第11章
Shedoesnot——"
Elnorastopped。
"Sheis——isdifferent,"finishedthegirl。
Annacamewiththeroses。TheBirdWomansetoneonthefrontofthedrapedyoke,oneoneachshoulderandthelastamongthebrightmassesofbrownhair。Thensheturnedthegirlfacingthetallmirror。
"Oh!"pantedElnora。"Youareagenius!Why,I
willlookaswellasanyofthem。"
"Thankgoodnessforthat!"criedtheBirdWoman。
"Ifitwouldn"tdo,Ishouldhavebeenill。Youarelovely;
altogetherlovely!OrdinarilyIshouldn"tsaythat;butwhenIthinkofhowyouarecarpentered,I"madmiringtheresult。"
Theorganbeganrollingoutthemarchastheycameinsight。
Elnoratookherplaceattheheadoftheprocession,whileeveryonewondered。Secretlytheyhadhopedthatshewouldbedressedwellenough,thatshewouldnotappearpoorandneglected。Whatthisradiantyoungcreature,gownedinthemostrecentstyle,hersmoothskinflushedwithexcitement,andarose-setcoronetofredgoldonherhead,hadtodowiththegirltheyknewwasdifficulttodecide。ThesignalwasgivenandElnorabegantheslowmarchacrossthevestryanddowntheaisle。Themusicwelledsoftly,andMargaretbegantosobwithoutknowingwhy。
Mrs。Comstockgrippedherhandstogetherandshuthereyes。ItseemedaneternitytothesufferingwomanbeforeMargaretcaughtherarmandwhispered,"Oh,Kate!
Foranysakelookather!Here!Theaisleacross!"
Mrs。Comstockopenedhereyesanddirectingthemwhereshewastold,gazedintently,andsliddowninherseatclosetocollapse。ShewassavedbyMargaret"stenseclaspandhercommand:"Here!Idiot!Stopthat!"
IntheblazeoflightElnoraclimbedthestepstothepalm-emboweredplatform,crosseditandtookherplace。
Sixtyyoungmenandwomen,eachofthemdressedthebestpossible,followedher。Thereweremanly,fine-
lookingmeninthatclasswhichElnoraled。Thereweregirlsofbeautyandgrace,butnotoneofthemwashandsomerorclothedinbettertastethanshe。
BillythoughtthetimeneverwouldcomewhenElnorawouldseehim,butatlastshemethiseye,thenMargaretandWesleyhadfaintsignsofrecognitioninturn,buttherewasnosofteningofthegirl"sfaceandnohintofasmilewhenshesawhermother。
Heartsick,KatharineComstocktriedtoprovetoherselfthatshewasjustifiedinwhatshehaddone,butshecouldnot。ShetriedtoblameElnorafornotsayingthatshewastoleadaprocessionandsitonaplatforminthesightofhundredsofpeople;butthatwasimpossible,forsherealizedthatshewouldhavescoffedandnotunderstoodifshehadbeentold。Herheartpaineduntilshesufferedwitheverybreath。
Whenatlasttheexerciseswereoversheclimbedintothecarriageandrodehomewithoutaword。ShedidnothearwhatMargaretandBillyweresaying。ShescarcelyheardWesley,whodrovebehind,whenhetoldherthatElnorawouldnotbehomeuntilWednesday。EarlythenextmorningMrs。ComstockwasonherwaytoOnabasha。
ShewaswaitingwhentheBrownleestoreopened。
Sheexaminedready-madewhitedresses,buttheyhadonlyoneoftherightsize,anditwasmarkedfortydollars。
Mrs。Comstockdidnothesitateovertheprice,butwhetherthedresswouldbesuitable。ShewouldhavetoaskElnora。
SheinquiredherwaytothehomeoftheBirdWomanandknocked。
"IsElnoraComstockhere?"sheaskedthemaid。
"Yes,butsheisstillinbed。Iwastoldtolethersleepaslongasshewould。"
"MaybeIcouldsithereandwait,"saidMrs。Comstock。
"Iwanttoseeaboutgettingheradressforto-morrow。
Iamhermother。"
"Thenyoudon"tneedwaitorworry,"saidthegirlcheerfully。
"Therearetwowomenupinthesewing-roomatworkonadressforherrightnow。Itwillbedoneintime,anditwillbeabeauty。"
Mrs。ComstockturnedandtrudgedbacktotheLimberlost。
Thebitternessinhersoulbecameaphysicalactuality,whichwaterwouldnotwashfromherlips。Shewastoolate!Shewasnotneeded。Anotherwomanwasmotheringhergirl。AnotherwomanwouldprepareabeautifuldresssuchasElnorahadwornthepreviousnight。
Thegirl"sloveandgratitudewouldgotoher。Mrs。Comstocktriedtheoldprocessofblamingsomeoneelse,butshefeltnobetter。Shenursedhergriefascloselyaseverinthelongdaysofthegirl"sabsence。ShebroodedoverElnora"spossessionoftheforbiddenviolinandherabilitytoplayituntiltheperformancecouldnothavebeentoldfromherfather"s。Shetriedeveryrefugehermindcouldconjure,toquietherheartandremovethefearthatthegirlneverwouldcomehomeagain,butitpersisted。
Mrs。Comstockcouldneithereatnorsleep。Shewanderedaroundthecabinandgarden。ShekeptfarfromthepoolwhereRobertComstockhadsunkfromsightforshefeltthatitwouldentombheralsoifElnoradidnotcomehomeWednesdaymorning。Themothertoldherselfthatshewouldwait,butthewaitingwasasbitterasanythingsheeverhadknown。
WhenElnoraawokeMondayanotherdresswasinthehandsofaseamstressandwassoonfitted。IthadbelongedtotheAngel,andwasasoftwhitethingthatwithalittlealterationwouldserveadmirablyforCommencementandtheball。AllthatdayElnoraworked,helpingpreparetheauditoriumfortheexercises,rehearsingthemarchandthespeechshewastomakeinbehalfoftheclass。
Thefollowingdaywasevenbusier。Buthermindwasatrest,forthedresswasasoftdelicatelaceeasytochange,andthemarksofalterationimpossibletodetect。
TheBirdWomanhadtelephonedtoGrandRapids,explainedthesituationandaskedtheAngelifshemightuseit。
Thereplyhadbeentogivethegirlthecontentsofthechest。
WhentheBirdWomantoldElnora,tearsfilledhereyes。
"Iwillwriteatonceandthankher,"shesaid。"Withallherbeautifulgownsshedoesnotneedthem,andIdo。
Theywillserveformeoften,andbemuchfinerthananythingIcouldafford。Itislovelyofhertogivemethedressandofyoutohaveitalteredforme,asInevercould。"
TheBirdWomanlaughed。"Ifeelreligiousto-day,"
shesaid。"Youknowthefirstandgreatestrockofmysalvationis`Dountoothers。"I"monlydoingtoyouwhattherewasnoonetodoformewhenIwasagirlverylikeyou。Annatellsmeyourmotherwashereearlythismorningandthatshecametoseeaboutgettingyouadress。"
"Sheistoolate!"saidElnoracoldly。"Shehadoveramonthtopreparemydresses,andIwastopayforthem,sothereisnoexcuse。"
"Nevertheless,sheisyourmother,"saidtheBirdWoman,softly。"Ithinkalmostanykindofamothermustbebetterthannoneatall,andyousayshehashadgreattrouble。"
"Shelovedmyfatherandhedied,"saidElnora。"Thesamething,inquiteastragicamanner,hashappenedtothousandsofotherwomen,andtheyhavegoneonwithcalmfacesandfoundhappinessinlifebylovingothers。
TherewassomethingelseIamafraidInevershallforget;
thisIknowIshallnot,buttalkingdoesnothelp。Imustdelivermypresentsandphotographstothecrowd。IhaveapictureandImadeapresentforyou,too,ifyouwouldcareforthem。"
"Ishallloveanythingyougiveme,"saidtheBirdWoman。
"Iknowyouwellenoughtoknowthatwhateveryoudowillbebeautiful。"
Elnorawaspleasedoverthat,andasshetriedonherdressforthelastfittingshewasreallyhappy。Shewaslovelyinthedaintygown:itwouldservefinelyfortheballandmanyotherlikeoccasions,anditwasherveryown。
TheBirdWoman"sdrivertookElnorainthecarriageandshecalledonallthegirlswithwhomshewasespeciallyintimate,andleftherpictureandthepackagecontaininghergifttothem。Bythetimeshereturnedparcelsforherwerearriving。Friendsseemedtospringfromeverywhere。
Almosteveryonesheknewhadsomegiftforher,whilebecausetheysolovedherthemembersofhercrowdhadmadeherbeautifulpresents。Therewerebooks,vases,silverpieces,handkerchiefs,fans,boxesofflowersandcandy。OnebigpackagesettledthetroubleatSinton"s,foritcontainedadaintydressfromMargaret,afive-dollargoldpiece,conspicuouslylabelled,"Iearnedthismyself,"fromBilly,withwhichtobuymusic;andagorgeouscut-glassperfumebottle,itwouldhavecostfivedollarstofillwithevenamoderate-
pricedscent,fromWesley。
Inanexpressedcratewasafinecurly-mapledressingtable,sentbyFreckles。ThedrawerswerefilledwithwonderfultoiletarticlesfromtheAngel。TheBirdWomanaddedanembroideredlinencoverandasmallsilvervaseforafewflowers,sonogirloftheclasshadfinergifts。Elnoralaidherheadonthetablesobbinghappily,andtheBirdWomanwasalmostcryingherself。
ProfessorHenleysentabutterflybook,thegraderoomsinwhichElnorahadtaughtgaveherasetofvolumescoveringeveryphaseoflifeafield,inthewoods,andwater。
Elnorahadnotimetoreadsoshecarriedoneofthesebooksaroundwithherhuggingitasshewent。Aftershehadgonetodressaqueer-lookingpackagewasbroughtbyasmallboywhohoppedononefootashehandeditinandsaid:"TellElnorathatisfromherma。"
"Whoareyou?"askedtheBirdWomanasshetookthebundle。
"I"mBilly!"announcedtheboy。"Igaveherthefivedollars。
Iearneditmyselfdroppingcorn,stickingonions,andpullingweeds。My,butyougottodrop,andstick,andpullalotbeforeit"sfivedollars"worth。"
"WouldyouliketocomeinandseeElnora"sgifts?"
"Yes,ma"am!"saidBilly,tryingtostandquietly。
"Gee-mentley!"hegasped。"DoesElnoragetallthis?"
"Yes。"
"IbetyouathousanddollarsIbefirstinmyclasswhenIgraduate。Say,havetheothersgotalotmorethanElnora?"
"Ithinknot。"
"Well,UncleWesleysaidtofindoutifIcould,andifshedidn"thaveasmuchastherest,he"dbuytillshedid,ifittookahundreddollars。Say,yououghttoknowhim!
He"sjustscrumptious!Thereain"tanybodyanywherefiner"anheis。My,he"sgrand!"
"I"mverysureofit!"saidtheBirdWoman。"I"veoftenheardElnorasayso。"
"Ibetyounobodycanbeatthis!"heboasted。Thenhestopped,thinkingdeeply。"Idon"tknow,though,"
hebeganreflectively。"Someofthemareawfulrich;
theygotbigfamiliestogivethemthingsandwagonloadsoffriends,andIhaven"tseenwhattheyhave。Now,maybeElnoraisgettingleft,afterall!"
"Don"tworry,Billy,"shesaid。"Iwillwatch,andifIfindElnorais`gettingleft"I"llbuyhersomemorethingsmyself。ButI"msuresheisnot。Shehasmorebeautifulgiftsnowthanshewillknowwhattodowith,andotherswillcome。TellyourUncleWesleyhisgirlisbountifullyremembered,veryhappy,andshesendsherdearestlovetoallofyou。Nowyoumustgo,soIcanhelpherdress。Youwillbethereto-nightofcourse?"
"Yes,sir-ee!Shegotmeaseat,thirdrowfromthefront,middlesection,soIcansee,andshe"sgoingtowinkatme,aftershegetsherspeechoffhermind。
Shekissedme,too!She"saperfectlady,Elnorais。
I"mgoingtomarryherwhenIambigenough。"
"Whyisn"tthatsplendid!"laughedtheBirdWomanasshehurriedupstairs。
"Dear!"shecalled。"Hereisanothergiftforyou。"
Elnorawashalfdisrobedasshetookthepackageand,sittingonacouch,openedit。TheBirdWomanbentoverherandtestedthefabricwithherfingers。
"Why,blessmysoul!"shecried。"Hand-woven,hand-
embroideredlinen,fineassilk。It"spriceless"Ihaven"tseensuchthingsinyears。MymotherhadgarmentslikethosewhenIwasachild,butmysistershadthemcutupforcollars,belts,andfancywaistswhileIwassmall。
Lookattheexquisitework!"
"Wherecouldithavecomefrom?"criedElnora。
Sheshookoutapetticoat,withahand-wroughtruffleafootdeep,thenanold-fashionedchemisetheneckandsleeveworkofwhichwaselaborateandperfectlywrought。
Onthebreastwaspinnedanotethatshehastilyopened。
"Iwasmarriedinthese,"itread,"andIhadintendedtobeburiedinthem,butperhapsitwouldbemoresensibleforyoutograduateandgetmarriedinthemyourself,ifyoulike。Yourmother。"
"Frommymother!"Wide-eyed,ElnoralookedattheBirdWoman。"Ineverinmylifesawthelike。
MotherdoesthingsIthinkInevercanforgive,andwhenIfeelhardest,sheturnsaroundanddoessomethingthatmakesmethinkshejustmustlovemealittlebit,afterall。
Anyofthegirlswouldgivealmostanythingtograduateinhand-embroideredlinenlikethat。Moneycan"tbuysuchthings。AndtheycamewhenIwasthinkingshedidn"tcarewhatbecameofme。Doyousupposeshecanbeinsane?"
"Yes,"saidtheBirdWoman。"Wildlyinsane,ifshedoesnotloveyouandcarewhatbecomesofyou。"
Elnoraaroseandheldthepetticoattoher。"Willyoulookatit?"shecried。"Onlyimaginehernotgettingmydressready,andthensendingmesuchapetticoatasthis!
Ellenwouldpayfiftydollarsforitandneverblink。
Isupposemotherhashaditallmylife,andIneversawitbefore。"
"Gotakeyourbathandputonthosethings,"saidtheBirdWoman。"Forgeteverythingandbehappy。Sheisnotinsane。Sheisembittered。Shedidnotunderstandhowthingswouldbe。Whenshesaw,shecameatoncetoprovideyouadress。Thisisherwayofsayingsheissorryshedidnotgettheother。Younoticeshehasnotspentanymoney,soperhapssheisquitehonestinsayingshehasnone。"
"Oh,sheishonest!"saidElnora。"Shewouldn"tcareenoughtotellanuntruth。She"dsayjusthowthingswere,nomatterwhathappened。"
SoonElnorawasreadyforherdress。Sheneverhadlookedsowellaswhensheagainheadedtheprocessionalacrosstheflowerandpalmdeckedstageofthehighschoolauditorium。AsshesatthereshecouldhavereachedoveranddroppedaroseshecarriedintotheseatshehadoccupiedthatSeptembermorningwhensheenteredthehighschool。Shespokethefewwordsshehadtosayinbehalfoftheclassbeautifully,hadthetinywinkreadyforBilly,andthesmileandnodofrecognitionforWesleyandMargaret。Whenatlastshelookedintotheeyesofawhite-facedwomannextthem,sheslippedahandtohersideandraisedherskirtthefractionofaninch,justenoughtolettheembroiderededgeofapetticoatshowatrifle。Whenshesawthelookofreliefwhichfloodedhermother"sface,Elnoraknewthatforgivenesswasinherheart,andthatshewouldgohomeinthemorning。
Itwaslateafternoonbeforeshearrived,andadrayfollowedwithaloadofpackages。Mrs。Comstockwasoverwhelmed。ShesathalfdazedandmadeElnorashowhereachcostlyandbeautifulorsimpleandusefulgift,tellhercarefullywhatitwasandfromwhereitcame。
ShestudiedthefacesofElnora"sparticularfriends。
Thegiftsfromthemhadtobesetinagroup。Severaltimesshestartedtospeakandthenstopped。Atlast,betweenherdrylips,cameaharshwhisper。
"Elnora,whatdidyougivebackforthesethings?"
"I"llshowyou,"saidElnoracheerfully。"ImadethesamegiftsfortheBirdWoman,AuntMargaretandyouifyoucareforit。ButIhavetorunupstairstogetit。"
Whenshereturnedshehandedhermotheranoblongframe,handcarved,enclosingElnora"spicture,takenbyaschoolmate"scamera。Sheworeherstorm-coatandcarriedadrippingumbrella。Fromunderitlookedherbrightface;
herbooksandlunchboxwereonherarm,andacrossthebottomoftheframewascarved,"YourCountryClassmate。"
Thensheofferedanotherframe。
"Iamstrongonframes,"shesaid。"TheyseemedtobethebestIcoulddowithoutmoney。Ilocatedthemapleandtheblackwalnutmyself,inalittlecornerthathadbeenoverlookedbetweentheriverandtheditch。
Theydidn"tseemtobelongtoanyonesoIjusttookthem。
UncleWesleysaiditwasallright,andhecutandhauledthemforme。Igavethemillhalfofeachtreeforsawingandcuringtheremainder。ThenIgavethewood-carverhalfofthatformakingmyframes。Aphotographergavemealotofspoiledplates,andIboiledofftheemulsion,andtookthespecimensIframedfrommystuff。Themansaidthewhiteframeswereworththreeandahalf,andtheblackonesfive。Iexchangedthoselittleframedpicturesforthephotographsoftheothers。Forpresents,Igaveeachoneofmycrowdonelikethis,onlyadifferentmoth。
TheBirdWomangavemethebirchbark。Shegotitupnorthlastsummer。"
Elnorahandedhermotherahandsomeblack-walnutframeafootandahalfwidebytwolong。Itfinishedasmall,shallowglass-coveredboxofbirchbark,tothebottomofwhichclungabignightmothwithdelicatepalegreenwingsandlongexquisitetrailers。
"SoyouseeIdidnothavetobeashamedofmygifts,"
saidElnora。"Imadethemmyselfandraisedandmountedthemoths。"
"Moth,youcallit,"saidMrs。Comstock。"I"veseenafewofthethingsbefore。"
"TheyarenumerousarounduseveryJunenight,oratleasttheyusedtobe,"saidElnora。"I"vesoldhundredsofthem,withbutterflies,dragonflies,andotherspecimens。
Now,Imustputawaytheseandgettowork,foritisalmostJuneandthereareafewmoreIwantdreadfully。
IfIfindthemIwillbepaidsomemoneyforwhichIhavebeenworking。"
Shewasafraidtosaycollegeatthattime。Shethoughtitwouldbebettertowaitafewdaysandseeifanopportunitywouldnotcomewhenitwouldworkinmorenaturally。
Besides,unlessshecouldsecuretheYellowEmperorsheneededtocompletehercollection,shecouldnottalkcollegeuntilshewasofage,forshewouldhavenomoney。
CHAPTERXII
WHEREINMARGARETSINTONREVEALSASECRET,ANDMRS。COMSTOCKPOSSESSESTHELIMBERLOST
Elnora,bringmethetowel,quick!"criedMrsComstock。
"Inaminute,mother,"mumbledElnora。
Shewasstandingbeforethekitchenmirror,tyingthebackpartofherhair,whilethefrontturnedoverherface。
"Hurry!There"savarmintofsomekind!"
Elnoraranintothesitting-roomandthrusttheheavykitchentowelintohermother"shand。Mrs。Comstockswungopenthescreendoorandstruckatsomeobject,Elnoratossedthehairfromherfacesothatshecouldseepasthermother。Thegirlscreamedwildly。
"Don"t!Mother,don"t!"
Mrs。Comstockstruckagain。Elnoracaughtherarm。
"It"stheoneIwant!It"sworthalotofmoney!
Don"t!Oh,youshallnot!"
"Shan"t,missy?"blazedMrs。Comstock。"Whendidyougettobossingme?"
Thehandthatheldthescreensweptahalf-circleandstoppedatElnora"scheek。Shestaggeredwiththeblow,andacrossherface,paledwithexcitement,aredmarkaroserapidly。Thescreenslammedshut,throwingthecreatureonthefloorbeforethem。InstantlyMrs。
Comstockcrusheditwithherfoot。Elnorasteppedback。
Exceptingtheredmark,herfacewasverywhite。
"ThatwasthelastmothIneeded,"shesaid,"tocompleteacollectionworththreehundreddollars。You"veruineditbeforemyeyes!"
"Moth!"criedMrs。Comstock。"Yousaythatbecauseyouaremad。Mothshavebigwings。Iknowamoth!"
"I"vekeptthingsfromyou,"saidElnora,"becauseI
didn"tdareconfideinyou。Youhadnosympathywithme。
ButyouknowInevertoldyouuntruthsinallmylife。"
"It"snomoth!"reiteratedMrs。Comstock。
"Itis!"criedElnora。"It"sfromacaseintheground。
Itswingstaketwoorthreehourstoexpandandharden。"
"IfIhadknownitwasamoth——"Mrs。Comstockwavered。
"Youdidknow!Itoldyou!Ibeggedyoutostop!
Itmeantjustthreehundreddollarstome。"
"Bah!Threehundredfiddlesticks!"
"Theyarewhathavepaidforbooks,tuition,andclothesforthepastfouryears。TheyarewhatIcouldhavestartedontocollege。You"veruinedtheveryoneIneeded。
Younevermadeanypretenceoflovingme。AtlastI"llbeequallyfrankwithyou。Ihateyou!Youareaselfish,wickedwoman!Ihateyou!"
Elnoraturned,wentthroughthekitchenandfromthebackdoor。Shefollowedthegardenpathtothegateandwalkedtowardtheswampashortdistancewhenreactionovertookher。Shedroppedonthegroundandleanedagainstabiglog。Whenalittlechild,desperateasnow,shehadtriedtodiebyholdingherbreath。Shehadthoughtinthatwaytomakehermothersorry,butshehadlearnedthatlifewasathingthrustuponherandshecouldnotleaveitatherwish。
Shewassostunnedoverthelossofthatmoth,whichshehadchildishlynamedtheYellowEmperor,thatshescarcelyrememberedtheblow。Shehadthoughtnoluckinalltheworldwouldbesorareastocompletehercollection;nowshehadbeenforcedtoseeasplendidImperialisdestroyedbeforeher。Therewasapossibilitythatshecouldfindanother,butshewasfacingthecertaintythattheoneshemighthavehadandwithwhichsheundoubtedlycouldhaveattractedothers,wasspoiledbyhermother。HowlongshesatthereElnoradidnotknoworcare。Shesimplysufferedindumb,abjectmisery,anoccasionaldrysobshakingher。AuntMargaretwasright。
Elnorafeltthatmorningthathermotherneverwouldbeanydifferent。Thegirlhadreachedtheplacewheresherealizedthatshecouldendureitnolonger。
AsElnoralefttheroom,Mrs。Comstocktookonestepafterher。
"Youlittlehuzzy!"shegasped。
ButElnorawasgone。Hermotherstoodstaring。
"Sheneverdidlietome,"shemuttered。"Iguessitwasamoth。Andtheonlyonesheneededtogetthreehundreddollars,shesaid。IwishIhadn"tbeensofast!
Ineversawanythinglikeit。Ithoughtitwassomedeadly,stinging,bitingthing。Abodydoeshavetobemightycarefulhere。ButlikelyI"vespiltthemilknow。
Pshaw!Shecanfindanother!There"snousetobefoolish。
Maybemothsarelikesnakes,wherethere"sone,therearetwo。"
Mrs。Comstocktookthebroomandsweptthemothoutofthedoor。Thenshegotdownonherkneesandcarefullyexaminedthesteps,logsandtheearthoftheflowerbedsateachside。Shefoundtheplacewherethecreaturehademergedfromtheground,andthehard,dark-browncasewhichhadenclosedit,stillwetinside。
ThensheknewElnorahadbeenright。Itwasamoth。
Itswingshadbeendampandnotexpanded。Mrs。Comstockneverbeforehadseenoneinthatstate,andshedidnotknowhowtheyoriginated。Shehadthoughtallofthemcamefromcasesspunontreesoragainstwallsorboards。Shehadseenonlyenoughtoknowthatthereweresuchthings;asaflashofwhitetoldherthatanerminewasonherpremises,orasharp"buzzzzz"warnedherofarattler。
SoitwasfromcreatureslikethatElnorahadsecuredherschoolmoney。Inonesickeningsweepthererushedintotheheartofthewomanafullrealizationofthewidthofthegulfthatseparatedherfromherchild。
Latelymanythingshadpointedtowardit,nonemoreplainlythanwhenElnora,likeareincarnationofherfather,hadstoodfearlesslybeforealargecityaudienceandplayedwithevengreaterskillthanhe,onwhatMrs。Comstockfeltverycertainwashisviolin。Butthatlittlecrawlingcreatureofearth,crushedbyherbeforeitssplendidyellowandlavenderwingscouldspreadandcarryitintothemysteryofnight,hadperformedamiracle。
"Wearenearerstrangerstoeachotherthanwearewithanyoftheneighbours,"shemuttered。
SooneoftheAlmighty"smostdelicateandbeautifulcreationswassacrificedwithoutfulfillingthelaw,yetnoneofitsspecieseverservedsogloriousacause,foratlastMrs。Comstock"sinnervisionhadcleared。Shewentthroughthecabinmechanically。EveryfewminutessheglancedtowardthebackwalktoseeifElnorawerecoming。SheknewarrangementshadbeenmadewithMargarettogotothecitysometimethatday,soshegrewmorenervousanduneasyeverymoment。ShewashauntedbythefearthattheblowmightdiscolourElnora"scheek;thatshewouldtellMargaret。Shewentdownthebackwalk,lookingintentlyinalldirections,leftthegardenandfollowedtheswamppath。Herstepwasnoiselessonthesoft,blackearth,andsoonshecamecloseenoughtoseeElnora。Mrs。Comstockstoodlookingatthegirlintroubleduncertainty。Notknowingwhattosay,atlastsheturnedandwentbacktothecabin。
Nooncameandsheprepareddinner,calling,asshealwaysdid,whenElnorawasinthegarden,butshegotnoresponse,andthegirldidnotcome。Alittleafteroneo"clockMargaretstoppedatthegate。
"Elnorahaschangedhermind。Sheisnotgoing,"
calledMrs。Comstock。
ShefeltthatshehatedMargaretasshehitchedherhorseandcameupthewalkinsteadofdrivingon。
"Youmustbemistaken,"saidMargaret。"Iwasgoingonpurposeforher。Sheaskedmetotakeher。
Ihadnoerrand。Whereisshe?"
"Iwillcallher,"saidMrs。Comstock。
Shefollowedthepathagain,andthistimefoundElnorasittingonthelog。Herfacewasswollenanddiscoloured,andhereyesredwithcrying。Shepaidnoattentiontohermother。
"MagSintonishere,"saidMrs。Comstockharshly。
"Itoldheryouhadchangedyourmind,butshesaidyouaskedhertogowithyou,andshehadnothingtogoforherself。"
Elnoraarose,recklesslywadedthroughthedeepswampgrassesandsoreachedthepathaheadofhermother。
Mrs。Comstockfollowedasfarasthegarden,butshecouldnotenterthecabin。Shebusiedherselfamongthevegetables,barelylookingupwhentheback-doorscreenslammednoisily。MargaretSintonapproachedcolourless,hereyessoangrythatMrs。Comstockshrankback。
"What"sthematterwithElnora"sface?"demandedMargaret。
Mrs。Comstockmadenoreply。
"Youstruckher,didyou?"
"Ithoughtyouwasn"tblind!"
"Ihavebeen,fortwentylongyearsnow,KateComstock,"
saidMargaretSinton,"butmyeyesareopenatlast。
WhatIseeisthatI"vedoneyounogoodandElnoraabigwrong。Ihadanideathatitwouldkillyoutoknow,butIguessyouaretoughenoughtostandanything。
Killorcure,yougetitnow!"
"Whatareyoufrothingabout?"coollyaskedMrs。Comstock。
"You!"criedMargaret。"You!Thewomanwhodoesn"tpretendtoloveheronlychild。Wholetshergrowtoawoman,asyouhaveletElnora,andcan"tbesatisfiedwitheverysortofneglect,butmustaddabuseyet;
andallforafoolideaaboutamanwhowasn"tworthhissalt!"
Mrs。Comstockpickedupahoe。
"Gorighton!"shesaid。"Emptyyourself。It"sthelastthingyou"lleverdo!"
"ThenI"llmakeatidyjobofit,"saidMargaret。
"You"llnottouchme。You"llstandthereandhearthetruthatlast,andbecauseIdarefaceyouandtellit,youwillknowinyoursoulitistruth。WhenRobertComstockshavedthatquagmireouttheresoclosehewentin,hewantedtokeepyoufromknowingwherehewascomingfrom。He"dbeentoseeElviraCarney。
Theyhadplanstogotoadancethatnight——"
"Closeyourlips!"saidMrs。Comstockinavoiceofdeadlyquiet。
"YouknowIwouldn"tdareopenthemifIwasn"ttellingyouthetruth。IcanprovewhatIsay。IwascomingfromReeds。ItwashotinthewoodsandI
stoppedatCarney"sasIpassedforadrink。
Elvira"sbedriddenoldmotherheardme,andshewassocrazyforsomeonetotalkwith,Isteppedinaminute。
IsawRobertcomedownthepath。Elvirasawhim,too,sosheranoutofthehousetoheadhimoff。Itlookedfunny,andIjustdeliberatelymovedwhereIcouldseeandhear。
Hebroughtherhisviolin,andtoldhertogetreadyandmeethiminthewoodswithitthatnight,andtheywouldgotoadance。Shetookitandhiditinthelofttothewell-houseandpromisedshe"dgo。"
"Areyoudone?"demandedMrs。Comstock。
"No。Iamgoingtotellyouthewholestory。Youdon"tspareElnoraanything。Ishan"tspareyou。Ihadn"tbeenherethatday,butIcantellyoujusthowhewasdressed,whichwayhewentandeverywordtheysaid,thoughtheythoughtIwasbusywithhermotherandwouldn"tnoticethem。Putdownyourhoe,Kate。
IwenttoElvira,toldherwhatIknewandmadehergivemeComstock"sviolinforElnoraoverthreeyearsago。
She"sbeenplayingiteversince。Iwon"tseeherslightedandabusedanotherdayonaccountofamanwhowouldhavebrokenyourheartifhehadlived。
Sixmonthsmorewouldhaveshowedyouwhateverybodyelseknew。Hewasoneofthosemenwhocouldn"ttrusthimself,andsonowomanwassafewithhim。Now,willyoudropgrievingoverhim,anddoElnorajustice?"
Mrs。Comstockgraspedthehoetighterandturningshewentdownthewalk,andstartedacrossthewoodstothehomeofElviraCarney。Withavertedheadshepassedthepool,steadilypursuingherway。ElviraCarney,hangingtowelsacrossthebackfence,sawhercomingandwenttowardthegatetomeether。Twentyyearsshehaddreadedthatvisit。SinceMargaretSintonhadcompelledhertoproducetheviolinshehadhiddensolong,becauseshewasafraidtodestroyit,shehadcomecloserexpectationthandread。Thewagesofsinarethehardestdebtsonearthtopay,andtheyarealwayscollectedatinconvenienttimesandunexpectedplaces。
Mrs。Comstock"sfaceandhairweresowhite,thatherdarkeyesseemedburnedintotheirsetting。Silentlyshestaredatthewomanbeforeheralongtime。
"Imighthavesavedmyselfthetroubleofcoming,"
shesaidatlast,"Iseeyouareguiltyassin!"
"WhathasMagSintonbeentellingyou?"pantedthemiserablewoman,grippingthefence。
"Thetruth!"answeredMrs。Comstocksuccinctly。
"Guiltisineverylineofyourface,inyoureyes,alloveryourwretchedbody。IfI"dtakenagoodlookatyouanytimeinallthesepastyears,nodoubtIcouldhaveseenitjustasplainasIcannow。Nowomanormancandowhatyou"vedone,andnotgetamarksetonthemforeveryonetoread。"
"Mercy!"gaspedweaklittleElviraCarney。"Havemercy!"
"Mercy?"scoffedMrs。Comstock。"Mercy!That"sanicewordfromyou!Howmuchmercydidyouhaveonme?Where"sthemercythatsentComstocktotheslimeofthebottomlessquagmire,andleftmetoseeit,andthenstruggleoninagonyalltheseyears?
Howaboutthemercyoflettingmeneglectmybabyallthedaysofherlife?Mercy!Doyoureallydareusethewordtome?"
"IfyouknewwhatI"vesuffered!"
"Suffered?"jeeredMrs。Comstock。"That"sinteresting。
Andpray,whathaveyousuffered?"
"Alltheneighbourshavesuspectedandbeendownonme。Iain"thadafriend。I"vealwaysfeltguiltyofhisdeath!I"veseenhimgodownathousandtimes,plainaseveryoudid。Many"sthenightI"vestoodontheotherbankofthatpoolandlistenedtoyou,andItriedtothrowmyselfintokeepfromhearingyou,butI
didn"tdare。IknewGodwouldsendmetoburnforever,butI"dbetterdoneit;fornow,Hehassettheburningonmybody,andeveryhouritisslowlyeatingthelifeoutofme。Thedoctorsaysit"sacancer——"
Mrs。Comstockexhaledalongbreath。Hergriponthehoerelaxedandherstatureliftedtotoweringheight。
"Ididn"tknow,orcare,whenIcamehere,justwhatI
did,"shesaid。"Butmywayisbeginningtoclear。Iftheguiltofyoursoulhascometoahead,inacanceronyourbody,itlooksasiftheAlmightydidn"tneedanyofmyhelpinmetingoutHispunishments。Ireallycouldn"tfixupanythingtocomeanywherenearthat。Ifyouaregoingtoburnuntilyourlifegoesoutwiththatsortoffire,youdon"towemeanything!"
"Oh,KatharineComstock!"groanedElviraCarney,clingingtothefenceforsupport。
"LooksasiftheBibleisrightwhenitsays,`Thewagesofsinisdeath,"doesn"tit?"askedMrs。Comstock。
"Insteadofdoingawoman"sworkinlife,youchosethesmileofinvitation,andthedressofunearnedcloth。
Nowyoutellmeyouaremarkedtoburntodeathwiththeunquenchablefire。Andhim!Itwasshorterwithhim,butletmetellyouhegothisshare!Heleftmewithanuntruthonhislips,forhetoldmehewasgoingtotakehisviolintoOnabashaforanewkey,whenhecarriedittoyou。Everyvowofloveandconstancyheevermademewasalie,afterhetouchedyourlips,sowhenhetriedthewrongsideofthequagmire,tohidefrommethedirectioninwhichhewascoming,itreachedoutforhim,anditgothim。Itdidn"thurry,either!Itsuckedhimdown,slowanddeliberate。"
"Mercy!"groanedElviraCarney。"Mercy!"
"Idon"tknowtheword,"saidMrs。Comstock。"Youtookallthatoutofmelongago。Thepasttwentyyearshaven"tbeenofthesortthattaughtmercy。I"veneverhadanyonmyselfandnoneonmychild。Whyinthenameofjustice,shouldIhavemercyonyou,oronhim?
YouwerebotholderthanI,bothstrong,sanepeople,youdeliberatelychoseyourcoursewhenyouluredhim,andhe,whenhewasunfaithfultome。WhenaLooseManandaLightWomanfacetheendtheAlmightyordainedforthem,whyshouldtheyshoutatmeformercy?WhatdidIhavetodowithit?"
ElviraCarneysobbedinpantinggasps。
"You"vegottears,haveyou?"marvelledMrs。Comstock。