第6章
"WouldBerthablameher?"Leonard"sLow,tenderanswercame:
"BerthawasfartoonobleTothinkordreamofblame。"
"Andwashesurehelovedher?"
"Yes,withtheonelovegivenOnceinalifetimeonly,Withonesoulandoneheaven!"
XII。
Thencameaplaintivemurmur,-
"DorahadoncebeentoldThatheandBertha——""Dearest,BerthaisfartoocoldTolove;andI,myDora,IfonceIfanciedso,Itwasabriefdelusion,Andover,——longago。"
XIII。
BetweenthePastandPresent,Onthatbleakmoment"sheight,Shestood。AssomelosttravellerByaquickflashoflightSeeingagulfbeforehim,Withdizzy,sickdespair,Reelstoclutchbackward,buttofindAdeeperchasmthere。
XIV。
Thetwilightgrewstilldarker,Thefragrantflowersmoresweet,Thestarsshoneoutinheaven,Thelampsgleam"ddownthestreet;
Andhourspass"dindreamingOvertheirnew-foundfate,EretheycouldthinkofwonderingWhyBerthawassolate。
XV。
Shecame,andcalmlylisten"d;
InvaintheystrovetotraceIfHerbert"smemoryshadow"dIngriefuponherface。
Noblame,nowondershow"dthere,Nofeelingcouldbetold;
Hervoicewasnotlesssteady,Hermannernotmorecold。
XVI。
TheycouldnotheartheanguishThatbrokeinwordsofpainThroughthatcalmsummermidnight,-
"MyHerbert——mineagain!"
Yes,theyhaveoncebeenparted,ButthisdayshallrestoreThelonglostone:sheclaimshim:
"MyHerbert——mineoncemore!"
XVII。
NowChristmasEvereturning,SawBerthastandbesideThealtar,greetingDora,Againasmilingbride;
AndnowthegloomyeveningSeesBerthapaleandworn,Leavingthehouseforever,Towanderoutforlorn。
XVIII。
Forlorn——nay,notso。AnguishShalldoitsworkatlength;
Hersoul,pass"dthroughthefire,Shallgainstillpurerstrength。
SomewheretherewaitsforBerthaAnearnestnoblepart;
And,meanwhile,Godiswithher,-
God,andherowntrueheart!
Icouldwarmlyandsincerelypraisethelittlepoem,whenJarberhaddonereadingit;butIcouldnotsaythatittendedinanydegreetowardsclearingupthemysteryoftheemptyHouse。
WhetheritwastheabsenceoftheirritatinginfluenceofTrottle,orwhetheritwassimplyfatigue,Icannotsay,butJarberdidnotstrikeme,thatevening,asbeinginhisusualspirits。Andthoughhedeclaredthathewasnotintheleastdauntedbyhiswantofsuccessthusfar,andthathewasresolutelydeterminedtomakemorediscoveries,hespokeinalanguidabsentmanner,andshortlyafterwardstookhisleaveatratheranearlyhour。
WhenTrottlecameback,andwhenIindignantlytaxedhimwithPhilandering,henotonlydeniedtheimputation,butassertedthathehadbeenemployedonmyservice,and,inconsiderationofthat,boldlyaskedforleaveofabsencefortwodays,andforamorningtohimselfafterwards,tocompletethebusiness,inwhichhesolemnlydeclaredthatIwasinterested。Inremembranceofhislongandfaithfulservicetome,Ididviolencetomyself,andgrantedhisrequest。Andhe,onhisside,engagedtoexplainhimselftomysatisfaction,inaweek"stime,onMondayeveningthetwentieth。
Adayortwobefore,IsenttoJarber"slodgingstoaskhimtodropintotea。Hislandladysentbackanapologyforhimthatmademyhairstandonend。Hisfeetwereinhotwater;hisheadwasinaflannelpetticoat;agreenshadewasoverhiseyes;therheumatismwasinhislegs;andamustard-poulticewasonhischest。Hewasalsoalittlefeverish,andratherdistractedinhismindaboutManchesterMarriages,aDwarf,andThreeEvenings,orEveningParties——hislandladywasnotsurewhich——inanemptyHouse,withtheWaterRateunpaid。
Underthesedistressingcircumstances,IwasnecessarilyleftalonewithTrottle。Hispromisedexplanationbegan,likeJarber"sdiscoveries,withthereadingofawrittenpaper。TheonlydifferencewasthatTrottleintroducedhismanuscriptunderthenameofaReport。
TROTTLE"SREPORT
Thecuriouseventsrelatedinthesepageswould,manyofthem,mostlikelyneverhavehappened,ifapersonnamedTrottlehadnotpresumed,contrarytohisusualcustom,tothinkforhimself。
Thesubjectonwhichthepersoninquestionhadventured,forthefirsttimeinhislife,toformanopinionpurelyandentirelyhisown,wasonewhichhadalreadyexcitedtheinterestofhisrespectedmistressinaveryextraordinarydegree。Or,toputitinplainertermsstill,thesubjectwasnootherthanthemysteryoftheemptyHouse。
Feelingnosortofobjectiontosetasuccessofhisown,ifpossible,sidebysidewithafailureofMr。Jarber"s,Trottlemadeuphismind,oneMondayevening,totrywhathecoulddo,onhisownaccount,towardsclearingupthemysteryoftheemptyHouse。
Carefullydismissingfromhismindallnonsensicalnotionsofformertenantsandtheirhistories,andkeepingtheonepointinviewsteadilybeforehim,hestartedtoreachitintheshortestway,bywalkingstraightuptotheHouse,andbringinghimselffacetofacewiththefirstpersoninitwhoopenedthedoortohim。
Itwasgettingtowardsdark,onMondayevening,thethirteenthofthemonth,whenTrottlefirstsetfootonthestepsoftheHouse。
Whenheknockedatthedoor,heknewnothingofthematterwhichhewasabouttoinvestigate,exceptthatthelandlordwasanelderlywidowerofgoodfortune,andthathisnamewasForley。Asmallbeginningenoughforamantostartfrom,certainly!
Ondroppingtheknocker,hisfirstproceedingwastolookdowncautiouslyoutofthecornerofhisrighteye,foranyresultswhichmightshowthemselvesatthekitchen-window。Thereappearedatitimmediatelythefigureofawoman,wholookedupinquisitivelyatthestrangeronthesteps,leftthewindowinahurry,andcamebacktoitwithanopenletterinherhand,whichshehelduptothefadinglight。Afterlookingovertheletterhastilyforamomentorso,thewomandisappearedoncemore。
Trottlenextheardfootstepsshufflingandscrapingalongthebarehallofthehouse。Onasuddentheyceased,andthesoundoftwovoices——ashrillpersuadingvoiceandagruffresistingvoice——
confusedlyreachedhisears。Afterawhile,thevoicesleftoffspeaking——achainwasundone,aboltdrawnback——thedooropened——
andTrottlestoodfacetofacewithtwopersons,awomaninadvance,andamanbehindher,leaningbackflatagainstthewall。
"Wishyougoodevening,sir,"saysthewoman,insuchasuddenway,andinsuchacrackedvoice,thatitwasquitestartlingtohearher。"Chillyweather,ain"tit,sir?Pleasetowalkin。YoucomefromgoodMr。Forley,don"tyou,sir?"
"Don"tyou,sir?"chimesinthemanhoarsely,makingasortofgruffechoofhimself,andchucklingafterit,asifhethoughthehadmadeajoke。
IfTrottlehadsaid,"No,"thedoorwouldhavebeenprobablyclosedinhisface。Therefore,hetookcircumstancesashefoundthem,andboldlyranalltherisk,whateveritmightbe,ofsaying,"Yes。"
"Quiterightsir,"saysthewoman。"GoodMr。Forley"slettertoldushisparticularfriendwouldbeheretorepresenthim,atdusk,onMondaythethirteenth——or,ifnotonMondaythethirteenth,thenonMondaythetwentieth,atthesametime,withoutfail。AndhereyouareonMondaythethirteenth,ain"tyou,sir?Mr。Forley"sparticularfriend,anddressedallinblack——quiteright,sir!
Pleasetostepintothedining-room——it"salwayskepscouredandcleanagainstMr。Forleycomeshere——andI"llfetchacandleinhalfaminute。Itgetssodarkintheevenings,now,youhardlyknowwhereyouare,doyou,sir?AndhowisgoodMr。Forleyinhishealth?Wetrustheisbetter,Benjamin,don"twe?Wearesosorrynottoseehimasusual,Benjamin,ain"twe?Inhalfaminute,sir,ifyoudon"tmindwaiting,I"llbebackwiththecandle。Comealong,Benjamin。"
"Comealong,Benjamin,"chimesintheecho,andchucklesagainasifhethoughthehadmadeanotherjoke。
Leftaloneintheemptyfront-parlour,Trottlewonderedwhatwascomingnext,asheheardtheshuffling,scrapingfootstepsgoslowlydownthekitchen-stairs。Thefront-doorhadbeencarefullychainedupandboltedbehindhimonhisentrance;andtherewasnottheleastchanceofhisbeingabletoopenittoeffecthisescape,withoutbetrayinghimselfbymakinganoise。
NotbeingoftheJarbersort,luckilyforhimself,hetookhissituationquietly,ashefoundit,andturnedhistime,whilealone,toaccount,bysummingupinhisownmindthefewparticularswhichhehaddiscoveredthusfar。Hehadfoundout,first,thatMr。
Forleywasinthehabitofvisitingthehouseregularly。Second,thatMr。Forleybeingpreventedbyillnessfromseeingthepeopleputinchargeasusual,hadappointedafriendtorepresenthim;andhadwrittentosayso。Third,thatthefriendhadachoiceoftwoMondays,ataparticulartimeintheevening,fordoinghiserrand;
andthatTrottlehadaccidentallyhitonthistime,andonthefirstoftheMondays,forbeginninghisowninvestigations。Fourth,thatthesimilaritybetweenTrottle"sblackdress,asservantoutoflivery,andthedressofthemessenger(whoeverhemightbe),hadhelpedtheerrorbywhichTrottlewasprofiting。Sofar,sogood。
Butwhatwasthemessenger"serrand?andwhatchancewastherethathemightnotcomeupandknockatthedoorhimself,fromminutetominute,onthatveryevening?
WhileTrottlewasturningoverthislastconsiderationinhismind,heheardtheshufflingfootstepscomeupthestairsagain,withaflashofcandle-lightgoingbeforethem。Hewaitedforthewoman"scominginwithsomelittleanxiety;forthetwilighthadbeentoodimonhisgettingintothehousetoallowhimtoseeeitherherfaceortheman"sfaceatallclearly。
Thewomancameinfirst,withthemanshecalledBenjaminatherheels,andsetthecandleonthemantel-piece。Trottletakesleavetodescribeherasanoffensively-cheerfuloldwoman,awfullyleanandwiry,andsharpallover,ateyes,nose,andchin——devilishlybrisk,smiling,andrestless,withadirtyfalsefrontandadirtyblackcap,andshortfidgettyarms,andlonghookedfinger-nails——anunnaturallylustyoldwoman,whowalkedwithaspringinherwickedoldfeet,andspokewithasmirkonherwickedoldface——thesortofoldwoman(asTrottlethinks)whooughttohavelivedinthedarkages,andbeenduckedinahorse-pond,insteadofflourishinginthenineteenthcentury,andtakingchargeofaChristianhouse。
"You"llpleasetoexcusemyson,Benjamin,won"tyou,sir?"saysthiswitchwithoutabroomstick,pointingtothemanbehindher,proppedagainstthebarewallofthedining-room,exactlyashehadbeenproppedagainstthebarewallofthepassage。"He"sgothisinsidedreadfulbadagain,hasmysonBenjamin。Andhewon"tgotobed,andhewillfollowmeaboutthehouse,up-stairsanddownstairs,andinmylady"schamber,asthesongsays,youknow。
It"shisindisgestion,poordear,thatsourshistemperandmakeshimsoagravating——andindisgestionisawearingthingtothebestofus,ain"tit,sir?"
"Ain"tit,sir?"chimesinagravatingBenjamin,winkingatthecandle-lightlikeanowlatthesunshine。
Trottleexaminedthemancuriously,whilehishorridoldmotherwasspeakingofhim。Hefound"MysonBenjamin"tobelittleandlean,andbuttoned-upslovenlyinafrowsyoldgreat-coatthatfelldowntohisraggedcarpet-slippers。Hiseyeswereverywatery,hischeeksverypale,andhislipsveryred。Hisbreathingwassouncommonlyloud,thatitsoundedalmostlikeasnore。Hisheadrolledhelplesslyinthemonstrousbigcollarofhisgreat-coat;andhislimp,lazyhandspotteredaboutthewalloneithersideofhim,asiftheyweregropingforaimaginarybottle。InplainEnglish,thecomplaintof"MysonBenjamin"wasdrunkenness,ofthestupid,pig-headed,sottishkind。Drawingthisconclusioneasilyenough,afteramoment"sobservationoftheman,Trottlefoundhimself,nevertheless,keepinghiseyesfixedmuchlongerthanwasnecessaryontheuglydrunkenfacerollingaboutinthemonstrousbigcoatcollar,andlookingatitwithacuriositythathecouldhardlyaccountforatfirst。Wastheresomethingfamiliartohimintheman"sfeatures?Heturnedawayfromthemforaninstant,andthenturnedbacktohimagain。Afterthatsecondlook,thenotionforceditselfintohismind,thathehadcertainlyseenafacesomewhere,ofwhichthatsot"sfaceappearedlikeakindofslovenlycopy。
"Where?"thinkshetohimself,"wheredidIlastseethemanwhomthisagravatingBenjamin,here,soverystronglyremindsmeof?"
Itwasnotime,justthen——withthecheerfuloldwoman"seyesearchinghimallover,andthecheerfuloldwoman"stonguetalkingathim,nineteentothedozen——forTrottletoberansackinghismemoryforsmallmattersthathadgotintowrongcornersofit。HeputbyinhismindthatverycuriouscircumstancerespectingBenjamin"sface,tobetakenupagainwhenafitopportunityoffereditself;andkepthiswitsabouthiminprimeorderforpresentnecessities。
"Youwouldn"tliketogodownintothekitchen,wouldyou?"saysthewitchwithoutthebroomstick,asfamiliarasifshehadbeenTrottle"smother,insteadofBenjamin"s。"There"sabitoffireinthegrate,andthesinkinthebackkitchendon"tsmelltomattermuchto-day,andit"suncommonchillyupherewhenaperson"sfleshdon"thardlycoveraperson"sbones。Butyoudon"tlookcold,sir,doyou?Andthen,why,Lordblessmysoul,ourlittlebitofbusinessissovery,verylittle,it"shardlyworthwhiletogodownstairsaboutit,afterall。Quiteagameatbusiness,ain"tit,sir?Give-and-takethat"swhatIcallit——give-and-take!"
Withthat,herwickedoldeyessettledhungrilyontheregionroundaboutTrottle"swaistcoat-pocket,andshebegantochucklelikeherson,holdingoutoneofherskinnyhands,andtappingcheerfullyinthepalmwiththeknucklesoftheother。AgravatingBenjamin,seeingwhatshewasabout,rousedupalittle,chuckledandtappedinimitationofher,gotanideaofhisownintohismuddledheadallofasudden,andbolteditoutcharitablyforthebenefitofTrottle。
"Isay!"saysBenjamin,settlinghimselfagainstthewallandnoddinghisheadviciouslyathischeerfuloldmother。"Isay!
Lookout。She"llskinyou!"
Assistedbythesesignsandwarnings,Trottlefoundnodifficultyinunderstandingthatthebusinessreferredtowasthegivingandtakingofmoney,andthathewasexpectedtobethegiver。Itwasatthisstageoftheproceedingsthathefirstfeltdecidedlyuncomfortable,andmorethanhalfinclinedtowishhewasonthestreet-sideofthehouse-dooragain。
Hewasstillcudgellinghisbrainsforanexcusetosavehispocket,whenthesilencewassuddenlyinterruptedbyasoundintheupperpartofthehouse。
Itwasnotatallloud——itwasaquiet,still,scrapingsound——sofaintthatitcouldhardlyhavereachedthequickestears,exceptinanemptyhouse。
"Doyouhearthat,Benjamin?"saystheoldwoman。"He"satitagain,eveninthedark,ain"the?P"rapsyou"dliketoseehim,sir!"saysshe,turningonTrottle,andpokinghergrinningfaceclosetohim。"Onlynameit;onlysayifyou"dliketoseehimbeforewedoourlittlebitofbusiness——andI"llshowgoodForley"sfriendup-stairs,justasifhewasgoodMr。Forleyhimself。MY
legsareallright,whateverBenjamin"smaybe。Igetyoungerandyounger,andstrongerandstronger,andjollierandjollier,everyday——that"swhatIdo!Don"tmindthestairsonmyaccount,sir,ifyou"dliketoseehim。"
"Him?"Trottlewonderedwhether"him"meantaman,oraboy,oradomesticanimalofthemalespecies。Whateveritmeant,herewasachanceofputtingoffthatuncomfortablegive-and-take-business,and,betterstill,achanceperhapsoffindingoutoneofthesecretsofthemysteriousHouse。Trottle"sspiritsbegantoriseagainandhesaid"Yes,"directly,withtheconfidenceofamanwhoknewallaboutit。
Benjamin"smothertookthecandleatonce,andlightedTrottlebrisklytothestairs;andBenjaminhimselftriedtofollowasusual。Butgettingupseveralflightsofstairs,evenhelpedbythebannisters,wasmore,withhisparticularcomplaint,thanheseemedtofeelhimselfinclinedtoventureon。Hesatdownobstinatelyontheloweststep,withhisheadagainstthewall,andthetailsofhisbiggreat-coatspreadingoutmagnificentlyonthestairsbehindhimandabovehim,likeadirtyimitationofacourtlady"strain。
"Don"tsitthere,dear,"sayshisaffectionatemother,stoppingtosnuffthecandleonthefirstlanding。
"Ishallsithere,"saysBenjamin,agravatingtothelast,"tillthemilkcomesinthemorning。"
Thecheerfuloldwomanwentonnimblyupthestairstothefirstfloor,andTrottlefollowed,withhiseyesandearswideopen。Hehadseennothingoutofthecommoninthefront-parlour,orupthestaircase,sofar。TheHousewasdirtyanddrearyandclose-
smelling——buttherewasnothingaboutittoexcitetheleastcuriosity,exceptthefaintscrapingsound,whichwasnowbeginningtogetalittleclearer——thoughstillnotatallloud——asTrottlefollowedhisleaderupthestairstothesecondfloor。
Nothingonthesecond-floorlanding,butcobwebsaboveandbitsofbrokenplasterbelow,crackedofffromtheceiling。Benjamin"smotherwasnotabitoutofbreath,andlookedallreadytogotothetopofthemonumentifnecessary。Thefaintscrapingsoundhadgotalittleclearerstill;butTrottlewasnonearertoguessingwhatitmightbe,thanwhenhefirsthearditintheparlourdownstairs。
Onthethird,andlast,floor,thereweretwodoors;one,whichwasshut,leadingintothefrontgarret;andone,whichwasajar,leadingintothebackgarret。Therewasaloftintheceilingabovethelanding;butthecobwebsalloveritvouchedsufficientlyforitsnothavingbeenopenedforsomelittletime。Thescrapingnoise,plainerthaneverhere,soundedontheothersideofthebackgarretdoor;and,toTrottle"sgreatrelief,thatwaspreciselythedoorwhichthecheerfuloldwomannowpushedopen。
Trottlefollowedherin;and,foronceinhislife,atanyrate,wasstruckdumbwithamazement,atthesightwhichtheinsideoftheroomrevealedtohim。
Thegarretwasabsolutelyemptyofeverythingintheshapeoffurniture。Itmusthavebeenusedatonetimeorother,bysomebodyengagedinaprofessionoratradewhichrequiredforthepracticeofitagreatdealoflight;fortheonewindowintheroom,whichlookedoutonawideopenspaceatthebackofthehouse,wasthreeorfourtimesaslarge,everyway,asagarret-windowusuallyis。
Closeunderthiswindow,kneelingonthebareboardswithhisfacetothedoor,thereappeared,ofallthecreaturesintheworldtoseealoneatsuchaplaceandatsuchatime,ameremiteofachild——alittle,lonely,wizen,strangely-cladboy,whocouldnotatthemost,havebeenmorethanfiveyearsold。Hehadagreasyoldblueshawlcrossedoverhisbreast,androlledup,tokeeptheendsfromtheground,intoagreatbiglumponhisback。Astripofsomethingwhichlookedliketheremainsofawoman"sflannelpetticoat,showeditselfundertheshawl,and,belowthatagain,apairofrustyblackstockings,worldstoolargeforhim,coveredhislegsandhisshoelessfeet。Apairofoldclumsymuffetees,whichhadworkedthemselvesuponhislittlefrailredarmstotheelbows,andabigcottonnightcapthathaddroppeddowntohisveryeyebrows,finishedoffthestrangedresswhichthepoorlittlemanseemednothalfbigenoughtofillout,andnotnearstrongenoughtowalkaboutin。
Buttherewassomethingtoseeevenmoreextraordinarythantheclothesthechildwasswaddledupin,andthatwasthegamewhichhewasplayingat,allbyhimself;andwhich,moreover,explainedinthemostunexpectedmannerthefaintscrapingnoisethathadfounditswaydown-stairs,throughthehalf-openeddoor,inthesilenceoftheemptyhouse。
Ithasbeenmentionedthatthechildwasonhiskneesinthegarret,whenTrottlefirstsawhim。Hewasnotsayinghisprayers,andnotcrouchingdowninterroratbeingaloneinthedark。Hewas,oddandunaccountableasitmayappear,doingnothingmoreorlessthanplayingatacharwoman"sorhousemaid"sbusinessofscouringthefloor。Bothhislittlehandshadtightholdofamangyoldblacking-brush,withhardlyanybristlesleftinit,whichhewasrubbingbackwardsandforwardsontheboards,asgravelyandsteadilyasifhehadbeenatscouring-workforyears,andhadgotalargefamilytokeepbyit。Thecoming-inofTrottleandtheoldwomandidnotstartleordisturbhimintheleast。Hejustlookedupforaminuteatthecandle,withapairofverybright,sharpeyes,andthenwentonwithhisworkagain,asifnothinghadhappened。Ononesideofhimwasabatteredpintsaucepanwithoutahandle,whichwashismake-believepail;andontheotheramorselofslate-colouredcottonrag,whichstoodforhisflanneltowipeupwith。Afterscrubbingbravelyforaminuteortwo,hetookthebitofrag,andmoppedup,andthensqueezedmake-believewateroutintohismake-believepail,asgraveasanyjudgethateversatonaBench。Bythetimehethoughthehadgotthefloorprettydry,heraisedhimselfuprightonhisknees,andblewoutagoodlongbreath,andsethislittleredarmsakimbo,andnoddedatTrottle。
"There!"saysthechild,knittinghislittledownyeyebrowsintoafrown。"Dratthedirt!I"vecleanedup。Where"smybeer?"
Benjamin"smotherchuckledtillTrottlethoughtshewouldhavechokedherself。
"Lordha"mercyonus!"saysshe,"justheartheimp。Youwouldneverthinkhewasonlyfiveyearsold,wouldyou,sir?PleasetotellgoodMr。Forleyyousawhimgoingonasnicelyasever,playingatbeingmescouringtheparlourfloor,andcallingformybeerafterwards。That"shisregulargame,morning,noon,andnight——he"snevertiredofit。Onlylookhowsnugwe"vebeenanddressedhim。
That"smyshawlakeepinhispreciouslittlebodywarm,andBenjamin"snightcapakeepinhispreciouslittleheadwarm,andBenjamin"sstockings,drawedoverhistrowsers,akeepinhispreciouslittlelegswarm。He"ssnugandhappyifeveraimpwasyet。"Where"smybeer!"——sayitagain,littledear,sayitagain!"
IfTrottlehadseentheboy,withalightandafireintheroom,clothedlikeotherchildren,andplayingnaturallywithatop,oraboxofsoldiers,orabouncingbigIndia-rubberball,hemighthavebeenascheerfulunderthecircumstancesasBenjamin"smotherherself。Butseeingthechildreduced(ashecouldnothelpsuspecting)forwantofpropertoysandproperchild"scompany,totakeupwiththemockingofanoldwomanatherscouring-work,forsomethingtostandintheplaceofagame,Trottle,thoughnotafamilyman,neverthelessfeltthesightbeforehimtobe,initsway,oneofthesaddestandthemostpitiablethathehadeverwitnessed。
"Why,myman,"sayshe,"you"retheboldestlittlechapinallEngland。Youdon"tseemabitafraidofbeinguphereallbyyourselfinthedark。"
"Thebigwinder,"saysthechild,pointinguptoit,"seesinthedark;andIseewiththebigwinder。"Hestopsabit,andgetsuponhislegs,andlookshardatBenjamin"smother。"I"magood"un,"
sayshe,"ain"tI?Isavecandle。"
Trottlewonderedwhatelsetheforlornlittlecreaturehadbeenbroughtuptodowithout,besidescandle-light;andriskedputtingaquestionastowhetherheevergotarunintheopenairtocheerhimupabit。O,yes,hehadarunnowandthen,outofdoors(tosaynothingofhisrunsaboutthehouse),thelivelylittlecricket——
arunaccordingtogoodMr。Forley"sinstructions,whichwerefollowedoutcarefully,asgoodMr。Forley"sfriendwouldbegladtohear,totheveryletter。
AsTrottlecouldonlyhavemadeonereplytothis,namely,thatgoodMr。Forley"sinstructionswere,inhisopinion,theinstructionsofaninfernalscamp;andashefeltthatsuchananswerwouldnaturallyprovethedeath-blowtoallfurtherdiscoveriesonhispart,hegulpeddownhisfeelingsbeforetheygottoomanyforhim,andheldhistongue,andlookedroundtowardsthewindowagaintoseewhattheforlornlittleboywasgoingtoamusehimselfwithnext。
Thechildhadgathereduphisblacking-brushandbitofrag,andhadputthemintotheoldtinsaucepan;andwasnowworkinghisway,aswellashisclotheswouldlethim,withhismake-believepailhuggedupinhisarms,towardsadoorofcommunicationwhichledfromthebacktothefrontgarret。
"Isay,"sayshe,lookingroundsharplyoverhisshoulder,"whatareyoutwostoppingherefor?I"mgoingtobednow——andsoItellyou!"
Withthat,heopenedthedoor,andwalkedintothefrontroom。
SeeingTrottletakeasteportwotofollowhim,Benjamin"smotheropenedherwickedoldeyesinastateofgreatastonishment。
"Mercyonus!"saysshe,"haven"tyouseenenoughofhimyet?"
"No,"saysTrottle。"Ishouldliketoseehimgotobed。"
Benjamin"smotherburstintosuchafitofchucklingthatthelooseextinguisherinthecandlestickclatteredagainwiththeshakingofherhand。TothinkofgoodMr。Forley"sfriendtakingtentimesmoretroubleabouttheimpthangoodMr。Forleyhimself!Suchajokeasthat,Benjamin"smotherhadnotoftenmetwithinthecourseofherlife,andshebeggedtobeexcusedifshetookthelibertyofhavingalaughatit。
Leavinghertolaughasmuchasshepleased,andcomingtoaprettypositiveconclusion,afterwhathehadjustheard,thatMr。Forley"sinterestinthechildwasnotofthefondestpossiblekind,Trottlewalkedintothefrontroom,andBenjamin"smother,enjoyingherselfimmensely,followedwiththecandle。
Thereweretwopiecesoffurnitureinthefrontgarret。One,anoldstoolofthesortthatisusedtostandacaskofbeeron;andtheotheragreatbigrickettystraddlingoldtrucklebedstead。Inthemiddleofthisbedstead,surroundedbyadimbrownwasteofsacking,wasakindoflittleislandofpoorbedding——anoldbolster,withnearlyallthefeathersoutofit,doubledinthreeforapillow;amereshredofpatchworkcounter-pane,andablanket;andunderthat,andpeepingoutalittleoneithersidebeyondthelooseclothes,twofadedchaircushionsofhorsehair,laidalongtogetherforasortofmakeshiftmattress。WhenTrottlegotintotheroom,thelonelylittleboyhadscrambleduponthebedsteadwiththehelpofthebeer-stool,andwaskneelingontheouterrimofsackingwiththeshredofcounterpaneinhishands,justmakingreadytotuckitinforhimselfunderthechaircushions。
"I"lltuckyouup,myman,"saysTrottle。"Jumpintobed,andletmetry。"
"Imeantotuckmyselfup,"saysthepoorforlornchild,"andI
don"tmeantojump。Imeantocrawl,Ido——andsoItellyou!"
Withthat,hesettowork,tuckingintheclothestightalldownthesidesofthecushions,butleavingthemopenatthefoot。Then,gettinguponhisknees,andlookinghardatTrottleasmuchastosay,"Whatdoyoumeanbyofferingtohelpsuchahandylittlechapasme?"hebegantountiethebigshawlforhimself,anddidit,too,inlessthanhalfaminute。Then,doublingtheshawluplooseoverthefootofthebed,hesays,"Isay,lookhere,"andducksundertheclothes,headfirst,worminghiswayupandupsoftly,undertheblanketandcounterpane,tillTrottlesawthetopofthelargenightcapslowlypeepoutonthebolster。Thisover-sizedhead-gearofthechild"shadsoshoveditselfdowninthecourseofhisjourneytothepillow,undertheclothes,thatwhenhegothisfacefairlyoutonthebolster,hewasallnightcapdowntohismouth。Hesoonfreedhimself,however,fromthisslightencumbrancebyturningtheendsofthecapupgravelytotheiroldplaceoverhiseyebrows——lookedatTrottle——said,"Snug,ain"tit?Good-bye!"——
poppedhisfaceundertheclothesagain——andleftnothingtobeseenofhimbuttheemptypeakofthebignightcapstandingupsturdilyonendinthemiddleofthebolster。
"Whatayounglimbitis,ain"tit?"saysBenjamin"smother,givingTrottleacheerfuldigwithherelbow。"Comeon!youwon"tseenomoreofhimto-night!"
"AndsoItellyou!"singsoutashrill,littlevoiceunderthebedclothes,chiminginwithaplayfulfinishtotheoldwoman"slastwords。
IfTrottlehadnotbeen,bythistime,positivelyresolvedtofollowthewickedsecretwhichaccidenthadmixedhimupwith,throughallitsturningsandwindings,rightontotheend,hewouldhaveprobablysnatchedtheboyupthenandthere,andcarriedhimofffromhisgarretprison,bed-clothesandall。Asitwas,heputastrongcheckonhimself,kepthiseyeonfuturepossibilities,andallowedBenjamin"smothertoleadhimdown-stairsagain。
"Mindthemtopbannisters,"saysshe,asTrottlelaidhishandonthem。"Theyareasrottenasmedlarseveryoneof"em。"
"Whenpeoplecometoseethepremises,"saysTrottle,tryingtofeelhiswayalittlefartherintothemysteryoftheHouse,"youdon"tbringmanyofthemuphere,doyou?"