投诉 阅读记录

第10章

Elnorasprangupandrandowntheroad,butwhensheapproachedthecabinsheclimbedthefence,crossedtheopenwoodspasturediagonallyandenteredatthebackgardengate。Assheoftencamethatwaywhenshehadbeenlookingforcocoonshermotheraskednoquestions。

ElnoralivedbytheminuteuntilSaturday,when,contrarytohisusualcustom,Wesleywenttotownintheforenoon,takingheralongtobuysomegroceries。

Wesleydrovestraighttothemusicstore,andaskedfortheviolinhehadlefttobemended。

Initsnewcoatofvarnish,withnewkeysandstrings,itseemedmuchlikeanyotherviolintoSinton,buttoElnoraitwasthemostbeautifulinstrumentevermade,andapricelesstreasure。Shehelditinherarms,touchedthestringssoftlyandthenshedrewthebowacrosstheminwhisperingmeasure。Shehadnotimetothinkwhataremarkablygoodbowitwasforsixteenyears"disuse。

Thetanleathercasemighthaveimpressedherasbeinginfineconditionalso,hadshebeeninastatetoquestionanything。Shedidremembertoaskforthebillandshewasgravelypresentedwithaslipcallingforfourstrings,onekey,andacoatofvarnish,total,onedollarfifty。ItseemedtoElnorashenevercouldputthepreciousinstrumentinthecaseandstarthome。Wesleyleftherinthemusicstorewheretheproprietorshowedherallhecouldabouttuning,andgaveherseveralbeginners"

sheetsofnotesandscales。Shecarriedtheviolininherarmsasfarasthecrossroadsatthecorneroftheirland,thenreluctantlyputitunderthecarriageseat。

AssoonasherworkwasdonesherandowntoSintons"

andbegantoplay,andonMondaytheviolinwenttoschoolwithher。Shemadearrangementswiththesuperintendenttoleaveitinhisofficeandscarcelytooktimeforherfoodatnoon,shewassoeagertopractise。Oftenoneofthegirlsaskedhertostayintownallnightforsomelectureorentertainment。Shecouldtaketheviolinwithher,practise,andsecurehelp。Herskillwassogreatthattheleaderoftheorchestraofferedtogiveherlessonsifshewouldplaytopayforthem,soherprogresswasrapidintechnicalwork。Butfromthefirstdaytheinstrumentbecamehers,withperfectfaiththatshecouldplayasherfatherdid,shespenthalfherpracticetimeinimitatingthesoundsofalloutdoorsandimprovisingthesongsherhappyheartsanginthosedays。

Sothefirstyearwent,andthesecondandthirdwerearepetition;butthefourthwasdifferent,forthatwasthecloseofthecourse,endingwithgraduationandallitsattendantceremoniesandexpenses。ToElnoratheseappearedmountainhigh。Shehadhoardedeverycent,thinkingtwicebeforeshepartedwithapenny,butteachingnaturalhistoryinthegradeshadtakentimefromherstudiesinschoolwhichmustbemadeupoutside。Shewasaconscientiousstudent,rankingfirstinmostofherclasses,andstandinghighinallbranches。Herinterestinherviolinhadgrownwiththeyears。Shewenttoschoolearlyandpractisedhalfanhourinthelittleroomadjoiningthestage,whiletheorchestragathered。Sheputinafullhouratnoon,andremainedanotherhalfhouratnight。

ShecarriedtheviolintoSintons"onSaturdayandpractisedallthetimeshecouldthere,whileMargaretwatchedtheroadtoseethatMrs。Comstockwasnotcoming。Shehadbecomesoskilfulthatitwasadelighttohearherplaymusicofanycomposer,butwhensheplayedherown,thatwasjoyinexpressible,forthenthewindblew,thewaterrippled,theLimberlostsanghersongsofsunshine,shadow,blackstorm,andwhitenight。

SinceherdreamElnorahadregardedhermotherwithpeculiartenderness。Thegirlrealized,inameasure,whathadhappened。Sheavoidedanythingthatpossiblycouldstirbittermemoriesordrawdeeperalineonthehard,whiteface。Thiscostmanysacrifices,muchwork,andsometimesdelayedprogress,butthehorrorofthatawfuldreamremainedwithElnora。Sheworkedherwaycheerfully,doingallshecouldtointeresthermotherinthingsthathappenedinschool,inthecity,andbycarryingbooksthatwereentertainingfromthepubliclibrary。

ThreeyearshadchangedElnorafromthegirlofsixteentotheveryvergeofwomanhood。Shehadgrowntall,round,andherfacehadthelovelinessofperfectcomplexion,beautifuleyesandhairandanaddedtouchfromwithinthatmighthavebeencalledcomprehension。

Itwasacompoundofself-reliance,hardknocks,hearthunger,unceasingwork,andgenerosity。Therewasnoformofsufferingwithwhichthegirlcouldnotsympathize,noworkshewasafraidtoattempt,nosubjectshehadinvestigatedshedidnotunderstand。Thesethingscombinedtoproduceabreadthanddepthofcharacteraltogetherunusual。

Shewassoabsorbedinherclassesandhermusicthatshehadnotbeenabletogathermanyspecimens。Whensherealizedthisandhuntedassiduously,shesoonfoundthatchangingnaturalconditionshadaffectedsuchwork。

Menallaroundwereclearingavailableland。Thetreesfellwherevercornwouldgrow。Theswampwasbrokenbyseveralgravelroads,dottedinplacesaroundtheedgewithlittleframehouses,andthemachineryofoilwells;

oneespeciallylowplacearoundtheregionofFreckles"sroomwasnearlyallthatremainedoftheoriginal。

Whereverthetreesfellthemoisturedried,thecreeksceasedtoflow,theriverranlow,andattimesthebedwasdry。Withunbrokensweepthewindsofthewestcame,gatheringforcewitheverymileandhowledandraved;threateningtoteartheshinglesfromtheroof,blowingthesurfacefromthesoilincloudsoffinedustandrapidlychangingeverything。Fromcominginwithtwoorthreedozenraremothsinaday,inthreeyears"timeElnorahadgrowntobedelightedwithfindingtwoorthree。

Bigpursycaterpillarscouldnotbepickedfromtheirfavouritebushes,whentherewerenobushes。Dragonflieswouldnothoveroverdryplaces,andbutterfliesbecamescarceinproportiontotheflowers,whilenolandyieldsoverthreecropsofIndianrelics。

Allthetimetheexpenseofbooks,clothingandincidentalshadcontinued。Elnoraaddedtoherbankaccountwhenevershecould,anddrewoutwhenshewascompelled,butsheomittedtheimportantfeatureofcallingforabalance。So,oneearlyspringmorninginthelastquarterofthefourthyear,shealmostfaintedwhenshelearnedthatherfundsweregone。Commencementwithitsextraexpensewascoming,shehadnomoney,andveryfewcocoonstoopeninJune,whichwouldbetoolate。ShehadonecollectionfortheBirdWomancompletetoapairofImperialismoths,andthatwasheronlyasset。OnthedaysheaddedthesebigYellowEmperorsshehadbeenpromisedacheckforthreehundreddollars,butshewouldnotgetituntilthesespecimensweresecured。

SherememberedthatsheneverhadfoundanEmperorbeforeJune。

Moreover,thatsumwasforherfirstyearincollege。

Thenshewouldbeofage,andshemeanttosellenoughofhershareofherfather"slandtofinish。Sheknewhermotherwouldopposeherbitterlyinthat,forMrs。

Comstockhadclungtoeveryacreandtreethatbelongedtoherhusband。Herlandwasalmostcompleteforestwhereherneighboursownedclearedfarms,dottedwithwellsthateveryhoursuckedoilfrombeneathherholdings,butshewastooabsorbedinthegriefshenursedtoknoworcare。

TheBrushwoodroadandtheredredgingofthebigLimberlostditchhadbeenmorethanshecouldpayfromherincome,andshehadtrembledbeforethewicketassheaskedthebankerifshehadfundstopayit,andwonderedwhyhelaughedwhenheassuredhershehad。ForMrs。Comstockhadspentnotimeoncompoundinginterest,andneveraddedthesumsshehadbeendepositingthroughnearlytwentyyears。Nowshethoughtherfundswerealmostgone,andeverydaysheworriedoverexpenses。

Shecouldseenoreasoningoingthroughtheformsofgraduationwhenpupilshadallintheirheadsthatwasrequiredtograduate。Elnoraknewshehadtohaveherdiplomainordertoenterthecollegeshewantedtoattend,butshedidnotdareuttertheword,untilhighschoolwasfinished,for,insteadofsofteningasshehopedhermotherhadbeguntodo,sheseemedtoremainverymuchthesame。

Whenthegirlreachedtheswampshesatonalogandthoughtovertheexpenseshewascompelledtomeet。

Everymemberofherparticularsetwashavingalargephotographtakentoexchangewiththeothers。Elnoralovedthesegirlsandboys,andtosayshecouldnothavetheirpicturestokeepwasmorethanshecouldendure。

Eachonewouldgivetoalltheothersahandsomegraduationpresent。Sheknewtheywouldpreparegiftsforherwhethershecouldmakeapresentinreturnornot。

Thenitwasthecustomforeachgraduatingclasstogiveagreatentertainmentandusethefundstopresenttheschoolwithastatuefortheentrancehall。Elnorahadbeencastforandwaspractisingapartinthatperformance。Shewasexpectedtofurnishherdressandpersonalnecessities。

Shehadbeentoldthatshemusthaveagreengauzedress,andwherewasittocomefrom?

EverygirloftheclasswouldhavethreebeautifulnewfrocksforCommencement:oneforthebaccalaureatesermon,another,whichcouldbeplain,forgraduationexercises,andahandsomeoneforthebanquetandball。

Elnorafacedthepastthreeyearsandwonderedhowshecouldhavespentsomuchmoneyandnotkeptaccountofit。

Shedidnotrealizewhereithadgone。Shedidnotknowwhatshecoulddonow。Shethoughtoverthephotographs,andatlastsettledthatquestiontohersatisfaction。Shestudiedlongeroverthegifts,tenhandsomeonestheremustbe,andatlastdecidedshecouldarrangeforthem。Thegreendresscamefirst。

Thelightswouldbediminthescene,andthesettingdeepwoods。Shecouldmanagethat。Shesimplycouldnothavethreedresses。Shewouldhavetogetaverysimpleoneforthesermonanddothebestshecouldforgraduation。

Whatevershegotforthatmustbemadewithaguimpethatcouldbetakenouttomakeitalittlemorefestivefortheball。Butwherecouldshegeteventwoprettydresses?

TheonlyhopeshecouldseewastobreakintothecollectionofthemanfromIndia,sellsomemoths,andtrytoreplacetheminJune。Butinhersoulsheknewthatneverwoulddo。NoJuneeverbroughtjustthethingsshehopeditwould。Ifshespentthecollegemoneysheknewshecouldnotreplaceit。Ifshedidnot,theonlywaywastosecurearoominthegradesandteachayear。HerworktherehadbeensoappreciatedthatElnorafeltwiththerecommendationsheknewshecouldgetfromthesuperintendentandteachersshecouldsecureaposition。

Shewassureshecouldpasstheexaminationseasily。

ShehadoncegoneonSaturday,takenthemandsecuredalicenseforayearbeforeshelefttheBrushwoodschool。

Shewantedtostarttocollegewhentheothergirlsweregoing。

Ifshecouldmakethefirstyearalone,shecouldmanagetheremainder。Butmakethatfirstyearherself,shemust。

Insteadofsellinganyofhercollection,shemusthuntassheneverbeforehadhuntedandfindaYellowEmperor。

Shehadtohaveit,thatwasall。Also,shehadtohavethosedresses。ShethoughtofWesleyanddismissedit。

ShethoughtoftheBirdWoman,andknewshecouldnottellher。Shethoughtofeverywayinwhichsheeverhadhopedtoearnmoneyandrealizedthatwiththeplay,committeemeetings,practising,andfinalexaminationsshescarcelyhadtimetolive,muchlesstodomorethantheworkrequiredforherpicturesandgifts。AgainElnorawasintrouble,andthistimeitseemedtheworstofall。

Itwasdarkwhenshearoseandwenthome。

"Mother,"shesaid,"Ihaveapieceofnewsthatisdecidedlynotcheerful。"

"Thenkeepittoyourself!"saidMrs。Comstock。"IthinkIhaveenoughtobearwithoutagreatgirllikeyoupilingtroubleonme。"

"Mymoneyisallgone!"saidElnora。

"Well,didyouthinkitwouldlastforever?It"sbeenamarveltomethatit"sheldoutaswellasithas,thewayyou"vedressedandgone。"

"Idon"tthinkI"vespentanythatIwasnotcompelledto,"saidElnora。"I"vedressedonjustaslittleasI

possiblycouldtokeepgoing。Iamheartsick。IthoughtIhadoverfiftydollarstoputmethroughCommencement,buttheytellmeitisallgone。"

"Fiftydollars!ToputyouthroughCommencement!

Whatonearthareyouproposingtodo?"

"Thesameastherestofthem,intheverycheapestwaypossible。"

"Andwhatmightthatbe?"

Elnoraomittedthephotographs,thegiftsandtheplay。

Shetoldonlyofthesermon,graduationexercises,andtheball。

"Well,Iwouldn"ttroublemyselfoverthat,"sniffedMrs。Comstock。"Ifyouwanttogotoasermon,putonthedressyoualwaysuseformeeting。Ifyouneedwhitefortheexerciseswearthenewdressyougotlastspring。

Asfortheball,thebestthingforyoutodoistostayamileawayfromsuchfolly。Inmyopinionyou"dbestbringhomeyourbooks,andquitrightnow。Youcan"tbefixedliketherestofthem,don"tbesofoolishastorunintoit。Juststayhereandlettheselastfewdaysgo。Youcan"tlearnenoughmoretobeofanyaccount。"

"But,mother,"gaspedElnora。"Youdon"tunderstand!"

"Oh,yes,Ido!"saidMrs。Comstock。"Iunderstandperfectly。

Solongasthemoneylasted,youheldupyourhead,andwentsailingwithoutevenexplaininghowyougotitfromthestuffyougathered。GoodnessknowsIcouldn"tsee。

Butnowit"sgone,youcomewhiningtome。WhathaveIgot?

Haveyouforgotthattheditchandtheroadcompletelystrappedme?Ihaven"tanymoney。There"snothingforyoutodobutgetoutofit。"

"Ican"t!"saidElnoradesperately。"I"vegoneontoolong。

Itwouldmakeabreakineverything。Theywouldn"tletmehavemydiploma!"

"What"sthedifference?You"vegotthestuffinyourhead。

Iwouldn"tgivearapforascrapofpaper。Thatdon"tmeananything!"

"ButI"veworkedfouryearsforit,andIcan"tenter——

Ioughttohaveittohelpmegetaschool,whenIwanttoteach。IfIdon"thavemygradestoshow,peoplewillthinkIquitbecauseIcouldn"tpassmyexaminations。

Imusthavemydiploma!"

"Thengetit!"saidMrs。Comstock。

"Theonlywayistograduatewiththeothers。"

"Well,graduateifyouareboundto!"

"ButIcan"t,unlessIhavethingsenoughliketheclass,thatIdon"tlookasIdidthatfirstday。"

"Well,pleaserememberIdidn"tgetyouintothis,andIcan"tgetyouout。Youaresetonhavingyourownway。Goon,andhaveit,andseehowyoulikeit!"

Elnorawentupstairsanddidnotcomedownagainthatnight,whichhermothercalledpouting。

"I"vethoughtallnight,"saidthegirlatbreakfast,"andIcan"tseeanywaybuttoborrowthemoneyofUncleWesleyandpayitbackfromsomethattheBirdWomanwilloweme,whenIgetonemorespecimen。

ButthatmeansthatIcan"tgoto——thatIwillhavetoteachthiswinter,ifIcangetacitygradeoracountryschool。"

"JustyoudaregodingingafterWesleySintonformoney,"

criedMrs。Comstock。"Youwon"tdoanysuchathing!"

"Ican"tseeanyotherway。I"vegottohavethemoney!"

"Quit,Itellyou!"

"Ican"tquit!——I"vegonetoofar!"

"Wellthen,letmegetyourclothes,andyoucanpaymeback。"

"Butyousaidyouhadnomoney!"

"MaybeIcanborrowsomeatthebank。ThenyoucanreturnitwhentheBirdWomanpaysyou。"

"Allright,"saidElnora。"Idon"tneedexpensivethings。

Justsomekindofaprettycheapwhitedressforthesermon,andawhiteonealittlebetterthanIhadlastsummer,forCommencementandtheball。IcanusethewhiteglovesandshoesIgotmyselfforlastyear,andyoucangetmydressmadeatthesameplaceyoudidthatone。

Theyhavemymeasurements,anddoperfectwork。

Don"tgetexpensivethings。ItwillbewarmsoIcangobareheaded。"

Thenshestartedtoschool,butwassotiredanddiscouragedshescarcelycouldwalk。Fouryears"plansgoinginoneday!Forshefeltthatifshedidnotstarttocollegethatfallsheneverwould。Insteadoffeelingrelievedathermother"soffer,shewasalmosttooilltogoon。Forthethousandthtimeshegroaned:"Oh,whydidn"tIkeepaccountofmymoney?"

Afterthatthedayspassedsoswiftlyshescarcelyhadtimetothink,butseveraltripshermothermadetotown,andtheassurancethateverythingwasallright,satisfiedElnora。Sheworkedveryhardtopassgoodfinalexaminationsandperfectherselffortheplay。

FortwodaysshehadremainedintownwiththeBirdWomaninordertospendmoretimepractisingandatherwork。

OftenMargarethadaskedaboutherdressesforgraduation,andElnorahadrepliedthattheywerewithawomaninthecitywhohadmadeherawhitedressforlastyear"sCommencementwhenshewasajuniorusher,andtheywouldbeallright。SoMargaret,Wesley,andBillyconcernedthemselvesoverwhattheywouldgiveherforapresent。

Margaretsuggestedabeautifuldress。Wesleysaidthatwouldlooktoeveryoneasifsheneededdresses。

Thethingwastogetahandsomegiftlikealltheotherswouldhave。Billywantedtopresentherafive-dollargoldpiecetobuymusicforherviolin。HewaspositiveElnorawouldlikethatbestofanything。

Itwastowardthecloseofthetermwhentheydrovetotownoneeveningtotrytosettlethisimportantquestion。

TheyknewMrs。Comstockhadbeenaloneseveraldays,sotheyaskedhertoaccompanythem。Shehadbeenmorelonelythanshewouldadmit,filledwithunusualunrestbesides,andsoshewasgladtogo。ButbeforetheyhaddrivenamileBillyhadtoldthattheyweregoingtobuyElnoraagraduationpresent,andMrs。Comstockdevoutlywishedthatshehadremainedathome。ShewaspreparedwhenBillyasked:"AuntKate,whatareyougoingtogiveElnorawhenshegraduates?"

"Plentytoeat,agoodbedtosleepin,anddoalltheworkwhileshetrollops,"answeredMrs。Comstockdryly。

Billyreflected。"Iguessallofthemhavethat,"hesaid。

"Imeanapresentyoubuyatthestore,likeChristmas?"

"Itisonlyrichfolkswhobuypresentsatstores,"

repliedMrs。Comstock。"Ican"taffordit。"

"Well,weain"trich,"hesaid,"butwearegoingtobuyElnorasomethingasfineastherestofthemhaveifwesellacornerofthefarm。UncleWesleysaidso。"

"Afoolandhislandaresoonparted,"saidMrs。

Comstocktersely。WesleyandBillylaughed,butMargaretdidnotenjoytheremark。

Whiletheyweresearchingthestoresforsomethingonwhichallofthemcoulddecide,andMargaretwasholdingBillytokeephimfromsayinganythingbeforeMrs。Comstockaboutthemusiconwhichhewasdetermined,Mr。BrownleemetWesleyandstoppedtoshakehands。

"Iseeyourboycameoutfinely,"hesaid。

"Idon"tallowanyboyanywheretobefinerthanBilly,"

saidWesley。

"Iguessyoudon"tallowanygirltosurpassElnora,"

saidMr。Brownlee。"ShecomeshomewithEllenoften,andmywifeandIloveher。Ellensayssheisgreatinherpartto-night。Bestthinginthewholeplay!Ofcourse,youareintoseeit!Ifyouhaven"treservedseats,you"dbetterstartprettysoon,forthehighschoolauditoriumonlyseatsathousand。It"salwaysjammedatthesehome-

talentplays。Allofuswanttoseehowourchildrenperform。"

"Whyyes,ofcourse,"saidthebewilderedWesley。

ThenhehurriedtoMargaret。"Say,"hesaid,"thereisgoingtobeaplayatthehighschoolto-night;andElnoraisinit。Whyhasn"tshetoldus?"

"Idon"tknow,"saidMargaret,"butI"mgoing。"

"SoamI,"saidBilly。

"Metoo!"saidWesley,"unlessyouthinkforsomereasonshedoesn"twantus。Lookslikeshewouldhavetoldusifshehad。I"mgoingtoaskhermother。"

"Yes,that"swhat"sshe"sbeenstayingintownfor,"saidMrs。Comstock。"It"ssomesortofaswindletoraisemoneyforherclasstobuysomesillythingtostickupintheschoolhousehalltorememberthemby。Idon"tknowwhetherit"snowornextweek,butthere"ssomethingofthekindtobedone。"

"Well,it"sto-night,"saidWesley,"andwearegoing。

It"smytreat,andwe"vegottohurryorwewon"tgetin。

Therearereservedseats,andwehavenone,soit"sthegalleryforus,butIdon"tcaresoIgettotakeonegoodpeepatElnora。"

"S"posesheplays?"whisperedMargaretinhisear。

"Aw,tush!Shecouldn"t!"saidWesley。

"Well,she"sbeendoingitthreeyearsintheorchestra,andworkinglikeaslaveatit。"

"Oh,wellthat"sdifferent。She"sintheplayto-night。

Brownleetoldmeso。Comeon,quick!We"lldriveandhitchclosestplacewecanfindtothebuilding。"

Margaretwentintheexcitementofthemoment,butshewastroubled。

WhentheyreachedthebuildingWesleytiedtheteamtoarailingandBillysprangouttohelpMargaret。

Mrs。Comstocksatstill。

"Comeon,Kate,"saidWesley,reachinghishand。

"I"mnotgoinganywhere,"saidMrs。Comstock,settlingcomfortablybackagainstthecushions。

Allofthembeggedandpleaded,butitwasnouse。NotaninchwouldMrs。Comstockbudge。Thenightwaswarmandthecarriagecomfortable,thehorsesweresecurelyhitched。

Shedidnotcaretoseewhatidioticthingapackofschoolchildrenweredoing,shewouldwaituntiltheSintonsreturned。

Wesleytoldheritmightbetwohours,andshesaidshedidnotcareifitwerefour,sotheylefther。

"Didyoueverseesuch——?"

"Cookies!"criedBilly。

"Suchblamedstubbornnessinallyourlife?"demandedWesley。

"Won"tcometoseeasfineagirlasElnorainastageperformance。Why,Iwouldn"tmissitforfiftydollars!

"Ithinkit"sablessingshedidn"t,"saidMargaretplacidly。

"Ibeggedunusuallyhardsoshewouldn"t。I"mscaredofmylifeforfearElnorawillplay。"

Theyfoundseatsnearthedoorwheretheycouldseefairlywell。Billystoodatthebackofthehallandhadagoodview。Byandby,agreatvolumeofsoundwelledfromtheorchestra,butElnorawasnotplaying。

"Toldyouso!"saidSinton。"GotanotiontogooutandseeifKatewon"tcomenow。Shecantakemyseat,andI"llstandwithBilly。"

"Yousitstill!"saidMargaretemphatically。"Thisisnotoveryet。"

SoWesleyremainedinhisseat。Theplayopenedandprogressedverymuchasallhighschoolplayshavegoneforthepastfiftyyears。ButElnoradidnotappearinanyofthescenes。

Outinthewarmsummernightasour,grimwomannursedanachingheartandtriedtojustifyherself。

Theeffortirritatedherintensely。Shefeltthatshecouldnotaffordthethingsthatwerebeingdone。

TheoldfearoflosingthelandthatsheandRobertComstockhadpurchasedandstartedclearingwasstronguponher。Shewasthinkingofhim,howsheneededhim,whentheorchestramusicpouredfromtheopenwindowsnearher。Mrs。Comstockendureditaslongasshecould,andthenslippedfromthecarriageandfleddownthestreet。

Shedidnotknowhowfarshewentorhowlongshestayed,buteverythingwasstill,saveanoccasionalraisedvoicewhenshewanderedback。Shestoodlookingatthebuilding。Slowlysheenteredthewidegatesandfollowedupthewalk。Elnorahadbeencominghereforalmostfouryears。WhenMrs。Comstockreachedthedoorshelookedinside。Thewidehallwaslightedwithelectricity,andthestatuaryandthedecorationsofthewallsdidnotseemlikepiecesoffoolishness。Themarbleappearedpure,white,andthebigpicturesmostinteresting。

Shewalkedthelengthofthehallandslowlyreadthetitlesofthestatuesandthenamesofthepupilswhohaddonatedthem。

ShespeculatedonwherethepieceElnora"sclasswouldbuycouldbeplacedtoadvantage。

Thenshewonderediftheywerehavingalargeenoughaudiencetobuymarble。Shelikeditbetterthanthebronze,butitlookedasifitcostmore。Howwhitethebroadstairwaywas!Elnorahadbeenclimbingthosestairsforyearsandnevertoldhertheyweremarble。

Ofcourse,shethoughttheywerewood。Probablytheupperhallwasevengranderthanthis。Shewentovertothefountain,tookadrink,climbedtothefirstlandingandlookedaroundher,andthenwithoutthoughttothesecond。

Thereshecameoppositethewide-opendoorsandtheentrancetotheauditoriumpackedwithpeopleandacrowdstandingoutside。Whentheynoticedatallwomanwithwhitefaceandhairandblackdress,onebyonetheysteppedalittleaside,sothatMrs。Comstockcouldseethestage。Itwascoveredwithcurtains,andnoonewasdoinganything。Justassheturnedtogoasoundsofaintthateveryoneleanedforwardandlistened,drifteddowntheauditorium。Itwasdifficulttotelljustwhatitwas;afteroneinstanthalftheaudiencelookedtowardthewindows,foritseemedonlyabreathofwindrustlingfreshlyopenedleaves;merelyahintofstirringair。

Thenthecurtainsweresweptasideswiftly。Thestagehadbeentransformedintoalovelylittlecornerofcreation,wheretreesandflowersgrewandmosscarpetedtheearth。

Asoftwindblewanditwasthegrayofdawn。Suddenlyarobinbegantosing,thenasongsparrowjoinedhim,andthenseveraloriolesbegantalkingatonce。Thelightgrewstronger,thedewdropstrembled,flowerperfumebegantocreepouttotheaudience;theairmovedthebranchesgentlyandaroostercrowed。Thenallthescenewasshakenwithababelofbirdnotesinwhichyoucouldhearacardinalwhistling,andabluefinchpiping。Backsomewhereamongthehighbranchesadovecooedandthenahorseneighedshrilly。Thatsetablackbirdcrying,"T"check,"

andawholeflockansweredit。Thecrowsbegantocawandalambbleated。Thenthegrosbeaks,chats,andvireoshadsomethingtosay,andthesunrosehigher,thelightgrewstrongerandthebreezerustledthetreetopsloudly;acowbawledandthewholebarnyardanswered。

Theguineaswereclucking,theturkeygobblerstrutting,thehenscalling,thechickenscheeping,thelightstreameddownstraightoverheadandthebeesbegantohum。Theairstirredstrongly,andawayinanunseenfieldareaperclackedandrattledthroughripeningwheatwhilethedriverwhistled。Anuneasymarewhickeredtohercolt,thecoltanswered,andthelightbegantodecline。

Milesawayaroostercrowedfortwilight,andduskwascomingdown。Thenacatbirdandabrownthrushsangagainstagrosbeakandahermitthrush。Theairwastremulouswithheavenlynotes,thelightswentoutinthehall,dusksweptacrossthestage,acricketsangandakatydidanswered,andawoodpeweewrungtheheartwithitslonesomecry。Thenanighthawkscreamed,awhip-

poor-willcomplained,abelatedkilldeersweptthesky,andthenightwindsangaloudersong。Alittlescreechowltunedupinthedistance,abarnowlreplied,andagreathornedowldrownedboththeirvoices。Themoonshoneandthescenewaswarmwithmellowlight。Thebirdvoicesdiedandsoftexquisitemelodybegantoswellandroll。Inthecentreofthestage,piecebypiecethegrasses,mossesandleavesdroppedfromanembankment,thefoliagesoftlyblewaway,whileplainerandplainercametheoutlinesofalovelygirlfiguredrapedinsoftclinginggreen。Inhershowerofbrighthairafewgreenleavesandwhiteblossomsclung,andtheyfelloverherrobedowntoherfeet。Herwhitethroatandarmswerebare,sheleanedforwardalittleandswayedwiththemelody,hereyesfastonthecloudsaboveher,herlipsparted,apinktingeofexerciseinhercheeksasshedrewherbow。Sheplayedasonlyapeculiarchainofcircumstancesputsitinthepowerofaveryfewtoplay。

Allnaturehadgrownstill,theviolinsobbed,sang,dancedandquaveredonalone,novoiceinparticular;

thesoulofthemelodyofallnaturecombinedinonegreatoutpouring。

Atthedoorway,awhite-facedwomanendureditaslongasshecouldandthenfellsenseless。Themennearestcarriedherdownthehalltothefountain,revivedher,andthenplacedherinthecarriagetowhichshedirectedthem。

Thegirlplayedonandneverknew。Whenshefinished,theuproarofapplausesoundedablockdownthestreet,butthehalf-senselesswomanscarcelyrealizedwhatitmeant。

Thenthegirlcametothefrontofthestage,bowed,andliftingtheviolinsheplayedherconceptionofaninvitationtodance。Everylivingsoulwithinsoundofhernotesstrainedtheirnervestositstillandletonlytheirheartsdancewithher。Whenthatbeganthewomanrantowardthecountry。Sheneverstoppeduntilthecarriageovertookherhalf-waytohercabin。Shesaidshehadgrowntiredofsitting,andwalkedonahead。ThatnightsheaskedBillytoremainwithherandsleeponElnora"sbed。

Thenshepitchedheadlonguponherown,andsufferedagonyofsoulsuchassheneverbeforehadknown。

Theswamphadsentbackthesoulofherloveddeadandputitintothebodyofthedaughtersheresented,anditwasalmostmorethanshecouldendureandlive。

CHAPTERXI

WHEREINELNORAGRADUATES,ANDFRECKLESANDTHEANGELSENDGIFTS

ThatwasFridaynight。ElnoracamehomeSaturdaymorningandbeganwork。Mrs。Comstockaskednoquestions,andthegirlonlytoldherthattheaudiencehadbeenlargeenoughtomorethanpayforthepieceofstatuarytheclasshadselectedforthehall。Thensheinquiredaboutherdressesandwastoldtheywouldbereadyforher。ShehadbeeninvitedtogototheBirdWoman"stoprepareforboththesermonandCommencementexercises。Sincetherewassomuchpractisingtodo,ithadbeenarrangedthatsheshouldremaintherefromthenightofthesermonuntilaftershewasgraduated。IfMrs。ComstockdecidedtoattendshewastodriveinwiththeSintons。WhenElnorabeggedhertocomeshesaidshecarednothingaboutsuchsilliness。

ItwasalmosttimeforWesleytocometotakeElnoratothecity,whenfreshfromherbath,anddressedtoheroutergarment,shestoodwithexpectantfacebeforehermotherandcried:"Nowmydress,mother!"

Mrs。Comstockwaspaleasshereplied:"It"sonmybed。

Helpyourself。"

Elnoraopenedthedoorandsteppedintohermother"sroomwithneveramisgiving。SincethenightMargaretandWesleyhadbroughtherclothing,whenshefirststartedtoschool,hermotherhadselectedallofherdresses,withMrs。Sinton"shelpmademostofthem,andElnorahadpaidthebills。Thewhitedressofthepreviousspringwasthefirstmadeatadressmaker"s。ShehadwornthatasjuniorusheratCommencement;buthermotherhadselectedthematerial,haditmade,andithadfittedperfectlyandhadbeensuitableineveryway。Sowithherheartatrestonthatpoint,Elnorahurriedtothebedtofindonlyherlastsummer"swhitedress,freshlywashedandironed。Foraninstantshestaredatit,thenshepickedupthegarment,lookedatthebedbeneathit,andhergazeslowlyswepttheroom。

Itwasunfamiliar。Perhapsthiswasthethirdtimeshehadbeeninitsinceshewasaverysmallchild。Hereyesrangedoverthebeautifulwalnutdresser,thetallbureau,thebigchest,insidewhichsheneverhadseen,andtherowofmasculineattirehangingaboveit。Somewhereadaintylawnormulldresssimplymustbehanging:butitwasnot。Elnoradroppedonthechestbecauseshefelttooweaktostand。Inlessthantwohoursshemustbeinthechurch,atOnabasha。Shecouldnotwearalastyear"swasheddress。Shehadnothingelse。Sheleanedagainstthewallandherfather"sovercoatbrushedherface。

Shecaughtthefoldsandclungtoitwithallhermight。

"Ohfather!Father!"shemoaned。"Ineedyou!Idon"tbelieveyouwouldhavedonethis!"Atlastsheopenedthedoor。

"Ican"tfindmydress,"shesaid。

"Well,asit"stheonlyonethereIshouldn"tthinkitwouldbemuchtrouble。"

"Youmeanformetowearanoldwasheddressto-night?"

"It"sagooddress。Thereisn"taholeinit!There"snoreasononearthwhyyoushouldn"twearit。"

"ExceptthatIwillnot,"saidElnora。"Didn"tyouprovideanydressforCommencement,either?"

"Ifyousoilthatto-night,I"veplentyoftimetowashitagain。"

Wesley"svoicecalledfromthegate。

"Inaminute,"answeredElnora。

Sheranupstairsandinanincrediblyshorttimecamedownwearingoneofherginghamschooldresses。Herfacecoldandhard,shepassedhermotherandwentintothenight。HalfanhourlaterMargaretandBillystoppedforMrs。Comstockwiththecarriage。Shehaddeterminedfullythatshewouldnotgobeforetheycalled。Withthesoundoftheirvoicesasortofhorrorofbeingleftseizedher,sosheputonherhat,lockedthedoorandwentouttothem。

"HowdidElnoralook?"inquiredMargaretanxiously。

"Likeshealwaysdoes,"answeredMrs。Comstockcurtly。

"Idohopeherdressesareasprettyastheothers,"

saidMargaret。"Noneofthemwillhaveprettierfacesornicerways。"

Wesleywaswaitingbeforethebigchurchtotakecareoftheteam。Astheystoodwatchingthepeopleenterthebuilding,Mrs。Comstockfeltherselfgrowingill。Whentheywentinsideamongthelights,sawtheflower-deckedstage,andthemassesoffinelydressedpeople,shegrewnobetter。

ShecouldhearMargaretandBillysoftlycommentingonwhatwasbeingdone。

"ThatfirstchairintheveryfrontrowisElnora"s,"

exultedBilly,"cosshe"sgotthehighestgrades,andsoshegetstoleadtheprocessiontotheplatform。"

"Thefirstchair!""Leadtheprocession!"Mrs。Comstockwasdumbfounded。Thenotesofthepipeorganbegantofillthebuildinginaslowrollingmarch。WouldElnoraleadtheprocessioninaginghamdress?Orwouldshebeabsentandherchairvacantonthisgreatoccasion?Fornow,Mrs。

Comstockcouldseethatitwasagreatoccasion。EveryonewouldrememberhowElnorahadplayedafewnightsbefore,andtheywouldmissherandpityher。Pity?Becauseshehadnoonetocareforher。Becauseshewasworseoffthanifshehadnomother。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,Mrs。Comstockbegantostudyherselfasshewouldappeartoothers。

Everytimeajuniorgirlcameflutteringdowntheaisle,leadingsomeonetoaseat,andMrs。Comstocksawabeautifulwhitedresspass,awaveofpositiveillnesssweptoverher。

Whathadshedone?WhatwouldbecomeofElnora?

AsElnorarodetothecity,sheansweredWesley"squestionsinmonosyllablessothathethoughtshewasnervousorrehearsingherspeechanddidnotcaretotalk。

Severaltimesthegirltriedtotellhimandrealizedthatifshesaidthefirstworditwouldbringuncontrollabletears。

TheBirdWomanopenedthescreenandstaredunbelievingly。

"Why,Ithoughtyouwouldbeready;youaresolate!"

shesaid。"Ifyouhavewaitedtodresshere,wemusthurry。"

"Ihavenothingtoputon,"saidElnora。

InbewildermenttheBirdWomandrewherinside。

"Did——did——"shefaltered。"Didyouthinkyouwouldwearthat?"

"No。IthoughtIwouldtelephoneEllenthattherehadbeenanaccidentandIcouldnotcome。Idon"tknowyethowtoexplain。I"mtoosicktothink。Oh,doyousupposeIcangetsomethingmadebyTuesday,sothatIcangraduate?"

"Yes;andyou"llgetsomethingonyouto-night,sothatyoucanleadyourclass,asyouhavedoneforfouryears。

Gotomyroomandtakeoffthatgingham,quickly。Anna,dropeverything,andcomehelpme。"

TheBirdWomanrantothetelephoneandcalledEllenBrownlee。

"Elnorahashadanaccident。Shewillbealittlelate,"

shesaid。"Youhavegottomakethemwait。Havethemplayextramusicbeforethemarch。"

Thensheturnedtothemaid。"TellBensontohavethecarriageatthegate,justassoonashecangetitthere。

Thencometomyroom。Bringthethreadboxfromthesewing-room,thatrollofwidewhiteribbononthecuttingtable,andgatherallthewhitepinsfromeverydresserinthehouse。Butfirstcomewithmeaminute。"

"IwantthattrunkwiththeSwampAngel"sstuffinit,fromthecedarcloset,"shepantedastheyreachedthetopofthestairs。

TheyhurrieddownthehalltogetheranddraggedthebigtrunktotheBirdWoman"sroom。Sheopeneditandbegantossingoutwhitestuff。

"Howluckythatsheleftthesethings!"shecried。

"Herearewhiteshoes,gloves,stockings,fans,everything!"

"Iamallreadybutadress,"saidElnora。

TheBirdWomanbeganopeningclosetsandpullingoutdrawersandboxes。

"IthinkIcanmakeitthisway,"shesaid。

Shesnatchedupacreamylaceyokewithlongsleevesthatrecentlyhadbeenmadeforherandhelditout。

Elnoraslippedintoit,andtheBirdWomanbegansmoothingoutwrinklesandsewinginpins。Itfittedverywellwithalittlelappingintheback。Next,fromamongtheAngel"sclothingshecaughtupawhitesilkwaistwithlowneckandelbowsleeves,andElnoraputiton。Itwaslargeenough,butdistressinglyshortinthewaist,fortheAngelhadwornitatapartywhenshewassixteen。TheBirdWomanloosenedthesleevesandpushedthemtoapuffontheshoulders,catchingtheminplaceswithpins。

Shebeganonthewidedrapingoftheyoke,fasteningitfront,backandateachshoulder。Shepulleddownthewaistandpinnedit。Nextcameasoftwhitedressskirtofherown。BypinningherwaistbandquitefourinchesaboveElnora"s,theBirdWomancouldsecureaperfectEmpiresweep,withtheclingingsilk。Thenshebeganwiththewidewhiteribbonthatwastotrimanewfrockforherself,bounditthreetimesaroundthehighwaisteffectshehadmanaged,tiedtheendsinaknotandletthemfalltothefloorinabeautifulsash。

"Iwantfourwhiteroses,eachwithtwoorthreeleaves,"shecried。

Annarantobringthem,whiletheBirdWomanaddedpins。

"Elnora,"shesaid,"forgiveme,buttellmetruly。Isyourmothersopoorastomakethisnecessary?"

"No,"answeredElnora。"NextyearIamheirtomyshareofoverthreehundredacresoflandcoveredwithalmostasvaluabletimberaswasintheLimberlost。Weadjoinit。

Therecouldbethirtyoilwellsdrilledthatwouldyieldtousthethousandsourneighboursaredrainingfromunderus,andthebarelandisworthoveronehundreddollarsanacreforfarming。Sheisnotpoor,sheis——Idon"tknowwhatsheis。Agreattroublesouredandwarpedher。

Itmadeherpeculiar。Shedoesnotintheleastunderstand,butitisbecauseshedoesn"tcareto,insteadofignorance。

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