehadfollowedhim,forassoonasheturnedthecorner,hiswholeaspectaltered;hishandscameoutofhispockets,hestoppedwhistling,buttonedhisjacket,gavehiscapapull,andwentoffatagreatpace。
Thetrainwasjustinwhenhereachedthestation,pantinglikearace-horse,andasredasalobsterwiththewindandtherun。
"Supposeshe"llwearatop-knotandathingumbob,likeeveryoneelse;
andhowevershallIknowher?ToobadofFantomakemecomealone!"thoughtTom,ashestoodwatchingthecrowdstreamthroughthedepot,andfeelingratherdauntedatthearrayofyoungladieswhopassed。Asnoneofthemseemedlookingforanyone,hedidnotaccostthem,buteyedeachnewbatchwiththeairofamartyr。"That"sher,"hesaidtohimself,ashepresentlycaughtsightofagirlingorgeousarray,standingwithherhandsfolded,andaverysmallhatperchedonthetopofaverylarge"chig-non,"asTompronouncedit。"IsupposeI"vegottospeaktoher,soheregoes;"
and,nervinghimselftothetask,Tomslowlyapproachedthedamsel,wholookedasifthewindhadblownherclothesintorags,suchaflappingofsashes,scallops,ruffles,curls,andfeatherswasthere。
"Isay,ifyouplease,isyournamePollyMilton?"meeklyaskedTom,pausingbeforethebreezystranger。
"No,itisn"t,"answeredtheyounglady,withacoolstarethatutterlyquenchedhim。
"Whereinthunderisshe?"growledTom,walkingoffinhighdudgeon。
Thequicktapoffeetbehindhimmadehimturnintimetoseeafresh-facedlittlegirlrunningdownthelongstation,andlookingasifsheratherlikedit。Asshesmiled,andwavedherbagathim,hestoppedandwaitedforher,sayingtohimself,"Hullo!Iwonderifthat"sPolly?"
Upcamethelittlegirl,withherhandout,andahalf-shy,half-merrylookinherblueeyes,asshesaid,inquiringly,"ThisisTom,isn"tit?"
"Yes。Howdidyouknow?"andTomgotovertheordealofhand-shakingwithoutthinkingofit,hewassosurprised。
"Oh,Fantoldmeyou"dgotcurlyhair,andafunnynose,andkeptwhistling,andworeagraycappulledoveryoureyes;soIknewyoudirectly。"AndPollynoddedathiminthemostfriendlymanner,havingpolitelyrefrainedfromcallingthehair"red,"thenose"apug,"andthecap"old,"­;allofwhichfactsFannyhadcarefullyimpresseduponhermemory。
"Whereareyourtrunks?"askedTom,ashewasremindedofhisdutybyherhandinghimthebag,whichhehadnotofferedtotake。
"Fathertoldmenottowaitforanyone,elseI"dlosemychanceofahack;soIgavemychecktoaman,andthereheiswithmytrunk;"andPollywalkedoffafterheronemodestpieceofbaggage,followedbyTom,whofeltatrifledepressedbyhisownremissnessinpoliteattentions。
"Sheisn"tabitofayounglady,thankgoodness!Fandidn"ttellmeshewaspretty。Don"tlooklikecitygirls,noractlike"em,neither,"
hethought,trudgingintherear,andeyeingwithfavorthebrowncurlsbobbingalonginfront。
Asthecarriagedroveoff,Pollygavealittlebounceonthespringyseat,andlaughedlikeadelightedchild。"Idoliketorideinthesenicehacks,andseeallthefinethings,andhaveagoodtime,don"tyou?"shesaid,composingherselfthenextminute,asifitsuddenlyoccurredtoherthatshewasgoinga-visiting。
"Notmuch,"saidTom,notmindingwhathesaid,forthefactthathewasshutupwiththestrangegirlsuddenlyoppressedhissoul。
"How"sFan?Whydidn"tshecome,too?"askedPolly,tryingtolookdemure,whilehereyesdancedinspiteofher。
"Afraidofspoilinghercrinkles;"andTomsmiled,forthisbasebetrayalofconfidencemadehimfeelhisownmanagain。
"YouandIdon"tminddampness。I"mmuchobligedtoyouforcomingtotakecareofme。"
ItwaskindofPollytosaythat,andTomfeltit;forhisredcropwasatenderpoint,andtobeassociatedwithPolly"sprettybrowncurlsseemedtolessenitscopperyglow。Thenhehadn"tdoneanythingforherbutcarrythebagafewsteps;yet,shethankedhim。Hefeltgrateful,andinaburstofconfidence,offeredahandfulofpeanuts,forhispocketswerealwayssuppliedwiththisagreeabledelicacy,andhemightbetracedanywherebythetrailofshellsheleftbehindhim。
Assoonashehaddoneit,herememberedthatFannyconsideredthemvulgar,andfeltthathehaddisgracedhisfamily。Sohestuckhisheadoutofthewindow,andkeptittheresolong,thatPollyaskedifanythingwasthematter。"Pooh!whocaresforacountrifiedlittlethinglikeher,"
saidTommanfullytohimself;andthenthespiritofmischiefenteredinandtookpossessionofhim。
"He"sprettydrunk;butIguesshecanholdhishorses,"repliedthisevil-mindedboy,withanairofcalmresignation。
"Isthemantipsy?Oh,dear!let"sgetout!Arethehorsesbad?It"sverysteephere;doyouthinkit"ssafe?"criedpoorPolly,makingacockedhatofherlittlebeaver,bythrustingitoutofthehalf-openwindowonherside。
"There"splentyoffolkstopickusupifanythinghappens;butperhapsitwouldbesaferifIgotoutandsatwiththeman;"andTomquitebeamedwiththebrilliancyofthissuddenmodeofrelief。
"Oh,do,ifyouain"tafraid!Motherwouldbesoanxiousifanythingshouldhappentome,sofaraway!"criedPolly,muchdistressed。
"Don"tyoubeworried。I"llmanagetheoldchap,andthehorsestoo;"
andopeningthedoor,Tomvanishedaloft,leavingpoorvictimizedPollytoquakeinside,whileheplacidlyrevelledinfreedomandpeanutsoutside,withthestaidolddriver。
Fannycameflyingdowntomeether"darlingPolly,"asTompresentedher,withthegracefulremark,"I"vegother!"andtheairofadauntlesshunter,producingthetrophiesofhisskill。Pollywasinstantlywhiskedupstairs;andhavingdancedadouble-shuffleonthedoor-mat,Tomretiredtothedining-room,torestoreexhaustednaturewithhalfadozencookies。
"Ain"tyoutiredtodeath?Don"tyouwanttoliedown?"saidFanny,sittingonthesideofthebedinPolly"sroom,andchatteringhard,whilesheexaminedeverythingherfriendhadon。
"Notabit。Ihadanicetimecoming,andnotrouble,exceptthetipsycoachman;butTomgotoutandkepthiminorder,soIwasn"tmuchfrightened,"
answeredinnocentPolly,takingoffherrough-and-readycoat,andtheplainhatwithoutabitofafeather。
"Fiddlestick!hewasn"ttipsy;andTomonlydidittogetoutoftheway。Hecan"tbeargirls,"saidFanny,withasuperiorair。
"Can"the?Why,Ithoughthewasverypleasantandkind!"andPollyopenedhereyeswithasurprisedexpression。
"He"sanawfulboy,mydear;andifyouhaveanythingtodowithhim,he"lltormentyoutodeath。Boysareallhorrid;buthe"sthehorridestoneIeversaw。"
Fannywenttoafashionableschool,wheretheyoungladiesweresobusywiththeirFrench,German,andItalian,thattherewasnotimeforgoodEnglish。Feelingherconfidencemuchshakenintheyouth,Pollyprivatelyresolvedtolethimalone,andchangedtheconversation,bysaying,asshelookedadmiringlyaboutthelarge,handsomeroom,"Howsplendiditis!Ineversleptinabedwithcurtainsbefore,orhadsuchafinetoilet-tableasthis。"
"I"mgladyoulikeit;butdon"t,formercysake,saysuchthingsbeforetheothergirls!"repliedFanny,wishingPollywouldwearear-rings,aseveryoneelsedid。
"Whynot?"askedthecountrymouseofthecitymouse,wonderingwhatharmtherewasinlikingotherpeople"sprettythings,andsayingso。
"Oh,theylaughateverythingtheleastbitodd,andthatisn"tpleasant。"
Fannydidn"tsay"countrified,"butshemeantit,andPollyfeltuncomfortable。
Sosheshookoutherlittleblacksilkapronwithathoughtfulface,andresolvednottoalludetoherownhome,ifshecouldhelpit。
"I"msopoorly,mammasaysIneedn"tgotoschoolregularly,whileyouarehere,­;onlytwoorthreetimesaweek,justtokeepupmymusicandFrench。Youcangotoo,ifyoulike;papasaidso。Do,it"ssuchfun!"
criedFanny,quitesurprisingherfriendbythisunexpectedfondnessforschool。
"Ishouldbeafraid,ifallthegirlsdressasfinelyasyoudo,andknowasmuch,"saidPolly,beginningtofeelshyatthethought。
"La,child!youneedn"tmindthat。I"lltakecareofyou,andfixyouup,soyouwon"tlookodd。"
"AmIodd?"askedPolly,struckbythewordandhopingitdidn"tmeananythingverybad。
"Youareadear,andeversomuchprettierthanyouwerelastsummer,onlyyou"vebeenbroughtupdifferentlyfromus;soyourwaysain"tlikeours,yousee,"beganFanny,findingitratherhardtoexplain。
"Howdifferent?"askedPollyagain,forshelikedtounderstandthings。
"Well,youdresslikealittlegirl,foronething。"
"Iamalittlegirl;sowhyshouldn"tI?"andPollylookedathersimplebluemerinofrock,stoutboots,andshorthair,withapuzzledair。
"Youarefourteen;andweconsiderourselvesyoungladiesatthatage,"continuedFanny,surveying,withcomplacency,thepileofhaironthetopofherhead,withafringeoffuzzroundherforehead,andawavylockstreamingdownherback;likewise,herscarlet-and-blacksuit,withitsbigsash,littlepannier,brightbuttons,points,rosettes,­;and,heavenknowswhat。Therewasalocketonherneck,earringstinklinginherears,watchandchainatherbelt,andseveralringsonapairofhandsthatwouldhavebeenimprovedbysoapandwater。
Polly"seyewentfromonelittlefiguretotheother,andshethoughtthatFannylookedtheoddestofthetwo;forPollylivedinaquietcountrytown,andknewverylittleofcityfashions。Shewasratherimpressedbytheeleganceabouther,neverhavingseenFanny"shomebefore,astheygotacquaintedwhileFannypaidavisittoafriendwholivednearPolly。
Butshedidn"tletthecontrastbetweenherselfandFantroubleher;forinaminuteshelaughedandsaid,contentedly,"Mymotherlikesmetodresssimply,andIdon"tmind。Ishouldn"tknowwhattodoriggedupasyouare。Don"tyoueverforgettoliftyoursashandfixthosepuffythingswhenyousitdown?"
BeforeFannycouldanswer,ascreamfrombelowmadebothlisten。"It"sonlyMaud;shefussesalldaylong,"beganFanny;andthewordswerehardlyoutofhermouth,whenthedoorwasthrownopen,andalittlegirl,ofsixorseven,cameroaringin。ShestoppedatsightofPolly,staredaminute,thentookupherroarjustwheresheleftit,andcastherselfintoFanny"slap,exclaimingwrathfully,"Tom"slaughingatme!Makehimstop!"
"Whatdidyoudotosethimgoing?Don"tscreamso,you"llfrightenPolly!"andFangavethecherubashake,whichproducedanexplanation。
"Ionlysaidwehadcoldcweamattheparty,lastnight,andhelaughed!"
"Ice-cream,child!"andFannyfollowedTom"sreprehensibleexample。
"Idon"tcare!itwascold;andIwarmedmineatthewegister,andthenitwasnice;only,WillyBlissspiltitonmynewGabwielle!"
andMaudwailedagainoverheraccumulatedwoes。
"DogotoKaty!You"reascrossasalittlebearto-day!"saidFanny,pushingheraway。
"Katydon"tamooseme;andImustbeamoosed,"causeI"mfwactious;
mammasaidIwas!"sobbedMaud,evidentlylaboringunderthedelusionthatfractiousnesswassomeinterestingmalady。
"Comedownandhavedinner;thatwillamuseyou;"andFannygotup,plumingherselfasabirddoesbeforeitsflight。
Pollyhopedthe"dreadfulboy"wouldnotbepresent;buthewas,andstaredatheralldinner-time,inamosttryingmanner。Mr。Shaw,abusy-lookinggentleman,said,"Howdoyoudo,mydear?Hopeyou"llenjoyyourself;"
andthenappearedtoforgetherentirely。Mrs。Shaw,apale,nervouswoman,greetedherlittleguestkindly,andtookcarethatshewantedfornothing。
MadamShaw,aquietoldlady,withanimposingcap,exclaimedonseeingPolly,"Blessmyheart!theimageofhermother­;asweetwoman­;howisshe,dear?"andkeptpeeringatthenew-comeroverherglasses,till,betweenMadamandTom,poorPollylostherappetite。
Fannychattedlikeamagpie,andMaudfidgeted,tillTomproposedtoputherunderthebigdish-cover,whichproducedsuchanexplosion,thattheyoungladywasbornescreamingaway,bythemuch-enduringKaty。Itwasaltogetheranuncomfortabledinner,andPollywasverygladwhenitwasover。Theyallwentabouttheirownaffairs;andafterdoingthehonorsofthehouse,Fanwascalledtothedressmaker,leavingPollytoamuseherselfinthegreatdrawing-room。
Pollywasgladtobealoneforafewminutes;and,havingexaminedalltheprettythingsabouther,begantowalkupanddownoverthesoft,flowerycarpet,hummingtoherself,asthedaylightfaded,andonlytheruddyglowofthefirefilledtheroom。PresentlyMadamcameslowlyin,andsatdowninherarm-chair,saying,"That"safineoldtune;singittome,mydear。
Ihaven"thearditthismanyaday。"
Pollydidn"tliketosingbeforestrangers,forshehadhadnoteachingbutsuchasherbusymothercouldgiveher;butshehadbeentaughttheutmostrespectforoldpeople,andhavingnoreasonforrefusing,shedirectlywenttothepiano,anddidasshewasbid。
"That"sthesortofmusicit"sapleasuretohear。Singsomemore,dear,"saidMadam,inhergentleway,whenshehaddone。
Pleasedwiththispraise,Pollysangawayinafreshlittlevoice,thatwentstraighttothelistener"sheartandnestledthere。ThesweetoldtunesthatoneisnevertiredofwereallPolly"sstore;andherfavoriteswereScotchairs,suchas,"Yellow-HairedLaddie,""Jocko"Hazeldean,"
"DownamongtheHeather,"and"BirksofAberfeldie。"Themoreshesung,thebettershedidit;andwhenshewoundupwith"AHealthtoKingCharlie,"
theroomquiterungwiththestirringmusicmadebythebigpianoandthelittlemaid。
"ByGeorge,that"sajollytune!Singitagain,please,"criedTom"svoice;andtherewasTom"sredheadbobbingupoverthehighbackofthechairwherehehadhiddenhimself。
ItgavePollyquiteaturn,forshethoughtnoonewashearingherbuttheoldladydozingbythefire。"Ican"tsinganymore;I"mtired,"shesaid,andwalkedawaytoMadamintheotherroom。Theredheadvanishedlikeameteor,forPolly"stonehadbeendecidedlycool。
Theoldladyputoutherhand,anddrawingPollytoherknee,lookedintoherfacewithsuchkindeyes,thatPollyforgottheimpressivecap,andsmiledatherconfidingly;forshesawthathersimplemusichadpleasedherlistener,andshefeltgladtoknowit。
"Youmustn"tmindmystaring,dear,"saidMadam,softlypinchingherrosycheek。"Ihaven"tseenalittlegirlforsolong,itdoesmyoldeyesgoodtolookatyou。"
Pollythoughtthataveryoddspeech,andcouldn"thelpsaying,"Aren"tFanandMaudlittlegirls,too?"
"Oh,dear,no!notwhatIcalllittlegirls。Fanhasbeenayoungladythistwoyears,andMaudisaspoiledbaby。Yourmother"saverysensiblewoman,mychild。"
"Whataveryqueeroldlady!"thoughtPolly;butshesaid"Yes"m"respectfully,andlookedatthefire。
"Youdon"tunderstandwhatImean,doyou?"askedMadam,stillholdingherbythechin。
"No"m;notquite。"
"Well,dear,I"lltellyou。Inmyday,childrenoffourteenandfifteendidn"tdressintheheightofthefashion;gotoparties,asnearlylikethoseofgrownpeopleasit"spossibletomakethem;leadidle,giddy,unhealthylives,andgetblasé;attwenty。Wewerelittlefolkstilleighteenorso;workedandstudied,dressedandplayed,likechildren;honoredourparents;andourdaysweremuchlongerinthelandthannow,itseemsto,me。"
TheoldladyappearedtoforgetPollyattheendofherspeech;forshesatpattingtheplumplittlehandthatlayinherown,andlookingupatafadedpictureofanoldgentlemanwitharuffledshirtandaqueue。
"Washeyourfather,Madam?
"Yes,dear;myhonoredfather。Ididuphisfrillstothedayofhisdeath;andthefirstmoneyIeverearnedwasfivedollarswhichheofferedasaprizetowhicheverofhissixgirlswouldlaythehandsomestdarninhissilkstockings。"
"Howproudyoumusthavebeen!"criedPolly,leaningontheoldlady"skneewithaninterestedface。
"Yes,andwealllearnedtomakebread,andcook,andworelittlechintzgowns,andwereasgayandheartyaskittens。Alllivedtobegrandmothersandfathers;andI"mthelast,­;seventy,nextbirthday,mydear,andnotwornoutyet;thoughdaughterShawisaninvalidatforty。"
"That"sthewayIwasbroughtup,andthat"swhyFancallsmeold-fashioned,Isuppose。Tellmoreaboutyourpapa,please;Ilikeit,"saidPolly。
"Say"father。"Wenevercalledhimpapa;andifoneofmybrothershadaddressedhimas"governor,"asboysdonow,Ireallythinkhe"dhavehimcutoffwithashilling。"
Madamraisedhervoiceinsayingthis,andnoddedsignificantly;butamildsnorefromtheotherroomseemedtoassureherthatitwasawasteofshottofireinthatdirection。
Beforeshecouldcontinue,incameFannywiththejoyfulnewsthatClaraBirdhadinvitedthembothtogotothetheatrewithherthatveryevening,andwouldcallforthematseveno"clock。Pollywassoexcitedbythissuddenplungeintothedissipationsofcitylife,thatsheflewaboutlikeadistractedbutterfly,andhardlyknewwhathappened,tillshefoundherselfseatedbeforethegreatgreencurtaininthebrillianttheatre。OldMr。
Birdsatononeside,Fannyontheother,andbothletheralone,forwhichshewasverygrateful,asherwholeattentionwassoabsorbedinthescenearoundher,thatshecouldn"ttalk。
Pollyhadneverbeenmuchtothetheatre;andthefewplaysshehadseenwerethegoodoldfairytales,dramatizedtosuityoungbeholders,­;lively,bright,andfulloftheharmlessnonsensewhichbringsthelaughwithouttheblush。Thatnightshesawoneofthenewspectacleswhichhavelatelybecometherage,andrunforhundredsofnights,dazzling,exciting,anddemoralizingthespectatorbyeveryallurementFrenchingenuitycaninvent,andAmericanprodigalityexecute。Nevermindwhatitsnamewas,itwasverygorgeous,veryvulgar,andveryfashionable;so,ofcourse,itwasmuchadmired,andeveryonewenttoseeit。Atfirst,Pollythoughtshehadgotintofairy-land,andsawonlythesparklingcreatureswhodancedandsunginaworldoflightandbeauty;but,presently,shebegantolistentothesongsandconversation,andthentheillusionvanished;forthelovelyphantomssangnegromelodies,talkedslang,andwereadisgracetothegoodold-fashionedelveswhomsheknewandlovedsowell。
Ourlittlegirlwastooinnocenttounderstandhalfthejokes,andoftenwonderedwhatpeoplewerelaughingat;but,asthefirstenchantmentsubsided,Pollybegantofeeluncomfortable,tobesurehermotherwouldn"tliketohaveherthere,andtowishshehadn"tcome。Somehow,thingsseemedtogetworseandworse,astheplaywenton;foroursmallspectatorwasbeingrapidlyenlightenedbythegossipgoingonallabouther,aswellasbyherownquickeyesandgirlishinstincts。Whenfour-and-twentygirls,dressedasjockeys,cameprancingontothestage,crackingtheirwhips,stampingtheheelsoftheirtopboots,andwinkingattheaudience,Pollydidnotthinkitatallfunny,butlookeddisgusted,andwasgladwhentheyweregone;butwhenanothersetappearedinacostumeconsistingofgauzewings,andabitofgoldfringeroundthewaist,poorunfashionablePollydidn"tknowwhattodo;forshefeltbothfrightenedandindignant,andsatwithhereyesonherplay-bill,andhercheeksgettinghotterandhottereveryminute。
"Whatareyoublushingsofor?"askedFanny,asthepaintedsylphsvanished。
"I"msoashamedofthosegirls,"whisperedPolly,takingalongbreathofrelief。
"Youlittlegoose,­;it"sjustthewayitwasdoneinParis,andthedancingissplendid。Itseemsqueeratfirst;butyou"llgetusedtoit,asIdid。"
"I"llnevercomeagain,"saidPolly,decidedly;forherinnocentnaturerebelledagainstthespectacle,which,asyet,gavehermorepainthanpleasure。Shedidnotknowhoweasyitwasto"getusedtoit,"asFannydid;anditwaswellforherthatthetemptationwasnotoftenoffered。
Shecouldnotexplainthefeeling;butshewasgladwhentheplaywasdone,andtheyweresafeathome,wherekindgrandmawaswaitingtoseethemcomfortablyintobed。
"Didyouhaveagoodtime,dear?"sheasked,lookingatPolly"sfeverishcheeksandexcitedeyes。
"Idon"twishtoberude,butIdidn"t,"answeredPolly。"Someofitwassplendid;butagooddealofitmademewanttogoundertheseat。
Peopleseemedtolikeit,butIdon"tthinkitwasproper。"
AsPollyfreedhermind,andemphasizedheropinionwithadecidedrapofthebootshehadjusttakenoff,Fannylaughed,andsaid,whileshepirouettedabouttheroom,likeMademoiselleTherese,"Pollywasshocked,grandma。Hereyeswereasbigassaucers。herfaceasredasmysash,andonceIthoughtshewasgoingtocry。Someofitwasratherqueer;
but,ofcourse,itwasproper,oralloursetwouldn"tgo。IheardMrs。
SmythePerkinssay,"Itwascharming;solikedearParis;"andshehaslivedabroad;so,ofcourse,sheknowswhatiswhat。"
"Idon"tcareifshehas。Iknowitwasn"tproperforlittlegirlstosee,orIshouldn"thavebeensoashamed!"criedsturdyPolly,perplexed,butnotconvinced,evenbyMrs。SmythePerkins。
"Ithinkyouareright,mydear;butyouhavelivedinthecountry,andhaven"tyetlearnedthatmodestyhasgoneoutoffashion。"Andwithagood-nightkiss,grandmaleftPollytodreamdreadfullyofdancinginjockeycostume,onagreatstage;whileTomplayedabigdrumintheorchestra;
andtheaudienceallworethefacesofherfatherandmother,lookingsorrowfullyather,witheyeslikesaucers,andfacesasredasFanny"ssash。ChapterII。ChapterII。CHAPTERIINEWFASHIONS"I"Mgoingtoschoolthismorning;socomeupandgetready,"saidFanny,adayortwoafter,assheleftthelatebreakfast-table。
"Youlookverynice;whathaveyougottodo?"askedPolly,followingherintothehall。
"Prinkhalfanhour,andputonherwad,"answeredtheirreverentTom,whosepreparationsforschoolconsistedinflinginghiscapontohishead,andstrappingupseveralbigbooks,thatlookedasiftheyweresometimesusedasweaponsofdefence。
"Whatisawad?"askedPolly,whileFannymarchedupwithoutdeigninganyreply。
"Somebody"shaironthetopofherheadintheplacewhereitoughtnottobe;"andTomwentwhistlingawaywithanairofsublimeindifferenceastothestateofhisown"curlypow。"
"Whymustyoubesofinetogotoschool?"askedPolly,watchingFanarrangethelittlefrizzlesonherforehead,andsettlethevariousstreamersandfestoonsbelongingtoherdress。
"Allthegirlsdo;andit"sproper,foryouneverknowwhoyoumaymeet。I"mgoingtowalk,aftermylessons,soIwishyou"dwearyourbesthatandsack,"answeredFanny,tryingtostickherownhatonatananglewhichdefiedallthelawsofgravitation。
"Iwill,ifyoudon"tthinkthisisniceenough。Iliketheotherbest,becauseithasafeather;butthisiswarmer,soIweariteveryday。"
AndPollyranintoherownroom,toprinkalso,fearingthatherfriendmightbeashamedofherplaincostume。"Won"tyourhandsbecoldinkidgloves?"shesaid,astheywentdownthesnowystreet,withanorthwindblowingintheirfaces。
"Yes,horridcold;butmymuffissobig,Iwon"tcarryit。Mammawon"thaveitcutup,andmyermineonemustbekeptforbest;"andFannysmoothedherBismarkkidswithaninjuredair。
"Isupposemygraysquirreliseversomuchtoobig;butit"sniceandcosy,andyoumaywarmyourhandsinitifyouwantto,"saidPolly,surveyinghernewwoollengloveswithadissatisfiedlook,thoughshehadthoughtthemquiteelegantbefore。
"PerhapsIwill,byandby。Now,Polly,don"tyoubeshy。I"llonlyintroducetwoorthreeofthegirls;andyouneedn"tmindoldMonsieurabit,orreadifyoudon"twantto。Weshallbeintheanteroom;soyou"llonlyseeaboutadozen,andtheywillbesobusy,theywon"tmindyoumuch。"
"IguessIwon"tread,butsitandlookon。Iliketowatchpeople,everythingissonewandqueerhere。"
ButPollydidfeelandlookveryshy,whenshewasusheredintoaroomfullofyoungladies,astheyseemedtoher,allverymuchdressed,alltalkingtogether,andallturningtoexaminethenew-comerwithacoolstarewhichseemedtobeasmuchthefashionaseye-glasses。TheynoddedaffablywhenFannyintroducedher,saidsomethingcivil,andmaderoomforheratthetableroundwhichtheysatwaitingforMonsieur。SeveralofthemorefrolicsomewereimitatingtheGrecianBend,somewereputtingtheirheadstogetheroverlittlenotes,nearlyallwereeatingconfectionery,andtheentiretwelvechatteredlikemagpies。Beingpolitelysuppliedwithcaramels,Pollysatlookingandlistening,feelingveryyoungandcountrifiedamongtheseelegantyoungladies。
"Girls,doyouknowthatCarriehasgoneabroad?Therehasbeensomuchtalk,herfathercouldn"tbearit,andtookthewholefamilyoff。Isn"tthatgay?"saidonelivelydamsel,whohadjustcomein。
"Ishouldthinkthey"dbettergo。Mymammasays,ifI"dbeengoingtothatschool,she"dhavetakenmestraightaway,"answeredanothergirl,withanimportantair。
"CarrieranawaywithanItalianmusic-teacher,anditgotintothepapers,andmadeagreatstir,"explainedthefirstspeakertoPolly,wholookedmystified。
"Howdreadful!"criedPolly。
"Ithinkitwasfun。Shewasonlysixteen,andhewasperfectlysplendid;andshehasplentyofmoney,andeveryonetalkedaboutit;andwhenshewentanywhere,peoplelooked,youknow,andshelikedit;butherpapaisanoldpoke,sohe"ssentthemallaway。It"stoobad,forshewasthejolliestthingIeverknew。"
PollyhadnothingtosaytolivelyMissBelle;butFannyobserved,"I
liketoreadaboutsuchthings;butit"ssoinconvenienttohaveithappenrighthere,becauseitmakesitharderforus。Iwishyoucouldhaveheardmypapagoon。Hethreatenedtosendamaidtoschoolwithmeeveryday,astheydoinNewYork,tobesureIcomeallright。Didyouever?"
"That"sbecauseitcameoutthatCarrieusedtoforgeexcusesinhermamma"sname,andgopromenadingwithherOreste,whentheythoughthersafeatschool。Oh,wasn"tsheaslyminx?"criedBelle,asifsheratheradmiredthetrick。
"Ithinkalittlefunisallright;andthere"snoneedofmakingatalk,if,nowandthen,someonedoesrunofflikeCarrie。Boysdoastheylike;andIdon"tseewhygirlsneedtobekeptsodreadfullyclose。
I"dliketoseeanybodywatchingandguardingme!"addedanotherdashingyounglady。
"Itwouldtakeapolicemantodothat,Trix,oralittlemaninatallhat,"saidFanny,slyly,whichcausedagenerallaugh,andmadeBeatricetossherheadcoquettishly。
"Oh,haveyouread"ThePhantomBride"?It"sperfectlythrilling!There"saregularrushforitatthelibrary;butsomeprefer"BreakingaButterfly。"
Whichdoyoulikebest?"askedapalegirlofPolly,inoneofthemomentarylullswhichoccurred。
"Ihaven"treadeither。"
"Youmust,then。IadoreGuyLivingston"sbooks,andYates"s。"Ouida"s"
aremydelight,onlytheyaresolong,IgetwornoutbeforeI"mthrough。"
"Ihaven"treadanythingbutoneoftheMuhlbachnovelssinceIcame。
Ilikethose,becausethereishistoryinthem,"saidPolly,gladtohaveawordtosayforherself。
"Thosearewellenoughforimprovingreading;butIlikerealexcitingnovels;don"tyou?"
Pollywassparedthemortificationofowningthatshehadneverreadany,bytheappearanceofMousieur,agray-headedoldFrenchman,whowentthroughhistaskwiththeresignedairofonewhowasusedtobeingthevictimofgigglingschool-girls。Theyoungladiesgabbledoverthelesson,wroteanexercise,andreadalittleFrenchhistory。Butitdidnotseemtomakemuchimpressionuponthem,thoughMonsieurwasveryreadytoexplain;
andPollyquiteblushedforherfriend,when,onbeingaskedwhatfamousFrenchmanfoughtinourRevolution,sheansweredLamartine,insteadofLafayette。
Thehourwassoonover;andwhenFanhadtakenamusiclessoninanotherroom,whilePollylookedon,itwastimeforrecess。Theyoungergirlswalkedupanddownthecourt,arminarm,eatingbreadanbutter;othersstayedintheschool-roomtoreadandgossip;butBelle,Trix,andFannywenttolunchatafashionableice-creamsaloonnearby,andPollymeeklyfollowed,notdaringtohintattheginger-breadgrandmahadputinherpocketforluncheon。Sothehonest,browncookiescrumbledawayinobscurity,whilePollytriedtosatisfyherheartyappetiteononeiceandthreemacaroons。
Thegirlsseemedingreatspirits,particularlyaftertheywerejoinedbyashortgentlemanwithsuchayoungfacethatPollywouldhavecalledhimaboy,ifhehadnotwornatallbeaver。Escortedbythisimpressiveyouth,Fannyleftherunfortunatefriendstoreturntoschool,andwenttowalk,asshecalledaslowpromenadedownthemostcrowdedstreets。