投诉 阅读记录

第4章

Herfathercriedforhelpindismay。InranHarriet,saw,andscreamed,butdidnotloseherhead;thisveraciouspersonwhippedapairofscissorsoffthetable,andcuttheyounglady"sstay-

lacesdirectly。Thentherewasaburstofimprisonedbeauty;adeep,deepsighofreliefcamefromabosomthatwouldhavedonehonortoDiana;andthescenesoonconcludedwithfitsofharmlessweeping,renewedatintervals。

Whenithadsettleddowntothis,herfather,tosootheher,saidhewouldwritetoDr。Staines,andbringaboutareconciliation,ifsheliked。

"No,"saidshe,"youshallkillmesooner。Ishoulddieofshame。"

Sheadded,"Oh,pray,fromthishour,nevermentionhisnametome。"

Andthenshehadanothercry。

Mr。Lusignanwasasensibleman:hedroppedthesubjectforthepresent;buthemadeuphismindtoonething——thathewouldneverpartwithDr。Stainesasaphysician。

NextdayRosakeptherownroomuntildinner-time,andwasasunhappyasshedeservedtobe。Shespenthertimeinsewingonstiffflannelliningsandcrying。ShehalfhopedChristopherwouldwritetoher,sothatshemightwritebackthatsheforgavehim。

Butnotaline。

Athalf-pastsixhervolatilemindtookaturn,realoraffected。

Shewouldcrynomoreforanungratefulfellow,——ungratefulfornotseeingthroughthestonewallshowshehadbeenemployedallthemorning;andmakingitup。Soshebathedherredeyes,madeagreatalterationinherdress,andcamedancingintotheroomhumminganItalianditty。

Astheyweresittingtogetherinthedining-roomafterdinner,twoletterscamebythesameposttoMr。LusignanfromMr。WymanandDr。Snell。

Mr。Wyman"sletter:——

DEARSIR,——IamsorrytohearfromMissLusignanthatsheintendstodiscontinuemedicaladvice。Thedisorderwasprogressingfavorably,andnothingtobefeared,underpropertreatment。

Yours,etc。

Dr。Snell"sletter:——

DEARSIR,——MissLusignanhaswrittentomesomewhatimpatientlyandseemsdisposedtodispensewithmyvisits。Idonot,however,thinkitrighttowithdrawwithouttellingyoucandidlythatthisisanunwisestep。Yourdaughter"shealthisinaveryprecariouscondition。

Yours,etc。

Rosaburstoutlaughing。"Ihavenothingtofear,andI"monthebrinkofthegrave。Thatcomesofwritingwithoutaconsultation。

Iftheyhadwrittenatonetable,Ishouldhavebeenneitherwellnorill。PoorChristopher!"andhersweetfacebegantoworkpiteously。

"There!there!drinkaglassofwine。"

Shedid,andatearwithit,thatranintotheglasslikelightning。

Warnedbythisthatgriefsatverynearthebright,hilarioussurface,Mr。Lusignanavoidedallemotionalsubjectsforthepresent。Nextday,however,hetoldhershemightdismissherlover,butnopowershouldmakehimdismisshispetphysician,unlessherhealthimproved。

"Iwillnotgiveyouthatexcuseforinflictinghimonmeagain,"

saidtheyounghypocrite。

Shekeptherword。Shegotbetterandbetter,stronger,brighter,gayer。

Shetooktowalkingeveryday,andincreasingthedistance,tillshecouldwalktenmileswithoutfatigue。

Herfavoritewalkwastoacertaincliffthatcommandedanobleviewofthesea。TogettoitshemustpassthroughthetownofGravesend;andwemaybesureshedidnotpasssooftenthroughthatcitywithoutsomeideaofmeetingthelovershehadusedsoill,andelicitinganAPOLOGYfromhim。Slypuss!

Whenshehadwalkedtwentytimes,orthereabouts,throughthetown,andneverseenhim,shebegantofearshehadoffendedhimpasthope。Thensheusedtocryattheendofeverywalk。

Butbyandbybodilyhealth,vanity,andtempercombinedtorousethedefiantspirit。Saidshe,"Ifhereallylovedme,hewouldnottakemywordinsuchahurry。Andbesides,whydoeshenotwatchme,andfindoutwhatIamdoing,andwhereIwalk?"

Atlastshereallybegantopersuadeherselfthatshewasanill-

usedandslightedgirl。Shewasveryangryattimes,anddisconsolateatothers;amixedstateinwhichhastyandimpulsiveyoungladiescommitlifelongfollies。

Mr。Lusignanobservedthesurfaceonly:hesawhisinvaliddaughtergettingbettereveryday,tillatlastshebecameapictureofhealthandbodilyvigor。Relievedofhisfears,hetroubledhisheadbutlittleaboutChristopherStaines。Yetheesteemedhim,andhadgottolikehim;butRosawasabeauty,andcoulddobetterthanmarryastrugglingphysician,howeverable。Helaunchedoutintoalittlegayety,resumedhisquietdinner-parties;and,aftersomepersuasion,tookhisnowbloomingdaughtertoaballgivenbytheofficersofChatham。

Shewasthebelleoftheballbeyonddispute,anddancedwithetherealgraceandathleticendurance。Shewasmadlyfondofwaltzing,andheresheencounteredwhatshewaspleasedtocalladivinedancer。ItwasaMr。ReginaldFalcon,agentlemanwhohadretiredtotheseasidetorecruithishealthandfinancessoretriedbyLondonandParis。Falconhadrunthroughhisfortune,buthadacquired,intheprocess,certaintalentswhich,astheycosttheacquirerdear,sotheysometimesrepayhim,especiallyifheisnotoverburdenedwithprinciple,andadoptsthenotionthat,theworldhavingpluckedhim,hehasarighttoplucktheworld。Hecouldplaybilliardswell,butneversowellaswhenbackinghimselfforaheavystake。Hecouldshootpigeonswell,andhisshootingimprovedunderthatwhichmakessomemarksmenmiss——aheavybetagainstthegun。Hedancedtoperfection;andbeingawell-bred,experienced,brazen,adroitfellow,whoknewalittleofeverythingthatwasgoing,hehadalwaysplentytosay。Aboveall,hehadmadeaparticularstudyofthefairsex;hadmetwithmanysuccesses,manyrebuffs;and,atlast,bykeenstudyoftheirminds,andahabithehadacquiredofwatchingtheirfaces,andshiftinghishelmaccordingly,hadlearnedthegreatartofpleasingthem。Theyadmiredhisface;tome,theshortspacebetweenhiseyesandhishair,hisaquilinenose,andthinstraightlips,suggestedthebirdofpreyalittletoomuch:buttofairdoves,borntobeclutched,thissimilitudeperhapswasnotveryalarming,eveniftheyobservedit。

Rosadancedseveraltimeswithhim,andtoldhimhedancedlikeanangel。Heinformedherthatwasbecause,foronce,hewasdancingwithanangel。Shelaughedandblushed。Heflattereddeliciously,anditcosthimlittle;forhefellinlovewithherthatnight,deeperthanhehadeverbeeninhiswholelifeofintrigue。Heaskedleavetocallonher:shelookedalittleshyatthat,anddidnotrespond。Heinstantlywithdrewhisproposal,withanapologyandasighthatraisedherpity。However,shewasnotaforwardgirl,evenwhenexcitedbydancingandcharmedwithherpartner;soshelefthimtofindhisownwayoutofthatdifficulty。

Hewasnotlongaboutit。Attheendofthenextwaltzheaskedherifhemightventuretosolicitanintroductiontoherfather。

"Oh,certainly,"saidshe。"WhataselfishgirlIam!thisisterriblydullforhim。"

Theintroductionbeingmade,andRosabeingengagedforthenextthreedances,Mr。FalconsatbyMr。Lusignanandentertainedhim。

Forthislittlepieceofapparentself-denialhewaspaidinvariouscoin:Lusignanfoundouthewasthesonofanoldacquaintance,andsothedoorofKentVillaopenedtohim;

meantime,RosaLusignanneverpassedhim,eveninthearmsofacavalryofficer,withoutbestowingaglanceofapprovalandgratitudeonhim。"Whatagood-heartedyoungman!"thoughtshe。

"Howkindofhimtoamusepapa;andnowIcanstaysomuchlonger。"

Falconfollowedupthedancebyacall,andwasinfinitelyagreeable:followedupthecallbyanother,andadmiredRosawithsolittledisguisethatMr。Lusignansaidtoher,"Ithinkyouhavemadeaconquest。HisfatherhadconsiderableestatesinEssex。I

presumeheinheritsthem。"

"Oh,nevermindhisestates,"saidRosa,"hedanceslikeanangel,andgossipscharmingly,andISsonice。"

ChristopherStainespinedforthisgirlinsilence:hisfineframegotthinner,hispalecheekpaler,asshegotrosierandrosier;

andhow?Why,byfollowingtheveryadviceshehadsnubbedhimforgivingher。Atlast,heheardshehadbeenthebelleofaball,andthatshehadbeenseenwalkingmilesfromhome,andbloomingasaHebe。Thenhisdeepanxietyceased,hispridestunghimfuriously;hebegantothinkofhisownvalue,andtostrugglewithallhismightagainsthisdeeplove。Sometimeshewouldeveninveighagainsther,andcallherafickle,ungratefulgirl,capableofnostrongpassionbutvanity。Manyahardtermheappliedtoherinhissorrowfulsolitude;butnotawordwhenhehadahearer。Hefoundithardtorest:hekeptdashinguptoLondonandback。Heplungedfuriouslyintostudy。Hegroanedandsighed,andfoughtthehardandbitterfightthatistoooftenthelotofthedeepthatlovetheshallow。Strong,butsingle-hearted,nootherladycouldcomforthim。Heturnedfromfemalecompany,andshunnedallforthefaultofone。

Theinwardcontestworehim。Hebegantolookverythinandwan;

andallforaSimpleton!

Mr。Falconprolongedhisstayintheneighborhood,anddroveahandsomedogcartovertwiceaweektovisitMr。Lusignan。

Heusedtocallonthatgentlemanatfouro"clock,foratthathourMr。Lusignanwasalwaysout,andhisdaughteralwaysathome。

Shewasathomeatthathourbecauseshetookherlongwalksinthemorning。Whilehernewadmirerwasinbed,ordressing,orbreakfasting,shewasspringingalongtheroadwithalltheelasticityofyouth,andhealth,andnativevigor,bracedbydailyexercise。

Twenty-oneofthesewalksdidshetake,withnootherresultthanhealthandappetite;butthetwenty-secondwasmorefertile——

extremelyfertile。Startinglaterthanusual,shepassedthroughGravesendwhileReginaldFalconwassmokingathisfrontwindow。

Hesawher,andinstantlydoffedhisdressing-gownanddonnedhiscoattofollowher。Hewasmadlyinlovewithher,andbeingamanwhohadlearnedtoshootpigeonsandopportunitiesflying,heinstantlyresolvedtojoinherinherwalk,getherclearofthetown,bythesea-beach,wherebeautymelts,andproposetoher。

Yes,marriagehadnotbeenhithertohishabit,butthisgirlwaspeerless:hewaspledgedbyhonorandgratitudetoPhoebeDale;buthangallthatnow。"Nomanshouldmarryonewomanwhenhelovesanother;itisdishonorable。"Hegotintothestreetandfollowedherasfastashecouldwithoutrunning。

Itwasnotsoeasytocatchher。Ladiesarenotbuiltforrunning;

butafine,tall,symmetricalgirlwhohaspractisedwalkingfastcancoverthegroundwonderfullyinwalking——ifshechooses。ItwasasighttoseehowRosaLusignansquaredhershouldersandsteppedoutfromthewaistlikeaCanadiangirlskating,whileherelasticfootslappedthepavementasshespankedalong。

ShehadnearlyclearedthetownbeforeFalconcameupwithher。

Hewashardlytenyardsfromherwhenanunexpectedincidentoccurred。ShewhiskedroundthecornerofBirdStreet,andranplumpagainstChristopherStaines;infact,shedartedintohisarms,andherfacealmosttouchedthebreastshehadwoundedsodeeply。

CHAPTERIV。

Rosacried"Oh!"andputupherhandstoherfaceinlovelyconfusion,coloringlikeapeony。

"Ibegyourpardon,"saidChristopher,stiffly,butinavoicethattrembled。

"No,"saidRosa,"itwasIranagainstyou。Iwalksofastnow。

HopeIdidnothurtyou。"

"Hurtme?"

"Well,then,frightenyou?"

Noanswer。

"Oh,pleasedon"tquarrelwithmeintheSTREET,"saidRosa,cunninglyimplyingthathewasthequarrelsomeone。"Iamgoingonthebeach。Good-by!"Thisadieusheutteredsoftly,andinahesitatingtonethatbeliedit。Shestartedoff,however,butmuchmoreslowlythanshewasgoingbefore;and,asshewent,sheturnedherheadwithinfinitegrace,andkeptlookingaskantdownatthepavementtwoyardsbehindher:moreovershewentclosetothewall,andleftroomathersideforanothertowalk。

Christopherhesitatedamoment;butthemuteinvitation,soarchyettimid,sopretty,tender,sly,andwomanly,wastoomuchforhim,asithasgenerallyprovedformales,andthephilosopher"sfootwassoonintheveryplacetowhichtheSimpletonwiththemeretailofhereyedirectedit。

Theywalkedalong,sidebyside,insilence,Stainesagitated,gloomy,confused,Rosaradiantandglowing,yetnotknowingwhattosayforherself,andwantingChristophertobegin。Sotheywalkedalongwithoutaword。

Falconfollowedthematsomedistancetoseewhetheritwasanadmireroronlyanacquaintance。Aloverheneverdreamedof;shehadshownsuchevidentpleasureinhiscompany,andhadreceivedhisvisitsalonesoconstantly。

However,whenthepairhadgottothebeach,andwerewalkingslowerandslower,hefeltapangofrageandjealousy,turnedonhisheelwithanaudiblecurse,andfoundPhoebeDaleafewyardsbehindhimwithawhitefaceandapeculiarlook。Heknewwhatthelookmeant;hehadbroughtittothatfaithfulfacebeforeto-day。

"Youarebetter,MissLusignan。"

"Better,Dr。Staines?Iamhealthitselfthanksto——hem!"

"Ourestrangementhasagreedwithyou?"Thisverybitterly。

"Youknowverywellitisnotthat。Oh,pleasedon"tmakemecryinthestreets。"

Thishumblepetition,orrathermeekthreat,ledtoanotherlongsilence。Itwascontinuedtilltheyhadnearlyreachedtheshore。

But,meantime,Rosa"sfurtiveeyesscannedChristopher"sface,andherconsciencesmoteheratthesignsofsuffering。Shefeltadesiretobeghispardonwithdeephumility;butshesuppressedthatweakness。Shehungherheadwithapretty,sheepishair,andaskedhimifhecouldnotthinkofsomethingagreeabletosaytooneafterdesertingonesolong。

"Iamafraidnot,"saidChristopher,bluntly。"Ihaveanawkwardhabitofspeakingthetruth;andsomepeoplecan"tbearthat,notevenwhenitisspokenfortheirgood。"

"Thatdependsontemper,andnerves,andthings,"saidRosa,deprecatingly;thensoftly,"Icouldbearanythingfromyounow。"

"Indeed!"saidChristopher,grimly。"Well,then,Ihearyouhadnosoonergotridofyouroldlover,forlovingyoutoowellandtellingyouthetruth,thanyoutookupanother,——someflimsymanoffashion,whowilltellyouanylieyoulike。"

"Itisastory,awickedstory,"criedRosa,thoroughlyalarmed。

"Me,alover!Hedanceslikeanangel;Ican"thelpthat。"

"Arehisvisitsatyourhouselikeangels"——fewandfarbetween?"

Andthetruelover"sbrowloweredblackuponherforthefirsttime。

Rosachangedcolor,andhereyesfellamoment。"Askpapa,"shesaid。"Hisfatherwasanoldfriendofpapa"s。"

"Rosa,youareprevaricating。Youngmendonotcallonoldgentlemenwhenthereisanattractiveyoungladyinthehouse。"

Theargumentwasgettingtooclose;soRosaoperatedadiversion。

"So,"saidshe,withasuddenairofloftydisdain,swiftlyandadroitlyassumed,"youhavehadmewatched?"

"NotI;Ionlyhearwhatpeoplesay。"

"Listentogossipandnothavemewatched!Thatshowshowlittleyoureallycaredforme。Well,ifyouhad,youwouldhavemadealittlediscovery,thatisall。"

"ShouldI?"saidChristopher,puzzled。"What?"

"Ishallnottellyou。Thinkwhatyouplease。Yes,sir,youwouldhavefoundoutthatItakelongwalkseveryday,allalone;andwhatismore,thatIwalkthroughGravesend,hoping——likeagoose——

thatsomebodyreallylovedme,andwouldmeetme,andbegmypardon;andifhehad,Ishouldhavetoldhimitwasonlymytongue,andmynerves,andthings;myheartwashis,andmygratitude。Andafterall,whatdowordssignify,whenIamagood,obedientgirlatbottom?Sothatiswhatyouhavelostbynotcondescendingtolookafterme。Finelove!——Christopher,begmypardon。"

"MayIinquireforwhat?"

"Why,fornotunderstandingme;fornotknowingthatIshouldbesorrythemomentyouweregone。Itookthemofftheverynextday,topleaseyou。"

"Tookoffwhom?——Oh,Iunderstand。Youdid?ThenyouAREagoodgirl。"

"Didn"tItellyouIwas?Agood,obedientgirl,andanythingbutaflirt。"

"Idon"tsaythat。"

"ButIdo。Don"tinterrupt。ItistoyourgoodadviceIowemyhealth;andtoloveanybodybutyou,whenIoweyoumyloveandmylife,Imustbeaheartless,ungrateful,worthless——Oh,Christopher,forgiveme!No,no;Imean,begmypardon。"

"I"lldoboth,"saidChristopher,takingherinhisarms。"Ibegyourpardon,andIforgiveyou。"

Rosaleanedherheadtenderlyonhisshoulder,andbegantosigh。

"Oh,dear,dear!Iamawicked,foolishgirl,notfittowalkalone。"

Onthisadmission,Christopherspokeout,andurgedhertoputanendtoalltheseunhappymisunderstandings,andtohisnewtorment,jealousy,bymarryinghim。

"AndsoIwouldthisveryminute,ifpapawouldconsent。But,"

saidshe,slyly,"younevercanbesofoolishtowishit。What!awisemanlikeyoumarryasimpleton!"

"DidIevercallyouthat?"askedChristopher,reproachfully。

"No,dear;butyouaretheonlyonewhohasnot;andperhapsI

shouldloseeventheone,ifyouweretomarryme。Oh,husbandsarenotsopoliteaslovers!Ihaveobservedthat,simpletonornot。"

Christopherassuredherthathetookquiteadifferentviewofhercharacter;hebelievedhertobetooprofoundforshallowpeopletoreadallinamoment:heevenintimatedthathehimselfhadexperiencednolittledifficultyinunderstandingheratoddtimes。

"Andso,"saidhe,"theyturnrounduponyou,andinsteadofsaying,"Wearetooshallowtofathomyou,"theypretendyouareasimpleton。"

ThissolutionofthemysteryhadneveroccurredtoRosa,norindeedwasitlikelytooccurtoanycreaturelessingeniousthanalover:

itpleasedherhugely;herfineeyessparkled,andshenestledcloserstilltothestrongarmthatwastoparryeveryill,frommortaldiseasetogallingepithets。

Shelistenedwithawillingeartoallhisreasons,hishopes,hisfears,and,whentheyreachedherfather"sdoor,itwassettledthatheshoulddinetherethatday,andurgehissuittoherfatherafterdinner。Shewouldimploretheoldgentlemantolistentoitfavorably。

Theloversparted,andChristopherwenthomelikeonewhohasawakenedfromahideousdreamtodaylightandhappiness。

Hehadnotgonefarbeforehemetadashingdogcart,drivenbyanexquisite。Heturnedtolookafterit,andsawitdriveuptoKentVilla。

Inamomenthedivinedhisrival,andasicknessofheartcameoverhim。Butherecoveredhimselfdirectly,andsaid,"Ifthatisthefellow,shewillnotreceivehimnow。"

Shedidreceivehimthough:atallevents,thedogcartstoodatthedoor,anditsmasterremainedinside。

Christopherstood,andcountedtheminutes:five,ten,fifteen,twentyminutes,andstillthedogcartstoodthere。

Itwasmorethanhecouldbear。Heturnedsavagely,andstrodebacktoGravesend,resolvingthatallthistortureshouldendthatnight,onewayorother。

PhoebeDalewasthedaughterofafarmerinEssex,andoneofthehappiestyoungwomeninEnglandtillsheknewReginaldFalcon,Esq。

Shewasrearedonwholesomefood,inwholesomeair,andusedtochurnbutter,makebread,cookabitnowandthen,cutoutandsewallherowndresses,getupherownlinen,makehay,rideanythingonfourlegs;and,forallthat,wasagreatreader,andtaughtintheSundayschooltoobligethevicar;wroteaneathand,andwasagoodarithmetician,keptallthehouseaccountsandfarmaccounts。

Shewasamusician,too,——notprofound,butverycorrect。Shewouldtakeherturnattheharmoniuminchurch,and,whenshewasthere,youneverheardawrongnoteinthebass,noraninappropriateflourish,norbadtime。Shecouldsing,too,butneverwould,exceptherpartinapsalm。Hervoicewasadeepcontralto,andshechosetobeashamedofthisheavenlyorgan,becauseapackofenviousgirlshadgiggled,andsaiditwaslikeaman"s。

Inshort,hernaturalabilityandtherangeandvarietyofherusefulaccomplishmentswereconsiderable;notthatshewasaprodigy;butshebelongedtoasmallclassofwomeninthisislandwhoarenottoohightousetheirarms,nortoolowtocultivatetheirminds;and,havingafacultyandahabitdeplorablyrareamongsthersex,viz。,Attention,shehadprofitedbyhermiscellaneousadvantages。

Herfigureandfacebothtoldherbreedatonce:herewasanoldEnglishpastoralbeauty;nottheround-backed,narrow-chestedcottager,butthewell-fed,erectrustic,withbroad,fullbustandmassiveshoulder,andarmashardasarockwithhealthandconstantuse;ahandfinelycut,thoughneithersmallnorverywhite,andjustalittlehardinside,comparedwithLuxury"ssoftpalm;afacehonest,fair,andratherlargethansmall;notbeautiful,butexceedinglycomely;acomplexionnotpinkandwhite,butthatdelicatelyblendedbrickdustycolor,whichtintsthewholecheekinfinegradation,outlastsothercomplexionstwentyyears,andbeautifiesthetrueNorthern,eveninoldage。Gray,limpid,honest,point-blank,searchingeyes;hairtruenut-brown,withoutashadeofredorblack;andahigh,smoothforehead,fullofsense。

Acrossitranonedeepwrinklethatdidnotbelongtoheryouth。

Thatwrinklewasthebrandoftrouble,thelineofagony。Ithadcomeoflovingaboveher,yetbelowher,andoflovinganegotist。

Threeyearsbeforeourtalecommenced,agentleman"shorseranawaywithhim,andthrewhimonaheapofstonesbytheroadside,notveryfarfromFarmerDale"sgate。Thefarmerhadhimtakenin。

Thedoctorsaidhemustnotbemoved。Hewasinsensible;hischeeklikedelicatewax;hisfairhairlikesilkstainedwithblood。HebecamePhoebe"spatient,and,induecourse,herconvalescent:hispale,handsomefaceandfascinatingmannersgainedonecharmmorefromweakness;hisviceswereinabeyance。

Thewomanlynurse"sheartyearnedoverherchild;forhewasfeebleasachild;and,whenhegotwellenoughtoamusehiswearyhoursbymakinglovetoher,andtellingherapackofarrantlies,shewasareadydupe。Hewastomarryherassoonaseverhisolduncledied,andlefthimthemeans,etc。,etc。Atlasthegotwellenoughtoleaveher,andwentaway,heropenadmirerandsecretlover。Heborrowedtwentypoundsofherthedayheleft。

Heusedtowritehercharmingletters,andfeedtheflame;butonedayherfathersentheruptoLondon,onhisownbusiness,allofasudden,andshecalledonMr。Falconathisrealaddress。Shefoundhedidnotlivethere——onlyreceivedletters。However,half-

a-crownsoonboughthisrealaddress,andthitherPhoebeproceededwithatroubledheart,forshesuspectedthathertrueloverwasindebtortrouble,andobligedtohide。Well,hemustbegotoutofit,andhideatthefarmmeantime。

Sothelovinggirlknockedatthedoor,askedforMr。Falcon,andwasshownintoaladyrathershowilydressed,whoaskedherbusiness。

PhoebeDalestaredather,andthenturnedpaleasashes。Shewasparalyzed,andcouldnotfindhertongue。

"Why,whatisthematternow?"saidtheother,sharply。

"AreyoumarriedtoReginaldFalcon?"

"OfcourseIam。Lookatmywedding-ring。"

"ThenIamnotwantedhere,"falteredPhoebe,readytosinkonthefloor。

"Certainlynot,ifyouareoneofthebygones,"saidthewoman,coarsely;andPhoebeDalewaitedtohearnomore,butfoundherway,Heavenknowshow,intothestreet,andthereleaned,half-

fainting,onarail,tillapolicemancame,andtoldhershehadbeendrinking,andsuggestedacoolcellasthebestcure。

"Notdrink;onlyabreakingheart,"saidshe,inherlow,mellowvoicethatfewcouldresist。

Hegotheraglassofwater,droveawaytheboysthatcongregateddirectly,andsheleftthestreet。Butshesooncamebackagain,andwaitedaboutforReginaldFalcon。

Itwasnightwhenheappeared。Sheseizedhimbythebreast,andtaxedhimwithhisvillany。

Whatwithherirongrasp,paleface,andflashingeyes,helosthiscoolimpudence,andblurtedoutexcuses。Itwasanoldandunfortunateconnection;hewouldgivetheworldtodissolveit,ifhecoulddoitlikeagentleman。

Phoebetoldhimtopleasehimself:hemustpartwithoneortheother。

"Don"ttalknonsense,"saidthismanofbrass;"I"llun-Falconheronthespot。"

"Verywell,"saidPhoebe。"Iamgoinghome;and,ifyouarenottherebyto-morrowatnoon"——Shesaidnomore,butlookedagreatdeal。Thenshedeparted,andrefusedhimherhandatparting。"Wewillseeaboutthatbyandby,"saidshe。

Atnoonmylordcamedowntothefarm,and,unfortunatelyforPhoebe,playedthepenitentsoskilfullyforaboutamonth,thatsheforgavehim,andlovedhimallthemoreforhavingsonearlypartedwithhim。

Herpeacewasnottoendurelong。Hewasdetectedinanintrigueintheveryvillage。

TheinsultstrucksohomethatPhoebeherself,toherparents"

satisfaction,orderedhimoutofthehouseatonce。

But,whenhewasgone,shehadfitsofweeping,andcouldsettletonothingforalongtime。

Monthshadelapsed,andshewasgettingasortofdulltranquillity,when,oneevening,takingawalkshehadoftenwithhim,andmourninghersolitudeandwastedaffection,hewaylaidher,andclungtoherknees,andshedcrocodiletearsonherhands,and,afteralongresistance,violentatfirst,butfainterandfainter,gotherinhispoweragain,andthatsocompletelythatshemethimseveraltimesbynight,beingashamedtobeseenwithhiminthosepartsbyday。

Thisendedinfreshpromisesofmarriage,andinaconstantcorrespondencebyletter。Thispestknewexactlyhowtotalktoawoman,andhowtowritetoone。Hislettersfedtheunhappyflame;

and,mindyou,hesometimesdeceivedhimself,andthoughthelovedher;butitwasonlyhimselfheloved。Shewasaninvaluablelover;afaithful,disinterestedfriend;herswasavilebargain;

his,anexcellentone,andheclungtoit。

Andsotheywenton。Shedetectedhiminanotherinfidelity,andreproachedhimbitterly;butshehadnolongerthestrengthtobreakwithhim。Nevertheless,thistimeshehadthesensetomakeastruggle。Sheimploredhim,onherveryknees,toshowheralittlemercyinreturnforallherlove。"Forpity"ssake,leaveme!"shecried。"Youarestrong,andIamweak。Youcanenditforever,andpraydo。Youdon"twantme;youdon"tvalueme:then,leaveme,onceandforall,andendthishellyoukeepmein。"

No;hecouldnot,orhewouldnot,leaveheralone。Lookatabird"swings!——howlikeanangel"s!Yetsovileathingasabitofbirdlimesubduesthemutterly;andsuchwasthefascinatingpowerofthismeanmanoverthisworthywoman。Shewasareader,athinker,amodelofrespectability,industry,andsense;abusinesswoman,keenandpractical;couldencountersharphandsinsharptrades;couldbuyorsellhogs,calves,orbeastswithanyfarmerorbutcherinthecountry,yetnomatchforacunningfool。

Shehadenshrinedanidolinherheart,andthatheartadoredit,andclungtoit,thoughthesuperiorheadsawthroughit,dreadedit,despisedit。

关闭