第10章
Elnorasprangupandrandowntheroad,butwhensheapproachedthecabinsheclimbedthefence,crossedtheopenwoodspasturediagonallyandenteredatthebackgardengate。Assheoftencamethatwaywhenshehadbeenlookingforcocoonshermotheraskednoquestions。
ElnoralivedbytheminuteuntilSaturday,when,contrarytohisusualcustom,Wesleywenttotownintheforenoon,takingheralongtobuysomegroceries。
Wesleydrovestraighttothemusicstore,andaskedfortheviolinhehadlefttobemended。
Initsnewcoatofvarnish,withnewkeysandstrings,itseemedmuchlikeanyotherviolintoSinton,buttoElnoraitwasthemostbeautifulinstrumentevermade,andapricelesstreasure。Shehelditinherarms,touchedthestringssoftlyandthenshedrewthebowacrosstheminwhisperingmeasure。Shehadnotimetothinkwhataremarkablygoodbowitwasforsixteenyears"disuse。
Thetanleathercasemighthaveimpressedherasbeinginfineconditionalso,hadshebeeninastatetoquestionanything。Shedidremembertoaskforthebillandshewasgravelypresentedwithaslipcallingforfourstrings,onekey,andacoatofvarnish,total,onedollarfifty。ItseemedtoElnorashenevercouldputthepreciousinstrumentinthecaseandstarthome。Wesleyleftherinthemusicstorewheretheproprietorshowedherallhecouldabouttuning,andgaveherseveralbeginners"
sheetsofnotesandscales。Shecarriedtheviolininherarmsasfarasthecrossroadsatthecorneroftheirland,thenreluctantlyputitunderthecarriageseat。
AssoonasherworkwasdonesherandowntoSintons"
andbegantoplay,andonMondaytheviolinwenttoschoolwithher。Shemadearrangementswiththesuperintendenttoleaveitinhisofficeandscarcelytooktimeforherfoodatnoon,shewassoeagertopractise。Oftenoneofthegirlsaskedhertostayintownallnightforsomelectureorentertainment。Shecouldtaketheviolinwithher,practise,andsecurehelp。Herskillwassogreatthattheleaderoftheorchestraofferedtogiveherlessonsifshewouldplaytopayforthem,soherprogresswasrapidintechnicalwork。Butfromthefirstdaytheinstrumentbecamehers,withperfectfaiththatshecouldplayasherfatherdid,shespenthalfherpracticetimeinimitatingthesoundsofalloutdoorsandimprovisingthesongsherhappyheartsanginthosedays。
Sothefirstyearwent,andthesecondandthirdwerearepetition;butthefourthwasdifferent,forthatwasthecloseofthecourse,endingwithgraduationandallitsattendantceremoniesandexpenses。ToElnoratheseappearedmountainhigh。Shehadhoardedeverycent,thinkingtwicebeforeshepartedwithapenny,butteachingnaturalhistoryinthegradeshadtakentimefromherstudiesinschoolwhichmustbemadeupoutside。Shewasaconscientiousstudent,rankingfirstinmostofherclasses,andstandinghighinallbranches。Herinterestinherviolinhadgrownwiththeyears。Shewenttoschoolearlyandpractisedhalfanhourinthelittleroomadjoiningthestage,whiletheorchestragathered。Sheputinafullhouratnoon,andremainedanotherhalfhouratnight。
ShecarriedtheviolintoSintons"onSaturdayandpractisedallthetimeshecouldthere,whileMargaretwatchedtheroadtoseethatMrs。Comstockwasnotcoming。Shehadbecomesoskilfulthatitwasadelighttohearherplaymusicofanycomposer,butwhensheplayedherown,thatwasjoyinexpressible,forthenthewindblew,thewaterrippled,theLimberlostsanghersongsofsunshine,shadow,blackstorm,andwhitenight。
SinceherdreamElnorahadregardedhermotherwithpeculiartenderness。Thegirlrealized,inameasure,whathadhappened。Sheavoidedanythingthatpossiblycouldstirbittermemoriesordrawdeeperalineonthehard,whiteface。Thiscostmanysacrifices,muchwork,andsometimesdelayedprogress,butthehorrorofthatawfuldreamremainedwithElnora。Sheworkedherwaycheerfully,doingallshecouldtointeresthermotherinthingsthathappenedinschool,inthecity,andbycarryingbooksthatwereentertainingfromthepubliclibrary。
ThreeyearshadchangedElnorafromthegirlofsixteentotheveryvergeofwomanhood。Shehadgrowntall,round,andherfacehadthelovelinessofperfectcomplexion,beautifuleyesandhairandanaddedtouchfromwithinthatmighthavebeencalledcomprehension。
Itwasacompoundofself-reliance,hardknocks,hearthunger,unceasingwork,andgenerosity。Therewasnoformofsufferingwithwhichthegirlcouldnotsympathize,noworkshewasafraidtoattempt,nosubjectshehadinvestigatedshedidnotunderstand。Thesethingscombinedtoproduceabreadthanddepthofcharacteraltogetherunusual。
Shewassoabsorbedinherclassesandhermusicthatshehadnotbeenabletogathermanyspecimens。Whensherealizedthisandhuntedassiduously,shesoonfoundthatchangingnaturalconditionshadaffectedsuchwork。
Menallaroundwereclearingavailableland。Thetreesfellwherevercornwouldgrow。Theswampwasbrokenbyseveralgravelroads,dottedinplacesaroundtheedgewithlittleframehouses,andthemachineryofoilwells;
oneespeciallylowplacearoundtheregionofFreckles"sroomwasnearlyallthatremainedoftheoriginal。
Whereverthetreesfellthemoisturedried,thecreeksceasedtoflow,theriverranlow,andattimesthebedwasdry。Withunbrokensweepthewindsofthewestcame,gatheringforcewitheverymileandhowledandraved;threateningtoteartheshinglesfromtheroof,blowingthesurfacefromthesoilincloudsoffinedustandrapidlychangingeverything。Fromcominginwithtwoorthreedozenraremothsinaday,inthreeyears"timeElnorahadgrowntobedelightedwithfindingtwoorthree。
Bigpursycaterpillarscouldnotbepickedfromtheirfavouritebushes,whentherewerenobushes。Dragonflieswouldnothoveroverdryplaces,andbutterfliesbecamescarceinproportiontotheflowers,whilenolandyieldsoverthreecropsofIndianrelics。
Allthetimetheexpenseofbooks,clothingandincidentalshadcontinued。Elnoraaddedtoherbankaccountwhenevershecould,anddrewoutwhenshewascompelled,butsheomittedtheimportantfeatureofcallingforabalance。So,oneearlyspringmorninginthelastquarterofthefourthyear,shealmostfaintedwhenshelearnedthatherfundsweregone。Commencementwithitsextraexpensewascoming,shehadnomoney,andveryfewcocoonstoopeninJune,whichwouldbetoolate。ShehadonecollectionfortheBirdWomancompletetoapairofImperialismoths,andthatwasheronlyasset。OnthedaysheaddedthesebigYellowEmperorsshehadbeenpromisedacheckforthreehundreddollars,butshewouldnotgetituntilthesespecimensweresecured。
SherememberedthatsheneverhadfoundanEmperorbeforeJune。
Moreover,thatsumwasforherfirstyearincollege。
Thenshewouldbeofage,andshemeanttosellenoughofhershareofherfather"slandtofinish。Sheknewhermotherwouldopposeherbitterlyinthat,forMrs。
Comstockhadclungtoeveryacreandtreethatbelongedtoherhusband。Herlandwasalmostcompleteforestwhereherneighboursownedclearedfarms,dottedwithwellsthateveryhoursuckedoilfrombeneathherholdings,butshewastooabsorbedinthegriefshenursedtoknoworcare。
TheBrushwoodroadandtheredredgingofthebigLimberlostditchhadbeenmorethanshecouldpayfromherincome,andshehadtrembledbeforethewicketassheaskedthebankerifshehadfundstopayit,andwonderedwhyhelaughedwhenheassuredhershehad。ForMrs。Comstockhadspentnotimeoncompoundinginterest,andneveraddedthesumsshehadbeendepositingthroughnearlytwentyyears。Nowshethoughtherfundswerealmostgone,andeverydaysheworriedoverexpenses。
Shecouldseenoreasoningoingthroughtheformsofgraduationwhenpupilshadallintheirheadsthatwasrequiredtograduate。Elnoraknewshehadtohaveherdiplomainordertoenterthecollegeshewantedtoattend,butshedidnotdareuttertheword,untilhighschoolwasfinished,for,insteadofsofteningasshehopedhermotherhadbeguntodo,sheseemedtoremainverymuchthesame。
Whenthegirlreachedtheswampshesatonalogandthoughtovertheexpenseshewascompelledtomeet。
Everymemberofherparticularsetwashavingalargephotographtakentoexchangewiththeothers。Elnoralovedthesegirlsandboys,andtosayshecouldnothavetheirpicturestokeepwasmorethanshecouldendure。
Eachonewouldgivetoalltheothersahandsomegraduationpresent。Sheknewtheywouldpreparegiftsforherwhethershecouldmakeapresentinreturnornot。
Thenitwasthecustomforeachgraduatingclasstogiveagreatentertainmentandusethefundstopresenttheschoolwithastatuefortheentrancehall。Elnorahadbeencastforandwaspractisingapartinthatperformance。Shewasexpectedtofurnishherdressandpersonalnecessities。
Shehadbeentoldthatshemusthaveagreengauzedress,andwherewasittocomefrom?
EverygirloftheclasswouldhavethreebeautifulnewfrocksforCommencement:oneforthebaccalaureatesermon,another,whichcouldbeplain,forgraduationexercises,andahandsomeoneforthebanquetandball。
Elnorafacedthepastthreeyearsandwonderedhowshecouldhavespentsomuchmoneyandnotkeptaccountofit。
Shedidnotrealizewhereithadgone。Shedidnotknowwhatshecoulddonow。Shethoughtoverthephotographs,andatlastsettledthatquestiontohersatisfaction。Shestudiedlongeroverthegifts,tenhandsomeonestheremustbe,andatlastdecidedshecouldarrangeforthem。Thegreendresscamefirst。
Thelightswouldbediminthescene,andthesettingdeepwoods。Shecouldmanagethat。Shesimplycouldnothavethreedresses。Shewouldhavetogetaverysimpleoneforthesermonanddothebestshecouldforgraduation。
Whatevershegotforthatmustbemadewithaguimpethatcouldbetakenouttomakeitalittlemorefestivefortheball。Butwherecouldshegeteventwoprettydresses?
TheonlyhopeshecouldseewastobreakintothecollectionofthemanfromIndia,sellsomemoths,andtrytoreplacetheminJune。Butinhersoulsheknewthatneverwoulddo。NoJuneeverbroughtjustthethingsshehopeditwould。Ifshespentthecollegemoneysheknewshecouldnotreplaceit。Ifshedidnot,theonlywaywastosecurearoominthegradesandteachayear。HerworktherehadbeensoappreciatedthatElnorafeltwiththerecommendationsheknewshecouldgetfromthesuperintendentandteachersshecouldsecureaposition。
Shewassureshecouldpasstheexaminationseasily。
ShehadoncegoneonSaturday,takenthemandsecuredalicenseforayearbeforeshelefttheBrushwoodschool。
Shewantedtostarttocollegewhentheothergirlsweregoing。
Ifshecouldmakethefirstyearalone,shecouldmanagetheremainder。Butmakethatfirstyearherself,shemust。
Insteadofsellinganyofhercollection,shemusthuntassheneverbeforehadhuntedandfindaYellowEmperor。
Shehadtohaveit,thatwasall。Also,shehadtohavethosedresses。ShethoughtofWesleyanddismissedit。
ShethoughtoftheBirdWoman,andknewshecouldnottellher。Shethoughtofeverywayinwhichsheeverhadhopedtoearnmoneyandrealizedthatwiththeplay,committeemeetings,practising,andfinalexaminationsshescarcelyhadtimetolive,muchlesstodomorethantheworkrequiredforherpicturesandgifts。AgainElnorawasintrouble,andthistimeitseemedtheworstofall。
Itwasdarkwhenshearoseandwenthome。
"Mother,"shesaid,"Ihaveapieceofnewsthatisdecidedlynotcheerful。"
"Thenkeepittoyourself!"saidMrs。Comstock。"IthinkIhaveenoughtobearwithoutagreatgirllikeyoupilingtroubleonme。"
"Mymoneyisallgone!"saidElnora。
"Well,didyouthinkitwouldlastforever?It"sbeenamarveltomethatit"sheldoutaswellasithas,thewayyou"vedressedandgone。"
"Idon"tthinkI"vespentanythatIwasnotcompelledto,"saidElnora。"I"vedressedonjustaslittleasI
possiblycouldtokeepgoing。Iamheartsick。IthoughtIhadoverfiftydollarstoputmethroughCommencement,buttheytellmeitisallgone。"
"Fiftydollars!ToputyouthroughCommencement!
Whatonearthareyouproposingtodo?"
"Thesameastherestofthem,intheverycheapestwaypossible。"
"Andwhatmightthatbe?"
Elnoraomittedthephotographs,thegiftsandtheplay。
Shetoldonlyofthesermon,graduationexercises,andtheball。
"Well,Iwouldn"ttroublemyselfoverthat,"sniffedMrs。Comstock。"Ifyouwanttogotoasermon,putonthedressyoualwaysuseformeeting。Ifyouneedwhitefortheexerciseswearthenewdressyougotlastspring。
Asfortheball,thebestthingforyoutodoistostayamileawayfromsuchfolly。Inmyopinionyou"dbestbringhomeyourbooks,andquitrightnow。Youcan"tbefixedliketherestofthem,don"tbesofoolishastorunintoit。Juststayhereandlettheselastfewdaysgo。Youcan"tlearnenoughmoretobeofanyaccount。"
"But,mother,"gaspedElnora。"Youdon"tunderstand!"
"Oh,yes,Ido!"saidMrs。Comstock。"Iunderstandperfectly。
Solongasthemoneylasted,youheldupyourhead,andwentsailingwithoutevenexplaininghowyougotitfromthestuffyougathered。GoodnessknowsIcouldn"tsee。
Butnowit"sgone,youcomewhiningtome。WhathaveIgot?
Haveyouforgotthattheditchandtheroadcompletelystrappedme?Ihaven"tanymoney。There"snothingforyoutodobutgetoutofit。"
"Ican"t!"saidElnoradesperately。"I"vegoneontoolong。
Itwouldmakeabreakineverything。Theywouldn"tletmehavemydiploma!"
"What"sthedifference?You"vegotthestuffinyourhead。
Iwouldn"tgivearapforascrapofpaper。Thatdon"tmeananything!"
"ButI"veworkedfouryearsforit,andIcan"tenter——
Ioughttohaveittohelpmegetaschool,whenIwanttoteach。IfIdon"thavemygradestoshow,peoplewillthinkIquitbecauseIcouldn"tpassmyexaminations。
Imusthavemydiploma!"
"Thengetit!"saidMrs。Comstock。
"Theonlywayistograduatewiththeothers。"
"Well,graduateifyouareboundto!"
"ButIcan"t,unlessIhavethingsenoughliketheclass,thatIdon"tlookasIdidthatfirstday。"
"Well,pleaserememberIdidn"tgetyouintothis,andIcan"tgetyouout。Youaresetonhavingyourownway。Goon,andhaveit,andseehowyoulikeit!"
Elnorawentupstairsanddidnotcomedownagainthatnight,whichhermothercalledpouting。
"I"vethoughtallnight,"saidthegirlatbreakfast,"andIcan"tseeanywaybuttoborrowthemoneyofUncleWesleyandpayitbackfromsomethattheBirdWomanwilloweme,whenIgetonemorespecimen。
ButthatmeansthatIcan"tgoto——thatIwillhavetoteachthiswinter,ifIcangetacitygradeoracountryschool。"
"JustyoudaregodingingafterWesleySintonformoney,"
criedMrs。Comstock。"Youwon"tdoanysuchathing!"
"Ican"tseeanyotherway。I"vegottohavethemoney!"
"Quit,Itellyou!"
"Ican"tquit!——I"vegonetoofar!"
"Wellthen,letmegetyourclothes,andyoucanpaymeback。"
"Butyousaidyouhadnomoney!"
"MaybeIcanborrowsomeatthebank。ThenyoucanreturnitwhentheBirdWomanpaysyou。"
"Allright,"saidElnora。"Idon"tneedexpensivethings。
Justsomekindofaprettycheapwhitedressforthesermon,andawhiteonealittlebetterthanIhadlastsummer,forCommencementandtheball。IcanusethewhiteglovesandshoesIgotmyselfforlastyear,andyoucangetmydressmadeatthesameplaceyoudidthatone。
Theyhavemymeasurements,anddoperfectwork。
Don"tgetexpensivethings。ItwillbewarmsoIcangobareheaded。"
Thenshestartedtoschool,butwassotiredanddiscouragedshescarcelycouldwalk。Fouryears"plansgoinginoneday!Forshefeltthatifshedidnotstarttocollegethatfallsheneverwould。Insteadoffeelingrelievedathermother"soffer,shewasalmosttooilltogoon。Forthethousandthtimeshegroaned:"Oh,whydidn"tIkeepaccountofmymoney?"
Afterthatthedayspassedsoswiftlyshescarcelyhadtimetothink,butseveraltripshermothermadetotown,andtheassurancethateverythingwasallright,satisfiedElnora。Sheworkedveryhardtopassgoodfinalexaminationsandperfectherselffortheplay。
FortwodaysshehadremainedintownwiththeBirdWomaninordertospendmoretimepractisingandatherwork。
OftenMargarethadaskedaboutherdressesforgraduation,andElnorahadrepliedthattheywerewithawomaninthecitywhohadmadeherawhitedressforlastyear"sCommencementwhenshewasajuniorusher,andtheywouldbeallright。SoMargaret,Wesley,andBillyconcernedthemselvesoverwhattheywouldgiveherforapresent。
Margaretsuggestedabeautifuldress。Wesleysaidthatwouldlooktoeveryoneasifsheneededdresses。
Thethingwastogetahandsomegiftlikealltheotherswouldhave。Billywantedtopresentherafive-dollargoldpiecetobuymusicforherviolin。HewaspositiveElnorawouldlikethatbestofanything。
Itwastowardthecloseofthetermwhentheydrovetotownoneeveningtotrytosettlethisimportantquestion。
TheyknewMrs。Comstockhadbeenaloneseveraldays,sotheyaskedhertoaccompanythem。Shehadbeenmorelonelythanshewouldadmit,filledwithunusualunrestbesides,andsoshewasgladtogo。ButbeforetheyhaddrivenamileBillyhadtoldthattheyweregoingtobuyElnoraagraduationpresent,andMrs。Comstockdevoutlywishedthatshehadremainedathome。ShewaspreparedwhenBillyasked:"AuntKate,whatareyougoingtogiveElnorawhenshegraduates?"
"Plentytoeat,agoodbedtosleepin,anddoalltheworkwhileshetrollops,"answeredMrs。Comstockdryly。
Billyreflected。"Iguessallofthemhavethat,"hesaid。
"Imeanapresentyoubuyatthestore,likeChristmas?"
"Itisonlyrichfolkswhobuypresentsatstores,"
repliedMrs。Comstock。"Ican"taffordit。"
"Well,weain"trich,"hesaid,"butwearegoingtobuyElnorasomethingasfineastherestofthemhaveifwesellacornerofthefarm。UncleWesleysaidso。"
"Afoolandhislandaresoonparted,"saidMrs。
Comstocktersely。WesleyandBillylaughed,butMargaretdidnotenjoytheremark。
Whiletheyweresearchingthestoresforsomethingonwhichallofthemcoulddecide,andMargaretwasholdingBillytokeephimfromsayinganythingbeforeMrs。Comstockaboutthemusiconwhichhewasdetermined,Mr。BrownleemetWesleyandstoppedtoshakehands。
"Iseeyourboycameoutfinely,"hesaid。
"Idon"tallowanyboyanywheretobefinerthanBilly,"
saidWesley。
"Iguessyoudon"tallowanygirltosurpassElnora,"
saidMr。Brownlee。"ShecomeshomewithEllenoften,andmywifeandIloveher。Ellensayssheisgreatinherpartto-night。Bestthinginthewholeplay!Ofcourse,youareintoseeit!Ifyouhaven"treservedseats,you"dbetterstartprettysoon,forthehighschoolauditoriumonlyseatsathousand。It"salwaysjammedatthesehome-
talentplays。Allofuswanttoseehowourchildrenperform。"
"Whyyes,ofcourse,"saidthebewilderedWesley。
ThenhehurriedtoMargaret。"Say,"hesaid,"thereisgoingtobeaplayatthehighschoolto-night;andElnoraisinit。Whyhasn"tshetoldus?"
"Idon"tknow,"saidMargaret,"butI"mgoing。"
"SoamI,"saidBilly。
"Metoo!"saidWesley,"unlessyouthinkforsomereasonshedoesn"twantus。Lookslikeshewouldhavetoldusifshehad。I"mgoingtoaskhermother。"
"Yes,that"swhat"sshe"sbeenstayingintownfor,"saidMrs。Comstock。"It"ssomesortofaswindletoraisemoneyforherclasstobuysomesillythingtostickupintheschoolhousehalltorememberthemby。Idon"tknowwhetherit"snowornextweek,butthere"ssomethingofthekindtobedone。"
"Well,it"sto-night,"saidWesley,"andwearegoing。
It"smytreat,andwe"vegottohurryorwewon"tgetin。
Therearereservedseats,andwehavenone,soit"sthegalleryforus,butIdon"tcaresoIgettotakeonegoodpeepatElnora。"
"S"posesheplays?"whisperedMargaretinhisear。
"Aw,tush!Shecouldn"t!"saidWesley。
"Well,she"sbeendoingitthreeyearsintheorchestra,andworkinglikeaslaveatit。"
"Oh,wellthat"sdifferent。She"sintheplayto-night。
Brownleetoldmeso。Comeon,quick!We"lldriveandhitchclosestplacewecanfindtothebuilding。"
Margaretwentintheexcitementofthemoment,butshewastroubled。
WhentheyreachedthebuildingWesleytiedtheteamtoarailingandBillysprangouttohelpMargaret。
Mrs。Comstocksatstill。
"Comeon,Kate,"saidWesley,reachinghishand。
"I"mnotgoinganywhere,"saidMrs。Comstock,settlingcomfortablybackagainstthecushions。
Allofthembeggedandpleaded,butitwasnouse。NotaninchwouldMrs。Comstockbudge。Thenightwaswarmandthecarriagecomfortable,thehorsesweresecurelyhitched。
Shedidnotcaretoseewhatidioticthingapackofschoolchildrenweredoing,shewouldwaituntiltheSintonsreturned。
Wesleytoldheritmightbetwohours,andshesaidshedidnotcareifitwerefour,sotheylefther。
"Didyoueverseesuch——?"
"Cookies!"criedBilly。
"Suchblamedstubbornnessinallyourlife?"demandedWesley。
"Won"tcometoseeasfineagirlasElnorainastageperformance。Why,Iwouldn"tmissitforfiftydollars!
"Ithinkit"sablessingshedidn"t,"saidMargaretplacidly。
"Ibeggedunusuallyhardsoshewouldn"t。I"mscaredofmylifeforfearElnorawillplay。"
Theyfoundseatsnearthedoorwheretheycouldseefairlywell。Billystoodatthebackofthehallandhadagoodview。Byandby,agreatvolumeofsoundwelledfromtheorchestra,butElnorawasnotplaying。
"Toldyouso!"saidSinton。"GotanotiontogooutandseeifKatewon"tcomenow。Shecantakemyseat,andI"llstandwithBilly。"
"Yousitstill!"saidMargaretemphatically。"Thisisnotoveryet。"
SoWesleyremainedinhisseat。Theplayopenedandprogressedverymuchasallhighschoolplayshavegoneforthepastfiftyyears。ButElnoradidnotappearinanyofthescenes。
Outinthewarmsummernightasour,grimwomannursedanachingheartandtriedtojustifyherself。
Theeffortirritatedherintensely。Shefeltthatshecouldnotaffordthethingsthatwerebeingdone。
TheoldfearoflosingthelandthatsheandRobertComstockhadpurchasedandstartedclearingwasstronguponher。Shewasthinkingofhim,howsheneededhim,whentheorchestramusicpouredfromtheopenwindowsnearher。Mrs。Comstockendureditaslongasshecould,andthenslippedfromthecarriageandfleddownthestreet。
Shedidnotknowhowfarshewentorhowlongshestayed,buteverythingwasstill,saveanoccasionalraisedvoicewhenshewanderedback。Shestoodlookingatthebuilding。Slowlysheenteredthewidegatesandfollowedupthewalk。Elnorahadbeencominghereforalmostfouryears。WhenMrs。Comstockreachedthedoorshelookedinside。Thewidehallwaslightedwithelectricity,andthestatuaryandthedecorationsofthewallsdidnotseemlikepiecesoffoolishness。Themarbleappearedpure,white,andthebigpicturesmostinteresting。
Shewalkedthelengthofthehallandslowlyreadthetitlesofthestatuesandthenamesofthepupilswhohaddonatedthem。
ShespeculatedonwherethepieceElnora"sclasswouldbuycouldbeplacedtoadvantage。
Thenshewonderediftheywerehavingalargeenoughaudiencetobuymarble。Shelikeditbetterthanthebronze,butitlookedasifitcostmore。Howwhitethebroadstairwaywas!Elnorahadbeenclimbingthosestairsforyearsandnevertoldhertheyweremarble。
Ofcourse,shethoughttheywerewood。Probablytheupperhallwasevengranderthanthis。Shewentovertothefountain,tookadrink,climbedtothefirstlandingandlookedaroundher,andthenwithoutthoughttothesecond。
Thereshecameoppositethewide-opendoorsandtheentrancetotheauditoriumpackedwithpeopleandacrowdstandingoutside。Whentheynoticedatallwomanwithwhitefaceandhairandblackdress,onebyonetheysteppedalittleaside,sothatMrs。Comstockcouldseethestage。Itwascoveredwithcurtains,andnoonewasdoinganything。Justassheturnedtogoasoundsofaintthateveryoneleanedforwardandlistened,drifteddowntheauditorium。Itwasdifficulttotelljustwhatitwas;afteroneinstanthalftheaudiencelookedtowardthewindows,foritseemedonlyabreathofwindrustlingfreshlyopenedleaves;merelyahintofstirringair。
Thenthecurtainsweresweptasideswiftly。Thestagehadbeentransformedintoalovelylittlecornerofcreation,wheretreesandflowersgrewandmosscarpetedtheearth。
Asoftwindblewanditwasthegrayofdawn。Suddenlyarobinbegantosing,thenasongsparrowjoinedhim,andthenseveraloriolesbegantalkingatonce。Thelightgrewstronger,thedewdropstrembled,flowerperfumebegantocreepouttotheaudience;theairmovedthebranchesgentlyandaroostercrowed。Thenallthescenewasshakenwithababelofbirdnotesinwhichyoucouldhearacardinalwhistling,andabluefinchpiping。Backsomewhereamongthehighbranchesadovecooedandthenahorseneighedshrilly。Thatsetablackbirdcrying,"T"check,"
andawholeflockansweredit。Thecrowsbegantocawandalambbleated。Thenthegrosbeaks,chats,andvireoshadsomethingtosay,andthesunrosehigher,thelightgrewstrongerandthebreezerustledthetreetopsloudly;acowbawledandthewholebarnyardanswered。
Theguineaswereclucking,theturkeygobblerstrutting,thehenscalling,thechickenscheeping,thelightstreameddownstraightoverheadandthebeesbegantohum。Theairstirredstrongly,andawayinanunseenfieldareaperclackedandrattledthroughripeningwheatwhilethedriverwhistled。Anuneasymarewhickeredtohercolt,thecoltanswered,andthelightbegantodecline。
Milesawayaroostercrowedfortwilight,andduskwascomingdown。Thenacatbirdandabrownthrushsangagainstagrosbeakandahermitthrush。Theairwastremulouswithheavenlynotes,thelightswentoutinthehall,dusksweptacrossthestage,acricketsangandakatydidanswered,andawoodpeweewrungtheheartwithitslonesomecry。Thenanighthawkscreamed,awhip-
poor-willcomplained,abelatedkilldeersweptthesky,andthenightwindsangaloudersong。Alittlescreechowltunedupinthedistance,abarnowlreplied,andagreathornedowldrownedboththeirvoices。Themoonshoneandthescenewaswarmwithmellowlight。Thebirdvoicesdiedandsoftexquisitemelodybegantoswellandroll。Inthecentreofthestage,piecebypiecethegrasses,mossesandleavesdroppedfromanembankment,thefoliagesoftlyblewaway,whileplainerandplainercametheoutlinesofalovelygirlfiguredrapedinsoftclinginggreen。Inhershowerofbrighthairafewgreenleavesandwhiteblossomsclung,andtheyfelloverherrobedowntoherfeet。Herwhitethroatandarmswerebare,sheleanedforwardalittleandswayedwiththemelody,hereyesfastonthecloudsaboveher,herlipsparted,apinktingeofexerciseinhercheeksasshedrewherbow。Sheplayedasonlyapeculiarchainofcircumstancesputsitinthepowerofaveryfewtoplay。
Allnaturehadgrownstill,theviolinsobbed,sang,dancedandquaveredonalone,novoiceinparticular;
thesoulofthemelodyofallnaturecombinedinonegreatoutpouring。
Atthedoorway,awhite-facedwomanendureditaslongasshecouldandthenfellsenseless。Themennearestcarriedherdownthehalltothefountain,revivedher,andthenplacedherinthecarriagetowhichshedirectedthem。
Thegirlplayedonandneverknew。Whenshefinished,theuproarofapplausesoundedablockdownthestreet,butthehalf-senselesswomanscarcelyrealizedwhatitmeant。
Thenthegirlcametothefrontofthestage,bowed,andliftingtheviolinsheplayedherconceptionofaninvitationtodance。Everylivingsoulwithinsoundofhernotesstrainedtheirnervestositstillandletonlytheirheartsdancewithher。Whenthatbeganthewomanrantowardthecountry。Sheneverstoppeduntilthecarriageovertookherhalf-waytohercabin。Shesaidshehadgrowntiredofsitting,andwalkedonahead。ThatnightsheaskedBillytoremainwithherandsleeponElnora"sbed。
Thenshepitchedheadlonguponherown,andsufferedagonyofsoulsuchassheneverbeforehadknown。
Theswamphadsentbackthesoulofherloveddeadandputitintothebodyofthedaughtersheresented,anditwasalmostmorethanshecouldendureandlive。
CHAPTERXI
WHEREINELNORAGRADUATES,ANDFRECKLESANDTHEANGELSENDGIFTS
ThatwasFridaynight。ElnoracamehomeSaturdaymorningandbeganwork。Mrs。Comstockaskednoquestions,andthegirlonlytoldherthattheaudiencehadbeenlargeenoughtomorethanpayforthepieceofstatuarytheclasshadselectedforthehall。Thensheinquiredaboutherdressesandwastoldtheywouldbereadyforher。ShehadbeeninvitedtogototheBirdWoman"stoprepareforboththesermonandCommencementexercises。Sincetherewassomuchpractisingtodo,ithadbeenarrangedthatsheshouldremaintherefromthenightofthesermonuntilaftershewasgraduated。IfMrs。ComstockdecidedtoattendshewastodriveinwiththeSintons。WhenElnorabeggedhertocomeshesaidshecarednothingaboutsuchsilliness。
ItwasalmosttimeforWesleytocometotakeElnoratothecity,whenfreshfromherbath,anddressedtoheroutergarment,shestoodwithexpectantfacebeforehermotherandcried:"Nowmydress,mother!"
Mrs。Comstockwaspaleasshereplied:"It"sonmybed。
Helpyourself。"
Elnoraopenedthedoorandsteppedintohermother"sroomwithneveramisgiving。SincethenightMargaretandWesleyhadbroughtherclothing,whenshefirststartedtoschool,hermotherhadselectedallofherdresses,withMrs。Sinton"shelpmademostofthem,andElnorahadpaidthebills。Thewhitedressofthepreviousspringwasthefirstmadeatadressmaker"s。ShehadwornthatasjuniorusheratCommencement;buthermotherhadselectedthematerial,haditmade,andithadfittedperfectlyandhadbeensuitableineveryway。Sowithherheartatrestonthatpoint,Elnorahurriedtothebedtofindonlyherlastsummer"swhitedress,freshlywashedandironed。Foraninstantshestaredatit,thenshepickedupthegarment,lookedatthebedbeneathit,andhergazeslowlyswepttheroom。
Itwasunfamiliar。Perhapsthiswasthethirdtimeshehadbeeninitsinceshewasaverysmallchild。Hereyesrangedoverthebeautifulwalnutdresser,thetallbureau,thebigchest,insidewhichsheneverhadseen,andtherowofmasculineattirehangingaboveit。Somewhereadaintylawnormulldresssimplymustbehanging:butitwasnot。Elnoradroppedonthechestbecauseshefelttooweaktostand。Inlessthantwohoursshemustbeinthechurch,atOnabasha。Shecouldnotwearalastyear"swasheddress。Shehadnothingelse。Sheleanedagainstthewallandherfather"sovercoatbrushedherface。
Shecaughtthefoldsandclungtoitwithallhermight。
"Ohfather!Father!"shemoaned。"Ineedyou!Idon"tbelieveyouwouldhavedonethis!"Atlastsheopenedthedoor。
"Ican"tfindmydress,"shesaid。
"Well,asit"stheonlyonethereIshouldn"tthinkitwouldbemuchtrouble。"
"Youmeanformetowearanoldwasheddressto-night?"
"It"sagooddress。Thereisn"taholeinit!There"snoreasononearthwhyyoushouldn"twearit。"
"ExceptthatIwillnot,"saidElnora。"Didn"tyouprovideanydressforCommencement,either?"
"Ifyousoilthatto-night,I"veplentyoftimetowashitagain。"
Wesley"svoicecalledfromthegate。
"Inaminute,"answeredElnora。
Sheranupstairsandinanincrediblyshorttimecamedownwearingoneofherginghamschooldresses。Herfacecoldandhard,shepassedhermotherandwentintothenight。HalfanhourlaterMargaretandBillystoppedforMrs。Comstockwiththecarriage。Shehaddeterminedfullythatshewouldnotgobeforetheycalled。Withthesoundoftheirvoicesasortofhorrorofbeingleftseizedher,sosheputonherhat,lockedthedoorandwentouttothem。
"HowdidElnoralook?"inquiredMargaretanxiously。
"Likeshealwaysdoes,"answeredMrs。Comstockcurtly。
"Idohopeherdressesareasprettyastheothers,"
saidMargaret。"Noneofthemwillhaveprettierfacesornicerways。"
Wesleywaswaitingbeforethebigchurchtotakecareoftheteam。Astheystoodwatchingthepeopleenterthebuilding,Mrs。Comstockfeltherselfgrowingill。Whentheywentinsideamongthelights,sawtheflower-deckedstage,andthemassesoffinelydressedpeople,shegrewnobetter。
ShecouldhearMargaretandBillysoftlycommentingonwhatwasbeingdone。
"ThatfirstchairintheveryfrontrowisElnora"s,"
exultedBilly,"cosshe"sgotthehighestgrades,andsoshegetstoleadtheprocessiontotheplatform。"
"Thefirstchair!""Leadtheprocession!"Mrs。Comstockwasdumbfounded。Thenotesofthepipeorganbegantofillthebuildinginaslowrollingmarch。WouldElnoraleadtheprocessioninaginghamdress?Orwouldshebeabsentandherchairvacantonthisgreatoccasion?Fornow,Mrs。
Comstockcouldseethatitwasagreatoccasion。EveryonewouldrememberhowElnorahadplayedafewnightsbefore,andtheywouldmissherandpityher。Pity?Becauseshehadnoonetocareforher。Becauseshewasworseoffthanifshehadnomother。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,Mrs。Comstockbegantostudyherselfasshewouldappeartoothers。
Everytimeajuniorgirlcameflutteringdowntheaisle,leadingsomeonetoaseat,andMrs。Comstocksawabeautifulwhitedresspass,awaveofpositiveillnesssweptoverher。
Whathadshedone?WhatwouldbecomeofElnora?
AsElnorarodetothecity,sheansweredWesley"squestionsinmonosyllablessothathethoughtshewasnervousorrehearsingherspeechanddidnotcaretotalk。
Severaltimesthegirltriedtotellhimandrealizedthatifshesaidthefirstworditwouldbringuncontrollabletears。
TheBirdWomanopenedthescreenandstaredunbelievingly。
"Why,Ithoughtyouwouldbeready;youaresolate!"
shesaid。"Ifyouhavewaitedtodresshere,wemusthurry。"
"Ihavenothingtoputon,"saidElnora。
InbewildermenttheBirdWomandrewherinside。
"Did——did——"shefaltered。"Didyouthinkyouwouldwearthat?"
"No。IthoughtIwouldtelephoneEllenthattherehadbeenanaccidentandIcouldnotcome。Idon"tknowyethowtoexplain。I"mtoosicktothink。Oh,doyousupposeIcangetsomethingmadebyTuesday,sothatIcangraduate?"
"Yes;andyou"llgetsomethingonyouto-night,sothatyoucanleadyourclass,asyouhavedoneforfouryears。
Gotomyroomandtakeoffthatgingham,quickly。Anna,dropeverything,andcomehelpme。"
TheBirdWomanrantothetelephoneandcalledEllenBrownlee。
"Elnorahashadanaccident。Shewillbealittlelate,"
shesaid。"Youhavegottomakethemwait。Havethemplayextramusicbeforethemarch。"
Thensheturnedtothemaid。"TellBensontohavethecarriageatthegate,justassoonashecangetitthere。
Thencometomyroom。Bringthethreadboxfromthesewing-room,thatrollofwidewhiteribbononthecuttingtable,andgatherallthewhitepinsfromeverydresserinthehouse。Butfirstcomewithmeaminute。"
"IwantthattrunkwiththeSwampAngel"sstuffinit,fromthecedarcloset,"shepantedastheyreachedthetopofthestairs。
TheyhurrieddownthehalltogetheranddraggedthebigtrunktotheBirdWoman"sroom。Sheopeneditandbegantossingoutwhitestuff。
"Howluckythatsheleftthesethings!"shecried。
"Herearewhiteshoes,gloves,stockings,fans,everything!"
"Iamallreadybutadress,"saidElnora。
TheBirdWomanbeganopeningclosetsandpullingoutdrawersandboxes。
"IthinkIcanmakeitthisway,"shesaid。
Shesnatchedupacreamylaceyokewithlongsleevesthatrecentlyhadbeenmadeforherandhelditout。
Elnoraslippedintoit,andtheBirdWomanbegansmoothingoutwrinklesandsewinginpins。Itfittedverywellwithalittlelappingintheback。Next,fromamongtheAngel"sclothingshecaughtupawhitesilkwaistwithlowneckandelbowsleeves,andElnoraputiton。Itwaslargeenough,butdistressinglyshortinthewaist,fortheAngelhadwornitatapartywhenshewassixteen。TheBirdWomanloosenedthesleevesandpushedthemtoapuffontheshoulders,catchingtheminplaceswithpins。
Shebeganonthewidedrapingoftheyoke,fasteningitfront,backandateachshoulder。Shepulleddownthewaistandpinnedit。Nextcameasoftwhitedressskirtofherown。BypinningherwaistbandquitefourinchesaboveElnora"s,theBirdWomancouldsecureaperfectEmpiresweep,withtheclingingsilk。Thenshebeganwiththewidewhiteribbonthatwastotrimanewfrockforherself,bounditthreetimesaroundthehighwaisteffectshehadmanaged,tiedtheendsinaknotandletthemfalltothefloorinabeautifulsash。
"Iwantfourwhiteroses,eachwithtwoorthreeleaves,"shecried。
Annarantobringthem,whiletheBirdWomanaddedpins。
"Elnora,"shesaid,"forgiveme,buttellmetruly。Isyourmothersopoorastomakethisnecessary?"
"No,"answeredElnora。"NextyearIamheirtomyshareofoverthreehundredacresoflandcoveredwithalmostasvaluabletimberaswasintheLimberlost。Weadjoinit。
Therecouldbethirtyoilwellsdrilledthatwouldyieldtousthethousandsourneighboursaredrainingfromunderus,andthebarelandisworthoveronehundreddollarsanacreforfarming。Sheisnotpoor,sheis——Idon"tknowwhatsheis。Agreattroublesouredandwarpedher。
Itmadeherpeculiar。Shedoesnotintheleastunderstand,butitisbecauseshedoesn"tcareto,insteadofignorance。