第7章
"Blessyourheartalive!"saysshe,"nobodyevercomesnow。Theoutsideofthehouseisquiteenoughtowarnthemoff。Moresthepity,asIsay。Itusedtokeepmeinspirits,staggering"emall,oneafteranother,withthefrightfulhighrent——speciallythewomen,drat"em。"What"stherentofthishouse?"——"Hundredandtwentypounda-year!"——"Hundredandtwenty?why,thereain"tahouseinthestreetasletsformorethaneighty!"——Likelyenough,ma"am;
otherlandlordsmaylowertheirrentsiftheyplease;butthisherelandlordstickstohisrights,andmeanstohaveasmuchforhishouseashisfatherhadbeforehim!"——"Buttheneighbourhood"sgoneoffsincethen!"——"Hundredandtwentypound,ma"am。"——"Thelandlordmustbemad!"——"Hundredandtwentypound,ma"am。"——"Openthedooryouimpertinentwoman!"Lord!whatahappinessitwastosee"embounceout,withthatawfulrenta-ringingintheirearsalldownthestreet!"
Shestoppedonthesecond-floorlandingtotreatherselftoanotherchuckle,whileTrottleprivatelypostedupinhismemorywhathehadjustheard。"Twopointsmadeout,"hethoughttohimself:"thehouseiskeptemptyonpurpose,andthewayit"sdoneistoaskarentthatnobodywillpay。"
"Ah,dearyme!"saysBenjamin"smother,changingthesubjectonasudden,andtwistingbackwithahorrid,greedyquicknesstothoseawkwardmoney-matterswhichshehadbroacheddownintheparlour。
"Whatwe"vedone,onewayandanotherforMr。Forley,itisn"tinwordstotell!Thatnicelittlebitofbusinessofoursoughttobeabiggerbitofbusiness,consideringthetroublewetake,Benjaminandme,tomaketheimpupstairsashappyasthedayislong。IfgoodMr。ForleywouldonlypleasetothinkalittlemoreofwhatadealheowestoBenjaminandme——"
"That"sjustit,"saysTrottle,catchingherupshortindesperation,andseeinghisway,bythehelpofthoselastwordsofhers,toslippingcleverlythroughherfingers。"Whatshouldyousay,ifItoldyouthatMr。Forleywasnothinglikesofarfromthinkingaboutthatlittlematterasyoufancy?Youwouldbedisappointed,now,ifItoldyouthatIhadcometo-daywithoutthemoney?"——(herlankoldjawfell,andhervillainousoldeyesglared,inaperfectstateofpanic,atthat!)——"Butwhatshouldyousay,ifItoldyouthatMr。Forleywasonlywaitingformyreport,tosendmeherenextMonday,atdusk,withabiggerbitofbusinessforustwotodotogetherthaneveryouthinkfor?Whatshouldyousaytothat?"
TheoldwretchcamesoneartoTrottle,beforesheanswered,andjammedhimupconfidentiallysocloseintothecornerofthelanding,thathisthroat,inamanner,roseather。
"Canyoucountitoff,doyouthink,onmorethanthat?"saysshe,holdingupherfourskinnyfingersandherlongcrookedthumb,allofatremble,rightbeforehisface。
"Whatdoyousaytotwohands,insteadofone?"sayshe,pushingpasther,andgettingdown-stairsasfastashecould。
WhatshesaidTrottlethinksitbestnottoreport,seeingthattheoldhypocrite,gettingnextdoortolight-headedatthegoldenprospectbeforeher,tooksuchlibertieswithunearthlynamesandpersonswhichoughtnevertohaveapproachedherlips,andraineddownsuchanawfulshowerofblessingsonTrottle"shead,thathishairalmoststoodonendtohearher。Hewentondown-stairsasfastashisfeetwouldcarryhim,tillhewasbroughtupallstanding,asthesailorssay,onthelastflight,byagravatingBenjamin,lyingrightacrossthestair,andfallenoff,asmighthavebeenexpected,intoaheavydrunkensleep。
ThesightofhiminstantlyremindedTrottleofthecurioushalflikenesswhichhehadalreadydetectedbetweenthefaceofBenjaminandthefaceofanotherman,whomhehadseenatapasttimeinverydifferentcircumstances。Hedetermined,beforeleavingtheHouse,tohaveonemorelookatthewretchedmuddledcreature;andaccordinglyshookhimupsmartly,andproppedhimagainstthestaircasewall,beforehismothercouldinterfere。
"Leavehimtome;I"llfreshenhimup,"saysTrottletotheoldwoman,lookinghardinBenjamin"sface,whilehespoke。
Thefrightandsurpriseofbeingsuddenlywokeup,seemed,foraboutaquarterofaminute,tosoberthecreature。Whenhefirstopenedhiseyes,therewasanewlookinthemforamoment,whichstruckhometoTrottle"smemoryasquickandasclearasaflashoflight。
Theoldmaudlinsleepyexpressioncamebackagaininanotherinstant,andblurredoutallfurthersignsandtokensofthepast。
ButTrottlehadseenenoughinthemomentbeforeitcame;andhetroubledBenjamin"sfacewithnomoreinquiries。
"NextMonday,atdusk,"sayshe,cuttingshortsomemoreoftheoldwoman"spalaveraboutBenjamin"sindisgestion。"I"vegotnomoretimetospare,ma"am,to-night:pleasetoletmeout。"
Withafewlastblessings,afewlastdutifulmessagestogoodMr。
Forley,andafewlastfriendlyhintsnottoforgetnextMondayatdusk,Trottlecontrivedtostrugglethroughthesickeningbusinessofleave-taking;togetthedooropened;andtofindhimself,tohisownindescribablerelief,oncemoreontheoutersideoftheHouseToLet。
LETATLAST
"There,ma"am!"saidTrottle,foldingupthemanuscriptfromwhichhehadbeenreading,andsettingitdownwithasmarttapoftriumphonthetable。"MayIventuretoaskwhatyouthinkofthatplainstatement,asaguessonmypart(andnotonMr。Jarber"s)attheriddleoftheemptyHouse?"
ForaminuteortwoIwasunabletosayaword。WhenIrecoveredalittle,myfirstquestionreferredtothepoorforlornlittleboy。
"To-dayisMondaythetwentieth,"Isaid。"Surelyyouhavenotletawholeweekgobywithouttryingtofindoutsomethingmore?"
"Exceptatbed-time,andmeals,ma"am,"answeredTrottle,"Ihavenotletanhourgoby。PleasetounderstandthatIhaveonlycometoanendofwhatIhavewritten,andnottoanendofwhatIhavedone。Iwrotedownthosefirstparticulars,ma"am,becausetheyareofgreatimportance,andalsobecauseIwasdeterminedtocomeforwardwithmywrittendocuments,seeingthatMr。Jarberchosetocomeforward,inthefirstinstance,withhis。Iamnowreadytogoonwiththesecondpartofmystoryasshortlyandplainlyaspossible,bywordofmouth。ThefirstthingImustclearup,ifyouplease,isthematterofMr。Forley"sfamilyaffairs。Ihaveheardyouspeakofthem,ma"am,atvarioustimes;andIhaveunderstoodthatMr。Forleyhadtwochildrenonlybyhisdeceasedwife,bothdaughters。Theeldestdaughtermarried,toherfather"sentiresatisfaction,oneMr。Bayne,arichman,holdingahighgovernmentsituationinCanada。Sheisnowlivingtherewithherhusband,andheronlychild,alittlegirlofeightornineyearsold。Rightsofar,Ithink,ma"am?"
"Quiteright,"Isaid。
"Theseconddaughter,"Trottlewenton,"andMr。Forley"sfavourite,setherfather"swishesandtheopinionsoftheworldatflatdefiance,byrunningawaywithamanofloworigin——amateofamerchant-vessel,namedKirkland。Mr。Forleynotonlyneverforgavethatmarriage,butvowedthathewouldvisitthescandalofitheavilyinthefutureonhusbandandwife。Bothescapedhisvengeance,whateverhemeantittobe。Thehusbandwasdrownedonhisfirstvoyageafterhismarriage,andthewifediedinchild-bed。
Rightagain,Ibelieve,ma"am?"
"Againquiteright。"
"Havinggotthefamilymatterallright,wewillnowgoback,ma"am,tomeandmydoings。LastMonday,Iaskedyouforleaveofabsencefortwodays;IemployedthetimeinclearingupthematterofBenjamin"sface。LastSaturdayIwasoutofthewaywhenyouwantedme。Iplayedtruant,ma"am,onthatoccasion,incompanywithafriendofmine,whoismanagingclerkinalawyer"soffice;andwebothspentthemorningatDoctors"Commons,overthelastwillandtestamentofMr。Forley"sfather。Leavingthewill-businessforamoment,pleasetofollowmefirst,ifyouhavenoobjection,intotheuglysubjectofBenjamin"sface。Aboutsixorsevenyearsago(thankstoyourkindness)Ihadaweek"sholidaywithsomefriendsofminewholiveinthetownofPendlebury。Oneofthosefriends(theonlyonenowleftintheplace)keptachemist"sshop,andinthatshopIwasmadeacquaintedwithoneofthetwodoctorsinthetown,namedBarsham。ThisBarshamwasafirst-ratesurgeon,andmighthavegottothetopofhisprofession,ifhehadnotbeenafirst-rateblackguard。Asitwas,hebothdrankandgambled;nobodywouldhaveanythingtodowithhiminPendlebury;and,atthetimewhenIwasmadeknowntohiminthechemist"sshop,theotherdoctor,Mr。Dix,whowasnottobecomparedwithhimforsurgicalskill,butwhowasarespectableman,hadgotallthepractice;andBarshamandhisoldmotherwerelivingtogetherinsuchaconditionofutterpoverty,thatitwasamarveltoeverybodyhowtheykeptoutoftheparishworkhouse。"
"BenjaminandBenjamin"smother!"
"Exactly,ma"am。LastThursdaymorning(thankstoyourkindness,again)IwenttoPendleburytomyfriendthechemist,toaskafewquestionsaboutBarshamandhismother。Iwastoldthattheyhadbothleftthetownaboutfiveyearssince。WhenIinquiredintothecircumstances,somestrangeparticularscameoutinthecourseofthechemist"sanswer。YouknowIhavenodoubt,ma"am,thatpoorMrs。Kirklandwasconfinedwhileherhusbandwasatsea,inlodgingsatavillagecalledFlatfield,andthatshediedandwasburiedthere。Butwhatyoumaynotknowis,thatFlatfieldisonlythreemilesfromPendlebury;thatthedoctorwhoattendedonMrs。KirklandwasBarsham;thatthenursewhotookcareofherwasBarsham"smother;andthatthepersonwhocalledthembothin,wasMr。Forley。
Whetherhisdaughterwrotetohim,orwhetherheheardofitinsomeotherway,Idon"tknow;buthewaswithher(thoughhehadswornnevertoseeheragainwhenshemarried)amonthormorebeforeherconfinement,andwasbackwardsandforwardsagooddealbetweenFlatfieldandPendlebury。HowhemanagedmatterswiththeBarshamscannotatpresentbediscovered;butitisafactthathecontrivedtokeepthedrunkendoctorsober,toeverybody"samazement。ItisafactthatBarshamwenttothepoorwomanwithallhiswitsabouthim。ItisafactthatheandhismothercamebackfromFlatfieldafterMrs。Kirkland"sdeath,packedupwhatfewthingstheyhad,andleftthetownmysteriouslybynight。And,lastly,itisalsoafactthattheotherdoctor,Mr。Dix,wasnotcalledintohelp,tillaweekafterthebirthANDBURIALofthechild,whenthemotherwassinkingfromexhaustion——exhaustion(togivethevagabond,Barsham,hisdue)notproduced,inMr。Dix"sopinion,byimpropermedicaltreatment,butbythebodilyweaknessofthepoorwomanherself——"
"Burialofthechild?"Iinterrupted,tremblingallover。"Trottle!
youspokethatword"burial"inaverystrangeway——youarefixingyoureyesonmenowwithaverystrangelook——"
Trottleleanedoverclosetome,andpointedthroughthewindowtotheemptyhouse。
"Thechild"sdeathisregistered,atPendlebury,"hesaid,"onBarsham"scertificate,undertheheadofMaleInfant,Still-Born。
Thechild"scoffinliesinthemother"sgrave,inFlatfieldchurchyard。Thechildhimself——assurelyasIliveandbreathe,islivingandbreathingnow——acastawayandaprisonerinthatvillainoushouse!"
Isankbackinmychair。
"It"sguess-work,sofar,butitisborneinonmymind,forallthat,astruth。Rouseyourself,ma"am,andthinkalittle。ThelastIhearofBarsham,heisattendingMr。Forley"sdisobedientdaughter。ThenextIseeofBarsham,heisinMr。Forley"shouse,trustedwithasecret。HeandhismotherleavePendleburysuddenlyandsuspiciouslyfiveyearsback;andheandhismotherhavegotachildoffiveyearsold,hiddenawayinthehouse。Wait!pleasetowait——Ihavenotdoneyet。ThewillleftbyMr。Forley"sfather,strengthensthesuspicion。ThefriendItookwithmetoDoctors"
Commons,madehimselfmasterofthecontentsofthatwill;andwhenhehaddoneso,Iputthesetwoquestionstohim。"CanMr。Forleyleavehismoneyathisowndiscretiontoanybodyhepleases?""No,"
myfriendsays,"hisfatherhaslefthimwithonlyalifeinterestinit。""SupposeoneofMr。Forley"smarrieddaughtershasagirl,andtheotheraboy,howwouldthemoneygo?""Itwouldallgo,"myfriendsays,"totheboy,anditwouldbechargedwiththepaymentofacertainannualincometohisfemalecousin。Afterherdeath,itwouldgobacktothemaledescendant,andtohisheirs。"
Considerthat,ma"am!ThechildofthedaughterwhomMr。Forleyhates,whosehusbandhasbeensnatchedawayfromhisvengeancebydeath,takeshiswholepropertyindefianceofhim;andthechildofthedaughterwhomheloves,isleftapensioneronherlow-bornboy-
cousinforlife!Therewasgood——toogoodreason——whythatchildofMrs。Kirkland"sshouldberegisteredstillborn。Andif,asI
believe,theregisterisfoundedonafalsecertificate,thereisbetter,stillbetterreason,whytheexistenceofthechildshouldbehidden,andalltraceofhisparentageblottedout,inthegarretofthatemptyhouse。"
Hestopped,andpointedforthesecondtimetothedim,dust-coveredgarret-windowsopposite。Ashedidso,Iwasstartled——averyslightmattersufficedtofrightenmenow——byaknockatthedooroftheroominwhichweweresitting。
Mymaidcamein,withaletterinherhand。Itookitfromher。
Themourningcard,whichwasalltheenvelopeenclosed,droppedfrommyhands。
GeorgeForleywasnomore。Hehaddepartedthislifethreedayssince,ontheeveningofFriday。
"Didourlastchanceofdiscoveringthetruth,"Iasked,"restwithHIM?HasitdiedwithHISdeath?"
"Courage,ma"am!Ithinknot。OurchancerestsonourpowertomakeBarshamandhismotherconfess;andMr。Forley"sdeath,byleavingthemhelpless,seemstoputthatpowerintoourhands。Withyourpermission,Iwillnotwaittillduskto-day,asIatfirstintended,butwillmakesureofthosetwopeopleatonce。Withapolicemaninplainclothestowatchthehouse,incasetheytrytoleaveit;withthiscardtovouchforthefactofMr。Forley"sdeath;andwithaboldacknowledgmentonmypartofhavinggotpossessionoftheirsecret,andofbeingreadytouseitagainstthemincaseofneed,IthinkthereislittledoubtofbringingBarshamandhismothertoterms。IncaseIfinditimpossibletogetbackherebeforedusk,pleasetositnearthewindow,ma"am,andwatchthehouse,alittlebeforetheylightthestreet-lamps。Ifyouseethefront-dooropenandcloseagain,willyoubegoodenoughtoputonyourbonnet,andcomeacrosstomeimmediately?Mr。
Forley"sdeathmay,ormaynot,preventhismessengerfromcomingasarranged。But,ifthepersondoescome,itisofimportancethatyou,asarelativeofMr。Forley"sshouldbepresenttoseehim,andtohavethatproperinfluenceoverhimwhichIcannotpretendtoexercise。"
TheonlywordsIcouldsaytoTrottleasheopenedthedoorandleftme,werewordscharginghimtotakecarethatnoharmhappenedtothepoorforlornlittleboy。
Leftalone,Idrewmychairtothewindow;andlookedoutwithabeatingheartattheguiltyhouse。Iwaitedandwaitedthroughwhatappearedtometobeanendlesstime,untilIheardthewheelsofacabstopattheendofthestreet。Ilookedinthatdirection,andsawTrottlegetoutofthecabalone,walkuptothehouse,andknockatthedoor。HewasletinbyBarsham"smother。Aminuteortwolater,adecently-dressedmansaunteredpastthehouse,lookedupatitforamoment,andsaunteredontothecornerofthestreetcloseby。Hereheleantagainstthepost,andlightedacigar,andstoppedtheresmokinginanidleway,butkeepinghisfacealwaysturnedinthedirectionofthehouse-door。
Iwaitedandwaitedstill。Iwaitedandwaited,withmyeyesrivetedtothedoorofthehouse。AtlastIthoughtIsawitopeninthedusk,andthenfeltsureIhearditshutagainsoftly。
ThoughItriedhardtocomposemyself,ItrembledsothatIwasobligedtocallforPeggytohelpmeonwithmybonnetandcloak,andwasforcedtotakeherarmtoleanon,incrossingthestreet。
Trottleopenedthedoortous,beforewecouldknock。Peggywentback,andIwentin。Hehadalightedcandleinhishand。
"Ithashappened,ma"am,asIthoughtitwould,"hewhispered,leadingmeintothebare,comfortless,emptyparlour。"Barshamandhismotherhaveconsultedtheirowninterests,andhavecometoterms。Myguess-workisguess-worknolonger。ItisnowwhatI
feltitwas——Truth!"
Somethingstrangetome——somethingwhichwomenwhoaremothersmustoftenknow——trembledsuddenlyinmyheart,andbroughtthewarmtearsofmyyouthfuldaysthrongingbackintomyeyes。Itookmyfaithfuloldservantbythehand,andaskedhimtoletmeseeMrs。
Kirkland"schild,forhismother"ssake。
"Ifyoudesireit,ma"am,"saidTrottle,withagentlenessofmannerthatIhadnevernoticedinhimbefore。"Butpraydon"tthinkmewantingindutyandrightfeeling,ifIbegyoutotryandwaitalittle。Youareagitatedalready,andafirstmeetingwiththechildwillnothelptomakeyousocalm,asyouwouldwishtobe,ifMr。Forley"smessengercomes。Thelittleboyissafeup-stairs。
Praythinkfirstoftryingtocomposeyourselfforameetingwithastranger;andbelievemeyoushallnotleavethehouseafterwardswithoutthechild。"
IfeltthatTrottlewasright,andsatdownaspatientlyasIcouldinachairhehadthoughtfullyplacedreadyforme。Iwassohorrifiedatthediscoveryofmyownrelation"swickednessthatwhenTrottleproposedtomakemeacquaintedwiththeconfessionwrungfromBarshamandhismother,Ibeggedhimtosparemealldetails,andonlytotellmewhatwasnecessaryaboutGeorgeForley。
"AllthatcanbesaidforMr。Forley,ma"am,is,thathewasjustscrupulousenoughtohidethechild"sexistenceandblotoutitsparentagehere,insteadofconsenting,atthefirst,toitsdeath,orafterwards,whentheboygrewup,toturninghimadrift,absolutelyhelplessintheworld。Thefraudhasbeenmanaged,ma"am,withthecunningofSatanhimself。Mr。ForleyhadtheholdovertheBarshams,thattheyhadhelpedhiminhisvillany,andthattheyweredependentonhimforthebreadtheyeat。HebroughtthemuptoLondontokeepthemsecurelyunderhisowneye。Heputthemintothisemptyhouse(takingitoutoftheagent"shandspreviously,onpretencethathemeanttomanagethelettingofithimself);andbykeepingthehouseempty,madeitthesurestofallhidingplacesforthechild。Here,Mr。Forleycouldcome,wheneverhepleased,toseethatthepoorlonelychildwasnotabsolutelystarved;surethathisvisitswouldonlyappearlikelookingafterhisownproperty。HerethechildwastohavebeentrainedtobelievehimselfBarsham"schild,tillheshouldbeoldenoughtobeprovidedforinsomesituation,aslowandaspoorasMr。Forley"suneasyconsciencewouldlethimpickout。Hemayhavethoughtofatonementonhisdeath-bed;butnotbefore——Iamonlytoocertainofit——notbefore!"
Alow,doubleknockstartledus。
"Themessenger!"saidTrottle,underhisbreath。Hewentoutinstantlytoanswertheknock;andreturned,leadinginarespectable-lookingelderlyman,dressedlikeTrottle,allinblack,withawhitecravat,butotherwisenotatallresemblinghim。
"IamafraidIhavemadesomemistake,"saidthestranger。
Trottle,consideratelytakingtheofficeofexplanationintohisownhands,assuredthegentlemanthattherewasnomistake;mentionedtohimwhoIwas;andaskedhimifhehadnotcomeonbusinessconnectedwiththelateMr。Forley。Lookinggreatlyastonished,thegentlemananswered,"Yes。"Therewasanawkwardmomentofsilence,afterthat。Thestrangerseemedtobenotonlystartledandamazed,butratherdistrustfulandfearfulofcommittinghimselfaswell。
Noticingthis,IthoughtitbesttorequestTrottletoputanendtofurtherembarrassment,bystatingallparticularstruthfully,ashehadstatedthemtome;andIbeggedthegentlemantolistenpatientlyforthelateMr。Forley"ssake。Hebowedtomeveryrespectfully,andsaidhewaspreparedtolistenwiththegreatestinterest。
Itwasevidenttome——and,Icouldsee,toTrottlealso——thatwewerenotdealing,tosaytheleast,withadishonestman。
"BeforeIofferanyopiniononwhatIhaveheard,"hesaid,earnestlyandanxiously,afterTrottlehaddone,"Imustbeallowed,injusticetomyself,toexplainmyownapparentconnectionwiththisverystrangeandveryshockingbusiness。IwastheconfidentiallegaladviserofthelateMr。Forley,andIamlefthisexecutor。Rathermorethanafortnightback,whenMr。Forleywasconfinedtohisroombyillness,hesentforme,andchargedmetocallandpayacertainsumofmoneyhere,toamanandwomanwhomI
shouldfindtakingchargeofthehouse。Hesaidhehadreasonsforwishingtheaffairtobekeptasecret。HebeggedmesotoarrangemyengagementsthatIcouldcallatthisplaceeitheronMondaylast,orto-day,atdusk;andhementionedthathewouldwritetowarnthepeopleofmycoming,withoutmentioningmyname(Dalcottismyname),ashedidnotwishtoexposemetoanyfutureimportunitiesonthepartofthemanandwoman。Ineedhardlytellyouthatthiscommissionstruckmeasbeingastrangeone;but,inmypositionwithMr。Forley,Ihadnoresourcebuttoacceptitwithoutaskingquestions,ortobreakoffmylongandfriendlyconnectionwithmyclient。Ichosethefirstalternative。BusinesspreventedmefromdoingmyerrandonMondaylast——andifIamhereto-day,notwithstandingMr。Forley"sunexpecteddeath,itisemphaticallybecauseIunderstoodnothingofthematter,onknockingatthisdoor;andthereforefeltmyselfbound,asexecutor,toclearitup。That,onmywordofhonour,isthewholetruth,sofarasI
ampersonallyconcerned。"
"Ifeelquitesureofit,sir,"Ianswered。
"YoumentionedMr。Forley"sdeath,justnow,asunexpected。MayI
inquireifyouwerepresent,andifhehasleftanylastinstructions?"
"ThreehoursbeforeMr。Forley"sdeath,"saidMr。Dalcott,"hismedicalattendantlefthimapparentlyinafairwayofrecovery。
Thechangefortheworsetookplacesosuddenly,andwasaccompaniedbysuchseveresuffering,topreventhimfromcommunicatinghislastwishestoanyone。WhenIreachedhishouse,hewasinsensible。I
havesinceexaminedhispapers。Notoneofthemreferstothepresenttimeortotheseriousmatterwhichnowoccupiesus。IntheabsenceofinstructionsImustactcautiouslyonwhatyouhavetoldme;butIwillberigidlyfairandjustatthesametime。Thefirstthingtobedone,"hecontinued,addressinghimselftoTrottle,"istohearwhatthemanandwoman,down-stairs,havetosay。Ifyoucansupplymewithwriting-materials,Iwilltaketheirdeclarationsseparatelyonthespot,inyourpresence,andinthepresenceofthepolicemanwhoiswatchingthehouse。To-morrowIwillsendcopiesofthosedeclarations,accompaniedbyafullstatementofthecase,toMr。andMrs。BayneinCanada(bothofwhomknowmewellasthelateMr。Forley"slegaladviser);andIwillsuspendallproceedings,onmypart,untilIhearfromthem,orfromtheirsolicitorinLondon。InthepresentpostureofaffairsthisisallIcansafelydo。"
Wecoulddonolessthanagreewithhim,andthankhimforhisfrankandhonestmannerofmeetingus。ItwasarrangedthatIshouldsendoverthewriting-materialsfrommylodgings;and,tomyunutterablejoyandrelief,itwasalsoreadilyacknowledgedthatthepoorlittleorphanboycouldfindnofitterrefugethanmyoldarmswerelongingtoofferhim,andnosaferprotectionforthenightthanmyroofcouldgive。Trottlehastenedawayup-stairs,asactivelyasifhehadbeenayoungman,tofetchthechilddown。
Andhebroughthimdowntomewithoutanothermomentofdelay,andI
wentonmykneesbeforethepoorlittleMite,andembracedhim,andaskedhimifhewouldgowithmetowhereIlived?Heheldmeawayforamoment,andhiswan,shrewdlittleeyeslookedsharpatme。
Thenheclungclosetomeallatonce,andsaid:
"I"ma-goingalongwithyou,Iam——andsoItellyou!"
Forinspiringthepoorneglectedchildwiththistrustinmyoldself,IthankedHeaven,then,withallmyheartandsoul,andI
thankitnow!
Ibundledthepoordarlingupinmyowncloak,andIcarriedhiminmyownarmsacrosstheroad。Peggywaslostinspeechlessamazementtobeholdmetrudgingoutofbreathup-stairs,withastrangepairofpoorlittlelegsundermyarm;but,shebegantocryoverthechildthemomentshesawhim,likeasensiblewomanasshealwayswas,andshestillcriedhereyesoutoverhiminacomfortablemanner,whenheatlastlayfastasleep,tuckedupbymyhandsinTrottle"sbed。
"AndTrottle,blessyou,mydearman,"saidI,kissinghishand,ashelookedon:"theforlornbabycametothisrefugethroughyou,andhewillhelpyouonyourwaytoHeaven。"
TrottleansweredthatIwashisdearmistress,andimmediatelywentandputhisheadoutatanopenwindowonthelanding,andlookedintothebackstreetforaquarterofanhour。
Thatverynight,asIsatthinkingofthepoorchild,andofanotherpoorchildwhoisnevertobethoughtaboutenoughatChristmas-
time,theideacameintomymindwhichIhavelivedtoexecute,andintherealisationofwhichIamthehappiestofwomenthisday。
"TheexecutorwillsellthatHouse,Trottle?"saidI。
"Notadoubtofit,ma"am,ifhecanfindapurchaser。"
"I"llbuyit。"
IhaveoftenseenTrottlepleased;but,IneversawhimsoperfectlyenchantedashewaswhenIconfidedtohim,whichIdid,thenandthere,thepurposethatIhadinview。
Tomakeshortofalongstory——andwhatstorywouldnotbelong,comingfromthelipsofanoldwomanlikeme,unlessitwasmadeshortbymainforce!——IboughttheHouse。Mrs。Baynehadherfather"sbloodinher;sheevadedtheopportunityofforgivingandgenerousreparationthatwasofferedher,anddisownedthechild;
but,Iwaspreparedforthat,andlovedhimallthemoreforhavingnooneintheworldtolookto,butme。
Iamgettingintoaflurrybybeingover-pleased,andIdaresayI
amasincoherentasneedbe。IboughttheHouse,andIaltereditfromthebasementtotheroof,andIturneditintoaHospitalforSickChildren。
Nevermindbywhatdegreesmylittleadoptedboycametotheknowledgeofallthesightsandsoundsinthestreets,sofamiliartootherchildrenandsostrangetohim;nevermindbywhatdegreeshecametobepretty,andchildish,andwinning,andcompanionable,andtohavepicturesandtoysabouthim,andsuitableplaymates。AsIwrite,IlookacrosstheroadtomyHospital,andthereisthedarling(whohasgoneovertoplay)noddingatmeoutofoneoftheoncelonelywindows,withhisdearchubbyfacebackedupbyTrottle"swaistcoatasheliftsmypetfor"Grandma"tosee。
ManyanEyeIseeinthatHousenow,butitisneverinsolitude,neverinneglect。ManyanEyeIseeinthatHousenow,thatismoreandmoreradianteverydaywiththelightofreturninghealth。Asmypreciousdarlinghaschangedbeyonddescriptionforthebrighterandthebetter,sodothenotlesspreciousdarlingsofpoorwomenchangeinthatHouseeverydayintheyear。ForwhichIhumblythankthatGraciousBeingwhomtherestoreroftheWidow"ssonandoftheRuler"sdaughter,instructedallmankindtocalltheirFather。